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SEASON 4 FINALE.........I felt genuinely ill the whole time like my stomach was twisting I was gonna throw up oh my god what the FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#SAM MY BOY#SAMUEL MY BELOVED IM SO SORRY#THE FUCKING CON ........ THE WHOLE TIME!?!?!?! THE WHOLE FUCKING TIME!?!??!?!#u js have 2 respect her @ this point 4 that bc holy shit#2 season spanning game she was in 4 the LONG HAUL#cas defying fuckers 4 the gayass 1 million complex brothers 🎉#sam made me want 2 throw up so much#he js wanted 2 save ppl .... he didnt kno!!!! HE DIDNT KNO!!!!!!!!!!! (said thru tears)#THE FUCKING DEMOM EYES...ON HIM......IT MADE ME ILL#srry!!!!!!! sam thoughts im rlly biased#OUGH he PRAYED he had FAITH and he was MANIPULATED and TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF and REFUSED 2 SEE IT bc he WANTED 2 BELIEVE#that he culd do GOOD despite tbe fact he KNEWWW he had DEMOM BLOOD in himmmmmmm!!!!!!!!! ARRRRRRGHHHHHHHH#im having so many thoughts. abt him. but i dont thibk im articulating them v well @ all.. oh well! do u understand what i mean#anyways unreleated i thibk sam an cas shuld fuck nasty#im making galaxy brain parallels between them i js cant explain them v well. but i think gay sex wuld help (it wuldnt)#uhmmmm what else#chucks goofy i hope nthn bad happens 2 him (smth bad always happens)#MAN!!!!!!!!!!!! can these stupid ass brothers catch a BREAK!!!!!!! for ONCE!!!!!!!!!!!!#can s5 b normal (s5 won't b normal)#why the hell did i start watching spn. worst mistake of my life#ive been reminded i CAN infact get emotionally attached 2 fictional characters. thanks spn. ive got sam rotating in my mind now#i want dean 2 punch fuck outta him and then i want them 2 make up and they shuld fly 2 sum place else and have a normal life#im so DONE w this show!!!!! (im starting s5 next wk)#why the hell os this show making me feel shit bro this wasnt supposed 2 happen :(#sigh.....................oh well#spn#rivers rambles <3
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I cant believe they literally ended immortal desires with mc and her vampire besties frolicking into the sunset 😭
#immortal desires#choices#playchoices#like oml.... and they wrote that with a standalone in mind....#it rlly was like omg now youre a vampire yippee! sunshine rainbow live laugh love#i hate pb so much like 😭😭😭#pb end a book nicely challenge (IMPOSSIBLE)#that is the end of my yearly choices spree#i never finished guinevere sorry it is the driest book despite all the potential but then again im only on chapter 9 or smth#gabe was also very dry and yet i chose her#cas was also a little out of nowhere bc i couldnt figure out just why cas developed a liking to her so it never clicked#whatever i enjoyed it 😍 good book! if only they ended it the moment mc says “im a vampire?!” and left it on a cliffhanger for book 2#a bit like bloodbound???? but its been so long i dont remember if we became a vampire in bloodbound#we probably did
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The champion makes a disgruntled sound, one the spelt annoyance--and yet, his heart thumped with a bleeding excitement, thrilled to be up in the air. Something about fending off danger, it always drove him wild.
Red would hug the dragon from behind as gallons of water fire into their direction, patting Char on the back twice as a silent, but well-practiced signal. She looks notably frustrated herself, the lizard wanting to enjoy the festivities and do anything but this. Regardless, she inhales again, expelling flames from her maw.
Red rolls a d12 and scores a 9.
Being in the air had taken enough of her attention already, and more than that she was out of practice since retiring from the champion chair, too. The fire from her jaw does enough to evaporate just some of the water, dragon and her trainer slathered with the water that she missed.
Red groans, clearly frustrated with the outcome. Making a mental note to return to training her later, he jams a spare taiyaki in his mouth for encouragement, pulling it in half and feeding the rest to his charizard.
He pats her back again, commanding that she shoot another fire blast in the balloon's direction.
"UGH-"
Why does this guy ONLY EVER SHOW UP AT THESE MOMENTS?!
"Now we have that overgrown LIZARD after us?!"
She stomped her heel onto the basket floor and thumped a THIRD pokemon into her hand. This band of thieves wasn't going down today to THE SAME FUCKING GUY FROM YEARS AGO.
"Alright Jellicent, send that giant gecko to the GROUND!"
A gigantic jellifish manifested in the sky before the balloon, its empty expression meeting Charizard's face with a "oooohhhhh".
"Hydro pump!"
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ok im not used to requesting yet so sorry if im doing this wrong but im sad so i need me some early seasons sam fluff, like reader jokingly calling him sammy and he starts acting all weird or something
Sammy Boy
Sam Winchester x reader
Warnings: Fluff
Summary: Request
The hunt was tough given that it was a ghost that haunted a family's home for over three hundred years and there was little know about said ghost. Dean drove the group to a bar a few miles from the hotel. You and Sam walked to a booth in the back of the bar and slid in beside each other. Dean was chatting with a tall blonde and Sam turned to you with a smile.
"How is your shoulder?" He asked, you had been thrown across the room and hit the wall really hard.
"It's alright, just a bit sore." You smiled. "No need to be so worrisome, Sammy!"
Upon saying it, Sam had a deep blush go across his face and he let out a forced cough. He quickly stand up and excuse himself to the bathroom. You sat there, beer bottle in hand and stared at his retreating figure before he disappeared with the crowd.
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You sat on the bed in the hotel, cleaning a gun when Sam walked into the room with his computer. You smiled and turned to face him completely.
"Hiya Sam," You smile but he just stops in his sport before excusing himself to go outside. You turn to Dean, who was cleaning the other guns, with a confused look.
"He has been acting very strange," You said.
"Sam is always strange, man."
You shook your head and looked down at the guns again before going back to cleaning them. Sam was finding any reason to get away from you and you were getting tired of it. Why was he avoiding you and what had you done to be avoided?
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"Sam, you go with her and I'll go with Cas," Dean said, splitting everyone up to cover more grounds to find the remains of a woman who was taunting the residents in a home.
As Sam and you had walked around the graveyard, you walked in silence. It was quiet and it was every bit of awkward as Sam had not been able to handle being in the same room as you for more than five minutes before he awkwardly stands up and trips over his long legs or when he stutters over his words.
"Hey, Sam?" You ask, and he turns to you but accidentally blinding you with the flash light in his hands.
"I am so sorry, I didn't mean to blind you," He quickly apologized over the mistake and then looked down at his shoes. "What's up?"
"You have been acting weird recently," You start before he interrupts you quickly.
"I have not been acting weird. I just have a lot on my mind," He says with a small smile.
"Yesterday you nearly dropped your computer when you saw me," You giggle.
"You bumped into me," He defended himself.
"Or what about the time that you were trying to explain the micro-organisms that were on lettuce when I asked if you wanted a slice of pie with Dean and I?"
"Okay that was because I wanted a salad," He laughed, bumping into you slightly.
You turned to him and smiled, this tall, strong man was failing at hiding what the true reason behind his actions.
"But then I realized why you were acting this way and I came to conclusion that it was because I called you Sammy."
Just as you said it, he cleared his throat and stumbled from a root.
"I realized that only Dean had called you that and your behavior started when I jokingly called you Sammy which you stumbling and clearing your throat is just proving my theory."
His face was a deep shade of pink and his smile was giving him away. He was just confused how you figured it out. After all, he thought he was hiding it pretty well.
"You are correct. It's just strange hearing it come from someone else other than Dean and I kinda just freaked out. I am just not used to hearing it from a pretty girl either so it was just a surprise," He smiled and then laughed awkwardly.
"You think I'm pretty?" You smile brightly.
"I...I mean yeah. You are like really pretty and I just didn't expect you to call me by my nickname. I have known you since we were like 10 and you had never called me Sammy before so it just threw me for a loop," He says, rubbing the back of his neck.
"Well, for what it counts, I think you are pretty too, Sammy." You smile and his hand reaches out to grab yours.
"Can we get coffee after this hunt?" He asks.
"Are you going to explain how the coffee bean has special organisms on it?"
"No, I won't."
"Because I wouldn't mind if you did," You smile.
Maybe you should start to call him Sammy a lot more often.
#Sam winchester#supernatural#supernatural x reader#supernatural fluff#Sam Winchester fluff#sam Winchester x reader#Sam Winchester x reader fluff
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Burning Protection ( Red haired pirates x Reader)
A/N YOOO ITS BEEN A LONG TIME, IM SORRY IM SORRY IM SORRYY, I came back but I dont think I came back cooking y’all, I swear im going to try to make a dent in the requests soon, I really miss writing but I just got the biggest block, but damn do I miss it.
Reader here is replaced by Dokucha which stands for Reader in japanese
Dividers by @/drinkthesky and @/firefly-graphics
Dokucha Stills at the powerful presence, turning around to spot a red-haired man with a serious expression on his scarred face, similar expressions mirrored on the men behind him.
"Rays of sunshine, the lot of you, aren't you?" They questioned nervously
"Did you burn the Flag?" The man questioned, ignoring their joking statement
"Flag? Buddy, I'm not sure what you're on about."
"That's not what the villagers seemed to say when asked. Everyone said the same thing 'It was the carrying a staff, one that fits the description of the one you are carrying," Hongo piped in, glancing at them and said items
"It could have been someone else carrying a staff. Did you think of that?" They frowned when their jest was received by the first mate pointing his riffle their way
"Stop messing around."
"Alright, Alright, gee, all this over a flag, was it?"
"It might seem like just a flag to you, but that flag provides safety to not only this village but others as well. If I let them get desecrated like this, allies and friends would become targets."
Their eyes harden at his words as they begin to understand the severity of the situation
"I apologize; I was not aware how important this flag was; regardless, I was not lying; I have not burned any flags."
"Are you saying that the dozens of people that pointed us your way are lying?"
"I'm saying that they were wrong, and you are fools to assume the first person to closely meet that description is the person you're looking for; I mean, all you got is the description of a staff, for all you know, someone could have borrowed-" they stopped their rambling as they purse their lips a realization hitting them ,something that was not lost to Shanks
"I didn't burn your flag," they repeated
"But you know who did."
"..."
"You can either tell us now, or we can drag you with us as we find out who It was; we will find eventually," Benn spoke as he lowered his rifle
Dokucha sent a scowl their way, muttering curses under their breath, relaxing after a second and glancing at the men standing in front of them
"Just... a promise must be made that you will not harm them."
"I apologize, but given the circumstances, I cannot promise that; as I said, many people depend on that flag, and the act of burning it down is not only an act against me but of my allies."
"You will understand when you see them; you will also want to avoid violence."
"As I said, I cannot promise anything."
"Just follow me," they sighed, only to be stopped by the sniper as he extended his hands toward them
"We will hold onto that," he said, gesturing to their staff
"Absolutely not!" they growled, holding the staff away from him
"It wasn't a request," Shanks spoke as he approached the two
"We are giving you the benefit of the doubt and not treating you as the culprit of this, but we cannot leave you armed."
"There better not be a single splinter out of place when I get it back," they growl, shoving the staff on Yassop's awaiting hands, who just throws her a grin
"If you do get it back."
"Yo-
"Let's go." Shanks orders, grabbing them by the forearm and pulling them forward as they made their way farther from the village
"Why do you live so far from the village?" Hongo questioned after they had made their way closer to a cottage set apart from the rest of the village
"That's hardly any of your business," they mutter as they unlock the front door once Shanks released his grip on them
"Normally, I would say get comfortable, but I really don't ca-
Their words are promptly interrupted as crashing sounds echoe above them, a scowl growing on their face as the sounds continued
“What is that?” Questioned Limejuice
“That,” they began kicking a nearby bean chair forward
“Is the sound of me being wrong” they finished watching as a child fell seemingly out of nowhere and into the Bean chair
“Han,” they called with a frown on their face
“Hi…” she greeted, a nervous smile on her face
“What did you do?”
“I didn’t do anything…”
“Don’t give me that,” they growled, pinching the child’s cheek
“Here I thought Holl was behind this, but it was you, wasn’t it?
“Ow! That hurts! Listen, I just wanted to practice. How was I supposed to know that it would fire like that?! Everyone started freaking out, so I started freaking out, and I ran!” She cried
They glare at her for a moment longer before they let out a sigh and ruffled her head
“Just tell me next time, yeah? I don’t mind teaching you a few spells; no need to steal my things and sneak out.”
She gives them a nod as she nervously glance at the pirates, who by now had stood and watched the exchange in silence
“Are they going to hurt me?” She whispers
“No, don’t worry about a thing. Your big sibling has this, okay? Can you go prepare Holl something to eat? I'm sure they are hungry.”
They watch the girl nod and scamper
“Well, looks like I am guilty after all,” they sigh
“Our problem is with the kid; she burned the flag; she is the one we have business with.”
“No, your business is with me. That child is under my care, so any kind of retaliation you have to make against the burning of a piece of cloth is done against me, not him.”
Shanks's eyes narrow at their words, the frown on his face growing deeper
“Oi, oi, piece of cloth?!” One of the officers growled
“Is that not what it is? Despite what it stands for, at the end of the day, it is a piece of cloth that just happened to be destroyed under the hands of a child.”
“Yo-
“Dokucha!!” The pirate’s response is quickly cut off as a new voice cuts in as they barge the way into the small cottage
“Dokucha! It’s Holl!”
“What happened?”
“They had another accident; we need your help; they are in a really bad state,” the young man pants out his breaths ragged due to what they could assume was a run all the way to the cottage
Dokucha’s eyes widen at the news
“Han! Come here! We need to go now!” They called As they make a move to follow the man out, only to be stopped by a scabbard; following it Dokucha finds the sheath to be from the Captain
“What the hell are you doing?! Move!” they cried, pushing against the weapon, surprised to find that they could not move it despite it being held by a single hand.
“This matter has not been resolved; the burning of the flag is not something I will take lightly.”
“We can resolve this once I ensure my siblings are alive and well!”
“Then we will go as well; I will not take the chance of you leaving without your comeuppance for what has happened here.”
“I can only transport myself and another person,” they said, gesturing to Little Han at their side
“Walking will take far too long. I‘m telling you, I just want to help my sibling. Once their safety is assured, then I will return. You have my word.”
“Your word hardly means anything to me.”
“Please,” they begged
Shanks watched as they lowered themselves to the ground in a kneel as they begged; the person who was making but a mockery of the flag and the meaning behind it mere seconds ago was now at his feet
“I am begging you, Red hair. My word might not mean anything, but it is all I have; allow me to save my sibling, and then I will return and receive any punishment you deem equal to the destruction of the flag. Just please let me go save them.”
Shanks remains quiet until he extends the staff to them
“She stays; one of my men will go with you instead,” he finally decides
“Tha-
“That is as far as I will go,” he said, interrupting what surely was an attempt to refuse
“Dokucha, it’s okay, I ‘ll stay,” Han speaks as she broke apart from them, taking a step back and closer to the Captain
“It’s my fault this is happening, so please let me do this.”
Dokucha stares at the girl with a frown on their face as they finally make a decision, turning toward her
“I‘ll be back okay? Everything will be okay,” they promise
“I know everything will be okay, because you are here.”
“Hongo, go with them,” Shanks calls
“Aye, Boss”
Shanks holds onto the staff tighter as they make a move to grab it
“Don’t do anything both of us will regret,” he warned as he released his grip, watching as they bowed their head and made their way out, watching as both them and his doctor disappeared before them
Sooo Hi guys 🙊
Yall its been so long I lowkey forgot I formatted these pieces
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Smoker Trail [Aizawa+Smoker!Teen!Reader]
❥Masterlist
Tags: Underage smoking, angst to comfort, implied domestic abuse, Dadzawa
Including: Shota Aizawa, mention of Katsuki Bakugo
word count: 1.3k words
A/n: Im really getting into MHA rn and I will be doing a lot of that now so if you have any request for My Hero, send a request pleaseeee. Enjoy <3
You were standing on the rooftop of the U.A. dorms, leaning against the railing with a lit cigarette between your fingers. You blew out smoke into the night air blissfully unaware of your surroundings. The rest of the class was asleep in their rooms, none would be awake to see you. Suddenly the roof door opens, mid inhale, to reveal your teacher, Mr. Aizawa. You quickly flick the cigarette off the roof and cough the smoke into your jacket.
He turns towards you, “Y/n? Kid, what are you doing up so late?” he says raising an eyebrow.
Fuck, he has awful timing. You were scared by his sudden appearance that the smoke got caught in your throat. “Hi Mr. Aizawa, cough, I was just-, coUGH-, out here for uh, breather, COUGH, COUGH.” You wave him over, trying to play it off as if you just needed some space. But the residual smoke in your lungs made it hard to breathe.
He sighed, shaking his head disappointed. He’s seen this happen before, too many times with students to believe your words. He walks closer to you, still keeping a distance from you.
“Don’t give me that ‘breath of fresh air crap’. Why are you out here? Really?”
“I told you I came out here for some quiet,” You tried to redirect the conversation, “Bakugo was yelling at me for what happened this morning during training.” You say rolling your eyes at the memory. You recall the scruffy blonde yelling at you after a training incident. You were told to destroy your assigned training dummies. But that objective went out the window when you decided to use a new special move you came up with and accidentally knocked out all of yours and Bakugo’smachines in one go.
“Trust me if I didn't take a breather out here, we would be in Principle Nezu's office right now for fighting and property damage,” you said chuckling.
He sighed, looking back at you. "I'm sorry to hear that. Bakugo is hotheaded and I’ll talk to him about it afterward.. But you're not supposed to be out here. It's 1:56 am and you have to get up early in the morning for school."
“Yeah I know, well I should be heading to bed then…” This conversation has gone on for more than you would like, so it's time for you to roll up outta here! “Well, goodnight Mr. Aizawa I will see you in class tomorrow!” You start walking towards the door to leave, “I hope you have a good night and-”
Aizawa stops you by your shoulder, preventing you from leaving. “Hold it kid, you can't pull crap like that on me. Sit back down.” He says gesturing to a metal box next to him
Shit.
You sit your ass back down. You didn’t need to look up at his face to know that he was less than displeased with you. His eyes were practically burning into your head. You haven't seen this side of Aizawa before, and it was scary.
“Now, give me the pack.” he holds his hand out in front of you.
“What do you mean? Mr. Aizawa I-” You try to defend yourself but he cut you off not letting you speak.
“Stop talking hand them over.” You're caught, and you know it. “You're on thin ice kid,”
You fumble threw your pocket trying to find the box, you just finished the pack that night so you weren't worried about losing it. But what did make you worried was the look on Mr. Aizawa's disappointed glare was bad enough as you placed the red box into your teacher's hand.
He takes the box in his hand and places it in his pocket. He moves to lean back on the railing as he looks at you. “Y/n, you know we don’t tolerate this stuff here. I understand training can be tough but you can’t be pulling crap like this.”
“I know,” I say lowering my gaze.
“How long were you even out here?” He questions.
I recall the actions that led me here in my head: Well, I came out here after Bakugo and I had a screaming match, and that was at 10 I think… “Since 10 probably,”
“10...” He groaned and rubbed his nose. “Okay, okay, how do you get your hands on these?”
“I found them..” You lie through your teeth.
“You found them? Hm, you just found cigarettes lying around?” He questions unconvinced by your answer. “Seriously Y/n you’re not gonna get into any more trouble by being honest with me right now. Spill.”
“Well… I'm not lying, I did find them.” You admit shifting uncomfortably in your seat, “They're from my family... they leave the packs lying around and I just steal them when they're not looking.”
Aizawa was beginning to get rather annoyed. He was tired, as were most of the staff, and finding a student on the roof smoking was just the cherry on top. “You know that smoking on campus grounds is punishable by expulsion?” He stated, crossing his arms. A look of fear shot into your eyes. Expulsion?! "And if said family found out you were expelled for this, where would that leave you?"
“I…” you take a moment to think about how angry your father would be if he found out. You don't know what would be worse: if he found out about the stolen cigarettes or the fact that they got you expelled from the top hero school. “Well, I don’t know…”
“You don’t know…” He sounded angry, maybe a little concerned. An awkward silence fell over the two of you until Aizawa spoke again. “Listen, kid, your lucky it was me who found you. Any other teacher would have reported you on the spot. But, I for one, don’t think its fair for a student’s future to fall apart after one mistake. So, I'm giving you one chance to get clean.”
You look up at him with hopeful eyes, “Really?”
“Yeah, you’ve got potential as a hero and a good heart. I’d hate to see it go down the drain. You got one chance to do better or I won't help you the next time you get caught.” After a brief moment of silence, he speaks up again.
“You’ve got a good head on your shoulders kid, use it.”
By this time tears have been threatening to spill from your eyes. You have been feeling so many emotions at one time. You can’t help yourself as you dive to hug Mr. Aizawa.
He jumps a little, taken aback by the sudden affection. “T-thank you Mr. Aizawa,” You're now sobbing into his black shirt as relief washes over you.
He places one arm around you and the other on your head, gently patting it. “Don’t mention it kid..” You both just stay like that for a little bit, him holding you while petting your head. Whilst you calm yourself down. You pull yourself away from the hug wiping your tears, “Seriously though, don’t mention it. This could get both of us kicked out of U.A.” His tone turned more serious.
You let out a little giggle at the sudden change in tone, “Of course Sensei.”
He hums in response, “Tonight I expect you to hand me over any extra pack of these,” he says while tapping the cigarette box in his pocket, “And tomorrow we are going to recovery girl to help heal some of the damage done to your lungs. She owes me a favor so she’ll be discrete about it.”
You nod, “And from now on you have to be on your best behavior and not lie to me anymore, alright?”
“Yes, Sensei,”
“Alright, get back to your room and hand me over any extra packs, and then go to bed. You’ve already lost enough sleep as it is.”
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rosekiller band au microfic pt2
yayyy part 2 is here! (Again if there’s any typos lmk ty)
(also yeah I changed their ages slightly, the skittles r now 23 not 25 what r u gonna do about it?)
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Evan woke up the next morning to the harsh bleep of his phone that always managed to elicit pure terror in his body. He groaned and rolled out of bed. He’d forgotten to turn off the alarm and of course he was awake at six in the fucking morning on a Saturday.
He threw on a dressing gown over his tank top and plaid pyjama bottoms, slipped into his fluffy slippers and trudged to the kitchen for some coffee.
Once he got to the kitchen he saw Dorcas was already sat at the little island she passed him a warm cup of coffee as soon as he sat down. Dorcas had always been the earliest riser of the band, always eager to get ready quickly and get the hell out of the house, he supposed that’s what growing up as the eldest sister to four brothers did to you.
“Heard your alarm go off, figured you’d forgot to turn it off.”
“Dorcas you lifesaver. And I mean seriously a lifesaver, I might have murdered someone without this coffee.”
Dorcas laughed.
“Who?”
Evan rubbed his eyes.
“Barty probably. He’s fucking annoying.”
“Any excuse to get up close to him then more like.”
Evan’s head snapped up.
“What?”
Dorcas rolled her eyes.
“Please you’re shit at hiding it.”
“Don’t know what you’re talking ‘bout Cas.”
Evan mumbled, taking a long drink from his mug.
“Please, save the crap. If you don’t have a crush on him, why do you get so worked up by people calling you a couple. It consumes your every waking thought, now why is that? Tell me.”
“Ughhh I don’t want to think about it.”
He groaned and stared into the brown murky depths of the mug he was cradling close to him.
Dorcas softened.
“Look, Marls and Barty are really close, our next tour stop is London which means she’ll obviously drop by rehearsals. I can get her to ask him if he-“
“He doesn’t.”
Evan ran his thumb over a tiny chip in the ceramic. It was a mug Barty had painted around four years ago, Dora had decided for her sixteenth she wanted to go to a pottery painting place like when they were little. Barty was- honestly pretty shit at painting. The background was covered in vast uneven strokes of black. He’d tried to paint a white ferret on it - ‘Ev this one is for you, if you were any animal I’d say you’d be a ferret.’ - thing is it looked more like a snake with legs that was also, well, a zombie. It was Evan’s most prized possession. He’d be taking it to the grave. He turned it to look inside the handle. Barty had been too lazy to paint that part so instead he’d just written crudely with the brush - ‘B + E forever bitches!’. His eyes crinkled fondly as he read it.
“I just need to get over it.”
His expression hardened and he looked up at Dorcas again.
“Get over what?”
They both turned to find Barty in the doorway. His hair was sticking up in all directions. Fuzzy spikes of green and black. He stretched his arms all the way up as he yawned, flexing his wrist so his ‘SKITTLES’ tattoo was on full display. He had one of Evan’s jumpers on over his pyjama top. Evan really wanted to reach out and hold. Why’d he have to go and look so soft? Wasn’t fucking fair.
“Nothing Jr.”
Barty nodded in response as he padded over and sat himself in the chair next to Evan.
“Why’re you even awake?”
Dorcas asked.
Barty dropped his head down onto the island counter dramatically.
“Forgot to turn off my alarm.”
Dorcas laughed out loud, fully threw her head back and everything.
“Two birds of a fucking stupid feather you two are.”
She got up and put her mug in the sink before heading out of the kitchen. Barty turned his head up to look at Evan as soon as she was gone.
“You don’t have to tell me anything Evan, but if you want to you can. You know that right?”
Barty lifted his head and propped it up on his hand as Evan nodded.
“Yeah. Yeah I know Barty.”
“Good.”
Barty shuffled his chair closer before dropping his head onto Evan’s shoulder and falling quiet. It was instinctual, the way Evan brought his arms up around him. After a few moments he looked down though, Barty was suspiciously silent.
“Bee?”
He whispered.
“M’awake. You’re just comfy Ev. You’re really good at hugs.”
Might be ‘cause I was built to hold you.
Damn that’s a fucking stupid thing to say. Fuck I’ve turned into Reg whenever he’s around James.
Yeah Evan needed to get over this like fucking yesterday.
•••
Barty breathed in deeply, face buried in the crux of Evan’s neck. He couldn’t help it really. Evan smelled like home. Probably a creepy thing to say, oh well wasn’t like he said it out loud. Evan was home though, plain and simple.
He didn’t want to move, probably ever. Still eventually as the rest of the group came pattering into the kitchen and things got livelier he had to shift away.
•••
They got on the train at noon, ready to head to London. Evan took the window seat watching as the city turned to rolling hills turned to city again. Barty kept sneaking glances over at him, wasn’t really sure what he was looking for honestly but-
“What?”
Evan asked finally, tone irritated.
“Nothing, just bored.”
“Oh um-“
Evan glanced around, he and Barty were in a two seater while the rest of the band sat around the table in front of them, chatting animatedly.
“S’fine Ev, not anything you can do about it, I’m gonna be bored till we get off this bloody train. Fucking buzzing.”
“Excited for tomorrow then yeah?”
Barty turned to him with shining eyes.
“D’you remember when we were eighteen? First time at the O2 for a concert? Fuck d’you remember seeing it like that, covered in all the lights ‘n shit. Eventim Apollo doesn’t even compare.”
Evan chuckled. They’d gone to the O2 for the first time June 2019 to see a concert when Evan was still in his backstreet boys phase, something no one was allowed to talk about now under any circumstances.
“D’you remember what you said to me?”
•••
“Look at that stage Ev. Imagine playing there. For all these people.”
Evan turned to Barty and ruffled his hair.
“One day Bee, we’ll be playing here. I promise you yeah? We’ll be playing here and it’ll all the fucking sold out.”
“You think?”
•••
“Yeah. Yeah I do.”
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AHHH I HOPE U LIKED ITTTT (idk when part 3 will be coming but hopefully soon <333333)
#Me and my old black biro#marauders#dead gay wizards#harry potter marauders#marauders era#marauders fandom#rosekiller fanfic#rosekiller microfic#rosekiller#rosekiller fluff#rosekiller fanfiction#evan x barty#barty crouch junior#barty crouch jr#barty being barty#evan rosier x barty crouch jr#barty crouch jr x evan rosier#evan rosier#trans evan rosier#dorcas meadowes#pandora rosier#regulus black#slytherin skittles#slytherin#band au#modern au#theyre idiots your honor#theyre so silly#theyre so cute#theyre in love your honor
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☄. *. ⋆ Tartarus Trips Pt 2 | Akihiko x Reader
Summary: Reader and Aki have been secretly seeing each other for a couple of weeks, however things get tense during a trip to Tartarus. Part 1
a/n: Long awaited part 2! First time writing smut so lmk if I can work on anything :3
cw: Make out, a lot of foreplay, thigh riding if you squint, oral sex (m and f receiving), fingering, unprotected sex (wrap it before you tap it!!!), confessions.
╭── ⋅ ⋅ ── ✩ ── ⋅ ⋅ ──╮
You and the rest of S.E.E.S eventually made it back to the dorms, spending the whole journey thinking about Aki’s offer. ‘Come to my room tonight.’
Was he asking you to spend the night with him? Did he realise that you were falling for him? Your little ‘relationship’ had only started a couple weeks ago and was more so fuelled by mutual attraction than anything else. The pair of you knew how attracted you were to each other, and you both accepted that. So why did your fling feel like so much more after you had gotten hurt?
As soon as you got back to the dorms, you freshened up and headed to his room. As you entered the room, the familiar scent of his cologne greeted you, reminding you of how much you missed him. The door swung shut behind you, causing Akihiko to turn around from his desk and immediately walk towards you. “Hey” he said softly, looking into your eyes, he could sense you were nervous. “Are you feeling okay? I’m sorry if i was a lil’ hard on you today.” You shook your head, giving him a small smile before walking towards him, wrapping your arms around his neck “No, no. Its fine. I understand, you were worried.” You moved closer to him, his breath fanning your face. “Besides… I think i kinda liked that side of you” you spoke, voice low and suggestive, sending shivers down his spine as you ran your fingers across his chest, teasingly caressing the defined muscles.
”Really? i might have to discipline you more often.” Akihiko teased. You looked up at him through your eyelashes, a grin forming on your lips as he leaned down and captured your lips in a heated, longing kiss, his tongue lining your bottom lips as he deepened the kiss. You moaned into his mouth, pressing harder against him as you both tried to get closer to each other, but it wasn’t enough. You broke apart for a few seconds, breathing heavily as he trailed kisses down your jawline, stopping in the middle of your neck, sucking gently at the sensitive skin. As you let out a small noise, you could feel him smiling against your skin. He nipped at the spot slightly and let his teeth graze over the skin as a silent warning, before pulling away. You whimpered quietly at the sudden loss of contact. “What? Did i hurt you?” He asked, looking genuinely concerned “No… No, it tickled a bit…” you replied, laughing as he moved off you. He placed a soft kiss on your forehead, before grabbing your hand, leading you towards his bed.
Akihiko took a seat, guiding you to straddle his lap, he gently cupped your face in his hands. His eyes locked with yours “Can i tell you something?” He murmured, his voice low. You nodded silently, your eyes flickering nervously between his eyes, and his lips. His thumbs running along your cheeks. “Seeing you get hurt back there… it made me realize that I cant lose you again. I can’t risk losing anyone ever again”. He had a sad look in his eyes, which you instantly recognised as the, ‘Iloveyouandidontwantotloseyou’ expression he had whenever something bad happened to you. “Aki…” you whispered. Your hands resting on his shoulders “...i don’t know what exactly is going on with us right now, but…” you paused, inhaling sharply as your eyes flickered between his “...but i don’t want you to worry about losing me again. Not when things have been going so well between us”. His eyes widened slightly at your confession, a soft blush spreading on his cheeks. His grip on your waist tightened briefly, “Im glad you feel the same way.” He muttered. Your heart fluttered. You leant forward, capturing his lips in an enthusiastic kiss. He wrapped his arms around you tightly, kissing you back just as intensely as you did him. His fingers playing with the strands of hair at the base of your neck.
His tongue glided smoothly along yours as he deepened the kiss, moving his hands down your body until they reached your hips. He gripped them gently, bringing you close, your legs wrapped around his sides. His mouth left a trail of wet kisses from your lips, to your jaw, your neck, all the way down to your collarbone. You could feel his heart beat rapidly against your chest, a sign that he was just as excited as you were. He stopped abruptly, pulling away slightly, still holding you tight against him. Your gaze was locked with his, your hearts pounding fast against your chests. He stared deeply into your eyes for a moment before breaking the silence, saying your name. His voice was almost breathless
“Do you want this?”
He whispered into your ear, causing goosebumps to erupt across your body at the sound of his voice. It sent tingles up and down your spine. The feeling was so foreign, yet so familiar. A sensation you had felt countless times before. And you wanted it more than anything. You looked deep into his eyes and nodded softly, a small smile playing on your lips. “I do.” Your eyes drifted shut as you kissed him again. His lips were soft and sweet, but there was something else. Something new underneath the sweetness. His hand travelled down your body,
his fingers grazing along the skin as they went down until finally his palm was resting upon the inside of your thigh, gently caressing you, sending waves of pleasure throughout your body. You moaned softly against his lips, trying to pull him even closer to you. It felt good, yet at the same time you wanted needed him on a deeper level. You needed to be inside of him. You broke off the kiss suddenly, looking at him with wide eyes. Your eyes traveled slowly from his eyes down to his mouth where your gaze lingered before returning to his eyes, your body started giving into this new found lust, as you grinded against his thighs, trying desperately to find friction against the heat building between your legs. You whimpered, whilst you couldn't stop yourself from grinding against his crotch, he groaned in response, leaning forward until your foreheads were touching. “Are you sure?” He asked, barely above a whisper. You nodded eagerly, a blush creeping over your face.
Your eyes met his once more, his hands cupping yours as you moved them to grasp the front of his shirt. He tugged it upwards, revealing his toned torso where the frequent training clearly paid of. Your hands slid further down, finding their way to the waistband of his sweatpants, you both pulled off your clothes, tossing them to the floor and immediately taking you back into another kiss. This time it was more passionate. The kiss became heated. His hands started tracing every inch of skin he could reach. Every dip, every bump and curve of flesh made him harder against you, he was getting desperate to be inside of you. He pulled the top of your panties, pushing them past your hips. They pooled around your feet. Swiftly removing your bra, you felt were naked in his presence. You were vulnerable and exposed, but that didn't stop you from feeling giddy with desire. He pulled of his boxers, exposing his large erection, hard enough that it almost stood upright. You moaned quietly when it touched your stomach, feeling its roughness against your skin, the warmth radiating from his cock caused goosebumps to rise along your arms. “You’re beautiful…” Aki whispered as he admired your body, placing a gentle kiss to your shoulder, trailing down, pausing when he reached your breast. You moaned and arched your head back. You were so turned on, you had never experienced this sort of excitement before. You felt the need to touch him, to taste him. You reached out, your hands moving through the hair at the back of his head, pulling him towards you as your lips crashed together, a tongue thrusting forward as your hands gripped his shoulders tightly, pulling him impossibly closer, as if you would disappear if you didn’t hold onto him. He continued kissing you hungrily as his hands moved to your heat, his fingers grazing your clit gently before sliding up the side of your body. Your moan was louder now, it filled the bedroom. You pulled his head closer to yours, your hand coming up to cup his cheek, while he continued to kiss you intensely, not letting you break away. You gasped for air when he moved his mouth from yours, trailing kisses to your jawline, and eventually to your neck. You bit your lip as he continued sucking, nipping at it lightly. “I want you,” you said as he pulled his mouth from your shoulder, placing one last peck right below your ear, before moving back to your lips. You pushed your body forward and he eagerly welcomed you, “Let me return the favour” You smirked at the boxer, gently pushing him onto his mattress. Akihiko laid beneath you, his strong arms resting by your sides.
Your hands made their way to his throbbing cock, gliding your thumb over his sensitive pink tip. Akihiko let out a quiet moan, your grip driving him insane, making him weak. His hips rose slightly as your finger slipped down to stroke him. A low growl escaped his lips. He grabbed your wrist and guided your hand up and down his cock, his eyes locking with yours as your fingertips pressed against him. You stroked him again, and you heard Akihiko curse quietly as you added pressure to your ministrations. You enjoyed seeing him like this - vulnerable and full of passion, it was the most arousing thing you'd ever seen. But, you knew better. You knew what he was capable of. A wave of confidence came over you, as you sunk your head down to take his cock in your mouth. You lapped at it softly at first, savouring the salty taste. His hands gripping onto you tightly. He let out a soft moan of pleasure, the vibrations running through both of you as you sucked him fully in your mouth, your tongue swirling around it, teasing and stroking it playfully. You hummed quietly as you worked him over, his moans turning into soft pants as you teased him with your mouth. “You're so gorgeous. You know that?” He groaned. You smiled against his shaft, the vibrations against your throat sending shivers through your body. A moan escaped your lips as he started lightly pumping his hips into your mouth faster, his dick twitching in your mouth, moaning your name, increasing his pace until he came inside your mouth. You moaned in satisfaction as you swallowed him, loving the way his cum coated the roof of your mouth. He laid underneath you, gasping harshly for air as he tried to catch his breath. Slowly lifting your head up, his breathing slowed significantly and you grinned up at him. He looked down at you and placed a small kiss on your forehead. Your giggles filled the room, his chuckling following shortly after, “That was amazing. you are seriously good at that.” Akihiko complimented you, his cheeks turning a dark red colour. “But i think there’s something I owe you.” He continued smiling mischievously at you, raising himself on his elbows, “Oh yeah?” you asked with a small smirk.
Using his strength, Aki gripped your waist and flipped your body onto the bed. This time he was on top of you, and had full control. You wrapped your legs around his middle as you lifted your face up towards him, staring deeply into his eyes. His expression was intense, he wasn’t going to miss any opportunity. He lowered his mouth onto yours once more, his tongue flicking across your lower lip, begging to entrance it. When you opened your mouth, he slid his tongue in effortlessly, his tongue circling around yours, causing you to moan quietly. Your hands found their way to his chest, carressing his sculptured abs. His chest rose and fell as he breathed heavily, his hand moved downwards slowly, stopping just short of your core. He stared intently at you, waiting to see how badly you wanted to feel his fingers inside of you. Finally deciding it was safe, he inserted his fingers into your core. You could no longer contain your moan of pleasure, your hips rocking against his hand as you closed your eyes, allowing him to feel the intense sensation his touch brought. A soft smile played across his lips as he noticed the reaction he elicited from you, knowing full well what would happen if he added another touch. He pushed his fingers in deeper, enjoying each thrust that came forth with his touch. “Aki! Please!” He chuckled softly at your plea, pulling his fingers out, and grasped his cock instead. Aligning himself with your entrance, rubbing his cock along your folds, teasing your wetness. “Please Aki...I need you.” You pleaded again, arching your back upwards, wanting more of his touch.
His grip tightened on his cock, “Tell me when to stop baby.” He muttered softly as he leaned down to place a feather light kiss along your breasts before lowering himself, entering you completely. Immediately releasing a moan from your lips. He was slow, trying to adjust his length to you perfectly. He paused a few moments as he adjusted to fit you comfortably in his grasp. His movements picked up speed as you both moaned in unison, filling the room with a deep rhythmic beat, your fingernails gripping into him desperately, making him whine in pleasure and pain. His movements became more rapid as his thrusts became even deeper, hitting just the right spot, causing you to moan loudly, your walls contracted around his pulsing dick. “A-Aki!” You moaned his name dangerously loud, his hand quickly went to cover your mouth, the thought of the rest of your dorm hearing you sounded absolutely mortifying, “Shhh.” He hushed, whilst tucking a strand of hair against your ear. His thrusts grew stronger as you moaned into his hand. You gripped onto his shoulders, his hair tickling your neck. His thrusts grew more forceful, faster, each time he hit your clit harder, faster, making your inner muscles tighten as they squeezed his cock. “God you feel so good.” Aki mumbled under his breath before slamming his hips into yours, sending ripples of ecstasy throughout your body. He was close, so very close. It took everything in him to keep his self control. You were trembling, feeling your orgasm coming upon you, the tremors becoming stronger as he continued thrusting inside you. You whimpered, grabbing his shoulders desperately. He could tell by the way you cried out his name that you felt it too, as your pussy clenched around his cock. The boxer grunted deeply as he felt your body start shaking, your walls clenching tightly around him. Aki moaning your name hoarsely, as he finally let go of all restraint and came inside you, filling you up with his seed. Your walls were still tight as you continued to cry out his name in ecstasy, your eyes rolling back as you reached a new high. Your legs shook wildly around him, the tension leaving your body almost as suddenly as it had come. Aki wrapped his arms around you, holding onto you protectively as your body relaxed and trembled. His breathing quickened slightly. “I’m not going anywhere Aki.” You reassured him whilst planting small kisses all over his face. “Not after you saved my life and gave me an orgasm” You giggled, a heavy pink blush flushed his cheeks before he lowered his head to kiss you tenderly. The pair of you broke apart and rested your foreheads together, sighing in contentment.
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Why did i kiss him of all people?!
Ran Haitani x Gn!Reader
wc: 1k
You pull him by his shirt towards you. You put your lips against his. To be fair he didnt push you away. It seemed like he was enjoying it. He wrapped his arms aroud your waist and pulled you closer to him. He was suprisingly a good kisser. He had such soft lips. Ok this kiss is lasting too long. You can pull away now Y/n hahaha... You started running out of breath so you pulled away.
Then you notice who you just (almost made out with) kissed . The older Haitani brother. Ran fucking Haitani. Not only was he the hottest guy in your school he was also probably the scariest. He used to rule the entire of Roppongi with his younger brother and he went to juvie when he was 14 for murdering someone. He is also in a gang which isnt supring at all. Youre going to die. You will be murdered by him and his gang. Might as well start writting your goodbye letters
"Do you just kiss random guys all the the time or am I just lucky?" He gave you an amused smirk. His lazy lilac eyes staring at you.
"Oh my god im so sorry I just panicked" You wanted to run away so badly. Why would you even do this? Just to make your ex jealous? You saw them in the hallway behind you. But they werent there anymore. Its as if they just disappeared.
"So you kiss people when you panic?" He started laughing. You ran away quickly. You even forgot your book on your desk but you didnt care. All you wanted to do was go home and cry.
You were doing your homework but you kept getting notifications. So you decide to check your phone. And you see 100+ messages from your friend gc. You thought that some fight happend or one of your friends bf dumped them. But when you read one message you notice that its talking about you? All of the messages were about you.
"WHATT Y/N SINCE WHEN WERE U AND RAN HAITANI DATING??"- "Y/N YOU DIDNT TELL ME, YOUR BSF THAT YOU ARE DATING THE HOTTEST GUY IN OUR SCHOOL?"- "Is it true that both of you were making out in the hallway?"
You were so confused but then you noticed that someone probably saw you with him and now the entire school thinks you and Haitani are dating. What now? You cant go back to school? Oh my god why didnt Haitani just kill me when I kissed him. You finished your homework and went to sleep immediately after completing them. You started praying that you wouldnt wake up the next morning.
Sadly you didnt die in your sleep. And your parents forced you to school. You just hoped that the rumour didnt spread around the entire school. Maybe they just forgot about what happned. Maybe Haitani forgot you kissed him
Nope you were wrong. Everyone knew. It was pretty obvious. You take one step into your classroom and the entire class goes silent and just stares at you.
"Omg Y/n why didnt you tell me? I thought I was your best friend how could you not tell me about you and the older Haitani???" You friend put her hands on your shoulder and started shaking you aggressively
"Careful or your going to kill the poor girl. " Your other friend walked up to you and looked at you with her arm crossed "But she is right Y/n how could you not tell us?!"
"Uh well you see.." You didnt want to lie to them. They were your best friends after all but the truth is just .. sad.. "Yeah you see I saw my ex in the hallway yesterday and I paniced since I want to seem like im so over him even though im not over him at all so i kissed the first guy i see and that turns out to be Ran Haitani and now everyone thinks we are dating" Luckily someone interupted you before you could say anything stupid.
"Is Y/n L/n in this class?" A guy with red hair sticked his head out of the door frame.
You walk towards him "Uh yeah im her. Do you need anything?"
"Well.." the guy had a big grin on his face "Your boyfriend wants to talk to you. He is wating for you at the roof top" He said in probably one of the most annoying voices ever
Everyone heared what the red head said. They started being so loud and all of them came over to you and started asking you questions about your "boyfriend"
After struggling to leave the room because of the crow you finally succeeded. Am i actually going to go talk to him? Im going to get myself killed. You didnt want to talk to him at all. What fi he was planning on killing you or what if he has a girlfriend and she wants to have a "nice chat" with you. Your head kept coming up with worse scenarios one after other. But you decided to face your fear and talk to him.
When you first get to the roof top you see him. You can never get over the way he looks. He is so fucking attaractive any girl would fall for him easily exept you. Or thats atleast what you tried to convince yourself. Its not like you liked him but just his lilac tired looking eyes. His long balck and blonde hair...
"You can keep staring all you want doll" You didnt even notice you were staring at him and wait did he just call you doll?
"What do you want." You keep your head down looking at your feet not being able to look him in the eyes
"You think you can just kiss me and get away with it?" He lift your head up with his index and middle finger. "Look at me"
The way his lips move. Those are the lips you kissed. the soft lips.
"Why are you so focused on my lips? Hm?" he laughs and wraps and arm around your waist and pulls you close "Do you want me to kiss you? "
"N-no!" you started shaking your head. But in reality you really wanted him to kiss you again. Just once.
"How about I take you out tonight hm? what do you say about that" You only nod as a respose. He lets go and takes out his phone "This is my phone number"
You type the phone number into your contacts and you say goodbye to him and by saying goodbye I mean running away covering your face.
As soon as you get home you go to your toom and scream into your pillow. Kicking your feet up and down. Then you got the message
"send me your adress so I can pick you up"
you took your phone and held it close to your heart.
made with love by Conan <3
#ran haitani#tokyo revengers x reader#tokyo revengers#tokrev#tokyo revngers ran#ran haitani x reader#tokrev x reader
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Could you do an Olivia Benson/daughter reader or Olivia Benson/ (romantic) reader?(or Arizona Robbins.)The topic being ED if you're comfortable with it! Maybe Olivia catches on a little late that y/ns been restricting/falling into an eating disorder and confronts/comforts them about it!!
Okay so technically I haven’t written anything exactly in this vein BUT we’re gonna try it and see what you think… also thanks for the idea and ofc it’s with the one and only Olivia Benson.
Pairing: Olivia Benson x Fem!reader (romantic)
Summary: you get the memo from above… though I wrote more as she catches early on BUT the reader has already started to cement in her ways.
******************************************************** 76 hours had gone buy…
76 hours of tears and frustration, tired eyes and strained muscles…
76 hours of phone calls and case files, pictures and reports scattered on the desks before you…
Olivia smiled sympathetically at the sight before her, you were sat at your desk head leaned forward onto your arms that were crossed shielding your face as you slept, case files lay flustered around you…
This case was taking its toll and she could tell, you weren’t sleeping right, waking up at night, tossing and turning in bed, you were determined and that meant that you probably weren’t taking care of yourself either and it killed her to see you like that…
You felt as a hand softly rubbed your back, pulling you back to reality, you sat back slowly rubbing tired eyes.
“Olivia… Hey…” you said, blinking the sleep out of your eyes as you squinted up at her. She looked down at you and smirked slightly seeing the redness in your eyes, she knew you were exhausted.
“Love I think it’s time…”
“for?” You asked.
“for us to go home…”
“I-I can’t I’m so close…”
“Y/N you’re exhausted…”
“I’m fine…”
“No you’re not you’re exhausted…”
“Olivia…”
“Okay, then when’s the last time you showered or even ate…”
“What?”
“Y/N I don’t think I’ve seen you take one bite since the start of this case…”
“and what’s that matter to you?!”
she looked at you pain plaguing her features.
“how long has it been going on?”
“what?”
“how lo mg have you been struggling with eating?”
“I don’t know, why?” You said rubbing your hands angrily over your face.
“It’s not healthy, beating your body up like this is not good for you.”
“and how would you know what’s good for me?” You said pointedly. Immediately she drew back and you realized what you had said.
“Because I love you… even when you treat me like that… I still love you.” She said and turned towards her office.
“wait im sorry… i didn’t mean it… I-I just want to figure this out…”
“I know and that’s what makes you a great agent but you’re no good to anyone if you don’t take care of yourself.”
“I-I ca-can’t…” you said tears starting to run down your face. She came back towards you and pulled you into a hug, you stood sobbing in her arms… all the frustration and anger the fear and worry, it all hit you at once and you just let it out in her arms.
“Y/N I love you no matter what you know that and I will stand by you and help you but I can’t watch you kill yourself over this job… I will fight for you but if this has been going on for awhile then we need to get you help.”
“I don’t need…”
“Y/N please…” you looked up into her eyes as she studied your features and slowly but surely you nodded in agreement.
“okay, but…”
“I’ll walk through this with you… all of it, I love you Y/N.”
“I love you to.” You says and you leaned up to kiss her, to during the night Busch at your house talking to her and explaining everything, she helped to get through it and thankfully stuck by your side through the good and bad days… never once making you question if she would leave.
#x yn#eating disoder trigger warning#trigger warning ed#law and order svu#svu x reader#olivia benson x reader#olivia benson#l&o svu#x reader
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3rd times the charm (writing this i lost what i wrote 2 times already) questions/related for/to goldilocks bill
1 is mabel adhd and or some neurodivergent cuz of hw/grade thoughts/feeling /comments made/referenced and was this me being delusional/implied and will only be implied in the story/foreshadow something or just
2 can bill hid his cycle long term and who restocks mables pads cuz if its her what does she think of a huge chunk going missing and if not how long and with mable in ca and melody maybe moving out what would he do what are his thoughts on having to ask for menstrual products like asking would be humiliating on a scale of 1 to 10 who would he ask most to least likely what beliefs/knowledge/feeling do the other characters have on periods
3 would he have any thoughts/preference on different menstrual products like pads/tampons/cups/other items i don't know or it the theme/art the only difference
4 sorry if this is gross (S&P would never approve) but would bill if he had period blood at the time gone for round 3 of battle of hygiene used the period blood like his stink and the sink incident as bargaining/negotiations chips for something cuz i hate how messy period blood is in my experience and just experience with so many peoiple being so repulsed by it (would he possibly think its funny like blood haha and the blood clots like slipe)
5 why did he get one so soon like his body is 2 weeks old ( i think i'm bad with time(time is and illusion anyway)) but anxiety, depression, sudden weight loss/gain, being under/over weight, extreme exercise, and poor nutrition are some of the relevant things that can make you miss your period and bills got oodles of poor nutrition depression anxiety and maybe (going on only sooses comment so far) sudden weight loss (for me just eating 2 to 1 meals (1 school lunch the other fast food) a day for a long time meant i didn't get a period for like 6 months) but is it the fact it's so new and axolotl set to easy thats he got one (also i don't mean to be rude i have no knowledge of what you do/dont know about periods and stuff)
6 for the kryptos gang Maybe when the accident happens bill rips holes in the dimension of accident and only they are lucky/unlucky enough to fall and get translated though not knowing it was bill and not in bills view/doesn't know/thinks that killed them? And end up stranded in an extremely unknown place worried about the shit going down in the dimension and latter get rumors it was destroyed and they grieve But that way bill is alone in the aftermath and people spread no survivors present and these shapes are standed he meets/collects them that way he can promise them something better would them not knowing erase or amplify the guilt or would them know bill did it make more sense sorry if this is bad i know that i don't articulate myself well disclaimer i have not read the book of bill (im :,( broke rn).i have seen some of the website but would this work with cannon and your story i also don't know how the dimension stuff would go would they up or down a dimension maybe the axolotl translated them cuz reason idk or bill accidently did it when the holes ripped open
god that's a lot of text to lose twice I'm so sorry lmao
1. Yes, I write Mabel as ADHD. I don't know if it will ever be directly stated in the fic, primarily because I doubt she's gonna get a diagnosis; but I'm drawing on the experiences of family, friends, & myself to write her.
2. Mabel thinks "hmmm... I used those a lot faster than I expected... but I've been using these less than a year, maybe I just don't have a good sense of how fast I use them yet."
Bill wouldn't consider asking for them any more or less humiliating than having to ask his captors for food access, shower access, or sunlight access. He has no taboos or shame associated with bleeding out of a hole for most of a week, being ashamed of that is a human cultural thing; but he is consistently humiliated by needing to ask his captors to please let him have the basic resources he needs for his stupid body maintenance.
But remember he just got a room with a fridge and permission from Soos to stick whatever he wants on the household grocery list. He doesn't need to specifically ask his captors for period supplies. He can just... put it on the grocery list. Now it's Soos's problem. Maybe Abuelita's, I feel like she might prefer to do the shopping if it's not too strenuous for her yet.
3. Tampons can kill you so Bill thinks humans are pretty dumb to use them. He doesn't much care beyond that. He's used exactly one product.
4. I can't think of a reason he wouldn't but I'm not interested in exploring weaponized hygiene more than I already have.
5. He's been in his body over five weeks. He got the one period he's had so far almost 4 weeks in, giving him a cycle only slightly longer than average. (Even if he HAD gotten one two weeks in—how do you know his body wasn't just created already halfway through a cycle?) He's had a shit month but he started off in good enough health for it not to immediately matter and the shittiest most physically & mentally grueling part of the month (the eclipse + execution) came after he'd bled.
6. begs a lot of questions—"how" "why them" "where were they" "why didn't Bill find out sooner" "why DID he find out". Doesn't feel airtight enough to me. Plus, I already know EXACTLY how Bill's dimension is destroyed, and random rips in the dimension aren't part of it.
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sorry im just gonna rant about how much ash and goh care for each other bc its worth making a post for 🥺🥺🥺🥺
ENTER SUICUNE EPISODE!!!!!! (literally a fav)
"you gotta protect suicune now!"
goh totally knows that but OH MY GOOSSSSH he just cannot bear leaving ash im telling you my boy hesitates for like 5 seconds before agreeing (reluctantly) 🥰
HELLO ATTENTION PPL PROTECTIVE BOYFRIEND PROTECTIVE BOYFRIEND AAAA
sobble hanging on for dear life
"Just stay safe Ash...PLeAsE"
ok im sorry the music in the background in the dub made this 10x more dramatic than it had to be but AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW 🥺 goh crushing hard like his usual self (stop he cares toomuchh) never fails to make me ignore how horrific the dub can be sometimes (COUGH THE SLOWPOKERAPEPSIODE-)
Okay so one thing thsts sweet is bc of the whole aura bond between lucario and ash, when lucario looks angry at the hunters which ofc he rightfully should be, it shows how ash is kind of feeling the same
and i was wondering if he was also thinking about goh whilefeeling this way and-
"Oh man, i hope Goh's okay"
stop WHENEVER ASH ACTS LIKE THIS I LITERALLY CA N N OT
i am telling you rn this is too cute the way they care for each other is beyond me at the moment hold on for a sec
STOPPP MY HEARTT 🥺😭
me when i hear 'pikachu use quick attack'
SAMEEEE GOH WHEHEHHEHEHEH here he comes
"GOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH"
then he hs to top it off with "....are you alright?" 🥰
bro ash literally BOLTS TO HIM SCREAMING HIS NAME FOR LIKE 4SECONDSSS, go and look i counted and now im also sobbing
the duo of all time put your hands together 🥺✨💅🏼
YESS GOH PROTECTIVE BOYFRIEND GOALLSSS 😭😭😭
OOO heres some extra BLUSHY BLUSHYYY 🥰❤
ok stop this episode was packed full of satogou for everyone to notice how have i only done this now
(oh ive been away for so long...thats why 💀)
#pokemon anime#ash ketchum#goh pokemon#satogou#pokemon goh#firstfriendshipping#anipoke#i miss them#pokemon journeys#ash x goh#i love them!!
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Propaganda why Dean Winchester is insufferable:
Really mean to Cas (called him a child, zero respect for him, calls him family and casts him out when the angels are looking for him), and an absolute dick to Jack (threatening to kill him CONSTANTLY)
>Was a misogynist (loved to call women skanks, bitches, hoes)
>Used gay as an insult multiple time during the show's run (idc if he's gay an homophobic, that's still insulting)
>Beat up his brother for being possessed
>Beat up his brother for losing his soul (not his brother's fault)
>Used dubious consent to get his brother possessed in a different unrelated possession incident after possession was being used (badly...this is supernatural after all) as a metaphor for SA
>Threatened to murder his brother when he was hallucinating (yay we aren't ableist)
>Locked a child up in a box
>Threatened to kill the child he locked up in a box
>Made a creepy, sexual comment about a barely-legal high school girl
>Got the woman and kid he was living with memory-wiped
misogynistic scumbag. theres also a few different times that dean finds teenagers sexy with the most recent and prominent example that i can recall being the scooby doo crossover episode in season 13 where hes super into daphne who in the version they chose for the episode is 15-16 and is interacting with her as if shes a real person cause they got magicked into the episode. he treats everyone around him like shit and the only time the narrative agrees that thats a bad thing is when he has the mark of cain put on him and hes acting no differently than he does usually its just now acknowledged that hes treating others like shit. ive been rewatching the show for shits and giggles with a friend and wow he really does not treat anyone well but i wanna focus on how he treats sam for a second cause dude's hobby seems to be ignoring what his brother wants and lying to sam about doing stuff that directly concerns him the demon blood and souless things are reasonable cause those were both Bad for sam but theyre still part of a wider pattern and the most prominent example of this being when dean tricks sam into letting gadreel possess him and actually gaslights sam about it with the whole ordeal ending when its revealed gadreel lied about who he was and while possessing sam murders a friend of theirs. his voice is just also stupid as fuck im sorry this is just petty but he just sounds like hes trying so hard to be gruff n intimidating but he just sounds like a kid pretending to be batman
Dean’s list of sins is crazy long because of how long the show ran, but the key thing for me is that post-locking Sam in the bunker (season 4 I think?), I just can’t enjoy their relationship anymore. I normally love their sibling dynamic, but Dean’s ultimate worst past-the-point-of-no-return moment for me was demonizing (pun intended) his little brother for being “addicted” to demon blood, which only happened because of a series of events that were either Dean’s or someone else’s fault, not Sam’s. I also really dislike how the fandom treats Dean like this angel (pun intended) who has done no wrong and even tries to justify the MULTIPLE times he’s beaten up and otherwise abused his little brother. Canon Dean is like the polar opposite of fanon Dean: he’s homophobic and racist (jokes about a Black man being sexually assaulted in prison), misogynistic (take a shot every time he calls a woman a slur and you’ll die of alcohol poisoning), and abusive.
Propaganda why the Tenth Doctor is insufferable:
They’re so *edgy*
That one time he committed a genocide by drowning the last children of a near-extinct species (Racnoss) because their mother was evil. The closest anyone ever got to calling him out on it was when Donna noted that his take on a *different* set of weird alien babies (the Adipose) was a lot nicer than last time.
A combination of hypocrisy, sanctimony, and an equally insufferable fanbase. And the dissonance between what he actually does and how the narrative presents it.
#dean winchester#supernatural#the tenth doctor#doctor who#insufferable protagonist poll#insufferable protagonist tournament#tournament poll
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omg!! can u plz write anything abt john bender 🙏🙏 there r like no fics of him im in the trenches out here. THANK U😁
Of course!!! This is my first one, I hope you like it! Sorry if it's not the best!
John Bender X Reader
(warnings: briefly mentions abusive parents)
Today has been the worst. I got up at 2 am and couldn't go back to sleep. I was looking forward to having my morning coffee to keep me awake but, no, the coffee maker was broken. I thought surely that would be it but when I got to school I was quickly proven wrong... We had a math test. Great. All day I was looking forward to seeing my boyfriend, John Bender, but my mom told me no one could come over since I had an F in science.
My mental health has already been plummeting. This is just great. I currently am sitting in my room, crying on my bed and reading my Bible, it's comforting. I gently put it down on my nightstand and stare at the ceiling. I think and think, trying to find anything to look forward to, but it's getting difficult. I stand up with a groan. Everything looks so dull. It's funny how a couple tiny things going wrong can impact someone's day so much, especially when they were already feeling terrible. I pick up my telephone and dial Bender's number and it rings.
"Hello?" I can hear his dad in the background yelling with his friend about something. I hear a couple of things about Bender from his dad. He must've been mad at him
"Um. Hi, Bender we can't hang out tonight.." I utter with a hint of anxiety in my voice. He doesn't pick up on it, he has always struggled to sense emotion over the telephone.
"What do you mean? Come on, y/n. I was really counting on you. My dad has been freaking out over everything all day. This is ruining my night." I know he wasn't purposefully trying to guilt trip me, he just does it subconsciously. I understand why he would be counting on me and why he would want to come over. I feel guilty, which makes me feel even worse.
"I'm sorry, John. My mom said we can't tonight. I wish you could come over. I miss you so much. I've been having a bad day too, not as bad as yours though-" He interrupts.
"I'm sorry. Let's not compare bad days, okay? Lay down. I'll be there in a minute." His voice is oddly gentle. I feel comforted for a second before I'm flooded with confusion.
"My mom said no, John-"
"Honey, I'll be there."
He hangs up. I feel panicked. My mom is not gonna be happy if he shows up. She's gonna think I didn't tell him. She's gonna tell me I did it on purpose... Great. She's gonna send him home and I'm gonna be in trouble. I flop on to my bed and let out a noise of frustration, I don't know who or what I'm angry at, I just feel angry. I hear a light knock on my window... You've got to be kidding me. I stand up and tiptoe hastily to the window. When I open it I see Bender, his medium brown hair is getting blown in his face as he frantically tries to pry open the window from the outside. I chuckle and open it. He slides in. His hair is messy and he is glaring.
"Took you long enough. I could've been blown down and killed!" I hug him. He hesitates. He huffs and hugs me back.
"I'm glad you're here. But I don't want to get in trouble." I look down, I feel my anxiety getting worse and worse. My mom can't know he is here. He holds me closer and buries his face in my hair.
"Don't worry, y/n. I'm sneaky." I can feel him smirking. I scoff.
"Keep telling yourself that." I mutter.
"Woah. You're grumpy." He takes off his boots and coats, throwing them to the ground. He walks over to my TV and grabs the Liar's Moon VHS tape.
"Liar's Moon? I thought you don't like romance movies?" I snicker. He always complains about romance movies, he always wants to watch action movies.
"I don't but.. it's your favorite or something." He says the last part very quiet, as if he doesn't want to get caught doing something sweet. He's trying to change, I remember the night he cried to me about wanting to change. He wants to be nicer and more caring. He's trying so hard. I decide not to tease him about his embarrassment from being caring. I'm so proud of him for trying.
"I love you." I say softly. I can't help but stare at him. He's so beautiful.
"I love you too.. I gue- actually.. I know for sure I love you too." He responds, trying to seem confident. I smile and he tries to look unbothered, I can tell love is still difficult for him to express, but that's okay. We're healing together.
I gently grab his arm and pull him to my bed. He flops on to it.
"Bender, my mom will hear...! Keep it down...!" I scold him quietly. He giggles. I can't help but smile. I quietly climb on to the bed with him. He had started the movie. I lay my head gently on his chest and feel him start to stroke my back with his fingertips. He can be so gentle. Who knew? I yawn and curl into him.
"Sleepy, baby?" He asks softly. I nod and rub my eyes. He gives my forehead the most soft, sweet kiss. "Goodnight, y/n. Sleep tight... I hope the bedbugs bite." I hear him snicker.
"Really..!"
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just noticed cinna is the girlie i talk about the least of the 3 . . forgive me everyone . . i shall share some info i made about her just now . .
cinna is a very . . pessimistic individual to say the least .
when she first arrived at the garden, she was extremely detached and disassociated from her classmates and surroundings, and often avoided everyone at all costs possible .
the best you could at least see of her, would be her either just sitting silently under a tree, or her aimlessly trailing away to wherever .
she’s introverted and timid, negative, shy, and always anxious and stressed about something, whether it be about someone or something . this heightened a lot when she was around others . ( and still does now sometimes ) when she deems she can’t deal with something, she shuts down entirely .
she can also go on morbid rambles about disturbing topics if she feels comfortable enough with you : D !
she also has lapses of time where she can just be straight up cruel and inconsiderate of others, taking the sad reality of things and stretching it, surrounding someone with it until it swallows them up .
all of these traits mainly come from her “ home “ life . although she is the oldest of cas’s children, she was put to sale quite later then her siblings, and was left as the last one left of her father’s “ litters “ .
sonii gave her to a pet human modifier shortly after this as a gift of a new “ lab rat “ . cinna’s guardian is named guardian arcaro by the way .
arcaro is a bit like urak, but more . . uncaring for his “ pets “ ? ( who he deems as “ lab rats “ instead ) he often experiments carelessly with them, so much that it’d probably be assumed he doesn’t even know the limit of what a human can take .
cinna is deemed one of the more fortunate pets of arcaro, “ only “ having a vast amount of trauma emotionally and physically from being cruelly experimented since she was a child so far, while most of her other less fortunate siblings, ended up tortured physically for the most part before their untimely deaths .
because of this as well, she does not view herself as human, but more as a underserving burden, who should have never been born . her worldview is muddled and cold . why are we here if not only to suffer ?
this all starts to change when she meets yuna, who through time brightens her world, and gives her a reason and want to live, to keep going and become a better person . although i won’t ramble on that too much though since this post is already pretty long,
cinna does become a better person with yuna around her now ! ! she becomes much more involved with her classmates, and is overall viewed as a shy and quaint, sometimes a bit creepy but cute girl !
though, for her thoughts on cas ( which i really haven’t mentioned until now im so sorry blue i honestly thought you didn’t care 😭 ), in very short and simplified terms, she naively thought that he could save her ( when she was both younger and started being experimented on ) at first, but now honestly doesnt care for him in the slightest .
nothing like bottling up your feelings of betrayal and sadness until they’re gone ( they not they’re just lodged even deeper into you now ) am i right ?
( also to add to the angst she does view her younger self as a “ stupid and immature little girl . “ )
( yuna belongs to @starry-skiez, and cas belongs to @bluemoonscape ! by the way blue, thoughts on my depressed little cinnamonroll : 3 ? )
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i wrote a continuation for this short fic. but im putting it under a readmore so i don't clog your dashboard
"I love you."
So, it's still continuing. Dean is wondering when this will end. If he wants it to end. He doesn't know what's on the other side of the loop, and the thought of finding out terrifies him. He's not sure how long he can take it, but he'll grit his teeth through it if he has to. He's not quite ready to face the alternatives.
Dean's about halfway through something about the president when Cas stops him. It stops Dean dead in his tracks. Cas has never stopped him, nor has he ever indicated some sort of awareness of the loop. And yet.
"Why are you doing this Dean?" Cas asks, and it almost sounds like a plead. Dean swallows, but says nothing. "I'm tired of this loop we're stuck in. I'm tired of bearing myself to you over and over again. I can take your rejection, Dean, but you act as if I've said nothing. As if my words don't matter. I'm sick of it. This is worse than the dreams of the Empty. At least you acknowledged me in those."
Dean hesitates. He's almost certainly shaking. It feels like he's been stuck here a lifetime, and this is the first major change in script. This loop feels so fragile, and he dreads what will come next. Yet- he takes a breath. Cas at leaves desreves this much. If it all comes crashing down on them, Dean will take the fall. But, he has to say something.
"Cas, I- I don't know what's happening, man. I don't know where we are or why. All I know is if I say what I have to then the cycle keeps on spinnin'. I say my part and we can stay together like this. I don't- I don't know what happens if I break this script, man. Even- even now I'm terrified. I can't lose you again. Never again. This is-" he hesitates, "this is how I can love you back. I'm sorry."
Cas seems surprised, not as pained any longer. Dean feels the pressure shift, and a shiver runs down his spine. He remembers the feeling. Hears the Empty start to form, rushing towards Cas.
"Dean, I-"
Dean blinks.
"I love you."
Maybe he's going nuts, but Dean swears it sounds like relief this time. Swears Cas looks a bit further from tears than the last time. Dean smiles.
#🌑 - umbreon#🤠 - dean#☄️ - castiel#♥️ - destiel#supernatural#dean winchester#castiel#destiel#deancas
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