#[i didnt find it in tags so i capped it myself

[todayisafridaynight]

What do you think Jo is ugly and it pissed off people?

no my friend nono you got it all wrong. no its the opposite.

[aayo-whatt]

tagged by @herefortears thanks sm lovie, i love tag games

Your name: i typically go by 'aayo' online, but sometimes it's 'lucinda' (either or i don't mind-)

Your first fandom(s): uhh, in all honesty either Haikyuu, Harry Potter, or mcyt stuff- i honestly don't remember it was so long ago-

Your current fandom(s): Supernatural, Merlin, ACOTAR, TWD, Stranger Things, Throne of Glass, TGS, POTC, OUAT, Haikyuu and MHA

How did you first get into fandom? I've honestly got no idea- uhh, i just started watching/reading a bunch of series and one day i got bored and went searching (online) for someone i could rant to about everything, and who would understand what im going on about- (totally didn't started on wattpad-)

How long have you been engaging in fandom spaces? hmm, minimum five years, but it was really scattered and i didnt do much in the early days

How often do you read fanfics? not often enough, i try to read as many as i can, though i can almost never find the time to

Top three characters from your current fandom(s): Supernatural: gabriel, gadreel, charlie Merlin: gwaine, gwen, and merlin ACOTAR: helion, cassian (pfp), tarquin/mor TWD: glenn, maggie/carl, negan Stranger Things: robin, dustin, erica (OR eddie) Throne of Glass: fenrys, dorian, lysandra/aedion (cant choose 😭😭) TGS: rachel, hyde and lanyon for sure POTC: sobbing, i havent watched this in ages (minimum 5 years) i can barely remember these people- OUAT: regina, hook and henry Haikyuu: sakusa, suna anddd either tsumu or bokuto MHA: kaminari, kirishima, sero

Have you ever written fic for a fandom? God yes. So many that were so cringe and got abandoned, and even more that have never been published.

Have you ever drawn fanart for a fandom? Yes. Never posted, but yes.

Share a personal headcanon that you feel very strongly about: aedion has the manliset man bun you've ever seen there's more, but that's a big one for me

You’re trying to convince a friend to get into your current fandom(s) with you. what episode, clip, or scene are you showing them? idek- smth that either made me laugh so hard i nearly peed myself, smile so much my face hurt for hours afterward, want to punch [character/writer/director/whatever name] in the face so many times, or made me cry so much i could barely get out of bed days later

And finally, what does fandom mean to you? hmm, being able to all caps rant to someone about this thing you hated/loved in a fandom, or just being accepted by a group of people/person who you might not know irl, but consider family/really really good friends like holy fuck we're besties, i want to marry you platonically and we can adopt all of our blorbos even from fandoms we dont share we can all be one absolutely massive family that puts the fun in dysfunctional

(no pressure) tagging @aliens-took-my-iwa-chan @reverie-starlight @gay-destiel and anyone who'd want to join!

[imraespace]

OHTMGOSH HELPMEE YOUACTUALLT WENT ON FULL DETECTIVE MODE IF I DDINT FOLLOW U U WOULDNT HAVE FOUND ME HELPMEE shhhhh until imara figures out who i am ill openly interact w ur acc without anon 😈😈 HELPEME ICSND BREATHE ISIDNT THINK THIS WOULD HAPPEN YET WHEN DID U EVEN FIGURE UT OUT LIKE YESTERDAY OR THE DAY BEFORE????? I DIDNT CHANGE MY THEME UNTIL TWO DAYS AGO OR SMTH HELPMEE

WAIR NOW IM CURIOUS AS TO WHCIH STORY U TRUED CONNECTING BC OF HOW MANY STORIES IVE ACC SENT ON HERE TO THE AMOUNR OF “STORIES” I ACC POST ON MY BLOG HELP stories in quotation because its more of a “i blank blank blank blank one sentence” and then continue talking in tags BUT I ALSO BARELT DO IT IVE BEEN DOING IT MORE NOW THO…

ALSO THANKYOTU GUYS I PUT A LOT OF EFFORT IN MY THEME 🤗🤗🤗 (i reallt didnt its just i cried mid way BECAUSE TUMBLR WOULDNT MFING WORK.) i also still dont know what to put for my header but that img works for now.. 😋😋 i jsut realized imara u DONT KNOW HOW MY THEME LOOKS STOP SO UDONT EVEN KNOW WHAT IM TALKIGN ABOUT…. ☹️💔💔 tuys the voices r telling me to expose myself here now but… Hm….. 😞🔫

also i realize my typing style is like REALLY DISTINCT its way too obvious and like one time i remember using “💜💜💜” on my blog and i told myself it would be so obvious its me if they found this bc genuinely NO ONE USES IT EXCEPT ME. AND I STILL POSTED IT ANYWAYS BC IWAS LIKE EHH WHATEVER IF THEY FIND ME THEY FIND ME WHATEVER HAPPENS HAPPENS I GUESS 🤗

now that is has happened ayra r u gonna stalk my blog dot dot dot if u do lets just become moots at that point unless your following list is public HELPME

wtf i just looked through this entire ask and the amoint of emojis ive used i actuallt feel like if my typing style was a color scheme and word it would legit be the word RAINBOW. in all caps.

- 🐙

UNFAIR BULLYINHGG UNCAIRURUMAHFJA

😒😒😒😒 HAVING A FULL ON CONVERSATION WITH THIS AYRA GIRL IN MY INBOX.... @itoshivy SPEAK���🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄😒😒😒😒😒

YEAH I DONT KNOW BULLY🙄🙄😒😒😒😒😒

TRIOS DONT WORK GUYS LOOK

YOU DONT NEED THE VOICES ILL BECOME IT JUST YOU WAIT

NAWT YALL GONNS COME MOEOAKFJKQMFJSKD MOOTS LOOK AT THIS IM FLABBERGASTED

[convxction]

p.ositively y.ours ch.64    | obviously DO NOT reblog.

[witchcraft-in-wonderland]

Chaos Rising (Pt.1)

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It was all a perfectly normal morning, no weird mishaps or anything. Well, there were mishaps, but Virgil was used to those at this point, after all, he considered himself the worlds biggest mishap, where else did he have to go from there?

Rain wasnt the issue, no, Virgil was used to rain, used to dragging his boots through puddles and tripping over his own feet, that was normal.

And it wasnt the behavior of the local strays either, cats usually gave him weird looks, and dogs were usually to busy seeking out children for head pats to notice him, so no, that wasnt it either.

Even work didnt seem to tip him off, uncomfortable conversations with his boss, bickering between offices, that was all normal, nothing weird there.

No, what finally made it clear that something had gone very much wrong, was the appearance of two very strange men in his home.

Both were tall, and both had brown hair. But one boy was dressed in shades of yellow, with a black jacket over a pastel yellow sweater, jeans, black boots, and a black cap, and he looked calm and in control. Whereas the second man had wild unkempt hair with a stark white streak down the center of it, crazed red eyes, and was dressed in tattered black and green rags.

Now, normally Virgil would have assumed he was being robbed by the worlds most contrasting crime agency, but there were two things that set him off this path fairly quickly.

One, the man in yellow had scales, and a slit on the side of his face, just across his mouth.

Two, the man in green had horns, and a tail that looked as if it belonged to a rat, and, was likely the cleanest thing about the man.

"And what the hell do you think you're doing?" Virgil made a grab for the knife he'd set on the dining room table that morning, he supposed it was lucky he'd forgotten to put it up after breakfast.

"Oh please- as if that measly hunk of metal and wood is going to do anything against two demons," said the man in yellow. Virgil felt a sudden urge to set the knife back down. He shook his head, as if he wanted any actual demons meddling in there with everything else.

"I mean it's not like he could fight us even if it did do something, I've seen rats bigger than he is!" Said the man in green with a cackle.

"I could skin you alive and use your organs as a designer scarf." Virgil snarled, tightening his grip on the knife as the thoughts of putting it down continued trying to overpower him.

"Aaawwww! You hear that Janny! I could be a scarf!" The man in greed let out a laugh and smiled at his partner.

"As if anyone would wear your organs as a scarf, they probably smell like rotting corpses," said the man nicknamed 'Janny'.

"Aaawww, dont be mean," the man in green pouted, playfully shoving Jan's arm.

"Are you gonna explain what you're doing here or am I going to have to chase you out myself." Virgil snarled.

"Ooohhh! Someone's getting his tits in a twist!" The man in green said, Virgil's arms went almost instinctively to cover his chest, the knife falling out of his hand in the process.

"Remus, what did we say about human-gender terminology." Said Jan. Virgil made a grab for the knife while the two were distracted, only to find it gone.

"Not to use it unless I know they dont care," Remus said, looking guilty.

"Normally, I dont, but, I make exceptions for strange men barging into my house and stealing my defense weapons," Virgil snarled, glaring at Janus, who he now noticed was holding the knife that had been in Virgil's possession only a few moments prior.

"Well we'll be out of your hair in just a pinch, just have to ask you a few questions first!" Remus said with a demented grin.

And then Virgil couldnt move. He was walking over to his couch, but he couldnt do it on his own.

"Now, as you can likely tell, we are not mortals," Janus said, sitting on the table across from the couch.

"Really? I had no clue! You look so realistic." Virgil snarled, trying to move his hands from their death grip on his couch.

"Hes a funny one isnt he?" Remus said with a snort. Janus rolled his eyes.

"Look, in case you havent noticed, and it's very doubtful you have otherwise there'd be no use in telling you this, your world is being overtaken, by demons," Janus continued.

Virgil stared at him for a few moments, and then he began to laugh, finally able to move his body and fall back onto the couch cushions. Janus and Remus exchanged now much more concerned glances.

"You- know we arent kidding, right?" Janus said, a look of pure bewilderment crossing his face.

"Oh of course not! If you were kidding I probably wouldve paid off my student loans and I wouldn't be living in a house thats constantly on the verge of collapse!" Virgil said, still laughing so hard he was nearly out of breath. This statement only seemed to intensify the worry on the demons' faces.

"What do you mean collapse? Surely you're not living in a faulty building?" Janus said.

"Oh dont get all sympathetic on me now. Like hell I'm gonna let you in on my tragic backstory so it's easier for you to impersonate me." Virgil said, suddenly regaining his composure.

"Oh I'm not going to impersonate you, I'm actually more inclined to keep you from being impersonated," Janus said.

"You- wh?" It was Virgil's turn to pull a confused face now.

"Oh yeah, Janny's not to big on the whole demonic invasion thing, I think hes just got a soft spot for the squishy meat people," Remus said.

"Remus I am begging you to call them anything other than that," Janus said. A sudden glint appeared in Remus' red eyes.

"No- no- not that either-" Janus held his hand up.

"Please tell me you're not planning on staying in my house." Virgil said.

"Oh of course not, we'll be taking you somewhere much safer," Janus said, raising a third hand, which Virgil really didnt want to think about for to long.

But luckily, he didnt have to, because almost immediately after, he passed out.

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Tag list:

@thefivecalls

@willowaudreykeyes

@pricklyfish777

@the-sad-strawberry

@extercs-experiences

@theonetruebeepboop

@mycatshuman

@teamplutoforlife

@melodiread

@meowthefluffy

@frawkeye

@cemmy

@nerosdayinhell

@thecolorfulolive

@frog-candy-bee

[inkbloodpaperandbone]

A Proper Apology

(I am honestly really happy that Abby gets her happy ending but she should have actually apologized properly. I hope it doesn't come across as Abby being a horrible person because she's not. But sometimes nice people whether they mean to or not do shitty things that hurt people. So I wrote this instead of sleeping. lol. If you like this please reblog.)

Tagging @datleggy

After leaving Buck at the park Abby felt out of sorts.

It had gone well, she'd thanked him for rescuing her fiancé, Sam, she'd explained why she'd let her and Buck's relationship and he'd told Abby that he was happy for her. So why did she feel so off?

Maybe it was because despite being back in L.A she hadn't considered to contact Carla.

Yes that was it. It would be nice to see her old friend, Abby couldn't remember the last time they'd actually spoken.

Mind made up, Abby scrolled down the contact list on her phone in search of Carla's number and physically blanched at the date of the last message.

Abby hadn't realised it had been so long.

Abby quickly sent of a text, asking if Carla was busy and if not would she like to meet up at that cafe they used to go to before Abby had left.

Fifteen minutes later Carla replied, saying she was surprised to hear Abby was in LA and yes it would be nice to meet up today but that the café Abby had suggested had shut down ages ago but that there was a nice enough one that Carla now visited and the instructions to get there.

Abby smiled and quickly phoned Sam to tell him she'd be a little while longer and that she loved him.

The café turned out not to be to far from where Abby and Sam where staying so she decided to walk. After all Abby had lived in LA for years, surely it had changed all that much on the time she was aboard.

Seeing Carla face to face for the first time in nearly three years was almost strange. But at least it was nowhere near as shocking as seeing Buck at the train wreckage a couple of days prior.

Carla was sitting at a table outside and waved Abby over when she spotted her long absentee friend.

Reaching the table Abby smiled brightly and readily accepted the hug Carla offered.

"I've missed you."

Carla pulled away, "I missed you too."

They sat and a waiter scurried over to take their orders.

Carla ordered a mocha capachino, Abby a white coffee.

"So, what are you doing back in LA. I have to say it was a surprise."

Carla smiled but her words sounded kinda, Abby wasn't sure, sad maybe.

"Well my fiance and I where -"

"Wait you're engaged? Since when?"

Abby frowned, she'd posted about the engagement on her Facebook page months ago.

She told Carla as much.

"Abby sweetie we're not friends on have Facebook anymore."

"Oh, I'm sorry. I didn't realize. I guess I should have called."

Carla waves a hand dismissively.

"So you where telling me about being back in LA."

Abby nodded and began explaining about the train derailment and how she and Sam where staying at a hotel for the moment.

Oh honey I'm so glad you're okay. I can't believe it, I heard about it on the news. That must have been terrifying."

"It was so scary. And I lost Sam for awhile and I had no way of knowing if he was alive and then Buck showed up and that was so strange but he helped save Sam and we're good.

"You're good, you and Buck? After everything?" Carla sounded surprised.

"Well I spoke to him earlier today."

"And how was that?"

Abby sighed she hadn't really wanted to talk about Buck.

"Well I told him about Sam and his kids and how while I was traveling I realized that if I came back to LA I was just going to go back to being the Abby that was always looking after everyone else but me and that I didn't want to lose myself again to that. So I decided not to come back."

Carla leaned back on her chair, her usually bright and friendly faced closed off.

"That's it?"

"What do you mean?" Abby recoiled at Carla's tone.

"Abby that boy waited for you for months, he looked after your apartment, all your things, even your mail and you just stopped talking to him. Honey, he came to me near tears wondering if he should give up on you or not."

Carla took a large sip of her drink.

"Please tell me you at least apologized."

"I, I explained. I -" Abby stutters.

"Explained what? That you didn't want to face up to the fact you didnt want a relationship with him anymore."

Carla shook her head in disbelief. She stood up and motions for a waiter to come to take her bill.

"Abby you ghosted him and it broke his heart. He deserves a proper apology. I'm happy for you Abby I am but I love that boy too and he's been through far to much this past year not to get the closure he needs from you."

Carla quickly pays for her drink, tells Abby to try and stay in touch and gives her another tight hug before leaving.

A lump settles in Abby's throat that doesn't go away even when she gets back to the hotel.

Sam smiles up at her from where he's sitting on the bed. The girls are in the room attached to theirs, the TV playing loudly.

Sam's face is bruised and scratched but he's alive and whole and Abby is grateful to Buck for once again being there when she needed him.

Sitting down next to her fiancé Sam asks how her afternoon went and Abby tells him about meeting Buck and then Carla. And how uneasy it had made her feel.

Sam smile drops and he take her hand between his own.

"I think your friend Carla is right. I didn't realize that was how you'd broken up with you last boyfriend. To be honest that's a pretty shitty thing to do."

He wiped away the tears that spill from Abby's eyes at his admission.

Hey, I'm not mad. And from what you've told me this Buck guy has been very understanding. But Abby I don't want you to regret never making things right between you." Sam wraps his arms around her and Abby cries into his shoulder.

That night Abby lies awake and goes over the memories of her and Buck's relationship of the conversation and how hurt Buck had been over the way she'd spoken to him. She thought over and over about what she had said and after talking with Carla Abby's excuse of being worried about losing herself to Buck sounded hollow and almost cruel.

Buck was the one who hadn't run away when he'd found out about Abby's mom, unlike Tommy. He'd been patient and understanding whenever Abby had to cancel or cut dates short. He had shied away from offering help when Abby's mom had a bad day.

She'd even told him the night she decided to leave to Ireland that Buck was the person who had helped her to start to find herself when she'd been drowing in her life as a first responder and carer to a dying mother.

He'd made her feel special and important and Abby had just thrown it all back in his face.

The realisation of this sits like lead in her stomach. Abby turns to look at Sam and watches the man she loves sleep. A man who would most likely be dead if Buck hadn't risked his life to save.

Abby knows that Sam and Carla were right, she needed to truly make amends with Buck.

Early the next morning Abby walks to the 118 firehouse and uses the time to thing over what she needs to say. The station doesn't look any different from the last time she'd been here, but so much has changed.

As she waits several cars pull up and when she looks up she sees Buck walking towards the station entrance bumping shoulders with another man. As they get close Abby recognises him as the firefighter she'd first spoken to the night of the accident.

"Abby?"

She shuffles her feet, " Hi buck."

The other firefighter claps Buck on the shoulder

"I'll tell cap you'll be a minute."

Bucks smiles after him as he walks away "Thanks Eddie."

Abby watches Eddie leave before turning back to Buck, she tries to smile but it comes out as an awkward grimace.

"Buck I," she paused, "I'm so sorry. Yesterday I should have apologized for how I treated you instead of making excuses I see that now. And I apologize for ghosting you, for leading you on when I knew I was never going to come back to you. It was wrong and I'm so sorry that I hurt you. I truly am. And maybe one day we could be friends again."

Buck sighs deeply, he curls into himself slightly and the change in posture makes him look oddly small.

"Abby I told you that I'm happy for you. And I meant it, I'm happy you've found a family and someone to love. And part of me I would like to be your friend." Buck tells her, voice quiet but sincere.

He shakes his head and straightens up. Standing tall Buck smiles that brilliant smile that still makes Abby swoon a little inside.

"But you know what Abby? You took me for granted and yesterday made me realize just how much. I loved you and I waited for you. But eventually I was done being your ghost and I've moved on too. And I'm happy without you. I've got a job that I love and I have a family full of amazing people who love me and I'm happy."

Buck's eyes a red and wet with tears and Abby can feel herself crying as well.

For a moment they stand face to face like they had done before Abby walked into the airport for her flight to Dublin so long ago.

Then Buck looks over his shoulder into the station and back again. He wiped a hand over his face and shrugs.

"I better go, my shift's already started."

It's a pretty clear dismissal and one Abby takes without complaint.

"Goodbye Abby Clark."

"Goodbye Evan Buckley."

And with that he heads inside without a backwards glance.

Several months later a week before Christmas Abby gets a card in the mail.

On the front is a picture of Buck and his friend Eddie, between them is a little boy with curly hair and bright blue glasses. Buck has a hand on the boys shoulder, a ring on his finger.

Inside (with large wobbly letters that have clearly written by a child) the card reads, 'Merry Christmas from the Buckley-Diaz family!'

And underneath in much smaller writing,is a mobile number that despite everything Abby never deleted and a single worded question, 'friends?'

[violexides]

Slavmaeda- My (Hopefully Only) Statement

Note: The times listed here are mostly in EST. If it is in another time, it will state in parentheses. The other time will usually be Polish time.

Another Note: @slavmaedasaga exists, now, for all the posts. I don’t know who made it.

Possible Blackened-

Fir (aka Firanka)

Sunflower

Marshpy

Daniel

Jago

People who follow Sunflower / Marshpy / Fir / Jago

Gay Nagito Komaeda 

Experiencecarrots

Slavmaedasaga

Monokuma File- At an unspecified time this morning, Sunflower received an anon, posting “Slavmaeda rights” continuously until hitting the character limit. At 9:12 AM, Firanka confirms to receiving a similar ask. At 9:17 AM, Fir announces the case to a public discord server, “Danganronpa 2: Tropical Despair”. At 3:50 PM (POLISH TIME), Marshpy receives this ask. At 10:13 AM (or six minutes later, according to Fir), Jago receives a Slavmaeda rights ask. Then, everything went to hell.

TRUTH BULLETS

Alternate Anons: Other anons during this initial period of time were sending Sunflower asks.

“Fir”: One of these anons, not sent by Fir, uses her nickname.

Marshpy’s Account: She states to not having enough bastard energies, as well as her identity as “not Slavic” as proof of her innocence.

See: Marshpy’s Confession.

Marshpy’s Confession: Marshpy admits to sending the asks that went to sunflower and Fir, but none others.

She says she thought it would be funny.

Jago’s Account: [Jago’s] main line of defense is the website & the fact [Jago is] managing a group RP at the same time, [Jago] didnt even have tumblr opened until the situation started.

Jago proves in a screenshot that the first time she opened tumblr was at 10:12 AM.

Sunflower’s Account: She was typing up a character analysis, talking on a server, and answering other posts. Therefore, she did not have time to post these.

Worth noting that later, she would mark the times she was on/off tumblr.

Fir’s Account: She claims to being “confused the entire time”, which she admits herself is a weak alibi. She also states which specific anons she sent sunflower, none of these being the Slavmaeda posts.

See: Fir’s Confession.

Typing Patterns: The first ask was the same set of three “Slavmaeda rights” copy pasted, meaning that every third “Slavmaeda rights”, starting from the first one, had a capital S.

The second was in this same pattern.

The third was in all caps.

The forth had alternating letter capitalization.

Note: After this point, so many asks were coming in that it is hard to establish which typing patterns were used. However, it is worth saying that there were different typing and capitalization patterns.

Notes (Kind of useless but I typed it so whatever): As of typing this, Jago’s post received no notes.

Marshpy’s only received Sunflower and Fir’s declarations of innocence.

Sunflower’s posts received scattered notes.

Fir’s received an unspecified number of notes.

Sunflower’s posts, later, were reblogged frequently by the account “slavmaedasaga”

Daniel’s Account: Daniel is a bastard.

They have no tumblr account, so they can’t leave notes.

Anons can be sent without a tumblr account.

See: Daniel’s Confession.

Jago’s Website: “[It’s] not finished and navigation still is wonky but I can show if I need to prove [I’m] not really paying attention to tumblr rn”

It’s a really dope website not going to lie.

Just. Well done, Jago.

However, this could have been an alibi, planned, as Jago has been watching but suspiciously not contributing much.

Class Trial Rules: Only the first blackened gets punished.

This has nothing to do with anything.

We aren’t a class so technically it’s not a class trial.

But this is still an interesting point, motivation wise.

RickRolling Part One: Daniel is a bastard and a Mikan Kinne.

Deleted Message: Fir paraphrases it as “[trial participants] haven’t noticed something.”

This was deleted.

Daniel sent it.

Threat: “The Slavmaeda Revolution will continue without you” was sent to Marshpy at 10:31 AM.

Daniel claims this was not them.

Fir’s Confession: Fir claims to have sent the Slavmaeda asks to Jago and Marshpy, but did not send the Slavmaeda Revolution asks.

Rickrolling Ask: Someone copy and pastes the lyrics to “Never Gonna Give You Up” and sends it to Fir. After maybe a minute, she receives another Slavmaeda Rights ask.

This Slavmaeda Rights has the same typing patterns as Marshpy’s, except it cuts itself off at the end with a dash.

Threat Redux: Sunflower receives an ask that says “the slavmaeda nation shall remain eternal”

Gay-Nagito-Komaeda’s Account: They just follow Fir and are confused.

They’re innocent it’s just worth noting.

They later joined the Tropical Despair Discord Server.

Sunflower’s Ask: “slavmaeda is inevitable. succumb.”

10:55 AM.

Unsettling Truth: There is no way to track this, because, while certain asks have to have been sent by people in the server contextually, there could be people following Sunflower sending her asks, Fir sending her asks, etc.

Re: The Unsettling Truth: “Slavmaeda has already infiltrated your little trial. You are not safe there. Submit to the revolution.”

10:58 AM

Sunflower’s New Ask: The same Slavemaeda Rights that came with the Rickroll Fir received.

Sunflower’s Time Off Tumblr: 11:07 AM-11:09

11:20 AM-

Other Shit: “Rick rolling is the Slavmaeda National Anthem” (11:09 AM) (Fir)

Slavmaeda Rights (Robyn) (11:11 AM)

“Slavmaeda Slavmaeda Slavmaeda Slavmaeda” (Fir) (11:13) (not an anon, sent as daniel)

Daniel’s Confession: This fucking Mikan Kinnie.

Sent “a lot of [fir’s asks]” and “sent the revolution one to marshpy”

Experiencecarrots: “slavmaeda is the only alibi :)”

I’m gonna be honest, nobody on this server claims to be carrots.

So I have no fucking clue what is going on.

By the way, [I] is Sunflower.

THOUGHTS BEFORE POSTING:

It’s so fucking hard to track so I’m not sure if this is even accurate. This is the most information I’ve got. I’m also tired, so I haven’t looked through this in too much depth. But I think this is correct.

HANGMAN’S GAMBIT

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r e v o l u t i o n

WHITE NOISE

Lyrics to Never Gonna Give You Up

EDIT ONE - The server this is on is Danganronpa 2: Tropical Despair. 

EDIT TWO - Ignore the Hangman’s Gambit and White Noise, I got carried away.

EDIT THREE - Experiencecarrots confirms to not be on the server. I sort of figured because I think we were mutuals long before this happened, but at the same time, I’m confused as all hell.

EDIT FOUR - Maybe the real culprits were the friends we made along the way.

EDIT FIVE - Carrot’s Account (via tumblr): “Hey hey hey! I only liked the post because I refresh my feed every 2 seconds and like whatever’s there. And I follow pretty much anyone I find, so ha. Also thanks for letting me be a suspect, quite the honor if I say so myself :)” This is regarding claims of being suspicious due to being the first likes on posts, as well as following slavmaedasaga.

EDIT SIX - Gay Nagito Komaeda’s Confession: They sent Fir the rickroll ask, which was incredibly coincidental, considering that they were not in the Tropical Despair Server at the time they sent it, nor at the time Daniel rickrolled us. That was pure fucking luck. Holy shit.

EDIT SEVEN - slavmaedasaga is, most likely, on Tropical Despair. They updated the rickroll post with, in the tags, “komaeda”, meaning that they knew that it was Gay Nagito Komaeda. HOWEVER, I am aware that I updated my post with this information. We have no actual timestamps of who did what exactly, but it was within minutes of each other. My personal thoughts are that this is a person on the server, but I’m not certain.

EDIT EIGHT - slavmaedasaga claims to be a single person. It is worth considering that they could not be, but I have a feeling like they are a single person. 

EDIT NINE - Daniel knows who slavmaedasaga is. It’s probably Daniel, isn’t it. We should have seen that coming. (But I will hold my suspicions until they say it themself.)

EDIT TEN - I want to make a public apology for mistreating my spaghetti. I understand that, in the light of recent allegations regarding slavmaeda and the trial ongoing to find the blackened, it may have appeared as if I have been so caught up in the information that I forgot to treat my spaghetti with care. I assure you in the future that I will never hurt my spaghetti again. 

EDIT ELEVEN - There is now a tumblr blog called “slavmaeda rights”, which is entirely focused on slavmaeda rights. I’m losing my mind.

EDIT TWELVE - Slavmaedarights deleted their post that had “Slavmaeda rights” over and over.

EDIT THIRTEEN - Worth clarifying. There are technically two “og Slavmaeda” people. One is Fir, who started all of this by mentioning the concept of slavmaeda. The other is Marshpy.

EDIT FOURTEEN - Slavmaedasaga is in Tropical Despair. We raised suspicions in this server (More specifically, Gay Komaeda Nagito did) that they were the same as slavmaedarights. They very quickly made a post denying this. Therefore, they have to have been in the server. 

EDIT FIFTEEN - Slavmaedarights posted again (just slavmaeda rights over and over) then deleted it. I never saw this with my two eyes. Marshpy and Gay Nagito Komaeda are eye witnesses. Some of the “S”s in rights were capitalized, according to Marshpy, which is vital to consider. Marshpy claims that there is no isolated S in this post, but she isn’t certain. Also worth considering. A deviation from a familiar pattern, which is interesting. 

EDIT SIXTEEN - TWO CRUCIAL BITS OF INFO! The description of Slavmaedasaga is “Hope” in Bulgarian. Also, Daniel bluffed when they said, in the Tropical Despair server, that they knew who “Saga” is. They just wanted clout. This is important info-- we have no leads on Slavmaedasaga. But we do know that it was likely not Daniel. Daniel accuses Marshpy. who knows. 

EDIT SEVENTEEN - Marshpy was shopping when "Saga” started, and Daniel sent a cryptic smiley face. They claim they were wrong about accusing Marshpy. 

EDIT EIGHTEEN - SLVRights = Damien. They aren’t the same person as SLVSaga. Daniel has shown evidence that they only have one blog. I’m getting funky anons. One anon is the same person, sending theories. There are some others. The theory anon also called me sun, which isn’t explicitly odd but I guess you can consider it. Not sure what else to say. 

EDIT NINETEEN - Haven’t been updating this enough. I’m getting a lot of messages and asks. “Beg. Beg for the answers. Slavmaeda is an unforgiving god. -Damien” was posted, then deleted, on the SLVRights blog in binary. I have an anon in binary. I’m inclined to believe they aren’t the same person. Someone on the server, not related on the tumblr side but helpful on the server side, has a theory. They have yet to say. I have a new ask.

EDIT TWENTY - Firanka wanted me to say that a lot of Tropical Despair people are having wifi issues. I highly doubt this is relevant. Damien posted something. I won’t type it here, because it is long, but I’ll see if I can reblog it. If not, I’ll write a transcript. Thanks for sticking with me. 

EDIT TWENTY ONE - A lot has gone on. Worth saying, I turned off my anonymous asks. Nothing happened. As in like, nobody sent any asks. One of my friends did as a test. I kept it like that for a while. But, as Daniel put it, cryptid hints are better than no hints. 

EDIT TWENTY TWO - Further clarification, for those lost. According to present information, Binary, Saga, and Damien are all separate people. That is as far as we know. I don’t know everyone who did this, so I apologize if I leave certain people out, but Daniel, Nebby, Firanka (there is still suspicion), Glitter (on server), and I have shown screenshots proving we only have our one blog. There are likely loopholes, but... worth considering.

EDIT TWENTY THREE - New stuff surfacing. I’m worried people are getting anxious because of some of this. If you are, please prioritize yourself. Like, literally, even if you’re a huge part of this, if you’re getting stressed? Take a breather. Stay safe. Alright? Not to be the mom of this situation. But it’s important. Take care of yourself. I’m leaving this pinned, but as it winds down, i’m probably gonna unpin this post. But, still here if you ever want to figure stuff out. 

EDIT TWENTY FOUR - Approaching 400 posts. That’s interesting. Also, the suspect list on here isn’t updated. Updated information is in the edits alone. I haven’t even looked at the truth bullets since posting.

EDIT TWENTY FIVE - “Binary” was run by @experiencecarrots. We don’t know who Saga or Damien (now going by just “B”) is. But. Most of this has settled down.

EDIT TWENTY SIX - “Saga” was @firankamipinska. Still waiting for B.

EDIT TWENTY SEVEN - No closer to finding out B. A new day has started. Slavmaedanation has been created. They “declared war” against B. 

EDIT TWENTY EIGHT - @gayer-nagito-komeada was Rights. To be honest. I don’t know how we didn’t see that one coming. But. There you go. They’re Damien/B/Rights. Now it’s just Nation to figure out. 

EDIT TWENTY NINE - Nation is @firankamipinska. I’m not really surprised, probably because she told me she was Nation. Nation was essentially supposed to figure out who Damien was. I was too tired to give much of a shit. I woke up at 7 yesterday. I had no fucking spoons. Zero. 

FINAL EDIT - Four blogs, a discord server, a channel in a discord server, and many friends were made through the Slavmaeda experience. Thank you all for embarking on this crazy ass experience with us. I can’t believe that the day after my birthday, I helped create a meme. Have a nice day. 

[sumeshi-t]

✨ self-ship tag game ✨

PART 2 | IwaLee (here you go, discord)

sorry if it's corny/cheesy LMAO my brain empty i can't think of anything to make for iwa's birthday i'm such a dumbass. was also supposed to draw an nsfw-ish thing for this but ya girl is feelin’ out of it lately sjhfalhj

How we met:

okay let’s just say i’m smart enough to land myself a scholarship in socal since i’m taking physical therapy anyway

i feel like... we would meet in the library LMAO what asian nerds

maybe i’d end up bothering him with the way i’m murmuring anatomy stuff and talking to myself when studying

so he overhears me struggling to remember that one word and he’s gonna fucking answer for me like okay sorry bud i’m stupid

jk i won’t react like that i’d just be like, “yes!” and turn to look at whoever it was who answered and say thank you because i’m so immersed in my own bubble of “knowledge” and big brain

when i notice that he’s actually cute i’d be fucking red in the ears out of embarrassment when he tells me to tone my voice down lmao so i apologize for being a bother :(

actually says, “don’t mind” damnit his english do be cute. just two asian kids far from home with accents

it’s awkward, but i’d steal glances at what he’s studying. would probably get caught after a looong while, but it’s bc i’ll be blanking off, brain tired

“do you have anything you want to ask?” he’ll be dropping his pen over his notes leaning back and stretching, bending his neck, rolling his shoulders while waiting for my answer

“omg i’m so sorry, i didn’t mean to stare.” then i ask what his program is just bc he could be in one of my classes and i didnt know

anyway, turns out our schedules were pretty similar, we live in the same area/dorm, so like there’s always a chance for us to meet somehow

we wouldn’t give numbers to eo on that same day; like give it about two weeks of constantly bumping into eo before that happens

watch me share my highlighters with him, exchanging notes, passing some snacks beneath the table like its weed or sumn

from lib meetings to getting lunch together to being invited to watch his games (in freshman year i’d still go because i’d be less busier)

i would definitely use the honorifics on him, from “iwaizumi-san” gradually to “iwa-kun”; he won't admit that he likes it because it's a little piece of home

would convince to practice palpation with him because his body is a perfect example–

"wh-why don't you ask someone from your class?"

"i'm not that close with—are you blushing? omg you are!"

somehow i joke around, "i won't touch your dick," then i'd laugh at his reaction.

anyway, in return for using his body as a model, i have to sit through a godzilla marathon with him

the first time he sees me breakdown from the stress he's kinda flustered at first; but he's seen similar things with oikawa so he has a faint idea what to do. damn his hugs feel so warm, so safe

i'm quicker to open up to him, once i got comfortable; and reassurance that if he needed someone to talk to i'll also be there

basically a slow burn best friends to lovers kinda thing

ngl i'd be crushing on him by the time we're entering second year maybe? but because we're friends i always throw the thought away because i don't wanna ruin what we have

but da heart wants what it wants

it would take: the teasing of his buddies back at japan after seeing him post ig pics of us together (it was me who did it, i grabbed his phone); and, my own set of friends getting annoyed at me for always being in denial—all these just for us to finally come into terms with what we feel for eo

"i have something to tell you," we'll say to eo before we enter the lib ksksksk

"oh, you go first-" "no, you-"

it's awkward but i'll be the first to confess and he's 👁👁

"you... what?" "smh don't make me say it again, iwa. does this mean we're not friends anymore?"

"yeah"

"oh..."

"because i like you too. you... wanna go out with me?"

First date x type of dates:

study dates are automatically a thing for sure; we've upgraded from lib to cafe dates

since we're like, friends before this, potential stuff for first dates are already crossed out since we've kinda done them already???

so this issue was raised and his mind said, "then let's redo everything,"

the first thing we did outside campus was go on a foodtrip. because i was craving filo food, and he was craving jap food. and then i have this kinda habit that when i get to eat something delicious, i silently squeal or hum in my seat he finds that cute

the "first date" doesn't really have to be grand because we're like... close friends with feelings. so we don't have to try hard to please each other. everything just feels natural when we're together

anyway, we try out the food we didn't have before. he still prefers sinigang over adobo. he's still kinda amazed where i put all the food after eating a bowl of ramen that's good for two

he's gonna take a pic of me in that excited face i make when the food is placed before me and make it his wallpaper (homescreen) secretly

after that, we're just walking, me telling him about something i watched or nerd talk, then he slips his hand against mine, holding it and pulling me closer that it makes me shut up–so he laughs

"that's all it takes to get you quiet, babe?"

"w-what? also... did you just call me babe? because i didn't think i'd like it,"

"i know something you'll like," he stops walking, then, with his free hand he cups my face and pulls in for a kith kith 🥺👉🏻👈🏻

i am blushing when i tell him, "that your first kiss?"

"y-yeah, why?"

"same"

we were already walking and he swoops in for a quick peck again, "then that's the second,"

he says that with a little frown on his face, cheeks also flushed and ugh soft!lee—i lean my head against his arm because i'm too short to put it above his shoulder. but anyway i tell him, "didn't think you had it in you to be this soft for me,"

"sh-shut up"

it doesn't seem romantic because ✨it doesn't have to be when we're already happy✨

While we’re dating:

he saves all the selfies i send him; whether it's the meme-ish ones or just me feelin' good about myself he's got them saved

notebooks getting interchanged kskskss it's terrible because one minute i'm reading my notes about pharma, then i flip a page and i see stuff about sports science like–???

tho what makes it cute is that he has tiny scribbles on corners in hiragana or maybe kanji and some random zigzag lines over some words–a sign that he fell asleep with a pen in his hand

i have lots of caps (that are majority of my dad's but i like them all so i brought sum) and he just... gets one from behind my door (it's the same energy as the hoodies thing)

and i 🥺 bc he actually looks good in caps like??? sir that's illegal

ok but walks in the beach at sunset

also surfer!iwa???? mhhhh yes yes living the dream honestly

ofc volleyball is involved, he's kinda pleased i can play decently. it's either the gym or vb

he would force me to go to the gym smh "you're a PT aren't you? shouldn't you be moving around too?" i'm gonna grumble but the sight of his er, toned body before during and after exercising is the best reward

actually its a win-win, he likes how my butt is outlined by my jog pants and how for him, i still look good even if i'm sweaty all over

hehe we'd end up getting horny by the time we reach the dorms–you know the rest and afterwards:

"so, you'll go to the gym more often now?"

"if it ends up like this, i wouldn't mind,"

we teach eo our mother language! but only on our spare time. omg imagine him telling me "mahal na mahal kita"??? i'm??? or when he's chatting with oikawa (especially that one time he sent a selfie of him and ushijima) he uses tagalog swear words if he just wants to mess with his best friend

vidcalls with each other's fam—i mean, for my parents they know we've been always close, and like, it will be my grandma/dad who'd ask him, "when will you court my granddaughter/daughter?"

he got so nervous, he stuttered, "i'm... i'm courting her already,"

anyway they approve of him because he is smart^TM and a good man 🥺 because they know he has ambitions in life the same way that i do have my own goals i wanna achieve

meanwhile me, i'm gonna be so nervous trying to speak to his fam, but they're all so sweet so i tell him afterwards, "so that's where you get the softies,"

anyway since this is college we're talking about, every passing year, we both become busy, especially when internships come around

but when he can, he'll fetch me from the hospital with comfort food because he knows it's been a rough day and he wants to make sure i'm taking care of myself 🥺👉🏻👈🏻 lowkey i try to do the same for him because he deserves it; but he says it's okay and that i should be preserving my energy for my studies 😭

[maylonghorn]

Somebody to Love

It has been two weeks since my girlfriend dumped me out of nowhere and today was valentine's day. I was walking back from the gym and noticed that my friend Carl wearing a tux and had bouquet of flowers was looking quite mopey so I walk over to him. "Hey Carl guess you asking Jessica out didnt go so well" I ask while putting a hand on his shoulder. "Yeah... Mitch it turns out she was already asked out a few days a go, this is the second girl this month." Carl was a decent looking guy much better then me. We were both tall but he was more thin and I was slightly overweight. Their have been a few girls he has wanted to ask out but they have rejected, I want to cheer him up a little. "Its ok man how about tonight we go to the Wolf's Den and get a few drinks together, on me since drinking alone isnt good for anybody." "Thank you Mitch... I could really use a drink tonight" said Carl with a slight smile. "Well then see you at 6" I say as I start to walk to my apartment and put my headphones on and press play on my classic rock playlist.

The phone autoplay "somebody to love" by queen. The music kicks in "Can anybody find me somebody to love?" I shiver slightly hearing the opening as unbeknown to me my body began to change. As I continued to walk my body and face hair disappeared along with my shoulders shrinking. "I work hard (he works hard) every day of my life

I work 'til I ache in my bones" I hum to myself as my hips feet and hands feel sore, I was exercising a lot more late so I didnt notice why I was sore as my hips filled out my sweatpants they were wider then average. My feet felt smaller, but my shoes shrunk down to fit them become the woman alternative of my shoes. "Lord, somebody (somebody), ooh somebody

(Please) can anybody find me somebody to love?" My crotch began to get smaller and smaller as my cock and balls slurped into my body become a new feminine vagina. "Got no feel, I got no rhythm

I just keep losing my beat" I stop at a stoplight and my body jiggles in place were they didn't. My waist was shrinking with the fat going into my thighs and butt give me an hourglass figure as I walk across the crosswalk with my butt jiggling. "I just gotta get out of this prison cell. One day (someday) I'm gonna be free, Lord!" My t-shirt shrinks underneath my jacket and turns into a sports bra with cow print along with sweat pants shrinking into a pair yoga pants. "Find me somebody to love Find me somebody to love" as it repeats my chest starts to grow a cup size each verse. "Find me somebody, somebody (find me somebody to love) somebody, somebody to love" my starts to grow out through the hole over my cap's strap. Growing down to my butt. "Anybody, anywhere, anybody find me somebody to love love love!

Somebody find me, find me love" the song reaches the climax my face and throat feminize with my lips getting fuller and my Adam's apple disappearing. As the song ends when I reach my apartment door I notice my new M Cup breasts as I look down to grab my keys. "Ehhh!" I slightly shrink in a feminine tone as I look around before going into my apartment.

I walk inside and take off my jacket before walking up to my full body mirror. "Is this me?" I put my hands over my mouth as my m cup breasts strain the cow print sports bra underneath. In truth I always wanted to be a girl since middle school, so seeing this happen to me makes me happy but I was still shocked. I look through my apartment and notice that a of the pictures of me have changed to me being a girl along with three added features in which I used my hands to check as I lightly touch my cow ears and cow tail. Animal girls are common being one with my favorite traits makes me blush even redder. I walk into the bathroom and take a shower and walk into my bedroom dried and wearing a bathrobe. My wardrobe was completely changed but still felt like me and their were two boxes on my bed. Opened the box labeled "love dove clothing" to reveal a bra and panties with knees socks set in my size. The bra had thick straps along with a cow print pattern but had hearts in different sizes instead of the usually random shapes with a few of them being pink and red which matched my panties and knee socks. I decide to put them on as look to the then photos of me and my best friend Carl from elementary school to graduating high school. I nostalgic but realize that I was meeting up with him tonight at the bar. I blush as I grab the last item in the box a dark red off shoulder sweater so I put it on with my straps showing a pick out a pair of short shorts from my closet and then I look at myself wearing this outfit and think to myself that looked sexy and Carl would think so too. I then open the second box which had the heart shaped box of chocolates I originally order for my ex-girlfriend but instead had Carl's name on the bow's tag. I blush and think about for minute as I tie my hair into a ponytail "well we are friends maybe we can be more then friends" blushing as I grab my keys, wallet, phone and a pair of slip on shoes before grabbing the box of chocolates and head out the door as the old lady noticed me walking out. "So May, you are finally going to do it, I was wondering when you and Carl would get together" Mrs. Carter said. "Well we have know each other for so long I think this is the right moment" I say as i blush. The world had changed around me I wonder if Carl changed too. "Well I wish the best for you too" "Thank you Mrs.Carter have a good evening too" I smile before walking downstairs and too the bar a few blocks away.

At the Carl was waiting on one of the bar stools, the bar wasn't busy tonight since a lot of people were going out to clubs and crazy expensive restaurants though strangely a lot of our friends were there. It was locally owned we have know the bartender for years. "Well it looks like even friends dont want to be me on valentine's day" the Sierra the catlady who owns the bar walked up to him "Dont worry she'll be here soon" "she?" He said confusing as he looked to door as the bell ringed and began to blush, walking in was a cowgirl, a perfect ten in his eyes. I saw how Carl looked at me and smiled happily "I guess his mind wasn't changed either" I thought to myself as I walked up to him. And in the background Sierra was playing her queen record. "Well best friend, do you know me?" I giggled. "Mitch?" He asked. "Well that's what you used to call me when we were kids but you can may" I blush and shuffle my feet. "Umm Carl... will you be my valentine?" I say stuttering as I hold out the box of chocolates. "Well since you are my best friend.. I will" Carl walks up to me and takes hold of the chocolates before giving me a hug. We both stare at each other and blush and kiss each other as our friends and Sierra cheer "finally you too are together" a friend calls out as I blush a deep red. "I guess.. we did find somebody to love" I smile before kissing my new boyfriend again.

[felix-loves-albert-and-ralb-blog]

Newsiestober Day 4: Crutchie

@newsiestober

pairings: jackcrutchie, super super platonic crutchie and katherine, crutchie and spot are best bros

warnings: swearing

lot’s of time jumps

canon era

crutchie’s pov

“HAPPY BIRTHDAY!” The scream is so loud it must have been heard all the way to Brooklyn. I open my eyes and see Jack, Race, Albert, Specs, and Mush all standing over me, grinning.

“Mornin’, fellas.” I smile, sitting up.

“You’re finally seventeen!” Mush exclaims, waving his arms around like a maniac.

“Yep.” I pull myself up with my crutch and grab my vest. “Can I get dressed now?”

“No!” Race shouts.

“Yes! Please!” Albert says, clamping a hand over Race’s mouth.

“Happy birthday Crutch!” Elmer says, grabbing my cap and running away.

“Hey!” I shout after him. “That ain’t no way ta treat ya elders!”

“Here’s your present!” Elmer is suddenly behind me again (how is he so fast?) and putting my cap back on my head again.

“That doesn’t count!” I call half-heartedly, giggling a bit as he sprints away.

Jack insists on buying my papers for me, and I only let him because that’s what he does for everyone on their birthdays. I also let him sell with me, but that’s because I want to spend my birthday looking at him.

“Happy birthday, Crutchie.” Katherine beams.

“Thanks, Kath.”

“How old are you?”

“17.”

“I thought you were turning 16! I heard you telling someone just last week you were 15!”

“Younger sells more papes.” I shrug.

Spot Conlon comes over the bridge to buy me dinner at Jacobi’s while Race sets up the Lodging House for my party. Most people wouldn’t expect us to be friends (or as close to a friend the King of Brooklyn might have), but Spot and I actually get along quite well. After we finish our sandwiches and Mr. Jacobi bids us goodbye, Spot and I go back to the Lodging House.

“Happy birthday, bitch!” Race shouts as we enter the building.

“Crutchie!” Everyone cheers as I step into the second floor bunk room.

“Heya fellas!” I grin back, seeing all of my friends’ smiling faces.

“Open my present!” Itey demands, running up to me with a box.

“Alright, alright.” I take the box and move across the room to the designated “birthday throne”. It’s just a chair with a pillow on it, but we always have the same birthday traditions every year. Race called it a throne one year, so it’s forever called the throne. I open up Itey’s box and another huge grin spreads across my face.

“My sock!” I exclaim. “You found it!”

I lost this sock three months ago.

This sock, apart from Jack, is the only love of my life.

I mourned when I lost this sock.

I screamed at everyone in the Lodging House when I lost this sock.

I hired Spot to kill whoever stole my sock.

My sock has finally returned to me.

I get a new tie from the Jacobs family.

A cigar from Race.

A blanket and pillow from Albert, JoJo, Henry, and Romeo.

Spot gives me a “free entry to Brooklyn pass”.

Katherine steps forward last, handing me a large rectangular box wrapped in colorful paper.

How much money did she spend on me?

I carefully unwrap the box and lift the lid.

“Holy shit, Katherine!” I nearly drop the box in surprise.

“Is it alright?” She asks nervously.

“It’s perfect!” I exclaim, lifting my new crutch out of the box.

The crutch is longer than my old one, it’s now the proper length, and the wrapping around the handle and the top is soft and plush. The whole body of the crutch is painted in a dark blue and is littered with stars, Jack’s work.

“Kath, ya didn’t have ta do this.” I say, wiping my eyes.

“It was worth it.” She smiles, planting a kiss on my cheek.

“Alright, Ace, my turn.” Jack says, coming up to me and handing me an envelope. “My gift’s the best one by far.”

I look at the envelope in my hands.

I open it slowly, afraid of what I might find inside.

It’s a card.

The front is a picture of me, drawn by Jack.

The inside says, “Happy birthday to the boy I love the most. How does it feel to be 17?”

“Thanks, Jack.” I say, blushing.

“There’s more.” Jack says, bouncing up and down on the balls of his feet.

I look inside the envelope again and find...

I grab Jack’s shirt and pull myself up to him, putting my lips firmly on his.

It’s two tickets to Santa Fe, New Mexico.

“We can go whenever you want.” Jack says breathlessly when we pull away. “You jus’ say the word, an’ we’se gone.”

“Best birthday present I ever got, Jack.” I smile, taking his hand and sitting back down.

“Good.”

just to be clear they don’t leave for Santa Fe until a few months later

also i didnt edit

so sorry if this is bad

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[blackmarvelfics]

Blaze

Warnings: A whole bunch of cursing. N-word is used multiple times. Quite fluffy

Pairing: College!Erik X Reader

Words: 1.2k

Context: Erik decides to take you to spark with him and you embarrass yourself. bloop

Erik was always one of the only people you talked to while at MIT. He was intelligent and funny and handsome. You were the type not to get into a lot of friendships because you had to focus on schoolwork. He kinda butted into your life with no intentions of leaving. You didn’t mind it though. He was good company and a good flirt.

“Ayo (Y/N)! Getcho’ ass out here.” You heard Erik yell from the outside of your dorm. “Nigga what the actual fuck do you want?” You yelled out to him, poking your head out the window. “Come down here lil nigga. I got something to show you!” he enthused and patted his fanny pack that was across his chest. “This better be important Stevens.” You grunted and picked up your keys and phone. You threw on some slides and started to walk down to the lobby.

As you got down, Erik was already in front of the elevator, smiling widely at you. “What nigga?! I was studying!”  You rolled your eyes and punched his shoulder as hard as you could. Erik ate the punch and continued to smile at you. “Fuck you.” you giggled and started to walk with him. “What did you want to show me?” you asked and looked up at him. “Well we gotta get in my car first (Y/N).” “Are you gonna kill me Erik? Will this kill me?” you sighed. “No lil nigga come on!” he said and started jogging to his car. “I’m not running bitch.” you called out to him and continued to walk leisurely. You heard a mumble come out of Erik’s mouth and then saw him running back to you. You stopped and looked at him funny before he scooped you up into his arms and threw you over his shoulder. “Nigga!” you yelped and he only laughed.

Eventually you get to his car and he puts you down. “Fuck you.” you grunt and fix your hoodie since it was now lopsided? “Fuck me? Date and time ma. I’ll be there.” he purred and winked at you. You rolled your eyes and got in the passenger's seat. “Alright I’m here. Now what?” you asked and looked over to him. He pulled off the fanny pack and put it in between his legs. He took out a little can and as soon as he did, you smelt the gas. “Weed? That’s what you wanted to show me?” you snorted, starting to laugh. “Yeah because we gon’ go smoke. Unless you too pussy.” he rose his eyebrow at you. “Shut up, i’ve done it before.” you mumble and put on your seat belt. “Okay (Y/N) find me somewhere we can smoke den.” He scoffed and put the little can back in the fanny pack. “I’m not giving my hiding spot away.” you lied and looked at him. “Whatever.” He laughed and started to drive. “We gon go to my hiding place.” he smirked and started driving.

You started to get nervous though. Never having smoked before and not knowing how to made you start to feel tense. You masked this by looking through your phone. “Why aren’t you talking to me (Y/N)? What did i do this time?” he joked and looked over to you while at a red light. “You ain’t do nothing Erik. I’m just stressing about finals coming up.” you lied and turned your phone off. “But you smart as shit girl. You got it so don’t worry.” Erik looked over to you and nudged your shoulder, making you smile and giggle.

Erik pulled into a public park and drove into the wooded area enough so that he couldn’t be seen. “Bet.” he looked around before pulling out the fanny pack again but this time pulling out papers. “Fuck backwoods, we only use hemp.” Erik mumbled as he got the weed into the paper and rolled it up. You had no idea what he was talking about so you just watched. “You wanna lick it lil nigga?” he asked you, handing it over to you. You quickly grabbed it as you didn’t have time to answer and you licked the paper. You tried to ignore the taste and smell and you finally finished, rolling the blunt and giving it back to Erik. “You’re good. It’s nice and tight. Now we spark.” he laughed and got out his lighter, putting it up and down the blunt and then lighting the end, taking in a puff.

At this point, you felt your heart start to beat faster. You didn’t know how to inhale so you just watched him. He finally passed it over to you and you looked at it and then to him and then back at the blunt. You put it between your lips and breathed in. You felt irritation in your throat and immediately coughed, giving the blunt back to Erik. He watched you in amusement and put the blunt out. “You good (Y/N)?” he laughed and got a water bottle out from the little pocket in his door. “Yeah i'm good. Can I have that please?” you asked hoarsely, reaching for the bottle. He gave it to you and watched you chug the bottle. “You cute as shit you know that?” he chuckled and turned on the air, letting everything air out. “Shut up.” you sighed and closed the bottle cap. “I know you’ve never done this before. I just thought that you would let me know.” Erik revealed. He was looking over at you with a small smile. “Don’t deny it. You were showing the signs.” he chuckled some more, holding the barely burnt blunt between his fingers. “Fine. you’re right.” you said, looking up at him. His eyes were already starting to get red but you could tell that he was not so far gone. “It’s not so hard. You wanna spark still?” he asked, making sure you were comfortable. “Yeah...sure. I'm already here right?” you smiled at him and he nodded, passing the blunt to you.

An hour went by and you two were both gone. He had suggested to put the chairs all the way back so you could see the stars. “You know i really like yo dumb ass right?” You heard Erik mumble as he looked to the stars. “I know Erik.” you said slowly, your high didnt even let you really register the statement. “Wh-what huh?” you sat up and looked at him. He did the same thing. “Yeah. I like the fuck outta you.” he said. It didn’t really make sense but you still understood. “I like you too nigga.” you giggled. “Will you be my girl then?” he asked and stared into your eyes. Something snapped within you and everything went in slow motion. You got into his lap and kissed him. Wrapping your arms around his neck, you pulled him closer and he cupped your ass, pulling you up to him. Your body was tingly and hypersensitive due to your high making your eyes close as you kissed him, letting out little moans and giggles.

The two of you ended your little session and you pulled away from him, giggling again and laying your head on his chest. Staring at the stars, the both of you began talking about life so far and what you had planned for your life.

Who knew that a bit of embarrassment could have following events shift into your favor?

a/n: Hehe. I’m really projecting with this one because I went to go smoke for the first time with my friend a few days ago and i embarrassed tf out of myself lmaooo. But yeah let me know if you like it! 

@killmongerdispussy (hehe. i asked if i could tag you in this earlier and you said sure so bloop! I Hope you like it.)

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Me in the hospital: i cannot sleep for 24 hours, the slightest noise is blaring, i am perpetually anxiety adrenaline

As soon as i get home: has the best sleep of my life

I usually take an hour to get to sleep each night but i totally just curled up like a snail and dropped into dreamland instantly. And i woke up to a nice warm house cos the heating turned on while i was asleep, and now all the anesthetic is completely worn off so i feel energized and great! And my throat pain has eased up so thankfully i wont have to be liquids only for as long as i thought. I was all hyperactive and cooked a great fancy omelette and it tastes like heaven itself! Its so weird how stuff tastes slightly diffetent when its the first time youve been able to chew with the right side of your mouth in five years. I guess the tastebuds on the sides of your tongue are slightly different? When i eat everything now im gonna be rolling it all over my mouth like WOW ITS ALL SO NEW AGAIN! Will probably look nuts in the middle of mcdonalds with my cheeks puffed like a squirrel XD

Oh and this is also a great excuse to drink loads of chocolate milkshakes from my milkshake viking mug! I feel so energized with calcium and yums!! EVERYTHING TASTES SO NEWWWWWWW

Oh man i do feel a bit sleepy again now after just being up for a few hours tho. I have these good jaw pain specific medicines i have to take for the next two weeks til my followup appointment to check if theres any infection left. But man i feel SO ALIVE AGAIN im pretty sure all the rot is gone! It feels so wild having space in my mouth and not constant clenchy tightness. It actually hurts less recovering from the surgery than it did before, lol! I can feel all my teeth moving apart again and loosening up into normality and the gums healing up all their injuries and oh god i just love how they cleaned out all the broken parts of my teeth and capped them with these great replacements that look so real you'd never be able to tell! My smile looks not ugly!! My smile looks not ugly!! Aaaaa! I just expected regaining the right side of my mouth, i didbt expect to e like "holy shit it must have hurt even more than i realized cos this feels so amazing now". Like i guess i got used to putting up with it and forgot how it felt to not have painmouth? Underestimated how good a teeth can be! And man i never asked for reconstructive cosmetic stuff too but they did these caps and aaa my teeth never looked his good even when they were new!! My front teeth were always crooked even before they did the weird balogna slam together and shattered into a pile of crap. And now they look like perfect supermodel teeth!! The only side effect is that its a lil hard to get used to the lack of gaps between them now after so long dealing with the shattered mess. My tongue keeps being like "oh no did something get stuck in the gaps again oh wait there arent any" and then i subconsciously try to clean them after taking every bite and just bite my tongue instead. Man i never noticed i picked up a bunch of weird mannerismd cos of tje bad teeth! I was constantly paranoidly checking my mouth 24/7 in case the slightest thing made it even worse, and eating super gently so that nothing accidentally touched the Wrong Tooth and set off a jolt of pain. And i actually needed to get a filling put in on the leftmost back tooth that was the ONLY TOOTH I COULD USE TO EAT WITHOUT PAIN for all this time! Overuse of it meant that it got ground down a little and probably would have become painful too if i'd left it any longer. Then i really would have been all soups all the time and that sucks!! Soups are good but nothing but then gives u stomach issues. The bad poops!!

Man sorry im rambling so much im just so hyper and happy and also still kinda dopily sleepy! Im not still delirious or anything i just feel the happy kind of sleepy where the anesthetic is all gone and its not "oh god i cant stay awake" and more natural sleepyness of a long day being over and everything being okay. I had such a good long nap and i feel well rested after getting so little sleep beforehand due to all the dumb anxiety. And i still feel dozey but happy doze~

Anyway its awesometo be able to really chug and crunch a foods! With the other side of my mouth i forgot about! And taste milkshake to its fullest extent!! Oh and whats weird is that the reconstructive surgery capping on my front teeth means that theyre kinda one tooth now? The caps are all linked in a single piece to fill the gaps fully without even the natural ones you'd have on healthy teeth. So its like a solid tooth guard just sculpted to look like three teeth. Itll be tricky to train myself out of thts subconcious rubbing the gaps with my tongue when theyre not even there. But i expect once i get over the unfamiliarity this triple cap will be really useful! Theyre totes reinforced so that even if i do get tight mouth problems again and the front teeth take the brunt of the pressure, now theres no gaps to smash into each other and become a painful mess. Its like scaffolding reinforcing my whole mouth by fixing the loadbearing beam, or something.

Oh also these pain meds make u a little bit more sleepy than normal paracetamol so i'll probably doze off again soon. But hopefully i will have slept off most of the "healing debt exhaustion" tomorrow and will be able to go walk down the shops and buy some icecream and other soft food. I mostly stocked up on purely liquid food cos i tjought my mouth function would be more limited. But honestly the teeth are working so much better than before, they were already so swollen and painful that i couldnt crunch stuff! Now the mild discomfort of mid-healing from surgery feels like barely anything and i bet i could bite thru a goddamn rock right now! I just cant really swallow crunchy stuff or stuff thats too salty or citrusy. I didnt even know about the stabbity throat pipe so i didnt expect it to be the most painful part that takes the longest to heal. It feels so weird cos i keep coughing like my brain thinks theres phelgm stuck in my throat when its actually a skin flap/blister from the insertion. So obviously that aint going anywhere and i have to try and force myself not to cough or swallow or else i set off this cjain of "must get thing out of throat must puke" reflex. And the pain feels like a sore throat but it isnt?? Its not really inflamed ot anything its just an actual friction burn on the opening of my airway. Which is not a common occurance so the brain is justvlike "what the fuck is happening, must send all contradicting signals at once!" So sore throat medicine wont work cos that goes down your throat passage to your stomach when really this lil skin tag blister thing is in the lung throat opening thing. And sucking on throat sweets made it worse cos all the muscles were really tense around the area where the tube was inserted, hence why it was hard to swallow food even tho it was my windpipe that hurt. And sucking on something is kinda like perpetually swallowing nothing, when you think about it? Im glad that the muscle tenseness is mostly gone now and the painkillers are helping with the ouch, and my brainis getting usedto not coughing and making it worse. But still should eat soft easily swallowable stuff for a lil while and it'll be fun to go aroundthe shops with my last pocketful of change and find neat ingredients to stick in omelettes. Im so excited to taste all my favourite things in new HD functional mouth power!!! And i can smile at the shopkeeper!!!

And oh man i really do think that my sleeping problems with stiff neck and that kind of 'bloodrush to the head' migraine were indeed part of the bad wisdom teeth bleeding internally under the gum. I thought it had to be that cos nothing else in my life changed around that time aside from getting a better and healthier bed which should have been beneficial to my neck. And even going back to sleepong on the floor like before didnt make a difference so it definately wasnt the bed! And it kept getting worse while nothing was changing, and i kept trying different things like changing my pillows and headphones and cutting caffeine out of my diet and eating more salt and eating less salt and fuckin ANYTHING ELSE cos i knew if it really was the dumb tooth being infected then there was nothong i could do about it til my surgery day arrived. Itd be such a relief to know for sure that it was indeed the tooth and now that nonsense is gonna be gone forever! But also thats really worrying to know that it was getting so bad it could have spread an infection to my jawbone and the top of my spine if itd been left much longer. I kept sneezing up blood lumps like the size of a fifty pence piece! Had never had nosebleeds for a decade and now suddenly all the time! God it feels so good to be able to lay my head down and not feel all woozy and tense im the forehead or neck. I really hope this good neck untenseness continues and the awful aches really were just the tooth. But everyone in the hospital was so nice that i think even if i do need a second surgery to check for jaw infection then id be able to be less nervoud than i was this time

Man do u ever get that thing where youre so peaceful and contented that like you can breathe easier? Like subconciously taking bigger breaths and the middle of your chest feels slightly puffed out and warm. I guess thats what the "heart leaping in yout chest" idiom is meant to refer to, lol! Or maybe i can just literally breathe easier cos the tooth pain might have been passing into my nasal cavity too, lol. My entire head feels so less tense!! Its like all my bones were rebelling against me and now they're at peace again!! Man i feel so giddy happy like i chugged a giant energy drink or something but its the opposite its a good sleeps drink XD

So im gonna go lie down again and have a relax and watch a movie or something and see if i pass out when the medicine kicks in, or if its not too bad and i can still continue my hyper mood. But my nap was so long that its too late to go to the shops now anyway so i'll just make more plain omelette and milkshake if i get hungry. I mean it doesnt taste plain when all my sense of taste is so amplified likethis! I dont mind if its all i can eat all week. PURE MILKSHAKEY DECADENCE

Aaaaa im just so happy!! I missed my chance to get the new. Kingdlm hearts but ive beenwaiting fkr this surgery for ages too and it feels like just as much of an exciting relief!

[nuclear-gay]

@almost-brokken thanks for tagging me for this! It was surprising and sweet to see this pop up in my notifications 🎀

So without further ado,

5 things I like about myself:

1. My writing style, I think the way I write when writing poetry or stories is a bit unique and it makes me happy.

2. My forgiveness, at times it may seem like its a weakness but I am glad I can forgive others. A lot of people make mistakes with me but I always find the courage to forgive them.

3. My body, okay I'm probably not the most humble person out there so most people already know I love my body. I'm comfortable with it and worked out a lot to get to my current results.

4. My blog, honestly with the amount of time I put into this blog, there is no way I could not love it. I get to say the things I want to say and I might be young but I get respect for what I do. Plus I love all of my followers that have seen my start out and grow little by little.

5. My drive, when it comes down to it, when I put my mind to something it always becomes a reality. I'm a person who is capable of a lot because I keep my mindset open, I'm driven to do whatever I want, and I know out there someone probably supports what I do.

✨ Let's spread the self love unapologetically! So I'm tagging some people that I appreciate and/or have really cool blogs. (Btw if I didnt tag you doesnt mean you're not cool or I don't appreciate you, I just have bad memory.) ✨

@once-upon-a-freaking-december @rilaya-endgayme @why-all-caps @theshorton @jumbled-juliet @jesuislespoir @kerrym1516

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hello!! i am back and on desktop this time. the blog is just as pretty. alex + yellow = v v attractive jfc. this is a long one so buckle in.

to begin: i hope you have the most fun on your day road trip and sing your heart out to atl and taylor swift. i love driving long distances and idk just driving in general is fun. have the absolute best time MWAH

my birthday is in november!! november 23 to be specific. i share it with miley cyrus which is something i always found to be very cool when i was growing up and watching hannah montana. it also means i am a sagittarius and funny little fact i realized is that my best friend is a gemini. alex and jack are also a sagittarius and a gemini. from being 13 i know that tyler and josh from twenty one pilots are also a sagittarius and a gemini. something about sagittarius and gemini besties idk.

also yeah!! ao3 year in review!! it's a bit complicated to figure out at first and if you read a lot the finding pages thing can be pretty tedious, but it's def worth it once you figure it out. it gives you a lot of different stats about everything you read and it's pretty cool. now i am going to go look at your fics to remember my favs. you deserve the praise so i am willing to offer it. jeez you write a lot i respect the motivation sm. you write quite a bit of angst and i won't lie i try to stay away from angst so i haven't read your fics that seem super angst-y based on the tags. BUT there are still so many i recall reading and loving nonetheless. on a quick scroll-through: i usually don't read high school AUs but "paint me in trust (i'll be your best friend)" was super adorable and lovely. "thank god i'm yours" is one of my favs iirc. also i love love love "it's not always easy (but i'm here forever)" like yes please romanticize alex gaskarth i love it sm. "i won't be silent (and i won't let go)" and "i fell asleep in a city that doesn't" are both super fluffy and romantic and are favs of mine. in case you haven't picked up on it i adore very fluffy and romantic fics lmao. alright i am continuing to scroll and there are so many more i could list that i love but this section is getting quite long. just know if it's about a kitchen or hotel rooms being for lovers i probably read it and adored it and that pov is so valid.

waterparks!! will not lie i only really started listening to them about 6 months ago having been distantly aware of their existence for several years by being a fan of bands in the same genre. listen as long as you let yourself be vaguely annoyed by awsten is prevents you from being in love with him. follow him on any social media platform for like a day and you'll be sick of him typing in nothing but all caps within hours. simply do not romanticize him and you can keep yourself from falling!! so this is coming from a slightly fake parx fan, but some of my favs by them have been peach (lobotomy), crave, numb, fuzzy, violet!, you'd be paranoid too, and lowkey as hell. that is a very songs-from-their-most-recent-album-heavy rec, but whatever. i did give the disclaimer about being a fake parx fan.

yeah hayley does have 2 solo albums now!! petals for armor and flowers for vases / descansos. pfa is the one i didn't really like upon first listen but has grown on me. i haven't even listened to the second one in its entirety oops but we won't mention it. dead horse is good but simmer (pretty sure that was the other single??) just ain't it for me. the album has some lovely songs but it's just a hit or miss album all the way through. some favs of mine on it include pure love, taken, crystal clear, watch me while i bloom, and why we ever. it's sorta a storyline album about healing if that adds anything to it?? but anyways. i started listening to paramore around the time after laughter dropped and it grew to be one of my fav albums in existence. idle worship is probably one of my fav songs like ever. i def understand being slightly put off by bands with songs that make religious references (me with twenty one pilots' earlier music that makes a lot more religious references considering i'm not religious whatsoever) but i think i am blinded by being in love with hayley williams and just ignore it. idk that she's like super religious?? she's addressed believing in god and stuff a few times but she's def not the "rub it in your face" type and if she's making refs in music more recently then they're subtle enough i'm not noticing them. ik albums like brand new eyes had a lot more because it was shortly after that the band split and the songwriting process was essentially her and ex-bandmate co-songwriter arguing about their religious beliefs (turns out he ended up being super homophobic and transphobic all based on his religion so do with that what u will and thank the clown for leaving). i feel u on the "i meant to start listening to them" because that's essentially how i started listening to them. i told myself i was going to and then finally forced myself to do it. fuck falling for awsten knight what's more risky is falling in love with hayley </3

also yeah!! you've articulated my feelings towards tde. every song is so vastly different that it's hard to like it all. #1 fan is pretty decent though, and that's not just my bias about finding both ross and his gf hot and a cute couple and getting to see them together and ross half naked in a mirror in the video nope not at all. he's my fav himbo!! he has no personality!! no thoughts head empty!! i still love him and his strawberry-growing saga on twitter tho <3 the hazard of being in love with ross lynch since i was 12. girlfriend better be a fucking banger and there's quite a few already released singles in the tracklist so i have hope. i believe my show is in chicago on november 19 which is a thursday. kinda sucks since i intentionally bought the chicago tix nearly two years ago (the show was originally supposed to be april 25 2020. lol.) because the show was on a saturday and i have to drive 3 hours to get there. obviously i can't speak for them as tde but r5 shows always fucking slapped and i can vouch for them (realized i haven't seem them live since 2016?? 5 YEARS?? wtf) so if u genuinely like them. would recommend going to see them.

anyways. i have not listened to luke's solo album yet. i plan on it. this has gotten so long but i tried to respond in all areas and even organized it in different paragraphs this time (thanks being on desktop!!). hope you are well. hope you have a lovely day. hmm what's a little "going on in my life" fact. i got new glasses a few days ago and my eyes essentially said fuck off because adjusting to the new prescription has left me with eyes that hurt and occasionally slightly nauseous. here is to hoping my eyes get their shit together. mwah LOVE YOU TOO - the other bella/cubs anon/idk

okay hi hello. i have put this off because holy hell it's long but let's do it. i am putting a cut because this whole thing is long even without my answer

first: the road trip was super fun thank you!!! i am intrigued by this information regarding sags and geminis, we should do some scientific inquiry. enquiry. i don't know if there's a difference between those words.

aha! well i tried the ao3 year in review thing and i would say it had about 55% accuracy but still i agree it's fun to look back at that kind of stuff. and i feel you on the angst thing i go through phases of writing angst-heavy stuff and then writing very fluffy stuff and it is entirely based on my mental state buuuut i have lots of fluff and i'm glad you found it all and that you liked it yay <333 KITCHENS ARE FOR LOVERS i will die on that fuckin hill. hotel rooms as well but primarily kitchens.

dfgjhgdlfkhgdfmj honestly i dont use twitter enough that i would see his tweets enough that that would bother me also the fact that he tweets in all caps means that i just picture him yelling everything he tweets which i find absolutely hysterical so i don't think that would help. i have added these parx songs to my listen asap playlist and will get to them when i get a chance thank you i am excited also i already know lowkey as hell and it slaps super hard so im very much lookin forward to the rest of these. merci merci

YEAH simmer was the one i didnt vibe with. and honestly i feel zero compulsion to get into hayley williams as a solo artist. i just don't vibe enough to want to do that so i doubt i'll be listening to her anytime soon but maybe if i hear the songs in passing or get super bored one night, idk who can really say. but yeah christianity typically puts me off of music (speaking as a very jewish bitch) although there are notable exceptions in the cases of thomas rhett and the driver era. i'm just not attached to hayley enough to be like ehhh this doesnt matter. does that make sense

FAVORITE HIMBO PLEASE HGSDFGDFGKLFGJ i dont follow him on twitter but i have seen some interviews of ross and rocky and tbh they're great i love the way ross speaks like i like his speech mannerisms and i like his FACE and HAIR and. yeah. i think hes pretty. and i think he and 5sos SHOULD collab i think that would be sexy as hell. can you imagine that. oh my god can you imagine a ross lynch/luke hemmings collab. i'm not even really talking to you anymore bella because i know you haven't listened to luke yet and don't have a stake in it but if anyone else is reading this long ass answer. ross & luke collab. okay im going to move on and not think about that now. but i probably won't see tde unless i get a job this semester because i'm trying to stop spending so much money on big indulgent things like concerts likeee i was in a really good habit of not spending that much and then suddenly i got paid for one summer and i was just goin Crazy and i need to dial it back. plus i wanna see ajr and noah kahan equally bad so like. i have to make some calls about priorities here. it's Much to think about

good luck to your eyes i'm sure your new glasses are hella cute tho!!! LOVE YOUUUUUUU

[ihni]

Character Tag Thingy

tagged by @trashmouse (weee, thanks!)

Rules: choose any 3 fandoms (in random order) and answer questions. Then tag 10 people you want to know better.

* Stranger Things * Marvel (yeah, it’s all a big crossover these days anyways, so it counts as one!) * Pushing Daisies

The first character you loved:

* Dustin * Loki * Olive

The character you never expected to love so much:

* Billy fucking Hargrove (I honestly hated him until That Scene, and then I turned around in one minute and now I want to protect him against basically everything) * Yondu (the fucker just had to give me feels!!) * ... and no one in Pushing Daisies - I knew from the beginning that I’d love them all, so it wasn’t a surprise

The character you relate to the most:

* Jonathan (quiet, awkward, not great at interaction with his peers, and fiercly protective of those he cares about) or Bob (cheery, tries his best, is nothing special but has accepted that, is blissfully ignorant of all the drama that happens around him). * ... I don’t know. I mainly watch/read Marvel to dream about and experience something else, rather than find myself in their characters. * Vivian & Lily. They are my future :p

The character you’d slap:

* Neil Hargrove (... because an option to beat the bastard to the ground wasn’t on the table in this tagging thingy ...) * Odin (... slapping a lot of bad fathers here, I’m sensing a pattern ...) * ... none of the mains :)

3 favorite characters (in order of preference):

* Billy, Dustin, Joyce * Bucky, Spidey, Loki * Olive, Emerson, Vivian&Lily (they count as one!)

A character you liked at first but dont anymore:

* Kali (I want to like her, I do, but straight-up murder? not in self-defence? in front of a guy’s children? ... I’m having some issues with those kind of acts) and Mike, at times ( because he’s gonna grow up to be the kind of teenager who rolls his eyes dramatically about everything, and he’s gonna be so annoying ...) * Most villains. Like, they look cool in the trailer and then when I see the movie they’re all like so ... two-dimensional? Flat? Just a “baddie”, kinda. It disappoints me, most of the time. * You shut your mouth, I like everyone in this show!

A character you didnt like at first but now do:

* Well, Billy obviously. Also Lucas, for some reason (he was a bit of a brat at first, but he really grew on me). * Tony Stark (I went from “he’s such as asshole!” to “aw, he’s such an asshole who cares in his own special way”) * Chuck

3 OTPs:

Fun fact, I’m not actually that into shipping? Being aro/ace, I honestly don’t care much about ships. I mean, I read TONS of Harringrove fics because they’re THERE and they’re fucking MASTERPIECES, but I’d read them if they were about the characters going fishing too, so ... But, I guess when it comes to shipping, I prefer the ones that build on the characters and how they interact with each other and how they WORK with each other, so: * Billy/Steve * Bucky/Cap * Chuck&Ned Also, I’m tagging: @mikajupiter, @arthawk87, @tia-pixie, @aphroditestummyrolls, and @kedreeva - you guys don’t have to do it if you don’t want to though. :)

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heyyyy, @victoryjacket tagged me in this fic tag thingie and lord knows my favorite thing to do is yell about fics so here we go!

1. What is the last fic you read that you liked? 

 hmmm i ...... literally dont know. i probably haven’t read any fic for the first time in a good few months bc i love to reread my bookmarks a hundred times and pretend my favorite authors still write fic. i’ll go with say hallelujah, say goodnight by @alivingfire bc it says something when a fic is over 100K and i, an Impatient, actually finish it. also its just really, really good 

2. What is the first fic you remember reading?

im not even gonna talk about wattpad right now so the first fic i remember reading on ao3 is probably the finish line (is a good place for us to start) by @loaded-gunn (which is a good first indeed, listen i didnt shut up about this fic for literal years) 

3. What is your favorite fic trope?

idk if its a trope? but my favorite thing to read and write is fwb w/ mutual pining (re: rivers til i reach you is born) 

4. What are your 3 favorite chaptered fics?

oh god ummm 

so keep my candle bright by whisperdlullaby is always a fave, like, if u havent read that literally read it right now. ughghgghhghg 

wild and unruly by @100percentsassy and gloria_andrews is absolutely gorgeous, godddddd i love the characterization so much, everything about it is so good 

it wont let me link it for some reason but red brick heart by hazmesentir is a given, old school but so so good

5. What are your 3 favorite one-shots?

possibly my favorite fic in the universe is we can take the long way home by @eleadore. it’s...... so fucking good, i dont even know what to say other than read it right now 

also hats off to my distant hope by navigator is one i find myself going back to quite often, breaks my lil heart but its worth it

with love comes strange currencies by @mediaville is fucking amazing, my abo baby. is anyone noticing a pattern w the fwb fics skssjjjs 

6. What fic would you love a prequel to? and a sequel?

i dont know about a prequel, but for a sequel i need more of boys of summer by sharktoothedfawnskinned in my life every day so i’ll answer that for both

7. How about a fic that would make a good movie?

from the love to the lightning is a like crazy au so its literally already a movie but hear me out. i watched this movie before i ever knew hl fic was thing and i remember hating it, fast forward years later and i read and l o v e d this fic so dearly, so gimme the movie again but with harry and louis starring thx 

8. What fic do you think is severely under-appreciated?

listen it’s not exactly hurting for hits, but i never see anyone talking about some things take root by navigator the way it deserves. yall, it is THE fake relationship au that we all deserve 

9. What is the funniest sentence you have ever read in a fic?

oh jesus. i dunno about a sentence, but this bit from we should get jerseys always gets me:

Across the aisle, Niall and Liam are laughing at them, but Harry just grazes his nose down Louis’ neck and whispers into his ear, “so I won.”

“Yes,” Louis agrees, finding that it’s getting even harder not to, y'know, get hard. “You did. The entire team did.”

Louis can feel Harry rolling his eyes before saying lowly, “Well, you’re not going to let the entire team finger you.”

He clearly doesn’t say it as lowly as he thinks, though, because then the players immediately around them are catcalling and giving suggestive looks.

“Fucking hell,” Louis swears, blushing brightly and getting off Harry’s lap. “There’s a time and a place.”

“No better time than now,” Atkins leers obnoxiously, winking. “Give us a show, Cap.”

10. How about the one sentence that broke your heart?

ok so the first thing i did was go into another hazy may by deLILAh to graze through and find a sentence, but listen, i couldnt choose. that literal whole fic breaks my heart, its so so good 

11. Re: other pairings; which do you like and to get into it, what should I read?

hm. hm. i dont read anything other than hl, because if i try i literally cant picture them with anyone but each other so im just like...this is good....but what if it was LouisandHarry ... anyway if i had to, probably zouis. the one fic that comes to mind is want a scar that looks just like you by deadspy but beware. i remember reading this and theres a bit where harry and louis talk casually and im like ok when do they fall in love ?? and they dont???? it knocks the wind out of me a lil but its good ok ill shut up now 

12. Is there a prompt that you have?

so ... many...... prompts. im currently writing the breakup au and the dystopian au with @pass-the-pencil but i also have the dunkirk au and the southern gothic au and the enkfndfndklnfs oh god im stressed now

ok sorry this ended up being so long-winded sjskajsk but i tag @falsecompare @fondleeds @tofiveohfive and @hotmessofamermaid