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FINALLY FINISHED!! (you might need to click on the drawing for better quality)



This is usually how I would dress in animal crossing.

#I really love how this turned out#i even doodled too here and there of little charms or items that are in the game.#my favorites are in the far top left corner#those were the first ones I did since I wanted to test out some markers I haven't shown yet#I love me some western shit#hell yeah!#I'm still in debt but still striving#My experience in animal crossing is the exact way of living the American way#✨️struggling financially✨️#I hope to pay fully by the end of the week.#there is no worry or anyone hovering over my shoulder to pay but I still want to pay it off to keep expanding my home#I have a living room/half bedroom#a bathroom#and a kitchen#I want to have the best and complete looking home that's to my liking#yes yes#I can ramble on and on about animal crossing if needed#for now#I can keep rambling in the tags of anymore art I do that's animal crossing related#because there's a whole lot to say about this game#anyways#rambles#artists on tumblr#traditional art#animal crossing#acnh#animal crosing new horizons#animal crossing fanart#self insert
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change your life ✨️
feel free to join me in this. I'm going to try to post every day about how I did <3
- get at least 7 consecutive hours of sleep. I've found if I go to sleep and then wake up back for a couple hours and then finish the 8 hours I feel I incredibly unrested. I keep myself accountable by using pokemon sleep which has a great alarm, so I'm looking forward to trying this instead
- read or listen to an audiobook for 30 minutes. literacy is a muscle, and using it is important, but sometimes I can't just sit down and read a book, and audiobooks are great for when I'm cleaning or cooking or folding laundry
- get sun daily. humans are a lot more like plants than you would think and so it is important to get some sun, even when it's a wintery sun that's cold or when it's a blazing furnace. Since I have some mental health issues and am unable to go outside im going to at least open my curtains, and if possible, crack a window to get some fresh air
- start a hobby you can enjoy. this one can be difficult because a lot of things require some sort of financial investment. for me, my hobbies for these six months is going to be writing and annotating books. but being creative is great for the human mind.
- learn to be comfortable alone. honestly this one will be difficult. personally, I live in a studio. privacy is nothing i experience, butthe little moments where you find yourself escaping with TV playing or music pause it and sit with yourself, how else can you learn to love someone if you avoid them 🥰
- meditate daily. this will be something I struggle with so much, but I'm going to try in the mornings since that's my peak time <3 and that's when I plan on doing a yoga flow during the sunrise
- eat healthy nutritious food. I hate cooking and I hate eating. having autism can make these really difficult for me to do, but I'm really really trying. I started the week before last to work on figuring out what snack foods I can prep, and now i just need to work on planning out some meals.
- positive affirmations everyday. I really struggle to have positive self talk because it feels so awkward and uncomfortable because I've been pessimistic for so long, but I want to change that ^^
- reduce screen time. this is going to be specifically targetting mindless scrolling for me. I have a tiktok account that I use for motivation, same with my tumblr account, and I also read on my phone and use my sleep app that I need to keep open at night.
- practice gratitude. my goal is to at night reflect on the day to try and find the good. I already reflect on my days and pick a mood, but I want to create lists of things i am grateful for, especially while I'm in between jobs.




#aesthetic#clean girl#motivation#vanilla girl#photo collection#routine#self care aesthetic#self healing#self improvement#self impowerment#self love#peachy days#that girl
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Back home from the con !!
I am exhausted but I had a good time w/ friends at our combined booths✨️ And even if the con was not all that good this year financially being with my friends still made it worth hehee
There were lots of parents with small kids/families this year though and neither was the audience for the allover merch of the con, so I was a bit confused ??? It was a struggle for 90% of all the artists there ough.. Most parents were walking past without a glance or a 'bonjour' and pulling their kids away from the tables. They were just here to see ?? The cosplaying contest and music animations on the nearby stage ?? Yeah that was something...
Very shook though that I actually got a few art commissions there, stuttered a few times and was scared to talk to most fellow artists but it's getting a bit better each year eee
Also I've been attending the same con for years though, and my friends and I are considering attending other cons outside of Strasbourg eventually so yeah that's a good motivation to get a driving license !
#getting some rest and back to freedom of drawing with no time limit yippee#oh I got a sticker of lady oscar that says macron explosion and it's truly my most precious piece of loot of everything I bought- fantastic
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I wish sometimes ✨️
I want to be more 🌱
More than what I am today, a newness from what I am used to. More than what I always have been my whole life. 🪴
but then I realize what more can I actually be? REALISTICALLY 💭
What more can I even grow into? From this? No way. It is already more than enough. I should be happy with this. No one can do more than that. This is not logical 🤖
So I stop wanting to be more than what I already am.
-Avg moon dominant thoughtprocess
Moon 🌙 is magic. The key to manifestation. Giving you the results that not even the obsession (rahu), nor the hardwork (saturn), neither the luck (jupiter) can give you.
Where it is impossible to think. To believe. Almost absurd. This is where you need magic, (Thats why mostly moon is used in manifestation other than offcourse its feminine aspects) Which only moon can provide. The innocence and wonder of child of subconscious. The just "I want it, I don't know how or the situations" this is not Rahu's "I want it, I don't know how I will get it but I will get it." No, it is like that child asking for toy without knowing why it might be a scam or the financial situation of parents. The child wants it.
Which by irony moon dominant (Rohini, hasta and Sharvana) people themselves struggle with the most. Talk to any moon dominant person you will see them talking about logic the most. Offcourse after our honorable venus dominant people. But yes they do. Not crushing just their own dreams but maybe their kids or their closed one's dreams too just by "but this is almost illogical".
Moon is mind afterall. All aspects of it. So offcourse moon people's biggest weapon is their biggest problem as well. The problem they struggle with the most.
I want to grow. But what I have is already way more than enough. What else what more even I can grow into?
Yes you can. Just uncage yourself. Your moon is calling you. 📞 🌕
(In gif: Priyanka Chopra Jonas)
#astrology#nakshatra#sidereal astrology#astrology community#astro notes#vedic astrology#tarot#astro observations#astrology observations#claire nakti#rohini nakshatra#rohini#zodiac notes#sidereal taurus#sidereal zodiac#hasta nakshatra#shravana#sidereal virgo#sidereal chart#capricorn#vedic astro observations#vedic chart#vedic astro notes#astro blog#astro community#witch community#witchblr#occult#birth chart reading#zodiac
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Pile I Pile II Pile III
What is the end of the year bringing to you? What is changing for you ? We all work hard each year to accomplish specific goals and whether it works as we planned or not, there is always something we can be proud of 🥀🧧
This is a general reading, so take what resonates and/or applies to your situation/ life circumstances ᝰ.ᐟ
Pile I
Hi there pile I and welcome to your reading 🥀🧧
Your main card here is 7 of wands here. You have put some effort into personal development I hear, you have faced setbacks or refusals in terms of making (maybe) a business connection, or collaborating with others. People you worked alongside with, or some around you, might have not fully supported you along the way.
What is changing this year for you has to do with personal power and achievements. You picked yourself up, stood your ground and didn't let disappointment make you give up. Rewards here I see being mostly "quiet ones". You recognising your own strength, being proud of yourself, more hopeful that no matter what you face, you can succeed and some financial abundance as well.
For some, I'm getting that people who harmed you, or are owning you something will pay back in some way, whether it is real money they own you, or a metaphorical "pay".
Your connection with other will improve too. Maybe you let those unsupportive people in 2023, and are ready to meet new people, new business partners.
You have overcome a lot this year, negative habits, negative people, and will reap the fruits of your own labour. People will learn not to take advantage of you anymore.
In fewer words, your 2024 will be about personal power, confidence and strength.
Thank you for reading, and wish you all the best in the upcoming year ✨️🫶🏻
Pile II
Hi there pile II and welcome to your reading 🥀🧧
When picking your cards I heard emotional stability for this pile, so for some of you this can be the main and actual theme.
You might have worked towards that for a long time, and it took a long time to reach this point, and now it finally here.
For others, and probably most of you, this is about security in general. You worked hard to live a more secure, happy and fulfilled life, and you will get to see this happening in the next year. You will see life with a new pair of eyes this year.
Your life will look better to you, and you will be more satisfied with different opportunities opening up, or simply by living in the comfort you wished to all this time. This will make you a person who can extend their hand to others as well, and maybe offer some help or advice, or be more present for those closest to you/ your family, spending some quality time with them, etc.
Thank you for reading, and wish you all the best in the upcoming year ✨️🫶🏻
Pile III
Hi there pile III and welcome to your reading 🥀🧧
Why is pile 3 always the cryptic one haha. My cards don't really want to give any specific details on what this is about, but I have big cards, and they show a drastic change, a new route, something you might have been waiting to happen.
Maybe there are different things each one of you wish to happen, so that's why my reading is so 'general'.
This could be about something you struggled with for a long time, or a person. It's something you wished and hoped for to happen, its a change that you ptobably won't see coming.
You will be a totally different person. There will be rapid growth and improvement with this new path.
I don't get much of this being about a person... but rather a choice you will make for your growth. It's possible that you will meet someone along the way, but I don't see something romantic in nature.
Most I can see is a choice, and then stability on the other side. You seem to have went through some disappointments and are done with this. New year new me really suits you ✨️.
Last thing I heard while doing your reading was " wait and you'll see!" ✨️☁️
Thank you for reading, and wish you all the best in the upcoming year ✨️🫶🏻
#tarot reading#pac reading#pick a card#pick a picture#tarot cards#tarotblr#tarotcommunity#pick a pile#tarot#tarot pac#tarot spreads
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hiii!! i have sagittarius venus, 22° in the 2h, how would you interpret this? tysm 💞
Hi dear 💞💞 here's my interpretation of this placement:
Venus in Sagittarius loves boldly and with optimism. You value honesty, freedom, and experiences. In love, you’re drawn to people who inspire you, teach you something new, or share your thirst for adventure. You're playful, flirtatious, and idealistic—but can get bored quickly if things feel too predictable.
In the 2nd house, which rules self-worth, money, and personal values, this placement suggests you see love and beauty as tied to your sense of security. You want to earn money in a way that feels aligned with your beliefs, maybe through travel, teaching, or anything that expands your horizons. You may have luck with finances, but you’re also generous—sometimes too much.
22°, often called the “kill or be killed” degree in astrology, gives this Venus an edge. You might struggle with intense lessons around trust, loyalty, and self-worth. You’re learning how to balance your need for freedom with stability—both financially and emotionally. There could be deep fears of losing independence or being tied down, but also a powerful ability to rebuild your value system after challenges.
P.S. If you want a deeper, personalized breakdown of your chart (including aspects, transits, and more), I'm offering paid readings ☺️💞 you can tap here for the link ✨️
#astro notes#astro observations#astrology#astro community#mercury#venus#sagittarius#venus signs#love#astrology readings
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I wanted to take a moment to thank everyone who has followed, shared, and supported my work. It means the world to me 🙇✨️💖 the past few months have been really hard, and I'm still struggling financially, so if you can spare a moment to share this post around or donate a dollar or two, I would be incredibly grateful.
Currently, I'm at 11% of my goal!

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⭐️choose anything senticousin✨️💫
Hoho, YES. I was re-reading the end of Keep me from the cages this morning, so this is the perfect opportunity to tell you more about my inspiration, East of Eden by John Steinbeck.
East of Eden is, at its core, a story about humanity’s struggle to do good: for Adrien, this manifests through destructive and self-destructive tendencies, which he eventually overcomes by rejecting akumatisation and letting Felix back into his life. I reused a lot of imagery from the novel, but the end was particularly fun to write because I flipped it all upside down:
“It’s so fragile.”
Adrien held the first bean as if it were a heart, as if it were pulsing against his palm: the day was young, the garden thawed at last, and lemonade waited underneath the porch.
The world kept on spinning, not dead, not crumbling between his claws.
In the novel, Cal plants beans because he knows there will be a high demand for canned goods during WWI. He hopes the money he makes selling them will get his father out of financial trouble and finally earn him his love. Because said father is an, uh, interesting fella, he ends up refusing Cal’s offer and encourages him to turn to a more virtuous path — like his twin brother Aron, who can do no wrong! This sets off a massive jealousy episode in Cal, which in turns pushes him to reveal a cruel truth to Aron, which in turns leads him to joining the army and getting himself killed.
(If this sounds reminiscent of Cain and Abel’s story, that’s because it’s meant to be.)
But!!! Obviously that’s not what happens in Keep me from the cages!!! The fathers are DEAD and what was meant to separate the siblings becomes the symbol of a brand new start. Something Adrien can hold in his hands without hurting it, something that will grow and flourish if they both take care of it.
Speaking of war — you may have noticed bellicose vocabulary throughout this last scene:
« Felix slid his gloves off, satisfied with his work: perfectly circular dents dotted the forest-scented soil, lined up for inspection like a well-trained platoon. »
« A soil-filled shell murdered the sentence, wrecking chaos in its wake: they coughed and trembled, shaken by the dampness against their tongue. »
« This time, cat-like reflexes kicked in: Adrien ducked between a giant bag of fertiliser, swiftly launching his counter attack. »
« Laughter echoed through the blooming garden, filling the gushing wound of the alcove. »
The kids are rewriting their story and turning what should have separated them into a game. BECAUSE THEY ARE CHILDREN. THEY SHOULD BE ALLOWED TO BE SILLY.
There’s also a reference to the 1955 movie (Very good movie, fairly good adaptation…? The themes are all there, but the characters feel off.) earlier in the story, but I will keep this one secret because I’d love for people to watch it!
Thanks for the ask! 🌱
#But I will tell you in DMs Clara!#miraculous ladybug#adrien agreste#chat noir#felix graham de vanily#senticousins#east of eden#ask games#nina writes#keep me from the cages
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after being laid off in march, i'm still out of work and i'm starting to struggle a lot financially. i intend to open up more fic comms in due course once i've finished this first batch🥹
in the meantime, if you like my fics and if you'd like to support me, tips are massively appreciated:
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Hi there. I hope you are doing well. Thanks for offering reading! I have two questions:
1. What can I do to improve my career?
2. What will 2025 bring in my love life?
My initials are TG and emojis: 🌸🌙
Q1: You need a solid game plan. The 5 of pentacles shows you might be feeling stuck or struggling financially, but the 3 of wands is a reminder that there are opportunities ahead—you just have to be strategic. The high priestess is telling you to trust your intuition; deep down, you already know what direction feels right. Be careful with the king of swords reversed—it could mean bad advice or overthinking yourself into a corner. Focus on clarity (ace of swords) and discipline, even when progress feels slow (knight of pentacles reversed). Small, consistent steps will take you further than rushing into something unplanned.
Q2: It’s a mix of healing and new possibilities. The 5 of cups shows you’re still processing some past disappointments, and the sun reversed might make things feel a little unclear at times. But there’s emotional depth here—queen of cups means you’ll be more in tune with your feelings and what you truly need in love. The world reversed suggests some unfinished business with your past, but the knight of Cups brings romantic opportunities. 2025 might not be a fairytale, but it’s definitely bringing movement in your love life.
-xoxo✨️
#thanks for playing!#free tarot game#sending you love#hope you have a wonderful day#feedback is appreciated
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🧿 Practice Gratitude Journal 3/17/2025 🧿
What do you appreciate and like about the things you own?
🌟 It's not really something I own, but I am very thankful for our water supply. It does make our lives easier!
Write down three things that happened today or in the last week for which you're grateful.
🌟 I'm thankful for the free rice that's been given today and all the blessings that still comes our way despite of the struggles we face.
🌟 I'm thankful for my health and my family's health.
🌟 I had a fight with my boyfriend earlier. Partly his fault but mainly mine. I'm thankful and glad we were able to communicate well and got it resolved fast.
Take five minutes to think about all the things for which you are grateful, and write down as many as you can.
🌟 Life
🌟 Another day
🌟 Healing
🌟 Good health
🌟 Good food
🌟 Safety
🌟 Job opportunities
🌟 Family and sincere friends
🌟 My boyfriend, Joseph
🌟 Our pets
🌟 Shelter
🌟 Electricity
🌟 Water supply
🌟 Internet
🌟 Some financial blessings
Plan and implement an activity to express your gratitude.
🌟 Be consistent in doing the daily morning and night prayers, as well as, writing the Practice Gratitude Journal every Monday and Thursday.
✨️ Additional Notes ✨️
There have been a lot of negative news on my Facebook timeline lately and I noticed that it does affect me some as well. There are many bad things going on in the world right now and they are out of my control. Still, I can't help but feel all kinds of negative emotions towards them sometimes. It's not good. On the other hand, I'm also learning to appreciate how lucky I am that I have a safe place to stay, I am with my loved ones, able to eat some good food, have access to basic needs like water and electricity. Well, let's add internet on the list as well.
Anyway, the picture on the left was taken early this morning. It's nice to wake up cozied up with our dogs. The picture on the right was taken just a few minutes ago. Chacha was barking and howling at the dogs outside. He's such a loud but gentle doggo.
Moods: 🙏Grateful, 😌Calm, ☹️Sad
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Bee story remake✨️
Birthdate: May 23rd, 1958
Legal Names: Pheonix Vera Oh, Svetlana.
Codenames (not in order): The Glory, Widow, Яблочко (Bullseye), Viper, Boss.
Height: 7ft 3 inches
Weight: Approximately 240-340Ibs
Nationality/Ethnicity (Idk the difference..): Czech/Russian
Languages: Czech, Russian, English, German, Navajo, Vietnamese, Spanish, small bit of Greek.
2005 ref
The lore✨️:
(TWS: abuse, r@p3/SA, murder, mentioned c@nn!b@l!sm, Alcoholism, skinning.)
Early life - Bee was born during the Soviet Union, specifically on Czechoslovakia grounds. Her mother had her very young, so she was forced to hand Bee over to an orphanage despite being nameless at birth. Commonly referred to as Bisytsia (she-devil), Ježibaba (Forest witch that lures kids in via sweets just to catch & eat them), Mamuna (Demoness), and Patercha(?) (Spirit of the dead, unbaptized child), etc. By other children, typically, for her unnaturally glowing eyes and red hair. She tended to be left out of groups and activities because of her appearance and the fact she never spoke or made much of a sound. The caretakers tried to get her to interact with others, but she took no interest and continued to play and draw by herself.
Power awakening - Around 2 to 4 years old, Bee gained her first abilities to read other people's minds and even pick up small items with her mind. Excited, she decided to show one of the older kids that willingly interacted with her at the orphanage while outside by lifting nearby items and putting them in their hands, then frightening the older kid. Out of fear, the older kid shoved her into the pavement, then ran off and proceeded to never interact with her again. This later turned into the older kid telling the other children, which, of course, turned into more bullying towards the toddler. Bee later showed a soviet solider who patrolled the orphanage of some of her abilities the same way she showed the older kid but with more heavier items. The soldier freaked out and proceeded to hit and toss her away from him, later reporting it to his higher-ups.
After power awakening - After the solider had reported Bee and her abilities, she was forced to be isolated away from everyone else for months to about a year. If caught trying to get out she'd be beaten then thrown into the room again by the soliders guarding her door. Commonly given any food the others didn't eat and was only let out to be bathed and use the bathroom, where she would also be supervised. Just before her 5th birthday, Zero had managed to receive words about a child who possessed special abilities and went out his way to adopt Bee. Leaving Czechoslovakia behind then given the name "Pheonix Vera Oh".
With Zero - Under the supervision of Zero and soon The Boss, she was studied and taken care of. Soon, given to The Boss and the COBRA Unit so she's with people who have special abilities like her and help her with her abilities under the codename "The Glory". She mostly took an interest in The Fear out of seeing he was weird like her, sometimes even seen trying to copy him the most. She would watch the Cobras and their moves and then proceed to attempt at copying them, causing her to understand some CQC basics. Still not speaking despite all their attempts to make her form a sentence.
1964 and after - Just before Snake Eater, was given to her biological parents in Czechoslovakia, who could now take her in, and named her "Svetlana" to hopefully protect her. Bee's parents attempted to bond with their daughter, but it was difficult since she would go back to isolation and wouldn't speak to anybody. Slowly, she started to grow more comfortable and interacted with her parents without words. Later on, she notices a financial struggle and decides to help by stealing money and food off of people. One day at the age of 10, she stole some money and rations off of soviet soliders and ended up stealing some off of a high rank solider who proceeded to kidnap her and beat on her and even "took advantage". Bee manages to steal one of his pistols, shoot him, and run off covered in the soliders blood. Discovering her liking to the taste of blood and desire to hurt and kill more
1970-1973 - Around March to early May in 1970, Bee's younger brother Jarek (my headcanon birth name for Mantis) was born. However, their mom died shortly after naming him due to complications of childbirth, leaving their dad to grow apart in depression and later alcoholism. Bee commonly took care of Jarek/Mantis as an infant and toddler, eventually started to speak. However, in 1973, Bee managed to sneak onto a military ship or aircraft that was headed for Vietnam.
Vietnam - Once she entered Vietnam, she found herself in a village and decided to help our despite not understanding the language and hid their for days to weeks. One day, a napalm bomb struck the village, burning almost all of Bee's backside. While knocked unconscious from the pain, she was captured by American soliders who had treated her wounds but hid her away in a broom closet within their hideout. Commonly handed her food, but she would refuse and attempt to escape multiple times, leading her to being hit, knocked out, and occasionally SA'd while knocked out. One day, she was dragged out of the broom closet and thrown into the middle of a small group of soldiers. The hideout was quickly attacked by an unknown ex-Gurkha solider, eventually leading to the building catching on fire. Most the soliders died in gunfire, but the last one made an attempt on her as a last moment which led to Bee's memory blanking and later finding herself being carried by said Gurkha solider but too exhausted to do anything. Her and the Gurkha took hideout within a forest, the solider teaching her Vietnamese as she taught them English, they ended up bonding to eachother in a parent-child way as the months go on. Upon gunfire and Bee being injured, discovered Bee was pregnant (with a US solider's child). Shortly after the discovery, the soldier is shot lethally and gave Bee their kukri knives as a gift before dying due to blood lost. Bee attempted to bury the soldier but failed to do so, eventually and dreadfully deciding to feast on the soldier's flesh to survive after being unable to catch any wild animal on her own. Sometimes, she would wait for any small group of soliders or singular soldier to come by to take camp in her forest, commonly killing them in order to take their food and even clothes. Later turned into large group of soliders and sometimes dogs to hunt her down, eventually caught and shot in the leg by a solider but still managed to get away by finding a way to kill off the dogs. Later on, in early 1974, Zero had gotten word of Bee being in a Vietnam forest that would end up being carpet bombed, so he decided to send Skull Face to go get her.
1974-1980 - After being retrieved by Skull Face, then given to Zero once more, in April 1974, Bee went into labor, then fell unconscious and even died during the C-Section. Quickly resurrected, but her child was nowhere in sight, never told the gender or anything. Within a day of postpartum, she is sent back to the village and Czechoslovakia. Quickly growing an attachment to the 4 year old Mantis/Jarek out of her postpartum depression of not having her actual child. Taking care of him even more as if he were her child. Once healed, she decided to start stealing again but also killing sometimes for sport. Stole from people & stores, creating her own explosives and chemical gas, burned and vandalized buildings, commonly killing those who went in her way/tried to stop her. She gained more abilities and started to make anyone choke on their own blood or overall mind control for her amusement. In 1976-1980, she started to calm down a bit and went into prostitution in order to get money, quickly resulting in her drug addiction. In 1977, she met Quiet, whose family was posted nearby, and they quickly bonded with each other as friends and then secret lovers. On February 28th, 1979, Bee had twin sons named Alan & Luke from a cryptic pregnancy. Her drug addiction started to dial down due to having her twins. In 1980, she's seen using CQC on a drunk soldier who had attempted to force himself on her by a high rank solider nearby who then recommended her into the Soviet army where she joins then is later called Яблочко (Bullseye).
1981-1986+ - In the Soviet army, she, of course, invaded Afghanistan with her comrades. Quickly promoted, and Skull Face offered her a position in XOF where she accepts and sees Quiet again. In 1984, she was deployed as a spy alongside with Quiet till she read Miller and Ocelot's minds and discovered Paz, Chico, and the other tragedies Skull Face had started over what she calls "childish jealousy". Defecting to DD, then later going MIA with Quiet. Later upon hearing about what happened to the village back in Czechoslovakia and the floating boy in Africa. Shortly after mission 51, Bee hunts Mantis/Jarek down in Afria in a panic frenzy. Later taking him, Quiet, and her twins to the USA to live normally for at least a little while. Contracting the vocal cord parasites in the meantime.
1990s - After years of training/ programming her parasites. She decides to join FOXHOUND and is received the codename "Viper" by The Colonel. Liquid eventually takes over FOXHOUND and Bee decides to side with him, taking the codename "Widow".
2005 - When the Shadow Moses incident occurred, she was the first to find Mantis. Later somehow knocked unconscious since she wouldn't move away from his body and reacted violently when an attempt was made. Upon waking up, she wandered off to find Quiet while completely dissociated. Shortly after finding Quiet, they leave to go to the UK where Zero is placed and Bee completely isolates herself for years, developing an alcohol addiction.
Snake's retirement to modern day - shortly after Zero's death, Cipher as a whole was handed to Bee since she was the last family member in his line. Upon hearing about Snake's retirement, she goes to hunt him down and brutally take her revenge via torturing and killing, later skinning. Keeping his bandana, bones, and chopped up flesh as fucked up trophies (yes they've been preserved) in her office. Claiming his skeleton is just a fucked up and broken school health class skeleton she has in the corner for no reason and glued back together. in between 2015-2021 she decides to leave her complete isolation and is now known as "Boss" as she's in control over Cipher in the UK.
#mgs#mgs oc [bee]#mgs oc#psycho mantis#metal gear oc#zero mgs#major zero#metal gear headcanons#oc lore less gooo#solid snake#liquid snake#mgs3 the boss#the fear mgs3#the fear mgs#the boss mgs
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I kinda had a similar situation with my father, but my parents got divorced when I was 20. My father still bothers me a great deal, even if he has another family now, but I have learnt to not care and move forward. I found a job at 20, paid for mental treatment by myself to escape depression and etc. I, too, was upset that I had to grow up so fast and support my mom and grandma financially, but no struggle lasts forever. Now, I am financially stable enough to afford to be a child again. ❤️ I would like to encourage everyone with similar issues to go with the flow, focus on themselves and their career, focus on hobbies and friends... It's never too early to grow up and never too late to be a child ✨️✨️ Who sais we can't have fun in disneyland, go to clubs or travel the world with friends in 30s or 40s? 🥰🥰🥰 please cheer up. 🦋🦋🌟
THIS !!!!
THIS IS IMPORTANT!!!!!!!
I want to say how proud I am of you for being able to fight through it all ! And as you said, each person is different and we will grow different. It’s our choice to learn to accept how we want to proceed with it. It’s never late for nothing. Just enjoy life and remember that each storm has an end ❤️❤️
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HEY CHATSSS!!! HOW ARE YALLS? IM DOING A LOT BETTER MYSELF! ALSO, HAPPY LATE VALENTINES!
Now then, let's begin this silly talk. I'm so so sorry that I haven't been active when I said I was going to try to. But lately, things have gotten really bad here in America. Not to get political or anything, but the president sucks. Not only are the people struggling, but so is my family financially. My mom is going to be out of her job for 6 months, and my dad has been working his bottom off. We do have help, tho so there isn't much to really worry about but still. I'm the oldest of my family, and it really did have taken a toll on me, which was one of the huge reasons why I haven't posted. [Sorry if this doesn't make sense. It's like 2 a.m., and I am very eepy] Anyways, here are some doodles I've been working on.





[This is my oc! She does have her own ask blog, so please, please, please go follow that @catalinaaskblog thank you!]
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hi! im k ♎️ and I would like to receive a free reading. what is waiting for me in the next 3 months? thank you 🤍✨️
Knight of Swords ☆ Five of Pentacles
Knight of Swords - Ambitious, Action-oriented, Driven to Succeed, Fast-Thinking
This card indicates that you’ll be in a fast-paced, action-oriented phase, driven by your goals and the desire to succeed. This card represents someone who is decisive, quick-thinking, and ready to take on challenges. You may find yourself moving forward with speed and determination, tackling problems head-on and making bold moves to reach your objectives. However, this energy can sometimes be a bit reckless or impulsive, so it's important to balance your ambition with careful consideration to avoid burnout or mistakes.
Five of Pentacles - Financial Loss, Poverty, Lack of Mindset, Isolation, Worry
This card brings a warning about potential hardships, especially in terms of financial struggles, feelings of isolation, or worries about your material well-being. This card often points to moments when you feel like you’re lacking, whether it’s money, security, or support. You may face setbacks that could leave you feeling excluded, anxious, or without the resources you need.
Summary
The next three months seem to be a blend of drive and struggle. The Knight of Swords suggests that you’ll be pushing forward with a lot of energy, possibly making bold decisions and racing toward your goals. However, the Five of Pentacles warns that there could be some financial or emotional challenges along the way, leading to feelings of lack or isolation. There is also a chance that, due to your fast pace, you may have missed something that led you to struggle or failure. You might encounter setbacks or moments where things seem tough, but it's important to not only keep pushing forward with that same drive, but also to make sure you are not moving too fast in a way that causes you to miss pivotal details. The key will be balancing your ambitious nature with practical solutions, especially when faced with any worries or material difficulties. Stay mindful of your resources and support network, and be sure to reach out for help when needed.

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Hi there, I wanna join in your free reading event. I would like to know about NIV's feelings for me, (like platonically or romantically). Thank you. Stay blessed. 💕✨️
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Feelings and Intentions of the NIV Person 🔮💖
Card 1: The Heart of the Matter 💘 6 of Cups + The Fool + 2 of Swords Ohhh, buckle up! NIV is feeling super nostalgic about you with the 6 of Cups—there's a sweet, innocent vibe here. You remind them of simpler times, like a soulmate connection from the past. The Fool shows they’re feeling adventurous, maybe ready to take a leap of faith, but here’s the catch—the 2 of Swords tells us they’re stuck between two paths. Confused much? 😵 They’re torn between their heart and their head, not sure if they should jump into this or hold back.
Card 2: Their Mind 💭✨ The Sun + Knight of Pentacles + 8 of Pentacles In NIV’s mind, you're like a ray of sunshine! 🌞 The Sun means they think highly of you, full of warmth and happiness. But here’s the twist—they're also cautious, like the Knight of Pentacles 🐢 (slow and steady wins the race, right?). They’re working on building something solid (8 of Pentacles), like they don’t just want a fling; they want something real, but they’re going at their own pace. This is the kind of energy that says, “I’ll commit, but I need to take my time.”
Card 3: What NIV shows 🎭 4 of Cups + 3 of Cups + 2 of Cups + 6 of Swords + The Chariot NIV is playing it a bit cool, tbh 😎. The 4 of Cups says they’re not showing all their feelings—they might even seem distant. But don’t be fooled! The 3 of Cups + 2 of Cups are here to spill the tea ☕—they really enjoy being around you and see potential for a deeper connection. They want to move away from any past emotional baggage (6 of Swords) and are ready to push forward with you (Chariot energy)! They’re acting all calm, but deep down, they’re revving their engines. 🚗💨
Card 4: What NIV hides 🤫💭 Page of Pentacles + 10 of Wands + 2 of Wands + 10 of Cups Underneath the surface, NIV is dealing with a lot of pressure. The 10 of Wands shows they’re carrying some emotional baggage that’s weighing them down 🧳. They might be planning for the future (2 of Wands), and they definitely see you as part of their long-term happiness (10 of Cups, hello forever vibes! 💍💖). But with the Page of Pentacles, they’re still figuring things out. They’re in the early stages of understanding their feelings and how to turn them into something real.
Card 5: NIV's Intentions 💌 5 of Wands + King of Cups + Knight of Swords NIV’s intentions are a little conflicted right now with that 5 of Wands—they might have some inner battles going on (hello emotional chaos 😵💫). But fear not, because the King of Cups is all about mature, deep feelings. NIV wants to offer love, but they might rush into things with the Knight of Swords ⚔️. This combo says they’re coming toward you, but they might be a bit intense or impulsive when they do. They want emotional stability but might struggle to find the right approach.
Card 6: What’s Blocking NIV 🚧⛔ The Hierophant + 4 of Wands + Judgment NIV might have some deep-rooted beliefs or traditions holding them back (Hierophant). This could be related to their upbringing, or maybe they’re looking for that perfect “traditional” relationship (wedding bells, anyone? 💒). With 4 of Wands, they do see the potential for celebration and union with you, but Judgment suggests they’re going through a big awakening. They’re in a phase of major self-reflection, so they might be figuring out what they really want before moving forward.
Card 7: Advice for the Querent 🌟 10 of Pentacles Yessss, stability is key here! The 10 of Pentacles is all about building something lasting. Focus on creating a solid foundation for yourself—financially, emotionally, spiritually. When you’re thriving on your own, NIV will see that and be drawn to your strength. 💪🌸 You’re the prize, babe!
Card 8: Potential Outcome 🔮👀 5 of Cups + 3 of Swords + Hermit + 4 of Swords + Justice + Hanged Man + 3 of Wands + Ace of Wands Okay, deep breath! 😮💨 There might be some bumps in the road, with 5 of Cups and 3 of Swords showing potential heartache or disappointment if things don't move the way you hope. However, don’t panic—the Hermit + 4 of Swords show healing and introspection on the horizon 🧘♀️. With Justice, things will balance out, and you’ll get clarity, though it might take time (Hanged Man). The 3 of Wands says expansion is coming, and the Ace of Wands lights the way for a fiery new beginning. 🔥 It’s all about patience, growth, and eventually, passion!
Bottom of the Deck: 7 of Wands Looks like you’re going to need to stand your ground in this situation 🛡️. NIV might not make it easy, but you're resilient, and you have the strength to protect your heart and fight for what you want. Stay strong and know your worth!
Channeled Song: ‘Love Story’ by Taylor Swift 🎶 Just like the song says, this might feel like a bit of a rollercoaster romance with challenges, but ultimately, it’s about love overcoming obstacles. Keep the faith, because this story isn’t over yet! 🌹👑
That’s your love story in the cards! 💕 Keep being your fabulous self, and let the universe guide you. You got this! 🌈✨
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