#✽ (108.) — on a gurney with a fucking hole in my throat (p. strahm)

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Strahm knew he had anger management issues. HE KNEW THAT. But that didn’t mean he was any good at managing them. Still, he rarely let it escalate to a physical level, ESPECIALLY with colleagues. And yet, Fish had a way of pushing his buttons in a way that hardly anyone else knew how to do. And today, she’d pushed him to the limit.

“Are you KIDDING ME?!?” With one quick movement, Strahm placed his hands on her shoulders and pushed her up against the wall, his eyes burning with rage, his voice now a low growl. “You have NO RIGHT to tell me what to do. I am FAR more experienced than you, whether you like it or not. And as long as we’re working together, you listen to ME — and me ONLY.” His eyes were narrowed, and his grip was tight. He met her gaze, looking directly into her eyes, then exhaled sharply, his hands still firmly planted on her shoulders. “YOU GOT IT?”

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open to all mutuals!

“What the HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU?!?”

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(Abby/Peter) Another day of an unsolved case, another memorial for another set of dead officers who didn't know her. Even still, she had flawless funeral etiquette, polite and subdued, neatly standing in a black dress, the same gentle platitudes. The whole time she couldn't stop looking at Peter, it was clear he was upset, angry, as he usually tended to be. Brooding about and not hiding his dislike for Mark.

Abby tried something different, maybe it wouldn't make a difference to him, maybe he'd push her away, but just maybe.... The woman in the black dress approached the large man, and ever so gently took his arm. A soft, sympathetic smile gracing her features with a slight tilt of her head. "Peter?" She did look gorgeous, she didn't go out of her way to, but everyone looks classy in black.

PETER HATED FUNERALS. He always had. No one liked them, of course, but he despised them. He’d been to too many to count over the years; he’d lost countless coworkers, and unfortunately, it was just PART OF THE JOB. He’d been fortunate enough to not lose anyone especially close to him yet, other than a few of his grandparents, but that was to be expected from their ages. Despite this, he still hated funerals, and yet, here he was. Even though he hadn’t known the officers well, he still felt a sense of sadness in the pit of his stomach — sadness, but most of all, ANGER. What kind of fucking monster would do this?

His mood was foul, and the touch to his arm caught him COMPLETELY off-guard. His instinct was to pull away, to grit his teeth and hiss at the person who’d grabbed his arm, warning them not to touch him again. But then, he heard the voice — and the word. HIS FIRST NAME. His coworkers rarely called him by his first name. Looking down, he saw Abby, and it took him a few seconds to actually process what he was looking at. Because he’d NEVER seen her look like this before. He’d never really taken much of a notice to her physical appearance; he’d never paid much attention to that. He tended to see people’s personalities rather than their appearances.

But today, it would have been A CRIME not to notice how beautiful she looked. And Strahm certainly wasn’t a criminal.

He stared down at her for a few more seconds before finally allowing his muscles to relax; they’d tensed up slightly when she’d touched him despite himself. “… yes?” His tone was different now — MUCH less aggressive than to be expected from him, and much more… GENUINE.

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@jigsawfcrged asked: don’t push it. / my mark to your strahm

GOD, Hoffman was infuriating. Strahm found himself rolling his eyes at the other man’s words. For some reason, Hoffman had a way of pushing his buttons in JUST the right way to push him closer and closer to the edge of an explosion. And Strahm knew he had a temper; he knew he needed to play it cool… but it was EASIER SAID THAN DONE.

“Don’t make me,” Peter shot back, giving Mark a side glance. “Tell you what — keep your nose out of MY BUSINESS and I’ll keep my nose out of YOURS. Deal?”

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Anonymous asked: Peter, what about Abigail Cain stood out to you? You're kind of a hot head but never with her, why?

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ASK MY MUSE A QUESTION AND THEY WILL ANSWER THROUGH A VOICE CLONE AI — accepting!

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OPEN STARTER: PETER STRAHM

“I think he did it… but I JUST CAN’T PROVE IT.”

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“MY NEW YEARS RESOLUTION? To prove my dick is bigger than Hoffman’s. OH, and to prove that he’s involved with the Jigsaw killings, of course.”

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@extraordinarygrrls asked: K   :   KISS.   is your muse a good kisser? why / why not? // For Peter 👀 👀

Oh, yeah. He’s a GREAT kisser, and I’ll tell you why:

He’s not the type of guy to have one-night stands. He doesn’t kiss people very often unless he’s actually in a relationship with them. And every time he kisses someone, IT MEANS SOMETHING. There’s passion behind it. Every single one of his kisses is passionate and meaningful. He rarely ever kisses anyone (including his partners) “just because.” There’s always a reason.

He also has really soft lips, so there’s that.

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@extraordinarygrrls asked: 💭 + romantic/sexy headcanons about Peter Strahm for no reason whatsoever 👀👀

For romantic headcanons, see these posts! For sexy ones, keep reading 👀

Strahm rarely has one-night stands. He’s only done that in college, and he doesn’t plan on ever doing it again. He enjoys sex, don’t get me wrong, but he enjoys it a lot more when he cares about the person he’s with.

He loves it when his partner rubs up against him, or runs their hands over his bare skin. He likes both being on top and being on the bottom, though he prefers being on top. He has incredible stamina, too. He can hold out for a surprisingly long time if he wants to.

He always focuses on his partner’s satisfaction before his own. He doesn’t like to open his mouth and actually ask if what he’s doing feels good, so he relies solely on his partner’s reactions.

Strahm is incredibly good at going down on a girl. Just saying.

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"Me and Peter?" Abby paused and smiled. "I mean, lots of pros. He's a very tender lover, great in bed. The con is that he refuses to stop working, and it's a whole thing to actually get him into bed, let alone like... Into Bed. It is worth it, though."

Send me one pro and one con you could see with having sex with my character.

HE DOESN’T REALLY LIKE that this all is being said out loud, but he shrugs it off, deciding to play along. “Alright… MY TURN now. Pros for Abby: she’s sweet, beautiful, and I love her. I want to make her happy. The only con is that is distracts me from my work, but it’s WORTH IT in the end. And I can’t think of any other cons.”

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HE’S GENUINELY PISSED. He’s ready to throw something. Rolling up his sleeves, he looks around the room, eyes narrowing when he sees the desk chair. Yup, that’ll do. Someone better stop him before he completely destroys the office.

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IT WAS JUST A SCRATCH. Peter had said those exact words to Abby before, but he really meant it this time. After all he’d been through with the Jigsaw killer, after almost dying and literally having to stab himself in the throat… HE WAS ALMOST RELIEVED to be injured on a regular case. Abby was worried out of her mind, of course, but Peter was fine. He’d taken multiple punches to the abdomen, yes, and even a couple to the face. MAYBE his nose was broken, but probably not. In all honesty, it hadn’t even hurt that much, not compared to before.

“Abby…” Letting out a sigh as he rested his head against the pillow, he stared up at the ceiling. “Hey. I PROMISE I’m fine, okay? This…” He gestured weakly to his face. “This is nothing.” She knew what he’d been through; he didn’t even have to bring it up.

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@extraordinarygrrls asked: (Abby/Peter, insert gentle worried affection here) "Did he do this to you?"

IT WAS HARD TO EXPRESS just how much pain he’d been in. The emergency tracheotomy had been a last resort — he never thought he’d have to perform one, let alone ON HIMSELF as he slowly drowned. His throat felt raw, filled with blood that he was still coughing up even hours after the incident. He still remembered the screaming of his lungs, the thoughts he’d had moments before he was SURE he was about to die…

Her question snapped him back to reality. Strahm shook his head, a hand coming up to touch the bandage around his throat. IT HURT — it hurt a lot. It hurt just to breathe, not to mention SPEAKING. But he owed her a response, so he opened his mouth, a croaking voice that he barely recognized as his own coming out. “I did this to MYSELF.”

As soon as he’d spoken those words, he coughed — every movement of his vocal chords stung, and he found himself digging his fingernails into his palms to try and AVOID THE PAIN. It didn’t have much of an effect. Despite this, he turned to face Abby, speaking once again as he tried to keep it together. “I was supposed to die in there. BUT I LIVED. He’s going to…” Another loud cough, one that made his eyes water with how much it stung. This time, he coughed up blood. Quickly, he wiped his hand, hoping Abby wouldn’t see it. He didn’t want her to worry.

“HE’S GOING TO PAY.”

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peter strahm vs. mark hoffman. who are you rooting for?

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So in your headcanon post, you said that Peter's not a romantic guy, too busy for it. Abby is only romantic in concept, though she tries to mask most of it, because... well, you get asked out as a joke, stood up or laughed at so many times as an adolescent you conclude that it's just not going to happen for you.

Abby still held out hope that one day she'll find someone who loves her as she is, but what changed for Peter when he met Abby?

It definitely wasn’t something immediate. It took time for Peter to even see her in a romantic way. He was always nice to her, especially since Kerry had put in a good word about her, but Peter never saw her as anything more than a coworker. And then, Abby started to pull him away from his obsession with work. She showed him that there was more to life than just solving cases. She showed him that he could still be a good FBI agent while not completely burning himself out. THAT was ultimately what made Peter so drawn to her. He started to see her not just as a coworker, but as a friend.

And then, over time, he started to see her as something more than a friend. I think he probably saw her at a work event all dressed up and had romantic thoughts, just like he did with Perez once. Only with Abby, those thoughts didn’t go away. They lingered in his mind. It took him a while to gather up the courage to make a move, but eventually, after everyone around them kept dying, he realized one thing — LIFE IS SHORT. There’s no point wasting time lusting after someone. You have to make your move. Peter hadn’t dated anyone in a long time, so being with Abby was new and exciting. It brought him joy. And that’s how he fell in love with her.