#@clawbehavior

[uhhhhmanda]

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: 악마판사 | The Devil Judge (TV) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Kang Yo Han/Kim Ga On Characters: Kang Yo Han, Kim Ga On (The Devil Judge), Kang Elijah Additional Tags: Dubious Consent, Frottage, Getting Together, First Time, dubious consent followed by enthusiastic consent, Non-Consensual Drug Use, and because of Yohan's dark thoughts getting away from him i am also tagging, Implied/Referenced Underage Sex, During Canon, is this whole thing weird? i hope so Summary:

When Elijah reports that Yohan is missing Gaon calls K before he makes tea and Yohan comes home still under the influence of Sunah's drugs.

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The way I like to eat mushrooms is by...

[thedeviljudges]

when he went in vacation, this was the last person he expected to see. the very person he's been trying to leave behind.

from this asks game

but it's a face that's hard to forget, and as much as he's tried, his smile and cunning brown eyes often haunt his dreams. when they met, he was warned so thoroughly that this was the kind of man you never forget, and he's learning that lesson since the day they walked away from what they once called a relationship.

and now staring at him from across the room like they're strangers finding a connection for the first time. he sees him. knows him inside and out, and yet it's a shadow staring back at him. there's devastation in the attempt at smile and tensity in shoulders from stress that's ached for too long.

he wishes, like he has in the few times he's thought about this man over the years they've been apart, that he could offer comfort, that they were like before, and that life hadn't built them so far up just to tear them down.

gaon stares at yohan and knows he left him once, but seeing him in person again and not just as a vision he's given at night unfurls the wilted leaves in his heart and makes him wonder what story they will share this time.

[fr-wiwiw]

gaon recognizes the familiar handwriting and flips the postcard over to read it.

huh, he thinks, then calls in sick.

from this asks game

he rushes through the airport, tickets and passport between his teeth, checks the watch as he pulls the left strap of his relatively small backpack up to his shoulder.

he makes a self note to use his noise-cancelling headphones the moment the plane takes off, just in case some folks couldn't control their spawns.

well this is fun, a fic chain!

[wildelydawn]

💌send this to the twelve nicest people you know or who seem to have a good heart and if you get five back you must be pretty awesome.💌

;w; Aw, thank you my Claw friend! I love having you on my dash; I get the best Gahan/TDJ from you, and I very much love reading your works. Here's to the TDJ fandom!

[timetravellingkitty]

happy birthday!!

thank you Garfield !

[lienwyn]

hi! i love your art!!!!! can you tell us about your OC who is the star for November? i think i read somewhere that he was hard to draw because there was an allure and mystery about him you felt is best captured by words, but he's so intriguing here. that charm/mystery/beauty/magic combo that's devastating

Hi! Thank you so much, darling 💜 And thank you for the question! I admit I hadn't expected anyone to really care about my characters xD

The OC's name is Nightshade. Or, rather, that's the name he chose for himself since he tends to reject his birth name (sometimes he doesn't even know what his birth name is). He's an OC I created back in 2010-2011 and he's gone through quite some variations since then, probably because I've used him in several different roleplays. He's rarely the main character, though, but rather the one I push into play when things need to happen because he will ALWAYS stir shit up, one way or another. Sometimes as the antagonist but, more often than not, as a morally grey third party who does whatever the fuck he wants.

He should probably be diagnosed with antisocial personality disorder but, since he's so good at copying emotions and manipulating people, no one can really tell. The only one who DOES know is his not-husband (but also definitely his husband) Acheron Whittemore who is played by @sjazna. Nightshade tends to imprint on Acheron like a duckling the first time he sees him and then just... never leaves him. Ever. Which is fine by Acheron who should probably also be diagnosed with antisocial personality disorder, but he's so rich that people don't dare to tell him that to his face.

Nightshade and Acheron have that dynamic where literally nothing else in the world matters but the other and they will burn it to the ground if either of them gets hurt.

(A small problem, though, is that Acheron is as thick as a goddamn brick when it comes to emotions so Nightshade usually pines for a minimum of five years — often closer to ten — before Acheron catches on and realises that Nightshade is in love with him. And it usually takes something really dramatic, like either of them almost dying, before he does so. It's so tragic it's kind of hilarious)

Anyway, Nightshade is one of those characters who's very, very versatile. He can fit into almost any setting and, thanks to his habit of manipulating people, he can also weasel his way into almost any plot you can think of. If he wants to be there, he'll be there.

Because aside from the manipulation part, he's also just very charming in general. He's the kind of person who walks into a room and EVERYONE notices. Not because he's necessarily the most conventionally attractive, but because he's good at presenting himself in a way that's very appealing and eye-catching. And that's why I say he's difficult to draw since he's meant to be a character who's incredibly attractive, but it's not just because of how he looks, but also the way he moves and talks and phrases himself. He's very sensual and graceful, and has a confidence and gravitas that's difficult to capture in one still image.

(Basically, writing and roleplaying Nightshade for several years is probably one of the reasons why it's so easy for me to write Kang Yo Han. I've gotten a lot of practice on how to convey that sort of magnetism xD)

Despite being so versatile, there are always some things that remain the same with Nightshade, though, which is that he's an orphan of unknown age and origin, that he chooses the name Nightshade, his preferred professions are sex worker or assassin (sometimes both at the same time because why not?), he always finds Acheron somehow, and he likes to collect people (who aren't Acheron) like they're Pokémon (i.e. he sees them as pets). He is also a Professional Dramatic Bitch who is an expert at copying emotions but throws a tantrum as soon as he has to deal with his own.

So yeah. Nightshade is a Wild Ride (quite literally if you're willing to pay him ;D)

Fun fact: Nightshade is technically non-binary (he/they) but he's so focused on murder and pining after Acheron that he doesn't realise. It doesn't come naturally to him to explore that sort of thing, so unless someone tells him directly about the concept, he usually never understands that about himself. It DOES show in how he dresses, however, since he often mixes what society deems as feminine and masculine without giving a single fuck. It can also be seen in how he insists on picking his own name since the male name he's usually given isn't one he can identify with. He prefers something gender-neutral.

[briwates]

hello hello, i liked questions 3, 24, and 28 from the writer asks game so much that i'm flipping them over to you! i hope you're doing okay!

Hellaur again, I'm doing alright, I hope all is good on your end as well !! Thank youuuuu for the questions

3- What is your writing ritual and why is it cursed?

Writing on my 45 mins commute. Somehow it's when ideas work together best, writing on google docs on my phone rather than properly on the computer...I guess it is also cursed because people can look over my shoulder on the bus/train etc and it makes me a bit self conscious lol

24- How much prep work do you put into your stories? What does that look like for you? Do you enjoy this part or do you just want to get on with it?

honestly ? not much at all. i find writing fanfic fun but i thnk i go about it very much the same way I would doodle on random pieces of paper or notebooks. sketching out a scene and then if i like it enough and if i have some conversations with mutuals, it might bloom into a little scenario, then into something that actually stands on its legs. I think it's how I enjoy the process, even if it is not very structured !

28- Who is the most delightful character you’ve ever written? Why?

I haven't written much so far but while crafting the canon divergent story where Sunah lives and exiles to another country, I found her to be quite fun to write.

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[uhhhhmanda]

I devoured it. I'm thinking of rewatching it again soon. The writing was excellent -- at the end of every episode I had to reevaluate how I felt about every character because I'd been given a smidgen more backstory or a slightly different POV on something they'd done.

There is less of the batshit craziness that clawbehavior craves (don't we ALL) but it's there: especially in the scenes where (I don't think this is too spoilery because it's in the official show summary) when he's jonesing or going through withdrawal for the drugs that he's been addicted to against his will.

I know what we all really want and that's A) shirt off B) sexual tension with a twink. Sadly, we do not get A. The show takes place in the dead of winter and our man spends a disgusting amount of time in the ugliest puffer coats you've ever seen. B, however, is there if you want it to be. (Like, moreso than Adamas but significantly less than TDJ). Our man has a very devoted subordinate.

It's also hilarious now and then, especially the comedy trio of Ji Sung's character and his non-cop investigation squad of unassuming but very troublemaking busybodies.

Have you watched Jisung's Connection? I was hoping someone has so i know if it's worth watching 👀

hi hi,

i haven't unfortunately. i feel most inspired by unhinged jisung and his character in connection doesn't give off the same batshit crazy vibes (based on gifs). however, @uhhhhmanda @thedeviljudges have so i'm tagging them bc i am also curious about their insights

[killerandhealerqueen]

killerandhealerqueen's 1.2k followers celebration

So um...this happened. Which was totally unexpected like...holy shit? Thank you???

I know my blog can be a bit all over the place but I really do mean it from the bottom of my heart...thank you. Thank you for indulging me in my writing, in my headcanons, in my liveblogs, for sending me asks and for asking me about my writing...and thank you for just being my friend. I love y'all very much

Also, big shout out to my mutuals and friends who have been with me since day one as well as to those I have gotten closer to recently. Again, I love y'all very much

@mishathewtf @hyperbolicgrinch @nineninepetals @ahhhnorealnamesallowed @seonghwacore

@kpopfantasywriter @evil-moonlight @marulo @dangermousie

@gatitonegroconojosrojos @gabrielokun @writerwithoutsound @whumpy-gems

@itsdeanwinchester @zennialemo @sebyth @storge @cloudyyoungjaes

@kavitawinchester @wack-overflow @friendlynbhddevil

@fourth-quartet @clawbehavior @theotherwhybietoldmeso @sunriseverse

(if I didn't tag you, please know that I love you and that you have made my tumblr experience so much better)

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Let’s spread a little sunshine ☀️drop this sunflower🌻into the inboxes of the blogs that make you happy!

Aww this is so sweet! Thank you so much 🥰

[thedeviljudges]

Tell us about your tagging system on here. What's the x for? What's the rationale behind your top 5 tags? Which tags do you browse through on your own blog, if you do?

oooo this is an interesting one!!!

first question: so way back in tumblr olden days, lmao, before they changed the layout to where it didn't look like you were clicking on a blog; you'd actually go to someone's page and see their HTML theme, and people found a way to hide their posts in case others went directly to their page (ie. lurkers), and they didn't want them to see them all.

so say when i go to clawbehavior.tumblr.com - i can see everything you post, but with a code, i can hide posts from people who visit that url so ppl who aren't following me don't have to see the personal posts if i don't want them to. the posts that show up on my homepage are tagged with an x. (this does NOT work if you're on your dashboard, and you click someone's name now; all posts will show up).

tumblr kinda/sorta ruined it a bit. now you don't have to be following someone to click their page via the dash (on desktop or mobile) to be able to see every single posts - even those of mine that aren't tagged with x.

but still, if someone randomly wanders onto my page by typing it in or stumbling across a posts via google and then they click on my home theme, they can't see personal posts.

however, there is a way to see all posts aside from clicking on my blog through the dash and/or tags. the code used to direct you to NAME.tumblr.com/tagged/x, and you'd see that link in the search bar. now it doesn't do that anymore, and you just see NAME.tumblr.com, but!! the code still works. if you go directly to my link, you'll only see posts that are tagged x.

there's a special little something you add to the end of NAME.tumblr.com for someone directly on my page to be able to see all posts that aren't tagged with an x.

so long story short, posts not tagged with x cannot be seen by those who visit my page directly; they can still see them if they come across my blog while being a tumblr using desktop/mobile and clicking the name.

second question: i don't feel i use my tagging system as much as i used to. i used to be much more rigorous with it. i like using the name (theme) stuff to describe things, so 'funny stuff' or 'writing stuff' as a catch all for posts of that category. i also try to use tags that i'll remember now esp bc i haven't kept track of many old ones. so i also keep it simple with easy descriptors such as 'text,'

third question: hands down 'the devil judge' or 'the devil judge meta' lol. i'll remember i wrote/saved something, and i gotta go dig for it bc i know it's in one of the two. i don't often go back through tags unless i'm looking for something specific.

[fr-wiwiw]

Progress on the knights drawing

I'm proud of this specific part :") I'm gaslighting myself to love the complexity of armors, it works lol. My lineart work improves too!

It's heavily gahan inspired but atp this is gahan tbh.. I've been thinking to put a cross etching on the armor or a cross bracelet on this knight's wrist 💀 I remember talking about the knights with @gayautisticraccoon and then @clawbehavior ask about this from the wip ask game so here's a lil bit of a treat for us. Since I've been occupying myself with commission, I wanna treat myself with self indulgence by doing this personal project xD

Here's the full picture of the progress. Still figuring out the lighting and what to make with the backgrounds. Need some tweaking here and there too with the expressions and what not

[gayautisticraccoon]

So I made a pride flag for all us Yohan girlies. The Yohansexual Pride flag if you will.

The colours in order from top to bottom are:

- Vest

- Tie

- Shirt

- That gorgeous caramel brown skin tone of his

- Pwetty chocolate brown like his hair

@fr-wiwiw @clawbehavior @uhhhhmanda @gaylilsherlock

[wildelydawn]

i was tagged by @divorcedmalewife in this tag game to get to know people better! I don't know if I will be tagging ten people, but I will try my bestest.

Thank you thank you for the tag, my friend, I hope you're well! ^^

Last song:

Fav color: Black, or various shades of dark blue.

Last book: Not technically a book but Three Tragedies by Federico García Lorca. (The plays are Blood Wedding, Yerma, and Bernarda Alba)

Last movie: Probably some documentary, I honestly can't remember because I've been main lining La Liga and football for months now.

Last TV show: The Secret of Us (Thai GL! Highly recommend!!)

Sweet/spicy/savoury: Savory.

Relationship status: Taken and available.

Last thing I googled: Been researching several holidays and festivals that take place in Basque country for LFTS.

Looking forward to: Getting my work inbox to under 200 and the upcoming Barca and Athletic matches.

No pressure tagggggggging: @emberfaye @xxatlasxx @shou-jpeg @shubaka @clawbehavior @fawndlyvenus @xxhappy-chickenxx @loveable-sea-lemon @therapeutic-dose @crumchycowmoomoo

Edit: sadly, some of my tags weren't working before, so I had to redo them :T You may be notified twice! Apologies! Still no pressure to do this. ^^