#<-first mun here nuh uh

[the-simp-show]

PALADIN DANSE PLEASPELELALPSE PELAPLSPELSLSS

Today's simp target is paladin danse from Fallout 4

Sorry babe, the armor says on in the bedroom

[warrioroflondonbelow]

ericbrandonrp asked: //*shoves own url your way and hides in the bushes*

Send me a URL and I will tell you my favorite thing about that blog: ACCEPTING

II Nuh-uh! You aren’t running out of here that quickly! Not until I’ve gone all mushy and gushy! xD Okay, but favourite thing about your blog? First of all, one of my most favourite things is just all the heart you put into Eric and your writing. Seriously, Eric is such a unique character, and I really haven’t interacted with a muse quite like him. From the moment I started following your blog, I could tell that you just put so much thought, effort, and yourself into him that he just breathes with so much life! I love how you’re not afraid to make him this cocky, stubborn, know-it-all, sarcastic guy in one moment, but later on you aren’t afraid to show his emotions and weaknesses, which is amazing. Not only that, but I love how you allow him to play off not only Richard, but so many muses so well! You manage to allow him to grow chemistry with others in their own time and at their own pace, and the pay off is definitely seen! Not only that, but I love how you as a MUN have managed to stick with my annoying arse for 5 whole years now! Honestly, it feels like we’ve been like good friends for longer than that, and, at least for me, I hope it stays that way!!! II

[coup-de-maine]

How to enter a fandom - RPC

Hey guys, time for a friendly PSA from yours truely~

So I’ve been in and out of a lot of fandoms, made friends, enemies, frenemies, grave mistakes and happy accidents. I also see a lot of people come in other fandoms. Most of yall do great but I see some people carry in this weird sort of self deprecating attitude that can immediately turn rpers away from them, which results in; more of that self deprecation. So Im here to hopefully help out with the best ways to enter a fandom or an rpc, make your presence known and make lots of wonderful friends.

Now the first, and most important thing, and I notice a ton of people struggle with it is:

General attitude. 

Let me give two examples of some first time posts.

“Hey! I’m new to the fandom. I know my bio and my theme sucks but would anyone like to rp? Maybe?”

VS.

“Hey! I’m new to the fandom. My bio and rules are located here, though they’re still under construction I’m really eager to develop them with interactions!”

Now I know the first one is tempting for a lot of reasons. You might not even feel like its all that bad, but up next to the second one it actually sounds a little...depressing, monotone, dry. Even though they start the same, one ends with me feeling like: this person really doesn’t put effort into things, they dont even really want to be here. All my threads with them are going to be lazily written or probably written with half baked enthusiasm.

The second person is happy to be here, eager to interact, admits that since they’re a new blog not everything is perfect. Yet, they don’t talk down on themselves or make it seem like anyone who talks to them will only be taking pity on them.

This is actually a big problem I see in the rpc. Making people take pity on you for interactions and the rule with that is simple:

don’t make people feel like they have to take pity on you. 

It’s a knee jerk reaction, I know. We’re all awkward humans on the internet who want to play up our faults. Who wants to say “My stuff is SO awesome! It’s the best”??? 

Well. You do. You’re new to a fandom. People already have established relationships, character arks, possibly with another version of the muse youre playing. Backstories so detailed it’ll make your head spin. You are literally selling yourself to these other rpers. Don’t sell them “A vacuum cleaner that sucks. No, not sucks up the dirt, it just sucks. Like me, Im trash and dont even have a working vacuum” No one wants to buy a vacuum cleaner that sucks.

Hate to break it to you, but when you say you suck, or your stuff sucks; people are gunna believe you. Or they’re just gunna pity you. And thats not great either. 

Heck you might think; why not? So long as they rp with me, whats wrong with that? 

Well... lots of things but mostly; pity isn’t a good feeling. Nobody wants to feel guilted into rping with you. Imagine seeing someone on your dash constantly posting about how no one likes them, their character or interacting with them. How they wanna die because they never get asks, no one likes their starters. (Sound extreme? I’ve seen it.) It makes you feel bad right? It makes you wanna like them but like- where do you even start??? They don’t even like them?? What common ground do you have?? “Hey, I see you hate yourself... uh... I hate you too?” Not great. Actually bad. You don’t know how to approach this person without becoming an emotional crutch, and you know they’ll latch on to you and suck every positive emotion out of your body so how do you win?

So lesson one is; People don’t want to be forced to feel so bad that they rp with you, they want to feel inspired to. Inspire some dudes! (or non-dude identifying people)

Presentation!

This is everything. Present yourself. You don’t need flashy icons or a cool promo- let me tell you, I’ve made some shitty promos in my life. See Here

That was my promo for a long as time. Until it was THIS that a friend made for me (A friend that I made. Through how awesome I presented myself. Thanks Vee, if you see this I still love you)

I can’t stress enough how important attitude is because I’ve had both a shitty attitude and a great one in the RPC and let me tell you, nothing kills a blog faster than a shitty attitude. Wanna make a self deprecating posts about that meme that you got 0 asks for? NUH UH. Think again. PITY = BAD, SHORT LASTING FRIENDSHIPS. INSPIRED = SUPER AWESOME HAPPY FUN TIMES FOREVER.

Yo, present yourself in a way that makes people wanna approach you. Get them interested, say something wacky or edgy or if your character is self deprecating then self deprecate through them but DO IT IN A FUN WAY. The people who care about icons and fancy promos usually aren’t worth lasting friendships either. Sometimes they literally spend more time formatting than writings something worth while for you. (some of you really balance it and just love formatting but u know im not talking about u Im talking about those that literally wont talk to us that dont)

So present yourself well and be genuine.

--- WAIT WAIT WAIT- be genuine?? What if my genuine self is self deprecating and negative? 

[JOHNNY TEST NOISE] 

HELL NO shut the what up I know you’re not, I know that’s a reflex to cover up how insecure you are, I know you hate how pathetic and small you feel so you point out all the things wrong with you before someone else can. That’s not you, and you are capable of more than that.

Dude. (and non-dude identifying peeps) I’m gunna say it again. I’m gunna say it a million times; one day it will sink in. Everybody feels that way. 

What?? Octo ur so cool and confident tho

You know how you never noticed?? CANT SEE MY HANDS SHAKE THROUGH THE COMPUTER.

DONT KNOW HOW LONG I HESITATED BEFORE SENDING THAT ASK MEME TO YA.

The internet is a playground because you can trick people into believing whatever you want about yourself. YEP even good things!!! You don’t have to wear your flaws on your sleeve, and you certainly don’t have to wear them like a full body cast that prevents you from doing anything fun in your life.

Take the cast off, take a risk. You literally have nothing to lose. Especially if no one interacts with you as is anyways.

Be mindful

This is more of a trick I use to make myself feel better. I don’t follow a lot of people so my dash is pretty slow. It’s fairly easy to tell when people are and aren’t active/online so I literally have to trick myself sometimes but;

If you reblog a meme and get nothing, step back and ask yourself; am I sure anyone even saw it? and are the people who did maybe to shy to send anything? Or maybe nothing in that meme applies to their character.

As a mute character I am VERY restricted to what memes I reply to. As a character who speaks VERY LITTLE I am VERY restricted to what dialogues I can send at all. This means I’m required to edit memes a little (this is allowed by most meme creators btw) or I need a very good relationship with a character in order to say/sign that many words at them.

And worse case scenario, queue it and reblog it again/later. Its no biggie, some memes don’t make it.

Self reflect

Check out people on the dash. Do they have interactions? What are they like? Is their character more welcoming? Maybe you’re character is more intimidating. You might need to actually seek out interaction.

Tumblr has this huge enigma where everyone wants asks but no one wants to send them. Curious anons come from someone, magic anons come from your peers, followers, friends. Some of them are pretty obvious. Want asks? Send them. We really need to get the ball rolling with this because its honestly a problem. Show some initiative and reach out. It actually feels pretty good seeing someone react to your outrageous anon. And its a lot of stress relief if you play an otherwise very serious character to get to branch out and be silly.

So you send asks, you like starter calls- why isn’t it working?

Well, a stranger knocks on your door and tries to get to know you. Its a little awkward- it can work sure in some cases. But in most you’ll probably close the door and phone the police.

The RPC isn’t as strange as that but what’s easier? Talking to a muse you’ve never met from a blog you’ve never seen before? Or writing a thread with your best bud, throwing in inside jokes and references to your favourite shows- teasing each other about that one embarrassing thing that happened to your muse- yeah. Yeah you get it.

If you have history or at least an idea what someone is like, you will want to interact with them more. I don’t know if you’re some mean... meanie pants whos gunna smack my muse because he offered you a cookie. And maybe you are, but if I don’t know you, or know that your muse is deeply traumatized by cookies, I might take that as you saying “Ew no get away I never wanna rp with you”.

It sounds harsh, but I KNOW it happens. It STILL happens to me, even with people I’m friends with. Even if someone has multiple blogs and I get on fine with one muse, if the other hates me I might get uneasy about sending in asks cause I feel like I’m directly bothering the mun (who I love on this blog but WHAT IF THEY START HATING ME THERE TOO???)

Separation is tricky. We all get jealous or feel neglected when our partners focus on another thread/ship or send mean angsty replies which is why its important to check yourself remind yourself you have value, mun =/= muse and that it’s all in good fun.

Have Rules

UGH no!!! Not rules I hate rules, I dont want to restrict anyone!

Listen. I get it. I was a rule-less blog for a long time. But you know what? You need them. Not just for you, but for the people who wanna interact. I still feel the need to ask people who have rules what they are and aren’t comfortable with. You might not realize it but shit can go down in rps especially in certain fandoms. Even if its just the basics. Write them. They matter.

Unless you’re fine with someone literally controlling your character, or a blog you dont even follow who RPs David Letterman tags you in a smutty thread where your muse and him are married and he’s heavily pregnant with 4 narwal baby’s I- I think you can see where I’m going.

If its just the basics, thats fine, everyone loves seeing that. No god modding, not forced shipping, ect- great. Less for me to remember. Add to it if you need to. Everyone experiences rp different. Make your experience a comfortable one.

(And stay tf away from me Preggo-letterman)

Step away.

If you’re feeling negative, just step away. Do not make a big post about it alerting everyone who follows you because they might not all respond well. If you have close friends in then fandom you can go to, talk to them, vent a little, or just remove yourself and get those feelings out. But remember that no one here is equipped to be your therapist, and we cant all be expected to take the burden from you. It is up to you to regulate your emotions. Use coping skills but please don’t make the fandom or your blog a toxic place to be.

You don’t feel good, and no one reading your posts feels good, and building friendships on not feeling good is just... completely not good.

Im not saying you must be sunshine and rainbows all the time, but feeling bad feels bad and even though rping is just a hobby and a past time you are still reaching into other peoples lives. Leave a good impact, try to be someone you would want to meet in the rpc. Make it a better place.

Tips and Tricks

If you leave with nothing else, please take these:

Send Messages. 

IM people, send them asks, get to know them before RPing.

Be kind.

Be generous.

Be enthusiastic.

Be happy.

[askblueberrymuffin]

REALLY LONG CHARACTER SURVEY.

RULES. repost ,   don’t  reblog  !  good  luck  !

TAGGED. @vertebralheights sorta? TAGGING. I dunno, do what u want

BASICS.

FULL NAME: Sans Gaster

NICKNAME:  Blueberry, Muffin, Blue

AGE: 23

BIRTHDAY: July 1st, 20XX

ETHNIC GROUP: Skeleton/Shadow Monster

NATIONALITY: Underground??

LANGUAGE(S): English, Wingdings(?)

SEXUAL ORIENTATION: Asexual

ROMANTIC ORIENTATION: Panromantic

RELATIONSHIP STATUS:  Forever alone Single

CLASS: Middle class? Maybe upper middle when their mom was around?

HOMETOWN / AREA: Snowdin

CURRENT HOME: Still Snowdin, same house and everything

PROFESSION: Sentry, but he’ll likely pursue higher education soon

PHYSICAL.

HAIR: Skeleton?

EYES: Usually cerulean blue.

NOSE:  Nope

FACE:  Boney (har har)

LIPS:  Still skeleton

COMPLEXION: Guess what? Skeleton

WEIGHT:  Like, 9 lbs.

BUILD: Bony boi

FEATURES:  Solid shadow? In skull and ribcage? Also tiny nubby tail

ALLERGIES: Straight up a magic skeleton

USUAL HAIRSTYLE: No?

USUAL FACE LOOK: A bright smile

USUAL CLOTHING: So many sweaters. Too many sweaters. And baggy pants. And cerulean boots. Of course all topped off with his scarf, tied as a bandana.

PSYCHOLOGY.

FEAR(S): His brothers dying, Cake killing himself(again), Cake self harming(more), being abandoned, hurting others, using others, being alone, fire, being burned, the kitchen, ice picks, chisels, sledge hammers, lighters, people getting hurt because of him, people dying because of him-- *SLAPS ROOF OF SANS* THIS BAD BOI CAN FIT SO MANY FEARS and he hides them all so they never get any better, someone help him oh my god--

ASPIRATION(S) : He wants to help others however he can. He also would really like to be come a scientist, but he puts that aside for the former

POSITIVE TRAITS: Excitable, loving, affectionate, intelligent, optimistic, resourceful, adaptable, perseverance, determination, overwhelming kindness and forgiveness

NEGATIVE TRAITS: Depressed, fakes many emotions, fakes many situations, fakes his persona, shoves his own feelings aside constantly, takes all the blame, always takes the fall, forgives instantly, never blames anyone, too trusting, can be absent minded, easily distracted, never honest about his own feelings to other or to himself, won’t tell people when they’re hurting him, will do almost anything you tell him, he’s entirely too codependent, his entire life revolves around his brothers, if you take that away he doesn’t know who he is anymore, he’s content now but if he were to ever not be, that is a very, very steep slope with no coming back. Get this baby a therapist, someone.

ZODIAC: A hecking crab Cancer

TEMPERAMENT: He only gets upset when bad stuff happens to others or they talk bad about themselves. Otherwise you could literally stab him and-- WAIT people literally did torture him and he was not at all upset! Ahhh--

SOUL TYPE(S):  Monster Soul?

ANIMALS:  Probably some kind of dog. He’d be the goodest good boy.

VICE  HABIT(S): He stress bakes and stress cleans. Don’t take that for innocence as he’s tried other things. A lot of other things. But he has 1 HP, hates the choking feel of smoke and can’t get drunk if his life depended on it. ...Perhaps it isn’t so innocent though, looking at all he does.

FAITH: Who needs gods when you’re a massive science nerd

GHOSTS?: Yes?

AFTERLIFE?: He believes there is none. A part of him hopes he is wrong.

REINCARNATION?: He’s a science nerd, he hasn’t put much thought into this stuff.

ALIENS?: He believes with the vastness of the universe, likely? He wants to meet one.

POLITICAL ALIGNMENT: Heavy shrugging? He only wishes the Queen were more open.

ECONOMIC  PREFERENCE: None in particular

SOCIOPOLITICAL POSITION: He’s content where things are.

EDUCATION LEVEL: High school. He hopes to change this now that they actually have money--

FAMILY.

FATHER: Wingdings Gaster

MOTHER: D̵̀́͟͜r̶̶̶̛̕.̴̀ ̷̡̨̢P̶̧e̢̡̕n̷̷̨̧u̴̶m̡̛͘͠͠b̧͞͠r̴̷̨͞ą̧̛͘ ̸̨G̴̡͜͜͠a̵͜s̢̀͜t̢e͠҉̕͟r̷͏̢̢̀

SIBLINGS: Papyrus ‘Cake’ Gaster (younger), Papyrus ‘Rex’ (older)

EXTENDED FAMILY: Sakura Shalie (niece), Martin Magnus (nephew)

NAME MEANING(S): I dunno, ask their mom OH WAIT-- (imsorry)

HISTORICAL CONNECTION?: His mom was the royal scientist, while his dad killed the human who possessed the soul of integrity. Perhaps in certain timelines caused by a certain human, he may have been more historically important (winkwinknudgenudge)

FAVORITES.

BOOK: Pffff-- Textbooks, old scientific studies, non-fiction, history texts, books on space, really just picture anything nerdy. He loves it. Oh yeah, and sci-fi.

MOVIE: The first Star Wars film, he will fight

5 SONGS: Dollhouse, Sleeping Powder, More Than Words, Squid Melody [Blue Version], Cut My Hair

DEITY: Can I just put Phil Swift here? I’m doing it.

HOLIDAY: Christmas

MONTH:  July. Birthday time!

SEASON: Indifferent. They all seem the same to him.

PLACE: Quiet places no one else can reach

WEATHER: Storms. Rain storms on the surface.

SOUND: Laughter

SCENT(S):  Laundry, baking, cooking

TASTE(S): He loves tomatoes? In juice, sandwiches, food in general? Yeah.

FEEL(S):  Warm, soft, physical contact with other living beings.

ANIMAL(S): He loves dogs? All dogs. So many dogs. He wants to pet them all. All dogs.

NUMBER: 9 now. XD

COLORS: He likes orange and blue. He says his favourite colours are his dad’s eyes. Which sounds adorable tbh--

EXTRA.

TALENTS: He’s a little smarty pants with a good memory. Helpful for science, helpful for reloads. He’s decent at cooking and is much, much to physically strong for his 1 HP?? He also has quite the great handle on his magic. Fighting him isn’t fun, at all. He’s only been fairly beaten once. He’s empathetic, great at reading people and a masterful deceiver. He could be a super villain with his manipulation abilities tbh, but he just hates the idea of using people.

BAD AT:  He acts before he thinks. He switches from topic to topic and overpowers conversation. He’s quick to defend others and gets himself hurt like this more often than not, and mentally he’s an absolute wreck. He can be overbearing and clingy though, especially to those close to him. The more paranoid he becomes, the more annoying he seems in these ways.

HOBBIES: Reading, cooking, cleaning. He’s starting to get back into actual hobbies like reading with Rex around. He used to just not have them.

TROPES:  He is about the best supporting ally and mom friend one can be. His best quality is being able to lift people up high. He however, cannot do this to himself.

AESTHETIC TAGS:  #space , #baking

GPOY  QUOTES: ((I don’t know what this is--))

FC INFO.

MAIN  FC(S): No

ALT FC(S): Nope

OLDER FC(S): Nuh-uh

YOUNGER  FC(S): Nadda

VOICE CLAIM(S): ((I have no idea?? The closest would be Cryaotic but I honestly have no idea the specifics))

GENDERBENT FC(S): Nah

MUN QUESTIONS.

Q1: if you could write your character your way in their own movie, what would it be called, what style would it be filmed in, and what would it be about?:  If I were to write it??? It would turn into something psychological or horror related. Blue would fit wonderfully in a deconstruction of the human(or i guess skeleton??) mind. Hopefully it’d be about him seeming alright but being an absolute mess and managing to realize there is indeed a problem and work through his issues with friends, family and some professional help. That’d be lovely.

Q2: what would their soundtrack / score sound like?:  He listens to anything catchy, though likes chiptune and electronica. He’d probably make his own soundtrack out of other video game soundtracks though, he’s a doofus.

Q3: why did you start writing this character?: I... Don’t know?? Huh. Guess I did a little bit about... Three years back? I didn’t do a whole lot with him, but that’s around when he met his niece and nephew. Hm.

Q4: what first attracted you to this character?:  Papyrus is my favourite undertale character. Sans is my second favourite. Mash them together and what do you get? A cool science boy! A sad cool science boy that covers his pain with laughter and smiles. Someone help him.

Q5: describe the biggest thing you dislike about your muse: He won’t let anyone in, in any way that matters. He’s affectionate to everyone and it would be so easy to use and abuse him. He so strong in some areas and so weak in others. His whole life is his brothers and I’m often lost as to what I should make him do as he doesn’t keep hobbies really due to being busy. He never sleeps, works himself to exhaustion and picks everyone up despite being hurt himself. He thinks he knows what he is but he’s wrong. He thinks he’s fine but he’s not. He denies these problems in himself so hard that even he’s deceived by his act. It’s frustrating in a way even if it is interesting? As a writer I want to break him apart and crush him but as a person I want someone, anyone to finally see through this and HELP him. But no matter the hints I give or things I mention, no one has tried. I suppose he just hides it too well. Ahh...

Q6: what do you have in common with your muse?: Super depressed! Uh-- Ha, put up a mask. Hide pain with jokes. Try to see the silver lining in situations. Loooove space. And science. Psychology’s a huge yes.

Q8: what characters does your muse have interesting interactions with?: Citrus is always neat. Rex and him also have an extremely interesting dynamic. Fluff and him are adorable and fun, and I want so much more of them. Sakura’s is hilarious because she’s literally a god in her multiverse and she’s just accepted him as being able to break all laws of space and time

Q9: what gives you inspiration to write your muse?:  The interactions and dynamics he creates with other characters as well as the unique story and plot aspects that can be created!

Q10: how long did this take you to complete?:  At least two hours. Maybe longer. Oh jeez--

[unpleasant-nagi]

“Hey Mun... I’m getting kinda bored.”

//I know Nagi. Me too.

“Well... can we go do something?”

//I dunno Nagi... maybe not yet.

“Well how much longer am I gonna have to wait?”

//Maybe forever.

“FOREVER! YOU MEAN I’LL NEVER GET LET OUT OF YOUR HEAD AGAIN! I’LL HAVE TO STAY TRAPPED IN HERE WITH ONLY YOU FOR COMPANY! WHAT ABOUT MY LIFE WHAT ABOUT MY JOB WHAT ABOUT-” A gasp. “What about Ai’s butt...”

//Enough with the butt thing Nagi. That joke isn’t even funny anymore.

“... ‘ts funny to me.”

“...Mun?”

//Yeah.

A soft sigh as Nagi’s eyes flick down and then back to his mun. “Are we really never coming back?”

//I don’t know Nagi. I really don’t.

“But you just left so quickly one day. I never even got to say goodbye.”

//I know Nagi. I didn’t either.

“Well.. doesn’t that bother you? Didn’t you want to say goodbye. To all your friends? All your partners? All your followers? All your-”

//Of course I wanted to say goodbye. This place was my home- my family, for years.

“Must notta been that important if you gave it up so fast.”

//I didn’t “give it up” I just--..

“Just what?”

//Ugh! Why do I have to explain myself to you? You’re just a kid!

“Nuh uh. By your timeline rules I’m already eighteen!”

//No you aren’t. That doesn’t make sense.

“Yeah you’re right. I still look like a kid..”

//That’s just because I can’t find fanart of you any older.

“I think you’re breaking the fourth wall too much.”

//You’re in my head there isn’t a fourth wall, little shit.

“Hey! No swearing!!”

//See? You’re a kid.

“Hmph.” He pouted for a moment before looking back up. “And you’re just an adult who’s kidnapping me.”

//I’m not kidnapping you Nagi. Things just got... complicated.

“I don’t think they got complicated.”

//Yeah well you’re a figment of my imaginati-

“Which means I know you better than anyone. It wasn’t complicated. Someone hurt you and you didn’t know how to deal with it so you just left. You wanted people to see what happened affected you but you didn’t want to reach out to them first.”

//Nagi I’m not that pe-

“Yes you are that petty! You don’t want to admit it because it’s too serious and deep for you and you hate telling people how you really feel because you never want to bother them! But sometimes you need to! You were hurting so much and only one person even knew about it!! You wanted to prove to everyone that things like that didn’t get to you so you pretended it was just a funny joke and it didn’t matter but it did matter! You don’t want to sound like... hmm.. what do you call it in your head. Oh yeah! A pussy ass tumblr bitch!”

//Nagi. Sweari-

“Now you’re sad and you miss everyone you left behind and you want to come back but you’re worried that if you do the same thing is just going to happen to you again. So you make up excuses to keep yourself away and distract yourself with other things when really all you want to be is right here spending time with me and all of your friends.”

//Okay fine! You’re right. About everything. But what if do come back and I don’t have any fr-

“What? Don’t have any friends anymore? You know that one’s a lie.”

//Yeah but maybe he-

“Turned all of them against you like he did with the people who didn’t deserve you? So what if he did. Those people are bitches anyway.”

//Nagi.. language.

“You said it yourself, I’m eighteen now! No take-back-sies!!”

“Besides, you already logged yourself in and you’re making this post and don’t you feel better?”

//I don’t know. Do I? Parts of me do, yes, but parts of me are also just... still so scared.

“Scared of what?”

//Everything... Everyone.. all the reasons I left in the first place.

“Well I’m pretty sure those all tie into one big reason of why you left and I guarantee you that if he tries to bother you again Yamato will punch him right in the face!”

//Ha. You think so?

“I know so!”

//I mean.. Yamato is pretty hot.

“HEY! Don’t talk about my bandmates that way.”

//You’re literally fucking him in one of your verses.

“Yes. And I’m proud of that fact.”

“Also you swore so you owe more money to the swear jar.”

//Fuck you.

“More money!!”

//*sigh* *ruffles his hair* You’re an annoying little shit, you know that?

“Yep~! But I’m right you know.”

//Yeah... Yeah maybe.

“So? Are you going to let me out now?”

//Maybe for a little bit Nagi... And then we can try some baby steps.

“So... can I touch Ai’s butt?”

//*sigh* what did I say about that joke Nagi?

“That it’s funny!”

//Yeah... yeah it is.

I’m not sure that I’m going to come back to this blog. I’m still scared to be on here and when I think about how I left all I want to do is curl up into a ball and cry. I loved this fandom and my family here, but things got so messed up behind all of it. 

If I do start using this blog again I’m going to be setting a lot of ground rules about how it’s my blog for me and I can do whatever I want with it. I just want to have fun with my friends. My real friends. And I don’t give a rat’s ass what some nobody thinks about what I write. I’m still sad and scared and worried but the one thing I know for sure is that I miss all the good things that came with having this blog. Fuck do I ever miss it so much. So.. baby steps? Maybe? I’m just gonna... see how things go for now.

[ofnibelheim]

RANDOM FACTS ABOUT THE MUN!!

Repost, don’t reblog! Tag 7 muns you would like to get to know better when you’re done!

Name: Cali Nickname: Cali, 818, trash panda. Faceclaim: Fujii Shuuka. Pronouns: She/her/they. Height: 5'7″ Birthday: 03 November. Aesthetic: a variety tbh. pink pastels, dark “goth”, witchy things! @kcitlin my personal has stuff! Last song you listened to:  KARD // Trust Me (Somin & BM ver. ) - the song is a bop /side-eye emoji/ & the rap verse from BM honestly gives me heavy Cloti (post ACC) vibes.

Favourite muse(s) you’ve written: Tifa Lockhart, Claire Redfield, and my OC from my novel named Alice, who I do have a blog for but it’s on private while I get things together!

Old muses: after about 11 years of roleplaying, there’s too many ahaha. Maximum Ride, an OC for the Maximum Ride series named Raela, and my OC on instagram named Xinalin.  Current muses: Tifa Lockhart and Lunafreya Nox Fleuret!

What inspired you to take on your current muse (that you are posting this on): I’ve honestly looked up to Tifa since I was about 3 when I first played VII. I always saw her as an emotionally strong character, and she always fit the badass female trope for me. As I got older, I’d keep playing VII, watching ACC, delving deeper into her psyche for inspiration. Eventually, I found @badassbarmaid‘s blog so many years ago now that it finally inspired me to make my own!

What are your favorite aspects of your current muse:

Being able to say that my portrayal of her has gotten better over the years. I try my best to get her as accurate as possible, and I know I’m not perfect. I never will be. I’ll still try though! That being said, I love being able to delve into a side that the games, the movie, and the OVAs never got to show us as an audience. It’s clear that Tifa has been through a lot, and has her own demons even, but we never get to see it, because she’s always the “mom friend” and “the heart of AVALANCHE.” 

What’s your biggest inspiration when it comes to writing:

I try to take inspiration from things I’ve gone through, as well as things from canon, and things that I might not have thought about but it does bring up a good point, if that makes sense. I’ve been writing for as long as I’ve been roleplaying, and being able to portray characters that already exist, as well as my own original characters, really helps me think of new content.

Favorite types of threads:

Give me all of them?? Seriously! Crack/Abridged, Angsty, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, shit even a pure smut??? just-- I love all of them. One-liners, long ass threads. Verses that get created on the spot, verses that get plotted out for weeks. Even threads like those with @princexcharmless THAT HAVE HAUNTED ME FOR YEARS. (you know which one i mean you little shit.)

The biggest struggle in regards to your current muse:

Do you have a couple of hours to hear me rant? Because I have a lot to say. I’ve spoken about this before but again, invalidating everyone in AVALANCHE’s problems to validate Cloud’s really fucking irks me, especially when people start getting mean about it. “Tifa’s not that important, she’s just there for the tits, she should have died instead of Aerith.” Listen here. In this household, everyone in AVALANCHE is valid, and even some of the Shinra/Turks guys, looking at Reeve and Cissnei. In this household, we appreciate everyone and VALIDATE everyone. I’m also really annoyed that the other two females in VII, Yuffie and Tifa, are treated like they’re “sluts” and just sex objects while some people give Aerith background and understanding. Nuh-uh. The fucking OT3 of hoes over bros will reign fucking supreme as besties. Fight me behind 7th Heaven, you fucks.

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GETTING  TO  KNOW  THE  MUN :

NAME :  sam. NICKNAME :  .... sam? FACECLAIM :   none PRONOUNS :  she / her / they HEIGHT :  5′7 BIRTHDAY :  august 30 AESTHETIC :  legit don’t understand this? so w/e LAST  SONG  YOU  LISTENED  TO :   ... uh... probably something by marianas trench? I don’t listen to much

FAVORITE  MUSE (S)  YOU’VE  WRITTEN :    steve was my first ever non OC, non forum rp muse and he’s been with me through multiple blog moves, etc. and has always been my fave. but, I do also adore Bucky and Brock

GETTING  TO  KNOW  THE  ACCOUNT :

WHAT  INSPIRED  YOU  TO  TAKE  ON  THIS  MUSE :    watched catws for the first time and heart went “WHO THE HELL IS THAT SEXY BEAST?!” once grillo walked on screen. then watched everything unfold and quietly started sobbing because bucky is my bby, but also whyyyyyyyyyy are the pretty ones evil?! then sort of noticed a few things that made me question my initial “evil” assessment, then rewatched 3 times in theatres and just knew that there was a whole story we weren’t seeing about this guy and i genuinely and strongly questioned his loyalties and why he went from looking like he wanted to get sick as bucky’s strapped into the chair and actively protecting steve to his whole “order only comes through pain” speech that just seemed so out of character and just out of nowhere? i mean? “it’s nothing personal” “not here” not being stupid enough to think that looking away from anyone even if they’re engaging in pda is a good idea during a manhunt, etc. to “go hydra go!” cheerleader bs. something happened in between those and not a single fucking person can tell me otherwise. he was not 100% loyal to hydra and they fucking did something to him between then and when he faced sam in the triskelion. he was an entirely different person. and look what hydra is willing to do to people. he let captain america escape. multiple times. do you really think that would go unpunished by senior dickbag pierce? nuh uh. and literally no one on tumblr that i could see.... saw that. any rumlow rpers (save for bae)  jumped on the hydra villain bandwagon and took the few minutes of dedicated pro hydra bs as his character. which is fine, that’s great. but there wasn’t enough exploration of the distinct possibility that was all bull fucking shit. and i refused to let it go unexplored. and voila. he’s a devil in the church, got a bullet in the chamber, and this is gonna hurt. WHAT  ARE  YOUR  FAVORITE  ASPECTS  OF  YOUR  CURRENT  MUSE :    he’s unapologetically a fucking asshole 90% of the time. that is true of him no matter his true loyalties. the man is a dick. but, once he’s decided a person is “his” or needs protecting in some way? fucking marshmallow. dumbass. WHAT’S  YOUR  BIGGEST  INSPIRATION  WHEN  IT  COMES  TO  WRITING :   who the heck knows. stars in the right alignment, my own mood, who knows. FAVORITE  TYPES  OF  THREADS :    para & multipara, but honestly? i suck and tend to not be able to keep up too much length. BIGGEST  STRUGGLE  IN  REGARDS  TO  YOUR  CURRENT  MUSE:   he’s a moody little fucker and if he doesn’t feel like doing things? like hell i can make him even if i want to write

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ABOUT THE MUN

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tagging: @elenaloveablekotsala @notimminent @screamiiisms @unfadiism @omnipotenceisoverrated and anyone else <3

REAL NAME: Caitlyn NICKNAMES: Caity SEXUALITY: Straight PRONOUNS:  She / her ARE YOU A MORNING PERSON?: It usually depends. I find I’m more of a morning person when I can take my time. WHEN SWIMMING, DO YOU PREFER TO DO IT IN THE OCEAN, OR IN A LAKE?:  I’ve never swam in a lake before. Though surprisingly, I feel more comfortable swimming in the ocean rather than a lake. ANYONE YOU WOULD LIKE TO MEET IN REAL LIFE?: Tons! Both celebrities and people I’ve met online haha.  ANYONE YOU HAVE MET IN REAL LIFE?:  I don’t really understand this question tbh o.O WHEN DID YOU FIRST JOIN?: I think about 2012 but I made Amelia in 2013.  YOUR CURRENT ACCOUNT?: Mainly this one. I do have others but people generally only seem to interact with me on here. ANY PEEVES?: . bahaha i could make a whole list. i’ve got pet peeves for my every day life and for roleplay related stuff. but one example for both would be chewing loudly and using me as a memes resource blog. UNPOPULAR OPINION:  I’m not fond of those ‘what are you doing here/what do you want’ starters. Personally, I feel like they don’t set the starter at all and it’s usually the person writing the starter who is suppose to set the stage. If they’re gonna use that as a starter then just ask the other person if they could perhaps start. They’re gonna set the thread anyway but telling your character what they’re doing/why they’re there. DO YOU EASILY GET JEALOUS?: Of course but it’s very minor. Even if someone posts a really nice graphic I’ll be all ‘omg i love it so much! im jealous!’. You know, in an admiration kinda way. But I never let my jealously get the best of me.  DO YOU EASILY GET ANGRY?:  Honestly, no. I get stressed more than anything.  ARE YOU EASY TO CHEER UP?:  Most of the time, though especially when I have someone to talk to. That’s why I’ll generally ask to talk to someone when I’m feeling low. Not necessarily to talk about whatever it is that’s stressing me out but even just to chat about completely random stuff to help gvie my anxiety a break.  ARE YOU GOOD AT HIDING YOUR EMOTIONS?:  I have no idea XD WHAT’S THE VERY BEST WAY TO CHEER YOU UP?: Mainly doing stuff that makes me happy but also distraction is a very useful thing for me.  ARE YOU CURRENTLY IN A RELATIONSHIP?: Bahahaha nope. DO YOU CURRENTLY HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONE: Nup. IF YES, MIGHT THAT SOMEONE BE READING THIS?: Nuh-uh. DO YOU KISS ON THE FIRST DATE?: I’d know if I have been on a date :)))) DO YOU PREFER GOING OUT, OR STAYING HOME, WHEN IT COMES TO DATES?: Same as above.  FAVORITE FOOD: Maccaaaas 

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Send me a url and I'll answer the following;;

Opinion on;

Character in general: Axel? Axel who? No I don’t have a plushie of Axel. Nope, nuh uh. I mean okay, from the first time I saw him in Chain of Memories on the GB Advance he was my favorite. KH2 just solidified it even more. How they play them:  Fuck, I love the Au. The Ka Tet and how you tie it in with Silent Hill. Amazing really. And the way you write? Fucking amazing.The Mun:  Fucking amazing???? Like the amount of similarities between us is wild. Not only is he my real life twinner. We share the exact same birthday down to the year. Which is wild in itself. We also have a lot of similar interests.

Do I:

RP with them:  Yes.Want to RP with them:  Hell yes. Always.

What is my;

Overall Opinion:  Fucking amazing. And even if I do fucker off from time to time. I hope we always find each other. Because hell, you’re an important part of my little family I’ve made for myself.

**Note: Mun’s answer are all to be completely honest. Don’t send url if you don’t want brutal honesty

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To the Mun: There's a mission to build a colony on Mars. Space travel is happening, we're just in the early stages. Would you go to Mars?

Oh lordy loo! I already know this is going to turn into an essay so apologies to followers on mobile!

I think branching out into the rest of our solar system is amazing! The fact that we’re about 30yrs from actually aiming to launch that way is just… WOAH! Perhaps we will be lucky and we will encounter extraterrestrial life which are more advanced and have already come up with solutions to the tiny problem of time travel in order to get through space, or sorting out gravity so we can still walk around the ship all casual like, even having speeds greater than light speed… which I suppose might in the end tie in to time travel— don’t take my word for it >.>

As for Mars? I have hardly had the chance to branch further than my own National boarder for more than two weeks. I don’t think I could be cut out for having to leave my country behind, let alone my planet- forever! The Mars mission is inspirational and to be held in history as the first human to set foot on Mars and build a sustainable way of life there, one of the first ever humans to step off Earth and live on a different planet? *goes all starry eyed*

Alas, it would have to be a no from me. I think I would miss Earth far too much. Seeing the green of grass, the way the sunset turns the clouds above an array of different colours, autumn, the smell of the sea, the caress of clean wind, snow, the different colours in rocks, the moss that grows on them, waterfalls, bird song, other animals. Nuh-uh, I’m not in anyway prepared to leave that behind to be stranded on a desolate planet where I would have to find innovative ways to keep plants fertilized, recycle all water again and again, be wary of Oxygen levels constantly!

I love space and I do wish that it was possible to explore all the new places for a couple of years at a time but the condition would have to be that I could return to Earth after each. What can I say? Hollywood has romanticized the idea, and I have fallen for it hook line and sinker.

Though I think humanity will eventually be forced to move to the stars, our population growth is startling and the effect our habits have on the planet are severe. Humans are but a tiny and insignificant part of Earth’s vast history, but we sure are leaving a nasty mark on it. While I wish we would focus on saving our own planet before we moved on to others, part of the solution might actually be to let people move off planet so the pressures on the Earth are not as dramatic nor demanding. 7billion people, that’s almost double the number of years we’ve been able to record the Earth has been around, that’s a hella big number.

Food for thought though, in the vastness that is space, would we eventually lose Earth? Forget where it was the bright ideas came from that launched us up into the stars in the first place? The love affair we have with our own art and creativity being replaced by an unyielding need to explore further, not necessarily in search of anything more than just the discovery of new life forms, planetary conditions, cultures, intelligence for the sake of just discovering them? Would that mean that we would have to sacrifice what we have learned from Earth through our own billennia of evolution?

*shrugs* It’s very late and I have failed to do more than a few drafts, I probably rambled here so I do apologize if I made zero sense, but thanks, nonny for the opportunity for me to go on and on. Probably not what you wanted to hear, but still, it was nice of you to humour me XD

Thank yooh!

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my opinion on;

character in general: So, first and foremost, ZAC. He’s a character who just seems to sort of... Exist. I don’t dislike him in any sense of the word, but he hasn’t really had a role in any major Zaunite-themed story or event; we don’t really know much, if anything, about how he interacts with others champions or what he’s currently doing. He’s a weapon with a moral compass who uses his power to, supposedly, protect the weak and innocent.

Now, for Twitch, there’s a bit more to talk about. I really enjoy his character. He’s a crazy talking rat who behaves pretty-much exactly how you’d expect a crazy talking rat to act; he hoards garbage that he views as treasure, eats trash that would make most people vomit, and loathes sunlight. Just listening to his voice lines is such a good time in-and-of-itself. It does, however, irk me a bit that Riot didn’t decide to include him and Warwick as vastayan characters. It’s a minor complaint, but still...,

how they play them: Y So this is the part that I’ve been dreading to write... Personally, I think you portray Twitch really well. Like, I’m not even kidding. I can legit see him saying/doing the things you write him saying/doing in-lore, and I like the idea that he’s also something of a genius alchemist. Zac, on the other hand... I don’t think your portrayal of him is bad, per-se, but I do feel like you stray a bit off the beaten path with him in some of your threads. To be honest, though, that’s not entirely a bad thing. Like I said before, he just kind of exists in the lore right now, so he’d probably be a pretty difficult character to pull off. the mun: W So we’ve talked a fair bit ooc, and I consider you to be a good friend of mine on here. I wish I could do something to help you overcome these massive self-esteem issues you have, because you’re nowhere near as bad as you think you are. I’m so sorry that it takes me an eternity to respond to our threads, but the fact that you’re still around makes me genuinely happy... And I’m NOT just saying that out of pity, dude.

do i;

follow them: Norp with them: Yeswant to rp with them: Yesship their character with mine: Nuh-uh.

what is my;

overall opinion:  A good roleplayer who, if nothing else, is dedicated to his muses. It’s been my genuine pleasure to interact with you in threads man, even if it seems like I tend to neglect you at times.

**Note: Mun’s answer are all to be completely honest. Don’t send url if you don’t want brutal honesty.