#ᵖᵃᵍᶦᶰᵍ ᵈʳ⋅ ᵍʳᵉʸ ( meme responses )

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I follow you because you write Lexie so beautifully and seem like such a lovely person.

tell me anonymously or not why you follow me

thank you dear!! i really do love lexie a whole lot so like it’s nice to know that people think i’m portraying her decently

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TAGGED BY:  @sofiaskates2 & @hctingapples I TAG:  @femalesarestrxngashell, @aprilstcvens, @dark-svnshine, & @wonderswrath

RULES : answer the questions in a new post and tag some blogs you wanna get to know better!

A- age: nineteen B- birthplace:  minnesota  C- current time:  9:23am D- drink you had last:  some kind of soda i think? or water? E- easiest person to talk to: i dunno probably either my friend kat or hunter F- favorite song:  okay right now probably praying by kesha, but like i also have an immense love for anything that chyler leigh has ever sang G- grossest memory:  my little sister used to like to take her poopy diapers off in the middle of the night and would play with them and get crap literally all over her bedroom, which was always a joy to deal with when babysitting. H- horror yes or horror no:  depends on the movie? normally no they really aren’t my favorite I- in love?:  maybe?  J- jealous of people:  i really try not to be but i’m not that big of a person, so yes K- killed someone:  no L- love at first sight or should i walk back by again?:  i mean attraction at first sight is definitely a thing but i think you need get to know someone to really be in love?  M- middle name:  louise N- number of siblings:  six O- one wish:  for lexie to be alive and happy i’d really love to be able to see my little sister and little brother that i have had no contact with since i was in like third grade, my family life is a mess tbh P- person you called last:  my dumb friend hunter because i was trying to see if the video calling on my phone actually worked Q- question you’re always asked:  “ when are you going to start college, what are you majoring in? ” R- reason to smile:  the fact that my cat has been cuddling with me off and on all night, god i love this cat a whole lot S- song you sang last:  breathe ( 2am ) T- top 3 fictional characters: lexie grey, alex danvers, and a third character that my brain is too tired to come up with U- underwear color:  black V- vacation: take me anywhere with old architecture in like the fall or winter because fall colors are great and snow is my shit. also northern washington and the coast line of oregon because i miss living on the west coast so much and everything there is nice. W- when’s your birthday:  october 2nd X- x-rays: i’ve had x-rays done on my left leg and my back because of an accident i had and then like teeth x-rays at the dentist Y- your favorite food:  raspberries or dark chocolate or maybe pineapple?? idk picking a favorite is hard Z- zodiac sign:  libra

[lcxipcdia-a]

um hi hello i follow u bc i love u a lot and for some good ass writing and i mean anyone that can put up with me impresses me so like i commend you?

tell me anonymously or not why you follow me

first things first i love you too and thank you, like it takes me 97 and a half years to write anything and even then i pretty much always question the quality of it, so i’m glad someone is out there enjoying it. secondly, if either of us needs to be commended for putting up with the other it’s you because you deal with me and my crap sleep schedule and me sending you snapchats at like 4am of my cat doing dumb things or the fact that i cannot deal with the spider in my hallway.

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“I don’t want to live without you.”

send “ i don’t want to live without you. ” for lexie’s reaction // accepting!!

“ mark, i- ” the statement definitely took lexie by surprise, it wasn’t what she was expecting to hear after waking up to him at her bedside. “ i’m not going anywhere, mark. okay? ” softly spoken words were meant as a reassurance. although being stuck in a hospital bed, her body riddled with reminders of what they had gone through, she wasn’t sure how reassuring the words really were. “ just- ” she paused, trying to keep the pain out of her expression as she tried to shift,attempting make more room on the already small bed. “ come here and lay with me? please? ”

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[MSG:] My gaydar is infallible. Trust me. (from alex)

text message meme // accepting!!

[ sms → other half ] : right, sure it is[ sms → other half ] : i really don’t think that she was checking either of us out[ sms → other half ] : pretty sure your infallible gaydar is broken alex

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munday meme //  accepting!! ✿ - why did you choose to make your muse?

okay so the first time that i watched grey’s it was like 2013 and season nine was still airing and i remember want to catch up because my friend was super into it and it seemed interesting enough. anyway i fell in love with the show by the end of the first season and then season four comes around and like suddenly meredith has a sister she never knew about. honestly at first i was highkey skeptical that i would even remotely like lexie as a character because up until this point i really had loved meredith and like it seemed like it was gonna be a real forced thing. i think the real reason i started to fall in love with lexie as a character was that i could relate to the crap she had gone through / was going through but also how she dealt with it, like the things she did and didn’t share with others, how she processed her grief, the dumb situations she found herself in. i found myself relating to her character in ways that i hand’t expected at all.

the way her story ended it just felt so incomplete. like literally the first time i watched flight it didn’t register that she had actually died, like there was just so much lost potential that for a person i  had grown to love so much? anyway i honestly stopped watching grey’s at the end of season nine and hadn’t rewatched it since like 2015 but i don’t remember where exactly but i heard that there was an episode this year where meredith was talking about lexie and so i decided to catch back up to watch the one episode. i just think lexie deserved so much better than to be mentioned like maybe once every other season so here i am, trying to give her everything she deserved.

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symbol meme // accepting!! // @constellatiicns💍 for my muse to find a box with an engagement ring in it 

“ mark, ” lexie called out from the bedroom as she shifted though the things on top of the nightstand.  “ have you seen my- ” her voice trailed off as she opened the drawer, her eyes landing on the small, velvet covered box. lexie froze, the search for her keys abandoned. for a moment she considered just closing the drawer, pretending she hadn’t seen it. instead a hesitant hand grabbed the box, closing the drawer softly. of all the ways she thought she’d be seeing this little box, accidentally finding it wasn’t anywhere near the top of the list. 

she sat on the edge of the bed, fingers tracing over the box gently. a small smile light up her face. it had been nine months since the plane crash, six months since she had moved back in with mark. the idea of marrying him felt so impossibly right and yet she couldn’t bring herself to move, couldn’t bring herself to look at the ring. 

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( ✉ → sms ) help me think of a name for my new dog

text message meme // accepting!!

[ sms → other half ] : wait you got a dog???[ sms → other half ] : what kind of dog??[ sms → other half ] : i demand pictures before i give you names

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Orion: Favourite month? Comet: What’s your big dream? Hydra: Favourite sound?

space questions // accepting!!

orion: favourite month?

november or maybe march, i’m a real big fan of those months where there’s still snow on the ground but like its also not super cold out anymore and like the colors of the fall are great and seeing everything start growing again in the spring is great. any month that’s not in the middle of the awful heat of the summer or like the dead of the freezing winter is pretty fine by me.

comet: what’s your big dream?

okay so like i’d love to go into neurosurgery like the brain is such a complex and interesting organ, and to be able to fix things that go wrong with it, to have a better understanding of how it works would be like the dream. then also i have a vast interest in microbiology, like how such tiny organisms function and how they manage to have such a huge impact on everything would be so interesting to study. 

hydra: favourite sound?

shiloh, my cat, makes this little noise whenever you hold your hand just above her head. like she looks up and her mouth opens a bit as she sniffs your hand and the noise that results from it this weird little snorting sound. okay or maybe my favorite sound is the noise she makes when there’s a squirrel real close to the window, like it’s this little chirpy like meow and like her mouth barely opens. anyway my cat makes cute noises.

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text meme // accepting!!“😏” for a snarky text. [ sms → baby sister ] : men are stupid[ sms  → baby sister ] : every single one of them[ sms  → baby sister ] : i’m done with them all[ sms  → baby sister ] : besides who needs them[ sms  → baby sister ] : the answer is no one[ sms  → baby sister ] : definitely not me

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"If we weren't at this party and these people weren't around, I would jump you right now..."

dirty talk meme // accepting!! 

“ oh really? ” there was a bite of her lip, a slight smirk tugging at flushed features. “ hmm, what a shame it is that everyone is here then, ” the teasing tone in lexie’s voice accompanied by a tilt of her head. she wrapped her arms loosely around his shoulders, fingers toying with the back of his shirt’s collar. “ because if we were alone right you definitely wouldn’t still be wearing this shirt. ”

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*slides my url in* im just a young bean that needs love

send a url and i’ll sing praises for them bc i love everyone // forever accepting!!

Do I Follow Them?: yes, yes of course i do!Why Did I Follow Them?: i’m not exactly sure where i stumbled across kenzie’s blog but i’m definitely glad i did. her writing for all her muses is like top notch and that’s got be the reason i followed her. Do We Role Play?: yes, we have a bunch of things and i just?? love them all so much?Do I Want To Role Play With Them: y e s, please give me all the thingsAn AU Idea For Our Muses: a.) i’m still 112% down for a twin au between lexie and alex because i am actual trash. b.) give me any fucking au where lexie and mark are like y'know still alive???? c.) give me a cheesy soulmate au like the whole names written on the wrist thing, or that one version where you got both your enemy’s name on one wrist and your soulmates on the other but you don’t know which ones which. i’m a sucker for soulmate au’s basically.A Song For Our Muses: do you want a really angsty song that fits mark and lexie bc here you goDo I Ship Our Muses?: do i ship mark and lexie? i mean? it’s not like they are like y’know meant to be or anythingWhat I Think About The Mun: kenzie is? so nice?like i love? she deserves only good things™Overall Opinion: listen here, kenzie is great, she writes all her characters so well and if you aren’t following her I dunno what you are doing?  Blog Rate: 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 1000000

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"i saw the test in the trash"

confront lexie with suspicions that she’s pregnant  // accepting!!

those words had lexie frozen in place for a few moments, the expression she wore resembling that of a deer caught in the headlights. “ oh that-that i was- ” there was nod of her head. this, this wasn’t the way she thought she was going to be doing this. it wasn’t something that she had even considered having to do, not now, not before she was fully settled down, not before she had even became a full fledged surgeon. 

 “ i was- i was waiting un-until tomorrow, ” nervous eyes met his, a sick feeling forming in the pit of her stomach. she wasn’t sure if it was from the nerves or as a result of the morning sickness. “ i was waiting until i could run- run a blood test. ” lexie ran a shaky hand through her hair. calm. she need to stay calm, to not freak out. she was sitting right on the cusp of freaking out. “ i just wanted to be sure before i- before i told you. ” her eyes trailed away from him, hands twisting together. “ but i uh- the test i took it was- it was- ” her voice tampered off, and for a few moments couldn’t form the one important word. “ positive- ” the word was softly spoken. she hadn’t said it out loud yet. it all just hit her, and it all took her breath away. “ mark, i’m- i- i’m pregnant. ”

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nightmare meme // accepting!! // @constellatiicns​

nightmares never used to be a regular occurrence, and never were they as vivid, as real, as the ones that seemed to plague her almost every night since the shooting.

“ it’s my fault, ” lexie wasn’t fully awake as she mumbled the words. it took several moments before she was fully awake, a few moments before she realized that she wasn’t back in that hallway. that she wasn’t staring down the barrel of a gun. that she wasn’t surrounded by the eleven people who died that day. reed and charles, the nurse who was shot right in front of her. people she knew, people didn’t know. each one of their faces was etched into her memory, each of them telling her how at fault she was. 

it wasn’t until her wide eyes met mark’s for a split second that she was fully awake, that she was aware that it was all just another nightmare and she was safe in bed next to mark. lexie looked away from him, running a hand through her hair. maybe it had been just a nightmare, but the feeling of guilt, the blame she put on herself, was real. “ it’s early- ” a quick glance to the window, then to the clock to confirm. “ i- i didn’t wake you up, did i? ”

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"Babe... It's like 9:30 p.m. I don't want to run to taco bell." (mark)

what not to say to your pregnant partner // accepting!!

lexie hadn’t been in a good mood all day, between the raging pregnancy hormones and how utterly uncomfortable she was getting the closer the due date got. for the first time all day she was finally comfortable, sprawled out across the couch. “ fine. ” there was a bite to the word. “ just- ” irritation and discomfort laced into her expression as lexie pushed herself out of the comfortable position she had been in and up onto her feet. “ give me the keys, i’ll go myself. ”

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send a star and i’ll compliment a random mun // forever accepting!!

hey did you all know that kenzie is great?? like for one thing she is super nice to like everyone all the time?? how does one person have so kindness in them?? another thing is she writes super well?? like she has such a nice grasp on her muses and her ocs are top notch. i just love seeing her stuff on my dash so much okay???

@burnthexashes​