#⚙ ; 𝐌𝐮𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 :: And knowing is half the battle.

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Yet another Disney Munday Tuesday...

Light makeup day ✧(｡•̀ᴗ-)✧

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Lil Dani update...

Major FOMO/abandonment/overall replacement feels over not being able to write as much due to cosplay things. Feeling bad over being socially absent because of those cosplay things. Increasing anxiety building in all the preparations before the con/cosplay contest. My neighbor & bestie ( tbh the only close friend I've made since getting here ) is flying to her new base tomorrow ( I just had a hug/cry goodbye with her ) aaaaand needless to say I'm heavy in my feels. I'm inbetween feeling numb while burying myself in work then stoping to overthink and overwhelm myself to the point of almost crying then back to work and the cycle continues. Part of me can't wait for this to be over but then right after we have to get things ready for our moms to visit and then an additional week of stress begins 😑

I'm juuuuuuust ... so freaking tired™️ you guys 😔

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Gladios of the world be jealous...

I got Cup Noodle Converse 😘

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- ̗̀ ✦ ㅤ ⸺  𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐎𝐑 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓 - 𝐅𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐎𝐌 𝐓𝐑𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐒 𝐄𝐃𝐈𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 .

slowburn or love at first sight

fake dating or secret dating

enemies to lovers or best friends to lovers

oh no there’s only one bed or long-distance correspondence

hurt/comfort or amnesia

fantasy au or modern au

mutual pining or domestic bliss

smut or fluff

canon-compliant or fix-it

reincarnation or character death

kid fic or road trip fic

arranged marriage or accidental marriage

college romance or middle-aged romance

time travel or isolated together

neighbors or roommates

sci-fi au or magic au

angst or crack

apocalyptic or mundane

tagged by : I stoled it tagging : cont the stealings!

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my god...

I love she 🥺

Her name is Rayne Bowe.... and she's an archer/bard bc ofc she is XD and tbh I've been contemplating making her a blog for a while now as she's based on a Dragon Age OC I had uwu

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Things going on with me kinda in regards to my absence here and on the socials in general; aka I'm just venting.

Tl;dr: we're "going through it" fam ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

It's just the season where I emotionally hibernate a bit. Idk what it is, but it’s the time of the year where my brain likes to remind me how horrible of a person I am cause I can't visit family or supply those I care about with my presence or a present. Naturally this plays so well with my social anxiety to the point where I want to engage but I don't think I'm worthy of anyone's time. I know it's bs. I know it’s some synapses of my mind that occasionally fuk with me but,??? Emotions, ya know :|

In regards to writing here... well across all my blogs really, it's like all of those intrusive thoughts I've managed to ignore throughout the year seem to pile up with some good 'ol imposture syndrome and nothing looks good enough. I mean I'm still writing or jotting things down but when it come to actually getting to post it, I second guess myself or I don't want it to seem like I'm only enthusiastic replying to one person or given the time I'm worried that no one's interested anymore, etc. I know it's not "that deep" and I still have fun writing but that's where I am atm. :\

It's also the first time for conventions and events in the Tokyo area for like 2-3 years, and given this might be our last year here, we're trying to do all the things we can before the tourists clog everything up again. -_-

So I'm prepping for Tokyo Comic Con with my friend; going as Chrissy (me) and Eddie (my friendo) for a photo with both Jamie and Joseph. I am excited and nervous AF tbh O.O

Then there's my husband's birthmas coming up, which I want to do something special for considering the last two have been a bust with him either going TDY for a class or some other bs. I have a presie already for him, but I just want to do more so I'll be planning a surprise something with our friends... hopefully. 😅

After that is Turkey day which is draining in itself as we often host a gathering at our place and likes to 'impress' even though I'm the one in the kitchen for the most part. 🙄

Fuuuuuuk and I haven't even begun to stress over Xmas->New years->mom's bday->brother's bday... all within the span of just two weeks, mind you. hahaHA, TOSS ME INTO THE SUUUUUN

But yeah... that's it. Just your run-of-the-mill seasonal emotional junk ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ I do want to apologize if I've made anyone feel like I'm ignoring or avoiding them. Like I'm doing the grabby hands at my phone or pc and everything is screaming for me to say the things but the desire doesn't match my mind's will to let it happen. I adore you all so so much and I appreciate tf outta ya!

xoxo -Dani

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𝐌𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐌𝐮𝐧!

me, forever tired AF and living in hoodies X3

Tagged by: @ravusnightblossom​ 💛 Tagging: YOU!!!

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TAG  PEOPLE  YOU  WANT  TO  GET  TO  KNOW  BETTER!

favorite  colour: Purple!

currently  reading: Skin of the Sea

last  song: Dolls - Bella Poarch

last  series: I’ve been OBSESSED with Dragula, so yeah XD

last  movie: I honestly don’t remember some terrible but good 80s horror movie

sweet / spicy / savory: Spicy but as long as it’s savory. I like spice but I like to actually taste my food X3

currently  working  on: cosplay things!

Tagged by: @triggerxhappy​ Tagging: you, with the eyeballs, do the thing and tag me or something XD

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𝐒𝐡𝐢𝐩𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐧𝐟𝐨!! Answer the following for your muse so people know how shipping works on your blog.

What is the OTP for your character?

Cindy x happiness tbh xD but ofc it’s also Silver & Gold/Promdy.

How large does the age gap have to be to make it uncomfortable?

Like if your muse is old enough to be Cindy’s parent/grandparent then it’s a no for me dog. Granted there are those immortal muses so maybe some leeway there if plotted a certain way.

How far do steamy moments have to go before they are considered nsfw?

Probably when it gets to the removal of clothing, which is kinda obvious since, ya know, you're getting into describing the goods and whatnot.

Are you selective when shipping?

Yes. I am not an insta shipper and I don’t follow people just for a ship. As stated in my rules, I like to know my writing partner and there has to be some level of chemistry outside of the rp for me to have more of a connection. Idk I'm kinda picky ok!

Who are other characters you ship your character with?

*gets out list of 'technically rare-pairs* Naturally the bbs im already writting with; Prompto ( ofc ), Ravus, Gladio, Ignis, Bayonetta, Sephiroth, Fang theeeen Luna, Aranea, Roche, Cloud, Aerith ( omg whaaaaaat?! shhshh ) ... I know I'm forgetting some, but I'm le tired. Just someone that can keep up with her, not try and box her in or change her and be supportive/understanding of the dedication she places in her work.

Does one have to ask to ship with you?

Yes and no. While I'd like for things to happen organically with IC and OOC interaction, I wouldn't mind if someone were to ask at least for the consideration of it, just like you would plot out a thread to get a vibe going. It's not going to make for an instant yes on my part but at least it's enough to spark some dialog of interest.

Are you ship obsessed or ship more-or-less?

Ship more-or-less.

Are you multiship?

Yep.

What is your favorite ship in your current fandom?

Honestly I can't say I have a favorite which I know is a copout, but I will say some of my favorite ones to write are the unconventional ones, where there’s such a slim chance it’ll work but somehow it just clicks. I dunno when it's something unestablished it seems like there's less pressure because everybody and their mom has an opinion over how certain "canon" ships should be and it's dumb XD

Finally how does one ship with you?

Actually showing interest in Cindy's character outside the realm of her looks cause I don’t make headcanons and aesthetic posts for shits and giggles… maybe for giggles but definitely not shits :| And I dunno, maybe talking to me about it. Seriously just roll up in the messages and yell ‘Yoooo let’s fuk shit up with a ship!' and then see what happens. ❤

ᴛᴀɢɢᴇᴅ ʙʏ: Nabbed from @strictomiles ᴛᴀɢɢɪɴɢ: Continue the crime spree!

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𝐌𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐚𝐲 𝐀𝐬𝐤𝐬 

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5. Mun has to say something nice about their muse Cindy is just a beautiful ray of sunshine, a freaking gd genius wrapped in gold and sweet southern colloquialisms <3

6. Mun has to say something nice about themselves Oof hard pass? Jkjk... ummmm Im really digging my hair ever since I bleached it. Very cute tbh ^u^

7. If mun and muse could spend a day together, what would you do and why? In innthe FFXV lands, I would love to go hiking with her! Getting pictures of the landscape would be so cool. Either that or having a recipe tradeoff/cook off day. Basically a day to keep her from overworking XDD 8. Name your favorite constellation Leo cause I’m basic af and I am one XDD might actually plain on getting a tattoo of it somewhere, but idk. 9. Shoutout a blog/muse you’re loving lately  My own or someone else’s? The first is an easy cause I absolutely adore all of my followers blogs and their beautiful muses! <3

If we’re talking about me then no doubt it’s mutha fukin Laerryn ‘The Heart of Avalir, Architect Arcane, Badass Boss Bish’ Coramar-Seelie from EXU Calamity, currently on my multi even though I do have a url saved just in case x3 But my GAWD the brain rot I have over this character OuO

10. Coffee or tea? Both honestly. Coffee in the morning; usually something I picked up at the 7-11 or if I venture to the vending machines, then tea ( mostly green tea ) for the rest of the day. But it might be mostly tea... I just really love tea uwu