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#wip#doodles#warrior nun#avatrice#myart#bea is my new favorite challenge#shes too gorgeous for me to draw her#i always spend too much time looking at refs like :))))#how do i achieve THAT BEAUTIFUL FACE OF YOURS gdi#but i love a good challenge so ill keep drawing her#also this is my first ava and i think i nailed it
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Tuvok Voice: You are her official right hand while I have been making detailed psychological observations about her for the past four years - we are not the same.
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#love early seasons Tuvok where he really goes hard on hissing at Chakotay like '/I/ know her best. She trusts /ME/ the most'#wish they had a whole episode about the three of them and their dynamic. REAAAALLY I wish there was a whole multi-episode arc about it#Tuvok#Kathryn Janeway#I didn't wanna draw any particular uniform bc I don't really care when precisely they were ensigns#and the show doesn't either (Janeway has known Tuvok 6 or 20 years)#the starfleet uniform changes so much anyway <3 I don't mind - it's fun#st voyager#voy#st voy#star trek voyager#this can be ship art if you believe#bea art tag#there is SOMETHING going on between them#Tuvok has a file somewhere that's just FOUR + /YEARS/ of observations on Janeway#I need you to understand - at the time of him saying this they have not been in the delta quadrant for four years. He was doing this BEFORE
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Hi JT! I’m not sure it’s possible to challenge you, but I’d love to try: Glasses, classroom, romcom!
okay finally got some time (how dare work actually be work) but also wow WOW ask an ye shall receive because goddamn this batch of prompts has succeeded in being a challenge lol
anon, i feel like i don’t actually write romcom that much so this was a fun mindpuzzle to practice. thank you for playing!!
“I just don’t get it, Lil.” Ava huffs from her perch atop the edge of their homeroom teacher’s desk, the heels of her feet kicking against it. Behind her, she hears Lilith sigh, which Ava takes as a sign for her to continue her rant.
“She’s the kindest, coolest in judo practice but the moment she’s off the mat, it’s like she’s a completely different person.”
Another sigh. “In what way?”
“Like -” All four of Ava’s limbs get in on the telling “- okay, yesterday I saw her in the hall and waved but she literally said, ‘Do I know you?’” Ava groans, smacking her face with her hands as if it would get the entire experience out of her head.
“Well, if I was Beatrice, I’d probably pretend I didn’t know you too.”
Ava swivels around, arms out wide to try to smack Lilith, who ducks, expert as she is after years being friends. She doesn’t even pause in her typing. “Lilith, I’m serious,” Ava whines, pulling her knees up to her chest. “Did I do something wrong?”
Lilith shrugs. “It might not be you. Maybe she gets temporary amnesia every time she goes onto the mat. Or maybe the mat triggers some kind of - I can’t believe I’m saying this outloud - subconscious persona that she doesn’t remember outside of practice. Or -”
A soft cough at the doorway stops them both - with Ava nearly falling off the table when she finds the object of her angst and affection standing just inside the classroom. Because holy shit, Beatrice looks great, as always, but also: when the hell does she wear glasses???
Beatrice glances between the two of them, must consider Lilith the safer of them as her gaze settles on her. Which, fair, Ava thinks grudgingly, considering how she can’t stop herself from gawking at Beatrice in glasses. Still, she wishes she could get Beatrice’s eyes on her like it is during judo practice, feel the soft touch of her adjustments, hear the note of approval in “good job” that always makes her feel like she could fly to the moon -
“- okay, Ava?”
Ava blinks, finds both Lilith and Beatrice watching her, concern written in similar lines across their faces. She shakes herself bodily. “Yeah, I’m fine. Did you need some help?” she squeaks, totally casual.
“I just need to input those for Beatrice’s class,” Lilith answers, gesturing to the folder Ava’s currently sitting on.
“Oh, sure.” Ava doesn’t realize her mistake until she’s already leaning towards the side. The side that is the edge of the table. The side that is nothing but open air.
She flails for a half-second, hoping to negotiate with gravity, but like always - in judo, on the stairs in the rain, stepping out of the bathtub, and here - it doesn’t give in. Ava closes her eyes as she feels gravity win and thinks: Fuck.
The ground isn’t what greets her though. There’s a clatter of something falling to the floor and a gasp she recognizes from Lilith, but what surprises Ava the most is the warmth all around her. It’s strong, familiar.
Ava pries open eyes she hadn’t known she’d closed. Turns her head to find Beatrice, wide-eyed and so, so close.
“Are you alright?” she asks, and Ava has to keep from losing her shit completely because she can feel Beatrice’s breath against her cheek.
“Yep,” she squeaks, totally normal.
She feels Beatrice shift and her feet finally touch the ground. Ava’s loath to let go, now that she knows what Beatrice’s arms feel like fully around her, now that she has Beatrice’s eyes on her fully now, looking at her like - actually, Ava’s not sure what she’s looking at her like. It’s not the wary suspicion from the hallway, but something different. Something like recognition.
Beatrice takes the glasses Lilith is holding out to her, slowly, carefully puts them on.
“Oh,” Beatrice breathes, realization and wonder spreading pink across her face, “It’s you.”
#idk anon i tried okay?!?#man that was hard#but hella freaking fun#THANK YOU SO MUCH I LOVED IT#hope i did it a bit of justice lol#writing shenanigans with jt#avatrice#and Lilith being lilith#high school au#reverse unmasking i suppose? idk how to call this lol#and i think ava would find judo pretty fun#and bea would make sure ava's only taking throws that don't hurt her back so much#also i'm thinking lilith was helping input some stuff for their teacher or maybe she's doing some kind of student council work?#i could see lilith as student council president lololol
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Since it's canon that Bea thought to herself (about Ava) 'how can you not love her?'. I simply know that out there exists a fic/universe where Bea is just so charmed/in love with Ava that she adores and supports ANYTHING she does.
Like I'm picturing Lilith coming up to Bea after Ava did the scotch-tape-at-the-door prank on her and she's furious because Ava is legitimately behaving like a little pest and Bea just sighing and replying:
I know, isn't she just lovely?
#listen listen I know it in my heart#bea is so WHIPPED by her feelings for ava that ava gets away with anything and everything#everyday I'm inching closer to clowning and writing idiot posts about my 'comedy' headcanons#avatrice#ava silva#sister Beatrice#warrior nun#I wish I knew how to write jfc#Lilith still has bits of tape stuck to her face and Bea has the nerve to be in love with that 5'2 menace#excuse you Eiffel-tower-villaumbrosia ava insist she's actually 5’2¾ thank you very much#myavatricetextposts.com
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Okay but this moment gets me like—
Ava didn't know she could halo blast like that. She didn't have control over its power yet. Look at her. She saw Beatrice in mortal danger and immediately flung herself between Bea and Crimson. Of course she couldn't because the halo took over but...but what would she have done? Was she aiming to tackle Crimson before she could shoot? Was she going to take the bullet on herself like the selfless hero she is? I'm sure even Ava doesn't know. She saw a gun aimed at Beatrice and went "No! Not on my watch mf!!"
#I love this scene so much#and I love Ava even more#she wasn't in love with Bea yet#but she was definitely smitten#because Bea was nothing but kind to her and that's a big fucking thing for Ava#avatrice brainrot still going strong#ava silva#sister beatrice#avatrice#warrior nun#save warrior nun#ava x beatrice
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not truly a prompt but would love some more outside perspective for surgeons au
‘dr. v, hey, what’s up?’ silva says, leaning against the doorframe of the supply closet with far too much aplomb for someone who spilled chili all over himself in the cafeteria — in front of beatrice, who had, horrifyingly, just rolled her eyes with a smile — merely an hour ago.
‘silva.’
you’re a little proud when dr. silva — usually infuriatingly unflappable — gulps. ‘hey, so, uh, well. i’m saying this in confidence.’
you resist the urge to just walk past her, because you definitely could, and you’re way too busy, but she’s unfortunately actually a great intern, switched to your service after beatrice told chief superion they had feelings for each other. which, well — it seems serious, and dr. silva has made beatrice, your best friend — your sister — happy, happier than you’ve ever seen her, so you’ve come to terms with the fact that ava silva is probably going to be in your life for a long time now.
‘go on,’ you say.
ava nods, steps into the supply closet and closes the door, glancing behind him quickly.
‘the coast is clear, for whatever secret you’re about to divulge that i’m sure i won’t want to know.’ you know the coast is clear because you come into this particular supply closet to catch your breath when days are chaotic and overwhelming, to, on occasion, shed a tear or two over a bad outcome or, even more embarrassingly, a great outcome, too much family thanks sent your way.
dr. silva isn’t deterred at all. ‘okay. um. beatrice cried herself to sleep last night. and last thursday night too. i know she doesn’t want me to know, or i guess, she probably doesn’t, but, like, i care about her, a lot, and i lov— ‘ ava shakes his head, a little panicked, but then soldiers on. ‘do you know why? is there anything i can do?’
beatrice, you are well aware of, has therapy every thursday, barring emergencies she can’t get out of. you also know, from years and years of watching her hold feelings in for days, weeks even, until she explodes a little, that beatrice is a slow processor, someone who needs her time to understand what she’s feeling. before she met ava, you’d text her every thursday, after she’d gone to the dojo or climbed or run, and you’d read a new study together (not sworn to secrecy) or catch up on love island (sworn to absolute secrecy).
but now there’s dr. silva — ava; there’s someone for beatrice to be held by, someone to warm the cool side of the bed. you can understand from when you first started dating camila, the sheer panic that she would realize you needed things, the sheer panic that you needed her, that beatrice doesn’t want to share with ava whatever was difficult or sad or hard to process. beatrice is excellent at most things, including kindness, and especially including steadiness, and you know, no matter how open she is in therapy, that what she grew up having shoved down her throat is not an easy thing to overcome.
‘she has therapy, thursday morning, every week if she can make it.’ maybe beatrice would be mad at you, but you don’t think so — sometimes it’s easier to have help, anyway.
‘oh,’ dr. silva says, their shoulders relaxing immediately. ‘well that makes a ton of sense. i was worried it was my cooking or taste in music or something.’
‘i’m sure those things don’t help.’
she rolls her eyes. ‘thanks for telling me.’ thanks for knowing beatrice so well; thanks for loving her too goes unspoken; to dr. silva’s credit, she does seem to understand that there are lines too tender for her to cross.
you nod, just once, and motion toward the door. dr. silva steps aside, a little hurried, trying to be polite — for once.
‘i need post-ops on mr. williams, and then we have a consult with dr. masters.’
‘sexy.’
‘i can get you fired, you know.’
dr. silva’s grin, under the florescent lights in the hallway, is almost rakish. ‘i do know that, and i also know you wouldn’t.’
‘the next abscess i see is yours.’
ava just laughs.
/
beatrice slips into the supply closet silently, just behind you, a week later.
‘jesus,’ you grumble. ‘i’ve got to find a new spot.’
she’s undeterred, wearing a fleece over her scrubs and a bright orange fisherman’s beanie — silva’s undoubtedly; beatrice would never buy anything bright orange herself — a neat canvas tote from her favorite coffee shop on her shoulder — tired, and on her way out. ‘did you tell ava i had therapy on thursdays.’
‘well, you do.’
she clenches her jaw, seems to toy with what she wants to say. ‘thank you,’ she settles on, surprisingly but also not: beatrice is kind, above all else; kinder than you ever expect.
‘i apologize,’ you find yourself offering, ‘if i overstepped.’
she shakes her head. ‘it’s — was it hard for you?’
‘camila?’
she sags back against the closed door. ‘letting someone in, like that.’
‘well, i certainly didn’t choose ava.’
beatrice laughs, a little, but, ‘i don’t feel as if i had much of a choice. he’s, just, spectacular.’
you refrain from saying anything mean; there will be time enough, years and years and years of it if beatrice has any say. ‘he took care of you?’
‘as much as i let her.’
you have to smile, then; there are a handful of times you’ve been in charge of taking care of beatrice: after her parents visit, each time, especially in college, tears and hours of sparring; after she had top surgery, helping her take a bath and deal with her drains; once when she got food poisoning from a sketchy burger place she resolutely loved. ‘no small task.’
‘we’ve got to get better at that, don’t we?’
’speak for yourself. i’m a seasoned professional.’
‘ah yes, you, remarkably comfortable accepting affection and care. since the moment we met.’
you laugh; you can’t help yourself. ‘you’re happy?’
‘beyond.’
’sure you couldn’t pick someone less… ava?’
beatrice elbows you but it’s lacking any malice. you sling an arm around her shoulders, as close to a hug as you’d get under normal circumstances, especially at work. ‘you know,’ she says, ‘everyone knows you come in here to decompress. you’re not stealthy.’
you shrug. ‘intimidating, then. no one interrupts me.’
she lets you have it with just a small smile, kind once again, and makes to slip out the door. ‘i’ll leave you to it then.’
‘sure.’
‘drinks later when you get off? perhaps just the two of us?’ a measure of care you’ve never been brave enough to offer but are always grateful to accept — your oldest friend.
‘i would really like that, beatrice.’
she nods. ‘text me when you’re done.’
#wn#wn fic#avatrice#avatrice fic#surgeons au#butch bea 🥺🫡#lilith she is so much i Love writing her lol
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sleepy day☕️🍃
#love bea so much🥹#cant believe she stayed on that bench long enough for me to take these!#acnh#animal crossing#animal crossing new horizons#new horizons#acnh island#acnh exterior#acnh bea#ac bea#acnh spring#acnh nordsea in spring#nordsea#acnh nordsea
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from this post by @caligulas--aquarium
(if she keeps this up, she might even get a real desk!)
#portia elizabeth harper#adamandi#fun fact: this is saved on my laptop as re-portia harper. like the awful pun it is#we never do see sophie. so she never appears.#ok i would write stuff but i am Tired you can all conclude yourselves#and also idk how it evolved into whatever this is it was supposed to only be a haha funny thing#i have drawn so many portia harpers she never stays consistent... ah well#the reinterpretation of the lines happens most strongly in the vincent and bea portion#never thought he'd do it -> he as in ambrose /// could help them more -> them as in beatrix#so as to politely go with canon portia's knowledge#i'm back!! a bit. briefly. running on maybe a bit too much caffeine. i think somewhere subconsciously i might have characterised portia#as a bit awkward. trying to do her best. maybe crumbling under the Ardess pressure but still optimistic under it all#idk!! i think there's something very earnest about her and i love her for that#shoutout also to the newspaper in pg 1 that says (am and the bros)... laughed at that one
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potentially batshit headcanon, but i think it'd be funny if these two were related somehow.
#i'm inclined to say they're cousins but it'd also be interesting if they were siblings ngl#gustafa hasn't really brought up his own upbringing so far in my playthrough so i'm running hogwild w/ his backstory#i hc that gustafa's parents were classical musicians and pretty strict (very much the types to force what they think is best on their kids)#he felt like the environment was too stifling not only for his music but also his spirit so he left home as soon as he could#he's still proud about his family's history as musicians but definitely doesn't want to raise his kids like his parents raised him#so that's why he's pretty laid back when it comes to raising bea and encourages whatever she loves doing no matter what#wait now that i think about it carter organizes the music festival in mineral town doesn't he?#shit i'm connecting the dots#carter would probably be older than gustafa so i guess he left home as soon as possible too#he just went the route of joining the clergy to get out of town rather than becoming a hippie like gus#imagine going to the next town over to check out their music festival only to be reunited w/ your estranged older bro >>>#you haven't spoken to in like 10+ years#i feel like they'd be okay terms tho they'd definitely bond over how shitty their parents were#okay i'm having fun w/ this headcanon i'm gonna keep it i think#story of seasons#bokujou monogatari#a wonderful life#friends of mineral town#sos awl#sos fomt#sos gustafa#gustafa (awl)#sos carter#carter (fomt)#hc : (sos) awl / fomt#mj.txt
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YEAHHHH ALL MY HARD WORK TRYNA FIX HER IS PAYING OFF
#MaeBea let's go#i love Bea so much guys she deserves a break#like not much just give her an afternoon off#please
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Whatever you do, don't think about how, in Alex, Henry has a safe person, an interested person, an amused person and a person he loves and who loves him back to rant about Byron's poetry to 🥺
#i have such bad brainrot about them tbh :(#like.#you can see how henry probably ranted to Arthur and Catherine about the poetry he fell in love with#and both genuinely listened bc they were fans too#but when Arthur died. . . Henry lost both people to do that with#bea tries. she listens she does! but she isn't that interested and she isn't as good as faking interest as she thinks#philip and his grandfather are no goes#and pez tries too. . . but it's just not his thing and henry hates to be humoured#so pez doesn't - in agreement with what henry wants#but then as henry gets closer to alex? he realises alex doesn't humour him. . . alex is genuinely interested#and lets him talk as long as he wants and as much as he wants#bc it makes henry happy#and alex loves making henry happy#and when henry is finished ranting? its alex's turn!#just. i love them okay?#and as someone who has no one to rant to about their hyperfixations#henry and alex - but mostly henry - having that person is very important to me#henry fox mountchristen windsor#alex claremont diaz#red white and royal blue#rwrb#red white and royal blue movie#rwrb movie#firstprince#mine.
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Stonn writes a letter to T'Pring [Patreon | Commissions]
Dear T'Pring, Forgive me contacting you from the green. This is your friend _, now Stonn. I have thought of you often ever since being forced to move away but knew your parents would not allow our continued association. I have grown no richer since we last met. I have gained no greater renown than any man who lives a quiet life of service might. But I remember you enjoying my dull company and hope you might indulge me by partaking in it again.
There is a house I rent in _ which I will enclose the coordinates to if you will meet me. If you won't, please tell me quickly and I will never write again if you write the words yourself. After so long, even your rejection would be desirable if personalized. From your old friend, Stonn
#trans Stonn#trans star trek#au where Stonn & T'Pring were childhood friends but Stonn moved away and transitioned in the interim between meeting again as adults#Stonn/T'Pring#T'Pring/Stonn#T'Pring#TOS#star trek tos#bea art tag#bea writes#bee doodles#I like that people in the star trek future still write letters - very romantic#In my mind Stonn has a much lower social station than T'Pring but they became good friends anyway (her parents didn't love this)#Stonn's parents sent word of their move to T'Pring's parents since their children were friends but T'Pring's parents didn't pass the info#along so T'Pring just found Stonn gone one day and was told he moved after it'd already happened#Stonn waited as long as he could and even tried to go to T'Pring's house the DAY of the move but was barred from entering#so he sort of believed she might not have wanted to see him (since his parents told him they sent word)#neither harbors any bad feelings about this as adults and their reconnection is very smooth....very pleasant.#note: 'from the green' is a play on 'out of the blue'
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WHAT THE FUCK YOU MEAN PEOPLE GO OFF TO HATE HARU FOR SLEEPING AROUND IN THE FIRST SEASON
'AWWW POOR LEGOSHI HAS A SLUT AS LOVE INTEREST'- WHO THE FUCK IS SAYIN G THAT DID NO ONE LITERALLY READ ABT HARU SITUATION IM GOING TO KILL AND MAIM-
Haru is sOOO queen, bro honestly she puts up with a lot of legoshi bs too I mean he just disappear never tell her whats going on. aimless hate for her bcs of poor legoshi or other ships-
there aint no way, Haru is cool af bro. BROOOO
it might be because im a multishipper that i dont really get the whole 'oh she gets in the way of another ship' But man in this account its a stan Haru shes SO for real both manga and anime.
#saw a thread about people hating on haru bcs shes a woman since there is very much a character being slutty like pina and no one talk a thin#and love him#and im like 'no fucking way this is happening'#bro Haru is like one of the coolest characters in bea stars#shes so for fucking real and you try to hate on her for stupid reasons!?#brother i NEVER forget how she says she sleeps around bcs its the only moment she feel an equal to everyone man#like my god#nah Im always on Haru side shes soOOOO FOR FUCKING REAL#love her to bits#'oh but she isnt your favorite character?' and???#and?????????????????????????????#bro shes the coolest. just like nine#rant#god this one is long i felt so overwhelmed by anger#aint nooo fucking way brother get that misoginy away from here#also i cannot ever believe people actually want to get with legoshi- ok i can believe#I RESPECT THAT#and thats none of my business#my business on how i feel about legoshi tho#hes SUCH a loser gkdnaskfljansjk#love legoshi but by gods.#yes one of his main traits as a character is that he is such a fucking virgin#but holy shit#love him. hes such a loser <3#but haru supremacy#shes a queen with her loser of a boyfriend#and no this isnt she deserved better this is such power couple dlksmdkalmdkla#as character i love legoshi#would HATE his ass irl fjlksnakjfsdnla
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Everyone go listen to Woodbine podcast it’s so freaking good and will rip your heart out ❤️❤️🔥💔
#Youtube#Spotify#Woodbine#Woodbine Podcast#6#Hooooooooooh this hurts#THE PAINNNNNN#Anyway. Yeah I started this podcast a week ago about and damn it’s so good#Spotify actually did something cool for once on the podcast front and recommended me this#Sound quality’s impressive voice acting impressive soundscaping impressive music impressive writing impressive it’s all so IMPRESSIVE#I love Bea sm she sounds like how I think Lenore Vandernacht does and it’s awesome she’s also just a great character#Grace I didn’t like trust at first but she grew on me as it went on#Rhys is adorable he brought so much life to the series one of my faves for sure#Lennox. Is the opposite of Rhys#And that’s all I’ll say on that (LENNOX WHEN I GET YOU I SWEAR YOU'RE GONNA PAY--)#but uh yeah I recommend the finale left me running around my room and screaming and crying (not really but)#Y’all go listennnnnnnnnn#I’ll have some character designs soon maybe
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Ray talk about Beatrix
Meme
"Bea is my world. Both my children are. She was such a blessing to me and our family." She began with a cheerful tone as her tail feathers swished happily back and forth. "I see so much of her father in everything she does. She holds that same charisma and charm that tiptoes into the chaos. She fully embraces herself making her scarily confident. She let's her madness allows her to see the world in a beautifully twisted way where she thrives to celebrate the dark. Instead of letting in consume her, she embraces it. She has made a very unique path for herself where she can continue Alastor's work on Earth." She clearly was so proud of her no matter what. "I do miss her all the time but she always finds her way back to San Danje with us."
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i finally did this oc meme.... SMILES it was SO much fun...thank u so much 2 oomfie who suggested doing this AUUUE bea bea bea love u forever
a color: outer space; a flower: baby's breath + forget-me-nots; an animal: crows; a scent: cherries; a song: "spellbound" by siouxsie and the banshees; a feeling: yearning.
#⭐️ : bea#🎨 : my art#i would tag wiz but.......... naw..#i loved this so much i loved looking up little things#ie. baby's breath meaning everlasting love; forget-me-nots being “true love. memories. do not forget me”#CROWS AND THEIR SYMBOLOGY; depending on how many show up in a group it means something different (1 crow = bad luck. 2 crows = good luck et#the cherry scent thing is morbid so.................. if u know u know.#my favorite thing though has to be the color though... not only is it like. u know. space. voidcaller. whatever but um. hehe i color picked#****** to get that color and i put it thru this website and the color name was “outer space” and i LOSTTTTT MY SHITTTTTTTTTT#oh and. yearning..... of course............. i think bea yearns for a lot of things not just dasein. yearns to be seen#yearns to be heard by others. respected. loved. understood. but has that fear of reaching out..... SIGH. sigh sigh sigh... beatrice.....#she will be the death of me 4 sure... love the beast
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