#šepetaj mi koliko me hočeš

[sepetajmikolikomehoces]

Let's... fucking go?

[leopardom]

šepetaj mi koliko me hočeš

[stealthywing]

Šepetaj mi koliko me hočeš.

[arctixout]

Šepetaj mi koliko me hočeš

[absolutebloodychaos]

Ok so I know how ASTP is like the peak Jance song and everyone focuses on them during it, but like in the end part the bit where Bojan and Kris are like singing Šepetaj mi koliko me hočeš, Ugrizni preden se odločiš, Dokler mi srce ne poči, and then trading A sem ti povedal kdaj, is so Bokris coded and no-one can tell me otherwise.

Like Kris' backing vocals sound so raw and when he does the Ugrizni, bit like tell me that that man isn't singing this song out of pure longing.

This may just be me being delulu but them singing Whisper to me how much you want me, Take a bite before you decide, Before my heart bursts, Have I ever told you, is so fucking gay I swear and whenever I listen to the song live I can't help but think that it sounds like they are singing it to each other.

[sepetajmikolikomehoces]

Now that, uh... I seem to have manifested things...

Hi. Hello.

I am the person who thought "oh, let's write a quick cam boy AU oneshot, no problem, all pwp" and then proceeded to fail spectacularly ten chapters and counting in a row.

A.k.a the angst gremlin behind šepetaj mi koliko me hočeš

This seems as good a time as anything to make a proper side blog for this and let my main rest. Any screaming may be directed here.

[sepetajmikolikomehoces]

Lemme tell you, I wake up every day fearing I will get bopped by the dodgeball once again

After today (day 20) feels like we are on the šepetaj mi koliko me hočeš fanfic timeline

[invece-sto-sdraiato]

so, hi. I was just thinking about joker out lyrics in general, and I thought, lemme see which songs were easy to learn and just what my first opinions about each song were (warning: this is long)

Umazane misli:

Gola - I fell in love once I heard the first interlude (before 'neki se dogaja dej me zmer utrip') and I guess it took me around three to four listens to get the hang of the lyrics. This song gives me butterflies in my stomach 🥰

Umazane misli - HA. do I even need to say anything here? It's been almost two years since I first heard this song. I learnt the lyrics on the. first. listen. This is huge considering that, at the time I was still getting used to the fact that ex-yugoslavian languages have major differences between them. These lyrics will be etched in my brain forever.

Vem da greš - oh this used to be a skip for me in the early days of jo brainrot. then boom! clicked on the acoustic version and realised how awesome this song really is. I always thought this song just screams 'pop rock'. it has one of my favorite lyrics ever : "kupim karto do vesolja če zemlja pregori" and jan really did something here with interlude (I am kissing you tenderly on the forehead mr. peteh)

Proti toku - I know people have noticed this, but the starting guitar riff is very similar to the one in Sweet Child O' Mine. Already a green flag. Wasn't really a huge fave of mine but I'm appreciating it a lot since Stožice. Going against social norms? Awesome meaning, awesome lyrics. I still haven't got the hang of the lyrics though (for some reason I just can't grasp it 😅)

Dopamin - Ah yes. This song always sounded a bit different from their sound, with all the synths, you know? But it is a certified dance song (stožice has proved that) and I am so fucking obsessed with kris' backing vocals here like everytime he goes, "razum izgubil je svoj glas" I just agdjspsneksldnsl and also the chorus is so satisfying to hear with bojan's angelic voice. I will stand by the statement that the stožice version surpasses the studio one by a mile.

Barve oceana - woohoo! This song is just so so fun and I've never been able to sit in one place whenever I listen to this. Lyrics are obviously a m a z i n g. and bojan's explanation just made it loads better! Extremely catchy, so obviously that I memorized the lyrics within two listens. Can't forget the stožice version with kris' "aaahhh" at the back.

Metulji - I purposefully avoid listening to this song (sometimes) cause the first time I did, it took me like ten minutes to come back to reality. I'm pretty sure I'll cry if I listen to it even now. And the VIOLIN?!! pls it's so beautiful. "Pleševa zadnji ples, da spet zadihava"??? I am dead on the floor. True masterpiece and I'll always be proud of our five little guys for creating this.

A sem ti povedal - oh god. This song was made to murder all of us. The minute I heard the starting guitar part, I was convinced I was not going to survive those three minutes. First, the lyrics. They are so beautiful, so poetic, so intense, so profound. Sometimes I feel weird singing along just cause of the sheer meaning this song holds and how I'll probably never experience these feelings. Also the last part? when I first listened to it, I didn't just die, I ascended to another plane of existence. Also have to mention kris' backing vocals once again. Especially the "šepetaj mi koliko me hočeš" You know what? Why don't you just kill me instead? And. the. video. They really decided the song wasn't enough and proceeded to pull on our heartstrings with THOSE visuals. Obsessed with the whole idea of jure in the water. I think I know like 80% of the lyrics but I always fumble somewhere.

Bele sanje - similar to most of their songs, the prelude itself was enough for me to hyperfixate on this song. I had like a whole bele sanje phase in april where I didn't listen to any other song. the way bojan sings, "njen utrip se redko umiri"? god. also this song was when I realised I was actually into this whole indie rock vibe of theirs (bele sanje was the third joker out song I listened to) and the whole concept of the badass female protagonist? Love it.

Omamljeno telo - oh omamljeno telo my love 🥰🥰🥰. bojans singing style was evidently different here, but there was a rawness to it that intrigued me. and guitars are the major reason why I love this song! obviously this interlude is one of my favorites from joker out songs. just 100% pure talent. My fave lyric is, " a vetra se ne da ujet tako lahko, nekdo pa je utrgal mojo vrtnico" the lyrics were extremely easy for some reason and I find myself singing along to it completely sometimes.

Well I knew it was going to be long, but I didn't expect this lmaooo. Pls share your opinions! I would love to know your favorite lyrics and what was your favorite part of each song too!

(I'll do demoni later 🥲)

[punanenmarli]

3, 4, 5 and 15

For the fic writers ask 🧡

3. name 3 underrated fic authors in your fandom

i feel like i read mostly stuff written by absolute gems who are already the crown jewels of this fandom. But these authors should have like 10 times more reads: tilhi, anonymous who wrote this, and erasedjanna

4. what’s a fic that changed the way you write?

I think šepetaj mi koliko me hočeš aka cam boy changed my brain chemistry so much that I somehow learned to write as well? does that count?

5. what’s a fic that changed the way you see a certain character?

oooh this is a good one. I think this fic made me really fucking need bojan to be the top.

Demoni by slightlysexualfiction

15. what’s a fic that made you ship something you previously did not?

Tear down my reason (it's your sex I can smell) by HotCat37

This whole collection made me foam in the mouth about Bäsh and also just Käsh in general

[sepetajmikolikomehoces]

I am in an absolute STATE over this, I can't stop looking at it and if I can just get some proper time, I will dive back into the next chapter so you guys can have more cam boy goodness!

Based again on the beautiful šepetaj mi koliko me hočeš by @sepetajmikolikomehoces 🫶🫶🫶

Go have a read if you haven't yet!!

[sashasamvan]

Šepetaj mi koliko me hočeš

Ugrizni preden se odločiš

[stealthywing]

Šepetaj mi koliko me hočeš

Ugrizni preden se odločiš

Dokler mi srce ne poči.

[sepetajmikolikomehoces]

Me: god, same

Me: ...

Me: wait a minute, I'm the fUCKING AUTHOR–

me waiting for šepetaj mi koliko me hočeš to update

[musicalislife]

After today (day 20) feels like we are on the šepetaj mi koliko me hočeš fanfic timeline

[sepetajmikolikomehoces]

WHAT IS THIS FUCKER DOING AND WHY IS IT SO SMKMH-CODED

JERE

I AM TRYING TO FUCKING L I V E

[sepetajmikolikomehoces]

Get you a friend like @punanenmarli who tells you to close your eyes and hold out your hand and then gives you THIS.

Would that I could bring it to Ruis, but I fear it might not fly as allowed food. So it will get to hang out in Tampere some more.

But seriously, this might be one of the sweetest gifts I have ever gotten.