#šepetaj mi koliko me hočeš

[sepetajmikolikomehoces]

Let's... fucking go?

[leopardom]

šepetaj mi koliko me hočeš

[stealthywing]

Šepetaj mi koliko me hočeš.

[arctixout]

Šepetaj mi koliko me hočeš

[sepetajmikolikomehoces]

STOP IT

@drugsforaddicts I JUST WALKED OUT FROM WORK IT'S BEEN A CRAPPY WEEK AND I SEE THIS???

THANK YOU SO SO MUCH FOR DRAWING THIS AND PUTTING A BIG SMILE ON MY FACE

You should draw something from šepetaj mi koliko me hočeš if it sparks joy!! I would probably die but anyways

Oh it sparks extreme joy (and sorrow) 😭 So I picked the ending of chapter 11:

Giggles. Honest to god giggles, pealing and unapologetic, bubbling through him as he leans back, nudging so that their foreheads rest against each other.

“No, no, I promise, I’ll be nice. Now and forever.”

“Safety place.”

“Yeah.”

Thank you anon for the idea! 💛

[dreaminofu]

who do I go to for some bojere fic recs? my crops are dying etc

Oh you sweet anon, I’m in the same boat with you. Bojere fic posting has slowed down. Hopefully, I can help you even a little in this drought. I have no idea what you’ve read so far on AO3, but sometimes I scroll the Bojan Cvjetićanin/Jere Pöyhönen tag quite far in the hopes of finding something I haven’t already read.

There’re some amazing fics being posted at the moment. Currently I’m obsessed with Do you think we’ll be in love forever? by ate_my_brain and Private landing by tilhi and šepetaj mi koliko me hočeš. Joymuffin recently posted a cute story about the boys meeting for Bojan’s birthday and mitochondriencoctail a fluffy uni AU. EDIT: How could I forget Ugly beautiful that’s still being posted

Maybe consider re-reading some gems like Bridges, Midsummer Madness series, I’m reading you lips, I know what your type is, Dreams taste like you, and falling and falling

These are just some recs so definitely check the other fics from these authors I’ve mentioned! Does anyone have any good recs (or maybe a little ficlet to post 👀) so that this anon can water their crops?🌱

[absolutebloodychaos]

Ok so I know how ASTP is like the peak Jance song and everyone focuses on them during it, but like in the end part the bit where Bojan and Kris are like singing Šepetaj mi koliko me hočeš, Ugrizni preden se odločiš, Dokler mi srce ne poči, and then trading A sem ti povedal kdaj, is so Bokris coded and no-one can tell me otherwise.

Like Kris' backing vocals sound so raw and when he does the Ugrizni, bit like tell me that that man isn't singing this song out of pure longing.

This may just be me being delulu but them singing Whisper to me how much you want me, Take a bite before you decide, Before my heart bursts, Have I ever told you, is so fucking gay I swear and whenever I listen to the song live I can't help but think that it sounds like they are singing it to each other.

[sepetajmikolikomehoces]

Now that, uh... I seem to have manifested things...

Hi. Hello.

I am the person who thought "oh, let's write a quick cam boy AU oneshot, no problem, all pwp" and then proceeded to fail spectacularly ten chapters and counting in a row.

A.k.a the angst gremlin behind šepetaj mi koliko me hočeš

This seems as good a time as anything to make a proper side blog for this and let my main rest. Any screaming may be directed here.

[sepetajmikolikomehoces]

Lemme tell you, I wake up every day fearing I will get bopped by the dodgeball once again

After today (day 20) feels like we are on the šepetaj mi koliko me hočeš fanfic timeline

[harmaanoita]

For the sleepover, please rec some fics that have surprised you for some reason (preferably in a positive way)?

Hi 💛

Hohoo, this was easy, these fics just straight up came to me when I read the ask!

Explorations by electron_road_suspect and paperphilia

- Kris, Nace, Jan and Jure take care of Bojan. In bed (so yes, it's very smutty haha). I don't usually read poly!jo fics but I had to check this one out yesterday and I was surprised how much I enjoyed and liked it!

The Marks on Our Skin by electron_road_suspect

- Soulmate!AU with Bojan/Kris/Jere. You recommended this to me and like I already told you, I enjoyed it surprisingly a lot. Didn't expect to enjoy Kris/Jere (or bokris), but this fic tackled soulmates!trope in a different way. Was very lovely to read all the twists.

Finding his type by maladroitoracle

- I read this shortly after reading the previous one. It's Bojan/Kris/Jere again. And I was yet again very surprised how much I enjoyed reading about the three of them. This is very sweet, love how this fic is set up and how the three of them try to navigate their new relationship. Oh and the smut is smutting very much!

lovefool by punanenmarli

- I remember seeing this, eyeing it and then starting to read it when the 2nd chapter came out. Something about the setting made me hesitate a little bit, BUT I fell instantly in love with this one after I started to read. So yes, I was positively surprised by the story and thought to myself: "You really should stop hesitating to read something because of the settings, you know you are going to love these stories anyway."

Same (hesitating, eyeing, then finally going for it) goes for Private Landing by tilhi and šepetaj mi koliko me hočeš by sepetajmikolikomehoces (the latter I'm currently reading and oh my god).

So yes, if anyone has any fic recs to me, send them to me! Thank you for asking, this was lovely to do.

sleepover weekend

[sepetajmikolikomehoces]

I am in an absolute STATE over this, I can't stop looking at it and if I can just get some proper time, I will dive back into the next chapter so you guys can have more cam boy goodness!

Based again on the beautiful šepetaj mi koliko me hočeš by @sepetajmikolikomehoces 🫶🫶🫶

Go have a read if you haven't yet!!

[punanenmarli]

3, 4, 5 and 15

For the fic writers ask 🧡

3. name 3 underrated fic authors in your fandom

i feel like i read mostly stuff written by absolute gems who are already the crown jewels of this fandom. But these authors should have like 10 times more reads: tilhi, anonymous who wrote this, and erasedjanna

4. what’s a fic that changed the way you write?

I think šepetaj mi koliko me hočeš aka cam boy changed my brain chemistry so much that I somehow learned to write as well? does that count?

5. what’s a fic that changed the way you see a certain character?

oooh this is a good one. I think this fic made me really fucking need bojan to be the top.

Demoni by slightlysexualfiction

15. what’s a fic that made you ship something you previously did not?

Tear down my reason (it's your sex I can smell) by HotCat37

This whole collection made me foam in the mouth about Bäsh and also just Käsh in general

[stealthywing]

Šepetaj mi koliko me hočeš

Ugrizni preden se odločiš

Dokler mi srce ne poči.

[invece-sto-sdraiato]

so, hi. I was just thinking about joker out lyrics in general, and I thought, lemme see which songs were easy to learn and just what my first opinions about each song were (warning: this is long)

Umazane misli:

Gola - I fell in love once I heard the first interlude (before 'neki se dogaja dej me zmer utrip') and I guess it took me around three to four listens to get the hang of the lyrics. This song gives me butterflies in my stomach 🥰

Umazane misli - HA. do I even need to say anything here? It's been almost two years since I first heard this song. I learnt the lyrics on the. first. listen. This is huge considering that, at the time I was still getting used to the fact that ex-yugoslavian languages have major differences between them. These lyrics will be etched in my brain forever.

Vem da greš - oh this used to be a skip for me in the early days of jo brainrot. then boom! clicked on the acoustic version and realised how awesome this song really is. I always thought this song just screams 'pop rock'. it has one of my favorite lyrics ever : "kupim karto do vesolja če zemlja pregori" and jan really did something here with interlude (I am kissing you tenderly on the forehead mr. peteh)

Proti toku - I know people have noticed this, but the starting guitar riff is very similar to the one in Sweet Child O' Mine. Already a green flag. Wasn't really a huge fave of mine but I'm appreciating it a lot since Stožice. Going against social norms? Awesome meaning, awesome lyrics. I still haven't got the hang of the lyrics though (for some reason I just can't grasp it 😅)

Dopamin - Ah yes. This song always sounded a bit different from their sound, with all the synths, you know? But it is a certified dance song (stožice has proved that) and I am so fucking obsessed with kris' backing vocals here like everytime he goes, "razum izgubil je svoj glas" I just agdjspsneksldnsl and also the chorus is so satisfying to hear with bojan's angelic voice. I will stand by the statement that the stožice version surpasses the studio one by a mile.

Barve oceana - woohoo! This song is just so so fun and I've never been able to sit in one place whenever I listen to this. Lyrics are obviously a m a z i n g. and bojan's explanation just made it loads better! Extremely catchy, so obviously that I memorized the lyrics within two listens. Can't forget the stožice version with kris' "aaahhh" at the back.

Metulji - I purposefully avoid listening to this song (sometimes) cause the first time I did, it took me like ten minutes to come back to reality. I'm pretty sure I'll cry if I listen to it even now. And the VIOLIN?!! pls it's so beautiful. "Pleševa zadnji ples, da spet zadihava"??? I am dead on the floor. True masterpiece and I'll always be proud of our five little guys for creating this.

A sem ti povedal - oh god. This song was made to murder all of us. The minute I heard the starting guitar part, I was convinced I was not going to survive those three minutes. First, the lyrics. They are so beautiful, so poetic, so intense, so profound. Sometimes I feel weird singing along just cause of the sheer meaning this song holds and how I'll probably never experience these feelings. Also the last part? when I first listened to it, I didn't just die, I ascended to another plane of existence. Also have to mention kris' backing vocals once again. Especially the "šepetaj mi koliko me hočeš" You know what? Why don't you just kill me instead? And. the. video. They really decided the song wasn't enough and proceeded to pull on our heartstrings with THOSE visuals. Obsessed with the whole idea of jure in the water. I think I know like 80% of the lyrics but I always fumble somewhere.

Bele sanje - similar to most of their songs, the prelude itself was enough for me to hyperfixate on this song. I had like a whole bele sanje phase in april where I didn't listen to any other song. the way bojan sings, "njen utrip se redko umiri"? god. also this song was when I realised I was actually into this whole indie rock vibe of theirs (bele sanje was the third joker out song I listened to) and the whole concept of the badass female protagonist? Love it.

Omamljeno telo - oh omamljeno telo my love 🥰🥰🥰. bojans singing style was evidently different here, but there was a rawness to it that intrigued me. and guitars are the major reason why I love this song! obviously this interlude is one of my favorites from joker out songs. just 100% pure talent. My fave lyric is, " a vetra se ne da ujet tako lahko, nekdo pa je utrgal mojo vrtnico" the lyrics were extremely easy for some reason and I find myself singing along to it completely sometimes.

Well I knew it was going to be long, but I didn't expect this lmaooo. Pls share your opinions! I would love to know your favorite lyrics and what was your favorite part of each song too!

(I'll do demoni later 🥲)

[sepetajmikolikomehoces]

Me: god, same

Me: ...

Me: wait a minute, I'm the fUCKING AUTHOR–

me waiting for šepetaj mi koliko me hočeš to update

[izpira-se-zlato]

Hi :D I wanted to tell you that I love all your Käärijan fics (especially Nothing to Regret, my beloved ❤️), and also ask if you have any recommendations??

Aaah I opened this at Some Point and thus lost the unread notification, and promptly forgot.

Thank you so much 💛 God. Recommendations. Uhm... In no particular order and making no claims for being comprehensive (bc I have a memory like a sieve). So, read more under the cut!

šepetaj mi koliko me hočeš by Anonymous Camboy!Jere AU. Hot, gripping, by a lovely author who is also evil because they gave us a couple of painful cliffhangers xD (WIP)

use your words by @frikatilhi Dialogue only fic-series that was hilarious and thought-provoking in turn 😊

Tee jotakin mahdotonta (& the sequel, jos tahdot olen sinun) both by @frikatilhi Set in the future, sweet and beautiful and absolutely made me lose my mind. Really, go read their other works, too!

mogoče by Anonymous 5+1 fic about Bojan not thinking about his feelings. Beautiful, hilarious, sweet 💛

Put Me Together, Thread a Needle by mitochondriencocktail (archive-locked) Minor League Hockey!AU. I loved it. It was beautiful and just. Hnnng. So many small moments and yet so them and the writing style is to die for.

here, there and everywhere by cripplingdepresso everything everywhere all at once!AU. I read this fandom blind for the movie and had my mind blown, and also missed my bus stop because I was so captivated, which has not happened once in the 1.5 years of living in this flat, so. yeah. Amazing. Chilling. Loved it.

Seize the Day by mrdesperation Set during ESC: the story of them getting together. Amazing fic, and picks up all the stupid shit they published during that time...

Lights out and away we go by loveyouhomex F1!AU. Heartbreaking in good way, and one where I just wanted to shake both of them.

Proud of you by viulunkieli Heartbreaking post!Final fic, which I loved alot

Bonus, because it broke me: call a rose by any other name by mrdesperation Let me just sneak this in even though it's not a Bojan/Jere fic -- one-sided!Jan/Bojan and just heartwrenchingly painful and beautiful and just. Hnnng.