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[coffinlordcrafts]

✨🦇 Good evening 🧛🏻✨

Welcome to Coffin Lord Crafts! 🕺🏻

My name is Max and I’m a trans multidisciplinary artist! This is my side blog to post my art and stuff from my shop I’m hoping to open soon! My main blog that I follow back from is @coffinlord

I mostly do traditional drawing, printmaking, and I make pins, stickers, and jewelry. Here's some of my stuff! 💀🛁

✨ Commissions: OPEN ✨

I’m currently offering graphite and ink drawing commissions with payment through paypal, venmo, or ko-fi! Here are some examples and my full commission sheet can be found here!

Thanks for visiting ✨🕺🏻

[shibaraki]

I like ‘bad’ fanfiction I like crackfic and silly AUs I like fic that diverges so far from canon that it’s practically unrecognisable and fic that is blatantly self indulgent I like fanfics with no plot and cliches and predictable twists and repeated tropes! not every fanwork has to be a bestselling novel every single fic has a place and a purpose and sometimes I want to come home and read something that doesn’t require me to think! sue me

[sweetercalypso]

I don’t know what they put in the life is strange soundtrack but that shit is so good I started playing it in the car today 🤩

[cupophrogs]

Here you go! You make me happy! ❤️

I’m sOBBING HI CLOUDY!!! 💚💙💘🩷💙🕺🏻🌼💖🪻💜🎶⚡️🪸✨🌹🌷🪻🌷🏵️💅💥⚡️🏵️💜💙⚡️💚🕺🏻🌼🕺🏻 you have no idea how quickly i was smiling, this made my whole day; thank you!!🌼💚🌹��💘🥹👍🌸💅🏵️💅👍💖🥹🪻👍🌼🌷🎶🏵️🕺🏻💅🌸🕺🏻🌹🩵💚💚🩵

[darkcomedies]

today i was talking with my playwriting professor about how i potentially want to shift my focus away from my career and towards self care to do some intensive trauma work and she replied “writing is my passion but me? working on myself? that has been my life’s work. i am my life’s work.” on a wednesday at 3 PM

[importantpeachfury]

ur swag, u get a gold star!!

⭐️

Yippie!! ⭐️😊

[whenthegoldrays]

THIS ONE IS SO GOOD

[reegis]

commissions closed!!!! thank you so so much to everyone that got one or donated ily proposing marriage asap 💖💖💖💖

[gossip-girl-of-middleearth]

I just got bullied for the first time in like, four years since high school and I don’t even know how to feel LMAO

SO, I work in an office currently as a sort of in-between thing before I start my dream job next month, and this one bitchy dude started after me and decided he HATES me for whatever reason

He’s really two-faced and bosses everyone around even though we trained him and is clearly trying to go for a promotion to supervisor or something

A few things he’s done since deciding he hates me:

Saw that I was in a conversation with my favourite coworker who’s also his roommate and legit interrupted our convo and forced her to switch seats with him so he sat in between us, thus ending our conversation

Ignores me every-time I try to start a conversation

I was in the middle of doing a task and he points at a counter and is like “someone should really clean that” referencing me, when he was literally just standing there

Always throws me under the bus

Offered me something I can’t eat in front of everyone knowing I’m lactose intolerant then laughed

Other annoying shit I can’t even remember

And then TODAY, oml literally I reverted back to being an awkward high school girl for a sec before I remembered my great ✨jaskierfication✨ in 2021

I received a phone call from work from a customer with an odd accent and they were being really difficult and then hung up on me

I was like “uh… okay, dick” and threw the phone back down onto my desk

My bitchy coworker and my fave coworker/his roomie (gasp betrayal) come walking down the stairs laughing and walk up to me and say it was them prank calling me

Their vibes were rancid and I was just like “wtf I’ve got work to do” and then they legit said the words out loud, “Omg, so funny, we were literally laughing so hard at you upstairs—”

Bro…

[there-will-be-a-way]

My current life situation

Had a good grip on my life. Did an internship at a hospital and planned to start my apprenticeship as a geriatric nurse this autumn. Finished trauma therapy in March. Stopped abusing substances. Moved forward with my transition. Established a stable social environment with friends who support me (and who are mostly like 30 years older than me because I tend to get along better with older people 🤷🏻‍♂️).

And then the next level of trauma came. Not in that I remembered more traumatic incidents. But that now, that I processed the incidents, I can see their impacts more fully. Their consequences - and there's one thing in particular that I can't live with. I think about it 24/7 when I'm not distracted. As it is now, I can't just leave it like that so I'm waiting to get an appointment at an advice center for victims of violence to maybe start the whole process of going to court for what I witnessed (or find a different way to live with the Thing).

On the other hand I doubt my "memories". I got told my doubt is more like denial. A mechanism to protect myself. But who knows. So maybe no court after all. But. I need. To do. Something. Because if I can trust my memories, I have to shine some light on what happened. Couple of days ago I realized that I've been obsessed with this "memory" since 2019.

But speaking about what I saw and experienced could end in me losing my entire family (at least that's what I think, fear). Dramatic. Pretty sure they would doubt me too. And maybe rightfully so, who knows.

But anyway. That's where I'm at atm. Not knowing whether to go left or right. What to believe and not to believe. If I can trust myself. Oh wow, more drama, Mika. There's more tension in me than I can cope with in a healthy way. Strength training works. Other than that I manage by getting drunk in the evenings to fall asleep and getting drunk during the day to avoid my thoughts and get shit done. But I haven't been doing this for long. (It always comes and goes in phases.)

I know I'll find a way, though. I always do. And although all of this sounds difficult to me, I'm still fine somehow. I'm chilling. But maybe I'm just numb.

[pop-punklouis]

hope i just logged on how are you feeling about all of this?? i’m truly just numb

[septembersghost]

today I'm stuck on how E sings "I've gotta stop myself from whispering your name." (I am going to annoy you with these messages!)

she even 💋 kisses 💋 me like you used to do! and it's just 💔breaking my heart 💔 'cause she's not you...

(you could not annoy me, it's entertaining <3)

[whenthegoldrays]

@mintandcreme

ITS THAT TIME OF YEAR AGAIN

[importantpeachfury]

how are ya? ive noticed ppl bein rude, im sorry abt them

how has ur day been? doin anythin fun? anythin planned? had enough water today?

I’m used to weird asks lmao 😙

My day has been alright I guess, I’m stuck torturing myself with three projects due tmr 😢 but I plan to splurge at the mall later🙂‍↕️🕺🏻🕺🏻

[hismourningflower]

circe saga is keeping me controlled rn or i wouldve been way ruder with what im typing rn

i thought circe saga would make it worse honestly but i can’t wait for my evening entertainment