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I'm still chasing the high of these bg3 sketches I drew like... summer/fall last year. They're pretty much the only drawings from last year I legitimately like and had fun doing.
#baldur's gate 3#bg3#gale dekarios#astarion ancunin#shadowheart#sure let's put these in the tags why not#do i even have a tag for my art? i haven't posted art in years I don't remember ajkdngf#basically everything I draw nowadays is messy low effort stuff like this. Like... I can't post that stuff lmao#but I don't have the energy/willpower to make anything polished anymore so here we are#posting these mostly for myself bc my brain keeps thinking: 'boo you didn't draw anything last year'. But that isn't true!! Look!!#like they're nothing special but at least I drew something!#anyway I'm just rambling now. art is hard etc etc don't mind me
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redraw of the pjsk card 'one who laughs at the world' but make it mira and change themed >:333
monochrome under the cut and some rambling in the tags <333
#isat#in stars and time#isat mirabelle#isat mira#isat fanart#fanart#my art#digital art#pjsk#<- that one feels like a stretch skdjabsjkd but it /is/ a card redraw and its a popular enough tag that i feel like tagging is fine#anywho! rambling!#this redraw was inspired by my friend and i doing a pjsk card tierlist#and every time there were stars i would say just like my blorbo in stars and time!!!#but for this card my friend said it and she was so right!!! the little rabbity guy reminded me of the change god!!! the scissor sign hand!!#i have spent the last month working on this when i get the time sakjdbaskjbd#the skirt especially? took like 3 redraws- heartbreaking when it was lined coloured and detailed but i realised that id messed up somewhere#i originally wanted to post this with a version of mira in her usual outfit but atp i just wanted it posted sakjdbaskjbd#might do that version some time in the future though!!!#if i feel like coming back to this piece askjbdja#i had also kinda wanted to do the full cosmic opera set as isat characters#but i have a couple other ideas im more drawn in by now (hehe drawn)#(mostly smaller stuff but also sif as bloomfest kanade is calling to me.... hopefully that would take less time)#if you read these tags ty <333 head pats for you if you want em <333#djfjdjdjjd looking at this after posting and why is the preview quality so bad TT#is that just tumblr or is there smth i could be doing to fix it
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[Start ID. A redraw of the official icons of the ten named slugcats from Rain World, arranged in two rows: Survivor, Monk, Hunter, Nightcat, and Gourmand in the first, Artificer, Rivulet, Spearmaster, Saint and Enot/Inv in the second. Each is drawn in roughly the same pose as in the original art and fitted with speculative interpretations of their biology, and the second image is a “dead” version of this. For example, all ten have slug-like rhinophores in place of ears, cuttlefish-like colorful eyes with strangely-shaped pupils, cephalopod-like beak "teeth", expressive barbels or oral tentacles at the corners of mouths, spiny radulas, and the frilly mantle fringes of sea slugs, though otherwise their faces are squishy, simple and mammalian-shaped.
Cream-colored Survivor and yellow Monk both share triangular, bicolored spots matching their eyes (which are tan and brown, and two shades of blue, respectively), small, bumpy fringes, and relatively neutral looks on their faces. Defensive-looking Hunter is mostly a dull orange-pink, though their blobby fringe is a more violent red and their back is purple and marred with lumps. Nightcat is navy blue and flecked with dots of yellow and teal, their rolled rhinophores are a lighter blue, and their shading fractures into stars in some places. Gourmand is almost uniformly tan, their wide, very ruffly white mantle fringe bordered by a spray of white spots, and their beak sticks out from either corner of their smile. Primarily red Artificer, snarling, has yellow markings of multiple sorts, a prominent yellow dewlap and their characteristic dark scar taking out a chunk of its face. Rivulet is a darker blue than usual, with long barbels, red gills and rings, countershading, and a cheerful expression, sticking out their radula. Spearmaster is purple with orange accents, eyes and spots, a large fringe and spines down their back. Saint’s green caryophyllidia are marked by small, yellow diamonds, and their long, thin radula extends far below them. Enot is decorated with mottled red stripes, blue patches, yellow stars, and an uneven and almost cartoonish imitation of blush, though generally the same deep blue as Nightcat, a passive or almost slightly smug look on their face and their rolled rhinophores out to either side.
In the second image, nine of the slugcats’ eyes are crossed out, indicating that these are death icons. They look fairly the same, with mostly expression differences. Survivor is caught in the beginning of a threat display, a karma flower sprouts from Monk’s side, Hunter is burdened with overgrowing, purple and blue rot, Nightcat’s rhinophores are pinned back, and Gourmand looks mildly disheartened. For the final row, Artificer bites its radula between small plumes of smoke, Rivulet drops their expression, Spearmaster looks very startled, Saint looks almost entirely the same besides half-open eyes and their markings greater in number, and Enot grins confusedly. End ID]
If you'll excuse the unusually lengthy ID: the arena meme introduced by @pansear-doodles at long last after a nearly year-long wip status (or, rather, finished a month ago today to honor my own first time playing it!)
Design notes and shout-outs under cut! :]
The following people are some of those who’ve inspired my designs most since I started this eight months ago (or just inspired me to get a little weirder with slugcat biology), among many others for sure, and I thank them for it–but this is simply to bring attention to artists I find cool, and in no way an obligation to interact or anything :]
> @saturncoyote , @carpsoup , @charseraph , @gallusgalluss , @bitsbug , @dopscratch , and @0hmanit (and a special mention to dddeerbo and hunterlonglegs, who’ve since deactivated)!
Survivor: Surprisingly the hardest to pin down the colors for, since nothing with its sibling's palette seemed to match up right (I did have to add in a little blue somewhere for Monk, the beginning of making it clear how much I’m simply going based off of vibes for the colors of scug innards). I consider them, Monk and Gourmand to be part of the same gene pool of slugcats, and even possibly the same colony even if the latter isn't really related, so took a bit of Gourmand's coloring and fit them in with their inspiration: Goniobranchus verrieri. They serve as a bit of an introduction to my ideas of scug traits (i find it really fun how many people have thought to add so many silly sluglike fixtures of biology completely independent of me, buuut here I’m mostly talking about species variation), and like in-game they’re pretty average! They, Monk and Hunter have a couple scars sourced from a piece of Joar's concept art that I'm failing to find, those across the bridge of the nose, under the eyes, and across the rhinophores, respectively, and my Survivor interpretation features many on the back of the neck, as a result of survived lizard bites.
Monk: Their coloring is primarily based off the fact that I associate them with blue fruits, honestly, a bit because I was compelled to establish a familiarity with Rivulet, and lastly inspired by the spots of Goniobranchus kuniei (and geminus, less important to me as one of my characters is a kuniei instead, but more fitting). Between the yellow + blue and the circular marking in the center of their face, they’re meant to bear a little resemblance to an iterator that shares similarities with the characterization I’ve given them, and similar coding of her sibling can be seen on Survivor’s markings around the eyes. As both a “default” slugcat and one whose campaign I haven’t played, though, I can’t say I have much more to point out about em.
Hunter: The whole rot thing made for a really fun time drawing them, and while the color change on their back is a result of this, it’s also an excuse to relate them to Babakina festiva, arguably my favorite sea slug (mostly for sentimental purposes). And to Spearmaster, a fellow messenger slugcat, and it serves as a gradient between Hunter’s pink and the “traditional” color of Rot seen in the DLLs. Aside from their affliction, they’d actually be the plainest in terms of design, as they don’t have any patterns or quirks of body type, just the red + purple and strange lumps + possible malnutrition. I can’t remember if NSH had created them in particular or just...caught + released or something, but it probably wouldn’t be strange for a lab-grown slugcat to be simple like that.
Gourmand: Like the two above, they’re rather plain in terms of coloring and adaptation, and like the two above, I find that fun. I decided it would be nice to avert the “all slugcats being of the same body type, and Gourmand’s out of place as the exception” thing by just...adding more fat to all of them, really. I did want to emphasize their sheer bulk even so, both fat and muscular (not like I couldn’t have still gone further with it, of course, but slugcat anatomy can be a little obfuscating sometimes, and they were intended to look rather plush considering personal size headcanons and therefore the lack of proper gravity), and the thick and flounced mantle looked like a good addition, as per their sea slug Glossodoris hikuerensis. Unlike Survivor and Monk, I didn’t attempt to hold their resemblance to any particular other character (which means a little less to balance out the “default gene pool” thing), so those are all the design notes I have for em.
Artificer: The second slugcat I’ve ever played, or finished the campaign of, my favorite for at least a long time, and the first thing I did was give them yellow accents, the shape of which have troubled me slightly (not quite like the spots or stripes of the others). They’re both a little more appealing and more explosive-looking to me, and considering how early on I played Arti, actually present in some of my older art. It does give them a little resemblance to Saint (completely intentional, two slugcats with strange relations to karma), as well as the fact that its radula is green for familiarity with one of its children (at some point it was going to have all-green markings, even!). I’m generous with their scars, partly because it was fun to overemphasize the one on their face and partly because it does seem like a reckless slugcat, on top of the dangers of its explosive abilities–I’ll probably just keep adding more forever. Mostly-red sea slugs aren’t too common, but Hexabranchus sanguineus works for sure. The ridged, yellow dewlap can expand for combustion purposes, or something along those lines. Arti’s where I began experimenting with a lot of the mildly-offkilter features seen in my interpretation of slugcats, as they’ve once again been a favorite from the start.
Rivulet: I've obviously given other slugcats spots, deeply enjoy the bubbly-soda markings of other peoples' slugcats, and thought seal riv would be cute. Despite not too closely resembling it, they've been government-assigned Hypselodoris bennetti, for color reasons and for a couple sentimental ones. Originally, the colors of every scug were meant to match up with the custom colors I gave them at the beginning of their campaigns, (though Arti, Gourm and Spearmy are the only three who actually apply here, since I've only played through half the slugcats: I gave arti the yellow as mentioned above, gourm brown eyes and spearmy light pink spears, furthered by the outskirts pearl accompanying me and that palette all the way to moon. Tolerance training for eternity in hell cause I already knew about the maroon pearl quest). I initially gave them the colors of the bi flag for fun... but with the limited palette of this image, I was left without pink for a while and decided to see how they'd look in red. I then realized how they now wonderfully matched Moon, and besides, red's a sort of camouflage in deep water! As a side-note, the difference between their eyes and those of others always bothered me a little for anatomical purposes, and the cephalopod eyes were probably influenced by this!
Spearmaster: Inspired as much as possible by @notyourfunnyman ’s wonderful spearmy: designed in a way that helps it fit in with scavengers, at least between the long sensory tentacles, big ruff, back spines and slightly thin/distended anatomy, a form of defensive mimicry. I always had annulate rhinophores in mind, for a little diversity sure, but mostly because the shape reminds me of radio antennae and communication towers (seems fitting for the comms array and being a messenger slugcat)! I started searching for a real-life slug to give them just by looking up their rhinophore shape...and was met immediately and coincidentally with annulate-topped nudibranchs that fit them more perfectly than I could've imagined: Flabellina and surrounding clades, I think Paraflabellina ischitana works very nicely. The orange was completely unplanned, but there wasn’t a place for light pink among the other slugcats’ palettes, and importantly it likens them to both Hunter and Seven Red Suns a little more.
Saint: I am very much a non-furred slugcat enjoyer, with respect to those who aren’t, so figuring out the only visibly furred slugcat was an interesting challenge. I’ve decided that they likely have other, milder adaptations for help in the cold, mainly just more efficient fat storage, and what looks vaguely like fur is instead a bunch of tubercles (called caryophillia, for the second reminder out of three). Their inspiration doesn’t have these, however, Miamira sinuata’s numerous yellow and blue spots (not to mention...whatever’s going on with that shape) and general effect of being the only really green nudibranch I could find were probably perfect for a strange green echo. Not pictured, but their beak-teeth are tiny and flat to make a surface for grinding soft food against with the lack of a functioning radula, which is tipped with a specialized spiny “grapple-hook” for better traction/grip (not to mention the numerous little teeth running down the whole thing).
(Best part of hiding this under a readmore means edits will be seen by all reblogs, I'm mostly sure, because I completely forgot to mention! The spots on their forehead are simple eyes. Their camera eyes appear closed in-game, I like to believe their complex eyesight is rather poor anyways or otherwise reason that they aren't seeing out of those, and while this was far from her REASON for attunement with the world, it does help compensate for mainly viewing it through a canvas of simple light and dark. This, and the fact that their swapped-out "fur" is not only to commit to a lack of hairs but contributes to sensory input!)
Nightcat/Enot: I guess you could say I found the “these two are technically the same person” compelling. (E.g. similar colors, both very strange and enigmatic, and Enot/Inv/Sofanthiel’s remark during the dating sim about getting removed from Arena Mode.) I doubt they’re the only two slugcats in their body, considering humans with DID tend to have more than a few (and I find it very funny that a slugcat bearing resemblance to Nightcat appears in Gourmand’s ending. They’re allowed in the colony and Enot isn’t </3), and I have to credit @faelingdraws ’s art for being what convinced me on it! Their design inspirations come down to trying to balance a few different ideas: making the patterns and palettes of both look oddly similar (special mention to the stars, since those are fun to draw), basing them off of Felimare sechurana and juliae respectively, using blocks of color with the same placement as in Enot’s official art, and specifically making Enot look...biologically reasonable and imperfect, whilst also clearly trying to imitate human displays of emotion (what with...the eyes and blush on that one piece of official art).
Lastly, here’s just a lineup with notes on body shape and size. Most of the nicknames (existing to give a little more space, that’s all) are obvious, and while I can’t remember why I shortened Nightcat to Nox, it is in honor of my friend by the same nickname :]
#survivor rain world#monk rain world#hunter rain world#nightcat rain world#gourmand rain world#artificer rain world#rivulet rain world#spearmaster rain world#saint rain world#enot rain world#slugcat rain world#rain world#peridots-art#< feels like too long since that last tag's been used. i can say with certainty that the majority of the reason i haven't been just as#active here (not to mention not drawing as often since that's relevant) is just due to my life getting busier with a new school year but i#do miss putting my stuff here! and would like to reblog more on top of that.... so forgive not remembering exactly how to tag everything#(and how to write everything up there but to be fair it's not like long textposts were a staple of mine. i mostly just rambled and it was#fun hehehe.....some of those notes (parts of riv/spears mostly) were written around the beginning of the drawing itself)#OH i messed something up with the drafting and really did not mean to post it while tags were in progress! but regardless. i would've liked#to post it tomorrow to mirror how i was going to post it on JAN 29 a month ago......but it's not like i'm unhappy with this outcome :]#to sum it up really though it's been strange working on this for so long.....unfortunate to not get a chance to let it be seen and keep#experimenting with odd biology much earlier but i'm just glad it's out now cause i am proud of these!! it's been a lot of fun and slugcats#are still my go-to doodles :] if i had to end this off promptly though what's up with that secret pipeyard shelter as gourm that's not on#the maps. connected to vs_a04. doesn't appear on the miraheze or interactive maps for anyone strangely but i've only been there as gourmand#anyway! i'm sure there's a lot i could've said in the rush but goodbye dear reader anyway :]#i forgot spearmy initially. i'm so sorry#peridots-described#< NOOOO THAT DOESNT SHOW UP THERE'RE TOO MANY TAGSS.......
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Noticing that TV and film will often have a character either have had an abortion in the past that isn't showcased on screen (and just used as part of the character's ~fucked up and twisted backstory~) OR contemplate getting an abortion in the present day but not to through with it. Just once I want to see someone delete that fetus within the events of the plot and not be like. Extremely majorly punished for it and/or be in the wrong
#ramblings of a lunatic#was watching a tv show w the fam recently and it's the 2nd series of a show that was clearly written with only 1 in mind#so in the 2nd season a character gets pregnant (bc ofc) and contemplates getting an abortion#only to do the whole 'omg she thinks she's lost the baby and realizes she wanted to keep it all along!'#which like. fine and valid and happens to ppl irl I'm sure#but like. this season doesn't establish if she wanted kids prior or if she has a stable job (she was struggling career wise-#-last season and the timeskip this season doesn't go into it)#AND has this fucking bizarre scene w/ her boyfriend (whos mostly been irrelevant and occasionally annoying up til now)#where he says it's 'our pregnancy' that she was going to terminate and when she (rightfully) bites back-#-saying 'you mean MY pregnancy?!' he just. storms off and deflects#which would be one thing but we have to wrap up the main plot so she just apologizes to him (for other plot stuff)#and we're never given any indication that his opinion has changed and they're just happily parenting at the end of the season#which just. left a bad taste in my mouth#like I KNOW i know not every bad thing said on screen needs a big blinking arrow that points out that it's Bad and Wrong#but idk how I'm supposed to feel in a series that has painted itself as explicitly feminist up til this point#presents the outcome of a woman dating and bearing a child for a man w seemingly zero respect for her bodily autonomy as happily ever after#w no follow up#like the whole series is centered on a group of sisters and this pregnancy story happened to the youngest one#who's always seen as needing to 'grow up' in season 1. so assuming this is meant to be building off that arc it's so WEIRD still#bc yes being a parent is an opportunity for many ppl to mature emotionally but that's not really something the character-#-reflects on all season. it's more abt her burying her past relationship w a season 1 guy (who was infinitely more interesting than new guy)#-than anything to do with that#AND EVEN IF IT WAS the notion of pregnancy as a punishment/reckoning meant to make her grow up or take responsibility-#-which is secretly a blessing in disguise i. god the show fell apart so hard here for me#and my mom and sister were just cooing over the baby at the end and i didn't speak up bc i didn't want to be a bitch#and in all fairness I'm probably being a tad uncharitable in this post but like. don't piss me OFF man#anyway. normalise abortion storylines that aren't backstory fodder and aren't fakeouts for baby plots. please
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About your Mettaton post, idk if it'll help you feel better (and it's ok if it doesn't, this is just my own two cents) but while yeah a lot of the focus on Mettaton might be JUST for the shipping, for at least a decent chunk of people (because I'm one of them) it is that it gives us a new outlet for giving Mettaton personality and using him outside of just undertale !! A lot of Mettatons popularity through the fandom for 10 years has STILL been mostly shipping, specifically papyton.
I was never a papyton shipper despite loving them both, I just never thought they "clicked", so the only enjoyment I got to use with him was his relationships with frisk, alpha, blooky, and everyone else, but no real romance because I didn't ship his only real "option". So finding a ship between him and someone else that I personally think suits him MUCH MUCH more than papyrus, THAT is why I'm so excited about the tennaton ship.
So if it helps any, it's not specifically that Mettaton is only good through a ship lense, it's that shipping was the ONLY way I never got to experience his character, and I'm sure I'm not the only one with this specific view.
WAUGH hi :) promise this ask was really good (and every... other about that post!?!?!?? what do you mean you post things and people see them. and have things to say. on da Internet......) I am just on my way to work so do not know how to respond very well HAHA
but, saying this all with love, I definitely do get it. I mentioned it in the post, but will reiterate here; mettatenna is very good and I like it a LOT. it is a ship I actively care deeply for and find so much joy in seeing the things people create for it. it's also just... my point is not, like. so much that mettatenna is a Bad Outlet for mettaton characterization, not at all. just that I wish it was not the Only outlet people have latched onto now with the hype of DR and the excitement still buzzing. there's a lot of things being said about mettaton that myself and other people have been wishing to see touched on for years, and a lot of wonderful interpretations/writing for his character coming along, but it's almost exclusively through the lens of shipping. it's just a bit of a bummer for people who prefer to have the choice of platonic content; this is not me wishing the ship content was not there, rather just that there was more of a choice between mettatenna content and mettaton content removed from such a big ship right now. this is not me saying that people making mettatenna content are somehow lesser writers or stooping low, rather the opposite. it means that a lot of the mettatenna content we're seeing is incredibly well-written, made with love, and overall wonderful; it's catching the attention of writers and artists that really do have a great understanding of mettaton as a character. it's just a little bit of a bummer that it took a ship for that to happen, and that, because that is how many people found a deeper appreciation for his character, it's the outlet that many will stick with and that (by extension) others will catch onto most. I am an arospec artist and writer that shares this experience with many other people in fandom as a whole, including allo fans that just prefer platonic content over ship; it can be a little sad getting excited about a character and finding joy in said character, while having to scrounge for content of that character removed from the Fandom's Big Ship. I don't mean any ill will to people that enjoy mettatenna (reitterating again and again, I do care dearly for these characters) or to devalue mettatenna when I say all this. it's just a conflicting thing.
that said, there is still clearly a lot of love being put into the art/fics/etc. for these two characters in mettatenna stuff!!! you all are wonderful and your stuff is invaluable waughh..... again. this topic just conflicting for me and I am Not everybody. do not take all this too seriously this is someone's blog online where they talk informally about whatever for fun
thank you for the ask anon! hope you are doing well waughh :)) I am sending you virtual cocoa and bscotch pie while we talk... take care :) (ALSO SIDE NOTE MEANT TO TOUCH ON IT HERE BUT FORGOT. THE FINDING A SHIP THAT SUITS HIM AND BEING EXCITED is very true and real of you 🫵 I am still excited about them AHAHA hoping no one gets the impression that I dislike them overall because they are Very Good and Cute and Incredible... my brain is just full of thoughtfuzz and conflicting things always. hi) (talking about mettatenna with you putting our pngs of that ghost thang and his TV together 👍 HAHAHBSBH)
#💥.txt#asks#anon asks#mettaton#also TAGS RAMBLING ahead sorry I've rambled enough HAHAA#on the ''a lot of Mettatons popularity through the fandom for 10 years has STILL been mostly shipping‚ specifically papyton''#let me be clear; this is exactly my point and what in particular makes me a little bit sad. it's always been like this to some degree#albeit it was much harder to find sincere mettaton content outside of papyton at the fandom's height (2015-17) than it is now#it's less that papyton has died down‚ and more that it is still going strong (and has incredible artists and writers on it!! same as->#mettatenna :))#+ there's more of a choice between the two. the line between ship/individual content for both papyrus and mettaton used to be much blurrier#and the ratio of content between the two used to be much less balanced. as of lately (pre-DR chapter 3/4 release) there was still plenty->#of it in the mettaton tag‚ but a bigger chunk of it was still *just* mettaton#without either side really dwindling in fun stuff to pass around and talk about#(not too badly‚ at least. it was still decently ship heavy)#the mettaton tag is otherwise pretty drowned with ship content again post-DR chapter release though#OTHERWISE again this is just me barking into the unknown. I do still love mettatenna (and mettatenna fans) :') <3#I hope you are doing well anon!!! thanks for the ask
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the worst part of making these animatics is there will always been one or two frames that require 3x the amount of effort and that are shown for at most half a second. but like. you can't avoid them. I need the average viewer to start doing frame by frame appreciation on my medium effort shit posts
#slash silly on that last part. don't do that actually#wampus rambles#ive done like. at least 6 of these by now#I'd have to count I have no clue honestly#I much prefer them to just plain drawings bc I think they're more fun (although they get less notes usually lol) but they take so long.#this one specifically i dont think is gonna gain much traction bc the clip is like. a minor one off joke from 6 years ago#from a podcast 90% of my followers dont know or care about. but i do whatever I want forever and that mostly results in strange niche stuff#I could post what the people want but what's the point. if you do that youre using this app wrong
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me when time moves forward at a steady pace: how the fuck is it more than halfway through july already. this fuckers rapidly sprinting when im not looking huh
#i have so many things i need to do#before the semester starts again this fall#i need to work on comms. i need to work on a project due the end of the month. i want to do artfight. i want to make art for myself. i want#to do art studies. i want to start an alt drawing more suggestive stuff. i mean what who said that mustve been the wind#and thats just the things related to drawing.#i need to organize my room. i need to learn [redacted]. i want to cook more. i want to socialize more. i want to play games. i want to-#watch and read and listen to so many things#yet i have a finite amount of time to do everything#and half of a day is consumed by me just snoozing#and when i do work on something i feel like im Not Efficient Enough.#i cant just chill in vcs i need to be productive and draw too. and if i dont make significant progress then I Have Failed.#i cant just watch New Season of Show. thats Time Focused on One Singular Activity. gotta do multiple things at once or ill feel bad after#because i know that once the semester starts back up then im gonna be 90% less online#back to the depths of graphic design hell making infographics and powerpoints and brand identities#not having the time to draw anything furry or for myself for several months#anywho its 5am#i should go to sleep#sorry for the ramble im just. only now realizing how little time i have#when i wake up i have to really lock in on drawing and stuff#ive wasted so much time playing a game this past week#if i hadnt played it idve made so much more progress by now and im kicking myself so bad mentally now that im like mostly done w the game#gahhh#anywho yeah sorry for the ramble ill post more soon#sho.scramblin
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they are approaching.
#puppy rambles#yo-kai watch#mostly#the focus isn't on it tho so#i literally only added them a couple hours ago how..........#by the way status update: i have intense persona 3 brainrot <333#i played 1 ½ hours of persona 3 portable‚ got distracted trying to add the mod that lets you date yukari as kotone‚ failed to do so#ended up reading gay fanfiction (hamugis my beloved <3)‚ spoiled myself from said gay fanfiction‚ gave up on playing the game for now#and have posted one p3 fanfic to ao3 and have several others on the backburner :333#i am . so fucking autistic#funniest part to me is that i still have no fucking idea what happens between like. july and october. or between april and july#i assume things happen but idk what and i haven't gotten to googling it ggbgjgnfhfv-#i don't know what happens in november other than crucification also. that makes sense in context i swear. i think#idk i'm still confused on some stuff. but i can tell you with certainty that i will forever be mentally unstable on march 5th <3 /hb
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It's so miserable making side characters for a story and getting attached because now not only are you obsessed with a guy that only exists in your head even if they existed out of your head they'd still be basically just in your head. Like no you guys have to trust me they're so deep and intricate no none of this stuff ever comes up you just have to believe me and like them as much as I do
#rat rambles#oc posting#ofc then comes the fight of wanting to make them more relevant but having to pick your battles#bonus points if theyre not even a side character theyre like. a shadow on the wall thats implied to exist. screams.#bonus bonus points if you can't even bring them up because itd give away stuff the audience isn't supposed to know#I am eternally obsessed with Them but I cant ever talk abt Them because its pretty important to me that I keep this particular secret#in general Ive been trying to not talk abt this story plot wise too much because I wanna make it real someday but man it's rough sometimes#especially since theres just full characters that as I currently have things planned wont even come up in the comic#well They kind of will. but only barely. as in their existence will be implied. and we'll only sort of see part of them like once.#and I love them so much theyre so silly and fun plus their mere existence adds a whole other layer to a member of the main cast#but I have already decided I will not be revealing this stuff to the public so they remain trapped in my head#plus even if I did reveal them no one currently would give much a shit lol#I gotta make the comic real first and then in like another decade I can maybe post a sketch of them <3#but first I have a billion other things I need to do before Im ready to start that comic#including but not limited to finalizing raiden's design 😔#after taking a hill break and thinking on it some more I have someeeee ideas of how to maybe improve things?#my main two goals now are to make their silhouette more plush like and make their clothes more fantasy esc#and I have some extremely vague ideas for both but nothing concrete#I might mess around with shifting them to having traits from a different animal#I dont want to but if it helps with the silhouette problem then I think its worth considering#but yeah I think the big issue is that the rest of the cast are mostly built out of large simple shapes while raiden has bits that arent#mainly their tail but I also feel like theyre just lacking notable defining shapes in general#so the goal is to give them more noticable shapes in their design and make the silhouette even more simple#no I dont know How Im going to do any of that but Ill figure smth out eventually#not tonight tho its late
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tis the holidays and i just wanted to get on and give yall a big old smooch and hope yall have been doing okay!!!!! considering i've been uh. well this blog is basically just on full hiatus (i have been on tumblr but i'm just on my personal blog only now) so i've not seen what's been happening with yall!!!!
mwah mwah hugs and smoochies from me and sylvie
#[ a lot of stuff has happened since then LOOL ]#[ i'm actually going back to school on jan for a certificate course ]#[ mostly cause job hunting has been sucking assssssssss ]#[ and i've been on a massive art burnout for the last half of the year ]#[ but i've gotten a steam deck + began journaling + uh. playing roblox ]#[ ... its for the dragons i swear ]#[ and finally came to a conclusion that i am 99% sure i've got adhd ]#[ looks longingly at naans who clocked me well over a year ago ]#[ anyway HELLOOOO yall can find me at @sylviegirly ]#[ i mostly ramble there now + post stuff ]#[ i genuinely would like to return to sylvie's blog at some point ]#[ but with my severe burnout that keeps me from even doing art ]#[ it might b a while ]#[ i did change sylvie to use they/she now and also librafeminine ]#[ cause like ....... thy r girl coded to me ]#[ in the way of still being agender too ]#ooc // aid talks.
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I wanna finish my p:eg posts but I wanna prioritise the asks first 😭 I've been so slow with answering them and they're all so good too 💀There's not even a lot of em i just want to make sure I give as detailed and satisfactory of an answer as I can.
#project eden's garden#p:eg#sorry anons i'll get to them i promise#the posts will mostly just be wolfgang grace and wolfgrace but there's also something on jean that's been on my mind for weeks#there's also some evamon/eva and maybe some diva ideas i've been having recently#this stuff is just sitting in my drafts unfinished and now that it's easter break finally i wanna get it outta the way so i can revise more#and also so i can start on some tcoaal ideas too cuz there's something i'm itching to write about ashley and andrew but mostly ashley#i mostly wanna post wolfgang atm for emotional support lmao. save me babygirl lawyer save me#momento rambles
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anyways what I've been trying to say for two days now but tumblr won't let me post it without several error messages is that: I'm posting on tiktok now! come show me some love in this scary scary app
tiktok.com/@boyapologist
#this is mostly just a way for me to give myself exposure therapy on my social media anxiety tbh#already had someone watch my videos to use the information in them against me in a comment section debate once#I've been posting for TWO DAYS btw#so I guess the internet hasn't changed much since the last time I went public with this kind of stuff#this is why I've loved tumblr for so long. I never felt actually unsafe here#but it's just time to get back into the real world. I felt so alienated about not being on social media for so long#that it went from ''protecting my peace'' to literally excluding myself from social situations and opportunities#cause I refused to be perceived on the internet#like I hate to talk abt this again but I STILL feel like I would've had a bigger chance with cabin crew boy if I actually used Instagram#I have no interest in posting on instagram for now but just. ugh. if only#rambles*
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Hey wouldn't it be funny if I made an angsty fic using the European Starling as a base because they can mimic human voices. Because like, its just birds in the trees, they mimic voices and chatter back. Its happened a few times before. Its just birds. Right?
Anyway if you didn't know about the European Starling, YOU DO NOW!
They can mimic human voices with uncanny accuracy, and are cool as fuck, watch this video of this little guy talking right now
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#BIRDS#european starling#love that thats a tag#Birds are so cool#love birds#need everyone to know about birds right now for my own health#Also should mention not my video in the post. Just found it#Rhys Rambles#<- Using that as my new tag for when I just talk about stuff thats unrelated or mostly off topic to my creative projecta
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I want to read something new but nothing sounds good or is holding my attention and I am crawling up the walls
#rita rambles#im just in one of those moods#but right now is a perfect time at work to just pop in a headphone and listen to audiobooks#and i could get so much reading done#but the stuff i think i want to read arent available as audiobooks#and the stuff i keep starting i dont like#😭#this is mostly a vent post but if u have recs ill take them 👀
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lowkey been binge watching any mc videos i find interesting just to avoid studying for my exams (in two weeks) (this is not good)
#literally 2 weeks and then i can do whatever i want…#delete later#bro it is too late for me to be doinng all this#watched more dol9hin videos today it was good. i like him#nice to see a pov of a player that ppl tend to oversee and proving them wrong. it’s a feelgood thing#also rlllyyy love him being mostly abt teaming and self worth and bringing eachother up and stuff. compared to hyper individuality#now why am i mcyt rambling in a personal post… one that im going to delete no less😭#it’s ok maybe I’ll talk abt him/infuse more maybe idkkk#jtext#infuse#smp tag
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hm. perhaps the fact that i'm currently in the process of carefully curating the contents of the e-reader i'm gonna give to my sister — pretending of course that i did no such thing — so that, on the off chance that she doesn't just clear out everything to put her own book collection without looking twice at what was on there, it will give off a certain image of me... well perhaps that's not super well-adjusted behaviour. but what do i even know about that
#very funny moment when just now i took a step back from the task at hand and went. what the fuck am i even doing#the main justification is that i wanted to delete all the gay YA lit that i knew was on there because i'm not coming out to her like that#(i.e. via mostly badly written teenage love stories that i read when i was like fifteen)#but then it got out of hand i fear. hm#i left cleve jones' memoir on there because i think it's well-written and genuinely touching and informative#and because i'm doing the 'get to know me via breadcrumbs of my personality and interests that i mixed in with irrelevant stuff' schtick#<- refer to the content of the text post for more about that. i know it's not the way you're supposed to do relationships#anyway. extremely happy to have caught the two (2) copies of the song of achilles that i had on there. jesus#i am Not having a conversation about that with my sister. absolutely not#also took the liberty of erasing all of the neil gaiman books i had on there and never read. his name alone makes me nauseous 👍#anyway. i'll get normaler someday. maybe#rambles
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