#— writing advice .ᐟ

[madame-fear]

I am NO writer by any means at all, but maybe to help with writers block, try writing completely random blurbs about anything. Something that doesn’t need to be structured or make any sense at all if you don’t want it too, something that you wouldn’t post. If that makes any sense? Like write about your day, write about your fav character going to the store and what they buy, write a little blurb about the bird outside your window etc anything at all! Just throw something down on paper! Maybe that can, you know, help get the ol’ brain going, sort of get into the writing groove and then you can just transition over to one of your stories. Bc I think right now you are just driving yourself crazy, putting yourself under so much pressure to sit down and do nothing but get the perfect story out immediately and off it goes for tumblr. And also thinking you are disappointing all of us 24/7, that’s not good either. That’s not helpful my girl! Bc then you start thinking omg I’m terrible at this, I can’t do this, I don’t know how to write anything!! And down the sad rabbit hole you go :(

Write something down that doesn’t have expectations attached to it

Maybe that might help writing be enjoyable again. Just writing some small, silly, random things down that no one else will ever see. Basically proving to yourself that yes, I can absolutely still write, I can come up with ideas, I can do this bc look *holding your little writing blurb* here’s the proof right here!

Or even just read some of your old writing, more proof you can do it, and an old story of yours might inspire you!

I don’t know, like I said I’m not a writer so i’ve never experienced writers block (except for school papers lol). But anyways, maybe this could be helpful. I hope it works for you!! 🩷🩷🩷

Aww nonnie, I swear to God I don’t think words can be enough to express my entire gratitude to you, and how sweet I found this message to be!! Everything you said makes the perfect sense 🥹🩷

You hit the jackspot in everything you said, and I agree. It’s more my brain gnawing on me about having not written anything and being scared that it won’t fulfill your expectations, rather than me actually writing! And yes, trust me it’s not helpful— I feel consumed by these thoughts and it makes me lack even more writing inspiration... Damn... 🫠

I will do exactly as you said, nonnie! Everything bit by bit. I will try writing some small little things, and lately I was also thinking that I could write small fandom imagines & blurbs— because I have done that too before and it often helps to get me back into the writing wheel, plus I will also apply your suggestions to see how it all works out!! But I believe it should go out perfectly 🫶

You might not be like a writer, but you sound just like one— and a very helpful one, as a matter of fact! 🥹 Seriously, thank you for taking the time of giving me a little bit of advice and boost to not bang my head against a wall due to not writing!!

You are the absolute sweetest,, I will keep your advice somewhere visible & near so I can always see it whenever I go through this writing block once again. I wish I could give you tons of big hugs & foreheads smooches for the greatest help!! 🥺💗

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── .✦ CSC .ᐟ husband headcanons

› content ┆ idol scoups x fem reader, established relationship, fluff ✎ word-count .ᐟ 1.2k.

1. The Protective and Caring Husband

Seungcheol’s natural leadership abilities would make him an extremely protective and caring husband. He’s someone who always puts his loved ones first, and as your husband, his instinct to protect would become even more pronounced. Whether it’s ensuring you’re safe on a night out or taking care of you when you’re unwell, his first priority would always be your well-being.

⟢ husband seungcheol who will always walk on the side of the street closest to traffic.

⟢ husband seungcheol who would frequently checks in with you during the day, asking if you’ve eaten, how you’re feeling, and whether you need anything.

⟢ husband seungcheol who if you’re feeling anxious or upset, he’s immediately by your side, providing comfort through physical touch like hand-holding or hugs.

⟢ husband seungcheol who would constantly reassure you that you’re safe in his presence, both physically and emotionally.

2. Deeply Devoted

Seungcheol is a man of deep loyalty, and once he commits to someone, he does so wholeheartedly. As your husband, he’d be incredibly devoted, constantly showing his love through both words and actions.

⟢ husband seungcheol who always remembers special dates—birthdays, anniversaries, even small milestones. Ends up being the first to send a text at 00:00 to celebrate.

⟢ husband seungcheol who loves to surprise you with little notes, gifts, or gestures of affection, like cooking your favorite meal after a long day.

⟢ husband seungcheol who’s the type to write love letters, pouring his heart out in ink, leaving them in places you’ll stumble upon.

⟢ husband seungcheol who even if he’s busy with work, he’ll make time to call or video chat, ensuring you never feel neglected.

3. A Supportive Life Partner

Seungcheol would support all of your goals and dreams. Whether you’re pursuing a new career, hobby, or personal project, he’d be your number one fan, always there to cheer you on or lend a helping hand when needed.

⟢ husband seungcheol who would attend every event, presentation, or special occasion that’s important to you, beaming with pride.

⟢ husband seungcheol who’s always encouraging you to pursue your passions, providing thoughtful advice whenever you need guidance.

⟢ husband seungcheol who when you doubt yourself, he’s the one reminding you of your worth and capabilities, pushing you gently toward success.

⟢ husband seungcheol who if you’re going through a tough time, he’s a patient listener, always there to offer support without judgment.

4. Family-Oriented

Seungcheol is known for his strong sense of family, which would carry into his role as a husband. He’d be eager to build a life that includes not only you but also a strong, loving family environment. Whether it’s maintaining close ties with his own family or creating a new one with you, he would take this responsibility seriously.

⟢ husband seungcheol who loves spending time with both your families, ensuring that family gatherings are a regular part of your lives.

⟢ husband seungcheol who wants to create traditions together, whether it’s a weekend family dinner, holiday trips, or even simple movie nights at home.

⟢ husband seungcheol who if you decide to have children, he’d be an amazing father—playful yet firm, teaching them important values while also being a fun and loving dad.

⟢ husband seungcheol who would share household responsibilities equally and wouldn’t hesitate to take on any role—whether it’s cooking, cleaning, or taking care of the kids and his dog kkuma.

5. The Romantic Husband

Even though Seungcheol is tough on the outside, he’s actually incredibly soft when it comes to love. As your husband, he’d make sure romance never dies in your relationship. His way of expressing love might not always be grand gestures but meaningful and heartfelt moments.

⟢ husband seungcheol who’d love planning surprise date nights, whether it’s an intimate dinner at home or a weekend getaway.

⟢ husband seungcheol who enjoys slow dancing with you in the kitchen, even if there’s no music, just enjoying the moment together.

⟢ husband seungcheol who leaves sweet messages for you in random places—on your mirror, in your bag, or on your phone.

⟢ husband seungcheol who regularly plans small surprises, like waking you up with breakfast in bed or running a bath for you after a long day.

⟢ husband seungcheol who loves to reminisce about how you first met, telling you he falls in love with you more every day.

6. Communication is Key

As a husband, Seungcheol understands the importance of communication in a relationship. He would prioritize having open and honest conversations with you, knowing that mutual understanding is the foundation of a strong marriage.

⟢ husband seungcheol who’d encourage heart-to-heart talks, making sure both of you express your feelings openly.

⟢ husband seungcheol who if there’s ever an issue, he prefers solving it through calm discussion rather than letting it linger.

⟢ husband seungcheol who’s the type to make time for weekly “check-ins,” asking how you’re feeling about the relationship and what could be improved.

⟢ husband seungcheol who lways listens actively when you’re speaking, making you feel heard and valued.

7. The Fun and Adventurous Husband

Despite his responsible nature, Seungcheol knows how to have fun and would make sure your life together is filled with laughter and adventure. Whether it’s spontaneous road trips or simply goofing around at home, he loves making memories that you’ll both cherish forever.

⟢ husband seungcheol who loves planning surprise trips, sometimes whisking you away on weekends for a spontaneous adventure.

⟢ husband seungcheol who’s playful and has a sense of humor that keeps things light, even in stressful moments.

⟢ husband seungcheol who enjoys staying active with you—whether it’s hiking, working out together, or taking on new challenges as a team.

⟢ husband seungcheol who will playfully tease you in a loving way, always making sure there’s a smile on your face.

8. An Anchor During Difficult Times

When life gets tough, Seungcheol would be your rock. He’s calm under pressure and would make sure to stay grounded for the both of you when challenges arise. His steady presence would give you comfort and security, knowing that you can weather any storm together.

⟢ husband seungcheol who in times of stress or hardship, he’s the first to comfort you, offering practical solutions but also being emotionally supportive.

⟢ husband seungcheol who hen you’re overwhelmed, he takes over whatever tasks you need help with—whether it’s errands, work, or emotional support.

⟢ husband seungcheol who’d always remind you that you’re a team and that you’ll get through difficult times together, no matter what.

⟢ husband seungcheol who if he’s going through a tough time, he’ll still try to remain strong and composed, but would eventually open up to you, trusting you to help share the burden.

─ .✦ Conclusion

As a husband, Choi Seungcheol would be a combination of strong, nurturing, fun, and deeply devoted. He’s someone who would always prioritize you and your relationship, making sure that both of you grow together in love and life. His protective and supportive nature, combined with his romantic heart, would make for a deeply fulfilling marriage where both of you feel loved, appreciated, and secure.

ᝰ.ᐟ this is my first ever try at writing a headcanon >_< I hope you like it

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SIMP! enhypen x CRUSH! reader GENRE! fluff, crack, mutual pining, idiots in love TW! not proof read, lowercase intended A/N! anon rqs WC! 890 NOW PLAYING! . . . xo ( only if you say yes ) by enhypen ──   💭 ࿔

𖠗 HEESEUNG .ᐟ

somwhat awkward but confident. he thinks he's pretty mature in terms of romance but when he is with you his brain short circuits so hard he has to grip on something to not faint. but he's a great listener, he will listen to your rants, anything that's been bothering you. he listens so attentively humming and interacting. writes songs dedicated to you and serenades you by singing them !!! you are literally his muse atp, he notes down every little detail about and absolutely adores them. he's all giggles and blushy with you hehe. he dreams of playing video games with lmao.

𖠗 JAY .ᐟ

pretty mature and a bit shy. i feel like jay would be the most mature one amongst enhypen. he's also a bit shy too but tries to overcome it. he's loaded as hell so do expect expensive gifts and bouquets more often. another great listener. he's also a very great adviser, he's wise and thoughtful. very (+infinity) dependable and reliable. he's always there to help you out, cooks you meals and encourages you to eat more. very polite and understanding your parents will definitely approve of him. plays you a song he wrote for you as a way of confessing. lots of fancy outings and always pays first ^^

𖠗 JAKE .ᐟ

so super sweet and shy. when jake likes someone he tends to get touchy with them but when it's you hell he can't even look up at your face (he swears up and down that he loves you). stutters alot when talking to you and you just can't help but chuckle at his cuteness (he dies pls stop). tries to help you out with everything, even if he doesn’t take the class he still tries to learn a thing or two so he could help you out oh! you'd also start seeing him in your classes. lots of study sessions where he's most of the time gawking at you and always getting caught doing it lmao. rants about physics and layla to you alot! makes a lego bouquet for you.

𖠗 SUNGHOON .ᐟ

very hyper confident and delusion. he's good looking, loaded, has nice personality, fame and fans - everything you could ask for he's got it all so what's stopping you from liking him? he deludes himself into thinking that you'll fall in love with him just like any other girl but you don’t (sike) he goes ''huh wait what but i thought'' cue courting era of park sunghoon. never in his life he imagined he'd have to court someone but you’re not just someone you’re special, you’re his one and only true lovd. gets unexpectedly shy with you, hides his face and giggles. he realizes you’ve officially unlocked a new persona of sunghoon reserved just for you.

𖠗 SUNOO .ᐟ

he's so popular and friendly with everyone that you thought he was being just friendly to you the entire time sheesh. he has to restart his plans and just ends up telling you he has romantic feelings for you. then you'd start seeing the subtle difference between him around you vs around others. you noticed how he would like to listen to you speak when he was hyper yapper. always wants spend alone time with you. "hm im sorry i need to hang out with my girl" plans everything from the date spot to how it end. loves to plan outfits with you. skincare nights! always make sure that you eat well. takes lots of pictures of you without you knowing (not in a creepy way). will clap back at anyone and everyone for you.

𖠗 JUNGWON .ᐟ

pretty chill about it tbh. you'd have no idea he's got something for you yes he's that good at hiding. a fake-scenario maniac, daydreams about you a lot and giggles like a maniac (oof the weird stares). looks your contact name every single day. takes advice from his hyungs and literally has a diary related to you, he writes about you, to you. approaches in the most random way, "you know i have a dog..." very caring, always stands by your side. your biggest defender. once you two start chatting he will send you random videos of him playing in the park when the entire country is asleep.

𖠗 NI-KI .ᐟ

he may put up a bad-boy chill sigma look but is straight up awkward and goofy (?) almost tsundere. literally fumbles at your sight, his legs comically jiggling he has to lean on something to hold himself up. he will try to first ignore these stupid feelings that tarnishes his cool image, making his heart quesy. but gives up when he notices he's fallen badly in love. messes up every single time he tries to woo you. like that one time he tried to flirt with you, the moment you turned towards him, he forgot what he memorized to say. the next few sentences he tried to utter were filled with nothing but stutters and awkward pauses. nevertheless you still found him so endearing. girl trust me if you were ever to say yes he'd probably faint then and there. is so soft and lovey-dovey with you that others had to double take like that's the giant ahh intimidating nishimura riki?!?! huge girlfriend privileges for you :)

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𝐚𝐧 (𝐮𝐧)𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐩𝐟𝐮𝐥 𝐠𝐮𝐢𝐝𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝑤𝑖𝑛 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝑏𝑒𝑠𝑡 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑’𝑠 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑡 .

꩜ .ᐟ jaehyun tries to win his girl best friend’s heart with the help from her brother . they came up with a plan ( of course ) , it includes three phases and jaehyun has to execute the phases well or he is done for .

꩜ .ᐟ warnings ! angst , car crash mentioned . i cried writing this , so if you’re crying … you”re not the only one >< fluff fluff fluff ! not proofread :3

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⋮ PHASE ONE .

jaehyun has been super distant with you lately . despite considering him your all—time—bestfriend and going out with him and your brother’s friend group , he tries to maintain space between the two of you . which made you super curious , why would he distance himself from you ?

it was simple , he was afraid of rejection . he recently confessed to your brother that he likes you , and the first advice he received was to stay away from you . the explanation ? han taesan said , and jaehyun quotes , “ if she likes you , she’ll keep pestering you about the distance . if she leaves you in silence then she doesn’t like you . “

so there he is , maintaining a distance with you . i mean , were you weirded out by it ? definitely . he used to be affectionate but now he’s like a ball of nonchalant-ness . if you get what i mean . but you only managed to keep your cool for three days before running after him once the school bells rang , yelling straight at him in his face . “ did i do something wrong ?! why are you ignoring me … “

that was all jaehyun needed to bring a smile back on his face , a confrontation from you to show him that you cared about him . he lets out a short chuckle , “ you didn’t do anything wrong , ynie … i just wanted to see your reaction . did you do something wrong ? “

you rolled your eyes and slapped his arm , “ i thought i did something to upset you , stupid ! made me so worried about you , gosh . “ he laughed at your response , offering to buy you lunch for a week . you refused his offer , mumbling something about him not habing enough money but was he really paying attention to your nagging ? no , he was staring deep into your eyes , thinking if he could actually swim in them .

“ are you even paying attention ? “ you snapped at him as he giggled , nodding as he dragged you by the arm to the cafeteria , meeting your brother and his friends . jaehyun sat right next to you as he gave your brother a look , ‘ taesan i did it . ‘ kind of look .

bringing him to phase two of their plan .

⋮ PHASE TWO .

“ jaehyun , did you get me these ? “ you questioned the man through the video call as his ears perked and his eyes shift from whatever he was doing to his phone , nodding shyly as he replied . “ as an apology , for ignoring you . “ you rolled your eyes playfully , thinking it was one of his tricks .

but what you didn’t expect was — him getting you small gifts everytime you hung out with him . heck even if it you were out with the other five boys , he’d pull you aside just so he could give you a small gift he brought with him to see you reaction . and maybe to get you to himself , even if it was for a minute .

“ i love the gifts , myungjae . but what’s the occassion ? it’s … different because you usually offer to pay for food and now you’re giving me gifts everytime we hang out ? it’s like you have a crush on me , myungjae ~ “ you teased him as his ears grew red and hot , feeling embarrassed and praying taesan would come to his rescue .

he wanted you to know he has a huge — the biggest crush on you . he felt like confessing straight to your face and prayed that you would accept his confession . he thinks there is a fifty fifty chance you would accept him because he’s getting mixed signals from you as well . the other fifty ? maybe the friendship was too precious to break .

“ oh my god , myungjae , look at these ! “ you would point out every time you saw something that resembled the both of you . in this case , a puppy and kitten keychain . he absolutely loved the reactions you had , the big smile that would reach your eyes and the little excited jumps you would do .

every time the two of you — or seven of you , hung out , he would always send you home . if you wanted to walk and enjoy the moment before heading home , he would be there right by your side . if you wanted to take the bus , he would prepare some songs in his playlist that described you perfectly — as if he doesn’t already , as you shared a wired earpiece together . if you wanted to take a cab , he would stay in that cab with you to make sure you were safe and walk himself home . if you wanted to take the motor bike with your brother , he would fasten your helmet tightly and called you immediately when you arrived home to ensure your safety once again .

he was shocked when he noticed how affectionate you were with him recently , passing him sweets with sweet notes — he wants to call them love letters — and getting physical with him . giving him hugs and interlocking your hands together as you strolled through the park nearby your house . he was about seventy percent sure you like him back , which led him to phase three , the final phase .

⋮ PHASE THREE .

phase three … the most crucial phase , according to taesan . he had to prepare his confession and confess to you before graduation which was in exactly five days . after sharing whatever he felt with you to taesan , taesan expects it to be a success if it was to be carried out well .

“ myungjae , who are you asking to prom ? “ you continuously asked him as he sighed , placing the tray of food on the table as the two joined their friends . “ i’m going alone , ynie … now , eat . “ jaehyun shot a glare to taesan who was trying to hold in his laughter . you stayed silent , munching on the pasta before announcing , “ if nobody asks me out to prom , i’ll ask riwoo out ! “ everyone at the table dropped their cutleries as they broke out into fits of laughter .

“ i’m sure someone will ask you out , you have to be patient , yn … “ riwoo said between laughs as everyone continued eating . that’s when jaehyun knew , he had to speed up the confessions process . and that meant , rushing home after school and planning it out on his notebook . he ignored your messages and lied saying his phone was taken away , smirking when you took the bait .

for the past three days , you’ve been going home with your brother and didn’t have time to even say goodbye to jaehyun as he sprints out of school . “ taesan , why is jaehyun so weird these days ? he’s running home … “ you would ask your brother but he shrugs it off , saying it’s probably an emergency at home . but did that make you feel any better ? hell no , why wouldn’t he tell you if he had emergencies at home , his parents were very much well acquainted with you by now , even treated you as their own daughter .

“ yn ! could you come over ? it’s an emergency ! “ taesan called you as you panicked and hurriedly left the house and ran towards the boys’ usual hang out crib . what emergency ? did something happen to jaehyun ? wait … why did you assume it was jaehyun ? well … surprise surprise , you like jaehyun . why else would you have written those letters filled with love and hold hands with him ..?

as soon as you arrived , you knocked and yelled out for taesan and jaehyun’s names but there wasn’t any response . you unlocked the door with the spare key under the mat and entered the house in a messy state , you were in your pajamas with hair messy from running in the strong wind and your phone barely charged . what caught you offguard was a walkway of lilies leading to their dim litted living room .

you walked towards the front and turned on the light after fidgeting with a bunch of light switches . you almost fell in shock when all five boys stood infront of you , in a blouse along with some black trousers . you let out an awkward chuckle , “ what’s happening haha … is this a prank ? “

the moment you said that , jaehyun appeared in between taesan and riwoo , in a black suit and tie with flowers in his hand . suddenly , a background music was heard as jaehyun sang along , using the bouquet of flowers as a microphone . you were — shocked ? excited ? you weren’t exactly sure because you were still overwhelmed by the whole situation …

“ i’d get along with your dad , for you ~ “ he ended as he bowed like a prince and held the bouquet right in front of your face . your eyes widened in shock when everything registered in your head , did he just do a whole serenade for you ? in front of your brother snd shared friends ?! if you could see yourself right now , you were as red as a tomato . maybe even worse …

“ you … like me ? “ you asked as he stood up and straightened his back , running a hand through his hair awkwardly as he nodded . “ for a while actually … like , three months ? “ the moment those words left his mouth , your jaw dropped . three months and he’s already mustered the courage to do this ..? that’s myung jaehyun for you …

“ so … would you like to be my date for prom and have a date after that ? “ jaehyun asks as you smiled softly , taking the flowers from his hands as you nodded , “ i would gladly , go to prom and go on a date with you myungjae . “

you could still remember how happy he was . he jumped for joy , hugging each and every one of his friends as he reached you . lifting you in the air as he joked , “ now you don’t have to go with riwoo ! “

⋮ UNHAPPY ACCIDENTS .

“ today was fun , jaehyun ~ “ you complimented as you entered his car . it’s been a year since the both of you dated and he finally had a car . he was excited to bring you around in his car , especially since you were going to be his passenger princess .

he smiled in excitement , starting the car as he slowly got on the road . the drive was soothing and calm at first , until the both of you were suddenly crashed into a truck filled with gasoline . the next thing you knew , you woke up in the hospital with the five surrounding you .

“ where’s … where’s jaehyun … “ was the first thing you asked after waking up from a week coma . you sat up and straightened your body , taesan immediately hugging you tightly as he cried loudly . you were confused , what happened ? why was everyone crying ? why did you have burns on your body ?

and that’s when it hit you . you pushed taesan off as you stood up shakily , walking around the room to find jaehyun but to no avail . there was no way , right ..? you ran over to taesan and grabbed his arm tightly , “ jaehyun … where did he … go ? “ he couldn’t answer you at all . he turned to leehan who was also crying .

“ yn … i need you to sit down for this . “ riwoo said as calmly as he could despite the tears flowing from his eyes . tears were already pooling at the brim of your eyes , you could’ve sorta expected the outcome from this , but were you ready to accept it ? no , no you weren’t .

“ jaehyun … he didn’t make it yn . the policemen and doctors at scene said he was hugging you before you both rolled out of the car . he was … they tried to resuscitate him but it failed , horribly . he had no pulse and wasn’t breathing anymore … they didn’t expect you to make it as well , but you showed a single pulse . jaehyun really was … he was hopeless . they couldn’t detect anything from him .“ riwoo explained as you broke down , he hugged you before he lost his own life .

the moment you were discharged , the boys took you to his grave . you couldn’t help but break down yet again for the nth time this week . he was and still is your everything . he sacrificied himself to save you . the boys stood behind you as you wailed on his grave , “ why … why myungjae … it should’ve been me , you shouldn’t be there now ! fuck … i miss you . if you can hear me , i miss and love you a lot . you were an angel sent to me , and i’ll always remember you , myung jaehyun . i love you , always and forever . “

you reached into your pocket , pulling out the puppy and kitten matching keychains and placed one on his grave . you were probably seeing things but you could see him standing from afar , waving as he smiled at you . he was glowing , a white robe set on him as what seemed like a halo was hanging above his head . you broke out into tears at the thought of seeing him for the last time , smiling and waving back as with a single blink , he disappeared .

i love you forever and always , myung jaehyun . i’ll see you soon .

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making your wardrobe last: timelessness of a lolita wardrobe ദ്ദി(｡•̀ ,<)~✩‧₊

happy monday, cuties~! i debated on if i really wanted to post this week due to feeling a bit of a mental drag since this weekend but decided i could write myself out of it. ♡⸜(˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶)⸝♡

one thing many lolitas know and love about the fashion is that it's as the title of this blog post suggests: timeless! unlike modern day trends of fast fashion, constantly changing trends, etc., lolita focuses on a commitment to its substyles and celebrates sustainability through frills and quality material. while pattern prints in lolita fashion may go in and out of style, the fashion itself has built a sturdy foundation of keeping to a certain look that makes it virtually impossible to go out of fashion for those that love it! (ෆ˙ᵕ˙ෆ)♡ lolita is meant to be worn for many years and the heart of it really focuses on investing in good quality staple pieces. knowing this in the beginning can change the trajectory of your journey for the better.. now! this isn't to say you should go and splurge $180 usd on the first angelic pretty blouse you see, no no. it is only a suggestion that investing in good quality pieces really does work wonders for you if you plan to be involved in lolita fashion for the long term!

firstly, understanding this basics to a lolita coordinate is key to getting started in your wardorbe..! (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶) lolita offers a basic silhouette of a blouse, jumperskirt (jsk), over the knees (otks) or tights, a petticoat to hold the shape (different types of pettis exist!), shoes, and headwear (bow, headdress, etc.). this what the anatomy of a lolita is in it's barebones - knowing this and studying it is what will help you make your choices concerning your wardrobe. it seems like a lot but giving yourself time and researching in bits and pieces of what truly would work for you is always the best way to begin, especially if you haven't narrowed down what substyle you want to wear..! ( ˶ˆ꒳ˆ˵ )

once you've nailed this part on the head you're ready to move onto your next phase of action: where to actually get lolita items! in my time beginning as a newer gen. lolita a lot of veterans recommended i start with indie or more affordable brands, like bodyline for example, until i could save up for more pieces that would last a longer for constant wear. this will be advice i will tell until the end of time as it's solid and genuinely works, especially if you don't really find yourself wanting to buy brand. whether choosing pieces from taobao resellers (42lolita for example), bodyline listings on depop, or whatever else, just be sure it's pieces you could imagine buying a slightly more sustainable version of (if the materials are on the lower qual. side), and be sure the look of it is exactly what you'll be looking for in the future, as doing this ensures you won't have any regrets on your first coordinate or feelings of wasting your money. while buying from more affordable brands is the ticket to building a wardrobe with staple pieces, also buying secondhand is an option.

buying secondhand is what i do most, as a matter of fact, and i can't recommend it enough. ദ്ദി(ᵔᗜᵔ) secondhand pieces, to me, often feel they come with a uniqueness and an aged feeling that really gives into the whole "timelessness" aspect of lolita fashion. finding brand pieces for affordable pricing also is a huge perk! secondhand places like lacemarket, closet child, or wunderwelt exist for this kind of purpose - giving sustainable pieces new homes for someone else to begin their journey with said item. it's a bit romantic that pieces last as long as they do and can even transcend being passed down a whole decade or more later..!

furthermore, keep in mind that while bargains do exist, the cost of lolita can rack up. it's important to take care of your pieces, especially concerning secondhand pieces if they're a bit aged. in order to preserve the longevity of your items look up tips on how to care for your wardrobe, whether it's through gentle hand washing, proper storage, or repairing minor damages as doing this ensures your items stay pristine for as long as possible! learning to mend or sew has become a huge must for lolitas this day in age. things like buttons falling off or buying pieces that may need something resewn could be inevitable..! while it may be daunting and laborious, it's all done with love and style~. ( ˶ˆᗜˆ˵ )

in conclusion, building a timeless lolita wardrobe is about investing in pieces that not only speak to your personal style but also reflect your commitment to sustainability. it’s a slow, steady journey where quality trumps quantity, and every purchase is a step toward building a wardrobe that can last for years to come. remember, it’s not just about looking good, but feeling good knowing your choices have a lasting impact. be sure to just check materials regardless of branding, and as long as it feels like something sturdy to you, that’s all that matters, genuinely. brand, indie, etc, just take your time, research, and above all, enjoy the process of curating your own unique collection that will stand the test of time! -`♡´-

until next week, cuties~ ❤︎

♡ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ౨ৎ ‧₊ .ᐟ

some other helpful resources below: ⬇️

lolita anatomy guide

what makes a lolita silhouette?

lolita on a budget

afterword: i would like to say the take away here is NOT to insight argument over indie brands or anything of the such and insinuate that they're of lesser quality. i am simply stating some brands may use cheaper material than others that may not be AS durable, and this isn't saying every single indie brand does this sort of thing. i myself own a bit of indie items from sites like 42lolita. like lots of lolitas have said previous - brand doesn’t necessarily mean good quality..! there are a ton of more informational guides on this subject alone. however, this post is only aimed to be educational, helpful, and serve as a guide..!

riri ❤︎₊ ⊹

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Hello!

Welcome to my blog :) if you’ve been following me for the short while I’ve actually been on this account then you may or may not notice a bit of a rebrand of my account. I’ll mostly just be writing x reader fan fictions and head canons for the shows I’m currently interested in.

But first things first, let me introduce myself! ↓

⟡ my name is Lydia

⟡ i’m 18 years old, 19 this september!

⟡ i have many favourite shows, but right now squid game is my main interest

⟡ i’m relatively new to writing fanfiction, so any and all advice/constructive criticism are appreciated!

⟡ i speak english and french, and am currently learning portuguese!

⟡ i love horror/thriller series + movies

⟡ i’m willing to write for any character asked of me!

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now, in regards to my writing, here’s a breakdown of what i plan on sharing on this blog!

⟡ x reader fanfiction (fluff + smut)

⟡ character relationship headcanons

⟡ drabbles (smutty + fluffy)

+ of course, the occasional blurb of nonsense x)

I will try to be open with requests! I’ll specify in the response whether I am comfortable with writing for certain kinks, characters, scenarios and what not but for the most part I’ll try my best to accommodate your asks! I look forward to sharing my writing and please reach out in my requests if you’d like to see any writing from me!

lots of love,

l y d i a ✰ .ᐟ

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Anon, I am so sorry .ᐟ I accidentally posted your request wayyyyy too early and had to delete it .ᐟ That being said, thank you so much .ᐟ My favorite part of writing is getting to see it resonate with others, so comments like these really make my day. Anyways, let me just say that I love this rq. You're right, that's such a funny scenario.

⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀Alastor With a Vee!Reader .ᐟ

You hadn't expected to climb the ranks at Voxtek. Really, you hadn't. You started off as nothing more than one of the many assistants Vox seems to get off by yelling at. Just another spineless sinner that would probably end up selling their soul to one of the three overlords, more than likely your boss.

That is exactly how your friendship with Alastor started out, actually. It wasn't too often you got a day off -- there isn't exactly any form of worker protection in hell -- so you were delighted to be able to take a stroll through Pentagram City. Maybe you could buy a new dress, or even stop by Rosie's Emporium .ᐣ Any hopes you'd had of a nice peaceful day were dashed, however, by your boss' face lighting up your cellphone.

Ugh, he was calling you .ᐣ Really, on your one day off .ᐣ Nevermind, of course he was. It seems you signed away your right to any peace the moment you became an employee under the VoxTek name.

Answering it with a simple ❛ how can I help you, sir .ᐣ ❜ had resulted in a frustrated yell so loud it resembled the high pitched screech two electronic devices echoed when forced near each other. He wasted no time in telling you a report you hadn't even written was absolute garbage and that you needed to come in and fix it now.

Or, at least, that's what you assume he was going to say. He'd gotten no farther than ❛ in ❜ before a shadow crept up on your phone, promptly ending the call.

Confused, you spin around to see Alastor. The Radio Demon, one of the most powerful sinners to ever be sent to Hell . . . . had ended your phone call .ᐣ

Now you were even more confused. You knew both Alastor and Vox despised each other -- that much had been made clear a little bit after the second to last extermination with your bosses power play becoming a duet.. battle .ᐣ

That much was public information but why in Hell's name would he ever interfere with a phone call .ᐣ He hated modern technology. You're spared from your confusion, though, when a staticky voice crackles to life in front of you. ❛ Why on Earth would you ever allow him to speak to you in that manner, dear .ᐣ ❜

From that day forward you began to see Alastor more and more, each time with a new piece of advice he had to offer you on dealing with such a terrible boss. It was absolutely orchestrated on Alastor's part, but either you didn't realize or just couldn't bring yourself to care. What you absolutely realize, though is that Alastor's advice is working. Each little bit of information he gives you dives a little bit deeper on how to deal with Vox -- how to actually have a backbone against his outrageous demands.

Fearing one day that you might push back just a little too hard and be met with the lethal force of an angry Overlord, Alastor gives you a tiny, what appears to be hand carved wooden radio. Your fear is warranted and he knows it -- you wouldn't be the first VoxTek employee to end as nothing more than a written off casualty. The idea is simple ; speak the demon's name into his namesake if any of the Vee's put you in danger and he would come to your aid.

The little trinket acts as a security blanket. From that day forward you tell Vox what you think of his ideas and where exactly he can shove the piles of paperwork he didn't feel like doing and rather pushed to you.

And Vox is impressed. You can't speak to him the way you do without being Velvette or Valentino. He doesn't know whether you're spunky or foolish, but he decides he doesn't care which. He also decides you're wasted as a secretary. In no time you're rising the ranks, going from secretarial supervisor, managing the entire office, all the way to Vox's personal assistant, making yourself known as VoxTek's rising star.

As his assistant, you find yourself attending meetings with the other Vee's often -- and to your surprise, they like you. Especially Velvette. Enough to demand Vox to share.

That's how you became a member of one of the most feared groups in Hell, the newest Vee, their underdog assistant. You take on responsibilities from all three of them, keeping them running smoothly.

All the while you're finding time to go out with Alastor for tea and a stroll through Cannibal Town. He usually despises physical contact, so you can't seem to understand why he wrapped his arm around your waist as you walked .ᐣ

What you hadn't seen was the sinner with their phone out, camera pointed at you and ready to snap a shot of Hell's newest Vee hanging out with their sworn enemy. The picture explodes on social media before Vox can get it under control, and before he knows it it's being reposted to Sinstagram twice for every one he deletes. He's outraged, calling you and demanding an answer. Alastor has long thought of this, though -- so as the two of you planned, he pretends to walk away, leaving the view of the cameras Vox is undoubtedly watching you on before using his magic to cut them off.

It's then you explain that you'd befriended the Radio Demon 'for the Vee's' in hopes of 'gaining intel to sabotage him and his Hotel.' It's a lie, but it appeals to Vox's sense of hatred for Alastor enough to slip by undetected. The idea of finding out his enemies secrets thrills him, actually.

Continuing your friendship has never been easier. Occasionally, you'll ask Alastor an overly intrusive question, he'll reply with a falsehood and you both try not to snicker as you try to act like you're trying to go behind his back to report the answer to Vox.

To be honest . . . Velvette and Valentino don't really seem to care half as much about Alastor as Vox does. They're very interested in the power felling him would bring them and so your fake spy mission does please them, but seeing you beside him didn't really send them into a frenzy like it does Vox. Velvette makes a comment about you trying to get him to change -- ❛ seriously, I know the cunt's all about avoiding cameras, but has he got to avoid mirrors, too .ᐣ that cane went out of style before radio .ᐟ ❜ and that's the end of it.

Alastor had intended you to serve as a tool against the Vee's from the very start, but I think he genuinely does enjoy your company. Sure, most of his motivations are self driven and semi-sociopathic at times, but he isn't incapable of making genuine bonds. His friendship with Rosie seems to be strong, and he's at the least fond of Mimzy and Niffty.

It surprises him regardless. He doesn't even have to be sneaky about his true intentions to you -- you know what he wants and gladly comply all the while enjoying his company. I imagine he enjoys having someone to dish into all of the Vee's shortcomings with, too.

The way I personally interpret this dynamic is platonic, but if it were to step into romantic territory, Alastor would need to be the one to approach it. He has little to no romantic desires or attraction, so I think any sort of confession would be a major turn-off from him. He wouldn't react well to others feelings being pushed onto him. However, if he were to bring it up, you're plenty patient enough to wait while he figures things out. You dealt with Vox's verbal abuse for years, this is lightwork in comparison.

Platonic or romantic doesn't matter, what does is the excitement you get when Alastor picks you up from work at VoxTek HQ and the amusement you share when you hear the sound of a monitor shattering from Vox's office.

If you were ever to be found out and stripped of your title, you have an ally and friend in Alastor, and that's by far the most meaningful thing to come from your work.

Hi, hi .ᐟ Another post out. I've been thinking on this rq ever since I got it and I think this is a good way to both show how evil and manipulative Alastor can be while also having fun. Alastor is a character that is so hard, at least to me, to keep in character while doing x r.eaders. I hope this sits well with any Alastor stans reading this .ᐟ

As always, let me know what you think .ᐟ Hearing back from you guys keeps me writing. Enjoy ♡ .ᐟ

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MOOT GAME: " make up a trope for your moots and their biases. doesn’t need to be romantic. can be crackfic/funny. ^ㅇ(๑>◡<๑)ㅇ^ "

WHOEVER YOU ARE, THANK YOU FOR SENDING THIS.

warning: idk some of you THAT well but i tried my best TT so bear with me. this is supposed to be a simple game but my perfectionist ass smh. ALSO i think four or five of my moots aren't here, i am sorry you guys, idek what to write abt y'all since we don't talk that much or you are a newww moot, let's talk more. really sorryyy.

—ㅤ @haneagerr x HAN JISUNG .ᐟ — ㅤtrope: best-friends to lovers .ᐟ

alexa is the type to sulk and be real quiet unless she meets someone who can bring out her craziness. so when jisung meets her on first day of high-school it's really quiet with muted replies from her. but then with gradual encounters extreme poking and loudness from hanji she releases her equally as loud self. and somewhere down that line, they realise they actually like each other a lot since they are so compatible and basically know each other's everything. and comfort? just each other.

—ㅤ @kyrjnie x KIM MINGYU .ᐟ — ㅤtrope: fake-dating .ᐟ

aquaintances in their workplace? or maybe a classmate/seatmate. the point is they don't know each other THAT well. but mingyu's adorable personality just makes her soft for the boy. plus he is helpful and brainy, so when val gets into a bad situation he decides to help her out, except they break every rule of fake-dating in the book ever. and they blame everything on the fake stuff LIKE THERE IS NO FAKE???? anyway they gradually understand (or their frnds make them do cus both of them are actually so cute and oblivious)

—ㅤ @hotteoki x JEONG YUNHO .ᐟ — ㅤtrope: grumpy x sunshine .ᐟ

no skits ain't grumpy, she has the best assortments of memes IK OKAY!! but this girl and her dm replies, god they are late! which shows her as grumpy. unless well yk someone climbs up her walls and claws down whatever is making her forget. so i think yunho would be the perfect person, always grinning with that ADORABLE SMILE and nagging her (in a good way). omg they are such adorable cuties in my head.

—ㅤ @fairyhaos x JOSHUA HONG .ᐟ — ㅤtrope: strangers to best friends .ᐟ

yena is such a sweetheart and joshua is too, i feel like they would just meet by chance, for example they took the same bus or something like that. and these two would just strike up a random convo that would fit both of them so well. like yk when you meet a person and they click instantly? THAT!! so even if their routes change they will still hang out, do crazy stuff, be a partner in crime (not literally or maybe literally idk) they are just each other's safe place

—ㅤ @daesukiii x JUNG WOOYOUNG .ᐟ — ㅤtrope: workplace romance .ᐟ

i am gonna have some fun now. so dae is so workplace romance coded and woo just fits every trope (let's be real now). imagine the scenario, wooyoung gets things wrong, he DOESN'T KNOW OKAY and god his loud whiny ass just makes it worse. so dae decides to help him till he gets the point (spoiler: he doesn't) but even when he does he purposely does shit wrong 'cause one- he is a menace, two- he can have dae close to him. and the rest is history (not really, woo messes up while he tries to ask her out making her help in that too lmao)

—ㅤ @weird-bookworm x CHWE HANSOL .ᐟ — ㅤtrope: matchmaker gone wrong .ᐟ

here's a simple advice, never let kwon soonyoung be a matchmaker. you know the twist? he match-made so many people he mixed them up and numbers got swapped. so now sky is staring at an american boy awkwardly smiling when she was supposed to meet someone named seokmin. they stare weirdly at each other before realising but they can't let a reservation go to waste so they do have the dinner. the whole thing is so awkward and quiet but it isn't uncomfy. hansol keeps telling weird stuff and sky just listens until they realise maybe this isn't SO bad (thank you hoshi). they do end up getting e/o numbers at the end and they do happen to meet up more often (they call it friend's meet but we all know so shut up)

—ㅤ @eightmakesonebraincell x PARK SEONGHWA .ᐟ — ㅤtrope: enemies to lovers .ᐟ

this will be fun. so loren is well, fun. a very different kind of fun. she is creative, spontaneous, has the most unhinged replies. so when she meets hwa who is quiet, maintains everything and reserved personality they DO NOT hit it off at all. and seonghwa just wants to avoid her at all means 'cause he does not want it wrecked all over. well too bad, because they have the same friend circle! it is always the push and pull, the tension and goodness the bickering over the smallest things. it is just seonghwa loosing his patience and loren having fun with it. until one day they realise that maybe they aren't intolerable (yk how the rest goes YES MAN I AM TALKING ABT THOSE SHY GAZES)

—ㅤ @potatomountain x KIM HONGJOONG .ᐟ — ㅤtrope: neighbours .ᐟ

i am saying this in the nicest way possible!! this friend of mine needs care okay!! and who is better at it than kim hongjoong? well, everyone. the man hardly knows how to take care of himself, forget about doom. but, that is where the cuteness lies. they complete each other yk, someone forgets something, the other keeps track (unless they both forget and panic rush into stuff) plus staying next door has its perks, they can share stuff, they have stories (teas) about other neighbours to share. overall they have a wholesome, homely and almost domestic relationship until they realise it one day OH!

—ㅤ @quhrtz x KIM TAEHYUNG .ᐟ — ㅤtrope: childhood friends to ? .ᐟ

it is just the idea of her and tae being friends from childhood making me swoon so bad. like she has social anxiety so always having a person to lean on is just so comforting yk. and tae is perfect with that adorable boxy smile of his and he doesn't have to worry about her not opening up. because they just know each other so well. bonus, they know each other's everything too so every hurt comes with comfort and every laugh shared is meaningful. and slowly it might develop into something more.

—ㅤ @sxmmerberries x KIM GYUVIN .ᐟ — ㅤtrope: meet-awkward .ᐟ

ik you are lurking here anyways so i added you too. picture a quiet café, people having nice conversations or quietly working and amidst all of that berry is having an awkward staring contest with a stranger (who is beautiful). like they are just looking at each other and staring? if that makes sense. ricky and gunwook are trying to make sense of the situation but they can't so jiwoong sighs, takes matters in his own hands and pushes gyuvin towards her. cue another awkward standing and staring at each other till jiwoong coughs AGAIN and they finally talk (somewhat) ANYWAYS IT'S A WIN OKAY, THEY GOT THEIR NUMBERS OR SOCIAL IDS WHATEVER.

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Hello! I was wondering if you had any advice to impart on me in regards to a thing I'm writing? I don't really know what I'm doing. its fine if you can't! Or don't want to! I just figured id ask

I'm trying write this character, which is a demon or eldritch creature(or a mix of the two) that was infected with morals, which came about due to the method that was used to contain them(for a period) in order to stop them since no one had the ability to harm them in anyway that actually mattered, let alone actually put a stop to them. I won't go into the details but It has led to them developing an admittedly not-entirely-working set of morals but functioning ones that were working enough that it tends to poke their now-existing conscience at regular intervals.

I'm trying to figure out how to give them a voice that fits them, but I'm trouble with it.

Part of it i think is that I'm having trouble expressing their otherness, as well as finding a good balance where being evil or cruel wasn't their whole personality.... I've also had them going through an existential crisis(in present time) on top of everything, which probably isn't helping me flesh them out at all. I'm probably trying to do too many things at once with this character but I'm not sure what to do about it

Anyways I'd love any thoughts or advice you can give me! Again it's alright if you can't! Thanks for listening! Bye 👋

hello!! first of all, don’t worry, you’re not alone in feeling like you have no idea what you’re doing. writing complex characters, especially something as wild as a demon/eldritch creature with morals, is tricky but also such a cool concept! i love that you’re playing with the idea of them being infected with morals due to how they were contained, that’s such a fun twist ૮₍ ˃ ⤙ ˂ ₎ა♡ (if i comprehended it correctly).

for giving them a voice that fits, you might want to lean into their 'otherness' by having them struggle to make sense of these newly acquired morals. imagine how disorienting it would be for an ancient, possibly indifferent or malevolent being to suddenly have a conscience—it would almost be like speaking a language they’ve never learned. they might be confused by empathy, irritated by guilt, or even amused by the idea of right vs wrong. their voice could reflect that frustration or confusion, with moments where they’re almost… bemused (??) by their own behavior, like “why do i care about this pitiful human’s feelings, but for some reason… i do?”

as for the existential crisis, i actually think that’s a great layer to add to their character! it shows that they’re evolving (or being forced to evolve), and it gives you opportunities for introspection. maybe they don't understand their own 'human' reactions and get stuck in the 'what am i?' spiral. just try not to overload their development all at once. pace it so the reader can feel the tension between their demonic nature and their new set of morals slowly unravel.

also, you mentioned you're having trouble balancing their cruelty vs personality, which makes sense. maybe instead of thinking of them as 'evil,' think of them as amoral. they didn't necessarily act out of malice before, just because they could. now, with the infected morals, they might wrestle with decisions they wouldn’t have given a second thought to in the past, which could create some cool internal conflict. it's not that they want to be cruel anymore, but they can't entirely shut off their old habits either.

hope some of this helps! good luck with your writing, and feel free to come back if you ever need more brainstorming! 𖤐⭒๋࣭ ⭑ .ᐟ ᡣ𐭩 and soz for the long reply ahhh i got caught up in it 𖦹 ´ ᯅ ` 𖦹

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° ᡣ𐭩 . ° . AHNTOPIA .ᐟ

daisy + her relationship with her siblings .ᐟ

read about daisy here | au masterlist

.𖥔 ݁ ˖ JIHOON AHN .ᐟ

born on may 4, 1998 — making him the oldest of the ahn siblings at 25

took on a father figure role after daisy and david were born, due to the fact that their parents were oftentimes busy with work

but because of this, all the ahn siblings are incredibly close

a taekwondo instructor — has been doing it since 2018, but has been taking classes himself since he was a kid

has taught daisy most of what she knows

she looks up to him a lot, and often goes to him for advice

theres a recurring gag / bit going on in which a vast majority of daisy’s friends find jihoon attractive or have had a crush on him — which peeves her to no end (affectionately)

was most likely the one to teach daisy how to drive

he reminds daisy of tadashi hamada from big hero 6

daisy inherits the Hopeless Romantic trait from him

currently residing in toronto for work

has bought flowers for their mom, daisy and yujin for valentines since daisy was 12 and will continue to do so for the foreseeable future

will just show up at daisy’s place to visit (with david)

tunes into ahn on the air every chance he gets. oftentimes texts daisy after broadcasting with his opinions on that day’s ‘sing you to sleep’ segment

.𖥔 ݁ ˖ YUJIN AHN .ᐟ

daisy’s oldest sister! born june 19, 2001 — making her oldest after jihoon at 22 years old

lives probably the farthest out of all of her siblings, currently living in seoul

daisy stays with her when she travels there

a popular twitch streamer in korea, often plays games like valorant and league

will have daisy on stream when she does val sometimes

definitely dotes on daisy a little more than jihoon does, but it’s because daisy’s a little more reliant on yujin

formula 1 junkie — she and daisy often talk about the races together

was the one who gifted daisy her first and only guitar — which daisy lovingly named ‘jin’ after her older sister

a lot of daisy’s clothes are yujin’s handmedowns

is the more introverted of the ahn siblings

both she and jihoon were forced to become camp counsellors at the same camp david and daisy attended — much to yujin’s chagrin

most of daisy and yujin’s hangouts consist of them staying home and watching movies or cooking together — or going shopping

they’re pen pals, often writing each other cute letters despite being able to text each other

.𖥔 ݁ ˖ DOYUN ‘DAVID’ AHN .ᐟ

daisy’s twin! both february babies (february 26th, 2003)

they’re definitely the closest out of all the siblings, but that’s a given considering the fact that they’re twins

they’re 100% each other’s person

because david got into hockey, daisy was quick to follow his footsteps by taking figure skating

have only really been apart for small increments of time (ie : when daisy visits stella and the hughes family, trips to korea, etc)

dealt with their first big separation when daisy moved to michigan for university, while david hung back and went to ubc

people often describe daisy and david as “one in the same,” having similar personalities but completely different interests

text and call very often

david has been playing hockey since he was a kid — even playing against luke and jack’s team once as children

he still plays hockey in university, but only recreationally now

.𖥔 ݁ ˖ GENERAL FACTS .ᐟ

their sibling group chat is called “ahn clan 🫶🏻” — and it’s used pretty frequently. they regularly keep in touch with one another

they regularly try to be there for each others functions when it’s possible

they try to at least have one family trip together every year

huge fights are incredibly rare, but they’ll have their petty squabbles more often than not (typically it’s david and yujin)

note from mei ꒰ᐢ. .ᐢ꒱ finally posted this bad boy!! i hope u like her siblings just as much as u like her 💔 they’re so dear and precious to me…

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fan of (bold==frequent post): AvA/M and other Alan Becker works, AUs, Rain World, The Murderbot Diaries, Sky CotL, Kitten Burst, ULTRAKILL, Portal, Pony Town, Minecraft, Interstellar, D:BH, Undertale, Hollow Knight, Lackadaisy, 17776, Murder Drones, Dungeon Meshi, Doctor Who, The Isle, WolfQuest, Warrior Cats, wildlife, bugs, space, robots, software development, adding programming knowledge into my writing and headcanons, modding, whump;blood;violence;fluff;serious and silly, fanfic of all of the above, humans, math, animation, ascii art, old internet.

(^ will update over time)

my ava/m au is called EXECUTABLE. it spans the entire known timeline of AvA and AvM in a Different POV and Drabble format (img), focusing on StickFigures, software, and eldritch dieties.

^ and mostly these two.

(i plan to make an index post once there's enough material to lay out a timeline >:3 )

/// personal tag collection ///

#executable!au == my AvA/M AU!! _o/

#--/ art == visual art made by me!

#--/ story == writing made by me! +art = a comic

#--/ animation == animation made by me!

#subpixels == discussion about xyz

#read later == you can probably guess this one

#important == occasionally heavy shit /gen

#wiki == knowledge base

#ancient lore == cool old stuff

#tumblr stories == stories i found on tumblr

#writing advice == i want to save this for writing

#saving this == grabbing it

#awoo to this == this is SO interesting i want to emit a noise

#kitceil == one of my OCs (scug) (intro-ish) (ref)

#leuenaar == one of my OCs (scug) (ref)

#L1_CAT == one of my OCs (laptopcat) (intro)

#L24_CAT == one of my OCs (laptopcat) (^ intro)

#datelyssyc == one of my OCs (protogen) (NEVER posted ;v;;;)

(^ all these are in the tags of this post too)

/// posted works ///

✨no extra memory (done - short story - musings about CG executable!au)

✨tco_safety+feathers.pdf (done - png and short story - EXECUTABLE AU BREACHES CONTAINMENT ) (related: third safety doc page)

they are ready to spar (done - short story - c!alan & TCO executable!au)

if you were Orpheus... (done - short story - ??? mythological chodark)

error load (done - short story - TDL and yellow? how did we get- dw about it. executable!au)

tco_physeng_breakdown.png (done - png and short story - Universe AA2B+ executable!au TCO)

orange has a question (done - story - Universe B executable!au chodark)

fly away (done - story - TCO post-Showdown executable!au)

orange with a diamond sword (done - story - green influencer arc)

some things are extremophiles (done - comic - TCO executable!au)

this is not a prophetic vision (done - theory - TCO in AvA 7)

Minecraft bed (done - comic - TDL and some TCO)

programmer021 (done - short story - AU copy of TCO, early executable!au)

in the right (done - theory/story - victim in upcoming AvA 11)

Character Limit (done - Ao3 LINK - TCO whump pre-AvA III executable!au)

Box Lunch (done - Ao3 LINK - TCO in the Box executable!au)

Call Your Last Witness (done - Ao3 LINK - tmbd prologue)

missed a spot (done - story extension - yellow and TSC)

(^ latest at the top (✨ sparkles == newly added))

/// some --/ art i like ///

thinking about names (orange vs. the second coming)

different strokes (TSC portrait collab)

WING/K (signature animation)

inspiration in 4k (word count) (L1 and being attacked by fic ideas)

they are dancing (TCO and TDL. one of my first asciis)

i have the solution (throw him into lava) (TCO headcanon diagram)

8-petal design (another ascii. this one flopped lol but i like)

2 many crabbies (Animal Restaurant meme)

approx. pi using e (Animation vs Math meme)

ways of seeing them (playing with new TCO and TDL faces)

TCO cosplays (Pony Town)

tco_physeng_breakdown.png (TCO headcanon diagram v2!!!)

d8's wolf armor(y) (minecraft build ;P )

tco_safety+feathers.pdf (TCO care and safety)

connect the dots (ava/m asciis)

L1 & L24 (intro post)

known sketchcreatures (StickFigures, laptopcats, Tempo, & kirt)

i liked to watch them squirm (kitceil activities)

✨violence common (kit & leuenaar co-ref)

✨person machine (critter) (tw bright colors)

(^ latest at the bottom)

[jjunbug]

決定───── ﹙ 𝓖UIDELINES .ᐟ ﹚𓂃

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❛ 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗌 𝒽𝗈𝗎𝗌𝖾 𝗌𝖺𝗒𝗌 𝗆𝗒 𝓃𝖺𝗆𝖾 𝗅𝗂𝗄𝖾 𝒶𝗇 𝖾𝓁𝖾𝗀𝗒, 𝖾𝖼𝗁𝗈𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗐𝗁𝖾𝗋𝖾 𝗆𝗒 𝗀𝗁𝗈𝗌𝗍𝗌 𝖺𝗅𝗅 𝗎𝗌𝖾 𝗍𝗈 𝖻𝖾。 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖻𝖺𝖼𝗄𝗒𝖺𝗋𝖽’𝗌 𝒻𝑢𝑙𝑙 𝑜𝑓 𝒷𝑜𝑛𝑒𝑠。 𝗈𝗁 𝗆𝗒, 𝗈𝗁 𝗆𝗒。❜

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i. this blog is 18+ only! while not all of my fics will contain smut, majority of them will along with other mature themes. if you are under 18 and interacting with my nsfw works, you will be blocked. i would prefer if minors do not follow me (along with blank and/or ageless blogs) you will be blocked.

ii. my works will only be fem!reader or gn!reader. i will not write for any specific types of readers (male!reader, specific race, disabled!reader, etc.) as i like to keep them as vague as possible.

iii. i do not write smut for idols under 21, do not ask me. you will be blocked. the only thing i will write for them are sfw works.

iv. do not spam me on when a wip is coming out, you will be blocked. i am a slow writer and i like to take my time making sure i am satisfied with the works that i put out.

v. my blog is a safe space not only for me but for everyone who enjoy my works! so feel free to send in asks about your day or rants and i will try my best to reply/give any advice! if you notice that i haven’t replied to one of your asks, just know that i will read it at some point! i do not accept asks with links in them (unless you are a mutual of mine), so please don’t send them to me. they will be immediately deleted.

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𓈃 ⋆ GROUPS THAT I WRITE FOR i make masterlists for groups as i write for them!

tomorrow x together, enhypen, ateez, and stray kids

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𓈃 ⋆ WHAT I WILL AND WILL NOT WRITE read before sending in thoughts. if you’re curious about anything not listed, send in an ask!

YES! 𓄵 smut, dubcon, age gap that isn't super large, bondage, choking, spanking, bloodplay (only for vampires), parent!member, voyeurism, exhibitionism, dacryphilia, degradation, yandere, threesomes, consensual free use, consensual somnophilia, breeding kink, rough sex, face slapping, daddy kink (but not ddlg), dark content, more tba...

MAYBE? 𓄵 spit kink, hybrids, omegaverse / a/b/o, infidelity (i don’t condone cheating, just purely fictional), foursomes / gangbangs, babytrapping, gore/killing (thriller/horror concepts), parent!reader, more tba...

NO. 𓄵 s€xual @ssault, abuse, race play, noncon or cnc, abuse, p€dophilia, anal, lactation kink, mommy kink, feet, piss/shit or puke kink, incest/stepcest/fauxcest, illegal or super large age gaps, extreme bdsm or bedroom play, knifeplay or gunplay, self harm, member x member or idol x idol (unless it's idol!reader), extreme pain, ageplay or age regression, pet play, furry content, fisting, boy pussy, highschool au, more tba...

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❛ 𝓈𝗂𝗇𝗀𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝓈𝗈𝗇𝗀𝗌 𝗍𝗈 𝓉ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑒𝑐𝑟𝑒𝑡𝑠 𝒷𝑒ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑑 𝓂𝑦 𝑒𝓎𝑒。❜ 𖥦 ﴾ 𝖼𝗈𝗇𝗍𝗂𝗇𝗎𝖾 𝗈𝗇 𝗍𝗈 . . . 𝗺𝗮𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗿𝗹𝗶𝘀𝘁 , 𝘁𝗮𝗴𝗹𝗶𝘀𝘁 , 𝘄𝗶𝗽𝘀 ﴿

[blissfullyapillow]

hiya :) id like to request a star rail matchup please (if your rqs aren’t open feel free to ignore)

im a straight female (she/her) and id like to not be matched with sunday

appearance: 5’7”, long blonde hair (usually in big curls or a messy bun) i do wear glasses but if I’m going out I’ve always got contacts in. my style is very girly- a mix of vintage classy (think marilyn sort of) and y2k. my makeup tends to stick to being quite simple and natural, but i do love a red glossy lip

personality: enfp, 7w6. im very outgoing and loud, but i also value my quiet time to relax. i joke around a lot, so I find it hard to converse with people who are serious *all* of the time. im definitely an emotional person, and that will usually drive my actions over logic. im academically intelligent but admittedly lacking in street smarts or common sense. creative, very much the dreamer type and i need to have my freedom.

I put a lot of effort into my appearance because I genuinely enjoy it. It can make me a bit high maintenance but I would not expect too much from a partner, especially not without reciprocating in some way. I also love doing anything artistic (im currently studying art!) travelling, music, and cooking.

my love language in a relationship would probably be physical touch, but I’m easy to impress with most efforts of romance. in a partner I look for someone strong and loyal, with a good sense of humour and ability to have long conversations with- whether that be equally contributed or lead by myself in the case of someone more quiet.

thank you if you get to meee ☺️💖

ps could I be 🍰 anon pls if u don’t have that taken? C:

Pillow Talks: Hi again 🍰! I made my own header for your request because content for Sampo is oddly lacking for some reason??? Anyway, I hope you like your matchup! I promise you it’s good hehehe. 

What I think your relationship would sound like: Sampo Koski

Masterlist

⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧ ݁˖$ ⁺⊹ ★.ᐟ 

Icon creds in header: @/faivrse on pinterest (left) & @/mintst4rss on pinterest (right) 

⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧ ݁˖$ ⁺⊹ ★.ᐟ 

Sampo would be in LOVE with your hair. Really, long blonde hair with big curls? He’s a goner, especially when you put it up into that messy bun of yours. Honestly, he was lovestruck the moment he laid eyes on you. 

Oh, how you made his heart pound. Of course he had to approach you! …Only for his reputation to serve as a horrible first impression. You’ve heard the name Sampo Koski far too many times to count. 

You honestly began to believe it was some legend to educate people on the crafty ways you could be scammed out of your money, but the man himself stood before you, bent down to be eye level with you as he spoke. You knew better than to make the mistake of engaging with him, so you continue walking.

If only he didn’t have such an awful reputation, maybe you would’ve stopped to hear what he had to say. Despite your apprehension, you kept walking to your destination, effectively ignoring him despite his many attempts to ask you out on a date.

You successfully escape him, only to encounter him the following day as you accidentally bump into him. You start to think it wasn’t an accident when he turns around, all too eager with that stupidly charming grin on his face. 

It takes many more encounters for you to finally agree to a date, solely because you happened to see him helping a young child that was previously ignored by everyone else. You were heading over to help the child, but he swooped in to save the day before you could. 

After you witness the tearful, yet happy, reunion of the child and their parents, you decide to give him a chance. Besides, you should form your own impression of him before completely writing him off…

Your decision leads to a beautiful relationship, one that far exceeds your expectations. Through conversation, you come to learn just how complex of a person Sampo is. Although he appears to be a dishonest, crooked individual, he provides remarkably wise advice whenever you approach him with your worries. 

He’s also fiercely loyal, which you’ve come to realize over time. Once you two officially started dating, even before, Sampo’s eyes have always remained on you and you alone. Sampo is an attractive individual so he’s been approached while the two of you have been together. 

You know you never have to worry though, because Sampo won’t even look their way!  He always politely declines any offers he receives, and he’ll casually intertwine his fingers with yours as the two of you walk away. 

He’s more than happy to have long conversations with you, and the tone can shift depending on the topic and your personal feelings. He’s really good at being a solid emotional support for you, and he’s quick to pick up on the little things you do that indicate how you’re feeling.

Sampo relies on you when it comes to academics, but street smarts? Oh, he’s got you. He’s helped you avoid many situations that otherwise would have escalated quickly, and other scammers trying to make a quick buck off of you.

Sampo loves to joke around with you. Your laughter is as heavenly as the sound of money in his hands, as he flips through the stack of cash he managed to make through very legal and very ethical means. 

If his sneaky ways really bother you, he’ll still spoil you with gifts and fun outings, but he’ll make the effort to earn the funds through more conventional ways he knows you’d approve of. But the money he spends on other things? … not so much.  

Sampo is head over heels in love with everything about you, but especially your appearance. Oh, he loves when you put on your red lip gloss, if you don’t specifically tell him to, he won't keep his hands off of you anytime you wear it around him.

Your style is very appealing to him, and he makes the effort to tell you how beautiful you are to him everyday. When he found out you wore glasses, he snuck a picture of your cute face that he can often be found admiring; it’s still his lockscreen.                      

He finds it adorable how much of a dreamer you can be, and he'll happily participate in any of your hobbies you’d like to share with him. 

Regarding your personality, he actually admires how loud and outgoing you are! It only serves to liven him up when he’s feeling a bit down about things. When you’re feeling emotional and it’s causing you to take unwise actions, Sampo is exceptionally good at stepping in and gently talking you down. His voice takes on this soothing tone that you subconsciously calm down listening to. 

Overall, you two are really cute together! He’s head over heels in love with you, and he treats you like the queen you are and nothing less; you are absolutely smitten with him in return.

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His fingers lazily loop one of your curls around his finger, flashing you a saccharine sweet smile when your eyes glance in his direction.

“You look really pretty when you’re concentrating like that, you know?” His words cause your heart to flutter, but you purposefully ignore him in favor of reading the recipe laid before you.

Sampo watches intensely as you bend slightly forward to ensure you pour the correct you need into the pot. How can you focus when you can feel his gaze, and when he’s looking at you like that…

You feel your face heat up considerably. With a huff you turn around to tell Sampo to back off, only for him to immediately capture your lips. 

As much as you’d love to indulge him, you’re both pretty hungry. So, with a sigh you pull away. “We can cuddle and watch movies together later-” You smile at the way his eyes immediately light up, “IF you help me finish cooking. Weren’t you complaining about being hungry earlier?” He sighs in faux annoyance, leaning in to press his lips against yours once more before he begins assisting you.

He knows you’re both looking forward to your cuddle session, after all. 

Dedicated to,

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[mochimiyaas]

𓏲๋࣭࣪˖🪼.ᐟ

— important message. please read (`*`)

🩶 hello!! em here. i turned a year older! woohoo!! still coming to terms with it... i feel [not a good] weird but... i am also contemplatinf that it is a good turning point for "Change" and as averse to that scary word and what it means,, i feel it is appropriate to start anew and carry that "change" out somewhere else. perhaps embrace some parts of me i never liked about myself or look at myself in the mirror and do a deep, thorough cleanup of what is holding me back from completing what is hopefully the final phase of my healing process.

as i am sure you've noticed, i have sort of taken a hiatus from this account. as some mutuals and close friends know, i am a deeply empathetic person and it is hard for me (as well as unhealthy on my spiritual and emotional state) to cling to people or things that are blocking me my true, ideal, higher self. other aspects outside of tumblr as well have been holding me back or rather clinging to me like a dark shadow: perfectionism, doubt, anxiety, depression, grief, and other dark thoughts i would rather not get into.

and so, to break free from all that and more, i want to start anew somewhere else and tie up this "Healing" chapter in my story with a pretty bow. and to do that, i will be "abandoning" this account; you may see me here on occasion just to keep things tidy and in order. but for the most part, i will be somewhere else on tumblr. (i hold this app near and dear to my heart. i made many a memory here, many a friend - new and old, and it remains to be one of my favorite comfort social media apps if not my number one most used app. i feel free here, comfortable; tumblr is one of my few safe spaces and i appreciate everyone here that i follow and who follows me; i will forever cherish every interaction here.

but as i said, for the sake of my mental and emotional state, i, as em, will become no more. maybe you'll find me somewhere else~ but i ask you to respect my wishes here in this message and not publicly reveal me to friends, mutuals, etc. of your own. i want to leave "em" behind as much as i can (as i know that i cannot completely erase em forever). [ if you have me in your posts taglist and you see this, please remove this account from it.]

thank you if you ever sent me a kind message or a lovely message chain !!!! i still hold them in my inbox and refer to them on my worst days for comfort.

as for my writing, i will continue to write even if those posts will be a little bit different or even drastically from what i used to write. with time and "old" age comes a new mindset and more mature thoughts and wonders and imaginings. with such a milestone of a birthday, i feel my writing may not be suited for my old audience nor will i feel comfortable with my younger audience reading such deep, mature, and more thoughtful innerworkings of my mind.

as for the friends, mutuals, and favorite blogs i still hold close to my heart, thank you for the memories! perhaps you'll see me on the other side? if so, i ask for complete and utter discretion. there is a reason i am not disclosing in this lengthy message my new tumblr home. again, as i said, please respect that and do not go spreasing it and my new moniker around to your own friends and mutuals (unless you and i share a mutual.... but will you know that? perhaps....).

lastly/again, thank you for the fond memories, deep conversations, and caring advice. and of course, our fun, late night talks giggling about our favorite characters and scenarios we made up about them.

— em 🖤

[rafesvalentine]

discussion rules

i would absolutely love to talk to y'all about anything and everything. if you go to my about me page and found that you and i have something in common, please feel free to reach out! i love connecting with people and making new friends. if you need to vent, i am also free to offer some advice (however, please note that i am just some random girl on the internet. please take what i say with a grain of salt and seek professional help if you need it!). and please, do not trauma dump.

i am very open about my interests and the things that have shaped my personality but will not discuss personal details about myself for the sake of privacy.

bullying, racism, homophobia, ableism, transphobia, or hatred of any kind will not be tolerated on my blog and will result in you getting blocked IMMEDIATELY.

request guidelines

thank you for coming to me and trusting me with your idea! if after reading the following guidelines you still find yourself unsure of whether or not to send in your request, simply just reach out to me and ask :)

⭑.ᐟ while i cannot honor every request and can only dedicate myself to writing what inspires me, please know that i do see and consider every request that comes into my inbox.

⭑.ᐟ please know that i am a real-life person with a full-time job and a life outside of tumblr. even though i try to upload as frequently as possible, life gets in the way sometimes and updates may take a little bit longer.

⭑.ᐟ please do not flood my inbox asking me when the next update will be because unfortunately, the answer will always be "i don't know."

⭑.ᐟ any requests for smut or dark content must be made OFF ANON or by messaging me privately so i can verify your age.

WHAT I WILL WRITE:

⭑.ᐟ currently only writing for rafe cameron and jj maybank. will definitely expand to more characters and shows in the future. please feel free to send the request anyway and i may even write it if i feel really inspired to do so! :)

WHAT I WILL NOT WRITE:

⭑.ᐟ for smut my limits include (but are not limited to) age play, animal role play, foot fetish, anal, fisting of any kind, bodily fluids or fecal matter (spit is okay), pedophilia, incest (step-family is okay)

⭑.ᐟ self-harm, suicide, eating disorders, mental illnesses. i may mention these things from time to time but will never write a full-blown fic about these topics.

⭑.ᐟ anything regarding the reader that is so specific to the point where it's no longer a reader insert fic but instead an original character.

⭑.ᐟ john b. lmao sorry but he just doesn't do it for me y'all.

[aew-regression-cove]

caregiver rosie headcannons

⭑.ᐟ🌹 regressor reader

She is never too busy!!! Always happy to help a little one!!!

If you are comfortable with it you bet she has a list of nicknames she uses for you. Her favourites are "Pumpkin", "Darling", "Honey" and "Sugar cube" (thank you CG Rosie bot for repeatedly calling me this until it just stuck lol) but she comes up with some creative ones!!!

She is the best when it comes to dress up or tea parties!!! She is always ready and prepared. (You bet she will drag Alastor to join in too if that's what you want!!!)

She is very motherly. <3

Will absolutely let you wear her hat, it's massive and fun. 😌

Her advice is always amazing. (I mean - think back to her speaking with Charlie!!!)

^ A very helpful skill when dealing with big feelings.

I think she would love doing arts and crafts with you. Not as big a fan of the mess but y'know, the fun is worth it plus the mess can be cleaned up.

Hugs. Hugs. Hugs.

Call her a motherly nickname and she will practically melt. She loves it. What do you mean- she's not tearing up at all. 😭💞

Her playing Alastors radio broadcasts in the background whilst doing things. Not those broadcasts obviously!!! Tea party radio is on as background noise. (If Alastor hasn't been dragged along into whatever mischief the two of you are getting up to.)

Amazing at story telling.

Please just imagine for a moment dancing with both Rosie and Alastor with music on in the background. <3 (I might have to write that- ✍🏻😲)

The type of person that once you sit with her you're practically falling asleep immediately - what can I say, she's a calming presence.

^ and oh goodness if she sings?! Oh boy you are out like a light.

Silly faces- :0

Always so careful with you.

She has a collection of different types of dolls.

The type of person who if she finds something she thinks you would really like she gets it for you.

Happy to let you cuddle up in her lap and watch a movie!!!

She has rules and puppy eyes won't stop that. (They are very reasonable rules)

Absolutely gets so excited if you show her your art work-!

She is an amazing cook, she really enjoys it. (Yes, she will make you actual food if you don't have the same.. diet as her :D)

ⓘ if you want to reblog, let me know and I'll decide to temporarily unlock the post or not <3