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Whumptober 02
“I’ll call out your name, but you won’t call back.” | Delirium | “They don't care about you.”
You don't need to read the whole story. Everyday can stand for its own. And that poor soul has to suffer through every single one of them, I promise!
Hummingbird 02
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There was the hart partition wall, than the cool tilts and now it felt... soft. Everything around was more soft, than it had been. Cotton touching his cheek. It was warm like him, too warm. Fingertips brushed over tightly nitted texture.
That were the first things that came to his hazy mind. A quiet humming somewhere above, but it sounded like being muffed by something, or far away.
His shoulder sank into that soft surface. He was laying on his side. His body was rocked gently, a static sound lolling him in. Something was moving. But it was so hot in here.
The humming was cheerish, sounded friendly, but far away.
Sam tried an attempt to open his eyes. They were so heavy. It was dim, little artificial lights, big sources of light passing above., everything blurry. Than the pain came, a pulsing in his head rushed in. At the same time a shiver overtook him. He felt freezingly cold all of a sudden. With a moan he tried to move away from the moving sources of light and the pain, closing his eyes again. Suddenly he felt sick to his guts. Or he just registered, because his body finally arrived in reality? It felt like he was coming down from the flu. His stomach was empty, this kind of sick-empty without appetit. His clothes stuck to his body, he felt soaked. But he must have cooled down again and now was shivering slightly under the blanket, he just realised its existence.
Every muscle in his body seemed to be made out of lead. Rearranging his position was near to impossible. Another moan escaped him by the attempt. His head was hot and definitively going to explode soon. Everything was so blurry. He thought he was laying on a rocking boat.
The humming had shifted, was a bit louder now. A big, warm thing... a hand brushed over his forehead. It was grounding, it felt good, it was comforting in his state. Sam tried to open his eyes again. With every blink he registered more of his surroundings, but details still vanished in his blurry vision. He was looking through a fog. His body was rocked by another cold wave.
Apparently, he was in a moving car, not a boat. The little artificial lights, he had seen, were indirect lighting of a consol and the big one's were streetlights passing over. So he thought. It was more like a dream, or watching a movie with half closed eyes.
It was dark outside. Sam was on the backseat, his head on the passenger side, his feet behind the driver. Slowly his head put the pieces together.
'He had passed out in the club. Maybe, he was in a taxi on his way home?' His mind reasoned. "Home?" He whispered more to himself, then out loud. But his mind was too confused. He wasn't even sure if it was a question for directions or a wish. Sam felt miserable and really sick. Another shiver shock him, but his hands were clammy and digging into the blanket for some stability. A whisper from the front seat. He couldn't really make out the words or the meaning, but it sounded something like. "All.. these... years, I c..ll out... name, but y... won't c...ll back, till t..day." But that was making no sence. Maybe the radio was playing and he mistook it. His head was just too clouded anyway.
The hand on his clammy head was still slightly ruffeling his hair, it was heavingly cool on his hot forehead. Sam felt so miserable, he inwardly was longing for a hug. But he had no family anymore or a girlfriend right now, so his own arms wrapped themselves around his shivering torso against their own leaded heaviness. "Home?" His hazy mind formed and pushed over his tembling lips.
'Wait!... A Taxi?... But why would a randam driver touch him for comfort?'
Suddenly Sam's eyes widened in panic. The thought making its way to his muffed brain. His only natural reaction was to go completely stiff under that hand. He couldn't see for the hand was blocking his view of the driver. 'This wasn't a taxi. The interior was too fancy, the fabric too expensive. Taxiseats had another surface, easy to clean. Who's car was this?'
The hand on his head had stopped moving, as had the car. Around the passanger seat, through the windshild Sam could see a foggy red light. His heartbeat was hammering inside his chest, the slight shivering had suddenly turned into his whole body shaking from adrenaline. His breathing sped up too. He couldn't control his body going into full panic mode.
It was now or never. With his feet he pushed the blanket away to the other side of the backseat and his arms went up defensively. But his muscles were stiff, his arms and legs unnaturally heavy, his movements much too slow. He hadn't had really pushed the foreign hand away, as it only had stopped moving midair a few inches away from him. Sam's left grabbed for the doorhandle above his head, but his system was still flushed with whatever was in that drink and he was exhausted from puking his guts out.
The hand, that had been soothing, comforting, grounding him mere moments ago, was the exact opposite now. It came for him, but instead of pulling his hand from the door handle, it went straight for his left upper arm and wrapped around it like a vise. It pushed down on his already existing big painful bruise from his fall and encounter with the rumble on his work shift last night.* Instandly Sam's hold on the doorhandle losened and his complete arm went limb, when white hot pain exploded. His scream was muffeled, while he jerked his head towards his left shoulder fighting to controll that pain. Desperate puffs didn't really help to get through this cruel moment. He needed a second to brace himself, than flightmode took the upper hand again. He trashed and kicked, trying to pull away. The grip around his arm tightend, but Sam knew, this was probably his only chance. In his violent struggle, he bumped his own head against the rear passanger door.
The pounding in his skull had been overtoned by his panic reaction, but now it was back. He was dazed all of a sudden. His free arm went to his tuft reflexively. Over the concert inside his head he hadn't registered, that the hand around his already bruised arm was gone.
A sting in his left tight and the last remains of fight left him. His pounding head went into a stupor in seconds and he felt his heavy muscles getting even heavier. It was scary, but soothing at the same time. He couldn't react anymore, he couldn't fight, he couldn't move at all anymore. And he just didn't want to. His hand slipped from his head and fell down flabby. He didn't feel it hitting the floor of the vehicle. It wasn't a part of him anymore. His hammering heartbeat seemed to have been cut into half by whatever was injected in his leg.
His surroundings got blurry again. A last aspirated "Home?!" escaped his lips. Sam wasn't able to move his neck, so the only thing he really could see was a diffuse figure behind the wheel out of the corner of his eye, the head was looking at him, maybe some movement in his face. Sam really couldn't tell.
"Home? They don't care about you. Actually, there's nobody who cares about you out there. But don't worry my little hummingbird. I do."
The fuzzy traffic light changed from red to yellow. The man was humming and scarly it sounded soothing again.
The yellow blop turned green and than everything turned black.
TBC
Hummingbird previous / masterlist
*explained later (05)
#whumptober2023#no. 2#“I’ll call out your name#but you won’t call back.”#delirium#“They don't care about you.”#OC#drugged tw#kidnapped tw#hummingbird#whump#writing#whump writing#whumplr
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While We Wait
Whumptober No. 2: “I’ll call out your name, but you won’t call back.” Delirium | “They don't care about you.”
Fandom: The Sandman POV Character: Reader (non-gendered original dream character) Whumpee: Reader and Delirium
You were once his brightest dream. Now you cling to the shreds of hope while the rest have abandoned his crumbling realm.
Fortunately, you have company tonight.
AO3 Link
"They don't care about you."
You were his, once. You kept the dreams of countless mortals within you. And you are empty. Your Lord did not return. Dream of the Endless is missing, and you are empty, and you want to give up. You want to follow the other dreams, but no realm will have you the way the Dreaming does. Perhaps it is time for this dream to end for good.
"You know about that, right? They sleep and dance and fuck and the colours are bright so you kind of just slide around like a bad jelly and they don't even want to poke you because that's gross, you know? The jelly isn't even good."
His sister has taken to visiting you. She seems lost, though- perhaps that is her default state. You aren't sure. Dream never introduced you to his family.
"I think I'm jelly too."
Her hair is dull, today, though dotted with silvers and golds to match your once-perfect home in the stars of his realm. She is wrapped in an oversized, tattered blanket that smells of stale wine and cheap perfume, but when she offers to share it with you, dangling upside down from nothing in particular, you cannot help but drift into its warmth, hanging with her in the topsy-turvy ruins of the Dreaming.
"Dream is mean sometimes, but I don't think we're jelly to him."
Tears are shimmering on your cheeks. A few drip from your chin as if you are the right way up, and she licks one from your cheek.
"He's not supposed to be a fish, you know? But he is. So he'll find his way, and then we'll be cake again."
Delirium speaks in the tongues of the dreaming mortals you know well. She speaks in stardust and silver blood, and her voice carries the beat of your crystalline heart across the plains of darkness.
"Nibling?"
You like it when she calls you that. A reminder that you are, after all, a child of the Dreaming, and the Endless will always be connected.
"Don't turn into stardust, okay? You're too shiny to be the sky."
You smile, and say nothing. Perhaps the dream can continue, for another endless night.
#whumptober2023#no.2#“I’ll call out your name#but you won’t call back.”#delirium#“they don't care about you”#the sandman#sandman#fic#suicidal thoughts#delirium of the endless#original dream character#original character#2nd person pov#writing#mine
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Moonlit Eyes
Written for @whumptober Day 2! (theme: “I’ll call out your name, but you won’t call back.” prompt 2: Delirium prompt 3: “They don't care about you.”)
T; 900 words Tomoki, Adam/Mizuki, (one-sided Tomoki->Mizuki)
Tomoki listens to Mizuki's song, her laugh, meets her eyes and knows . . . however close she may be, she's far, far out of his reach - her heart and her eyes turned towards another world.
#Whumptober2023#no.2#“I’ll call out your name#but you won’t call back.”#Delirium#“They don't care about you.”#Kagen no Tsuki#Last Quarter#fic#Adam x Mizuki#Mochizuki Mizuki#Tomoki#Kalira writes#Kalira writes; Kagen no Tsuki#Kalira writes; Adam x Mizuki#Moonlit Eyes#Whumptober
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Whumptober Day 2: Thermometer, Delirium (“I’ll call out your name but you won’t call back”)
This one has similar vibes to day 1, but it was originally for a different later-on day so that’s why (if you know the prompts, you can probably guess which!). Also there’s no actual thermometers here, but I definitely used the prompt as inspiration lol. Sorry Sky.
Warnings for: being out in the heat too long, an implied head injury, and a character thinks briefly about how it wouldn’t be so bad to die.
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Sky couldn’t remember why he was here.
Blinding sun shone in his eyes, even when he shaded his face with his hands, that made the pounding in his skull twice as worse. The glare made it impossible to see across the desert he was walking through, and his eyes hurt from squinting. Sand blew past his face, tripped his steps, and the heat rose off of it in waves, making it hard to focus on why...
...why what, exactly?
Sky shook his head, unable to remember, and kept walking. There wasn’t anything else to do, after all.
He’d been walking for ages, and the temperature had risen sharply as he’d gone, making sweat pour down his face and drip down his back. His sailcloth had long been put away in his pouch, and as tempted as he was to remove more layers, he didn’t want to be vulnerable to attack, or exposed to the blinding sun any more than necessary.
Not that it mattered much. There was no shelter anywhere.
Only sand. Endless sand.
Sky squeezed his eyes shut a moment, the uncomfortable sting from their dryness worth the temporary respite from the sun. He only had a few sips of water left, and as much as he wanted to gulp them down, he needed to conserve them so he could make it back to... to somewhere.
...to someone?
Sky swallowed, the motion barely relieving the dryness of his throat.
He was alone, but it hadn’t always been like that, had it? He did faintly recall being in a desert like this before, but... but maybe he’d always been wandering out here by himself.
Alone in the desert, with no water and a headache that only got worse.
He kept walking.
There wasn’t a cloud in the sky above him, no respite from the sun that beat down on his head. A scorching wind sometimes brushed past his bangs, kicking up the sand, but bringing no relief whatsoever.
Sky’s legs dragged more and more the longer he walked, his clothes soaked in sweat. He gulped down the last few drops of water he had, but it didn’t do a thing to quench his thirst. His head pounded, his headache worsened from the bright sun and pulsing behind his eyes, but Sky couldn’t even close them. Whenever he did, he always tripped soon after, and pulling himself back up got harder each time it happened.
A sound suddenly caught his attention, one that wasn’t just harsh wind or shifting sands. Sky dazedly looked up (when had he lowered his head?), and his eyes widened at the sight.
There were trees a short distance away, trees and tents set up around a large rock that reached up towards the sky. They all provided a glorious amount of shade from the sun, and in the middle of it all was a large pool of water.
Sky stared, then felt his aching face stretch in a smile.
Shelter. Shade.
Water.
He let out a raspy laugh, and began to run towards it, stumbling in the sand as he went. Finally, civilization, and a respite from the awful heat. Somewhere to rest, to figure out why he was wandering through the desert, why he felt like he shouldn’t be alone.
Sky was so fueled by the sight of something other then sand that in his excitement, he suddenly tripped on the large dune he’d been running down. His legs were too exhausted to recover, and he fell forward, arms pinwheeling.
Sky’s yelp was quickly cut off as his face hit the sand, and he tumbled down the rest of the way, limbs flying and sand getting on every bit of him that didn’t already have it.
He finally rolled to a stop with a groan, his exhausted body even more tired from the fall. He felt bruised and dizzy, and the same spot in the back of his head that kept pounding was blazing with pain now, but the reminder of water got him to fight through it, and Sky took in a steadying breath. Once his head finally stopped spinning, he carefully raised it, trying to focus on the oasis again and reorient himself.
Nothing but empty sand met him.
Sky stared, eyes widening as he lurched to his feet and looked around with increasing desperation. He could no longer hear the splashing of the water, see the leaves of tall palms rustling with a cooling breeze, just... sand.
Nothing but sand.
There had never been any oasis. It was just his mind, desperate for something to cool itself off with, tricking him.
Sky closed his eyes, a wave of despair crashing over him. It was so intense he nearly fell over, and he felt a frustrated cry build in his throat. He’d been so close, to shelter, to water, to people... but no, there’d been nothing to be close to at all. Just his dehydrated mind playing tricks.
He shook his head, and swallowed back the sting in his eyes as he reopened them. A dull feeling settled over him as he stared at the empty sands, and he sighed, the sound raspy and weak.
Nothing to do but keep going.
He began to walk again, and he couldn’t bring himself to scan the horizon for help any more. Maybe there just wasn’t any shelter anywhere.
Maybe the desert had no end.
Waves of heat rose off the sand, making the horizon impossible to make out no matter how much Sky squinted at it. The sun was right around its peak, scorching its rays onto his head, and Sky took his sailcloth back out with shaking hands and rested it over his head to protect his face. It barely helped, and he knew his skin was already peeling from burns, but he kept it there anyway. The faint sweet smell coming off of it was comforting at least.
He wondered why it smelled so nice. He couldn’t remember.
The sun seemed to stall above his head, getting no lower. Sky’s stomach began to roll unpleasantly, his dry throat crying out for water. He wasn’t sure why he kept walking honestly, when it would have been so much easier to just stop, but something kept his feet moving, even despite the pounding in his head.
A laugh floated by on the wind, and Sky blinked, a flash of pale hair in the corner of his eyes. He thought he saw a man approach him, covered in armor, but when he looked again he was gone.
The light grew more orange, his shadow squirming like snakes over the dunes. Harsh wind stung at his face like bitter words, and a wolf laughed at him when he stumbled, barks ringing in his ears. Something with fiery hair challenged him to a fight, but when Sky drew his sword to face it, there was nothing but a distant laugh in his ears.
He kept his sword out after that, using it as more of a walking stick than anything. Apologies spilled from his lips, for scuffing her steel and getting sand stuck in her hilt, but he didn’t know why. She was just a sword, wasn’t it?
Something circled lazily above his head, and Sky squinted at it, pausing as he tried to figure out why the shape seemed so familiar. Something outstretched to either side, a tail in the back...
Red flashed in his vision, and an intense hope caught in his chest as a memory surfaced.
“Crimson?” Sky breathed, watching the bird swoop around, wings stretched towards him as if it was coming in for an embrace.
Then it abruptly changed course and began to fly away.
“No— nnno no Crimson no, come back—!”
Sky bolted after his loftwing, but barely took a step before tripping in the sand, sending him sprawling. He desperately looked up, but his bird was long gone, lost in the blue sky.
It had left him. Everyone had left him. The scarf, the leaves, the golden hair, even his sword— Sky sobbed and tried to get up, but he’d finally reached his limit, the loss of his bird one loss too many.
He collapsed, muscles worn, heart aching, and his vision went dark.
(...)
A faint whisper tickled his ears.
Sky breathed out a soft moan, too hazy to try and listen. It was a gentle voice, one that made his chest hurt for some reason, but everything was disjointed, dark color smearing around the inside of his eyelids.
The voice repeated itself, but he couldn’t focus through the darkened void, too weak, too faint. But the voice continued, kept trying, and eventually Sky could hear it enough to just barely make out what it was saying.
“...Link...”
It was if his name was spoken through a heavy fog.
Sky still didn’t move, feeling utterly drained. It was like a weight had been dropped on top of him. Even when he thought he heard something move nearby, he remained still, listening silently as it approached. The sounds were strangely distant, but he listened to them anyway, unable to do much else.
The footsteps stopped, and Sky could feel that he wasn’t alone.
Maybe it’s a monster finally come to finish me off, he thought distantly. The idea was almost a welcome one, and he exhaled, sure that he’d feel a blade cutting into his heart any moment now. Then maybe he could truly rest, and join everyone who had left him.
“Sleepyhead, it’s time to get up.”
The familiar nickname abruptly cleared some of the fog that had descended in Sky’s head, and he forced his eyes open through the grit encrusting them.
Warm yellow met him, not like the painful glare of the desert sun, but a kinder, cheerful shade. Like gentle spring sunshine, with a silver glint from the moonlight. Sky blinked, and felt a huge surge of emotion as he looked up into crystal-clear eyes, their middle a blue even brighter than the sky.
“...Zelda?” he croaked, and she nodded from where she stood next to him.
“Sleepyhead, you need to get up,” she said in a teasing voice, and Link closed his eyes again, already exhausted from opening them the first time.
“...I can’t... Zelda, I...” he whispered, and he felt a light touch on his cheek, fingers gently caressing him.
“Open your eyes, Link.”
He obeyed, and Zelda smiled at him again, her form strangely hazy in his vision.
“You’re close to help, Link. It’s not much further, you can make it. I know you can.”
“I can’t,” he repeated in a whisper, wishing he could do as she said, but unable to gather the strength.
The sun had wrung out any energy he had, sapped by sweat and heat and the endless pound in his head. Sky belatedly realized it was much colder now, but the temperature switch was of no relief to his worn and wearied body. The air was now freezing instead of burning, and he barely had the energy to shiver, the cold leeching any remaining strength he had.
He was deathly thirsty, his stomach still hurt, and he still couldn’t remember why he was in the desert in the first place, or what he’d been doing beforehand.
Link closed his eyes again, a sudden wave of despair crashing over him through the confusion and haze.
“I can’t,” Link trembled out again, and tears would have sprung to his eyes if he’d had any water left in his body. “Z-Zel, I can’t.”
“You can,” Zelda replied in a voice equally firm and soft. Link couldn’t stand to look at her.
He kept his eyes closed, and then something moved at his side where his pouch was. He stayed still as it moved, then felt something soft fall over his shoulders, a familiar perfume drifting into his nose.
“You can, Link,” Zelda repeated, her voice encouraging. “I’ll be with you for every step. Don’t fall here. It’s time to get up.”
Link exhaled, and looked into Zelda’s eyes, watching the way the moonlight made them shine.
“Is that a command from my goddess?” he whispered in a barely-there voice.
“No. It’s a request from your friend,” Zelda said as she leaned forward and pressed a soft kiss to his hair. “Now come on, Link. It’s time to keep going.”
Something alit inside Link’s chest at her words, something weak, and faint. But it was warm, and Link clung to it like a drowning man, curling around and snatching at it, and suddenly felt as if he had some of his strength back. Not a lot, barely any, and he doubted he could even raise his sword... but he could move.
He wasn’t going to die alone in the desert. He wouldn’t fall here.
He would keep going.
Link clutched at his sailcloth with trembling fingers, and turned himself off his side and onto his hands. Then he moved to his knees, and ever so slowly, body shaking with the effort, got to his feet.
He stood for a moment, trembling in the moonlight, afraid to move for fear that he’d fall over. But Zelda’s words rang in his head, and he breathed in, tightening his grip on the sailcloth. Then he took a single swaying step, and then another, and another, legs trembling like those of a newborn loftwing. Walking through the sand seemed more impossible than earlier, and once he began shivering, it was even worse.
But every time he faltered, every time he nearly collapsed, wanted desperately to stop and just rest... he saw a shine of yellow hair ahead of him, a glint of blue eyes... and he kept going.
All through the night he plodded along, boots slipping in the sand, clutching Zelda’s words to him as tightly as he clutched the sailcloth.
Something at his back gave out an occasional weak pulse, and Link matched his steps to the faint rhythm. The horizon began to lighten, orange streaks shooting through the sky, and somewhere in that time, Link stopped shivering, the temperature rising again as he trekked endlessly across the sands.
Step, after step, after step.
He kept walking.
The sun broke over the horizon, making his eyes sting from its brightness. His footsteps weaved uncertainly as it cast orangey rays across the sands, voices warbling to him on the wind, cheering him, jeering at him, words both indecipherable and clear as ice.
A red haired man yelled at him after spending all day with Zelda, and a tall woman fiercely berated him, making his ears sting. The armor looked at his sword with dislike and anger while a bunny twitched his whiskers, the very grass and trees laughed, dusk fell and cried out as he struggled against the darkness, his parents looked at him with pride and grief and Mia wove around his legs as she begged to be picked up—
Link belatedly realized he’d fallen to the ground, still-cool sand pressing against his cheek.
Zelda’s voice had gone quiet, no more yellow hair to follow, no voice urging him up. Link breathed out, his strength gone. The faint flicker he’d regained was utterly spent. His body had been pushed to its limit, and he’d gone as far as he could. He’d given it his all.
He couldn’t keep going.
The darkness started to creep up on him again, but it felt colder this time, deep, reaching out to drag him down with its claws. Link shivered and wanted to brush it off, but he couldn’t even raise his arm.
I’m sorry Zel.
The claws hooked into him, began to cover his vision, sending darkness over his sight, but as they did, Link thought he saw a flicker of color out in the sand.
A yell rang faintly in his ears as he closed his eyes, footsteps pounding the sand. More yells joined the first as Link relaxed, and the sand brushed his other cheek, though it felt remarkably smooth and gentle as darkness swept over him like a wave.
For some reason, he felt perfectly safe.
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Whumptober2023
No. 2: “I’ll call out your name, but you won’t call back.”
#whumptober2023#no2#I’ll call out your name but you won’t call back#stargate atlantis#gifs#sgaedit#stargatedit#my creation#sga#tvgifs#userstream#userbbelcher#userlgbtq#pscentral#usergif#john sheppard
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#Blake's 7#whumptober2023#no.02#I’ll call out your name but you won’t call back#Cally#Roj Blake#Vila Restal#Olag Gan#Jenna Stannis#Don't You Dare Turn Away into the Darkness#illustration#art#whumptober
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Hiya! I hope you're doing well today! I love your characters and how you've structered their bios! Since Chuusday is listed first, is she technically your official WOL or is it someone else? Do you canonically have a WOL in the first place?
Also, I find it SO sweet that you and one of your partners both play FFXIV and have characters paired together ;w; Did you meet ingame or long before either of you started playing? Either way I wish you both the best!!! <3 - gardenofballads 🌻
Awaaaah! Im doing pretty ok!!! Taking time to answer this as a wind down from Emerald Weapon Ex Brain Soupage. And I’m so glad! ;W; I think I butchered one of those “Get To Know An OC” thingies- uhh… oh [this one] actually! I chopped a lot out and I think added a couple different thingums instead because there was so much to that that it felt overwhelming to try to look at let alone fill out LOL but it was a really good jumping off point uvu;
And!!! Hilariously Chuu was my First XIV Character, so she’s dear to my heart for being the first one- but she very quickly made it known being the WOL even as an AU was something of a Joke (Her character showed great reluctance and even frustration at having to do So Much World Saving, maybe a side-effect of me rushing through MSQ to catch up with my other spouse [Who plays Talia, though they’ve got less time for XIV these days ;0;] and the rest of my friends who were all EndGame already at the time in Shadowbringers fhdjfjsjfs.) So I made…… many alts. Throwing spaghetti at the wall but I have SEVERE side-character/NPC brain and kept making “supporting cast” types =w=; it actually took me like. 3? Alts before making an ACTUAL WoL with my husband (Ishi’li and Kizuna) (as of Right Meow, they’re in post ARR, but we’ve been working on Keathan and Tuesday together because Keathan was… Keathan’s first character in xiv XD so we’ve been jaunting through the story together and experiencing every inch of it so we can pick and choose what The Boys™ get up to when we wanna focus on them x3)
🥰 I knew both speece during at least high school- but I actually knew Keathan as early as Elementary school hehe 😌 tho the speece didn’t proper marry until… i’unno, 2017? (For frustrating legal reasons, I’m not legally married, but. As it goes. Someday we’ll have money to visit the one state that has legal poly marriages. Also I struggle to remember our wedding year 🫢)
Since managing to make a Co-WoL with my husband I’ve managed to make one other Alt meant to be a Solo-WoL (Mochiie) but I have to really wrinkle my brain to sink time into playing him, since I’m trying to take screenshots throughout the story at what I find to be inspiring beats xD And even still he has an alt-universe where he’s just a side-character for the ‘Main Timeline’ (where there’s a bunch of spaghetti and like 8+ confirmed WoL’s and the Msq entourage looks HILARIOUS in canon, someday I’ll get all the data together and take pictures, but I think it’ll cook what’s left of my brain x’3) [it’s less concrete than anything I’ve posted about before or I’d try to explain it ;v;’ it’s just interesting mostly to see how the story gets stretched to fit around a larger community of heroes than a solo guy shouldering the whole burden lmfao.]
🌸🌸🌸…. I also hope you’re having a lovely week @gardenofballads !!!! I am tossing flower petals into the air around you !!! Thank you for the ask and well wishes n kind words 🥺💖 🌸🌸🌸
#ask game#day-2-day#I have serious Alt Disease as well which doesn’t help much XD#tho I try to justify it by making them a variety of races/genders/classes so I’m not just making 15 similar guys in different color palettes#like some kinda smash game…. LMFAO.#it helps some tho cos they get to flesh out and add meat color and history to The Boys+Co’s adventures/histories/stories uvu like Lev….)#Solkmyna and Swydghem who are true NPC alts of mine are even slotted into post ShB…#🫢 but they’re mostly just fun for me to occasionally chew on like a squeaky toy#tangy is schroedingers WoL. both is and Isn’t. could be The WoL if the au called for it but also works perfectly as just a Scion instead#…. wordy tags… my bad… ANYWAYS FR HOPE YOUR DAY/NIGHT IS NICE AND PLEASANT#I gotta stare blankly at the ceiling now while trying to retain mechanics but not pressed against the display glass of my brain#🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺💖‼️#spawn speece#also yes there is something deeply strange wired in my brain where I link to sources but not super consistently like some kinda bad wiki pag#if I had stuff for Keathan + Kizuna to link to tbh I’d link to it here too LOL.#when I get ahold of Talia and Setsuna I’ll probably make little reference posts- not really Bio’s cos they’re not my blorbs#they’re my partners blorbs; but it might be handy to have a frame of reference to point at beyond vague name dropping#actually I love linking to names because my memory is just so piss poor. why not just make it easier for everyone else also#I know I have 185756328 OC’s xbdnfjdnfsnfjs so.#I have to do this for one of my friends uvu; bad memory havers rise up
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The season 1 ending came up on my shuffle and I just about fell to my knees I forgot how much I love that song
#better times#and I’m overthinking the lyrics now#I’ll call out your name so that you can remain who you are#your name just as you called out mine#exploring the meaning of life together#my head in my hands#bsd#bungo stray dogs#sskk#shin soukoku
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Gonna slap the people who named bugs
#found a bug in my room- thought it was a sandbaby- turns out I don’t remember what a sandbaby looks like#so I do a bit of research and the first thing that I see that looks right is wind scorpion#now I need everyone here to understand that I love bugs deeply they are neat they are cool they are friends#but I have a deep fear of scorpions#zbznnsnsbsns they are extremely cool just not when they’re by me#so my first thought is shit I have to abandon my room and everything in it now it all belongs to the scorpion#but it’s late and I’m already in bed and I’m doing more research cause d u h#and turns out it’s not really a scorpion at all???? I mean like. same family tree#but it’s not your traditional scorpion- it doesn’t have a stinger and it’s non venomous#worst thing about it is it’s a little speedy a bit aggressive and can/will bite#but the REAL worst thing is it likes to cozy up in blankets and clothes#and it’s in my bedroom where I so happen to keep my blankets and clothes dhdhdhhdjdd#anywho I’ll try to catch it and put it outside tomorrow after work if I can find it again#whole point of this is for just a second I was like oh fuck a scorpion and was not okay about that djdjdjdjd#tw bugs#it’s also called a sun spider#cause why have one name when you can have two???#dhdhdjjsjsjs anyways uh everything is fine and I’m going to bed#I will see to cleaning my room and maybe capturing our little friend tomorrow
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Because I can,...thoughts on who would dress as what for Halloween.
Vampire, whether pastel or not, who even knows. Probably similar to this outfit, save she'd also get contacts, some fake blood splatters near her mouth, and just have fun hissing at people. For those who can't see the outfit- think 'victorian vampire' with a dash of detective.
Semi-sexy pirate costume, probably a mix of a man's and a woman's outfit, since they'd want the feminine proportions but the masculine attire itself. Probably had to commission it, thank stars for making funds as a construction worker and protector of the city.
Fire captain. Mate doesn't really trust that any outfit they wore would look 'nice'. Would let the cats they look after at the cafe tear holes in it throughout their shift, no doubt. Mate doesn't mind or care.
Middle right. She'd claim it was a 'healer', no doubt. Honestly, Fin just strikes me as the type to wear witch-hunter outfits despite being a self-proclaimed witch.
Enderman from Minecraft. Absolutely just uses the whole 'stare at and they go wild' to disappear the moment he's spotted. Claims it's just 'really good visual affects'.
Hilariously, wine god costume. Even though the mate definitely has a low alcohol tolerance. However, it would semi-match with Bless, so they'd be happy.
Forced to wear a costume by some of his 'coworkers' (fellow agents). They somehow managed to convince him to wear a sexy cop costume, though Rust doesn't really get the intent behind it.. Xey're mostly in this to get its fellow agents to shut it.
A couples' costume with Tempest. He'd be the frozen king to Tempest's burning queen.
Sexy valhalla prince. Of course, he'd save that for later in the night....at the start, the top is replaced with a chain-link chestplate, though he does keep the cape (and gains a sword + scabbard- no not that sword, mind outta the gutter).
Wants to wear a costume, but he's afraid of being spotted by anyone. Wouldn't dare to wear one at the temple or anywhere near it while in disguise, either.
A couples' costume with Azure. She'd be the blazing queen to Azure's freezing king.
Good luck, she can change her form at will, so if she wants any costume change throughout the night, she'll get it instantly. Defaults, however, to a lizard witch.
#it’s hard to say where all of it begins and i end | headcanons#Hanging on the edge of tomorrow/From the works of yesterday | Sonic “Bless” the Hedgehog#Behind this soft exterior/Lies a warrior | Node the Fennec Fox#Once a temple/Now a tomb/Step to me/I’ll bury you | Shadow “Rust” the Hedgehog#I’ll keep punching ‘til my knuckles start breaking/I’ll keep going through the blood that I’m tasting | Cinn the Cheetah-Fox#If I could see/How you see me/I could be/A little bit happy | Arwen the Cat-Bat#Eyes that stare back/But they're not mine/A twisted truth/A fractured line | Devlin the Wolf#I’m gonna do it my way/Take this for just what it is | Fin the Galago#Sticks and stones won’t break my bones/But your name might crack me | Mephiles “Murk” the Dark#Everybody loves me cause I’m two faced/Cause I pretend that nothing’s wrong | Strawbeet “Straw” the Quokka#I wish there was another way out/For you | Dark Gaia “Tenebrosity”#Not every story ends the same/How can I fix the mess I’ve made? | Sonic “Azure” the Hedgehog#Shoot out the lights/There’s a fire in the sky/Burning it all/The black ash will fall | Tempest Lock#halloween 2024#//it's almost one of my fav holiday months let's GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO#//yes I appear from the void to give this and then disappear once more#suggestive#suggestive tw#//a few of the outfits are called 'sexy' so if you don't wanna see those don't click the link attached
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Warmth: Gale/Tav Sickfic
In the Underdark, Gale faced Minotaurs, mad dwarves, and electrical turrets. Yet it was a misidentified mushroom that beget his current downfall.
It was his own fault for wanting a snack. He was a glutton for not waiting until the group returned to camp. And his own arrogance prevented him from double checking his notes on foliage. So Gale didn’t complain. He couldn’t let Tav know. He closed his tent and tried to sleep it off.
The queasy feeling came first followed by the headache. Then Gale was grabbing the closest pot to throw up in. The vile odor of stomach acid and poisonous mushroom made him wretch again. Through it all, Gale tried to be as quiet as possible. It was a foolhardy effort. It was nearly impossible to quiet the spasms in his stomach.
The fatigue soon followed. Gale knew logistically that he needed water to stay hydrated or risk further complications. He used the remainder of his strength to collect his canteen from his backpack. He sipped sparingly. Then promptly threw up again. This time his long hair was in the crossfire,
It was going to be a long night. Gale’s stomach would twist into knots before releasing. The sensation would force Gale to vomit. He would then lie, warm and weak, on his bedroll.
By the fourth cycle, Gale started to see stars whenever he rolled over. His magic needed rest. His healing powers were vastly limited. His own pride caused that calamity. Flaunting like a peacock, he used the extent of his magic against the duegars that day. Tav, who was not magically inclined, was mesmerized and thoroughly impressed. And Gale beamed and preened under the praise. He liked it when Tav’s attention was on him.
But Gale would rather roll into a hole than have Tav’s gaze on him. Tav, who had their pick of their companions, would quickly move Gale to the bottom of the list. Tav indulged Gale’s conversations. And their experience with the Weave was carnal curiosity, not true desire. Tav didn’t want him, not all of him. Especially now that they knew Gale was cursed with death.
How was one supposed to have a cheerful tryst with such gloom?
After the sixth cycle, which mainly consisted of dry heaving into a thimble of bile dropped down his lips, Gale heard his tent flap open. Alarmed, Gale turned to see Tav looking at him with concern. Gale struggled to speak, to find a way to apologize for his weakness. But only a hoarse cough left his throat.
Tav hummed out a concern whimper. (Gale wondered if he was losing his mind. That couldn’t have been what Tav had done.) Then, they left, closing the flap behind him.
Gale cursed himself. Tears appeared at the edges of his eyes. It didn’t matter what he did now. Tav would only remember the sweaty, disheveled mess next to a pot full of vomit. Lovely.
Wallowing in self pity, Gale almost jumped when Tav opened the tent again. This time with their arms full of unidentifiable items. Moving quietly and fluidly, Tav set the items on the end table near his bedroll. Before Gale could even protest, they set a cool, wet cloth on his forehead. Shocked, Gale watched as Tav picked up the pot of Gale’s sickness and left the tent. Tav returned quickly and set a clean bowl next to Gale’s head. Tav moved back and forth between Gale and the end table.
This had to be a fever dream. Tav couldn’t really be doing this. Tav needed to rest and lead. Gale should be left to suffer, to learn a lesson.
Tav sat down next to Gale on the bedroll and guided Gale’s head into their lap. Gale knew then that this had to be his own delusion. Weakly, he figured that if this was a delusion, he could not feel guilty about enjoying it.
Tav brought a bottle to Gale’s lips. It smelled like ginger. The liquid flowed smoothly down Gale’s gullet. Tav used a second cool cloth to wipe the traces of sweat, tears, and bile from Gale’s face and hair. As gentle as a mother’s touch, Tav used their own fingers to comb through Gale’s hair. The tangles straightened under Tav’s attention.
A lovely dream.
Wasn’t it?
#no.2#“I’ll call out your name but you won’t call back.”#thermometer#delirium#“They don't care about you.”#sick tw#baldurs gate fanfiction#gale/tav#bg3#whumptober 2023
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Whumptober Day 2 - I’ll call out your name, but you won’t call back
In which Echo lets go.
#whumptober2023#no.2#I’ll call out your name but you won’t call back#oc#oc: echo#vulpec city#art#my art#nach0 art#no tws this time#will all the prompt fills be right before i go to bed? hopefully not but we'll see#might have cleaned it up more if i'd had time and my ipad wasn't also hanging on for dear life to battery
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I missed amongus server drama? 🥲
Qwerty no amount of update accounts could describe what happened
#don’t stop the party#his ass did not get hired NDA loving wife potato farm swag priest I’ll use him later the interview cyrus copper house Cyrus farm underside#the village armor spells out chef well he underwater mines tools named after master chef winners red light district what amendment is the ri#ght ti remain silent THEYRE fuckinng at the red light district all the time clings reciting poetry maybe if I finish his gift he’ll like me#when is the divorce is clings socks son because he’s mixed who is the father church so trinkets the pope then is it priest or pastor I’m not#calling him father cyrus how are you doing Cyrus I’m feeling swaggy bedrock minecraft isn’t on mac Nintendo online is $20 a year you did#lore and you’re not even on our server can I get the family tree when will my husband return from the war cyrus has the nda why are you at#the red light district trinket crying laughing#I’m gonna listen to YCGMA is your husband faithful oh well he works csn cyrus deafen the king solomon baby story recited from a techno quote#in a Cyrus fic please areus don’t tell you know clings I just want my family to be okay you don’t know what this would do to him please#he doesn’t even have a priest outfit you are not allowed to build in swag nation afyer some debate the council has considered you for the#job of pastor so how are Andy and clings related#cyrus gets tagged 5 times consecutively on a burger post. clings is in the backrooms. it’s jover.#amogus server#asks#qwerty
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a little magpie photo dump bc she’s the love of my life i think
#i’m still nailing down her personality and like… having trouble Connecting with her but i Do love her#she’s been flirting with everyone at every possible opportunity for the most part LMAO#and she’s solidly 90% the purple hawke type dialogue#i just need to like. figure out how who i Want her to be fits in with the personality rook is being kind of forced into by the writing#forced isn’t the right word but whatever. u get me#she’s less of a boyfailure than i wanted her to be#but like. the game won’t LET me be kind of lame. unfortunately#i’ll headcanon it back in later#ALSO i do think when i someday replay her i’m going to set her gender as man just to see how that affects the trans dialogue#bc i decided she’s like. 85% a man. she’s just a she/they man#like she’s still nonbinary but i want to see what the dialogue is like if u pick man. for funsies#also i decided i don’t think she uses the name rook at all i think she’s Just magpie.#except for varric who almost invariably calls her Your Majesty due for queen madrigal reasons LMAO#anyway this has been your magpie update#datv spoilers#漫言#oc. magpie#z plays da
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i have a horrible feeling about my new job.
#i just got an email to set up my account for this staff portal where you clock in and out and see your schedule and your pay stub n all that#and it has my deadname on it#and i’m like okay whatever it’s probably there cuz like my I9 and W4 and bank account are linked#but then. i see there’s a page where you can ‘meet the team’#and it says everyone’s names that are going to be working at my camp#so now everyone is gonna fucking know my deadname.#i am really fucking upset#i literally emailed the person in charge of diversity and inclusion a while back asking about their preferred name and pronouns procedures#and they made it sound like i don’t have anything to worry about and the other staff members won’t know my deadname. like only HR and those-#-people will know#like ummmm i guess you forgot about the staff portal huh?#fuck my fucking life#i’m so mad#get your shit together#this is the bay area california#have you literally not employed a trans person before????#how has this not been an issue ?????????#i’m convinced they’re gonna fuck up my name on the roster too#they’ll call it out during roll call#and i’ll have to be like IT’S. PHOENIX.#and be humiliated for the rest of the day and go to the bathroom and cry.#phoenix talks
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some ppl like … are you spurs fans or fans of a specific player ? 🤨
#very strange seeing ppl defending Him after those comments liiiike#not slagging him off man he’s still the goat and i will continue maintaining that position but 🤨🤨🤨#unnecessary to call us a fickle fanbase who turned on him bc um. we’ve literally done nothing but defend him for yeaaaars#even after the city fiasco and that neville interview we loved him and ached with him man#think it’s completely valid for a fanbase to feel a bit betrayed that a talisman said it wasn’t a disaster if the club lost a few games#bc that just blames the other players too lmfao ..#i need intl break to be over but more importantly i need ppl to stop equating him to spurs even when he’s gone#pls stfu 👍🏾#probably last thing i’ll say on this unless i get ticked off again#if he’s got something to say against levy/enic then call them out by name don’t incriminate your former coworkers#and the ppl who defended you for years
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