#[ i wish we had more time ]
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#liminal#liminal aesthetic#liminal art#liminal spaces#liminalcore#weird art#weird dreams#weirdcore#weirdcore aesthetic#weirdcore art#mine#i wish we had more time#i've got so much love left but you're gone#and it drowns me
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You told us that we’re the light to you and you can’t shine without us, but I hope you found that your words have always applied to you. You’re our moon who finally met the star, and I sincerely hope you found the peace and happiness you were searching for. Thank you for the time you gave us, and please continue being the glow that ignites our paths as we walk down this dreary road.
You will always be the brightest light, Moon Bin.
#you will always be loved and remembered#I wish we had more time#but#I guess life doesn’t work that way#we love you so much#astro#moonbin
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earth2bucky, The Haunting Of Hill House // Jamie Anderson // chloeinletters, tumblr post // princes-heels, tumblr post // boymiffy, tumblr post // petrichara, tumblr post // Richard Siken, War of the Foxes // Vision, Wandavision // Shannon Berry // Neil Hilborn, "For Henry, Who Has Just Gone" // Guillermo del Toro, The Shape of Water
#love and grief and love again#grief#webweaving#for my Bean#I wish we had more time#I'll carry you with me#and I'll see you again#in dreams#or when it's my time#goodnight sweet girl
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Nice things I saw on my drive back from my parents house today: A maple leaf twirling as it fell, a freight train that I got to ride alongside for several minutes, a pond with an island of trees in the middle, my favorite farm with the rolling hills.
#yesterday all my mom’s remaining sisters came over with assorted kids and grandkids and great grandkids#it is probably the last time they will all see each other#i wish we had more time
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I hope in another universe
Our souls find themselves
Intertwined again
And I hope that then
We meet before all the chaos
Of past lives
And all the uncertainty
Of broken hearts and severed ties
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The permanence of it all makes my heart hurt
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when does the grief become bearable. when does the coat stop being so heavy?
#coming back to my roots to post all my insane thoughts on here again#i miss my mom so bad#the grief overcomes me in more ways than i expected#just. documenting i guess……#i wish we had more time#mom tag
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I do wish I called my dad on this day three years ago.
#me after my parents' death#naive little me though I wouldn't be crying today#of course it hit me like a train closer to the night#polina was calling me at approximately this time and I just didn't pick up#this fucking thing sucks. big time.#personal#saying anything is useless bc I've no idea how it all would turn out if he didn't die#and yet#I wish we had more time#13 days is absolutely nothing#upd:#I want my dad back 😭
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I was reading through a journal entry from a month ago, and as much as I am struggling now, this part of it brought a smile to my face:
“Hey, Universe? Please don’t kill me before he leaves. I want to savour every moment I have with him. I’m pretty sure I’m falling in love and I don’t want to die while he’s still here. Actually maybe let me live long enough for him to figure out his feelings so I can kiss him. I’d really really like to kiss him. And cuddle with him. And go on a dinner date with him. And watch a movie with him. And hold his hand. And hear his laugh a few more times. And throw a few dozen more paper airplanes at him. And listen to more of his stories. And keep falling for him.”
Little did I know, while I would not throw any more paper airplanes at him, about 74 hours later I’d be watching a movie with him while cuddling and holding hands. And about another 2 hours later I’d be kissing him (and so much more). And another 2.5 weeks later I’d go on a proper dinner date with him. And throughout those weeks I’d get to hear so many more stories and laughs and get to hold his hand and kiss him so many times.
Past me really got lucky— she got everything she wished for that was semi-possible. Maybe if I write down a wish now for him to fall back into me when he comes back in 16 months, then maybe I’ll get to look back on this and think to myself that things worked out in the end.
But that’s a huge maybe (it probably won’t happen) and the next 16 months are going to hurt. And I can’t let myself spend the next 16 months hoping for the sliver of a chance that he comes back to me, because if he doesn’t, then it will break me all over again, and I will have lost 16 months to pining after someone I shouldn’t have. So I will try to tell myself there is no chance. I won’t be able to stop loving him— that would be lying to myself (it would be ridiculous to fight something so natural), but I will not let myself hope.
There is no hope. If I say it three times fast in the mirror maybe it’ll stick in my head.
#god i miss him#past me won#but me now is suffering#just thoughts#i should not hope#i wish we had more time
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taking the crumbs of venetian agna qel’a chewing biting gnashing on them until there aren’t even bones left and then spitting out. carnevale northern water tribe style
#id in alt text#plus lil zukkini kissini bonus bc this year carnival fell the day before valentine's day#aaand posting it at almost midnight so we get the Perfect meeting point of the two dates#not bc i drew everything in a rabid frenzy & finished it NOW#anyway venetian carnival in the nwt. hi. is this thing on can anyone hear me.#and when i start talking about the marriage to the sea ceremony- [gunshot]#ough i wish i had more time to draw more masks in sakha-venice fusion style but alas. only had time & brain space for the blorbos 😔#hope this is enough to send the Vision Wavelenghts#yue#sokka#katara#zuko#zukka#my art
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Teen Idle
#bye vixen#i don’t know if you’re there anymore#i wish I could take it back#its complicated#maybe you would understand#im moving on now#im talking with someone#i wish we had more time#I guess I had more damage than you expected#i know it’s my fault#i wish you could read this#im trash#but if you would have said anything#i get confused#fixated#the symptoms are worse than the disease#I hope you can be happy#i hope you read this#im not asking for another chance#i just want you to understand
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~What i couldve been~
I was just gonna do the adult timeline zelda but im so enchanted by the idea of these two versions of the same character. People always talk about how link would be changed but never zelda.
#tloz#princess zelda#sheik#majoras mask#ocarina of time#loz redesigns round 2#art#my art#redesigns#they had Entirely different teen years#a zelda who had to deal with the deaths of those close to her and having to be in hiding#meanwhile training up to hopefully take care of it on her own#only to seemingly doom her kingdom in the future to save another timeline from the same grief#creating this zelda who seemingly at most has one bad vision which is immedietly#confirmed by random fairy boy in the woods#and seemingly lives happily ever after?#i wish we knew more from the new timeline other than boring implications from tw-light pr-ncess#but yes i split different design element over both of them#oot zelda having shorter hair like her sheik form#while mm zelda keeps the long#also using some elements from the kid design like mm still kinda having that headband alongside the crown#the l-nks will be another post since i only have ideas for one right now
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Sometimes I wish I could turn back time.
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I actually thought that ( going into this episode ) this was gonna be a quiet ... filler episode. And uneventfilled.
Boy o boy was a fucking wrong.
Another heartsmasher ( taint punch ).
“Don’t go…” THE LAST OF US - S01E07 - Left Behind
#yeah it was just as painful as I thought it would be#I wish we had more time#tlouhbo#ellie williams hbo#riley hbo#elliexrileyhbo
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Normal boy spotted.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#wen wing#wen remnants#Wen ning#This scene felt like a bit of a fever dream. We have (with little to no comedic exaggeration):#1) WWX whistling and somehow summoning not one but several horses to his side.#2) meeting the surviving Wen sect members who insist on not leaving Wen Ning behind.#Only for it to cut back to Wen Ning ripping a guy in half. (Not pictured here. I tried so hard but I could not make it look good).#Personally I feel like we moved on way too fast from the horse thing. Where did they come from? WWX couldn't have brought them.#He *just* found out there were more people left behind.#So...are the from the Jing sect? Are these disloyal horses? Or does WWX have incredible animal charisma skills?#It feels a bit like a DND player asked to call in some horses and the DM said 'Sure if you roll well enough' and it was a natural 20.#Maybe this is just my own envy cutting through. God damn I wish I could whistle and summon a horse to my side whenever I needed to.#I know I should not be so hung up on the horses. But my brain is cooked. I have been so sick.#The kind of sickness that makes it hard to breathe. Or think. Or have any energy at all.#I wish I had good commentary to write here. I just...really want a nap. And for October to restart to make up for all the lost time.#Thank you all for being so kind and patient once again. It truly means a lot.
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i finished isat. so obviously i had to draw about 5 million siffrins to cope
#what if we put this guy into a situation: the game#genuinely ive been so charmed by this game from the very first act its just so emotional and gripping and augh i love it#i wish i had more intelligent things to say but im just so obsessed#in stars and time
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