#[ this vid made me so happy tbh

[marshmallowgoop]

no thoughts just Heiji Hattori (HD)

[hardrockshrimp]

Thinking abt janick tonight.....

[s1llydr3amscape]

LET ME OUT

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Anyways I always wanted to doodle this specific pose from Toyless' animation why because I can :]

Extras under the cut :

This was the specific screenshot I based the pose off I love hands grabbing head!!! :

The original video ^ (I'll be real with yall I was shocked the original song was poppy playtime because my only experience with it was that all my baby cousins loved that franchise. And they would show me vids off it at family gatherings because I was the babysitter. One of em even debated me abt fnaf like chill out bro you weren't even born when it came out!!!!!)

Glitchtrap rambling time woohoo let's go!!!!

-I redrew em again because I think I'm almost 100% happy with its design!!!! Like I don't wanna change their face so much because the way his face is shaped is my fave!!! Like they have the same style of muzzle as sonic characters!!!!!! I just made it rounder cuz its their early days before this au lore

-I just wanna achieve the unnaturalness with their design. Like they don't belong here. They want to get out. LET HIM OUT. type vibe basically like that's why it has like those kind off teeth instead off the rabbit ones. They get those later in the au.

-I fucking love Glitchtrap so much you don't understand they're so peak!!!!!! I jokingly hate him because I despise what it did to Vanny.

-I was a fan since day 1 bro is just so unique like woah a non animatronic for a change?!?!? STRAIGHT UP A FURSUIT!??!?! Color me impressed!!! I love zooming on it its model and seeing everyy little detail!!! Like omg bro is crying and drooling on the suit!!!!! There's also a patch of uneven stitching pattern on the top of their head compared to their mostly symmetrical design!!!

-I was so fixated on em like my level of obsession for him was bad bad!!!! Like yeah it was still there when Vanny came around during the curse of Dreadbear DLC but you don't understand it surpassed all my Foxy art!!! The first fnaf character I fixated on!?!?? Like what and yall can ask my IRLS bro had lots n lots of art!!!!! I have so much trad art of glitchy it's embarassing!!! Atleast I improved tbh!!

-I just really really loved the fan animations were bro got to time travel to the older fnaf animations and fuck em up!!!! Causing them all to glitch out like hello PEAK!?!?!?! No im not biased to rabbit characters with whiskers shhhhh... SHHH...

-Because I know all those animations already and it's like omg omg OMG Glitchtrap kinda expanded my music taste imma be fr... Fnaf autism is so bad I omfg I only listened to fnaf songs and the only time I listened to other franchises songs is because someone animated fnaf over it... like yeah I was an animation meme kid but even then I only remember the lyrics and titles to songs if I saw fnaf on them (cringe!!!!) So yeah thank u Glitchtrap <33333

-I think Malhare is the cooler name but the Glitchtrap name is cool too because when the names end in trap like this it makes me think they're like warrior cats adjacent. So in this one they just fluctuate between either Malhare or Glitchtrap

-Also another reason he's my super fave is because my brain predicted it's gloop form!!!!

-Like no joke literally the same character I dreamt about during the early days before Princess Quest.

-Except mine was a shadow like the shadow animatronics. More wispy than gloopy. I think the reason I dreamt it was because Shadow Toy Chica and fan made shadow animatronics were getting popular!! But legit same character and colors!!!!!!!

-Just a big dark mass with purple eyes surrounding it like literally the same character my brain came up with and I'm just wow <3333 minus the fact my design had really big giant swirly white eyebrows

-However my Shadow Glitchtrap was kinda more wack to say the least. Like heheheh cuz Glitchtraps a fursuit there's no denying that I changed the dream design a bit. In my old Glitchtrap designs they'd have a zipper and so what would happen was they'd unzip and flip their insides into outsides to reveal the Shadow Glitchtrap thing which was hiding inside them.

-Like those plushies that you can unzip to reveal a different plushie design basically!!!!

-TBH I prefer Glooptrap because yeah!!!!! Amalgamation of hate let's go!!!!!! I think with how gloopy he is its just fun to draw I love the fact that the weird Glitchtrap blockers look like that it fits too much with my own preestablished AU lore.

-I feel like Glitchtrap turns into Glooptrap from like the seams of their suit. Like you see that each part the suit got stitched just turn black as black liquid pours out like ohhh that shit haunted!!!! Bursting outta the seams like oh this guy has no one inside they're all just black sludge!!!!

-In this AU specifically (The one with my millions of Vanny designs) is actually a spoof fnaf AU where everyone lives!!! Like I have 3 AUs technically one of them being the fnaf cast in my oc world where they become my ocs basically called Rabbit City. My other one which is my more serious canon adjacent fnaf AU where no silly stuff or shipping happens, and it's just more overall following my own formed understanding of the canonicity and the series of events with me trying to keep the animatronics more game accurate (I dont think ive posted any of that here due to me feeling like my style limits the nit and grit I wanna go with it). And this one I mainly post on here where everything is just silly and bends to my command and everyone lives because I love everyone <333333 Literally playing with my toys type AU where I do what I want which is why a million vanny designs are in this AU specifically. I usually tag it as this 🦭🩷🐇🐰🐇🐰🐇🐰🐯 because the original name of this au is self indulgent and I'm embarrassed but it's too iconic to change it.

-Glitchtrap in this AU is just much more goofy and silly infecting people like a zombie virus and possessing them for his own gain. Weird eldritch horror that came out of a fnaf fangame. Anything goes in this AU so if I wanna make Glitchtrap a mind controlling zombie warlock wizard so be it!!!! Sorry I love zombies soo much you will have to take this trope out of my cold dead hands!!!!! I love rot!!!

-That's why it's wrinkly because they too me are like a rotten banana (Even though his associated smell to me is lemongrass). Imagine squeezing a banana still with it's skin on. That's how I imagine bro turns into glooptrap if they didn't open the zipper in time. Also because I love the design trope of rotting and withering sue me. I love when the flesh sags across the body. Wrinkles are great bro theyre so real!!!!! Also because back then people kept drawing him as skinny as a twig??? Even though they have fat??? So I made them fatter mostly because like I love the gloop part of it hiding inside <3333

-They're more green pink and purple because imma be real my fave color combo ever <33333

-I wanna do an xray piece with them soon to show their insides but I'm still uncertain if I have the art prowess to concoct it exactly like how I envision it yet. Like I need to squash and scretch them more. They need to look more decrepit and horrible!!!!! something like the unknown from dbd!!!!

-They can't actually emote properly stuck in a permanent smile

-Glithctrap and Vanny’s dynamic is like Lord Hater and Commander Peepers in this one. There's more character adjacent to the dynamic between them concocted in my head but I wanna draw a comic abt it :]

-Like yeah one second they're besties and the next they're at each other's throats ready to strangle eachother. Vanny reluctantly trying to help him at first like how she was first called.

-Oh also in this specific AU Glitchtrap isn't connected to William in the slightest more just it's own thing!!!!

-He's like an AI that wants to be human. It believes it is human. They've mimicked people too much that they don't know what they are anymore. Or what it wants anymore. What do they want.

[death---dealer]

👀 not to sound weird or anything but I could've sworn you had posted earlier today, selfies in specific (noticed a notification about it). Now as I do my daily checks on my favorite accounts to see how they've been or what they're doing, I see nothing on about what the notification told me about yours.

Either way, I hope you've been well and been having happy moments and experiences. Stay absolutely amazing and I hope it only gets better for you, hopefully you hit that sweet spot in pregnancy soon where it's mainly the weight of the belly and weird cravings that are bothersome. Take it easy and light! (If you want to of course!)

Random question if you want to answer, "What has been your weirdest craving you've had?" If you have had any,

Love you and stay safe!

I deleted the post because I looked ugly 🥲 lmao. Let’s have a small life update below:

Here are two pics where I don’t look like I’m dying and my hair is actually on point ( thank pregnancy for giving me luminous volume lolol. )

Thank you so much for your kind words! I miss you guys all so much, it really makes me feel sad to know I’m not back and ready to write again. 😭 I have been playing a lot of piano though ( can post vids if you guys are interested at all ), and I really missed it as it is one of my deepest passions. It’s been a step at a time, a week at a time, but I’m hopeful to get something small written and posted soon for all of you!

I feel like I have no bump yet. 😂 I’m waiting but I’ve also heard women don’t pop with their first until later so I’ve been taking progression pics weekly lol. I can’t tell what’s bloat and what’s not anymore as the first month I was just bloated beyond belief no matter what I ate.

Luckily, I am able to incorporate more carbs and sugars back into my diet as I’ve been managing my diabetes like a pro! ( not to brag ). I’ve been baking a lot of breads for my husband and I and they are delicious. 😊 think I’m gonna go to cookies next week and then cakes.

I’ve had two cravings, if that’s what you want to call them ( other than really wanting to eat a candle last week because it smelled SO GOOD ). Aversions have been bigger on my list, taste wise and oddly texture wise.

One craving has been these crispy fried green beans that Birdeye makes. I just air fry them and go to town. Have been surviving off them tbh.

Second is chips ahoy but ONLY the crunchy ones. I will cry if given chewy. Unfortunately, I still can’t gorge myself on sweets so i have to limit myself to one cookie a DAY. And it’s not made me happy. 😭😂

I also want avocado with some chocolate sauce on it but my husband keeps talking me out of trying. 🥲

Wilbur and Zoe are fantastic as usual, Wilbur is still very clingy and I suspect Zoe knows something is going on with me but that could just be my imagination, haha.

[zaptrap]

Seeing that you've been here since 2012 is INSANE like you've witnessed it all huh. You've seen probably SO many weird and crazy things in this fandom like man that's so cool for you I feel...

ive def seen and participated in a lot of dumbass bullshit over the years LMAO. although notsomuch during the skybound-to-seabound era cuz i'd lost interest for a bit

Random shit I remember off the top of my head (plz feel free to fact-check):

deviantart era: (2012-2013)

that bright green ninjago ask meme

like, literally everybody making self-insert purple ninjas (sometimes orange, teal, or rainbow) and shipping them with their fav ninja

everyone making their own genderbends of the ninja. cole was almost always called nicole or colette lmao

people also naming their accounts (name)-the-ninja (or "teh-ninja", since this was 2012)

there's a non-zero probability that if you were in the fandom during the season 1 era, you're a furry now

naruto crossovers

half-snake ninja aus.........wonder who uh......who could've done that.....heheh (me) (that was my whole deal pre-nindroid!jay lmfao)

everyone posting like, doll-maker things they made of ninjago? especially dragon ones

(me) posting leaked screenshots of season 2 eps that i found on the lego wiki or smth lmao. this is also how i found out zane was a robot. i think i kept posting leaks when i moved to tumblr

legends of chima releasing and i thiiink it was supposed to be a ninjago replacement? like, legitimately? though a lot of people weren't happy about it. "furry gang drug wars" was a phrase used a lot lmfao.

tumblr era (2013-2016 for me) (may overlap with dA era)

everyone losing their minds over the shirtless ninja in ns2 lmfao

that one video of kirby marrow (rest in peace) saying cole was 14

that other vid of like, behind the scenes and it was the ninja's actors but like in-universe? it's where "cole bucket" comes from

also some behind the scenes vid with the actual voice actors lol

thinking back on this, im like 100% sure it was bullshit but when the end of rebooted aired, there was a rumor going around about fans being so upset over zane's death that they carved a snowflake on their stomachs. lots of people were freaking out lmfao

the rise and fall of "fucknoshittyninjagoOCs" (ashamed to say i heavily participated in harassing this blog even if i rlly didnt like the premise.........)

maypong

lots of tension with instagram cuz of all the art reposts. like. tons of reposts. i remember someone blocked me when i said to take something down but then unblocked me the same evening and apologized LOL so

roleplay twitter accounts (twitter was kinda not-as-a lot at the time)

nindroid!jay of course. its so old there was an update that was made in flash lmfao...

absolute fucking shitloads of AUs and headcanons. i dont think this has changed much but like. there were so many lmfao. entire threads

actually there's too many fucking AUs. im scrolling through my main blog and i cant fuckin find anything cuz ITS ALL THESE STUPID AU THREADS THEY AREN'T EVEN LIKE DEEP LMAO

ask-all-the-ninjagians

the absurd screenshot redraws i did. like they were super stupid lmfao. icr which blog they're on but they're on my comp still at least

ninjagians just. being a term used at all lmao

the ninjago fan-tournament during ns4. people would draw/write about their ocs doing whatever prompt was posted and then everyone came together to defeat a big bad snake man

tbh i started naturally losing interest during ns5, and then VERY QUICKLY dropped the show (and therefore fandom) when skybound came out lmao............... so i dont really remember a lot from this era and everything after

and now im back :D

i hope this is insightful! xD

[gallawitchxx]

weekly tag wednesday thursday <3

omg how is it wednesday thursday again already?! where has this week gone? i've basically been MIA here since the last one lol so thank you to @jrooc @creepkinginc @energievie @deedala @gardenerian

@blue-disco-lights @sgtmickeyslaughter @vintagelacerosette for the tags! i love you all! i love this place! i'm so happy we get to scream about it today!

- - - - OKAY LET'S GET INTO IT - - - -

how did you get into the fandom? i fully fell into gallavich in the spring of 2021 & starting shoving fics in my face faster than ian & mickey took their clothes off when ian went to get the gun back, mickey. then i started noticing that people were linking their tumblrs in the end notes & so i lurked suuuper hard through the summer until i finally made my own blog!

how long have you been here? almost three glorious years <3

what’s the first fandom channel you found? (Youtube, Reddit, Tumblr, Insta, Twitter, FB, other?) i suppose youtube is correct because i watched a bunch of edits that really cemented my obsession, but tumblr was the first place i interacted with fandom friends :)

what’s your favourite now? i'm a tumblrina for life!

which mutual have you known the longest in the fandom? this will always make me so fucking emotional -- my first mutual was @metalheadmickey & now i've been to their wedding *sobs forever*

which tumblerino’s did you have your first fandom crush(es) on and wanted to get to know? oooohalskfj this is a hard one! there have been so many! when i first showed up, i started collecting beloved mutuals like pokemon... but to steal from mel, there was a real HUZZAH moment around getting a message from @whatwouldmickeydo & now i'm gonna go to their wedding *continues sobbing forever*

first Gallavich fan fic you read (or that blew you away that you remember) the holy trinity of my early fandom days were absolutely like real people do by grayola, restoration by @palepinkgoat & the increasingly poor decisions of ian gallagher by @goodkwuestion

first fan art that blew your mind? yooo we are so blessed around these parts & at the beginning it was another trilogy lol - @steorie @psychicskulldamage & @darthvaders-wife

fanfic trope that you were sure wasn’t for you but now you low key (or high key) love? a/b/o! truly shocking to discover & then love & then WRITE A WHOLE MULTI-CHAP FIC OF

What surprised you most about this fandom? omg how smushy soft everyone is! halskfjalfj - like, it's a pretty hard show to watch at times & the characters are all so messy & not saying we have it altogether over here or anything, but everyone's just a kind little marshmallow! :)

moment in the show (or YT vids if you’re one of those) that you fell in hyperfixation with Gallavich? the first one was probably s3 "not everybody gets to blurt out how they fucking feel every minute!" because i was like, OHHH OH THIS IS GONNA HURT ME & then it just kept getting worse....

Ian or Mickey? mickey baby ily so much. but to echo others, they really are two halves of the same brain cell & they've fought so hard to be together. so idk how you choose!

Which Gallagher or Milkovich are you? jeeeez, maybe fiona? lip? liam? hahaha probably none of them tbh, but i love 'em like family!

- - - - -

tagging @thisdivorce @rereadanon @sickness-health-all-that-shit @crossmydna & @heymrspatel if you wanna play! if not, i'm smooching you on your nose <3

[not-from-amazon]

Vent art

Sometimes when I see how my parents treated my youngest sister I couldn't help but feel a little envious and jealous cz I remember during my childhood my parents are pretty much absent in my life and I remember so vividly that I was always on my own and my parents would always be too busy for me bc of their job. Now things have changed, my dad got a new job and my mom tries to spend more time with my youngest sister no matter how busy she was. That made me feel really bitter whenever I see them treating her better than me. Ik I'm already a teen and prob I should know better or smt but to me it seems unfair...why didn't my parents choose to spend more time with me when I wad still a toddler like how they did with my sister? The fact she's also kinda spoiled bc of my dad's lazy parenting, he'll give her his phone to watch some stupid brainrot vids whenever she wanted him to play with her and he will always buy many things for her, tbh here my dad barely buy for me stuffs that I wanted cz I would feel guilty if I ever request my parents to buy things for me and yet my dad still have the audacity to say that IM SPOILED BC I AM ALWAYS ON MY PHONE JUST BC I DIDN'T DO MY CHORES WHEN I JUST WANT TO RELAX A BIT AND THE FACT I AM GETTING MORE AND MORE MENTALLY AND EMOTIONALLY TIRED EVERYDAY ALL JUST BC OF HIM!!!😍😍😍

Ahaha tbh here I feel like it was a mistake for my mom to even give birth to the third child(youngest sister) bc both of my parents sucks at parenting(I'm being honest here my youngest sis deserves better parents that knows how to take care of children) so I'm actually closer to my other younger sister that has been through with me thick and thin with our really unstable parents

I really want to be a better sister to my youngest sister but sometimes it seems that my jealousy can gets in the way sometimes that I ended up pushing her away when all she wants is just to spend time with me and besides that my school time is really hectic and I really dk what to do cz i always wanted alone time and I don't want ppl to disturb me and my mental health is really draining me a lot. I don't want to be a toxic elder sister I want to be a good elder sister that is always there for her youngest sister. I'm just so tired...I just want to be a better person

Now she sees me as the sister that "enjoys her phone" and I really don't like that. I want to change to be better. I want to be happy again..

[saltydkdan]

idk if it's just a me problem or if this happens to anyone else but yt won't show the friendlocke vods on your channel :( like in recomendations and searches they show up but if I go to your channel it says your last vid was modded sonic frontiers from a month ago. Just thought to let you know!

That's because you're looking at the "Videos" tab! YouTube recently made a change where they have an entirely different section for Livestreams and VODs now (which is why I finally made the switch over for streaming!)

To watch any past Stream VODs, all you have to do is go to the channel, click the "Live" tab, and then BAM you're there

TBH this has been one of the best changes YouTube has made in YEARS. Finally, I don't feel bad about potentially cluttering up my channel with streams and the like.

All streams and VODs now automatically archive in this separate tab, it makes me so happy with how neat and organized it feels.

[binniesoob]

My very professional review of Things I Can't Say I LOve by OnlyOneOf

bare with me, i had a long day working and studying and all my two braincells left can do is singing "addict to you- addict-" and thinking about that very specific frame of yoojung from the dOpamine mv (more on this later).

not a single bad song in this album i fear.

things i can't say i lOve (instrumental)

went straight into my sci-fi dystopian cyberpunk playlist. the sound is sooo cool to me!! it's giving ateez ngl (affectionate). love the fact that it's not too rough on the ears and has that airy (?) ending. i've replayed it an embarrassing amount of times already... watch it being one of my most played songs this month 💀

dOpamine

since the preview i suspected i was going to enjoy this title track a lot and more than seOul drift, and i was right! i really like the contrast between the industrial sounds and percussions of the verses reminiscing of chrOme hearts and the guitar in the pre-chorus and bridge (that made me levitate btw). the build-up is nice 😌👌 it's on the ooo chillier side aka perfect for me yay

give me the lOve, bitxx

the sound is giving alternative rnb (too tired to know for sure), so i was sold already 😋 she's the brighter sister of "mirage", the toxic one of "suit dance", and the chiller one of "gaslighting". she sits at the same table of "time machine", "desert" and "heartbreak terminal", and i love this for me because i love all these songs 😎

i might be completely wrong about all the associations above though ... my mind is playing a mashup remix of all of them at this point lol

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nothing better than a slow sexy rnb-ish sound with percussions to make me happy 🤌 the sound production is so cool again, idk how to articulate words more than this rn, but all the various sounds work perfectly together and with ooo's voices 😌👌 talking of voices... kb's deep register esp in the beginning!! more of this in the future please and thank u 🙌 mill mini-rap followed by junji higher note!! can't seem to hear enough of yoojung tho 🧐👂 and that's a crime also because this is my fav track of the album 😠 i'm gonna look for a color-coded lyrics vid to check 🤨

gravity

this song is sooooo gooooddd ahhhhhhhh really my vibe once again 🤭 the chorus is so cute <3 and nine and junji in the bridge 😮💨 i am levitating 🕴 tbh i see it as a perfect chiller title track too, if ooo had made a bright, cute concept, the genre of vibes that love 119 by riize and inbloom by zerobaseone are for example, but chiller 🤔 also, I CAN HEAR MY MAN YOOJUNG CLEARLY HERE THANK U

time for my current ranking:

O

gravity

dOpamine

give me the lOve, bitxx

in conclusion, i really missed my boys ☹ more than i thought i did tbh! i'm so happy we finally have new music from them 🫶🏻 there's no better way to start the new year~

this is all for now because i am too tired to write anything more 😴

let me know your thoughts!! 🫶🏻

[rumpelree]

heyyyy, I JUST WANTED TO SAY I LOVE YOUR WORK AND YOU R VIDS OMGGG

i dont have a google account so i cant comment on ur videos BUT THEY ARE JUST SO SCRUMPTIOS THE HOT TO GO ONE??

TEH DETAIL OF MICHAELS LOCK SCREEN BEING A FOX? HOT TO GO PLAYING AS IT BURNS DOWN?? HENRY APPEARING AND THEN LEAVING? AND THE DOOR SHUTS?? SPRINGTRAP BEING LOCKED AWAY???? THEM STANDING AT THE GRAVE/THAT ENDING THINGS??? THE SCENE WHERE THEY ARE DANCING AND WILLIAMS HANDS/MOUTH/EARS ARE BLOODSTAINED??? THE RING REMINDING OF THE CHILDREN AT HOME/HIS BURDEN AND IT COMING OFF???

AHHH I CANT BRO I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTSSSSS AHH

also whos journal entry is it? its williams right? and thge she mentioned- is that ms. afton or charlie? i could see it either way tbh

ALSO UR DEVIL TOWN ANIMATIC I MUST HVAE WATCHED IT TEN TIMES ITS SO GOOD THE WAY YOU DRAW MICHAEL IS SO AMAZING, THE FORESHADOWING, THE CRACKING/TEARING OF OLD DRAWINGS, THE JOURNAL ENTRIES, WILLIAMS RING FALLING OFF, MICHAELS HANDRITING GETTING WORSE, HIM LOOKING INTO THE MIRROR, THE RABBIT BEING CHOPPED IN HALF BY HIM HOLDING THE AX, YOUNGER HIM WEARING A FOX SHIRT AHHH

one final question- in ur au, does william kill his wife? bc it seemed to me like he did but i could also be wrong yk

ive loved ur animatics and they are so good ahhh anyways sorry for my unhingedness i love your work and please keep posting im begging you

HIHIHI OMGOMGOMG THANK YOU SO FRIGGIN MUCH IVE BEEN REREADING THIS OVER AND OVER THIS JUST MADE MY WHOLE WEEK!! 💕

EEEEHEHEEHEEE IM SO HAPPY SOMEONE NOTICED ALL THOSE LITTLE DETAILS I PUT THEM IN THERE WITHOUT KNOWING IF ANYONE WOULD ACTUALLY TAKE NOTE OF THEM AND ITS SO NICE TO HAVE THEM NOTICED GRAH- As for your questions, the journal entry is William’s!! I was originally not sure if I wanted the SHE to be Mrs Afton or Charlie because either way it worked, but I decided it worked better if it was Charlie!!

In my AU, Will does end up killing his wife, during an argument! :3

THANK YOU SOSOSOSO MUCH FOR THIS I’ve been squealing over this with joy since you sent this ask in, I appreciate stuff like this so much and I really appreciate the support! 🩷

I’ll most definitely keep posting and don’t see myself stopping anytime soon!! >:D

[tommy-thomas]

Ok só i dunno whats happenign to tumblr, i cant post vids BUT

MSNANA IS BACKK

Heres a vídeo i made:

https://youtu.be/-xe74rs72HQ?si=_Nf7wexgD_OWxCdG

Some more explaining here tho

Yes, sadly i wont be using nana anymore as a main character on my blog. For as much as i love her, i dont want people misgendering me or her.

Aand tbh her name is a hard one to write and speak (nanainani) so thinking brand wise, a revamp is a good call

Then, now i will be using--

* drums *

This fella!! His name is Thomas (Yes its Tom on the thing, i use nicknames to make it easier lol) and will be my main from now on

Theres another one but thats no important at the moment

One of the coolest things about Tommy tho is that i can actuslly "cosplay" as him irl! Só theres zero chance to happen with him... what usually happen with my representations of self (who know knows)

And im also doing a youtube channel!!

Im thinking about posting some "animation" memes and just vídeos of me doing drawings and such

Im working on some vídeos, and i will keep everyone uptdated

Sooo

I will be active again, and im so happy to be able to finally get back!

I hope that these changes domt spook people off too much

I am forever thankful for everything, all the good messages, the supprt the love. Thats something i could never get anywhere else

So, thank you. Thank you for being the amazing person that you are

Have a good night, a beautiful morning, and a good evening

I love you ❤️

[natashasbitxh]

this is gonna be long, but,

i used to be into youtube fandoms alot but the only ones ive retained are dan and phil and smosh. i was big on phan but i fell out of it years ago, i still like them but im more of a causal viewer than a rabid racoon frothing at the mouth every time some content drops.

(and also realised, as im no longer a teenager anymore, how shipping real people together is tricky and there are boundaries you dont cross and should be handled a particular way)

smosh ships were cute but nothing really stuck to me. don't get me wrong they all have chemistry but GOD DOES SHAYNSE GIVE!!?? IM A RACOON ONCE AGAIN

oh my god the way ive been sucked into shanyse. the smosh pit theatre was my awakening LIKE WTF THERE'S CHEMISTRY?? then i did the customary tumblr tag search and now im re-watching every video shayne and chanse has appeared together.

im sorry for all this but i gathered you were sort of a pioneer for the ship, so it felt right to confess on here

I relate so hard with ur comment on phan, I feel the fandom has gone thru a massive transformation and feels so much for chill now! Ppl have grown and are taking into account Phil and Dan a lot more!

Yes! Rpf is a tough area! I've said it before but the most important thing is the ppl themselves and their feelings! If Shayne or Chanse (or anybody from Smosh or that knows them tbh) asked me to stop, I would in a heartbeat! I, of course, would never intend any harm! And we see such a small snippet of their lives, its truly just based off their internet personas. My one rule is that u shouldn't go out of ur way to shove rpf into the ppl's faces unless they've said their okay with it! (Example: Them finding a fic by themselves is not the fault of the author, but the author sending it to them constantly crosses some boundaries)

Okay sorry, just wanted to make my thoughts clear!! Back to shaynse!!

OMG I'M SO HAPPY U FEEL THAT WAY!! I have felt that way since I thought of the ship but back then there was NO content for them!! Not even a ship name! (@jovenshires came up with the ship name). So it almost made me feel crazy or wrong for thinking of it, I'm so happy it's been well received!!

I feel like once u see it, u can't unsee it! That theater vid has done sm for shaynse nation! However, its just below the love is blind vid because that is literally shaynse day🫶🫶

Never apologise!! I love hearing other ppls thoughts and discussing!! And thank u for calling me the pioneer for this ship, it truly is an honour! I've been called it a couple times now so I might add it to my blog, I just hope I don't look big-headed 😭

And just an overall message to anybody that sees this, I welcome conversation abt ANY smosh ship, as long as it's appropriate! (I'm not sure what to give as an example, but I'd let u know if it's not appropriate)

Thank you, anon!

[marshyelmint]

A bit of a personal commentary of the recent stuff involving a dude that payed about $50,000 for what appears to be a Self shipping video

I've heard many things of this whole stuff, but I'm gonna add i don't know all of the sides on here but I just really wanna say something about the whole situation, even if I'm just someone who is barely known on the internet and world...

Why all the criticism and hate?

Yeah, I know the dude is known from the animated rap battles, and it may be a bit "bizzare" to now know he likes a fictional character so much he paid almost (exactly or even more, not 100% sure about this info) for a music video with him and this character, And....

I say good for him honestly

I just, I don't understand all the criticism and hate he's been getting?

Yeah sure, he was someone that maybe we wouldn't think he would like this character on specific, or anyone to pay "so much money" for a vid, but at the end of the day he's still a human

And the most important thing here, he's not harming no one

which I want to clarify I'm only "defending" him because I have not heard any information of any harm towards anyone being done in this situation so far, and I'm pretty sure he hasn't

He just likes a character, AND it's his money at the end of the day

He didn't do it because he wanted to cause cringe or attack the creator of the character

He did it because, he simply likes a lot the character, probably liked the song to, and wanted to see these two thing together, which is good! The song ain't attacking anyone, the animation ain't hurting no one, not even him is like "HEY LOOOK, I PAYED FOR THIS!1!1!!1!"

It's a personal thing, that was filtered accidentally, and I think y'all should leave him alone

I too have my own stuff that is personal, and sure that if it got public I would get my good amount of mocking and hate comments, BUT IT'S A PERSONAL THING!

It's not meant to satisfy anyone or anything, other than make me happy

I feel he's the same

And I have seen the memes of

"OHhhHhh wHaT wOulD YouU WANntTt iF you Had 50K!??!?

A video of your character and you or (any other stuff than that)"

I'm gonna say it

Yeah, if I had 50k I would definitely want my own video with my fav character

You want a plane? Or any other thing? Well Kay!! You like that, but I don't, and that's fine

You don't have to rub it on my face that you like it, I myself ain't doing that

Maybe to me the fact that YOU want a plane is silly

But it's your thing, and I'm not gonna judge you for that yk? So don't do that either to me

Now, with the the animation on itself, I heard it has various traced frames from the Hazbin hotel pilot, well, I'm not gonna defend that, but you keep the dude away from that

I don't think he knew or was like "ah yesss, trace the original animationnnn", so you keep him out of that

And tbh, if it was a personal animation, like, there's no profit taken from that, it may have been more helpful to trace that rather than have a Charlie that just looks wonky, plus, again, it wasn't meant to be something public

Second....

"OMGGGG!!?!? WHY 50,000KKKK?!!?!?!?? THAT'S LIKE SO EXPENSIVEEEEE"

Yeah, as a semi animator myself, Animation takes time, it's work

And seeing the whole animation, even just a few seconds, the animation does have his effort put into it, it has characters, colored, a background which also moves, and overall it's goodly cleaned!

The dude also said it! It was made by a whole team, not just one person

Look at it like this, you are part of the team, maybe there are like.... 8 on the team, you do the backgrounds, and all of that takes your time, maybe you even sleep late for it, and all you get payed after all that effort and nights of working is 20$ dollars

You barely can buy something with that, maybe a carton of milk, the prices and economy aren't really friendly these days

Yeah, that doesn't really sound fair does it?

If anything I would praise the guy for paying all the amount that was asked for what he wanted, because some people on comparison.... Oh boy

And third, many say that this is out of character for Charlie, that she has a girlfriend and stuff like that

Yeah, says the same person that sexualizes alastor even despite the fact that he's canonically aroace, and yeah, I'm personally a whole fanatic of Charlie and Vaggie, but if someone likes Charlie and wants to ship himself with it I'm okay with that, he ain't doing it because he wants to make me mad or harm me, he just liked the character a lot

Also, when you like someone, yeah, you may accidentally make them differently than what they are in your head, and that applies even on real life relationships

So yeah, that was my personal humble opinion on the situation

Just.... Leave the guy alone

Put it like an ice cream

He wanted and ice cream, maybe cheese ice cream (yeah, that exists and it's fucking delicious), but he did it on private exactly because he knew people don't exactly think and just start attacking and mocking anything that may be unusual, and he just didn't want to deal with all that

But then someone saw it, took a picture of him eating his ice cream happily, and showed it to everyone, and that's how all the fire started

I think all of this situation is silly really

It just reminds me that there are many people that just do that for laughs or because on their head it's a whole war if someone thinks different than them, and then they are all worried and confused why the person they bullied is now either mad, or became bad

Just let him be

I can't believe even today we are still dealing with shit like this

[accidentalmistress]

Home safely from DragonCon!

Overall we had a great time! We got some awesome swag, attended some great panels and events, saw a lot of cool cosplays, ate tasty food, and saw friends we only get to see at con. Although being around so many people (like 85k) and there being multiple reports of attendees testing positive for c*vid had my germophobia on high alert. That made it hard to enjoy myself sometimes, and I had a couple of anxiety attacks, but I was masked almost all the time and have my vaccinations. I currently feel fine, but I'll be testing myself this evening regardless and probably again in a few days.

Sadly I did not meet the tall, skinny, sneezy, nerdy guy of my dreams. Why does my husband get to hook up with a cute guy at con and not me? 😭 (I'm actually really happy for him, tbh, he deserves it. Also I'm extremely picky about guys, so that's probably part of it lol.) Back to real life now, I suppose. I know I still owe folks some commission work, so I'll be getting back to that soon. Until next year, DragonCon!

[horriddler]

playlists for my redacted babes (repost)

i actually just got into the fandom a month ago and kinda just binged listened erik's vids buuut! this is how i depict guy, david, sam, caelum and milo in music because i can and wanted to (there will be more in the future)

pizza guy

i headcanon him as a band/theater kid shrugs so i may or may not have added some...musicals in the playlist

but i mean come on, look at me in the eye and tell me he really loves to sing the lyrics to "sexy" by mean girls. look at that little menace and then to me.

his favourite song is sincerely me btw

dabey wabey, our little fiance,

i know he loves crazy by gnarls barkley ONGG

probably listens to it in the car while waiting for angel to finish their shift.

he’s the type to tap on the beat on his steering wheel aswell because he’s mysterious like that

our little derek hale's twin here definitely DEFINITELY likes those jazz kinda stuff like this is the lost generation by the lost generation) to make him look more like a mysterious man.

(will add more songs like that soon!)

sam cowboy collins

unironically added some country music (the catchy songs)

and ALSO HE DEFINITELY LIKES RHCP. TELL ME IM WRONG | DARE YOU.

but i do think some songs doesn't really fit him, but at the same time i do think it does.

he's kinda like those 50-60's rock and roll type of guy too or he just turns on the radio and listen to whatever (similar to david)

milo (the drink)

okay in all honesty, i don't know if i'm right with the song choices here and i'm quite sad about it…

but i do think his music taste is a little similar to asher's, just a bit.

he sounds like the punk/2000's rap loving kinda guy but his whole vibe really gives off deftones.

oh yeah his favourite song is cupid's chokehold. it's fucking canon in my head.

caelum my sweetest babyboy

he's my kin so he gets all the mitski songs teehee, so imagine this playlist is him having the best time of my life!!!!

he definitely would love mitski and just anything that reminds him of the sweet times he and david had together, i don't make the rules.

the whole playlist is kinda depressing to be honest

but i'll try to add some more happy happy songs for when he feels excited when he notices he had untied some knots!

ivan (sadism’s hold)

oh no.

had an awfully little time to make this one. i really just tried to pick up the sadism's hold vibe, kinda creepy aura of music!

and some songs that make me want to scream (drunk walk home)

i'm actually kind of proud of this one tbh, i had the right (in my opinion) songs for ivan but yes! :)

everytime i talk about my playlist of him, i keep thinking of the song caravan because i feel like both the movie whiplash and sadism's hold are similar to me. the psychological stress and manipulation are so fascinating. the ending to whiplash and how ivan manipulates the listener comes out so natural and realistic, it can't be seen unless you really open your eyes and see the dark side on things. it makes you forget what had happened and the process throughout it that made andrew and the listener become like how ivan/fletcher wanted them to be. and the way it makes you give in and think it's completely okay and comforting and safe because it was what you have loved and/or what you have been needing. the whole thing with the psychology behind it makes it so eerie but interesting.

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but please do check out my spotify profile for some more playlists and maybe you can be updated when i add another character playlist

so that's it so far :)! i'm still new to the redactedverse so i'm sorry if i'm not feeling it like how yall are feeling it ykyk, i was newly obsessed so i was itching. ITCHING. to make a playlist so yeah!! hope you enjoy! but please do be aware that this is my kind of music taste and i pick songs that i really like so it's okay if it doesn't suit your taste

[pinkemo6]

Hey so this is really just a dumb I thought I’d put up. I haven’t even watched Wish tbh but I have been obsessed with this song, only the demo version. But even with it being the best of all the songs, it still has some weird lyrics and lines I felt I wanted to change. I only did this from the simple idea of love songs and stars/space as a central idea. I didn’t change much really, just changed what I thought set it back from being the best. I don’t know if really made it that better but I just put what has been coming to my head while I sang it plus some line I really tried to make sound better, with some help from bingeing Jonah Who Two’s videos on rewriting some of Wish’s songs and listening to his reasonings he gave the lyrics he chose. Also shout out to Astor Rhymemaster cause I watched her video on a wish song too and binged some of her vids

Anyway here’s what I got:

If happiness was a tangible thing

It would be you

If you’d have told me the feeling you'd bring

I’d think it untrue

People search for a wonder like you

All of their lives

You still amaze me after all this time

You pull me in like some kind of wind

Mesmerized by the hold I’m in

Leave you here, I'm not gonna

I gonna

Love you as you are

I, I will protect you at all costs

Keep you safe here in my arms

I, I will protect you at all costs

At all costs

(Wow) What’s pain when I look at you no way

I could explain you even if I tried to

I'll never dream like I used to

If someone tried to hurt you,

I would spark with such compassion

I love you in ways you can’t imagine

Without you's like a famine, I hope

It would be all right to stay right here beside you

And Love you as you are

I, I will protect you at all costs

Keep you safe here in my arms

I, I will protect you at all costs

At all costs

If you’re ever feeling like you're lost

I'll come find you

Light speed jumps, there's no space I won’t fly across

To be right by you

And when the world has left you feeling exhausted

I'll remind you

And love you as you are

I, I will protect you at all costs

Keep you safe here in my arms

I, I will protect you at all costs

At all costs