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“I can’t do this anymore.”
Behind her is the sound of a puppy crunching and munching on a broken ornament.
“I just-“
“I cannot do this for years to come.”
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they should show up to kazansky family events together occasionally over the years and do fun family things like share an air mattress in the living room with ices 19 year old cousin and take a 4 hour trip to the grocery store just for milk and chainsmoke behind the shed with ice’s sister. they deserve it ❤️
#tom iceman kazansky#pete maverick mitchell#top gun#icemav#trying some ways to color that are slightly more interesting than what I normally do#I think I like it#ices family life/history is so clearly mapped out in my mind I may have to make a post about it#ice is alicia goodwife if her parents had stayed together instead of her mom getting divorced four times#surely wishing every day of my life until I was 17 that my parents would final#ly pull the trigger and split up will not have any lasting impacts on myself or my relationships ice says dead serious#and mav is like surely growing up mythologizing my parents in order to put an extreme amount of pressure on myself to live up to made up#expectations and as a consequence of all that not knowing how to me anything but individualistic and stressed about it will not have any#adverse effects on myself or my relationships#meanwhile slider over there is estranged from his parents and on normal terms with his siblings like a normal well adjusted gay man in 1997#anyways shout out to gay people who don’t come out to their families until theyre 40 years old#ily
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6 weeks until the year ends & still no TWOW
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Updated the Fukase Producer Masterlist for the first time in almost a year. This is how I felt finding out some of them have started using AI art for their works.
#fukase#vocaloid#vocaart#some of them have started using it for like all of their recent works#so i had to remove some producers#i really liked one of them too it was like Pull the trigger piglet#anyway im planning on removing any producers who use AI more than once#so kasamura tota. u are on thin ice.
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so i have a crush on my best friend's best friend
like some pathetic fucking high schooler
he asked everyone last night what they hoped would happen in the new year
and i stfg my brain started making dial-up noises
you - as the most attractive man in the world - can't ask that question directly into my ear on the dancefloor and expect me to think of a PG answer
sorry 🤷🏻♀️
i don't think i've ever looked at a man and genuinely thought "oh he's hot" until last night
like it's usually more "he's probably objectively attractive"
but i looked at him last night and Fuck Off
there's like zero chance it would ever be anything, he's so so so far out of my league
even pre-braces i was ugly but now it's like 10 times worse
and who wants someone who flip flops between worlds most unbeautiful woman and worlds most unhandsome man?
plus he's my best friend's best friend
i can't think indecent thoughts about him
thought crime thought crime thought crime
which is why after today i'll put him well and truly out of my mind
but fuuuuck
#he's got really nice eyes#they crinkle up when he smiles#jfc#delete later#i'll curl up with a tub of ice cream and some shitty rom coms until i'm over it#crush the crush like a bug#pull the trigger piglet
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@fatexbound x.
'Leader of SEES' ....she hated the way that twisted something cold and nauseating in her, a wound not quite healed, bile bile bile... ( no, at this rate she just might be less than that. )
She isn't going to tell him that, of course.
Hands fold behind her back, fingers laced and head tilting with the motion- it's worked so far, hasn't it? Dismissing the other's awkwardness around her with a layer of sugar? Like a mantra, almost. ( quashing bubbling anxiety by going through the motions, so simple it's almost sad how well it works. )
"Shiomi Kotone, I've....been here a little while now-"
Her voice lilts as she speaks, offering a somewhat sheepish smile that bleeds into her voice. "...also the leader of SEES, or...a different one, at least.."
...she wasn't going to get used to that introduction any time soon was she? "I was in the velvet room with Theo when it happened, I'm...not really sure what caused it, but..."
Right, don't trail off-
"..In any case, I'm glad you had Aigis with you! Ending up here alone would've...really sucked.."
..That wasn't quite what relieved her, anyways. Less him, more them. Simply pleased the others were finally at ease, a silver lining clawed out and held close ( cutting her hands like wire, the way only He could quell their worries. )
But she isn't going to tell him that, of course.
#[kotone] love did not save eurydice // so let her save you.#[save file: pq2] pull the trigger and go#fatexbound#// VERY VERY FAIR im also able to help answer questions!#// also PLEASE dont worry about matching length. she had a Lot of feelings SDGFJSDHGF#// I also wasnt Sure if making a new post was preferred here? went with it as the safer bet#[ic] a fate decided the moment you hit start.
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me when the dissociation causes memory loss: *surprised Pikachu*
#blue chatter#listen. LISTEN. usually when I dissociate I remember a LITTLE bit#like. I am distant from my body and I feel fuzzy and lose time rly easily#but there’s lil hook events that will pull me a little closer and I’ll remember like. impressions of them. before I can move/react to them.#USUALLY this means I’ll remember receiving ice from my roommate as a grounding tool even if I don’t ’snap out of it’#but APPARENTLY yesterday my brain was on the dissociation train for TOO LONG#bc not only did I forget that one of my roommates went upstairs until well after he’d left#but apparently my roommate gave me ice. and I held it. and put it in my mouth. and I don’t remember that AT ALL.#like. not even a sense of when that happened or what else must have been going on that I forgot#I don’t know where that blank spot is in the timeline of ‘spaced the fuck out’#which. again. happened for OVER THREE HOURS off and on.#I know that we were watching Bob’s Burgers and that my roommate told me that I missed a full episode all in a row#but I don’t know which episode#because I don’t fully remember *any* of them#bc I was in and out all night#*screams*#why can’t my brain be normal!#I know what triggered this most likely. I had therapy yesterday and I have an exam today that I’m really nervous about#and I did homework for three hours yesterday after therapy so I didn’t have a long rest period afterwards like I usually do#*flops on the ground* when will my brain return from the war for good…#this better not fucking happen on Friday I have to drive places
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@hellcastd @siempreminta @lachrymosestorm @heartscfvalor
“Glad everyone can make up their mind quickly…..” He’s got a 50/50 shot of having a great time, or getting kicked. I like those odds!
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permanent starter call. for riza hawkeye / fullmetal alchemist. liking this means you're interested in interacting with this muse and are willing to receive starters and asks from them. knowledge of the source material is never necessary but always appreciated.
#psc.#queued.#riza h. [ ic ] it is my own choice to pull the trigger for the person who i must protect.
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erm bites you -you--cant--run
WH...BITES YOU BACK!?
#♡ pull the trigger and go ! (asks)#♡ i'm not a princess !!! (ic)#? dubiously. who cares. im not a professional we're just dicking around here#you--cant--run
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“The first snow of the year in the mitten. Finally get to see some good wildlife in their natural habitat. Like the cybertrucks in the ditches on the side of the road.”
“Nature is gorgeous and life is beautiful.”
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do i need to enact operation glitter bomb the literal day after making this account?
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📩 ❛ well, i do feel better now that you're here. ❜ (from joon!!) @lctibule 🔆 assorted dialogue – accepting!
"you... you can't just say things like that, baek minjoon!" tears welled up in ellie's eyes immediately, making him laugh at herself as she wiped them away (not turning away, not hiding his face, just clearing her cheeks). "especially after a 16 hour flight!" he'd managed to put his bags down, at least, but only on the technicality that they were in the boot of the taxi on the way back from the airport. ellie had wanted to surprise minjoon with this visit, but between her inability to lie and a chronic case of spilling the beans, he crumbled a week before his flight. which had been about 12 hours after booking said flight.
"and especially, especially when i can't hug you." seatbelts are important for safety. ellie had to remind herself of that, loudly, and instead reached her hand to take minjoon's, lacing their fingers together. the way she had missed him could only be called hopeless, wretched. desperate, even, and between that and knowing life had been becoming high pressured and busy, she'd been worrying about him, too.
"i do, too." gentle teasing slipped away for the admission, ellie bringing joon's hand to her cheek to nuzzle into it, glancing a kiss over the top of his hand. "feel better now that i'm here." and he did. whether it was seoul or minjoon that felt like home, ellie hadn't over-analysed (yet), but his heart was able to relax now that she was here.
#lctibule#lctibule: minjoon#🕊️❛ — answered.#🕊️❛ — ic.#🕊️❛ — verse: modern.#incredibly platonic behaviour in the chat here today............#i wonder.. if this is before ellie and hyungmin break up. i wonder if this is in the Time Where The Break-Up Is Imminent but neither of the#have pulled the trigger yet.......#🕊️❛ — the outburst i had at joann's fabrics is not reflective of queue i am.
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@curiouskinetic : Talk about Sora (for your nasty little man yulan)
❛ eh, she's alright. ❜
❛ ... ❜
❛ more ? tch. ❜
❛ she's decent to hang out with, could benefit from pretending to hate my guts a little less, though. not like i even buy that anymore anyway, so. ❜
#curiouskinetic#// me holding him at gunpoint#// yu going pull the trigger then pussy#// fair enough askdhgbavfk#// yu vc less playing cat and mouse more making out in the future#misc. — ask.#ic. — yulan.#genshin. — yulan.
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Went to the mall with my friend today, and the fire alarm suddenly went off. I made us haul ass outta there real quick. Even tho the alarm stopped like 2 minutes later. I wasn't taking chances
#I've heard of active shooters pulling fire alarms in public places like that to gather a crowd so they can gun people down#as they try to leave#I wasn't asking questions I was being aade regardless#it was probably an overreaction but Im at that mall nearly daily to wait for the bus#(I go inside to stay cool/dry/warm depending on temperature while I wait)#and the fire alarm has never gone off on the 2 years I've been going there#so it was smth I thought should be taken seriously#I also just cannot stand the sound of a fire alarm. I understand that's the whole point of the sound#but it triggers the hell out of me soooo bad. hurts my ears and always gives me a panic attack#even during a drill#so I want to get away from the sound#I admitted I mainly wanted to get out to calm down from my panic attack#and my friend was very understanding#it was all good tho we went back inside after 10 minutes#I had a good time. we ate and got ice cream later on#sam's rants about life
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#tfw you win the gear 50/50 but you didnt want to 😭😭#I DONT EVEN HAVE THE SHARK GIRL... bc i didnt want her tbh but ANYWAY. i was pulling w engines bc i wanted nekomatas !!#triggered the s rank with like. 40ish pulls left till guarantee. cries#like not to complain abt an s rank but like. i cant use the gear yet. i dont have ice dps 😭#44597#speaking of s ranks. i got rina from standard :)#shes so. her vibe is so aponia. just first impression. im sure shes diff tho#forgot how to play her but shes cool :)#i got an s from the bangboo one too.. bangvolver was the one i wanted too omg 🥺
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