#❝ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴀꜱᴋ ❞(OOC)

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    Jeez it’s been about 1/2 of a year since I’ve been here. I do want to give an update, however      I have moved Kylo to a multimuse blog so if you have a desire to continue interacting even after my long vanish you can find him (as well as Captain Phasma and others) over on @bloodybonesnbruises ♥ Feel free to follow for more of this emo trashbag that I love

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    It may not seem like a lot, but I am happy that over 100 of you guys follow this blog and enjoy seeing my portrayal of this precious trashbag! I’m so happy to know that you love seeing my writing and enjoy either reading the threads or doing a thread with me! I was nervous originally to join the Star Wars fandom because of the rumors I had heard of it--but I haven’t seen such a kind and welcoming fandom before ♥ Thank you guys for making these few weeks so amazing and here’s to even more amazing weeks!

Of course, I couldn’t have gotten this far without some of my amazing rp partners. You guys have made my experience on this blog just absolutely amazing and stunning! ♥

@whatwelcve || @derbefehl || @ourreyofhope || @toastedaussie || @dvrksiider || @pistcs || @forcecreated || @forceconvergence || @forcetwiin || @rebellious-maintenance || @nutricemxviera || @hanajime || @llgeneralhuxll || @hux-capacitor  || @itscallingmc || @awakenedpower || @just-breathe-rey

As well the people I admire from afar and would love to interact with one day! ♥

@bigdealeightseven || @blonde-in-the-cockpit || @abandonrey || @rey-the-lost-scavenger || @the-general-hux || @twentyoneeightyseven || @deadlymarch || @mostdaringpilot || @rebelflown || @rebelstxrdust || @wastedvalor || @caseofmagicalcreatures || @occisoren || @onceascavenger || @idcntapprcve || @serratedlight || @whctalksfirst || @willnotfightyou

And of course all my followers! Without you guys this wouldn’t be happening! From the bottom of my probably mostly cold black heart, thank you ♥

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     ((If I ever don’t reply to an ask, thread or even an IM please don’t think I’m ignoring you. I’ve got such a picky muse and plus the fact I’m dealing with my crippling anxiety I tend to forget to reply to things. Don’t hesitate to poke me in IM if I take long to reply or to remind me that I need to reply!))

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    Sorry for the absence, been feeling not too stable so I’ve been trying to get things more stable. I’m doing better so I will be doing the replies I owe and reblogging a few rp memes to get new threads going ♥ feel free to stop by my IM if you want to plot a thread!

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hanajime replied to your post ““Just, just hang on...” Who doesn't love angst with these two”

i cant believe done this

im crying in the club

    ((Welcome to the club -hands you a bunch of tissues- you’ll need these and we’ll be finding a doctor to help mend your heart because this one has caused the problem and should not be trusted))

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    I’m debating on if I should either shift Phasma’s blog ( @reflectionoforder as a sideblog to this one so I don’t have three windows of different g-chromes open including my other fandom blogs, add her on this blog as a secondary character or just try to keep her on her own blog. What do you guys think?

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    ((I was more successful than what I was yesterday, but now it’s time to attempt more replies, sob, question my sexuality and debate about buying SeaofThieves some more in some sort of order or all at once))

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     ((I will be getting to replies tomorrow, and hopefully, make some starters. I’ve lost the post so please let me know if you want a starter--do know due to running multiple blogs I may limit the number of threads to one per person.))

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    ((activity may be really shoddy for the next week))

    I’ve been given some news that could possibly end up with my life getting a lot harder. My father may have liver cancer (we won’t know if it’s true until after his MRI scan on Monday so probably won’t hear from them until Wednesday), and if he does have it things are really going to change. He’s the provider for the family, the only one out of my family that has a job and could probably keep a job--I’ve got severe social anxiety and probably ASD, my siblings have ASD and my mother’s health isn’t the best so she can’t stand for a long period of time and has Fibromyalgia. If it comes that my father does have it. . . I may not be on tumblr a lot. I mean, it won’t take him right away, but he’ll get progressively sicker until it does take him--may take years may take months, who knows. I don’t want to think about it, I’ve already thought of millions of ways the result could make our lives shittier.      I’m just hoping it’s my anxiety making me overreact, but until we know for certain I’m going to be on and off with activity here. I’ll be trying to queue replies and have them post 3 times a day max. If you want to keep contact with me you can find me on discord at PurpleMurderer#5829

   Thanks for understanding ♥

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    The only thing I can think of if ObiWan met Kylo (somehow living that long to be in the Sequel era) just being 1000% done “I’ve already dealt with two generations of Skywalkers I’m done. I’m too old for this.”     And also Asoka is a bit more open to what’s going on with Kylo, working to try to at least bring him to the middle, show him what it’s like to be a gray Jedi. She doesn’t want him to end up like her old master (depending on verse), but she knows it’s going to hella hard. 

   Honestly I just also want a young Ben interacting with Asoka and making it all the more painful that Ben loves her like the family he felt he never had and they meet again after Ben becomes Kylo with either the most awkward/emotional/angry reunion.

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     ((I bought BattlefrontII and have just been playing Arcade for hours slaughtering Resistance scum as Ren and Phasma. It’s way too addicting send help))

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worstjedi replied to your post: worstjedi replied to your post: Purple’s Brain:...

i spent 30 minutes perfecting it vfghfyugfb

    I mean I bet it's wonderful and I will tell you that in the morning when my brain actually works to read it 

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worstjedi replied to your post: Purple’s Brain: looks at the reply from @worstjedi...

IM SO SORRY PURPLE

    YOU SHOULD BE!

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Purple’s Brain: looks at the reply from @worstjedi Haha fuck that shit nope. It may be only 10PM but BOI I AM NOT READING ALL THAT, FUCK YOU PURPLE 

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    I sarcastically told my siblings that Kylo would be a guy who kept really strange around him, since he did literally steal Vader’s mask from Endor, like the ashes of his enemies. . . and I find out that ashes he puts his mask on in the Rey interrogation scene are ashes of his enemies.      WOW BEN. I thought your favorite color being Hux’s blood was Extra