#༄ signed desireeིྀ

[desireelovesyou]

Hello, my pretty ballerina~

Twirls you! Twirls you!

The prince of longing says hello!!!

- prince

PRINCEEE!!!!

spins around and around and around

your ballerina says bonjour!!😋😋

[desireelovesyou]

╰╴╴━╮ desiree ིྀ ✧*。she ,, they + neos

minor | ━━ demigirl ,, poc//blk

single ༄ enfp ; lots of signs of bpd

˚. ⊹ i am a man-eating eldritch horror ━━ (。ŏ﹏ŏ)

➳ asks and dms are almost always open! pls talk to me, i love making friends

▸ᙏ̤̫͚ my other more normal sideblog (we don’t talk abt the main) ⊹˙∘

dni: erm…i’ll block whoever i want (๑°⌓°๑) jst please don’t be weird. this is my vent acc AND IM A MINOR!!! so all i ask is for you not to come on here and fetishize anything or be like….creepy (i’m okay with good creepy, i mean like bad creepy) !!

byi: this is a vent account, there will be talk of sh (never too graphically :p), suicidal thoughts, obsessive thoughts, bpd related posts and content, my sa (never graphically), psychological abuse, etc. overall just sad and deranged thoughts xx! i’m happy to talk to anyone but i get attached very quickly so jst keep that in mind

tags:

༄ bleeding heartsིྀ = a vent!!

༄ belovedsིྀ = my friends/moots!!

༄ pink inkིྀ= random stuff! usually when i’m in a good mood :3

༄ apple of my eyeིྀ = me tweaking over something obsessively (platonic or otherwise!!)

༄ absolutelyིྀ = reposts!!

༄ signed, desireeིྀ = asks !!

༄ cupidིྀ = VERY HAPPY!

ANONS !!: my prince, doll, 🐦‍⬛, mochi

[desireelovesyou]

i wanna control you for awhile when ur done with stuff...

sniff :c

I want to mentally torment you and make you cry pretty tears and cry for me... weh.. /aff

pwince

sorry for being busy!!! homework is butt!!!! gahh :((

mentally torment me?? :0 such strong words!! and i cry a bunch so you’ll probably hear me cry one day- by your doing or someone else’s lol!!

<3

[desireelovesyou]

pffft dw dw, everyone's entitled to their opinions m8 , i'm sure there's a media ya like i aint a fan of! tis normal :3 haha

and :0 i have seen the post

i must confess, i've never had those

this summer i shall have to find some heheh

-🐦‍⬛

BROOOO THEYRE SOOO FUCKING GOOD HOLY SHIT I WOULD DO UNHOLY!!!! OBSCENE!!! NSFW!!! SHIT FOR THOSE AND TO THOSE.

bro they’re so good don’t even get me started you NEED to try them they’re soooo soso good

[desireelovesyou]

Dolly will never leave!!! You are my friend, so you gotta stay too! >:3

hey doll

i love you so much it’s enough to make a grown nigga bawl their eyes out.

and i’m a teenage demigirl who’s mentally ill and sensitive! and i am crying bc you’re just that sweet

i love you

[desireelovesyou]

moves like a worm towards you and hug.

pubby :cc

also pardon me I am baddd at convos.

pretend i am enigmatic and mysterious and not an awkward dork

pwince

hiiiiiiii my prince !!!!

and you are not bad at convos! the best of us are awkward as fuck trust me i have like at least two posts tweaking abt how idk how to talk to ppl

which isn’t a lot

but it’s kinda strange i felt so strongly TWICE that i had to vent abt it!! lol

[desireelovesyou]

🫂🫂🫂🫂 (wait are like hugs chill with you. Shit I never asked pff sorry if they arent)

It's hard to happy. I know that very well. It's especially hard to find a happiness within yourself, and not from others. I don't got any advice but I send ❤️❤️

Oh my days that was a terrible pun (very positive) I love that heheheh I giggled out loud

Oooo what sweets do you like, if you don't like chocolate ? Or non sweets , just food heh, I know not everyone's a big fan of them. I like to get to know the things my friends like !! If you couldn't tell haha. Makes me happy.

& don't worry about response times! I'm practically always around, respond when you have the energy and time

-🐦‍⬛

hugs are a-okay! actually the biggest fan of physical touch you’ll ever meet! i love attention and affection and I LOVE LOVE- as we know!!!

yeah happiness is like so in your face and yet impossible to find and that’s enough to make a grown man tweak!!! and i’m not grown! NOR A MAN! so imagine that 😞😞

and TY for laughing at my pun I THINK IM SO FUNNY!!

i LOVE sweets. i don’t like chocolate very much or cheesecake- but im a giant fan of anything sweet potato, i love candy- especially sour candy. things with fruits in it, etc. overall i have a giant sweet tooth (and a shit load of cavity filings to match.)

and i love yapping abt myself! so im glad you care little bird 🤍

[desireelovesyou]

Whoops! Fell asleep haha. I tend to go to bed pretty early so I apologize for last response m8 ^^;;

Critter fact of the day / whenever my brain works enough to hand ya one hehe

One of my all time favorite sea fellows is Tanystropheus! Very very extinct but still

primarily bc their neck was . ridicuously long

They got up to , I think around 20 feet at the most? And at least 2/3 was neck. And I adore that for them.

Old sea creatures were. So odd I aspire to be as strange and inhuman and yet so Alive as they were

Also I made hot cocoa earlier !! It's dairy free but I swear it's as good as the normals hehe

Mentally i am handing you a mug if you like that sorta drink heh

-🐦‍⬛

HALLOO!! i responded to this so late but uhhh….ive kinda been dreading everything that comes with living. 😞 fuck why can’t i just BE HAPPY!! HAHAHA anyways. nothing is funny.

ANYWAYS! back to topic.

don’t worry i love sleeping- i fall asleep early too sometimes, no worries! also a critter fact!! oh i love these!!!

you remind me a lot of my special person (the person i always talk about missing….mayhaps i should use a code name) they LOVE animals, love talking about animals so much lol

the “very very extinct” has me dead!!

☠️

IM SO FUNNY. get it ? dead? skeleton? i’m fucking hilariousssss and wow that’s it’s insane! i love the sea sm but i don’t think i’d like it if that were in there with me!

lol i actually dislike chocolate…a lot! i will only eat brownies and occasionally snack on it if im desperate for sweets! but ty anyways 🤍

[desireelovesyou]

NO BUT LIKE ITS SO UNDERRATED AS A FORM OF TORTURE.

Like…. Thoughts affect actions… Actions form behaviours… and and… thoughts are the root of belief… uhm

What im saying is!! Hypnosis can be a powerful thing when used effectively!!!

- pwince

this is true! interesting to think abt, i never thought about it that way! would be interesting to explore this idea in some of my writing 😝

and yes!!! hypnosis is certainly powerful- and uber cool!!!

[desireelovesyou]

Telling you I have sadistic urge but nothing specific enough to write out. But uhm. GUH!! MIND CONTROL!! CONDITIONING!! RAHHHHHH

- pwince

you LOVVEEE thinking about mind control!!! i guess that goes with the whole hypnosis thing :3

AND HIIII PRINCEEEE!!!! SPINS AND TWIRLS AND BOWS!!!

[desireelovesyou]

HEHE Being told punk suits me is the best compliment I've gotten in ages actually thank you hehehe I'm very smiley now

And yes!! I don't collect genders as often as I did a few years back anymore, but i still adore it.

-🐦‍⬛

OFC!!! 🤍🤍 i’m glad i could make u smile….heh 😈

AND YAH! i get it :3

[desireelovesyou]

Hehe thank you thank you

I love pronouns and gender and just. All of that stuff. It's so !! Fantastic and I'm very grateful to be able to collect them

You have the gyaru spirit!! You'll get there someday I'm sure

I'm fuck social norms as well !! but I'm more punk leaning style wise heheh :>

-🐦‍⬛

AHHH yes!!! you get it lol!! it’s just something about it 🤤

also punk? ugh i LOVE that!! honestly, idk why but it suits you!! that’s so cool :3

[desireelovesyou]

Generally my pronouns and terms are whatever is silliest at the current moment heh

But overall it/she/hymn/he/various neos!!

I see you have some neos too ? Mind sharing em ? (Pronouns my beloved. They are so cool)

And aw tomato is a good name. A friend of mine has a bird names sunny! He's a mischievous feller.

&&&& yes yes yes shinies >>>

I have a little box of them.

-🐦‍⬛

that’s so funky AND SO REAL!!’im a name and pronoun HOARDER lol!!! i have sooo many lol!! grrr!! i’ll send a photo of all the pronouns i have claimed for myself as of rn!!

though honestly i’d be happy with ANY neopronoun!!

also box of shiny things? UGH! yes please? love that sm!! i collect playing cards and kyojuro figurines..😁 AND I LOVE ALL THINGS GYARU!’

[desireelovesyou]

Hehe awww m8 (shortening for mate, British slang I picked up from a friend haha. Sometimes confuse folks !! So wanted to clarify)

Friends, absolutely!! :D

Unfortunately I do not own any birds yet, but when I get my own place that is my first goal.

I've always been a big crow fan, there's a lot of em in my area as well heh. They remind me of myself in many ways!!! I too like collecting shiny things.

-🐦‍⬛

dw loll!! i know sm british slang bc i actually LOVE doing a british accent. thank you for the clarification tho! im gal we’re friends!!! what’re your pronouns birdie?

birds are lovely! i hope you get a bird the second you’re able to. my friend (the one im usually tweaking abt and saying i miss) owned this bird that they named tomato. i don’t remember what kind of bird, but he/she (i also do t remember) was white and gorgeous.

i love crows sm!! they’re so smart and beautiful and gahhh! i also love shiny things! :3 we are twinning !!

[desireelovesyou]

Haha you guessed correctly! Birds are absolutely one of my special interests. I really do love prehistoric critters in general though. The world has been so !!! Beautiful and fucking wild and cryptid and plain weird for so long and that makes me very happy.

Sadness can be quite comforting. It's a familiar emotion when things can often be . Really quite Unfamililar. I get that vvv much.

-🐦‍⬛

btw ily and we’re friends now, my little birdie anon.

birds are such a cool special interest!!! literally one of the most fun ones imo! animals are just lovely aren’t they? do you own any birds, crow?

is that why you picked a crow as your emoji? bc it’s a bird? and super intelligent too. i actually saw one today!’ they’re a lot bigger than you’d think :3

[desireelovesyou]

Hopped onto tumblr, just saw your response. I'm glad I could have been any help !!

Feeling are shit. But they are always okay to have and experience and yell into the void about bc that is the experience of all living things!!!

Sometimes we've just gotta >:( our way through things.

Also: bird fact. One if the largest birds ever was the Argentavis! A prehistoric bird who's wingspan could reach up to at least 21 feet. Ridicously big bird I love them dearly

- 🐦‍⬛

btw i didnt just see this but im lazy and tweaking on an hourly basis so PARDON ME!!! for the late reply 😞😞 i apologize, ml

and yeah i totally agree. feelings are definitely not a walk in the park- and ofc!! sometimes i just forget it’s okay to feel the way i do, partially because i don’t know if i will/even want to get better.

there’s something very comforting about my sadness. not healthy- ik, but! HEY, never claimed to be lol

GAHH THATS SUCH A COOL FACT WHAT THE FLIP!! 21 feet is fucking insane!! i see why you liked them. do you think it tasted like chicken? /lht

also, are birds perhaps your special interest?👀 OR DO YOU JUST LIKE THEM??? i know someone who adores birds, love them with all my life lol