#♱ rabbit hole .

[bloodfiendarling]

𝓮𝓷𝓽𝓪𝓷𝓰𝓵𝓮𝓭

【 �� 】 , 【 𝐈𝐈 】

pair — octopus siren!reader x pirate!aventurine

wc — ~600

contains — dom top reader, sub bottom char, written with fem reader in mind but it can be seen as gn, porn with plot i guess?, dubcon bordering on noncon, tentacle fucking (duh), choking (only in the start tho), mindbreak, belly bulge, pregnancy mention, violence mention (at the end only)

ah .. i cant believe my first posted fic is avenchan .. x_x even tho my entire theme is argenti .. a little scared of posting my work www ;; either way , i think i busted when i saw this art sob sob . cogs in my brain making out a whole hentai plot .. i wrote this with my dick and not my brain . gomenne avenchan ! youre in the hands of a degenerate ! >_<

he really was the greedy type — despite being covered head to toe in stolen goods, aventurine really just can’t help but steal more, more, and more. those riches were the source of his infamy—and of course, his ego. he was a respected captain, feared, even.

of course, it didn't stop at stealing. the man gambled — be it his life or wealth. and he never lost, not once. lady luck really was always on the captain’s side, huh?

not today.

not when he decided to steal from a siren of all things.

“mnngh—!!” aventurine let out a muffled moan, eyes rolling back. his mouth was restricted with a tentacle — another was snaking around his neck, occasionally squeezing on it. the captain’s legs were pressed up against his chest, of course, restrained. he can’t even remember how many times he’s came.

aventurine, one of the most respected pirates out there, folded like a lawnchair and being fucked like a common whore by a siren.

what a sight.

“ah, are you gonna pass out, captain?” you ask, tone laced with fake pity, tapping on the side of his head a few times, “don’t tap out on me, captain. you said you wanted it, no?”

she wasn’t wrong, either. aventurine was the one who offered himself when he was caught. maybe even steal something once it was over — he wasn’t expecting to be the one on the receiving end, though..

as the tentacle on his mouth and neck finally loosened, the blonde let out a sharp gasp of air afterward — finally. though he went back to those pretty moans as soon as she continued to thrust the one in his hole deeper — loud, lewd squelching noises filling the siren’s cavern.

“you’re so tight. i can feel you squeezing me…” she rubbed on his stomach, a visible bulge on it. the second aventurine’s head drops down to see it, his eyes go wide — very obviously horrified. he didn’t even know he could take that much!

“mnn… look at that, captain,” she started, very much referring to the bump on his abdomen. “it’s so deep in you, huh? ah, i wish i could get you pregnant.”

the captain shook his head rapidly — “ah–! nnh.. no– nonono…” he sobbed.

“don’t worry, captain. not like i can anyway.” you teased, still relentlessly thrusting into him. you pressed a kiss on his cheek, wiping his tears away. he would be kicking you off, trying to get you the fuck off if him if it weren’t for your tentacles restraining all of his limbs. poor thing, how helpless he looked.

he let out a strangled moan, feeling her somehow thrust even deeper. his back arching into such a pretty crescent, tongue starting to loll out with how hard you were going.

dear god, he really did feel like he was going to get pregnant.

his moans were getting louder and louder. not to mention more erotic. you were sure a passerby fisherman would hear him.

“ah, ah, ah, more ♡”

“you want more, captain?” you asked. it was a genuine question, though. the aventurine, completely submitting with a few hard thrusts? the one oh so feared and infamous — you’ve even heard some other sirens talk about him.. and this is how he’s really like? a common slut?

“nngh– yes ♡” he nods, you swore you saw hearts in those gorgeous eyes looking back at you. the ones that looked in disgust and anger at first. “ahn, ah–♡ i wan’ you ♡”

you really did fuck him till he was braindead, huh.

maybe you were glad he didn’t come with a crewmate. you would’ve missed an opportunity and killed this pretty little gem.

hsr masterlist ♥︎

[b0ydeleted]

thinking about how my ex told her friend what she thought was my deadname. and she claims to be a trans ally. mhm....

[londonfallen]

it isn't even surprised. and that's the worst part of it! no matter how its expression sours, or scrunches in a way that's a mote less than what any other might find attractive—or appealing, at best—it never really lingers ... every crease in its cheek or brow, no matter how deeply they furrow, relaxes in time, and that's true too for how he bows forward to make good on its deal and ... does exactly what it expects him to. its lips follow his—but miss entirely, the moment he speaks in his defense.

" was it not my responsibility to impress you? " the question that follows, despite the way it frowns, ears beginning to droop the moment he frees them, is genuine. it remembers their earlier conversation! it hadn't been quite so long ago it had expressed doubts, or worries about where he wished to lead ... and he'd puffed out his chest in pride, tail swaying a great deal more, and said as much in response to its praise! though it supposes it was a matter of context ... it can't be sure. it comes off as more of a tease than it intends : then again, it never was all that good at verbal flirtations ... hence making so many demands outright.

he may be delicate, and pure—but it is far from both. he needn't ask it to kiss him again, just as much as it wouldn't ask thrice ; its patience is plentiful, in matters more vital than this, but even its demands have its limits. the tease of a kiss is enough for it to jerk forward, arm wrapping around his shoulder to tangle his hair into its fist and pull him forward into it, stealing his lips in the process..

it is not gentle, but just the same, it is not unkind. as soon as their lips meet, its grip relaxes, its other arm looping further around his waist to pull him closer gradually as it pushes further. his lips are hot, always, and both of theirs have bruised ... but it takes so little encouragement to beg him part his lips for it, where its teeth tease his lip before its tongue. it's a little different now, with heat of its own to spare : the same tease of flicking its tongue into his mouth and over his is enough to prove that, and each growl turned to groan feels equal parts deeper and more erotic for it. there is no blood on its tongue, but he is still all it can taste, and all it craves for.

it's a shame there's little space to sprawl out further : a newfound fantasy where it pulls him closer, and pushes against him harder, demanding their kiss deepen. not that it hadn't had him lain out similarly already, but ... it imagines it differently, the fleeting thought of how his back might arch up into every increasingly brutal thrust of its hips, how he'd writhe against his wrists pinned below them, or what it might be like similar to this—to meet his gaze when left blushing and breathless : he's intoxicating, in all the best ways ; something it never could have imagined wanting so fervently, once upon. elysium is a lot of things, but it mostly finds him a brilliant surprise.

this is the closest it will ever come to fawning ; a sense of abject adoration, or a need for devotion—it is no better than the rest of their kin and their hoarding habits, but its treasures are rarely something tangible, and its beliefs anymore do not align with any sort of worship ... but it is undeniable, its obsession or its desire, when the hand left untangled from the mess of his hair traces the subtle curves of his body as if committing them each to memory. the slope from rib to hip, and the places where its fingers catch, where his scars have healed a little less neatly, but most importantly—the places that leave him shivering when it presses a little too much pressure in its need to stake a more muted claim. ( as if their numerous shared bites and scratches weren't enough for that already, let alone the rest more lascivious. )

when it parts, it is unwilling. stubborn in the hand that shifts from hair to jaw, gripping it tight to hold it open the moment it pulls away, a great deal more debauched. the candle's aid does a great deal for its false-life, long lines of spit follow, caught on its tongue connecting them still even as it settles back against the seat it's as breathless as he is : however much it knows it needn't be ... but the image of him like this, mouth agape and tongue slightly lolled out as he pants, seeking to catch the breath he, contrasting, does need is far more alluring than it probably should be. rude perhaps for any other—and especially for it!—but laying back as it does, drawing tongue 'cross its fangs in no small subtle show, the slight quirk of its lip is all that belies its amusement over its lusts. it can't stop staring ... he's captivating.

" after a great deal of insistence, " it huffs in kind, but its the smaller changes in its expression that suggest everything but annoyance proper. a flick of the ear, or the slightest squint ... but more than anything, it is its hands still drawing down his body that suggest the most. " i love you quite dearly, " at first, they settle on his hips again, and then a little further—

" —that does not change the fact that you are still a brat— " the force is purposeful : it reaches further over his hips, squeezing his ass where it starts to settle ... and then uses its grip to force him closer, bodies flush—and there was already so little space left to begin with. but more than that, it allows it opportunity to push its hips further up against him, allowing him feel again the full size of its length where it grinds its cock up against his ass, between his thighs. it is a pointedly cruel tease, where it knows he has been left without much stimulation of his own : it knows, as much as it can feel it ... the heat between them is only in part from sweat and skin; it can feel how hard he is just from the hint of friction. it isn't touching him on purpose.

though ... that doesn't mean it can't indulge in other ways, where it waits to catch each quip and plea. the space lost allows it plenty opportunity to nestle up into the crook of his neck again : and the draw of his pulse racing is irresistible. like, always ... " you remind me at every opportunity ... " its voice draws to a murmur to spare itself, though between each soft sigh, kiss, and nip left against his skin, it's clear just how much its indulging itself.

he doesn't mind the lull in their teasing, much as he oft comes off impatient and regrettably rude. he thinks it would be quite shocked if it knew the truth 'neath how quickly his heart beats now, managing to keep himself so calm only on the surface. his chest feels like it'll burst any moment, both from embarrassed of its refusal to let go how the two of them had first met, as well as the confession that lies between them now, out in the open. it loves him! and he'd never expected it to. "i won't apologize for getting you in trouble. all i did was confess i loved you." he pouts, nose wrinkled. "you questioned me senseless, so it's only fair. the other masters just don't like me! for no reason!" it's a bit childish, how he holds onto his whining, even now. the fire didn't burn down that much, it's their own fault for being so strict...

his attention puffs back up, though, tail standing on end, fluffing, and then swaying slowly behind him. he seems to get a bit embarrassed at its acknowledge of a wedding, quickly wilting with somewhat self conscious laugh. not nearly enough to show how he really felt, though... it's just making fun of him, isn't it? "i am certain. just wait, you'll see. you and london both." he's trying to convince himself more than it at this point, and what an irony that may be. he drops his gaze to its shoulder, a little clawed up considering ... he can't look too low or he might explode from humiliation, though. just because he is patient and can bear sweeter moments 'tween the salacious, doesn't mean he isn't starkly aware of their position, or the fact they're both still... so... he wants to die, actually...

if it weren't so soothing a presence, however ironic that may seem, he'd keel over. it's humiliating, how loud he suddenly squeaks when its hand starts to trail up his side, sensitive as his body is. it's not far off from a bark, really, his ears flicking as he stares at it, wide-eyed and blushing. he melts 'neath its touch, eyes softening, even though he has a feeling just from its demeanor that it's about to bully him. call it intuition...

so pardon him, then, when he doubts it leaning forward as if to comply with his request. his eyes fall half-lidded but do not close, equal parts yearning and blatant suspicions. rude thing! but he knows, oh, he knows. it doesn't comply, ever. it's not the type!

... not that he minds all that much, when it smiles. the brush to his lips is still enough to make his tail wag, shoulders slumping as he leans back 'gainst its chest. he knew it! and now it's laughing at him. damn kindred ... they're so cruel.

"you're mean." he sniffs, as if to emphasize his point where he stays against it, lips pouted. not that it can see him clearly, all manner of mess of hair in his face. he's glowering at a wall, pretending to be more annoyed than he actually is. the truth is that he is still embarrassed, but he doesn't think it'd understand. maybe not for lack of trying ... he just thinks, perhaps, he might be a little odd compared to what irons is used to from interacting with others. he eventually sits back up on its lap, wincing whilst doing so, and studies its face. he looks a bit like a drowned dog, unfortunately. it's the still wet eyes.

"you don't get it. it's scary trying to impress someone like you. i've never kissed anyone." he pauses, knits his brows, then corrects himself. "i mean i... hadn't. and i hadn't done any of this with anyone else before, either. so of course i'm shy!!" he reaches up and tugs on its ears, huffing like the brat he used to be back at the ashburnum estate. it's not enough to actually hurt irons, of course. it's not like he's angry with it! he's just a delicate, sensitive, pure soul!! "you say you love me and then you make fun of me! unbelievable."

he doesn't let go of its ears, but he does lean forward enough 'tween his lifted arms to press a chaste kiss to its lips. it is short, and fleeting, and sudden, but he kisses it! it is a kiss! "also, i kissed you after you kissed me earlier! excuse you."

[ruinichii]

Okay listen maybe I'm not done making ref sheets but i swear this will be the last one.

SKYLAR the ace student

More info undercut

♱ Skylar was born in Dolville (woah omg a cross over, no one has done that before/jk) but since that place is the worse place ever, he ran away with help from Mickey.

♱ Bailey attempted to bring him back but wasn't able to

♱ Studying in FK-U, insert funny joke here.

♱ Doing well in College, has a few rivals because of it.

♱ If he was a LI or something, I'd see him being like Sydney, but instead of corrupting him, it's more like coaxing him out to be more freaky with someone (you) again.

♱ Literally the master of every possible character in CoT that can let you dominate them. (His lover is Cherry (Paxton) the best friend though.

♱ 'Happier' because he doesn't have to worry about getting harassed everytime he fucking breathes (bare minimum + the campus is still as horny)

I'd share more if my brain had a working cell

Skylar as a LI

♱ Now as much as i love CoT, so far I haven't gotten an event where NPC's will acknowledge your lover, until DoL so in this segment, I'll just mix DoL and CoT mechanics because

♱ This might be cliché but the way i see meeting him goes is you failing in your homework bc low-key you don't understand the lesson and you get assigned him as your tutor. That's the only thing my brain juice can come up with.

♱ You can't really romance him at first, to be specific, while he's your tutor, you can flirt and shoot your shot but he's just "...focus on your lesson jesus christ."

♱ Turning in your assignments and getting A (or higher) finally lets him be your hoe because he's not your tutor anymore 🤷

♱ Just keep building your relationship w him and eventually you'll be able to visit him in his dorm.

♱ I could yap more but I'm tired mimimimi

♱ Dating him let's you get access to studying with him and getting a higher chance on getting a high grade + popularity raise, you can also ask him for money, you're basically getting a overachiever and streamer sugardaddy boyfriend lol.

I have fallen down CoT + DoL rabbit hole and there's no turning back.

[rabidbatboy]

♱ (DARK) ALICE IN WONDERLAND ID PACK . . .

NAMES ; alice , cheshire , oddity , tiffany , iris, salem , hatter , misty , azalea , merry , simon , void , vanessa , violet , hyacinth , bunny , opal, aspen , indigo , sparrow , wisp , clover , rose, petunia , wybie , cherie , rook , verity , alyx

PRONOUNS ; weird / weirds , odd / odds, swirl / swirls , bun / buns , dark / darks , lost / losts , creep / creeps , biz / bizarre , eer / eerie , tea / teas , dream / dreams , mir / mirror , won / wonder , twist / twisted , freak / freaks , fear / fears , haze / hazes , float / floats , heart / hearts , card / cards , red / reds , grim / grims

TiTLES ; [X] who fell down the rabbit hole , the strange one , the lost one , [X] peculiarity , [X] who hides a dark secret , that which is not as it seems , the twisted one , the one driven mad , [X] who dreams of strange lands , the one lost in a sinister place , the eerie one , the lost and disoriented , [X] who lives in a whimsical world

iDENTiTiES ; wonderdepthian , sleepywonderlandic , alicewonderlanian , whimsilexic , erokoric , bizarreaesic , oddcoric , weirdcorestalgic , eeriething , porcelaineic , teapartyic , wrongsomian , confusingender , genmotigi , sinnisous , ennormisse , pyschoanatamic , corrucreepen

🦇 ——— REQUESTED BY ; anon

[ PT: (dark) alice in wonderland id pack

names;

prns;

titles;

identities; (links)

requested by; anon / END PT]

[sadly-never-after]

Music in the EAH Universe and who listens to them Part 6.

This is just an excuse to try to make music puns and share music I think the characters would listen to. (Some of these are even canon by the books!) I don't even like a majority of these musicians but I am fully convinced of my choices here. I marked in colours the one that are canonically part of the EAH Universe.

Since Tumblr only allows 100 inline links for a post I have to make different parts.

Part 1 (Alistair, Apple, Ashlynn, Blondie, Briar, Bunny)

Part 2 (Cupid, Cedar, Cerise, Chase, Courtly, Daring)

Part 3 (Darling, Dexter, Duchess, Farrah, Faybelle, Ginger)

Part 4 (Holly, Hopper, Humphrey, Hunter, Jillian, Justine)

Part 5 (Kitty, Lizzie, Maddie, Meeshell, Melody, Nina)

Part 6 (Poppy, Ramona, Raven, Rosabella, Sparrow, Tucker)

(❀❛ ֊ ❛„)♡-ˋˏ✄┈┈┈┈☁︎‎‎‧₊˚ Poppy O'Hair (❀❛ ֊ ❛„)♡-ˋˏ✄┈┈┈┈☁︎‎‎‧₊˚

Mayhem! in the Ballroom (Emperor's New Clothes, Victorious, She Had The World)

Lady Yaga (Born this way, Alejandro, Bad Romance)

Katy Fairy (Firework, Part of Me, Roar)

April Vineyard (Girlfriend, Sk8er Boi (if you guys listen to the entire song instead of only the first verses you'll understand), I Fell In Love With The Devil)

Truelove (Raspberry, Tongue Tied, Schoolboy)

·:¨༺ ♱🐺♱ ༻¨:· Ramona Badwolf ·:¨༺ ♱🐺♱ ༻¨:·

Rabbit Hole (Jennifer's Body, Credit In The Straight World, Northern Star)

Corset Suffocation (Feels Blind, Rebel Girl, Alien She)

Incandescence (Bring Me To Life, Everybody's Fool, Sweet Sacrifice)

Fall Out Book (Centuries, I Don't Care, Fake Out)

Writtin Park (Bleed It Out, Burning in the Skies, Runaway)

⋆˖⁺‧₊☽🔮☾₊‧⁺˖⋆ Raven Queen ⋆˖⁺‧₊☽🔮☾₊‧⁺˖⋆

Taylor Quick (Anti-Hero, Enchanted, You're On Your Own Kid)

Royale (Royals, 400 Lux, Ladder Song)

Lady Yaga (Bloody Mary, Monster, Government Hooker)

I DONT KNOW HOW BUT THEY CURSED ME (Mad IQs, New Invention, Absinthe)

Spellannah Joffe (Die Your Daughter, Nobody Wants Me Tonight, My Dog Died)

༉‧₊˚🕯️🥀❀༉‧₊˚. Rosabella Beauty ༉‧₊˚🕯️🥀❀༉‧₊˚.

Penelorepe Scott (Rät, Dead girls, American Healthcare)

Bob Dalan-a-Dale (Blowin' in the wind, The Times They Are A-Changing, A Hard Rain's A Gonna Fall)

Joan Bard (We Shall Overcome, Diamonds & Rust, Girl of Constant Sorrow)

Mirra Simone (Sinnerman, Mississippi Goddam, Revolution)

Sam Book (A Change is gonna come, Mean Old World, Jesus gave me water)

🎸⋆⭒˚｡⋆♪ °˖➴જ⁀➴ Sparrow Hood 🎸⋆⭒˚｡⋆♪ °˖➴જ⁀➴

Knight Chloe (Too Close, Hooves, Michelle)

Black Rebel Carriage Club (Beat the Devil's Tattoo, American X, Weapon of Choice)

Wolf Killer Kids (Hang Me Up To Dry, First, Robbers)

The Legacy Keys (Lonely Boy, Weight of love, Little Black Submarines)

Prince Ferdinand (Take Me Out, Love Illumination, Lazy Boy)

Wands N' Roses (Paradise City, Sympathy for the devil, Sweet Child O' Mine)

He gets an extra one because the Knight Chloe ones are all very shippy.

✩°｡ ⋆⸜ 🎧✮🎸⋆⭒˚｡⋆ Tucker ✩°｡ ⋆⸜ 🎧✮🎸⋆⭒˚｡⋆

Giantz (Feel Good Inc., Kids With Guns, Momentary Bliss)

The Spells (Little Girl, Is This It?, The Adults Are Talking)

The Legacy Keys (Fever, Go, Psychotic Girl)

Black Rebel Carriage Club (Red Eyes And Tears, Going Under, Restless Sinner)

Prince Ferdinand (The Dark of the Matinee, Curious, Billy Goodbye)

You are trapped on an eight-hour long road trip with these guys and you have to give one of them the aux chord.

[hometown-angel]

madsummer masterpost

note - when i write mad summer i am specifically referring to kyrie's orignal work. when i write madsummer i am referring loosely to the concept of mad summer - the central area of the venn diagram between kyrie's original work and my own unofficial adaptation. when i write madsummer - an adaptation by hometown.angel i am referring exclusively to my own adaptation.

table of contents

this post is dedicated exclusively to the organisation of my madsummer posts, profiles and playlists. i'll be uploading either here, on youtubemusic or on ao3 almost daily over the next while (all those accounts are linked in my social media post here) so make sure to check in frequently or follow me on twitter over here - i'll always tweet out an announcement right after uploading anything on any platform ÷)

you can just work through my page using the navigation sidebar.

i've created a breakdown of all my posts that you can choose how to navigate this page i've organised and created detailed guides to my posts in several ways down below, by

what topic or category they fall under

which act they pertain to

when they were uploaded

i'll sign off here

☀︎ with love - hometown.angel ☀︎

important

these are the most essential, core posts related to this project. it's best to read these before engaging with the story itself!

♱ !disclaimers! ♱ !content warnings! ♱ what is madsummer? ♱ my social media accounts ××× ao3 ××× twitter ××× tumblr ××× pinterest ××× youtubemusic ××× spotify

playlists

i've created several playlists in relation to madsummer, under different categories and with different purposes

acts ♱ act i songs + madsummer quote ××× act i youtube music ××× act i spotify ♱ act ii ♱ act iii the acts playlists are structured along narrative beats, conveying shifts in emotion and atmosphere and expressing the general vibes of a given moment

knetizens ♱ mixtape ♱ playlist ♱ fmv's the knetizens playlists are collections of video/audio media made by korean fans of the original mad summer story. these will only be avaliable on youtube/youtubemusic

other ♱ kyrie's mixtape ♱ for the religiously traumatised (sinful) ♱ for the religiously traumatised (sentimental) the other playlists feature the songs kyrie recommended, as well as a playlist of nostalgic christian songs and songs from people processing religious trauma (for my fellow religiously traumatised pals)

notes

act notes ♱ act i

notes i made while writing and researching ♱ random rabbit-hole episode one - locations in mad summer? ♱ random rabbit-hole episode two - locations in mad summer? the squeakquel? ♱ random rabbit-hole episode three - more mad summer chatrooms ♱ random rabbit-hole - more twitter chatrooms ♱ random rabbit hole research episode four ♱ rabbit hole (continuation of the above post)

fanart ♱ collage countdown ♱ general

the adapting/translating process

♱ how did i translate kyrie's mad summer if i don't speak much korean? (need to edit for formatting purposes)

act i ♱ full transcript version a ××× out of context quotes version a ♱ full transcript version b ××× out of context quotes version b

locations

korea ♱ seoul, seonbuk district ♱ daegu

the americas ♱ california ♱ tijuana

hawaii ♱ honolulu ××× waikiki beach

cuba ♱ havana ××× malecorn beach ××× cojimar pier ××× varadero beach ××× police station ♱ santa clara ××× che guevara statue ××× church? ♱ santiago de cuba ××× buda's house ××× burial site? ♱ trinidad ××× gun store

act i

full chapter prologue playlist notes from me timeline raw translations ♱ full transcript version a ××× out of context quotes version a ♱ full transcript version b ××× out of context quotes version b responses from readers ;)

this list includes all my significant posts both public and private on ao3, twitter and tumblr. i'm insane and love to read things in chronological order, so if anybody is equally as insane then here ya go

2025

jan 13 - how did i translate kyrie's mad summer if i don't speak much korean? (need to edit for formatting purposes)

jan 13 - kyrie's mixtape (i still need to update the quotes in this)

jan 14/15 - random rabbit-hole episode one - locations in mad summer?

jan 15 - txt books (books that are at the center of txt lore)

jan 15 - random rabbit-hole episode two - locations in mad summer? the squeakquel?

jan 16 - random rabbit-hole episode three - more mad summer chatrooms

jan 16 - random rabbit-hole - more twitter chatrooms (my counting and labelling of these posts gets strange from here on out)

jan 16 - random rabbit hole research episode four (in relation to twitter user @ madsummer_1313)

jan 17 - rabbit hole (continuation of the above post)

jan 17 (update) - wondering about the passcode of the briefcase

jan 17 - oh my god i found the epilogue

jan 19 - my own analysis of the chaos chapter and mad summer (unfinished)

jan 20 - analysis of mad summer + 0x1=lovesong ep 1 - trailers (need to be edited for formatting, needs to be finished)

feb 7 - from here on out (funny enough this is only about finding n storing info)

mar 05 - navigation/table of contents

mar 13 - my social media accounts

mar 14 - content warnings

mar 23 - act i prologue

mar 24 - linguistic rabbithole on abysm (unfinished)

mar 25 - madsummer - act i posted onto ao3

mar 25 - just posted act i onto ao3!!!

mar 27 - twitter thread speedrunning madsummer lore

apr 01 - some privated/unlisted posts i'll sort someday (spoilers ahead)

apr 01 - raw translations (only updated to act i)

apr 03 - act i - timeline

apr 04 - act i - notes from hometown.angel

apr 06 - act ii prologue

apr 08 - act i playlist + quotes from the narrative

ps. out of the desire not to make commitments i can't keep, rather than promising to always upload at a specific set time i'll aim to post things around noonish-afternoon gmt, give or take a couple hours (at least whille i'm in the phases of uploading act-based content - before then i'll just be posting whenever haha). still, i'll do my best to at least stick to the dates laid out in my upload schedule!

☀︎ with love - hometown.angel ☀︎

[martyrsims]

♱ simblr intro ♱

i'll answer to my full biblical username, martyr, or just m. i'm 20, they/them, queer, and finally getting back into sims 4 !

i'm not new to tumblr or to simblr, i abandoned my last account because my mental health went completely down the drain and then some.

most sims i make are occult, some sort of alternative subculture (typically trad goth or punk), gay as shit, and live in fabulously decorated old houses. i'll probably post various pics and edits of my sims, occasionally a cc project or two, and attempts to complete a legacy challenge for once instead of giving up on the first generation.

i love old horror films, music (black metal & post punk derivatives are my most played), cryptids, reading, falling down weird internet rabbit holes, and i have a tendency to come on really strong or seem like i don't know how to talk to human beings as a whole (which is true). im SO down for friends and moots though!!! pls beware: im a little rat goblin and i make way too many shitty jokes.

please be 18+ if you dm me to be friends. other than that, i'm cool with answering questions and giving recommendations.

sims pictured from left to right: levi slone and marquise darling (they are boyfriends and marc is a vampire), beatrice ardelean, ezekiel rousseau, jonah graves and claire baron (they are engaged & jonah is a butch werewolf)

[pinkidolly]

♱ the little girl just could not sleep because her thoughts were way too deep, her mind had gone out for a stroll and fallen down the rabbit hole ₊˚ෆ

[bloodfiendarling]

yes , you may , anon dear <3

pairing — reader x aventurine

contains — dom top reader, sub bottom aventurine, afab aventurine, cock can be read as strap, cervix fucking

just a short ..

“hellooo –? you still there, aven?”

you ask with an innocent tone, as if your cock wasn’t deep into his dripping cunt. his gummy walls squeezing against you — eyes rolled back as his hands grip against the sheets. poor baby felt like he was going to pass out..

you thrusted a little deeper to wake him, cockhead pressed up against his cervix. it earned you a cute little choked moan.

“uhgcK—! (name), (name)–” he inhaled sharply, back arching as he locked his legs onto your waist.

“your cock– ah- ah ♡ sho de–EP—!♡”

he slurred on his words, watching you pull out then thrust into him again and again. with your dick kissing aventurine’s cervix with each hard thrust — it didn’t take long for him to be cumming all over your cock once more.

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[blond3ang3l]

Cw- talk about csa, grooming, self harm (nothing severe), and mental health struggles

I don’t expect this fic to be for other people. This is more of a way to get my own feelings out and to comfort myself , so this won’t be tagged. but if someone else finds comfort in it I would love that for them.

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Everything is based off of experience which is why its so detailed

Social media is damaging for a young child’s mind. But at the same time so was keeping them sheltered from it. In a way you were both. It started on just YouTube. Just like any kid you wanted to watch videos on there. Parents were strict what you cold go on but not watch you watched on the app. A rabbit hole is what you went of more and more secure videos you found. Creepypasta sightings,smile hd, dumb ways to die, all of it became the media you consumed. Then came wattpad and amino. You just wanted a space to talk about your favorite shows but thats not what others were looking for. On social media especially those two apps people loved to role play. it wasn’t something you knew much about but quickly picked up on. It was easy enough, all you had to do really was be descriptive right? What seemed innocent quickly turned for the worst.

Things turned sexual way more quickly than it should have. Did these guys know your age? Some did. That didnt matter to them. You being under 18 didn’t mater they love it. One guy especially. That guy ending up being your “online boyfriend” despite being in his 20’s. Being so young you grew paranoid that someone would find out. That you would get in trouble for doing this despite it not being your fault. It took almost two years for you to delete the app. The man practically had taken over your life by then and the only reason you lost contact was because HE got banned after your other online friends found out what he was doing. Now without him you felt lost to the world.

When it came to kids your age things weren’t that much better were they? You weren’t like them, didn’t know of the games they played. Why the boys looked at you a certain way. You weren’t a little taller, a bit different than the other girls because you just happened to hit puberty a bit faster. thats when the social media post came in. The “dares” and the “slap ass days” you didn’t get it at all. But that didn’t stop you from being targeted. Hands always grabbing at you, making you uncomfortable. You were in school, it’s supposed to be a safe space for you, but when boys saw you they just couldn’t help their wandering hands. Only in sixth grade when the eight graders took notice of you. Problem was, you weren’t a younger than everyone else. While everyone else is 12 you were 11 while the older boys were 13/14/15/. Eventually one came your boyfriend. A older brother of your friend. He was already 14 and you were still just 11. You weren’t ready for things he wanted t do.

Your “friends” couldn’t help themselves either. Coercing you into doing things you didn’t quite understand. Things that people your age shouldn’t have. While things never went all the way they did escalate despite you not understanding and telling your friend that. Years past and you and this friend try to rekindle, you tell him all about your girlfriend and you don’t think much while you hang out since you have a mutual friend was with you. You and the mutual were about to head out but your friend was a little faster while you were still putting on your shoes. Suddenly being grabbed and bent over before you push him off. What else cold you do? Without another word you hurry and leave with your friend without saying what happened. This stuck with you for years as it happened very and over by different people. Mundane things being caught off by lingering hands of people you thought you could trust. Not only friends but strangers, men you didnt know. Grown ass man two or three times older than you looking at you as nothing more than an object of lust.

Now as an adult with your new relationship things were different. your lover treated you in a way that you honestly weren’t used to. He allowed to be ever you wanted without he judgement you felt with exes. Having always been pushed into the more dominant role you just thought it was right because you were scared of being out of control and not knowing what could happen to you. This just felt so different, so right. He didn’t judge you or make you feel gross for all of the problems you had. How you struggled with your depressive and manic episodes because he me you in a hard period in your life. He knew about the ways you coped, more specially the impure age regression that happened when you would deal with episodes. These episodes were hard on you. You weren’t really in control of what you did. Disassociating to the point to where reality wasn’t actually a thing anymore. Usually not snapping out of it until you felt the burning of your skin from how raw it was from you scratching it continuously. It took months of talking with your lover, opening up bit by bit to start to get better. Slowly but surely.

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[vitiaetvirtuteshq]

                            file ; harlan west -

name / harlan raleigh west age / twenty six birthdate / october 2nd, 1996 occupation / fbi agent / criminal, cyber, response and services branch ♱ vice / wrath virtue / fortitude

                                a b o u t -

the first thirteen years of harlan’s life would have been pulled straight from the brushstrokes of a norman rockwell painting.  with a set of loving parents, mathias and kendra west, and a happy middle class home harlan was raised in the suburbs of buffalo, new york.  harlan was free to be a curious and adventurous child as he spent equal amounts of time diving into stacks of books at the local library and playing various sports.  however that idyllic suburban life came to a screeching halt the winter kendra west went missing.  harlan was fourteen and it was unlike his mother not to make it to one of his wrestling matches.  as he returned home to an empty house he pushed away his feelings of fear and convinced himself she was just in rochester visiting his aunt and uncle like she did every other week.  it wasn’t until his father returned home and he seemed just as confused that panic started to set in.  

the next few years of harlan’s life was a whirlwind of local media prying into his family’s life and painted his father as a main suspect even well after the authorities cleared his name.  it came as no surprise when mathias decided to move his son to the opposite coast putting some distance between him and all the trauma that tormented them both.  on the outside harlan tried to appear as a typical teenager, he didn’t want to give anybody the opportunity to use his past to hurt him.  he made good grades and continued playing sports but every ounce of his free time was poured into following every minuscule lead in his mother’s case.  harlan even went as far as staying with his family in new york over his summer vacations.  however all those leads drove him to nothing but dead ends, except all his effort hadn’t been for naught. 

turns out harlan’s intuition and persistence lead him down a completely different rabbit hole and on his quest to find answers about his mother he helped unravel an unrelated series of disappearances in the buffalo area.  in the subsequent books and media created about the solving of the case his identity was always kept under wraps, but he always kept in touch with the detectives he worked most closely with.  one even became a mentor of sorts when harlan showed interest in joining the bureau.  

in the coming years harlan earned dual degrees in criminal justice and computer science before working for two years as a crime analyst gaining his necessary work experience to apply to bureau.  when his time at the academy came to an end he stayed in virginia working in the criminal, cyber, response, and services branch.  while he was initially unhappy with remaining in virginia he was ultimately happy that he did because the life of the young agent would soon change forever but this time for the better.  

he met merrick wood in a dimly lit bar when they were the only two people paying any attention to the court proceeding of a murder trial instead of the variety of sports games playing on the other TVs.  a night of talking turned into a first date and within a year the pair were married.  initially they were going to hold off on starting a family but life had other plans and before long their son theo entered the world.  when merrick suggested the move to massachusetts to be closer to her sister he knew there was no other choice.  he knew how important it was to keep family close.  harlan was able to transfer to the worcester office and occasionally making the trip into boston when necessary.  

                               ↳ harlan west ( dylan arnold )

[bloodfiendarling]

we love jingyuan boobies in this household , anon ... mmmf .. i wana be between them so so bad ..

pairing — reader x jing yuan

contains — dom reader, sub char, nipple play, overstim, tit sucking

just a short ..

jing yuan’s tities... (drools …)

you loved teasing him. going behind him to randomly squeeze his pecs — and when you’re feeling extra mean, you’d play with his nips. doesn’t even matter where you two exactly were. if it was just you and him alone — you’d do it.

the fact they were so sensitive makes it better. you’ve been able to pull out an orgasm from him just from simply playing with his nipples.

and when you were sucking on them? he’s gonna be whining..

“mnn —♡♡ ah, ah.. y-you’re so– UNH♡ rough..♡”

he blabbered, watching your mouth kissing and sucking onto his nipple, your tongue swirling on the hard bud — the other going just as rough with your fingers. you let go of them after a little while, using your hands to grope his breasts.

“they’re distracting.. how could i not?”

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[bloodfiendarling]

i love mr . reca ... ah , my baby .. they can never make me hate you ♡

pairing — reader x mr . reca

contains — sub bottom char, dom top reader, afab mr reca, full nelson, dumbification

he’s a brat. no questions asked.

but he’s so, so easy to get dumb. hooking your arms between his legs to lift him — force him to sink down onto your cock.. he’ll be all giggly and stupid with a few good thrusts. his cunt is squeezing you, tounge lolled out and eyes rolled back. you could see his legs twitch here and there.

“ah– aheheh♡♡ hic - s’deep ♡ you love this cunt, hm—?”

what an absolute mess mr. reca was. he was being such a bitch to you just before — ordering you around and scolding you in front of others.. yet here he was, getting that stupid little pussy of his pounded. you swore you saw hearts in those red eyes.

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[bloodfiendarling]

⚜️ - san , when i catch you ... : ) this is giving danheng thoughts ..!!! awawa ...

drabble — divider creds . here

wc — ~200

pairing — reader x dan heng

contains — sub dan heng , dom reader , fem reader , nipple play

“i can’t stand it, y’know.” you sigh, head pressed against dan heng’s soft pecs. a hand squeezing one of them slightly — a small, breathy moan being heard within the usually-quiet archives. “sooo much work all the time, m’tired! can’t a girl get some rest?”

“don’t you agree, my love?”

you rest your chin on his chest, looking at him with a pouty face. “mm– hah.. i.. i suppose..? uhhg..” he couldn’t focus. at all. jolting whenever you’d suddenly press a kiss or squeezed a little too much.

his face is flushed a deep red — his thighs twitching. just the feeling of your hands and lips on his chest, marking them up and fondling them — it’s got his cock straining in his pants. his hands were slacked on his sides. not resisting at all — you were stressed, were you? of course he’d let you have your way.

his clothes were a mess. the top half opened haphazardly to reveal his chest. his voice was a higher pitch than it usually was — how cute. you continue rambling about how tiring your day had been — all while softly squishing and fondling his breasts without a care in the world. can’t you see how flustered he was?

it was when you kissed onto one of his hard nipples where his legs ended up giving in — backing up against a wall as he covered his mouth.

“ha— uhgh.. dear, please..”

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[bloodfiendarling]

sunday corruption ... omg .. and yes u may be ⚓️ anon !!! ( for some reason , it reminds me of mael limbusco ... )

𝐩𝐥𝐮𝐜𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐬

dead dove : do not eat

wc — ~600 ( mix of rambling , though .. )

pairing — reader x sunday

contains — sub bottom sunday , dom top reader , written with mtf reader in mind , smut , established relationship , virginity loss ( char ) , corruption kink , ( implied ? ) manipulation , marking

you can’t admit it yourself — but oh, how you loved how stupidly pathetic and needy he gets whenever you divert your attention away from him just a little bit. how he’d be willing to do absolutely anything if it means getting even just a little of your affection back. how easy he was.

the fact he was a virgin made it better — as horrible as that sounds. you two have made out before, maybe gotten a little handsy here and there, but it never got to escalate to sex, somehow. he’d either decline or say he isn’t ‘ready yet’.

for someone so pure he definitely is tempting. sometimes — you’d simply look at him, see him do something mundane. yet in your head, you couldn’t help but think of the most sinful things.. was it gross of you? of course it was. did you care much? no, not really.

you’d neglect the poor halovian till he’s practically begging for you — acting as if he was just another person. he didn’t get it at all. did he do something wrong? were you just too busy for him? it scared him.

and he’d do anything to have that love back. anything. even if it meant having those pretty feathers plucked — even if it turned him into nothing but a filthy sinner. he’d he willing if it were you. he’d let you push his head down onto the pillow, take your cock deep into his tight hole — muffling moans bordering screams.

the pretty glow of his halo flickering whenever you’d thrust a little too deep. even if you were rather gentle with him — but he couldn’t help but be so, so loud. sunday’s legs starting to tremble with his head down ass up. he couldn’t help but clench at the intrusion. the poor halovian couldn’t even count how many times he’s came by now.. the once clean sheets underneath how dampened.

how did he even get in this position in the first place? he didn’t even remember.

and you’d do this over and over again, too. always — it was you who initiated. but gradually, slowly but surely — he ended up being the one who asked. the second he noticed a hint of ignorance from you — he’d pull you away. take you to your room or office, whichever is closer. even a bathroom would do.

if it was your office — he’d let you bend him over your table. messing up and scattering all the important documents off the table, maybe even crumpled a few on accident. there were times you’d fuck him right on the door, a leg hooked over your shoulder as he tried to quiet his sinful, lewd moans.

if it was your bedroom — he doesn’t mind anything. but gods, you loved laying him on his back. watching those little wings cover his flushed face. pretty tears starting to spill. your hands rough on his hips till they bruise up.

“..(name)” he’d mutter, legs shaky as you held them up — watching him writhe on the sheets. a small sob coming out of his mouth. “nnh.. you love me now, right? right?”

“love you?”

you asked, your tone almost mocking him. you thrusted a little deeper, earning you a broken mewl. his hands scrambling to hold onto your neck. “of course i love you.. look at you. so pretty for me.”

don’t forget to mark him up, too. make sure everyone knows he’s yours. ravage that slender, pale neck of his till it’s filled with bite marks and hickeys. he used to cover them up — he doesn’t care much now, though. at least they know he’s yours.

mark the back of his neck specifically — lift up his hair with your finger and rub it with your thumb whenever you need to notify him of your presence. watch him jolt up — especially cute whenever he’s talking to someone.

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