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doctornineteen · 2 months
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@ordinariums sent: 🔪 - from The Master <3
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“Oh, is this what we are doing now?” He willed his voice to be clear and calm, unable to completely shroud the slight shake of his voice. “Using your words would be far more effective, don’t you think?”
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tma entities as icon for hire songs
i added bits of the lyrics bc idk if anyone other than me is in both of these fandoms lmao. also im not rly happy with all of these since i couldnt find an accurate one for everything
The Buried - Hollow
I don't wanna break down, but I'm feeling low Let me sink to the bottom Air in my lungs keeping me afloat Inside I'm still hollow I don't wanna break down So where do I go? My screams sink to the bottom Top of my lungs, just an echo Inside I'm still hollow
The Corruption - Enemies
On Wednesdays, we wear hazmat suits And walk the city streets Smile at everyone we meet We're delightful when we wanna be Soon, you'll hear us knocking on your door We could always use one more We came here to cheer you up Do you wanna play with us? (Do you wanna play with us?)
The Dark - All I See Is Darkness
And now you're looking like the villain But I didn't see it coming Truth is blinding and I'm finding I can't see a thing Keep me in the dark, keep me in the dark (Heartless) Searching every night, tryna find the light (Starless) Looking in your eyes, all I see is ice (Arctic) All I, all I see is darkness
The Desolation - Up In Flames
I'll probably end up in flames Before the end of the night Watch me burn in the fire Watch me bid you good-bye Your words, they fall off the page Like they fall on deaf ears You know that it's over Nothing left for you here (Nothing left for you here)
The End - Only Be a Story
'Cause when I go I already know My life will only be a story All that I've been All that I've built All fades away inside a moment And the pain won't matter The power won't matter The shame burns with the glory When I'm gone My life will only bе a story
The Eye - Watch Me
All eyes on you, we're watching you It's too bad you're too stuck to move Too bad you wouldn't know what to do If the right thing walked right up to you It's none steps forward, none steps back No harm, no foul, you play like that? Your game sucks, you need a new one Your game sucks, make a new one up Up the ante, up the drive Slow down - is this how you feel inside? Torn in the middle like you can't decide Can't step up to save your life I'm calling it, you're full of shhh More scared to make noise than you care to admit
The Flesh - Under The Knife
Devil drew you in, you didn’t let it show Didn’t want the others to ever have to know That you were getting hooked on up up up And all you had to do was cut cut cut You carved a special place for your pain So it came back to hurt you every night You closed your eyes and wished it all away Until you disappeared under the knife
The Hunt - Off With Her Head
How long until it starts to do me in? I can't give out what I'm not breathing in I know, they'll come with what I'm owed, guilty as charged My enemies belittle me reminding me the penalty of all my deeds, despite my pleas, is death Don't let go, cause I don't wanna be this, I don't wanna be this Death is mine, I know Don't let go, don't let go
The Lonely - The Grey
I am standing on the edge of returning or just running away I am letting myself look the other way And the hardest part in all of this is I don't think I know my way back home Is it worth the journey, or do I let my heart settle here? How cold have I become? I didn't want to Lose you by what I'd done Caught in the grey
The Slaughter - Ready For Combat
You can try to minimize me, but here's the truth I've been saving all my savage up just for you I'm ready for combat, ready for rage Haven't you heard? Luck favors the crazy I'll make you fight back, yeah, how you like that? And just like that, I got you Rеady for combat, give me a war I tick like a timеbomb, ready to roar Let me ignite that, yeah, how you like that? And just like that, I got you Ready for combat
The Spiral - Brittle
If I get defensive Don't say I'm oversensitive Maybe I have a tendency to snap on people telling me "You fit inside this box we built, we know you better than yourself" They're lying, they're lying, they're lying I'm just a statistic Just another tragic misfit Ship that cliché to the clinic Document my disposition Then they put me in a box Slap a label on the top Tape me up and ship me off Now I'm someone else's problem
The Stranger - Theatre
My life is a musical I know how to put on a pretty pathetic show I hide backstage Keep the curtains closed 'Cause I'm scared, I'm scared I'm getting pretty good at feeding them the lines they like But I don't recognize the girl that I face each night I can compromise till I'm convinced It's right
The Vast - i literally could not find anything remotely fitting for this one. suggestions are much appreciated
The Web - Venom
Don't meet their eyes, it's hypnotic Make you forget that it's toxic Caught up in all the chaotic Sold you a lie and you bought it Before you know it, you're nauseous Hands down your throat 'til you vomit Collapse from all the exhaustion And now they got what they wanted Misery, misery is the venom in my brain Killin' me, killin' me, but I don't feel the pain Running from something that I can't really explain Misery, misery is the venom in our veins
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pumpkinsy0 · 3 years
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ok TWO THINGS 1) happy late birthday @minty-bomb this ones for u, baby💪🏽💪🏽💪🏽 2) HAPPY HALLOWEEN :DDD i love halloween and i had to pull this art together in like 7 days, it was hell, pls like it, BUT YEA HERES SOME HCS TOO
•curly loves scream (specially the first movie) and watches it like its the inly entertainment on earth
•this halloween pony planned on just chillin at hom eating candy and watching movies but nope ding dong bitch ur bf wants to hang out🗣🗣
•now curly wasnt gonna b in a ghostface costume and just have his bf in normal clothes SO the plan was to make pony a like victim????
•like a last minute matching costume kinda thing :)))
•so they had to go to curlys house and get his fake blood
•why does he just have it lying around?????he wont say
•so after that the plan was to go to this party and just hang out, BUT soda wasnt gonna let pony go to a party w curly until the late hours without a fight
•fight ended pretty quickly bc pony has blackmail of stevepop in action (shhh they werent out as a couple yet)
•dont worry it was a brotherly joking type of blackmail, ponys not actually gonna tell anyone and soda knew it
•but hey if pony was willing to bring up the photo he must’ve rlly wanted to go so soda just let him go
•OHOH curly wanted to rlly sell his costume and fucking cut a telephone out of this rlly old telephone booth
•nothing of real importance happened at the party sooo TIME SKIP :DD
•now the trick or treaters r out and curly is scaring the poor kids and ponys apologizing for him
•curly kept stealing the bowls of candy ppl left out😭
•sometimes a kid would drop their candy and curly would get to it and the kid would ask for it back only for curly to fucking eat it in front of them and run away
•pony would b lying if he said he didnt take some of the stolen candy curly had
•okok it was a pretty cold halloween and pony was wearing short sleeves and the ghostface costume curly had was rlly fucking long n what not, so curly had his arm wrapped around pony a lot bc he was pretty warm
•curly had this fake knife and at some points he would like pretend hes about to stab pony and pony goes “dont stab me mr ghostface, i wanna be in the sequel :(((“
•OH YEA when pony opened the door for curly, curly went “whats ur favorite scary movie”
•BASICALLY they were just quoting iconic lines from the movie
•this also includes curly scary poor ppl in their houses, knocking on their door and saying “u should never say ‘whos there?’ don’t u watch scary movies???” to them when they ask “whos there”
•just taking absolute advantage of dressing as ghostface
•ok im talking about curly a lot but tbh pony was killing it too
•”hey pon can u pass” “im dead, cant”
•theres a photo somewhere of curly fake choking pony
•as a lil game pony would just b running like he was actually being chased and curly would try to find him
•so basically u would see this pretty boy w fake blood all over him booking it and minutes later theres this kid in a ghostface costume asking if youve seen his bf
finished this shit at 12:05am
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foxys-fantasy-tales · 3 years
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So, my friends and I have a habit of saying "That's a new band name!" every time something weird happens that leads to an interesting phrase. Today, my partner sliced his finger open on a knife while some lipstick was on. He had to suck on his finger as I ran to get first aid. There was blood and lipstick all over when I got back to him. New band name: Blood and Lipstick Icon: Red lips with a finger held up in a 'shhh' motion while bleeding in an aesthetic way. Lipstick is written in blood font and Blood is written in lipstick style font. Fuck yeah. I need to use this in my more modern WIP. My protag could be a fan.
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honeytama · 4 years
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Wanted for Pleasure
Spinner (Shuichi Iguchi) X Fem!Reader X Stain (Chizome Akaguro)
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A/N: Read this post if you’d like. Thank you to @royal-after-dark​ and @hawks-senseis​ for inspiring me to do a threesome peice!! Spinner is in so deep with Stain that he for sure would let his girlfriend be ravaged by the Hero Killer himself if given the chance. Also, I’m entering this into @kazooli​ ‘s Contest! Just now did I realize it fit the themes Hero & Villain and Sharing is Caring...
Summary: Your boyfriend and yourself attend a private event celebrating the Hero Killer; Spinner’s undoubted paragon of villainy. But, one look of you in the costume you wear to the function, Stain himself can’t let you leave without putting you in your place.
Warnings: Smut (18+), established relationship, villain x hero x villain rolepay, threesome, oral (giving/receiving), degradation, dacryphilia, knife play, temperature play, spanking, bondage, double penetration, squirting, overstimulation, light blood mention
Word Count: 7k
Just gotten out of the shower, the carpet of your room warms the soles of your feet as you stride around in a silk robe. Sunlight beams in from your bedroom window while you begin to get ready for the exciting day ahead of you. Today, yourself and your boyfriend would attend a small, private event in the namesake of the Hero Killer, Stain. You smile and hum thinking about the fun you’ll have with your boyfriend at the function he’s been waiting to attend for a year.
He’d set up an itinerary including when and where you'd have lunch, see a showcase of new weapons and wares, and meet Stain himself along with 500 others. The event itself requires everyone to attend wearing some sort of disguise; to wear a costume as to not alarm law enforcement of your assembly.
Finishing applying some smoked-out, sultry makeup, you walk to the closet where your outfit hangs against the door in a clear vinyl bag. Spinner had no clues about the costume you would be attending the event in, but you knew he’ll be thrilled to see you in it. You unzip the bag and pull out a stark black, long sleeve, matte latex catsuit with a hidden zipper that runs up along the front. The material is supportive enough to go without a bra, but you choose to wear a small pair of underwear in case of outfit malfunction.
Slipping one leg of the suit onto yourself, you feel the soft thin layer of cotton that helps from letting the latex outside layer from sticking to your skin. The suit pulls close to your body in the most comfortable way; a combination of stretch and snugness to hug your best features.
The catsuit is pulled easily onto your body; laying flush to your skin all the way up the section underneath your bust. You roll the sleeves a bit to push your arms through, hoping they would go on as easy as the rest. Your body sways as you walk around your room almost in a sweat trying to get the rest of the outfit on. You let out a relieved sigh when both long sleeves have finally adjusted to your form. The thoughts of you having to call someone in to come to help you while in that position only begin to fade away as you start pulling the long zipper that rests at your sternum towards your neck.
“Oh no,” you whisper. The zipper is unmoving, resting in between your breasts; the zipper only made it millimeters up your bust line before giving up. “C’mon, c’mon” you plead in a whisper as you attempt to fidget with the latex iso that the zipper would hopefully flow through. You tug and tug at it but nothing seems to help. Breathing out your frustrations, you hope Spinner is outside of your door waiting for you to be ready.
“Shuichi? Are you there?” you yell from the middle of the room. A moment of silence passes before your boyfriend speaks up.
“Yeah, I’m just on my phone! You’re fine, take as long as you need!” he yells at your door as he leans against the hallway wall.
“You can come in! I’m almost ready,” you try to keep your voice calm as his friends from work might have already arrived for you all to carpool to the venue. In front of you, the door pushes open and Shuichi’s looking down at his phone. Probably triple-checking your day itinerary to the letter. You clear your throat before calling out to him, “I need your help.” Your hands rest at your sides, fingers lightly pulling the suit material from your thighs.
Spinner gaze rises up from his phone up before stopping at the open material against your chest. He clears his throat before raising his blushed face to meet your gaze. “Damn,” he blushes the seconds his eyes lay on you. Walking to meet you he reaches out. "Are you, uh leaving it open, like this?” he tugs on the two halves of the opening.
“No, oh my, Shuichi!” You cover your chest with both hands, the material of the suit barely covering your nipples. “I’ve been trying to pull the zipper up, but it isn’t cooperating. Can you try to pull it up for me, please?” you ask giving your most innocent tone of voice, along with glassy doe eyes that seem to always convince him to do your bidding.
“Right… uh, sure,” he stutters. He tosses his phone on your bed before taking questioning steps closer. The zipper is grasped between his index finger and thumb and pulled up toward the middle of your breasts. The motion of the zipper is watched by Spinner’s dark eyes as it travels between your supple mounds. The zipper tugs slightly at the pressure of your bosom against the material. When he finally reaches the end of the zipper track, he eye-line idles for a second at the amount of cleavage the fitting suit gives. You give him a grateful look, “Thanks babe, I just have to put on my boots, and we’ll be ready to go.”
Spinner sits back on the edge of your bed to admire you in full. The insinuated muscle in your ass and thighs grab his attention immediately. He watches your behind as you lean over to grab your boots from the corner of the room.
Turning, you just catch the moment when his eyes avert away from your body, You walk over and sit beside him on the bed to zip up the backs of your heeled boots.
“Can you check if I missed anything?” You ask. Spinner smiles while gesturing for you to get up while twirling his index finger. You give a spin and laugh at his forward request.
“You look amazing,” his eyes linger on the silver detailing that runs up your thighs. “But, I gotta say…,” he rubs the back of his neck nervous to call his observation. “You look like one of the Pro Heroes, princess.”
“Hey, not every Villain has to wear the Stain look, Shuchi,” you laugh. “Unless you think the Villain fans at this event will berate me for looking so heroic?”
“Tch, you know I’d never let any of them lay a finger on you,” he smirks.
“Then, I’ll wear this, thank you, handsome,” you say before setting your hands on his knee pads and leaning into his snout to kiss him gently. “What’s in your pocket? Or, are you just happy to see me?” you tease.
“It’s one of my knives, love. I know there'll be some dangerous people attending. I want to be able to protect you,” he explains. He takes the chance to reach a hand to your latex covered asscheek and squeezes the supple flesh underneath. A squeal escapes your throat, but he just swallows it into an even deeper kiss. Your hands roam up his thighs and rub dangerously close to his growing bulge.
Shuichi reluctantly pulls away from your lips so as to not get riled up and be late to the event he’s long-awaited for. “Alright, alright! Jeez, I can’t imagine what the other people at the convention would think about a Hero like you making out with a Villain like me,” he jokes while giving smacks to your behind to motion you to get up.
“Ooooh, am I your Hero, Mr. Villain?” you fake gasp, “I could be your arch-rival, babe,” you tease “We could reenact one of those Enemies to Lovers stories you read so often.” You wink while wiggling your hips before tugging one of the belts that wrap his waist.
“Hey, shhh,” a rough hand rushes to cover your mouth. “The guys are in the other room.”
“Yes, silence me, Villain don't let them hear!” you laugh while pulling his hand from your face. “I think it’s sexy you like to read your fans’ writing, babe.”
“Whatever, you,” he lowly chuckles before bringing you in from the waist to give a quick kiss. “Now let’s go, I don't want to be late to the meet up.”
He takes your hand to pull you to the bedroom door and to walk through the hallway out to the living room where Shigarkai and Dabi wait. You dance to the front door and sing, “My boyfriend is going to meet his icon~~!”
“Y/N,” Spinner whines.
You take a car to the small event venue while sitting between your boyfriend and Tomura. Getting close, you see tens of people dressed in outfits similar to Spinner’s walking the sidewalk from their parked cars. Your heart beats in excitement at all of the people that align with your boyfriend and his friends. These are their people.
“Look at all of them,” you whisper to your boyfriend. He nods and smiles widely back at you.
“The entrance is on the right,” Spinner turns to the driver. “Let Y/N and I out up here, we’ve got a place to be.”
The car slows next to the curb and you exit with a wave goodbye to the other boys. You grab the matching black eye mask to your outfit and apply it to your face once stepping onto the sidewalk.
Walking hand in hand with your boyfriend into the secret venue, you notice how much your outfit stands out compared to the other fanatics there. Some civilians sneak quick glances at you, but others stare at your unique costume and mask as they walk by to their next meeting.
However, the attention does little to bother you. You know that there are some people staring at Spinner standing next to you as well, but he’s too excited to be bothered about prying eyes.
Shuichi and yourself end up making it to the front of a long meet up line for Stain himself. You try to listen as your boyfriend rambles on about the questions he’ll ask and how he’ll shake his idol’s hand, but watching the nature of the number of people around you draws your mind away from him. The tightness in your stomach would say you're nervous as hell.
All of a sudden, a curtain is pulled back and the Hero Killer peeks out from the side of it. Your heart jumps, but no one else around you, not even Shuichi, seems to notice. Stain looks to grunt and roll his eyes before running a hand through his black, silk-like hair.
His piercing eyes scan the crowd until both of yours’ lock together.
Your heart jumps. His unwavering gaze into your eyes feels uncomfortable, eerie even. Before you can turn away from his stare, you notice his tongue. His deep pink tongue slides over his top lip sensually. All he gives you is a head nod and a once over, top to bottom, with his eyes before slipping back behind the curtain partition.
You stand next to your boyfriend with chills running up your spine. Did that just happen? You turn to Spinner to see his expression, hoping he did not see the lewd implication his idol just gave you. But, he’s still excited as ever.
A few minutes later, an announcer calls out Stain’s meetup will begin. Stain saunters through the curtain and stands before all of you. The rest of the crowd gets loud spotting Stain for the first time.
A large man approaches your boyfriend and yourself. He hands Spinner a folded piece of paper before saying, “Please leave the line, and have a nice rest of your day.” The man ushers the next fan behind you to step up.
You both look at each other in awe as you are pushed to the side. Spinner opens the folded paper before reading aloud.
“Congratulations. Stain is inviting you, the first in line, to his private hotel room for drinks and a chat. Go to Room 416 of the Hotel at 9 pm tonight. He hopes to see you both there.”
Your boyfriend and yourself sit on a couch of the room’s living space together; his hand covering yours as a means of protection. He had babbled on and on all day about the things he wanted to talk with his idol about, but over the time of entering the man’s suite, only a few words were exchanged. You had gone to shake the host’s hand as you entered the room, but he pulled you into a lingering hug. You can still feel the caress of his hands on your lower back.
Stain calls out from the kitchenette in the corner of the living room, “Either of you want somethin’ strong to drink?”
You ponder for a second if to drink alcohol, it would certainly lift the mood and take the edge off of everyone. But, you answer with a soft, “Just a glass of water, please.”
Looking back at Shuichi, you give a squeeze to his hand in encouragement. “Babe, you should talk with him!” you lean in to whisper, “I think he would really like to hear your ideas.” You give him a smile and a kiss to the cheek before pulling away.
Stain returns to the living couch carrying a glass of water and two bottles of beer. An open bottle is handed to Spinner, and the water glass is handed to you. Your hand brushes with his; it sends goosebumps to your chest as the slight feeling of his cold skin.
He then sits across you both finally striking up a conversation with your man. They talk, laugh, and drink together for an hour. All the while, you keep either a hand on Shuichi’s thigh or a comforting touch on his exposed bicep in solidarity with him coming out of his shell.
Listening to you boyfriend talk always got you excited, the passion that burns within him escapes into intelligent streams of words. You can never help but be enthralled yourself, and even slightly turned on, especially after the making out you did that morning. However, the other man in the room seems to notice this.
“Y/N, I can feel you sweating from here,” Stain says bluntly. “That suit of yours makes a lot of noise.” Your cheeks flush rapidly realizing you’d been rubbing your thighs together in anticipation of getting your love alone that night. “Why don’t you tell your girlfriend to relax, Spinner?”
“Excuse me?” Spinner questions with his amber eyes widened.
“Oh, I guess I did realize that she’s the one to tell you what to do, huh?” he laughs. “I overheard her coddling you to get you to speak up earlier. You're just going to let a girl dressed like a little Hero tell you when to speak?” he laughs while gesturing to you sitting pretty on the cushions across from him.
Oh, fuck, is all you can think before Spinner is lunging at Stain and pulling him up from his chair by the collar of his tank.
“What the fuck did you just ask me?” Your own hand flies to your mouth when you see the knife that he packed in his pants that morning being held against the neck of his idol. “Apologize. Apologize to Y/N before I draw some blood, asshole,” he sneers through his teeth.
You lift yourself from the couch slowly, silently hoping Stain will just say what needs be. But, that doesn't happen.
Stain laughs loudly while a grin grows across his face. The knife against his neck being shifted up and down slightly by the movement of his Adam’s apple. “Have you ever pulled a knife on your girl, Shuichi?”
“No, I’d never hurt her! What the hell are you saying?” he yells in confusion. “You know what, whatever, we’re leaving.” Spinner pockets the knife and lets Stain fall to his chair from his hold. He stomps over to where you stand with his chest puffed and arm muscles flexed.
You’ve witnessed the criminal work your boyfriend does before. Frankly, you enjoyed the shake it made your legs give to watch him be so dominant.
“You can't tell, huh? Look at her. She's trembling in lust just from your threat against me, man,” Stain snickers while fixing his clothes across the room.
“Shut the hell up,” Spinner grunts over his shoulder while yanking the hotel suite door open.
“Wait, Spinner, please,” you huff while tugging his hand to get his attention before he can step out into the hallway.
“If you want to tell him off, go ahead.”
“I was just thinking about how you said my costume looked like a Hero’s this morning.” You raise your brows at him, “I'm just a weak, little Hero, right?”
Stain gets up from his lounge chair and walks to the door to close it himself. Encasing you both in the room with him.
“Scumbag, let us go before I—,” Spinner snarls.
“Stain, it seems you agree? I think a Hero like myself should be punished for speaking out of turn to two big, bad Villains, like yourselves.”
“Punished? What are you saying, princess?” You can see a hint of pink grace his face.
You smile to yourself and try to entice your lover into your brilliant idea by leaning into him for a desperate kiss. Your hands roam and pull at his vest and belts before you tug yourself away to stand in front of Stain.
“With him? Right now?” Spinner’s stomach drops at the idea of sharing your body with the guy he’s looked up to for so long.
You nod, trying not to break the sense of role-play you've begun. Biting your lip, you turn to Stain who’s looking down at you, “What do you think, Hero Killer?”
“I think this other Villain should pull out his knife again, sweet little thing.” He leans down to meet your gaze and you can feel his breath against the soft skin of your lips. “Show just how a Hero like yourself should be knocked down a peg.”
All of a sudden, your boyfriend is standing right behind you. Your bottom presses into his groin, but his newfound dominance feels as if he’s towering over you. You feel his breath against your ear for a second before he commands you in a low tone, “Go to the bedroom, Hero.”
Your throat catches before letting out a high pitched moan as his words. All of a sudden, you feel the sharp tip of a blade in the middle of your back. You clench your eyes before squeaking out, “Yes, Villain.”
You walk carefully to the bedroom and he follows you with the knife lightly pressed into your spine. You obey his command and sit on the edge of the king-sized bed. Stain and Spinner walk in closely behind you and stand alongside one another in front of your small form beneath them.
“Spinner,” Stain starts, “you found this one. How should we begin?” He goes to take off parts of his outfit into a puddle of tan and red garments on the floor. He stands there waiting for a response only in a dark gray tank top and black form-fitting pants. The bandage wraps on his arms still present.
“Hero, get up,” Spinner commands.
You stand up quickly from your seat on the bed. The excitement makes your legs wobble, but you try to show to be as calm as possible.
“Help me undress her, Chizome,” your boyfriend continues. The two men encase you between them once again. Spinner’s eyes trail along your features in front of him while Stain presses himself into your back waiting for him to unzip you.
You hear the zipper come down from your chest towards your belly button. The two sides of the outfit are pulled away from your skin by Spinner. The sleeves and shoulders are pulled down your back by Stain’s rough hands.
The material is pulled down your waist roughly. Stain mutters about the “dumb costume” while pulling your feet through the bottom. By the time the entire catsuit is off of you and in a sad pile, your lover is already attacking your chest and stomach with his hands.
He nuzzles his snout into your open neck and breathes in deeply taking in the remaining amount of your perfume from the day. He groans at the sight of your bare skin for him to ravage, finally. His scaled hands tickle your sides. The number of locations your body is being touched makes your mind go wild. The knot in your stomach grows larger. You and Spinner have never shared any sexual activities with anyone before. But, you can feel his calming presence -- even role-playing as a dangerous stranger.
“Oh my god--,” you squeal. Two hands grope the cheeks of your ass roughly. Your small panties hang on for dear life as the man behind you grinds himself into you. Your heartbeat quickens at the thought of another man touching you so differently from Spinner’s usual careful nature.
“Shh, it’ll all be okay, little one,” Spinner whispers against your neck while rolling a nipple between his thumb and index. You try to control your breathing knowing he’s said that for you to feel safe.
“Damn,” Stain grunts. His lips are now trailing the side of your neck; almost either placing a wet kiss or threatening to bite into your skin. “Maybe Heroes are good for something, huh, Spinner? This one’s got such a tight ass.”
His right-hand leaves your cheek only to be brought back as a harsh slap against your mound. “Ah! Please,” you whine.
“Is that the kind of punishment you wanted?” Stain grumbles. You lean into his strong chest as he starts to place open mouth kisses along the nape of your neck.
“I think I deserve-,” you stutter, ”more than that, Hero Killer.” You hold in whines from how amazing his lips feel against your skin. Two fingers come to hold your chin tightly, and your eyes widen as your boyfriend pulls your attention to him with a deep, breath-taking kiss. You roam your hands along the muscle and limbs of his familiar body. You undo the belts you’ve undone hundreds of times before and you rid him of his vest and knee pads. Lastly, all other loose ends. He stands and kisses you with his usual arm wraps, gray trousers, and a white tank top. Of course, Stain and himself are still adorned with their signature eye masks.
Stain leaves your back end only to drop to the carpet. While kissing Shuichi, you can feel a set of fingers experimentally pull a cheek to the side. Your glistening slit and other private hole are on display for Stain to see. You yelp again once he brings a harsh hand across your ass; he smiles while watching your holes clench in fear and anticipation.
“Hah fuck, already so goddamn wet,” one of his thick, calloused fingers prods your folds and takes millimetres of a dip into your cunt. “Am I going to get a turn with this?”
You hold your breath waiting for Shuichi’s response.
“No way, you’re using her ass or mouth. And, these lips—,” he kisses you deeply, taking your breath away. “they're mine.”
A growl rumbles against the side of your thigh before Stain dives his south between your legs. But not in the area you need him most just yet. You feel his teeth doing the most to leave marks on the skin of your inner thighs.
“Ah, shit, not so hard,” you whisper under your breath. The two men chuckle at your remark before the one on his knees bites deep into the fat of your asscheek. He sucks and kisses the oval mark harshly. You feel your thighs already forming small welts where his teeth closed in on your skin.
All of a sudden, you feel his long, hot tongue licking a thick stripe along the crest of your ass. The tip flicks and leaves his saliva as he pulls away. “Stain,” you whine while jolting away from his prehensile-like tongue. You feel the thing following your body, attempting to taste you, even as you clench onto your boyfriend's shoulders as a means of staying away.
Drool slides down the ends of his mouth, but he wipes it away proudly seeing the disgusted look on your face. “Oh, c’mon, you liked that didn’t you, Hero.”
“I’m sure she did. You should feel how much she’s shaking against me. You want him to eat your cunt out nice and good with that tongue, yeah, Hero?” He shows a smug face, but he feels his face flush thinking about other ways to make you cum before you all get on the bed. He holds your chin in his hand to let you know to give attention to his next words. “Or, what do you think of both of our mouths feasting on you? How does that sound?” His eyes are unwavering from his lock onto your own.
“H-how, would you?” You stumble on your words trying to imagine being ravaged by both of them in that way.
“Relax. Go put a leg up onto the bed,” he commands.
You get closer to the bed dawned in white hotel sheets. Keeping your balance, you lift one foot up onto the plush mattress while the two Villains sandwich you again. You subconsciously wanted to cover your private areas in such a vulnerable state, even though the man ogling the front side of you is your lover.
He grasps the undersides of your thighs before starting kissing a trail down the length of your body roughly; he nips on your stomach and hip bones along the way. He sits back on his knees, closes his eyes, and lets his mouth fall open in front of you. You watch as his pink muscle rolls out of his mouth before it wraps to latch onto your throbbing clit.
Your breath catches and you reach out to his hair to hold with a hand to balance. Spinner nods signaling Stain to get started on his own part.
“Fucking finally,” Stain hisses falling to his knees once again before letting his tongue lull out the side of his mouth. You feel his face press into you while Spinner continues sucking your clit from the front. The pointed tip of Stain’s hot muscle massages your entrance. He groans at the sweet taste of your cunt. You feel his tongue violate every square inch of your private area. You clench your eyes and brace yourself knowing he’s unapologetic to licking an eclipse around your rimmed hole as well.
Your elevated leg shakes on the bed when Spinner speaks again. “Fuck her deep with your tongue, Stain. You better not fucking disappoint.”
“Can you feel it, Hero? Him defiling your hidden places? You know his quirk, right? One drop of blood from you by either of our knives… or our teeth. And he laps it up? You’d be paralyzed and we’d be free to do whatever we’d want to with your body, sweetheart.”
“I understand,” you try to say. But, your voice comes out small and mousy. Your mouth feels dry from holding it open for so long. For several minutes you had let pleading moans in the form of quick, shallow breaths escape your throat.
Your pussy, drenched of saliva and puffy from stimulation, is stretched as Stain lets his tongue extend even more out of his mouth.
“Oh, my God,” you cry out. The new sensation feels so amazing that you can't help but grind on the pointed tip reaching dangerously close to your cervix. Tears swell up and form in the outer parts of your eyes as you lean back onto Stain’s face. “Fuck, that feels so good,” you whine as a tear falls down your hot cheek.
“Ahhh, yes baby, bounce on his face for me,” Spinner encourages.
This only makes you rock faster on Stain’s thick tongue that pumps ever so relentlessly into your cunt. It’s tip lingering on the outside of your hole whenever he pulls it completely out to tease and taste you.
Spinner, who's standing in front of you now and motivating this absolute sin, trails his scaled hand down your exposed stomach. He groans into your ear while you grind desperately on his “friend’s” face. His face even feels hot against yours; it's a sight to see you in such a vulnerable state.
“Could you imagine if his tongue was big enough for me to see your stomach bulge?” he whispers on your lips. He dips his hand from your stomach lower and lower until reaching your clit. Engorged and aching. He starts using two fingers to rub small circles into the spot with the most perfect amount of pressure.
“How does it feel? C’mon, answer me, beautiful,” he urges while wiping the salty droplets collecting near your lips. He rests a comforting hand on your cheek and you start to sob.
“She’s crying, Stain.”
A loud, angry grunt is spoken in place of, “Fuck, I wish I could see.”
Still holding your face in the most supportive way, he massages into your clit at a more quick, but steady pace. He locks his gaze with yours while a tension builds in your core. “You’re gonna cum on his tongue while I play with your little clit. Can you do that for us, Hero?
And in that second, your body builds up for the most intense orgasm before letting it out in a rush. Your legs wobble and you struggle to keep your balance. You cant help but clench onto Spinner’s chest and shoulder.
“There she goes. Fuck, look at you! Good girl, just like that. Keep cumming,” he encourages.  “Can you feel her clench on your tongue?”
Stain nods before retracting his tongue back into his mouth and wiping his lips with his wrist. “Fuck that was hot, I gotta go get something.” He stands and rubs his bulge while exiting the bedroom.
Your boyfriend picks you up from the end of the bed to set you on the sheets with a pillow placed carefully under your head. You can tell part of him is anxious to get started. “Princess, I’ve always wanted to do this with you. But, I—,” he cuts off when you try to pull yourself up from the bed.
You reach into the pocket of his pants and wrap your fingers around a thick metal object before pulling it out slowly. Holding it up, you press the button on the side and a shiny, silver, 3-inch blade flies out. You jump slightly as it clicks into its upright position.
“I’m afraid that you won’t feel safe,” he breathes out.
“I’m safe when I’m with you, love,” you smile.
“That’s all I need to hear,” he smiles while blushing.
With a kiss to the forehead, Spinner quickly stands from hovering over you when he hears Stain start to enter the doorway. Returning to play, Shuichi’s large, scaled hand comes to your chest and pushes you slowly onto your back. The quick motion knocks the air from your lungs. Your boyfriend stands above you on the side of the bed with the open blade held between 3 fingers.
Stain enters the room with a silver bucket in one arm and three tall drinking glasses in his opposite hand. “If you’re going to use that on her skin, might as well make it even more interesting.” He places the bucket of ice on the nightstand near Spinner and then walks to the opposite side of the bed. Your boyfriend’s eyes almost glow seeing you become suddenly unsettled by the situation. You anticipate how the ice will change the temperature of the knife to that it stings to have placed onto you. “And, if she’s going to move around like that, then we might as well restrain her,” Stain suggests in a low, smug tone.
“Fine then, go get my scarf from the floor,” Spinner’s eyes never leave your nude body laid out for him as he commands Stain to fetch your bonds.
Stain returns and your wrists are immediately bound together to one bed-post roughly by your lover’s red cotton scarf. “You better be ready.”
Spinner holds his open knife in his right hand. He glances at the bucket of ice to his side before reaching to hold the blade inside of it.
As you squirm imagining how the frost metal will feel against your skin, Stain gropes your breasts with his calloused hands. You can’t push him away now. All you can do is moan for him at the unwanted pleasure he gives.
Spinner pulls the blade from the bucket and holds the cold, wet silver for you to see. “Little Hero, I really hope you like how this feels. Because there’ll be more of it.” You watch as the blade comes down to your lower stomach. He sets the flat end against your skin and watches as your eyes clench in pain and pleasure.
You try not to move as to keep the sharp end of the blade from slicing you, but the cold… It sends a rush to your core you’ve never experienced before. The heat from your skin warms up the metal quickly, yet you’d almost hoped that it would stay to sting you a bit longer.
“Give it to me.” Stain’s hand not pinching your nipple reaches out to Spinner’s knife.
Your boyfriend gives a reassuring look to you before handing it over to the other Villain.
“How about we finally get these off of you?” Stain uses a finger to hook under the front of you soaked thong. “A slut like you, can’t believe they’ve been on so long,” Stain hisses while fixing the blade firmly between his fingers.
You whimper when the sharp tip comes toward your precious area. Spinner watches intently; one wrong move and the guy is dead.
“Please, don’t hurt me,” you whimper before biting your lip as the first cut is made to your underwear.
Stain’s chest rumbles at your request. He already feels high just having his usual sharp appendage attached to him for a short amount of time. Stain moves his wrist in quick motions while holding your soft material between his fingers. Slice after slice down your mons pubis and then once to the side. Your wrecked garment is pulled from your body and pocketed by him.
Spinner glares at him and rolls his eyes. His attention is brought back to you. “Spread and lift up your legs, beautiful,” your thigh is smacked by Spinner’s strong hand. You obediently lift your legs to your chest. The two mean ogle your wet, wrecked pussy spread open just for them. “Stain, the knife?”
Stain reluctantly hands the blade back before unbuttoning the front of his pants and sliding the zipper down quickly. He pulls his half hardened prick through the front of his pants and stroked languidly at the sight of your cunt and bruised tits. “Like what you see? You’re gonna suck on my cock soon, Hero?”
Spinner holds the blade in the ice bucket once more. “Hero, you’re gonna let this guy use your mouth or ass?”
“I can let him use both,” you squeak.
“Both? You’re so naughty you’d let me go from your dirty ass to your hot mouth? Stain laughs.
“No, no, not like that,” you whine with your brows furrowed.
“Hero, you only get one choice. Ass or mouth?” Spinner reiterates.
“My mouth,” you decided with a soft voice.
“Fuck,” Stain groans at your response.
“Good girl.” Spinner uses his finger from a free hand to prod at your stretched hole. The blade icy, and near white it presses flat against your hooded clit while he lets two of his scales fingers into you cunt.
“Ohh,” you whine. Spinner fingers pump and hook into your g-spot while he vibrates cooling metal against your clit.
“Shit, that’s hot,” Stain hisses. His uncut cock grows gradually as he strokes. The head is hot pink with sexual frustration. He leans over your body from the side of the bed and groans close to your ear, “Filthy girl. Dirty and unnecessary Hero, I want to watch you cum again on his fingers real soon.” His breath is hot against your neck. You scream when his tongue licks a stripe against the side of your ear. “‘Cus, I need to cum, too.
You clench on Spinner’s fingers from his words. You watch between your legs as the knife is placed in between his teeth it’s stimulation to your clit is replaced by the heel Spinner’s palm. He rubs your tiny nub aggressively and the pressure is unimaginable.
Stain moves his long tongue to your hardened nipples. The lips of his pink muscle wraps tightly around one and sucked in between his lips.
“Ah, ah, fuck, please make me-,” you whimper.
Spinner thumbs your folds to the side to make room to press in another two of his thick fingers. You know exactly what he’s doing; he’s prepping you for himself to take you all the way just as he has tens of times before.
The grinding of his ridged fingers against your g-spot brings you to the edge quickly. You squirm and rock against the mattress trying to escape from their grasp. To just have one moment without the imminent need to pee.
“Fucking little Hero, I feel you clenching. You’re close, just cum so we can continue and get you out of here,” Spinner growls with his voice muffles from holding the knife in his mouth.
“Spinner, please slow dow- I’m gonna,” your eyes roll back into you’re head and your body releases itself involuntarily.
Stain watches from the sidelines as your cunt twitches irregularly. Spinner smirks knowing you’re about to drench his fingers. Your cunt convulses and streams of clear liquid let themselves shoot out against your boyfriend’s chest and chin. You’re verbally encouraged by both men as you squirt relentlessly.
Spinner slows his hands and lets you breathe through the end of your second orgasm. Your wrists feel tired from writhing around against the red bonds.
“Little Hero, look what you did,” Stain pulls the knife from Spinner’s teeth and holds it to your flushed face to see. “Your pussy got his knife all dirty. Clean it up.” The knife is lowered to your lips. Without hesitation, for fear of his punishment, your let your tongue lick a stripe up the length of the blade all while locking with his dark eyes. The bittersweet taste of your juices grazes over your palate. “Let’s get you on your knees,” he grunts.
Spinner and Stain remove their tank tops, pants, and boxers and throw them to the corner of the room. You take a moment while being untied from the bed-post by your boyfriend to ingrain the physique of his favorite Villain into your brain. Stain is a bit more slender than Spinner, but his arms are just as rippled. His cock, as you watched him jerk before, is hung and uncut. You can’t help but stare a the way it’s fully erect, but its size weighs it down.
With your wrists now untied, you scramble to get on your hands and knees as instructed by the Hero Killer. Finally, both of the men climb into bed with you. Stain stands on his knees in front of your face; your forehead beads with sweat.
“Open up your mouth.”
You'd never thought you’d feel your mouth water for another man’s cock, let alone Stain’s. You mouth your hips back and forth against your boyfriends erect pricks on your ass. You let your jaw slack open before licking the dropping bead of precum from Stain’s cockslit.
He tastes a world different from your lover, but your impatient to be filled by someone right now. Stain lets groans sound out from his throat, but not from pleasure. They’re more predatory; you can tell he’s pissed he won’t get to experience either of your privates. He grasps the back of your head with one hand while pulling back the foreskin of his cock for you to take him all in. You sigh on his dick relieved that he’s clean.
“Ready, Hero?” Spinner growls behind you. You nod with Stain’s dick in your mouth.
“You can take both of these at the same time, can’t you?” Two hard, scaled rods slap your clit repeatedly. You wince and whine from the sensitivity of your cunt from before. The familiarity of Spinner’s cocks excites you more than ever. You can imagine him with one large hand wrapping the circumference of both of them pressed together. They rub against your soppy folds while dipping shallowly into your welcoming hole.
Pulling off of Stain’s dick, drool slides down your chin. “Are you gonna fuck me or what, Villain?”
“Yeah, get fucking started,” Stain reaches with both hands to the back of your neck to impale himself back into your gaping mouth. The tip of his dick presses into the back of your throat as holds your nose to his groin.
Shuichi holds you in place by the hips and his nails dig into your flesh giving you a reason to stay still. You feel him start thrusting his hips into your ass; his ridged cocks slowly stretching you with each move. A harsh slap is brought down on your ass; you feel the swell of your lover’s hand print already forming.
“Mmmph,” you moan on Stain’s dick thrusting in your mouth in tandem with the other’s rhythm. Stain pumps his hips quickly while you force yourself to focus on breathing through your nose. He laughs as more tears form in your eyes once you start to gag on his cockhead.
“Take it,” he sneers with a grin. “If you can take what he’s packing, then you can swallow my cock, you dirty slut.” You follow his orders and suck harder on his weeping cock. It thins hard in your mouth against your sore tongue. “Shit, shit, you’re gonna make me cum,” he growls.
You’re surprised when he rips his cock from your mouth to stroke it quickly in front of your face. You hold your mouth open ready to take his load in full. The soft white sheets beneath you are clenched hard by your hands. You close your eyes to shield them from being hit by the ropes of goopey semen shooting from his cock into your mouth. You hold his white seed on your cupped tongue in disgust.
“You better swallow every last drop. Fuck, I’m gonna c-cum in this messy hole of yours, Hero.” Spinner lifts one of your legs from the bed with ease and fucks into you as fast as possible. You clench on his weeping cocks remembering the night before that he’s manhandled your body just to paint your inner walls with his seed.
You swallow Stain’s thick cum while clenching your eyes and holding your breath. “Cum in me, V-Villain, claim me as yours,” you stutter as he impales you. “Your little cumslut,” you whimper as tears fall down your cheeks.
“So, tight,” he growls. “Ah, fuck,” You feel your insides warm after his thrusts become less steady. His throat catches and you hear him rumble with loud groans while his load is spent inside of you. You rock your hips a small amount to ride him through his ecstasy. The moment he pulls out, your legs buckle and make you fall to the sheets in exhaustion.
Fucked out and tired, you lay like a starfish on the sheets soaked with various bodily liquids. Your hips have various bruises forming across them, while your stomach presents crescent shapes and scratches from your boyfriend’s claws.
Glancing to the side, Stain lays next to you with his leg thrown off of the bed. He’s completely knocked out. Feeling completely high, your body is heavy and only wanting to sleep just like him.
“C’mon, love,” Spinner whispers with a smile. He wipes the tears from your cheeks and chin. You give a sleepy, half-smile back as he pulls your arms for you to sit upon the edge of the mattress.
Spinner rushes around the room to collect his clothing and yours on his arm before snatching his knife from the nightstand. Returning to you, with your head in your hands from the headache forming under your temples, he pulls his long tank top over your head for you to wear as a dress out of there.
To cover himself, he pulls on his trousers and boots, and buckles on his riot vest to hide his naked torso as much as possible. Shuichi takes your hand to help you off of the bed and leads you through the living room out to the hotel floor hallway. The bright hallway lights wake you up enough to head to the emergency exit to walk home.
As you make your way down, the cold of the stairwell hardens your nipples. The liquids tuning down your thigh chill your skin as you step out into the night.
Spinner bends over to help you slip on your boots before you begin your trek through town. Looking up at you while zipping them, he teases, “So, what did you think of him, babe?”
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toberlonetrombone · 3 years
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1. 4 songs that help you cheer up
Preface this by saying these might not be actually cheerful but will cheer me up usually bc of memories/energy behind when I usually listen to them (I don't think that makes sense but shhh)
Before he cheats -carrie underwood
Get cool - stray kids
Let it go from frozen
Just right -got7
10. 4 songs that are guilty pleasures
Oh God so many
Closer -the Chainsmokers
She looks so perfect- 5 seconds of summer
Everywhere I go- Hollywood undead
Situations- escape the fate
11. 4 songs by bands you don’t admit to liking
This kind of goes with the last one tbh bc 5SOS?? I would never admit to liking but they've got like 3 songs that get stuck in my head constantly. Especially as of late
ASAP-stayc
You're so creepy- ghost town (I'll explain this one and it's bc I only know that song from them 😂😂)
Teeth - 5SOS
Machine- the used
17. 4 songs that make you think of a specific person
Oh gosh okay should they all be for the same person or different people??? And should I say who??? Okay I asked and they say do whatever I wanted. So I'll do different and no say unless asked bc otherwise if I did all one person and say who I'll expose my simp ass (goes without saying that my simp playlist is full of these types of songs 😂) JK I can't think of anything other than songs that remind me of them that I havent listed already soo let's see if I can do this without exposing myself
Dandelions- Ruth b
Paint me naked- ten
Sorry I love you- stray kids
That's what I want- lil Nas x
22. 4 songs you know all the lyrics to
I almost said every song on this list but that's not true actually. But I was a music kid growing up so like the answer is a lot but I'll pick some faves that I haven't talked about
Under the knife- icon for hire
Beacuae of you- Kelly Clarkson
Cheatercheaterbestfriendeater- never shout never
Remembering sunday-all time low
Whew I did it!! 😂😂 That was actually really fun. I do most of these by just pulling up YouTube and going through my playlists and being like oh fuck yeah that one!! Also some of the explanations are in the tags I'm happy to give more if anyone wants!
#tags in order of answers again duh#so for 1 (and probbaly all) picking just 4 is so hard#a runner up would be closer -the chainsmokers#and also i can explain all of these choices if people are like 'uhhh tf??'#okay for 10 there are so many bc i have a lot of songs i like by people who suck#like rap god?? very questionable lyrics BUT i can do it and brain gets seratonin from that#okay for 11 i wasnt gonna explain them unless people asked but i feel like this one needs it#so stayc is bc im still off put by their fans bc of the whole fandom name thing but their music is very good#ill get over it one day fans just scare me#ghost town i explained#5sos also#and the used is also bc i only know 2 of their songs so 🤷🏻‍♀️#17 tags hmmm okay see the thing is that bc i jsut did a song ask some of the ones i was thinking about for other people got put there#and im trying to give yall a variety#so like for good could jave gone there for my best friend#stealing Cinderella for my dad even if i hate him#let it go for my little sister like i could have done more but those have all been listed and i couldnt think of other ones bc brain dumb#and for that one person its easy bc i have A PLAYLIAT OF THEM FOR FUCKS SAKE#for 22 legit like 90% of the songs i will ever list i will know all the lyrics too its reallt just the foreign ones i dont#bc brain wont latch onto them#this was reallt fun actuallt so if anyone wanted to do more or know of other ask games like this#let me know bc i think tomorrow at work will be another long boring day of watching a reaction sooo#anyway#yeah that was nice#thank you boo 💖
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oplishin · 3 years
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Khan and stamatins headcanons
Khan absolutely adored Maria when he was younger because of their age gap(her p1 age and his p2, yes this is me projecting shhh). He just. Thought she was really cool and always wanted to hang out, which eventually ended up involving the Stamatins.
When Khan first met Peter, he was astounded by how cultured and intelligent the man from the Capital was. Peter also really respects kids’ ideas(may I point you to the Great Pit), so Khan always felt heard. He would talk about his day dreams and books he’d read, and Peter always responded with the same intensity. But a lot of the time, Khan listened to Peter because he could turn those day dreams into a reality. Whenever Peter spoke about the polyhedron, Khan became more and more enamored with the idea. After it was built however, Peter couldn’t deal with the fact that he could never fully experience his own creation. I think there’s a P1 quote that says something along those lines too. Khan watched his intellectual icon become a disillusioned alcoholic and realized that he was just like every other adult Khan had ever met.
If his brother could create Khans childhood dreams, Andrey was like a manifestation of one. Khans first impression of him was that he was strong, funny, assertive, stubborn, good at knives- everything a stereotypical YA main character was. Andrey basically viewed Khan as just Maria’s weird kid brother, but Peter seemed to like him, so it was fine with him. At some point, Andrey decides he has to teach Khan how to defend himself. I personally picture tweenage Khan as a complete fantasy nerd with poor social skills (more projecting). It doesn’t help that his mom was known to be completely terrifying. Andreys method of teaching Khan is pretty brutal, but Khan is a stupidly stubborn moron, so he goes with it. Blah blah blah, at some point Andrey takes him to a traumatizing knife fight, point is, Khan learns the violent, gritty reality that his dreams actually represent. This relationship would explain how rich stone yard kid Khan became a gang leader.
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hajimine · 4 years
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LEX’S 2020 APPRECIATION POST PT. II !
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— to the lovely moots & followers who i talk to quite often (or pretty much everyday), this one’s for you.
thank u for being in my life, you made my 2020 so so much better. i’m so grateful october lex decided to make a tumblr acc 🥲
i’ll try my best to keep it kinda short 🥲👍
in alphabetical order:
@4fterh0urs — my omega phoebe 😩‼️ ily so much bc you’re both extremely stupid n extremely smart at the same time. u mean so much to me and i love talking to u even if u call me such weird as nicknames every damn day 😃 you’re so sexy n hella intimidating smfh idk how i was able to make u my bitch (JK PLS DONT KILL MEE) anyways, thanks for being a real one bae + you’re the person i block the most, so you’re special ig 😹👍 ily you’re actually such a sap but u pretend to be all tough heh <33
@archivednikes — my solar system, my wh*re (lovingly) hi bae 😣 ok yk how much i love u but. im gonna tell u again: ILYSM!! OKAY??? please know that you’re such an amazing human being and you’re SO incredibly talented. god i love u so much please take care of yourself baby, you’re always so kind to other people and i hope you can do the same to yourself. once again, i am so fucking glad you decided to slide into my inbox that day, because now i look forward to talking to you every single morning. insert grabby hands ilysm <33
@boosyboo9206 — onyx hi babes! i’m so so grateful for you omg u dont even know it. you always manage to cheer me up with your antics and you’re always here to support me 🥺 whenever i’m down you somehow aways manage to make me feel a lil better. i love talking to u whether it’s about sth as mundane as the weather or even your obsession with the word peepers. thank you for being you, please take care of yourself and stop sleeping so damn late. ilysm <33
@ch4jime — chloe bae!! 😁 hi omg ilysm you’re so cute and cool and nice urghh thanks for always checking up on me! i love love seeing you in my asks, you’re such a lovely person to be around. i seriously need to be better at dropping in other people’s inbox, so just know that i’ll work on hanging out on your blog more often this year bc ily! i wish u all the best and please never stop being you baby mwah <33
@fairyoomi — hi bae 😣😣 how are u?? i know we don’t talk much anymore, and that’s okie, but i still wanna write u this lil note because i’m so thankful i met you here on tumblr. you’re an amazing writer and u were so sweet to me even when i was a teeny blog who didn’t know anyone. i admire u a lot, yknow? thanks for being such a friendly and welcoming person, ily <33
@gu3to — mochi bestieo 🙀 idk if you’ll even see this smh so i’m just gonna text u after this (if i don’t forget to rip) okay so. hello?! you’re so mf cool and you’re a trendsetter 🤩 yes yes im fueling your god complex it’s bc ily smh. you’re so dumb i wanna choke u sometimes but i won’t bc i’m also just as dumb 😁 pls stop disappearing from the face of the Earth okay ilysm you always keep it real and i know i can always count on u to listen to uh... my shit. okay so when are we gonna make out? 🤨 oki bye <33
@hoekageyama — wifey!! maddie baby urghh yk how much i love you, you’re one of my earliest moots im pretty sure? and aaaaa i’m so so glad i decided to be weird as hell and slide into your asks that day (pancreas. sighs. iconic.) you’re my numero uno whenever i wanna bark about hot 2d boys and what i’d let em do to me coughs err yea hehe. please take care of yourself baby you’re such a sweet and kind and loving person and i’m so glad to have you in my life. smh we text each other lovey dovey texts anyway but i still wanna do this for u 😋 ilysm!!! <33
@honeyskawa — lani baby hi! i know you haven’t been super active lately, but i just wanna tell u that i appreciate u so so much!! you honestly made my goddamn week when u sent me that ask about how i inspired you bc what the heck?? never in my life have i expected to have such an impact on someone. you’re a wonderful writer honestly. i love u so much and i hope everything’s going well baby, i’m excited talk to u more whenever you decide to be active on tumblr again <33
@jougogo — kaybae hi!!! you haven’t been on tumblr much lately but hi sexc it’s me lex lol i’ve moved accs hehe 😎 i hope u see this whenever u get your phone back cries. you’re such an amazing person to be around, always so cheerful and friendly, you exude so much positive vibes and ilysm. you always manage to lift up the mood with your sexc self and i admire u for that. you’re so incredibly chaotic and fun to be around ahrgehxhh i appreciate u sm and i hope you’re taking care of yourself bby ily <33
@kemochie — my waluigi, my favorite f*rry, hi 😝 urghhh god we just started talking everyday pretty recently but god. you’re so funny??? and i love bullying u bc u give me so much material to bully u with (ok jkjk i love u that’s why i bully u smh) also, you’re so incredibly supportive and u were actually the one who pushed me to finally post that atsumu fic, even tho stupid me accidentally deleted it LMAOBSBD anw, u bring sm joy in my life, so thank u for that. we’re a small lil filf and you’re the milf to my dilf LMAO ilysm mwah!! <33
@kenmaki — gabbae! virgo bestie!! hi hi !! you’re such a talented person and you’re an amazing writer, and i hope one day u can get past your insecurities and see yourself as the wonderful person u truly are. i love how we were able to relate to each from how similar virgos think + our initial conversation of dick measurements and such will forever be seared into my memory. and congrats on getting a daily railing on the dash HSBDH i don’t look at em i promise lol 🤩🤩 jdbdhdh ilysm bby <33
@miyams — ren sweet babie hi! you’re so incredibly talented please don’t listen to stupid hate anons. i’ll stab them with a serrated knife if i have to 😠🔪 you’re so flippin cute and sweet i love talking to you, and i love love love whenever u come by my inbox to say hi. i hope we can talk even more in 2021, my dms and asks are always open for u bby (even though i suck at replying right away, sorry abt that huhu) i love u sm baby please take care of yourself <33
@miyasangel — ardie bae 😜 hi sexc!! i still cant believe we talk like everyday now lmaoo i used to think you’re so freaking cool (i still do) and now i’m friends w u whattaheck 🥲 you’re such an amazing writer wtf. i hate that we had to start our friendship on such a sour note (ehem discord ehem) but i’m really glad it brought us closer together. ily cockarden i’ll be sure to bully u even more HAHAGS IM JK makes out w u so hard bc you’re so damn hot ily 😣‼️ <33
@owlywrites — owly baby hello! ily so so much and you’re so talented, you deserve so much recognition. i hope i can read more of your fics soon bc they’re so well written ugh 😣 thanks for always checking up on me and always being so incredibly sweet. i love u so so muchhh huhu i wanna give u the biggest hug in the world :( please take care of yourself and never stop being your genuine self kith kith <33
@rilacry — milfy gorlillola 😜😜‼️ hi sexc. omfg i was so intimidated by u wtf (and i still kinda am smh) bc you’re so cool?? and your writing n carrd making skills are amazing as hell wtf. u just exude BDE bc you’re hella hot AND bc u wanna peg everyone. anyways,, i’m glad we got closer recently, even if it was out of really wack circumstances. ily bae pls stop sticking your memojis everywhere mwah <33
@rintaroll — my kue tete ☹️☹️ ilysm smh bye i can’t believe we’re close now wtf you’ve always been so cool and sexc 😩‼️ oh god i rmb when u were still on your old acc and u seemed so out of reach and i was a lil intimidated ANDBDJD SHHH but yea now ik you’re just a big h word dork and i love u for that 😣 i wish u all the best for your singing career bby you’re such a talented writer AND singer wtf. also you’re so pretty???? wtf how rude 😠 JKJK HAHHSBD ilysm kithes u so hard <33
@tetsoleil — geegee!! hi baby 😣 thanks for being such a sweet human being ily! it’s been a while since we actually talked yeah? but i still want u to know that i love u a lot and i appreciate u so much. i’m so so grateful you’re in my life because you’re such a joy to be around. you’re an amazing writer bby and i hope you get the recognition u deserve. i’m always here for u if u need anything. ilysm bby <33
@velvetfireworks — rachie bae 🤩 my bakso goreng, my golden kiwi!!! ily!! hehe im so glad i decided to slide in your dms when u asked me if i was indo. but ahhhh you’re ao sweet and cute and supportive ilysm. an amaaazing writer and i admire your work so much, but i think you’ve heard me say that multiple times before. i’m so glad we became closer recently through our love for greasy food and wonky lil faces 👁💋👁 kith kith ilysm <33
@yato-o — yato baby hi!! urgh honestly i appreciate u so so much?? i feel so lucky to be able to get to know you. i don’t even remember how we met but ahhh thank u for always stopping by and have a chat with me even though i know you’re a busy person. please take care of yourself and get some rest whenever u need to! don’t feel pressured to come on here if you’re tired baby, im so grateful to have u in my life, i luv youu <33
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HAPPY NEW YEAR YOU SEXY BAES!
kisses, lex
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ifoundthisdndshit · 4 years
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So ya'll get this. I'm playing a campaign, we just ended session 3 maybe 2 to 3 days ago, and my DM hits us with highly accurate meme depictions of our characters.
I am in love with these. They are gorgoues. It's a wild west campaign and holy shit these cowboys and girls are really getting me! Love when the DM does in depth backround and character creation 😭😭😭😍😍
References for characters.
Jesse- my character. Gunslinger bloodhunter multiclass. Half tiefling. Dead wife and kid. Former gang member. Now bounty hunter. Cant smoke a cigar and is anxious about his tiny horns
Dallas- NPC stupid gay who we love. We work for him. Cares but shhh it's a secret. He really just wants to do his job. We make it so hard. Money money money
Royce- NPC fire genasi (wizard?? Sorcerer??) Who owns an inn/brothel/bar. A legend. Married to Dallas. Honestly hes so hot. Like jesus christ hes hot.
Oscar- Kenku rogue. Edgy bird boi. I love this man with my whole heart. Constantly done with everyones shit. Has a sheep (had never seen a sheep) who can now throw knives
Mizra- elf woman. Mean. Badass. Icon for feminism. Looks a lot like my characters dead wife?? Has a raven named Ezekial he shits on the enemies
Monica- my actual child, I wish. A tiefling bard. Shes 18 and out on her own for the first time. She killed someone for the first time during session 1 by bullying them to death. Her parents own Applebees. Innocent
Mako- half orc fighter. Was a slave. Has a thing against slavers (as is expected). Had sex with Royce. Rough gentleman
Farmer Todd- tortle cleric. Hes a farmer. Stingy little shit with his healing caramels. The ladies love this old man for some reason. Taught sheep to throw knife
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inactive10249193012 · 5 years
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                  ×× okay , it’s been a HOT minute since i’ve been in an apocalyptic rp , but i’ve ?? missed it sm and this rp ? so hot , i had to join ! also , i might be switching from static icons to gif icons because i still dk which i prefer more of yeeun , but ! i’m cc and i’m going to apologize big time for miss mae here because even in the apocalypse , she’s still a literal demon and i , truly don’t understand how she’s not d*ad yet because she might deserve it , but here’s minnie ! like this & i’ll come to you for plots !
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( jang yeeun. twenty-one. she/her. ) we spotted MARY “MINNIE” MAE  in the wilds today, just another gear in the machine of the apocalypse. i heard she chose to go rogue for the end of the world. i guess it fits, seeing as she’s known to be + beguiling & + percipient, as well as - ignoble & - unholy. they often have raised by wolves by geoffroy stuck in their head while they hunt. i wonder if they’re prepared for what’s coming ?
aesthetic: the twirl of a century old scepter , poison hidden behind kind lips and kinder words , hanging onto a diamond cross necklace , scarlet lips dripping tantalizing lies , a taunting laugh echoing down a dark hallway , preparing to always be two steps ahead , refusing to raise a white flag ever , and worn out copy of ‘ the art of war. ’
current belongings: one hunting knife , one hiking stick – spear hybrid - pointy on both ends , one hiking backpack , one box of tampons – heavily rationed , a few changes of clothes , a half ripped copy of the art of war with tons of notes in the margins , a creased and folded photo of a black cat , three hair ties and seventeen bobby pins , a small bottle of nude - pink nail polish , a gallon sized ziploc full of rations , one diamond cross necklace held in a small plastic baggie , a taped together toothbrush & a bottle of toothpaste , a leather bound journal with blood stained pages & a half charged iPod with two one direction albums
· · · · MEMOIR
tw for : death & blood
an heiress to a fortune 500 company , mary mae is born to immigrants who came to america to make a better life for themselves. devout christians name their devil-born daughter after the virgin mary , but she takes the name minnie as soon as she can talk. the cross hangs around her neck heavily , but faith has ridden her body.
she learns very early on how to survive on her own , her parents too busy managing a successful business to love their daughter. self sufficiency comes easy , as does hurting people with a poisoned tongue and sharp words. pleasure comes in the form of other people’s misery and minnie learns quickly how to make the world fear her – she’s always preferred to be feared rather than loved.
seventeen is when the world goes to absolute shit , and she remembers going to school and hearing someone say ‘ i hope minnie mae gets infected , if that bitch outlives me in the apocalypse , i’ve failed. ’ – what a way to get her to live , spite is the biggest motivator , after all. halfway through senior year is when the world really goes to shit. she doesn’t stick around for too long , ditching parents who never notice her missing presence anyway.
groups are formed , but minnie’s never been a team player. sabotage comes naturally to her , though no motivation is needed for her to tear apart a group of survivors from the inside out. through the years , she travels in and out of packs , but she never leaves one in tact. entertainment has to come from somewhere and waging wars from the shadows has never failed her before.
blood on her hands , she walks the nation with nothing but stolen belongings and a hunger for chaos ( as if , the apocalypse isn’t enough chaos for her ). 
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she’s not a team player , but she’s not faced a group she couldn’t talk her way into. chaos rules her soul , a hunger for wreaking havoc fills her bones. selfish , cruel , ignoble – minnie has the makings of a villain , all hidden behind a sweet smile and a promise that she’ll pull her weight. 
comparable to a snake slithering on a foreign forest floor , she’s far from home , but being lonely has never bothered her. she’s always been better by herself than with someone else , she’s better at thinking and planning that way. distractions come rarely to her , but whims come often. 
might be devil sent , assigned to walk the earth by hell itself , might just be a rich girl with problems.
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okay , hi , sorry for the Dramatiques , i just love minnie and i’m trying a new intro style shhh. all my wc’s are listed below !
someone from a group she’s decimated
another rogue she trusts to trade with / hunt with occasionally
someone from a group she’s in close with
people she doesn’t get along with !
someone who she wants to be around , despite her need for loneliness.
something based on this. 
something based on this. 
something based on this. 
something based on this
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something based on the song white mercedes by charli xcx , i’ll sell you my soul for it. 
something based on the song white mercedes by charli xcx , i’ll sell you my soul for it.
something based on the song hate me by ellie goulding.
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elcorhamletlive · 5 years
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MCU Rewatch: The Winter Soldier
I have so many feelings about the fact that a) Steve searches connection with someone he has something in common - a former soldier - through something he’s actually comfortable with - exercise, b) he introduces himself as “Steve Rogers” as if Sam doesn’t obviously knows who he is already, and c) he attempts to back away and leave the conversation THE SECOND Sam brings up the defrosting. Like “oh, this is actually working-- oh, oops, not at all, immediate retreat to absolute loneliness in 3, 2, 1...”. Thankfully Sam is such a good that he immediately picks up on it.
I love that Star Wars, of all things, is only thing crossed on the list. What a NERD you just know he probably loved the movies.
lol Nat texts Steve with a smiling emoji! So cute.
“If you asked her out she’d say yes”/”That’s why I don’t ask” and then immediately jumping off a plane when Nat asks why is the biggest Disaster Gay energy moment of the MCU.
Them taking over the ship is such a cool sequence. It’s like an Assassin’s Creed game. This has some great action - the fighting choreography is soooo good.
I don’t think I’ve ever talked about Fury on my blog, but I really think his character works and Samuel Jackson does such a good job at conveying both his wrapped up morals and the way he genuinely cares about the avengers. It shows on his interactions with Tony a lot, but I think it also shows with Steve, here (”I didn’t want you to do anything you wouldn’t be comfortable with”).
Steve is SO sad when he first sees Project Insight. He’s just. So sad and disappointed. God.
The little boy noticing Steve undercover and Steve’s little “shhh” sign. Sooo cute.
The Smithsonian sequence is SO sad and SO good. He’s just a sad shadow walking among hallways with his face plastered on it. It says so much without a single line.
It’s so weird that fandom still complains about Steve wanting to follow orders in Avengers when the Russos actually took the time to verbally explain it during his talk with Peggy. Like, it couldn’t be clearer if they drawed a picture.
Peggy is just trying to lighten up the mood with her “you’re so dramatic” line. Just immediately afterwards she gives Steve wonderful and important advice.
STEVE IS SO FUCKING VISIBLY FIGHTING BACK TEARS WHEN PEGGY FORGETS WHAT THEY WERE TALKING, I’M NOT OKAY.
My dumb ass is crying over that “I don’t know” line. This rewatch was a MISTAKE.
I think pretty much everyone has read the post about how great Steve’s behaviour is in the scene where he asks Sharon out (if not, you should absolutely read it here), so I’m not going to basically repeat those feelings here, but damn do I like this scene. It’s cute and nice and Steve is so awkward but so sweet.
Steve’s books are all about history or politics. I’d say “what a nerd”, but it makes me a little sad because it’s a confirmation he’s not reading for pleasure, but to catch up.
There are a lot of paintings that aren’t hanged up. Decorating your apartment helps with depression, Steve! This is a nice detail for that crack queer eye fic I still want to write.
I love that Steve was just going to let Fury stay around in his apartment even when his reasoning was just that his wife had kicked him out. lol
Steve breaks, like, five different windows and walls while pursuing Bucky. lmao
Natasha and Hill crying over Fury’s “death” is so great. And also, Steve stands on the back as Natasha looks at Fury’s body, giving her privacy. He also follows her afterwards, when she leaves distraught.
The elevator scene is obviously iconic, but also, the chase afterwards is so good and all the acrobatics he performs to avoid the SHIELD ship are so COOL.
I love Natasha with the bubblegum. I also love how she clearly tries flirting as an attempt to distract Steve (”bye bye bikinis”), and it doesn’t work.
Steve is so AWKWARD with his “we’re getting married” line. Also, Aaron is an icon.
I love everything about the kiss scene. How Steve already has a battle strategy in mind but Natasha knows how to make them get out without fighting. I feel like part of what makes this movie so great is that it manages to create a situation that’s very much the opposite of Steve’s comfort zone (trust no one) and it still manages to use his abilities very well.
There’s nothing I don’t love about the car scene. The way he says they’re borrowing it. When he tells Nat to take her feet off the dash. “I feel like if you don’t answer it, you’re already answering it”. Him saying “you don’t need practice” about kissing (romantic idiot). I love everything.
Also, I’m on team that he’s lying through his teeth and it absolutely was his first kiss since 1945, which is why he doesn’t deny it immediately.
I also love how the conversation smoothly transitions to Nat and her life philosophy. This is really such a great movie for her, and ScarJo really shines here with all her expressions.
STEVE REMEMBERING SKINNY STEVE: JUST SHOOT ME IT WOULD HURT LESS.
“Shall we play a game?” I feel like allowing Natasha these small dorky moments is why she’s used so well in this movie. Also I kind of love how Steve only replies to let her know he knows the reference.
The info Steve gets is on Howard and Maria’s death is soooo small and shady. Like it’s literally a newspaper with Zola’s voice claiming they did it, and it says nothing about Bucky. He still should have told Tony, of course, but I feel like people forget that it was very slipery evidence.
I have a lot of feelings about how Steve offers Nat support right after he finds out he died for nothing. He’s certainly not unaffected no matter what he says - as shown by him punching Zola’s computer - but I do think that, by the point they get to Sam’s house, he’s more steady because he knows how to fight HYDRA. It’s an enemy he knows, so he’s a little more in his comfort zone.
The knife scene is so fucking great. It’s such a great, tense fight, up until the climax where Bucky’s face is revealed. It’s amazing.
The shot of Nat when Fury says “I didn’t know who to trust” breaks my heart.
“But I knew him” is such a painful moment. Sebastian’s line delivery kills it.
I love how Fury says they have to assume everyone in SHIELD is Hydra, and Steve still makes his speech alerting people. “I’m willing to bet I’m not” <3
CAPTAIN’S ORDERS. I’M CRYING AGAIN.
And it’s over. This got me more emotional than I predicted. It’s such a good movie, and there’s so much good Steve stuff in it. It’s amazing.
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Voo Doo - Part Two
“You could’ve just messaged, ya know.” Louis round the doorway not bothering to look up from his phone. Those same white headphones around his neck in a nice chokehold. Mmm. 
“I could have. But I didn’t.” I said flatly. “I could have walked right back downstairs and ripped you off that couch by your throat. But I didn’t, did I?” It wasn’t really a question and by the way Louis is gaping like a fish, he didn’t have an answer anyway. 
“I, uh, I … what?” Louis wrestled with his words. 
“You don’t think I hired you because of your Linkedin profile made you stand out. Surely not.” I didn’t wait for a reply. “Early twenties. Male. Pain slut for the right man. Bottom with a top attitude.” One brow lifted when Louis turned a lovely shade of bright red. “Although, the latter is a lie. Isn’t it?” I asked when I took the phone out of Louis’s hands. I tossed on the red velour settee that was directly across from a nice sized leather couch. All black. Smooth and supple. 
Louis shook his head as if he were about to challenge me. He didn’t. 
“That’s right, Louis,” I said while beginning to unbutton the fitted black shirt. First the two at my neck and then next. For each step I took there was another button freed. “There isn’t anything I do not know. You are in your third year at Tulane. General studies for now because you can’t make up your mind.” I smiled at that. “Yet you are certain as to what you want in other ways. Aren’t you?” 
Louis was still gobsmacked much to my amusement but I was already behind him with one hand curled around his throat in a loose grip. 
“You know the basics. Green means more please.” I murmured behind his ear. “Yellow means this is good but no more,” my fingers tightened when his pulse kicked up a notch, “and red is to stop completely. What color?” 
“Shit. I -- green.” Louis purred. 
My free hand worked the offensive headphones from his neck and they joined his phone on the settee before he finished speaking. 
“Green …. what?” There was a warning in my tone. We didn’t need to play these games. Louis knew who I was. I caught him the first day in the house Googling my name, asking on the message boards if anyone knew me. And of course he got the answer he needed. There were plenty of sideways glances and fuckable smiles thrown my way over the years. “If you make me ask again, boy, I will throw you out right now.” 
“Green, Sir. Please.” Louis leaned into my hand and I knew I had him. With one more good squeeze to his throat I let him go. 
Louis stood looking at me with bright blue eyes, his messy blonde hair half in his eyes and it threw me in a way that I didn’t expect. I didn’t know I had missed. We were back within inches of each other with two steps. With one hand pulling his hair back from his face and the other diving into the loose fitting pants he wore, I let out a curse. He was thicker than I imagined. His cock jerked when I found my fingers wrapped it and I let the manicured edges of my nails dig in. It earned me a whimper. 
“This will hurt.” I murmured. “But you like that, don’t you?” I watched as his pretty mouth parted and a noise was made in the back of his throat. Yeah he did. My fingers stretched downward to grab at his balls, pushing them up with his cock so that I trapped them all together for one hard squeeze. His body swayed. “How green are you, boy?” My teeth went to his plump bottom lip to make it swell even more. 
“Like the grass in spring.” Louis uttered. 
That was all I needed. Time stood still while I tugged and pulled at his clothing until he was bare and turned against a wall. I wrenched both his arms behind his back and took a quick look around. “Don’t you move.” I said between gritted teeth. The lack of ease I had around the new space made my skin crawl but it was dwarfed by the need to hurt him. To watch his skin glow red and welt. To let out what was brewing inside and had been for far too long. There was a roll of electrical tape under the sink just off the parlor. I had spotted it from when I had the place inspected. It would do. 
I had Louis bound at the wrists within seconds of returning. The tape would burn like hell when it came off but that was part of the fun. As soon as he shifted his ass outward there was a growl that left my lips. 
“Needy little slut.” I grinned while bringing one hand down on his backside. Louis was tall with a few inches on me, lean yet toned in exactly the right places. His ass bounced in a lovely way with each smack I gave. There was a hint of pink that surfaced on his pale skin. A blank canvas.
Louis just nodded. His forehead hit the wall and he moaned when I slid my belt free from the loops that held it in place. It was one of my favorites. Black Italian leather with tiny matte black grommets that were nearly invisible. It left tiny bruises wherever it struck. 
And did it ever strike. My hand was heavier than usual and before long there were a series of welts up Louis’s backside and down each of his thighs. The sound of leather hitting skin along with the pleads from Louis all built up like a symphony reaching a climax and then he whispered, “yellow, Sir. Yellow … yellow.” Louis’s voice cracked. He was sobbing. His legs trembled and he nearly went down on his knees before I could catch him. 
“Louis?” Shit. “Louis?” As if saying his name would help anything right now. The young man crumpled in my arms and it took every ounce of my strength to get him across the room to the bed. I gently laid him out over the side while I fetched a knife from the kitchenette across the hall. How could I be this unprepared? How? He had turned his face so it was the first thing I saw when I came into the room. His cheeks bright red and streaked with tears. His yellow was really a red. Had I been in the right frame of mind, I would have seen the signs. I should have. 
There wouldn’t be enough apologies. I cut the tape away from Louis’s hands and helped him up to the bed, making sure to keep him on his belly. 
“I’m sorry, Mr. Kingston. Shit. I thought --” Louis began. “I didn’t think it would hurt this bad?” 
“Shhh. None of that, sweet boy.” I murmured. “I’m going to take care of your skin and it will sting but then we will lie here until you sleep. Understood?” I swallowed hard when he just nodded and pushed his face into the pillows with a groan. I didn’t ask his pain level. I didn’t even ask if he’d ever been hit before. There was fresh aloe in the garden and a few ointments that I always had with me that would work for now. 
After I treated the vicious marks on Louis’s skin, I allowed him to curl up at my side, clinging a little too hard for my own comfort but fuck my comfort. In the few minutes before he fell asleep, I learned that he had only been to a few play parties. He was familiar with a crop but mostly just fucked hard by old men who just wanted to throw their weight around. There were be more talks about that profile of his. He was listed as an amateur when he was little more than a novice. That was the thing about the internet, anyone can be anything, until you find you’ve bitten off more than you can chew. I didn’t want to be his cautionary tale but here I was. 
I shifted the snoring Louis off of me so that I could get myself up from the bed. I loosened the laces of my boots to get them free and then my jeans. I wasn’t tired though. I was pissed. At myself, at Madden, at the world. It was then that I heard my phone from inside the discarded pair of jeans. 
Of course. 
“Hello?” I answered sharply.
“Jax. It’s Nik. I thought you might be interested in this.” 
I waited but the line was dead. Interested in what? I pulled the phone away and there was an email notification. One flagged for my personal email which only a handful knew of. I tapped the icon and then tapped the message. 
I know this is a personal matter for you. And it is for me too. You have something I want and I have something you want. I think we can work together. As a show of good faith there is a document attached. I’ll see you soon. 
-Nik. 
At this point I had very little to lose so I brought up the attachment and stared at my phone for a good solid minute. Maybe two. It was a marriage certificate from 2014 with a familiar name on it. Was this a game? I read over the document twice and then shot off an email to someone that could verify it. What was Nik playing at and why in the fuck would he wait until now to show his cards? 
I was done for the day even though there were specks of daylight still left in the evening sky. I crawled back into the large four post bed where Louis was still sound asleep. The fact that his welted skin made my cock twitch only doubled the amount of guilt that crept it’s way in yet I reached out to trace one deep purple mark in particular with the tip of my index finger. Just the slightest touch caused a seductive sound to come from him and I smiled like the bastard I am. 
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FINISHING LINE PRESS CHAPBOOK OF THE DAY: Rubbing Elbows by DeMisty D. Bellinger $14.99, paper https://www.finishinglinepress.com/product/rubbing-elbows-by-demisty-d-bellinger/ RESERVE YOUR COPY TODAY DeMisty D. Bellinger, a Milwaukee native, teaches Creative Writing, Women’s Studies, and African-American Studies at Fitchburg State University. She holds an MFA from Southampton College and a Ph.D. in English from the University of Nebraska. Many of her previous publications are listed on her website, demistybellinger.com. Bellinger’s Rubbing Elbows brings disparate forms together to re-create the intimacy we feel, as listeners and as readers, with the iconic voices we love. From Stevie Wonder to Billie Holiday, Clara and Robert Schumann to George Sands and Chopin, Tina Turner, Janis Joplin, Whitney Houston, to name just a few of the re-imagined. These poems are like little rooms where we listen, in harmony and in dissonance, to the visceral imagery that plumbs and sometimes soothes the depths of our “too-violent” heart. These poems, against the events and experiences that silence us, ask, and ask again, in a kind of prayer to and with those who came before, that “happiness be tactile, kinetic, joining us like scales.” — Arra Lynn Ross, author of Seedlip and Sweet Apple “Listen. Just shhh,”’ writes DeMisty Bellinger as we enter her chapbook Rubbing Elbows: a literary room filled with iconic musical performers. Inside, Bellinger draws us near to hear poems that vibrate with the delicate music in her textured phrases and the powerful silences in what is left unsaid—we follow closely as she directs our attention to icons like Michael Jackson, Whitney Houston, and Stevie Wonder. Bellinger pulls the stars down and with deft language holds them in her nimble hands for us to see. Bellinger’s poetic eye goes up close for “recreating the taste of salt on his skin” and then all the way out to “Southern Sundays spread out over summer.” And she fearlessly reveals with subtle lyricism what’s exposed when we, “…cast ourselves among these unattainable places.” Bellinger’s mix of what is shown and what is hidden, who we lift up and why, is filled with delight and utterly riveting. — Noah Stetzer, author of Because I Can See Needing a Knife PREORDER PURCHASE SHIPS AUGUST 4, 2017 https://www.finishinglinepress.com/product/rubbing-elbows-by-demisty-d-bellinger/ #poetry
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