#• character: aster winters

[makaalpaca]

January vs December artworks of young Aster from this year. Merry Christmas and Happy New Years in advance :) The December one I did today... the background is a photo by Herr Bohn that I edited.

I'm glad I've been trying to do better with coloring this year. 💕

[vampstel]

Oh also, here’s some concept art for a new character I haven’t talked about yet. His name’s Aster and he’s one of Lawrence’s adopted kids :]

You’ll notice I have lil notes scattered about his design. Poppy’s his older twin sister (and yes, I stole her directly from RH. I wasn’t joking when I said on Twitter that I’d yoink her long ago 😭) and I’m currently starting her concept art as well. Unfortunately, I only have her hair drawn and nothing else 💀

Btw, I’m really hoping my sicknesses finally go away so I can record videos… Been dying to record for weeks now but no amount of cough syrup is helping me. Shit’s rough but at least I’m doing a lot of other stuff to make up for it.

[asterofthedeepforest]

I made some changes to my fun little, ever evolving, oc height chart. Like adding nessas shitty brother winter, who keeps trying to take her back home to their closed minded family. Both out of wanting recognition from his family and because he’s slowly being possessed by a blue space bitch tha wants nessas magic.

And Adam, the 40 yr old catboy who is a college professor who can be easily distracted by laser pointers, strings, the sounds o food being opened. Basically his brain sometimes is more cat than boy

And neth’s design got completely overhauled

Do I still have more characters to add? Of course! Will they eve be added here? Mmmmmaybe

[dionysianivy]

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𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝘼𝙪𝙩𝙪𝙢𝙣 𝙀𝙦𝙪𝙞𝙣𝙤𝙭 🌾🍎🕯

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What is Mabon?

Mabon, celebrated around September 21 to September 29, marks the autumnal equinox and the second harvest of the year. It’s a time of balance, as the hours of light and dark stand equal, symbolizing the transition between summer and winter. It's a time when witches and practitioners honor the changing seasons, express gratitude for the Earth's abundance, and connect with the energies of balance and transition. The term "Mabon" for this celebration is named after Mabon ap Modron, a character from Welsh mythology. It is often associated with the mythological theme of the abducted and imprisoned child who later becomes a hero, which parallels the changing seasons.

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Who is Mabon Ap Modron?

Mabon ap Modron, also known as Maponus, is a character from Welsh mythology. In some versions of the myth, Mabon is portrayed as a divine hero or a child who was abducted from his mother, Modron, and imprisoned. He is rescued after 3 years and plays a significant role in Welsh mythological tales. The name "Mabon" itself means "son" or "young man" in Welsh, and it is connected to the theme of rebirth and the return of the light.

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Hades × Persephone and the Autumn Equinox

Legend has it that on the last day of summer, Hades, the god of the Underworld, saw Persephone picking flowers in a field. He immediately fell in love with her and abducted her, wanting to keep her by his side as the queen of the dead. Upon discovering the disappearance of her daughter, Demeter, the goddess of harvest, set out to find her. Unable to locate Persephone, Demeter’s sorrow and despair were so overwhelming that the flowers, trees, and all vegetation withered, bringing all growth on Earth to a halt. The gods of Olympus, who were powerless to ignore the prayers of humans, reached a compromise with Hades regarding Persephone’s return. She would spend only six months each year with Hades in the Underworld. To avenge herself, Demeter decreed that during those six months, nature would mourn, and nothing would grow on Earth until Persephone ascended again from the Underworld.

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Magical Correspondences

Planets: Sun, Mercury

Season: Autumn 

Element: Water 

Time of Day: Dusk

Tarot: The Hermit 

Colors: Brown, Maroon, Red, Orange, Purple, Yellow, Gold

Herbs: Rosemary, Sage, Thyme, Chamomile, Cedarwood, Juniper, Mugwort, Dried Apple

Fruits: Grapes, Apples, Pears, Plums, Blackberry, Pomegranates

Vegetables: Carrots, Corn, Onions, Pumpkin, Squash

Runes: Dagaz, Inguz, Eihwaz, Jera

Crystals: Amethyst, Agate, Citrine, Tiger's Eye, Amber, Yellow Topaz

Trees: Apple, Oak, Aspen, Cedar

Goddesses: Pomona, Demeter, Epona, Inanna, Ishtar, Kore, Modron, the Morrigan, Persephone, Banbha, Autumnus, Hestia

Gods: Dionysus, Mabon ap Modron, Hades, Dumuzi, the Green Man, Hermes, Thoth, Cernunnos, Osiris, Freyr

Flowers: Marigold, Chrysanthemum, Aster

Animals: Deer, Dog, Wolf, Blackbird, Squirrel, Salmon, Swan

Magical uses: Abundance, Accomplishment, Agriculture, Balance, Goals, Gratitude, Grounding, Harvest, New Beginnings, Reflection

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Activities to do:

🍎 create your own Cornucopia

🍎 make a special Mabon jar

🍎 bake an autumn recipe

🍎 eat apple pie

🍎 harvest your garden

🍎 light a bonfire and dance or tell stories with your loved ones around it

🍎 do a guided meditation to welcome the new season

🍎 clean your garden

🍎 listen to Mabon music on Youtube or Spotify(there are plenty of playlist you can find!)

🍎 spend time with your deity/deities

🍎 grab some autumn flowers and bring them into your home

🍎 rest and relax♡

🍎 read about Mabon

🍎 clean your house to prepare for the season

🍎 take a walk outside to connect with nature and be grateful for the summer that has passed and warmly welcome the beauty of autumn

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Food and Drinks:

apple pie, apple cider, wine, grapes, root vegetables, apples, cornbread, baked good made from wheat or grains, cakes with cinnamon or nutmeg, roasted meat, pork chops, mashed potatoes, peach jams, fruit tarts, apples in all forms, pumpkin pie

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useful sources: Magie Blanche by Eric Pier Sperandio

gifs credit: Pinterest

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[valentine-cafe]

OwO

VAMPIRES!!!

So... the prompts gave me an idea. Not exactly the same as any of them though.

I was thinking about one of the vampires being enough into a human to turn them. However... the human is not really a fan of this. The change was painful and traumatic, and now they are a "monster" who has to live on blood and on top of that a more or less crazy individual insists on keeping them, loving them, taming care of them. So they are silent, pull away, curl up in their room all day (and night) and most importantly they won't feed.

But their vampire is so in love and concvinced it just takes some time, they'll be their sweet, functional partner soon. They shower their chosen with attention, gifts and everything. Getting creative about the feeding problem too, different cups, mixing it with normal food, ect.

I don't have any preference for the vampire though. Surprise me with the one you think is the most likely to do this.

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⊹ ۪ ࣪ ᥫ᭡ rinfier, aristaios ( sep. ) / gn reader ꒱ you were their little human lover and they needed to turn you. but what happens when you refuse to accept your new life as a vampire?

𖹭. content warnings◞  dark content . delusional vampires . reader is forced to stay . locking in room . force feeding . yandere behaviour . 0.9k

𖹭. receipts◞  writing for these two was so fun bhjbc hope you enjoy! 

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⊹ ۪ ࣪ ꒰ RINFIER ꒱

𖹭. he’s convinced that all you need is time. you love him, after all. if you could love him as a human - you’ll love him as a vampire. you are simply adjusting. you need time, patience. and like the ever-gentle lover that he is, he will give you just that.

𖹭. no matter how many times you push him away. how much you detest him. no matter the tears you shed and the words you hatefully spill at him — he’ll brush them away with a small stroke of his thumb to your cheek. whisper sweet nothings to your ear.

𖹭. “it is what is best for you, my darling. will you not watch the winters come and go for eons than let your soul flutter off to whatever afterlife awaits?”

𖹭. of course he makes sure that you eat. rinfier is not one to force you. never one to raise his voice or reprimand you. so yes, he will go through the trouble of mixing blood with the ‘human food’ that you are accustomed to. how will you ever know the difference? and it gives him a wonderful excuse to take care of you even more.

𖹭. a gift giver. name it and it is yours. during numerous outbursts has he hushed your frantic shouts and panicked cries with the promise of whatever it is you wish. even when you sob that you want nothing from the likes of him. he simply assumes you to be humble. jewellery, the finest of clothes, gadgets and gizmos - anything for his darling.

𖹭. you are his beloved. even if you hate him. he will still dance you around with such care. grace. even as you push. cry. even as you throw a tantrum and demand that he release you. let you die. oh, he will simply draw you near. twirl and dip you to the music of grand pianos and violins. you are his and he is yours after all.

 

⊹ ۪ ࣪ ꒰ ARISTAIOS ꒱

𖹭. what do you mean you need time? is he not your beloved? what do you mean that you are a monster? you are better. stronger. ample times more magnificent than the disgusting human that you were. you should be grateful. and yet here you are, fighting him. the sheer audacity.

𖹭. if you fight him, that is fine. he is stronger than you any way. strong enough to pin your pretty wrists down and keep you still. strong enough to take you hits and claws, until you are all tired out. “how humiliating.” he’ll sneer, a smile clear on his pale lips.

𖹭. aristaios will simply lock you up in his room if you keep at it. you’ll learn to accept your new life and love him. love your life with him. if you don’t? well, that’s fine too, he’ll make you. if you wish to play rough, well he is all for it.

𖹭. as the vampire who invented and refined the art of telepathy - he will roam your mind. make it so that you have no safe space from him. why should you need one anyway? he is your beloved. you are his. it is how he will slither his way in. whisper things to your mind even when you sleep. engrain it into your very soul. make you feel as though you are losing your very mind if you so wish to act like it.

𖹭. to make matters worse. you will only be allowed vampire blood. as though the idea of drinking blood in general had not already made your stomach churn. what’s more when he’s pushing your head to his shoulder and demanding you drink? what more when he is prying your mouth open and forcing you to take in vials of his blood? he does not care if you are nauseous. you will eat.

𖹭. if you behave and comply he can be the most tender of lovers. the most passionate, devoted. all you have to do is stop fighting him. all you have to do is accept eternity with him. and he will reward you will all the splendour that a vampiric king can. what, with you at his side as you both rule the carmine lands - you would be unstoppable. and you would be together. forever.

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[taocc-updates]

”Oh, you like Taocc? Name every character.”

BET.

edit: I added the vague number of total characters listed. We’re at about 270, and I’m still adding characters.

(*By technicality

**formerly/no longer active/no longer acknowledged by the narrative as existing

***exist as of like ten seconds ago

I will only be including characters recognized as part of Taocc by more than one person. Characters will be vaguely grouped together however the frick I feel like and with only the vague suggestion of transitions. A character must have a tangible role that still has effects at the time of posting to be counted. I’m not counting all the deactivated characters from OG Taocc, for example. I am referencing the updates blog list as well as my following for this, because the challenge is to name them all, not to name them all by memory. Animals barely count sometimes when I feel like it.)

Gangle, Ragatha**, Pomni**, Kinger**, Zooble**, Caine*, Bubble**, S-Gangle, Shadow, Kaufmo, Sproingle, Unnamed Abtractions*, Easton West, Northa West, Lonn Gitud, Lattia Tudor, Felicia, Caleb, Zachariah Woods, Zombie anon, Simon Mallory/Silhouette/Aleksander, Isaac Brennan/Mix, Elida Doyle, Alice Mallory, Nikolai Harrison/Carbine, Artemis/Kepler, Calamity/Cassandra, Remnant, Sami Harrison, Yelena, Daniel, Artem, Charles/Plague Doctor Anon, Dialtone/Drias, Ilas/Amalgam, Trevor***, Archie***, Abigail***, Stella***, Paisley***, Espresso the Cat, Edward/Pharaoh, Abayomi, Clown Anon, Colorbine, Helpful Anon, Waffle Anon, Sparkler Anon, Kumo, Kopi, Violet, Stitch, Chance, Nightmare, Arthur Pendragon, Verie Pendragon, Mercutio, Juliet/Assassin Anon, Aokigahara, Dunite, Rocky, Rusty, Ryan, Dunite’s Parents, Deedee, Usagi/Usa, Icia/Ice anon, Fred, Odette/Odysseys, Samuel, Mytha, Celio, Basso, Vaga, Nova, Hexe, Slynn, Yume, Yume’s Mother and Father, the Protector, Ramona/Rae, Mirobelle, Ramiro, Achilles, Dime, Aklatan, Latte, Alexander (kingdom edition), Mocha, Switchboard, Ace Zeppelin, Damsel, Levi, Nathan, Myau, Nya, Mynou, Dusk, Jessy, Amelia, Jessy’s mother, Fynn, Joy, Ciana, Apollo, Virgo, Aster, Lance, Raina, Flare, Citrina, Citrina’s sisters (the only named one is “Jade”), Nymn, Nymn’s ex, Fae anon, Clara, Chip, Alpen, Unnamed Zodiac Angels, Kade, Feris, Pixel, Vanessa, Unnamed Arcade Worker 2/Mike, Conny, Shairo (deceased permanently), Hans, “John Smith”, Gun Pirate (lol), Unnamed Drunk Pirate, Unnamed Jar Lady, Unnamed third pirate with a gun, Dalia, Mikey, Anderson, Toga, Abstraction Anon, Quin, Blaze (Squiffer edition)/Zephyr, Skeleton anon, Mage Anon/Tanya, Camara, Avian, Sign Anon/Steven, Origami Anon/Octavia, Tea Anon/Kitsune/Katrina, Simon (Bookend), Seer anon/Sarah, Umbra, Arrows anon, Bow Anon, (Other) Bow Anon, Hex, Sun, Moon*, Sigil, Insanity, Dusty, Lantern/Eternal Flame, Eternity, Darkis, Infinity, Entity, Ember, Unknown, Juko, Lilo, Bob, Hammer, Mallet, Fox anon, Teleporting anon, Nuffle, Pyxel, Thanatos, Tiger, Siam, Sabrina (Sun’s daughter), Taika, Sisu, Quest, Tip, Stranger, Radio, Shelly, Astrion, Gaia, Aella, Electricity anon, Conspiracy anon, Bap Anon, Eve.chr, Phoenix*, The Dragon of Abyss, The Dragoness of Sky, Lemonade/Lewis, Reverie/Guidance anon, Unnamed Autumn Season, Unnamed Winter Season, Neb, Cardlan, Minimi, Entity (Backrooms edition), Casper, Manna, Pamela, Eden*, Grif, Trudy, Pen, Paper, Sophronius, Acacius, Milo, Drunk anon (deceased), Scissors anon, Thief Anon, Void anon, Cupcake anon, Chaos Enjoyer Anon, Thyme, Angst anon, villain anon, “Lucy”, Simp anon, Comax, Pickle gifter anon, pickle stealer anon, fish anon, deus ex machinanon, mail anon, foundation anon, lost anon, dropkick anon, Bug anon, Paranoia Anon, Rocket launcher anon, Kyubey, Mimic, Rodger, Ludvic, sunshine anon, anger anon, Frazzle, Wade, Loyal anon, Loyal Servant anon, the cookie run cookies lol, Felicia (top hat edition), Tophat, Greenie, Red(?), The Polygon Bees (TM), Eepy anon, Ethan, Dark, Void/Ollie, DJ, Star, Mercury/Marcus, Elysia/Evangeline Elizabeth Ambrosia, Blaze (Planetquest edition)/Brandon, Jasper, Callista/Leilani, Ursula, Ari, Lumiel/Lark, uhhh…I think that’s it

did I do it do I freaking win

Someone please count how many characters there are (there should be one comma per character if that helps)

Edit: Nevermind, I did it for you.

This is a vague number, the actual number is higher than this, maybe about 270-300

[twstbookclub]

Petals of Poison

TW: Blood and major character death/s

Summary: Hanahaki Disease. Taking innocent, unrequited love and crushing the life of the unfortunate. This is not a happy story. Don't expect a good ending. POV: 2nd Pronouns: Gender neutral Admin/Writer: Kai⚔️ Tags: Epel Felmier, hanahaki disease, star tear disease, heavy angst Word count: 2,958

Being 100% truthful... I cried writing this, and I got super depressed after lol. I've never done Hanahaki disease as a trope but I've read about it. I've only heard about Star Tear disease and it's very rare to use, but it's a sister trope to Hanahaki.

The person afflicted with Star Tear will cry stars, and slowly become blind, but it isn't like Hanahaki where the affected goes back to normal. No. The person keeps the damage.

I hope you all enjoy this Epel angst and trust me, this is still pretty light, even with a character death. This one didn't take me too long but it took a lot of planning and adding, truly one of my proudest works.

Petals of red carnations and aster spilled onto Epel’s hand on such a bright morning, the sun shining through his windows and lighting up his room beautifully. His face looked shocked and panicked, but he wasn’t in an urge to figure out what was wrong. He dropped the petals out of his hand and saw a small splatter of blood in his palm, but once again, no immediate reaction. He only sighed and got ready for his morning.

It was never like this, but not uncommon to one’s knowledge, either. In this world, magic and myth were big things, and the Isle of Sages was no stranger. Recently, the town had been talking about cases of victims who had recently passed away due to unnatural causes. Unnatural, being that their lungs were filled with roots and flowers, marking their deaths as undetermined in autopsy reports. 

Rumors had been circulating that these victims were in love with others, but never received the love back, then were found dead just days later with the same scenes as the others. The Isle began to find death as common as finding a penny on the ground, but still as tragic as ever for these young lives. Epel could be the next.

He did have someone he loved, but being in the same year as you meant nothing. You barely looked at him, only hung out together when he was invited, and you were completely out of his league. Not even close.

This had started months ago. Epel had met you at the mirror chamber on orientation day, and he became pretty curious. You weren’t from this world, yet you looked like you fit right in, too. You were quiet and confused, which he found interesting, but he would only see you from afar for now.

He was finally able to get close to you, but his attention was easily taken when Deuce started calling him a girl. At that moment, he heard your laugh. It was a beautiful sound that he had no idea would bless his ears the way it did.

One day, you came into the Pomefiore dorm, catching them teaching him about proper tea etiquette and rules. When Rook corrected him, he quickly grew embarrassed and stuttered slightly before fixing himself, hoping that you hadn’t seen him mess up. He didn’t need you to not find him able. He wanted you to like him.

Coming back from winter break, Epel hadn’t stopped thinking about you for any moment of the day. He began to doubt if you liked him, especially after seeing him mess up during classes and after-school clubs. As soon as he arrived back, he was met with more flight training and prim etiquette.

He was running through campus while trying to run away from his housewarden and vice-housewarden, not exactly caring where he was running. Suddenly, Epel felt a hard chest and fell over with a loud wham to the ground. He could only sniffle and rub his head from the pain. When Epel looked up, he saw your eyes on him in concern, and he felt himself become frozen, frustrated with himself about the situation before him. 

Deuce offered to help him, but Epel looked away and mumbled “dagnabit” under his breath. The other first-year grew confused and repeated what Epel had said, but Felmier felt embarrassed for looking so pathetic in front of you. Before Deuce knew it, Epel ran off and disappeared just as quickly as he appeared.  You were left with confusion and questions but didn’t pay much attention to it once he was gone. 

Once he was gone and in a place where one could see him, he felt a slight clog in his throat and coughed, surprised to see a few petals of aster and white carnations fall onto the ground at his feet. “Flowers? What in the…” He whispered with a confused tone, and he didn’t know where this had even come from. 

Soon, he was singing to practice for the Song and Dance Championship behind some bushes, but he coughed and sighed when he couldn’t reach enough, causing some small petals to spill onto the grass. When he heard the voices of others, he perked up and turned around, his eyes landing on you. 

Did you hear that? Oh, for the love of the Seven, please tell me you didn’t hear that.

You only stared at him as he interacted with your friends, but the thought of you finding him in such a pathetic scene lingered in his mind. He didn’t need you to look at him and laugh, especially not after everyone else found him cute and small. After witnessing how his housewarden kicked the asses of the other first years, Epel took a glance at you before being dragged away into more practice.

As soon as he entered the door to Pomefiore, he covered his mouth and coughed up more petals, the sound grabbing the attention of Vil and a few others who were in the lounge. Aster and… Red carnations. This one was new, but his heart did ache. It ached with a pain that poked in his chest, yet the bright red mixed with the purple and pink petals of aster felt comforting.

He felt something for you. He knew you probably wouldn’t like someone as pathetic and hard-driven as he was, not with this small body and cute face. He couldn’t get his hopes up.

Epel had caught himself coughing these petals now and then, but on rare occasions, a few of them had blood spots, nothing too concerning. At the same time, more and more cases of citizens being found dead, surrounded by flowers and roots, were becoming big online. Everyone made this phenomenon have a name, Hanahaki Disease, and it was spreading like wildfire. 

No one could figure out its symptoms. Other’s tried, but would get shut down about their theories. One person, at least every week, was in the headlines about this. Police thought it was a serial killer laying down his victims in a beautiful way, and citizens thought it was karma towards the person who died.

Epel’s symptoms only got worse the more you were around him and looked at him. You spoke to him in such a kind way, treating him as your friend. He noticed that your uniform and face had different sizes and colors of stars. He found it cute and it suited you, at least in his eyes.

Right. Only a friend.

He kept his feelings hidden, and it was only right. Epel knew the situation, and he was okay with it. You didn’t belong in this world in the first place, nothing wrong there. He had a life and family waiting for him in his hometown. He had to get over this.

But the world gave him no time.

Crowley had summoned everyone to the mirror chamber to bid you farewell. You were leaving. No warning. No time. Something felt wrong, and Epel ran to be able to hug you first. Everyone surrounded you two after that. 

Epel heard a twinkling sound, so he looked at you and noticed how small stars were on your cheeks. He was confused, what was even happening? He noticed these stars before, but they came from your eyes this time? He couldn’t ask, not before Crowley had to break it up before the portal closed.

As you looked at everyone one more time, “Come back here soon!” Epel screamed, making everyone slowly begin to agree with him. Then, you left. That was it. Your presence was there, but not your body or soul.

It was a moment of sorrows and grief, which only equaled to Epel coughing up blood-spattered petals of marigolds and purple hyacinth flowers into a napkin. He could tell that this was getting worse, but what in the world could he even do?

Epel spent that night trying to distract himself by researching everything he could about this Hanahaki Disease, coughing up occasional petals. He had found a few stories of victims who survived the disease, reading about how the symptoms stopped after they got together with the person that they loved. 

Reading more about how it got worse if one believed that the other didn’t like them back, but after a certain point, even thinking about the person they loved made the symptoms dire. There was no natural cure, at least not from what was written, but Epel did find something.

Surgery.

Getting surgery to make it go away. 

No.

That’s all Epel needed to read. He wanted nothing else about that subject to come up. It was absurd, even for the most desperate of people. Brain surgery to make the symptoms go away, but you’d forget about all the feelings you felt for the person. He could never, not when it was about you. 

Suddenly, he became curious. The scene from earlier crossed his mind.

Why does someone cry stars?

He searched it up, but… Nothing. Unknown. Sites to just people boasting about how their tears have the sparkle of stars, but it wasn’t the same. You had the shape of stars coming out of your eyes, and they were beautiful.

Epel sighed and shut his phone off. He didn’t need to see anything else for the rest of the night.

For a few weeks, the campus was in an awkward atmosphere due to your leaving, but soon enough, everyone began going back to normal. Not Epel, though. He missed you the most when he sat on his bed after school. He constantly thought about how you could be doing and wondered if you were ever thinking of him. 

He began to smile while thinking about you, remembering every moment he did get to save with you. His birthday, campus traditions, especially being there to watch him perform for the Song and Dance Championship. Thinking about everything made him suddenly gag and the next thing he knew, a pool of blood and different petals were at his feet.

His eyes were wide, but he vomited more blood, less petals. The puddle was red but cluttered with red and white carnations, mixes of purple and pink aster, yellow daffodils, and violet-blue salvia. This was the worst that his condition had gotten. Epel fell back and clutched his chest, trying to breathe silently but with enough force to get himself back on track. It was a silent night after that.

Time would come to take their youth, and before any of the first years knew it, it was graduation day. The day was bright and looking pretty on a day like that, and it kind of made the day better.

The ceremony had gone well, with old students coming back to congratulate and celebrate with the other students, and professors even admitting that they’d miss some students.

After all celebrations were over though, Epel stayed on the campus grounds, standing at the well that caused him the most time with you. He simply stared down the well, letting the sunset almost blind his vision. One memory of you caused a loud cough and blood to spill from his mouth, petals following after. 

It hurt. The pain grew worse than ever before. He’d rather suffer than forget the love he felt for you. His body was falling, faltering to keep itself up, and he landed on his back against the ground.

“The love I feel for you… Is so beautiful, but—” He whispered, petals of sweet peas falling from the sides of his mouth now as his coughs got shorter and harsher. “I can’t breathe.”

Epel could only clutch his chest as he tried to find the proper breathing pattern. He looked up at the sky and wiped the excess blood from his mouth. He smiled. Like he always did when he thought of you.

Epel could cry. He could feel it. You were so close. Just a little farther.

The sounds of struggling became quieter, and a bed of flowers grew. Cyclamens, sweet peas, heliotropes, white carnations, crimson roses, forget-me-nots, and black roses all grew from the ground. Its roots and vines surrounded the body of a recently graduated boy, who simply loved someone that he knew he couldn't have.

Epel looked like a charming prince with how peaceful he looked.

The world was cruel. Too cruel even.

Those young adults, now grown up, were gathered in a reserved restaurant. They all stood up when they heard the door, Silver bringing you in.

You carried a white cane and carefully moved it around, your eyes staring forward with occasional blinks. Everyone knew the situation, but there was still a tension that you could feel by just sensing it.

Your irises were close to white but had a faint hue of your original eye color. You were blind. You had explained to everyone before that you had “Star Tear Disease”, which explained why you cried stars when you left the world of Twisted Wonderland that day.

It was rare. Only a few had it, and you were the unlucky one that did. You could feel everyone's eyes on you, but you smiled nonetheless. It had been years since you had last been with the boys, and you were quite excited to meet them again.

“I'm fine, guys. It's just a little impairment, but I'm still me.”

The room stayed quiet, and slowly, one by one, they all came up to let you touch their faces and reintroduce themselves. Ace tried making you laugh by contorting his face, but you hit his shoulder. “Hey! Quit that. I'll pull your ear if you keep doing it.”

Goofball as always.

Once everyone had a turn, you felt weird. Someone was missing, and you slowly made your way around the table. An empty chair.

“Who's missing?” You asked, clutching the arm of the chair.

Silence once again. No one wanted to tell you, so you remembered everyone to figure it out.

Your body froze as you realized it, but you could feel your heart drop. “Epel.”

Tension grew in the room again and you could hear a sigh, then followed by Leona. “He's dead.”

Whispers with the others calling out Leona for saying it, but he simply grew irritated with their lack of sense. “Oi, what the hell are we supposed to do, eh? Keep it from them? They're blind for Seven's sake!”

“You didn't have to say it so bluntly—” Followed Lilia, not wanting everything to become a problem.

“All of you, shut up!” You yelled, the starry tears forming in your eyes as you clutched the chair harder, digging your nails into the wood.

Everyone went mute. You couldn't even believe it. 

“How...” You whispered, the sound of twinkling from your tears filling the eerily quiet room. “How did he die and when?”

Deuce stood from his chair this time. “On our graduation day. He died of some… illness called Hanahaki Disease.” 

Your world was crumbling. Hanahaki Disease. You heard of it in your world. It was made of fiction, but who knew it'd be turned into reality. The same could be said for Star Tear Disease, but you developed it here, and it followed you into your world.

You let out a few tears as you kept thinking, your arms practically wrapped around the chair. “Who was the cause? One of you knows.”

Vil spoke as he moved closer, trying to be careful with you. “That part isn’t necessary for you to know—”

“It was you. Vil told us all after he died.” The gruff voice from Malleus filled the room with those three words, and they somehow sounded painstakingly beautiful. Vil’s breathing pattern changed once the truth was revealed. You knew those words were true.

“... Take me to his grave.” You asked after a short moment of silence, sounding like you were pleading, so they took you.

Standing in front of it now, you gently touched the tomb, then the texture of the cement, until your hands touched the lettering.

“E P E L   F E L M I E R”

It had his dates, a small obituary, and designs of apple trees. It all felt cool to the touch. You could only imagine it, but then you remembered that you brought something.

A flower bouquet. Baby's breaths, blue salvia, lavender roses, and cyclamens were composed neatly, you could feel it. Anything for him, especially since he meant so much.

“Hey Epel…” You whispered, kneeling down in front of the tomb. You took a breath and it was already hard, the disease making your eyes sting. “You know, you're the only one I didn't get to touch today.”

“I'm sure you look the same. You never changed.” You said with a smile, gently feeling the cold cement under your fingers. You heard his laugh in your ears, imagined his smile, and you felt a warmth on your hand. His warmth. You knew it.

At that moment, you began to cough really hard, blood spilling onto your hand and petals came out of your mouth. You were unfazed. You knew what this was. 

You set down the bouquet and moved to sit on top of his grave, leaning back against the tombstone as you felt a sharp pain around your ankles.

“Why didn't you tell me? I loved you too. That's unfair…” You whispered softly, feeling your eyes close as your breath struggled slightly.

“We could've survived together.” You said with a faint voice, your body becoming lifeless as your hands and ankles were tied down with vines.

Red roses, carnations, and aster grew on the vines. The twinkling of your tears filled the soundless cemetery, stopping with a drop of a star on your clothes.

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If you ship your characters together who would it be?

I have a lot I love making gay people kiss eachother

My oc x My oc - Space x Gary [Married] - Furry!Space x Starbit [Dating] - Truffle x Yuzu [Friends w benefits] - Royalty x Yuzu x Truffle [Friends w benefits] - Angel x Fondue [Dating] - Miitopia!Truffle x Miitopia!Caramel - Miitopia!Truffle x Miitopia!Yuzu [friends w benefits] - Aster x Liam [friends w benefits] - Nova x Oreo [Dating] - Pastry x Puddle - Alex x James [dating] - King x Bunnie [dating] - Koa x Orion [dating] - Arc x Aki [dating] - Noah x Nathan [dating] - Citra x Phin [dating] - Blaze x Winter x Watt x Fae x Moss x Toxin x Alex x Skyler x Stell x Clay x Finn x Forest x Aura x Shadow x Spirit x Wyvern x Terra x Valor [yes thats an 18 character polycule] - Vortex x unnamed character - Ascii x Chip x Sparky [dating] - Kai x Rhoe [slowburn-- end up dating] - Choki x Chase [dating] - Trixy x unnamed character [dating] - Citrus x Grape x Mango [dating] - Aurora x Horizon [dating] - Joy x Selene - Buoy x Brine - Dew x Fizz [dating] - Sekai x Miracle [Dating] - Storm x Havoc [slowburn-- end up dating] - Solar Spirit x Golden Wing [slowburn-- end up dating] - Solar Saddle x Luna Pegasus [dating] - Lucie x Liane [dating] My oc x others oc - Bear x Starburst [dating] - Flop x Greenspell [dating] - Willow x Dawson [dating] - Stella x Red [dating]

My oc x cannon Space x any of my fictional significant others Lumi x Callie Splatoon [dating] Blaze Glaze x Rainbow Dash x Pinkie Pie [dating]

OK so I got to page 12 on my th and then realized i have like 57 more pages and this is already a lot lmao,, plus its mostly of the characters that I've posted about the most so these are the more main guys anyway.

If you want more details about any of these guys then let me knowww I am happy to provide more info... :3

[dragonsdendoodles]

Any and all of your ocs

Idk anything about them but they look really cool so I wanna learn about them!!

Speedrunning fun facts about all my main OCs because I’ve got four stories’ worth of them (plus a few others) and that’s a lot to go into actual detailed shit about every single one of them

These might be weird I’m sorry I’m literally writing the first thing that comes to mind and most of them are gonna be stupid

No Stone Unturned

Kylee initially had an emo hairstyle because I couldn’t figure out how to draw curly hair

Andromeda wrote her own magic system and has an IRL notebook dedicated to that magic system

Jay is the only character I have that I have ever drawn in his current state naked and fully uncensored (mostly for projected gender dysphoria reasons)

Lucy was the first character to be added to the initial cast when I decided the earliest draft of NSU needed a rewrite

Winter was involved in Jay’s fun fact but I’m 19 years old and too much of a coward to draw dicks

Kaitlin has half a page of my sketchbook dedicated to my inability to decide on a good hairstyle for her

Carson uses all pronouns and actively makes fun of you if you just default to “he” and nothing else

Mason used to be clinically insane but then I looked at that and said “if I make my main villain the villain because he’s insane that’s probably ableist” and that’s on self-awareness

No Stone Unturned: Fauna’s Epilogue (co-written by my friend Parker)

Fauna is Andromeda’s niece and the daughter of the two oldest human OCs I have. She is the closest any of the original gang will ever come to having children of their own

Neo is probably the only straight man I have ever written

Crystal injects herself with actual adrenaline to learn to control harpy mode. Jay, another harpy, is incredibly fucking pissed at himself for not figuring this out when eventually this works

Maddie is Winter’s niece from his dad’s second family (technically the first but we’re not doing Winter angst right now)

Leah’s a Twitch streamer

Adalaide’s mom has a crush on one of Fauna’s dads and refuses to let this go to the point he got a restraining order

Logan is a catboy. Canonically.

Aster had an on-and-off fling with Neo for a couple years that didn’t go anywhere because Neo doesn’t actually like men

Colton was inspired by JD from Heathers

The Jewels in His Crown

Pallas was not named after the actual Greek character, but after the version of that character in Joan Holub and Suzanne Williams’ The Goddess Girls

Kayda can turn into a big silver dragon. Yes that does mean what you think it means and yes Pallas is into it

Henry did all of the things he does for the story, including being abandoned and betrayed by his twin sister, at the ripe old age of thirteen

Joan was initially based on someone I know in real life who I had a massive falling out with that hadn’t been resolved when I wrote her

Lucimene was named by my boyfriend, whose favorite character in No Stone Unturned is Lucy

Aurora is here because I wanted Lucimene to be a lesbian

James has had multiple names and I still don’t know if I like his current one. Initially it was Patroclus

Muddy was initially an idea for a Dungeons and Dragons character

Luke was named after Luke Skywalker, because he also has a sister

Lorelei was named after my evident misspelling of Lorelai Gilmore from Gilmore Girls

Elementary (co-written by @pollux888)

Vincent figure skates and skateboards

Jackson’s name was initially going to be Apollo

Lily was based on one of my exes who yelled at me for being a trans gay man only to come out as a trans lesbian six months later

Gallace was initially based on Glaceon but currently shares a name with my Gallade in both Pokémon Go and Pokémon Legends Arceus

Alex’s hair as a Mii in Tomodachi Life is neon pink

Leo has a very similar powerset to Leo Valdez but was not named after him if you can believe it

Enoch was named after Enoch O’Connor from Miss Peregrine’s Home for Peculiar Children

Michael was named after Michael Mell from Be More Chill

Miscellaneous

Limbo was my first ever fursona

Omega was named by my mother who does not know what a/b/o is (to my knowledge) because “he’s the last velociraptor”

Petal and Omega are were both initially a closed species that I didn’t know was closed and had a mental breakdown learning this fact because when I was thirteen I thought the cops were going to arrest me for copyright infringement

Ocean is a manokit because I wanted them to be a shark but a furry game I cannot for the life of me remember the name of had manokits and I thought they were cooler

Requiem was created when I changed my username to dragonryder21 and decided I probably needed a dragon fursona to go with it

Lux taught my mother what neopronouns were

Currentcall (Warrior Cats) was renamed from Riverpelt/Riverstar to Currentpelt to Currentcall all by fanmade games on Scratch

Sombra (Minecraft) was named after King Sombra from My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic

Greenjay (MPHFPC) doesn’t currently have a first name

My currently nameless MLP sona has always been a pegasus for as long as I can remember. I just like pegasi I guess

[archivalofsins]

It's Haruka's Birthday! Happy Birthday to him~ Unlike someone who didn't say it at least I did.

Now onto flower languages! Yamanaka tweeted this for Haruka's birthday. Since we have all the Milgram characters birthdays except Es and Jackalope. We can look up the remaining birth flowers.

A hint to which flower chart he's using is in the flower he lists for Haruka. Where I'm from Haruka and Amane's birth flowers according to the old farmer's almanac would be Rose and Honeysuckle.

So, what's he using? Well, the more in depth Korean one of course~

Unlike the farmer's almanac which covers the month wholesale the Korean one has a flower for each day of the month.

Haruka June 22

Viburnum 가막살나무 - Love is stronger than death.

Outside of the meanings listed by Yamanaka Viburnum is used to symbolize pride and is given to someone to honor their achievements.

Amane June 27

Passion Flower 시계꽃 - Divine love.

Amane even has a piece that resembles the flower on her cake art. Outside of meaning Divine Love it has heavy ties to Christianity.

"The name 'passion flower' refers to the passion of Jesus and the genus therefore has a particular relevance at Easter. Spanish Christian missionaries adopted the unique structure of the plant as symbols of the last days of Jesus and especially his crucifixion."

Mu July 5

 Lavender 라벤더 - Strong fragrance

To the surprise of no one outside of meaning Strong Fragrance Lavender has strong ties to France.

"The term lavender comes from the old French word, lavender which is imitative of the Latin word lavare (“to wash”). This flower represents serenity, grace, and calmness. The biblical meaning of lavender symbolizes purity, devotion, and love; that’s why lavender is referenced more than a hundred times in the Bible by the name of nard or spikenard by Hebrews."

"Lavender’s purple color also represents calmness and serenity."

In the Old Farmer's Almanac Mu's birth flower would be the Larkspur and Water Lily.

Kazui August 5

 Heather 엘리카 - Loneliness, solitude

Through the power of k-pop-

I've found out that the website I was getting the birth flowers from spelled the English name of Kazui's flower wrong. Also, it can mean loneliness, beautiful solitude, or soulmate. In the west, this flower would be referred to as Heather and its meaning would be good luck, admiration, and protection.

Kazui's birth flower according to the farmer's almanac would be Gladiolus and Poppy.

Yuno September 2

Mexican Ivy 멕시칸 아이비 - Change

Look I'm not even going to hold you finding the meaning of this specific version of ivy in English is difficult. At least for me it is maybe someone else can find it. However, when I look it up all the internet is giving me is the meaning of ivy which is a completely different flower. So, moving along.

Yuno's flowers in the farmer's almanac would be Morning Glory and Aster.

Mikoto October 6

Hazel Tree 개암나무 - Reconciliation

Yeah, you and I read that right it's a tree. A tree that has been tied to Celtic myths and was said to line the border between the human realm and that of the gods.

"Hazel has a reputation as a magical tree. A hazel rod is supposed to protect against evil spirits, as well as being used as a wand and for water-divining. In some parts of England, hazelnuts were carried as charms and/or held to ward off rheumatism. In Ireland, hazel was known as the 'Tree of Knowledge’, and in medieval times it was a symbol of fertility."

Mikoto's birth flower according to the Farmer's Almanac would be the Marigold and Cosmos.

Shidou October 24

Chinese Plum Blossom 매화 - Noble heart

This is also considered a tree, just not such a normal one.

"In Chinese philosophy, the Plum tree’s blossom is a symbol of winter ending and a herald of spring. The tree’s pale pink blossoms are cherished because they bloom vibrantly and so bravely amidst the winter chill. They symbolise perseverance and hope, as well as, beauty thriving in adverse circumstances."

"Plum blossoms represent good luck, prosperity, hope, courage, beauty, and purity in China. In Japanese traditions, they also symbolize hope in addition to renewal and vitality."

Good plant for the guy lying and replacing with hope, huh? Shidou's flowers in the Farmer's Almanac would be the same as Mikoto's.

Kotoko December 15

Winter Daphne 서향 - Immortality, honor.

Winter Daphne was also used as,

"A way of telling a love, “I would not have you otherwise.”."

Here's some more information on the flower.

Mahiru January 17

Rumex 수영 - Friendly

Rumex doesn't just mean friendly it has been stated to mean,

Affection, Matrimonial Tenderness, Close Relationships, Friendships and appears again on December 4 meaning Love.

Mahiru's flowers within the Farmer's Almanac would be Carnation & Snowdrop.

Last but certainly not least-

Futa April 19

Larkspur 참제비고깔 - Clear, fair.

Futa's was also misspelled in English on the website I was using so I corrected it.

"The Pawnee tribe of North America believed in a mythological figure, "Dream Woman," who cut a hole in the sky to look down on Earth beings. Crumbs from the blue sky fell to the ground and became larkspur. And like lily of the valley, larkspur is also associated with the Virgin Mary and is said to represent her tears. Larkspur is symbolic of a beautiful spirit, swiftness and generally of positivity and strong bonds of love. It is also associated with lightheartedness and youth, possibly because it grows in summer where carefree days are spent away from school."

"In the language of flowers, the larkspur holds the symbolic meaning of strong love bonds, dedication, sincerity, positivity and an open heart."

Open this door and check if you want to.

Futa's birth flowers within the Farmer's Almanac would be Daisy and Sweet Pea.

[fahye]

I just absolutely inhaled The Will Darling Adventures on your recommendation. Thank you, thank you, thank you. If you found your way to reccing more books that combine romance with a solid adventure/fantasy plot and amazing characters, I would be eternally grateful.

romance plus adventure or fantasy! okay, let's see.

if you haven't checked out a taste of gold & iron by alexandra rowland and a strange & stubborn endurance by foz meadows, start there: queer romance, impeccable command of tropes, plotty political fantasy, MMM DELICIOUS.

both of everina maxwell's books are amazing space opera adventures with wonderful romance and characters I want to be friends with. winter's orbit is arranged marriage, ocean's echo is a fantastic subversion of telepathic soulbonding.

honeytrap by aster glenn gray is a roadtrip romance with cold war espionage shenanigans; no fantasy, but I adore it.

sorcerer to the crown by zen cho is regency fantasy with a truly delightful romance. I would die for prunella gentleman.

the entire saint of steel series by t. kingfisher, starting with paladin's grace, is wall-to-wall romance with fantasy adventures. also check out swordheart by the same author.

there may not be quite enough explicit romance in natasha pulley's works for what you want, but they are soul-wrenchingly beautiful and the plots are jaw-droppingly good. go with the kingdoms, the watchmaker of filigree street or the half life of valery k to start.

everyone knows that I love the captive prince series by c.s. pacat, right? do check out content warnings if you've never heard of it, but I tell you: THE ANGST, THE POLITICS, THE YEARNING!!

and on a lighter note: in other lands by sarah rees brennan is YA but romance, adventure and fantasy all rolled together. and hilarious. can't overstate that aspect.

emily wilde's encylopedia of fairies just came out, and it's folklore academia and creepy fae adventures and a wonderfully grumpy autistic heroine who is determined to ignore how badly her hot academic rival wants to bang her and marry her and cherish her forever.

[vampstel]

It’s the funny autism man,,

Little bit of an infodump on Aster:

As I previously mentioned, he’s Lawrence’s adopted son! He’s the younger twin brother of Poppy (who I’m still working on) and he’s meant to be Filipino. He aspires to be a paleontologist when he grows up and he has a huge fixation on dinosaurs and legos (which he has a huge collection of thanks to his dad)

He’s dumb. He’s silly. I hope he explodes out of nowhere one day ໒꒰ྀི ˃ ᵕ ˂ ꒱ྀི১

[insanelyadd]

wait so comet got a comet hat symbol? Kinda like crescent got a crescent

Also wen someone says crescent around crescent dose she just suck it up try not to have a panic attack?

Due to nuances in their 100% space-based language, the way she hears mortals say Crescent means "crescent moon" when in fact he was named Crescent to mean "smile, happiness" which was the intent with which Nebula named her. It's a sort of tonal difference in pronunciation. If you wanted him to know that you know his name you have to use his name instead of title in a sentence, because otherwise it will only ever sound like "moon" and not "smile".

All of the Archivists are named for space stuff (planet collectors can be named for geographic features, and that can sometimes bleed into other Collector families if they know Planets well enough), but that is just because every single word we know for space stuff has additional meanings in the context of their society and their language.

Penumbra is a shadow cast from space, but the intent with which she was named is that her shadow will be vast, her name means "important, memorable".

Satellite and Solari were named as a pair, obviously. On its own the name Satellite means "companion, friendship, a light in the dark (as moons are a common satellite)". On its own the name Solar/i means "warmth, life, brightness". As a pair their names are meant to be complimentary of each other, collectively meaning/symbolizing day and night, passion and calm, without one the other is incomplete, because Satellite doesn't just have an association with the moon, it is any object that follows another, like planets. A sun with no satellites is alone and empty, a satellite cannot exist with nothing to orbit, it just is something else entirely then.

As for the other characters:

Cosmos was named for the meaning "my everything"

Nebula and Meteor's parent was disappointed in their appearances when they were both born. They were not given a set of names as a cohesive pair because of this. Their names have positive meanings, but the meanings for which they were named are: Nebula, meaning gas and dust in space, "pretty but worthless". Meteor, meaning a rock that burns up as it enters the atmosphere of a planet, "crash and burn" (also a reference to his red hair here). The positive versions of their names mean "beautiful painting of the night sky" and "spontaneous and energetic".

Solstice and Equinox were named as a pair, obviously. Even if Meteor does not like certain things about the way his children look, he would never give them the negative version of their names, or mean names at all, it's not like they could control looking that way. Solstice was named to mean "complex, changing, range, broad talent". Equinox means "even-tempered, subtlety, specialization". Usually when these names are given out as a pair one is meant to be a negative for them to actually be complimentary. Like a negative of Solstice would be "extreme, unpredictable, temporary" which would work as the anti-thesis of the nice things said about about the Equinox. Or the negative Equinox would be "boring, static, unimpressive". These are all extrapolations on the concepts of Summer/Winter Solstices, and Autumn/Spring Equinoxes. They are simultaneously both summer+winter and spring+autumn.

Comet was named in a way to imply "junior" since direct duplication of your own name would be discouraged for Security reasons, but once again it was given the positive meaning of the word. There are differences between Comets and Meteors, yeah, but much less than between a sun and a planet. Comet's name means "fast/efficient, bright".

Astra's name is based on a prefix (aster) meaning star in English, so the meaning of zir name is star, but also "shining light, hope"

Nova was named by Equinox, obviously, it's not like she sat around waiting for Meteor to find out she had a child in secret so he could name em. The meaning is "new, baby, future"

[thereareeyesinsidethetrees]

so. i like character associations! i think they’re fun and can lead to a lot of neat ideas! so i made a list of associations to fill in with any blorbos i choose. and since i’m going to be making multiple self indulgent posts about this, i figure i’ll share the list if anyone who sees this wants to do this too

also, since i’m primarily doing this with gravity falls characters and using the stan twins as examples, i’ll be putting this post in those tags (it can and will be used for non-gravity falls things too, though)

(this is designed to be copy-pasted into a new post!)

anyway, here’s the format i’ll be using:

character name:

color association:

plant association:

animal association:

asterism association:

general-thing-in-space association:

cryptid/mythological/supernatural association:

song association:

specific lyric/s association:

season association:

mineral association:

eyetrees periodic table/random association:

*this last one is basically a random oddness space. is the blorbo associated with wind from the ocean? maybe dreams and nightmares? flesh or space? flesh in space? non-Euclidean geometry? sand specifically from paths that creeping devils have made? anything goes, as long as it’s somewhat unusual or oddly specific

below the cut i have my associations with ford and stan! (and categories can be added or removed depending)

character name: ford :]

color association: blue

plant association: yellow rose

animal association: barn owl, screech owl, great horned owl, cat

asterism association: cetus, gemini

general-thing-in-space association: saturn

cryptid/mythological/supernatural association: gryphon

song association: Misery Meat by Sodikken

specific lyric/s association: ‘oh, what you are is hard to find. you could teach the deaf, or you could lead the blind, just by the shock of your touch, yeah, i know how it feels. or the knife in your stare, and the way that it peels me- over and over, ‘til i’m skinned to the core, i found a hole in my heart that wasn’t there before. i’m just a pale little boy, looking out for myself, but i start shaking for you and nobody else. yeah, i’d like to be just simple and dry, but it rains like a storm, and i can’t fight the sky’

season association: winter, autumn

mineral association: diamond, pyrite, obsidian, ice, fordite

eyetrees periodic table association: floating out in space, black ink, the starry sky over the ocean, sea glass, rain at midnight

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character name: stan :]

color association: red

plant association: red snapdragon

animal association: shark, grey wolf, maned wolf, fox, coyote

asterism association: hydrus, gemini

general-thing-in-space association: mars, jupiter

cryptid/mythological/supernatural association: werewolf

song association: All That Glitters by Noisemaker

specific lyric/s association: ‘i died at 5:45. yeah, it says so on a sign. and my mother’s crying out her eyes- or is the radio telling lies? juvenile sinner, car crash winner, don’t let the devil take you out for dinner’

season association: winter, summer

mineral association: coal, sunstone, opal, carnelian

eyetrees periodic table association: specifically orange and red fire, sea glass, the thing about the creeping devils, leaning against a car at dusk, finding things that are dustier than you remember them being

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there are more of these to come :] !

[councilblr-voting-rights]

Here is the update on the No1 Councilblr Understander bracket!!

So I have compiled the nomination results and am ready to post polls!! Above the cut is a list of polls for contested titles (aka characters with more than one nominee), that will all take place starting 10AM AEST. After these polls conclude everyone will be thrown into one big bracket!!

Tuesday Apr 25th: Chip, Ashe Winters, Exandroth, Kian Stone, Alastyr Cross, Ayva Ferin, Malenia Ferin, Cantrip, Chungus, Richie Sanders

Wednesday Apr 26th: Jay Ferin, Dakota Cole, Peter Sqloint, Rolan Deep, Flynn Gustwind, Mark Winters, Ashe's Mom, Rachel Rand, Sarah Thompson, Tide Lambert

Thursday Apr 27th: Gillion Tidestrider, Vyncent Sol, Rumi, Timothy Rand, Kasper, Caspian, Captain Lizzie, Grayson, Min, The Elders

Friday Apr 28th: William Wisp PT1, William Wisp PT2, Thanatos, Br'aad Vengolor, Kroe Wyse, Abstinence Boy, Alphonz, Amanda Rinn, Niklaus Hendrix

Saturday Apr 29th: William Wisp PT3, Drey Ferin, Harlem Shade, Zuen, Rebecca Jones, Edyn Tidestrider, Pretzel, Ram, Strider, Reuben Price

Below the cut is the list of nominees and their nominations.

@unwitnessprotection

Chip, Drey Ferin, Ashe Winters, Dakota Cole, Vyncent Sol, William Wisp, Cantrip, Mark Winters, Ram

Doug, Ghoul, Mallard Conway, Everyone Relating to the Spirit World, Unwitness Protection Program, Willow Wisp

@seraphex

The Elders, Ashe Winters, Dakota Cole, Vyncent Sol, William Wisp, Harlem Shade, Alphonz, Cantrip, Chungus, Grayson, Mark Winters, Min, Ram, Strider, Tide Lambert, Ashe's Mom, Peter Sqloint, Rumi, Thanatos

Thanatos (OG)

@burning-sol

Gillion Tidestrider, Ayva Ferin, William Wisp, Exandroth, Peter Sqloint, Rumi, Thanatos, Zuen, Kian Stone, Rebecca Jones, Sarah Thompson

Aona, Tristan

@scucharlie

Chip, Gillion Tidestrider, Exandroth, Peter Sqloint, Rumi, Thanatos, Zuen, Kian Stone, Rolan Deep, Timothy Rand, Rachel Rand, Rebecca Jones, Richie Sanders, Sarah Thompson, Br'aad Vengolor

Rymir, Jesse, Sylnan Vengolor

@spacedustmantis

Gillion Tidestrider, Kian Stone, Timothy Rand

@willotstreet

Jay Ferin, Drey Ferin, Edyn Tidestrider, Captain Lizzie, Ashe Winters, Dakota Cole, Vyncent Sol, William Wisp, Abstinence Boy, Kian Stone, Rolan Deep, Timothy Rand, Rachel Rand, Rebecca Jones, Richie Sanders, Sarah Thompson, Flynn Gustwind

Aslana, Ms Gilbert

@biblicallyaccurateandrogynoussex

Chip, Jay Ferin, Gillion Tidestrider, Caspian, Edyn Tidestrider, Captain Lizzie, Niklaus Hendrix, Pretzel, Ashe Winters, Dakota Cole, Vyncent Sol, William Wisp, Alphonz, Chungus, Grayson, Min, Ram, Strider, Tide Lambert, Peter Sqloint, Rumi, Thanatos, Kian Stone, Rolan Deep, Timothy Rand, Alastyr Cross, Flynn Gustwind, Kasper, Kroe Wyse

Goobleck, Alphonze, Gryffon, Marshall John, Ollie, Queen, Strangle Macock

@rumiracle-whip

Ayva Ferin, Edyn Tidestrider, Ashe Winters, William Wisp, Abstinence Boy, Mark Winters, Exandroth, Rumi, Rebecca Jones

@the-albatross-sails

Chip, Jay Ferin, Gillion Tidestrider, Amanda Rinn, Malenia Ferin, Niklaus Hendrix, Reuben Price, The Elders

@navysealt4t

Jay Ferin, Gillion Tidestrider

@misty-lilies

Chip, Niklaus Hendrix

@asteraeliana

Aster, Lunadeyis, Aster Aeliana

@girlbossjackie

Dakota Cole, William Wisp, Harlem Shade, Rumi, Kian Stone, Kasper

@enby-ralsei

Ashe Winters, Dakota Cole, Vyncent Sol, William Wisp, Kian Stone, Rolan Deep, Timothy Rand, Rebecca Jones

@herethereverywhere

Drey Ferin, Vyncent Sol, Rachel Rand

Jason King

@alkalineleak

Gillion Tidestrider, Caspian, Edyn Tidestrider, Ashe Winters, Mark Winters, Ashe's Mom

Literally Everyone from the Undersea, Shockwave

@enderspawn

Chip

@glamjrwi

Gillion Tidestrider, Edyn Tidestrider

@phantom-does-a-thing

Dakota Cole, Vyncent Sol, William Wisp

@twinkfromconvergence

Alastyr Cross, Flynn Gustwind, Kasper, Kroe Wyse

@snailvee

Reuben Price

@mochitoaster

Amanda Rinn, Exandroth, Rumi, Kian Stone, Timothy Rand, Kasper

@atomicraft

Jay Ferin, Gillion Tidestrider, Caspian, Captain Lizzie, Niklaus Hendrix, Dakota Cole, Mark Winters, Exandroth, Kian Stone, Rolan Deep, Rebecca Jones, Sarah Thompson, Br'aad Vengolor

@pretzel-the-frogtopus

Pretzel

@polypd

Vyncent Sol

@transatos

Thanatos

@apple-the-bluebird

Gillion Tidestrider, Malenia Ferin, William Wisp, Mark Winters, Tide Lambert

Finn Tidestrider

@oli-disaster

William Wisp

[brisquad-unit-4402]

BRAINROT/THIRST LIST

including miscellaneous content that isn't exactly fic but sure are thoughts. author's commentary can be found at the bottom of the list

✧. ┊ rules ✧. ┊ masterpost ✧. ┊ ko-fi

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KEY

💔 angst

💝 fluff

🖤 nsfw/sexual, features content not intended for minors

(parentheses): brainrot/thoughts that relate to another fic i wrote

[will add more if needed]

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lazulight ｡･:*˚:✧｡

⛅ elira pendora

🐠 finana ryugu

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obsydia ｡･:*˚:✧｡

🌹 rosemi lovelock

🐧 petra gurin

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ethyria ｡･:*˚:✧｡

🕊 enna alouette

🪄 millie parfait

👻 reimu endou

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luxiem ｡･:*˚:✧｡

༻✧༺ 4402 reacts to luxiem 2.0

🖋 ike eveland

༻✧༺ i got fanart of ike and his 700-dollar 3 foot tall miku! | original fic 💝

༻✧༺ hotel california (in pursuit to and from the sun) | original fic 💔

༻✧༺ ike realizing his feelings (pliskinverse) | original fic 💝

༻✧༺ first time with ike (pliskinverse) | original fic 💝 🖤

🦁 luca kaneshiro

🦊 mysta rias

༻✧༺ twitching while dreaming 💝

👟 shu yamino

༻✧༺ worldbuilding and magic (trading a heart) | original fic

༻✧༺ pale blue by kenshi yonezu (trading a heart) | original fic

༻✧༺ playing with shu’s hair | original fic 💝 🖤

༻✧༺ winter cuddles | original fic 💝

༻✧༺ thoughts on shu’s ponytail before 2.0 reveal 💝

༻✧༺ infinity thoughts

👹 vox akuma

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noctyx ｡･:*˚:✧｡

༻✧༺ 4402 reacts to noctyx 2.0

🎭 alban knox

༻✧༺ twitching while dreaming 💝

🐑 fulgur ovid

༻✧༺ prosthetics 💝

🔗 sonny brisko

༻✧༺ warm towel 💝

༻✧༺ infinity thoughts

🔮 uki violeta

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iluna ｡･:*˚:✧｡

༻✧༺ weebcon 2023 moon bros q&a (non-verbatim)

༻✧༺ weebcon 2023 iluna girls q&a (non-verbatim)

🐰 maria marionette

💫 aster arcadia

👼 aia amare

🛸 ren zotto

༻✧༺ alien features + thoughts after wanderer 🖤

💅 scarle yonaguni

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xsoleil ｡･:*˚:✧｡

🐣 doppio dropscythe

🌂 meloco kyoran

❗️ hex haywire

⚡️ kotoka torahime

♦️ ver vermillion

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krisis ｡･:*˚:✧｡

༻✧༺ inexperienced krisis brainrot 🖤

༻✧༺ i swear zali is the real menace of krisis 💝

༻✧༺ krisis is happy to be here 💝

༻✧༺ krisis as men of the night 🖤

🧻 vezalius bandage

🔪 vantacrow bringer

🥽 yu q. wilson

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these three troublemakers ｡･:*˚:✧｡

🍡kunai nakasato

🧋 victoria brightshield

🧤 claude clawmark

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tempus hq ｡･:*˚:✧｡

🎇 regis altare

⛓ axel syrios

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tempus vanguard ｡･:*˚:✧｡

🎩 gavis bettel

🪫 machina x flayon

🔅 banzoin hakka

🏹 josuiji shinri

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avallum ｡･:*˚:✧｡

🍻 gale galleon

🌿 cassian floros

🌙lucien lunaris

♈ zander netherbrand

🕹 rosco graves

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#ao3 wrapped 2023 questions

༻✧༺ most comments and favorite line/passage

༻✧༺ most proud of, longest time writing, and most troublesome character

༻✧༺ feedback comparison between tumblr and ao3

༻✧༺ most hits and biggest surprise

༻✧༺ favorite fic title

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fic commentary and notes

༻✧༺ worldbuilding and magic (trading a heart) | original fic

༻✧༺ zombie au notes (in pursuit to and from the sun) | original fic

↪ explaining luca's characterization and breaking down shu snapping

↪ reader as an unreliable narrator and luca as an ignored character

↪ ike and reader: where are they now

༻✧༺ stars above your skin notes (pliskinverse) | original fic

↪ reasoning behind the title and star symbolism

↪ thoughts on reader as a vtuber and limits as a fan writer