#<- phone died. just realized the razor blade i used to cvt myself with earlier is in shot. im truly so tortured n hardcore like that huh

[soggiepocketz]

hii so a couple years ago i bought these pants second hand, they were just a plain pair of camo pants, and i honestly hated them cause they weren’t even good camo, they were just ugly camo, but being the size i am i take what i can get usually. it only took wearing them for less than 10 days before they started to completely fall apart…i am autistic so i find comfort in wearing the same thing over and over. i was wondering why they had come apart so fast, and i noticed the tag on them said “fashion nova”. in 10 days, the inner thighs and crotch/butt had been entirely worn away by my walking, the back of the pants had somehow ripped apart, the belt loops broke. i don’t have a lot of pants that fit comfortably. especially since gaining more weight. but even though these pants are absolute fucking shit, im going to keep wearing them and trying to fix them and make them last as long as i possibly can. cuz im too fucking broke to buy any new pants and almost all the ones i have don’t fit anymore. i will patch them up everytime they start to rip apart and i will add my own stuff to them to make them unique. so far there have been several patches added to cover up the places that were becoming nonexistent, as well as other handmade patches for bands i love including doom scroll, acid bath, we the heathens, amigo the devil, the used, bridge city sinners, a couple local hardcore band patches there as well as some anti-fascist ones too. on the top lip of both pockets on either side of the pants i’ve sewn on a zipper and some spikes from another pair of pants, and there are two black jean straps hanging from either side of the pants that have been splattered in bleach. and they’re not pants anymore either btw cuz i cut them into shorts. gotta love giving clothes new life when they were made to be thrown in the dump within a WEEK BRO…long live new flesh death 2 old skin. fuck you fast fashion and fuck u capitalism forever.