#⊰ ` v. ooc: general / / the idiot lesbian has arrived. ´ ⊱

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in the process of screaming at the top of my lungs cause i came to the realization that i wanna redo this entire blog. everything except for my icons and ask banners has to go. and fuck me dude, the current carrd alone took me a week of intensive work to make. but it has to go-

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on a scale of 1 - 10 would you love me if i actually came back? o:

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what if i wrote a card / follower from lor?? like, a background character that's possibly less known than league champs. scarmother vrynna, lunari / solari priestess, maybe even xolaani. what do you think?? this is your chance to tell me if you want me to pick up a character for u / let me know if you think i'd nail a character, hint hint nudge nudge.

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i see those ' are you my muse's type ' memes going around and i just wanna say that leo has two types : softies who will grow with her and bring out her best qualities, and bad bitches who will be a lil mean to her but get away with it cause they're hot-

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BY THE WAY I HAVEN'T HAD ANYWHERE TO GO FERAL ABOUT THESE SKINS YET BUT OOOOOOOOHHHHH MYYY GOOOOD

GOOD LORD BARK BARK BARK WOMAN HOT HELP AWOOOO BARK BARK AND TEN MORE LINES OF ME BARELY BREATHING IN BETWEEN BARKING

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me, incurring the wrath of the angry shippers with my previous post.

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what is leona’s favourite colour? favourite smell? favourite taste? favourite sound? favourite touch?

I have a HC on her favorite food and drink here. Be mindful of the NSFW HC directly below it.

Her favorite color is most likely red. She enjoys the vibrant shades of it, and she often wears reds of varying shades. It looks unreasonably good on her, too.

Do you know that scent that's in the air when summer starts to hit? It's like honey. All the flowers blossoming, the air is heavy with sickeningly sweet scents, and I think that if Leona had to pick one scent that's her absolute favorite, that always puts her in a good mood, she'd pick that one.

She enjoys the sound of birds chirping, or chatter, people laughing, etc. etc. but I think her favorite sound is that of a lover's raspy morning voice calling out her name. Include the ‘ i ’ in her actual name, Leonia, and she will just melt into a puddle.

Her favorite touch is. Drumroll. If it's in terms of her touching someone or something, she is a sucker for holding hands with someone. As for someone touching her, she greatly enjoys having someone rest their hand on her stomach while cuddling. Yeah. That's her favorite.

RUNA IS UPSETTI, SEND NICE THINGS? / 1 / ??.

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Mutuals like this for a visit to your inbox!

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merry sunday

leona is into body worship. like for something spicy in ur inbox from her??

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SHIP EXCLUSIVES CALL.

Please ♡ this post if you wanna become ship exclusives with my Leona, meaning we accept each other's portrayals as our canon, and won't ship with duplicates of our characters, but may still interact with them, outside of it.

Bonuses of being ship exclusives with me include : You will be added to my bonds page on my carrd, you will receive my endless love in the form of meta questions, unprompted IC asks, plotting at ass o' clock, playlists, pinterest boards, a fancy schmancy tag to go with our muses' bond, and perhaps if the mood strikes, artwork of our characters together, or, if you're lucky, art of just your muse. Bonuses may range depending on your interests! We'll tailor interactions and such to our liking.

Don't wait! Get your special delivery Sun Mom today!

Do you want some of these perks, but are you perhaps more interested in becoming full exclusives or mains instead? Fret not, click either of those links and like the post there instead!

*Note that I may be a little picky with whom I accept as my ship exclusives, especially if we have yet to interact at all.

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Within Temptation's album, RESIST is just so Leonacore I'm actually crying. The first three songs especially, The Reckoning, Endless War and Raise Your Banner.

Like look at me and tell me these lyrics from the latter don't slap.

You're pushing me into the corner, don't fight with me, I'm crowning no man for his armour or rhapsody. / When gods are failing, they put all Heaven in a rage, we're on our own.

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PSA : THE LE.ODI.A SHIP.

It's been a while since I have touched upon this ship, let alone shipped it with anyone really, so let me make a somewhat detailed post explaining my stance on this ship.

I tend not to make it a secret that I don't ship Le.ona and Dia.na in canon. I never really have, because I find the nature of it extremely toxic. And not in the fun way. One, if not both of them, is actively trying to kill the other and I think it was a bullshit decision on Rito's side to make them basically canon, without removing that part of their lore. Because we now have a romanticized oppressor / oppressed ship on our hands.

I get that their sun / moon dynamic is very pleasing, to some more than others. And you won't see me harass others who DO ship them, never, ever. I won't tell others what they can or can't ship. So I really, really hope you will extend the same courtesy to me. Because I know full well how... vocal, this fandom can be. Therefore, I reiterate:

This is only my own opinion. I speak for myself, and no one else. The purpose of this post is for me to have it to point towards if / when people ask me about this, so I don't have to constantly repeat myself. It is not to shit on your ship. It is not to take the joy out of it for you. It isn't even about you. Now, without further ado, let's dive in.

As a Le.ona RPer, there's always been a certain pressure to ship them. I'm sure people didn't mean to, but I am not blind. I see how my numbers skyrocket when I post anything about them. I see the joy it brings to a lot of people. I see that, more than any other ship I've had, I get questions and such about them. And that is fine, because I know you mean well. And by all means, keep them coming. I am not shy to give my opinion on things.

But it is disheartening, as someone who loves their muse, to very often have her be... just, sort of expected to be with another character. I spoke with Jinx about this last night and, honestly? We agree that Le.ona feels kind of like a side character to Dia.na. Or maybe it is vice versa. But they feel ultimately so intertwined that, me, a rebel, wants desperately to break out of that. I want my muse to be her OWN character. Not someone's girlfriend. Not the villain in someone else's story. Her own. character.

And you know how much I love sun mom. I do not say this lightly. I want to give her the respect and attention she deserves. That is my primary concern. My secondary concern, is the aforementioned problematic nature of canon Le.odi.a. Perhaps I will expand upon that with time. For now, I think ( Or hope. ) You know what I mean.

Because I want to state very clearly that, I can see myself shipping Le.odi.a, despite this. The reason being that, while I disagree with them in canon, my Leona is not canon. And should the right Dia.na come along, I am willing to give things ago. My only two requirements are these:

My RP partner accepts my portrayal of Le.ona isn't canon, and that she is her own character.

My RP partner respects my other ships.

Quite simply, the same shit I ask of any of my other ship partners. I didn't spend 3 years writing a character to have my development for her disrespected by my own writing buddies, lmao. My Le.ona does not wish death on the Lu.nari, including Dia.na. It is possible for them to have had a romance, or almost romance, in the past. It is possible for them to have a romance ( Albeit a tragic one, given the other Solari's, and especially the elders', stance on things. ) going on so long as everyone involved are aware that their factions are at war, and it won't always be pretty. So long as their suffering isn't romanticized.

The take home messages here are the following:

Please send me questions about my ships, but be respectful about my character being her own woman in the process.

I don't ship canon Le.odi.a, but I can be convinced to ship them canon divergently.

Don't fucking bite me about this, I will bite you back.

Maybe one day my view on this will change, I cannot say. But for now, these are my two cents. Feel free to go ham in the replies below if you've something constructive to say!

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tentative inbox call for me to send out in between working on my carrd.

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HI ! The giveaway ended a few hours ago but I was sick sleeping at the time, so the results are a little delayed, sorry. Anyways I am here to tell you who won what now !

Thank you to those who indulged me in this little thing ! I will get to drawing these when I've recovered, of course. And remember, winners have 24 hours to claim their prize before it goes to someone else!

🥉 3RD PLACE and a sticker goes to : @apexulansis !

🥈 2ND PLACE and a colored sketch headshot goes to @fellsister !

🥇 1ST PLACE and a colored bust goes to @regina-tenebris !

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Good mornyan day crowd, In case you missed them, I have an exclusives, a ship exclusives, and a mains call up right now! Go check them out if interested!

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moving to @rahorak ( back to my old leo blog ) !!!