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[mxnster-soul]

I went to check on him.

Never seen anyone sleep so dramatically before.

(I you wanna keep up to date with happenings, here's a live-archive of updates! I'll try keeping em in order)

[wanderlandjournal]

soft mornings

[meanyart]

"one thing lead to another"

[armageddidnt]

This is so Gender of Crowley and honestly I’m here for it

[14dayswithyou]

Hello! Hey! Hi!

How would Ren/Redacted react if angel texted them this?

REN

[ 9:14 PM ] oh!!! [ 9:14 PM ] that's so cute ^.^ [ 9:45 PM ] WAIT, WWAIT WAIT [ 9:46 PM ] ARE ? YOY [ 9:46 PM ] ARE YOU ASKING ME TO COME OV ER?????

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[ 11:11 PM ] lol [ 11:11 PM ] finally swapping out your haruko plushie for me [ 11:11 PM ] ?* [ 11:12 PM ] im omw

[carrythatwayt]

disaster4disaster

More buddie: Not If It's You; How Long?; VERY; Something Something

[sunflawyer]

has anyone done this yet

[dailyeohkakyoin]

the crusaders do have a healer.

they don't like to talk about it.

[nerdynuala]

Taking the first steps of my not-so-slow but definitely steady descent into a new hyperfixation fandom

[softesteshouten]

Yeah me and you both, buddy.

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

No time to play. You are being sent away.

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[s1ithers]

it could be a drider-kissing game

[wanderlandjournal]

autumn mornings

[sammygender]

girlcoded sam readings are like. his arcs are so tied up with control and bodily autonomy and sexual assault and otherness and cleanness and a desire for freedom and rebellion against oppressive masculine forces to the point where an examination of his show-long arcs looks like a thesis on The Female Gothic. he’s never afforded the respect or the power of characters like john and dean and is in fact narratively punished whenever he isn’t subservient to them. both the show itself and the fandom surrounding it treat him like dean’s bitch wife. he is textually compared to female characters multiple times, by the narrative and by dean.

and then meanwhile girlcoded dean readings are like. Eldest daughter core! (his father handed down ultimate control over every aspect of sam’s life once he died like a family heirloom)(he is THE patriarch). Yes he does the cooking yes he does the cleaning (which he doesn’t even…. and even if he solely did all the housework how does that make him Girl Coded unless it’s being delegated exclusively to him like its his role and he’s punished for not conforming to it… which is not happening…).

like girlcoded dean readings rely on stereotypes about women in real life. girlcoded sam readings rely on noticing how much the narrative constructed around sam falls into tropes used in fiction almost always about women. even things like his psychic powers! the way people are always swarming around trying to ‘corrupt’ him! the fixation on his purity and innocence! the two readings are very different things

[14dayswithyou]

[10 May 2022] How would Ren react if he found out that MC preferred the type of style he normally has? (when he doesn’t change himself to look like MCs anime/ webtoon husband)

*frantically dyes his hair black again and puts his piercings back in*

AKFJAAFKD In all seriousness though, he'd honestly be shocked that you liked that kind of style. Ren /really/ believed that you preferred softer styles (read: Haruko), so it would take a fair bit of convincing for him to switch back.

[pawyuta]

do you ever so vividly imagine your fﾉo, it’s almost as if they were really there . . ?

you envision the curve of their spine, the slope of their shoulders, the contours of their face. 

the memory of their features is seared into the backs of your eyelids, burned into your mind. every detail is ingrained into your memory, from the exact shade of their hair to the precise angle of their nose.

you can recite the length and breadth of their form, the height of their stature, the weight of their limbs. you know the number of freckles on their skin, the width of their eyes, the length of their lashes. 

as you continue to slip deeper into your fantasy, you can hear their voice— you can, yes. the tone and timbre of their speech, the inflections in their words. you can recall their laughter, the sound ringing in your ears, the cadence reverberating in your chest.

you can even smell the faint traces of their perfume, the lingering scent of their shampoo, the heady aroma of their soap.

you can taste the kisses you conjure up in your mind, the sweetness of their lips . . or perhaps their saltiness.

they're there, they are real. you can sense them, you can feel them, you can reach out and touch them. and yet, they aren't, and you can't.

does anyone else feel this way, too . . ? does anyone else know what it's like, to have an imaginary companion, an ethereal lover, a spectral mate . . ?