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screaming into nothing : BUT WHAT IF THEY WERE GAAAYYYYYY !!!!!!!!
#ortismypassion#not be being like! wow the ss quality is shit! than tumblr making it worse.#undertale#underswap#errortale#? ks that real idk#sans#swap sans#error sans#undertale au#undertale art#wow sans how come you get two bfs...#classic sans
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Peter ftw
#Me : the world is a cruel and cynical place .#Me after seeing the peter pan ride at disney land : actually happiness can happen and love is real#Anyway#Disneyland changed me or whatever#myart#Peter pan#Disney#Fanart#Sketch#Why did i make the bg so dark? Idk my eyes hurt#Squint !! Squint you peasants !!! (sorry )#29/01/2023#artist on tumblr#Digital art#Drawing#Art#Sketch between the work™ i have found a new wave of inspiration#Bref uhhh gn it ks 2am when im posting this
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Y'ALL WERE SERIOUS VOLO IS IN MASTERS EX??? AND I FIND OUT WITH A TUMBLR POST????
#Pokémon masters ex volo#WHAT DO YOU MEAN HE IS REAL??? WHY KS HE HERE#I STOPPED PLAYING THE HAME IDK TWO YEARS AGO#THEY. THEY DID THIS FR.? ++++#I am not going to replay masters for VOLO of all characters please please please#[.txt]
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I think Billy's irrational fear is of ghosts.
He's not religious anymore, but he still has a spot in him that's like "ok but what if" and so he just gets really creeped out about the concept of ghosts because he feels like he can never be sure that they aren't real, because what if it is and he's confronted with something.
Billy was that kid that ran to his bedroom after he turned out the lights in the hallway lol
#idk why i just think that making billy be afraid of ghosts being real is both amusing enjoyable to imagine#That one thing that everyone thinks ks weird about him if they find out#also? you could say its all thag catholic guilt maybe#billy being creeped out by the idea that he never has privacy because what if ghosts are watching him#its that intrusive thought process
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why is every animal crossing youtuber so fucking snobby damn
#judging the gifts that the villagers give you?#i got a second fan from hazel and i love her now im prepared for summer akgkdlj#idk if our personalities mix but she's a real one#also just the voice of this other youtuber who tours others islands and the way she talks ks so irritating#like all -core and internet memes#im sorry they're just meant for tumblr tags not saying out loud lmao
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I mean
If we are to consider this from a serious perspectives, then i think it's likely Reiner hasn't experienced enough platonic love to tell the difference
Like, his mom's love was condițional on his ability to be a warrior. Despite growing up together, at 10, RBA didn't seem very emotionally attached to each other ( how he threatened Annie to not go back after Marcel) and considering they trained together, but also were competing for the titans, mayne they weren't really encouraged to bond
So i think his obsession with Historia was less forced comphet ( although it was a part of it) and more " this is a person who's all right to want, and that i also have feelings for!"
Insert " i think i have feelings for you "
Those feelings were friendship, but none of them had experienced them before
Reiner’s infatuation with Historia is like, my least favorite thing abt his character😭 like, don’t you and bed turtle have to jerk each other off or something?
#real talk tho I'd really like to see how RBA had to bond while on paradis#none of them had actual spy training#they were babies stuck in a new place they had to kill while catching feelings!#idk what Marleys stance is on homophobia but this would also be a very fun excuse for “ the only reason I'm into armin is bcs he looks like#Krista/historia#also the fact that they're very “ protectable”#arerei#fuck now I'm invested in an “ reiner tries to seduce historia post queen reveal bcs mildly positive feelings towards someone pretty are what#love is#while annie and berthold try to remind him they're on a mission “ reiner you can't have your picket fence life we're at war!”#armin is starting to catch up so Annie now HAS to seduce him#betrhold ks in pain “ what's with yhe blondes? why are both my teammates into identical blondes?”#seth aot#seth shipost#seth shitpost aot#aot shitpost
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killing stalking ramble belowww
!! tws for mentions of sa/rape, murder, abuse, etc. !!
(REALLY REALLY long, around 2k~ words. just be warned. also tmi in some parts.)
THIS IS NOT AN ANALYSIS !!!!! it def gets analytical in some parts, but i feel like i would need to reread ks a couple of times for me to feel confident enough to do a full blown analysis for it. these are just my thoughts that i want to get out of my head. really rambly for the most part, and separated into sections mostly for my convenience buy also to get my thoughts a little more organized.
what do i think about it?
it's great ! i really love the more thriller-ey aspects of it, esp when seungbae was investigating the whole thing. how he's trying to piece together everything and switching in between pov's was so so cool. love love love how extremely tense everything is, like ooo is he gonna get caught? is he gonna get killed?
ACAB but seungbae is the only police officer i'll salute to 🫡 (bc he's not real LMFAO)(and also he hates the police despite being one so)
season 1 is a great intro and it rlly gets u hooked, rlly went in super hard with the whole torture stuff. came in guns blazing n stuff. rlly rlly intense. the whole thing with jieun is just so sad man,,,,,,, like she was rude and all and she was an kind of an asshole to bum but i don't think she deserves to die over that 😭,,,,
there's also already a lot of foreshadowing and future callbacks planted into it. it makes me wonder how much planning went into the story :0 !! even early on it's pretty clear that sangwoo sees his mum in yoonbum, that's why he kept taking care of him after abusing him. he said ‘i love you’ out of the blue and bum thought he was talking to him and sangwoo replied ‘i was talking to my mom’. i mean, it's literally spelled out by the author in one of the qna's. i will be amazed if u didn't catch that somehow.
anyw season 2 is my fav because of reasons stated above. the tension is rlly great. when seungbae finally trespassed which led to the confrontation at the basement scene to when they were doing the interrogation was rlly rlly good. it shows how competent of a manipulator and a quick thinker sangwoo is. throughout it my heart was beating so fast i was so nervous JQHSHQ
seungbae rlly tried to pull through but unfortunately the people didn't believe him so woo and bum got away SCOT FREE,,,,,,, which caused seungbae to lash out on woo, then got laid off. DUDEEE i was so saddddddd, i mean i saw there were like 40 eps left so i knew he wasnt going to succeed but STILLLL i was cheering for him ykkk?
ep 34.
kinda tmi and i hope to fucking god it's not weird or anything but i can see myself in yoonbum.
LISTEN ok. not like the perverted stalker aspects. more of the whole jwhhr fuckk idk how to describe it without sounding pathetic or whatever but a while ago my brother and i had a talk about being careful with people bc of how bad my whole self esteem is and how easily i would be to manipulate and just how depressing my whole demeanor was or whatever and this scene in ep 34 where yoonbum was being interrogated by seungbae kind of left me a deep impression on me
i've def have asked myself something similar to this, idk maybe had talked to someone abt it when i was drunk as shit. but it i kind of started wondering if i would do that in his position. if i don't get any better, could i end up like him? eeeeeqjdb idkk its something i don't want to dwell on much but it's been at the back of my head ever since. i don't know. it's scary.
season 3 is more focused on characterization and developing the "relationship" between bum and woo. vv sangwoo centric. it deals with his past trauma and how it affected him. seeing how his childhood was initially and then the eventual reveal as to what really was happening in those scenes was so good. kind of shows how you never truly know what's happening behind closed doors. and it shows the extent of the abuse, how unstable his mother was, and how emotionally manipulative she was to sangwoo when he was a kid. then her eventual death in which she managed to gaslight him into thinking he killed her. at least, i think its implied that she drove the knife into her neck. and now, even when she's gone, her presence lingers and haunts him. quite literally too because its eventually revealed that her corpse was INSIDE THE FUCKING HOUSE.
i love how the dynamic turned from a dependency to a codependency. it's like watching a fire slowly spiral out and it becoming an huge shitstorm. it's interesting seeing that sangwoo needs bum too. right after he accidentally called bum 'mom' while they were having sex, that's probably the lowest he's been in, even begging yoonbum to not go and stay with him at home bc he's been so paranoid lately. even now i'm still not sure if bum was actually fucking the girl or if it was all a figment of woo's hallucinations.
there's a lot of particular scenes that i want to dedicate a small paragraph to but i don't want to make this longer that it alr is qkdh they're not anything life changing plus the implications are p clear anyway so,,
ending is insane. at first, i was kind of glad that bum seemed to be healing. like he was getting therapy, there was a person who was taking care of him, seungbae seems to be monitoring him regularly. i mean, he was still paranoid and stuff about being caught as an acomplice but he was fine for the most part. well, at least that was i thought until he started asking where sangwoo was and i kinda went oh no,,,
idkkkkk is it bad that i kind of felt bad for bum when he didn't get to see sangwoo for the last time? i mean, i want him to just move on with everything and heal but it was pretty clear he was still vv attached to woo so idkkkkk?? maybe its just me needing to have some closure or something? i was so sad that yoonbum didn't even get the chance to be truly happy in his life. even in his happiest moments with sangwoo, it was all just a skewed perception of love.
yk even if seungbae didn't go to woo's house one last time for that final confrontation, i feel like their codependent relationship would go to shit either way. but ahh,,,,,, bum deserved so much better,,,
seungbae my goat 🫡
small part abt him bc he's my fav
seungbae is interesting,,,, bc he def has violent tendencies much like sangwoo. i.e. lashing out at woo, wacking a guy out with a scanner (who, luckily, turned out to be a wanted criminal), hitting the guy who killed his father with a the golf club, dreaming and fantasizing about violently killing that said murderer multiple times, and probably more that i can't remember.. maybe a ‘two sides of the same coin’ kind of situation??? idkk
there's literally a part where seungbae said so himself that he and sangwoo were similar, immediately following it by saying that it was a dangerous thought. i think having a stable figure in his life (chief officer) helped him a lot. if he didn't have him, i feel like he could've easily ended up like sangwoo. all around green flag tho :3
my complicated feelings abt it:
idkkkkkkkkkkkkk like this is a thriller and it depicts a clearly abusive relationship but the fact that it feels so fanservicey to me feels so wrong to me ???????? like shit. i only started reading it bc i thought 'oh wasn't this bl or something? i don't remember lol. but sangwoo was hot, i should go read it' and proceeded to get my ass blasted with this is absolutely insane.
ok i'm gonna be completely honest i've always hated fanservice, so it's a completely biased take from me. like idkk it ruins the vibe of a scene. can't a good show just be a good show without all the panty shots and the weird ass angles?????? like okay, yeah, i literally draw porn but that doesnt mean i want porn/sexual in everything all the time.
like i get it. the sexual aspect of this is a necessary and integral thing. it's clearly there to depict that there's an imbalance of power. how sangwoo being on top feels more in control whereas when he's in a position of submission he gets angry or scared (a trauma response) and it's another aspect of abuse that a lot of characters experienced and it's all shown. but i think my issue is, when its with woo and bum there's like certain part to it where i'm just kinda like,,,,, you know that feeling when you feel like a sex scene in a movie is kind of going on for way too long? and ur just sitting there mildly uncomfortable by it and aughggyvh idkkk its weird,,,,,,, like should i keep watching or is this integral to the story???? am i going to miss any details or something anyone would say ?? and idk???????? like when bum or woo was sa'ed by adults they didn't depict it in such a,,,,,,, romantic?? light???? i'm not sure what to say but i feel like there's a difference in ambience and pacing and shit in a bunch of the scenes esp in season 3 but i guess it's bc they're in a 'relationship' ?????? idkk
in a way i can understand why they would present it like that ??? i'm probably reaching, but maybe it's to directly put the viewer in yoonbum's shoes and kind of see how sangwoo manipulates bum? like we as the viewer become victims ourselves of sangwoo's charms ????? maybe that's why it was psrticularly uncomfortable for me ??????????? dude idk,,,,
but like,, i've played btd/tpof before but i don't seem to have any problems with it, and that's literally torture porn or whatever but for some reason i draw the line at this apparently ????????
and i’ve thought about this really hard bc it was driving me nuts as to what the difference was. but maybe its bc it's kind of romanticizing it ??????????????? tbh i'm still not entirely sure. eh whatever i don't want to make it a big problem.
oh but fray, you draw noncon, dubcon, and gore ! arent you fetishizing it as well ? how is that any different ?
(this part is kind of tmi too) i think there's a fundamental difference between what i'm doing and having a cnc kink and depicting actual sa in a story.
no one is saying sa is not bad. for some people it's how they deal with the trauma they endured and for others its simply just a fantasy. cnc, in a real life setting, both parties are consenting and recognize that it's all just roleplay, if anything is out of the line you can opt out of it with a safeword and it's CRUCIAL that this safe word is respected. in a game like for example, dol, you can manipulate it into however you like. there's also cheats where you can just remove encounters altogether irrc. you're the one in control of the narrative.
i've had rape fantasies before (i play dol, don't be so surprised) but that doesn't mean i want to be fucking assaulted when i go out at night. and idk maybe like in ks it depicts all the gruesome and tragic parts of being abused, whether it be emotionally, sexually, physically, etc. and that's why it feels wrong framing it in that manner ????
idk my views about it aren't completely black and white. dude idfk i'm not an expert in anything. at the end of the day i'm just some random person who read killing stalking and just has some thoughts about it. anyw that's all 👍
#jfcccc this took so long#man ill probably forget abt this in a week or smthn#that was super fun though#frambling...?#tw sa mention#tw abuse mention
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creeper aw man
idk creepers are cool and sad. Like imagine your only purpose on life being to inevitably die. You dont even exist if the player isnt in the world. They last sound you could ever possibly hear is the hissing of your inner workings as youre about to explde. Youre fucking green. People in fanart are sometimes making doc be some four legged centaur green guy whos also a creeper somehow but actual explodey guy has way more potential ij writing. Docm77 is cool very much. Love that guy. I cant watch his videos rn. Might tommorow. Snyway creeper. Inecitable dearh. Yoire fucking green and ugly. Ugly face ugly leg ugly body you literally came inzo existance from a pig. I domt actually know taht for sure but like. Ive heard abott it idk. And i think creepers are always alone. So. Alone. Green. Ugly. Inevitably dead. Matter only if tze player ks there. Kind of like real life animals if we're following the bible.the bible is also shit. I love snimals and km not vegan bit likr. Go hard. I dont even like meat taht mucj, only chivken. Love chivken sometimes. Anyway creeper is angst. Potetnital. Mmm m
#Im feelimg stupid tagging this lol#docm77#minecraft#creeper#Creeper from the craft yasss queenn#angst prompts#Someone write a fic abr creepers pls#Please#I need to fucking sleep man my hairdresser made me regret everything ky hair is a disaster i want to go bald
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Actually wait, wouldn't Secret Someone Frisk be afraid of Deltarune ending? After all, if they got kicked out of a world they were the main character in, then whats to say it won't happen again in this one. I can't imagine the cryptic (and way too unhelpful) Gaster explaining much before he added them to Deltarune.
Or maybe they fear the worse option... Kris ends up being booted. After all, they ended up being the main character and were kicked out, so they surely wouldn't want it to happen to someone else. Maybe that's their conflict with the Fun Gang, them either trying to stop the conflict from ever ending so they will never have to risk it OR trying to get the SOUL so that they can be sure only they will suffer from anything. After all, they evidently have a pretty low self esteem (judging the Sans+Papyrus+Flowey save them ask and the Prison asks) so I can imagine them being some kinda martyr, suffering so nobody else will have to.
i mean for frisk them being removed from undertale was bc of the choice at the end, the player choice "i have places to be". they're just an npc now so they probably think theyre safe here :0c but them wanting to keep A Conflict Going or wanting to get the soul to protect Kris does feel like something they'd do :'] i Am just developing this au/theory based on other people's input at this point bc i think i originally wanted to keep stuff vague so i could rework it as chapters came out Until the actual strange someone is revealed ! but frisk trying to do the good/right thing but it going wrong/ their perception of what's good/right being warped feels very. real
also frisk's thing w the soul had to do w their perceived dependency on it ! a thing I've been thinking abt ks frisk has no backstory and no other characters to fill in those gaps, they don't know why they went to mt ebott. the first thing they remember is Falling. they do not remember a point where their actions weren't dictated by the soul, and well having come from a true pacifist ending, the soul did all the right things, they got the good ending ! but now they don't have it and everything is going wrong for them. they've become an antagonist bc they wanted their happy ending. i feel like I'm just waxing poetic but idk i just really enjoy this au/theory there's Intricacies it's all very Intricate to me
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As a somic fan I spprove of this
@cringelordofchaos ooc: hey gay I made a Maria tmf blog and decided it was actually her cringe sonic blog.
#but heah i associate her automatically w sth bc of maria robotnik herself#maria ks a maria kinnie real#idk what im sayings#abyway adding thus to the rp blog list if you dont mind
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Just did a quick test shot of him with rt on bc I was curious. I mean Thyjs looked super real to me already before I used rt, but now? It's like the icing on the cake!
It's strange tho - he's literally 'glowing' without rt on ingame bc of the pale skin, especially when there's a lot ingame light around I often have to use photomode effects to get it darker. But when I turn on rt, it's like someone turned the lights off! So, I have to spawn a light to have him properly lit again.
In some angles and depending on how I move (it was point light) it made some weird flickering on his skin where shadows are ��� not everywhere tho. Idk, why it happens neither if it can be fixed or not.
I also still get some weird lines on his skin depending on the angle as well — especially when I try to take pics of him from the other side. My guess is the skin texture itself but I'm not sure, yet. I thought maybe it's a UV conflict bc of wrong order and in fact I had the skin above the tattoo. So changed that, but it did not change anything after sorting and prenaming my -ks- uv archives and skin, cyberarm and tattoo archive like I should.
Whatever, I am glad amost everything on him is working because Thyjs has literally 130 mods alone (incl. all clothing) lol. Nothing is perfect and I can still fix lil issues with postprocessing anyways.
I'll be (re)doing his outfit shots later bc I changed them slightly and he has A LOT of them — probably my oc with the most outfits and the most merc outfits. He justs rocks everything camo (when the heck I'm gonna shoot all these outfits even?)
aAded a few more details yesterday like some scarfs and gloves. I wanted to combine stuff with Equipment EX, bc I found out you can actually move clothing parts to another category if they happen to be in the same, but once I did move e.g. the gloves, the game crashed. It would be the only way I can have gloves + his left point nails together. I'll try again later and see if the game crashes again or not. If it does Thyjs won't be wearing gloves I guess. : /
Also finally found his exra category. Like what Vijay has as "vaporwave" I wanna give Thyjs flower print shirts (now that Pinky made some in XL <3) not caring about the colors i nthe first place. Thyjs is Dutch. Netherlands are No.1 in exporting flowers worldwide. Thyjs loves flowers. Thyjs loves impressionism (especially Van Gogh and Monet). So, Thyjs needs a lil flower themed outfit collection I'll look into in the future. <3
#cyberpunk 2077#masc v#male v#oc: thyjs de wit#cyberpunk photomode#virtual photography#cyberpunk oc#cyberpunk 2077 screenshots#daily gaming#just a quick test shot of him with rt on bc I was curious#he looked super real to me already before I used rt but now it's like the icing on the cake#I wrote more tags at first but they took over hand so read behind the read more if you want :D
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Since I'm impatient I'm just gonna post preview pics of all the Killing Stalking stuff I ordered I can NOT WAIT until it's all here and ofc I will post a full haul maybe even a live post unboxing idk
First off we have the KS decoration pillows so I can have sweet dreams
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Then there's the Sangwoo hoodie to keep me toasty warm 🔥
The following items I customized ~
Of course we have a nice poster to stare at while I listen to music 🎧
and a nice little rug for me to step on every time I leave my bed 👞
Then there's the body pillow I'll have to flip over to the least graphic side if I happen to allow someone in my room (I probably won't lol *a.k.a I won't flip it over even if someone does cum in)
Now a favorite of mine is my favorite line put on a hoodie, and when I pass a mirror people will think I'm schizophrenic as I'll burst into laughter every single time I fucking see it
And now, the pièce de résistance.
It took me a very hot minute to edit pictures to make this fit as perfectly as I could. Not sure the real thing will turn out like this but by Jove it will be glorious either way. Pray the delivery people work at top speed and pray for everyone making these items and the trauma they'll experience from being aware a human being requested this.
#i also ordered a KS sticker pack bc what is an order if it doesnt include stickers? Not an order is what it is#i look forward to sharing my joy with u when they arrive ❤️#killing stalking#ks oh sangwoo#oh sangwoo ks#oh sangwoo#yoon bum#sangbum
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so... heehee
What are your thoughts on the secret world ttrpg? Have you had a chance to read through the beta version of the book?
hey anon!
I have read through it, though not too thoroughly??? I've read enough to get a sense for it.
I'm a little disappointed I guess. I didn't have high hopes based on star anvil's questionable responses to the community in the beginning of the KS, but my curiosity and thirst for SWL content kept me on board.
They got a bunch of lore wrong which is kinda annoying me, and they're just changing things for no real reason... Like I hate to be a person to rag on artwork. But for all of the incredibly unique and interesting monster designs they have in the original game they're being changed to the absolutely most generic looking creatures. Also for the amount of monsters in the MMO the monster list they made feels really sparse. Perhaps there will be more added later? Idk. Tho I do appreciate some of the mechanics they came up with for a handful of the monsters like the filth explosions.
There's some interesting concepts and ideas in turning the MMO premise into a ttrpg? But boy am I bitter about the spells.
There is SOOOO much flavor in game they could've pulled from. Blood magic, chaos magic, spirit blades, flaming earth. There's really cool abilities and magic that exist in game they could've made into spells, but they did nothing. Literally every spell in the book is an official d&d 5e spell.
I want to enjoy it. I genuinely do cuz I LOVE both D&D and SWL. But boy it's hard not to see all the flaws or the things they could've/should've included.
#relevant rambles#relevant asks#Anonymous#SWL#the secret world#secret world legends#SWL ttrpg#Sorry for the wall of text lol I have lots of thoughts
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HEY bro it happened to me too, the dm feature isn't working 😭 so i cant dm you idk why thjs ks happening
i made another account but i still cant dm 😭
Ugggghhhh frrr? This is so terrible tbh. They thinking all the active real accs fake when all the bots roaming around and spamming sh*ts.
So here's tip,this is how I solved this pblm. You go to help on tumblr and send a mail about this pblm. Its gonna take some time as they are really slow. Really slow. But hopefully its gonna get fixed.
And im so sorry for you. I can feel you rn.
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Also that ask saying 'Did Dante Basco actually do something or are people just mad he likes Zutara' that completely rebuffed the reply explaining what a weirdo Dante is with things he's done because 'Oh okay,so only miss [idk the rest 'cause i ain't read that shit]' genuinely has me worried,especially with that one t*rf that's been harrassing Kataangers for years they jumped to make stuff up about to make her look like the victim(and she started the Aang b*ymom shit like the Whitetara she is).Don't play with me rn,how many instinces of innapropriate behavior from people have gotten a pass by Z/Ks based on their illusions of ship based persecusion?Real question if the anons with horror stories about their attempts at liking Zutara wanna come back
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Pollux Codex
In this post I'm going to go reeeally in depth into Pollux's name and what it meant since the beginning. I'll tackle both "meta" (symbolism, foreshadowing, etcetera) reasons and why Pollux himself would choose it ::)
Warning this is like a super super long post. I am insane.
Section 1: Who is Pollux?
It is necessary to know first and foremost who this lil guy is. I mean. I don't think anyone who isn't in "The Arts of Being"'s mini-fandom is going to wind up reading this,.. so I guess it'll be quick!
Pollux is a Hexagon who, back in Flatland, really loved history (and interestingly enough, eventually was to repeat it from the very beginning, tracing back to Flatland's 'Big bang') — His real name is Paul Schwarz, but he uses his codename, Pollux Codex, and has earned the title "The Hexed" post-TAoB.
Pollux became an Apostle of the Gospel of Higher Dimensions, supposed to enlighten his world along with Bill.
Section 2: Why did he choose the name?
Pollux chose the name because it is related to his main interests! Pollux is a character in Greek mythology (while greeks or their mythology may not exist exactly in Flatland, this is still important.. maybe he translated the name from that of an actual character of an ancient mythology and saw that it had the same attributes as the Pollux of Greek mythos so thats why he uses it in our language? idk give me a Break) and a codex is an ancient manuscript text, tied in to history and his love for reading.
Codex, with the x removed, is Code, like a secret code - reference to Bill's codename, Cipher.
Also, both Pollux and Codex have 'x' in them, and Pol REALLY loves how that letter sounds. ks. ks. ks. ks. Also loves the sound of 'k', but clicking doesn't have a lot of positive connotations according to Flatlanders.
And, of course, it sounds really cool, somewhat similar to his real name [fun fact: i did not realize that Paul and Pol are probably pronounced the same.. perks of not being a native english speaker] and goes along nicely with Bill Cipher.
Section 3: Pollux
On to the interesting part! The meaning behind the names.
Yes this section and everything below was written like 5 days after everything above lol.
Pollux in Greek Mythology is known, along with his twin brother Castor, as the gods (together called Dioscuri) of twins, horsemanship and sailors.
Pollux is immortal, whilst his twin Castor is a mortal. Castor is killed, and Pollux asks his father, who is a god, to share his immortality with his brother. Once turned immortal together, they both become stars, stars that sailors use to guide themselves at sea.
Twins
Twins and duality are a reocurring thing in both Gravity Falls and The Arts of Being. In Gravity Falls there are Dipper+Mabel, Stanford+Stanley, and there is discussion of an entity that is 'the opposite of Bill', in the fandom said to be either the Oracle or the Axolotl.
The twins theme is reinforced on accident by the interpretation of The Olden Days of Bill's last words, where people thought he was invoking Xolotl, aztec god of fire and lightning, twin of Quetzalcoatl, and also god of twins, illness, deformities, and monsters, but also an important part of the creation myth of the mythology. Quetzalcoatl, on the other hand, represents life, light, wind, rain, civilization and knowledge.
These two gods are also a great inspiration for what later on become the roles of Pollux and Bill in the new mythologies of the Exwhylians, Ypwherenians and Zetwhatians, is referenced through things like Bill's association with fire and Irregularity being important in his story, and Pollux's love for rain and later on how he became the foundation of the new civilizations.
and it's also a lovely reference to my homeland México ::3 !!!
In The Arts of Being, this twin situation is mirrored. Bill's father and uncle, Caesar William+Arrhenius William Campbell are twins. A. Square, author of Flatland, and B. Square are twins in TAoB. However Bill and Pollux themselves.. don't seem to have their own twins.
For Bill, either he has a twin that he does not know of, or his twin bond is with Liam, his adoptive older brother. He is very close to him, so who says they can't have the twin bond?
When it comes to Pollux, he actually had a twin. One that existed for little time. (Yet another thing I should add in the rewrite, because while it was always a thing I knew, I never really mentioned it and it bugs me). Basically, while in the womb he had a twin, one that early on merged with him. Had this not happened, Pollux would've been a pair of Pentagon boys instead of one Hexagon. Pollux himself sees his mind as 'two brothers trying their best to pilot one body'.
The twins of Gravity Falls are often seen as opposites, like Xolotl and Quetzalcoatl, Stanley and Stanford with the 'strong dumb' vs 'smart and shy' etc. Bill's father and uncle have a similar dynamic even down to their children - Caesar had an Irregular son and whatever the hell's going on with Bill, while Arrhenius had three perfectly regular and successful Square sons.
Bill and Pollux both become part of their duality through their close relationship, despite not being twins, they are undoubtedly sticking together forever after losing their 'counterparts'. Bill's the outgoing dream demon who lies just because he can, who's purpose becomes that of 'liberating' each dimension, while Pollux is the quieter dream angel - oneiraph - who only lied in an attempt to protect himself, eventually becoming the builder of the new Flatlands. There are more details, like their color pallette outside of Flatland, with Bill having a golden body and blue fire, while Pollux has a blue body with yellow fire, the associations with fire vs rain, etc.
Horsemanship and Sailors
Neither Pollux nor Bill have any interactions with horses, and the sea doesn't even exist in Flatland. How does this tie in to TAoB, too? Well, in a more symbolic way, just like how Bill and Pol themselves have no biological living twins.
Well I'm going to ignore the horsemanship part because. Yeah. But, as for the sailor part. Their sea is that of extradimensional knowledge.
Pollux and Castor, once turned into stars, are used as reference by sailors to guide themselves at sea. If you refuse to use any sort of guide while at sea, you are likely to get lost and eventually die. Pollux and Bill 'become stars' as they ascend into what would be the sky if Flatlanders had one, when A. Shape and A. Sphere pull them three-dimensionally-upwards in order to turn them into their Apostles of Higher Dimensionality.
As 'stars' (Apostles), they are supposed to guide the Flatlanders to enlightenment - to survival. But ignored, ridiculed and imprisoned for this, Bill ends up accepting A. Shape's deal and liberating the dimension under the excuse that they had not allowed themselves to be guided.
Beyond Dead Flatland, they still are guides for those who follow them - those who seek chaos and destruction and fun follow Bill, and those who seek higher knowledge follow Pollux, Apostle of the Axolotl itself.
Section 4: Codex
Guys I'm starting to get tired of writing so much but I'm still hyped up. Excuse the decaying quality I am no longer talking about aztec/mexica gods.
Codex, an ancient manuscript, is a reference to the Book of Three Dimensions/the OG Flatland written by A. Square/Mr. Abbott (and Gravity Falls' Journals).
Codices are usually amongst the few things we have available to know about ancient cultures, their traditions, etcetera. Pollux in the end of The Arts of Being becomes a living codex of his own lost world, being the last person within Time and Space that knows of Bill's full origin and the old culture of Flatland, along with being the one to build history of several dimensions afterwards.
Pollux as the Apostle of the Axolotl isn't only restricted to the Second Dimensional Worlds, but he also learns of many, many worlds and dimensions beyond them, becoming one of the wisest and most ancient creatures of Timespace.
Section 5: The Hexed
Pollux earns this title thousands of years after The Arts of Being, a title that has an unknown origin in universe, whispered in awe across dimensions.
"The Hexed" is, first and foremost.. a pun. Hexed. Hex. Hexagon. he is a hexagon. euehehehehehhe im so sorry.
A hex is sort of like a curse. Pollux feels cursed, hexed - he survived the death of his entire universe, but he suffers. Everyone he ever knew, every book he ever read, each and every single innocent person died, and he feels responsible for it, and it haunts him.
He hopes that Bill can be redeemed, that he really will return to the Axolotl, but his hope is stretching very thin as millions of years pass by and Pollux is still there, painfully remembering everything.
And he also feels horrible for yearning for Bill so badly because he knows, he's completely aware that Bill isn't out there spreading love and kindness in the multiverse, he knows he causes suffering just for funsies and he hates himself for wanting to give him a second chance after all that has happened, and at the same time, feels ungrateful for wanting to undo his destruction, because that would also imply the destruction of his dear Exwhylia, Ypwherenia, Zetwhatia, of undoing all the good deeds he's done as an angel, of never giving Providence and Nature the relief of knowing that the descendants of their world are in good vertices.
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