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( HARRY STYLES + CISMALE ) —  Have you seen BENJAMIN JONES ? This TWENTY-EIGHT year old is a/an PHOTOGRAPHER, BOUNCER, AND PERSONAL TRAINER who resides in MANHATTAN. HE has/have been living in NYC for EIGHT MONTHS, and is/are known to be ENERGETIC and ADVENTUROUS, but can also be SELF-ABSORBED and ARROGANT, if you cross them.  People tend to associate them with POLAROIDS and EMPTY BEER BOTTLES

tw: mental health, drugs

ugh my pride and joy !! i love ben with all my heart and i hope you love him too. let’s plot! 

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Ben was raised in a family of four; his mother, father, and his younger brother. Ben is the older out of the two boys. He always had to be a role model for his brother, setting the best examples, being responsible, and anything else of the typical older brother. When Ben was only sixteen years old, he got emancipated from his parents. He experienced a great level of trauma throughout his life, some of which included abuse from her mother, loss of one of his best friends, experienced a natural disaster, and shame associated with past relationships.

After he got emancipated, he began to travel around the world; Germany, Europe, England, Thailand, Ireland, Japan – you name it. During his time traveling, Ben started to gain interest in photography; taking photos of the people and places that he has seen. By this, he was able to gain a large following of social media and even began posting pictures of himself which seemed to gain if not more interest to followers. He makes decent money from being a social media personality.

He likes impressing people, making sure that he has the approval of others. However, at the same time, Ben grew tired of being the best role model or trying to make sure that he had the approval of everyone else. With that being said, he tends to impress others by the materialistic items that he has such as fancy cars or the hottest fashion trends. Ben has little to no filter, saying anything that is on his mind. It certainly has gotten himself into a bit of trouble, especially mixed with drugs and alcohol. Ben has been to jail for drug possession charges – which one of the charges led him to spend some time in rehab. During his time in rehab, Ben realized that traveling, doing drugs, and the other reckless behavior he participated in was his ways of forgetting the trauma that he has faced throughout his lifetime.

After his time in rehab, Ben really tries to remain clean of hard drugs and did complete probation. But with the amount of traveling that he has done in his life, nothing has ever stuck afterward.He loves music, photography, and geography. He might not have graduated high school, but he is far more intelligent than anyone would think that he was due to the amount of traveling that he has done during his lifetime.

A great deal of Ben’s time was spent in a flight or flight mode, causing him to be this wild card or overly cocky individual. Ben has been on his own since he was fifteen, the sole caretaker for himself. He has had to constantly adapt to life’s situations. However, if someone can be the person to break down his walls, he is more than just a fuckboy. Only specific people get to see the real side of him. Of course, it’s a cliche that everyone has walls and isn’t a nice person until you get to know them, but Ben has had to learn to look out for himself and no one else; self-preservation.

This world traveler had  turned into a settler, the past few months in New York. It suits his speed.  Although he makes decent money from being a social media personality, he does work as a bouncer to make extra cash. He enjoys the speed of the venue, as it matches his personality and his character. Ben stayed in New York or a few months and realized that he was still afraid of settling down and he ended up leaving for a little while. His excuse was that he went to get certified as a personal trainer. Which, he did, so his ‘excuse’ matched his actions. 

Last tidbit, Ben is bisexual. He has a tendency towards choosing women. He has only had two serious relationships that have lasted longer than a few months and that the two of them went out on more than just a few dates. Ben is not a dater, more like ‘hanging out’, if you catch his drift. His serious relationships have left him a bit immature and fearful of committing to someone.

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niggasace​:

drink about it, smoke about it, but never talk about it

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