#— charlie

[redbeanmochin]

Me while writing my blogs

[theborzoiarebackintown]

Walked out of my office to this household meeting I wasn’t invited to

[lucius-morningstar]

Vaggie is not a bad girlfriend.

I know there are some Vaggie haters out there and don't get me wrong I understand why. But you're hating her for the wrong reasons. Her character wasn't completely fleshed out right in my opinion and I think that's why so many people hate her character. She's a dependent and honestly can you blame her? Her entire life was killing sinners under the guise of helping heaven. She leaned on other sisters who were said to be "just like her." She depended on them because they were the only family she knew. That WE know of. Imagine being so close to someone and you make a decision out of complete mercy for someone else. Someone you see as innocent and in doing that, you're severely punished and abandoned by people you considered family. I could even say Vaggie has a touch of Stockholm syndrome but Charlie doesn't do this intentionally. You basically took two broken girls who suffer from abandonment issues and expected them to be stable. Let's be real for a couple in hell with abandonment issues, Stockholm syndrome, dependency issues, ect and they actually do come off to be the most healthy if not for one obvious factor. Vaggie's hidden past. Now let me be clear, the Stockholm syndrome bit is obviously not intentionally. Charlie is just doing her best to be helpful and help her out and in doing that Vaggie had a deep dependency in her. So much so that being honest about her past put her into possibly sever panic attacks. I wouldn't be surprised if Vaggie had tried and would have mental break downs because of it. After all, the people she knew she could trust with everything saw her, heard her spare someone and their reaction was to rip everything from her and leave her for the worst fate possible. Could you picture what could have happened if Vox, Alastor or hell forbid Valentino found her instead of Charlie. Especially Alastor of all people, imagine someone with Vaggie's determination and loyalty behind Alastor's command. Instead she was shown true kindness in a place that was suppose to hurt her, where the place that was known for good and kindness hurt her beyond words. Yes, she fucked up. She hid a lie for almost four years. I can understand every reason both parties have for being afraid/hurt and betrayed in a sense. Vaggie despite being in the best place never truly mentally healed from her pain. Not until her meeting with Carmilla did she truly accept her actions and move on for it thus gaining her wings back. Yes you could say it was her desire to protect her girlfriend but I also believe it was an acceptance that her way wasn't going to help in the long run.

Vaggie did everything she could to try and make up for the wrong she did, her not telling Charlie wasn't just hiding but it was her own silent torture. She believed she deserved to be hated and the idea of Charlie loving her despite her actions was far more insane then redemption itself. So in not telling her, she tortured herself further. Believing she did not deserve to be forgiven and every loving gesture, gentle kiss, touch was another knife in her heart telling her she deserved none of it and her guilt was her punishment. Vaggie was in her own personal hell, in her eyes, being loved over a lie. Not being able to tell the truth despite wanting too, her guilt and self loathing pushing her deeper into a pit she couldn't get out of alone. So her response was to push herself out of her comfort zone for Charlie, for the one person who truly showed her true kindness and love no matter what would happen to Vaggie, she'd do anything if it meant Charlie was happy, if it meant she could be forgiven for what she viewed as HER sins. Vaggie is not a bad girlfriend, She literally went to someone who had been confirmed to have murdered an exorcist. The value of her life is so low to her and all she clearly cares about is Charlie getting what she needs. if anything she's bad at self love and she's slowly working her way to loving herself as much as she loves Charlie. That's where I feel her arc is going, being better for herself and for Charlie. Sorry for the rant. Feel free to add your own comments, I obviously forgot some things xD Just went off on a rant about this cause I honestly despise all the hate Vaggie gets, as a girlfriend and as a character.

[murainhell]

Day 8 - Comfort | Fic

You didn't expect me to make you endure a whole week of pain without a bit of comfort at the end, did you? Thank you for joining me this week! I had a great time <3

[butnottxday]

i just did this lmao, dead poets society but someone actually does something.....

oh. Neil Perry, you would've loved smiling friends.

[osatokun]

Wish me luck with finishing this big pic..

[cirqueduroyale]

Whoa! Old doodles I forgot about be upon ye

[frostedclock]

Take a wip I. Doing right now for the anniversary of Hazbin Hotels release to prime. Can't believe it's already been a fucking year. What a ride. (Can't wait till season 2))

Gonna fiddle around with the colors more before it's time to post the finished but just to let you guys know I'm not dead.

[feathers-second-face]

What if..?

This was bound to happen sooner or later.

I'm probably gonna make doodles of these guys just because I love cats. I dont think I'll have any AU relevant art with them. Like- Some doodles might APPLY to certain AU's, but- there won't be any comic or lore things with these designs-

Anyway! Bye bye!

Do Not Tag As Ship! (Canon is fine)

[virydia]

Hi! I want to ask you something. How did Charlie meet Estelle? How does Charlie feel about Estelle? Did Alastor introduce them?

Hello sorry this one took a while!! But anywayss first of alastor definitely introduced them! I think at the beginning Estelle wouldn’t like her much with her thinking that she was her replacement and alastor practically telling her to get out of his life (this is all in her head lol)

…but eventually after things clearing out she’d definitely come around and enjoy her company more, she’d find her bubbly attitude very comforting and enjoyable to be around with!

Please imagine Charlie busting out to a song and Estelle would always match her energy no matter how tired she is 🥹 or Charlie being upset and coming to Estelle for a less violent advice

Also I’ve had this image of Estelle seeing Vaggie come out of her and Charlie’s room after they had a round of devils tango, offering to help her hide some of some very obvious marks and Vaggie, obviously embarrassed would refuse politely and run back to whatever she was doing while Estelle calmly sips tea like “Ah, young love~”

[devilscreekballad]

I'm a lesbian, but obsessed with Charlie. Why must you make the sexuality-transcending cowboy?

It's the muttonchops, isn't it?

[redbeanmochin]

Yeah just with my little sister cause she is extremely cute and only 4 months and kids who are actually nice and respectful

[hazbinnez]

alastor might be the radio demon but charlie's got her own methods of manipulation

[meadow-roses]

Some doodles of @scribbly-bear 's OCs 😏

[kat-sullivan]

I think the simplest way to put what you're describing is feeling safe and supported both. You're not overstepping at all. I'm an open book, especially for all of the students here. I want you all to be able to learn from me. My life's gone arseways a couple of times, but I made it through, and it's because of Niamh that I did the first time and Robin that I did the second. That support and partnership make a world of difference. You mentioned being a bit insatiable earlier. Does he allow you to play with others? [PM] I'm very glad to hear that, Charlie. You're a good boy for him, aren't you? The level of subspace where I'm totally incapacitated is my favourite kind of subspace. There's nothing wrong with that.

That's really great. I wish I knew how describe the feeling of being claimed. It's like settled, but lifted up all at the same time. I hope I'm not being insensitive or overstepping boundaries by this, but it must have been really weird to have that and then not have it. I'm glad that you have it now. Sir Ivan isn't actually into needle and knife play, but we've been doing a lot of talking recently so I'll talk to him about me taking the class or if I should abandon it altogether. [PM] He really does take care of me and has never been upset with me. Honestly I can't imagine being more cared for. I think I'm the one who feels a way about it. Not upset per se. It's just a little bit of a selfish feeling? I'm pretty incapacitated when I'm in subspace. Is that maybe not normal?