#ᶰᵒᵗ ᵗʰᵉ ᵒᶰᶫʸ ᵇᵃᵈ ᵃˢˢ ( & alex danvers )

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[MSG:] My gaydar is infallible. Trust me. (from alex)

text message meme // accepting!!

[ sms → other half ] : right, sure it is[ sms → other half ] : i really don’t think that she was checking either of us out[ sms → other half ] : pretty sure your infallible gaydar is broken alex

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@burnthexashes​ 

a hospital was supposed to be a safe place. the thought ran through lexie’s head as pushed the cart of supplies from the blood bank. this was supposed to be lexie’s safe place, a place where she was supposed to be able to forget the problems of the outside world. not a place where she had to be worried about a shooter roaming the halls.

the hall was eerily quiet, the sound of the squeaky wheels the only noise as lexie checked over her shoulder, stopping dead in her tracks as she looked back ahead of her. she recognized him in a matter of moments. gary clark, his wife had been admitted to the hospital a few months earlier, who had a stroke after what she had told him was a successful surgery. his wife who lexie legally had to unplug from life support, despite his begging for her not to do it. 

“ oh, mr. clark, ” her voice shook her whole body shook as she noticed the gun in his hand. “ i didn’t plan to shoot all those people,” he stated it as if he had no other choice. as if the only course of action that made sense was bringing a gun into a hospital. “ of– ” lexie swallowed hard as her mind raced to find the words to say. as if what she said could somehow change what was about to happen. “ of course you didn’t. you were– sad, you were– you were grieving, ” she stumbled over her own words, trying - and failing - to keep her complete and utter fear out of her voice. 

“ i only planned to shoot doctor shepherd– ” gary looked away from lexie, as if he had to put thought into the people he was listing off. “ and doctor webber– ” there was a long pause before his eyes met hers. cold and unforgiving eyes that alone told lexie what he was about to say. “ and you. ” as he lifted the gun to point it at her, lexie could feel her heart pounding as she watched him, watched the gun in his hand. “ you unplugged the machines. your hands killed my alison .” lexie could hear the pain, the sadness, the grief, but most of all the anger in his voice. she closed her eyes, holding her breath. several seconds passed and everything was silent, in those moments she found herself accepting what should have happened next.

the gunshot rang out through the air. lexie hit the ground and for a moment it didn’t register that she wasn’t the one who was shot. for a moment she waited for the pain, when it didn’t come she looked out from around the cart. of all the scenarios lexie had imagined in the past few minutes, seeing mr. clark on the ground, a bullet wound in his shoulder was not one of them. she quickly threw a look behind her, to figure out bullet ended up in the shoulder of the man with the gun. alex. lexie wasn’t sure if it was dumb-luck that she was looking into the familiar eyes of her twin sister or if the other had heard about the shooter in the hospital and pulled strings to be there, either way it took lexie a few seconds to come to her senses– to pull herself off the ground, to put distance between herself and the man with the gun.

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( ✉ → sms ) help me think of a name for my new dog

text message meme // accepting!!

[ sms → other half ] : wait you got a dog???[ sms → other half ] : what kind of dog??[ sms → other half ] : i demand pictures before i give you names

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“Can you bring me another blanket please?” (from? idk? alex? sure why not??)

illness meme // accepting!!

“ alex, i’m pretty sure you have every blanket in this apartment wrapped around you, ” lexie paused, raising her eyebrows slightly.  “ despite the fact that it’s just going to make your fever worse. ”

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@burnthexashes​ // xxx

[ sms → other half ] : uh [ sms → other half ] : it’s not that weird [ sms → other half ] : dismemberment??? [ sms → other half ] : i'm going into neurosurgery  [ sms → other half ] : there’d be a problem if there was dismemberment  [ sms → other half ] : there would be a BIG problem if i dismembered someone [ sms → other half ] : wait have you been drinking???