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Coming Home (Part 3) Poly!BillyxReaderxStu
(Sorry I haven't posted part 3. I've got classes and junk and I recently found some video games to be obsessed with so, my bad! Anyway, here's part 3! Also, thanks for all the likes! Hope you enjoy.)
The car screeched to a halt in front of a familiar home just outside of Woodsboro. It wasn't like the other sparkling gold and white modern houses that littered the wealthy streets of the town. It was built up ward instead of outward like the rest of the houses, the worn-down bricks that stacked together to make the outside of the house dug into the rocky hillside just behind it, creating a rather odd-looking backward slant to the towering 4 story house. The widows were few and far between on the front side of the house, with black curtains cutting off an outsider's view into the house.
Billy stared up at the topmost window. Unlike the rest, the heavy black curtains had been pulled back, possibly even ripped off the wall due to the fact that not even a sliver of the pulled back black curtain could be seen. It had been opened wide to let in the cool autumn air and Billy's heart clenched as he remembered who had first made him fall in love with the autumn season in the first place.
Stu gave Billy a concerned look, something softer than what he would usually give others, not even Tatum would have been given the type of look Stu gave Billy as they stepped out of the car and slammed the doors shut. It was almost nostalgic coming back to house that was once more their home than their actual homes. Stu gulped as he remembered the last time that he had been here, but Billy was still just staring up at that window, a glazed look in his eyes.
"I hate this. I fucking hate it." Stu says as he takes a step back into the car, his heart racing. Billy finally turned to look back at Stu with a sad look before looking down at the ground.
"I know. Me too but... but it's better to do this here than to do it at school where they'll get humiliated just for even talking to us." Billy replied defeatedly. Stu whimpered quietly and Billy took a deep breath before patting Stu on the pack encouragingly and walking up to the front door, Stu following close behind.
Despite the rest of house, the door was stark white with gold accents that looked disgusting against the old brick of the house. Billy grumbled to himself as he rung the doorbell.
"When this is all over, we're getting them a new fucking door." Stu scoffs, some of his confidence returning.
"That's a given. We should probably also get someone to replace the windows too. You know they've got a style."
Billy smiled at that before his face fell back to its usual neutrality as the door opened. The woman that stood before them looked much more wrinkled than they remembered, her body and face not having aged well. However, she still wore the same blinding white suit and chunky gold necklace that made her look like an oddly dressed hooker.
The woman's eyes widened as she took in the two boys at her door, her face shifting into a smile.
"Well, hello there boys. Have you come to see Y/n?"
Billy winced and Stu grimaced as the woman's voice had become much hoarser since the last time they had spoken to her and from the smell coming off of her breath it became very clear why, she had started smoking again, guess the last few years had really done a number on her.
Billy flashed her his usual charming smile.
"Yeah, we heard they were back and wanted to check in on them."
The woman smiled brightly as she let them inside.
"Of course! Come in. Come in. She/He has just started to unpack so I'm sure she'll/he'll need plenty of help getting stuff all set up in his/her old room."
Billy bit his lip to hold himself back from correcting her but Stu quickly jumped in, swinging his arm around Billy's shoulder loosely.
"Yup, we'll be sure to help them out as much as possible while we're here."
Stu interjected with a bright smile as he dragged the barely held together bomb of rage that was Billy up the stairs to the top floor of the house.
By the time they reached the top of the stairs Billy had calmed down, though he still grumbled about starting to call people by their opposite gender to see how they'd feel about it. However, his complaints quickly died out as the two came face to face with an all too familiar door.
Stu's earlier feeling began to resurface as he whimpered at the memory of how he had shut that door 2 years ago and hadn't seen it since. Billy couldn't even look at the door as he remembered how he had left that room the last time he was here.
The two exchange a look as they unconsciously reached for each other's hands and intertwined their fingers before Stu raised his hand to knock on the door.
#@buzzybee-26#stu x billy#stu x reader#poly billy loomis x reader x stu macher#billy x reader#fanfic#scream movies#scream franchise#romantic#coming home part 2#coming home part 1#coming home part 3#coming home#@onlyheretosimp#@deppression-is-my-gender
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I hate myself so much.
The world is so shit.
My mental health is fucked.
I just wanna die tbh.
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#its getting worse#deppressed#i feel like shit#depression x me#gender#self h@rm#self h@te#self harm#kms#i hate my life#fml#what the fuck#fuck#fuck you#🫶
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😭🏃♂️
ur first and last recent emojis are ur gender now. mine is 🅱👨❤💋👨
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Intro!
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I realised I haven't done one of these so:
Name: Theo
Nicknames: Thexie, Thex, Bean
Attraction shit: Bi oriented Aro/Ace.
I don't feel like a human, i feel like a silver fox w antlers. If u don't fw that, DNI
Pronouns: He, It, Rot, Vamp, [Ask as my prefernce changes daily, full list of prns on my pronouns page, go to the bottom of the post]
Gender: Rounded version for cis people. Boyflux transmasc, which means my gender fluctuates on the slidy scale between agender and boy.
Actual full decimaled gender: galaxforieliminalfluxboy. made by me!
Demi-verbal and silly :3
Tags i use:
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General: I am Irish-Australian and I fence. I have a dog and two cats! I am fine for people to send asks or dm me! I do swear a lot but I don't post nsfw. I do sometimes reblog nsfw, nothing too severe. I AM a minor so please be mindful. . I love it when people send me asks! You can also dm me. I will give out my discord on request. I am polyamorous
Diagnosed: ADHD, Anxiety [all 3 types], Asthma, Autism, Chronic fatigue, chronic pain, Deppression, Juvenile Fibromyalgia, Long covid, POTS, Scoliosis, Strabismus, Vision impaired
Probable I have it but not diagnosed yet : BPD,
Special interests: Heartstopper, MCR, Art, Autism, general knowledge.
Current Hyperfocus: stardew valley, dayflower
Fandoms: Dead Boy detectives, Helluva Boss, Hazbin Hotel, The Osemanverse, dead end paranormal park, Nimona, stardew valley, MCR, witherburn afterschool news, GRAVITY FALLS
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Likes: Cryptids, Books, My laptop, My friends, Watercolours, Drawing, Eating raw onions, Art, Mushrooms
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once again
Same with you skip the weird ones
1: Name Robert [rob]
2: Age 14
3: 3 Fears 1- Friends dying/getting hurt 2-Going back to the last place i lived 3-Not being able to help/be there
4: 3 things I love 1-My frens 2-Laptop 3-headphones
7: My best friend You and yaya [irl]
8: Sexual orientation AroAce [fictoromantic/fictosexual, and kinda orchidromantic]
10: How tall am I 166cm [for now]
11: What do I miss
cant think of anything rn
12: What time were I born 4am
13: Favorite color red, orange, purple, black
15: Favorite quote "Light a man a fire and he'll be warm for the night, light a man *on* fire and he'll be warm for the rest of his life"
16: Favorite place Arcade
17: Favorite food Imjaderah [rice+yoghurt+beans]
18: Do I use sarcasm sometimes, not rlly tho
19: What am I listening to right now
20: First thing I notice in new person Not sure, maybe symptoms???? but not on purpose
21: Shoe size No idea
22: Eye color dark brown [almost black]
23: Hair color black
24: Favorite style of clothing 1920s men atire
25: Ever done a prank call? Not that i can remember
27: Meaning behind my URL I mean this is the 3rd acc
28: Favorite movie THE LORAX!!!!
29: Favorite song right now it's
30: Favorite band FamilyJules? LemonDemon? Will wood? Chonny jash?
31: How I feel right now My body's scared but im chilling
32: Someone I love You /p
33: My current relationship status AroAce, platonically married
34: My relationship with my parents lol
35: Favorite holiday Eid al adha, free money
36: Tattoos and piercing i have Ear
37: Tattoos and piercing i want Sleeve tattoo when i transition
38: The reason I joined Tumblr Needed to continue a fic/comic that was on tumblr
39: Do I and my last ex hate each other? idk
40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts? thank you fren /gen
41: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted? my dad? maybe when i was really young
42: When did I last hold hands? My little sister, i didnt want her to get run over when crossing the road
43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning? As long as i have, if u give me an hour i'll take an hour, if you give me 30 seconds i'll take 30 seconds
44: Have You shaved your legs in the past three days? Nope, i get gender dysphoria from shaving my legs/arms
45: Where am I right now? Bed
47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level? LOUD
48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad? Mum, not dad
49: Am I excited for anything? Turning 18 and going uni and being a human person with a human life
50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to? Im an oversharer
51: How often do I wear a fake smile? Im autistic so not in a deppressed way
52: When was the last time I hugged someone? Cant remember
54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not? H [irl]
55: What is something I disliked about today? My sister stealing money from my mum, i was this close to having smoke outta my ears, she should know better
56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? God, im going to beat the shit out of him
57: What do I think about most? Cringe memories i guess?
58: What’s my strangest talent? I can bird whistle
59: Do I have any strange phobias? Touch might be strange?
60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? Behind fs
61: What was the last lie I told? "I don't know who they were talking about" [i didn't want to hurt her feelings]
62: Do I prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online? voice, video is a nightmare
63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens? Yea because either i've seen them or im delusional [im delusional]. aliens are a given, even a bacteria could be one
64: Do I believe in magic? Kinda? idrk, maybe
65: Do I believe in luck? yea
66: What’s the weather like right now? cloudy n cold
67: What was the last book I’ve read? DnD rulebook
68: Do I like the smell of gasoline? LVORE IT LOIF LVOE LOVE IT
69: Do I have any nicknames? I get called by my last name a lot
70: What was the worst injury I’ve ever had? not sure
71: Do I spend money or save it? Save
72: Can I touch my nose with a tongue? Unfortunatly no
73: Is there anything pink in 10 feet from me? My sisters deoderant
74: Favorite animal?
FOXES!!!!!!
75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM? calming myself down
76: What do I think is Satan’s last name is? I dont think he has one, idk im not religious
77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it? Corny/cringe as hell but Honeypie by JAWNY
78: How can you win my heart? havent thought about it
79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone?
I TOLD YOU MY FOOT WAS KILLING ME
80: What is my favorite word? supercalifragilisticexpialadocious
81: My top 5 blogs on tumblr Moots
82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say? your god is the right one [chaos]
83: Do I have any relatives in jail? Not currently, but my dad and some uncles were
84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power? Time manipulation
85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on? i dont think questions are scary
86: What is my current desktop picture? basic
90: Failed a class? classes
94: Had job? I have one now, dont always get paid though
95: Left the house without my wallet? Dont have a wallet
96: Bullied someone on the internet? no
98: Played on a sports team?
Unless school sport team counts
103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan? no
104: Been overweight? No
105: Been underweight? yea
106: Been to a wedding? ye
107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight? Duh
108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight? maybe i dont remember
109: Been outside my home country? Technically im from iran, and i live in australia, so, yeah
110: Gotten my heart broken? i guess
111: Been to a professional sports game? no
112: Broken a bone? no
113: Cut myself? yeah Im stopping though
114: Been to prom? we dont have that
115: Been in airplane?
Yeah
116: Fly by helicopter? no
117: What concerts have I been to? none
118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex? kinda
119: Learned another language? I know arabic and english
120: Wore make up? Forced to when i was younger but not anymore
123: Dyed my hair? Part of it purple, but its gone now
124: Voted in a presidential election? Cant vote, eitherway all of em suck
125: Rode in an ambulance? Yep
126: Had a surgery? not sure, memory bad
127: Met someone famous? Not that i know of
128: Stalked someone on a social network? mutuals tumblrs
129: Peed outside? Yea
130: Been fishing? nope
131: Helped with charity? yep
132: Been rejected by a crush? nope
133: Broken a mirror? Yep
134: What do I want for birthday? Wouldn't ever happen because it's expensive as fuck but a pump it up machine
i usually get a slice of cake tho
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best friend trouble
welp I am kinda deppressed and mad right now, me and best friend just got into an argument about my gender Identity and now we are cutting contact from eachother
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4, 5 and 6 💕
ahhh yippee thank u for askin hehe
4 - a song that reminds you of someone you would rather forget about hmmm that's actually a hard one but i suppose Achilles Come Down (Gang of Youths) because the person who introduced it to me during one of my toughest periods of dEpPrEsSiOn just,,, randomly cut our friendship off for no reason before we went to uni - we used to be best friends so i have no idea what happened or if it was something i did, or whatever lol
5 - a song that needs to be played loud the first song that came to mind was Ritual (Waterparks) because after hearing that live i can only listen to it at full volume that song is INSANE and i love it
6 - a song that makes you want to dance Dream Boy (Waterparks again lol). It's my theme song!!! literally changed my gender lolll i can't help but dance to it !!!
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Eyyyyyy it’s finally time to share DM-664’s new reference sheet alongside her backstory (I finally got the confidence to share itt!) hope you like it and I hope you like my beloved Kaled-Dalek Hybrid OC 💙✨⚡️
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Name: DM-664
Nicknames/Aliases: 664, Hybrid, Creature, Failed Experiment, Lightning Rod, Muto, Dalek Mutant 664, Death Merchant 664
Species: Kaled-Dalek Hybrid
Home Planet: Skaro
Gender: Female
Pronouns: She/Them
Height: 6’5
Sexuality: AroAce
Neurodiversity: On the Autism Spectrum
Personality traits
When interacting with 664, It really depends on who you are most of the time. Though geelllbut some 664’s traits that she tends to show the most are her aggressive, loyal, blunt, violent, and is more reserved. She will occasionally be sarcastic if she feels the need to.
She has a lot of sadness and insecurities within herself which she tries to supress whenever around others and let it out when alone and can’t be seen or heard. though she’ll occasionally let it slip.
As well as that she often tries to hide her fear when encountering people like The Doctor and honestly Davros as well when she eventually encounters him again.
Some of her lesser known traits and traits she’ll grow to have) are currently
Empathy towards others, she’s slowly been developing this since Earth and when she crossed paths with the Doctor.
Only people who manage to get to know her properly will find out that 664 is actually quite respectful to those she likes or she seems as “superior”
Strengths
- Loyal to those she supports, will go to most lengths including putting herself at risk in order to protect those she is loyal to
- Physically strong & great at combat
- Very knowledgeable and smart when it comes to her interests (Creating and using weaponry (specifically long range, bombs, and electrical weapons) Dalek Kaled History, Flora and Fauna of Skaro and select other planets)
- High endurance levels to physical pain, especially high voltage electric attacks/shocks thanks yo the experiments she was put through.
- She also has a natural tolerance to some radiation
- Self Aware of her actions & has her own moral compass
Weaknesses
- Suffering from Long Term Mental Illnesses being Deppression & PTSD
- Forced emotion suppression that can lead to extreme anger outbursts and mental breakdowns
- 664 can be incredible destructive both to herself and to others and at times is often merciless
- can *rarely* handle and process compliments from anyone, especially her superiors (or those she sees as above her)
- Struggles trusting others as she is well aware that most either try to use her for something or backstab her. It takes a while for her to trust a new ally/friend fully because of that
- Despite having skills in the weaponry field, she isn’t very good at using heavy weapons while in battle as they are “too slow” for her to use
- 664 while holding respect for Davros and other Daleks, she does genuinely fear them from time to time
Goals/Wants/Needs:
- To die in a way that she seems “honourable”
- Somewhere to belong & feel welcome
- To be seen by those who know of her as more then just a failed experiment (wants to be seen as powerful & reliable)
- Getting some form of vengeance on those that have betrayed her
- For Davros to recognise her notable achievements & for him to see her as one of his own
(Keep In mind that while Davros has grown fond of 664 over time due to her ability to survive, her loyalty, and skills in weaponry & combat. Even though they haven’t interacted in a long time- when they do eventually cross paths, He’ll rarely show it as it would be considered “weak”)
Backstory:
DM-664 is a genetic experiment created by Davros on Skaro a few years before the Time War broke out. The Hybrid was supposed to appear more Dalek then Kaled.
Due to unknown circumstances she ended up resembling more like her a Kaled Ancestors.
Despite her mindset and speech was more like that of a loyal Dalek.
Following the first days of her existence, DM-664 was experimented on daily by Scientific Daleks as well as Davros and endured many kinds of experiments such as bone removal, replacement and implantation (including one that prevented 664 from screaming even though she always stayed silent), fusing Dalekanium into her bloodstream, and was even used as a live subject for some weapon testing.
664 though, was able to somehow endure it all.
664 was also used as a scapegoat for Davros, and often would get struck on the back from afar by his electrical manipulation which is where she got the lightning flower burns on her back from.
She was also put into areas with other Dalek experiments that would always try and kill her and each other.
After a few more years The Dalek Empire at the time had no more use for her & exiled her into the radioactive wilderness of Skaro which actually turned out to be much better for her in some ways.
During the time she was there she taught herself how to scavenge for small insects & create primitive weapons such as spears & daggers to hunt out of bone that would be used for hunting.
It didn’t all go well though as she did get sick when she had to drink the poisoned water.
the adapt in the different biomes as well as functioning on limited resources.
She traveled a lot in the span of 2 years, even coming across ancient wreckage from the 1000 year war, especially weapons, which sparked her interest in both Skaro's history and weaponry.
664 continued her journey along Skaro and eventually came across a small Thal colony camp (6-10 Thals) that was secretly trying to monitor what was going on in the Dalek city from a distance.
664, despite everything she had been put through was still extremely loyal to the Daleks, devised a plan and eventually took them out mercilessly one by one using the weapons she had created from the bones of animals she had previously hunted. She then raided the camp for what she needed and left.
Eventually the rotting bodies and raided camp from the small Thal colonies got found by a few Daleks while on patrol in the wilderness. A few days after the discovery they were able to trace the cause of the Thal’s deaths back to DM-664.
The higher ups decided that 664 could prove some use to The Daleks.
She was eventually located & was found mildly injured with a broken leg not far from a cliff face.
She was taken back to the city, healed , questioned, cleaned & after 2 weeks of having some of her more “feral” like behaviour being “corrected”.
DM-664 was questioned again & then given a small cell to live in within Davros' lab as well as getting her own custom Dalek like amour and a custom modified gunstick as her new weapon.
From there, she didn't do too many notable things aside from getting frequently used as a test subject and would occasionally be allowed to help Davros out.
She also got proper training on how to use her gun properly and other forms of Dalek weaponry.
At the time, the Daleks didn't have too much of a use for DM-664 just yet.
So they decided to cryogenically freeze her and store her on one of their more secure ships until she had some form is use.
Davros, at this time has actually began to slowly grow fond of 664 due to her interest in weaponry and her survival abilities, though it was never shown.
He ends up giving 664 his sonic screwdriver by slipping into the chamber 664 was stored in while she was unconscious, as he believes that she may get more use out of it.
About 1000 or so years, right at the very end of the Time War. DM-664 is unfrozen & re-awoken.
While she was little confused about the sudden appearance of the sonic screwdriver, she kept it close to her.
She then gets briefed about the current situation and then is put straight onto the frontlines in Arcadia.
Her purpose there was to back up Dalek squadrons and to take out powerful gun towers used by the Time Lords.
Towards the final days of the war, while patrolling with 3 Daleks. They cross paths with the War Doctor who kills all 3 Daleks instantly, leaving 664 the only one standing.
Confused the two stare at each other waiting for one to attack the other for a minute before 664 silently retreats in the other direction confused as to why he spared her life.
On the last very last day of the Time War. 664 having an instinct that things will get much worse from here decides to check out and see what sort of technology from some of the fallen.
She scavenges a small emergency temporal shift device from a casing of a dead Dalek and while toying around with it, accidentally activates it, sending her to Earth in the 2010's.
Unknowingly to 664, the temporal shift device she activated was slightly damaged was able to sub-consciously open her mind slightly to new, “impure” emotions.
DM-664 ends up detained, gun confiscated, & stranded inside an Extra-Terrestrial Detention Centre run by UNIT’s Australian Branch in Melbourne. Thankfully due to 664 looking more like her Kaled Ancestors, she was able to deceive her captors into believing she was something else more humanoid.
Over the span of 8 years, she and many other detained aliens that were considered “low risk” by UNIT were put on a study/re-educational like program where they were made to learn about Human societies & history & other misc skills.
One day, The Doctor eventually gets word about this UNIT run detention centre in Australia and decides to show up to try and put a stop to the operations of the centre, unexpectedly crossing paths with DM-664.
The Doctor confronts and exposes 664’s Skarosian origins in front of UNIT & the other captive aliens.
This news caused mass panic from the UNIT soldiers & a riot from the captive aliens.
While the masses were distracted, 664 and a couple of other aliens slip out of the crowds and head towards the highly secured room where their confiscated alien technology is stored, attacking anyone that tried to stop them.
664 was able to break into the room & retrieve her gun while the other aliens with her armed themselves too and they continued with their escape attempt. Unfortunately the escape attempt was foiled as the Doctor was able to calm both UNIT and the rioting aliens down.
664 and the few aliens with her were located and reluctantly surrendered.
The UNIT centre admins after all of the chaos decides that 664 was “too dangerous” to be held in the centre and they forced the Doctor to take 664 with him in the TARDIS.
The Doctor was open to the idea, though 664 reluctantly agreed and left with what little belongings she had.
She ended up traveling with the Doctor & his small group of companions for a number of years. Seeing new worlds, crossing paths with new enemies,as well as gaining some allies/friendships.
Eventually 664’s time in the TARDIS ended after an unexpected encounter with multiple incarnations of the Doctor and some Daleks shook this current TARDIS team & left DM-664 more traumatised after it had finished.
The Doctor ended deciding that it would be best to say goodbye to 664 for now.
He ended up leaving 664 on a quiet habitable alien forest like planet known as Icarro that was uninhabited by any alien civilisations, only a few species of animals.
DM-664 while still mentally recovering from everything that has happened before, began to take on this new stage of her life & see where it would take her.
#dm-664#doctor who oc#doctorwhooc#kaled dalek hybrid#kaled#dalek hybrid#dalek hybrid oc#doctorwho#Dalek#Davros#Daleks#Skaro#Dalek oc#doctor who original character#doctor who#doctor who kaled oc#Doctor who hybrid oc#I worked so hard on thissss#wandersoul8#wanders art
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Meet the Me! Hello! Meow! :3
Name: Angel, Auggie, or Vermin
Age: 18
Gender: Trans-Masc Nonbinary
Pronouns: They/Them, He/Him, It/Its, Ze/Zir, Clown/Clowns, Starr/Starrs, and a whole lot more but those are the basics
I have: Autism Spectrum Disorder (ASD), ADHD, Anxiety, Deppression, and Big Sexy Disease
Favorite Colors: PINK, Blue, and Green!
Favorite Animals: Rats, Kitties, Snakes, Lizards, Cows, Sharks, Clowns, and Bats!
Favorite Foods: PB&J, Pepperoni Pizza, Party Animal Icecream, Bananas, Tuna Fish Samitches, Chicken Nuggets, Oranges, Strawberries, Blueberries, Grapes, and Graham Crakers!
Favorite Drinks: Lemonade, Strawberry Monster Energy, Pepsi, w a t e r, Grape Koolaid
Favorite Music:
Don't fear the reaper - Blue Oyster Cult
Hole Dwelling - Kikou
Anything Autoheart
Anything Fish in a Birdcage
Anything Bear Ghost
Most My Chemical Romance
Most Fallout Boy
Anything Cosmo Sheldrake
The Court Jester - Thquib
Anything Caravan Palace
Anything Lemon Demon
Most 3oh!3
Anything GHOST & Pals
Anything Creep-P
HATSUNE MIKU?
All The Living Tombstone
Some Kesha
Some Avril Levigne
Most Set It Off
The Zombie Song - Stephanie Maybe
All Mitski
Most MARINA
Most S3RL
Most Circus-P
All Daft Punk
Some Eminiem
Some Linkin Park
Some Paramore
Most Lady Gaga
Anything Jack Stauber
My Hobbies: Sewing, Drawing, Painting, OOAK Dolls, Animal Husbandry, Writing, Reading, General Collecting, Thrifting, Gaming, Listening to music, Watching YouTube, Hairdressing, Furry,
Laying in cold dark rooms under fluffy blankets watching Markiplier videos on repeat,
My Special Intrests Rn:
Angels, Scenecore/Alt Culture, The color pink, Cats, Rats, Monster High, Sewing, Fallout Shelter, Queer culture, Kandi Making, Thrifting, Glitter, ...
... Clowns.
#intro post#Intro#Me#Hi!#Emo#Scenemo#Scene#Scenecore#ang3lv3rm1n#xenogender#neopronouns#kitty meow meow#:3#Silly
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I had to start avoiding tiktok as a last ditch effort for seratonin that I actively avoid clicking on as much as possible. Every time i go on it I go down and down and down the hole. I lose hours of time and always come out of it feeling worse than i did before because most of the content isnt happy content, its deppressing, its like if you watched the news channel as your only source of seratonin, hoping for one good news story or one cable block about cute cats.
Tiktok has alot of good on it and I think it has the potential to be a powerful source for younger people to rally together like we saw in 2020, but the bad often outweighs the good. Its just discourse upon discourse about absolutely nothing. Discourse that has no reason to be fought about!
I noticed that when i started avoiding the app as much as possible, my attention span got way longer and i was in general alot more content and happy. Now, im not saying its the same for everyone, im just saying that for me and probably alot of people like me, tiktok just isnt good for mental health.
Its a place where nonchalant bullying, about the dumbest of things, thrives! Seeing post after post after post discussing if the way you dress is cool enough or if your gender is valid enough or if your a valid human for simply existing. it truly reminds me of the discourse tumblr days. its like everyone who did that shit here moved to tiktok where hundreds of people would see their post and let those views thrive and then they went viral and suddenly the discourse they started for the hell of it is every other post you see.
just saw a post complaining about how hard it is to find adhd resources for adults and one of the comments said “tiktok has a lot of adhd tips” as if telling someone with adhd to enter the algorithmic quicksand of perpetual dopamine hits isn’t the most insane thing you could suggest for someone with adhd
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please read the rules & respect my boundaries. i suggest to know how things come and go around this blog !
— ꒰ ◟ .𖥔 ˖ GENERAL RULES this blog is primarily targeted in nsfw and is jjk centric (it can extend towards other fandoms as well). i suggest that minors, please do not interact with nsfw or explicit content whatsoever, it makes me extremely uncomfortable thinking that a minor could be reading my works.
most of my fics are all fem reader, i don't specifically know how to exactly write about male anatomy just yet so i'm more comfortable on writing about female reader than i am to male reader. i'll try in the future to do gender neutral reader for more upcoming fics.
i use a lot of petnames when i interact with my mutuals and i am sarcastic most of the time, please lmk if you feel uncomfortable about me calling u cheesy petnames or anything of any sort! and another note for me being sarcastic, please do not take my sarcasm for the wrong idea, i may accidentally sound like a bitch when i don't mean it. i am really nice!! it's just sometimes i feel silly and say some shit that comes to my mind. when it comes to hate anons then... 𝖙𝖍𝖆𝖙'𝖘 𝖜𝖍𝖊𝖓 𝖎 𝖘𝖊𝖊 𝖗𝖊𝖉 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖌𝖊𝖙 𝖆𝖓𝖌𝖗𝖞, just kidding, i will most likely ignore and delete hate anons bc i really don't wanna waste my time on someone who called me a bitch or wtv, i literally dgaf.
i will sometimes take a break from tumblr, i experience real life things too and i am a human also. i only use this app as a hobby of mine. it isn't a job for me to post fan fics by each passing minute, i do what i want in my own account bc i can. please understand that i'm not some kind of robot that stays on my phone all day, don't expect a lot of updates from me.
— ꒰ ◟ .𖥔 ˖ REQUESTS requests are currently closed, i literally don't have a legitimate time to do people's requests so i would always love a good thirst! if i were to do request then please do not be weird on requesting things, you will be blocked. please do not pressure me into writing, it's really overwhelming 4 me ! :((
— ꒰ ◟ .𖥔 ˖ YES AND NO there are some things in writing that i don't find quite appealing for me to write, so here are some things i would most definitely write and some things that are a big no for me.
yes: fem reader, wlw, any type of kinks (excluding any nasty shit), bdsm, aphrodisiac, corruption, spitting, lubrication, soft n consesual sex ^^, movie actors, double penetration, overstimulation & edging, pussy slapping, fingering, squirting, clit stimulation, clit pinching + biting, protected sex / unprotected sex, breeding, creampies, choking kink, lactation / pregnant sex, praise and degradation, spanking + slapping, orgasm denials, fwb -> literally anything, any type of love tropes, size difference, age gaps (reader will be 20 and up), anything that includes horror, more to come.
no: incest / stepcest, anything that involves piss and shit, scat, non-con / dub-con, blackmailing, slutshaming, mentions of gang violence, self harm, foot fetish, suicide, objectification, fantasizing / romanticizing any types of disorders or mental illness (deppression, anorexia, eating disorder, etc.), cherry chasing, pedophilia, aging up underage characters with no canon timeskip, many more to come.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀these might change during some time.
— ꒰ ◟ .𖥔 ˖ DO NOT INTERACT basic dni criteria, i don't want any bad people with negative emotions in my blog. bitchy people, picky people, zionists, isr*el supporters, fatphobes, transphobes, homophobes, pedophiles, loli-cons, discord mods, porn bots, impatient people, spam likers, minors, barbs.
— ꒰ ◟ .𖥔 ˖ OTHER INFORMATION please understand that english is not my first language so u will see some spelling errors or grammar errors. do not be afraid to tell me about the mistakes that i've done, but say it politely bc i am sensitive for the most part.
the reader in the story does not have any specific race or ethnicity. the changes will come to only ur mind to imagine yourself with the character. the reader also doesn't have a specific personality as well, don't come to me in the comments and say some shit like, "oh, i don't say that irl." "the second hand embarrassment 😭😭" ur getting ur ass blocked for being picky. the only changes that the reader will have is if they have any accessories (ex. piercings, tattoos, glasses, clothing) and that's that. sometimes i will make the reader hispanic, meaning that there will be constant spanish phrases and brief cultural things included based on what kind of fic and who i'm writing for.
don't spam my inbox unless ur a moot, and literally talk to me abt anything. like u can say, "hey rosa i just took the fattest shit rn" and i'll giggle at it, "hey rosa i just got fucked hard by my gf w a strap on" great! wonderful! splendid! like i am literally not judgmental bc i will also say some shit in my blog that will make my mutuals concerned 😇
update 5/21/24: started having an obsession with horror so now i will include some things involved in that genre. if you don't like it or are uncomfortable with reading those types of things, you are more than welcomed to not read it! i'm not forcing you. gore & blood and other stuff n stuff will be included, be aware to what you're reading.
my writings will always b lowercase.
ASK ME TO BE MOOTS WITH U PLEASEEEE I WOULD KISS U ON THE LIPS.
hehe, here ya go!
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I actually can't anymore. I miss my dad so much and it's so stupid because I barely even got to know him but I fucking miss him. And it sounds dumb but I found out that new skin regrows every 7 years and this would be the 7th year without my dad. Fuck.
#grief/mourning#gender#its getting worse#i feel like shit#deppressed#depression x me#george weasley#taylor swift#harry potter#harry potter slay#lana del slay#griefandloss#tw grieving#grieving#stages of grief#grief#death#❤❤❤❤#i miss my dad#depressing shit#depressing post#sorry for being depressing#depressed#🩸#i wanna cry#i wanna sh again
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My ADHD brain when given one (1) simple task that requires little to barely any effort at all:
#about me#actuallyadhd#im having a really fucking hard time concentrating#and it doesn't make it better that i was screened for adhd as a kid#but the doctors were like oh this kid will hate school but he's what we call a creative soul!!!!#like no bitch!!!!! i have adhd!!!! why didn't ya just get yer head outa ya ass and do your job?????#also this was before i started my gender transition#so its highly possible that the docs went oh its a girl so this kid cant have adhd#i requested a new screening but i have to be sober for 3 months from weed and that is impossible atm#because i dont have any anti deppressant meds or anxiety meds so it wouldnt work#but i also aint actually aqquired to be sober for 3 months so it doesn't make any fucking sense!!!!#i wanna fucking die !!!!! ?????#its ok to rb!!
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[A/N: Am I writing this at 4am? Yes, yes I am cause I am in the mood to feed these fluffy vox simps. ]
☆Hazbin Hotel is owned by Vizziepop or is also known as Vivienne Medrano☆
TagList: @deppressed-bixch @moobies4life @thelilzofthevalley @voxsimp @velvtey
🌐☆Vox x GN!Reader☆🌐
⚠️TW!:None,just wholesome fluff headcanons with Vox. Aftercare is mentioned once or twice, A bit spicy but no smut.
Now let's start with why Vox loves you, As S/o he gets the mentality of both a possessive child over video games mixed with a Italian greyhound heart. So he looks at you with adoration and love while his screen makes heart bubbles around it.
He also gets flustered when he is in a meeting or with the other two V's and you come up to him with your kissable lips and your soft touches and you kiss his screen. He is absolutely whipped for you.
Aftercare is a IMPORTANT DETAIL if you are his s/o, he may not go big and grand but he cleans marks, runs a bathe, gets you food and water along with some comfy pj's and makes sure the bed is clean so that you two can sit and watch movies together.
He adores the fact you treat vark like your own kid. Spa days and extra treats while Vox deals with whatever fucked up internet shit he deals with.
Please do not mistake his sarcasm at you as mean, he does it cause he loves to prod and poke to see what to do and what not to do. If he goes to far he often makes sure you are comfortable and happy.
He HATES to make you cry, it breaks his 'I'm an asshole' facade and he turns into a huge puppy trying to gain your praise.
He often finds himself questioning what he did to get someone who is as angelic as you are, even if you had just committed arson or if you are cackling maniacally as you tear open your enemies. You can never do nothing wrong in his eyes.
Did I mention that he has a photo book? No? Okay well let me elaborate! He has a Polaroid that you decorated with stickers and paint for him as a anniversary gift/ holiday gift. He takes pictures and puts them into a collab for his social media and brags about your beauty/charm to other demons in hell or he has a physical book of photo graphs (some of him and you getting intimate) that he keeps for him and you.
Does not let valentino offer anything to you, he has dealt with the abuse and suffering that comes with valentino. He will not let you be dragged down that painful lava pit with him. That doesn't Mean he won't brag about you to his fellow overlords. Hell he will even gloat to alastor about how powerful and intelligent you are.
Imagine nights of intimacy with him, him using light pecks and vibrates to show his love and affection for you and your body. Regardless of gender or Sexuality. If you are asxeual or Ace then he does things not related to sex in anyway. He wants to make sure you are comfortable in his arms.
On Christmas and cold weather, he is making you hot cocoa while you,him and vark are huddled up on the couch by the fireplace watching a movie or TV show of sorts. His arm around your shoulders as he occasionally pecks and nuzzles your temple.
He doesn't swim, he will let his legs go in but not his head. He often gets a bit excited when he sees you in swimming bikini/one piece/ swim trunks. Makes him appreciate you that much more (not like he isn't like that on a basis). He gets butterflies if you compliment him or try to seduce him. Usually if you were a fling he wouldn't care, but you weren't a fling. You were his one and only, his goddess, his lover.
Loves to leave love notes and text to you when he has a meeting or has to leave early. Things like poems or riddles that mean the sweetest things or a text with a funny and unique gif attached.
Thank you everyone for 120 followers on tumblr! I did not think people would like My writing but I am so glad that everyone likes my headcanons and stories. ❤❤⭐
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I STILL love Licorice and ppg gangreengang but...
Look story time, in 2020 CR released this beautiful individual, for whom i developped an instant crush on-
Ananas Dragon Cookie! Which made me play and most importantly- ENJOY playing the game. Because of deppression it’s hard for me to enjoy most games these days, and when i enjoy something it’s not for long (a month or so- usually less), so i was glad to have SOMETHING. Plus i haven’t played the game in years (since 2016) so i had a good amount of content/characters to catch up on. But ngl i was more focused on getting Ananas. I eventually did in summer 2020, and got new faves, like Lobster, Whipped Cream, and a good bunch of others (i’ll draw them all in a chart one day!).
But here’s the thing that made me keep playing- when they released Ananas, lore was revealed, saying there were other dragon characters, and this picture was shown;
I hate to be a victim of hype, but. Yeah i can’t lie these mere shadows made me so excited that at each month story update, i was hoping they would show/release one of these, esp the blue one. Because i *adore* sea/water dragons, they’re my favs... Btw yellow shadow silouhette is Ananas, and red one was released in 2019 (their name is Pitaya- i love them too, but they’re not in my top 5). And so during the remining of 2020, i kept hoping for a dragon character to show up or be released...
... Until now. I waited well over a year, and early 2021 updates were pretty hard for me to go through- not because they weren’t enjoyable (they were!... except the may and june ones ngl), but because i didn’t really care and just wanted the blue dragon character... Thankfully i had Licorice to help me through and make a new brainless fave 💖💀 also i waited so long that last month i got fed up and did my own version of the blue dragon concept lol
BUT NOW! AFTER MORE THAN A YEAR OF WAITING!!!!!!!!
They’re more beautiful that i could ever have hoped them to be... Finally, not only my wait is over, but it was worth it as well. We don’t know much about their character yet (nor their pronouns/gender- though the other dragons are nb so i think Lotus will be as well. Though im gay so. Kinda hoping male or masculine ngl), but so far... They’re kinda evil LOL, so immediate fav (as if there was any help needed). I’m tired but i want to make pictures of them.. and maybe. A Self insert ngl 🙈
#thats a post i made!#i’ll make pics in between the landscapes thing im doing#i dont think i’ll tag them appropriately given that. um. i dont like the vocal majority of the CR fandom. at all. 😬#so i’ll be in my little corner being gay for my water dragon lover 💖💖#hopefully there’ll be enough content of Lotus. or i’ll be invested enough to make some myself#i might even be cheeky and hc Lotus as a they/he bc the CR fandom seem to hate they/hes loooolll
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Hi I'm Lindsay and I'm trying to be more active in the actuallyautistic community. This is me introducing myself. I live in Nebraska.
-gender fluid, she her or he him depending on how I feel that day. Pansexual.
-24 and married with 2 dogs. My husband cooks for me and puts my outfits together and helps with meltdowns and shutdowns he's incredible
-SpIns are training in and coaching combat sports and research and We Bare Bears
-i have like medium support needs, always am struggling and need a lot of therapy and help all the time and accidentally hurt peoples feelings all the time but im great when left alone. Need routine my husband helps me make routines.
-i also have a Special Skill which is learning
-Autism, severe PTSD, Major Deppressive Disorder,probably other things im forgetting
-professional writer
-wanting more internet friends over 21
-please reach out i love talking to other autistic folks and I love learning about all of your spins
#actually autistic#actuallyautistic#autistic community#autistic adult#autistic#living with cptsd#living with ptsd#major depressive disorder#major depression#auditory processing disorder
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