#˗ˏˋ ♰ prophecies

[crimsonprayer]

talking to other psychotic ppl is genuinely a breath of fresh air,,

i talked to someone for a bit about my creature hallucinations, and they told me they experience similar ones,, they said they leave out little treats for them, and i talked abt how sometimes i let them pick things out when im shopping,, it was so nice to be treated with respect even while talking abt smth that would get me judged anywhere else

[crimsonprayer]

1. i use the label otherkin, and i fall under multiple categories within that label (mostly fictionkin, creaturekin, and songkin). im also technically an endel but prefer to label those experiences as otherkin instead

2. i have many kintypes, but my most important ones are: eddie munson - stranger things, sal fisher - sally face, catkin, and white ghost cicada-kin,, i am also a false god and a prophet, but those arent kintypes

3. i do experience shifts, and i am permashifted to sal and eddie, but other than them my most common shifts are mello - death note, calne ca, and ako udagawa - bandori

4. everything i do is impacted by my alterhumanity,, there really isnt a part of my life thats not impacted by it

5. all of my current friends were met through the alterhuman/otherkin community, and its where i socialize most

6. being able to freely talk about my kintypes and beliefs

7. somewhat, but i dont really regard my physical form as being “human” so its not necessarily the worst thing

8. utilize your community, they will help you find a place of belonging and answer any questions you may have

9. i currently have a pair of calico cat ears, but id really like to have a tail as well

10. i believe in reincarnation and past lives, as well as soul links through the multiverse theory,, i am also physically nonhuman in some regards,, im sure some of my alterhumanity comes from trauma and/or mental illness as well

If you are a alterhuman, reblog and answer these questions!

(don't be afraid to write a lot, do what you want ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯)

1/ Which category of alterhumanity do you belong to?

2/ What/who is/are your type(s)? (if you have any)

3/ Do you experience shifts? If so, can you tell us your most common shifts and your strangest cameo shift (if you've ever had a cameo shift)?

4/ How do you experience your alterhumanity in everyday life?

5/ What do you think of the community?

6/ What are the things that make you most comfortable and euphoric in your alterhumanity?

7/ Are you experiencing species dysphoria?

8/ What advice would you like to say to a young alterhuman who has just awakened?

9/ Do you have/want to have gears?

10/ Do you know/have any theories about the origin of your alterhumanity? If so, tell us! (all beliefs are legitimate)

11/ Tag someone/a creature to answer these questions!ㅤᵕ̈

[crimsonprayer]

why is it that i cant say anything about myself to people without immediately regretting everything and being paranoid that theyre judging me

[crimsonprayer]

unfriendly reminder that phobias are actually considered anxiety disorders and not just a fun word for fears

[crimsonprayer]

aaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

[crimsonprayer]

this is the cutest thing ever

This is me if u even care

Dress up a plushie or toy as you I wanna start a new chain thing

Tags: @crimsonprayer @deiapotheosis @forgivingone @landmineloli @econeechan @sleepy-princette @loser-otaku-girll @jiraigoddess @notsocutelife @unfamiliarsuccessor + whoever else would like !!!!

[crimsonprayer]

trying to find servers that are 1. friendly towards psychotics, 2. friendly towards irls, and 3. dont have me on their ndl already is like literal actual hell

[crimsonprayer]

nicotine and caffeine is such a good combo, theyre making out sloppy style in my body rn

[crimsonprayer]

dyeing my hair dark again for my birthday soon… its been 8-ish years since ive had long dark hair, and im kinda nervous but also excited for the change

[crimsonprayer]

i will never be human enough

[crimsonprayer]

HAPPY BEETHDAY TO MY BESTIE!!!! @dazedloli

[crimsonprayer]

i need to self destruct so fucking bad

[crimsonprayer]

nobody but him could ever really love me

[crimsonprayer]

i love sitting under tables, feels safe

[crimsonprayer]

any time something goes Wrong i get the urge to run. to cut off everyone and just isolate myself from the world. but i cant do that i cant hurt the people i care about like that but being perceived feels like my flesh is being burned. it wont go away it wont why are they watching holy shit

[crimsonprayer]

bought myself a vape for my bday and its raspberry lemonade flavored omg :3

i wanted cigs but my mom has a crazy sense of smell and she would know instantly smh