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pov: you’re jensen ackles’ controversially young gf (alt!musician!reader) part ii
read part i here, read part iii here
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youruser guess what’s in my pockets🤭
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gibson_g1rl better not be what i Think it is🤨
youruser nah, it’s actually just used joint filters and train flattened pennies from chicago
archiveofvirtue @/youruser TRAIN FLATTENED PENNIES???😭
youruser @/archiveofvirtue cus they’re cool😸😸🎀
vamps4y/n ONLY INHALE THE BEST
youruser EXHALE THE STRESS !!!!!!!!!!!!
suicideleopard is that the hearse we saw in carrollton?
youruser indeed !!!
suicideleopard @/youruser dude send me all the pictures you got
youruser @/suicideleopard omw bd😜
pearlzier @/youruser BABY DADDY?!!?!!????!!????
youruser @/pearlzier well Yes!!
vamps4y/n @/youruser jensen will be hearing about this📞
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jensenackles Ahhh New York….. 😎🤎
Till next time.
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youruser another day, another slay✨
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gibson_g1rl the brown heart emoji??? ohhh, y/n cooked here🤭
hrtsy/n was just omw to say this🤭🤭🤭
vamps4y/n i’m gonna ask the question everyone is thinking… @/youruser did y’all link up or not??🤨
youruser only got to see each other in passing yesterday, i’m in florida rn for rockville🙁
pearlzier @/youruser ohhh thats fucked up, #universe let my parents see each other
archiveofvirtue @/pearlzier mama y papa liked😸🤞
jackleswife let me sit on it
gibson_g1rl OH so you’re Gross huh!?
vamps4y/n ermm Aktually🤓☝️ it’s y/n to sit on
y/ngirlies @/vamps4y/n CRYINGG SOO REAL GIRL
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youruser nobody needs to know . . .
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y/ngirlies okay but when is the album coming out?
youruser eventually…
jasvtsc @/youruser PRAISE THE LORD🙏
yourbffsuser what a time we’ve had✨
youruser it was definitely a time !!!!!
gibson_g1rl need to know where that shirt in pic 8 is from tho
youruser olivia sade fuck baby tee🤞
archiveofvirtue HEY GUY WHY ARENT WE TALKIN AB PIC 4!!!!??
pearlzier are we thinking the same thing🤭🤭
gibson_g1rl okay so we’re all on the same wavelength rn??🤭
deanluvr like thats GOTTA be jensen’s hand ru kidding
hrtsy/n explain yourself love @/youruser
youruser @/hrtsy/n CAPTION !!!!!🙌
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jensenackles Just another night in Paris. Watching body parts explode on a giant screen. No biggie.
Are you guys ready for this?!?!
@/theboystv this Friday!!!
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youruser le brouillard approche…
jensenackles Stop saying ominous things in French…
youruser @/jensenackles quoi que tu dis, joli garçon😸
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vamps4y/n @/youruser there you go again flinging that name around……..
deangirlsride why is #She around every corner🫣
gibson_g1rl girl stfu😭
j2texas fr it’s like a horror movie😟
hrtsy/n @/deangirlsride @/j2texas kay why ess❤️
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youruser got to live my da vinci code dreams (nuit blanche was so funky fresh!!!)
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hrtsy/n so we’re just not gonna talk abt pic 8??!!!
youruser the food was SO scrumdilly😸
pearlzier @/youruser that is NOT what we mean😭😭
gibson_g1rl Y/N AND JENSEN IN PARIS AT THE SAME TIME LIKE ITS NOT A COINCIDENCE…….
jackleswife if it’s real i might have to kms
archiveofvirtue girl BYE you’re weird😭
jasvtsc @/archiveofvirtue @/jackleswife NO FR like IF IT IS TRUE.. why can’t you just be Happy for him????
vamps4y/n @/jasvtsc mama y papa liking iktr🤭
jacklesfan isn’t she like super young too?
y/ngirlies she’s literally pushing 30 so gtfo with all that😭😭
pearlzier @/y/ngirlies PUSHING 30 IS INSANE😭😭😭😭
y/ngirlies @/pearlzier ITS TRUE THOUGH SHE TURNS 30 IN A FEW YEARS !!!!!!!!
꩜ thank you so much !!! i hope you guys enjoyed reading this😸 all feedback, likes, and reblogs are greatly appreciated 💟
꩜ this one is a bit more silly, a bit more drama.. things are starting to pick up a bit more🤭 (sorry, but i just love a good slow burn)
꩜ tags : @gibson-g1rl @pearlzier @jasvtsc @archiveofvirtue 🎀 lmk if you wanna be tagged and/or featured in the next part !!!!!
#october speaks´ˎ˗#jensen ackles#jensen ackles x reader#jensen ackles x you#jensen ackles fic#grey59#suicideboys#ruby da cherry#suicideleopard#smau#social media au#instagram au
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Suppose the Crocomom theory became canon...
I want ONE thing to happen after the news of Luffy being Croc's kid gets out.
Imagine this:
Crocodile is just hanging out somewhere, preferably where several other people are also gathered. One of the other characters (let's use Doflamingo as an example) walks into the room and says OUT LOUD for Crocodile and everyone else to hear...
✨WHAT'S THE DRAMA, CROCO-MAMA~?✨
#one piece#sir crocodile#crocomom#crocodad#op crocodile#donquixote doflamingo#op doflamingo#honestly I also considered ussop doing this#but doffy just felt RIGHT#he would create this level of chaos#just for fun
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🦡✨Troublesome and Unladylike
F!Reader shenanigans with Ominis/Reader [T-Rated, 6.2k words]
You turned back around, prepared to pay attention again, but Binns was coming your way. Literally, about to zone through the desk. Oh no, no, no! He'd see Ominis snoozing! Quickly your hand shot out, punching his arm in warning – but you were too forceful, batting it hard enough that his head slipped out of his grip and banged against the desk.
In which, your life changes twice in quick succession: the first, when you discover you have magic, and the second, when you meet an enigmatic blind Slytherin.
Tropes: romance/ humour/ drama, slow burn, black cat x golden retriever, opposites attract, forbidden love, hijinks and shenanigans, Muggle culture, Magic from a Muggle POV, canon rewrite.
[read on AO3, read on Wattpad]
A/N: This is an 8-chapter companion to ACVAS that I recently completed! No prior reading is required; it's mostly Gibby shenanigans that run parallel to the story of ACVAS. Enjoy <3
The stranger came in the hush of evening.
"Ssshhh!" Connor had your arm gripped, keeping you still on the stairs landing. "Stop being so noisy!"
"You're the one being noisy!" you snapped.
"Both of you, shut up," said Ellian. "I want to hear what they're saying."
You and your older brothers poked your heads between the stair bannister, desperate to snatch a little conversation from the living room downstairs. Your mother and father had shooed you all to their bedroom, where your baby brother Tam was currently fast asleep on the cot. You were supposed to be keeping an eye on him as they talked to the stranger downstairs, but of course, the curiosity was too much to bear. It seemed to be a trait that ran in the family.
"Can't hear squat," muttered Connor. At near nineteen, he was an adult himself, yet still treated as a child when home. He wanted to move out, but had not yet made enough money in lumbering. "One of us needs to go down. Find out if she's married. You know. Purely for educational purposes."
Your brow furrowed. "I thought you were committed to Matilda Asher."
"A man can have options, little sister."
"You were down there when she came in," asked Ellian. "Didn't you get a good look at her then? Was she wearing a ring?"
"Didn't see. Mama threw me out too quickly."
"Wouldn't want your ugly mug anyway, I expect."
"Coming from someone with a face like a slapped arse?"
You huffed at them. "If Mama catches us down there, she'll skin us alive."
"Yeah, only if she catches us." Connor grinned, then nudged you. "You're the smallest. You go."
"What? I can't—"
"You don't make the stairs creak. It has to be you." He nudged you again, harder this time, towards the top step. "Go on."
So you did. Step by step, clutching your glasses to stop them rattling, you tiptoed down until you were almost on the level below. The door peeled into view – open, giving you a great view of the stranger. And no wonder Connor was smitten, as the woman had the most luscious red hair you'd ever seen, cascading down her back in two thick plaits. With her turned away it was impossible to decipher her expression, but her skin was moonlight pale, her corset cinched tightly around a slim waist, the dress like an ocean of seafoam.
"�� have been living in hiding for thousands of years, but I can assure you, we are a thriving community here and worldwide!" Her voice was warm, musical. "She will be well taken care of."
"But— witchcraft?" your father was saying. You did get a view of him, scrambled right up the back of the sofa, clenching the armrest. "My daughter— a heathen?"
My daughter. Me?
"Not at all, sir! And neither am I."
"The Bible ain't say nothing about witches doing good."
"I promise I understand where you're coming from. When I discovered the truth, I was shocked as well! But it is no bad thing, to be a witch." Exasperation crossed the lady's voice when your parents made no move to acquiesce. "I can see this is distressing you both. Perhaps you'd like a demonstration of what we can do?"
She pulled out a stick – a magic wand, you recognised from Punch & Judy skits – and gave it a swish. The teapot on the table levitated in air, pouring itself a cup. Your parents made a distressed noise.
So did you.
Both their eyes jumped to you. The woman turned then, surprised.
You ran back up the stairs.
"Well?" asked Connor. "What—"
"She— made the teapot float!" you cried. "The stranger— she made it pour tea without touching it! Like... like magic!"
But Ellian scoffed. "How much toffee nougat did you eat?"
"It's true, swear it!"
"Come off it," said Connor. "Did you even see if she was married?"
You pouted. "Do you really think I was concentrating on her hand when she made a teapot—"
"I thought I told you three to watch Tam?"
You spun around. Your mother, at the foot of the stairs, glaring at you. Oh no. But instead of divvying out chores as punishment, she crooked a finger. "Come downstairs, sweetling. Connor, Ellian, so help me, you better watch Tam or—"
"Going! Going," called Connor, and he sounded exceedingly disappointed to have only been fed the crumbs of a lie.
The crumbs of the truth.
You clung to your mother's shadow as you stepped into the living room. Your father was on his feet, as was the stranger, who offered a bright smile to you, even held out her hand.
"It's so nice to meet you, young lady," she said, beaming. "My name is Mirabel Garlick."
Garlick? What a funny name. Still, you knew what was polite, and shook her hand back, even though you were used to curtseying.
"Come sit, sweetling." Your mother shut the living room door and ushered you to the sofa, squished between her and your father like a protective bubble. Your father still clenched the armrest. "Ms Garlick wants to talk to you."
"Am I in trouble?" you asked. Tears fluttered to your eyes. "Am I a— heathen?"
Your father rumbled. "No, not at all, sweetling. I just..." He trailed off, clearly perturbed.
"You saw what I did with the teapot, yes?" asked Ms Garlick.
You nodded, mute.
You had no idea, then, that your life was about to change.
"I'm what we call a witch. There is a whole community of people out there who have the same abilities as we do, to wield magic."
Witch. Magic. We? "But none of that exists, ma'am," you mumbled. "And witches are— bad."
"That trick with the teapot. Was that bad?"
Hesitantly you shook your head. Actually, it was rather cool.
"I used to be like you. Very ordinary – perhaps to a fault! I grew up in Shoreditch, you see, with no idea that magical folk existed. I had also been fed many unflattering stories, fairy tales where witches steal away naughty children. These stories tend to exaggerate what we truly are: people who happen to have an affinity for magic. Have you ever done anything you can't explain?"
"No..."
"Are you certain? Think hard on it, now."
Your parents looked at you expectantly. "Remember last month, sweetling?" your mother prompted. "When Ellian—"
"When he stole my teddy bear." You gasped. "The washing basket exploded!" You cottoned onto their meaning, staring at Garlick. "I did that?"
Garlick intertwined her hands – no ring. "Yes! Magical ability often awakens at your age, about ten." She placed a hand on her heart. "I've come to visit you today because I represent Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry, a secondary boarding school in Scotland, that teaches magic to hundreds of young witches and wizards such as yourself and enables you to bloom into your potential. You have been invited to join the new school year this September."
A school? Scotland? Why did that sound like a punishment? More tears filled your eyes. "But— I'm supposed to work at the confectionary with Papa, and Mama is meant to teach me more embroidery..."
Garlick leant forwards, eyes only for you. "I promise you, it is a wonderful experience. You'll learn many marvellous things that will prepare you for life as a young lady. Look at me, I'm a professor!"
A woman professor? And so young! That was almost unheard of.
"What do you teach?"
"A subject called Herbology, like gardening. But there are many subjects you will learn."
Still, you shifted, nervous. Garlick stood, which prompted your father to his feet as well, and pulled out a letter from her pocket, handing it to you.
"There is your acceptance letter, with a little more information. And!" She gave you a coin, one you'd never seen before, a dragon imprinted on the faces. "That there is a magical coin. Should you have any questions or concerns, you just rub the inscription, and I'll come as fast as I can. Currently I'm living at the school, but I'm happy to travel down to help you adjust." She looked at your parents. "I'll be in touch further about acquiring the necessary equipment and books before the start of term on the first of September."
"I-Is it really real?" you asked. "Magic?"
Garlick gave you a dazzling smile, and it made you feel a little less scared.
"It is! Hmm. Would you like one last trick, before I go?"
"Yes! Yes please."
She turned and pointed her magic wand at the door. "Accio."
The door swung towards her, with no prompt... and Connor and Ellian tumbled into the room.
"Ow, Jesus!"
"Connor, you ingrate—"
"Were you two there the whole time?" your mother thundered.
Garlick caught your eye, and you laughed, laughed so hard your stomach hurt.
When you first stepped into Diagon Alley, it was like someone reached inside you and stole your breath.
The crooked buildings lanced into the sky above, the air teeming with magic, and the street bustled with witches and wizards adorned in brightly-coloured cloaks and pointed hats. When you had read about witches, it was as Professor Garlick had suspected – they were terrifying, ugly creatures, boils on their faces, ragged clothes, dirt-clod fingernails and sinister motives. But Diagon Alley burst with vibrant life. There were owls and cats wrangling against cages, spells that popped like fireworks, stalls that served hot drumsticks, kebabs and battered fish. The smell alone drew you in, but Professor Garlick stopped you with a squeak.
"Now, hold on, hold on! Let's take a moment to process, shall we?"
A moment? You might need the whole day. Yet still your grin was unshakable as you watched two wizards exchange potted plants with flowers that were growing teeth, and a child eating a sweet that made her steam from the ears. Sometimes you passed witches that wore trousers, which when the initial shock wore off made you giddy with wild glee. Did that mean you could wear trousers too? Behind you, your parents were completely overwhelmed, you mother and father clutching each other's arms.
"Stay close, sweetling," your father said gruffly, but not even he could disguise his awe. "God, I need a cigar."
"We'll be meeting another family today," Garlick said cheerfully. "With another student raised in the non-magical world, like you."
"There are more like us?"
"Of course! Very odd, this year it seems there's only a handful starting, but not to worry. Most people are extremely friendly. They will help you whenever you need." She gestured them forwards, into the throng of shoppers. "Come, come!"
It didn't take you long to realise that, actually, aside from magic, these people weren't so different from your own. Witches hollered at one another, trying to outdo their displays of cauldron towers, another family laughed from the outdoor tables of a restaurant, their cutlery dancing. You were giddy when Garlick took you to Rosie Lee Teabag, the wizard version of a teashop, to meet an awaiting wizard and another family of three, including one trembling Indian boy, with brown hair and brown skin, hands fidgeting on the table.
"Pleasure to meet you all! I'm Carsten Bristlecone, Wizengamot undersecretary in the Ministry of Magic – ahem, the magical Cabinet, if you will." The wizard gestured to his charge. "This is Mahendra Pehlwaan. Remember what I said, Mahendra? This young lady is like you, raised in the non-magical world."
"N-Nice to meet you," stammered the boy.
"Hello!" you said brightly, giving a shallow curtsy. Well. Seemed like you were handling this whole magic thing a lot better than he was. "I'm excited to be friends!"
Both sets of parents exchanged pleasantries before your father insisted on grabbing a (very stiff) drink to see him through the day. You were rather impatient watching him nurse the glass rim, but Mr Bristlecone was eager to chat – mostly about himself, using terms that went right over your head.
"It was all out war, Professor! Imagine, a Niffler pack bold enough to steal Galleons from a leprechaun. Merlin's beard, I had to use Arresting charms to stop them mauling each other by the end!"
When your father had downed his whiskey, Garlick took you all to the bank to exchange shillings for wizard currency ("Oh my gosh, Mahendra, look how cool they are! They're goblins!"), then to the clothing shop for robes, the wand shop for wands, and the book shop for textbooks and quills. You could see your parents' expressions fall with each purchase – they never talked to you about money, of course, but it was always a pressing issue when their income was so modest. It was, apparently, one of the first questions your father asked when he found out you were accepted at the school, how much, precisely, it would cost. You didn't find out the answer, but you suspected that if it cost anything at all, you wouldn't be going.
You had just about bought everything now, the day waning into afternoon. Your parents were ahead, speaking to one another with Garlick and Bristlecone.
"This is sort of mad, isn't it?" you said to Mahendra. "That we're, you know, magical?"
"I still think this is an elaborate prank," he said, clutching tightly to the list of things they had to buy. "How do I know you're not a paid actress?"
"News to me if I was."
"I'm not ruling it out."
"So you think everyone here is paid?"
"Could be," he said stubbornly.
You rolled your eyes. "You're off your rocker." Then your gaze hooked on a shop to the distance, and your gasp made him flinch. "Mahendra, look! A sweet shop!"
"Sweets? That's not on the list."
You grabbed his jacket by the sleeve and dragged him to your parents. "Can we go to the sweet shop? Please? Pretty please? With hundreds and thousands?"
Of course, no one could really say no. If Heaven existed, this is what you imagined it would look like. So many varieties of sweets you'd never tried before, ones that changed your hair colour or turned your nose into a duck's bill, gum that blew balloons the size of a person and taffy that made you giggle like mad.
"We're just going to wait outside, sweetling," said your mother to you, as you were trying every flavour of sugar quill available. She leant close. "I think your father is beside himself with jealousy. Keeps grumbling about how our confectionary is better."
"He's right," you whispered cheekily. "Promise I won't buy much."
"Two things, that's all, all right?"
Mahendra stuck to your side through it all, perturbed by your enthusiasm. You had a terrible sweet tooth – which he commented on several times – but your parents didn't have enough money left, so in the end you only left with a sugar quill and a cauldron cake, and the secret promise you'd buy more when you were at Hogwarts proper.
"Can you see them?" you said outside, peering around through the crowds and clutching your paper bag close. "You're a bit taller than me."
Mahendra frowned. "No, but they can't be far."
"Let's look around!"
"What? No— hey, wait!"
You walked away anyway. Around the back of the building was a set of stone steps that descended into a crooked rope of an alley, lined with another litany of shop fronts. These, however, were painted with a stroke of night, all dark colours and gloom, and the people within equally dressed.
"Wow, cool! Shall we have a look? We haven't gone down here yet."
"What?" Mahendra shook his head. "No! The list doesn't say—"
"Oh, forget the list for a second, would you? We won't be long. Exploring is fun!"
You dragged him down the steps. A sign, you read, said Knockturn Alley, and for some reason it raised the hairs on your arms. A group of witches with hat brims that extended well below their eyes turned sharply to face you as you headed in deeper.
"I don't like this," said Mahendra.
You blew a raspberry. "You don't like anything."
"Don't you have any sense of self-preservation?" he said, exasperated. "We've lost our parents, and the two people who know this place better than all of us combined! We're in way over our heads here. I-I don't even want to be a wizard!"
Which was totally barmy. How could anyone discover all this and not feel intense wonder and awe? How could anyone learn that magic existed, and wish to return to a time when you didn't? You stopped in front of a bulging shop front, boasting some sort of strange artefacts. Necklaces, crockery, crusty tomes, old lanterns... Borgin and Burkes, read the sign. The door jingled, and out exited a man of pale, gaunt countenance. His gaze flickered to you.
"Hello!" you said cheerfully.
His expression soured.
"Mudblood spawn..."
You had no idea what that meant, and the man didn't elaborate when he strode briskly in the opposite direction. It didn't seem... particularly friendly. Strange, since Garlick insisted that most magical folk were really nice. You turned to the shop.
"What an oddball. Should we go in?"
"Absolutely not!" Mahendra squeaked. "We shouldn't— not without Ms Garlick, at least. Let's go back. Please. This place doesn't feel safe."
You pouted. "Fine. Bore."
Only, when you turned back around to go the other way, it seemed like the alleyway had changed, the cobblestone below your feet shifting leftwards rather than straight. Were alleyways meant to do that? Someone behind you sniggered, which finally tugged your smile into a frown. Now you had no idea how to get out, and by the dawning panic on his face, Mahendra knew it too.
"Now we're lost. We're going to die here! Die surrounded by—"
"Would you stop? Everything is hunky-dory. We just need to find an exit. We can ask someone!"
"Ask someone? They look like they'd sooner eat us for breakfast!"
"No they wouldn't." You laughed. "It's far too late for breakfast. Lunch, maybe."
Mahendra whinnied.
"You two!"
Luckily, Bristlecone came rushing towards them, hoisting his ruby cloak, and you had to admit, you did feel a sense of relief.
"What were you thinking, running off to this place? It's not safe here for your— it's not safe. Come now, make haste!"
Your parents scolded you when you returned. Too curious for your own good, they said, waggling their fingers. Bristlecone agreed, mumbling about safety against the ruffians and scoundrels that frequented Knockturn Alley – as it turned out, not a nice place for the normal person. Mahendra's parents reprimanded him, too, which did make you feel bad. So bad that you offered him your cauldron cake.
"Peace offering?" you said, sheepish. "For getting you into trouble?"
"I don't like sweets."
"I don't believe that."
Mahendra hesitated, then took it, trying not to smile. "Fine. Just don't get me in trouble again."
But you grinned.
"No promises."
You sobbed on Platform Nine and Three-Quarters.
You were excited, of course. Wildly, incomparably excited, bursting from you like lit gunpowder. You had your books and clothes and things all packed haphazardly in a trunk and wheeled to platforms nine and ten. You were awed again when, with Bristlecone and your parents, you ran straight for the brick wall separating the two platforms, and ended up in another place entirely.
Your father was gruff. "Might've hit my 'ead on the way through. How's there another pla'form between the pla'forms?"
Your mother hushed him, though you could tell she secretly agreed. They'd never get used to magic. You doubted you would either.
Bristlecone helped put your things in the carriage as you looked around. Parents were everywhere, hugging goodbye to their children. Trunks and cages were being manhandled inside, students trading hellos and homework like coin. You spotted a few who had to be your age, in your year, but you'd never met someone raised in the magical world. What if you were too different to fit in?
Mahendra was already there, having gone through the wall before you. His parents and he were checking and re-checking a list, because of course they were. When the train tooted, signalling its looming departure, you turned and threw yourself into your parents' arms, the tears coming hot and fast.
"You be good, sweetling, aw'right?" said your father. "You write us every day now."
"I will," you mumbled into his jacket.
"And you make sure you— do your homework and behave," your mother blubbered. "I don't know how magic works, but you be careful too. It's a blessing to go to school, so make the most of it."
You nodded, because nothing but distressed grunts would come out if you tried to speak again.
You were still sniffling when you boarded the train with Mahendra, hands trembling as you held your glasses and wiped your blouse sleeves across your face. Soon the station was far behind, and the sights were blurring past as the long journey to Scotland began.
"Still think you're being pranked?" you asked him, if only to distract yourself.
Mahendra shrugged. "Won't believe it until I see it."
You already believed. You had to now. You'd left your old life behind.
Nonetheless, sympathy softened his edges. "Shall we find a seat?" he asked gently.
You nodded, following his lead down the corridor. Most of the older students had taken residence in the compartments, chatting, yelling, eating sweets – something you looked forward to – and scribbling last-minute essays. But the older kids were intimidating and often gave you strange looks as you passed, and Mahendra, not one to rock the boat, didn't bother dipping in to ask.
The first compartment that he paused at was one only occupied by three people, two girls and a boy. Diminutive in height, they had to be about eleven or twelve, first years like you. Their light-hearted expressions dimmed when Mahendra knocked and slid open the door.
"Hello," he greeted. "Are— are you first years, too?"
The first girl, dark hair, clearly some East Asian ancestry, slid her gaze to the other two, before smiling. "Yeah, we are. Don't recognise either of you though."
Did they all know each other? You put on a brave face, peering over Mahendra's shoulder. "Well, it's nice to meet you. We're new!"
"Obviously," said the boy, and something glinted in his eye. "Muggle-borns, are you?"
Born to non-magical parents, Garlick had told you. "Yeah!"
The other girl's brow lowered. "Bet this is all so overwhelming to you."
Mahendra froze, but you were determined. "A little! So it'll be nice to talk to with people who already know all the hoo-ha about magic."
The first girl strode over to them and grasped the door.
"It would be." Her smile turned wicked. "Too bad we don't sit with Mudbloods."
She slammed it shut in your face.
The partition didn't dampen how hard the other two laughed.
Your temper rose at once. How rude! You weren't always perfectly mannered, but you knew never to do that. That would earn you a striking at church, and you were prepared to let her know just how impolite that was before Mahendra yanked your sleeve down the train's corridor.
"Let me go! That was so mean of them! We should set them straight—"
"No!" He grasped your arm tightly. "No, leave it, please. I don't want to make enemies before we've even got to the school."
"But they laughed at us! What did we even do?"
What is a Mudblood?
But he shrugged. "I don't know, but please, I am begging you, don't cause trouble. There must be a better place to sit further down."
There was, as it turned out, another compartment three down, with two redheaded boys. You thought they were related at first, but one's face was round and freckled, boyishly young, whereas the other was stocky and tall. After being mocked so callously before, both your and Mahendra's courage had whittled thin, but when you knocked and timidly asked whether you could share the apartment, the two boys were more than happy to accommodate.
Still, as they introduced themselves as Garreth and Leander, prodded you with questions about the non-magical, Muggle, world, and your unease settled, you thought back to what that girl had said. Mudblood. What was that, and why did everyone keep hissing it like a rude word?
Why did it make you feel so small?
When the Sorting Hat called your name into the silent, anticipatory hall, you squealed.
It was rather embarrassing, really, but the noise had emerged from your throat before you could help yourself, and travelled through the hall like a ripple in a pond. The boy behind you had clapped his hands over his ears, and Mahendra had glared at you, so you muttered a quick apology before scurrying up the dais onto the stool.
Deputy Headmistress Weasley placed the Sorting Hat upon your head, and you squeezed your eyes shut, expecting there to be some kind of pain with an article of clothing rummaging in your thoughts. Some people had been instantly Sorted, the Hat barely grazing their hair before it rang out with a house.
For you, however, it pondered.
"You're quite a spitfire, aren't you?" it mused. "You like to explore, you like to learn, combined with a healthy dose of bravery, yes... that would make you suited to Gryffindor."
Garreth and Leander had been singing Gryffindor praises on the way up. The amazing and brave house, they called it.
"But..."
"But, Mr Hat?"
"You're unfailingly loyal and hardworking, too, and such traits are valued in Hufflepuff."
The nice, boring house. "Oh, well, Leander didn't seem particularly impressed with it," you said timidly, "but your description doesn't make it sound so bad... which one is better?"
"No house is better than the other."
As long as it's not Slytherin, you thought, remembering what Leander had said about them, too. That's the evil house.
You'd forgotten, however, that your thoughts at that moment weren't private.
"Slytherin values ambition and cunning," the Sorting Hat remarked, not unkindly. "It values its own sort of loyalty – to the self and to its own. It values using cleverness to create advantageous situations. There is nothing inherently evil about it. It is all in the application."
"Are you... going to put me in Slytherin, sir?"
It let out a wry laugh. "Slytherin is in your future, that's for certain... but it is not the house for you."
You tilted your head. "What do you mean, Slytherin is in my future?"
"Sit upright, if you please. I don't want to slip off your head."
You corrected your position and glanced at Professor Weasley; her smile was slowly faltering. The Hat was taking longer than most to deliberate – and it was eating at you with worry. Your face, flushing with heat as whispers began to break out.
"Indeed, it is your bravery and loyalty that will see you through your years," the Hat remarked. "Which trait is more important to you?"
"Gosh, that's a really big question, Mr Hat," you mumbled, "Both are good. I can't decide."
"Think on it, if you had to choose."
Fleetingly the thought came – well, bravery was all well and good, as was a love to explore, but what use was that if you didn't stick to your friends and family when the time came? What good was it if you didn't show compassion to others along the way?
"Ah," said the Hat. "I understand now."
Panic struck you. "Oh, but what if I don't fit in?"
"Fitting in is overrated." But before you could retort, it called out, "HUFFLEPUFF!" and you were being ushered down to the yellow house. Briefly your eyes caught Garreth – giving you a thumbs-up – and Leander, shrugging with a sort of sad oh well.
Then you saw Mahendra, and noticed he was nodding his head. He approved of something you did? There sure was a first time for everything.
When the Sorting concluded, Garreth and Leander both went to Gryffindor, and Mahendra Ravenclaw, the swot house – no surprises there, because he was too neurotic for his own good – and the Welcoming Feast appeared on the tables with the wave of Headmaster Black's hand. You certainly felt welcome. You'd never seen so much food in your life, and you lived in a sweet shop! Quickly you filled your plate with everything available – all the meat especially, which you only ever ate on rare days.
"Slow down!" the girl next to you said, laughing. "You'll give yourself a tummy ache!"
She was probably right. Perhaps seven chicken drumsticks was a little too much. Sheepishly you put a few back on the platter.
"I'm Adelaide Oakes," she said. "We're going to be sharing a dorm together."
"Nice to meet you!" you said cheerfully. "I'm—"
"I know who you are." Adelaide giggled. "Can't forget the noise you made when your name was called out!"
"Sorry," you said awkwardly.
"It's all right. My uncle told me during his Sorting one of the boys fainted on the stool, so you're doing better than him."
You spoke to her for the rest of the meal, gleaning little more tidbits about the magical world, and how vast and overwhelming it really was. Maybe the Hat was right, that fitting in was overrated, but you did want to fit in a little. Sometimes she said words you simply didn't understand – words that were utter gibberish – and too timid to ask what she meant, you stuffed more food into your mouth to obscure your ham-fisted responses.
You were surprised someone didn't have to roll you out of the Great Hall when the prefects led everyone to their houses.
The students bottlenecked in the foyer, and though you tried to keep a look out for Adelaide, you lost her amongst the sea of black robes. The seventh years were so tall! How was anyone supposed to see anything? Jostled off your feet, you nearly stumbled into the wall before you swerved into what looked like another queue of first years – the pair of first-year twins were in front of you, whispering to themselves.
When the lines thinned, you rocked on your feet, waiting to go to your dorm.
"You're in the wrong place."
You swung around, almost hitting the boy in the face with your hair. He looked vaguely familiar – a name called out amongst yours during the Sorting, and though you didn't remember what his name was, he was definitely a first year, even though he was at least an inch taller. His wheat-gold hair was loosely combed back, posture straight and chin high, all a match with his high-born accent.
Goodness, you'd never met someone so posh before. Was he the descendent of some totty gentry? Were you supposed to curtsy? Call him milord?
But you merely tilted your head as he stared at the ground beyond you, his eyes like strange, chalky pearls. "Aren't we going to the form rooms?" you squeaked.
His frown tightened. "You're meant to be going to the Hufflepuff common room." He roughly jerked his wand to the clump of students bobbing around on the other side of the foyer, hoods lined in gold. "Your house is over that way."
You took notice of his robes then – green, with the insignia of the snake. Slytherin, the evil house. Or... maybe not so evil? You followed his wand point and spotted a blonde head with the Hufflepuffs. Adelaide.
"Oh!" You let out a sheepish giggle. "Thanks!"
He didn't respond as you walked away, and though it was a simple act to correct your hapless ability to follow directions, you thought perhaps that the Hat had been right, and Leander wrong. He'd been effortlessly aloof, but not mean. If that was indication of Slytherin values, then they seemed perfectly nice. That boy... seemed nice.
You thought your life had already changed, so you didn't know then, of course, that meeting him would change it all again.
As fate would have it, you met him properly the next day, and learnt his name when you were partnered in Charms – Ominis Gaunt, a strange name for a strange boy. Blind, yet able to detect his surroundings as easily as you could. Enigmatic, for despite his bluntness his expressions never gave much away. Pure-blood, though gracious to you and your very obvious working-class, and worse, Muggle, upbringing.
You had a very clear idea of who he was by Herbology, the next class. You'd unfortunately made him late – a poor combination of his lack of sight and your lack of, well, understanding of the magical world. He'd made his disdain known, so you were quite certain this boy would follow rules, finish all his homework on time, never stray too far from the teachers' leash. You were quite certain he was going to be uptight forever.
Your mind changed by the afternoon's History of Magic class.
This was a subject that excited you. The class, for one, would fill in the gaps Muggle history could not explain. Now that you knew magic existed, you had so many questions. Was Jack the Ripper a wizard? Was the Great Fire of London started by a wayward Fire charm? Did the queen know all about this too? The subject was also taught by a ghost, which was the coolest thing ever. A ghost! Yet despite your intrigue in the founders of Hogwarts, Professor Binns could, frankly, put a brick wall to sleep.
He put Ominis to sleep in ten minutes.
You saw him wobble in your periphery, and you slid your gaze over. Eyes shut. Head leant in slender hand. Quill abandoned in the ink well. For someone whose expression seemed permanently stuck somewhere between disregard and a full-on scowl, it was strange to see him at peace, comfortable enough that he could, in fact, doze.
On the first day! The first History of Magic class!
Perhaps you'd tired him out. That was a possibility, given he didn't respond very much to your rapid-fire chatter. Still, you didn't want him to risk getting caught, so when Binns wandered through the desks – literally, through them – towards the stained glass window depicting the founders, you leant over to him.
"Pssst. Ominis."
No response.
"Ominis?"
"Mmm. What?"
"You should pay attention, don't you think?"
"Already know it all."
"About the Hogwarts founders?" You frowned. "How?"
He didn't answer. Maybe it was a magical child thing, to already know about the school. It seemed most of the others in your year had long-since known Hogwarts was part of their destiny, after all. You turned back around, prepared to pay attention again, but Binns was coming your way.
Literally, about to zone through the desk.
Oh no, no, no! He'd see Ominis snoozing! Quickly your hand shot out, punching his arm in warning – but you were too forceful, batting it hard enough that his head slipped out of his grip and banged against the desk.
The room went silent. He drew up slowly, eyes open and furious, as you withheld a strangled gasp.
"Something the matter?" Binns floated to your left. "What was that noise?"
"S-Sorry Professor!" you squealed at once, a lie unspooling. "I, erm... just got so excited, I had to... slap my hand... against the desk!"
"Slap... your hand... against the desk..."
"Don't you do that? You know, Oh, Aston Villa won the Challenge Cup? Hurrah!" You slapped your hand on the desk – and Lord, the pain. When Binns looked at you like you were quite mad, and Ominis grimaced, you quickly added, "It's just, erm, I'm really excited to learn about Saladin—"
"Salazar."
"— Salazar Slytherin, you know?"
There were a snort from behind. Sebastian, who probably saw the whole ordeal.
Binns' expression didn't change. "I'd caution against doing that a third time. A desk is for writing, not for Bludger bat practice."
Whatever the heck that meant. "Yes, sir."
He went back to his lecture, and you dared glance at Ominis. His bottom lip jutted out, and now that Binns was gone he was massaging his forehead.
"You know," he muttered, "a simple he's coming this way would've sufficed."
"I know. I didn't think."
"Obviously."
"Sorry."
"It was only my entire forehead, of which I'm certain won't painfully bruise." You winced, but then he said, with surprising lightness, "Your excuse was dreadful, by the way."
"It worked, so that's all that matters."
"Mind you don't use it again. I doubt it'll work a second time."
You nodded, then cursed yourself – he couldn't see it. "Thank you for giving me the name."
"Don't mention it. Ever." His lips rolled. "And though your method was crude... thank you for helping me escape detention."
You almost wanted to brag to Mahendra, seated somewhere at the back of the classroom. See? I'm not trouble all the time.
You glanced at Ominis, rubbing his forehead.
Only most of it.
Thank you for reading! Please like/ reblog if you enjoyed <3
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Lynna Life Update! (good shit)
Passed my background checks. Big Brother either didn’t find my smut, or they’re totally chill about all of us heathens, and our imaginary polycules 😏🥰😅
(Below the cut content warnings: discussion of big stress but with relief, brief mention of my mental health disorders, work stress/drama, brief mention of medical visits required for new job, the stress of responsibilities and concerns for clients support needs)
Last week was absolutely wild.
I asked for 3 weeks before my start date so I could get set up before alerting the old job (in case the old one retaliated like they did to other managers that called them out). I put in my two weeks on Friday, then spent the entire weekend in a panic about the conditional requirements for the new job offer.
My OCD, and PTSD were acting up like crazy, no thoughts but the worst possible scenarios. Main concern was references since that company was the only related position I’ve ever held, and before that I was self employed or bartending. I was terrified that these people I gave everything to for five years would be petty (like I’ve seen them be for the past year) (especially since they are fucked without me, this county has literally no one else to manage it).
In one week while working with clients full time, I passed multiple background checks + fingerprinting, got the in person CPR/AED/First Aid certification, got another round of flu and covid shots, passed my physical (isn’t it just so crazy that companies aren’t allowed to discriminate against employees with disabilities when hiring, but if people share their disabilities during their work physical they often don’t get the job? And if they’re caught lying during the hiring process the companies are legally protected when they fire them for those same disabilities that they wouldn’t have gotten hired for 🤔🤷♀️ so totally weird right, what’s up with that?), got my tb test started, and supplied all of the necessary documents.
All I have left are the references.
… and I still haven’t heard back from the boss.
But the hiring manager called today and I explained (lightly, lol) my concerns with the previous company, and she said I don’t need to use him, and I don’t even need related or recent references. I still don’t have a lot since I was there for so long, but I’ve got a list to call this week.
Now it’s just the chaos of helping my clients who will have no support when I leave in two weeks.
I’ve only written 2.5 scenes of my outlined draft for chapter 35 😭😭 I’m hoping I can write more this week now that I’m not in full blown panic mode, but I have so much to do to get my clients set up before I leave.
There’s just not enough time to help them with all of their needs, but I’m hoping to leave a roadmap for them and whoever their next support might be.
I’m trying not to feel guilty. I’m trying to figure out a way to tell them to get a different fucking program, but unfortunately I’ll still be interacting with the same government agency they report to at the old company, so I don’t want to be unprofessional.
I’m in mega stress, chronic mama bear, overly responsible brain mode, and my head is spinning.
But y’all…
I’m finally feeling happy and confident that I got that job again after a week of panic.
It’s exactly the job I wanted, it fits every stipulation, and it’s even better! I want to start right this second. The hiring manager even asked if I want to start next week, but I need to support my clients.
I also need to eat some food now though, holy crap. I can’t believe I did all of that in 7 days. Bonkers.
Two more weeks!! Anyone got some tasteful/affordable recommendations for office attire? Lol, I’ll be dressing like Numbers Girl in her boring life soon 😅
Can’t wait to catch a breath and catch up with y’all 😭🥰
~Lynna 💜✨
#about lynna#i’m tired#but AAHHHAH#i can’t wait!!!#two more weeks y’all#cw work stress#cw medical mention#cw personal#life update
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You know those aus? Where the characters are combined or 'fused?'
I've been thinking about that under the circumstances of a tmnt crossover fic. Where this combination is unwilling.
So the way I can see this going means it absolutely has to involve rise, which I also like because it allows for funky designs. Some mission in the hidden city, possibly involving big mama because ✨drama✨, and each boy is fused with their counterpart.
This can be very different depending on the iteration, so I'm just gonna write down vaguely I imagine each one being:
Leo: Slightly obsessive with training. He's passionate, but maybe a bit too much. He's a great strategist, but is unfortunately bad at explaining his plans to his brothers. The more anxious he is, the more talkative he becomes, usually spouting quips to distract himself. Has knowledge with a bunch of different weapons, but prefers the classic katanas.
Raph: Anxiety. This boy is stressed at all times, and the only way he knows how to mask it is by grouching, or hitting things. The people around him are infuriating, especially because they keep asking all these questions. Like, he's just one guy, why can't they get that? Raph carries both his sai and tonfa, but will more often fight with his tonfa.
Donnie: Very smart. Their brain processes information very fast. They like when things make sense. They're also the only fusion aware that they're a fusion, which, like Raph, they are not a big fan of. Their fusion is the least stable, defaulting to we/us and preferring they/them over he/him, though both are acceptable. They don't remember what each button on the tech bo does, but they do have a staff with a taser on each end as a comprimise.
Mikey: Wholsomest boy. The only reason he doesn't know about the fusion stuff is that the Aprils and Caseys don't want to burst his bubble, but they're all pretty sure he could take it. Big fan of art, he loves to cook as well but due to conflicting knowledge they don't do it as much as they would separately. He loves the extra long chain he gets from rise Mikey's kusari-fundo, so he uses that, though similar to the Raph's sometimes they'll carry around nunchaku as well.
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So yeah, the supporting cast were not on this mission and thus were not turned. They received an emergency alert from rise donnie's systems while everybody was being fused, which is the only warning that they got.
It's mostly on Draxum to make a fix, but it's unfortunately not that simple because they're from different dimensions. Casey JR (is it alr if I call him June because I'm gonna fair warning it's instinct) tries to help where he can, but his knowledge is limited. There's a big argument between the Aprils over whether or not informing the Mikeys of the situation and letting them help would speed things up or not.
The issue with telling them, is Raph's very much denying the information. They know about it, but they refuse to listen. The Donnie's took a lot of convincing as well, and the topic clearly causes them a lot of distress, though they refuse to explain exactly why.
That's all I've got for right now. But if anyone wants to help me make this a solid au, please shoot me an ask. Please. I'm begging. I really want to have more to say about this but I need someone to pick my brain.
Tag is forced fusions au!
#rottmnt#tmnt crossover#tmnt au#i'm thinking of 2012 for the other set#but i'm open to it being mutant mayhem#or maybe all three if i feel like it#ima tag both#tmnt 2012#mutant mayhem#PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE SEND ME ASKS ABOUT THIS#I WANT TO ANSWER THEM#tmnt#forced fusion au#2012 rise fusion
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this is us ~ jjk | 17
it's been one year since the breakup, have jungkook and y/n been able to move on?
✨ title: this is us | ongoing series (sequel to all grown up) ✨ pairing: jungkook x f!reader | ✨ rating: m/18+ | minors dni ✨ genre/au: drama, romance, angst, fluff, smut | est!relationship, age gap ✨ playlist | AO3 & Wattpad ✨ a/n: if you haven’t read the prequel to this, please do so here! :) ✨ a/n 2: hi, everyone! i'm sorry this update took so long but a lot of y'all preferred a longer chapter and here it is! i opted out of one scene but may save it later for a drabble. let me know your thoughts, especially how you think jk & oc will meet again. 👀
[ SERIES MASTERLIST ] | next ✨ 18 ~ you're seeing things, aren't you?
chapter seventeen ~ one year later | wc: 8.8k warnings: pov switch, alex is back (but just for a bit and some of you may or may not like their convo), alcohol consumption, language, yoongi + oc bickering, yuna being yuna, baby indie is a big girl now T_T, jk has a new friend 👀, mama jeon is such a treat, some of our fav friends make an appearance, our jk + oc are both growing
~ one year after the breakup ~
Jungkook POV
The silver key struggled to fully unlatch the lock. Jungkook would remind himself whenever he needed to contact the landlord, but he could never remember until he unlocked the front door.
Summer in LA was warm and dry, but of course, with his luck, this was Jungkook’s first week of the summer without any air conditioning.
He shouldered the door, putting his body and weight into it. “Jeez,” he mumbled under his breath.
Not only was the door and air conditioning a mess but also his apartment. Clothes scattered everywhere, the stuffing from the sectional coming undone, it almost looked like someone partied too hard, but that wasn’t the case for Jungkook.
The sound of shuffling and grunting caused him to sprint toward his room, to find a tail wagging joyfully before him. Bam’s head was buried deep in Jungkook’s sock drawer, not giving a care in the world because he was looking for some kind of hidden treasure.
“I was wondering who was making all this noise.”
The six-month-old pup stopped digging and turned around. Just like his dad, he had big doe eyes that also held the stars in them. Hanging from Bam’s mouth was a white sock, clearly filled with something in it. Jungkook quickly took it from Bam’s mouth, stuffing it into the same place it was found. Bam sat and lowered his head.
“Aye–I really can’t leave you alone, can I? How'd you get out?”
Jungkook set his backpack down and sat in front of his big baby. He ruffled and scratched Bam’s floppy, brown ears before placing a kiss on his head.
“What are we gonna do when I have to leave you next week, hmm?”
Bam whined and then licked Jungkook’s cheek, making him lean back.
“What were you looking for?”
The Doberman backed up and returned to the drawer he found the sock in, his nose nipping at the loose knob.
“No. No. There’s nothing in there for you.”
Bam begins to paw at the drawer again, unrelenting in his pursuit of whatever was in that sock–so, he did find treasure. Jungkook decides to give up on Bam. No matter how many times he told him there was nothing in there for him, the stubborn pup would just keep going back to it.
“Bamie, should we go for a walk and get dinner?”
When he heard ‘walk,’ he whipped his head around, panting excitedly at his owner. Taking Bam on a walk was the best way to distract his four-legged friend.
If there was one thing Jungkook never took for granted, it was the beauty of a California sunset. The sky was painted with soft shades of peach and cotton candy pink, palm trees dispersed along the guided path, bicycle bells faintly dinging in the distance, and chatter and laughter filled the air.
The blood pumping through Jungkook’s veins was going into overdrive, as this was the second run of the day for him. He already ran before going to work. But doing this would tire him and Bam out, so they would knock out when returning home.
He called out to Bam before slowing down and coming to a complete stop. Although the summer nights in LA were cool, he was still getting used to the dry heat. His fringe was getting too long, falling and covering his eyes when he ran. He had been tempted for weeks to cut it, but Jimin suggested tying it up or getting a headband. There was no need to cut it dramatically if he liked his hair long.
“Sorry!”
A voice cried out, brushing by Jungkook and Bam, nearly knocking into them while on their rollerskates. Jungkook instinctively pulled Bam’s leash to the side, veering away from the congested pathway. He hadn’t realized how busy this time of night had become. He kneeled down, rubbing under Bam’s chin, turning him from side to side to see if he was okay.
“Bamie, are you okay?” His pup didn’t seem fazed as he licked Jungkook’s mouth. “Oh–” He scrunched his face from the wet saliva and dog breath. “Remind me to brush your teeth when we get home.” Jungkook chuckled and shook his head.
A buzz reverberated from Jungkook’s pocket. He pulled it out, answering the video call, while walking toward a bench to sit, and Bam obediently followed.
“How’s my baby?”
He could see the outline of a small human, and when the video cleared, the only thing in the frame was his niece, Indie's chubby cheeks and double chin.
“Wo-wo. Wo-wo.”
Jungkook raised an eyebrow, trying to decipher what Indie could be referring to.
“Wo-wo. Wo-wo.” She continued repeating the same phrase while sitting in Yuna’s lap, clambering her little chubby fingers at the screen, causing the phone to shake on their end.
“She wants to see Bam.”
“Oh–” Jungkook finally understood and panned the screen to Bam. If the two were to ever meet in person, they’d be inseparable, Jungkook thought.
Indie’s babbling persisted before the screen panned back to Yuna. “Who’s a big boy now?” she asked in a baby voice. Bam barked in response. “Yes, you–you’re a big boy.”
“You’re doing it again.”
“Sorry! It’s a bad habit. I’ll stop. Where are you, anyway?”
Jungkook switches the camera to the back, showing off the sunset he witnessed before switching it back to his face.
“It’s so pretty! We really need to come visit, or better yet. When are you coming back to visit?”
“I’m planning to come next week.”
“Oh, you are? Perfect!” Yuna stood and placed Indie on her hip while struggling to hold onto the phone simultaneously.
“Why?”
“Because it’s also Mom’s birthday, and she wants to have a big dinner with our family to celebrate.”
“Yeah, that’s why I’m coming back. For her and, well, to see my baby.” He didn’t know when it started, but he started to call his niece his baby since she was the only person he could call that now.
“Okay–cool. Are you gonna stay with us? Mom? Jin? Crash with Hyunie and Taehyung?”
All of those were viable options, but he knew if he stayed with his sister, there could be a chance he’d run into you, and he wasn’t sure if he was ready for that yet. Granted, it has been over a year, but the thought of seeing you after so long still made his stomach flutter. “I haven’t decided yet.”
“Yuna! I brought your cheesecake!”
Jungkook’s ears perked up, and he looked to Bam for comfort, who was scanning every person walking by. He instantly recognized that voice. He’d know it anywhere.
“You can put it in the fridge!” Yuna turned her attention back to her baby brother. “Just let us know, ‘kay?”
“Where’s my baby girl? Auntie missed you so much!”
Jungkook became flustered, scrambling to devise an excuse so he didn’t have to see you in the video call. “My phone’s gonna die. I’ll talk to you later, Noona!”
Click.
He leaned back on the concrete bench, with Bam turned to him, tilting his head at his owner’s curious change in demeanor. Seeing you in photos was enough for him, but to see you live and in action, with the possibility of you saying hi—he wasn't ready for that. Maybe he'd work up the courage someday, but today wasn't the day.
four days until Seoul.
It's not that he was dreading seeing his family. He was excited to celebrate his mom's birthday and to meet his niece in person. He dreaded the giant elephant in the room when he would be around everyone again. He'd put his money on Jin or Taehyung to say something to 'ease the tension,' but he shouldn't expect anything less because he did leave without proper goodbyes. It's been a year; they should be over it, right? They should've forgiven him by now.
A knock on his office door brought him back to reality. He looked up to see his ex and colleague, Alex.
The door creaked open, and Alex poked her head through. “Late night?” she asked, slowly opening the door wider, keeping her hand on the knob as she leaned against the frame.
“Yeah, just finishing up this presentation for tomorrow’s meeting. Everything has to be perfect before I leave.”
“Everything always has to be perfect for you, huh?”
“What do you mean?” He stopped clicking and clacking at his keyboard and looked up at Alex.
“I mean, we fucked around a lot in college, but I couldn’t not notice how you needed everything to be perfect. Your grades, attendance–for god’s sake, you fold your underwear.”
Hearing this from Alex was surprising. He didn’t think she paid attention to anything else but sleeping around.
Alex cleared her throat. “Anyway, can I talk to you?”
Jungkook gestured for her to take the seat facing his desk. You’d think this would be another ploy from Alex, considering this is how the mess with them started–Alex walking into his office and sitting in a chair. But since Jungkook started his new job in LA, it was like Alex was a completely different person. He could hardly recognize the person she was when she returned from her vacation. She was nicer and happier. It was like she did a complete 180. Jungkook was wary when she would come around his office, so he kept his distance and was civil in his interactions, along with keeping his head down in case anyone figured out anything happened between him and Alex.
“Can we talk about what happened when I was in Seoul?”
She did apologize somewhat, but Jungkook felt it wasn’t genuine at the moment. He thought he’d never see the day she would be sorry for her actions.
“What about it?”
It had been so long ago that he had accepted his mistake and moved on. He wasn’t sure why she needed to bring it up now. Maybe she was having a faith crisis and asking forgiveness from those she wronged. It did sting every time he saw her for the first few months at work, a constant reminder that he wasn’t with you, but it also garnered him to hold his ground and be a better man–to not give in so easily to his desires. He knew it wasn’t going to be easy working with Alex, his guard was always up, ready for anything that she’d throw his way, but like the wildcard that she is, she always surprised him.
“I'm not good at this ‘whole talking about my feelings thing,’ you know that. I, um, just thought I should apologize for how I've treated you throughout the time that we’ve known each other. I wasn't the best person when you knew me in college, I was going through a lot of my own shit, and you were kind of my outlet—well, sex was kind of my outlet, and then with the whole thing in Seoul. We talked about it, but I shouldn't have come onto you like I did. It was wrong of me to take advantage of you, and I’m sorry that I made you uncomfortable.”
Jungkook leaned back into his office chair, processing everything Alex said. He wasn’t sure what to make of it. He could easily be spiteful, blow her off, or forgive and accept her apology.
“What’s done is done. We can’t go back and change the past.”
Even if there was a time machine to go back and fix mistakes, Jungkook wouldn’t do it because it would’ve created an alternate timeline which could’ve led to the same outcome for you and him. Regardless of how things turned out between you and him, he knew you needed time apart to grow up and blossom independently without him.
His decision to move to LA was made out of a reckless, emotional place, but he acknowledged that and learned not to make such illogical decisions based on how he’s feeling at the moment. Maybe minus the unexpected choice of getting Bam on a whim, but that’s beside the point. Jungkook had learned from his mistakes and was trying to improve. He didn’t want to return to how things were and how he was.
“Yeah, I know, but I can still apologize for my past behavior and hope to change for the future.”
He took a moment before responding, “And are you changing? Or trying to, at least?”
That’s all one could hope for, right? Even with a person like Alex. Everyone deserves some kind of redemption and the right to move on and be happy. He wasn’t the kind of person to wish the worst on someone. It wasn’t in his DNA, no matter how hard he tried.
“I think so? I'd like to hope so.”
Alex’s phone buzzed, and she took a moment to answer, grinning from ear to ear. Jungkook had never seen her smile like that–it was authentic, filled with joy. She returned her attention back to Jungkook, holding her phone out, which illuminated the home screen. He couldn’t help but glance at her wallpaper, a photo of her hugging someone. He had heard rumors going around the office, but he wasn’t someone who cared for gossip. It was her life, and she could do what she wanted. It was none of his business.
“Okay, then, I guess that’s all I can really ask for.”
“That's one thing I always liked about you.”
“What?”
“How after all the many things I put you through, you’re always so forgiving. I bet the people in your life don’t deserve you, huh?”
Jungkook stopped to think about it. Was he always so easy to forgive and forget? Maybe that was his problem. “Probably not, but—” he shrugged. “Anything else you need to get off your chest?”
She shifted in her chair. “Why’d you do it?”
“Do what?”
Alex bit the inside of her cheek before speaking, “Give into me.”
Jungkook wasn’t expecting to go there with Alex, but since she brought it up, the question lingered night and day for a long time, and ultimately, he concluded that he did it out of fear. He wasn’t scared of Alex; he was scared of not being enough for you because you didn’t share yourself with him, and he resorted to a place of familiarity. It’s no excuse, and he knows that, but it wasn’t something he could change now.
He cleared his throat. “I was insecure at that time in my relationship. I didn’t think I was good enough for her.”
Alex nervously rubbed the back of her neck. “Got it. I, um, you don’t have to explain any further.”
Jungkook lightly tapped on his desk, unconsciously swiveling from side to side in his chair. His lips thinned, waiting to see what else she needed from him.
“There’s one last thing. It looks like you’ll need to pack up your office because you’ll be getting mine.”
“Oh? Why?”
“I'm leaving, Jungkook. I got a new job. Guess you won’t be seeing me anymore.”
He was tempted to ask what was next for her, but he bit his tongue. Whatever she had going for her must’ve been a good offer if she were to leave her current position. Alex always knew what she wanted and went after it; to some degree, Jungkook admired that.
Alex stood, making her way out of Jungkook’s office. Before heading out the door, she stopped to ask one more thing, “What happened with you and your girlfriend?”
“You mean the one that slapped the shit out of you?” He tightened his lips and tried hard to suppress the smile creeping up. He was still proud of you for that. “We broke up. I wouldn’t be here if we were still together.”
She nervously tapped on the door frame, avoiding his gaze. “I’m sorry about that. I do hope you guys find your way back to each other. You seemed to have loved her very much.”
Jungkook acknowledged her comment with a nod and a low hum. He had dreamt about that happening so many times, but it’s been over a year since the two of you had broken up. So he gave up on you coming back to him a long time ago. It was a silly dream that he needed to let go of–the one thing to really set him free.
“Good luck with everything.”
“Thanks, Jungkook. You too.”
Friday nights wouldn’t be complete without Korean fried chicken and cold beer. It was Jimin’s turn to buy, and Jungkook told him to go all out before leaving on his trip. He wanted his belly full of yummy food.
“Where’s Lana?” Jungkook asked before taking a huge bite out of the crispy chicken drumstick.
Jimin chewed as fast as he could before answering, “She’s out with her friends at a bachelorette party.”
“I guess it’s that time when everyone we know is getting engaged or married, right?” Jungkook set his drumstick on the plate before him, and he looked over at Bam, who was patiently waiting for any scrap of food from his owner. He made a face at his four-legged friend, who whined as he lay beside Jungkook.
“It’ll be my turn soon.” Jimin dug in his back pocket, struggling to take out his phone. He unlocked the screen, then scrolled through his photos, handing his phone to Jungkook.
“No way! You’re gonna propose soon?”
Jimin grinned, taking the phone from Jungkook to stare at the ring he had chosen. “Yup! I have it all figured out.”
“Congrats, man. That’s exciting.”
“Thanks! Let’s pray she doesn’t turn me down,” Jimin jokes, sipping his beer. “What about you? What’s new?”
“Alex is leaving.”
“Whoa–the bitch is finally leaving us for good,” Jungkook deadpanned. “What? Am I wrong?” he asked dryly, raising his eyebrow.
Jimin only knew of the ‘Alex’ in college, not the one where she had actually grown up. Jungkook couldn’t help but witness the miracle unraveling before his eyes at work–it was hard to avoid.
“I think she’s changed.”
“Oh! Don’t tell me you’re standing up for her!” Jimin blinked a few times at his naive friend.
“I’m not–”
He wasn’t. He was merely acknowledging the growth he had seen. He couldn’t deny it, even if his friend didn’t believe him. Who would’ve thought that Jungkook would live to see the day someone like Alex could actually change? That was the beauty of knowing someone over a period of time, right? Seeing them go through different stages of their lives, becoming better or worse, in this case, Jungkook had witnessed the miracle of Alex becoming a decent human being.
“She ruined your relationship–”
“I know…” Jungkook said, “But I think she’s really different now.”
Jimin set his beer down and interlaced his fingers, waiting for his friend’s explanation. “Please, Jungkook. Enlighten me.”
“She’s moving to Switzerland,” he paused, “With her girlfriend.” Jungkook tilted his head, ready for Jimin’s reaction to the news. It also took Jungkook a second to process and rethink everything he had with Alex.
Jimin’s eyes widened as he covered his mouth. “Shit–” Jungkook kicked him under the table. “What? I mean, good for her! Who would’ve thought that Alex was into girls? Man, that really threw me in for a loop.” He leaned against the sofa’s cushion. “Well, I guess she’s not gonna be a problem anymore.”
Jungkook let out a rueful chuckle. If only things had turned out differently for you and him. Where would the two of you be now?
“So, are you excited about going back to Seoul?” Jimin couldn’t help but wiggle his eyebrows. Jungkook knew what he was referring to.
“I’m just visiting; besides, I've moved on.” It was something he needed to convince himself of on a daily basis, but it was easier said than done.
“Uh-huh, sure. Is that why you still keep that thing hidden in your sock drawer?”
Jungkook opened his mouth, but nothing came out; then, he looked at the culprit sitting beside him. And which thing was Jimin referring to? The small box? The photo album? “How do you know about that?”
Jimin leaned over to pat Bam’s bottom. “This big guy knows all your secrets. Don’t you, Bamie?”
Jungkook rolled his eyes, scratching the back of Bam’s ears. “You guys better not go digging through my things while I’m gone,” he threatened with a stare. He definitely didn’t want Jimin coming across your boudoir album. He had kept that baby safe–at least, he hoped he did. Maybe he should move it again or put it in a safe deposit box or something; imagine it getting into the wrong hands.
“Hey man, it’s not gonna be me.” He leaned over to Jungkook and glanced at Bam. “It’ll be this guy,” Jimin added while covering his mouth and pointing to Bam.
Bam is a smart aleck; he knows when others are talking about him. He stood and walked over to Jimin to lay his head in Jimin’s lap.
Jimin leaned down, ruffling Bam’s ears. “Don’t worry, Bamie. I won’t tell Jungkookie what we find.”
Jungkook shook his head at the two schemers. He had meant to get rid of what was hidden in his sock drawer. He just hadn’t had time to do so.
back home in seoul
Jungkook found it odd how quiet Namjoon and Yuna’s place was. He thought it would be booming with laughter and chatter, granted he came home to celebrate his mom’s birthday.
“Ma! Noona! Hyung! Is anyone home?” Jungkook nearly tripped over the small step in the entryway as he took off his shoes. “What the hell? I thought they said they’d be here.” Unless they changed the location last minute and forgot to tell him.
He set his suitcase down; the lights illuminated the hallway as he walked toward the living room.
“Surprise!”
The rest of the lights in the house turned on as Jungkook clutched his chest with one hand and leaned against the wall with the other.
“What the fuck!” Jungkook shook his head and let out a sigh of relief as he walked over to everyone.
“Yah–Is that how you greet your friends and family?” Jin strolled to the young man, ruffling Jungkook’s long hair.
“You know how much I hate surprise parties.”
“We couldn’t help it. We had to,” Yuna interjects, walking from a room with Indie on her hip. Indie squirms her way out of her mom’s arms, insisting on walking instead of being held. Yuna strode over to Jungkook, giving him a hug. “It’s good to see you, little brother.” She pulled away, taking a good look at him, her thumb gently caressing his cheek.
Indie ran over to Jungkook, pulling on his pant leg. She looked up with her big, curious eyes, her hair in cute little pigtails. “Wo-wo. Wo-wo.”
Jungkook knelt down to her level, squeezing her sides. “Sorry baby girl, wo-wo is back home.”
Indie is obviously uninterested when she learns her favorite pup is not with him, so she runs off, screaming around the living room.
Namjoon greets Jungkook with a hug. “My brother–you look good,” he paused to touch the ends of Jungkook’s hair, “It’s getting so long.”
“I don’t like it,” Yuna adds, “You look like Frodo Baggins.”
Jungkook rolled his eyes. His sister was always opinionated, and didn’t expect any less from her. He tried something different today; it was too curly for his liking, so he tied it half-up, half-down.
Namjoon glared at his wife before returning to Jungkook. “It looks great, man.”
Jin walked up behind Jungkook. "Sorry to break up the love fest but I just wanted to pop in and say hi. I'll see you later?"
Jungkook nodded and said goodbye.
The sliding door to the backyard opened, and in walked Jungkook’s mom. “Ah–there’s my baby boy!” She sprinted over with open arms, cupped his cheeks before pulling him in for an embrace, then withdrew to get a good look at him, and that’s when she playfully smacked his arm. “That’s what you get for leaving without saying goodbye to your mother!”
“Ow–” Jungkook rubbed the spot she hit. “Ma–you’re still mad about that?”
She scowled at her son and muttered indistinct words under her breath as she walked into the kitchen.
Jungkook turned to Yuna. “Is Mom really still mad at me?”
Yuna shrugged. “It’s like college all over again. You never call. You never visit.”
“You know why I can’t.”
“Why can’t you guys just be grown-ass adults and be okay with being in the same room as one another? It’s not that hard.”
It was easy for Yuna to say. She wasn’t in an intimate relationship with you; she didn’t break your heart, and she didn’t run away because she couldn’t deal with all of this.
Jungkook’s eyes followed his sister as she walked into the kitchen, helping their mom prepare a dish. He hesitated to ask but mustered up the courage. “Is that why she’s not here?”
“She would be, but she’s in Phuket. She’s using Yoongi’s vacation home.”
“Oh.”
“I mean, she needs it. It's been a rough year for her.”
His mom doesn’t say anything. She peered at her son, wanting to tell him all the things you’ve been going through with your own mom, but it wasn’t her place to say anything. She looked away, going back to her previous task.
He could see the disappointment in his mother’s eyes; he had seen it before. A part of him wished he could be a part of your healing, but you’d blossom more without him.
Jungkook nervously tapped the counter. “Is Yoongi her boyfriend or something?” he asked as nonchalantly as possible.
“No, they’re just friends,” Yuna responded curtly.
Indie came running into the kitchen, dragging her blanket behind her. She wandered to the living room, and her eyes lit up when she spotted something in the entryway. She shuffled her little feet and dropped her blanket on the ground before grabbing the stuffed bunny, which was just as big as her.
Yuna chuckled. “I’m guessing that’s for Indie?”
The curves of Jungkook’s mouth curved up. “Yeah–you said she loved stuffies, so I found the biggest one when I arrived.”
Indie babbled and trotted along to her Uncle Jungkook, pulling the bunny by its ear. He picked her up along with the bunny.
“My baby, Indie, is so big now.” She wriggled out his arms and ran off with the stuffed animal.
“Gosh–I’ve missed so much. Next thing I know, she’s going off to college.”
“You could move back, you know, and not miss any of this,” Yuna suggested.
Jungkook had thought about this every time he hung up with Indie. He had always wished to be the type of uncle who would be there for his nieces and nephews and hoped he would one day be able to do so.
“Hey, Ma. I’m gonna head out.”
“You’re leaving me already?” She teased as she stood to hug him.
Jungkook chuckled. “You know I can never leave you, right?”
She cupped Jungkook’s face, looking into his big, brown, doe eyes. She didn’t say anything. She wanted to take everything in–seeing the little boy she raised to become a good man who loved so deeply and passionately, just like his father.
“Are you going to let go or make me stay here all night?”
The corners of her mouth curved into a closed-lipped smile. “Don’t hurt her again, ‘mkay?”
Again? Hurt who? Hurt you?
He could only assume she was talking about you. There was a slim chance he knew he could run into you, but he wasn’t counting on it. Even if he could muster up the courage to start a conversation, he was too scared to go there, too scared to hear you tell him off again, to tell him there would be no chance you’d give him your relationship another try. He wouldn’t risk it.
Jungkook mirrored his mother’s smile, pulling her in for another embrace. Her frame felt smaller, or maybe he was just getting bigger.
She patted his back, withdrawing from him and looking at him once more. “It was good to see you, sweetheart. Don’t be a stranger and call me sometime, hmm?”
The dinner to celebrate his mom was quiet and low-key, and for that, Jungkook was thankful. He didn’t want a big spectacle of returning to town and dealing with distant relatives questioning his life. As much as he loved his family, he was already itching to leave the second dinner came to an end.
The taxi pulled up to a familiar location, one that brought too many memories of good times with you. But Jungkook wanted to stay with the person that was less likely to question him.
“It’s good to see you, man,” Jin sipped his beer. “I've missed having you in the office, but I hear you’re doing big things out there.”
Jungkook stared at the beer glass in front of him before looking at Jin, “I'm just trying my best. I wish I could come back.”
“You can!” Jungkook glared at him. “I’m joking. I'm joking, but seriously, are you doing okay out there?”
He was good. It was better than expected–being busy with work helped get his mind off many things, being near the beach calmed his nerves, and having Bam has been a huge comfort.
“It was hard at first, but now I'm getting into a steady rhythm with work and everything. I do miss everyone.”
“Come back when you’re ready, man.” Jin rubbed his shoulder, staring at his friend. “She's good, by the way. She’s doing a lot better than she was a year ago.”
Jungkook chuckled. It seemed as though everyone could recognize the big elephant in the room, semi-acknowledge it but didn’t delve further–maybe out of respect for you and him. It’s not that he didn’t want to talk about you or what happened, but he felt it would be better not to explore the ‘what ifs’ and ‘what could’ve been.’ It was more so for his sake, so he wouldn’t be disappointed and maybe move past it.
OC POV
You had been staring wide-eyed at your phone for far too long. Texts and photos were already deleted; the last thing you needed to do was delete Jungkook’s phone number. It’s not like you have called it or anything since you left that voicemail for him. The contact for him had just been there in case he ever drunk-dialed you, which he never did. But your therapist suggested maybe it was time to stop holding onto the last thing you felt was keeping you tied to him.
The button was right there.
Delete–to remove, to get rid of, to erase.
It was simple. You just needed to move your finger and hit the six-letter word. But instead, you chickened out and hit the call icon instead.
You brought the phone to your ear, “The number you dialed has been disconnected or is no longer in service.”
Of course, it was no longer in service. It was stupid of you to think he'd still have the same number. He lives in California now, so getting rid of his Seoul number would make sense.
Maybe this was your sign to delete it, finally. There was nothing to hold on to anymore. It’s not like you were expecting to get back together with him or anything.
But the contact still read: Boyfie.
You hadn't changed the name on his contact, and it still read what he was last to you.
Your shaky index finger moved closer to the three dots on his contact. His number was no longer in service; there was no need to keep it. How silly of you to be so scared just to do it, but you needed to let go and move on.
Taking a deep breath, you hit delete, and then the pop-up read: This contact will be removed from all your synced devices.
Cancel or Move to Trash.
Your finger hovered over the two options before hitting 'Move to Trash.' But there was one last thing to do. You went to your phone's trash and clicked 'Empty Trash Now.' If you didn't do this part, then his number would just stay there for another 30 days, and what would that exactly do for you?
Delete forever? - This can't be undone.
Cancel or delete forever?
Trash empty. 1 contact deleted forever.
You thought this moment would bring you relief, but it didn't. There was a twinge of sadness like your therapist had told you would happen. Getting over someone wouldn't happen overnight or in a millisecond; it would take time. Every day, you chipped away another piece of Jungkook–the more you chipped, the easier it became.
No more texts. No more photos. No more Jungkook.
You sported a lopsided grin–you were proud of yourself. Getting here had taken a long time, but you finally did it.
A knock on your door broke you out of your dazed state. You forgot Yuna was stopping by. Quickly, you ran to the door, opening it for her.
“I can’t believe I forgot your keycode,” she said, handing you a tote bag.
“Oh my god, Yuna. What the hell is in here? And why is it so heavy?” You struggled to lift the bag but did your best, bringing it to your kitchen counter.
“You know my mom loves to set you up with all her banchan. She doesn’t want you to starve.” Yuna put the other tote in her hand on the counter next to yours.
“I don’t think I’ll be starving for the next few months,” you joked, opening up your fridge. “Besides, I don’t know why she packed so much. I’ll be leaving soon for my trip.”
“Oh–right! That means you’ll have to eat it before you go.”
“How can I possibly finish all this?” You stared at the six stacks of Tupperware that filled your fridge. How was one person supposed to finish this? Maybe you could hand some off to Yoongi. He definitely ate take-out way too often.
“Take it to Hyunie and Taehyung’s. I’m sure they’ll appreciate it,” she suggested as she took out three more dishes from her tote.
Your eyes widened, and you shook your head, waving your hands. “No, no. Yuna–you have to take those back. I don’t want to waste anything your mom makes.”
“She loves you, you know. That’s why she made me bring all these.” Your lips thinned, taking the rest of the items from Yuna. “She’s sad you can’t come to her birthday dinner.”
“I want to be there, but I’ve planned this trip for a few months now.” You have never missed their mother's birthday dinners for the many years you’ve known Yuna. This one would be your first.
“I know. I know,” she trailed off, folding the tote before her. “I swear sometimes she likes you more than she likes me.”
You chuckled and looked at your best friend. It’s funny how you always thought the same about your mother and Yuna. Oh, how the tables have turned.
“Hold on–I have her birthday present.”
You strolled toward the hallway closet, pulling out a pastel pink bag.
“What’d you get her?” Yuna asked, peering through the white tissue paper to look inside.
“She’d been talking about this handmade tea set for the last few months, so I finally managed to get my hands on one for her.” It was made of the most beautiful marbled ceramic with rose gold painted throughout the tea set. You weren’t going to lie; you wanted one for yourself even though you didn’t drink tea.
“Wow–you really would’ve made the perfect daughter-in-law.” You deadpanned. “What? I’m just stating the obvious.” Yuna stood, strolling to your living room.
“Anyway, give that to her for me, okay? And tell her I’ll bring back a souvenir from Phuket.”
Yuna slumps on your couch. “Can you pack me in your luggage? I wanna go lounge around on the beach and do nothing.”
“I’m sure Yoongi would be more than happy to let you guys use his place next time, or we could all make a trip out of it.” You were grateful for Yoongi being so generous with his vacation home. This solo trip is very much needed.
“Hmm, maybe once Indie is older, we can all go.” You nodded, taking a seat beside Yuna. She turns to you, patting your thigh. “I’m proud of you.”
You scoffed. “What’s there to be proud of?”
“Don’t sell yourself short. I know I’ve been hard on you these last few months, and you know I’m only doing it because I love you and want what’s best for you.”
Everyone always needs someone to keep them down-to-earth and sincere, and Yuna was yours. After all these years, she’s stuck by you through thick and thin.
“I secretly think you love getting on my case.”
“Someone has to tell you what’s up!” Yuna sneered, crossing her arms.
You turned to her, pulling her in for an embrace. “And I’m so glad you’re my person.” You kissed her temple as she withdrew from your hug, annoyed by your sarcasm. “No, seriously. I can only imagine how hard it was being stuck in the middle between Jungkook and me. So, thanks for sticking it out with me.”
“You’re my best friend. I’d do anything for you. I’d fight for you before I would for Jungkook,” she half-joked. “Kidding. I love you both, and I’m glad to see you doing better, and this trip will only help with that.”
“It’s been so long since I’ve done anything for myself. It’ll be a nice little retreat for me.”
“What are you doing while you’re there?”
“I’m not sure yet. Swim, eat, explore, maybe write a little.”
“That sounds heavenly. I’m jealous.”
“You can come with me next time.”
“Promise?”
“Promise.”
“I want you to imagine yourself as a little girl. What age are you?”
With your eyes closed, you try to imagine yourself as a little girl. You only see the back of her, and she’s in a floral dress. “She’s about 7 or 8.”
“Can you describe your surroundings?”
“It’s quite dark, and I can’t see where she is. But it could be an open field?”
“Okay, that’s a good start. Now, I want you to go up to her and see what happens.”
You do as your therapist says, walking up to this imaginary version of you. You hesitate as you stand behind her to gather the right words. The imaginary version of you begins to whimper and cry. Immediately, you walked around to her and knelt, getting on her level. The little girl looks down at you, wiping away her tears.
“What’s wrong?” you asked, holding her hands in yours.
“I’m scared.” Her eyes were glassy, with tears threatening to fall.
“What are you scared of?”
“That no one loves me.”
A faint mumble of your name could be heard, calling you back from this short exercise. You opened your eyes, and like the imaginary version of you, your eyes were glassy with tears building up.
“What did the two of you talk about?”
You hated these exercises your therapist made you do. You always ended up in tears and coming to the same conclusion, except you’d talk to yourself at different stages in your life. Though this one was the first time you’d spoken to your younger self, and this one was tougher because she was so young and childlike and hadn’t done anything wrong in her life.
“The same thing we always talk about.”
“And what is that?”
She knew what it was, you’d been doing this over the past few months, but she always made you verbalize it.
“That no one loves me.”
“And do you believe that’s true?”
Your mind automatically said yes, though, in your heart, you knew it wasn’t. You looked at your hands, interlaced on your lap, as your thumbs twiddled back and forth.
She called your name again, waiting for your answer.
You straighten your posture and look directly into her eyes. “No, it’s not true.”
“And how do you know it’s not true? Who are the people in your life that love you?”
“Yuna, Hyunie, Namjoon, and maybe Taehyung,” you chuckled. The two of you loved to squabble and disagree on many things. It’s not that you didn’t like him or anything; you adored him. He was just a very hard person to read, and sometimes you sensed you bugged him.
“I’d say that’s a pretty good list.”
The corners of your mouth curved up. “They’re good people. I’m lucky to have them in my life.”
“So, our session for today is coming to an end. There is one thing I’d like you to focus on while we’re on a small break.” You nod, leaning forward to give her your full attention. “Have fun.”
You’re taken aback for a moment. You thought she’d have something insightful and profound to say before you went on your trip, but it was as simple as possible.
“That’s it?”
She chuckled. “Yes–that’s it. You’ve put in the hard work, and you’re growing, even if you may not see it right away. So, go have some fun, and I’ll see you when you return.”
Flying has never been your strong suit, and then to add on, doing everything solo sent your anxiety through the roof. Your research for this trip could be put into a how-to guidebook at this point.
When you arrived at Yoongi’s vacation home, you were expecting something dark and cold like his apartment in Seoul, but it was the exact opposite–warm and welcoming.
The view from the balcony was impressive, to say the least, the backdrop was the lush, green jungle, and you were only fifteen minutes away from the beach. Although you had a few things planned, you weren’t in a rush to check off your list. You wanted to take your time and really soak everything in. After all, this trip was meant to be relaxing.
Three days into your trip and you were already bored out of your mind. As an overachiever, you crossed off two-thirds of your list. You went to the night market, visited a few temples, fed the elephants, and even went to the island where they filmed James Bond.
You realized that you liked having time to yourself, but you wanted to enjoy these experiences with other people–specifically those you loved. The thought even crossed your mind to cut the trip short and make it back in time for Yuna’s mother’s birthday dinner, but you knew Yuna would just scold you for returning so early.
Guess you’d be stuck here, but maybe you should try to make the best of it. It’s not often you’re in a tropical setting by yourself.
You opted for a luxury resort spa on Naka Island for the next few days. Your bank account would hate you, but you’d worry about that later when you got back to Seoul. There was no need to stress about it now.
The only noises that left your mouth were moans and groans–from the knots the masseuse managed to draw out from you. You wished it was from something else, but you promised yourself you wouldn’t rush into anything with anyone. You didn’t want to repeat the past because that’s how you got into trouble. If the right person came along, then you’d take your time. There was absolutely no rush.
The warmth from the sun had felt wonderful on your skin as you sat beneath the beach umbrella. The calming sounds from the ocean helped relax your body after the intense massage. You rolled your shoulder back, groaning in pain as you stretched.
You told yourself if inspiration struck, then you’d write, but other than that, you wanted to disconnect from your phone and the rest of the world.
Daily naps on the beach became your go-to, along with a Sabai Sabai, a Thai cocktail you’d grown fond of. And with being disconnected from the world, you had nothing better to do than listen to strangers’ conversations which sparked an idea that bloomed into the script you began writing.
The premise? A rival-to-lovers, where two CEOs have to work together to take down the company that wants to destroy both of theirs while being stuck on an island. You had to include an island setting. It only made sense after all. It had become your source of inspiration.
Your mini-getaway to Naka Island was a smart choice. You came back to Yoongi’s place with nearly thirty pages of the start of a new script–a proud feat, to say the least. So you’d spent the last day getting ready to return to Seoul.
You snuggled into the king-sized bed, taking advantage of the spectacular view and adding a few more pages. The apricot and peachy hues of the sunset painted the sky, and you stayed focused on the scene until dusk had taken over. With your laptop being the only light source, you closed it and set it to the side. This bed was too comfortable for your own good.
It was nearly two in the morning when you heard a noise coming from the living room. You were sure you had locked the door, but maybe one of the stray cats you saw around the neighborhood had entered the house.
With sleepy eyes, you rolled out of bed, scanning the room to see what you could take to protect yourself. The only thing you still had out was your hair straightener, so it would have to do for now.
You shuffled into the living room with your straightener in your hand and flipped on the light. “What the fuck! Why didn’t you call me to say you were coming? I could've killed you.” You were right; it was a stray cat.
“With what? Your hair straightener?” Yoongi blinked, scanning you up and down. “Nice jammies, by the way. Were you expecting company or something?”
You used your robe to cover yourself, crossing your arms and scowling at the man before you. “Shut up.”
“Sorry, I tried getting in touch, but you never responded. So I had to come to make sure someone didn’t murder you. You know, since you have some weird obsession with that happening to you.”
“Oh—I’m sure you’ll smother me in my sleep tonight.”
“Well, just don’t tell me your dreams never come true.”
You rolled your eyes. “What are you doing here anyway?”
“I’m meeting with my location manager to scout some spots tomorrow.”
“Don’t tell me you’re going to the James Bond Island.”
Yoongi tilted his head and narrowed his eyes. “How’d you know?”
“I took a wild guess.” You watched him set his things down. “Well, I’ll be out of your hair soon. I can move my things so you can sleep in the master bedroom.”
“No, no.” He waved his hands. “It’s fine. I’ll take the spare.”
“Yoongi, it’s your place. I don’t mind.” You walk off toward the bedroom, determined to make sure he takes the master bedroom.
“Are you always this stubborn?” Yoongi asked, following after you.
You turn to him with a smile. “Yes.”
“You’re not gonna give up until I sleep in this bed tonight, huh?”
“Nope.”
After the early morning intrusion, Yoongi wanted to apologize by treating you to coffee before you had to leave. The freshly made Patongo donuts were sweet and fluffy, perfect for your Thai iced coffee, and the view from the cafe was gorgeous. It was a great day to lounge outside.
“So, how’s everything going?” Yoongi asked, taking a bite of his donut as he slouched in his seat.
“It’s fine.” Yoongi gave you an expressionless face. “I mean, it’s going well. It’s been wonderful. It’s so nice; I might just retire here,” you teased.
“You’re gonna be an old lady with your twenty cats.” The two of you witness a stray cat walk by.
You sneered at Yoongi. “That was a weird coincidence, and I’m not really a cat kinda gal.”
Yoongi chuckled. “Well, I’m glad you’re doing well. It’s nice to see you happy.”
You put your hand over your chest in exaggeration. “Did Min Yoongi just give me a compliment? Today must be my lucky day.”
“And that’s all you’ll get from me, you hear!” He smiled and shook his head. “No, but seriously. Your energy—it’s different.”
You didn’t want to continue quarreling with him. Instead, you nodded in agreement. This past year was painful and full of heartache, but then it started to look up—with more smiles, laughter, and tears of joy. Your hope was it would continue like this. After all, you deserved it.
You stuffed your things into the back of Yuna’s car before taking a seat on the passenger side, and to your surprise, you heard baby Indie babbling behind you. The only thing you could see popping above her head was a giant stuffed bunny.
“That’s cute. Did you buy it for Indie?” You asked as Yuna drove away from the airport.
Yuna quickly glanced in the rearview before looking at you, hesitating to answer. “Jungkook bought it.”
“Oh.” He must’ve ordered it or something, right?
“He came to visit while you were gone,” she admitted while her eyes were focused on the road. “I didn’t tell you because I didn’t know if you’d try to sabotage your trip and come back early.”
She was right. You would’ve been tempted to devise an excuse, but you really had no reason to. “Well, I wish you would’ve told me so I could make my own decision instead of you making it for me.”
“I know. I’m sorry. You’ve been doing so well with moving on and therapy–I just didn’t want you to regress.”
You understood where her heart was, but still, you were a big girl. You didn’t need her to mother you.
“Wo-wo. Wo-wo,” Indie continued repeating the phrase before throwing her bunny to the side and clapping at her accomplishment.
The car came to a stop, and Yuna looked over. “Do you forgive me?”
You rolled your eyes. “I guess, but can you let me make my own choices next time?”
“Yes, ma’am.” Yuna smiled, pausing to see Indie’s hands playing with her shoe from the rearview. “So, how was Phuket?”
“It was great until Yoongi showed up.”
“Yoongi showed up?” Yuna questioned, her tone going up an octave.
“Yeah–for like a split second. He caught me on the last day of my trip.”
“Oh,” Yuna’s comment lingered, indicating something else was happening. “And there’s nothing going on between you two?”
You shook your head. “No,” you said curtly, “I didn’t sleep with him if that’s what you’re asking.” Why did something always have to happen between a man and a woman? Could they simply not be friends? Was there always something more?
“Okay, I’m just curious, that’s all.”
“We’re just friends. Nothing more.”
“Okay, okay. Message received–loud and clear.” She tapped on the steering wheel. “So, when are you guys getting married?”
“I–you’re lucky we’re in the car!”
“Shh–Indie is trying to nap, so I brought her.”
You scoffed at your best friend; she wouldn’t let this go so easily, was she?
Coming back home felt torturous. You had nothing lined up in terms of work. The only thing you had going was the script you had started in Phuket. You guessed you could work on that for the time being.
But–you were stuck. Writer’s block came in like a wrecking ball. Maybe you should’ve stayed in Phuket longer. Yoongi even offered to have you accompany him to scout some places, but you didn’t want to overstay your welcome. He had already provided so much in terms of his vacation home.
A notification from your phone went off. You pick it up to see a text message from your agent.
Jae 9:27 AM How much do you love me?
You 9:28 AM You know you’re my favorite person in the world.
Jae 9:29 AM Now I know that’s a complete lie. Anyway! I have a big opportunity for you. Are you free for lunch today?
“Jae, can you just say what you want to say? I’ve been sitting here listening to you ramble about your pet hedgehog.”
Jae blinked profusely as his lips thinned. “Okay, fine. Netflix wants to partner with you,” he finally spits out while you choke on your water.
You cover your mouth as you cough and clear your throat. “I’m sorry, what?”
“They really loved your show with Kenji and want you to come to their headquarters to discuss potential positions they could see you in.”
Your eyes narrowed. “You’re joking, right?”
He pointed to his face. “Does it look like I’m joking?”
You sighed, looking around the table and then back at Jae. “I don’t know what to say.”
Jae put down his fork. “Say you’ll take the meeting.”
“Is it here in Seoul?”
He shook his head. “It’s in LA.”
✨ next ~ 18 ~ you're seeing things, aren't you?
#fic: this is us#jungkook fanfic#jungkook fic#jungkook angst#jungkook romance#jungkook drama#jungkook x yn#jungkook x you#jungkook x noona#bts fanfic#bts fic#bts x you#bts x y/n
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TBOSAS on Crack short take (51)
*The Power of “Love”* Read [this] first.
Felix: Andie, stop the pizza truck right now before we crash!
Androcles: I don’t know how!😭
Felix: We’ve already passed the city’s maximum speed limits!
Androcles: What’s a speed limit?!
Hilarius: Who even taught you how to drive, Anderson?!
Androcles: Nobody!
Hilarius: Then why did you show us your freaking driver’s license?!
Androcles: That was fake! Dennis gave it to me!
Dennis: That’s a lie! You stole it from me!
Androcles: Potato, potato!
Felix: Andie, eyes on the road before you hit the zoo’s entrance gates-
Lysistrata: And the gates flew off.
Felix: The gates f*ckin’ flew, Anderson!! The gates f*ckin’ flew to the moon!
Androcles: I’m Sorry!😫
Vipsania: My auntie is so gonna strangle us for this!
Gaius: Heck! My mama will kill and disown me at the same time!
Coryo: Felix, please tell me that we’re not paying for those gates!
Felix: I hope not!
Coryo: I have no money! Sejanus, my love, help me!😫
Sejanus: I’ll pay any bill for you, my love~!😍
Coryo: Andie, watch out! There’s a rabid raccoon crossing the road!
Androcles: Should I hit it too?!
Coryo: No-
Juno: Kill it, Andie! kill it!😈
Persephone: Andie, turn left! The Tributes’ enclosure is right there!
Androcles: My left or your left?!
Persephone: We have the same view, Andie!!
Livia: I knew we should’ve just taken my ✨hot pink limousine✨!
Dennis: Liv, why are you even here?
Livia: For the ✨drama✨.💅
Florus: Guys, I think I’m going to puke!🤢
Juno: No! Not in front of my exclusive pajama onesie!😫
Felix: Andie, slow down! We’re almost there!
Coryo: Seriously, Anderson, park this f*ckin’ pizza truck before we hit something else!
Florus: Or someone!
Clemensia: Just hit the brakes already!
Androcles: Which one?!
Clemensia: I don’t know!
Felix: All of them?!
Coryo: Sejanus! Sej, Babe, do something!😭
Sejanus: Of course, Babe! Anything for my Coryo~!😍 *squeezes Andie to the side and hits the brakes*
Felix: Finally!
Gaius: Are we still alive?!
Coryo: I love you, Babe!😭
Sejanus: I love you too!!
Festus: I can’t believe the power of ✨Snowjanus✨ saved us all!
Sejanus: It’s the power of love!!
Coryo: Sure, Babe. Whatever you say-
Sejanus: My Coryo, my love, my Snow Bae, kiss me. Kiss me now~!!
Coryo: Fine. Come here.
Sejanus: Yey!😍 *starts making out with Coryo*
Livia: Can someone open these ugly ✨peasant doors✨ for me?
Felix: Liv, this is a pizza truck-
Livia: I need to get out ASAP before idiot Plinth takes their “love” making to the next level-
Felix: They’re already making out in front of us.😑
Livia: That’s the point.
Lysistrata: Get my expensive Snowjanus cameras, Creed!
Festus: Just a minute, Lizzie. My Percy Bae needs my help.
Persephone: The pizzas, Festus Bae! The bacon pizzas are ruined!😩
Festus: They’re still edible-
Florus: But where’s the milk?
Dennis: At the back with Vipsania and Palmyra-
Florus: You left the milk with Palmyra?!
Dennis: It’s fine! Palmyra can’t drink them all-
Palmyra: Hey, guys, funny story-
Felix: Monty, did you perhaps “accidentally” emptied 10 gallons of milk when we were driving?
Palmyra: Vipsania dared me to-
Vipsania: I did not! I was too busy holding on for my dear life!
Androcles: My driving was perfect, Sickle! Nobody died!
Felix: Fine.😞 Let’s just get out, meet our Tributes, and tell them about ✨Operation Felix✨-
Clemensia: For the last time, Class Pres, we are not calling your brilliant plan to stop the Hunger Games “Operation Felix.”🙄💅
Felix: But-
Vipsania: I agree. “Operation Felix” sounds lame. Instead, let’s call it ✨Operation Hunger No More✨-
Everyone: No.
Vipsania: Ugh! Fine. Let’s call it Operation Freedom-
Felix: No. My granduncle is allergic to that “F” word.
Vipsania: He’s allergic to freedom?!
Felix: He’s also allergic to rebels and mole people.
Vipsania: What the heck are mole people?!
Felix: People who secretly hide inside underground bunkers without telling the government about their existence or location.
Sejanus: Like those mole people living in District 13!
Vipsania: Don’t say that word!
Sejanus: District 13.😀
Felix: District 13? What’s that? Is that a new animal? Is it edible? Can we cook District 13?
Vipsania: Yup. Felix is in his “trauma” zone again.😔
Sejanus: But District 13 still exist!
Clemensia: We know! Everyone in our little circle knows! That’s why we are pretending that it doesn’t exist!
Sejanus: But why though?
Coryo: To protect House Ravinstill and their sacred Bichon Frisé puppies.
Sejanus: That’s all?!
Coryo: Pretty much. I mean, look at poor Felix. He’s crying again.
Felix: Is District 13 a ham?!😭
Sejanus: Fine! District 13 doesn’t exist. Now give me another kiss, my love!😍
Coryo: Sure. Come here-
Clemensia: We’re still not calling it Operation Felix though.
Coryo: Can we just change the name later? Sejanus and I are in a hurry to-
Lysistrata: Make out and f*ck?
Coryo: No, not yet. We’re doing that later.
Sejanus: We can also do it here, my love!😘
Clemensia: Ew. No. Not in front of my eyes, you fool!
Coryo: Later, Babe. At your place.
Sejanus: At my place?! Oh, my love, I’m so excited!😍
Coryo: Yeah. But for now, let’s go talk to Marcus Spartacus and Lucy Goosey.
Androcles: Yo, Sej-
Sejanus: What?
Androcles: Get off. You’re squeezing me to death.
Sejanus: Sh*t. I totally forgot about you, Andie. Sorry.😞
Festus: Lol. The power of love almost killed Anderson.
Androcles: Creed, shut up.
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07 : EXTRAS I
MADE TO BE MINE – A SCARA X READER SMAU 🎥
synopsis !
with all the drama that happened ( that he caused ) and all the things you lost ( that he lost ), you promised yourself that you'd leave everything in the past... so why is the famous youtuber with two million subscribers, music major and ex lover kuni, suddenly back in your life? why is he now back, intruding into your long-anticipated campaign with RAIDENTERTAINMENT? and why is yae telling you that he’ll be doing it with you?
notes & facts !
timestamps don't matter here
get it... yoimama... yo mama.... haha... ha..
childe is despo at this point :""
to be read after finishing act 1!
taglist !
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↠ SJM Fanfic Masterlist
Below you will find all my SJM fanfic linked! Thanks for reading and enjoy :) | PLEASE NOTE: All fanfic has been updated and uploaded to @lucienarcheron my main blog!
🌹 A Court of Thorns and Roses
🦊🌸 Elain Archeron x Lucien Vanserra [ Elucien ]
Bouquet Full of Loathing Rated SFW | Fluff & Humor Flower Shop Modern AU - Person A owns a flower shop and person B comes storming in one day, slaps 20 bucks on the counter and says, “How do I passive-aggressively say fuck you in flower?” |
Bouquet Full of Love Rated SFW | Fluff & Humor Elain visits Lucien at work, new bouquet in hand.
The Sun Rated SFW | Fluff/Angst Elain has a nightmare and turns to her mate for soothing.
No Place I'd Rather Be Rated SFW | Fluff with a smidge of angst. Elain's visions giving her nightmares that can only be soothed by one person.
A Light Against the Darkness Rated SFW | Angst/fluff Lucien battles his own nightmares with Elain there to soothe him.
Forget Me Not Rated SFW | Fluff Drunk Elain and her shenanigans.
Boys Night Out Rated SFW | Humor & fluff Drunk Lucien and his shenanigans. – companion to Forget Me Not.
Sleeping Beauty Rated NSFW-ish | Fluff ‘Wake me up’ kisses because foxboy and flower girl can't help themselves.
A Fox and a Flower Crown Rated NSFW-ish | Fluff + Humor Elain has a vision and it, uh, has her feeling all types of ways.
Tales of the Fox & the Fawn A series of short snippets to fill my Elucien heart.
Around the World - Part 1 | Part 2 | Bonus Rated NSFW | Prostitute/Client AU for laughs.
An Unexpected Visit Rated SFW | Fluff Drunk Lucien visits Elain at an inappropriate hour.
Quiet Thunder - Part 1 | Part 2 Rated SFW | Angst | Lucien expresses his frustrations to Elain. Elain follows up.
Morning Pranks Rated SFW | Fluff.
First Kisses Rated SFW | Fluff.
Instincts - Part 1 | Part 2 Rated SFW Lucien follows his instincts when it comes to Elain. It's the start of something new.
Frenzy Rated NSFW Elain and Lucien like to spend their yearly mating anniversary fully wrapped in each other, sinking into a frenzy.
A Simple Request Rated NSFW-ish. A still shy Elain finds a different way to tell her mate what she wants.
Inspiration Rated NSFW | Modern AU Aspiring writer Elain Archeron is looking for some inspiration for her new novel when she happens to meet the perfect man for the job.
Oh, What a Night (Elucien + Nessian)Rated SFW | Fluff Nesta and Elain’s first Starfall, the two celebrating it in different ways.
Drabbles
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🍂 Eris Vanserra
Spirit Meets the Bones Rated M | Eris x Iris (OC) | Drama & Romance An arranged marriage brought them together and beneath all the hate, the two are more alike than they’d like to be.
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✨🖌Feyre Archeron x Rhysand [ Feysand ]
Big Baby Rated SFW | Humor & fluff | Modern AU Rhys gets drunk at the bar and calls Feyre to rant about how much he loves her.
All It Takes is A Wingman Rated SFW | Humor & Fluff | Modern AU ‘Hey I’m sorry to bother you but I’m trying to convince my friends I’m a sex god so can you please write a fake number on this napkin for me real quick’
Do the Do Rated SFW | Rhysand x Reader (but really it’s Feyre) | Fluff & Humor Rhysand taking care of your ridiculously drunk self.
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⚔️🔥 Nesta Archeron x Cassian [ Nessian ]
Bouquet Full of Lust (ft. Elucien) Rated SFW | Fluff & Humor Nesta gets a little taste of sisterly revenge. | Read after Bouquet Full of Love and Bouquet Full of Love
Oh, What a Night (Nessian + Elucien) Rated SFW | Fluff Nesta and Elain’s first Starfall, the two celebrating it in different ways.
Banned by the Boss Rated SFW | Fluff & Humor Nesta pulls a mama bear move and bans both mating bonds of her sisters.
Till the Darkness Dies Rated SFW | Angst and fluff Nesta’s battle against her inner demons.
Butter My Muffin Rated SFW | Fluff Nesta being a very soft girlfriend in private with Cassian combined with how I picture Drunk!Nesta.
Protect & Serve Rated SFW | Fluff Nesta has a nightmare and just wants to make sure Cassian is okay.
My Remedy Rated SFW | Fluff Cassian helps Nesta overcome her fear of the bathtub.
Change of Pace Rated Steamy | Modern AU “I chickened out of sex ages ago and you haven’t brought it up since but now I really want it, but I'm terrible at communication, so let me just strip shirtless/model lingerie for you until you snap”
Weakness Rated SFW | Steamy fluff Cassian does love his mate.
My Curse to Bear Rated SFW | Steamy fluff | Modern AU Based on the prompt “Matching couple shirts that say “bearer of the curse” on one of them and, “the curse” on the other”
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⚫️ Azriel
Choices - [ Gwynriel ] Rated NSFW-ish. Gwyn makes choices for her happiness.
An Ember Among the Shadows Rated PG-13/M | Azriel x Lucy (OC) | Drama and romance A sibling reunion, new friendships forged, and a possible attempt at finding love. A story about our favorite Shadowsinger. | DISCONTINUED.
A Not So Secret Affair Rated SFW | Azriel x Reader | Azriel slipping up about his not-so-secret love.
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💥Crackship: Feyrhycien (Feyre x Rhys x Lucien)
Ice Cream Delights Rated: SFW | Modern AU “God damnit, now all I can think about right now is you licking my cock like it’s that ice cream cone.”
Barbie & Her Two Kens Rated SFW | Modern AU Bored/Drunk Feyre bothering her boys
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👑 Throne of Glass
Boner for You - Elide & Lorcan [ Elorcan ] Rated SFW | Humor & fluff Fake Dating AU where Lorcan just wants Elide to be his girlfriend for a party and Elide wants to pretend she isn’t thrilled about it.
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✨ Tumblr Prompts ( ACOTAR & TOG )
Masterlist
#elucien#feysand#nessian#gwynriel#elain archeron#feyre archeron#nesta archeron#cassian#rhysand#azriel#acotar fanfics#elide lochan#lorcan salvaterre#elorcan#elucien fanfics#feysand fanfics#nessian fanfics#tog fanfic#myfic#updated masterlist.#wanted to post a new one to pin it!
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Hello. So to your first question Mama's boy is on hiatus until I finish my fic Cabin in the Woods. That being said I did stop writing it right before a major plot twist chapter and I've kinda been wondering if I can even get back into it after all this time so when I saw your ask last night I decided to get the next chapter started! So here's that. No idea when it'll be posted but it's a taste of what's to come.
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Miles walked up and down the line up of his best men and women searching for any flaw in their uniforms, any hair out of place. “Today's the day,” he said to the group, “in a few moments are latest shipment of troops will be landin��� bringin’ with them...our new administrator .” Out of the corner of his eye he caught a glimpse of Paz. Her posture didn’t change, and she did her best to keep a straight face. But her lips twitched in the faintest trace of a snarl, her eyes brimming with cold fury. Miles still had her screams from the night before playing in his head, incapable of shutting them out.
“It’s insulting! How are you not pissed! After everything you’ve done to keep this place running, they send some silver spoon, daddy’s money, cuck, to replace you and didn’t even have the decency to tell you until a month ago!”
Miles sighed, “he’s not replacin’ me. It was never my job to begin with. I’m head of security, not administrator…..”
“Well you should be! As a matter of fact you should run the whole damn show! Fuck those limp dick c.e.o’s back on Earth. They don’t know shit about living on Pandora. But you do! Your the fucking expert….”
“Stop it,” he said sharply, “I know what your gettin’ at here darlin’ and I won’t have it. It’s treason…”
“Not if they betray you first.” Her voice was ice cold dripping with righteous fury. With that she stormed out of the room not to be seen again until….
“Alright let’s move out. Time for the welcome wagon.”
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So yeah Parker is coming, complicating things between Paz and Quaritch. Not in a love triangle way, in a new authority figure way. because when Quaritch was in charge they could pretty much get away with there romance since there was no one to really report it to. Now with Parker there he could have them both sent back to Earth if he finds out. So yeah ✨drama✨.
as to your second question, I don't think I can handle any writing request at this time. I've got a lot on my list as is and really just need to focus on that. Sorry to disappoint but it is what it is.
#spider socorro#miles spider socorro#miles quaritch#colonel miles quaritch#paz socorro#avatar fanfiction#mama's boy
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HELLO CAIN!!! First of all how are you my favourite mutual? (can you believe we've been mutuals for 4 years now? So weird)
As you may have noticed I got back into my Thai series obsession - Uni is KILLING ME - and I'm rediscovering some series that came out during these years that I unfortunately missed and let me tell you I am both EXTATIC and dissapointent
So let's start with the dissapoint: I've noticed that after bad buddy (straight up one of the best BL ever made) Thai series, but EXPECIALLY gmmtv, have started to make the couple fall in love very VERY soon in the series which for me - a slow build and slow burn lover - is AWFUL
What do you MEEEEEAN they kiss in episode 3?!? Come on where is the drama? Where is the falling in love??? Heck they are making me miss the love triangles just saying
And because of this some series just, stop making sense after a certain point? Like the story is finished so they fish out a random and stupid storyline to fill the last episode which sucks⭐✨⭐✨ (coff coff 23.5)
NOW FOR THE EXTATIC PART
We are getting so many GLs!!!!!! LET'S GO!!! GIVE ME THE LESBIANS!
But also they are pushing a lot more on the "self discovery" arc of the characters which is really good? Like because the romance happens so soon the rest of the episodes are about the characters as their own and honestly? Sometimes it's good sometimes it's bad
Like the self discovery in We are? Amazing
In My boo? Eeeeeh...
Now for the series i'm watching
Airing: We are and My boo
We are grew on me
At the beginning I did not like it but it was still something simple and sweet to watch after a bad day in uni but now... Damn Cain I'm getting attached to these idiots
It's truly a lovely story about friendship and simple love that even if stereotypical it's still very very good because it's ""real"""? If it makes sense? I'm currently writing a LONG review about it that when I remember how to write properly I will publish (oh yeah btw I also started posting small reviews)
My boo is... Something
It exist, it's sweet but the main couple is that type of sweet that it becomes annoying after a while
Honestly I'm here for the side couple
ALSO IT'S SO WEIRD?!? Because it's clear that GMMTV put a LOT of money into this but it's still??? Mediocre??? Man idk let's see how it ends
Finished
I've just finished Mama gogo and I really liked it! It has its ups and downs but it's still a very funny and sweet series so 8.5 lovely IT COULD have given me more but in 12 it did what it could
23.5 made me incredibly mad but it's still a good GL to start with for GMMTV and that's all I'm going to say
Currently watching
CAIN BE MY FAVOURITE IS GOOD?!? WHAT
Girl I remember watching it while it was airing: I dropped after 3 episodes
But then! Like 3 days ago I was like "y'know I miss Krist (phrase never said by anyone, I know but listen) let me see what people think of "be my favorite"... BOOM 8 on MDL
So I thought "okay let's give it another go..."
Best
Decision
Ever
Cain truly I'm at ep 7 and I'm so fucking intrigued
It's so nice and different?!?! Why no one talks about it!!! Plus Gawin
My MAN
That man was written and made for women he is SUCH A GOOD ACTOR JESUS
Anyway sorry for the long ass ask but everytime I get back into this fixation my first thought is "let me message Cain"
I hope you are doing well!!!!
- Randy✨
Update from my last ask (sempre Randy✨) Girl i Be my favorite was so fucking good man Not going to spoil anything but if you liked "He's coming to me" I would 100% recommend this show Truly a 10/10
Hello Randy!!!
Thank you for thinking of me when watching Thai shows and then sending me whole novels, WOW!!!!
Also sorry for replying late, I wanted to take proper time and work has been slightly exhausting ^^° still, thank you so much for all your words!
It's really fascinating because AHHHHHHH MAMA GOGO! I really love the show so much with all the characters and arcs and growth and little stories and tropes. Right up my alley XD
I have neither watched We are nor My Boo so far, so I can't say anything about it but I'm happy you are enjoying We are a lot =^^= it's on my potential watch list, albeit not up high, which is mostly because I am currently brain rotten about Wandee and At 25:00 in Akasaka XD
I started 23.5 degrees but was slightly discouraged by the catfishing at the beginning, so I stopped for a while. When the show basically vanished from my dash towards the final, I was already wondering what went wrong, and I now suppose a lot did? Tbh I have been enjoying the Japanese GLs more than the Thai ones so far, but there's so many coming out soon and currently, I will find the ones for me =^^=
Regarding Be My Favourite, I'm happy you enjoyed it so much <3 it was THE talk when it aired, but too many shows make it impossible for most shows to stick. I know a lot of people who really liked it actually ^^ I did, too, for several episodes. Sadly, it used a trope I really can't endure and my interest dropped, so I dropped the show in the middle. Might continue one day or not, but my interest kinda vanished ^^° which is okay, can't be for everyone but I know lots of people who had their fun and that's nice =^^=
Anygay, hope you continue to have all the fun and joy with the shows and that enough slow burn will get produced for you :D I do enjoy a good slow burn, too, but I also LOVE when a couple is interested early on and they keep the dynamic and tension till later like in Wandee.
What luck that we have so many shows to choose from now :D
Take care and stay safe and healthy. I wish you the best and a wonderful day (with lots of Gawin-feels!) <3
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This Is Why We Can't Have Nice Things as Feyre Archeron
Here's a toast to my real friends
Mor, Cassian, Azriel, Amren 👭👬
They don't care about the he said, she said
And here's to my baby
Rhysand ✨💏
He ain't reading what they call me lately
And here's to my mama
Alis 🌳☕
Had to listen to all this drama
And here's to you 'cause forgiveness is a nice thing to do
Tamlin 💢🖕
Hahaha, I can't even say it with a straight face!
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this is us ~ jjk | 20
✨ title: this is us | (sequel to all grown up) ✨ pairing: jungkook x f!reader | ✨ rating: m/18+ | minors dni ✨ genre/au: drama, romance, angst, fluff, smut | est!relationship, age gap, best friend’s brother ✨ playlist | ✨if you haven’t read the prequel to this, please do so here! :) ✨ a/n: I'm not crying, you are. if you must know, I've been dreading this chapter because it means we're one step closer to the end 😭 but I do have some things up my sleeve hehehehe and you'll find out what it is after the epilogue 💖 we've come so far and thank you everyone for coming alongside their journey. i wouldn't be here without your questions, lovely comments and reviews. i owe so much to all my readers. one last thing, thank you to @erica2283 for helping with this chapter. we all owe her a big hug. ✨ a/n 2: remember, we have our little TIU celebration as well! i hope you'll all be around for it. and as always, i'd love to hear your thoughts, keyboard smashes, anything 💖 hehe we've made it!!
[ SERIES MASTERLIST ] | next ✨ epilogue ~ us
chapter 20 ~ ending credits | wc: 9.2k warnings: language, drinking, someone is preggo (can you guess who?), oc is a supportive girlfriend, jk is such a romantic and oc gets easily embarrassed, references to 10 things i hate about you and inception (ofc), grumpy grandpa yoongi, also yoongi is just the sweetest friend, jk and yoongi finally meet, do i hear some kind of bells???, jk and oc are so in love it’s satisfying to see after all this time (we’ve come so far!), and also lots of fluff cause hello there is a 💍💒⚭🎉, be prepared for all the cheesy, romantic shi--💖, they're overly gross with their use of pet names smut warnings: slight exhibitionism?, oral (m & f receiving), fingering, spitting, cum swallowing
~ 2 months since moving in together ~
Light sounds of piano and saxophone filled the air as you had been laying on this bed for an hour, moaning and groaning, and not because of Jeon Jungkook.
Your masseuse was hitting all the right spots, getting every knot and kink in your wound-up body, and for that, you'd blame your boyfie.
Hyunie and Yuna wanted a girl's day without husbands, boyfriends, kids, or distractions. And who would say no to that?
"I don't know why we don't treat ourselves out more often," you said, turning to Yuna as she sipped her wine.
"It's been too long since we've all had a self-care day," Hyunie commented. You and Yuna agreed. "Oh my gosh! Your nails are perfect!" She pointed out your neutral beige nails topped off with lavender French tips and tiny jewels perfectly placed on each nail.
You wavered your fingers, letting your new manicure sparkle and glisten in the sunlight. Pastels and neutrals were your go-to. You were too much of a chicken to step out of your comfort zone.
“I think we need to do this once a month,” Yuna said, staring at her nails, which reminded you of Tiffany’s robin-egg blue.
“You both deserve it, mamas.”
Hyunie giggled, placing a hand on her growing belly. She was still in the early stages of pregnancy. At the start of this self-care day, she texted a sonogram photo to you as you were undressing for your massage. You screamed and started crying, practically scaring your masseuse.
“What are you and Jungkook up to this weekend?” Yuna asked before swirling the pasta with her fork.
“He wants to go to this gaming convention or something. It’s being held at this big arena.” You didn’t know anything about video games. You searched the internet to see what they even did at gaming conventions.
“Boring!” Hyunie cried out.
You rubbed your temple. “He wants to go, so I’ll go to support him.”
“You’re gonna be such a good wife—” Hyunie remarked before Yuna kicked her under the table. “Ow,” she muttered. “I mean, you’re such a good sport! Supporting your man like that.”
You blinked at your friends, wondering what was up with them today. You gave them the bombastic side-eye as they were pretty giggly and tightlipped.
Hyunie laughed off her comment, trying to play it cool. “Don’t mind me and my pregnancy brain. Also, remind me to kick my husband’s butt for knocking me up! I mean, there are some nice benefits.” She looks down at her chest. “But everything hurts already.”
“Welcome to the pregnant life, my friend,” Yuna jokes.
You chuckled. “I can’t believe Kim Taehyung is gonna be a dad.”
“Right? No, but I think he will be a good dad.” Hyunie hummed softly, rubbing her belly.
“He’ll be great, and I’m sure he can always ask Namjoon questions,” you said.
“Namjoon still doesn’t know what he’s doing half the time–actually, both of us,” Yuna laughed. “But that’s just parenting 101. There’s no guidebook or anything; you just google everything and hope your kid doesn’t turn out to be a turd.”
“Yuna—” You rolled your eyes.
“What? I’m not saying Indie will be, but I just want my kid to be a good human.”
“Well, you’re doing a great job raising your little human,” you say to Yuna, then turn to Hyunie. “You and Taehyung are going to do great, too. You have us if you need anything.”
You gripped Jungkook’s hand as he led you through the sea of people. The commotion of excited fans buzzed in the arena. Booth after booth of fan-made merch, the newest games, and sponsored goods were lined up like a maze. Your eyes wandered, scanning to see if anything interesting caught your eye.
Jungkook was in deep conversation with an old colleague from Netmarble, who was working on a new game set to be released. Your lips turned into a pout, and you turned around to see what could keep you busy as you let Jungkook do his thing.
“So, you’re telling me that this virtual reality game is like Inception? The movie?” You narrowed your eyes at the young man trying to sell you on this new game. Anything could be turned into a game, you supposed.
“The possibilities are endless,” he shrugged, continuing to go in-depth with this game.
You had been in conversation with this young man for twenty minutes and turned to find your boyfriend had disappeared. You sighed, “Great.” How were you supposed to find him now?
Checking your phone, which only had 5% left, you knew you should’ve grabbed the portable charger. Maybe you could somehow find Jungkook in this sea of fanboys.
A sudden screeching, humming noise made everyone grimace, covering their ears. The sound of someone thumping a microphone, followed by an ‘ah, ah, ah,’ went through the speakers.
“Everyone, we have an extraordinary presentation today. Would you please turn your attention to the screen?”
The lights dimmed, the crowd quieted, and everyone’s eyes were focused on the illuminated screen.
“You’re just too good to be true, can’t take my eyes off of you.”
You froze, your heart thumping, and your stomach fluttered at the angelic voice. Hearing the song made you weak in the knees, wanting to crumble down to the ground. This scene from 10 Things I Hate About You was your second favorite to Kat’s monologue.
Jungkook is shown on the screen. He has a mic in hand and a grin plastered on his face. He’s putting everything into this little performance like it’s one of his late-night karaoke sessions, except this time, he was performing in front of thousands of people and a live broadcast instead of just you and Bamie.
“You’d be like heaven to touch, I wanna hold you so much.”
The screen splits in half, and now your face is also shown in front of thousands of people; then you notice the space around you, along with the camera pointed directly at you.
You didn’t think Jeon Jungkook was one for grand gestures, but maybe you were wrong. Suppressing your smile, you closed your eyes and hid your face in your hands.
He continued singing, making his way over to you. The grin he’s sporting never leaves as he finally stands before you.
All eyes are on you and him.
You leaned forward and whispered, “What are you doing?”
Jungkook sets the mic beside you, and the music dies down. He wiggled his eyebrows, pulling out a blue velvet box.
He got down on one knee, staring up at you. “It is an honor and a privilege to love you, and I want to love you every day till I die. I can't promise there won't be difficult moments, but I wouldn't want to go through life with anybody except you.”
You sucked in your lips and licked them to keep your excitement at bay.
“If you allow me to, I want to choose you every second, every minute, and every hour. I’ll show you what devotion is and how it’s deeper than the ocean.”
Your eyes twinkled as you lovingly stared at your romantic boyfriend. “Yes–” you interrupted him, furiously nodding your head.
He knitted his eyebrows and pouted. “You didn’t let me finish.”
“Don’t need you to–”
He opened his mouth and closed it again. “Just–let me ask you,” he whined.
You huffed, giving him a deadpan expression. You figured he would only get to do this once in a lifetime. Maybe you shouldn’t take away his thunder.
Jungkook took the oval Alexandrite ring from its box. He rose to his feet. “Will you marry me?”
At this moment, you needed someone to pinch you and wake you up from this dream. Could this be a virtual reality like the Inception game from earlier? Would your totem fall over or keep spinning?
“Yes, yes, a thousand times yes!” You cupped his face, eagerly kissing him, forgetting about the thousands of people watching you.
His bunny smile and dimple are on display for the world to see, and his starry eyes shined brighter than the gem on your finger. It’s the happiest you’ve ever seen him.
Cheers and screams echoed throughout the arena as you kissed him again. Your lips entwined, his hands threaded through your hair, pulling you as close as he could. The smell of his cherry chapstick filled your nostrils, becoming intoxicating.
Jungkook pulled away, peppering kisses on your face as you let out soft chuckles. “I can’t wait to spend forever with you.”
The first person you texted was none other than Min Yoongi. Since Hyunie and Yuna were in on the whole ‘pamper/self-care day,’ they already knew what was happening. Hence the secrecy throughout the day.
You 10:27 PM [ image attached of engagement ring ]
Grumpy Grandpa 10:30 PM 👍
You 10:31 PM That’s it? All I get is a thumbs up.
He knew how much you despised the thumbs-up emoji, but he told you it was the highest compliment anyone could ever get from him.
Grumpy Grandpa 10:35 PM 🎉
You 10:36 PM 😑
Grumpy Grandpa 10:40 PM Okay fine. 👍👍👍👍👍👍 Happy?
You 10:41 PM 😐 I guess
You 10:45 PM Anyway, will you come to our engagement party?
Grumpy Grandpa 10:50 PM You’re already getting married. Why spend more money on an engagement party?
You huffed and clenched your jaw as you sat in bed, staring at his message.
You 10:52 PM Because we’re in love and need to celebrate it a million times over and over until everyone is sick of us. 🥰💖🥰💖🥰💖
Grumpy Grandpa 10:54 PM I think I'd rather die a slow death…
You didn’t bother to text anything back. Instead, you tucked your phone underneath your pillow as Jungkook crawled into bed. You inched toward him, your back against his chest. He draped his arm around you, kissing your head.
“Hi, soon-to-be-wifey,” he chuckled, pressing himself into you.
“Hi, soon-to-be-hubby.” You wiggled back toward him.
“Who were you texting?”
“I was texting Yoongi to see if he’d come to our engagement party.”
“What’d he say?”
“That he’d rather die a slow death.”
Jungkook laughed, kissing your shoulder. “Oof–I like him.”
You turned around to face Jungkook. “You’d be okay, right? If Yoongi came to our party?”
His lips thinned, and his brows drew together. “Yeah, of course. He’s your friend. If you want him there, then I want him there.”
You hummed. “I love you.”
“Love you more.”
If there was one person you wanted Jungkook to meet, it was Yoongi. Honestly, you’d miss the banter and bickering relationship between you. But maybe Yoongi would be willing to accept Jungkook and possibly become friends. One could hope, right?
You 9:01 AM I don’t know if you planned to come, but we had to cancel the engagement party.
Grumpy Grandpa 9:15 AM Damn, he doesn’t wanna marry you already? I get it, though. I wouldn’t wanna marry you either.
You 9:16 AM 👊👊 Min Yoongi, I’m gonna pummel you!
You 9:17 AM If you must know, the place we wanted was overbooked, so we’re gonna cancel and save money for the wedding.
You don’t hear from Yoongi for another hour or so. He must be busy with an upcoming film or something.
Grumpy Grandpa 10:02 AM Don’t say I’ve never done anything for you.
You 10:36 AM 🤨
Grumpy Grandpa 10:55 AM My friend has a place you can use for your engagement party if you want.
You 10:56 AM You don't have to do that.
Grumpy Grandpa 10:57 AM The offer is expiring in 3…..2….
You 10:57 AM Ok! Ok! Where's the place?
Strolling through the home, you wonder what you did in your past life to have a friend like Min Yoongi. You crept through every corner of the house but couldn’t find him.
There was one last place you hadn’t checked: the terrace. Making your way through the kitchen, you saw him standing outside. The view was incredible, overlooking the ocean. This place was a few ways away but worth the drive.
The corners of your lips curved into a smile as you closed the sliding door behind you. You observed the grumpy grandpa in a fuzzy yellow cardigan looking at the scenery before you.
“Hey.” You stood, nudging his arm.
He turned and hummed, acknowledging your presence.
“Thanks for letting us use this place. It’s amazing. Better than anything I imagined.”
“It’s my friend’s place,” he quickly corrected you, sipping his iced coffee.
You leaned against the glass, looking at him, nudging him again. “Can you just accept my gratitude?” you pouted, sporting your best puppy eyes.
“Fine. You’re welcome.”
You giggled because you got your way. “Come on, I want you to meet Jungkook.”
He grunted, not moving an inch.
Tugging on his yellow sweater a few times made him give in. “Let’s go, grumpy.”
Jungkook and Taehyung were busy bringing decor and food in, and Yoongi had somehow disappeared from the terrace to the kitchen. You blame being the bride-to-be because everyone needs your input on where to place everything.
“You okay?” Jungkook asked, scanning your face.
You hummed, nodding your head, and broke out into a warm smile. “I’m good. Better than good, great actually.”
He raised his eyebrow, sporting a thin smile. “Okay,” his tone is hesitant, but he trusts you. “I’m gonna help Taehyung finish bringing everything in; then we can start the party, hmm?” He kissed your cheek before running off.
An arm wrapped around your shoulder, pulling you in for a hug. You turned to see a friend from your most recent TV show.
“Hi, Minji.”
She squealed, pulling you into a tighter embrace. “I can’t believe you’re getting married!”
You beamed a grin from ear to ear, enjoying the buzzing excitement. You watched as Yoongi appeared from one of the bedrooms, strolling toward the terrace again. You’d have to grab him to introduce him and Jungkook when you could.
“Let me see the ring,” Minji said, holding her hand for yours. “Oh my god. This is such a pretty gemstone. Does it change colors?” The ring sparkled and gleamed with every twist and turn.
“Sometimes it can be a deep green to blue, sometimes even purple or a deep red depending on the lighting and angle,” you explained. It was one of the reasons why you preferred this stone over a diamond.
When you were looking through rings, you told Jungkook that if your wedding/engagement ring didn’t look like he went through a crazy journey and a cursed lake to get it, then you didn’t want it. It is a bit dramatic, but you wanted your ring to be special and unique.
“It’s so pretty and, honestly, so perfect for you.” She hugged you again. “When’s the wedding?”
“Soon—in a month or so.”
Minji’s eyes widened.
“Yeah—don’t ask me how wedding planning is going,” you let out a light-hearted laugh.
You and Jungkook didn’t see the point in waiting. You loved each other and couldn’t wait to spend the rest of your lives together. Plus, neither of you wanted a big wedding. You just wanted to celebrate with family and friends.
Throughout the night’s festivities, Yoongi opted for something stronger, a classic glass of whiskey, to be exact. He sipped on the drink with a hand in his pocket, watching the sky become painted with hues of coral and lavender. This was one of his favorite spots in this house.
“Hey, man.”
Yoongi turned to see the groom-to-be. He nodded, sporting a thin smile, before taking another sip of his whiskey.
“I’m Jungkook, by the way. I’ve heard a lot about you,” he said, holding his hand.
Yoongi suppressed a smile. He thought it was funny how you’d spoken about him to your soon-to-be husband. “So, you’re the famous Jungkook, hm?” Yoongi switched the glass to his other hand to shake Jungkook’s.
He shies away from Yoongi’s comment. “Ah, I hope she didn’t bore you too much talking about me.”
Yoongi softly chuckled and wanted to respond but held his tongue. He’d be a good friend and keep your pain a secret.
Jungkook cleared his throat. “But I just wanted to say thank you.”
“For?” He raised an eyebrow.
“Letting us use this place. It means a lot to the both of us,” Jungkook paused, stuffing his hands in his pants pocket as he looked off into the horizon. “And thank you for being there for her in a way I couldn’t.”
He knew how important Yoongi had become in your journey when you and him weren’t together. And if Yoongi weren’t there to support you, maybe you and him wouldn’t be together right now. He wished there was a better way to show his gratitude.
“I didn't really do anything. I just listened to her ramble, watched her cry, eat, and drink a lot.”
Jungkook softly chuckled. “You did more for her than you think. Thanks again.” He held his hand out for Yoongi to shake once more. Yoongi stared for a moment before reciprocating.
Yoongi couldn't hate the guy you were about to marry despite the pain Jungkook had caused you. He was nice, handsome, and had a stupid death grip. Could probably beat him up. He even surprised Yoongi by taking the initiative to introduce himself first. Well, if that wasn’t the mark of a man who truly loved you.
He watched Jungkook walk over to you, hugging you from behind and kissing your shoulder. You wrapped your arm up to his neck, turning to kiss his cheek. You were happy, and that’s all Yoongi wanted for you.
The guests begin to dwindle, and you have some room to breathe. And you make it a point to talk to Yoongi before you leave. You felt like you hardly saw him the entire night. He was doing his own thing. Was he always like this in a social setting? You guessed you hadn’t seen him much outside of hanging out with Hyunie and Taehyung.
“Are you ready to go?”Jungkook asked.
“You go ahead. I’m just going to find Yoongi and thank him again. Is that okay?”
He nods. “Yeah, of course. I’ll be in the car.” He kisses you before leaving.
You wandered throughout the house, peering through each room. Yoongi was sitting in a darkened room, sipping on what you assumed was another glass of whiskey.
Standing in the threshold, you knock on the frame, getting his attention. “Hey, stranger. You’re not much of a party-goer, are you?” You chuckled, taking a few steps forward.
Both hands are holding his glass while he’s leaning forward in his chair. “Are you guys heading out?”
“Yeah, just packing everything up.”
He hummed. “Have a good night.”
You don’t move from your spot. Your hands are entwined, thumbs twiddling with one another.
Yoongi knits his eyebrows. “Everything okay?”
You flash a small smile. “Thanks for letting us use your place tonight.” Yoongi perked up. “You know how I knew?” You pointed at the cat figurines on the bookshelves and the desk. “You had the same ones in Phuket.”
He made a disgruntled noise, scanning the room at his little porcelain collectibles.
You chuckled. “You don’t have to lie to me, Yoongi, saying it was someone else’s place, but thank you again. You’re a good friend.”
Yoongi has always been the supportive one. He was there for you when you were at your lowest of lows, and you’d be forever grateful. And even if he would never outright announce to the world all the things he’s done, he cared for you in such a delicate, subtle way that was completely different from everyone else.
“You ready to go home?” Jungkook brought your palm up to his lips, pressing a kiss against it.
You hummed and smiled. “Home. I like the sound of that.”
~ one month later ~ ~ a week before the wedding ~
Bam sat at your feet while you were finalizing the seating chart. Jungkook passed out on the couch, lightly snoring away. He had been staying late because of all the late-night karaoke and cooking sessions.
You 11:56 AM Hey, I’m going through RSVPs, and I haven’t gotten yours. Can you let me know if you’re coming to the wedding?
You don’t hear a response from Yoongi for the rest of the day until a phone call comes in after dinner.
Grumpy Grandpa Incoming Call
“Hey.”
Hey, sorry, I just saw your text. My new film is shooting the next day after your wedding, so I might have to leave early depending on what flight I can book. But yeah, count me in.
“Okay, awesome. Are you bringing a plus one?”
He scoffed. “Yeah, no.”
“Okay, I’ll sit next to Taehyung and Hyunie so you won’t feel lonely or awkward.”
“‘Kay, sounds good. I’ll see you then.”
Jungkook walked in with Bam after their nightly stroll around the neighborhood as you checked off that Yoongi was coming on your planning app.
Bam wandered over to the pen, drinking water from his bowl, and Jungkook greeted you with a kiss.
“Whatcha doing?” He plopped right beside you, laying his head on your lap.
You card your fingers through his hair, lightly scratching his scalp. “I was just talking to Yoongi. He was confirming that he’s coming to the wedding.”
“He’s a cool guy. I like him.”
Flashing a small smile, you continued running your fingers through his hair. “Yeah, he is.”
“He didn’t say much when we were at his place, but he just seems like the type of guy who quietly cares for his friends.”
You chuckled because that encompassed everything Min Yoongi was as a friend.
“He seems very open-minded and knowledgeable, probably about the most random things.”
“Have you been studying him or something?” you asked, continuing to play with his hair.
“No, I just—want him to like me.”
You chuckled at his comment. “You’re cute.”
Jungkook rolled his eyes, pinching your arm. He sat up, shoulder to shoulder with you, nudging you.
“Yes?”
“I know we said we wouldn’t get any gifts for each other, but I couldn’t resist.”
You turn to him, narrowing your eyes. “Kook—”
“I know!” He lowers his head. “So, do you want it now or later?”
You closed your eyes, holding out your hands.
“Okay, okay! Hold on!”
Jungkook sprinted toward the bedroom, holding a box when he returned. Bam was passed out on his blanket, not caring what his parents were up to.
He placed the box in your hands. “Open your eyes.”
You peek with one eye, and it’s a beautifully wrapped gift. It reminded you of the one that Hyunie wrapped your boudoir album in. Jungkook watches as you shake it from side to side.
“I’ll just—leave you alone.”
You purse your lips, raising an eyebrow at your soon-to-be-husband. He kisses you before leaving you alone with the gift.
You undo the twine and carefully remove the kraft paper. Lifting the top cover, there’s a photo album identical to the boudoir one you have.
Did Jeon Jungkook take risque photos for you?
Carefully, you take the album out, moving the box beside you. Your fingers ghost over the front cover before having the courage to open it.
The noise you made awoken Bam, but he ignored you and went back to sleep. You raced to the bedroom, shutting the door behind you.
“What is this?” you questioned, blinking at Jungkook. You held the album open to him, dressed in a tight white tee and leather pants. He looked like a 90s heartthrob, and you were scared to look through the rest, but you may have seen him shirtless in a blazer and jeans.
“You don’t like your present?”
You shook your head. “No, I didn’t say that.”
Jungkook giggled. He propped his arms on the bed, legs spread, a cocky smirk on display.
“Are you trying to seduce me?”
He showed off his pearly whites and wiggled his eyebrows. “Is it working?”
You wandered over between his legs and nodded. “Yes.”
You wondered how it was your wedding, and you were still running around like a chicken with its head cut off. Hyunie and Yuna helped when they could, and you even recruited Minji to be your day-of coordinator so that you wouldn’t have to make all these decisions on your wedding day.
But after a hectic day, you were glad to finally rest and lay your head on the comfy pillow and fluffy duvet. The bed you laid in bore too many memories of you and Jungkook—the two of you getting high, being horny as fuck, and him getting it in the wrong hole. This cabin held many fun memories, and you were excited to add more.
You tugged on the string lamp, turning off the light. Digging deeper into the bed and pillow, you breathed a sigh of relief, ready to go to dreamland.
Just as you were drifting off, a buzzing from your phone awakened you, and when you lifted it to see who it could be—it was none other than your soon-to-be-husband.
You answered the video call but didn’t care to turn on the lights because he broke the rules you had placed for the wedding.
“Kook, what are you doing? You’re not supposed to be calling.”
He’s not wearing a shirt through the screen as the fluffy, white duvet covers him. “Says who?” His elbow props up his head while he’s staring at you.
“Says tradition.”
“Who cares about tradition—Come on, baby,” he pouts, causing a frown and puppy eyes.
“I’ll see you tomorrow. It’s just for one night.”
“Let me talk to my girlfriend before she becomes my wife,” he pouted.
You chuckled. “It’s just a title.”
Jungkook’s offended and scoffs. “Oh, it’s so much more than just a title.”
“You’re going to call me your wife instead of your girlfriend. No big deal.”
“It’s a big deal, alright! I’m honored to be your husband.”
You rolled over on your stomach, propping the phone against the pillow. “Okay, hubby,” you cleared your throat. “Everyone—this is my husband.” You giggled. “You’re right. It has a nice ring to it.”
“See! What did I tell you?”
The both of you quiet down.
“We’ve come a long way, hmm?”
“Yeah, and you’re worth every single step.”
Rolling onto your back, you pick up the phone, then dramatically fan yourself. “Kook, save some words for your vows tomorrow.”
“I have a never-ending list of things I could say.”
“Are you just a boy filled with pure fluff and love?”
He shies away, covering his face with the duvet. “Why, yes, I am.”
You chuckled, furrowing your head further into your pillow. “It’s late, and we have an early day tomorrow. We’re getting married, remember?”
“How could I forget? I can’t wait to see you tomorrow.”
“Goodnight, hubby.”
“Night, wifey.”
The hustle of decorating the cabin was finished the night before, and with Minji, Jimin, and his girlfriend’s help, everything was coming together. The only thing you had on your agenda today was getting married to the love of your life.
Your hair and makeup were in full swing as your makeup artist put the finishing touches on lipstick. You didn’t want anything too glam. Simple and minimal was your mantra for this joyous occasion.
Soft clicks from a camera could be heard from behind as Yuna helped tie your silk top. You and Jungkook opted to capture the wedding on film and digital. It would give it a nice touch of vintage vibes.
Hyunie whistled as she got a close-up of Yuna tying your top. “Wait until Jungkook sees you in this!”
“Stop–it’s just a dress.”
Hyunie shook her head no. “It’s not just any dress. It’s your wedding dress. Trust me. It hits differently.” She wiggled her eyebrows. “And it’s a two-piece, so whenever you wear these pieces separately, you’ll always have some wedding feels.”
You looked at yourself in the mirror, smoothing your silk skirt with the thigh-high slit. You wanted to be practical with your wedding dress. You didn’t want it wasting away in the back of the closet, never to be worn again, so you opted for classic pieces that you can wear again.
Yuna sets the veil’s comb into your hair, letting the tulle drape down. She stood beside you, tilting her head with a smile beaming from ear to ear. She took your hand, making you look at her. “Hey, sis.”
“God—Yuna. Don’t make me cry right now! We just finished my makeup.” The back of your neck began to warm up, and you could feel the tears forming behind your eyes. You fanned yourself, hoping it would stop them from falling.
“I can’t believe this day is finally here.” She dabbed the corner of her eyes, gently wiping away her mascara. “Okay—I need to go check on Indie. Make sure she’s all set. I’ll see you two later.” Yuna tightly embraced you before leaving.
Hyunie takes your hand. “Are you ready, my beautiful bride?”
You faced outward to the breathtaking landscape. The sun is shining, warming up your exposed skin. Closing your eyes, you inhale a deep breath, not taking this moment for granted. You want to savor it, keep it locked up to revisit.
Unbeknownst to you, Jungkook had been watching you from afar, enjoying this moment. Like you, he wishes he could put the world on pause so it could just be the two of you—a point in time where nothing else mattered but you and him.
Jungkook takes his time and chuckles when he sees you tired of standing, waiting for him.
He approaches, wrapping his arms around your waist, removing your veil to kiss your shoulder. He whispers a ‘hi,’ rocking you from side to side.
You leaned back, pressing into him. “Hi,” you repeat as Jungkook kisses your temple.
His kiss sends chills throughout your body. You close your eyes again, and your relationship with Jungkook flashes before you. An overwhelming sensation overtakes every fiber of your being. Your home wasn’t just four walls and a fridge. Instead, it was four limbs and lips to kiss. Jungkook was your home.
“Can we just stay like this for a little while?” He squeezed you tighter. “Before all the chaos?”
You giggled and hummed, turning around to kiss him. “I love you so much.”
It felt like an eternity to finally be standing before him, but the two of you made it–nothing was standing in your way, save for Namjoon, who was performing the ceremony.
Everyone had their turn down the aisle: Yuna walking with Jimin and Taehyung, and even Bam and Indie made the crowd laugh as the flower girl and ring bearer. Bam kept trying to eat the petals as Indie threw them. Yuna had to entice Indie with chocolates as she stood at the end of the aisle.
You were patiently waiting inside, your arm linked with Jin.
“This is your last chance to run,” he teases as you nudge your hip into his.
“I didn’t go through hell and back not to marry Jeon Jungkook.”
Jin chuckles. “Well, come on. Your groom is waiting.”
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The acoustic guitar starts playing, ‘Everything’ by Kina Grannis through the speakers. Everyone turns toward you, watching as you descend the aisle with Jin. Camera clicks are heard in front of you as Hyunie snaps away.
You’re donning a silk two-piece, an open-back top with a tie, and a skirt with a thigh-high split. You opted for a dried flower bouquet of lavender and baby’s breath, and Jungkook had a matching boutonniere.
Your eyes focus on none other than Jungkook. He looks dashing in his classic suit. His soft curls frame his pretty face, and his hands are folded as he patiently waits for you. The corner of his mouth curved up into a grin. He shyly looks to the ground before flicking back up, dimple and bunny smile on display.
When you reach the end, Jin hugs you and whispers, ‘Go get ‘em, tiger.’ You chuckle and turn to Yuna, handing her your bouquet. Jungkook takes your hands, and you stand facing each other in front of Namjoon.
It’s like you have tunnel vision; no one else matters but you and him. You can see Jungkook’s eyes glistening as Namjoon continues his wedding script. Jungkook squeezed your hand a few times before you realized Namjoon was talking to you.
All eyes were on the two of you, ready to exchange vows.
You turn to Yuna to retrieve the vows you had prepared. “I was not expecting you. I was not even looking, but somehow, you came to me as if you knew what I needed. I used to believe that finding someone who would love me would be difficult. I know I’m not the easiest person to love. I’m an over-thinker and don’t convey my wants and needs well, but I’ve found someone who thinks they can take on the challenge.”
There’s light laughter among the guests. Jungkook grins, looking at the ground before flicking back to you.
“There may be times when I’m insecure and spiral into the abyss, but if you’re by my side, I know you’ll always be in my corner, fighting with me and helping me every step of the way.”
You paused and flashed a soft smile, trying to hide your tears. “Jeon Jungkook, you are my dream come true, my world, the joy in my heart. Thank you for loving and accepting me for who I am, my flaws and all.”
You stopped again to dab the tears falling from the corner of your eyes. “And I can’t wait to spend the rest of my life falling in love with you over and over again.”
A stillness remains after you finish your vows. Your eyes quickly glance at the crowd. There are smiles and tears of joy among them.
Namjoon takes the microphone from you, handing it over to Jungkook. He sniffles before clearing his throat and grabbing a piece of paper from his jacket pocket.
He unfolds it in his hands, and you can’t help but notice a slight tremble. “It’s easy for me to love you, which scares me. I’ve never wanted anything so much as I want to hold you every waking minute and every night while I sleep. The question I used to ask myself was ‘How do I love you?’ and now it has become ‘How do I ever stop?’”
“I’ll choose you again and again from start to finish. I’ll choose you when my heart is full, and I’ll choose you even when the days are hard. Maybe I’ve already loved you in a million different ways and through different timelines, but I’m so glad that we’re here now, and I get to love you in this lifetime.”
“There are no more what ifs, what could have been. It’s just you and me saying yes to each other forever. We deserve our happy ending.”
Jungkook looks up to see you holding a tissue, patting your cheeks from the tears. He sees past you and Yuna, also in tears. He lightly chuckles to himself.
The two of you have gone through enough, and Jungkook was right. You didn’t have to live with the what-ifs and the what could have been. This timeline brought you back to him. You could think of many things that could’ve happened—you not taking that meeting in LA, being unable to pick yourself back up, you and Jungkook not breaking up and trying to make it work. But ultimately, you knew you needed to grow, mature, and figure things out before you could be standing here today saying, ‘I do.’
Namjoon proceeds through the rest of his ceremony script by exchanging the rings and, finally, the last thing on the agenda.
“Jungkook, you may kiss the bride,” Namjoon announces.
Jungkook takes a few steps forward, cupping your face and staring into your eyes. “Finally.” He leans forward, closing his eyes. His lips find yours like a magnet.
Cheers from family and friends are boisterous, along with the music that cues up as the two of you are ready to walk down the aisle.
You stand with Jungkook hand in hand. He looks over to you and kisses you again. He lifts your arm, shaking it, yelling a ‘yes’ as the crowd cheers again.
Minji ushered you and Jungkook to a private bedroom, telling the two of you to eat before the reception festivities. But, of course, Jungkook had other plans.
He locked the door and eagerly pressed you against the wall, making you yelp. “Five minutes, that’s all I need.”
“You’re pretty confident, hmm?”
"I can't let this moment go to waste."
"Kook," you whine into his mouth. "Someone's gonna come looking for us."
"Good. I'll tell them we're coming," he grins before kissing you again.
Your hands are flushed against his chest as he trails kisses along your jawline and neck. His hand on the small of your back, pressing you into his growing bulge.
Your fingers tug on his jacket lapels. You're tempted to take off his blazer, but you're in the middle of your wedding celebration. You couldn't get carried away.
He kisses back up your neck, finding your lips again. Shifting your skirt to the side, his hand finds warmth between your legs. He palms against your clit, rubbing circles. He catches your moans with his kisses.
"We can't be so loud, baby."
You unbuckle his belt and pop the button on his dress pants, undoing his zipper. You cup your hand around his hard, clothed erection, stroking him. He gently grabs your hand, making you withdraw from him.
"You first."
He moves your panties to the side, his finger sliding between your folds, spreading your arousal.
"Are you ready for me?"
You loll your head back, jaw slack, making some kind of noise in agreement. He inserts a finger, his palm pressed on your clit again. He starts pumping in and out before adding a second finger. Your walls clench around him when he speeds up.
He squeezes your breast, then pinches your nipple. You're already crumbling, and it's been mere minutes, but your desire for him started long before this.
Jungkook drops to his knees. He gathers your skirt for you to hold. He pulls down your panties, making you step out of them. He flings it off to the side before relishing in you again. He attaches his mouth to your clit, licking and sucking, tugging your legs closer to him. He hurries down further, trying to get to your entrance.
Your hands thread through his hair as he reinserts his fingers. He looks up at you, eyebrows knitted, a stray hair falling as you bite down on your lip, holding in whimpers. Saliva is running down his chin as he continues lapping, trying his best to consume all of you. He pulls away, kissing your clit, nudging his nose into it. At the same time, he's curling his fingers, hitting the sweet spot. He lifts your leg onto his shoulder so he can get better access. He kisses your thigh before attaching his lips to clit again.
You're aching for a sweet release. Your heart is racing, and the fear of someone coming to look for you heightens, and you start rolling your hips, desperate to reach your climax.
"Mm, right here, Kook. Just like that."
His eyes meet yours, and he smiles, knowing he could make you cum quickly. He continues lapping and flicking, finger fucking you. The sensation is too much to handle, and you need to stabilize yourself. He sets your leg down, and his hand grabs the flesh of your ass.
Your skin heats up, hands curl tighter into his hair, the building pleasure causes your legs to shake, and your thighs are closing in on Jungkook. You're biting down on your lip, holding back the moan, desperately trying to escape. You're losing all composure when the tension finally snaps, and you reach your release.
He doesn't let go when you cum. He continues to overstimulate you until you have to push him away. You lean down to kiss him, your slick lingers all over him, and you have to clean him up before he goes back out.
"Fuck–you're so sexy," he says between kisses.
"Your turn."
Jungkook hums. "I'm not gonna last long."
"Then it'll be just like our first time again," you tease, remembering when you sucked him off on your couch.
"Baby–do you have to bring that up right now?"
You giggled and let go of your skirt, reaching to put your panties back on. You nodded, smirking at him. "You can never last long when you’re excited."
"Baby," he whines, letting out a huff.
You kiss him. "I love making you feel that way."
You play with the elastic on his underwear, tugging them down. Jungkook watches as you grin and grip his cock. It involuntarily twitches in your grasp. You have no time to waste. People are waiting for you both.
Kneeling before him, you wrap your hand around his shaft, pumping and twisting his length. Your thumb rubs the pre-cum dripping from him, and then he lets out a sharp hiss when you flick your tongue at his tip. Spitting on his cock, you spread your saliva up and down his shaft with both hands, stroking him.
You peer up at him, and his eyes never leave yours. He’s captivated by this pretty view. You take him in your mouth, swirling your tongue, moaning against him. Laying your tongue flat, it runs along the underside of his cock, following the prominent vein. Your lips are slick and swollen, trying to take more of him in.
“You’re doing so good, baby,” Jungkook bites his lip, gently thrusting forward.
Your lips part around his cock, only taking in the head. Your hand wraps the rest of his shaft, stroking him, and your free hand gently plays with his balls.
A breath is hitched in Jungkook’s throat, his eyes half-lidded, almost rolling back when you take him in inch by inch until your nose is pushed into him.
There’s a knock on the door, and someone tries to open it. “Hey, are you guys almost finished eating?” Minji asked through the door.
The two of you look toward the door. You’re busy gagging on Jungkook’s dick, and he answers, “We’ll be right there.”
You return to sucking and stroking, more frantic than before.
“Fuck,” Jungkook curses a few more times, bucking into you. He cups your face, making you look at him. “Where do you want me to come?”
You quickly pop off, “Mouth.”
He visibly gulps, his cheeks burning at the thought of you swallowing his cum during your wedding. The muscles in his abdomen tighten, the building pleasure ready to explode. Lightning ripples through him, sending shockwaves throughout his body as he finally cums in your mouth. Jungkook groans when you continue to milk him for all he’s worth. The sweat forming on his head trickles down his face.
You wipe off the trailing saliva and swallow his cum. As you fix your skirt and top, Jungkook stuffs himself back in his underwear and pants. The two of you look at each other, smiling like idiots.
“I can’t believe we just did that,” you said, inching closer to kiss him.
Jungkook smirked, wrapping his arms around you. “I can.”
You cleared your throat. “We should scarf down our food and return to our wedding, hmm?”
Wedding festivities were in full swing—smiles, laughter, and chattering filled the outdoor patio. Delicious food in your bellies and mixed drinks coursing through your veins.
Jin walked to the area where the band was playing, his fingers tinkering on the glass to get everyone’s attention.
“Why, hello, beautiful people—and by beautiful people, I mean me.”
You and Jungkook make a face at each other.
“I’m kidding! Everyone here is dressed to impress, and ladies, if any of you is single, come find me afterward.” He looks at Jungkook, and he’s glaring back at his friend.
Jin clears his throat, “Anyway, I’ve seen the highs and lows of your relationship, and I’m honored to be standing here, witnessing how love can withstand so much as long as two people continue to fight for and fiercely love one another. I promise I’ll always be there to support the two of you as best as possible. And remember me when you need a god-parent for your kids.”
You and Jungkook look at each other, shaking your head.
Jin holds up his glass, proposing a toast. “To the bride and groom, may you continue to show us what true love is.”
Everyone raises their glasses, saying “Cheers,” clinking their glasses with one another at their tables.
Yuna stands, walks to Jin, and retrieves the microphone from him. “Hello, everyone. I’m Yuna, the bride's best friend and the groom's big sister. I’m sure some of you are wondering if I was okay with their relationship, and at first, it came as a shock, but as their relationship progressed, I realized how pure their love was for each other. They’ve even taught me a thing or two about love, and if you’ve seen them from the start until now, you’ll see how far they’ve come, and I can’t wait to see what their future holds. I love you both so much.”
Jungkook nudges you, handing you another tissue. Even though this relationship was hard for Yuna to accept, you’re glad she never gave up on you, on Jungkook. If she never trusted the two of you and cheered you on, it would’ve been another relationship you’d have to grieve. But you’re so glad it worked out.
Jin returns, speaking into the mic, “Now—there’s been enough crying for the night. It’s time for the first dance of the bride and groom.
Jungkook stands, holding out his hand for you. He leads you to the dance floor; you let the train of your skirt drape behind you. The piano intro of the chosen song comes on. His hand sits on the small of your back, pressing you closer to him, his other hand holding yours. You press your cheek against his, close your eyes, and breathe everything in—you and him now.
You love holding his hand. The softness of his fingers electrifies every nerve in your body. You love listening to him breathe; it’s a calm reminder for you to slow things down. You love the warmth radiating off his body and onto yours. You love looking into his starry doe eyes and feeling like everything will be okay.
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Entwined, all that we are is defined By each others shipwrecked hearts and I Shiver to think what would have been if I wouldn’t have seen you in time Would we pass by?
“I love you,” Jungkook whispers, kissing your cheek.
A warm smile eases onto your face. “How long will you keep telling me that, hmm?”
He gazes into your eyes. “Forever and ever.”
You giggle. “I like the sound of that.”
Like parachutes and air balloons Or satellites and lonely moons We’d still be drifting far apart But thank the stars we are entwined
The two of you continue to sway to the song until it ends, and the next song comes on, and you just know that Kim Taehyung requested it. The full-on blaring horns and cymbal percussion filled the speakers on blast.
Yes (whoo, ow) It's so crazy right now Most incredibly, it's ya girl, B (yes) It's ya boy, Young You ready?
And the first person on the dance floor, dragging Park Jimin to the floor? None other than Kim Taehyung.
You and Jungkook look at each other, bursting out into laughter. He had pre-gamed before the wedding even started.
“You wanna sit this one out?” Jungkook asked, raising his eyebrows, and you nodded, letting the rest of the crowd have a turn enjoying the reception.
You’re mingling through the tables and greeting friends. Jungkook has Indie in his arms; she’s giggling and squealing at the top of her lungs as she twirls around, and Bam circles and barks at the two. You love watching Jungkook with Indie, and it makes you wonder if you’ll get to have that with Jungkook one day. You’re hopeful and believing for the best.
Namjoon, Jin, Taehyung, and Jimin all take turns whisking you away from your mingling to dance with you. Throughout the night, you’ve been preoccupied with guests, and then you see the one person who hadn’t greeted you and Jungkook yet.
You walk over to Min Yoongi, who’s in a black suit and tucked in a white tee. This is the most you’ve ever seen him dressed up. He’s kept his hair long but put in some effort to style it.
Like clockwork, there’s a glass of alcohol in his hands. He’s looking elsewhere when he notices you. He’s focused on your eyes; then you see him explore your face and flash a gentle smile.
You hold out your hand. “May I have this dance?”
“I don’t dance,” he grumbles.
“Oh, you’re such a liar! I’ve seen you dance.”
“Yeah—when I’m drunk and I’m not drunk enough yet,” he whines.
“Come on. It’s my wedding day. You can’t say no to me.”
He blinks. “No.”
You roll your eyes and drag him by the hand. He leaves his glass on the table, fumbling after you.
“Just one dance, and then you’ll be a free man.”
Yoongi groans as he stands before you. Your hands are on his shoulders, and his hands are on your waist, and you’re both at a respectable distance from one another.
“See, it’s not that bad, is it?”
“It’s horrible actually. Think I’m allergic to dancing,” he teases.
“Shut up, stupid.”
“You shut up,” he spits back.
“You can’t tell me to shut up. I’m the bride.”
“Have you been using that excuse all day?” He narrows his eyes at you.
You show off a cheeky smile. “Yep!”
Yoongi shakes his head, and he beams his gummy-toothed smile.
“Did I get a smile out of Min Yoongi?” You gasp dramatically.
“Consider it your wedding gift.”
You roll your eyes again, and you smack him on the shoulder.
“Yah—” he frowns. “I was going to give you your actual wedding gift, but I’m taking it back now.”
“What?” Your eyes widen. “No, no, no! What is it?”
Yoongi steps back, reaching for something in his pocket. He pulls out a small rectangular box and hands it to you.
The music continues as you flip open the box, and in it, you see a silver titanium spinning top and a silver bishop chess piece, but just like in the movie, it’s hollowed out.
“There’s debate on Cobb’s totem being his ring, but considering you and Jungkook have wedding rings, it seems redundant.”
You chuckled to yourself at the gift. Only Yoongi would get you something like this. “What does it mean?”
Yoongi looks around, and your eyes follow him. His gaze returns to you, along with a soft smile. “This—you and Jungkook—it’s not a dream. It’s real.”
You turn away from him, your heart aching gravely, your eyes glistening from the silly but not-so-silly gift.
“Are you,” Yoongi pauses, “crying?”
You tut, still turned away, quickly wiping your tears. “No, I’m not crying.”
He tilts his head, waiting for you to turn to him. “Hey, what do I always say?”
“It’s okay to cry, just don’t cry alone,” you say monotonously.
He laughs. “Well, at least you remember something I’ve told you.”
You looked at him, your eyebrows knitted. “I listen,” you retort.
The song ends, and the DJ lets guests know only a few songs are left.
“Well, I have to head out. Early roll call tomorrow—you know the drill,” Yoongi says, stuffing his hands into his pants pocket.
You nod. “Thanks for coming. You don’t know how much it meant to me.”
“I wish you and Jungkook all the best,” he flashes a thin smile, and then he pulls you in for a hug, his cheek pressed against yours.
The unexpected display of affection catches you off guard. He’s not known to express affection, but you soften, giving into his embrace.
Yoongi withdraws from the hug, locking eyes with Jungkook as he waits for the two of you to finish. Yoongi gives a small smile, as does Jungkook.
“I’ll see you when I see you?”
The corner of your eyes crinkle as you smile, bidding him farewell.
Jungkook wraps his arms around you from behind, inhaling your scent. “Ready to go home?”
You hummed, nuzzling into him. “Let’s go home, hubby.”
A deep groan escaped your lips when you rolled onto your side, but Jungkook blocked the way, and you couldn’t move further. Your body ached in every nook and cranny. Jungkook did not go easy on you last night.
You sat up with weary eyes, staring at your husband, who was sound asleep, snoring away as if you had nothing to do today, but that was far from the case.
The two of you were setting off to the Maldives later tonight. Jin had taken Bam home after the wedding to dog sit while the two of you are off on your honeymoon.
You shoved Jungkook a few times, and his only response was grunts. “Kook, we need to get up,” you whined, kicking him a few times.
“Mm? Kook is not my name,” he said in a muffled tone as he faced you.
You huffed, clenching your jaw. “Husband, hubby, the love of my life.”
His eyes are closed, and he beams from ear to ear. “Yes, wifey?” He peeked an eye open before shifting into an upright position beside you. He opened his arm up for you to cuddle right in.
You shake your head at your silly husband, kissing his chest. He’s never going to grow old of you calling him that, is he?
“I love you.”
He giggled. “Is that it?”
You hummed.
“I love you more.”
Throughout your wedding day, you couldn't help but think of your relationship with Jungkook. You never expected to fall in love with your best friend's younger brother. You were on the rebound; he had just moved back from LA. It seemed like a lifetime ago that the two of you were sneaking around, getting caught by Yuna. It's strange how life works, how everyone gathers at life events, and this time, instead of a family reunion—like the one where you saw Jungkook again—everyone gathered for a more cheerful occasion, celebrating the two of you.
Chapter One of your life was never-ending, full of life and love. It was messy and complicated, but you felt like it was finally coming to a close, and Chapter Two would be the beginning of something much more beautiful for you and Jungkook.
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Elle..do we know anything about sandray endgame in the OF novel? ‘Cause atp i am 🥲✨SCARED✨
What is happening?? Ofts was going fine up until ep10 and ✨ep11✨ happens. What is jojo thinking?Why did they add Boeing in the penultimate episode. This should have happened during the halloween episode. Then this might have added much more sense.
Boeing: ep10:going after topmew;ep11:going after sandray;ep12:potentially going after boston(if the preview is correct) LIKE WTF IS THIS??!!
1. I am happy for bostonnick with whatever is going on for them(but i wanted an open relationship for them)
2. Topmew topmew topmew I have so many things to say about them like i am happy mew gave him another chance. (Not to make this about me But my ex was a cheater and i gave them a chance though we were happy most of the time i was paranoid if they might cheat again and it didnt end well..so this might be a ‘me’ problem)
3. Cheum babied him just like that, the girl who judges everyone and their mama for everything doesnt feel like what atom said and did is probelmatic????!!! Boston might have gone to jail!!!!
4. SANDRAY. Oh i am trying to collect proper words to write about them.. 💕BOYFRIENDS 💕they are painfully in love with each other😭 but sand baby ily i really do but wtf happened to youu!!i know you might have some lingering feelings about boeing(🤮)and thats okay but dont send away ray your BOYFRIEND and then go and talk to boeing(🤮)
OMG WHERE IS THIS GOING???HOW IS EP12 GONNA END??WE HAVE TOO MANY PROBLEMS TO SOLVE!!ARE WE REALLY GETTING SEASON2???ATP I AM NOT GONNA BE HAPPY WITH AN OPEN ENDING FOR SANDRAY I NEED NEED NEED HAPPY HAPPY BOYFRIEND SANDRAY
Unpopular opinion:they should have ended this with ep10 if they wanted to add boeing in the last 2 episodes
I am really so sorry for ranting so much i wanted to vent my anger somewhere🙏🙏
Love you lots!!❤️
I do not know anything about the novel besides a few snippets I've seen translated, but those are all of scenes we've already seen in the series. And I'm glad for that, because even though the anticipation is killing me, getting spoiled would honestly ruin the whole experience for me (and so close to the end would be heartbreaking).
I have to think that Jojo and the rest of the crew/writers know that adding an ex, particularly at the end of a series, is very common and--imo--is almost always a needless way of stirring up drama. The TopBoeingMew conflict was resolved fairly early in the ep, and I wasn't at all surprised with the way Boeing pursued Sand, but Sand's reaction still bothers me. I take it the writers are using the BoeingSandRay plot to 1) create conflict in SandRay's relationship after they've already resolved their other issues and 2) connect that conflict to Sand personally, seeing as many of the conflicts in SandRay's relationship have been from Ray's side of things.
It's certainly an interesting approach to use Sand's reaction to Boeing as further proof that he doesn't know how to no to people, even those that have hurt him most. While it's true that he didn't reciprocate Boeing's advances or say anything to suggest he was all for them, he also just allowed it to happen. Given what Boeing did to him and the state of his relationship with Ray, I find this behavior just generally odd. It's not entirely out of character, but...it is to some degree.
I'm pleasantly surprised that Nick is portrayed as way less pathetic in his relationship with Boston now. Yes, he was eager to get back with Boston last episode, but he's not groveling at his feet the way he was before. He even expresses hesitation over being in a relationship with Boston when he's going to move away soon. Interested to see if that dynamic will remain consistent or if Boeing will screw things up. (Also, about Cheum, I'm also quite frustrated that she brushes Atom's behavior to the side like it's nothing. Like that was a serious accusation people. Why are we acting like it's nothing??)
I'm glad we got that scene of Top crying to Mew and the discussion of paranoia and distrust in their relationship. I think they've established some healthy communication in the wake of Top's betrayal. This is a personal thing, and it's a valid reaction, but something about Mew's behavior towards Top at the beginning of the episode was incredibly annoying to me. First of all, using Boeing to make Top jealous is just stooping to Top's level, so I'm glad Mew quickly moved on from that. But something about Mew's expressions when talking to Top strike me as so entitled. Mew as a character rubs me the wrong way more often than not, and I'm tempted to say it's all because of that sense of entitlement just ebbing off of him at all times. He's justified in being angry at Top, but every time he's onscreen I can't help but get annoyed.
Prayer circle for happy boyfriends SandRay in the finale!! I'm a bit scared but still hopeful that once this Boeing mess is sorted out, they'll be okay. They were just fine until he came back, which tells me that once he's removed from the situation, they'll go back to being happy and in love. I choose to believe the best. 😊🥲 <3
#never apologize for ranting this is a ranting safe-zone!#we all need to vent after that ep#we'll get through these horrors together ❤️#only friends the series#only friends#ofts#sandray#raysand#topmew#bostonnick#only friends episode 11#ask#only friends ask
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Hmmmm HAHAHA Tbh baby hindi ko alam kung English language ba gagamitin ko o Tagalog.😆 So Tagalog nalang para mas damang dama mo.hehe
So ayon nga nung first met natin hindi ko eneexpect na ganito ka magiging ka-importante sakin hanggang sa nagkausap tayo ng konti non baby na like pinapakilala ako sayo nila Gizelle.HAHA! Alam mo ba nung time na yon parang pag napapatitingin ako sayo parang may something eh pero ayaw ko lang mag assume kasi nga mas bata ka at bakaas prefer mo yung mas bata sayo.😜HAHAHA kaya sinabi ko na agad sa isip ko na magiging close ko ikaw pero friends lang HAHAHA! Then nung nagmessage ako sayo sa Myday mo gusto lang talaga kita Congratulate non baby no other meaning HAHAHA! Hanggang sa hindi ko namalayan panay na tayo nag uusap HAHAHA Ayon naging importante ka sakin hanggang sa minahal na din kita.
Move forward HAHAHA! Baby, gusto kong malaman mo na simula nung naging tayo hanggang ngayon ganon pa din ako sayo mas minamahal nga lang kita baby gusto ko mag sorry kung minsan nafefeel mo na nagbago na ako pero hindi naman talaga like iniisip ko lang na baka malaman ni Mama basta alam mo na yon ayaw kong isipin mo na pinapaalis kita baby kung pwede pang araw-araw kitang papapuntahin dito sa bahay. Pasensya na din kung hindi pa kita mapakilala sa lahat kahit gustong gusto na kitang ipakilala malaman nila na sa akin ka lang.🥺
Baby alam mo minsan naiisip ko na baka isang araw magsawa ka sakin sa sitwasyon na meron tayo pero gusto ko mag-pasalamat baby dahil sa kabila ng lahat hindi mo ko iniiwan at patuloy mong pinapatunayan yung sarili mo sakin na karapat dapat ka sakin.🥺
Tama na nga ang drama HAHAHA baka maumay kana diyan kakabasa HAHAHAHA pero yan lahat ng nasa loob ko baby at gusto kong malaman mo yan baby alam ko paulit-ulit ko tong sinasabi sayo at palagi kong uulutin sayo, hindi kita iiwan kahit iwanan ka ng lahat. Masaya ako baby na meron akong ikaw ayiieeee HAHAHA
Happy First Month.
Mahal kita palagi baby.🤍✨
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𝑴𝑨𝑫𝑰𝑵𝑨 𝑴𝑬𝑴𝑬𝑻, 𝑺𝑯𝑬/𝑯𝑬𝑹 𝑷𝑹𝑶𝑵𝑶𝑼𝑵𝑺, 𝑫𝑹𝑬𝑨𝑴𝑺𝑯𝑨𝑫𝑬
To CHARLOTTE DEGRAVES, the whole world looks like an open page. With a leap of faith, their ability of FERAL MIND grows a little stronger. They are a TIGER shade aligned to THE ORDER OF ATH. For THIRTY-SEVEN years, they have survived a world of magic with both their AFFECTIONATE + HEADSTRONG and CATTY + SUPERFICIAL reputations. They work as a TIGER HEAT CLUB OWNER & AN AMATEUR FOOT MODEL, but if they could change their fate, they’d want to KEEP HER SISTERS SAFE.
─── 𝐃𝐄𝐓𝐀𝐈𝐋𝐒.
Listen up, babe, because this is who you are, and we’re only saying it once – you're a whirlwind of Moira Rose and Carole Baskin energy wrapped up in one explosive package. The town knows you as that Alimjan sister with a reputation, the one who sent her husband packing ( six feet under ), Julien Degraves, in the most enigmatic way possible. Your realm is Tiger Heat, a haven where music and magic collide, but you're not just a host –you’re a ringleader of inclusivity, welcoming grass kids ( you know the kids who used to sit in the grass during lunch and hiss at people ), and the black sheeps of the family. The world's a stage, and everyone is going to dance, and celebrate or you’ll scream !! But that's not all, Lottie. You're not just a queen of the night; you're a fashion icon too. Clown Couture? Yeah, that's you, turning glitter into art and sequins into a lifestyle. And those three LITERAL TIGER cubs? More than family, right? You're the lioness to these little tigers, fierce and protective. Here's the kicker: You're the big sister, the eldest among Dottie, Dollie, Rosie, and Josie, but oh boy, you definitely channel that mama bear energy. Let's not forget your temper – a warning sign for anyone daring to get on your bad side. So, Lottie Degraves, you're a tsunami of glitter, fierceness, and unpredictability. A showstopper, a sister, and a force to be reckoned with.
─── 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐂𝐒.
NAME: Charlotte Lottie Degraves NICKNAME: Lottie DATE OF BIRTH: January 28th GENDER: she/ her HEIGHT: 5’6” MARKINGS: a mole on her big toe TATTOOS: none PIERCINGS: her ears DECORUM: she always has to stand out with pink fuzz, quirky uses of denim, boots that shine, & the occasional glitter business suit. She loves to accessorize and you bet your bottom dollar that her tiger cubs ALWAYS match. SCENT: a minty trace of catnip, bubblegum cigarettes & Elizabeth Arden’s White tea GOALS: World Domination ✨ FEARS: Her grandmother POSITIVE TRAITS: Eccentric, Assertive, Talkative NEUTRAL TRAITS: Impractical, Confident, Curious NEGATIVE TRAITS: Scattered, Aggressive, Outcast ZODIAC: Aquarius Sun, Aries Moon & Aries Rising ALIGNMENT: chaotic evil TEMPERAMENT: sanguine ELEMENT: air PRIMARY VICE: Wrath PRIMARY VIRTUE: Temperance TROPE: Attention Whore, Comedic Sociopathy, Drama Queen, Everything’s Better with Sparkles, Impractically Fancy Outfit, Large Ham, No Inside Voice, Pretty in Mink, What the Hell Is That Accent? INSPIRATION: She’s a mix of Moira Rose, Monalisa Saperstein, Noho Hank from Barry & heavily inspired by Carole Baskin OCCUPATION: Illegal Animal Handler, Amateur Foot Model, Owner of Tiger Heat and CEO of a small company called of Clown Couture LLC. RESIDENCE: A house on the hill that resembles a mansion, that is always open to her sisters, though they’d have to sleep on couches due to the extra rooms being flooded with clothes and accessories for both her and her tiger cubs. HOBBIES: acrobatics ( when she was younger ), golfing, animal rights, sewing ( she has a small passion for costume designing ), Shopping HABITS: always losing her purse, speaking in a trained Trans Atlantic accent, never using her inside voice, pointing out the obvious ( Don’t tell her not to look at your Ex at the bar, she will ✨ ), chewing gum harshly and sticking it under tables, zoning out in boring conversations, succumbing to her own narcissism
─── 𝐀𝐁𝐈𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐈𝐄𝐒.
FERAL MIND
The user can tap into a primal instinctive state of mind, which can release an unstoppable rage that allows them to perform in vastly increased capacity, taking and inflicting damage that they couldn't or wouldn't in their normal state. In some cases, the user's mind descends so far into the feral state that, mentally, they are little more than wild animals. The intensity of Feral Mind is based upon which variations are in play one being relatively tame, to all three being unmanagable.
VARIATION 1. ENHANCED AGILITY
User with this ability can go from one motion to another effortlessly, effectively dodge attacks, swing from things easily, sprint, do back-flips, leap across rooftops, and numerous other gymnastic, athletic and martial implements with little to no effort. Agility is "the ability to rapidly respond or change by adapting its initial stable configuration", the ability to change the body's position efficiently, and requires the integration of isolated movement skills using a combination of balance, bodily coordination, speed, reflexes, strength, and endurance.
VARIATION 2. ENHANCED CLAWMANSHIP
Users, either innate or through training, are masters of wielding claws as weapons. The user is able to wield claws with great proficiency in brute power and close quarter combat. When it comes to wielding different weapons, the claws are the closest to hand-to-hand combat. User is able to climb and otherwise move effortlessly and smoothly on angled and/or vertical surfaces, able to take advantage of any handholds they find, no matter how small, on trees, rocks, walls, etc using their claws.
VARIATION 3. ENHANCED BITE
The power to have bite force greater than that of the ordinary. Users have an inhumanly strong bite, either because of sharp fangs/teeth, augmented jaw-muscle structure, etc. User can easily rip out/off the body parts from a target's body, whether it be the arms, legs, organs, head, spine, etc. Usually done by brute force, or can be done supernaturally as well.
─── 𝐈𝐍𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐘.
FEATHERED VEIL OF CHARISMA: This ornate feathered veil grants a +2 bonus to Charisma checks while worn. Additionally, once per day, the wearer can release a dazzling burst of colorful feathers, forcing all creatures within 15 feet to make a Wisdom saving throw or be charmed for 1 minute. TIGER QUEEN'S GLITTERING BOOTS: These knee-high boots are embedded with sparkling sequins and allow the wearer to cast the "Misty Step" spell once per short rest, teleporting in a burst of glitter up to 30 feet. SHIMMERING SUNGLASSES: These crescent moon-shaped sunglasses grant advantage on saving throws against blinding effects and can be used once per day to cast the "Suggestion" spell on a target. GILDED CHOKER OF ELOCUTION: This exquisite choker enhances the wearer's speech and presence. They gain advantage on Charisma checks related to persuasion, and their words are imbued with a subtle charm that captivates listeners. TIGER CLAW PENDANT: A pendant in the shape of a tiger's claw, set with a sparkling gem. When worn, it grants the user enhanced agility, allowing them to add a +2 bonus to Dexterity checks and saving throws. 6.GEMSTONE HAIRPINS: A set of intricately designed hairpins embedded with sparkling gemstones. When used to secure hair, they grant the wearer advantage on Performance checks for music or dance. ENCHANTED BANGLE OF EVASION: A bangle adorned with swirling patterns. Wearing it grants the user the ability to use the "Evasion" ability as a rogue, allowing them to dodge area effect spells and abilities. SATIN RIBBON SASH: A delicate satin sash that shimmers in different colors. When worn as a belt, it grants the user the ability to cast "Color Spray" once per short rest.
─── 𝐈𝐍𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒.
COLOR SPRAY: A dazzling array of flashing, colored light springs from your hand. Roll 6d10, the total is how many hit points of creatures this spell can effect. Creatures in a 15-foot cone originating from you are affected in ascending order of their current hit points (ignoring unconscious creatures and creatures that can't see). MISTY STEP: Briefly surrounded by silvery mist, Lottie teleports up to 30 feet to an unoccupied space that you can see.
POTIONS
POTION OF GLAMOUR: Drinking this potion gives the user a radiant and captivating appearance, granting advantage on Charisma checks ELIXIR OF AGGRESSIVE ELEGANCE: This potion boosts the drinker's physical and mental prowess, granting a +2 bonus to Strength and Charisma for 1 hour. However, it also imposes disadvantage on Dexterity saving throws during this time due to their heightened self-assuredness. POTION OF CHARMED BANTER: After drinking this potion, the user gains the ability to engage in witty and flirtatious banter effortlessly. They have advantage on Persuasion and Deception checks for the next hour. TONIC OF SPARKLING ENERGY: This potion fills the drinker with boundless energy. For the next 10 minutes, they gain a fly speed of 30 feet and resistance to exhaustion. However, after the effect ends, they suffer one level of exhaustion. PERFUME OF ENCHANTING AURA: Applying a drop of this magical perfume grants the user a captivating aura. They gain advantage on Charisma checks and can use an action to release a burst of fragrance, casting "Calm Emotions. 6.TIGER BREW: Drinking this potion covers the user in a sparkling layer of magical glitter stripes. They become resistant to radiant damage, and any creature that makes a melee attack against them takes radiant damage in return.
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