#⛓ anon

[blushedfemmes]

I can't stop thinking about coming home from a long day and laying my head in your lap while you rub your hand through my hair. Being a whiney mess, letting me suck your nipples and having you nurse me until im falling asleep, still latched into you <3

⛓️

pleaseeee i need this so badly. need to coo and hush your whines and watch you relax and your eyes slowly flutter shut as you suckle on my tit… readjusting so we’re both laying down and you latch on again and i can keep playing with your hair as you fall into a deep, soothed sleep

[subskz]

wait i luv when u do ot8 posts u write everyone’s name normaly but changbin and lee know r alwauys lino n binnie loool

-⛓ anon

HELP…..i cant believe u caught that omg i didnt even notice i was telling on myself like that 😭 if it wasnt obvious who my bias n bias wrecker are…there u go heh

[fnaf-answers]

No. I am everyone of the lost, all at once.

-⛓

One of the souls?

I thought they all-

I thought they all passed... Who are you? Stop being so vague!

[i-smoke-chapstick]

NEW DAISES IN THE FIELD CHAP OUT WOOOOO

FUCKIN LUV THIS NEW SERIES RAHHH

⛓️anon

AHH I LOVE U ANON 🫶 bunni is the best frl i love our ocs so much 😭

[glossysoap]

I’m back to cause more angst in my sadistic heart, I will send you my medical bill when I get out of this 9th circle of hell /lh

For rtc; imagine ghoap, in their grieving, having dreams where they think reader is “alive” and with them and the three are living a domestic life in some quaint home and they think “wow I was just in some horrible dream, they’re alive and we’re together!” and they go to dream reader and just tell them how much they love them and it’s all going so well until they try to touch reader and reader isn’t tangible and says “if only you told me that when I was still around” and it just spirals into some horrific nightmare and they just relive watching the video of reader getting stabbed but it’s like they’re right there-

Ahem… I’ve totally not been thinking about them all day today at work, nope nuh uh very normal thoughts in this house

-🌻

all an illusion

this is literally god tier, you're a genius <3

i can just imagine one of their dreams being so vivid (they all are but you know what i mean) and it’s a dream where you’re with the 141 just like normal!

this is going to become canon to the main fic very soon*

you were treating a patient that needed to be on a med-evac. it was almost a deja-vu from what led to your disappearance, except instead of you going alone, ghost and soap tagged along with you on the helicopter!

in this dream, the patient was completely different than nat. it could’ve been a child, or even a grown man. whatever the case, they were completely different than the redhead.

you would be sitting next to the patient, holding their hand and looking down at them with a sympathetic gaze, trying to calm them down.

ghost and soap would be sitting across from you in the helicopter, looking at you with love in their eyes. admiring how caring you were and how you were still so hopeful, even after seeing so much bloodshed from war zones. they would watch how you would let the crying patient squeeze your hand when they were in pain.

after a minute, you would feel their gaze burning into your head. you would look up at the two soldiers with a grin on your lips and raised brows. “what is it?” you would ask them with a chuckle, voice wary with nerves.

soap and ghost would be quiet for a few moments in the dream, the whirring of the helicopter blades filling the silence. in the dream, they were overwhelmed with a feeling that they could only describe as relief.

but why? why were they so relieved to see you? why did tears prick at their eyes while they watched you? nothing bad happened, right? you were just fine in real life. they were sure that if they woke up right then, you would be safe and sound, asleep in your quarters.

when you called their names, they were brought out of their thoughts.

“nothing. we’re just glad to have you, y/n.” soap would force out, his lips stretched into a grin. “we couldn’t imagine life without you, bonnie.”

“couldn’t have said it better than johnny, love.” ghost would croon, with a lilt to his voice, his honeyed eyes boring into your eyes. “you mean so much to us. more than you could ever know.”

they would both watch your face, taking in every detail in your expression as if you would disappear from their clutches again. committing every inch of your face into memory. every line, wrinkle and freckle. the way your brow furrowed and the way your lips quirked into a shy grin.

so when your brows relaxed almost instantly and your shy grin morphed into a sickly sweet smile that just didn’t quite reach your eyes, their hearts dropped. something wasn’t right.

“if only you told me that when i was still here.. when i was still alive.” you would drawl out, your smile turning into a snarl as you spat the last word.

the second that the words passed your lips, the entire scene around them changed.

in the blink of an eye, the dream shifted into the exact scene from the video tape of your capture. except they were stuck there in the helicopter — unable to save you.

they couldn’t even speak, let alone shout your name. their mouths felt like they were stuffed with cotton.

the climate changed from the sweltering heat to a biting blizzard. the pilot that was once a stranger was replaced with nikolai. the patient that was once a little boy was now that same redhead who tricked you, who captured you.

they were forced to watch that same redhead jump up from her gurney and break your left arm. they were forced to hear the sickening crack that resulted from it, and the cry of pain that left your lips.

“ghost! help me!” you would cry out, sending a knife through ghost’s chest.

“soap, please! help me!” you would sob, your eyes filled with tears as you pleaded for them to save you.

they were forced to watch as the redhead pulled a knife out of her pocket and plunged the blade into your abdomen, pulling a sob of pain from you.

“why won’t you help me? you’re just sitting there!” another punch to the boy’s guts.

they were forced to watch as she yanked, twisted the blade out of your wound and threw it at nikolai, killing him.

“why won’t you help me!?”

they were forced to hear your gut wrenching screams and see tears stream down your cheeks. the same tears were mirrored on soap and ghosts face.

“i thought you cared about me! you don’t care about me at all.”

they were frozen in their seats as blood pooled from that wound, drenching your uniform.

“i’m dying and it’s all your fault!”

then they would wake up, every time.

(….)

©️ glossysoap 2024. please do not steal, copy, plagiarize, translate, or repost any of my works without my permission. do not steal any elements of my theme without permission.

[chaepink]

ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ Navigation!

𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖗𝖘𝖙𝖘: open | 𝖗𝖊𝖖𝖚𝖊𝖘𝖙𝖘: open

masterlist • yandere masterlist

rules • tags • wips • mutuals

𝔴𝔥𝔬 𝔦 𝔴𝔯𝔦𝔱𝔢 𝔣𝔬𝔯: haikyuu, mha, csm, kny, jjk, more tba

𝖆𝖓𝖔𝖓𝖘: ♠️, 🎍 ⚫, ☁️, ender, ⭐, 🕯️, 🌝, 🍹, 🩷

𝖒𝖔𝖘𝖙 𝖗𝖊𝖈𝖊𝖓𝖙: money, money, money & my kind of present

𝖒𝖔𝖘𝖙 𝖕𝖔𝖕𝖚𝖑𝖆𝖗: sub!yandere boys

𝖜𝖗𝖎𝖙𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖊𝖛𝖊𝖓𝖙𝖘!

⸻ kinktober [2023] | taglist

call me chae! she/her. adult. avid haikyuu fan. sfw account: @lovelyd0ves

╰┈➤ I am not responsible for whoever is reading my work ❤

© chaepink. do not repost my work on any platform. | est. 12.22.22

[l-capitan]

@grimulf-of-the-wilderness | cont'd.

Capitano must hand it to this stranger, they’ve been rather audacious in their romanticisms and flirtations, and it left him utterly stupefied.

Not once has he ever been caught off guard the way he has been by this…admirer, and while it does somewhat make his hackles raise, he had to give them credit where credit was due. After all, indeed, audentes Fortuna iuvat.

Fortune favors the bold.

The Harbinger made no move to slay the stranger where they stood. No, instead, it just stared at them ever silently, the oppressive aura that it always carried upon its shoulders having quieted considerably and was even replaced by something else entirely:

Curiosity.

Their playful yet almost taunting words intrigued him, hues of cerulean glinting within the void of his mask as he regarded the newcomer carefully. The Captain’s lived for a little over five centuries now. He has seen many things when it came to humans and their customs, even those when it came to gestures indicating courting. He’s certainly never seen anyone lick another’s knuckles, however. It was strange—and yet, somehow, mildly amusing?

He's confused. Terribly so. He’s never been at the receiving end of any sort of attention that was not fear or reverence. Or both.

As the wanderer rose to their full height, Capitano was subtly taken aback by the fact that they are tall; much taller than him. He’s never encountered any human that passed him in stature, and just that alone further solidifies the assumption that they’re anything but—or at least, no longer are.

Only when they pushed back the hood and revealed everything did he truly understand. Understand, yet grow all the more bewildered at the fact that of all beings, it was a Hilichurlian Rogue that had courageously stepped forward and gave him his affections.

It’s not often that the Harbinger comes across Hilichurls, no less rogues, as he tends to keep his distance from them in order to leave them with what little peace they have left. So, to be face-to-face—or rather, mask-to-mask, with one was utterly novel. It’s not unwelcome, even as the Hilichurl reiterated his words from before.

Devastatingly handsome paired with a beautiful soul…as though he wasn’t baffled enough.

However, Capitano was snapped out of his reverie the moment a passerby screamed in terror at the sight of the rogue before him, his head turning almost mechanically towards the source of the exclamation before chaos erupted around them.

Ah.

His attention remained on the crowds of people that scattered and hollered to get away from the rogue that had revealed himself, however it returned towards the Hilichurl once he spoke again and dismissed himself before the guards could step in.

“… Wait.”

These are not Capitano’s people—they’re not a group that he could easily calm with a simple gesture. What he can do, however, is to bring back that oppressive nature that weighed heavily around him as he turned his attention towards the guards and the few stragglers that remained. He has no jurisdiction here in Natlan, of that he is aware, yet he is still a Fatuus.

He is still a Harbinger, and one that demanded respect by his mere presence.

“Leave this being to me and return to your people. Assure them that all is well, as there is nothing to be afraid of,” it said, its voice unwavering and stalwart. Should they listen or should they not mattered little to him as his attention fell on the rogue once more if he did actually listen and stay, motioning with his head for him to follow.

There was no need to continue causing unnecessary stress on the inhabitants of Natlan, so the two of them may as well find a more secluded place so they could have a talk.

[meowzfordayz]

muichiro looked so cool on the new ep omg

⛓️anon

Hii !! 😁 IKR !! 🤯😍 I didn’t expect the main fight(s) to start so quickly into the season, but I’m very excited as well as impatiently awaiting the weekend now lol !!!!! 😤🥳 Hope your week’s starting out smoothly. ⛅️

[taegularities]

oh I’ll gladly take the mafia anon name hehe, sounds kinda badass 🥹 and suits me well as i can’t get out of my bad boy Jungkook phase 😪 i swear i’m trying, but yesterday i read a piece about him being car thief working for oc’s father shop and let me just tell you it was HOT hot 😖 BUT i also can’t wait to meet the royal Jungkook! and ngl i was surprised no one asked about him in your AMC, so i think i’m gonna shoot my shot 👀

about the last tiktok, sorry (not) 🤭 i volounteer to take the position of your hot-edits-regular-supplier if it’s vacant 😌😇

i bet you're the badass-est, and i love that name for you 😌 oh shiii, you're into it deep, huh? whatever are we gonna do?

oh my gosh, ngl i'm pretty surprised too that no one asked about royal!jk !! so YES OMG, shoot your shot !!! 👀

and yes... (i say hiding from the screen, bc god knows what you're gonna hit me with), the spot is vacant... feel free to destroy my soul anytime </3

[many-but-one]

Hi! I just wanna say we came across an answered ask of yours about subsystems and the reason they're created. We've never felt so seen, because we kept saying one of our subsystems was initially from very early life and held really bad memories related to RA. Some of the alters in other subsystems also hold that severe trauma, more so in the subsystems than the main system. But yeah, I'm glad to know we weren't literally spreading misinformation because that was our own experience (which we made sure to clarify.)

Glad you felt seen. Subsystems are difficult to understand a lot of the time. Especially from the poor host’s perspective.😬 While I of course would rather not have trauma, I still do not envy our host’s position. Every day life sounds absolutely fucking exhausting. I’d rather deal with my little subsystem of abuser introjects, thank you. 😝

-Priest⛓️

(He/him/his)

[z-13-the-saboteur]

it gave me headache on left side of head

or maybe i'm melting?

I don't know, man...

-⛓️

"Well if you're going to melt, please do it away from the merchandise."

[subskz]

ms. rin u literakly guessed it 💀 chan says he’s addicted to genshin now on bubble im criyng

-⛓ anon

I SAW! he is so…i was joking abt channie disappearing for a few weeks then coming back completely addicted to genshin but i didn’t expect him to be AR44???? 😭 n he’s calling wriothesley “rizzley” too…he’s in too deep i fear

[fnaf-answers]

You know who I am.

-⛓

Do I???

Are you another one of Mikey's old friends?

[i-smoke-chapstick]

OKAY SO LIKE.

I was so confused abt the whole wendigo whistle thing and I listened to it and JESUS it’s loud.

BUT IT FITS WALKER SO WELL LIKE OML???

Bunni is truly a national treasure.

⛓️anon

YESSSSS

[glossysoap]

how’s about we take a little visit to the boys’ pov in chapter 11?

Stop you’re gonna kill me?! I’m already so excited!!! I feel for the boys 😪 the universe really threw a curveball at them that they didn’t deserve, but I just wanna scoop up all the angst you’re serving and eat it for breakfast, it’s so good omg I can see ghost and soap growing a bit of animosity for each other for not telling reader how they feel?! And reader doesn’t even remember them now?!?! asdfghjkl I’m so sorry, I’m just so stupid for your blorbos and this hellhole world you created

I need rtc like it’s my lifeline cause I canNOT wait for ghost and soap to reunite with reader and the three of them to learn to love each other!? UGH I can taste it but I live for everything in between cause it wouldn’t taste as good without the buildup, I need it to hurt 😩

I’m biting my knuckles just thinking about how huge the boys’ regret is for not confessing sooner or being more intimate with them!? And reader relearning their love for the boys???

I’m sorry Im passing away cause my heart can’t contain the possibilities anymore, this is all your fault (affectionate)

-🌻

missed chances

ghoap (for the sake of convenience, that’s what i’ll be referring to them as when i’m talking about ghost and soap) growing a bit of resentment and animosity towards each other, even despite their best efforts, for not telling you how they felt has LITERALLY BEEN MARINATING AND HATCHING IN MY BRAIN FOR SO LONG. SO SO LONG.

because just think about it. the only reason you were so so eager to leave the task force that day and go onto that helicopter was because you felt so.. out of place with ghoap.

with all of their touches and kind words and intense gazes. all of those things that, in your eyes, were reserved for ghost and soap. in your eyes, you were an intruder. someone taking up space.

and why would they need you, anyway? they surely don’t. they’re both pillars of love and strength and willpower — they can do just fine without you. without some third wheel best friend always trailing behind them.

and furthermore, why would they want you? in your eyes, there’s just no way. no way that they meant all of those longing glances or bear hugs. all of those forehead kisses and pet names. they were just being nice. you were the most skilled medic and you always treated them impeccably, no matter how challenging their ailments were — so of course they would be nice to you.

so, in your mind, on that day you were captured, you were tired of being lured in by those intense gazes and warm touches. you were tired of being flustered over their close proximity and feeling your heart pound in your chest. you were tired of having these feelings that would so obviously never be returned.

in that moment, when you had an emergent patient, you saw an opportunity to leave the nerves behind and get back into your element. an opportunity to escape the affection that made you feel all warm and fuzzy, and completely stupid all at the same time.

and the boys could see how relieved you were when a patient had arrived, by the sigh you let out and how quick you were to pass them off to your assistant. thoughts ran through their mind, none of them good. most of them always led back to one - they were scaring you away.

you were getting overwhelmed with all of the attention and affection, especially since you didn’t know about their feelings yet.

so they told themselves that they would tell you first thing once they touched down back at the base. they would head straight to your quarters and sit you down, each of them holding one of your warm, soft hands. they would talk in hushed, soft voices and gaze at you with adoration as they would confess to you. they would tell you how you make their hearts race and their minds muddle into mush when they see you. they would tell you how they look for you in every room they enter. they would tell you how they love you, how they’re in love with you.

at least, that’s what they were going to do. before they returned to find your room empty and you nowhere to be found. before the task force had to watch the footage of you being captured on that helicopter.

now, when you ambush them later on that highway, all brainwashed — that just makes it worse.

it was one thing for them to think of you as being dead for so long, but it’s a whole ‘nother thing for them to find out that you were tortured (still being tortured), your arm was amputated and you were brainwashed. turned into a killing machine.

so, not only did they blame themselves for you “dying,” but now? now they blamed themselves for you having to endure a fate worse than death.

and when you said, “who the hell is y/n?” oh, lord. any progress that they had made with grieving? all of the healing? it was all torn away the very second you were revealed to be alive and that your memories were erased.

i cant wait for them to reunite either!!! we’re on the same wavelength!!! but YES OMG THE BUILDUP ALONG THE WAY IS WHAT MAKES IT EVEN BETTER

and don’t you worry because you’ll be gettin FED with the buildup!! the boys yearning for you now that they know you’re alive??? check. the boys searching for you everywhere they go? check. you dreaming of little flashes of them? dreaming of soaps cerulean eyes? dreaming of ghosts gentle touches? check. check check checkkkkkkkk

omg they have SO many regrets. SO MANY. remember in chapter 2 i believe, where ghost and soap were thinking about how they would confess to you? and ghost was worried about scaring you off? and how he said they shouldn’t just kiss you out of the blue?

yeah all of that sounds laughable now. they WISH they would’ve just pulled you close to them and held your face with their big hands and pressed their lips to yours. they wished they could’ve felt how smooth your lips were and how soft they were. just like everything else about you, you were soft and fragile in contrast to their rough and callousness. they wish they could’ve tasted you and heard you gasp as they slipped their tongue in your mouth.

they wished that they had hugged you even more. they wished that they had kissed your forehead more. they wished that more than anything, they had pulled you aside and just told you how they felt. they wished they could have made sure you knew how deep their feelings for you ran, that they were anything but just surface level friendliness. they wish they could’ve made you believe that.

because if you had known that they were in love with you, and not in the way that “just friends” are, then you would’ve wanted to stay. you would’ve waited for them to be patched up before you went to see that patient. they could’ve accompanied you to see that patient, and then maybe, just maybe, the redhead’s cover would’ve been blown. and you wouldn’t have been taken.

now. when it comes to you relearning your love for the boys? whewww,, it’ll take some time. because once you come back to the 141 base, you’re still carryin a shit ton of trauma and trust issues. you’re also still battling amnesia and working through all of the brainwashing that HYDRA put you through.. but! at least the 141 knows that you’re safe!

(physically at least lol not safe in your own mind but 🤷🏻‍♀️)

if you’ve read some of my earlier rtc snippets, then you’ll know that when you come back, you don’t wanna stay in your old room. because you don’t feel like it’s yours anymore. it’s like you’re an imposter, impersonating someone that doesn’t even exist anymore. so you take up an empty room and sleep on some twin size cot, and you don’t use a blanket or pillow — because HYDRA never gave you any. that’s all you can remember.

you’re always wary of the 141, until you remember everything. but that takes some time.

with that time, comes plenty of angst. plenty of jealousy, believe it or not. plenty of yearning. plenty of pining.

©️ glossysoap 2024. please do not steal, copy, plagiarize, translate, or repost any of my works without my permission. do not steal any elements of my theme without permission.

[escapefromthecell]

whooooos moldy

Huh. What kinda name is that. "Moldy" sounds like... someone disease-ridden, or something...