#> so thats been my week so far! wowza
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so. work. but it occupies all my time.
#jupiter.speaks#tdl?#> sobs. sorry i have been absent everybrain cell has gone to work#> except for when i play the mha fightin game. thats 0 cells so. very fun!#> i finally unlocked villain route too yaippeee#> sadly shiggy has shit long range attacks so im actually. way better at stain LMFAO.#> and dabi runs weird. im sorry hes too lanky for his own body and so his attacks end up slightly weirdly timed n i cant do it#> so thats been my week so far! wowza
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Episode #10- “Is Cheatham actually high regularly or is it just a figment of his imagination?”- Sara
that was such a HARD tribal for me. i loved having noah on my side and stuff but also i know he would be one of the ppl to make a big move on me if he stayed . its getting harder and harder for each vote . i just gotta stay focused and hope my alliance stays strong another round or two . tumblr survivor gods i hope your pulling for me!
Austin and Vincent have to be testing me. I dont get why Austin is playing dumb with me or why he act like he didn't know. According to Vincent Austin was in on it. I mean regardless I know who Im just wanting to stick with but yeah, the weird jumped out. Cheatham is also saying this was a week or so then went MIA so thats cool
(LATER)
Austin and Vincent are coming off super sketchy. I mean it is nothing new with Austin, but Vincent oof. I dont mind it all that much because of who I prefer to go with, but it is interesting. If these guys are coordinated then, well, seems uncoordinated
(LATER)
So right now Austin, Cheatham, and Vincent have added me to a chat I guess to work together. I actually worry I am not Natalie Anderson, but Sierra Dawn Thomas Worlds Apart. Nonetheless, I think its smart for me to wait til F7 or so to make the move against Austin/Cheatham. I can't allow enough time to pass for the idol to bite me in my butt!
(LATER)
I now see that Austin probably thinks he can manipulate me, so I have to time when I vote him perfectly. Him feigning ignorance on the Noah vote tells me he likely feels I'm naive enough to believe him and hey people do prefer to keep the ones around they feel are lesser than themselves!
(LATER)
Ive had a change of heart- I think now Kyle is going to get dragged by people, however, I strongly believe he would choose me over anyone so its just a matter of navigating 6 tribals
Inane ramblings from Vincent's cf, dated 3 AM on December 26, formatted terribly bc this cf is dated 3:06 AM on December 26: >i'm looking ahead to the future >austin is likely going to want liam out >bc when he said he wanted to make a move he'd have to mean one of them >them being liam/am/sara >and as far as i can tell liam is being perceived as the glue >so if he goes then am/sara become lone wolves who are easier to manipulate >however if liam stays then the other one, maybe am, is linked with them and they will be mad at austin for doing this >so those are numbers on our side >my previous boot order (EDITOR'S NOTE: never discussed in a cf, but will be discussed at length later) changed due to the unexpected development that austin is willing to flip on his group >however i'll note now that there is a very good chance he's faking >although if he is i can't imagine why he'd put his true allies in such blatant danger when kyle is literally right there as a vote >*person to vote >so let's say 5-3 vote up next >me/cheatham/austin/chris/kyle all against liam's trio >ideally voting out sara >bc she is the messiest and the one i trust least >my goal will be to convince the others that this is the best vote >liam and i are good and he is my decoy f2 >too early for goat stuff but am is a better goat than sara imo >just keeping my options open >liam/cheatham/annmarie could easily each be in my f2 >but not in a "ideal f4" way >so if austin is with me for this vote then he should at least appear to establish further connections with me >he can't do anything without one of chris and cheatham >or kyle i guess >kyle is easily the most expendable of those 3 >so to limit austin's options we need to vote kyle >we >my old boot order is more or less the same >just kyle vote goes from getting austin's trust back to weakening him >then at f6 cheatham chris and i stick together >vote out am unless liam becomes dark horse threat >f5 austin goes >f4 chris >f3 liam >then maybe i win >wow this seems so real >like usually in orgs when i'm at the merge im like'well maybe it's still possible that i could maybe end up at the ftc but lmao imagine getting votes' >oh no i'm becoming overconfident >wow meeting noah in jury again is going to be awkward huh No matter how I place this is honestly one of my better confessionals. Either full of dramatic irony and I look stupid or I win and I look good. One outcome is significantly more likely than the other, of course. But neither isn't so bad, is it?
God I feel this challenge is gonna stir up so much shit! I just hope my target dont get bigger because of it.
Where I stand now is that Austin is very willing to have Kyle go this round quote unquote, but what is to say he may not actually want somebody else? It is interesting seeing him discuss his perception and everything. I guess he cannot help but try to downplay himself, but I feel the ship has sailed for him and now it is only a matter of time. Watch him pull a W
(LATER)
I can't wait for someone to get offended by this Touchy Subjects challenge. I know I won't. If anything, I'll just adapt with it! I also feel like now, it's important to see how AnnMarie and Sara handle things from here on out- either they're willing to try and go for Austin/Cheatham/Vincent, or they'll settle for Kyle. If this happens to go the way I think, I may end up as a potential swing in F7, but I sure as heck am not about to be like Miss Sarah Lacina Cop-Turned-Criminal in Cagayan. No Ma'am! I'm not ever feeling safe until I'm sitting in the Final 2
(LATER)
So Austin asks me for a name and I am like ok I dont mind if it is Kyle unless you guys are up to do someone else. Austin proceeds to say he wants to have options and just wants a name and I'm. It really feels like a bit of a bait just to go to X to say I said their name. I could be wrong but its just weird becaise I haven't heard him say a name yet
(LATER)
Austin! Do not think that Ive forgotten your leaky faucet ways! Like that's the odd thing about it- Austin has shown what he is capable of and it is just weird of him to press about this when I know he has lied to me before. Like right now I literally told him I am fine with anyone going and his response was to know who I actually want out. I really don't know what he wants me to say other than a name to implicate myself but nuh uh! Not I!
(LATER)
The way it looks, I can make the move to get Liam out but I highly doubt I will last much longer. All it will take after that is to say Chris did X lets do him and so I want to try and wait at least to chat to Kyle. I also want to see how willing AnnMarie and Sara are willing to talk about this vote instead of waiting. I definitely do not want Cheatham/Austin/Vincent all in F6 or at worse F5 however that is easier said than done for this lot
Wowza, Cheatham is playing hard now. SO, basically the votes are supposed to go 6-2, Chris being voted out. Now I do not wanna go any further with Sara, AM, and Liam bc they will take out me and Austin first. So I talked with Chris and now there is a 4 person alliance with Austin, Me, Chris, and Vincent. Im going to use my idol on Chris and then Chris and Kyle will vote out one of the others. Kyle is a wild card and we don't wanna tell him EXACTLY what's going on because he is kinda crazy. So we are thinking about having Vincent vote with Chris to ensure that one of the others go home. This is yet again ANOTHER big move on my part. Im getting worried that people will think that I'm the biggest threat with MORE idols in my hand and doing all the big moves. All I can do is wait. If I keep winning individual immunity like this week then I'm golden.
I think I've had an epiphany and it took talking to Cheatham to figure it out. Apparently I am the vote for tonight, though he wants to do something I've been wanting Cheatham to do in this merge and that is take advantage of the idol system- in doing so he gains a lot of leverage and I felt disppointed that he wasn't optimizing it. Having that said, I think I got a little sad because he told me people feel like I never give a name and truth be told I don't and it is a mistake on my end. I feel like I'm so scared to say a name because it failed miserably for me in the first half of this game and now that I don't do it anymore, people use it as a reason to vote me out. I do feel like its like I can't win with these people, but I want to change as much as I can to give myself a chance
(LATER)
HI am seeing that Austin, Cheatham, and even Vincent legitimately want to work with me and so perhaps I should consider going with them. The question with this vote is how I do I go about it. I've already named Sara because I have the most reason to do her AND I know Austin/Cheatham lowkey wanted her so its a win win for all of us, but it would be interesting to split it if the idol were used on me. Regardless, I just want this to end greatly for me, be that new start to a Chris that has what it will take to make it to the end and win.
I have...lots of questions right now... Am I being voted out tonight? Wouldn't surprise me. Does AnnMarie have a f2 w/ Austin? Cuz I accidentally caught her in something the other day where she told me she knew Austin was asking others for finals. But it might have been an accident because I mentioned that Austin asked for us 2 in a f3 with him....never said f2. Is Cheatham actually high regularly or is it just a figment of his imagination? Why do people get weird and quiet when they're planning a blindside or change loyalties? I literally brought this up to Liam last night a while after results. Gwen/Rizo/Chris did this exact same thing. It's Survivor. Lie and make a move if you have to. I'd respect that a whole lot more. Ignoring people is just shit jury management and I'll totally call Cheatham out at tribal now if I go! At least Vincent gave me an ANSWER! *Giggle* And also...is Austin actually that nice or is it game? Cuz I lit dunno if I'll ever be able to write his name down if that's really his personality. x)
Cheatham wants to invent a situation in which he would play his idol and gain full access to two others. This really feels like a resume padding thing more than a legitimate move out of necessity, because we have the numbers to vote out our target now, and there's no reason that would change any time soon. To me, this solidifies that Cheatham really can't make it to the end, just like Austin. Ideally I want to be able to choose between Liam and Chris because I think I have an ok shot against them both, and it's reasonable for both of them to make it very far. Of course it's the final 8 so it's still way too early to think about the end, but I definitely can't take Austin or Cheatham with me bc they both have a good shot at winning against me.
Sara me and Liam are apparently a strong group so there are plans to usurp our place on the throne! I'm watching a documentary about Queen Elizabeth while writing this. Cheatham apparently wants us gone as well, which hurts. I thought he was with me. I guess not. That is all.
So this round is insane, originally it was gonna be Chris but apparently Cheatham is gonna idol him so we’re having to take out the biggest goat in this game, which is so annoying, but if it must be done to save Sara so I have a shot at making it to the end then so be it. There’s still so much game to play so I need to make the most outta it.
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5 votes Kyle (w/ self-vote), 2 votes Sara, 1 vote Chris (negated by idol.)
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original (April 3rd, 2013)
3 year difference (April 3rd, 2016
Difference ? (Feb 10, 2017)
3 year difference lol
1. Is this the best year of your life? tbh this year has sucked so far lol!!!!!
it is april and i have not turned up like expected
Only Feb. Things are going okay
2. What was the first thing you did when you woke up? turn on the TV and see what was on netflix
Laid in bed and contemplate whether or not to make coffee.. i did
Struggled getting out of bed for work
3. The person you like is? nobody.
my co-worker Darrell.
Kenny.
4. Is anything bothering you? The fact that my room is a disaster, my grade in Algebra 2 is a 68, and that i am not famous
The fact that my room is still a disaster and that i am dropping my biology course because it was too hard for me.
The Fact that my room remains a disaster, and that I’m constantly stressed out about school, and I’m really trying with Kenny but I’m probably too invested
5. Does anyone annoy you? A lot of people do, white people
A lot of people still annoy me
White People
6. Would you like things to go ‘back to normal’ with a certain someone? no
Angelica, Natasha, and Coby because things really were cool but it doesnt matter anymore
No.
7. What was the las,t thing you did before you went to bed last night? I was in my mom’s room with like 3 kids and some guy and i was just chillin out with them
I was laying in bed watching Family Guy
Filmed a speech for my public speaking class, finished it, submitted it, walked in on my roommates fckin on the couch, went to sleep, they fought til 530am
8. Is life good? its decent
I’m content, I have my own place, I go to school full time, I work full time, I’ve got great friends, money, a car.
Still have all those things, I’m just tired at this point
9. Do you remember who you liked on New Years? nobody.
Nobody probably wait just kidding Harry
I think I was starting to like Kenny
10. Do you still like them? nobody
No
I like him now
11. Do you still speak to them? nobody
No
Yes
12. Told your parents you were going somewhere but went somewhere else? my dad, but my mom and i have a good relationship and i can tell her i am snorting cocaine tonight and she will be like ’ ok be careful xo’
Does not matter anymore
i’m an adult now
13. Are you dating the last person you kissed on the lips? haha, no.
No I am not
Nope
14. Do you hate the last girl you had a conversation with? my cousin no she snorts cocaine
My manager no she is my favorite
I think it was Angel, and she is like one of my best friends
15. Would you go out with someone right now if they asked? what do you mean like out like lets get together or like hey im hungry wanna come with me to get wings
It really all depends on who the person is
not desperate, really depends on who the person would be
16. Three days from now will you be in a relationship? i hope not
No lol
Probably not
17. If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you? they do tell me sorry fellas youre kinda ugly
Yes
Yes
18. Have you kissed anyone in the last month? no
No
Yes
19. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for? my back.
My back
Have not been to the doctor since.
20. Do you like being home alone or does it freak you out? i liked it but then everyone left for me a week and i thought i was going to go insane
It does not matter I am always locked in my room.
I don’t talk to anyone at home anyways
21. Would you ever kiss anyone you texted today? i havent texted anyone today
Hm yes, my co-worker Kevin, but only because he is the best looking person I have texted today
Hm maybe like 2 people ? haha
22. Do you have any bruises on you? no thank god
Cuts and burns from work
I cut myself at work today
23. How was 2011 for you? 2011 was great actually, i ended jr. high really well, and started high school really well too making friends and stuff
Same
lol
24. How late did you stay up last night and why? like 1230, and no reason
230? because after work me and my coworkers went to IHOP and then just chilled out, and I watched like TV til i fell asleep
About 530 because my roommates were fighting and I could not sleep
25. Do you ever get good morning texts from anyone? no
No
Kind of
26. Do you regret anything you’ve done lately? i regret um nothing
I regret nothing still
Nothing
27. What woke you up today? this sound of little Einsteins singing
My brothers gf was talking really loud for like 2 seconds
My brother waking me up and my 30 alarms
28. What makes you happy? coffee and snickers and boys
Coffee, cigarettes, friends
Coffee, boys, and friends
29. Ever kissed on a boat?
No
Still a no
30. Have you ever been told that you are amazing? yes
Plenty of times
I honestly dont think so tbh wait JK yes
31. Finish this sentence: The last person I kissed is… ugly?
A good guy. sorry lol
the person I currently like
32. This time last year, can you remember who you liked?let me think no
It is April, prom season for me… you know I think I was chillin’
Wowza, Darrell my co-worker at the time, he recently just moved to Ohio
33. Do you like when people play with your hair? yes
yes
ya
34. Do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow? nOPE GOT SCHOOL LOL
Nope, I still got school
Nope, this time I got work
35. Waiting for something? for someone to come up and be like hello u wana be famous and rich
To get my degree, then someone come up to me and ask me if I wanna be famous and rich
To become board certified and open a private practice and someone ask me if I wanna be rich adn famous
36. Was last night terrible? nah
No, it was a good night tbh, lots of laughing with all my coworkers
Sure
37. Did you lose friends when you started dating someone? no
no, i would not let that happen
I would never let that happen
38. Are you the type of person to make people laugh? yes i am i am the class bitch ass motherfucker but they think im joking
yes
Sure
39. Don’t tell me lies, so is the last person you texted attractive? i last texted angelica and she is pretty if she tries which is rare
yes
yes
40. Is tomorrow going to be a good day? it better be mrs honings better have passes me
no, i have school and then work right after
Work til 5. Maybe something with my friends after, but I doubt it
41. Are you missing someone?no
no
sure
42. Has anyone ever tried to ruin a relationship you were in?no
no lol
no haha
43. Do you believe in karma? eh
not at all
Maybe a little bit now
44. Do you sleep with a fan on? omg i have too
yeah the ceiling fan and then a standing fan
Same still
45. You think anyone’s thinking about you right now? of course yes
i wonder
Probably not.
46. Is there anyone you wish you were spending time with right now? not really
no
yes
47. Do you go to school? imma sophomore
freshmen in college
4th semester in college.
48. Is the person you last texted single? yes
yes
technically yeS?
49. Who was driving the last time you were in a car? omg?? my mom i think
me
I was driving, brother in passenger seat
50. Have you ever used the word ‘rawr’ in an actual conversation?OMG NEVER IF ANYONE CAUGHT ME SAYING THAT I’D KILL MYSELF
lol no
jokingly now every once in awhile
51. Are the blinds on your window open or closed? closed
closed
Closed
52. Did you leave milk and cookies for Santa when you were little? still do lol
jewish
No i live alone now, so thats a waste of money
53. What were you doing at 11 last night? in my mom’s room with those people i stated above plus my brother
at work goofing off
Getting ready to get off work
54. What could you eat any day of the week & never get tired of? wingstop wings
sushi
Coffee
55. Is there someone you wouldn’t mind kissing right now? justin bieber???
a lot of ppl including celebrities
Shawn Mendes!!!
56. Someone knocks on your window at 5 am, what do you say? wat the fuck do u want im sleepig
or
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOMH
how did u get up here i live on the third floor
No i dont have a quarter
57. Would you change yourself for the person you love?no
no
Yes maybe ??
58. Let me guess, your last incoming call was from the opposite sex? wow u guesssed completely wrong
yes
um i gonna guess sure
59. What are you supposed to be doing right now? cleaning
getting ready for work
Getting ready for bed
60. Would you have sex with the 5th person on your contacts?no
im not even going to look
It is my ex, lmao, yes I would sure
61. To who did you last give the finger to? i cant remember
my coworker Jesse
My manager, Ware
62. Did your last kiss take place on a bed? on someone elses
uh no
No.
63. Do you have someone who you can be your complete self around? brianna sam angelica michelle and others yes
the majority of my coworkers and all of my friends i still have
Angel, Brianna, Brit, and like Michelle
64. Do you talk in your sleep? no
i do not
depends on the situation
65. Do you have a good relationship with your parents? yes they buy me stuff and i am forced to like them
i dont talk to either of them that much
Haven’t seen my mom in months
66. What time did you wake up today? 7:45
1
8:30
67. What were you doing at midnight last night? IN MY MOMS ROOM
At work fixing to leave
Leaving work
68. What song are you listening to? some chris brown song
Team by Iggy
Betty Who- Somebody Loves You
69. Has anyone put their arms around you in the past 5 days? like a hug
No
Yes
70. How do you feel about chocolate-covered strawberries? mmmmm
mmmmm
mmmmm
71. Do you have nice eyes? they’re dark brown
no
lolno
72. Is your current hair color your natural hair color? not really
yes finally
Barely, the tips are brown from when I died them 7 months ago
73. Are you texting anybody? no
no
Told everyone I went to bed
74. Do you swear in front of your parents? god no
no
No
75. Concert tickets or NFL game tickets? concert tickets
concert tickets!!!!!
CONCERT
76. Are you addicted to cigarettes? not yet hehhe!:)
yes, I wish i could stop smoking.
LMFAO “Not Yet” I’m on a process of quitting right now. Very difficult
77. Do you tell your parents everything? no
no
hell no
78. Do you have any tattoos? not yet
i have 4 tattoos.
still only fucking 4
79. If something was wrong, who is the first girl you would go to? idk
Brianna
80. Do you have any nicknames? bitch
Noahita
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