#—༄ rambles.

[umemiyan]

it looks better irl. also i need to put new batteries in the star 🥲 but she’s FINISHED

doesn’t look much better in a pic with the curtains closed but OH WELL. she ain’t much but this place is small okay literally the other side of this room is the kitchen

[tearlunars]

why is ADOF not working on my shaders :(

[beebopurr]

Hey guys since Huginn and Muninn are named after Odin's ravens for a separated au where Draxum has 2 of the boys it'd be cool if the boys were named Geri and Freki after Odin's wolves methinks.... and the ravens had a mutually beneficial relationship with the wolves bc the ravens could find prey and the wolves could take down the prey so that'd be a cool dynamic to explore right

[selfoe]

shepherd if he doesn't like you

[n-agiz]

genuinely starting to think i might be going through some sort of depressive episode again but like. we're cool. we're so cool some might say we're lit

[sweetkeiji]

just graduated this isnt real

[rainyearning]

I love playing cats and catboys tbh..

Someone adopt a stray Yoongi and spoil him to death, deal with a high maintenance Noori or deal with an annoying jerk Minki ...

Or inspired by Love and Deepspace.. Sylus is a cute cat.

[dipyronegirl]

it’s honestly so cute how you have to build trust with ur cat like u start picking them up when they’re little bc u can’t help how cute they are and they don’t like it but u pet them and scritch their chin and put them down gently so they slowly stop being afraid of being tossed back to the point where they relax completely on ur hands and lay back and let u carry them around like a sack of potatoes cause they know u won’t let them fall and then they start purring😭

[apostase]

big fan of characters who are very confident but self-deprecating in a non-compliment-fishing way and don't take themselves or anything seriously + are impossible to embarrass

[umemiyan]

man we jujutsu’d. and brother we sure did kaisen

[tearlunars]

for those of you who don't know about nier reincarnation there was a crossover with ffxiv where the main protagonist was emet and i think about this scene almost every day

[thecluelessdoctor]

yall did younger me dodge a bullet-

So apparently alot of people grew up with the weirdest YouTube content known to man. I mean like The fucking content farm channels we have now but weirder.

I never experienced that?! My YouTube experience was watching this one kid play with Sonic plushies making weird yet oddly entertaining stories (low-key wish I remember the name of the channel of videos because nostalgia)

I was obsessed with these, and these videos were how I discovered my love for sonic as a whole, a love I still have now (I'm just not the most open about it)

Then I got yt taken away and would rewatch The adventures of Sonic the hedgehog over and over until the next time I had a device with YT access.

During this second time of having yt access, I would discover a few sonic channels that changed the very way I act (as well as discovering Sonic. Exe and the Tails Doll which still low-key haunt me. Especially those super well drawn renders... Eugh..)

These channels were Sonic and Tails pals, a very kid friendly reaction channel that pretended to be sonic characters. But the next few channels weren't as family friendly, the first of these being a Channel named shadow the hedgehog. I recently revisited the channel for nostalgia and boy. Has it changed. For the worse- now what do I mean by not as family friendly? WELL *ahem* it wasn't as bad as it could have been but it did involve swearing *which later either was censored or completely removed as time went on* as well as a lovely book of sex jokes. And a high implication that Shadow attempted to get Rouge drunk (as well as being drunk himself) to have sex with her, only to have been implied to have done it with Kermit the frog who basically was always high. It's hard to explain you just gotta watch it to know .-. but is was this shit that stuck in my brain and formed the way I thought. It also made me discover being gay is ok-

NOW THOS WASNT THE ONLY CHANNEL FROM MY CHILDHOOD, OH NO NO NO!!

*ahem* we have, TheblueBlur, aka not family friendly Sonic's channel, knuckles the echidna, infinite the jackle, Metal sonic, and many other channels like this, which all apparently worked together.

These channels were goofy reaction and VR chat channels that I was obsessed with.

I know these channels shaped how I think and what I found amusing because it made me go from perfect little daughter to not straight and more of a anarchist than ever.

But I also wonder what I would be like today if I had watched shit like Funvideotv or something of that nature rather than the shit I watched (which I'ma be honest didn't shock me as a kid because I had been watching Futurama since I was like 4)

Anyway I'm done rambling about my weird childhood, I'm Dotty, and I need therapy

[selfoe]

fit check

[n-agiz]

i've been so obsessed with that one song from that jpop group that i can't remember the name of rn . . . the one where the chorus is like uh uh i just wanna dance with you until the sun come up until the sun come up yeah yeah . . . the group that has those like 4 specific guys that are really hot . . i could just go look for their name but atp why would i . . . .

[sweetkeiji]

me and collegeboard have beef bc wdym i have an ap exam every day from tuesday to monday