#<- will come back tomorrow cause its 1am rn

[sualne]

it's the same guy

[r0-boat]

K so this is angsty and not the usual content but its 1am and i need to sleep so ive gotta tell someone about this. Maybe ill write it out tomorrow but lets face it i wont. But consider Emmets dopamine levels and stuff have got to have been piss poor while Ingo has been gone so when he gets him back all pf the seratonin and stuff his body produces is gonna be used up super quickly in 1 huge burst which means my poor baby is about to experience the single worst drop of his life. Like worse than when Ingo disappeared in the first place. I just know my boy is gonna be depressed as fuck cause hes running on net 0 happy chemicals and hes clearly neurodivergent so its gonna take him wayyy longer to recoup the happy chemicals again. Basically, hes gonna feel so miserable and so guilty about being miserable cause he's supposed to be happy and Ingo is back and hes gonna feel so bad about hurting Ingo and make himself think that Ingo thinks he doesnt love him anymore. To sum up please give Emmet love and hugs ASAP!!! -♡ (apologies that this is not a horny ask you don't have to post this if you don't want I just have a lot of feelings rn and you are the only blog I feel like I can vent to sorry)

Dark hc:

CW: mentions of loss unhealthy coping mechanism like alcohol

Emmet isn't used to being alone. He would never used to it.

As a child Emmet was Showered with love and affection and he always attached to his brother's hip

Emmet used to be a completely different person when he was younger. He was almost completely antisocial quiet and shy running away and hiding when someone he doesn't know is in his presence.

Emmet always thought Ingo was the stronger one( not Pokemon battles lol).

He's life was crumble apart as soon as ingo was reported missing.

Emmet couldn't handle the cold empty House.

He Couldn't handle the extra workload gear running your station by himself.

And he couldn't handle the grief of his lost brother.

He knows better not to turn to quick solution to his sadness, but he would be lying if he said it didn't feel so good. The buzz it gave him made it easier to forget.

His own employees are beginning to worry about his mental health I meant would come in in the morning late reekingof whiskey, major bags under his eyes.

He's either come socially distant his loved afraid of being hurt when they eventually leave him ones or clings on as tight as he can, it scared them disappearing just like his brother the moment he takes his eyes off money

[wakatshi]

oh ur whipped... as in there's no coming back from that but i love it pls continue to be in love all over ur reply to this <3 its v entertaining in the least sadistic way possible 💏

no bc bonding over bandages is the best way to start a friendship, research has found, i think, irk im making things up bc i like u oops :)) have a lovely rest of your day/night too bby, imma head to bed cause its late here but! i have the day off tomorrow so i can msg u then 🥰 sending an obligatory bedtime kiss rn (n so is theo) - 🐕‍🦺

omg it’s late here too it’s like… 1am. get some rest baby GOODNIGHT <33333 kissing u and theo back ily

[fileighmignon]

im kinda running out of time rn bcs i need to go to sleep but , i terribly miss this one person and i cant get over them bcs they have earned this special place in my heart. i mean literally everyone that i have met has a special place in my heart and its , fucking me up right now. this isnt the time to cry over spilled milk and be all sad. im literally about to pull my eyes out. 

i dont know if i have prolems or not but this shit has been sticking with me for quite some time now. i know they did something wrong and they should be apologizing for it but a part of me still believes that i am the one who caused them to act like that. i dont know why i think like this , man , im so filled with so many things all at once. fucking hate the fact that i let a stupid quiz site run my way of thinking like this. 

anyways , my head hurts and i miss my mom. she has come back to working right now , the usual thing she does , it hurts me so much. i dont know how much am i going to be able to hold myself like this. yeah , i think thats all i can say right now. its 1am in the morning rn. fuck mondays. hopefully i wont wake up tomorrow.