#^ this is why i dont like talking abt hog as a persona and why i liek to call the mask his face. because it is. this is the person he is yk | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

termagax · 4 months ago

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anyways. i feel like ive said this before but i think that wouldve been a bigger concern of his when he was younger and was trying to think abt how he was gonna like. live in the world. well and then the world exploded and he decided he could do whatever he wants forever and started larping as his fursona and i think hes chill about it now. like i think hes okay.

#i think at the end of the day he does like his body. especially as he gets older and circumstances change and he feels more like a person #who is alive again i think he really does like himself. and i think part of it is just that he really does do whatever he wants whenever #he wants to do it.#like i think it feels like a bigger deal before everything explodes because like well you have to find a way to navigate the social aspect #of everything you do right. and in my mind i think hes recieved a lot of shit for a lot of things in his life #hence why hes kind of a very angry and isolated person. so i do think when him and fish meet and theyre this very confident person #and a relatively happy person too. and they do it in a way that feels really genuine. so i think that gets his gears turning where hes like #maybe. maybe i could do that and it would fix it. and the social aspect of it basically dissapears because the best person in his life #(in his eyes obv) is also doing that and isnt gonna make it a big deal and a lot of what they like about him is the same stuff he got shit 4 #so its like. idk i think maybe theyd talk about it once but i think the hurdle for him is that he doesnt really want to change anything?#not anything changeable at least. i think he likes who he is i dont think hes really particularly insecure in his body or anything #i just think he feels this kind of disconnect from the idea of a person and the idea of himself #i think that something rlly persistent for basically his entire life as mako that he just doesnt. feel like a person. he cant really.#part of why they cling 2 each other is bcs they make each other feel. real and grounded and people. human in a way.#so i think roadhog as an idea helps with that especially again as he gets older and rat becomes a thing and life gets Good again i think #for the first time in his life hes going to really consistently feel like somebody #^ this is why i dont like talking abt hog as a persona and why i liek to call the mask his face. because it is. this is the person he is yk #and i think at some point hes okay being a guy with two names and two faces and sometimes his fish calls him their wife #and he wears cute underwear and its not a big deal and he doesnt even really think about it anymore because it all just feels natural. easy

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