#[🧶] wouldn't it be nice

[nightzskii]

i'm just hoping this math class ends soon enough bc i'm starving AND I WANT TO HAVE MY LUNCH 😭

plus my nap after that YIPPEEEEE

also please take me to travel around different AUS i'm not opposed to the idea (i'm also delusional)

I relate to that way too much but with teachers texting and calling

THE CLASS WILL END SO FAST TJAT YOU'LL FINISH EATING AND HAVING A NAP BEFORE THE TEACHER COULD EVEN SAY DISMISSED!!!

omg bet!! we'll travel everywhere and anywhere because we're gonna be thr coolest au hoppers ever!!!

wow. now i have another book idea.

[dethbug]

are you willing to share any backstory you have with your s/I and beej... I'm very invested!!!! :DD

ANON HELLO-- you are so kind my heart lept when i read this omg. THANK YOU SM im so flattered :,D its honestly a hodgepodge of the musicals canon, as well as my own elements -- SO BASICALLY i play by my own rules but also just kinda use the musical as 95% of the ground work HAHASDJHAS

THIS IS GOING TO BE A LOT OF INFO but it ties back to your original question im so sorry HASHDAHSDF

SO delia is my s/i's biological mom - still working out the details on everything but im thinking here and there i would help her with her life coaching escapades -- which leads to us meeting the deetz, and me being more involved in the "life coaching" process to hopefully try and help lydia through her mourning!! though ofc she wasnt too thrilled about me or delia at first, i ended up connecting with her because i was able to understand her in a way that delia/charles couldnt quite yet and ONCE AGAIN working out many many details here and im trying to spare you an entire novel of info HAHDHAS --- BUT-- im thinking lydia and i connecting/bonding in a sisterly way is very slow ,, essentially over the course of the whole experience of the main plot events -- hesitant and keeping me at a distance at first, but slowly growing closer as i refuse to give up on her etc etc 🥺 THAT BEING SAID this is where i start twisting the musicals canon outside the realm of "i was there too" LMAO-- so i actually meet beej before lydia does, and to mirror that, she meets the maitlands before i do!! so instead of lydia encountering beej on the roof, i do! ^_^ i go up there after an argument with lydia (comparing it to the musical, i believe this would be after No Reason,, because it makes me sad how lydia shoots delia down, so i think it would just escalate after i sternly stood up for my mom.....if that makes sense....?) meaning this bleeds into Invisible (Reprise) / On The Roof -- where i go out on the roof for fresh air to calm myself down, getting startled by Beej's unexpected presence, and accidentally falling over the railing in which he instinctively saves me, quickly poofing to catch me mid air -- theres a moment where he's just tensely holding onto me as we're levitating, and each of us are able to get a prolonged "first look" at each other (BUGJUICE LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT TENSION YOU COULD SAY) but yes he poofs us back onto the roof, stumbling apart -- queue all the questions and utter confusion you would expect from me. beej is still processing someone can see him, he's all over the place with excitement and bombastic energy eventually that bleeds into Say My Name -- and so on so forth !!! THAT IS THE TIP OF THE ICEBERG IM SO SORRY THAT WAS A LOT. theres so much more but outside of the "structured" plot,, i believe he actually stays in the house, taking residence in the basement (since the maitlands took the attic :D) it just becomes strange found family + breather/demon slow burn ASDDFHJDSJH

THANK YOU SO SO SO SO MUCH to you anon and anyone who is mental enough to read and process my ramblings -- seriously it really means a lot to me :,)))

[icycoldninja]

Hiii!! I really like your writing and I always look forward to your posts!!!! ∩^ω^∩

Picture this, DMC boys with an s/o who knits/crochet 🧶 The reader is very nifty with yarn and makes the boys gifts.

Dante seems like he can rock some knit gloves as he’s fighting demons. He has a little collection from experience of his gloves ruined after his missions.

Vergil seems he uses little bookmarks his partner makes, or a blanket while reading.

Nero is a little harder, tbh I see him swinging around a crochet axe or sword laying around. That or a scarf, idk 🤷‍♀️

V is the hardest I can think of, but I think a sweater/cardigan would suit him. Buddy looks cold 24/7 and he’ll be swaddled with shadow and griffon made a lil sweater during the winter months.

I can just picture the guys having to deal with a bunch of yarn n tools around their shared place w their partner. Ever since I’ve started knitting, yarn has become my whole personality 👵

Aww thank you. Sorry I've been so inactive lately, and for the fact that I had to close requests, but I hope you enjoy all the same! Knitting sounds fun tbh, glad u enjoy it

Sparda boys + V x Knitter!Reader headcannons

¤ Dante ¤

-Constantly makes fun of you and calls you a grandma--in a fond way.

-He does indeed have a collection of knit gloves that you made him, and that fall apart after one mission because of all the roughhousing he does.

-He also has a collection of knit socks, mostly used as backups for when you put all his other sweaty socks into the wash.

-Once sat on one of your knitting needles and got PTSD that he will carry until the end of time.

-Cannot open your closet without worrying about the 800 rolls of yarn that will inevitably fall out onto him, so he bought a giant set of drawers for you to store them in.

-When winter rolls around, you guys will be very warm in your knit sweaters.

■ Vergil ■

-Vergil loves to sit around and read. He loves it even more when there's a nice blanket to snuggle up in.

-He has ordered you to knit him 5 of these comfy blankets so he has extras in case something *cough* Dante *cough* happens to the other ones.

-You joke that he's finally acting his age, doing old man things. He replies, saying you're prematurely aging into a granny. Any minute now, you'll need dentures. It's all in good fun, nothing personal.

-He likes your crocheted bookmarks because not only do they remind him of you, they are also very beautiful.

-He carries a whole bunch of them with him for no explainable reason.

-Once got his foot tangled in all your yarn and nearly tripped. To this day, he silently thanks his lucky stars that no one saw him.

□ Nero □

-Nero never thought much about knitting and what things one can knit until you gave him a very warm scarf.

-Now he refuses to go anywhere without that scarf--it's basically a safety blanket to him.

-He saw you trying to crochet weapons and figured he'd try them out. Even though he probably wouldn't be able to kill a demon with them, they're still fun to have around.

-When Dante and Vergil come over, they end up throwing these crocheted weapons at each other during their inevitable arguments, so Nero suggested hiding some in strategic locations throughout your house.

-He has you knit sweaters when the weather gets colder, but you went overboard, so now there's a huge trunk of sweaters and blankets in your closet.

-He takes you to the craft store every weekend to pick out new supplies.

● V ●

-V is a frail little thing who should be clothed in the finest raiment.

-So, you made him a sweater. However, you sorely miscalculated how large the sweater would have to be, and now it looks like he's wearing a dress.

-Not like he cares; this means there's room for his familiars (or you) to snuggle up in.

-Shadow loves to pull on loose threads and play with your yarn rolls. Oftentimes, this results in a huge mess.

-V would love it if you could knit him shirts or socks to go with the sweater. He loves being all cozy and warm.

-Crocheting some toys for Griffon and Shadow wouldn't be a bad idea either--maybe this will save your precious yarn rolls from being unraveled.

[mystarsohee]

Hiii, would it be ok to request something with cg!Jun Han from Xdinary Heroes? No worries if not. Hope you're having a good day!

-🧶

so pretty

genre: fluff!

junhans nails were painted, so of course you want to match with him!

!!! non-sexual agere, only cg name used is hannie.

cg!junhan gn!reader

currently, you were sprawled out on the couch while one of your comfort shows was playing on the tv. accompanied by junhan, who was sitting (normally) on the couch with you. the way you were positioned put your head in his lap, and one of his hands was massaging your head. the other, was scrolling through his phone.

"hannie, wanna hold your hand."

so, he stopped massaging your head so he could give you his hand to hold.

"mm, other hand please, want you to keep massaging."

alright then.. other hand it is!

you got a hold of his hand, and you were fidgeting around with his fingers and some of the rings that decorated them. honestly you could stay like this forever, laying with your favorite person, watching your favorite show, in your favorite little pajamas! junhan could probably stay like this forever as well, but only because you were there with him.

while playing around his hands, making silly shapes and such, you noticed he painted his nails! this wasn't an uncommon occurrence, it was actually very common for his nails to be painted his signature black. sometimes he'd let you pick the colors.. so his nails would be a different assortment of silly colors!

"hannie, your nails are pretty."

"thank you baby.. but i think yours are prettier!" he replied, with kiss to your forehead afterwards.

"mines not pretty.."

"what? they're very pretty."

"but they not painted like hannie?"

"well, we can paint them if you want! then we can match."

you perked up at this information. your nails could be painted too!! just like your hannie! quickly you nodded, and junhan tapped you to get up off the couch so you could follow him to the bedroom. while you sat on the bed, he went to the bathroom to grab the different nail polish colors he had at the moment. you wondered what color you should paint them. maybe.. pink? it is one of your favorites. but what about that pretty blue color he had? that one would look so cool!

your mind wandered back to what junhan said, "then we can match." thats right! he wants to match with you! so obviously you want to have your nails painted black, just like his!

by now, junhan was back from the bathroom. he signaled for you to sit on the floor, to avoid spilling nail polish on the bed. all of the nail polish he had was laid out in front of you, though it wasn't a large amount, it was enough for you to reconsider your choices. he asked which color you wanted, and you answered with black. keeping word about matching with him.

"you sure?" you never usually ask for black, most of the time you go for a bright color.

"yup! wanna match hannie." you looked up at him with a smile, which he gladly returned.

"we'll start with your right hand" you put out your right hand. "you have to be very, very still okay?"

you replied with an eager nod. a look of seriousness washed over your face, you don't want to mess up junhan while he paints your nails!

he started to paint your nails with the same black that he had on. one of his hands was holding under the palm of yours, to help keep it steady. the warmth was nice, and it warmed you up inside. even though its been quite a while since you two met, he still made you flustered just because you love him that much. you watched his face, so concentrated.. glasses were about to fall, so he tilted his head back so they'd fall into place.

"other hand baby. try not to move the one i just painted okay? it still has to dry."

"oohkay.. it looks so cool hannie!"

"well, i did paint it y'know!" he said with a laugh.

after a few more minutes of admiring his face, both of your hands looked like his! but junhan told you that you had to wait for it to dry, so it wouldn't get messed up! he held both of your hands with his, gently of course, and was lightly blowing on it to speed up the drying process. he also stole a few kisses to your knuckles, which made you giggle.

finally they were dry, and you were carried onto the bed solely for the fact junhan wanted to cuddle. (obviously you wanted cuddles as well) your nails matched perfectly with junhans! his hand was intertwined with yours.

"see baby, look at your nails! its so pretty!" he was right. they are so pretty!

"so pretty like yours! thank you for painting them hannie."

"so pretty like you my love. and your very welcome, i'll paint them whenever you want okay?"

"mkay, i love you!" you buried your head into your chest, the words still flustered you at times.

junhan kissed your head, "i love you more my baby."

author note: i love u anon for requesting cg!junhan. i loveee my junhan so bad omg this was so cuteee!!!!! this writing was heavily inspired by this one video of junhan on live where hes talking about his hands when he plays guitar😭😭😭 also im down bad for him and his white glasses theyre so cutie.

as always, feedback is always appreciated 💕

and heres the video if anyone cared

[alnoco-asks]

hi! Im here with a few more questions! I hope you two wouldn't mind answering these!

For Noah:

(since im assuming this follows the show timeline), how was your relationship eith Emma (tdrr)? Have you two met yet? (optional: cody, how did you feel about their relationship?)

For Both:

Have you two heard of Island Of The Slaughtered? How do you guys feel about it?

If you answer these, thanks!

From, 🧶anon

Cody:I knew it you owe me 5 bucks

Noah: yeah yeah you win that asked about the au. But let's start with their first question. Yes I've met and dated Emma we dated for a little over a year till we realized both of us weren't really happy with the relationship. We are still on good terms and like a weekend a month her and kitty come over and play board games with the rest of our friend group.

Cody: as for how I felt about it I was really happy for Noah. It was kinda funny watching someone so closed off become more open. However it was also kinda clear that they wanted different things Emma saw relationships more as a you do I do situation. One would do something nice and the other would react.noah saw it more as a I dont care if you don't do things for me back i want to do stuff for you. Emma didn't really feel like she could make it up amd noah felt her get more distant.

Noah: could you not analyze me and my ex

Cody: sorry babe do you want to go to the next question

Noah: sure...how do we feel about island of the slaughtered. Well I liked the story set up not a huge fan of cody being traumatized though

Cody: ignoring you skipping over your death i agreed only big thing is total slaughter islan was right there

Noah: ah yes the death of our friends lets focus on the name

Cody: you know what I mean noah

Noah: yeah I do but teasing you is fun

[kayakoto-enterprises]

🗯Is S/I expressive with their feelings?

For both of you. @lficanthaveloveiwantpower

🧶: Very! I'm happy she is. She's so passionate it's hard to scoff at. She's honest most of the time, letting loose and ranting when she's frustrated, crying when she needs it, and being very talkative about almost..everything..every thought she entertains..it is a bit overwhelming, yes, but it's healthier than her bottling it up like she previously did.

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🐻: She did tip-toe around me for a bit before finally opening up. When it comes to me, she keeps a facade up under the impression that..maybe I won't care. I usually don't care that deeply for others but she's an exception (somehow). Like everything she needs to say is much more interesting. She understands in a way nobody else does. It's comfortable enough that I could tell her almost anything. I wouldn't but I could just because she's that nice.

[vault81]

🧶 🐰 📓 for all three? Hier sind kekse.

Ahh hello Bleu!!! thank you sm for the ask!! happily do those for all 3 :)

🧶 - Do they do any arts, crafts, or creative hobbies?

Jack: for Jack I would say his hobby is photography! It probably started in the Vault one day when he found an old camera, I don't think he thought much of it at that time but he'd slowly come to love it. I don't think he'd like photographing people though, he finds it a bit awkward. I think he'd love to photograph the landscape around him, any view he finds interesting he'll instantly get his camera out to capture it. Also, any plants he comes across are getting captured! doesn't matter where! he'll lay flat on his stomach to always get as close as he can for a good picture. (totally not projecting here lmao)

He probably has stacks of photo albums in his home/bag just full of these photos.

Eliza: I can easily see Eliza being into drawing, primarily sketching. See something interesting in the wasteland? lemme just make a quick sketch of that and move on! or if she finds a piece of interesting tech she's drawing a full technical diagram of that thing. She probably just started it one day in class, and just kept on drawing the things around her. I think she'll be perfectly able to draw a robot accurately, but if you asked her to draw a human you'll get a stick figure.

Stephen: for Stephen I think he'd more musically inclined compared to the other two. I can see him really enjoying playing the Piano or Keyboard! He probably picked up this hobby post-war, It's a hobby he probably always wanted to get into but couldn't afford at the time. But now he doesn't have to pay? he's totally stealing a Piano from a ruin and dragging it back home so he can learn. I think he'd enjoy being able to express himself musically, being one of the few thing's that can relax him. He just switches everything else out and focuses on the song. (again totally not projecting here lol)

🐰 - How huggable is this oc?

Jack: Very huggable, please hug him. He loves hugs! but none of his friends do! He's perfectly built for them as well! Strong Arms ✔️ 2 Big Pillows on his chest ✔️ a soft tummy? ✔️ prime hugging body! I think he'd give bear hugs too, or if you haven't see him for a while he's picking you up and spinning you around.

Eliza: Contrasting Jack, do not hug her. She hate's them, she only tolerates Jack's hugs because he's her brother. If you hug her she'll immediately tense up and make a foul face over your shoulder. She wouldn't turn them down because she doesn't want to be too rude, but she won't enjoy the experience either. If she is the one giving hugs, be prepared for the most awkward half-hug of your life. It's so stiff, and she won't fully embrace into it, she'll keep a respectable distance from you with one arm behind you.

Stephen: I'd say Stephen is huggable, but only from people he knows and likes. He doesn't like that kind of physical contact with strangers, it makes him very uncomfortable. I don't think he's afraid to put up that boundary either. On the other hand, if you know him then he loves to give and receive hugs! he'll always ask first though if you would like one. I think Stephen's hugs would be very soft, barely any pressure applied but still nice and comforting.

📓 - Do you associate any quotes or lyrics with this oc?

Eliza: I think the quote that I associate with Eliza the most is from Integra from the Hellsing anime (prime inspiration back in the day) the quote is: "You want me to roll over like a dog? Give up, and accept defeat.. Ha! That seems to be the sort of language that your kind is used to using. Language for cowards who forfeited their humanity, because they were too weak to survive as such. Don’t look down on humans, you monsters. Come on. I’ll send you all to hell." that quote does a good job of summing her early character really, she's changed a lot since then but I'll still always think of her when I hear this.

Jack: for Jack the lyric I'd associate with him is: "I'm a peace-loving decoy, ready for retaliation" from Dirty Harry by Gorillaz, again I feel like that does a good job of summing up his character! Jack prefers to talk out his problems with other people rather than get violent, but don't mistake that for him being unable to do so. (that's how I interpret that lyric anyway)

Stephen: the lyric I'd associate with him is: "Welcome to my world (My only world) It is full of Space Junk But your words are getting through I'm riding on the Space Junk and It's bringing me to you Bringing me to you" from Space Junk by Wang Chung, just captures his feelings up waking up in this now destroyed world, but also seeing the beauty and value in this destroyed world.

[tadpolesonalgae]

i saw that ask about cbmthy and i agree with op, az is going too far and very near irredeemable but i just wanted to add that just because az stops being an asshole it doesn't mean the fic might not still be really angsty since reader has so much growth to do and her self image sucks, also eris' relationship with her (platonic or not, hoping on platonic tho) will definitely bring some angst bc i cant see anyone in the ic liking it (including az but it wouldn't mean that he would have to act like an asshole) and even if az is being nice to her he clearly doesn't have any feelings for her now so i imagine it would take a while for him to develop them so even if he's being nice unrequited love brings a lot of angst lol

what im trying to say is that i think there's a lot of options for angst in this fic but i agree that it coming from az still being mean to reader would make me not want then to be endgame

i cant wait for the next chapter ahh - 🧶

Sorry for taking a while to get to this!

Hopefully Eris will have an overall positive impact on Reader, but who can say?👀 He certainly has some pretty manipulative habits regarding how he uses his words in the books, so let’s hope that doesn’t rub off on her too obviously (or do, maybe it would do her some good to learn those skills)!

Also, things are beginning to vaguely pull back on the Az side, but who knows if it’ll suddenly resurface in an argument or something 🤷

Hope you enjoyed Part 7!!

[honey-rye]

abt the dad au: 🏠💵🐱🫵(projecting)🧶😈?

abt barista by day, ninja by night: 😍🐱👹🍍(everyones)🍕? abt mamas boys: 💵(not lee and dee cuz big mama yk)🫵(projecting)🔥🔬🦸?

ooh, multiple au question.

Dad Au:

🏠 - What's the lair like?

I picture it kinda like the pre-shredder lair and the post-show lair combined. like it's the same abandoned train car/sewer area, but they've expanded it and made it more their own. it's like an apartment building in the sewers with your brothers and their partners. where they have their own space but they also have shared spaces where they do things together if that makes sense.

💵 - How do your turtles make money?

the boys are adults,, they have,, jobs,,,

Raph has an actual job. he personally rebrands the Hidden City Police, and makes sure they're running things right, and he gets paid for his good work. Mona also works there, though she works her own investigative unit.

Leo works in Jax's shop, and was barely able to negotiate shared ownership.

Mikey,, probably does art commissions or something on the side, and teaches mystic stuff for a living.

and Donnie? a mystery. he probably sells his designs, his tech, does something to earn as much as he does. it even baffles his partner

🐱 - Do any of your characters have pets?

Jax has a "cat" he calls KeKe. April has Mayhem if he qualifies. The kids definitely want pets but the parents are like "no way, at some point you have to draw a line and decide "what am I going to deal with today?" not this."

🫵 - Who do you project onto the most?

I don't think I project onto any of these dudes, not in the Dad Au at least

🧶 - Does Raph knit?

no, because fuck knitting. he crochets baby blankets for the twins tho, and little socks he'll hold onto forever because he's sentimental like that. I think every so often he'll make something for one of the kids birthdays.

😈 - Is Mikey a little shit?

he's definitely the most likely to spur the kids on or join in on the fun, but I wouldn't call him a little shit.

Barista By Day, Ninja By Night (Human/ Coffeeshop Au):

😍 - Are there any romances?

does a separated Lou Jitsu and Big Mama count? maybe some background flirting, maybe some April/Casey or Caprisun, or Casey/Raph,

🐱 - Pets?

I think. they should have a shop cat. for the coffeeshop. because yes.

👹 - Are there yokai/supernaturals in this universe?

no yokai, but if mystic stuff counts as supernaturals, then yes.

🍍- Who likes pineapple on pizza?

Leo. Mikey likes anything on pizza, anything.

🍕- Favourite pizza toppings?

Leo is a Hawaiian Pizza stan. Donnie likes the classic peperoni, and sometimes a build your own where he makes his brothers either question his sanity or question why they never thought of it. Mikey likes anything- Donnie thinks he's gross for some of his combos. Raph likes a good Brooklyn style, but he's also all about the meat lovers.

Mama's Boys Au:

💵- How do your turtles make money?

Mikey and Raph rely on the mysterious amount of money Splinter has in a rainy day funds box, usually reserved for groceries. Other than that, they scavenge. April being the only human means she can get a job, so she occasionally picks the boys up something nice.

��� - Who do you project onto?

I might actually project onto a couple of these dudes. Lee being non-verbal is mostly taken from my experience being non-verbal, and his stims are things that I do. Dee I think I project a lot of my internal annoyance and irritation onto. I put a lot of my creativity and crechurness in Mikey too.

🔥- Is Leo accident prone?

Lee is very careful, he learned early in his life that being clumsy wouldn't get him far, but there are times when Dee catches him being a Silly Goose. He also is allowed in the kitchen, it's Dee who isn't.

🔬- Is Donnie only interested in tech?

Dee loves technology, but he was exposed to mystics first. His favourite part of being interested in both is learning and experimenting with combining the two which- doesn't always pan out. But hat's the fun of it.

🦸- Is Casey a Vigilante?

Casey is part of the Foot Clan to start. She has a change of heart and loyalties... eventually.

Thanks for the many many questions Breeze! <3

[ellenchain]

We know that 47 has loads of skills unrelated (at least directly) to murder— playing the drums, painting, tattooing, massaging, mixing drinks. Skills you might suspect he wouldn't have. What unlikely skills does Lucas have?

Oh boy that is a good question! I can imagine Lucas has the same skill set but not as advanced as 47. He can play the drums but maybe not as well as 47 and so on

But one thing I imagine about Lucas is that he likes to ignore his skills because he doesn’t need them. 47 is a little show off, we know that. He likes to show that he is superior and better than anyone (let’s be real he enjoys being the best)

But Lucas is all like “don’t know don’t care”

I can imagine him being really good at social interactions. Because that’s the one thing 47 is (imo) kind of bad at.

And maybe he is a good artist! They usually are depressed and desperate beings - like he is. Inspiration hits really hard when you’re at your lowest (kind of)

If we’re being silly he probably likes to do the most mundane things ever - like knitting or something like that

47 gets all the nice sweaters from him. Socks, scarfs, you name it 🧶

[sickstag]

that sounds so nice and then the aftermath of cuddlefucks would be so much better cus we could take naps and wouldn't have to worry about anything leaking out

-🧶

That’s right. You’d look so good all stuffed up while you sleep, baby. I just know you’d be so comfortable, letting me kiss up and down your back and neck and leave pretty marks while you doze off.

[thetiredassistant]

🧶  —  are you tangled up?     a headcanon about a time my muse has felt internally ‘tied up in knots’ with a decision or emotion.

𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐧𝐬 ;  𝒓𝒂𝒊𝒏𝒃𝒐𝒘 𝒔𝒆𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒔 …  ( 𝒐𝒓𝒂𝒏𝒈𝒆 )

Jordyn has so many mixed up emotions about his work and his boss. Things he feels in the moment and then suddenly he'll say something different the next-- it changes so much. He doesn't exactly mind being an assistant-- doesn't mind being told what to do by someone as much as he'll deny it. And the Pay is out of the world, he probably wouldn't find something that pays better. He's able to get a good college education at a great school, have his own very nice apartment, and still have spending money left over. The people there as well, most of them, are enjoyable to be around. He has friends (if you can call them then) in every department. And not just because he likes to know about everything going on.

But at the same time, his Job makes him dread waking up. He's Orion's babysitter. That consciousness on his shoulder thats supposed to tell him that somethings a bad idea-- not that he will listen anyway. He frustrates him and the job sometimes, what it entails, frustrates him to no end. He's able to snark at his boss, give him shit because it seems to amuse Orion-- but is that really him? Never knows exactly how he's going to feel that date. Not to mention there might be something more to him, to Orion. Is there a part of him that Jordyn truly doesnt know? But that he could get to know if Orion just let down those walls a little bit. Maybe he cared. That's why he stayed. Maybe that's why in this world called the Borderlands-- a place where he really had no legal obligation to follow him, he still looked after the both of them. But of course, thats not the case. He's just a tired assistant with so many emotions running through his veins along with the coffee.

[mtnkat3]

12.58pm.

Whimpering softly moaning... squirming as I stand.. oh..f*ck...my loves..... you . . . . .feel me too? The good, the loving, the sexy... erotic.....

& the scared... the outta the loop frustration. The begging God to please end my prison nightmare.

To the thanking Him because many parts are done. But.. belligerent petulant bully is pissed off to owe me so much more than 1 penny.

To the know I'm...hungry... because I am in front of fridge & a swig of Hershey's made me cross my eyes... smile... thoughts... cravings.....

To the feeling you . . . . .

Stroke my hair.. my face.. like that.....

Whimpering softly.

Makes me desperately happy..

& crazy bonkers to end my nightmare.

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But. the only way it can end earlier than 3.23.. is God breaking loose the chains hog & the adversary are weighing me down with. I know the only way he's gonna do that is for me to get all the dang packing & work done. But I need help to do so. More the support. God giving me energy & strength to ignore hog & just do it is me getting that to do 1 room per week. And that's a lot. [1280sq+full basement&garage.] But if God gives it to me & work from dawn to dusk it is doable. Barely. So.. fighting pain, depression, hog's...demotivating to not movement..

I need You . . . . .🎶

But ya'll know me & my warrior queen Tijgeress kat Phoenix spirit. You..... wouldn't love me if I let you do it all.

But I want Your love & respect more than I want to be rescued.

This is the last part of my battles, of the war. So yes, it's the hardest.

I want to prove to myself, to God, to you . . . . .

I am indeed worthy.. deserving.. & being Blessed beyond measure of the Gift of You . . . . . by God's Grace & Plan!!!!!

I work & will never give up!!!!!

I await because God's Plan & telling me to hold on daughter! Patience.

Strength. Fortitude. Endurance.

Believe.

Magic of God's Plan, Grace, Time, Reasons.

I am His warrior queen daughter.

Created by God.

For you . . . . .

My beloved Bears . Angels . . . . .

I wouldn't be a good warrior queen sub mate if I didn't do the work.

I let mom, hog.. control my life too long. I had those boots on my neck. It always kept me drowning..

Now it's time to soar... right into your..... arms...

...

And as per usual... God's in control. And took over this letter to you my loves.....

I think about you . . . . . Crave you . Want you . Alllll the time!!!!!

What keeps me ...motivated.. inspired.. focused.. & reminds me that I have a lot to atone & make amends for. I just.. feel like the years are my fault. And it's one of the huge cracks in my soul. I am working on me. To learn.. grow.. to learn how to forgive myself.

Again. God's Hands. He spilled these thoughts & feelings thru my thumbs. Shy grin.

I miss paper & nice pens! Ugh. But arthritis makes even this difficult.

Another thing I pray about. He's shown me so much..... does that mean I am more like Sarah & the magical things I've seen than the decrepit body my soul is struggling with now.....? I pray because I do not know.. I only know that I trust God. Implicitly.

And He has shown me to trust you . . . . . too.

Ok. I need to get back to it.

Blushing beet red bowing my head chewing lips

I gotta mess to swipe my slate clean of!

Hog. House.

Whimpering softly.

You . . . . . are my soul's precious priceless treasured Gift.

I will never take you . . . . . for granted.

I am..

Yours . . . . .

~Tijgeress kat Phoenix. ✝️🌺🐾🐯☸⚓🤓🙇‍♀️🙏🤲🌂🔗⛓🧰🧣🥾🏔🍋🥤📋🗓⚙⚒🛠⚖🔐🏗🧱🏰🗽🦅🕊🐯🐾🐐🦉🐢🐛🦋🌱🌺🌹🌻🌷🌳🌲🧶🧵🥧🥮🍯🍼☕🍫🍭🌰🍎🍑🍒🥨🥓🍳🥩⌚💡⚡🌟🌠🚀🗝🔱⚜💝🐻🦌🧩♠️♾🎯🧭🕯🎅🎄🎁🎀💓🎶💋

Sa.12.17.2022 1.48pm est.

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I posted 46 times in 2021

36 posts created (78%)

10 posts reblogged (22%)

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#5

hi !!! if ur ok with it, could i get a few headcanons of brahms with a transmasc partner? thank u! (≧∇≦)

Of course >w<

🧶🔨🧃📞♟

brahms would accept you but also be curious

you'd teach him about everything and he'd be so patient and nice when listening

too scared to ask questions but will hint at things he wants to know about

since he was raised in a very proper household, he wouldn't know what a lot o things are and most likely wouldn't want to be rude and make you leave

he was expecting a nanny like the rest but wasn't mad when you showed up

as long as you treat him right and take care of him, he's happy

will tell you sweet things and make you feel safe when feeling dysphoric

he doesn't like seeing his lover sad or upset

he doesn't treat you any differently other than wanting to know about stuff and doing the lil head tilt whenever he hears or sees something he doesn't know

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i hope you like ! :)

64 notes • Posted 2021-11-14 23:26:47 GMT

#4

What if Brahms found out the reader is a vampire? And after a while the reader told Brahms that she wants to turn him into a vampire like her because she loves him and doesn't want to lose him because of age or anything else, how would he react?

(if he agrees, when he turns into a vampire, all his stains from the fire will disappear)

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I love this. He would definitely be down to be a vampire, but maybe a little reluctant because he doesn't believe in them. You'd have to show him and prove to him that you're real.

"Brahms, I promise i'm telling the truth. Look, I'll prove it." You then proceed to make your fangs visible. Brahms gasped but isnt afraid. He pokes them to make sure they're real. "See, I told you I was telling the truth."

Once you turn him, he thinks it is so weird that he's dead... but 'alive'. He doesn't want to drink blood prissy bitch but will eventually suck it up (see what i did there) .

"Now you can be mine forever. For real."

🧶🔨🧃📞♟

(i felt that this ask fit this style of answering. i like it buuutttt i might refine it to fit me more)

99 notes • Posted 2021-11-06 10:19:29 GMT

#3

Maybe headcannons for bakugo, kiri, and another character of ur choice for a reader w/acne? There’s not enough love for acne havin folks :(

a/n I love this request so much. I hope i did it justice <3

Bakugo

- Anytime you feel down about your acne and it impacts your self-esteem, he immediately gives you kisses all over your face

- Hates loves skincare routines with you even though he won’t say it

- Constantly tells you that he doesn’t mind your acne because he doesn't

- He thinks it hilarious when he walks into the dorm kitchen and sees you making a random concoction of stuff for your skin

- You try to get him to stop eating chips because you don’t want him to get acne as well

- Never says anything bad about your skin to his friends or you

- Will call you names to make fun of you but you both know he doesn’t mean it

Kirishima

- Like Bakugo, he LOVES doing skincare with you because to him it’s manly’

- Listens to you when you say not to eat greasy food

- Likes kissing every single inch of your face while you’re asleep even though you’re secretly awake

- Goes out to buy you whatever acne wash you ask for

- Complains when you wear a lot of makeup to cover it up, even though he thinks you look beautiful, but because he thinks it covers your natural beauty

- If you ask him to only drink water with you, he will in a heartbeat because he doesn’t want you to do it alone

Deku

- I personally think that Deku would have stretch marks from bulking up so quickly

- In turn, you would both cater to each other’s insecurities and would bond over it

- Will help you make different mixtures for acne and scarring

- Would gladly be your test dummy for makeup bc you break out easily

- If you feel particularly insecure one day, he will give you a spa day so you feel better

- Light butterfly kisses™

- Eats healthy with you because he doesn’t want you to be left out although you have designated cheat days which he kinda approves of

105 notes • Posted 2021-03-07 20:45:27 GMT

#2

Wanting - Brahms x gn! reader

Genre: hurt / comfort / fluff / angst

Pronouns: they / them

Words: 1.5k

Requested by @riverxxxo

Warnings: self harm (punching legs), wound, blood, mentions words cut and stab

It was a muggy day at the Heelshire Mansion, the wind was blowing rapidly against the windows, leaves being thrown about, and rain lightly pittering on the roof. There was said to be a big storm coming that would last for a few days. Y/n and Brahms were sitting in the parlor, watching an old movie on tape on the only t.v. in the whole house, the crackly audio being the only sound coming from within the house. Brahms had agreed that the rules could be bent today for them to watch a few movies and read together. They both had a mutual infatuation with each other but were both too shy to say so. Brahms wanted them to stay forever, and believed that they were going to, no matter what. Y/n knew that they couldn’t leave him, they had grown to love the mysterious man in the walls and hadn’t wanted to leave anyways. There was nothing for them outside of the house, this was where they felt safe.

After the movie, the pair stood up and began heading to the upstairs hall for bedtime. Breathing shakily, y/n decided that they were going to make a move, they were going to initiate the hopeful relationship. Praying that Brahms felt the same towards them, they were tired of waiting for him to make the first move. As they got to the hall, they gently grabbed Brahms’ arm to stop him. He turned around with a slight head tilt, confused as to why he was halted. They looked up at him and stepped closer, gently caressing the side of his masked face and leaned in to kiss the cold porcelain lips of the mask. Brahms' hands gently grabbed their waist, wanting them to be closer. Y/n’s hands held his face as they rested their forehead against his, breathing in each other's scent. Slowly creeping their hands around the back of his head to the string holding the mask onto his face, they lifted it over his head and began to slip the mask off of him. Brahms quickly jolted back, grabbing y/n’s wrist with his right hand, a small whimper coming from them, and holding the mask to his face with the other. “Why!?” his voice boomed from his chest. He was furious, thinking that he could trust that they understood that he was insecure about his scars that he tries so hard to forget about.

“I-I’m sorry.. Please let g-go Brahms.” Y/n was shaking, knowing how bad he can be when he’s angry, they didn’t want to anger him anymore than he already was. With one swift motion, Brahms let go and shoved past y/n, walking heavily into his room and into the walls where he went quiet. Y/n slowly stood from the floor and noticed the blood seeping through their shirt where a small statuette had stabbed them when they fell. Holding their side, they ran to their room and quickly locked both the closet and main door in case Brahms came out. They went to the bathroom and began treating their wound, not realizing that they had been crying this whole time. Tears ran relentlessly down their face as they realized the weight of what they had done. All the trust that had built up between the two of them had been ripped away in an instant.

Brahms had run off to his loft with haste, throwing the mask onto his bed, he felt all of the anger he had, burn up into sadness and regret. The look on y/n’s face when he spoke was enough to make him drop to his knees and beg for forgiveness but he was too caught up in the moment to notice. He felt betrayed by them, he had been too afraid to take off the mask and not at all ready in the slightest, and they thought that they could rush it and do it themselves? He was confused, sad, angry, but slightly relieved. Was that their way to tell him that they loved him like he loved them. He hoped that once he calmed down and understood what he was feeling, they would still love him.

A small sob ripped him from his thoughts, he had calmed down and was now only feeling bad for running away and yelling at y/n. He silently made his way to y/n’s room and peered through the wall to see them on their bed with their head in hands sobbing. Brahms noticed a red patch at their side and wondered what it was. Had they been bleeding? How? His thoughts were interrupted yet again when they lifted up their shirt to reveal the wound that was now caked with dried blood and needed to be bandaged. He watched as they cleaned it off with peroxide and placed a big bandage over it, wrapping it around themselves to secure it. He crept into the hall only to see a small statue with blood on one side, this was where they fell. Brahms’ head buzzed with the fact that he hurt them, he made them bleed. The thought of it made him sick, he loved them, how could he hurt someone he loves. He made his way back to his loft, crying silently at the thought of y/n crying because of him.

🧶🔨🧃📞♟

It had been a few days, the wound on y/n’s side had gotten smaller and been healing. They were now cleaning Brahms' childhood bedroom when they heard whimpers coming from below them. Worried, they sat still and waited to hear it again before reacting. Upon hearing it a second time, they crawled into the door in the closet they knew led to Brahms loft room. It was time they spoke to him, they needed to talk about what happened. Y/n didn't want anything to change between them, they didn’t want Brahms to avoid or ignore them. They cherished their relationship and wanted to apologize for what they did.

After walking through the walls for about 10 minutes, they found Brahms room, the whimpering had gotten louder and they knew that he wasn’t doing well. They stood in the doorway, grunts and whimpers could be heard feet in front of them. Y/n stepped forward and saw Brahms hunched over and repeatedly punching himself in the thighs. From the force he was putting into the punches, there had to be bruises forming. Y/n didn’t know it but he had been doing this since he saw them bleeding. They slowly walked towards him, careful not to make noise to scare him. He saw their sock clad feet and sat up straight but didn’t look them in the eye. “Brahms… w-what’s wrong?” They spoke softly. Brahms sniffed and looked up at them slowly, his face was rid of the mask giving y/n a perfect view of his scar littered mug. They saw all the hurt and raw emotion in his eyes, showing that he was deeply hurt and sorry for what he did. Although y/n didn’t see it as anything terrible, just a cut, Brahms felt like the worst person in the world. He hurt the one person who’d be with him forever.

“I hurt you. So I hurt myself. Fair.” Brahms' voice was a mixture of a childs and a mans. He was trying his best not to break down right there in front of them.

“Hey, it’s okay, please don’t hurt yourself,” They took a seat next to him and slowly rubbed his back, “I’m okay, it was only a cut, you didn’t mean to do it.” Y/n used a soft voice that they used when saying goodnight to Brahms, he found comfort in this and took a deep breath. Leaning into their touch, he turned towards them and leaned for a hug. Y/n accepted this and wrapped their arms around his trembling frame. They squeezed him tightly, wanting him to know that they forgive him. Brahms buried his face into y/n’s neck, breathing in the calming smell of them. They were his home, they were where he felt safest. Y/n felt the same, they wanted to be in Brahms’ arms forever.

After what felt like forever of savoring the moment, the two parted but stayed close. Staring at each other with what could only be described as love. Y/n grasped Brahms’ face, he melted into their hands and slowly leaned down towards them. They met in the middle, lips gently grazing one anothers. All of the pent up emotion brewing between the two had been released. They clumsily grasped at one another, Brahms’ hands finding themselves at y/n waist and neck, pulling them close. Y/n’s hands holding Brahms’ face as close as they can. They were gripping each other as if their life depended on it. With heavy breaths, they pulled away, resting foreheads to one another, basking in the moment for as long as they could.

“I love you.” Brahms had whispers under his breath, needing with every bone in his body for them to say it back.

“I love you too.” Y/n hushed back, wrapping their arms around the relived and blissful Brahms, holding him tight.

That night, for the first and certainly not the last time, Brahms fell asleep happy, utterly and truly happy. Holding one another, they slept soundly in the walls of the Heelshire Mansion, not to be bothered.

228 notes • Posted 2021-11-02 21:44:28 GMT

#1

Living with / Dating Brahms would include

a/n this is my first time writing for Brahms. I've been hyperfixated on him for about a week now and today it was very strong so i decided to write again. I'm very surprised with how much i wrote but i am proud. Anywho, enjoy :)

Very Clingy… like all the time. You go to the kitchen, he’s coming out of the pantry wall. You’re emptying the traps, he’s staring at you through the windows and various peeking holes he has. Privacy does not exist for to this fella.

No more showering by yourself, he needs to be bathed by you or he won’t bathe at all. Although he will not wash himself, he will occasionally help to wash you. Scaring you almost every time he grabs the sponge and starts washing your back.

He learned what face masks were and will only do them about once every 2 months but you have to cut out the part where his scar is because it gets irritated easily.

I believe that his parents didn't help care for his burns so they haven't healed well. For that reason, he is very hesitant to let you help care for the burns. You put some medicated creams on them that make them not hurt and he kisses you all over your face.

CUDDLES ALL THE TIME. Since he is so clingy, you guys cuddle all the time. At first, he was hesitant to hold you in fear that you would be scared of him or push him away. After showing him that you don’t mind cuddles, that was all the answer he needed to jump into bed with you and hold you all night. That was the best sleep he had gotten in 20 years.

Although he expects you to do everything for him, he learns after a while (and a couple arguments) that he also needs to do things to help out. He starts by being your assistant in the kitchen and you both learn that he is a very good cook. Then he helps out with cleaning and tidying. He doesn’t like it that much but he gets to spend time with you and even go outside so he’ll do it anyways.

This man does not know how to shave. Period. You show him how to trim his beard and chest hair. You even do it for him the first couple of times but soon tell him that he has to do it himself (even though he makes you stand in the bathroom with him while he does it).

He lets you leave the house to go shopping for clothes and food that Malcolm doesn't bring, once a month. He tells you what he likes to wear and if he doesn’t like something, he will let you know immediately. He likes to wear neutral colors like tans and brown. He does have a couple pairs of sweatpants that you got him as pajamas that he wears all the time.

You read to him when he’s upset because it’s the only way to make him not be a total asshole to you. He loves you very much but when he’s upset or jealous, it’s best to let him roam the walls and stay your separate ways.

Fixing the holes in his cardigan. He loves that green cardigan and wears it all the time (even when its hot). You don’t mind though because it looks hot on him.

He trusts you but still wears the mask most of the time around you, besides sleeping, showering and eating.

I saw from another person that they head cannon that he does not sit still when eating and I 100% believe that. One minute you set down his plate of food and turn around for a napkin and he’s gone. He’s off wandering the walls and chewing. You hear his loud footsteps through the library and then the parlor. When he’s done though, he always comes back and tells you it was good and puts his plate in the sink.

729 notes • Posted 2021-10-30 04:54:40 GMT

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[ikyw-t]

i was feeling fine and mostly normal this morning and now i feel like 🧶 on every possible level of my brain . not having a good time. also apparently i need to rant for a minute about some truly stupid shit. no one needs to read this i am just having a very bad no good time today don't mind me

also was reminded that my sister is coming home tonight after spending 3 weeks out of town on vacation with her boyfriend and whilst we've exchanged a few messages while she's been gone (95% of which were just pictures of cats 😐) i have mostly not thought about her and now ive once again been reminded by her imminent arrival how in the last like year she's been nothing but condescending and mean and discouraging to me and how the last time i asked for her help with doing some research for a school project she told me no not bc she was busy or wouldn't have been able to help but literally said "no, bc I have boundaries" and the sheer amount of times ever since high school she's told me that im an idiot and has no respect for me to my face over any argument no matter how insignificant when i have absolutely literally never said any of that shit to her even once. and how the week before she left for this vacation she called me stupid and act like a child and said that im the crazy one when literally no one had said anything about being crazy and she started this whole argument bc i asked her if i can any of her snacks??? and then when i started crying out out of sheer frustration she was only annoyed and accused me of not being able to have a conversation without acting like a child. actually i can it's just that you've literally only ever discouraged me and put me down at every possible opportunity like throughout our entire lives which shouldn't be surprising ig but somehow it took me 23 years for that to sink in

anyway no one read this it doesn't rly matter and im actually going to try to just not think about it now and try to be marginally more normal and not waste my time thinking about someone who's opinion of me has been set in stone since i was a literal child for whatever fucking reason no matter how nice ive been to her and on how many occasions ive helped her or how many favors ive done for her like none of that has made even a dent in how little she continues to think of me so whatever dude just whatever

[mtnkat3]

9.35am

Good morning...

I hope this finds everyone happy & doing well this last Friday of August.

Have a beautiful day!

▪︎▪︎▪︎

I am sad, missing those I love with all of my being.

But listening closely to God's Plans.

Yesterday I realized while standing in line at the bank that I am going to have to make appts for everything I need to get done in order to keep this process moving. [Because the bank wouldn't do a <5 minute task without it. And charged me $10 bucks for a damn cashier's check for the appraiser. ]

Sigh. I hate fees. Nickel & dime the hell outta ya! But just like as I wasn't eating while at the beach, I did lose weight! [Now I know it wasn't the right way, but it is helping me to remember & keep going.] Just remember that the fees are to get to what I want to happen.

So I gotta make appts now with DL, SSA, ATF, & contact the apartment place I like to learn their process.

[I am not a renter. Never rented anything but a car for vacations & such in my life. I like to pay things as quickly as possible to keep the interest rate & fees from piling up.] But it seems I need to rent as a first step, because I am gonna have to fight every step of the way. Way wh has forced it to be. Anyways. Oh! Gotta put my new passport on that list! Ugh.

So I've got the appraiser coming, the QDRO atty going, all these appts. Using my GTasks to keep track. Getting my meds back on track.

Cleaning, culling, & packing. This is my life right now. I sssssooooo..... look forward to being out of this place & having a tidy, neat, organized abode!

I remembered that part of myself at the beaches. Kept my stuff clean. Never left messes for others to clean up.

Always spoke to the maids & maintenance people. They always helped me out too. Musty smells, flattened pillows.

I always have spoken to staff, they are the people that are real in those types of situations. And showing them kindness to brighten a moment of their day makes me feel like a decent woman.

Anyways... back to work.

I miss You Alll each... just...

I am staying positive the best I can, keeping on doing my tasks,

until I am finally outta this door permanently. [I think the moment I give wh my house keys will be the happiest I've had here. Sad, but true.]

I am giving this to God every day. That He will continue to bestow Grace & Mercy upon me. That I do the righteous woman path & get out. Rebuild my life. Rebuild me.

With wisdom & knowledge of these years, but back to the nice person I always have been.

I love You each.

This is not where this ends...🎶

True love never ends ~&~ true love always waits.

Thank You God, Jesus for loving me & saving me daily.

Please... keep Teaching, Guiding & Molding me into the woman You God Created me to be.

Your warrior queen submissive woman for the One/s...? You Created with & for me that hold the keys to me. As I pray to be worthy to hold... their's...his... God...please...

Your Plans. Your Will. Your time.

Humbly bowed to You Lord.

Your fallible loving daughter.,

~Tijgeress kat Phoenix. 🌺

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Sigh. So many interruptions!