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[book-girl4evaaa]

❝ How Very <3 ❞

𝗡𝗼𝘄 𝗽𝗹𝗮𝘆𝗶𝗻𝗴:

"beautiful"

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First of all rp blogs so you know who I am 😭 @ask-the-great-heather-chandler @athenas-weirdo-daughter

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@ book-girl4eva -> @ book-girl4evaaa

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{ is it just me or is this looking aesthetic as heck? }

Call me Bea or Eva (I like Bea better tho) ⸙ minor ⸙ libra ⸙ geeky ⸙ Athena Cabin ⸙ overuses the ✨ emoji ⸙ book lover ⸙ bilingual ⸙ ace most likely ⸙ free Palestine 🍉 ⸙ British, unfortunately (🥄) ⸙ major Gracie Abrams fan ⸙ Infp-t personality ⸙ ambivert ⸙ African pride ⸙ theatre kid ⸙pepper soup enthusiast ⸙ writer ⸙ artist ⸙ religion is.... complicated but leaning towards agnostic⸙ singer (sort of) ⸙nerd ⸙dancer ⸙ fangirl ⸙sport-lover ⸙ daydreamer ⸙ hopeless romantic ⸙ future designer ⸙ glasses gang ⸙ arsonists ⸙ tag me in poetry! ⸙ green, blue and purple>>> chaotic good ⸙ in a world of heathers be a Veronica ⸙ my sexuality is "?!?!!!!?????" ⸙

I'm always ready to make new friends (no creeps, please) so please talk to me!

Dislikes/Dni: Zionists ☄ creeps ☄ misogynists ☄ sexists ☄ racists ☄ homophobes ☄ transphobes ☄ bigots of any kind ☄ eating mushrooms ☄ geography ☄ mean people ☄ Monday mornings

Nicknames: Beatrice (by Turtle I miss her :() Beanie (by Shree) Belle (by Tina) Bee (by Myna and Fishy) Bea Bee (by Loife) Bumble Bee (by Ife mi <3333 (archivist)) Bear (by Kitcat) Beezus (by Riyana) (Bea)utiful (by Leta)

If you need someone to blurt random facts, rant about life, or just yap then I'm your girl! Feel free to give me nicknames and chat about random stuff :)

Also, send me asks, please :)

Moots!

Fandoms I'm active in: Pjo, Tpq, Kotlc, Gilded, Hamilton, MCU, agggtm, Amari and the night brothers, the hunger games, six of crows, the folk of the air, heathersssssssssssssssss and many more!

I can speak English, yr 9 level Spanish, tiny bits of Hindi (don't ask) and a few insults in yuroba

DNI if you are: a Zionist, a creep, a misogynist, sexist, racist, homophobic, transphobic, or just mean/disrespectful.

personal tags: #bea updates - any random og post • #[Bea reblogs] - reblogging a post • #[Bea's on the line] - answering an ask • #bea's wip - self explanatory

"Guess I picked the wrong time to be a human being,"

Side blogs:

@book-girlswhispers (idk Im just vibey and writey on there)

@step-into-my-candystore (my heathers/musical blog)

@she-used-to-bea-mine (my vent blog)

So have a good day, be kind, and love yourself<333

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All images from Pinterest, dividers by me :)

I hope you enjoyed my ✨ extremely aesthetic ✨ intro post!

(Veronica Sawyer photo dump underneath because I love herrrr)

Credits to @westerburgresidence for the user boxes!

[fairstival]

if you get this, answer with 3 random facts about yourself and send it to the last 7 blogs in your notifications, anonymously or not! Let's get to know the person behind the blog

Thank you @eyenaku for sending this! ☄

1. I'm actually an artist myself. I don't post any of my stuff though. I've done multiple pieces of sun and moon and recently finished my moon cosplay for Halloween. Maybe I'll try posting them someday!

2. I'm a lover of reptiles and I have six of them. One snake and 5 lizard, one of which is a Savannah monitor named lizardo. He isn't as big as the pictures you see online but he's still like 3ish feet long including tail. He's a sweetheart and a baby and I love him.

3. I love to cook. I've got plans to make homemade lamb samsa today. We'll see how it turns out 👀

The last seven people in my replies were

@anarchy-and-asexuality @unstoppablecass @your-average-potato @muzzlemouths @writingwhimsey @biscuitcultist @akitsuneswife

I've seen these users in my replies a lot so I'm curious to know the person behind the blog!

[swanqucen]

｡ﾟ  ༉  ⁀  ➷・( 🦢 )  ╱  𝐆𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐄𝐍  𝐎𝐅  ;          𝔪 𝔞 𝔡 𝔫 𝔢 𝔰 𝔰,   𝔴 𝔬 𝔫 𝔡 𝔢 𝔯,  𝖕 𝖆 𝖗 𝖆 𝖉 𝖎 𝖘 𝖊,  𝖍 𝖊 𝖆 𝖛 𝖊 𝖓

( yu jimin. female. she/her. ) did you see the new tenant on the 94th floor, on the SEA side of the building? GWYNEIRA JEON is a 23 year old PRIMA BALLERINA & SHAREHOLDER AT JEON PHARMACEUTICALS, originally hailing from SWANSEA, WALES. with a net worth of ₩90B, it’s no wonder they secured an apartment at noeul gardens! being so WHIMSICAL is probably what made them so notable, but if they aren’t careful, garden party will pick up on how OBSESSIVE they are. if that dreaded magazine ever finds out that HER PROFESSIONAL HIATUS WAS THE RESULT OF DRUG OVERDOSE, NOT AN INJURY, the gossip will write itself...  

hello hello it’s eden ( she/her, 20+, aest ) and i’m here to introduce my beloved, gwyneira ! some of you may or may not recognise her from elsewhere but she’s is here at gardenhq as you’re resident manic swan queen; a slightly unstable, guilt-ridden and obsessively perfectionistic principal ballerina for the korean national ballet. she can be quite the wholesome sweetheart if not for the fact that she’s a little self-interested, oblivious and unknowingly flaunts her rich-privilege ( trust fund baby ! ) + she is naively unaware of the meaning of self-sufficiency. her little secret is that her hiatus from the stage since about a year ago was not because she’d broken her leg during a fateful performance, but rather she’d suffered from an episode of a drug overdose.

if you’d like to plot with her feel free to reach out to me in dms or give this post a like and i can come your way! below the cut you can find a not-very-brief summary of her backstory.

╭・🦢・ 𝙱 𝙰 𝚂 𝙸 𝙲 𝚂      ┊   [  PROFILE  /  BIO (tba) ]   ┆♡・ ₊  𝙴 𝚇 𝚃 𝚁 𝙰 ━━     𝄞    playlists  ( tba ).  ━━     ♔   pinterest ( tba ) ━━     ☄︎    edits  ( tba ).      ━━     ⚘  social media posts ( tba ) ┆♡・ ₊   𝚃 𝙰 𝙶 𝚂           ┊     [  answered / ooc  ]   . ╰・ 🦢 ・ 𝙼 𝙰 𝙸 𝙽         ┊     [  @gardenshq​​   ]   .

𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐆𝐖𝐘𝐍𝐄𝐈𝐑𝐀 𝐄𝐔𝐍𝐇𝐀 𝐉𝐄𝐎𝐍  playing  ;  swan lake op. 20, act II, no. 10   with prominence upon ;   girlhood  as  godhood,  the  ophelia  complex,  a  tortured  artist’s  thirst  for  perfection —  to  defy  mortal  limits  until  there  is  none,  insomnia,  paranoia  and  the  fine  line  between  nightmares  and  dreams  where  humans  are  as  much  monsters  as  their  inner  demons,  desperation  in  the  face  of  pain,  dependency  as  a  fatal  flaw,  an  artist’s  obsession,  martyrdom  vs.  victimhood,  the  fall  from  mutiny  to  glory,  firebirds  and  drowning  girls,  wings  as  metaphorical  chains,  music  box  ballerinas —  dressed  in  swan feathers  and  starlight,  a  yearning  for  acceptance  and  control,  dance  as  a  language  of  expression, as  the  dichotomy  between  power  and  delicacy  —  a  battle  of  grace between  black  and  white  swan.  

gwyneira eunha jeon is born on christmas eve in 1998 in swansea, wales — the day before her mother passes away due to complications of her birth. eira was born premature, with several medical issues that severely effected her heart and was to undergo various surgeries... until she seemed miraculously cured the moment her mother died. it caused a bit of a stir to her rather devout family; her grandparents believed it was some prodigious act of god whilst her father puts his faith in it being her mother’s sacrifice. eira, over the years, has begun to believe that she just has a very attentive guardian angel watching over her.

as a jeon, she the youngest of one of south korea’s most influential families. her father’s side of family has, for many generations, held a stake in south korea’s medical industry, with jeon pharmaceuticals owning many private hospitals and a biotech company are under their name. currently, as eira’s networth lies in high billions of won, it is largely due to passive income as a named shareholder in her father’s company though she has little to do with it at all as it’s rather corrupt and she’s always been shielded from it by her father and brothers.

her mother, on the other hand, was a former prima ballerina and at time of death, was the leading artistic director of wale’s national ballet company.

following her mother’s footsteps, as her father had always wanted of her, eira fell into the life of dance very early on. perhaps it was her mother’s blood that made her a prodigy or maybe it was the fact that eira felt she owed that much to her mother, to live up to her name because she’d taken her life.

in any case, by the time she was sixteen she had already made a name for herself in the ballet industry, training first in seoul, then switzerland, russia and paris and then again in korea where she would sky-rocket to acclaim. she was accepted into the korean national ballet as a teenager and by the time she was eighteen, she had become their youngest principal dancer; a feat even her mother had not achieved. this garnered her some level of media attention and adoration in the artistic community, hailing her the shining star of south korea’s classical stage. 

by this time she’d fallen into her obsession with dance as an escape, trapping herself in a bubble that consisted only of ballet and nothing else. overtime she’d allowed her pressure for perfectionism to consumer her whole, to the point where paranoia began to sink in and hallucinations from lack of sleep and insomnia detached her from both reality and the people around her. she was rewarded for this, by an international acclaim of her talents and dedication to her art.

she had accumulated a considerable fanbase by this time and to cope with her mental decline and the pressure of the media’s attention — both because of her enchanting talents on stage, able to captivate any audience, but also because of her family’s affluence – gwyneira turned to substance abuse, allowing her to forget and forgo her issues if only for small amounts of time. she traded all that was left of her self-control and sanity for small amounts of happiness in the form of tranquillisers and hallucinogens.

during the last act of her swan lake performance a little over a year ago, her drug use went too far out of hand. she’d completed a brilliant performance by the end of the show, one that would go down in history as possibly her greatest yet, but when the curtain was drawn she’d immediately collapsed and lost consciousness.

she was comatose for two days before waking up in the hospital. her father had later used his connections to push everything that happened under the rug, covering her incident by saying she’d physically injured herself and had to take a hiatus from dance, which keep her name clean in the media. her ballet company, in conversation with her family, allowed her to stay in her position as long as completed a year of rehabilitation and an additional eight months of psychotherapy to allow her to continue dancing as a prima ballerina and principal dancer. 

this brings us to the present day when eira’s just returned from rehab which she’d covered as an extensive retreat in a foreign country for physiotherapy purposes (as people believe she’d broken her leg). rather than immediately returning to the seoul that haunts her nightmares and where rumours about her a rife, she is now spending some downtime at her dad’s old apartment in noeul gardens, busan, whilst she attends psychotherapy there and returns to dance practice, having deferred for a season to the busan ballet company for training. though eira is still a little away from returning to the stage with her old company, south korea’s high society and the classical art enthusiasts are all reeling from the return of their beloved swan queen.

[eiraws]

｡ﾟ  ༉  ⁀  ➷・( 🦢 )  ╱  𝐆𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐄𝐍  𝐎𝐅  ;             𝔪 𝔞 𝔡 𝔫 𝔢 𝔰 𝔰,   𝔴 𝔬 𝔫 𝔡 𝔢 𝔯,  𝖕 𝖆 𝖗 𝖆 𝖉 𝖎 𝖘 𝖊,  𝖍 𝖊 𝖆 𝖛 𝖊 𝖓

ㅤ hello there, i’m ℰ 𝔡 𝔢 𝔫 ( she/her, 18+, aedt ) and i’m here to introduce my beloved girl gwyneira ! some of you may or may not recognise her from elsewhere but she’s making her comeback now as the lead dancer, visual and vocalist of arcana. this eira is wishingstar’s resident swan queen; a slightly unstable, guilt-ridden and perfectionistic former ballerina who would be quite the wholesome sweetheart if not for the fact that she’s a bit self-interested & oblivious, unknowingly flaunts her rich-privilege ( trust fund baby! ) and is naively unaware of many things such as the meaning of self-sufficiency or the fact that she’s not the only one whose struggling! she is formerly a select girl and angelfish trainee who is incredibly volatile and takes poorly to criticism, having been a ballet prodigy all her life and graduating from a prestigious dance academy only to throw away her childhood dreams of entering a ballet company in favour of becoming an idol. if you’d like to plot with her feel free to reach out to me in dms or give this post a like and i can come your way! below the cut you can find a brief summary of her backstory (which i admit is quite long but i’d recommend it over reading her bio which is much much longer, i apologise). ㅤ

ㅤ ╭・🦢・ 𝙱 𝙰 𝚂 𝙸 𝙲 𝚂      ┊   [  PROFILE  /  CAREER  /  BIO  ]    ┆♡・ ₊  𝙴 𝚇 𝚃 𝚁 𝙰   ━━     𝄞    playlists  ( tba ).  ━━     ♔   pinterest ( tba ) ━━     ☄︎    edits  ( tba ).      ━━     ⚘  social media posts ( tba ) ┆♡・ ₊   𝚃 𝙰 𝙶 𝚂           ┊     [  schedules / answered / ooc  ]   . ╰・ 🦢 ・ 𝙼 𝙰 𝙸 𝙽          ┊     [  @wishingstarsrp​  ]   . ㅤ

𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐆𝐖𝐘𝐍𝐄𝐈𝐑𝐀 𝐄𝐔𝐍𝐇𝐀 𝐉𝐄𝐎𝐍 ( &. 𝐄𝐃𝐄𝐍 ) playing  ;  swan lake op. 20, act II, no. 10   with prominence upon ;   girlhood  as  godhood,  the  ophelia  complex,  dance  as  a  language  of  expression,  an  appreciation  of  art  &.  beauty,  perfectionism  as  a  strength  vs.  a  weakness,  the  detriment  of  insomnia  and  sleep  paralysis,  the  fine  line  between  nightmares  and  dreams,  inner  demons  and  humans  as  monsters,  a  guilt-ridden  and  unreliable  mind,  desperation  in  the  face  of  pain,  dependency  as  a  fatal  flaw,  an  artist’s  obsession,  martyrdom  vs.  victimhood,  naivety  and  innocence,  the  fall  from  mutiny  to  glory,  the  dichotomy  between  power  and  delicacy,  firebirds  and  drowning  girls,  wings  as  metaphorical  chains,  music  box  ballerinas,  a  yearning  for  acceptance  and  control,  the  black  swan  vs.  the  white  swan. ㅤ

⁀  ➷・( 🦢 )  ╱  𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐒𝐖𝐀𝐍 𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐄𝐍 ; 𝐀 𝐋𝐈𝐁𝐑𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐎

gwyneira eunha jeon is born on christmas eve 1999, in the city of swansea in wales where her family migrated to four years before she was born. this was the day before her mother tragically passes away due to birth complications and eira herself was born with some medical issues that effected her heart, having been born severely premature. she was to undergo surgery for it until she seemed miraculously cured on christmas day and since there was no medical explanation behind it ( the doctors weren’t too sure what happened. one day she was barely making it and the next she was perfectly fine ). it caused a bit of a stir to her quite religious family and her grandparents believe it was some prodigious act of god. her father, meanwhile, puts his faith in it being her mother’s sacrifice.

her mother, jeon ceri, was a famous korean ballerina who retired early in her outstanding career to become an artistic director for the swansea ballet after marrying jeon seokwon, the ceo of jeon industries, a multinational biomedical and pharmaceutical conglomerate. as a jeon, eira is part of one of south korea’s most influential families. her father’s side has, for many generations, held a stake in south korea’s medical industry and many private clinics and biomed companies are under their name. they were quite affluent, but in all honesty very immoral, caring more about business than the welfare of others. her father is obviously a rather ruthless businessman, but had a particular soft spot for her mother that transferred to eira after her mother’s death. this is part of the reason why eira grew up so protected and sheltered which only goes to harm her more than help her now that she’s more exposed to the world.

a few years after her mother’s death, after her father has tied up all the family’s loose ends in wales, she and her two brothers are relocated back to seoul. it is here that she first begins her journey into the world of dance, now being unable to escape her mother’s legacy. her father enrols her into dance classes as soon as she could properly walk, before she could even speak for herself. but freewill didn’t really matter the minute it was found that she was a natural at it, advancing quickly as she grew older and surpassing many of her peers.

usually, as a jeon she would have been expected to study well and take over some part of the family business but her exception lay in the fact that she was as brilliant and as passionate about dancing as her mother was and she was always her father’s favourite, being allowed to live life as she wanted as long as it was under his watchful eye (because of course, to him she is still the nearly dying baby who can’t do anything on her own or she might break).

all her life she’s been very protected from things, such as the truth of her family’s own malpractice scandals and such. it’s like she’s lived with a blindfold over her eyes and she naively did not even mind it one bit. her life revolved around nothing but dance and living luxuriously and she had no qualms with it whatsoever.

a few years after moving back to seoul, her family makes their way to switzerland to expand her father’s evergrowing business. it was here where she really became more deeply ingrained into the life of dance and her obsession with ballet took root. when she returns to seoul many years later to complete highschool, she’s already found herself trapped in a bubble that consisted only of ballet and not much else. 

dance becomes the very essence of her life and she begins to lose sleep over it, her relationship and friendships over it until she loses control. not even eighteen and she’s allowed this dedication to her craft to consume her. but she doesn’t stop, doesn’t really know how it and so she just lets it take over her. after highschool she goes on to attend a specialised and prestigious dance academy to foster her incredibly talents. at this place, she is pushed to her limit in order to be perfect for the stage but she begins to struggle a lot more with her own mental and physical health. ballet being her sole driving force was sucking the life out of her and the compulsive need to dance consumes her days and then her nights until it all grows into stifling paranoia, insomnia and hallucinations from lack of sleep and she became detached from both reality and the people around her entirely. 

during her final year of the academy, her situation took its toll on her considerably and she was not dealing with it in a very healthy way at all. the world of ballet was incredibly competitive and eira had been moulded to fit right in there but it didn’t feel right to her anymore, despite how much she knows her father wants this for her and her mother would be proud of her for it. by the time she leaves the academy, a ticket straight into the korean national ballet in her hands, she lets her childhood dreams go in favour of a new career. a friend of hers, rumoured to be the daughter of ceo yoo, urges her to try out for an entertainment company and she does with successful result. she lets her father know of her decision to change her career but upon not receiving a response, she continues to distance herself from her family like she had been doing lately anyway.

she trains for less than a year in angelfish entertainment, honing in skills she didn’t know she even had because she hadn’t had much time to venture outside of ballet and contemporary dance. now, she’s fallen in love with the idea of becoming an idol, seeing it to be much more artistically freeing than trapping herself to the strict and never changing routines of ballet. she was born for the stage, that much was true, but she is coming to realise that the ballet stage might not be the one for her as much as an idol stage is.

she becomes a select trainee when the opportunity arises and though she has spent the year trying to forget much of her past, doing so quite well by diving headfirst into training so that she doesn’t  have to think about it, the competitive nature of the show allows certain memories to resurface. now that select has ended and she has succeeded in making into a group, she finds herself at a very interesting point in life, unsure of whether this all is right for her and now dealing with the belated guilt and fear of disappointing her family and whether she made the right choice. her inner demons that she hid so well, buried so deep that she thought they disappeared are all coming back to haunt her and we’ll just have to wait and see how she plans on reigning them in, controlling them before they end up controlling her again.  ( 🦢 )  ╱  𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐄𝐍𝐃. 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐒𝐎𝐌𝐄𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆 . . .

WANTED PLOTS

i don’t have a plots page going at the moment because... i’m incompetent. but! there will be one eventually, hopefully.

for now though i’d love to brainstorm anything and everything in terms of connections so please feel free to hit me up with your ideas, i’m very excited to get something going for eira. personally i’d love to get her some sibling-like relationships especially. due to her upbringing she is naturally drawn towards people who would take care of her so i can see her having many older sister / older brother type relationships!! 

despite her very troubling mindset she’s a very loveable, innocent little creature with a very trusting heart. she’s a bit naive and quite manipulable but she loves very easily too. i can also see her having a lot of unrequited crushes because she tends to over-inflate emotions and mistake platonic affection for love sometimes. not that she love-starved or anything, tbh she’s kind of smothered by it but she loves love so pls give me some angsty one-sided connections. 🤷‍♀️

also looking for anyone who can help guide her along the way in this daunting idol life! she’s got one foot out the door with this whole career, teetering on the edge of whether this is right for her or not so she may be in need of someone who helps her find her place here or at least reassure her.

and finally any fellow dancers!! dance is eira’s #1, always has been and always will be so she’d be likely to befriend anyone who shows an interest in that also. she might be in need of someone to dance with, teach her new dance styles or someone who is looking to get some help with dance or something like that.

really, just throw anything at me i’m very excited to start plotting with everyone!