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｡ﾟ ༉ ⁀ ➷・( 🦢 ) ╱ 𝐆𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐄𝐍 𝐎𝐅 ; 𝔪 𝔞 𝔡 𝔫 𝔢 𝔰 𝔰, 𝔴 𝔬 𝔫 𝔡 𝔢 𝔯, 𝖕 𝖆 𝖗 𝖆 𝖉 𝖎 𝖘 𝖊, 𝖍 𝖊 𝖆 𝖛 𝖊 𝖓

ㅤ hello there, i’m ℰ 𝔡 𝔢 𝔫 ( she/her, 18+, aedt ) and i’m here to introduce my beloved girl gwyneira ! some of you may or may not recognise her from elsewhere but she’s making her comeback now as the lead dancer, visual and vocalist of arcana. this eira is wishingstar’s resident swan queen; a slightly unstable, guilt-ridden and perfectionistic former ballerina who would be quite the wholesome sweetheart if not for the fact that she’s a bit self-interested & oblivious, unknowingly flaunts her rich-privilege ( trust fund baby! ) and is naively unaware of many things such as the meaning of self-sufficiency or the fact that she’s not the only one whose struggling! she is formerly a select girl and angelfish trainee who is incredibly volatile and takes poorly to criticism, having been a ballet prodigy all her life and graduating from a prestigious dance academy only to throw away her childhood dreams of entering a ballet company in favour of becoming an idol. if you’d like to plot with her feel free to reach out to me in dms or give this post a like and i can come your way! below the cut you can find a brief summary of her backstory (which i admit is quite long but i’d recommend it over reading her bio which is much much longer, i apologise). ㅤ

ㅤ ╭・🦢・ 𝙱 𝙰 𝚂 𝙸 𝙲 𝚂 ┊ [ PROFILE / CAREER / BIO ] ┆♡・ ₊ 𝙴 𝚇 𝚃 𝚁 𝙰 ━━ 𝄞 playlists ( tba ). ━━ ♔ pinterest ( tba ) ━━ ☄︎ edits ( tba ). ━━ ⚘ social media posts ( tba ) ┆♡・ ₊ 𝚃 𝙰 𝙶 𝚂 ┊ [ schedules / answered / ooc ] . ╰・ 🦢 ・ 𝙼 𝙰 𝙸 𝙽 ┊ [ @wishingstarsrp ] . ㅤ

𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐆𝐖𝐘𝐍𝐄𝐈𝐑𝐀 𝐄𝐔𝐍𝐇𝐀 𝐉𝐄𝐎𝐍 ( &. 𝐄𝐃𝐄𝐍 ) playing ; swan lake op. 20, act II, no. 10 with prominence upon ; girlhood as godhood, the ophelia complex, dance as a language of expression, an appreciation of art &. beauty, perfectionism as a strength vs. a weakness, the detriment of insomnia and sleep paralysis, the fine line between nightmares and dreams, inner demons and humans as monsters, a guilt-ridden and unreliable mind, desperation in the face of pain, dependency as a fatal flaw, an artist’s obsession, martyrdom vs. victimhood, naivety and innocence, the fall from mutiny to glory, the dichotomy between power and delicacy, firebirds and drowning girls, wings as metaphorical chains, music box ballerinas, a yearning for acceptance and control, the black swan vs. the white swan. ㅤ

⁀ ➷・( 🦢 ) ╱ 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐒𝐖𝐀𝐍 𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐄𝐍 ; 𝐀 𝐋𝐈𝐁𝐑𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐎

gwyneira eunha jeon is born on christmas eve 1999, in the city of swansea in wales where her family migrated to four years before she was born. this was the day before her mother tragically passes away due to birth complications and eira herself was born with some medical issues that effected her heart, having been born severely premature. she was to undergo surgery for it until she seemed miraculously cured on christmas day and since there was no medical explanation behind it ( the doctors weren’t too sure what happened. one day she was barely making it and the next she was perfectly fine ). it caused a bit of a stir to her quite religious family and her grandparents believe it was some prodigious act of god. her father, meanwhile, puts his faith in it being her mother’s sacrifice.

her mother, jeon ceri, was a famous korean ballerina who retired early in her outstanding career to become an artistic director for the swansea ballet after marrying jeon seokwon, the ceo of jeon industries, a multinational biomedical and pharmaceutical conglomerate. as a jeon, eira is part of one of south korea’s most influential families. her father’s side has, for many generations, held a stake in south korea’s medical industry and many private clinics and biomed companies are under their name. they were quite affluent, but in all honesty very immoral, caring more about business than the welfare of others. her father is obviously a rather ruthless businessman, but had a particular soft spot for her mother that transferred to eira after her mother’s death. this is part of the reason why eira grew up so protected and sheltered which only goes to harm her more than help her now that she’s more exposed to the world.

a few years after her mother’s death, after her father has tied up all the family’s loose ends in wales, she and her two brothers are relocated back to seoul. it is here that she first begins her journey into the world of dance, now being unable to escape her mother’s legacy. her father enrols her into dance classes as soon as she could properly walk, before she could even speak for herself. but freewill didn’t really matter the minute it was found that she was a natural at it, advancing quickly as she grew older and surpassing many of her peers.

usually, as a jeon she would have been expected to study well and take over some part of the family business but her exception lay in the fact that she was as brilliant and as passionate about dancing as her mother was and she was always her father’s favourite, being allowed to live life as she wanted as long as it was under his watchful eye (because of course, to him she is still the nearly dying baby who can’t do anything on her own or she might break).

all her life she’s been very protected from things, such as the truth of her family’s own malpractice scandals and such. it’s like she’s lived with a blindfold over her eyes and she naively did not even mind it one bit. her life revolved around nothing but dance and living luxuriously and she had no qualms with it whatsoever.

a few years after moving back to seoul, her family makes their way to switzerland to expand her father’s evergrowing business. it was here where she really became more deeply ingrained into the life of dance and her obsession with ballet took root. when she returns to seoul many years later to complete highschool, she’s already found herself trapped in a bubble that consisted only of ballet and not much else.

dance becomes the very essence of her life and she begins to lose sleep over it, her relationship and friendships over it until she loses control. not even eighteen and she’s allowed this dedication to her craft to consume her. but she doesn’t stop, doesn’t really know how it and so she just lets it take over her. after highschool she goes on to attend a specialised and prestigious dance academy to foster her incredibly talents. at this place, she is pushed to her limit in order to be perfect for the stage but she begins to struggle a lot more with her own mental and physical health. ballet being her sole driving force was sucking the life out of her and the compulsive need to dance consumes her days and then her nights until it all grows into stifling paranoia, insomnia and hallucinations from lack of sleep and she became detached from both reality and the people around her entirely.

during her final year of the academy, her situation took its toll on her considerably and she was not dealing with it in a very healthy way at all. the world of ballet was incredibly competitive and eira had been moulded to fit right in there but it didn’t feel right to her anymore, despite how much she knows her father wants this for her and her mother would be proud of her for it. by the time she leaves the academy, a ticket straight into the korean national ballet in her hands, she lets her childhood dreams go in favour of a new career. a friend of hers, rumoured to be the daughter of ceo yoo, urges her to try out for an entertainment company and she does with successful result. she lets her father know of her decision to change her career but upon not receiving a response, she continues to distance herself from her family like she had been doing lately anyway.

she trains for less than a year in angelfish entertainment, honing in skills she didn’t know she even had because she hadn’t had much time to venture outside of ballet and contemporary dance. now, she’s fallen in love with the idea of becoming an idol, seeing it to be much more artistically freeing than trapping herself to the strict and never changing routines of ballet. she was born for the stage, that much was true, but she is coming to realise that the ballet stage might not be the one for her as much as an idol stage is.

she becomes a select trainee when the opportunity arises and though she has spent the year trying to forget much of her past, doing so quite well by diving headfirst into training so that she doesn’t have to think about it, the competitive nature of the show allows certain memories to resurface. now that select has ended and she has succeeded in making into a group, she finds herself at a very interesting point in life, unsure of whether this all is right for her and now dealing with the belated guilt and fear of disappointing her family and whether she made the right choice. her inner demons that she hid so well, buried so deep that she thought they disappeared are all coming back to haunt her and we’ll just have to wait and see how she plans on reigning them in, controlling them before they end up controlling her again. ( 🦢 ) ╱ 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐄𝐍𝐃. 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐒𝐎𝐌𝐄𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆 . . .

WANTED PLOTS

i don’t have a plots page going at the moment because... i’m incompetent. but! there will be one eventually, hopefully.

for now though i’d love to brainstorm anything and everything in terms of connections so please feel free to hit me up with your ideas, i’m very excited to get something going for eira. personally i’d love to get her some sibling-like relationships especially. due to her upbringing she is naturally drawn towards people who would take care of her so i can see her having many older sister / older brother type relationships!!

despite her very troubling mindset she’s a very loveable, innocent little creature with a very trusting heart. she’s a bit naive and quite manipulable but she loves very easily too. i can also see her having a lot of unrequited crushes because she tends to over-inflate emotions and mistake platonic affection for love sometimes. not that she love-starved or anything, tbh she’s kind of smothered by it but she loves love so pls give me some angsty one-sided connections. 🤷‍♀️

also looking for anyone who can help guide her along the way in this daunting idol life! she’s got one foot out the door with this whole career, teetering on the edge of whether this is right for her or not so she may be in need of someone who helps her find her place here or at least reassure her.

and finally any fellow dancers!! dance is eira’s #1, always has been and always will be so she’d be likely to befriend anyone who shows an interest in that also. she might be in need of someone to dance with, teach her new dance styles or someone who is looking to get some help with dance or something like that.

really, just throw anything at me i’m very excited to start plotting with everyone!

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