#☹️ anon

[imdoingsortagay]

Of course 🥰💛

What do you like to be called? 🥰

- ☹️

Depends

[cissyenthusiast010155]

Mommyy my shoulder wont stop hurting because of the stupid booster shot i had yesterday. I can barely move my right arm which sucks.

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Hi sweetheart…!! Oof, I am sorry to hear that. I hope your shoulder gets better soon, sweetness… ♥️ Mommy’s here if you need any snuggles or kisses, alright? Don’t hesitate to reach out! 💞💞

P.S. I’m going to sign you as the ☹️ emoji, as your emoji that you signed isn’t in my options. Let me know if you want to change this 💞

Talk with Me ❤️‍����

[violeblanche]

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[ask-the-bastard-boss]

WHUY ARE YOY SHKOUTIGN AT MER MR STENENVON ☹️☹️

“WHY DO YOU KEEP THINKING I’M DYING. Please use your magic whatever. Just.-“

[jayjj7]

chap 33 just saved me from another episode of depression, they’re so cute ☹️

btw can i be ☹️ anon?

glad i could help🙏

[saetoru]

if you do this then you better hold my hand while we cross da street ☹️☹️

i wanna see poor gojo heartbroken but at the same time i know you’ll make me cry w/ how good your writing is n always have been 😭

- new anon (can i be ☹️ anon? i feel like that’s fitting lmao)

BLUSHES FURIOUSLY ☹️ sobs i shall hold ur hands guys FRET NOT it will be over soon the drama will outweigh the pain ‼️

no but idek what team i’m on like poor satoru :( but also suguru pining secretly is :(

[theghoulboysblog]

ryan spraying shane with macha out of his mouth twice in the span of a few minutes. drinking is hard. he’s trying his best 🙏

[howlsofbloodhounds]

Hey! You probably have already been asked this question- and I know you’ll probably never see this- but I’ve been thinking about this and curious about this lately, uh-

What are all the things killer went through during his time under the control of his frisk? Both cannon and head-cannon? I have a few head-cannons myself but am really curious what others think and what the cannon is!

It’s okay if not answered, am just a curious soul wondering about stuff-

Well, first, it wasn’t his Frisk he was under the control of—Frisk is actually hardly mentioned in Something New outside of the first few panels of the first page of the comics, and Killer saying he misses stabbing Frisk’s face when asked if he missed Frisk.

It was Chara, and the Player—basically one and the same in Something New, even if Chara the dead child potentially wants something more. All the Player ever really wants from Killer’s existence is something new, after all. Chara’s the one who wanted a partner in crime.

As for what happened between them, the fun part is—we don’t actually canonically know. We can make guesses based on the beginning, when Killer turned on them, and some things based on after they ended—how Killer still sees them and hears them and listens to them, how he feels watched by them constantly, as if they’re living inside him.

This tells me just how codependent their relationship was—and how scared and powerless Killer feels beneath them, even as he feels he needs them and that he still has to listen to them, even if he doesn’t want to—even as he struggles to realize that he doesn’t want to, because he wants what They want.

Even if he has a new “master” now in the form of Nightmare. It tells me that Chara’s wants and priorities and needs have always taken priority over anything and anyone else—especially Killer himself.

It’s like..how a baby doesn’t realize they are separate from their mother for the first few months of their life. Except Killer never truly realized that he is separate from them. Or that they are separate from him. He has internalized them, and in many ways, has become them. Something he struggles to make sense of.

Killer doesn’t know who he is or what he is, what he wants—if he wants anything at all. He doesn’t know what is or isn’t real—why he feels and behaves about certain things. Why everything both does and doesn’t feel familiar, and yet still he is always just separate.

Chara provided directions. They represent identity and direction and stability, certainty and structure. They scare him and hurt him and confuse him, and he hates them and fears them in equal measure, but no one has understood him like them. Not even himself.

I’m sure he also didn’t use to understand why he was ever scared of or disobedient of Chara before—if something ever triggered him into Stage 1, such as his own hesitance to kill Papyrus. Stage 2 may not have held the same emotional ties to Chara that Stage 1 does or hold the same anger and hate that Stage 3 does or the fear and reverence that Stage 4 does; but it wasn’t like he knew anything else besides them with certainty.

He knew he needed them. He didn’t know fully why, he just did. He could try to explain why but it’d be through the lens of what Chara taught him: control or be controlled, the most Determined decide fate, etc.

He holds on these contradictory views and experiences with Chara, likely dissociated and compartmented into his four Stages, but all just as true as eachother.

They made him. He exists because of the Player, sure, but Chara basically raised him. The Player speaks through them, they act on our behalf. There may even be no difference between Chara and God in his mind in Stage 4.

And try as he might, he can’t pry their pieces out of him.

All of it suggests heavy levels of manipulation, conditioning, gaslighting, dependency, and abuse to me. The specifics aren’t said or shown or even confirmed, but the fact that out of all his shadowy hallucinations of everyone he’s killed—living in his head—Chara’s the only one who’s more than a shadow and has sway over his choices seems to say something about their relationship.

Anyway, a lot of things could’ve likely happened when he was with Chara. Who knows how long they were together—Killer likely doesn’t know. How many timelines they went through together.

I do like to think that there was an entire timeline where Killer and Chara overthrew Asgore and ruled the Underground themselves at some point, because Princess Killer and Killer being conditioned through royal etiquette is an idea I love. I also think he was conditioned through childhood nursery rhymes, games, gestures, and sayings that are loaded with specific meanings that only Chara and Killer themselves know. Their own little language.

I think Chara gave Killer Asriel’s golden locket, to basically make Killer into the better “Asriel.” I do believe he was often threatened and kept in line through the use of the Reset—something Killer, back when he was Sans, hated and dreaded more anything.

(And by that I mean, he was either threatened with a Reset if he didn’t do something, or forced to repeat something over and over through the use of the Reset until he either did it perfectly or without thinking or hesitation. Until any attempts to resist results in an instinctive overriding of his own will via the triggering of Stage 4.)

That original sentiment was likely twisted over time, but still present in some shape or form—such as the need for something new, and to not constantly do the same thing over and over again, even as paradoxically, Killer has a tendency to do the same things over and over again thanks to the role of the Resets in his conditioning.

I’ve made a post before about like, Chara and Killer making the killing into something like hunting games, can’t find it. But I like to think there was a punishment-reward system that Killer internalized as well, especially in Stage 4.

I’ve mentioned before how i hc that Killer and Chara had a pinky swear system that could never be broken under threat of grievous harm to whichever party breaks the promise—and as a result any promises made via pinky swears with Killer from absolutely anyone is basically the same as signing away your right to live if you ever break it.

I’ve mentioned how I think the one death Killer has never experienced before is buttercup poisoning. But basically, anything you think could happen has possibly happened, except ya know..weird stuff.

Reality is a game, and the Underground is their sandbox.

[demonstars]

u already know who ❗️❗️❗️❗️ https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTL9KHSXg/

[scrollonso]

u wanna guess who's having a field day on tiktok today.... (hint: username has bez and the letters c and m in it)

oh god... let me go check

hey so actually alex was racing and had no way of telling the FUTURE and knowing him defending his spot would result in that crash. alex didn't throw his bike on pecco when they crashed they both lost control of their bikes and that's just the result. we're aware it couldve ended badly, as all crashes can. marc did deserve the win, he had a giant gap between him and jorge the whole race and if he didnt deserve the win he wouldnt have raced and gotten it. also idk why alex would get a penalty for a racing incident this is part of the sport. racing. crashing. making mistakes. though i do believe alex shouldve been a half decent person and checked on pecco after this. "now imagine if that was his nape under that tyre" well. it wasnt! and if it was it's not like alex kicked it there??? also i like alex 😸 bye

[imdoingsortagay]

Happy birthday!!

Here’s your smooch 😘💋

You can totally spank me for your birthday too if you’d like

- ☹️

I READ THIS IN CLASS AND BLUSHED,

MY TEACHER MIGHT HAVE SEEN

[cissyenthusiast010155]

I think i used an emoticon and not an emoji let me try again

:(

☹️ anon

Hehe, it’s alright, sweet anon!! I assumed that was what you meant ♥️. You got it this time around! I hope you’re doing well. And I’m happy that you’ve reached out! How are you doing? I hope you have a lovely day/night!! 💞💞

Talk with Me ❤️‍🔥

[nativegirltapes]

I really wanna see angels hate for Odessa play out she is so snarky with it. We all know angel is so much better than Odessa

i have a few asks asking about angel & odessa and how they’re like mutual dislike for one another would play out and i won’t even lie i have no idea ….

bc i know you guys want like angel to like TAKE ACTION and swing on a hoe but also i want it to be realistic and juicy without being cringe ¿

so if anyone has requests regarding them with an actual plot … i’d be more than happy to write it !! i am just struggling coming up with a plot & everyone just asking for more odessa and angel isn’t helping

[ask-the-bastard-boss]

mr stenenvon why arre tou bald arebyoyu goimh tondie pelase dont die mr stenenvon ☹️☹️☹️

“You can… literally used magic to bring it back.”

[louferrignojrofficial]

They’re just jealous of his big fat ass and his glorious tits

well yes 😤

[st4rfckerz]

Imagining the soulmates trope with ani BUT we include his turning to the dark side :(((

Since the AOTC era, you were inseparable. You always had a feeling that he was your soulmate, but since he was a Jedi, you ignored it. Forbidden love is barely love. Love without representation barely exists.

The yearning chased both of you like a hound to its prey, and it became too much for your mortal hearts to bear. You both knew that your souls were interlinked, and Anakin knew that was not something to push away. Many people don’t even find their soulmates, let alone have them so close but never touching. Never fulfilling.

Time passes, and that’s when he begins yearning for something more than the life he lives. Being so constricted, trapped in the confines of the Jedi code that he cannot even love his soulmate openly. His only hope is the dark side. And that tie you have to him telling you deep down, knowing what was going to happen but not being able to confront it. Waiting for the bomb to explode.

Begging for him to stay, trying so desperately to convince him that your lives can be better without the dark side, trying to grasp on to the little bit of Ani you can see behind his cold eyes. But it’s too late. He’s too far gone. He’s gone.

And afterwards, you feel that utter despair in the emptiness. The bed is empty, the rooms are empty, your heart is empty. Yearning for what you’ll never get back until it gets to severe that you’re whisked into a life of tears and basking in the memories of the man that you can barely remember the voice of. The memories of his touch being like a phantom limb, haunting your dreams and causing pain like no human should have to endure. Knowing that the invisible string has been broken, because now there is nobody on the other end.

He’s still alive, but he is dead.

-🪩

Back to yap just like I said!!! Period was supposed to come two days ago so I’m feeling like ruining lives ig

you’re tugging at my heartstrings GODDDDD

you just want your beautiful ani back. it bothered you that the person you loved the most was gone without really being gone. you noticed the drastic change in his demeanor almost immediately. the once sweet, kind, and loving man you once knew turned cold and bitter, and would sometimes snap at you unreasonably. of course the thought of how he was turning towards something he swore he would destroy kept you up at night.

the sleepless nights grew longer and colder and soon he was gone for good. you still heard whispers about him after you restricted yourself from seeing him again, but the stuffy, suffocating feeling in your chest never left, and it probably never will for as long as you live.

yayyy the yap sessions are back!!! i always love hearing what you’ve been conjuring up in that brain of yours. and speaking of periods, i literally started mine 5 minutes before i had to go to work and i’ve been cramping SO BAD like i literally almost had to leave work early because of it. but if we both end up on our periods at the same time i guess we have no other choice but to lay together and watch hayden’s bad movies 🙄 totally wouldn’t want that