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mysticaldeanvoidhorse · 3 years ago

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A Supernatural Love

Chapter 1: A Beginning

Summary: Y/N, a nurse working towards medical school living with her roommate and best friend Genevieve Cortese, meets Jensen Ackles while visiting the set of Supernatural one day. Is this chance encounter a coincidence or fate? And if it is fate, do they have what it takes to make it through separations and hardships?

Slow(ish) burn, some angst, some alluding to sexy times, fluff

Pairings: Jensen x Reader

Warnings: Cheesy jokes, bad writing

Word Count: 1,751

No hate to any of the real people in this story, it is purely fiction and for enjoyment! No images are mine

First fic I wrote, please be kind but open to feedback, both positive and negative!

Tag List: @streets-in-paradise

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The alarm was beeping and you knew you no longer had the luxury of snoozing it anymore. It was time to get up. You smelled coffee being made and knew Gen must have beat you to it. You trudgingly made your way to the kitchen and Gen met you with a smile.

“Good morning Sleeping Beauty” she said with a smile and coffee in her hand.

“Good morning” you mumbled as you yawned, pouring yourself a cup. You had never been a morning person and a Monday was no exception.

“Are you excited for your first day?” You knew it was a stupid question because ever since your roommate/best friend got the call that she got the part in the show Supernatural she worked so hard for, she couldn’t wait to start today.

“Yes I am also very nervous!” she replied with a nervous look.

“Gen you are an amazing actress you will blow their socks off!” you said very confidently. “You have worked so hard for this and you deserve it. You are going to be amazing I promise.”

With a nervous laughter she replied, “Haha thanks Y/N I couldn’t have gotten the part without you. I’m just nervous I will mess up too much and they will kick me out. They already have chemistry and know what they want and I hope I can live up to their expectations”

“You will exceed them I promise. But you should get going, you want to be on time and make a good impression!”

She gave you a smile and a wave as she grabbed her travel cup full of coffee and headed out the door. You couldn’t wait to hear how her first day went. You went back to your room to get ready for your day. You were a nurse at the local hospital and aspiring to become a doctor but that was expensive and you needed to start somewhere so you became a nurse in the meantime and you loved your job.

Later that morning she texted to let you know it was going well; she mainly had been shown around and was getting caught up to speed. They would start filming her first and only scene for the day in the afternoon after lunch. She said she would fill you in later suggesting you meet for dinner at your favorite local diner. You smiled at her message and were excited to see how filming went knowing that she would be great. You went to the nurses’ station and chatted with Olivia.

“Hey Y/N, how was your morning?” She was a little older than you, pregnant with her first child and absolutely glowing. You couldn’t help but be a little jealous. She was the type of person everyone loved and got along with. You were good work friends.

“Hey Olivia, it wasn’t too bad, room 243 only threw up twice and even managed to get it in the bed pan one of the times so definitely had some progress!” She laughed at your little joke and continued her charting.

“That’s pretty great! Thanks for taking over, I am still having morning sickness and so many things can trigger me so I really appreciate you helping me out and taking some of the tougher patients.

I’ll definitely have to make it up to you!” She was always so kind and thinking of others even when she is justified in feeling nauseous she can’t help but feel bad how it is an inconvenience for everyone else.

“Don’t even worry about it, Olivia. If I ever find a man and have a baby I’ll cash in the favor then” you responded with a smile and a wink.

“Well, have you seen the newest hire? He is super cute and is a doctor working on his residency! Focused, kind, and a great personality! You should totally go for it!” She said while wiggling her eyebrows earning a small chuckle from you.

“Considering I didn’t even know we got a new hire and I am crazy busy with studying and work, I don’t think I have time for dating.” You said with a small frown thinking about everything you had on your plate already.

“Well don’t rule it out completely. He seems pretty great and the good ones keep getting snatched up and you deserve the best. Just make sure that you take time for yourself and do something that will make you happy.” She responded,

“Thanks Liv, I do want to be with someone one day and have a family but I don’t have time while I’m pursuing my own career and I still have time, I am young...ish.” You earned a chuckle from your friend.

“You are in your mid twenties and yeah that’s young but by the time you get around to dating you will be working on retiring! I’m just saying keep yourself open and try to not close yourself off too much. You never know who you might meet.” With that she went around the counter to answer a call button.

You just responded with a slight nod, chewing on her words knowing she was right. You did have a tendency to shut yourself off to dating. What was wrong with waiting for the perfect guy? You had too much going on to mess around with casual immature dating, you left that behind in college. But you knew that you also weren’t letting yourself be open to any opportunity, good or bad, because though you loved your career, you were a little afraid to jump into something that wasn’t worthwhile. Your college boyfriend was great until the day he decided that you weren’t the one and left without warning the day after graduation. You shook off the thoughts with a little head shake knowing you had a job to get back to and better thoughts of dinner with Gen.

After your shift you quickly went home to shower off who knows what bodily fluids you were exposed to during your shift before meeting Gen at the diner. You slipped on jeans and a simple V neck shirt and headed out. The diner was within walking distance and that was both a good and bad thing as you had no self control when it came to Micky’s. You walked through the door and the bell rang letting them know they had a customer. You gave a nod to your waitress as you sat at ‘your’ booth. You came here so often the staff knew who you and Gen were. You looked over the menu waiting for your friend pretending you would get something other than a burger, fries, and a milkshake. Not long after you sat down Gen walked through the door and sat opposite of you with a big smile on her face.

“Hey!” you greeted her.

“Hey Y/N” she said while grabbing her menu to look it over. You sat staring at her waiting for her to continue talking. She just kept looking over her menu pretending she didn’t notice you staring. The waitress came and took your orders and when she left you finally spoke.

“Okay cut the crap Gen I know you can’t wait to tell me and I can’t wait to hear all about your first day on set!” You said raising your voice as your excitement grew.

She smiled, “Ugh Y/N it was amazing! Everyone seems so nice and it really is just like a family! I was there all of five minutes before my nerves left and felt like I’d been part of the cast for forever. I was shown all around, where the main sets were, where the makeup trailer is, and so much more. It’s cheesy I know but it felt kinda magical you know?” You smiled because you were so happy for your friend.

“Magical, huh? Sounds like it was almost Supernatural” you giggled and earned a groan and giggle out of your friend.

“Wow I walked into that one didn’t I?”

“Haha yep but you love me anyway.” you retorted putting some fries in your mouth and in between chewing you asked, “How was filming your first scene?” Her eyes went kinda wide and she quickly swallowed her bite of her burger.

“Oh my gosh it was good overall I somehow managed to not mess the scene up and I think I kept my cool pretty well. Unfortunately though, they really just jumped in and decided that the best scene to film my first day and the best way to meet my co-stars would be to film a scene where I have to take my shirt off. So not only am I a nervous wreck for many reasons, the first time I meet the gorgeous Sam Winchester is when I am half naked!” She let out a nervous breath.

“Oh my gosh! Are you serious? I can’t believe they did that anyone would be nervous to do that but it was your first day! I am not surprised that you still did amazing but wow.” She nodded in agreement feeling a little better in being justified in how crazy the situation was.

“But you met Jared Padalecki? How was that? Was he everything you hoped for?” Trying to tease her a little bit. You both had watched Supernatural since it first aired and she had always been a Sam girl. This only helped her to work hard to obtain the role opposite of him. You had always been a Dean girl yourself but Sam wasn’t a bad option by any means.

“I am pretty sure I made myself look like an idiot because my shirt was off and when I turned around and saw him standing there I kinda just froze. I wasn’t expecting to meet him like that and I had no idea what to say. He just stared and barely said anything other than a brief introduction then went to start filming the scene. It was awkward and I hope that I can redeem myself tomorrow” She said hesitantly. You gave her a sympathetic smile.

“I am sure tomorrow will go better and I am sure he just wasn’t used to seeing such a hot woman half naked in front of him!” You laughed as she looked a little embarrassed blushing while throwing a fry at you. You had been best friends since forever and were used to saying stuff like that to each other. You also knew that she would be just fine on set tomorrow.

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flavaflavbutitznyork · 3 years ago

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Moon & Eyes

"people associate the eyes with the soul certain people say that they are windows to it people also say that if you have a black ring around your eyes then you still have yours -- the moon rules eyes." -@izsavage

🐏Aries Moons have lighter colored eyes with thick whites to them they also tend to have prominent eyelids and slanted eyes (Lily James, Tom Hiddleston, Charles Dance, Daniel Craig, Ansel Elgort)

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🫂Gemini Moons Icier eyes arched pointier brows with long lashes there brows tend to be thin there eyes typically very light (Lauren Cohan, Rachel McAdams, Alexandra Daddario, Olivia Wilde, Taylor Kitsch)

🦀Cancer moon ladies usually have thin brows men having bushy both have tear drop eyes they tend to have bags (Heath Ledger, Elizabeth Olsen, Rose Leslie, Natasha Lyonne, Lana Parrilla)

🦁Leo moons typically have wide hairy eyebrows long lashes there eyes may be hooded by there brows there eyes may appear shinier (Megan Thee Stallion, Amanda Seyfried, Jamie Brewer, Eric Roberts, Rene Russo)

👰‍♀️Virgo Moons often have super sharp eyes boxy yet arched brows as well as a very natural bright glow to there faces (Samuel L. Jackson, Rebel Wilson, Chris Hemsworth, Madonna

⚖️Libra Moons as said with a previous post often blue eyed there brows are usually thickly wide with slight arches often usually faint lashes (Colin O'Donoghue, Kristen Bell, Alia Shawkat, Jesse Eisenberg, Abigail Spencer)

🦂Scorpio Moons could have thick to very thin brows either arched or straight brows they could also be super faint they're lashes can be faint (Lady Gaga, Margot Robbie, XXXTENTACION, Aly Michalka, Mila Kunis)

🏹Sagittarius Moons long brows that extend over there eyes slanted eyes thin or very hairy brows short lashes (Amber Stevens, Ayalet Zurer, Jensen Ackles, Kierna Shipka, Max Thieriot)

🐐Capricorn Moons Sharpest gazes sharp eyes thin brow hair yet long lashes long or faint (Linda Cardellini, Julia Stiles, Jerry O'Connell, Rutger Hauer, Serinda Swan)

🪣Aquarius Moons rounder eyes prominent brows tend to have bags "polished" (Ariel Winter, Michiel Huisman, Sarah Hyland, Marisol Nichols, Mary Elizabeth Winstead)

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wiypt-writes · 3 years ago

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Too Loose And You’ll Lose It

Ch11: Olivia From Bolivia

Co-written with @icanfeelastormbrewing

Summary: Forty-Eight hours after the incident in Bolivia, the Losers make it to a safe house…but there’s someone waiting, and things take an even bigger turn for the worst.

Pairing: Jake Jensen x OFC Stella Stevenson

Warnings: Bad language, depictions of violence, Smut (NSFW, 18+)

Word Count: 5.2k.

Disclaimer: This is a pure work of fiction and classified as 18+. Please respect this and do not read if you are underage. We do not own any characters in this series bar Stella Stevenson and the other OCs. By reading beyond this point you understand and accept the terms of this disclaimer.

Too Loose And You’ll Lose It Masterlist // Main Masterlist

Chapter 10

The isolated farmhouse, which served as a CIA safe-house, stood just three miles over the Bolivia-Chilean border. It had taken them forty-eight hours to reach it, after taking great pains to ensure they were not followed. As Clay shut and sealed the door to the dark and dank building behind them, they all shook themselves off a little after being caught in a heavy tropical storm. Cougar and Stella raised their rifles as they proceeded cautiously inside.

“Three minutes, get what we need, then we split,” Clay instructed, “Cougar, keep watch.”

They all nodded, Clay heading to the wall at the rear of the dining room, feeling along the smooth edges of the bookcase. When he found what he was looking for, he pressed down and the book case swung open to reveal a small armoury.

The team worked quickly and efficiently, filling up their pockets with as much equipment as they could carry, when they heard Cougar.

“Boss…”

All six of them hurried out and into the hallway to see Cougar bent down, wiping his hand on the floor.

“Someone’s been here.” Cougar stated, rubbing his fingers together as he examined the dirty footprint on the floorboards, “and recently.”

“Yes, well, I figured you’d come here instead of the one nearest where you were last posted.” A familiar voice said and all six of the Losers wheeled around, guns raised at the doorframe to the lounge where Evan stood. He raised his hands and shook his head, “I’m here as a friend, okay?”

“How did you know we were still alive?” Clay frowned, pistol raised and Evan looked at him.

“First off, when we figured out how many kids had been on that chopper we knew full well you wouldn’t have all fit, and second off, if you’re going to toss your dog tags into a fire like that, at least scatter them around.” Evan shrugged, lazily. “You know, make it look realistic.”

“You’re lucky it was us that sussed that out before the rest of the Investigation team got there,” another voice spoke from the right and Stella spun sharply, to see a broad man stepping out of the shadows.

“Wade?” Pooch frowned and the man nodded.

“Was last time I checked.”

“Who the fuck-“ Stella began and Jensen spoke as he stood by her side, gun in his hands.

“He’s another Special Forces operative.”

The stand-off of sorts continued, all six of the betrayed team remained stood with their weapons trained on the two men and Evan sighed.

“Seriously, come on, drop the weapons. You can trust us, I promise.”

“Someone tried to have us all killed less than forty-eight hours ago, so forgive me, I’m not in a very trusting mood.” Roque snarled and Evan nodded.

“Okay, fine, I get that, but at least tell us what happened.”

“Who the fuck is Max?” Clay cut over him and Evan frowned. .

“What are you talking about, ‘Max’?’”

“He set up the Operation-“

“There was no operation! You were never radioed orders!” Evan cut Roque off. “The intel proved to be bust on the weapons…”

“No, there were a fuck load of weapons, we saw them.” Roque shook his head and Clay nodded. Evan’s frown burrowed deeper as he exchanged a puzzled glance with Wade.

“Well, I don’t know what happened then, all I know is that a decision was made and we were going to pull you out-“

“Look, I fucking talked to this guy whoever he is!” Clay jabbed Evan in the chest and Evan sighed, taking a step back.

“We all heard him,” Stella looked at Evan who eyed her for a moment, before he once more exchanged a glance with Wade.

“You guys kill a chopper full of kids and your alibi is ‘Max’?” Evan shrugged before he frowned, and a look of puzzlement spread on his face and he turned to Clay, cocking his head to one side. “Max isn’t a person.”

“What?” It was Clay’s turn to frown. “What kind of stupid ass statement is that?”

“Stupid statement from a stupid person.” Jensen muttered and Evan rolled his eyes as Stella gave an annoyed groan.

“God, we’re…oh fuck,” She shook her head as the realisation crashed over her, “how did I not-guys, Max is an Agency code for a rogue agent or operation.”

Silence fell over the room, bar a little cough from Wade. “She’s right,” he stepped forward and they all turned to face him, “’Max’ is catch-all for exactly what you've been accused of. The terminology's been around since the 50's.”

Silence fell over the room, which eventually Clay broke with an angry snarl. “So you’re telling me, that this rogue agent, or whatever his name is, was using us for something?”

“I don’t…”

“We were the mop.” Pooch caught on. “Cleaning up whatever mess it was Fadhil was creating.”

“And then, Max, whoever he is, tried to clean us up too.” Stella dropped her rifle a little, shaking her head.

“Only here you are,” Wade looked at her, “convenient.”

“What the fuck does that mean?” She big back. “There’s nothing convenient ab-“

“We didn't kill those kids, Wade.” Clay cut Stella off. Wade studied him for a moment, before he turned to Evan who, in turn, was still looking at Stella as her eyes were locked on his, angry fire burning in her irises.

“I believe you.” Evan nodded, turning to look at the rest of the team, “but whoever did set this mission up, well, it’s only a matter of time till they realise you’re still alive. We need to get you back home and into safe custody until we can figure out what to do.”

“Our families…”

“They’ll be given protection.” Evan looked at Jensen. “You have my word.”

He turned to Wade who nodded and then Evan jerked his head to the door. “Stay here. I need to make a few calls. We’ll be back.”

They all watched as Wade and Evan left before the turned to one another, standing in silence, all exchanging equally frustrated and puzzled glances. After about five or so minutes, Pooch moved to look out of the windows which were encased with steel bars.

“Can’t see them.” he shrugged.

“Huh,” Jensen looked down under a little table, “They can’t have gone far. Agent Shit-Name left his briefcase.”

There was another pause, and then it hit them all at the same time.

“Ah, shit.” Roque groaned.

Instantly, they bolted for the door. It was locked. They sprinted room to room, all windows were blocked by the same bars and the rear door was also locked tight.

Clay nodded to the case, “Pooch?”

“I’m not good with bombs, man-“

“You’re the fucking weapons expert, figure it out! The rest of us need to get those bars off!

Clay, Stella, Rogue, Jensen and Cougar all ran to the window, pulling out their Swiss army knives, flicking them to the Phillips Head attachments. They all slotted them into the screws that held the barred window frame in place.

Stella could feel the sweat dripping down her neck as behind her, Pooch groaned.

“Oh, shit. Oh, shit...Jensen, could use a hand here!”

Jensen dropped what he was doing and jogged over to the room, glancing down at the device.

“This…it’s…”

“Time?” Clay demanded and Jensen’s voice was a little frantic when he answered at the same time the rest of the team managed to work the first set of screws out.

“It's not on a timer, it’s a remote detonator, so enough for them to get clear before they set it off.”

“How long, Jensen!” Roque yelled and Jensen pinched the bridge of his nose.

“With the predicted radius I say ten minutes, tops.”

“So we got, what, five left?” Clay swallowed. “Can you-“

“I told you, I'm not good with bombs!” Pooch yelled back, as Jensen began examining the wires of the device, shaking his head.

“I can’t figure out what programming they’ve used without my Diagnostics Device.” He paused, looking up, “how are those bars coming?”

“Second set out, moving onto the last.” Stella reported, swallowing.

“Well, hurry up.” Pooch replied.

“Shut up.” Roque snapped as they managed to free the third set. At that, Jensen and Pooch ran forward, all six of the team wrenching on the bars and ripping the frame from the window. Cougar raised the butt of his rifle, and with an almighty grunt and heave, he smashed the glass on the window.

“Ladies first…” Jensen stated to Stella as she gripped the edge, scrambling out. “Don’t wait, just run okay?”

So she did. She ran as fast as she could, the rest of the team all sprinting behind her as one by one they made it out of the window and shot down the little dirt lane that led up to the not-so-safe house.

Jensen had been right about the radius, the explosion sent debris flying far enough to shower the open-air bazaar being held two blocks East.

“I told you, he was fucking dodgy!” Jensen snarled as they slowed to a jog, weaving their way through the screaming civilians, eyes darting left and right for any sign of Wade and Evan.

“This isn’t the time for I told you so!” Stella snarled at him, “Jesus, fuck!”

“How do we get so unlucky to get double crossed twice?” Pooch coughed, spitting out dust and sand as they took a left at the end, keeping to the shadows of the small buildings off the square.

“We survived, twice.” Clay pointed out, halting at the side of pick-up truck.

“Now what?” Stella looked at him.

“We use the chaos as cover and get out of here.” He stated simply, breaking the glass on the vehicle window. “And we don’t fucking look back.”

******

Evan slumped back in the chair of Max’s plush suite in LA, loosening his tie a little. He was wiped, having been in New Hampshire that morning for Stella’s funeral. Hers had been the last one to be held, a few days after Jensen’s. He’d played the grieving ex, colleague and friend at each ceremony, but today’s had by far been the worst, having to keep up a charade in front of people he’d come to know for six months of his life. Then, he’d been whisked over the country by private jet to meet with the man he knew only as ‘Max’, discussing the next steps of their plan- contacting the buyers for the Snukes. “With Fadhil out of the way, we’re clear.” Max handed Evan a scotch. He took it without a thanks and Max groaned. “Oh, come on, you could cheer up a little!”

Evan sighed. “Why did I have to go to the funerals?”

“Because it would look suspicious if you didn’t.” Max shrugged, “you were their official handler, remember?” “Thought you’d said you were fine with her being collateral damage?” Wade looked at him and Evan shrugged. “I just didn't know her sister was pregnant, or that Pooch’s wife was.” Evan took a huge gulp of his scotch. “What’s the matter, developing a conscience?” Wade scoffed.

“Threw me a little, that’s all.” Evan popped a shoulder. “She dumped you.” “Not the point.” “After she cheated on you…with her ex!” “Seriously, quit talking or I’m gonna put my fist down your throat.” Evan snarled and Wade responded with a simple flick of his eyebrow. “Okay, okay there’s no need for violence. Wade, be sensitive. He’s grieving.” Max waved his hand lazily as Evan rolled his eyes. “Evan, you knew what was gonna happen when you got the Intel. Fadhil knew about our plan, he had to be eliminated, and we couldn’t risk any of them coming back to base and dropping his name into it, especially when this was an off the record mission.” He paused. “Of course, it would have been cleaner if they had been on that chopper and not a load of kids but, we got there in the end.” Evan shrugged, “whatever, I told you, I don’t care about her or any of them. Doesn’t mean I have to like the mess left behind for her family, they didn’t do anything.” “Well it's done, get over it. They’re dead. We move to phase two next week.” “This pay out better be worth it.” Evan necked his scotch and Max smirked. Standing up, he walked over to top Evan’s glass up. “Oh trust me, you’re going to be very rich man.” *****

March 2009

The door to the motel room opened and Jensen sat up from where he had been lounging on the bed. Stella walked in, her face tired and he gave her a small smile.

“Hey, I told you to call me, I was gonna come walk you home.”

“This isn’t home, Jake.” She snapped back.

"Baby, I know. But until Clay says otherwise, we have to make the best of it."

“The best?” She scoffed, “yeah. We’ve been in this shit hole now for almost three weeks, I have like three pairs of jeans and four tops to my name, I’m working in some shitty ass bar, getting leered at by jerks… I’m having a fucking ball, Jake!”

"Stella...."

“I’m going for a shower, that is if the hot water is working.” Jake watched her stride over to the bathroom, slamming the flimsy door behind her. She turned the handles on the shower wall and waited... And waited.... And then let out a bellowing "fuck".

There was no hot water. Again.

Her face creased up, her head dropping as she felt the tears pricking her eyes. Since that fateful afternoon they’d been laying low, making their way across the country for the first week and finally settling a fortnight ago in a small town on the outskirts of Santa Cruz. Their training had always taught them that it was easier to hide in busier places, contrary to popular belief. The number one rule of hiding- don’t hide. And, if anyone did suspect they had survived both attempts on their lives, the last place they would think to look was in the country it had all started in. This was agony. Never in her career had she have to do this. Fake her death. Her anger was directed at all parties involved, Wade, Evan and the mysterious man known only as ‘Max’, whoever the fuck he was. She felt beyond betrayed, it ripped her apart when she thought about how someone she had been in a relationship with for six months of her life could have done that to them. Not to mention the fact she feared for her family, Evan knew them.

And Clay, well, he simply kept telling them they needed to ‘stay dead’ for the time being. And whilst she knew he was right, in that if they were dead then they weren’t an issue and their loved ones would be safe, it didn’t help her one bit. Jake was trying but she was tired of being placated for the sake of it. She wanted answers. She wanted to go home. The problem was money. Whilst they had a fair bit to tide them over, it was nowhere near the amount they’d need to obtain a set of fake passports that would get them on US soil. And slinging shots of cheap and watered down tequila and bottles of South American beer wasn't going to get her far.

She supposed she should be grateful they’d managed to grab jobs of sorts, with no questions asked. Pooch was using his mechanical skills at a local garage, Cougar and Jake were working at a toy factory, Roque was providing security on the door of the bar she was at and Clay… actually she had no idea what he was doing. She stripped off and climbed into the tepid stream of water, she’d showered in worse, and quickly washed off. When she emerged back into the main room, Jake was nowhere to be found. "Fucking coward," she grumbled, shaking her head. She dried off, changed into an oversized tee shirt and a pair of shorts and then headed back into the bathroom. Filling up the plastic bucket moonlighting as their bathroom trash can, she grabbed the box of detergent from the corner market and scrubbed her t-shirt and underwear clean before wringing it out and heading onto the balcony to hang it over the back of the cheap plastic chairs to dry. She leaned on the rail of the room they’d been in for the past two weeks, and watched the still busy street some four storeys below her. The small town seemed to come alive at night, which was hardly surprising. It was known for its drug dealers, illegal gambling rings and prostitution. Absolute heaven…. She peered down and saw that familiar, lanky blonde tipped, glasses wearing boyfriend of hers coming back with a handful of tacos. "Great, tacos, again." She knew she was being harsh, this wasn’t Jake’s fault any more than it was hers. But he seemed to be coping a lot better than she was, almost like it didn’t bother him. And whilst she understood deep down that wasn’t true, it annoyed her. She turned, closed the rickety sliding door to the room shut in an attempt to let the nosy and shitty air conditioning do its job without smoking this time and flopped down on the bed. Her eyes roamed the ceiling, locking onto the stain that Jake had said looked like a bird and she swallowed, wiping her hands over her face. She was tired. She was frustrated and she was heartbroken. Then, the door to their room opened and Jake stepped in, his arms full of street tacos wrapped up in butcher paper and what looked like two glass bottles in his pockets. He took a look at his girl and a somber look washed over his usually upbeat face. "I brought dinner." “I saw, thanks.” Stella muttered, sitting up slightly. "Can we talk about this?" “What is there to talk about, JJ?” Stella shrugged. “This, us.” He waved a hand between them as he placed the tacos on the covers by Stella and fished into his back pockets, removing the beers. “Sweetheart, I know you’re tired and upset. We all are, and if you wanna keep taking it out on me then that’s fine but,” he sighed, opening the beers and placing one down on the nightstand by her side, before he perched on the edge of the bed, “I’m trying.”

"How exactly are you trying, Jake? No one has thought to have a conversation with Clay about our situation outside of myself and he's blown me off. So... Tell me..." "Damn it, Stella, you think this is easy for me?" "Doesn't seem to be less than that for you." “What the fuck is that supposed to mean?” Jake looked at his girlfriend as she reached for one of the tacos, angrily unwrapping it. "You’re the genius, you figure it out." “And you’re always telling me I’m a dumbass so help me out.” "We're dead, Jake. Our families think we're never coming back. Jesus, your family, mine, they've buried us by now and my mom, can you imagine how she feels right now? And she has Rey to pick up those pieces? Yeah, because Rey is gonna be strong enough to do that given like almost seven months pregnant, now!” Stella railed and Jake took a deep breath, continuing. “Our government thinks we're criminals, Jake. We're stuck in this shit hole with a very grim future. But you're just sitting there like it's fucking rainbows and glitter shooting out of your ass." Jake bit the inside of his cheek, pushing up his glasses as he pinched the bridge of his nose. “Have you finished?”

Stella pouted, "maybe." “This isn’t easy for me, Stella, despite what you think.” Jake kept his tone calm, despite the bubbling anger he felt in his chest. “I don’t wanna be here anymore than you do, and you’re not the only one who has family back home. Fuck, Jolene is pregnant and Pooch has no idea if he’s gonna be back in time to see his baby born, or if he’ll even see the kid before it’s dammed eighteenth birthday! But I can’t wave a magic wand and make this better, and believe me, I wish I fucking could.” The impact of his words hit her hard when he brought up the huge sacrifice Pooch was forced to make. Jake was right, but it didn't make it better just like that. Tearfully, Stella's eyes met Jake's, "I just wanna go home, Jakey." “Oh, Stelly.” Jake’s voice cracked and he moved, wrapping his arms round her, pulling her close. He kissed her head as she sobbed against his chest, gently rocking her to and fro. “I’m sorry,” she sobbed, “I didn’t mean to snap at you, I really didn’t.” "I know, baby," Jake pulled back a little to look into her eyes. He brushed her hair away from her face, "I'm sorry this isn't our plan. But I love you, and we're in it together, okay." Stella nodded before she shook her head, “I can’t stay here much longer, Jake, washing our clothes in a trash can and-“ “Well, I was gonna tell you this later but, Pooch called before. He found out through someone from work that there’s a couple of bedsits in a tenament a few blocks from here. It won’t be anything special but there’s a laundry room in the basement.” "When do we leave?" Jake chuckled, “I’ll take that as a yes then.” His hands cupped her face gently as he pressed his lips softly to hers. “I love you, don’t ever forget that, please.” "I'm trying. I love you too though.” “That’s good to know.” Jake smiled, kissing her softly again. “What shift are you working tomorrow?” “Erm, I’m on a three till close, why?” Stella asked, as Jake’s hands gently tangled in hers. “Well, I’m not dressing Olivias until-“ “Olivias?” Stella raised her brow. “Yeah, it’s what me and Cougs called the dolls. Olivia from Bolivia…” And then, despite everything, Stella tipped her head back in a loud laugh. “Oh, Jesus…” Her laugh was a sound he hadn't heard for two weeks and some change. It made his heart thump against his chest. “You're ridiculous.” Stella smiled as she looked at him and he pooped his shoulder. “Made you smile,” he winked back before he shook his head, “anyway, I was gonna say I’m not due in until midday so we could maybe go out in the morning, just to the market. I know it’s not really much of a date but…” "I'd love to," she said softly, a little sniffle with it. “Good.” Jake kissed her head again, “now, do you wanna eat that, because if you really don’t want tacos I can do and get something else.” “I never said I didn’t want them…” “No but I saw your face before, I know you babe. You forget that sometimes.” "After tonight, no more," Stella smirked. “Well, when we move into our luxury penthouse we’ll be able to cook on the two ring electric hob and grill.” Jake grinned, “good times.” "Hey, anything's the Ritz from here on up," she chuckled. They sat and ate their tacos, slumped against the headboard as they watched some satellite channel on the small TV in their room. Once they were done, Jake took the empty food wrappers down to the skip to avoid them stinking their room out and came back, Stella having settled in between the scratchy sheets on the bed. "Come lay with me, Jake," she offered, patting the bed next to her. “Well, I can cancel all of my other hugely pressing engagements…” Jake grinned, flopping down next to her. “Hey, want me to see if I can hack into the main lounge TV again? Might be something decent to watch.” What started out as a simple hack for some nondescript Bolivian soap opera, turned into a heavy make out session that Jake indirectly started. As they cuddled in the finally cooling air of their room, his hand moved up and down Stella's arm, and when she looked up at him, he looked down through those long lashes and his glasses. He bent his neck and she closed the gap as their lips met in a longing, soft but deep kiss. Stella pulled back and sat up a little, pulling off his glasses and placing them carefully on the bedside table, a movement that always left him horny for some strange, inexplicable reason. She straddled his narrow waist, and immediately like a moth to a flame, Jake's hands were at her hips, tilting her frame down for another soul searing kiss. "Let me love on you, Stelly," he whispered as he peppered her jaw with his lips. She sighed, an answer to him and he smiled, his hands sliding up her back beneath the thin material of her tee shirt. The feel of her skin at his fingertips made him ache. Sure they'd gone longer, but these last three tension filled weeks were causing detrimental pain to his reproductive skills. He wanted to love on her, show her how much he cared about her, again and again and again. He lifted the hem of her oversized tee and away the material came from Stella's body, her arms lifting to finish the job. Jake tossed the garment to the side of the bed and again, his hands were over her body, sliding up and down her sides, thumbing at the underside of her breasts. He sat up, back pressing to the shitty headboard of the flimsy bed, his lips locked into hers as her hands slid to the hem of his own tee, her nails lightly scratching at his taught abs. As quickly as hers came off so did his, the two of them bare from the waist up. A shift of his hips had Stella on her back as he tossed her to the mattress, his thick biceps framing her shoulders as his hands led flat near her ears. Jake bent down, nearly a push up over her body and kissed Stella, first at her lips, her jaw, her neck, that hollow where she purred like a kitten at his touch. Her hands gently scratched up his broad back, one resting against his shoulder blade, the other slipping into the short hair at the nape of his neck. Further down his lips went, nipping and kissing each tender spot along the way. His hands traveling along the highway of her body. Thick fingers, skilful fingers, hooked her short waistband and pulled downward, peeling the material away from her hips and down her thighs. His lips traced a path from the inside of her knee upwards, teeth grazing her soft skin as she sighed, her hands now tangled in the longer, spiky tips on top of his head. He knew what she was expecting, but that wasn’t his intention tonight. He was too impatient, wanting to be buried inside of her for the first time in weeks. "'Nother time, Stelly," Jake breathes against her skin, "I need you, baby." His words seemingly lit a fire in her as her hands gripped his hair a little tighter, causing him to hiss. "Get those pants off," Stella rasped. He didn’t need telling twice. In a flash his pants and boxers were down and discarded on the floor somewhere. Jake crawled up the bed, slotting himself right between Stella's legs, his hard and absolutely aching cock right at her wet opening. He brushed the outside of her core with the tip of his dick and Stella gave a gasp. Her juices leaked over him, preparing him for what he craved. Jake held her hips as he pressed forward, slipping inside her. With a groan he pushed forward, as deep as he could, his lips pressing to hers in a furious kiss. The knot in his belly was already tight, but he could last, he hoped. "Jesus, Jake," Stella tore away from his lips with the first roll of his rut. "So thick." “I love it when you talk dirty, babe.” He grunted with another thrust. "I'm gonna need you to go a little hard, baby," Stella clawed at his hips, trying to grab that nice ass he possessed. "I wanna love on you," Jake hitched his breath. His hips pushed forward again, a deep, languid thrust and Stella groaned, her back arching. "Oh fuck, right there," she managed. Jake snapped his hips in the same manner and drew another moan from Stella, "oh yeah, honey." He encouraged. He continued with the same rhythm, slow and deep, all the time his eyes focussed on her face. He watched each little flutter of her lashes, twitch and curl of her lip, how her teeth would drag that bottom lip between them and out it would pop, plumper than before. And then, in a flash he was on his back, Stella having used her strong legs to flip them over, a move she had used many times before but it still riled him up to high heaven. “Fuck, baby.” He growled as she sank down on him, leaning over to kiss him. Her tongue aggressively plunged into his mouth as she bucked and rolled with him buried deep. The bucking glided his thick cock in and out of her swollen folds while her rolls applied a gentle yet firm pressure against her clit. Sitting up she planted both hands on his abs, rolling her hips, her nails digging into his skin, letting out a low moan as he went deeper still. "Fuck that cock, Stelly, yes, baby," Jake's mouth grew filthy as he neared his end, Stella pulsing around him already. Jake’s hands grabbed at her hips as her head ripped back, her mouth falling open as she shuddered, her release washing over her, leaving her trembling on top of him. The spring in Jake's belly snapped as Stella quivered around him, filling her with his hot seed, growling as he did so. The back up and build up straining the muscles in his legs, arms and neck. He melted, bonelessly, into the lumpy mattress between them, Stella falling forward onto his chest, her face buried into the crook of his neck. The battered TV still playing in the background mixed with the noises from outside that freely leaked through the flimsy glass window panes as they both caught their breath. The entire place was a shit hole, but there and then, to them both, for a blissful ten minutes, they could have been anywhere. "Can we not go that long again?" Jake panted out, completely breathless. "I might die." Stella giggled into his neck, kissing his slightly sweaty skin gently. “Don’t move me.” "Not a chance, baby, you stay right there." Jake's arms wrapped around her, his hands rubbing along her back. “Jake?” She moved her head softly to look at him and Jensen peered down at her, frowning as he saw tears pooling in her eyes. “Tell me this isn’t it for the rest of our lives.” "Look at me, Stella Stevenson," a very serious tone took over his voice and a firm look in his eyes, "this will not be the rest of our lives. I promise you. Do you understand me?" He hoped the confidence in his voice masked the hopelessness he felt deep inside at their predicament. “We’re gonna get home, then I’m gonna marry you and we’re gonna make those gorgeous babies, one of each, our little Daisy and Joseph, just like we always planned.” She swallowed that lump in her throat, "Okay."

It was an hour or so later, when Stella was sleeping that Jake slipped from the bed and headed into the bathroom. After taking a piss, he washed his hands and then splashed cold water over his face. As he looked at his reflection in the shabby, cracked mirror he sighed, his head hanging a little.

Despite what he had promised, he had no grand plan, nothing up his sleeve so to speak. He was as lost as her. Wiping his face, he tossed the towel into the dated shower cubicle and headed back into the room, clicking off the light as he went. Slipping back into the bed, he pulled Stella to him, his body spooning round her. The faces of his family flashed in front of his eyes as he lay still, his mind running ten to the dozen. They had to get out of this. And soon. Even if that meant at great risk. Because the alternative just didn’t bear thinking about. With a final, deep breath, he pressed a kiss to Stella’s neck and closed his eyes, a vision of a white picket fence, and two little blonde kids filling his dreams.

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Chapter 12

#too loose and you'll lose it #jake jensen x ofc #jake jensen x original female character #jake jensen #the losers #the losers fan fiction #chris evans #chris evans characters

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jerzwriter · 1 year ago

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So, why is self-love day the hardest day of all? Every year, I see dozens of posts for all the other days - and then it slows rapidly for self-love. Meanwhile, here I am telling people, "Get to it! I want to see your self-love posts," and I'm like, "Oh, shit, that means I should do one!" lol

I'm proudest of venturing into writing for Wake the Dead and Crimes of Passion. I can't wait to write more for both of them in the future.

Wake the Dead is the pleasure of "writing for me" because, while I have a few readers who really enjoyed those works, it's not a popular story/pairing, but I love it. The Eli prequel fics are among my favorites, but I love his story with Zoe, too. I plan to expand on their HC in the near future. One of my favorite Eli x Zoe fics is Comfort & Joy. A bittersweet story that honors all they've been through, while showing what they've brought into each other's lives.

With Crimes of Passion, I have had so much fun getting to know Trytan and Carolina better, and I can't wait to explore their story more. I have loved the angsty/fluffy stories about them in my HC; some favorites are Better This Way, Breathe Again, and "...and you have me." I also enjoyed writing an angsty AU based on what would happen if they didn't stay together in Book 2 called A Moment in Time. The final part of that series will be up in the next couple of weeks.

Back in Open Heart, I'm happy I've written more about my MC Casey's past, particularly her relationship with her ex-girlfriend, Jessica.

But, of all my pairings, Tobias & Casey still have my heart. They really are the OTP for me. I haven't done enough with them recently, and plan on remedying that. I have some angstier outstanding AUs that I want to work on: What's Forever For?, an AU where the divorce (though neither really wanted to) and now they have to figure out how to move forward, By Chance, which is a messy AU where they met and fell hard... but they were too young and god will they screw things up in this messy AU, and I am like a year late at finishing up Where it Goes From Here, god, I suck (wait, that's not self-love! lol)

In my HC for the pair, I'm going to finally show you HOW they got together, and that's my immediate goal. Then I'll explore their future because, honestly, how much longer will we have an OH fandom :(.

Another thing I've loved this year is how much fun they've had with friends! With @lilyoffandoms Ethan and Merida and @storyofmychoices Bryce and Olivia - I need to create a masterlist for this crew! I will, and I will come back and tag it!

Then they went and became besties with @mydemonsdrivealimo's Jensen and Bryce, and I ended up dropping these two nutty, amazing men right into my HC. They need a list too. Shit, I have work to do. lol

They even got to play with @trappedinfanfiction's Ethan x Celia. Tobias & Casey get AROUND, and that's fitting for my babies! lol

In Ethan and Kaycee's land I will be wrapping up A Different Fate, which is my favorite thing that I've done for them in the past year. I got a $40 donation for Anera through Write for Gaza Project, and the donor (who wishes to remain anonymous) asked me to finish this series. I can't think of a better reason to do so!

Also had some fun with some uber-fluff for these two in As Planned, , and I do. Me too.

I introduced Ethan's LI in my T/C wold, Dr. Eva Mendoza, and I will be exploring her more in 2024.

That's all I've got kids - and that's way too much anyway - so we're all good! Now - I want to see yours! :)

@choicesfandomappreciation

#choices fandom appreciation #fandom appreciation 2023 #self-love day #jerzwriter

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hollywoodfamerp · 4 years ago

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Hey Famers!

Under the cut you will find your tent mates! Please remember the following:

Those on hiatus and reduced activity were still included in the list - you were just paired with someone else who is currently on hiatus as well.

If you got paired with another FC that you play, please send us a message and we’ll fix that for you right away as all pairs were made with a generator that randomizes people!

If you cannot find your FC in the list, please let us know so we can fix that as well!

If your tent mate goes inactive or leaves the RP during the trip then you will just be in a tent by yourself.

Any new FCs that join the RP during the trip will be in a tent by themself as well.

The tent mate list will not be updated during the trip as it’s only a weekend trip.

If you’re reading this list, go ahead and reach out to your partner! Please do not wait for them to reach out to you.

Please be mindful that this list can and will change prior to the trip because of unfollows, activity checks, and/or new members being added into the group. So please make sure to like this notice so you can keep track of things :)

Please like this notice so we know you’re all up to date! :)

Chris Evans and Jade Chynoweth

Kit Harington and Emilia Clarke

Regé-Jean Page and Selena Gomez

Dylan O'Brien and Adelaide Kane

Keith Duffy and Sarah Drew

Leati Joseph Anoa'i (Roman Reigns) and Carrie Underwood

Zac Efron and Vanessa Hudgens

Maisie Williams and Nat Wolff

Jung Yoonoh (Jaehyun) and Lee Taeyong

KJ Apa and Lili Reinhart

Chace Crawford and Kaia Gerber

Jackson Wang and Chittaphon Leechaiyapornkul (Ten)

Sophie Turner and Jennifer Lawrence

Sebastian Stan and Margot Robbie

Jon Moxley and Jeffery Dean Morgan

Prince William and Kate Middleton

Seth Rollins and Becky Lynch

Colton Parayko and Phoebe Tonkin

Park Chanyeol and Byun Baekhyun

Lucas Wong and Kim Jungwoo

Zayn Malik and Jade Thirlwall

Josephine Skriver and Travis Kelce

Demi Lovato and Kehlani Parrish

Demi Bennett (Rhea Ripley) and Ashley Fliehr (Charlotte Flair)

Kim Jong-in (Kai) and Lee Taemin

Fergal Devitt and Renee Young

Jordan Fisher and Billie Eilish

Pamela Martinez (Bayley) and Mercedes Justine Varnado (Sasha Banks)

Park Jimin and Jeon Jungkook

Kim Taehyung and Cindy Kimberly

Lee Minho and Lee Felix

Dianna Agron and Grant Gustin

Tom Holland and Natalia Dyer

Bill Skarsgard and Ariana Grande

Hunter Hayes and Mats Hummels

Florence Pugh and Alex Wolff

Timothee Chalamet and Saoirse Ronan

Amy Adams and Ralph Macchio

Chris Hemsworth and Lucy Hale

Kim Hongjoong and Diamanté Quiava Valentin Harper (Saweetie)

Jake Gyllenhaal and Elizabeth Olsen

Normani and Nick Jonas

Nick Massie and Sofia Carson

Sophia Bush and Henry Cavill

Booboo Stewart and Cristian Roldan

Joe Jonas and Alexandria Daddario

Romee Strijd and Pedro Pascal

Zendaya Coleman and Aaron Taylor Johnson

Louis Tomlinson and Liam Payne

Lee Jeno and Na Jaemin

Emilio Estevez and Mat Barzal

Justin Timberlake and Cara Delevingne

Megan Fox and Jensen Ackles

Harry Styles and Ronen Rubinstein

Taylor Swift and James Rodriguez

Leigh-Anne Pinnock and Liam Hemsworth

Jahnvi Kapoor and Park Seonghwa

Taylor Hill and Calumn Hood

Lily James and Andrew Garfield

Barbara Palvin and Joe Keery

Luke Hemmings and Dove Cameron

Kendall Jenner and Kylie Jenner

Kim Namjoon and Min Yoongi

Christopher Bang (Bang Chan) and Hwang Hyunjin

Elsa Hosk and Alexander Skarsgard

Olivia Holt and Mark Fischbach

Anya Taylor Joy and Niall Horan

Debby Ryan and Hero Fiennes-Tiffin

Tom Hiddleston and Han Jisung

Patrick Dempsey and Zoey Deutch

Lauren Jauregui and Ally Brooke

Melisa Aslı Pamuk and Casey Cott

Kristen Stewart and Lana Condor

Finneas O'Connell and Sydney Sweeney

Choi San and Anthony Mackie

Gigi Hadid and Jennie Kim

Colbie Smulders and Christina Aguilera

Ashley Benson and Tinashe Kachingwe

Shawn Mendes and Nathan Sharp

Melissa Benoist and Lee Donghyuck (Haechan)

Jared Padalecki and Hailey Baldwin

AJ Michalka and Aaron Tveit

Robert Downey Jr. and Bridget Satterlee

Dylan Playfair and Meryl Streep

Naomi Scott and Kang Yeosang

Hunter Schafer and Katie McGrath

CJ Perry (Lana) and Lupita Nyong'o

Anthony Beauvillier and Alicia Vikander

Robyn Fenty (Rihanna) and Jung Wooyoung

Maika Monroe and Laura Harrier

Bella Hadid and Nina Dobrev

Tessa Thompson and Taron Egerton

Maura Higgins and Jessica Chastain

Kim Dong-young and Mazz Murray

Emily Bett Rickards and Johnny Suh

Peter Hernandez (Bruno Mars) and Sarah Hyland

Bebe Rexha and Dua Lipa

Tom Hardy and Max Thieriot

Emily Blunt and Mark Lee

Beth Behrs and Karen Gillan

Joey King and Lily Collins

David Corenswet and Taika Waititi

Madelyn Cline and Michael B. Jordan

Perrie Edwards and Xiao Dejun

Emily VanCamp and Im Chang-kyun

Olivia Rodrigo and Camila Mendes

Zoë Kravitz and Jason Momoa

Alex Morgan and John Boyega

Robert Sheehan and Chase Stokes

Ryan Gosling and Rachel McAdams

Jenna Coleman and Oliver Stark

Katie McGrath and Brie Larson

Alex Høgh Andersen and Jesse Lee Soffer

#camphfrp #hollywoodfameevent

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darkesthourrpg · 3 years ago

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YOUR PRESENTS HAVE ARRIVED

As many of you already know, we had a holiday gift exchange and we hope you all sent/received your gifts, because below is the complete list of who received who. Also, just as a reminder, we paired characters up this time around based on current connections to make it easier for players to come up with gift ideas, rather than our typical task pairings that are meant to focus on building new connections-

Hollis Rosenberg (Bradley Cooper fc) —> Hayden Decker (Kristin Kreuk fc)

Hayden Decker (Kristin Kreuk fc) —> Nolan Diaz (James Roday Rodriguez fc)

Nolan Diaz (James Roday Rodriguez fc) —> Eliot Isayev (Oliver Stark fc)

Eliot Isayev (Oliver Stark fc) —> Lola Rai (Naomi Scott fc)

Lola Rai (Naomi Scott fc) —> Kiraz Kaya (Demet Özdemir fc)

Kiraz Kaya (Demet Özdemir fc) —> Lysander Ashwin Rai (Avan Jogia fc)

Lysander Ashwin Rai (Avan Jogia fc) —> Leyla Binici (Ayca Aysin Turan fc)

Leyla Binici (Ayca Aysin Turan fc) —> Clover Byrne (Katherine McNamara fc)

Clover Byrne (Katherine McNamara fc) —> Cole Byrne (Thomas Doherty fc)

Cole Byrne (Thomas Doherty fc) —> Devin Khan (Greta Onieogou fc)

Devin Khan (Greta Onieogou fc) —> Cecilia Wellworth (Elizabeth Gillies fc)

Cecilia Wellworth (Elizabeth Gillies fc) —> Selene Khan (Summer Bishil fc)

Selene Khan (Summer Bishil fc) —> Bea Ramos (Camila Mendes fc)

Bea Ramos (Camila Mendes fc) —> Elena Sinclair (Priscilla Quintana fc)

Elena Sinclair (Priscilla Quintana fc) —> James Binici (Charles Michael Davis fc)

James Binici (Charles Michael Davis fc) —> Alara Binici (Hande Erçel fc)

Alara Binici (Hande Erçel fc) —> Livia Hastings (Danielle Campbell fc)

Livia Hastings (Danielle Campbell fc) —> Jace Devlin (Jensen Ackles fc)

Jace Devlin (Jensen Ackles fc) —> Isra Durel (Biran Damla Yilmaz fc)

Isra Durel (Biran Damla Yilmaz fc) —> Kaito St. Claire (Darren Barnet fc)

Kaito St. Claire (Darren Barnet fc) —> Fiona Decker (Olivia Liang fc)

Fiona Decker (Olivia Liang fc) —> Athena Decker-Morris (Antonia Thomas fc)

Athena Decker-Morris (Antonia Thomas fc) —> Ainsley Decker (Shelley Hennig fc)

Ainsley Decker (Shelley Hennig fc) —> Ruairi McAllister (Aidan Turner fc)

Ruairi McAllister (Aidan Turner fc) —> Lancelot Crane (Daniel Sharman fc)

Lancelot Crane (Daniel Sharman fc) —> Leonardo Hastings (Scott Eastwood fc)

Leonardo Hastings (Scott Eastwood fc) —> Lucinda Hastings (Jodie Comer fc)

Lucinda Hastings (Jodie Comer fc) —> Logan Hastings (Rebecca Rittenhouse fc)

Leyla Binici (Ayca Aysin Turan fc) —> Hollis Rosenberg (Bradley Cooper FC)

Also, just as a reminder for all who participate, but this will count as your task for December.

#darkesttask #darkesttask9

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gravedrt · 4 years ago

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🆓 + olivia/jensen!!!

KISS MEME !

2 . A KISS ON THE NOSE/EYELIDS/FOREHEAD

jensen knew it was coming , had been thinking about it for the last month really , but that didn’t make it any less painful to see olivia hurting . this was only the second time he’d be around for the anniversary of her family’s deaths , and the first had left him frustrated and distraught as he tried so desperately to figure out what she needed . a year later , and he still wasn’t exactly sure , but he knew not to ask , to just be there , that some things can’t be cured no matter how bad he wanted to make them better . sometimes a soothing hand on the back or kiss to the forehead were all he could offer , even if they never felt like enough . this , he feared , was always going to be one of those times .

“ hey , ” he said as he eased his weight onto his side of the bed behind his girlfriend . it was barely above a whisper , and the typical gaiety in jensen’s voice had been replaced by something far more genuine , a tenderness reserved only for olivia . he leaned over , pressed his lips gently against her shoulder before moving up to repeat the action against her temple . “ i ran ya a bath , in case you felt like it . if not , that’s fine too , but i’m right here . ”

#due to unforeseen circumstances i will be passing away #✞. —— pairing / * jensen & olivia .#pcrtysovcr #death mention /#no i didn't let this sit in my drafts for 2 weeks after writing it shut up

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waywardnerd67 · 4 years ago

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20-21 SPN AU Bingo Masterlist

**COMING SOON**

Sweet Slice – Dean x Reader Summary: (Y/N) is new to Lebanon escaping the big city life when she gets a job at a local bakery. Things get complicated when her past returns and her boss gets in the middle. Square Filled: Baker!Dean Word Count: 2173

Whole New You – Misha x Reader Summary: After a nasty break-up (Y/N) goes to the salon to change her hair and unexpectedly meets the person who changes her life forever. Square Filled: Hairdresser!Misha Word Count: 688

Big Cat Country – Jared x Reader Summary: (Y/N) loves visiting the big cat exhibit at the zoo especially after meeting the newest caretaker. Square Filled: Zookeeper!Jared Word Count: 890

Here to Help – Jensen x Counselor!Reader Summary: Jensen meets with the school counselor after his teenage daughter gets into a fight at school. Square Filled: Single Dad!Jensen Word Count: 1661

The Family Business – Dean x Reader Summary: (Y/N) is hired on as the newest mechanic at Winchester Automotive. Trying to prove herself, she catches the eye of the boss’s son. Square Filled: Coworkers AU Word Count: 1470

On The Road Again – Cas x Reader Summary: (Y/N) is trying to escape her past when she comes across a knight in shining armor disguised as a truck drive. Square Filled: Truck Driver!Cas Word Count: 744

Angel Cakes – No Pairing Summary: A new bakery opens in Lebanon and (Y/N) goes to check it out. Square Filled: Baker!Cas Word Count:

This One’s For You – Jensen x Reader Summary: Dating the world’s number one rockstar takes its toll on (Y/N), but in the end he always makes it worth it. Square Filled: Rockstar AU Word Count:

Long Distance Call – Castiel x Reader Summary: (Y/N) has waited weeks for one phone call and when it finally comes it unexpectedly gets cut short. Square Filled: Soldier!Cas Word Count:

Just Desserts – Dean x Reader Summary: (Y/N) is stuck in the middle of Dean and Cas’s battle to be the best bakery in Lebanon. Square Filled: Rival AU Word Count:

Damsel – Jensen x Reader Summary: He thought she needed saving when in the end, she was the one who ended up saving him. Square Filled: Superhero AU Word Count:

The Pact – Dean x Reader / Dean x Cas / Cas x Olivia (OFC) / Olive (OFC) x Reader) Summary: They all wanted love but appearances needed to be kept. Square Filled: 1920’s AU Word Count:

Cross The Line – Sam x Student!Reader Summary: College was meant to be about pushing the boundaries but (Y/N) toes a dangerous line. Square Filled: Professor!Sam Word Count:

Truce – Dean x Reader Summary: The Winchester and The Campbells were always fighting each other, but what happens when a Winchester falls in love with a Campbell. Square Filled: Mafia AU Word Count:

The Muse – Jared x Reader Summary: Jared finally achieves his dreams by opening his own gallery but the moment is bittersweet. Square Filled: Photographer!Jared Word Count:

True Love’s Kiss – Jensen x Reader Summary: The Prince of Evergreen is cursed by a wicked witch and the only way to save him is by true love’s kiss. Square Filled: Disney Prince/Princess AU Word Count:

You Make Me Better – Dean x Reader Summary: Dean never took anything seriously until he found the one thing to make him take life seriously. Square Filled: College AU Word Count:

Of The Sea – Dean x Reader Summary: On the anniversary of his wife’s death, Dean is surprised to find out what truly happened to her. Square Filled: Mermaid!Reader Word Count:

Power Play – Jensen x Reader Summary: In the boardroom they are competitors but in the bedroom they are so much more. Square Filled: CEO!Jensen Word Count:

Beauty and the Assistant – Castiel x Reader Summary: Being a top model’s assistant was a real pain in the ass but he always made up for it at the end of the day. Square Filled: Model!Cas Word Count:

Partners – Jensen x Reader Summary: After (Y/N) buys out Jensen’s company they have to learn how to separate work and pleasure. Square Filled: CEO AU Word Count:

Belles Petites Fleurs – Jensen x Reader Summary: The last thing (Y/N) needed was another man in her life until fate trips her into the arms she was always meant to be in. Square Filled: Florist!Jensen Word Count:

Panty Killer – Jensen x Detective!Reader Summary: Austin, Texas is on high alert after a serial killer comes to town leaving a trail of beautiful women in his wake. For one detective this case would change her life forever. Square Filled: Serial Killer!Jensen Word Count:

Paradise Island – Dean x Reader Summary: When their boat wrecks onto a stranded island, (Y/N) and her friends find their own little paradise. Square Filled: Stranded AU Word Count:

XOXO, Me – Detective!Dean x Serial Killer!Reader Summary: Dean has been tracking the same serial killer across the country and finally in Kansas City he gets a break. Coming face to face with her has some unexpected results. Square Filled: Free Space Word Count:

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mysticaldeanvoidhorse · 3 years ago

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A Supernatural Love

Chapter Nine: A Date

Slow(ish) burn, some angst, some alluding to sexy times, fluff

Pairings: Jensen x Reader

Warnings: Bad writing, Fluff, Language

Word Count: 3614

No hate to any of the real people in this story, it is purely fiction and for enjoyment! No images are mine

First fic I wrote, please be kind but open to feedback, both positive and negative!

Tag List: @streets-in-paradise @leigh70 @sexyvixen7 @deandreamernp @universallyraylangivens @siospins2 @let-me-luve-you @lyarr24 @nancymcl

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Jensen left around 3am last night and you were paying for it in the morning. Gen came home late, doing something you would definitely catch up on after work. That was his cue to leave otherwise who knew when he would. He got himself off the couch and walked to the door and thanked you for a nice evening, never making a move on you and you really appreciated that. You knew he had ulterior motives but he never made it known and that made you like him all the more. You had to be careful with this guy, he had a way of breaking through your walls without even trying and you were falling hard.

At work the next morning you chugged coffee like your life depended on it.

“Late night?” James asked you with a smile.

“Yes, but it was a good time.” You said taking another sip.

“Glad you had fun at dinner. Hopefully Gen and the boys won’t be too tired while filming” He made an effort but you could tell something was off. You didn’t flaunt that you knew celebrities or that you went out with them but you didn’t try to hide it either. Why would you? James was just a friend. But Gen’s words from last night rang in your ears. You had a habit of attracting men without realizing it. It was only somewhat accurate; most of the time nothing came from it and if something did it didn’t last long.

“Well next time we study, we will have to grab dinner. Maybe leave the hospital for once” You tried to make light of the situation and he smiled.

“That sounds like a great idea. We will have to plan something soon.” His pager went off and he left.

“Did you just make plans for a date with Dr. Dreamy?” Olivia really knew how to sneak up on you.

“What? No. We are just going to study and grab a bite.” You defended.

“Uh huh, sounded like it. Watch out Y/N, looks like you’re in the middle of a love triangle.”

“You’re crazy, no I am not Liv.” You frowned.

“Okay fine but tell me this, would you openly tell either one about the other? James knows you hang out in groups with Jensen but why did you omit that he stayed over until three?” She walked away leaving you to chew on what she just said. You knew you liked Jensen, but why did it seem so weird to tell James about him? A call light when off pulling you from your thoughts.

Later that week you made it to set for lunch. You hadn’t been to set in a while and you were happy to have Jared escort you to the tent. It felt familiar and like home. You loved how much like family it felt to you.

“Hey Y/N how has work been? I know you’ve been busy studying a lot” Jared said, taking a bite of his sandwich.

“It’s been really busy actually, I have barely had time to study. James and I might be able to study later this week” You tried to sound casual. James was your friend but it felt weird to mention him.

“Oh yeah? Sounds like you spend a lot of time together” Jared said, eyeing you to gauge your response.

“Well I do work with him and he does help me study during down times” You tried to reason.

“So you aren’t dating him?”

“Why would you think that? I just told you we are friends and he has been a great resource. When you can start helping me prepare for my tests then I won’t see him so much but until then, I’ll be seeing a lot of him”

“Okay, okay” he put his hands in the air. “I believe you, I just have to look out for Jensen. He really likes you and it seems like you really like him. I just don’t want him to get hurt.” It was an honest statement and though it hurt, you knew he was coming from a good place.

“I have no intention of hurting Jensen. I won’t lie to you, I do like Jensen and I would be happy to spend more time with him but if you tell him I will deny it” You took a bite of your sandwich and Jared seemed satisfied.

“Hey guys, sorry I am late!” Gen came walking in briskly. “So much for a quick scene. I feel like Kripke does that on purpose sometimes” She sat down and took a sip of her water. “Where is Jensen? I thought he would have beat me here.”

“I don’t know, he didn’t tell me anything.” Jared answered her.

“Well you are joined at the hip so it was a safe assumption” You quipped.

“Ha. Ha. Very funny. But if you do date Jensen I will definitely be along for the ride!” you gave him a dry chuckle. Speaking of the devil, Jensen came sauntering in with his sandwich in hand from the food table and sat down at your now regular table.

“Hey guys, what did I miss?” He said taking a huge bite of his sandwich, causing mayonnaise to drip onto his face.

“Other than your mouth? Nothing much” You giggled. He tried to wipe it off but it was such a big mess that there was still a lot left.

“You are just making it worse.” You giggled. “Can I help?” You took your finger and wiped the spot on his face with the condiment. He gave you a grateful smile and you kept your eye contact longer than you needed to but you could look at those green eyes forever.

Gen gave you an approving smile and you were sure you'd hear about it later. You missed the look Jared gave Jensen but it was an approving look.

"Time for me to head back to work" you said, your sandwich long gone.

"I'll walk you to your car" Jensen said getting up with you. Neither of you said much until you reached your door.

"Thanks for walking with me" you said, playing with your keys.

"Listen, Y/N, I've really enjoyed spending time with you and I've tried not to push the issue or make you feel pressured but we have been having a good time. I think it's about time I took you on that date." He was nervous but confident in his words. You still didn't know what to do with your hands but you knew what to respond.

"I think you're right, Ackles. It's about damn time" you gave him a smile. He looked like a giddy school boy and it made you more happy than you were already feeling.

"Then it's a date. I'll call you later" he opened your door and waited until you were long gone before turning back to set. It was a hard drive back to the hospital but only because there were so many butterflies in your stomach.

He called you that night and you made plans for Saturday night. He said it was a surprise so you weren't sure what to wear. If Gen knew anything she didn't tell you.

"Y/N are you excited?" Gen came into your room as you threw more clothes onto your bed.

"Right now I'm more nervous because I have no idea what to wear! He didn't tell me anything! What if I don't wear the right thing? What if I don't dress up enough? What if I'm way too overdressed?" You walked back into your closet.

"Relax hon, whatever you wear is going to be great" she said while going through your skirts and dresses.

"Are you sure you don't know anything? If you do, you gotta help a girl out."

"I promise you, I don't know anything but if I did I couldn't tell you. All I know is he's put in a lot of effort and he really likes you so whatever you do say or wear won't matter" she got up and gave you a hug.

With tears in your eyes you said, "Aww Gen I don't know what to say. You are the best, I love you" you gave her a tight squeeze.

"You are my best friend Y/N I'd do anything for you"

"At this point who even needs the guys? You and I can just run away together”. She laughed

"Honestly, that sounds like a great idea. But knowing how much you like the guy and how much he likes you I would feel bad stealing you away."

"When are you and Jared finally going to admit your feelings?" You asked her.

"What? No, besides today is about you" she tried to deflect.

"Yes, today will be amazing for me but just admit you like him" she sighed.

"I do like him. I really really like Jared. But I don't know what to do. He's so sweet and kind and doesn't give me many hints if he's interested."

"You're kidding me right? He's completely head over heels. For whatever reason he's just taking his time but trust me, he's totally in love with you."

"Do you think so? I really hope so. I just don't know what to do."

"Chin up, soon we will go on double dates!!"

"Haha well let's not get too ahead of ourselves, let's just focus on tonight! Try this dress on."

You wore the dress she picked out with simple wedges. It could look fancy or casual. By the time you finished your last touches the doorbell rang. You opened the door and you had to keep yourself from drooling. The man in front of you looked like heaven. He was dressed in dark jeans and a dress shirt with the top unbuttoned. He had his hair perfectly styled and had his sexy smile on.

"Wow you look amazing Y/N" he said. You couldn't believe that the man in front of you had said that and you knew he meant it.

"You clean up nice yourself, Ackles. Any chance you'll finally clue me in on what's going on?" He just smirked and offered you his arm.

"Not a chance, where would the fun be in that?" You just scoffed as you took his arm. You really liked holding on to it.

He led you to a Mercedes parked out front of your house. He opened the door and closed it behind you. Points for being a gentleman.

“Did you give Cliff the night off?” You asked him when he got into the car.

“Yep, he deserves it and selfishly I didn’t want to share you with him” He gave you a smirk and you rolled your eyes at him trying to hide the blush creeping into your face.

“So is this Mercedes yours or did you steal it? I know you usually drive a truck but we aren’t in Texas” You remembered him telling you about it on multiple occasions.

“Ha, not this time. I decided to rent” He gave you a chuckle.

“Very nice car to just rent for a night.” You replied.

“I wanted a nice car for a nice girl and if tonight goes well, maybe it won’t just be for tonight” He gave you a cocky grin. Oh how those lips curled in a way that drove you crazy.

“I wouldn’t get ahead of yourself Ackles. The night has only begun” You knew you would have a great time but you didn’t want him to know, at least not yet, that he had you completely head over heels.

About twenty minutes into the drive, you were in a cute little wooded park.

“Bring me out to the woods to kill me?” You asked.

“Wasn’t my plan, but like you said, the night is young” Damn the man for using your words against you. He got out and opened your door and helped you out. “You up for a little walk? Don’t worry it isn’t far and if your shoes are bothering you I can always carry you.”

“Well, aren't you just the gentleman.” You gave him a smile.

“I have a sister, I understand how that works and I try my best to always be a gentleman which is why I promise there won’t be any funny business.” He looked you in the eye when he said the last part.

“A good actor, attractive, and a gentleman? Are you even real?” You asked him.

He chuckled a little. “Mama raised me right, and a girl like you deserves more than a guy like me can give you.”

“I don’t know about that, I think it’s the other way around, but if you want to believe that, that’s on you” You gave him a nervous laugh as you went to walk down the path because it made you a little uncomfortable. How could a guy like that sincerely mean what he said? He clearly didn’t know you well.

“I do believe that because I know it’s the truth. You are one hell of a woman and I hope you know that” He said, grabbing your arm helping you along the path. You were thankful you wore the shorter heeled wedge but they just weren’t made for a dirt path. You chose to not answer his comment and instead focused on not tripping.

Not far down the main trail he took you on a side trail. At first you wouldn’t notice it but it was a path and at the end was a little hill.

“Almost there” He said, stopping you. “But I need you to close your eyes.”

“What?” You looked at him quizzically.

“Do you trust me?” He gave you that same cocky grin again.

“Do I have a choice?”

“Always but it’s more fun this way, you’ll be glad you did I promise.” He stepped closer to you and you let him turn you toward the end of the path. “I promise you will be okay, I won't let anything happen to you” He said, moving closer and putting his hands on your shoulders.

“I believe you” You responded, leaning back into him, feeling his warmth. He covered your eyes and led you up a small incline.

“Okay, you can open your eyes” He breathed into your ear. You were sad when his hands left you but when you looked out there was a beautifully set up picnic under a big oak tree with lights strung up. It was near the edge of a drop off and you could see the entire city of Vancouver from there.

You gasped and held your breath trying to take it all in. “Oh my gosh, Jensen.” You left your mouth open.

“I told you you would be happy if you listened to me.”

“You were right this time, I’ll have to remember you can be right every once in a while” He chuckled and put his hands up.

“I won’t let myself get too cocky about being right. Care to sit down?” He helped you sit onto the blanket. “You deserve a fancy meal at the best place in town but you seemed more of a picnic-away-from-the-crowd type so I tried to give you both. I hope this is okay” He said, pulling out a champagne glass for you.

“This is perfect. I can’t imagine a better first date. You really do know how to show a girl a good time.” He really did pay attention to you and what you like and it showed.

“Cliff helped set it up so that it was all ready when we got here. He really is a great guy” Jensen explained.

“Remind me to thank him.” You said, taking your glass from him.

“A toast” He said, raising his glass to you and you did the same. “To a beautiful night with a beautiful woman and to more to come” You both took a sip.

He packed a simple yet elegant meal consisting of chicken, veggies and pie for dessert.

“Why am I not surprised you packed a pie, Dean” You chuckled, emphasizing the last word.

“Having to eat so many pies on set, it kinda grows on you. I noticed you took a big slice of the peach pie on set and you seemed to enjoy it so I thought it was a good option.”

“Does anything slip past you?” You nervously laughed. It was so sweet that he paid attention to so much detail but you made a note to not take so much food in front of the man who remembers everything.

“Not much does, not when it comes to you” He looked at you shyly causing you to give him a big smile. “Anyways, I like a girl who isn’t afraid to eat.” He gave you a wink.

“Unfortunately I do like to eat, I just need to make sure I go to the gym so it doesn’t show” You laughed, taking another bite of pie and moaning. It was the best peach pie you had ever tasted and you weren’t sure if it was the pie or the company making it so good..and sweet.

“I understand that, but sweetheart you don’t need to, you are gorgeous” He looked you in the eye and you blushed again.

“Keep sweet talking me and you have a pretty good chance of getting a second date”

“That’s the plan” He winked at you. Did he know the effect he had on you? You hoped not.

After dinner you cleaned up the baskets and walked back to the car. You wrapped your arm in his for two reasons. One because it was past dusk and the path wasn’t too visible anymore and second, the man was Jensen Ackles so it seems unnecessary to state any sort of reasoning to want to hold the man.

“Would you like to go for a walk? I’ll take you to the sidewalk so we don’t twist those pretty ankles.” He told you, having packed the car up.

“I would love that. Good thing I work at a hospital so if something were to happen, I know some people” You gave him a wink.

“Let’s avoid any unnecessary trips to the ER but just for future, I have been known to treat an ankle or two” He smiled at you.

“As much as I wouldn’t mind being treated pretty well, let’s try to save injuries for dates later on” You giggled.

“As long as it means I get to see you more, I would be happy to oblige by treating you like a princess, though you deserve it regardless.” He put his hand on the small of your back helping you into the car.

You talked about many things in both the car ride and the walk once back into the city. You hadn’t realized how long you had been out until he brought you to your building. It surprised you how easy it was to talk to him. It was easier than any other guy you had been with. Sometimes silences fall during first dates but not this time. He was so fun and funny and yet he could be serious and sensitive. You loved it. He walked you to the elevator and stepped in with you.

“A gentleman walks a woman to the door and I am happy for an excuse to spend even two more seconds with you”

“I am happy for the extra time as well.” You couldn’t help but notice the shade of pink appearing on the tips of his ears.

“Good thing we avoided twisted ankles. But just to be safe, I shouldn’t push our luck.” Before you could respond he picked you up bridal style causing you to giggle.

“Ackles you don’t have to” You laughed.

“I know but a true gentleman wouldn’t let a lady put herself in harm's way and those heels are just begging for an accident. Besides, you are light and I have been wanting to do this for awhile” Your arms tightened a little around his neck. You silently sent a thanks that your apartment was at the end of the hall. When he put you down, his hand lingered just a little longer than necessary on your back. You pulled the keys out of your purse and opened your door.

“I said no funny business and I meant it so I will bid you goodnight” He said. He must have read your mind because you were going to ask him in. It was probably for the best because though you weren’t the type of girl to give it up on the first date you couldn’t be held responsible for what could have happened to end such a perfect night.

“Well then, I guess I will say goodnight as well.”

“I had a wonderful time tonight, and I would like to go out again.” You didn’t think you’d seen him so nervous, shifting on one foot.

“I had a wonderful night and I would love to go out with you again.” You replied, hoping your voice didn’t betray just how much you wanted to see him again.

“I would really like to kiss you, if that is okay” he said, his voice low. You smiled. What a goddamn gentleman to ask and not just assume like most men do.

“I would really like it if you did”, You matched his whisper. He leaned in slowly, cupping your cheek and grabbing your waist simultaneously. You matched his pace and put your hands on his chest. You closed your eyes and you could have sworn you saw stars. It was the best first kiss you had ever had.

#jensen x you #jensen x reader #jensen ackles #Jensen Ackles x you #jensen #jensen ackles x y/n #jared padalecki #genevieve padalecki #daneel ackles #a supernatural love #supernatural fic #supernatural show #supernatural writing #supernatural #writing #story #multichapter

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coffeeandcalligraphy · 4 years ago

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Since houses with teeth is shelved what will be fostered 7. Also how is FD coming along, i miss the updates😢😢

I’m not sure! I think, honestly, that the “main series” side of Fostered is done (so it ends at 6 books). It’s unfortunate because HWT came at the wrong time in my writing journey. I was in my last year of high school when I finished book 6 of Fostered, which I ended prematurely because I was in “writing puberty” lol where my genre, and how I approached writing greatly changed. I managed to finish a majority of book 6 balancing the older parts of my tastes with the newer, but by the time I got to writing book 7, I just couldn’t balance out these tastes anymore without having a headache or overthinking everything. The problem is that Houses With Teeth is a literary fiction novel with a genre fiction past/cast, and to write it properly, I would essentially have to completely overhaul every single Fostered character, which I do not want to do. I’d have to change backstories, even names, and I want to keep these things the way they are. There isn’t a collective story for the Fostered “squad” anymore! It really died when the dystopian elements died in the series. This is why I prefer the spinoffs more because they’re more intimate character studies. I could see myself writing HWT as a novella or something that follows Reeve, because it would be nice to give her a proper goodbye, but I doubt I will do that. This is a really emotional topic for me tbh because it really panics me to think Fostered will eventually end, but I’ve realized lately the series could be done soon, or at least for the foreseeable future. I really want to start writing things outside of this series, namely other novels, and while I love this series very much, I do think I’ve relied on it in recent years as a crutch to handle my anxiety about writing/in general. I struggle with anxiety when writing any novel that isn’t Fostered, which is weird because I write tons of short stories outside of that universe, but when the work is longer, I just freeze up! I want to work on this, and to do that, I need to take a break from/finish the series, even though the thought of that is terrifying (I think that terror comes from the anxiety)!

As for Feeding Habits, I had to take a huge break from this book this semester, not out of choice, necessarily, but necessity. At the beginning of the term, I was having a hard time writing this book, honestly. I had to switch POVs because I was... miserable lol! But then I got so busy with the term that I couldn’t even write anyway! I’ve been writing it actually in the last few days, and it’s going okay! This book is kind of torture to write sometimes because I am actually incapable of not hating or disliking the writing??? Sometimes I’m not even actively trying but my brain is like no u hate this! Like today, I wrote a good chunk of it, was like this prose?? gross lol, but I’ve made it a policy not to let that mindset stop me from writing because it has done so in the past, and when I go back, the writing is fine, and it was all my shaky perception. This is the only project this happens for??? Don’t know why!

The reason there aren’t any updates for FH is because I haven’t finished the next chapter yet, haha, it’s been months haha university as a writing major hahahahhaa

But here are some recent excerpts if you’re interested!

I wrote this at the very beginning of term. Lonan hitchhikes in the car of Lydia, who’s just picked her children up from school:

They stopped fifteen minutes later at a hospital in Portland. The children were mostly excited about its in-house pizza parlour called Zekes, which blinked in neon red letters. Esther and Jensen barrelled toward the revolving door while Lonan fumbled for his seatbelt, and in the end it was Lydia who had to click the release for him. When the grey belt slinked across his chest, back into its holder, he stared at her for a moment—how her red curls haloed in the sun, how a blot of ink stained her index finger (a paralegal, she could’ve been, a teacher, an accountant) how she smiled, this stranger who trusted him, her face this wide, unsuspecting plane—and then he sobbed.

Not sure if I’ve shared this already? But this is Lonan seeing his ex-girlfriend Glenne for the first time in a while:

She was filling two plastic bottles at the motel’s water fountain when he pulled up. The image of her this suspension of ink-soaked particles. She could’ve been a photograph, bent over the metal box, one hand dialled around the fountain nob, the other guiding a bottle to the greedy blip of water. The sun had settled like a yolk in the sky, frescoed her cheeks in persimmon. This is the same image Lonan stared at as he fumbled into the parking lot, mesmerized, trying to distinguish pixel from skin cell.

Glenne was smaller than he’d remembered, something new about her. Maybe a slyness, or a decomposition, or both. She wore a bleached grey pair of cotton overalls and no shoes. Against the mahogany motel door her blonde hair sparked. A woman on fire as she noticed him, her hands jerking so suddenly, the bottle she was filling disengaged from the tap and the contents splashed to the floor.

(TW: gore) I wrote this in a writing sprints weeks ago where Lonan in this chapter’s fictive present is in this super disconnected space to the point where he *tries (doesn’t really get that far lol) to kill Harrison with a butter knife??

Slit or swan. The knife across his throat like a block of Jenga reslotting. Him in the fridge lightbulb’s reflection, staring at a sealed block of gouda. It would be so easy, his arterial spray like the rays of water splaying the motel’s walkway. Him unsure when the pigment of the cheese’s red wax begins to come from him. Slit or swan. The refrigerator’s hum like the drone of cars dicing the freeway just beyond the parking lot. Remember it. That noise like caribou running.

I also wrote this during that writing sprint and LOVE the radio commentator’s dialogue:

Across the room, Glenne leaned over the nightstand, fiddling with the clock radio. In bursts, what could be heard from the room was this: the microwave whirring, then a jab of 6 o’ clock news, the microwave beeping, then a blast of electropop, the microwave slamming, then a radio host saying Tell me why I should care about almonds, Eileen, literally, tell me why. The microwave beeped again, then finally, a lick of violins pulsed through the speakers.

Wrote this description either today or yesterday??? what is time (TW: body horror-ish)

So much of his face had dried violet after the crash that it was difficult to find a patch of untouched skin. His eye was still bloodshot from where Eliza had burst the ventricle, and a scattering of cuts, small, like grains of rice, constellated his temple. His hair beamed from his head in different lengths. He looked more bird than human and even then, worse than a bird.

^^ confirmation that lonan IS a bird

I also wrote this today! Lonan takes care of Glenne’s baby, Olivia and it is so PURE I cannot handle it! At one point in time, I had a separate Fostered spinoff called ALANNIS planned out where Lonan actually takes on a fatherly role of Olivia who would be older at that point (he’s in his late 20s, I think she was like 7 or 8??) and so it’s so fantastic to see this role come to fruition here since I never thought it would!

The grocery store was a fifteen-minute walk away. With Olivia clinging to his shoulder, Lonan was acutely aware that she could feel his heartbeat. Open valve. Close. Repeat. Hers pulsed right above his heart, a miniature drumming. The sky had bruised purple, misted with clouds.

just imagine my terrifying bird man carrying this lil munchkin it’s SO CUTE!!

working on this chapter right now, so hopefully I’ll finish it and update you soon! <3

#asks #fostered

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