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𝐹𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑝𝑠 𝑐𝑎𝑛 𝑏𝑒 𝑏𝑜𝑡ℎ 𝑎 𝑠𝑜𝑢𝑟𝑐𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝑗𝑜𝑦 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑎 𝑝𝑜𝑡𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑎𝑙 𝑝𝑖𝑡𝑓𝑎𝑙𝑙. 𝑅𝑒𝑐𝑜𝑔𝑛𝑖𝑧𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑖𝑔𝑛𝑠 𝑜𝑓 𝑎 𝑡𝑜𝑥𝑖𝑐 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑝𝑠 𝑖𝑠 𝑒𝑠𝑠𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑎𝑙 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑒𝑚𝑜𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑎𝑙 𝑤𝑒𝑙𝑙-𝑏𝑒𝑖𝑛𝑔. 𝑇ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑔𝑢𝑖𝑑𝑒 𝑜𝑓𝑓𝑒𝑟𝑠 𝑖𝑛𝑠𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡𝑠 𝑜𝑛 ℎ𝑜𝑤 𝑡𝑜 𝑛𝑎𝑣𝑖𝑔𝑎𝑡𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑠𝑒 𝑟𝑒𝑙𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑝𝑠 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑤𝑖𝑠𝑑𝑜𝑚 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑠𝑡𝑟𝑒𝑛𝑔𝑡ℎ, 𝑒𝑚𝑝𝑜𝑤𝑒𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑡𝑜 𝑠𝑢𝑟𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑠𝑒 𝑤ℎ𝑜 𝑡𝑟𝑢𝑙𝑦 𝑒𝑙𝑒𝑣𝑎𝑡𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑒.

1. 𝑻𝑹𝑼𝑺𝑻 𝒀𝑶𝑼𝑹 𝑰𝑵𝑻𝑼𝑰𝑻𝑰𝑶𝑵

𝑌𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑢𝑖𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑖𝑠 𝑎 𝑝𝑜𝑤𝑒𝑟𝑓𝑢𝑙 𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦. 𝐼𝑓 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙𝑠 𝑜𝑓𝑓 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑎 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑝, 𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑖𝑔𝑛𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔-𝑖𝑡'𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑡𝑒𝑐𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢. 𝑃𝑎𝑦 𝑐𝑙𝑜𝑠𝑒 𝑎𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑡𝑜 𝑏𝑒ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑖𝑜𝑟𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑡 𝑎𝑡 𝑡𝑜𝑥𝑖𝑐𝑖𝑡𝑦. 𝐴𝑟𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑛𝑡𝑙𝑦 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑝𝑒𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑜𝑟 𝑏𝑒𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑏𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑎𝑐ℎ𝑖𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑠?

𝐶𝑜𝑛𝑠𝑖𝑑𝑒𝑟 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑎𝑐𝑐𝑒𝑝𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑏𝑒ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑖𝑜𝑟 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑎𝑛𝑦𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑒𝑙𝑠𝑒. 𝐴 𝑡𝑟𝑢𝑒 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑 𝑐𝑒𝑙𝑒𝑏𝑟𝑎𝑡𝑒𝑠 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑠𝑢𝑐𝑐𝑒𝑠𝑠𝑒𝑠 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑠𝑢𝑝𝑝𝑜𝑟𝑡𝑠 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑑𝑢𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒𝑠. 𝐸𝑣𝑎𝑙𝑢𝑎𝑡𝑒 ℎ𝑜𝑤 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑒𝑛𝑔𝑎𝑔𝑒 𝑖𝑛 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛; 𝐴𝑟𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑔𝑒𝑛𝑢𝑖𝑛𝑒𝑙𝑦 𝑙𝑖𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔, 𝑜𝑟 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑠𝑖𝑚𝑝𝑙𝑦 𝑤𝑎𝑖𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑖𝑟 𝑡𝑢𝑟𝑛 𝑡𝑜 𝑠𝑝𝑒𝑎𝑘? 𝐼𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑙𝑎𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑖𝑠 𝑡𝑟𝑢𝑒, 𝑖𝑡'𝑠 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑞𝑢𝑒𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑣𝑎𝑙𝑢𝑒𝑑 𝑎𝑠 𝑎 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑 𝑜𝑟 𝑚𝑒𝑟𝑒𝑙𝑦 𝑎 𝑠𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑏𝑜𝑎𝑟𝑑 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑖𝑟 𝑒𝑔𝑜.

2.𝑹𝑬𝑪𝑶𝑮𝑵𝑰𝒁𝑬 𝑰𝑵𝑪𝑶𝑵𝑺𝑰𝑺𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝒀 𝑨𝑵𝑫 𝑴𝑨𝑵𝑰𝑷𝑼𝑳𝑨𝑻𝑰𝑶𝑵

𝐶𝑜𝑛𝑠𝑖𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑛𝑐𝑦 𝑖𝑠 𝑘𝑒𝑦 𝑖𝑛 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑡ℎ𝑦 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑝. 𝐼𝑓 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑'𝑠 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑑𝑠 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑎𝑐𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑠 𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑎𝑙𝑖𝑔𝑛, 𝑖𝑡'𝑠 𝑎 𝑟𝑒𝑑 𝑓𝑙𝑎𝑔 𝑏𝑎𝑏𝑦. 𝐿𝑜𝑜𝑘 𝑑𝑒𝑒𝑝𝑒𝑟-𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑖𝑛𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑠𝑖𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑛𝑐𝑦 𝑚𝑎𝑦 𝑟𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑎𝑙 𝑎 𝑙𝑎𝑐𝑘 𝑜𝑓 𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑝𝑒𝑐𝑡 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑𝑎𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑠. 𝐵𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑟𝑦 𝑜𝑓 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑠 𝑤ℎ𝑜 𝑚𝑎𝑛𝑖𝑝𝑢𝑙𝑎𝑡𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑑𝑒𝑐𝑖𝑠𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑠 𝑜𝑟 𝑚𝑎𝑘𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙 𝑔𝑢𝑖𝑙𝑡𝑦 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑐ℎ𝑜𝑜𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡. 𝐴𝑠𝑘: "𝑊ℎ𝑦 𝑑𝑜 𝐼 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙 𝑝𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑠𝑢𝑟𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑝𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑚?" 𝑅𝑒𝑚𝑒𝑚𝑏𝑒𝑟, 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑐ℎ𝑜𝑖𝑐𝑒𝑠 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟𝑠 𝑡𝑜 𝑚𝑎𝑘𝑒. 𝐴𝑓𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑠𝑝𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑚, 𝑎𝑠𝑠𝑒𝑠𝑠 ℎ𝑜𝑤 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙. 𝐼𝑓 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑑𝑟𝑎𝑖𝑛𝑒𝑑 𝑜𝑟 𝑎𝑛𝑥𝑖𝑜𝑢𝑠, "𝐷𝑜𝑒𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑝 𝑒𝑛𝑒𝑟𝑔𝑖𝑧𝑒 𝑚𝑒 𝑜𝑟 𝑑𝑒𝑝𝑙𝑒𝑡𝑒 𝑚𝑒?" 𝑖𝑡 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑠𝑖𝑔𝑛𝑎𝑙 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑝 𝑖𝑠 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑒𝑚𝑝𝑜𝑤𝑒𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑦𝑜𝑢.

𝐴𝑑𝑑𝑖𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦, 𝑖𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑡ℎ𝑟𝑖𝑣𝑒 𝑜𝑛 𝑑𝑟𝑎𝑚𝑎, 𝑎𝑠𝑘 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓 𝑖𝑓 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑏𝑒 𝑝𝑎𝑟𝑡 𝑜𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑜𝑡𝑖𝑐 𝑒𝑛𝑒𝑟𝑔𝑦. 𝑆𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑚𝑎𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑎𝑖𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑𝑎𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑠 𝑖𝑠 𝑐𝑟𝑢𝑐𝑖𝑎𝑙; 𝑖𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑝 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑙𝑖𝑚𝑖𝑡𝑠, 𝑖𝑡'𝑠 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑎 𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑜𝑟 𝑖𝑠𝑠𝑢𝑒-𝑖𝑡'𝑠 𝑎 𝑠𝑖𝑔𝑛𝑖𝑓𝑖𝑐𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑜𝑛𝑒.

3.𝑨𝑺𝑺𝑬𝑺𝑺 𝑹𝑬𝑪𝑰𝑷𝑹𝑶𝑪𝑰𝑻𝒀 𝑨𝑵𝑫 𝑫𝑰𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑭𝑹𝑶𝑴 𝑱𝑬𝑨𝑳𝑶𝑼𝑺𝒀

𝐹𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑝 𝑠ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑏𝑒 𝑟𝑒𝑐𝑖𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑐𝑎𝑙. 𝐼𝑓 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑓𝑖𝑛𝑑 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓 𝑎𝑙𝑤𝑎𝑦𝑠 𝑔𝑖𝑣𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑤ℎ𝑖𝑙𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑡𝑎𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔, 𝑖𝑡'𝑠 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑟𝑒𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑠𝑖𝑑𝑒𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑟 𝑏𝑎𝑙𝑎𝑛𝑐𝑒. 𝐷𝑖𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑛𝑐𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑗𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑜𝑢𝑠𝑦; 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑠 𝑤ℎ𝑜 ℎ𝑎𝑟𝑏𝑜𝑟 𝑒𝑛𝑣𝑦 𝑐𝑎𝑛 𝑞𝑢𝑖𝑐𝑘𝑙𝑦 𝑏𝑒𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑡𝑜𝑥𝑖𝑐. 𝑅𝑒𝑚𝑒𝑚𝑏𝑒𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑦 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑝 𝑖𝑠 𝑚𝑒𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑙𝑎𝑠𝑡. 𝐼𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑟𝑒𝑙𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑝 𝑖𝑠 𝑐𝑜𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑝𝑒𝑎𝑐𝑒,"𝑊ℎ𝑦 𝑎𝑚 𝐼 ℎ𝑜𝑙𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑜𝑛?" 𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 ℎ𝑒𝑠𝑖𝑡𝑎𝑡𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑙𝑒𝑡 𝑔𝑜. 𝑇𝑟𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑖𝑠 𝑓𝑢𝑛𝑑𝑎𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑎𝑙; 𝑖𝑓 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑 𝑖𝑠 𝑑𝑖𝑠ℎ𝑜𝑛𝑒𝑠𝑡 𝑜𝑟 ��𝑣𝑎𝑠𝑖𝑣𝑒, 𝑖𝑡'𝑠 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑡ℎ 𝑞𝑢𝑒𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔 ℎ𝑜𝑤 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑐𝑎𝑛 𝑡𝑟𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑤ℎ𝑜 𝑖𝑠𝑛'𝑡 𝑠𝑡𝑟𝑎𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑤𝑎𝑟𝑑 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑦𝑜𝑢. 𝐼𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑣𝑖𝑒𝑤 𝑦���𝑢 𝑎𝑠 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑝𝑒𝑡𝑖𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑖𝑛𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑎𝑑 𝑜𝑓 𝑎 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑, 𝑖𝑡 𝑚𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑏𝑒 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑠𝑒𝑠𝑠 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑛𝑒𝑐𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛.

4. 𝑩𝑬𝑾𝑨𝑹𝑬 𝑶𝑭 𝑮𝑶𝑺𝑺𝑰𝑷 𝑨𝑵𝑫 𝑹𝑬𝑺𝑷𝑬𝑪𝑻 𝑷𝑹𝑰𝑽𝑨𝑪𝒀

𝐵𝑒 𝑐𝑎𝑢𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑢𝑠 𝑜𝑓 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑠 𝑤ℎ𝑜 𝑐𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑡𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑠𝑝𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑑 𝑟𝑢𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑠 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑠; 𝑖𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑔𝑜𝑠𝑠𝑖𝑝 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑠, 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒𝑙𝑦 𝑑𝑜 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑎𝑚𝑒 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢.𝑅𝑒𝑓𝑙𝑒𝑐𝑡 𝑜𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠: "𝑊ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑑𝑜𝑒𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑖𝑟 𝑛𝑒𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑡𝑒𝑎𝑟 𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑠 𝑑𝑜𝑤𝑛 𝑡𝑜 𝑠𝑎𝑦 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑖𝑟 𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑟𝑎𝑐𝑡𝑒𝑟?" 𝑆ℎ𝑎𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑜𝑛𝑎𝑙 𝑑𝑒𝑡𝑎𝑖𝑙𝑠 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑤ℎ𝑜 𝑑𝑜𝑒𝑠𝑛'𝑡 𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑝𝑒𝑐𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑝𝑟𝑖𝑣𝑎𝑐𝑦 𝑖𝑠 𝑟𝑖𝑠𝑘𝑦, 𝑠𝑜 𝑐ℎ𝑜𝑜𝑠𝑒 𝑤𝑖𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑦 𝑤ℎ𝑜 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑓𝑖𝑑𝑒 𝑖𝑛. 𝑃𝑎𝑦 𝑎𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑡𝑜 ℎ𝑜𝑤 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑎𝑓𝑓𝑒𝑐𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑚𝑜𝑜𝑑; 𝑖𝑓 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑠𝑖𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑙𝑦 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙 𝑑𝑟𝑎𝑖𝑛𝑒𝑑 𝑜𝑟 𝑛𝑒𝑔𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑣𝑒 𝑎𝑓𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑎𝑐𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑠, 𝑎𝑠𝑘 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟𝑠𝑙𝑒𝑓 "𝐼𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑝 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑡ℎ 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑒𝑚𝑜𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑎𝑙 𝑐𝑜𝑠𝑡?" 𝐴 𝑡𝑟𝑢𝑒 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑐𝑒𝑙𝑒𝑏𝑟𝑎𝑡𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑎𝑐ℎ𝑖𝑣𝑒𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑠 𝑟𝑎𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑛 𝑑𝑜𝑤𝑛𝑝𝑙𝑎𝑦 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑚. 𝐼𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑖𝑚𝑖𝑧𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑠𝑢𝑐𝑐𝑒𝑠𝑠𝑒𝑠, 𝑞𝑢𝑒𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛 "𝑊ℎ𝑦 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑡ℎ𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑡𝑒𝑛𝑒𝑑 𝑏𝑦 𝑚𝑦 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑔𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑠?"

5. 𝑳𝑰𝑴𝑰𝑻 𝑪𝑶𝑵𝑻𝑨𝑪𝑻 𝑨𝑵𝑫 𝑹𝑬𝑪𝑶𝑮𝑵𝑰𝒁𝑬 𝑩𝑹𝑶𝑲𝑬𝑵 𝑻𝑹𝑼𝑺𝑻

𝐼𝑓 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑠𝑒𝑛𝑠𝑒 𝑡𝑜𝑥𝑖𝑐𝑖𝑡𝑦 𝑖𝑛 𝑎 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑝, 𝑘𝑒𝑒𝑝𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑡𝑎𝑐𝑡 𝑙𝑖𝑚𝑖𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑚𝑎𝑦 𝑏𝑒 𝑛𝑒𝑐𝑒𝑠𝑠𝑎𝑟𝑦. 𝐼𝑓 𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑠 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑡𝑎𝑏𝑙𝑒 𝑠𝑝𝑒𝑎𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑛𝑒𝑔𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑣𝑒𝑙𝑦 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑖𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑖𝑟 𝑝𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑒𝑛𝑐𝑒, 𝑖𝑡 𝑠𝑖𝑔𝑛𝑎𝑙𝑠 𝑎 𝑏𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑐ℎ 𝑜𝑓 𝑡𝑟𝑢𝑠𝑡. 𝐴𝑠𝑘 "𝑊ℎ𝑦 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑎𝑐𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑠 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑓𝑖𝑑𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑚𝑦 𝑑𝑒𝑡𝑟𝑎𝑐𝑡𝑜𝑟𝑠?" . 𝐿𝑎𝑠𝑡𝑙𝑦, 𝑖𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑠𝑒𝑒𝑚 𝑎𝑠ℎ𝑎𝑚𝑒𝑑 𝑜𝑓 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑜𝑟 ℎ𝑒𝑠𝑖𝑡𝑎𝑡𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑟𝑜𝑑𝑢𝑐𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑡𝑜 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑖𝑟 𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑠 𝑜𝑟 𝑓𝑎𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑦, 𝑖𝑡 𝑟𝑎𝑖𝑠𝑒𝑠 𝑞𝑢𝑒𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑠 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑡ℎ 𝑖𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑟𝑒𝑙𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑝. 𝐼𝑡'𝑠 𝑖𝑚𝑝𝑜𝑟𝑡𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑟𝑒𝑚𝑒𝑚𝑏𝑒𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑖𝑡'𝑠 𝑜𝑘𝑎𝑦 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑡𝑎𝑘𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠 𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑜𝑛𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦; 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑝𝑠 𝑒𝑣𝑜𝑙𝑣𝑒, 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑦𝑜𝑢 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑝𝑜𝑤𝑒𝑟 𝑡𝑜 𝑠𝑒𝑒𝑘 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑒𝑟 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑛𝑒𝑐𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑠.

𝑬𝑴𝑷𝑶𝑾𝑬𝑹 𝒀𝑶𝑼𝑹𝑺𝑳𝑬𝑭

𝐵𝑦 𝑘𝑒𝑒𝑝𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑠𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑟𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑠𝑖𝑔𝑛𝑠 𝑖𝑛 𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑑, 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑐𝑎𝑛 𝑛𝑎𝑣𝑖𝑔𝑎𝑡𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑝𝑠 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑐𝑙𝑎𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑦 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑓𝑖𝑑𝑒𝑛𝑐𝑒. 𝑆𝑢𝑟𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑖𝑛𝑑𝑖𝑣𝑖𝑑𝑢𝑎𝑙𝑠 𝑤ℎ𝑜 𝑔𝑒𝑛𝑢𝑖𝑛𝑒𝑙𝑦 𝑠𝑢𝑝𝑝𝑜𝑟𝑡 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑢𝑝��𝑖𝑓𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢. 𝑇𝑟𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑖𝑛𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑐𝑡𝑠, 𝑓𝑖𝑟𝑚𝑙𝑦 𝑠𝑒𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑𝑎𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑠, 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑝𝑟𝑖𝑜𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑖𝑧𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑤𝑒𝑙𝑙-𝑏𝑒𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑒𝑙𝑠𝑒. 𝑌𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑟𝑒𝑙𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑝𝑠 𝑠ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑒𝑛ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑐𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑒, 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑑𝑖𝑚𝑖𝑠ℎ 𝑖𝑡.

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« 𝐾𝑛𝑜𝑤𝑠 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝘩𝑜𝑤 𝑡𝑜 𝑡𝑎𝑘𝑒 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑡𝑟𝑜𝑙 𝑤𝘩𝑒𝑛 𝐼'𝑚 𝑣𝑢𝑙𝑛𝑒𝑟𝑎𝑏𝑙𝑒. 𝐻𝑒'𝑠 𝑠𝑡𝑟𝑎𝑖𝑔𝘩𝑡 𝑡𝑎𝑙𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡𝑜 𝑚𝑦 𝑠𝑜𝑢𝑙, 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑙𝑜𝑎𝑑, 𝑔𝑜𝑡 𝑚𝑒 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑡𝑖𝑔𝑜. »

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𝑰𝒕'𝒔 𝒅𝒊𝒇𝒇𝒆𝒓𝒆𝒏𝒕 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒚𝒐𝒖 ☆𝑝𝑎𝑟𝑡2☆

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𝐸42𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑒𝑠𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑎𝑙𝑒𝑠 𝑥 𝑏𝑙𝑎𝑐𝑘 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑑𝑒𝑟

𝑆𝑢𝑚𝑚𝑎𝑟𝑦: 𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑒𝑠 ℎ𝑎𝑑 𝑠𝑛𝑒𝑎𝑘𝑒𝑑 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑜𝑓 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝑝𝑎𝑠𝑠 𝑚𝑖𝑑𝑛𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑏𝑜𝑡ℎ ℎ𝑎𝑑 𝑎 𝑟𝑎𝑐𝑒 𝑡𝑜𝑤𝑎𝑟𝑑𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑛𝑒𝑎𝑟 𝑏𝑦 𝑝𝑎𝑟𝑘 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑐ℎ𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑎𝑠 𝑢𝑠𝑢𝑎𝑙 . 𝐴𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑎𝑝𝑝𝑒𝑎𝑒𝑠 𝑛𝑜𝑟𝑚𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑎 𝑢𝑛𝑒𝑥𝑝𝑒𝑐𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜𝑝𝑖𝑐 𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑤ℎ𝑜𝑙𝑒 𝑡𝑒𝑛𝑠𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑏𝑒𝑡𝑤𝑒𝑒𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑏𝑜𝑡ℎ 𝑜𝑓 𝑦𝑜𝑢, 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑑𝑜 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑘 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑝𝑒𝑛 𝑛𝑒𝑥𝑡?

𝐶𝑜𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑛𝑡: 𝑐𝑢𝑠𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑔, 𝑚𝑎𝑡𝑢𝑟𝑒𝑙𝑦, 𝑖𝑙𝑙𝑒𝑔𝑎𝑙 𝑠𝑢𝑏𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑛𝑐𝑒𝑠 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑔𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑐𝑎𝑢𝑔ℎ𝑡

𝐴/𝑛 : ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑦'𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑖𝑡'𝑠 𝑦𝑜 𝑔𝑖𝑟𝑙 𝐴𝑖𝑟𝑒𝑠 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑏𝑎𝑐𝑘 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑝𝑎𝑟𝑡 2 𝑜𝑓 "𝑖𝑡'𝑠 𝑑𝑖𝑓𝑓𝑒𝑟𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑦𝑜𝑢 " 𝐼 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑠𝑎𝑦 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑘 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑢𝑝𝑝𝑜𝑟𝑡 𝑜𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑙𝑎𝑠𝑡 𝑜𝑛 𝐼 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑎𝑝𝑝𝑟𝑒𝑐𝑖𝑎𝑡𝑒 𝑖𝑡 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝐼'𝑚 𝑠𝑜 ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑝𝑦 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑚𝑦 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑘 𝑐𝑎𝑡𝑐ℎ 𝑝𝑒𝑜𝑝𝑙𝑒 𝑒𝑦𝑒𝑠 . 𝑇ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑘 𝑦𝑜𝑢, 𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑔𝑒𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒, 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑓𝑜𝑙𝑙𝑜𝑤, 𝑏𝑦𝑒 𝐿𝑜𝑣𝑖𝑒𝑧♡

𝑇𝑟𝑎𝑛𝑠𝑙𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛: ¿ ¿𝑷𝒐𝒓 𝒒𝒖𝒆́ 𝒂𝒎𝒐𝒓 𝒕𝒂𝒏 𝒏𝒆𝒓𝒗𝒊𝒐𝒔𝒐? : 𝑤ℎ𝑦 𝑠𝑜 𝑛𝑒𝑟𝑣𝑜𝑢𝑠 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒

¿𝑷𝒐𝒓 𝒒𝒖𝒆́ 𝒆𝒔𝒕𝒂́𝒔 𝒉𝒖𝒚𝒆𝒏𝒅𝒐? ¿𝑬𝒔 𝒍𝒐 𝒒𝒖𝒆 𝒅𝒊𝒋𝒆?:𝑤ℎ𝑦 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑟𝑢𝑛𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑤𝑎𝑦, 𝑖𝑠 𝑖𝑡 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝐼 𝑠𝑎𝑖𝑑?

¿𝑷𝒐𝒓 𝒒𝒖𝒆́ 𝒔𝒊𝒈𝒖𝒆𝒔 𝒊𝒈𝒏𝒐𝒓𝒂́��𝒅𝒐𝒎𝒆?: 𝑤ℎ𝑦 𝑑𝑜 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑘𝑒𝑒𝑝 𝑖𝑔𝑛𝑜𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑚𝑒?

𝑪𝒓𝒆𝒐 𝒒𝒖𝒆 𝒂𝒎𝒃𝒐𝒔 𝒔𝒂𝒃𝒆𝒎𝒐𝒔 𝒍𝒂 𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒑𝒖𝒆𝒔𝒕𝒂 𝒂 𝒆𝒔𝒐: 𝐼 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑘 𝑤𝑒 𝑏𝑜𝑡ℎ 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑠𝑤𝑒𝑟 𝑡𝑜 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡.

𝒔𝒆́ 𝒍𝒐 𝒒𝒖𝒆 𝒒𝒖𝒊𝒆𝒓𝒆𝒔:𝐼 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡

𝑨𝒉 𝒚 𝒒𝒖𝒆 𝒆𝒔 𝒆𝒔𝒐 𝒆𝒙𝒂𝒄𝒕𝒂𝒎𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒆?:𝑂ℎ 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑖𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑒𝑥𝑎𝑐𝑡𝑙𝑦?

𝒕𝒆 𝒐𝒅𝒊𝒐:𝐼 ℎ𝑎𝑡𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢

𝒏𝒐 𝒕𝒆 𝒎𝒊𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒂𝒔 𝒂𝒎𝒐𝒓: 𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑙𝑖𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒

𝑻𝒖 .. 𝒕𝒂𝒏 𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒑𝒍𝒊𝒄𝒂𝒅𝒂: 𝑌𝑜𝑢𝑟... 𝑆𝑜 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑝𝑙𝑖𝑐𝑎𝑡𝑒𝑑

𝑺𝒊𝒏 𝒆𝒎𝒃𝒂𝒓𝒈𝒐, 𝒔𝒐𝒚 𝒎𝒖𝒄𝒉𝒐 𝒎𝒂́𝒔 𝒒𝒖𝒆 𝒆𝒔𝒐 : 𝑦𝑒𝑡 𝑖'𝑚 𝑠𝑜 𝑚𝑢𝑐ℎ 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡.

𝑁𝑒𝑤 𝑌𝑜𝑟𝑘 𝐶𝑖𝑡𝑦, 𝐵𝑟𝑜𝑜𝑘𝑙𝑦𝑛

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𝑁𝑜𝑟𝑡ℎ 𝑟𝑖𝑐ℎ 𝑝𝑎𝑟𝑘

' 𝘪𝘧 𝘐 𝘵𝘰𝘭𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘪𝘵 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘳𝘶𝘪𝘯 𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘱 '

That repeat over and over as I stared into these beautiful golden brown eyes with a hint of hazel . He features dark with the night as the only glow against his skin was the light from the moon .

As he looked deeply into me eyes create a whole different atmosphere between us as if there was more to unfold but yet there was something that didn't know how to escape, didn't know whether if it was true or just a game. Like as if it was something more and it was just ready to be revealed.

As the wind blow through my hair and against my skin leaving my hair on my arm standing. The tension being so thick it was as if the whole world had a layer of fog over it , making it hard to breath as if it was impossible. He grip grow tight on my waist pulling me closer , making the distance between us decrease which left me almost pushed up against his chest. " ¿Por qué amor tan nervioso?" He said with the sound of lust, crave, need and power as if he had been in control this entire and if he wanted to ended he wouldm he had that exact same devise smirk as if he knew what he was doing in every way possible. My heart racing at maximum speed, I could literally feel butterflies starting to form inside of me all over again 𝙜𝙤𝙙 𝙤𝙣𝙡𝙮 𝙞𝙛 𝙝𝙚 𝙠𝙣𝙚𝙬 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙥𝙤𝙬𝙚𝙧 𝙝𝙚 𝙝𝙖𝙙 𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙢𝙚, " why so quite ma, where did all that fire go? " he said in a playful but teasing way which made me roll my eyes at him. To only for him let out a chuckle at my actions , " hah very funny, comn tell me who you actually like " .

He face fade from a smile and he face went dead cold as if he became cold in less than a few seconds. If what I said made him think, I thought of it as a joke, my smile immediately vanished as I knew he was serious about his response and I made it sound like a joke , " I'm serious Hailey" my brain frozen, I didn't know how to response to that it was if my entire body couldn't move not even in the sightless ,My heart was racing it felt like I couldn't even think straight . I slowly remove myself off from his lap as he's grip losen around me , my whole world stop at those few words. The sound of the trees blowing in the wind in the background was setting a calming effect yet I still felt as bit on the edge.

There was moment of silence, where neither of us spoke causing to create the atmosphere around us and tension thicken. It was if the tension around us wanted to swallow us whole, like a hungry beast that has not eating , as if a dark cloud has form around us. As I trail off deep into thought , I haven't even notice that miles had spoke " guess you don't like me either huh?" I turned to him so fast I thought my head had snapped, I had that look saying ' are you crazy, me not like you plz don't make me laugh ' as he looked back me with those warm golden hazel eyes, it felt like a million butterflies dance around inside of me, he always had that effort on me that feeling where I can't breathe or where my knees who almost give in when ever his hand on my shoulder or waist.

I felt like all the air had been suck out of me, leaving me completely breathless, he lick his lips as he stared from my eyes down to my lips then back to my eyes 𝙜𝙤𝙙 𝙬𝙝𝙮 𝙙𝙞𝙙 𝙝𝙚 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙗𝙚 𝙨𝙤 𝙖𝙩𝙩𝙧𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙞𝙫𝙚 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙮𝙚𝙩 𝙨𝙤 𝙗𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙩𝙝𝙩𝙖𝙠𝙞𝙣𝙜. He then began to lean towards me as I followed his actions, I could his hot breathe brush against my skin sending chills down my spine, there was Tension , passion, lust and need flowing through the air as if it could be taste . As his hand found my arm slowly and gently sliding upwards directly to find my waist 𝙜𝙤𝙙 𝙬𝙝𝙮 𝙘𝙖𝙣'𝙩 𝙞𝙩 𝙖𝙡𝙬𝙖𝙮𝙨 𝙗𝙚 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 I was literally melting into his touch . As we were moments away from our lips touching my phone rang ruining the entire moment, I closed my eyes in a sour and disappointed looked as he turned the other way feeling exactly what I was feeling.

I then looked down towards my phone to see who was going to get a ass wapping from me, as I reached for my pocket and unlocked my phone , my whole expression changed as if all the colour had been removed from my face, I saw my sister had tried to call, text even send a email trying her hardest to get a hold of me since she wanted to inform me that my mother was on her way home and that she was 30mintues away. I immediately looked towards miles giving him a look saying I need to leave like right now but he didn't get that type of look , he turned towards me with confusion written all over his face " what wrong? " he said calmly and collect while I had a panic attack inside, my jaw still dropled from the information I had just consumed from my younger sister.

I didn't have time to think properly so I immediately got up and started walking down the garden path towards the exit passing by loving couples and friends 𝙜𝙤𝙙 𝙄'𝙢 𝙨𝙤 𝙛𝙪𝙘𝙠𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙨𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙡𝙚, I hold on tight on my arms and they were across over my chest. I then inhaled the cold air around me burning my lungs so bad that it felt so good, my nose numb from the cold new york night air. I stood beside the traffic light as I waited for my turned to walked across the street, the only sound drowning my thoughts were the busy cars and the bright lights of New York . As I could even react someone had already pulled me back away from the streets I I was about to kick and scream but then a familiar face came into view 𝙢𝙞𝙡𝙚𝙨.. 𝙒𝙝𝙮 𝙞𝙨 𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙩𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙝𝙚 𝙝𝙖𝙙 𝙡𝙚𝙛𝙩? , as his hand had found my waist holding me close towards him there was even enough space between us, if I had to breathe he would have been suck in.

I could literally almost hear his heart beating , that's how close we were from one other, I could feel stares starting form from people who passed by but I was so lost in his eyes I didn't even realize we were still in public ,he then broke the dead deep silence between " ¿Por qué estás huyendo? ¿Es lo que dije?" ,he said with fill confusion and needed answers from me but I had nothing to give right now , without thinking I crashed my lips into his, he then kissed back making the kiss more tend, wet, need and fill with craved and lust, I then wrapped my arms around his neck feeling the kiss , 𝙜𝙤𝙙 𝙄 𝙨𝙝𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙙𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙮𝙚𝙖𝙧'𝙨 𝙖𝙜𝙤, his tongue dancing around in mouth leaving endless moments that definitely are going to be romaning my mind, we were sured to be breathless after this passion kiss, my mom is literally few minutes away but this is totally worth it.

Me hating wanting to end this perfect moment we were sharing right now but I can't waste anymore time, as I pull away from the warmth tend kiss he ha dtbia confusion face which means I needed to tell everything now but there wasn't enough time, 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨 𝙄 𝙙𝙤 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙗𝙤𝙮, " I know you want answers to what is happening right now and you will get them but I need to get back home like right now, plz" I said with sincerity and pladed towards him. He nodded in agreement and we started running towards the direction of my house, as we ran I looked at him as he pulled my arm while running 𝙝𝙤𝙬 𝙙𝙞𝙙 𝙄 𝙜𝙚𝙩 𝙨𝙤 𝙡𝙪𝙘𝙠𝙮?, I found myself smiling at this moment.

Somehow we had made back to my house where I was now calming my fire escape ledder ,leading to my room window, as I made towards my window I had slide up the window and calmed in felling and lending right down hard on my wooden floor maybe hurting my back, as I land there for like a 5 minutes I realized that miles was still beneath the fire escape. As I rushes back to my window and looked out I saw that he had long time vanished, he was no longer standing in the alley way of my apartment building, I kinds feel like it's my fault I really needed to explain myself to him.

But yet 4 weeks had passed and I had not once replied to any of his texts, dms, calls, all of the above , everytime I had opened up my phone there would be 20+ message in every social media accounts I had. I was so embarrassed by what had happened I thought maybe he did not want to talk about it yet he did which really mad eme not want to talk about it, since if I get attached then I will just ended up heart broken.

One night at the santos dias residents, there layed hailey santos doing nothing but scrolling endless on Instagram but to be caught off guard by a unpleasant knock coming from her window. As I layed there doing nothing but almost falling into a deep asleep when I heard a knock come from my window, I immediately know who that stranger by my window was, he is the only person who comes at a late hour and expect it to normal, I didn't want to get up and open since I didn't want to see his face so I turned the other way and was now facing the wall. I then heard the sound of my window being opened which now quickly caught my attention, as my eyes flew winde opened,I could hear the sound of foot steps come closer, 𝙢𝙖𝙮𝙗𝙚 𝙞𝙛 𝙄 𝙙𝙤𝙣𝙩 𝙢𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙫𝙚, 𝙮𝙚𝙖𝙝 .

As the sound came so close the person was right up next to my bed, 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙫𝙞𝙣𝙜, I then got up and turned towards him , a familiar face with two sets of braids came into view which I came to be so fonded off. His gaze set with mine our eyes lock with the thick tension around us, he licked his lips as he stared at me, " ¿Por qué sigues ignorándome?" he said in a low dangerous, tone where I if I had to say another word I'm done for, the energy I felt coming from his body was somehow scaring me and turing me on in some way.

As I fixed my position on my bed where my legs were crossed over each other and my shaking hands placed in my lap, " why are you here miles?! " I said nervously, as anxious started to immediately flow through me, there was a lump in caught in my throat , I didn't even want to try to breathe, my whole body fill with fear just grow and grow from this situation I found myself in . He walked closet towards the bed, his weight shank into the wooded floor beneath him, as he stared deep into my eyes causing my hands to sweat and my heart to racing so fast that it would fly right out of my chest, as he leaned in close, making himself inches away from my lips, I didn't know why I felt this type of devilish energy vibrant off from. The weird part to it I actually liked it, " Creo que ambos sabemos la respuesta a eso " I could practically hear the lust can from that sentence, and god how attractive he sound right now, I bite down on my bottom lip trying to hide my smirk . The feelings I was feeling right now was so confusing it was either I was scared of what he'll do or wanting him to do it ? , I couldn't think with him staring at me like that it made me feel so valuable.

I tilted my head to the side as I looked him dead in the eyes, the moonlight made the effort more dominant, more challenging, I looked from his eyes slow down to his lips those pink, soft and tender lips , I then slowly turned my gaze back towards his eyes those perfect hazel, golden brown, cold, mysterious, cold and dangerous eyes. Even in the middle of the night his still manages to make me fall for his charms and looks.

He then lean in close until his was right up close to me, he then brought his hand towards my chin a slowly tilted it towards him making me look directly at him, " you look so beautiful when needed mami" 𝙜𝙤𝙙 𝙄'𝙢 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙮 𝙛𝙚𝙚𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙬𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙛𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙨 𝙧𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙣𝙤𝙬, my entire body felt weak at his touch, as I stared deep inyo his hazel eyes, searching for something, an answer to know what my next move should be, I poked my tongue in the corner of my cheek something I did when confused or curious. As his gaze traveled all over my features and stop right by my lips, he then started to lean in closer until our lips lighter bushed against each other , as I stared deep into his gaze but finally I realized what was happening, so I exhale a breathe I didn't know I was holding in .

I then removed myself from my bed and slowly walked over towards my dresser , as I search for the item through the clothes, I then found it and grab a lighter to go with it. I then walked towards my windowsill then sat down by the window, I then brought the bud/weed towards my lips and lighter. As I took a nice long puff from the bud/weed, and watched the smoke exit my mouth and surround the room, I then turned myself towards the breathe taking view of the city, I had forgotten I had the most beautiful view of New York , this spot that I'm sitting at right now, is my thinking place I come here every day just to rest any emotions, stress or just anger, it really has helped these pass days but my peaceful moment was ruined by 𝒉𝒊𝒎 sitting down across from me, we were a few inches away from each other, I could feel the awkwardness in the air, more a less but the tension was really readable in this moment.

I kept my gaze on the breathe taking view, I could feel his eyes on me but I just kept my distance and gaze from him, my breathe shaking as I felt his hand starting to slide up my left leg, going up towards my thigh. As I felt it go feather, I turned my eyes towards him, our locking eyes with one another, I bed my bud/weed towards my lips and took a long nice puff, before I could exhale the bud /weed was pulled out of my hand a thrown out the window, I exhaled the smoke into the room around us, he then made me himself comfortably and rested his back against the wall of the window frame. I turned towards him, looking deeply in his hazel drown eyes, " smoking can kill, you know that right? " he said with a smirk on his stupidity perfect pinkish lips, I bite down on my bottom lip, if I had to bit it any hard it would start to bleed , his gazed travel all over my features, from my eyes to my lips and neck, his features blend well with the glow from the moonlight.

Without hesitation I got up and walked over towards him and sit right down on his lap which caught him off guard, his gaze staying more on my figure than my eyes which made a small smirk appear on my lips, As I watched his gaze followed from my lips than eyes back down towards my lips, as he slowly started to pull me closer towards him , so closer that I could practically breathe him in, my breasts being pushed up against his hard abs, as he held me close I could feel his hot breathe brush against my skin, send chills down my spine " sé lo que quieres" those words echo through out the room, as if it was made of holo, he stared blankly at me as he was search for something that layed right out in front of him , " Ah y que es eso exactamente?" I felt that flew right through me like a spirea, he grip tigthed towards my waist making it hurt bad that it would eventually leave a bruise, " te odio" as I stared at him , looking closely at those beautiful brown , Hazel eyes, how can someone be this beautiful it's unreal , does he know, does he?, does he know I cancel plans for him, does he know I put myself in trouble with my mom or the principal, does he know I pay attention to the small things his loves or likes , does he know I will literally stop everything to help him, does she know my heart nearly stops beating when he is near, I do anything to be with him , but I don't even know if it's real or am I just getting played.

𝑴𝒊𝒍𝒆𝒔 𝑴𝒐𝒓𝒂𝒍𝒆𝒔 𝒑𝒐𝒗

As I watched her collect her throughs, she so beautiful, her features became more Mutual with the night sky, her skin glowing with the moonlight, if only she knew what I would do for her, these pass few weeks has drove me crazy, I can't thinks without her near it's madness , I want her so bad but she had made it clear she does not want me , as she stares deeply into my soul, those same ones that was fill with hate once was all gone and the only thing to be seen is pure pure 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆?, this does not make any sense she said she didn't care, she said she didn't want me, she said she didn't need me , is there something I'm missing.

I then came into realize that she actually is in love with 𝒎𝒆? , me out of all people why me, I'm not that good and loving anyone, not good at caring or showing emotions so why me. As I was about to speak , she beat me too it " Tu .. tan complicada" those words left an endless ring in my ears , making my thoughts too silence to even hear, I cleared my throat before speaking once more " Sin embargo, soy mucho más que eso" I love it when she speaks Spanish, it turns me on so much, and when she on top of me just makes it worse. As she went silent I took this as my opportunity to make a move to prove to her that she wants me as much as I want her, that she needs me as much as I need her right now, I than crashed my lips into her hers, getting a gasps form her response, I chuckled at her reaction to the warmth, tender, wet, passion kiss, our bodies combining with one another becoming one, as she slowly grind down as I held her waist with both hands, she the moan as I slip my tongue into her mouth as then she did the same, our tongues fighting for dominance, our bodies pushed up against one another, I could feel her hard nipples against my chest.

I then started to slide my hands up her shirt, as my hands placed against her skin made her immediately fall into my touch, her warmth of her body against my cold hands followed up her waist, ribs, valley of her breasts than taking both of her breast I into my hands . Before I knew it she then pushed me down on the sitting area near her window, my back now pressed against the fabric of a type of blanket, while not breaking the kiss, she then managed to get my black t shirt of, revealing my hard work out body towards her, as she sat top of me looking down my body, her soft hands traveling down from my chest then abs as she bit down on her bottom lip , " like what you see? "I said have a big ass smirk over my face, knowing I had some effect on her she looked down at me not before immediately smash her lips into mine once more with passion, lust, cave and need , it was so obvious that she want this so badly yet, she can't make up her mind.

She then broke the kiss, trying to catch her breathe, as she was panting heavily, her eyes not breaking eye contact with mine, the light of the moon shinning through, which made her features glow brightly, she then came into realization to what had just happened, she covered her face in an embarrassment , I chuckled at her reaction towards what had happened, " O.... M.... G.., tf just happened? " she said with full surprise towards her own action, I slowly brought her hands away from her face, at first she did not wanting to, but then eventually gave in, as she made eye contact with me , I then felt the entire atmosphere change, the air thicked, it's felt like the air was filled with toxicity, my heart racing at maximum speed, I literally thought it would fly right out of my chest, as I slowed down my breathe trying to relax my breathing.

I then brought her closer towards my bare chest, as she rest her head down against my cold bare skin, her head near my heart, she probably could hear it now, does she know why it's beating that faster?, it beats because of 𝒉𝒆𝒓, she then drew small circles around my chest area with her soft hands, I slowly brought my hand towards hers, as the tip of our fingers touch , slowly being to interlaced with one another, which brought a small heart warming smile towards my lips, and I knew she had one as well, " soo.. What does this make us now? " the sound of her voice sending chills down my spine due to the vibration of her voice, I took a breathe in as I watched the ceiling, a small smile came across my face before speak once more," Lo que quieras que sea hermosa" ... And with that, she drafted off to sleep in miles Morales arms finally as he's girlfriend...

𝐼𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑒 ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑝𝑦 𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑠𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑡𝑒𝑒𝑛𝑎𝑔𝑒𝑟 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑜𝑟 𝑑𝑜𝑒𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑎𝑢𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑟 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑏𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑖𝑛 𝑠𝑡𝑜𝑟𝑒𝑑 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑚..

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𝑑𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑡 𝑠𝑡𝑟𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑒𝑟,

ℎ𝑜𝑤 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑏𝑒𝑒𝑛?

𝑖 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤, 𝑤𝑒𝑖𝑟𝑑 𝑞𝑢𝑒𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑡𝑜 𝑎𝑠𝑘 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒𝑛'𝑡 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑑 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡, 𝑙𝑒𝑡 𝑎𝑙𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑠𝑒𝑒𝑛, 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑠𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑎𝑙 𝑦𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑠. 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑖 𝑓𝑒𝑎𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑖𝑠 𝑛𝑜 𝑏𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑎𝑙𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑛𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑣𝑒 𝑖𝑛 𝑒𝑥𝑖𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑛𝑐𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑏𝑒𝑔𝑖𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ.

𝑖𝑡 𝑖𝑠 𝑖𝑛𝑑𝑒𝑒𝑑 𝑎 𝑏𝑖𝑡 𝑎𝑚𝑢𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ, 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑𝑛'𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑎𝑔𝑟𝑒𝑒? 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑝𝑒𝑜𝑝𝑙𝑒 𝑤ℎ𝑜 𝑜𝑛𝑐𝑒 𝑢𝑠𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑏𝑒 𝑖𝑛𝑠𝑒𝑝𝑎𝑟𝑎𝑏𝑙𝑒 𝑖𝑛 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑦 𝑝𝑜𝑠𝑠𝑖𝑏𝑙𝑒 𝑠𝑒𝑛𝑠𝑒, 𝑡𝑜 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑟𝑢𝑛 𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑜𝑓 𝑤𝑎𝑦𝑠 𝑡𝑜 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑐ℎ 𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑜𝑟𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑠𝑎𝑙𝑢𝑡𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑠 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑠𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝑎 𝑤𝑎𝑖𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑏𝑟𝑖𝑑𝑒 𝑤𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑙𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑠 𝑡𝑜 ℎ𝑒𝑟 ℎ𝑢𝑠𝑏𝑎𝑛𝑑, 𝑠𝑒𝑟𝑣𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑖𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑎𝑟𝑦, 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑖𝑛 𝑎𝑛 80𝑠 𝑚𝑜𝑣𝑖𝑒; 𝑎𝑙𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑖𝑠 𝑎 𝑞𝑢𝑖𝑡𝑒 𝑎 𝑛𝑖𝑐𝑒 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙 𝑡𝑜 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑡𝑟𝑜𝑝𝑒. 

𝑎𝑛𝑦ℎ𝑜𝑤, 𝑖 𝑑𝑒𝑑𝑖𝑐𝑎𝑡𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑦𝑜𝑢, 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑙𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑓𝑢𝑙𝑙 𝑜𝑓 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒, 𝑟𝑒𝑔𝑟𝑒𝑡𝑠, 𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑎𝑛𝑑..𝑙𝑜𝑛𝑔𝑖𝑛𝑔, 𝑖𝑛 𝑟𝑒𝑚𝑒𝑚𝑏𝑟𝑎𝑛𝑐𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒 𝑤𝑒 𝑠𝑝𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑖𝑛 𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟'𝑠 𝑒𝑚𝑏𝑟𝑎𝑐𝑒, 𝑤ℎ𝑖𝑐ℎ ℎ𝑎s constituted 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑚𝑜𝑠𝑡 𝑏𝑒𝑎𝑢𝑡𝑖𝑓𝑢𝑙 𝑚𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑠 𝑜𝑓 𝑚𝑦 𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑒 𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑐𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑛. 

 𝑖'𝑚 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑦 𝑠𝑢𝑟𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑐𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑒𝑛𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ 𝑡𝑜 𝑟𝑒𝑣𝑖𝑠𝑖𝑡 𝑜𝑙𝑑 𝑡𝑎𝑙𝑒𝑠. 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑐𝑒 𝑖, 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑜𝑛𝑒, ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑑𝑒𝑐𝑖𝑑𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑡𝑎𝑘𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑠𝑡𝑟𝑜𝑙𝑙 𝑑𝑜𝑤𝑛 𝑚𝑒𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑦 𝑙𝑎𝑛𝑒 𝑖𝑛 ℎ𝑜𝑝𝑒𝑠 𝑜𝑓 𝑎𝑛 𝑜𝑢𝑡𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑢𝑛𝑏𝑒𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤𝑛𝑠𝑡 𝑡𝑜 even 𝑚𝑦𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓, 𝑖𝑡 𝑖𝑠 𝑜𝑛𝑙𝑦 𝑓𝑎𝑖𝑟 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑎𝑑𝑑𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑠𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜𝑜. 𝑎𝑓𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑎𝑙𝑙, 𝑖𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑢𝑠 𝐵𝑂𝑇𝐻 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑙𝑖𝑣𝑒𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑠𝑒 𝑝𝑖𝑒𝑐𝑒𝑠 𝑜𝑓 𝑜𝑢𝑟 lives 𝑡𝑜𝑔𝑒𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟.. 

 𝑡𝑎𝑘𝑒 𝑎 𝑙𝑜𝑜𝑘 𝑖𝑓 𝑦𝑜𝑢 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑎𝑚𝑒 𝑙𝑜𝑛𝑔𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑠 𝑚𝑒. 

 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟𝑠 𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟, 

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don't wanna be alone tonight, you know that i hate being on my own || pov

❝𝑊ℎ𝑎𝑡 ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑝𝑒𝑛𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑠𝑖𝑡𝑢𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛? 𝐵𝑒𝑒𝑛 𝑚𝑜𝑛𝑡ℎ𝑠 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑎 𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑙𝑒 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛, 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝐼'𝑙𝑙 𝑎𝑑𝑚𝑖𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑏𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑚𝑒 𝑡𝑒𝑚𝑝𝑡𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛. 𝑆𝑜 𝑡𝑎𝑘𝑒 𝑚𝑒 ℎ𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑐𝑒𝑖𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑛𝑜𝑤, 𝑙𝑒𝑡'𝑠 𝑔𝑒𝑡 𝑖𝑡 '𝑡𝑖𝑙 𝐼'𝑚 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑛𝑢𝑚𝑏. 𝑁𝑒𝑒𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑠𝑒𝑥𝑢𝑎𝑙 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑛𝑜𝑤, 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑔𝑜𝑛𝑛𝑎 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑎𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑?❞

já fazia alguns meses desde a última vez que tinha visto o garoto ao seu lado. talvez porque eunwoo não permitia que tivesse contato com o ahn devido ao passado deste com hyungwon, eunwoo sabia bem que a relação entre os dois não envolvia apenas o sexo em si, existia um certo tipo de sentimento, algo que o kang tentou negar.

mas estava ali, e sempre se acendia quando via ahn minkyu; o sorriso presente nos lábios de hyun comprovavam isso, a maneira como seu corpo se comportava e reagia a cada pequeno estímulo, as trocas de olhares e sorrisinhos, tudo denunciava que nutriam algo um pelo outro, não eram um singelo caso de sexo casual.

uma bebida aqui e outra ali, uma carícia cá e outra lá e quando viu, já estavam no quarto de visitas despindo-se um ao outro em meio ao beijo. um beijo que, diferente de todos os outros que já haviam trocado, seus sentimentos estava expostos e antes de estarem sem roupa, se encontravam nus pela forma como se beijavam.

a sensualidade daquele toque fazia com que cada pelo em seu corpo se arrepiasse. won deslizou as mãos pelo corpo de minkyu até chegar em sua cintura, aproximando o corpo do moreno e aprofundando o beijo, enquanto o ahn segurava firme em seu pescoço.

ao se afastarem para conseguirem respirar, o loiro fitou a face do outro com ternura e sorriu, depositou um último selinho nos lábios carnudos e vermelhos de minkyu e os guiou até a cama. hyungwon empurrou o ahn e sentou em seu colo, começando a rebolar em cima do outro de leve.

o estímulo foi suficiente para ser girado e ser colocado contra o colchão, tendo o moreno sobre si. ele começou a beijar sua pele até chegar em seu membro coberto pela cueca, won soltou um gemido baixo ao ter seu próprio pênis apertado pelo outro, e fechou os olhos para apreciar o momento.

talvez por toda a relação conturbada com eunwoo onde terminavam e voltavam, mais porque o kim insistia muito e hyungwon temia que este fizesse alguma coisa do que por verdadeiramente amá-lo, ou talvez fosse porque se sentia deveras confuso e magoado por toda a relação que não era uma relação, com sangyeon.

talvez por tudo isso e seus problemas pessoais que ele se deixou levar muito mais naquele momento e afagou tudo que estava sentindo, o que resultou em seu corpo estar tão sensível daquele jeito. isso tudo somado com o fato de sentir algo por minkyu o fizeram imergir de vez no prazer que estava sentindo.

a boca quente do ahn em volta de seu pênis e o jeito como aquele par de olhos castanhos o olhava era suficiente para gozar ali mesmo, mas won conseguiu se segurar prolongando por alguns minutos enquanto o outro o chupava, segurando com força as madeixas escuras do oriental.

hyungwon gemeu alto e seu corpo inteiro tremeu ao gozar na boca do outro, que sorriu satisfeito e o chupou uma última vez antes de fazer o mesmo processo que fez anteriormente e começou a beijá-lo, mas desta vez até chegar na boca do kang.

o loiro tentou afastá-lo para poder retribuir o prazer mas foi impedido, ele encarou minkyu com uma expressão confusa. - nós temos a noite inteira, won-ssi... - o moreno lhe beijou suavemente nos lábios e roçou a ponta do nariz ao seu - podemos fazer isso depois. -

o kang assentiu positivo e deixou que fosse virado de costas para o outro, que aproximou seu quadril para que hyungwon sentisse o volume duro que se encontrava. - eu senti tanto a sua falta, won... você não faz ideia... e ele também... - a voz manhosa e rouca do outro o arrepiou por completa.

"min..." gemeu baixinho, fechando os olhos e empinando a bunda para que sentisse o membro de minkyu mais uma vez. sem paciência para continuar com aquela provocação, o moreno retirou a única peça de roupa que o cobria e alinhou seu pênis com o orifício de hyungwon.

o kang fechou os olhos instantaneamente e gemeu novamente, suas mãos apertando o travesseiro. as estocadas começaram calmas e lentas, o que foi tortuoso para si e foi notório na maneira como se mexia em busca de mais contato.

minkyu acabou cedendo aos pedidos silenciosos do loiro e penetrou-o mais rápido, seus lábios beijando cada parte que conseguia das costas nuas de hyungwon, mas ao sentir o kang empinar novamente a bunda para que fosse mais fundo, o moreno prendeu os lábios entre os dentes e gemeu.

ele aumentou a velocidade de suas estocadas e começou a mordê-lo, recebendo gemidos como estímulo de que continuasse. o ahn se afastou ficando em pé e puxando hyun pela cintura, este que obedeceu sem reclamar, estando mais do que satisfeito.

minkyu envolveu uma das mãos nos longos fios loiros e puxou-os, sua outra mão segurando firme na cabeceira da cama para ajudá-lo a se equilibrar devido a força e pressa com que o penetrava, os gemidos misturaram-se muito embora hyungwon gemesse mais baixo do que o outro.

seu corpo parecia que pegaria fogo a qualquer instante, as pálpebras fechadas e a boca entreaberta demonstravam o quão perdido estava naquela onda de prazer que estava lhe sendo proporcionada, e enquanto gemia o nome de minkyu, sentiu seu membro ser estimulado novamente.

"porra... a-ah.. mi-min..." sem nem sequer conseguir formar uma frase coerente, o loiro se deu por vencido. seus olhos reviraram de prazer e aquela famigerada sensação em seu estômago começou a se formar mais uma vez o fazendo perder todas as estribeiras.

"ma-mais... min, p-por fav-ah..." ele nem precisou terminar, o pedido foi atendido de imediato; minkyu o fez deitar outra vez e, usando uma mão para apoiar o peso de seu corpo, penetrou o mais fundo, enquanto a outra mão permanecia firme puxando os cabelos do loiro.

e como todas as outras vezes que se relacionou com o ahn, hyungwon sentiu seu ápice se aproximando e o domando por completo, fazendo com que o loiro gozasse mais uma vez na noite. seu corpo inteiro tremia e ao sentir o outro atingir o próprio clímax, o líquido quente caindo em suas nádegas, o kang soltou um gemido.

seu membro, que havia sujado todo o lençol abaixo de si, sentiu um último aperto apenas pelo fato de o ahn ter gozado também. won ainda se encontrava perdido em seu ápice, em seu mundo, como sempre acontecia após o sexo com minkyu, quando este deitou em seu lado e o puxou para deitar em seu ombro.

a respiração acelerada aos poucos foi se acalmando enquanto ouvia o coração do ahn bater tão descompassado quanto o próprio. e hyungwon se deu conta de que, assim como minkyu, ele também havia sentido sua falta, o que o fez ponderar se algum dia conseguiria olhar e estar perto do ahn sem sentir como se estivesse conectado tão intensamente a ele.

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𝐼𝑛𝑡𝑟𝑜𝑑𝑢𝑐𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑚𝑒 ✨

~𝐹𝑜𝑟 𝑝𝑟𝑖𝑣𝑎𝑐𝑦 𝑠𝑎𝑘𝑒, 𝐼 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑏𝑒 𝑢𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑛 𝑎𝑙𝑖𝑎𝑠 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑚𝑦 𝑝𝑜𝑠𝑡𝑠 ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒.~

𝑀𝑦 𝑎𝑙𝑖𝑎𝑠 𝑖𝑠 𝑂𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑛𝑑𝑒𝑟, 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑝𝑜𝑖𝑠𝑜𝑛𝑜𝑢𝑠 𝑓𝑙𝑜𝑤𝑒𝑟. 𝐼𝑚 23, 𝑐𝑖𝑠-𝑓𝑒𝑚𝑎𝑙𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑖𝑑𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑓𝑦 𝑎𝑠 𝑝𝑎𝑛𝑟𝑜𝑚𝑎𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑐, 𝑑𝑒𝑚𝑖𝑠𝑒𝑥𝑢𝑎𝑙. 𝐼 𝑙𝑖𝑣𝑒 𝑖𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑈𝑆 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑎𝑚 ℎ𝑖𝑠𝑝𝑎𝑛𝑖𝑐.

𝑀𝑦 𝑏𝑖𝑔 𝑡ℎ𝑟𝑒𝑒 : 𝑆𝑎𝑔𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑎𝑟𝑖𝑢𝑠 𝑠𝑢𝑛, 𝐴𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑠 𝑚𝑜𝑜𝑛, 𝑃𝑖𝑠𝑐𝑒𝑠 𝑟𝑖𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑔

𝑚𝑏𝑡𝑖 𝑡𝑦𝑝𝑒 : 𝐼𝑁𝐹𝑃.

𝑀𝑦 𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑡𝑠 💫

𝑀𝑢𝑠𝑖𝑐 : 𝑇𝑎𝑦𝑙𝑜𝑟 𝑆𝑤𝑖𝑓𝑡, 2010'𝑠 𝑝𝑜𝑝, 𝑅𝑒𝑔𝑔𝑎𝑒,

𝑇𝑣 𝑆ℎ𝑜𝑤𝑠 : 𝑇𝑒𝑒𝑛 𝑊𝑜𝑙𝑓, 𝑀𝑜𝑛𝑘, 𝐵𝑜𝑛𝑒𝑠, 𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑉𝑎𝑚𝑝𝑖𝑟𝑒 𝐷𝑖𝑎𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑠, 𝐹𝑙𝑎𝑠ℎ𝑝𝑜𝑖𝑛𝑡, 𝑆ℎ𝑎𝑑𝑜𝑤 𝐻𝑢𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑠 {2016}, 𝑆𝑡𝑟𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑒𝑟 𝑇ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠, 𝑂𝑢𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝐵𝑎𝑛𝑘𝑠, 𝐺𝑖𝑛𝑛𝑦&𝐺𝑒𝑜𝑟𝑔𝑖𝑎,

𝑀𝑜𝑣𝑖𝑒𝑠 : 10 𝑇ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠 𝐼 𝐻𝑎𝑡𝑒 𝐴𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑌𝑜𝑢, 𝐻𝑢𝑛𝑔𝑒𝑟 𝐺𝑎𝑚𝑒𝑠 𝑠𝑒𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑠, 𝑁𝑜𝑤 𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝑆𝑒𝑒 𝑀𝑒 1&2, 𝐹𝑖𝑣𝑒 𝐹𝑒𝑒𝑡 𝐴𝑝𝑎𝑟𝑡, 𝑃𝑟𝑒𝑚𝑖𝑢𝑚 𝑅𝑢𝑠ℎ, 𝐼𝑛𝑐𝑒𝑝𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛,

𝑅𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑔𝑖𝑜𝑛/𝐵𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑒𝑓𝑠 : 𝐶𝑢𝑟𝑟𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑙𝑦 𝑢𝑛𝑠𝑢𝑟𝑒, 𝐼'𝑚 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑏𝑒𝑡𝑤𝑒𝑒𝑛 𝐺𝑟𝑒𝑒𝑘 𝑝𝑜𝑙𝑦𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑖𝑠𝑚 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑏𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑒𝑣𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝐼'𝑚 𝑔𝑜𝑑, 𝑠𝑜 𝐼'𝑚 𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑠𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑐ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝐼 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑧𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑜𝑢𝑠 𝐶ℎ𝑟𝑖𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑎𝑛𝑠.

𝐻𝑜𝑏𝑏𝑖𝑒𝑠 : 𝑆𝑖𝑚𝑠4, 𝑇𝑎𝑟𝑜𝑡 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔, 𝑓𝑖𝑐𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑎𝑙 𝑤𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔, 𝑚𝑎𝑘𝑒𝑢𝑝

𝑀𝑖𝑠𝑐 : 𝐴𝑠𝑡𝑟𝑜𝑙𝑜𝑔𝑦, 𝐻𝑒𝑟𝑏𝑜𝑙𝑜𝑔𝑦, 𝑊𝑖𝑡𝑐ℎ𝑐𝑟𝑎𝑓𝑡, 𝑅𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑦 𝑆ℎ𝑖𝑓𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔, 𝑁𝑎𝑡𝑢𝑟𝑒 𝑊𝑎𝑙𝑘𝑠, 𝐺𝑟𝑒𝑒𝑘 𝑚𝑦𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑙𝑜𝑔𝑦, 𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑂𝑐𝑒𝑎𝑛, 𝑊𝑖𝑙𝑑𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑒 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑀𝑎𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑒 𝐸𝑐𝑜𝑙𝑜𝑔𝑦

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𝐼 𝑓𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑 𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑦 𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑓𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑖𝑛 2020, 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝐼'𝑣𝑒 𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑓𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑎 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑝𝑙𝑒 𝑝𝑎𝑟𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑒𝑙 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑖𝑒𝑠 𝑡𝑜 𝑚𝑦 𝑐𝑟, 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝐼 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒𝑛'𝑡 𝑦𝑒𝑡 𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑓𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑎𝑛𝑦 𝑜𝑓 𝑚𝑦 𝑑𝑟𝑠. 𝐹𝑜𝑟 𝑎 𝑤ℎ𝑖𝑙𝑒 {𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑝𝑙𝑒 𝑦𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑠} 𝐼 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑓𝑢𝑠𝑒𝑑 𝑎𝑠 𝑡𝑜 𝑤ℎ𝑦, 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡'𝑠 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝐼 𝑠𝑡𝑢𝑚𝑏𝑙𝑒𝑑 𝑢𝑝𝑜𝑛 𝑁𝑒𝑣𝑖𝑙𝑙𝑒 𝐺𝑜𝑑𝑑𝑎𝑟𝑑 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑚𝑎𝑛𝑖𝑓𝑒𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑚𝑢𝑛𝑖𝑡𝑦 𝑜𝑛 ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑖𝑧𝑒𝑑 𝑖𝑡'𝑠 𝑏𝑜𝑡ℎ 𝑎 𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑟𝑖𝑏𝑙𝑒 𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑐𝑒𝑝𝑡 {𝐼 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑔𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑚𝑎𝑗𝑜𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑦 𝑜𝑓 𝑚𝑦 𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑖 𝑑𝑖𝑑𝑛'𝑡 𝑑𝑒𝑠𝑒𝑟𝑣𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑦𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑔𝑜𝑜𝑑} 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑓𝑎𝑐𝑡 𝑖 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑏𝑒 𝑙𝑎𝑧𝑦 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑔𝑖𝑣𝑒 𝑢𝑝 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑓𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑎𝑠𝑙𝑒𝑒𝑝 𝑑𝑢𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑚𝑒𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑑𝑠 𝑎𝑓𝑡𝑒𝑟 30+ 𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑢𝑡𝑒𝑠.

𝐵𝑢𝑡!! 𝐴 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑝𝑙𝑒 𝑑𝑎𝑦𝑠 𝑎𝑔𝑜 𝐼 𝑓𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑 𝑎 𝑟𝑒𝑑𝑑𝑖𝑡 𝑝𝑜𝑠𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑔𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑚𝑒 𝑎 𝑛𝑒𝑤 𝑚𝑒𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑑 𝑜𝑛 𝑚𝑎𝑛𝑖𝑓𝑒𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑓𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 : 𝑤𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑎𝑚𝑒 𝑎𝑓𝑓𝑖𝑟𝑚𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛 15 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒𝑠 𝑎 𝑑𝑎𝑦 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑎𝑡 𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑡 6 𝑚𝑜𝑛𝑡ℎ𝑠 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑠𝑒𝑒𝑖𝑛𝑔 ℎ𝑜𝑤 𝑚𝑦 𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑒 𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑒𝑠 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒.

𝐼 𝑑𝑒𝑐𝑖𝑑𝑒𝑑 𝐼 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑑𝑜𝑐𝑢𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑚𝑦 𝑗𝑜𝑢𝑟𝑛𝑒𝑦, ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒. 𝐺𝑖𝑣𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑚𝑦𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓 𝑎 𝑠𝑝𝑎𝑐𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑒𝑥𝑝𝑙𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑚𝑦 𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ𝑡𝑠 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑗𝑜𝑢𝑟𝑛𝑒𝑦 𝑎𝑠 𝑤𝑒𝑙𝑙 𝑎𝑠 ℎ𝑜𝑝𝑒𝑓𝑢𝑙𝑙𝑦 ℎ𝑒𝑙𝑝𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑛𝑦𝑏𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑒𝑙𝑠𝑒 𝑜𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑖𝑟𝑠.

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PAF Pont-Croix / Préfiguration festive réalisation et montage : Simon Moulard date : juin 2024

coordination de l'évènement : Chloé Moulard

Entre avril et juillet 2024, le collectif d'architectes et urbanistes Atlas.t (Cécile, Yasmine et Marie) a investi et arpenté les lieux, rencontré les acteurs de l'alimentation du Cap Sizun, et recueilli les imaginaires projetés sur ce grand bâtiment qui héberge déjà une brasserie et une association qui valorise la vigne bretonne.

“𝑈𝑛 𝑏𝑜𝑛 𝑑𝑖̂𝑛𝑒𝑟 𝑒𝑠𝑡 𝑑’𝑢𝑛𝑒 𝑔𝑟𝑎𝑛𝑑𝑒 𝑖𝑚𝑝𝑜𝑟𝑡𝑎𝑛𝑐𝑒 𝑝𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑢𝑛𝑒 𝑏𝑜𝑛𝑛𝑒 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛” Virginia Woolf

*𝐏𝐀𝐅 ! 𝐋'𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐢𝐞𝐧 𝐚𝐛𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐨𝐢𝐫 𝐝𝐞 𝐏𝐨𝐧𝐭-𝐂𝐫𝐨𝐢𝐱 𝐬𝐞 𝐫𝐞́𝐢𝐧𝐯𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞 ! Présentation du micro-festival alimentaire organisé le 8 juin 2024 ayant permis de tester un panel d'activités pressenties pour la reconversion de l'ancien abattoir. Pour célébrer cette renaissance du lieu, l'équipe a ouvert grand les portes, et a invité la population locale et les acteurs de l'alimentation à participer à un micro-festival valorisant dans un même lieu toutes les étapes de l’alimentation, allant de la graine à l’assiette, en passant par la culture locale et la transformation artisanale et culinaire. Cette journée a été une occasion unique de contribuer à la transformation de l’ancien abattoir en un lieu public, de rencontre et de discussions ayant comme cœur de mission l’alimentation !

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𝐷𝑜 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑚𝑒?

𝐷𝑜 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑚𝑒?

𝑁𝑜𝑡 𝑎 𝑛𝑒𝑟𝑣𝑒 𝑡𝑤𝑖𝑡𝑐𝒉𝑒𝑠 𝑤𝒉𝑒𝑛 𝐼 𝑠𝒉𝑜𝑤 𝑖𝑡.

𝐴𝑚 𝐼 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑡𝒉𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑡𝑎𝑘𝑒 𝑐𝑢𝑧 𝑢 𝒉𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑖𝑡 𝑖𝑡? 𝐴𝑣𝑎𝑙𝑖𝑎𝑏𝑙𝑒, 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔, 𝑣𝑢𝑙𝑛𝑒𝑟𝑎𝑏𝑙𝑒, 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑖𝑛𝑔. 𝑀𝑖𝑐𝑟𝑜𝑑𝑜𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑚𝑒 𝑢𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑙 𝐼'𝑚 𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑖𝑡.

𝑁𝑜𝑤 𝑤𝒉𝑒𝑛 𝐼 𝑝𝑖𝑐𝑘 𝑢𝑝 𝑡𝒉𝑒 𝑒𝑥𝑐𝑖𝑡𝑒𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝒉𝑎𝑠 𝑙𝑒𝑓𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑣𝑜𝑖𝑐𝑒. 𝐶𝑎𝑟𝑟𝑦𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡𝒉𝑒 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑏𝑒𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑑𝑟𝑜𝑝 𝑖𝑡. 𝑈𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑢𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑏𝑜𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔. 𝐸𝑚𝑏𝑎𝑟𝑟𝑎𝑠𝑠𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑖𝑠 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝐼 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙 𝑤𝒉𝑒𝑛 𝐼 𝑜𝑝𝑒𝑛 𝑚𝑦 𝑚𝑜𝑢𝑡𝒉. 𝐽𝑢𝑑𝑔𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑚𝑦𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑠𝑎𝑦𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑛𝑦𝑡𝒉𝑖𝑛𝑔, 𝑚𝑎𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑚𝑦𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓 𝑠𝑚𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑒𝑟 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑡𝑜 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑡𝑒𝑐𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑡𝒉𝑒 𝑏𝑖𝑔𝑔𝑒𝑟 𝑚𝑒. 𝐺𝑜𝑑 𝐼 𝑤𝑖𝑠𝒉 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑠𝑒𝑒 𝑚𝑒.

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@hiloren said ❛ 𝑖 𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑎 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑏𝑙𝑒𝑚. 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑑𝑜, 𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑤𝑖𝑠𝑒 𝑤𝑒 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑𝑛'𝑡 𝑏𝑒 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛. ❜

bem, para ser justa, hawkins estava certo. em mais maneiras do que queria admitir. ela tinha um problema. mais de um para ser exata. muito provavelmente estava foragida da polícia, presa em um mundo de conto de fadas que ela não tinha a mais vaga idéia de como funcionava, sem contar uma infinidade de problemas com o pai e com a mãe que deixaria qualquer terapeuta de cabelo em pé, mas não era esse o ponto. — tudo bem, eu ia dizer que não podemos ir embora porque tem tubarões assassinos na água, mas se quiser enfrentar isso sozinho, be my guest. — ela cruzou os braços, como uma criança de seis anos faria, confrontando o loiro com os olhos escuros entreabertos e sobrancelhas arqueadas. — ou você pode só assumir que temos um problema e lidar com isso juntos.

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❝    Oh,    not    lonely,    just    alone.    ❞    The    man    laughs.    His    fingers    curl    around    the    stem    of    the    fresh    ᶜᵒᶜᵏᵗᵃᶦˡ    ᵍˡᵃˢˢ    with    a    grin    placed    on    his    lips,    the    𝒍𝒐𝒘    𝒓𝒖𝒎𝒃𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈    of    other    patrons    in    the    half    -    empty    bar    creating    a    fading    background    noise    for    their    conversation.    The    man    ducks    his    head,    lips    meeting    the    rim    of    a    heavy    -    handed    drink    made    with    what    tasted    like    𝒇𝒂𝒓    𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒆    liquor    than    whatever    the    recipe    had    called    for.    Features    ᵗʷᶦˢᵗᵉᵈ    as    he    swallowed,    the    bitter    sensation    coating    his    tongue.    ❝    Thanks    for    the    drink, though.    Are    you,    ᵘʰᵐ    …  out    with    your    friends    ?    ❞    John    said.    An    attempt    at    making    𝑙𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡    𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛    with    a    stranger.

₀₁.ㅤㅤ @3atmaggots : ❛ You looked lonely so I got you a drink. ❜ from Julia.

[storminmyveins-archived]

𝑇𝘩𝑖𝑠 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑐𝑎𝑛𝑑𝑦 𝑖𝑠 𝑔𝑜𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡𝑜𝑜 𝑓𝑎𝑟 @unitcd

𝑆𝘩𝑒 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑏𝑎𝑟𝑒𝑙𝑦 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑡𝑎𝑖𝑛 𝑡𝘩𝑒 𝑙𝑎𝑢𝑔𝘩𝑡𝑒𝑟 as he was so against the sour patch kids she had in her hand, biting off their little heads before devouring their bodies. He speaks of gummy bears and worms but he will not touch the Sour Patch kids. She wonders why he's so adamant about it, so against those sweet but sour little creatures who go around committing atrocities in their commercials.

And it's adorable how hard he's going for it that Cece can't help but put the box back in her pocket and grab Jeremiah, turning them and she's on her tip toes. Lips locked on his within a second and she savors the sensation. She's been wanting to do that for a hot minute but never thought of a right time.

Now, while talking about sweets and candies it somehow made perfect sense. Especially when he pulls from her and she's smiling up at him. She can do it, permission is given and she'll take him up on that and do so but this one is quicker than the last.

❝ See, Sour Patch kids aren't so bad.❞ she says, teasingly licking her bottom lip as she gets right back on her feet. ❝ Though I can try to keep it to sour gummies of other varieties if you want.❞

[thechaotic-simp]

She watched the muscles in his jaw clench as he got up and walked to the other side of the room. The glare he was giving her told her '𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑖𝑠 𝑓𝑎𝑟 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑟.'

[elliedestinyvlog]

𝑰𝒕'𝒔 𝒅𝒊𝒇𝒇𝒆𝒓𝒆𝒏𝒕 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒚𝒐𝒖

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𝑬𝟒𝟐𝑴𝑰𝑳𝑬𝑺𝑴𝑶𝑹𝑨𝑳𝑬𝑺 𝒙 𝒀/𝒏

𝚂𝚞𝚖𝚖𝚊𝚛𝚢 : 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑒𝑠 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑏𝑒𝑒𝑛 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑠 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑦𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑠, 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑐𝑒 𝑒𝑙𝑒𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑎𝑟𝑦 𝑠𝑐ℎ𝑜𝑜𝑙 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑐𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑚𝑜𝑚𝑠 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑘 𝑎𝑡 𝑠𝑘𝑦𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑒 ℎ𝑜𝑠𝑝𝑖𝑡𝑎𝑙 𝑖𝑛 𝐵𝑟𝑜𝑜𝑘𝑙𝑦𝑛,𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑔𝑢𝑦𝑠 𝑤𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑎𝑙𝑤𝑎𝑦𝑠 𝑎𝑡 𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟'𝑠 ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑𝑛'𝑡 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑛 𝑛𝑒𝑒𝑑 𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑚𝑖𝑠𝑠𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑠𝑎𝑦 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑔𝑜𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑡𝑒𝑙𝑙 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑚𝑜𝑚 𝑖𝑓 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑠𝑙𝑒𝑒𝑝 𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑟,𝑤ℎ𝑖𝑐ℎ 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑚𝑎𝑘𝑒 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑏𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑒𝑣𝑒 𝑦'𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑤𝑒'𝑟𝑒 𝑑𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑎𝑙𝑤𝑎𝑦𝑠 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑠𝑎𝑦 "ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑎𝑛 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑" 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑑𝑎𝑚 𝑤𝑒𝑙𝑙 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑖𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑠𝑛'𝑡 𝑡𝑟𝑢𝑒. 𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝑎𝑙𝑤𝑎𝑦𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ 𝑜𝑓 𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑒𝑠 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝑎 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑑𝑖𝑑𝑛'𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑟𝑢𝑖𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑝 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑏𝑜𝑡ℎ 𝑠ℎ𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠 𝑎𝑙𝑤𝑎𝑦𝑠 𝑔𝑜𝑡 𝑖𝑛𝑣𝑜𝑙𝑣𝑒𝑑 𝑖𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑐𝑟𝑢𝑠ℎ 𝑦𝑜𝑢 ℎ𝑎𝑑 ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑎𝑙𝑤𝑎𝑦𝑠 𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑑 , 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑛𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑒𝑠 𝑠𝑛𝑒𝑎𝑘𝑠 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑜𝑓 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑟𝑜𝑜𝑚 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑛 𝑖𝑓 𝑖𝑡'𝑠 𝑎 𝑠𝑐ℎ𝑜𝑜𝑙 𝑛𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡. 𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝑔𝑢𝑦𝑠 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑟𝑡 𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑡𝑜 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑎 𝑛𝑜𝑟𝑚𝑎𝑙 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑖𝑡'𝑠 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑟𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡𝑜 𝑡𝑎𝑘𝑒 𝑎 𝑡𝑢𝑟𝑛. 𝑊ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑝𝑒𝑛 𝑛𝑒𝑥𝑡?

𝑪𝒐𝒏𝒕𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒔: 𝒄𝒖𝒔𝒔𝒊𝒏𝒈, 𝒎𝒂𝒕𝒖𝒓𝒆, 𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒆𝒈𝒂𝒍 𝒔��𝒃𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒏𝒄𝒆𝒔 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒈𝒆𝒕𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒄𝒂𝒖𝒈𝒉𝒕 .

𝒂/𝒏 : 𝒉𝒆𝒚 𝒚'𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒊𝒔 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑰 𝒃𝒆𝒆𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒊𝒕 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝑰 𝒅𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒊𝒇 𝒊𝒕 𝒈𝒐𝒐𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒐, 𝒑𝒍𝒔 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 , 𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒎𝒆𝒏𝒕 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒇𝒐𝒍𝒍𝒐𝒘 ( 𝒃𝒕𝒘 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒌𝒔 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒖𝒑𝒑𝒐𝒓𝒕)𝒃𝒚𝒆 𝒎𝒚 𝒃𝒂𝒃𝒊𝒆𝒔 𝒎𝒘𝒂𝒉 𝒎𝒘𝒂𝒉 𝒎𝒘𝒂𝒉 😘😚

𝑻𝒓𝒂𝒏𝒔𝒍𝒂𝒕𝒆 : 𝒉𝒐𝒍𝒂 𝒎𝒂𝒎𝒊, ¿𝒎𝒆 𝑬𝒙𝒕𝒓𝒂𝒏̃𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒔? : ℎ𝑖 𝑚𝑜𝑚𝑚𝑦 𝑚𝑖𝑠𝑠 𝑚𝑒?

𝑴𝒊𝒓𝒂 , 𝒍𝒐 𝒔𝒊𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒐 𝒎𝒂𝒎𝒊, 𝒕𝒆 𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒑𝒆𝒏𝒔𝒂𝒓𝒆̀ ¿𝒗𝒂𝒍𝒆?: 𝑙𝑜𝑜𝑘, 𝐼'𝑚 𝑠𝑜𝑟𝑟𝑦 𝑚𝑜𝑚𝑚𝑦 𝑙𝑒𝑡 𝑚𝑒 𝑚𝑎𝑘𝑒 𝑖𝑡 𝑢𝑝 𝑡𝑜 𝑦𝑜𝑢?

𝑵𝒐 𝒑𝒐𝒏𝒈𝒂𝒔 𝒂 𝒑𝒓𝒖𝒆𝒃𝒂 𝒎𝒊 𝒑𝒂𝒄𝒊𝒆𝒏𝒄𝒂𝒊 : 𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑡𝑒𝑠𝑡 𝑚𝑦 𝑝𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑐𝑒𝑠

𝑨𝒔𝒊́ 𝒒𝒖𝒆 𝒏𝒐 𝒐𝒅𝒊𝒆𝒔 𝒔𝒊 𝒎𝒆 𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒐𝒄𝒖𝒑𝒐 𝒕𝒂𝒏𝒕𝒐 𝒑𝒐𝒓 𝒕𝒊?:𝑠𝑜 𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 ℎ𝑎𝑡𝑒 𝑚𝑒 𝑖𝑓 𝐼 𝑐𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑠𝑜 𝑚𝑢𝑐ℎ 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢

𝑵𝒆𝒘 𝒀𝒐𝒓𝒌 𝑪𝒊𝒕𝒚, 𝑩𝒓𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒍𝒚𝒏

𝑺𝒖𝒏𝒅𝒂𝒚 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈

𝟗:𝟑𝟎 , 𝒂𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝑺𝒂𝒏𝒕𝒐𝒔 𝑫𝒊𝒂𝒔 𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒊𝒅𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒔

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It was a normal Sunday evening and I had just finished my history project for Monday morning, since I know how Mr Andrews doesn't like for our projects that need to be done a week ago, and still be delayed. I now that I had free time since mom was at work doing an another over time and Alex was somewhere doing god knows what, so I through why don't I go make me a sneak since I was kinda hungry and I haven't eaten today . So mom put me in charge to watch my little sister Ami ( Ami is short for Amelia) I really didn't want to but if it's was to help my mom then might as well, but Ami isn't a handful so it won't be 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 hard right.

I was tryna to convince myself that this was a good idea but ofc it's doesn't work, so I stop bothering myself with it and headed downstairs to check on Ami. I walked out of my room and made my way to the staircase, I slided down on the railing of the staircase . I then quickly hop off the railing since the floor started coming in fast, I landed on my feet and headed off to the living room to see if Ami was in there watching TV, as usual but when I got there she wasn't there at all.

I was confused but just went off to the kitchen to make me a quick snack, I walked on over to the kitchen cabinet and open to see if there was anything good to eat, but only found Alex's energy bars, moms protein shakes and Ami's old candys from last year's Halloween. I groaned and closed the cabinet, I then walked over to the fridge to see if there was anything good in there, I opened it and saw leftover food form last night, on coke cola drink and some pizza from yesterday lunch. I took it's out of the fridge and smelled it to see if it was off but it was still ok to eat so I pop it in the microwave , put it on 1 minute and wait for it to go off.

The microwave made a sound to say that it's was done, so I pop out my piping hot pizza slice that now the cheese was melting good in all the right places. I then took a plate out of the cabinet to put my slice on, and took I up to my room. I walked up the stairs and walked into my room, then put my slice of pizza on bed side table when I realized that I still need to go check on Ami to see if she still breathing. I signed hard and went to see where this little girl at, I walked out of my room and walked on over to Ami's room since hers was more down the hallway and near moms room.

Her room door came into view since and I slowly turned the nob of the door, I peek my head out the side of the door to see if she was a sleep since it was a school night and she had to be in bed an half hour ago. She was sound asleep but I knew her better than that and opened the door fully , walked over to see if she was. I looked closer at her face and use my hand to open the covers to feel if her hands were cold since that tells a person your were out and on your phone. I then check it and said " I know your not asleep Ami" I said letting go of her hand and put mine on my hips, she then giggled softly and said " cmon Hailey don't be like that, just a little while " she whine and now sitting up straight.

I rolled my eyes and said " no you have a test tmr and do you really want mom to ask why you fail? " I said rising an eyebrow and crossing my arms. She then pouted and said " no " she said knowing I'm right no matter what , I sighed giving in since she a good kid and doesn't get into much trouble. I then groaned since she alls found a way to make me give her what she wants " ok fine you can have it but only for a while then straight to bed ok? " she immediately screamed with joy and started jumping up and down on her bed before she jumped on me for a hug and said " thank you thank you " she said kissing my cheek over and over . I then hugged her back and said " yeah ok " I said smiling hard since I knew I was the best sister ever, she then got back into bed with her phone while I walked over to head out of her room I then said " oh and put it away before mom or Alex get home ok? " I said half way through the door when she just shot me a smile and waved me bye.

I closed the door behind me and made my way back to my room where my pizza was, which was probably cold by now, 𝙜𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙩 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙜𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙩 I walked into my room and took my pizza slice off of the bed side table and layed down with my phone in my hand and the plate on my chest. I scrolling through the gram since nothing good was happened on tiktok anyway , A few hours passed by and I was now vibe to 𝒐𝒏𝒍𝒚 𝒇𝒂𝒏 by 𝑬𝒓𝒊𝒄 𝑩𝒆𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒆𝒓 . While I was vibing to him I then thought I heard an knock so I paused it to hear it again so u know I ain't imaging this , I waited a few minutes to hear it , I then heard the knock come from my window and a few more follwed right after another. I got to my window and a familiar boy with braids came into view with a familiar stupid smirk which always cracked me up. I unlocked my window and slide it up and said " what are you doing here miles " I said confused but with a bit of annoyed in my tone while let out a deep breath, I mean even it was something he normally would do but this does not mean it had to become an habit.

He then said " hola mami ¿ me Extrañates? " he said as he slide his tongue over his lips making them a light pink and I just rolled my eyes at his comment before repeating myself again " what you doing here bro it's a school night and you know my mama ain't want no one in the house before 12:00 " I said being serious and whining at the same time, he knows my ma does like people over at an late hour but he won't listen .

He then asked " since when you care? " he said confused since I'm a type of person who likes to complain about school like how boring it is and how I don't like being there so that's really confused him, I then just kissed my teeth at him which caught his attention really quick, I then signed deeply and said " I care cause I spent an whole three hours doing some damn project and ain't you supposed to be at home" I said with hella attitude, while walking over to my bed , and while he just let himself in my room before closing the window behind him and making himself comfortable in my beanbag chair, 𝙮𝙚𝙖𝙝 𝙢𝙖𝙠𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙛 𝙖𝙩 𝙝𝙤𝙢𝙚, I thought to myself while crossing my legs.

He then sat with his legs apart while lay feather to the back. He then a said " what you mad fore? " he said with an rise eyebrow, like he ain't know what I was mad for, I just kissed my teeth again at him while crossing my arms, which now was getting on his last nerve " you better watch that attitude , of yours cause I ain't playing witcha you " he said dead serious since he ain't like it when people give him attitude for no reason but he knew what he done so it wasn't for no reason. I then said " you know damn well why I'm mad " I said giving him an side eye with a lot of judge mental since this nigga playing like he ain't know what he done . He then got up and walked over to the bed making me look right up at him because of his height just made this argument a lot harder since when ever he towers over me it just makes me weak in the knees.

I kept my head down tryna not look him directly in the eye or I'm done for, he then use his left hand to lifted my head up to look him directly in his face, which I was tryna my best to stay mad at him, he then said " Mira , lo siento mami, te compensarè ¿vale? " 𝙙𝙖𝙢𝙣 𝙄 𝙘𝙖𝙣'𝙩 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙮 𝙢𝙖���� 𝙖𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩, I then got up and said " ok, how do you intend to make it up to me? " I said with an brow raised while my arms crossed over my chest, he then put his hands around my waist and pulled me in closer, before saying " I gotta an idea" he said as his hot breath brushed on my skin with that same smirk I found the most diverse about him.

I then found myself climbing down my fire escape and landing in an alley way where miles stand waiting for me, I then landed on my feet and send the ladder back up and dusted my self off when I said " tell me how you convince me to do this " I said refuting to sneaking out of my house pass midnight and still going out without no permission. He then chucked which I only got often to hear from him since he is always heartless towards another people and the complete opposite with me but I get why he is the way he is it because of what happened to his dad and now he thinks he needs to only trust one person with his feelings , even if we go out with our friend group he still has a cold shoulder towards his friends like you think he would be a little life like but no his not sadly . He then said " cmon I race you " he said starting to sprint, 𝙤𝙝 𝙣𝙤 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙖𝙞𝙣'𝙩, I then started running right after him knowin I'm finna be out of breath when im done, I chase him down 6th street, than down green witch park ,we we're passing busy cars in the streets ,passing by the local pizza shop,also passing by Larry store when we stop right in front of North rich park. I was patently really hard since of how out of breath this boy made me, I then said " you finna make me get an heart attack " I said breathing heavily, when he just laughed which caught me by surprise since I actually never heard him laugh. It was kinda nice to see him laughing again, he then saw me looking and said " I can still beat yo ass " he comment on the min race we just had, I walked on over to the spot he was sitting down at, he was sitting down on the grass and I went on down to sit next to him while catching my breath . There was a moment of silence, so I decided to break it since it caused a lot of tension in the air , " it's good to hear your laughing again, I kinda miss , damn might have almost forgot how it sounded " I said looking up at the stars that were now starting to fill the night sky, and the moon was even glowing more than usual.

It was beautiful, I was admiring the moon so closer that it feel like that it was the most beautiful thing I have ever seen, I then looked to my side and saw Miles watching me closer admiring me from far , just him adoring this moment which made a small smile creep on my face, when I head him mutter " Hermosa" which made me smile, it was moments like this I always wanted to hold onto, " don't get to soft on me now Morales " I said snapping him out his thoughts , I looked over to my side when he said " nah it ain't like that ma " he said playing, but we both know damn well that 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 ain't nothing. An few minutes pass of us having a normal conversation about anything , when my feelings was tryna get involved but kept on pushing them down when ever our hands "Accidentally" keeping on touching or when our faces almost kissed which made me either flushed or made my stomach turn. When I just said " do you ever wondered what will happen after high school, like what will happen to us? " it was now silent , I mean it is a deep question to think about but what is there to think he's going to Princeton University and Im going to Stanford University to different colleagues and one decision it's hard for one mind to think of , he took and deep breath in before saying " I thought about it and I know I can't live without you, so I really don't know if I still wanna go, you feel me " I looked forward and really thought about it, I mean I knew that feeling of not knowing ever even when it comes to making decisions.

There was a short second of silence when I said " I get that feeling, of not knowing what to say or do but if I got you then I'm golden no matter what " 𝙙𝙖𝙢𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙨𝙤𝙪𝙣𝙙𝙚𝙙 𝙘𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙚 𝙖𝙛 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙣 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙢𝙚 , but he just nodded in agreement, he then spoke up and said " damn when you get so wise, I thought you weren't into all that cringing shit " he laughed afterwards which made me smile, loved hearing him laughed it was smoothing when I chuckled before saying " nah bro it's just, that you mean to much to lose, your like family " I said now looking at him directly in the eyes while having an genuine smile as the moonlight made this moment something that felt like fairy tail , which left him stunned, he then kisses his teeth before saying " nah whatcha you mean family, we ain't family " which made me respond quickly back with " yes we are " I said disagreeing with him, which got on his nerve, which made him respond with " no pongas a prueba mi paciencia " he said disagreeing with me but when even he spoke in Spanish it mean he was angry or was really sorry but what he said didn't mean he was sorry .

I knew it was making him upset so I then said " yeah we are nigga " and with that he pull him onto his lap facing him looking him directly into his eyes, which made my breath hitch. His hands now on my wrist as he looked me deep in eyes, before saying " so what were you saying about family? " he had that stupid smirk which he knew that had an effort on me, I rolled my eyes before saying " I said were family nigga now let me go " I said tryna to get off his lap and out of his grip but his was strong than me so it didn't work ,so I sat there looking in his eyes which was kinda nice not gonna lie .

I then try not to fight it anymore just left it the way it was, when I thought where's the fun it that might as well have a bit of an fun too, it's an win -win right. He the fix his position as how he was sitting making himself comfortable enough , I looked him dead in the eyes before speaking the burning question of the day, " why do you care so much? " I said turning my head to the side in confusion and curiously since I really want to know besides all of the things we been though why me out of all people , why me I'm not that pretty, not that smart, not that happy, creative, athlete, nor sad , kind,nor loving or friendly so why me? That's the burning questions that's be waiting to be answered.

He thought about it before answering the question, " well I could think of so many reasons but I only need one mami " that I could feel it's something dying to be set free, something that's been there for years just never happened. I wait a few minutes before answering, " well just say either one, I'm curious" I said really wanting to hear his answer to this one, " well your so much more than you think Amor, your kind, beautiful, graceful, wonderful daughter, the smartest to me, you have the most generous heart and smile I have ever seen and your the most funniest person I know and that truly been by my side since people started judging me because of what happened with my dad , so yeah I truly do care, ¿así que no odies si me preocupo tanto por ti?" wow that's everything I literally just said I'm not, this boy really playing with a girl feelings I'm not even tripping wit y'all bro.

He licked his lips making them look light pink with a bit of red , making them look so kissable right now it was like somehow I was drawn in just from his lips. He looked in dead in my eyes there was an moment of silence before I decided to break it, " who do you like miles? " I said making it seem as it was the hardest question ever but to be surprise by his answer to that, " if I told you it would ruin our friendship "......

𝑻𝒐 𝒃𝒆 𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒖𝒆....

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Late    nights,    slumped    with    a    post  -  show    exhaustion    that    hit    like    an    eighteen    wheeler    long    after    everyone    else    had    already    fallen    asleep.    Tucked    away    safely    in    their    coffin  -  like    beds,     while    Ryan    was    left    alone    to    stare    at    the    moon.    Cold    air    nips    at    her    skin,    but    she    can’t    find    it    in    herself    to    really    feel    it.    Liquor    and    beers    warmed    the    skin    like    a    bath    drawn    from    honey,    down    to    the    core    until    the    anxiety    ᵐᵉˡᵗᵉᵈ    ᵃʷᵃʸ    with    the    frigidness.    Footsteps    crunch    in    the    gravel,    followed    by    an    only    vaguely    familiar    voice.    ㅤㅤ(  𝙸𝚃    𝚆𝙰𝚂    𝙽𝙾𝙽𝙴    𝙾𝚃𝙷𝙴𝚁    𝚃𝙷𝙰𝙽    𝙱𝙸𝙻𝙻𝚈    𝚃𝙰𝙻𝙻𝙴𝙽𝚃.  ) ❝    Oh,    ᵘʰᵐ    ⸺    shit,    nah,    sorry,    man.    I    don’t    smoke.     ❞        Just    drank.    Took   pills.    Stole    a    cigarette    when    you    were    finally    drunk    enough    to    crave    one.    But    not    enough    to    carry    a    lighter.    ❝    I    think    we’ve    got    some    on    the    bus,    though,    if    you    want    me    to    ᵍᵒ    ᵃⁿᵈ    ᵍʳᵃᵇ    ᶦᵗ    ᶠᵒʳ    ʸᵒᵘ  ?    ❞ The    start    of    this    tour    had    been a bit    rough    around    the    edges,    to    say    the    least.    Ryan    walked    around    with    a    quiet    intensity    held    deep    in    the    confines    of    their    chest,    and a    heart    that    ached and yearned    in    silence    for    something    it    could    not    have.    Divorced    by    twenty    one    wasn’t    exactly    the    happily    ever    after    with    endless    love    she’d    been    searching    for,    but    it    seemed    things    over    in    the    Hard    Core    Logo    camp    weren’t    exactly    peachy    keen  either.    (    𝙱𝙰𝙳    𝙱𝙰𝙽𝙳    𝙽𝙰𝙼𝙴,    𝙶𝚁𝙴𝙰𝚃    𝙱𝙰𝙽𝙳    ) The    two    went    at    it    like    fucking    dogs,    with    jaws    snapping    and    a    ferocity    Ryan    recognized    and    nearly    feared,    but    at    the    same    time,    whatever    quarrels    Billy    and    Joe    had    seemed    akin    to    that    of    an    old    married    couple’s    bickering.    It    wasn’t    any    of    her    business    anyhow.    ❝    It,    uhm    ⸺    sorry,    it’s    Billy,    ʳᶦᵍʰᵗ    ?    ❞        She    laughed out of nervousness,    airy    and    sweet.    The    shy    nature    of    her    disposition    cause    for    embarrassment    in    her    own    mind.    𝐷𝑜𝑛’𝑡    𝑏𝑒    𝑓𝑢𝑐𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔    𝑤𝑒𝑖𝑟����,    𝑅𝑦𝑎𝑛,    𝑦𝑜𝑢    𝑐𝑎𝑛    ℎ𝑜𝑙𝑑    𝑎    𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛.    ❝    I    know I should    know    everybody’s    names,    I    just    ⸺    ᵇᵉᵉⁿ    ᵃ    ᵇᶦᵗ    ˢᶜᵃᵗᵗᵉʳᵇʳᵃᶦⁿᵉᵈ    ˡᵃᵗᵉˡʸ    ❞

𝐽𝑂𝐸 𝐷𝐼𝐶𝐾 𝑊𝐴𝑆 𝐴 𝑇𝐻𝑂𝑅𝑁 𝐼𝑁 𝐵𝐼𝐿𝐿𝑌 𝑇𝐴𝐿𝐿𝐸𝑁𝑇'𝑆 𝑆𝐼𝐷𝐸.

it had never changed; joe had been the same loud—mouthed, violent motherfucker since he had met him, and billy didn't know why he expected any changes out of him. promises were meant to be broken, he supposed ( 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚗 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚒𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚝𝚠𝚘 𝚏𝚒𝚟𝚎—𝚢𝚎𝚊𝚛—𝚘𝚕𝚍 𝚋𝚘𝚢𝚜 𝚠𝚑𝚘 𝚜𝚙𝚊𝚝 𝚘𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚒𝚛 𝚙𝚊𝚕𝚖𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚘𝚔 𝚘𝚗 𝚒𝚝 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚌𝚑𝚘𝚘𝚕𝚢𝚊𝚛𝚍​ ) .

this tour was going to be 𝖧𝖤𝖫𝖫 — he could feel it in the ache of it in his bones. ( 𝚖𝚊𝚢𝚋𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚒𝚡— 𝚜𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚗— 𝚎𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝— 𝚋𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚜 𝚋𝚎𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚢 𝚑𝚊𝚍 𝚕𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚍 𝚘𝚗 𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚍 𝚌𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚕𝚘𝚐𝚘 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚊 𝚜𝚒𝚐𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚋𝚒𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚒𝚐𝚗𝚘𝚛𝚎𝚍, 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚊𝚝 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚙𝚘𝚒𝚗𝚝 𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚛𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚕𝚒𝚟𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚖𝚎𝚕𝚕 𝚘𝚏 𝚊𝚕𝚌𝚘𝚑𝚘𝚕 𝚘𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚒𝚛 𝚋𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚑 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚒𝚛 𝚔𝚗𝚞𝚌𝚔𝚕𝚎𝚜 𝚋𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚋𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚍 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚋𝚛𝚞𝚒𝚜𝚎𝚜 ) they'd already gone at each other and it'd barely even started — this was a 𝖬𝖨𝖲𝖳𝖠𝖪𝖤.

the night air is cool on his alcohol—warmed cheeks as he shuffles outside the bus; it's better than being cooped up on the bus, listening to joe's droning snores — the well—worn soles of his boots scuffing across the parking lot cement. billy is lifting his beer bottle to his lips when he notices the 𝖿𝗅𝗂𝖼𝗄𝖾𝗋 𝗈𝖿 𝗅𝗂𝗀𝗁𝗍 at the bus across the way, brows furrowing slightly before he recognized the silhouette.

" 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘨𝘰𝘵 𝘢 𝘭𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵? " fingers wrap around the crumpled paper box in his pocket, lifting the cigarettes with a half—smile as his eyes land on ryan's face. billy hadn't had much time to get to know the signer ( 𝚝𝚘𝚘 𝚖𝚞𝚌𝚑 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎 𝚠𝚛𝚊𝚗𝚐𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊 𝚍𝚛𝚞𝚗𝚔 ) — she was pretty. seemed nice enough. a huge change of temperament from his own lead singer.

𝐦𝐚𝐲𝐛𝐞 𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡 𝐨𝐟 𝐟𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐡 𝐚𝐢𝐫.

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[notthedyingtype]

@poisonpicked // John was gentle with Grace: “ [ caress ]  for your muse to gently run their hand down my muse’s face “

        She can still feel the bruises, the fresh cuts, &&. the aches that had been gifted to her by the PEGgies she was desperate to get removed from this county. Grace was trying, &&. trying hard to do so, but the more that she was spending time lurking in the shadows of John Seed’s home, the less she found herself actually seeking to do that. She didn’t want to defect to their side, but she didn’t want them gone either.

        Her mind was so gone to the swirling vortex in the depths of her that she never noticed, nor felt, the wet rag pressed against that minute incision on her lip -- hissing slightly when it does register. She still can’t stop thinking: why does he help her? Hazel hues find his blues, her breath catching in her throat with the noticed close proximity they are to one another -- even after all this time, he still managed to make her feel like a school girl with a crush. The feeling of his rough hands against her skin is enough to make her shiver, a heavy exhale falling from parted lips. “John...” But she can’t finish that thought. It’s gone the moment she says his name. All she can think about is the way his hand feels against her cheek &&. the warmth pooled beneath his palm.

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♡ 𝐇𝐚𝐧 𝐉𝐢𝐬𝐮𝐧𝐠 ♡

𝑃𝑎𝑖𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔: 𝐻𝑎𝑛 𝑥 𝑓𝑒𝑚!𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑑𝑒𝑟 𝐺𝑒𝑛𝑟𝑒: 𝑆𝑚𝑢𝑡 𝑊𝑜𝑟𝑑 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑡: 𝟷.𝟽𝑘 𝑊𝑎𝑟𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠: 𝑈𝑛𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑡𝑒𝑐𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑠𝑒𝑥, 𝑑𝑜𝑚! 𝐻𝑎𝑛, 𝑢𝑛𝑑𝑒𝑟𝑤𝑒𝑎𝑟 𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑘(?), 𝑝𝑢𝑏𝑙𝑖𝑐 𝑠𝑒𝑥, 𝑝𝑢𝑏𝑖𝑐 𝑡𝑜𝑢𝑐𝘩𝑒𝑠 𝑆𝑦𝑛𝑜𝑝𝑠𝑖𝑠: 𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝑐𝑎𝑛'𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑖𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑡𝘩𝑒 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑠 𝑚𝑒𝑒𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔, 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑏𝑜𝑦𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑣𝑜𝑘𝑒𝑠 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑖𝑛 𝑡𝘩𝑒 𝑚𝑖𝑑𝑑𝑙𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝑡𝘩𝑒 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑐𝑎𝑢𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡𝘩𝑒𝑚 𝑡𝑜 𝑒𝑛𝑑 𝑢𝑝 𝑖𝑛 𝑡𝘩𝑒 𝑏𝑎𝑡𝘩𝑟𝑜𝑜𝑚 𝑜𝑓 𝑡𝘩𝑒 𝑝𝑙𝑎𝑐𝑒.

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You had lost interest in the conversation for a moment and you were pecking at the food that was left on the plate. Meetings weren't your thing but you tried hard when it came to Han, he'd always been there for you before so it was the least you could do.

"Are you okay?" Han asked in your ear with a low voice, you just nodded without looking at him but when his hand touched your thigh you couldn't help but stiffen.

-What are you doing?- You demanded, alarmed that someone could see them, but apparently the others were entertained laughing at something Seungmin had said.

-Do you know how pretty you look in that dress?- Their eyes finally met and you felt their fingers play with the edge of the clothes, your cheeks turned red without stopping to look everywhere- I can't help it, look at me- his gaze went down and you followed him discovering that his member was beginning to show in his pants.

-but...how long ago...

-shhh, that doesn't matter, just let me touch you a bit

The idea of playing around in public filled your blood with adrenaline so biting your lip you let go of his hand so that he touched your skin a little under the table. Her hand moved the dress a little and squeezed the inside of your thighs while she took up the thread of the conversation again.

-In a few more weeks we will leave- said the leader of the boys

-I'm excited and yes...

-No Minho, you won't ask for alcohol again- the aforementioned frowned and everyone laughed again, including your boyfriend who kept acting as if nothing had happened while his hand went up a little more.

You were silent, concentrating on not being discovered by others, but their caresses were something that did not go unnoticed every time they squeezed your skin, causing you to bite your lips to suppress a growl.

You didn't know where to put your hands to mislead, but you remembered that Han had a problem downstairs and his caresses made you more and more unwilling and urged you to climb on top of him no matter who was watching, but for now you slowly lowered one of your hands to his erection seeing how he got a little serious but without looking at you.

You began to caress it on top, going over the shape below and squeezing it a little without taking your eyes off the others, but the boy's fingers were getting closer to your center.

"Are you going with us?" The mention of your name distracted you, but Han's caresses were more intense, reaching your panties and brushing the skin underneath, making you stay still but you managed to nod. "Are you okay?"

Hyunjin's question made everyone notice you and you nervously took your hand away from your boyfriend, but he continued with his caresses making breathing a bit difficult, you didn't want him to stop but you didn't want them to be discovered either so you just stood up to accommodate discreetly the dress.

I actually have to go to the bathroom.

You excuse yourself trying to run away without denoting something strange but you thought that the humidity in your center gave you away when you walked, you didn't look back and when you got to the bathroom you were thankful that there was no one inside. Your reflection in the mirror embarrassed you, with your face red and your lips a little swollen where you had bitten yourself, you refreshed your face with water to try to calm your rush of adrenaline, but you heard the bathroom door open, taking you by surprise. see Han come in.

"What are you doing here?" you asked, alarmed when you saw that he was blocking the door.

-I only came to finish what we started.

Without letting you answer, she hastened to shorten the distance between you and imprisoned your lips in a kiss. Although you thought the adrenaline was gone, she followed you again and let go a little when you felt her member hard against your belly. .

You let his tongue play inside you and you felt your pussy stain your panties again with his juices. Han cornered you between his body and the sink, turning you around so you could see his reflection.

He stopped to explore your curves while you rocked your body, massaging your hips on his member and leaving kisses all over your neck, but taking care not to mark it. you put your head on his shoulders and let him lick your skin up to the lobe of your ear.

"I want to fuck you with that dress" I take your face so that he can see your reddened face and feel your breath in his mouth waiting for your answer.

-just do it.

He smiled as his hands moved up the fabric to your waist and massaged your butt, stretching the string of the thong you were wearing, you moaned in response to the rubbing of your clothes on your wet center so he did it again with a little more force. .

Although he would have liked to continue playing with you, they had many things against them and time was one of them, if they realized that they were taking too long they would suspect it and Han did not want anyone to get an idea of you. naked; So he tubed him in and under his underwear.

As he went up with your panties in his hand, he caressed your thighs reaching your center to notice how wet you had become, you didn't have to say anything for her to start rubbing your clit and inevitably you held onto the edge of the sink, arching your back.

His kisses continued on your neck tickling you and you felt how his member was getting harder with the sound of your moans but you couldn't allow him to discover them because of you.

"Baby, you don't want to be seen like this, do you?" you refused, sealing your lips but his fingers were nimble as he played and alternated between your center and your entrance, "I love that you're loud, but today we can't afford that luxury.

The reflection showed you how the hand that was wearing your panties approached your mouth and his face broke into a smile, he didn't have to ask you to do what he wanted but you always loved hearing him tell you what you had to do.

-open your mouth- you obeyed sticking out your tongue and he took the opportunity to deposit your underwear in his new place. You didn't mind testing yourself, you'd done it before, but what you couldn't stand was the fact that you couldn't beg for his big cock, even though you knew you'd get it anyway.

Han touched your breasts above his dress and you heard how he unbuttoned his pants to take out his aching member from having held it for so long.

"Are you ready?" Before you could nod, you felt the tip of him line up at your entrance and bottom out, a groan choking in your throat but your rolling eyes were what Han needed to start the sway of his hips.

You felt his member touching the most sensitive parts of your interior and made you squirm with pleasure, his hands held your hips guiding the movement of their bodies. His moans were low but you could hear them in your ear and through the glass you noticed how he bit his lips to try not to be discovered although the sound of their bodies colliding spread through the room walls of the place.

Han's hands moved up and down from your breasts to your hips but then he decided to have a little fun with your clit while he forced you to see your ruined face through the mirror.

"Should I stop?" you quickly denied when you felt how his movements suddenly stopped, but it was only to turn around and raise your body to the flat surface. Carefully remove your clothes from your mouth and you finally felt that you could breathe- tell me baby, what do you want?

You took him by the shoulders and you approached his mouth whispering still with his hands on your thighs, just as everything had started.

-I want you to fill me with you

A smile graced his lips as he pushed his member back into you and kissed you at the same time. His bodies couldn't be closer, but you hugged him moaning on his lips while you felt how your body began to tremble.

His kisses helped silence your moans but your body was a mountain of emotions that was soon going to explode. You felt how Han's member went against inside and tried to fill your interior with his size, but you knew that you couldn't take it any longer as soon as a little liquid spilled down your legs.

It didn't take long for me to fill your walls with his juices and at about the same time you made a mess around his dick. They were both moaning and catching their breath when the door of the place tried to open without success, they both looked at each other and you felt how the adrenaline took over your senses again.

Between laughs and jokes they rushed to clean and arrange his clothes, blur the kiss marks on Han's lips, you tried to snatch your underwear but he refused to give it to you.

-It's a memory- he said as he put it in his pants pocket- now you pretend to feel bad.

He took one of your arms and put it around his shoulders while ruffling your hair a bit, you didn't deny the idea and lowered your head when the door opened showing Bang Chan there.

"Are you okay?" he asked when he saw you and tried to help his friend, you were biting your tongue to keep from laughing but at the same time you felt a little bad for having worried him, when in reality he didn't know what they had done.

-I think something went wrong, we'll go ahead

"Let me help you," the older man offered again, but Han refused, holding your waist tighter.

"everything is fine, she just needs a break."

"Okay," he said exhausted.

"See you later," he said cutting him off and rushing out.

They managed to flee the place in a hurry without making any more scandal and once they were far away they both burst out laughing. Han held your hand as they walked home and your chest swelled with joy as you felt like the luckiest woman in the world.