#<- my beloved . (oh look how she started to talk🙄)

[tankgotstuckinthecircusgate]

do you think that Clemente had somehow helped in making Falcone the way he is — or just make him want to be a don

yes yes yes yes i think he did at some point

«had somehow helped in making Falcone the way he is» <- i think Carlo was always Machiavellian and a hypocrite, but Alberto's cruelty and greed may have actually made him a bit worse (haha bad influence) + you see, i think Carlo is very plastic and Alberto is rough, ready to headfirst into a wall

«or just make him want to be a don» <- it's hard for me to say whether Carlo really wanted to become a don by looking at Clemente. bc i think Carlo himself has a mature idea of ruling (not just in terms of “i want power and money” but in many ways “i can do better than Moretti”) It's also impossible to say when they first met - before Clemente became a don or after (in my hcs they first met in 1929, with Clemente heading his own crime family and Carlo becoming Moretti's capo, but lately i've been thinking about changing that) anyway, i think seeing a young, active (and rather violent?), ambitious don among the old school was important for Carlo. And they don't have such a big age difference — only 7 years. this is probably why it was much easier for Carlo to associate himself with Clemente and see him as a role model (in terms of money and power). from what i understand, Clemente emphasized Sicilian roots and collaboration with Italians, just like the old school. but i still think he stood out from Moretti and Vinci (in Carlo's eyes - for the better??). Carlo certainly admired him more than he didn't (to me)

^ some old sketch w them lmao

periodically i think about how Clemente during the Vinci-Moretti war was neutrally watching it all from the shadows, waiting for the outcome. ofc, the most profitable thing for him would have been the destruction of one of the families — there would be less competition (although he did take over some of both families's territory after the war), but i think he was happy to see Carlo as the new don? Carlo's not much better than Alberto. in my eyes Clemente would more readily give Carlo, as a new don, a warm welcome than Vinci would (Vinci knows & disapproves Carlo more?)

and that scene from the dlc. their greeting seems like common courtesy, but i want to believe that they had a warm relationship with each other. although i think they were both holding a gun mentally, ready to become each other's enemies. maybe there was less of that in the past?

and Alberto and Carlo remind me of this:

«However, Al's true mentor - and immediate superior in Fox's absence - was Frankie Yale. The age difference between him and Ale was only six years.

<…> Frankie then took orders for murders, his fee was up to ten thousand dollars, but it was impossible to prove. A year later, another fight led him to prison for a year. In 1916 he was charged with robbery and theft, but again could not prove anything.

Frankie Yale was very different from John Torrio. Instead of strict business suits, he wore bright jackets, expensive jewelry and felt fedora hats. Al liked that style. Frankie didn't try to settle things with peace, because it was much quicker to settle things with a fist or a gun. He was capable of good deeds, such as helping fellow Italians by giving the poorest food, coal, or money. Once he made restitution to a restaurant owner who had been robbed; when a fishmonger lost his cart, he gave him $200 and advised him, “Buy yourself a horse, you're old to walk.” But in anger, he was terrible: once he beated up his younger brother Angelo, who angered him something that he went to the hospital. And when two extortionists picked on a checkroom attendant from the restaurant next door, Frankie beat them to a pulp.»

ps. random but it's still hard for me to figure out if Carlo had a negative attitude towards Clemente starting to fuck over potential soldiers for money by making them pay to enter the family

[marlenesluv]

Going Public (OB)

pairing: y/n sainz x ollie bearman, y/n sainz x platonic f1 grid

fc: ariana greenblatt (reader is 18)

summary: y/n is the beloved sister of carlos sainz, who’s instagram had been private for years. finally, she makes her account public and shares her life with people other than family, friends, and the grid. soon, her and ollie go public with their relationship.

note: this is my first ollie bearman fic! lmk ur thoughts!! also thank you so much for 600 followers!!

masterlist here -> masterlist link

^ check my list for all posts! ^

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y/nsainz: opened my instagram for shits and giggles. enjoy, suckers

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carlossainz55: i thought you said you weren’t opening it?

↳ y/nsainz: that was before i realized how many ppl wanted to see my pics LOL

f1updates: y/n sainz content?? this was a need, ty for opening bestie

olliebearman: that haunted house was not fun.

↳ arthur_leclerc: you seemed like you were having fun

↳ y/nsainz: before or after he almost shit his pants?

↳ carla.brocker: i had fun!!

chili55edits: she is so gorgeous?! these family genes are amazing, i tell ya

lilymhe: oooo shes going public y’all 😛

↳ y/nsainz: yuhhh🥱

sainzupdatepage: gonna start posting her now, yuppp

ferrarifriends: she’s so pretty holy shit

user8: style goes so hard

lailahasanovic: miss you!! 💓

↳ y/nsainz: miss you too!💓

maxfewtrell: i’d love some pic credit for that last one

↳ y/nsainz: looks like you j did. yourself.

↳ maxfewtrell: the sas is out of this world

↳ landonorris: 💁‍♀️💅

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liked by: lilymhe, charles_leclerc, and 91,348 others

y/nsainz: black tie events, icecream with ollie and then lily, sassy man apocalypse, and a pic kika took at a grid dinner😘

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francisca.cgomes: y/n is literally an upcoming influencer and i’m here for it

↳ y/nsainz: i’m not already? :/

↳ francisca.cgomes: GIRL😭

user4: the second pic?? stunningggg

olliebearman: who took the third pic?!?!

↳ y/nsainz: you fr need pic creds?

maxfewtrell: oh, i see. she gets the sas from carlos and hanging out with lando and charles

↳ carlossainz55: you aren’t a saint either max

↳ mawfewtrell: wtv🙄

y/nsfp55: YOU ATEEEEE (and ate the icecream!)

charleskachowfp: love these pics sm. i need them engraved in my brain

georgerusell63: first and second pic are giving dark side from star wars

↳ landonorris: it’s almost like that was the goal!

↳ alex_albon: 🫢

user6: favorite siblings in f1 are unlocked: y/n & carlos

↳ arthur_leclerc: what the fuck? what about me and charles?!

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liked by: olliebearman, francisca.cgomes, and 101,024 others

y/nsainz: i spend race days with ollie while he mansplans to make him feel better

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olliebearman: what.

↳ y/nsainz: huh

user3: spends time with ollie..don’t make me ship

ollieeesssfp: ollie and y/n content is too cuteee

carlossainz55: could have spent race day in the ferrari paddock.

↳ y/nsainz: don’t act like you wanted me there🙄

↳ charles_leclerc: i did! i missed our pre-race gossip

↳ y/nsainz: i missed that too :( i’ll be with you next race!

user3: y/n is a charles supporter fr

*liked by creator*

f1wags: kika looks so cute in the last pic!

olliesfp1: BRO? j tell us ur dating cuz he’s looking at her like he’s in love fr

francisca.cgomes: race day = chat day!

↳ y/n.sainz: fr!!

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twitter:

F1 Updates @f1updates • 3hr ago

Today we will be talking about Y/n Sainz and the dating rumors with Ollie Bearman!

Here’s what we know: Y/n met Ollie through Arthur Leclerc, in which the trio started hanging out a lot, sometimes including Carla, Arthur’s girlfriend. We know that Y/n spends time with Ollie in the Ferrari paddock when she goes to watch Carlos and Ollie will accompany her.

Seen, last night around 9:10pm, Y/n and Ollie were leaving a restaurant in Mexico. The Grand Prix is this Sunday, only five days away from Tuesday nights spotting! We are questioning if they are more than friends….since Ollie seemed fairly protective of her at the dinner..

↳ Sainz Sibling Page @sainzsibs • 3hr ago

Y/n and Ollie are my otp. They are so cute together!

↳ F2 Bloggerrr @f2blogg • 2hr ago

Idk, I think Y/n and Lando would be cute

↳ Papaya Fp @mclarenpap • 2hr ago

HUH😭 Y/n and Lando are besties, they will nott date. Just because she hangs out with the F1 guys does not mean they are dating….

↳ Dolly luvs cars @dollyf1chatt • 1hr ago

In my opinion, Y/n and Ollie are the cutest couple. The way she’s Carlos’ younger sister and she’s also so close with the Leclerc family and Ollie is close with Arthur? They have background and it’s so cute. Our pure babies 🤭 They are adorbs

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y/n.sainz: brazils legal drinking age is 18😁👍🇧🇷 maybe it shouldn’t be

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carlossainz55: what is going on in brazil?!

↳ y/n.sainz: nothing?

↳ carlossainz55: Y/N.

f1wags: LMAO not y/n being scolded by carlos 😭

olliebearman: 😊👍

↳ y/n.sainz: 😯✌️

user7: not the THONG?

↳ user2: girl has got some explaining to do LOLLL

formula2edits: brooo, that’s obv ollie in the first pic

lilymhe: cutiesssss

*liked by creator*

y/nsogfanpg: she slays even when she’s literally throwing up bc she’s drunk!

danielricciardo: i feel like ive committed a crime by seeing this post

↳ y/n.sainz: weewoo weewoo🚨

↳ danielricciardo: ha. ha.🙄

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liked by: y/n.sainz, arthur_leclerc, and 52,014 others

olliebearman: 👍📸

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user3: SOFT LAUNCH🚨⚠️🚨⚠️

sainzpost55: ollie ain’t subtle wit it🫤

arthur_leclerc: lol, mate. just wait till carlos sees this one

↳ oscarpiastri: you can say that again….

fp1upsss: okay mr. hard launch!!!

y/n.sainz: oh great heavens

carlossainz55: 🧍‍♂️what.

↳ olliebearman: should i block him?? @y/n.sainz

↳ y/n.sainz: nah, he’ll just come to your house then

↳ olliebearman: HUH

user1: wait….. y/n and ollie CONFIRMED??

↳ f1wags: yes‼️ wag and a sister of a driver is a SLAY

liamlawson30: cute guys!! pr is gonna LOVE this one

↳ olliebearman: oh man

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your instagram story:

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ollies instagram story:

seen by: carlossainz55, charles_leclerc, and 47,138 others

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liked by: olliebearman, carlossainz55, and 89,130 others

y/n.sainz: 🧸❤️

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y/nfp7: anyone else see that she added the bear emoji and a red heart to her bio too?🥹🥹

carmenmmundt: you guys are tooo cuteeee

↳ y/n.sainz: carm 💓

olliebearman: ❤️❤️

*liked by creator*

formula1updates: i’m melting. they are so cuteeeee

carlossainz55: cute theme i guess

↳ olliebearman: i’m growing on you

↳ carlossainz55: yeah like a fungus

↳ olliebearman: oh….that’s good?

francisca.cgomes: so prettyyyy

↳ y/n.sainz: no you kika

bear8fp: omggg the bears??? TOO CUTE

user4: don’t mind me, just sobbing in the corner bc i’ll never have an f1 brother and an f2 bf🥲✌️

f1wags: this is too precious i’m gonna burst 🥹

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(reposts, comments, and likes are appreciated!^-^)

[lxkeeeee]

OBVIOUSLY NOT THE FIRST TIME AND DEFINITELY WOULD NOT BE THE LAST;)

husband! scaramouche x fem! kitsune! wife! reader

synopsis: it's been awhile since they've last done it so why not indulge with each other's bodies for the night? both of them are dominant by the way and sometimes switch on who feels like being a pillow princess.

genre: smut 🙄 because I know how down bad you guys are but so am I lmfao

tags: breeding kink, body worship, cunnilingus, love bites, curse words, fingering, vanilla sex.

Scaramouche can never get used to the feeling of the soft mattress against his back, considering that he and his wife used to just wander everywhere and just sleep anywhere when they get tired from traveling. He sighs blissfully as he watched his wife who was currently sitting in front of the mirror doing her skin care, her [e/c] fox like ears laying flat on her head—Scaramouche doesn't get the the reason why she still insist on applying skin care every night despite her skin already so soft but oh well, he just stopped questioning it since a happy wife is a happy life. His purple eyes stopped scanning the words in the book he was holding before he even lie down on the bed—in fact he never even started reading it because as soon as his eyes landed on her, his attention was quickly whisked away.

His purple eyes never leaving his wife, the way she applied some lip balm to her already soft and plump pink lips that god he can never get enough of.

Her loose white blouse—actually it's actually his blouse but she likes to wear it so he just let her be, the left sleeve already falling off her shoulder showing off her fair skin, showing off her left side part of her collarbones that he just wants to nuzzle his face into and just plant gentle kisses to it. His oversized blouse big enough to reach above her knees and of course she's not wearing any pants.

His eyes trailed down to see one of her fox tails swinging side to side, how cute.

It's been awhile he has seen her tails considering she hides them 99% of the time.

“How's the book darling?” her sultry voice calls out, he can see her looking at him through the mirror, he scoffed, “Its fine, although the pacing of the story was rushed.”

She stared at him through the mirror, their eye contact not breaking before she laughs softly, “Darling, the book you are holding is upside down.”

Scaramouche didn't once break eye contact as his hands slowly turned the book he was holding into the proper position. “What are you talking about woman? You're delusional.” He says although the last part had some joking tone to it.

[y/n] gently placed a hand over her lips as she tried to contain her laughter, “Whatever you say darling.” She says before standing up from her seat, her fox tail immediately disappearing, she switched off the light and only the faint glow of the moon from their window illuminating their bedroom. She turned to look at her husband who had a faint blush on his cheeks. She smiled before taking the empty spot next to him—with him immediately covering her with the thick and heavy blanket. Scaramouche then placed the book on their bedside table, not bothering to book marked it as he didn't even start reading it.

And of course, he immediately nuzzled his face at the crook of her neck—placing gentle kisses to her fair skin. He could hear her laugh softly.

“What's gotten into you, my love?” she asked before a soft moan left her lips as she felt jer husband started to suck on her sweet spot, his hands starting to roam her body, feeling his fingers playfully pull her loose blouse. Cold fingers against her warm skin.

“I just missed you, can't his husband miss his dearly beloved wife?” he mutters as he let himself enjoy feeling his hands roam around her body, already memorized every spot she likes being teased and fondled. After all, she is his wife.

“More than godhood?” she teased and she can feel his deadpanned expression. “Hey now, that was foul.” he grumbles and she just laughs, “I am just teasing you, my love.” she didn't hear anything from him for awhile until she heard him mumble, “Of course, more than godhood or the gnosis.” he softly whispered, he cups her face as their lips were mere inches apart. “You'll always be my priority, if I ever betray this statement of mine then you are free to slap me back to reality, because nothing is more dearer than you and if I think otherwise then I might've gone insane and need you to snap me back to reality.” he truthfully says, genuine at his words.

Scaramouche was also shocked considering godhood has been always his goals but you came along and suddenly he's questioning every decisions he makes, making sure that he never hurts you whatsoever. After all, He doesn't want to be your fourth betrayal. He loves you too much and he's afraid of hurting you, the one good thing in his life, the only constant, his queen, his other half.

“Don't blame me if I suddenly slap you, okay since you said it yourself.” She says, voice teasing and sultry.

“I would never blame you, I promise.” he says genuinely before placing his lips into hers, their bodies tangled with one another, his hands around her waist, pulling her as closer as he can, her hands cupping his cheeks. The kiss started slow and soft before it turned into more sensual, he slipped his tongue into her mouth, their tongues dancing around each other before she eventually gave in and let him explore, sucking into her tongue, exploring every nook and crevices. Deep and heavy breathing can be heard from the two as spent a few minutes just passionately kissing each other, pulling away to breathe before their lips found each other again.

Scaramouche slowly trailed down to her jawline, planting soft kisses and then down to her neck. Sucking on her flesh, gently biting down to her skin. Soft moans coming from her as soft groans from him. Her name leaving his lips like a prayer, words of praise escaping his soft and kissable lips. “You're so beautiful [y/n], archons, I'm so lucky to be your husband.” he mutters, “to be able to touch you like this, taste you like this.” he softly whispers as his fingers slowly trailed down to the lining of her lacy dark purple underwear, softly tugging it down and just threw the thin fabric unto the floor, the cold air immediately hitting her warm core. She shudders both from the coldness of the air and the coldness of her husband's fingers.

“Can I touch you, my love?” he softly asked despite his fingers already itching to explore her body once more. She softly whines, “Yes, please.. please touch me and make love to me. I miss you” she softly says, a sultry look her face that's enough to darkened the lust on the Balladeer's eyes.

He smirked before his hands go down even lower, reaching her slick folds. He grins, “Oh [y/n] always so eager for me. Such a good girl.” She moaned as his fingers sent shock to her spine, if feels so good. Her toes curling everytime she feels his fingers fondled with her clit, rubbing circles around her folds.

Scaramouche just looked at the pleasurable expression of his wife, already noticing the discomfort in his own pants, feeling the tighten of his underwear around him. He softly groans as he continues to play with her. He brought up his slick covered finger Infront of his face, she looked at him with a dazed expression, “Look how wet you are my love,” he softly mutters, as he played with the slick covering his fingers, “I wonder how you taste like, but then again... I already knew since it is... My favorite taste after all.” he smirked as sucked on his fingers, tasting her juices. A soft moan escaped his lips before plucking the fingers out of his mouth. [Y/n] just looked at him with a flustered expression, despite already experiencing this scene countless times, she can never get used to it. “Delicious.” He smirked before he moved his body lower and lower, enough for his face to be facing his wife's throbbing cunt. He almost moaned, he just wants to fuck her dumb but his wife's pleasure comes first before his.

He just smirked and oh.

Her body immediately arched as she felt his wet muscle sliding across her folds, moans escaping her lips, “mm-ah! Ye-yes! You're tongue feel so aah- good~” she moaned out, voice stuttering. She can feel her eyes rolling to the back of her head as she started seeing stars from pleasure.

Scaramouche continued to lap at his wife's juices like a man dying of thirst, groans leaving his lips as he kept on tasting her. Archons, so delicious... This pussy is mine and mine only. God how did I get so lucky? He thought to himself as continued to eat her throbbing cunt.

“archons~! Scara-mm~ I'm gonna-im gonna—” she loudly moaned as she felt like the knot in her stomach is about to burst.

He continues on eating her out before he realizes that she's almost about to climax, he grins as he stopped.

Whines immediately left her lips, “Why did you stop?” she deadpans and he just laughs. “Can't have you finishing early my love, we just got started~” he cooes before slipping a finger to her sensitive hole which immediately made the girl gasp.

“Got to make sure you're prepped and ready for me.” he says as he slipped another finger, then making a scissoring motion while his other hand clumsily removed his pajamas and underwear—revealing his erect length in all of its glory, precum already starting to ooze out of the tip. Her [e/c] eyes darkened with even more lust despite her already moaning so hard to her husband's fingers.

“Ple-please, fuck me already... Breed me...” she whispers and his eyes darkened as he imagined her with a swollen belly that's carrying his child. He smirked, “As you wish, my lady.” he says as he removed his fingers from her sopping wet hole and got on top of her, placing his hands on her hips, pulling her enough to position his length to her needy cunt. “Please tell me when to move.” he orders as he slowly pushed himself to her, a broken moan leaving his lips, as he felt the tip go in. “Fu-fuck, you fe-feel so good.” he muttered as his wife is too focused on the his length and girth, her back arched as tears of pleasure runs down her cheeks. “mm~ you feel so good, such a good husband.” you muttered as you feel your warm walls being stretched by him.

With a final push, he finally fully sheathed himself to her, a broken moan escaping both of their lips. Tears swell both of their eyes, despite doing this for many times already, they still can't get used to the fact that in this intimate moment, they are one. Him feeling her warm walls squeezing him is enough to make tears run down his cheeks, and same goes to her with how good he's stretching her, she can feel his tip hit her womb.

“Yo-you can move now...” she softly mutters and Scaramouche nodded as he grabbed both of her feet and placed it into his shoulders so he could have as much movement. The scent of her perfume hitting his nose. He smirked, “Naughty fox, you've been planning this huh?” he says as he took a deep whiff of her ankles and he was right, she did spray perfume to it.

She gave her a small smirk, “Got to be prepared if husband is in the mood.” she teased and Scaramouche just smirked, his purple eyes staring at [e/c] ones. “Such a good w-wife you are, always ple-pleasing her husband.” he teased, his voice stuttering as he felt her walls squeezed on him, he threw his head back as he took deep and heavy breaths. She just smiled at him already starting to get dumb from his cock stretching her so good.

The way his girth just stretched her, the way the crown of his length is buried deep inside her, small movements enough to just make her come undone to him. Scaramouche laughed as he grabbed her legs and pressed it against her chest—in a mating press.

“Since you've been such a good little wife to me, I'm gonna reward you my love. Make sure you don't spill a single drop.” he mutters as he pulled his hips back then slowly pushed it again. A slow and gentle rhythm.

The bed squeaked as he thrusted into her. Hearing her moans is enough to fuel him to keep on going. Loud moans escaping their lips in each thrusts, her back arched, their eyes rolling back to their head as stars clouded their visions.

“A-ahh~ so warm, mm~ so tight, so perfect.” Scaramouche softly moans out, [Y/n] barely understanding what the fuck he just said as she was too focused on how she can feel him go deeper and deeper into her womb, the tip of his length hitting her womb sending shivers and shocks across her spine as she felt the intensity of each thrusts.

She can feel her husband nuzzle his face at the crook of her neck, she felt him bite at her skin, enough to draw out a little blood and leave a mark.

Scaramouche just smirked as he watched her wife's fucked out expression as moans and whines escapes her lips. “You love this don't you? My cock hitting deeper and deeper into your womb, your wa-walls stretching around my girth. Archons, I fit so perfectly around you, m-my love.” He says, his breathing shaky as he let out a moan, his thrusts starts to picked up the pace, skin slapping against skin can be heard in their bedroom, squelching sounds of their juices mixing can be heard, heavy breathing and moaning bouncing across the room.

“mmm~ lo-love you-your co-cock ahh~!”

She moaned out as she felt his hips snapped into hers, his thrusts fast and strong. Scaramouche laughed a bit, his laughter coming off shaky as a moan left his lips.

“Silly girl, did you only marry me for my cock?” he teased, although knowing that that isn't the reason why she married him, after all, their first time was a few years after marriage. Both of them were pretty clueless before when it comes to sex.

She was about to retort but her voice was cut offed as she felt Scaramouche pull her into a deep and passionate kiss, his tongue immediately slipping into her mouth, she can feel hinds hands go under her blouse and started to fondle and squeezed her breast.

It was too much, the feeling of his cock in her womb, his tongue inside her mouth, his hands playfully playing with her breast. Her eyes started to roll back as her moans got louder and only Scaramouche's name leaving her lips. She can feel it, the knot on her womb almost breaking.

“mmm-I'm ahh~ gonna, I'm gonna c-cum~!” she moaned out, voice muffled by the kiss and Scaramouche smiled before pulling his face away.

“Y-yes that's right, mm~ cum, cum, cum my love~” he stutters out as groans and moans left his lips, the pacing of his thrusts became more intense and steady rhythm gone as he felt himself approach closer to climax.

She can feel it, with his harsh thrusts the knot in her stomach break as her back arched and a loud moan escaped her lips.

“I-I'm cum-cumming!”

Scaramouche almost lost his balance as she felt her climaxed, her walls getting tighter and he just smirked as he continues to ride her orgasm. He looked down at his cock to see a white ring starting to form at the base from their juices, loud squelching noises enough to drive him further, his thrusts started to get sloppy as he too approached his orgasm.

Tears started to swell on her eyes as she felt so sensitive after reaching climax and her husband is still at it, each thrusts painful and pleasurable. “Mmm~! I-its too much~ ahh~” she cries out and Scaramouche only kissed away her tears as he kept pounding into her, the sounds of skins slapping getting louder.

“Al-almost haa~ done my love~”

He moaned out, as he too felt like he's approaching his climax, his legs, his head thrown back from pleasure.

“This time, I-I'm gonna make you pregnant. So make sure not waste a single drop.” he shakily moans out and she just as “yes.” kept coming out of her lips.

With one final thrust, he managed to deeply thrust himself as thick, warm and creamy cum shoots out and covered her womb. A broken moan leaving his lips. [Y/n] threw her head back in pleasure as she felt his warm seed coating her womb.

Heavy breathing can be heard from the two, sweat trailing down their bodies.

Scaramouche didn't pull out immediately, making sure her cunt got all of his seed.

“ha-ah~ you've done well, my love.” he shakily says and [y/n] didn't say anything but just caressed her husband's face, he immediately took her hand and placed gentle kisses. Their eyes not breaking contact. Smiles on both of their faces.

“Hoping tha-that this time our love would bear fruit.” she shakily says, love filled [e/c] eyes staring at purple ones.

Scaramouche just looked at her in adoration, his thumb rubbing circles around her stomach.

“Hopefully.” he softly says as he slowly pulled himself out, his eyes watched some of his cum starting to spill out, using his fingers to scooped it and then plunging it into cunt again. She shudders at the feeling of his fingers.

He sighs before his legs gave out, making him fall on top of her, soft laughter can be heard from the two.

Scaramouche immediately nuzzled his face against her breast, soft satisfied humming can be heard from him. Her hands immediately started to play with his indigo locks.

“I love you.” he softly mutters, voice muffled against her breast, she smiled, “I love you too, my dear husband.”

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[ellena-asg]

From crossover episode (Touch of death, part II, NCIS: LA 3x21).

In one of my metas about Danny and his mental health I said that Scott perfectly showed all details of Danny's (and in general) anxiety, depression and abuse victimage. I also mentioned that Danny's body language is very clear to me (not only me here, I know from the feedback that there are more people with similar traumas *hugs*), it's like having, you know, victim radar (victim recognizes other victim, signals, something like that).

Yup. Danny's body speaks. Speaks very often. Sometimes speaks instead of Danny. Yes, Danny is strong. Damn strong. He can be bamf!Danny ♥️ He always fights. Oh yes. But he also suffers 😢 Mentally. Still. He can smile, he can joke, he can try to be brave, Mr I'm Okay and/or I'll Be Okay but the pain is still there inside him.

Sure, Danny often talks about things that make him anxious - but not about them all. So much is still inside him. And his body "knows it". His body shows it. His body "betrays" him. His body reacts - f.e. when he has anxiety attack (of any kind) and when those who mentally abused Danny are still (damn!) around him (Rachel, her mother Amanda - the cases we know from canon) or when someone mentions them (like Chin in the scene above - heh, this episode is just one of the many examples).

Yeah, here Chin mentions Amanda. Oh, he says the truth - it's a blood feud. Amanda made Danny's blood boil, living with her (and Rachel), I mean: being in this family, was a pure horror to Danny's mind. Friendly reminder: He was mentally abused, he was treated like a shit, like someone worse, someone who should meet other people's expectations/visions (his dreams? his passions? his emotions? there was no place for them - this family only played with his feelings). Who should beg. Who should feel guilty for everything. He was treated in a very unfair way (Grace too). Once he started hating himself, all what he loved (including job/saving people's lives), his own life (attempted suicide) - because of other people's (Hollander family) manipulations. He suffered as a father, as a human being and as a man too, I guess (cause Rachel's mother seems to have damn misandristic vibes 🙄 - or did she hate/humiliate "only" Danny and "only" for Danny being Danny? ehh). And he was punished for... for having enough. For wanting escape (from "sweet and kind her majesty Rachel"). For telling the truth about Rachel's toxic/manipulative/narcissistic character. For fighting for his beloved daughter and his parental rights. Huh.

Well, Steve knows well how Danny feels. What Danny says about Hollander family. Danny says it, many times and Steve listens. Danny's Stockholm syndrome, signs of it (oh, that's what Steve doesn't see in the Sarin episode) like "I should try with Rach again, it's, um, love" (plus him thinking that it's good for Gracie) are still there but mostly, thanks goodness, there's "What are you doing here, Rachel" and "I love you, Steve" (Steve is like cure, like antidote). Steve knows well that this family hurt/still hurts his Danno (and his Gracie). Well, Steve was at Rachel's (and Stan's) house and he witnessed Rachel's: "Now I'll humiliate you in front of your partner/new friend - by the way... you have friend? Someone likes you? Someone believes/protects you? It can't be!". Steve saw all her lies. Saw her games. Saw her character. Saw her war against Danny and Grace. So... Steve knows and he doesn't want Danny to be with this family again (yeah, he's jealous too but it's another topic 😉). And... Ohana of course knows too.

Chin knows. Danny trusts him. Steve trusts him. Chin knows and sees Danny's past as bloody. As painful to Danny. Blood feud 👉 Hollanders (Savage/Edwards). Exactly, Chino.

Chino, Chino, Chino. Ay, look, I love Chin very much. But he mentioned Amanda, mentioned the past and... Look at Danny. At his body (cause Danny tries to act like everything is okay), his body speaking (seriously, it's just a random example and one day I'll collect them all and write about them, I swear):

The very first reaction:

Silence. Damn silence. No smile. No laughter. No jokes. No sarcasm. Dead silence. What else? Clenched jaw. Narrowed eyes. Tension. Where's that Danny who just had fun with Chin, G and Sam?

He suffers.

I can feel his pain (Chin mentioned Amanda and bad memories came back). I can feel his frustration (cause Chin, seriously, why? and why here? why in front of non-Ohana guys? why you think they should know about Danny's trauma - and about this one caused by his ex mother-in-law?). His anger. Anxiety (panic) attack is coming.

Next reaction: Closed eyes. Mouth open.

Anxiety, anxiety attack. Breathe, he needs to breathe. Inhale, exhale, inhale... Damn, it's painful. Damn, they are there and they are watching.

Third reaction: Okay (it's not okay but it will be - Danny fights with himself, as always). Danny ignores Chin's words (safety).

He literally pretends he didn't hear that. Pretends that Chin didn't say that. He starts talking to G Cullen. He wants to talk about anything, he asks questions, he tries to draw G's (and Sam's) attention away from Chin's words, away from Amanda, from Rachel, from his old life. Chatty Williams is back. And huh, looks like boys didn't notice any change - good, thinks Danny. BUT YOUR BODY, DANNY... 😭

It was a painful moment. Chin means no harm and Danny knows it but still - bad memories (they're painful). Danny doesn't need them. Danny doesn't want to remember that he once had SUCH mother-in-law (oh, it's not just another story about a hahaha salty man and his hahaha "awful" mother-in-law and hahaha "awful" ex wife, nope - it's a sad story about a really anxious person and their really abusive "family"). SUCH past. Danny doesn't need Chin to mention it now or joke about it (Chin doesn't joke but tell it to the anxious mind). If Danny needs to rant about it - HE rants. If Chin wanted to say "Hey, I remember who hurt you and I'm with you" - it's lovely, he's a great friend and brother and Danny knows, Danny appreciates. But hell, it's not a good place, not a good situation, not... (plus: Danny is frustrated and worries now about the world/their case and especially about Steve and Steve's issues in Japan and when he thinks about his beloved one... boom! suddenly Chin summons "ghost" of cursed person).

It was a painful moment but Danny is strong. Strong again. He tries to focus on something safe. On anything not-damn-past-related. He's like "Let's talk about YOUR past instead, G". G mentioned his past earlier so it's okay to talk. And G's past is tied to their case. Damn, Danny can talk now even about the clouds outside - just no more talks about his past. Not now. Not when he doesn't need that.

Yes and no, Chin. Amanda (and Rachel) don't count - they're not Danny's family (never really were), they're not his Ohana. He doesn't need them, doesn't want them - he is forced to hear about them/to see them because of Gracie (for Gracie). But yes, they count - they count as blood feud. As those people who make Danny highly anxious and depressed. And highly angry.

His past. It still makes Danny's blood boil. He is still not safe. He still needs to heal. His body shouts. Meanwhile show writers: 😈

[airbendling]

Percy Jackson and the Olympians

My thoughts during and after the first two episodes.

Spoilers, spoilers, spoilers!

Disclaimer: This is unedited. The story is still unfolding and this is just my opinion as a long time fan, recently graduated film major, and a storyteller.

I Accidentally Vaporize My Pre-Algebra Teacher

"Look, I didn't want to be a half-blood." AAAA A A AA AAAAAA. I am so hype for this.

"Hey fellas, wanna come hear about the imaginary things I see? Not a thing you want to be saying. To anyone."

The doodles in his notebook! So sweet. And he plays Mythomagic... I'm reeling. Can't wait to meet Nico though I know it's years away.

Percy's very quiet without his narration and such. Wish we had more of it throughout the episode.

His signature and it not fitting in the name box on his worksheet is a nice touch.

Percy owns this emoji 🤨

His friendship with Grover is everything. Swapping sandwich fixings without a second thought, the genuine smiles. I'm loving it.

That Ms. Dodds transformation was clean though I wish she was more threatening.

The insistence of the line "I didn't touch Nancy" caught me off guard. Simply, "I didn't push her." Would've sounded more natural.

Love the Jackson sass in Sally, but I'd prefer more from Gabe. He wasn't angry and irrational enough, not gross enough, he conceded to Sally too quickly. If This guy got turned to stone by the severed head of Medusa I'd just feel kinda bad for him.

I was really hoping for the "Not a scratch on this car, brain boy." and Percy's "Like I'd be the one driving 🙄"

The word vomit from Sally was a little much but Percy's Jesus line was gold.

"You are singular." Just kinda took me out of the moment. Odd wording in such an emotional beat.

I hear all my film professors screaming in my head. Why did Percy stop running when his Mom was fighting the Minotaur? He started, then just stood there and watched. Run, Percy, run!

This moment would have a lot more impact if he was running to her when she disappeared.

His battle with the Minotaur, the lack of music until he rips off the horn, well done. Very well done.

Stunning end credits art!

I Become Supreme Lord of the Bathroom

I'm so happy they're keeping the chapter titles for the episodes.

Okay why was the "You drool when you sleep" so ominous and random. Like it was filmed and edited as an afterthought just to check the "Iconic Line" box without understanding why it's iconic. It's funny cause he's thinking she's gonna say how cool he is or whatever. Then she says "You drool when you sleep." and runs off. Real 12-year-old energy there.

Grover's nervous energy I know and love. Aryan is killing it!

"I think my dad must be around here somewhere. I don't know how to ask for him. I don't even know his name. But I think I should see him, I think I really need that right now. Can you help me?" ...What is this?

Dionysus trying to trick him into thinking he's his father was funny but Percy actually believing it...? Would've loved that inner commentary in this moment.

The Camp Half-Blood grounds looks so barren and underdeveloped to me. The cabin area is wonderful though.

I was so scared that tree nymph with Grover was Thalia. I think this only character design I'm not a fan of so far. Her eyes felt uncanny and too human. Maybe a bit more color variation in her face bark(?) or some kind of framing, textural detail.

Yes! They're including weird demigod dreams!

I'm loving the portrayal of Luke by Charles Bushnell. He's caring, understanding, laidback. The masterful cold delivery of "Hermes is my father," but brushing it off like the Cool Guy he is, "But that doesn't matter, we're all on the same team here."

His arc is going to be devastating.

Oh and Percy's message to his mom, so happy to report he's actually making friends but he's talking about Luke and Chris Rodriguez.

Devastating.

Percy: Hey guys! Can't sleep huh?

This line and the cutaway was utter perfection.

ANNABETH!! !! !!!!!!! My beloved.

Never thought "Sunshine" would be a nickname for Percy Jackson.

Aww Annabeth fixing his crooked armor.

Great Capture the Flag battle scene! Dynamic and interesting. Nice fight choreography.

Percy: No maiming. That's like, the one rule?

Clarisse: Yeah I guess I'll lose dessert privileges for a while. 😌😁I'll live.

Loving it.

Luke's utter shock after Percy getting claimed. Ooohhohoooo.

The Poseidon cabin was a jumpscare. The outside is a little... on the nose. Like, make it look Greek, paint it blue, slap a Trident symbol on there, done. And all the hanging bones and stuff? I mean, sure, I guess. The cabins were so fun and unique in the books.

More "singular" usage by important characters. Is there a reason for this?

Amazing Dionysus casting. Truly.

Final thoughts...

Let's start with some positives.

The set design, production design, and costume design are remarkable. With a handful of exceptions, overall, it looks gorgeous, especially with the A+ cinematography and lighting. Gorgeous!!

The porch of the Big House with the stained glass was an phenomenal choice. I love it so much.

The action is well-paced and dynamic, keeping the fight scenes interesting and believable.

And the acting is wonderful despite the writing.

Oh, the writing... Yeah, I don't like it.

It doesn't do justice to the actors or the characters.

Walker is naturally funny. Watch him in anything, any interview ever. The kid played alongside Ryan Reynolds as a younger version of him. Dare I say he outshined Ryan himself in The Adam Project.

Percy narrated everything, for five whole books. And them some. We know this kid. He's funny. He's observant, sarcastic, imaginative, impulsive, a bit clueless, but sweet.

I think regular or even occassional voiceover commentary from Percy would be gamechanging. I mean that with my whole heart and soul. If I could change one thing about the whole series it would be this.

Walker could really shine but I feel like his dialogue is lacking. And sometimes just a bit odd. Like, who talks like that? (There's my professors again). Sounds kinda AI-generated to me. (not speculating, I think it's just bad writing.)

There was a lot of great lines, don't get me wrong. But I think overall, everyone's dialogue is coming up short. The PJO we know is clever and fun and I don't think it reflects that well at all.

Percy Jackson is one of the most popular series ever with a very distinct style that makes it stand out from other YA fiction stories. I feel like more could've been done to preserve those vibes and translate them to the screen.

Movie/show adaptations of books are often hit-or-misses. I think the PJ fandom has always been so passionate about getting it right is because of that distinct style.

Rick is there. They have a phenomenal cast. It's good, but it could have been extraordinary. It could have been groundbreaking. But they settled.

There were many, many moments I saw could have been instantly improved but the smallest change. But they settled.

All this to say... I'm disappointed, but I'm not surprised, and I'm not mad.

When the rest of the episodes come out, I think it'll come together to be a decent adaptation and a fun show. I'm staying positive.

[lexxlouuu]

How you get the Girl

Chapter 9: In her gamer Era

Warnings: Internet Trolls, cyberbullying

Earnhardt_Lily

Shoutout to my dad for helping me finally get the apartment set up fully. Including the many knick knacks and gaming equipment 😅 oh and your fur grandkids say thanks for all the snuggles too 🐈‍⬛

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User1: gamer Lily is back 😍

User2: new episode of Don’t Tell the Grid please 🥺 it’s been forever

landonorris: I didn’t know you played 🧐

lucejohnson: but where is the manga collection 😭

Earnhardt_Lily: @lucejohnson I literally just got the final box unpacked. All the manga are scattered around the bookshelf that dad put up. I’ll post when I have it all set up 🫣

Earnhardt_Lily: landonorris the real question is do you play 🧐 and if so what?

landonorris: @Earnhardt_Lily of course I play…

Earnhardt_Lily

Giving the people what they didn’t ask for more non racing content and a real look at my obsession with manga that has me in a chokehold 😅

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User1: The infamous manga collection 😍

User2: okay but shouldn’t you be practicing for your next race ….

User3: @User2 Drivers don’t have to be focusing on driving 24/7 . The next race isn’t even until next weekend 🙄

Turning my notifications for Instagram off I press the button on the side of the phone and lock it before setting it down next to me. Grabbing the last box remaining in the living room I drag it closer to me and open it up. It was a late move in present from my dad and step-mom. Inside it was filled with various manga that I had been eyeing for awhile, a photo album that I would definitely be looking through later, my beloved nascar blanket that I had forgotten in the move, an assortment of fuzzy socks, and a replica of my Red Bull car. Grabbing the box containing the replica car, I gently open the box and take the car out. Dad and I had this tradition that started after seeing Addie’s collection of her cars. Every year she would have a replica mini car made to display in her living room. When I got into Indy Car dad surprised me with my own miniature replica car and since then we’ve kept the tradition going. Walking over to the shelves filled with trophies, various helmets from the past, and lastly the 5 Indy car miniatures I put the mini Red Bull next to the 2022 Penske. Picking up my phone to see if Addie or Luce text back to my earlier text about when a good time to record the next episode of Don’t tell the Grid was for them I am surprised to see instead of a response from either and a dm request from someone on Instagram. Thinking it was probably a random fan or person I didn’t think much of it and was ready to delete the request when I saw that it was from Lando.

Lando: hey, super weird to message you this way but I don’t have your number and thought it would be weirder if I got it from Max 😅

Lily: ummm hi. Thank you for not doing that. What’s up ?

Lando: I saw that you played and wondered if you would want to stream sometime? It doesn’t have to be like broadcasted or anything. Just like online gaming or something🫣

Lily: uhh yeah that would be cool. I’m not a big fan of the f1 games. I’m horrible at them. I’d be down for like elder scrolls online or like we could play the same game and just talk via headphones 😅 I’ve been on a Witcher 3 kick and Fallout

Lando: I’d be down for that. What’s your number?I’ll send you my gamer tag and invite you

Lily: xxx-xxx-xxxx

End of Direct Messaging

[nimata-beroya]

MY THOUGHTS ON TBB 2×07 "The Clone Conspiracy" & 2×08 "Truth and Consequences"

Let me start by saying that these episodes didn't go as I expected. I had a whole (not very clear) plot in my head that did not happen. At all. But I love them! It had me on the edge of my seat the entire time!

My thoughts and reactions are below the cut

2×07 "The Clone Conspiracy"

I gasped when I saw 79's. In a weird way, I was surprised that was still functioning, which is stupid. Of course, it's still open. The Empire is trying to rid of the Clones, but they're not gone yet, so they still need a place to get hammered. Now, more than ever, I think.

As these 2 clones talk (Cade and Slip, my beloveds), it hit me that that bar played a part in another conspiracy. Argh! 😩 The feels!! Why?! 😭

And I'm now headcanoning that this guy here is either Cade or Slip (probably, Cade since he was the one who had second thoughts first)

*sighs*

Anyway, let's continue…

It hurts so much watching the clones deal with all the crap the Empire makes them do. I just want to hug them and protect them at all cost.

As much as it hurts, I knew Cade wasn't going to live much longer. And my thought at that moment about the assassin was, "please, don't be Crosshair. Don't be you. PLEASE!!" And the scope didn't look like his but I was not sure until they showed the helmet. Of course, then the question was who the hell is that?

Wait! They're saying that Kamino fell because of a massive storm?!?!! that's the worst excuse ever! like, how not everybody automatically knows that it's a big fat lie?! Kamino? A planet used to horrible storms, so their building were made for resisting those. That Kamino?! Honestly, Rampart has absolutely no imagination or logical thought.

Of Course! It's about that recruitment bill 🙄

BAIL!!! Bail is here!

RIYO!!! WOOHOO!! THAT'S MY GIRL, FIGHTING FOR THE CLONES!! I'm so ecstatic to see her (I knew she would, since I saw that leaked pic of her with Rex and the boys) and it's so good to watch her doing what she does best.

(My Foxiyo shipping heart is wishing to see Fox too, or at least that she mentions him or something. Just a tiny hint. I know it won't happen but dreaming cost nothing)

Hmm… Rampart, I see trouble coming your way. The Emperor has no patience for failure, and you are on very thin ice. And how apparent is that you know absolutely nothing about Riyo if you think she'll be appeased so easily. Oh boy! Your end is near, I think… Unless you have a card up your sleeve, which I doubt. Oh, I'm going to enjoy watching you fall so much 😈

Harsh words from Riyo, but true. You're not getting any younger, my dears. You're getting older twice as fast, in fact. I think not only the clones are guilty of ignoring that fact. In real life and when you're young, you think that it won't happen to you, until one day you get up and say "oh Fuck" and you're old. The sad thing is that as things are going, the clones won't have enough time to enjoy life before that happens 😣

Slip, what are you doing? Oh calling Rex? Yes, yes, yes!!!

Be careful Riyo, Rampart is a snake. Actually, that's an insult to snakes. But the sentiment applies. Good thing you're not stupid and didn't believe a word he said.

Ooooooh! Bail, nice! The King of clandestine meetings. This reminds me of the fic I need to finish writing. Opps! 😅 I'm all for Organa-Riyo secret rebel meetings.

Oh fuck! Riyo move!!! No no no no no, Slip come back! No! 😖😭😭 I knew it! RIP Slip 💔

Now, Riyo, RUN!!! Run like hell! AAAAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!

YES!!!! REX IS HERE!!!!! Just in time. Phew!! Now let's see who this guy is.

Wait! Oh my goodness! 😳 he killed himself. Who's this guy and what happened to him, because this seems a little too extreme for a normal trooper. Even if as a "believer". Could've he been reconditioned? Is he one of the cadets of Kamino that went through a harsher brainwashing? What??!!

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! They can't leave it there!!! How dare they!! Thank God they released the next episode, too, or it'd have been a hell of a week waiting.

2×08 "Truth and Consequences"

Hey!! The boys! Finally! (Well, actually the previous ep was too good, and I missed them much less than I should have)

Oh, My boy Wrecker is taking a nap. But baby, in that position you'll get a kink on your neck. Mine hurts just by watching you.

GONKY!!!!!! Thank goodness you're all right! I was afraid that he was fried for good.

Oh, Omega is meditating. Nice (hmm, I can imagine what everyone fond of the idea of her being force-sensitive will say about this. I'm not on that wagon, tho) There! From her own mouth! She's not force sensitive.

Oh, Echo!! 🥺🥺 Can I hug you?

Ok, here we go.

Well, I'm just saying that Hunter have a point. The last place they should put a foot on IS Coruscant. He's not wrong about that. BUT... also with Rex's expertise of going in and out of it without raising alarms should reduce the risks. And it's for a very good cause, so, go, go, go.

That's how it's pronounced?! I've been saying Riyo wrong all along 😕

LOL! Omega always being cute with her little wave 😊

I love that Echo is ready to testify but, yep, that wouldn't go well. Deserters don't have much of credibility. Sorry Echo.

awwwww my girls together, yes! (and that's why Omega will see Palpatine. It makes sense now)

Riyo and Omega in the Senate reminds me of Padme and Ahsoka doing the same thing.

Wait! Shouldn't have Rampart recognize Omega? Sure, he can't even imagine CF99 is in Coruscant and Omega could be any girl, but like didn't he read the reports of every incident involving them? I'm sure in one of those says there's a girl, with Omega's description, among them. Or watched a surveillance footage, something, I don't know. Right? I mean, great that he doesn't recognize her, but it's weird.

Oh, yes! The ice under your feet is getting thinner and thinner, Rampart. I can hear it cracking 😈 Oh, your arrogance is your downfall. Nothing that Riyo can do? HA!! You won't know what hit you

Ugh! Omega, my poor innocent baby. Still so naive to the unfair reality of being a clone. My heart weeps for you

Hehe, Omega tailing along to the meeting with Bail. Such a confidence in her brothers.

UGH!! That old, obnoxious hag?! I hate Burtoni. Altho, I admit that she's caving in more easily than I expected, all thanks to Omega

Ok, Rex, who are those contacts? Wolffe? Cody? Or even Crosshair? Anyone we know? Tell me!! I wanna know!!!

Oh, poor my boy!! He's not having a good day. First, zapped when he bumped that machine and now dealing with his fear of heights. I must say that Wrecker is braver than anyone. He doesn't let his fear stop him.

Hurry up boys!! Ooooh!! More plans. And combined?!

Oh my gosh, Tech!! 😆😆 "I was off by 6.4 meters. Not my best."

Definitely not the best day for Wrecker. He deserves a hug from me 😊

Get him, Riyo!! You're so done, Rampart!

Oh, fuck! Palpatine 🤬

Told you Rampart! You're done (Altho, I thought he'd be around a bit longer, but his fall fits nicely with what I think it might be the rest of Crosshair's arc, so I'm ok with this. Of course, I wouldn't have complained if they had dragged Rampart's misery for a bit longer)

Ah, of course! I'm not even surprised that Palps spinned this to his favor anyway. I know clones are doomed no matter what they do. *Long-suffering sigh*

Wait, what? Echo? what? No!!! you can't leave 😭😭 I'm with Omega here 😭😭

😭😭😭 They're hugging!!!!! 😭😭😭😭😭😭

Noooooooooooooo!!! Omega looks so sad 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

I did not expect this to happen and, even if I don't like it, I get it. It's something Echo needs to do for himself. My only solace is that, happening now by mid-season, it almost certain that Echo will be back sooner than we think.

And I have very important questions after these episodes...

Crosshair, is he safe? Is he all right? Where is he?!!!

[derelictlovefool]

2, 5, 7, 9, 13, 14 for the writing asks!!

Thank you for sending these in liz !! 🥺 I'm not gonna focus on just one fic for these bc i'm a mess and most of my stuff is WIP's anyway but yeah ajsjshsjshs

Do you have any easter eggs in your fic?

I've been trying to add in easter eggs into my multi chapter fics lately!! Currently in The Snake Followed Me Home From Georgia I've been playing around with names for things that could be easter eggs for Hope County. Like I might have John's law firm be called Holland Law (not sure if that's too obvious and on the nose tho so i'm marinating on it). I am tossing some ideas for other easter eggs but i'm not sold on them yet so I won't say anything ahsjsnsns

What's a piece of lore you haven't shown in your fic or don't think you'll be able to add in?

I haven't shown a Lot (But admittedly I also haven't written a Lot) but I think some OC's backstories may not properly make it to the light of day in most of my fics. Unless I start seperate fics for all of my OC's their childhoods and lives up until the current story events will only be known outside of the fic when I talk about them or in very small snippets of dialogue.

I also haven't gotten to it yet in any of my fics but Marvin (Joseph's right hand man peggie who is basically the compound house husband but in a platonic way) has history with Dean and that history is that Dean was close friends with Marvin's late wife back in the day (and therefore Marvin) and !! This will hopefully come into play during at least my main fc5 fic when Dean is taking over an outpost and stops Jess from killing him! (Common Dean L not letting Jess murder and maim like she deserves 🙄)

What character do you enjoy writing most? Why?

Out of canon characters I really love writing Sharky, as a dumb lil guy myself I find him easy to write and he's just a lovable goofball who sparks joy!!

John is a close second even though i'm insecure about how I portray him sometimes, we all make fun of him but I adore his character and getting into his head is a nice challenge.

Honorable mentions would have to be Deadpool and Alvin Murphy from Z Nation, again they fall into characters I just find come natural to me when I write!

Out of my OC's I feel it's very obvious I love writing Dean, he's just My Blorbo you know? I can toss him around in any context and be happy and confident in how i've written him BUT. MOST IMPORTANTLY. I love his kids and writing him with his kids is pure serotonin and if I could only focus on one fic for the rest of my life i'd choose Second Chances hands down.

What is your favourite line/interaction in your fic?

OH GOD OKAY. So there are a lot but I have a scene in chapter one of my fic Blue (mediaeval au my beloved) where Dean and Sharky have a lil reunion after not seeing each other for a while and Dean had carried a boar he caught to Sharky's hut effortlessly and when Sharky tries to lift it he Struggles. (And then freaks Dean out with his carelessnes with a knife) It's just two of my fave idiots interacting and the whole scene (and chapter tbh as it focuses on them and Hurk) brings me joy even if the writing is old !!

Sharky giggles, nudging them with his shoulder as he passes them and attempts to pick up their sack. His giggles are cut short as he grunts at the effort, sack dropping back onto the dirt as quickly as he had lifted it but a centimeter from the ground. Dean's laughter doubles, sides shaking as Sharky's brows furrow and his head whips around to look at them in disbelief.

"How far 'd ya carry this?!" He asks, struggling to drag the sack towards the campfire as Dean holds themself up with their hands on their knees. They shake their head wordlessly, fighting to mute their laughter only to erupt into small giggles as they calm themself down.

"Only a mile i think, and a bit." Dean says through small giggles, straightening their stance and appreciating the newfound warmth spreading through their cold and heavy limbs.

Sharky guffaws at their casual tone, obviously impressed by their ability to carry the heavy sack that far and not have their arms fall off. He mutters something about witchcraft as Dean sits back down on the log, removing the many straps and weapons on their being and placing them on the ground beside their bow. They watch their friend with an amused gaze as he pulls the wild boar from the sack. He looks down right annoyed and they hear him mutter; "Small my ass—" before he stands and walks back to his hut.

"How've ya been anyway? James didn't say much last time he was here, just that ya were working on a new uh, thing." Sharky returns with one of his larger knives, swinging it as he makes a vague gesture with his hand. Dean watches his hand carefully, knowing full well he was capable of cutting a finger off if he wasn't paying attention.

"I've been fine—busy—designing a new freeze, the one we've got's starting to crack and the meat's thawing too fast." They reply, keeping an eye on Sharky's hands as he begins to skin the boar less then precisely.

"And you?" Dean asks, trying not to wince every time they saw the knife flick upwards jerkily.

Is there a transition in your fic you're proud of?

I'm actually horrendous at transitions, i'm the writer that goes "After a while they got to the where they were going," or puts a text divider if I really need a big time skip. I'd like to test out more artistic ways to transition but that'll have to wait </3 So anyway to answer the question not as of yet no.

What is your favourite relationship featured in your fic aside from the main couple (if you have one)?

Okay so in every fc5 fic I write Dean, Sharky and Hurk's friendship is like. My favourite thing to write ever. They are the goofiest dumbasses on the planet and Dean loses what little braincells he has left when he's with them. They are the ride or die gang in almost every au and I just love them your honor. (Also goes without saying Dean and the kids ! Good dad and epic kids dynamic my beloved)

And also Nick and Kim will forever be my fave canon couple and I love when I get to write them in a fic <3

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Alrighty let’s get into this!! So so so excited about this one, Ben and Pookie are my beloveds!

“It hadn’t taken her long after meeting Ben to start treating him like a son; always asking about his missions with Supe Affairs, praising a job well done when he had a successful report, and offering a supportive word even when they didn’t quite go his way.” — Awww that’s so cute, I love how accepting Marie is being of Ben! And it will never not laugh when it comes to her treating him like a son when he’s so much older then her as well 🤣

“But you noticed they were most often his favorites.” — Favouritism at its finest I see, and with her own boyfriend!

“(She still couldn’t cook worth a damn either, but she’d been taking a baking class.)” — AWWW YAY!!! Good for her! Now maybe Auntie Big Mouth can finally shut the hell up and stop being so judgmental on holidays.

“You hadn’t ever gotten around to replacing your IUD after you’d gotten it removed a few months ago. And God knew, Ben didn’t know how to pull out. (And he certainly didn’t buy condoms.)” — Honestly she really should’ve been expecting this outcome at that point 😅

“His first thought was to hire Frank and Loco back as your personal security throughout your pregnancy, and likely even afterwards.” — HELL YEAH!! Best idea ever, Daddy Frank is graduating to Grandpa Frank! 🫶

“You and Ben each got a package in the mail yesterday: a box of bonafide Cuban cigars for him, a maternity body pillow for you, and a hand-crafted toy box for the baby.” — This is so fricking cute! Especially the hand-crafter toy for bubs 🥹

“A son,” he replied. How brow rose, as if the answer was obvious. “I’ll be able to bring him up right. Strong. Not like these beanie-wearing pantywaists running the fucking Starbucks.” — Uh oh… even though we all saw this coming, it still has me facepalming. Honestly out of spite I want the baby to be a girl, then what’s he gonna do? Say “put it back!”? 🤣

“You had hoped for this one day, but it seemed he was finally making room for your family in his heart too.” — This is so damn cute 💖

“As your boyfriend chatted away with your mom, you hid a tendril of worry. You wondered what would happen if the baby turned out to be a girl.” — Yell “put it back” and run out of the room, probably… 😅 jkkk

“So what are you going to do about that?” she asked, gesturing to your man in the kitchen. “Mr. Macho wants his prized stud. What happens if he doesn’t get him?” — I’m anxious that Ben can hear them talking… but she’s also got a point.

“Congratulations,” she told you both. “She’s the right size for twelve weeks of development. And look there, you can even see the umbilical cord—” — IT’S A GIRL HELL YEAH!! Sucks to suck Ben 😏

““You sure this thing isn’t on the fritz?” Ben asked, bumping the ultrasound monitor with his hand.” — Oh Jesus he’s really gonna act like a baby about this? I’m not surprised, I’m honestly just embarrassed for him.

“Ben’s jaw worked as he barely held himself from barking back at you. It wouldn’t be the first time you levied your smart mouth at him, but it wasn’t often that you disrespected him.” — OH HELL NAH!! There ain’t no way he’s gonna chuck this tantrum, and then act like HE’S the disrespected one!

“It’s not all about you,” you shot back. “In case you’ve forgotten, I’m the one carrying this baby. I’m not just a human incubator.” — YOU TELL HIM POOKIE!! He needs to learn that you get what you get and you don’t get upset! She’s going through a potentially life threatening process (especially in this case) in order to bring THEIR baby into the world, and he’s acting like a little bitch just because there’s a vagina and not a penis 🙄

“No, you listen,” you snapped, whirling around on him. “I would’ve been content no matter if it was a boy or a girl, and you ruined that today. You really did.” — I’m 1000% on her side here, there was no need for that reaction, especially in public.

“Ben’s hand tightened in your hair. That...was a thought he hadn't considered. It now made his stomach clench, though he remained silent.” — He’s finally seeing that having this baby is a major risk for her and her well-being.

“The truth is, I couldn’t wait to fuck you raw to make this happen.” — Yeah Ben, we know how keen you were 🤣

“And he pulled a black velvet box out of his pocket. You let out a shaky breath of surprise.” — OH MY GOD ITS HAPPENING!!!! OH MY GOD OH MY GOD!!

“Besides those old pictures, the only thing I’ve got left of my mother is right here,” — That’s so damn sweet and sentimental 🥺

“If I had to go back, do it all over again,” he said, “I wouldn’t have done a damn thing different.” — Oh god you’ve got me tearing up here, this line means so much. Especially when you consider the captivity he went through as well 🥹

“Yeah,” you agreed, with a beaming smile. “Let’s do it.” — THEY’RE SO CUTE OMGGG!!

“What do you mean, Tonya?” — On a first name basis with the psycho doctor, I see.

“The development concerns you,” she clarified, meeting your gaze. “As you know, we’ve been monitoring you very closely.” — preparing myself for heartbreak right now…

“It’s your wife’s cell regeneration levels,” the doctor replied, pointing to the second graph. “Hers have become almost as high as yours.” — I think I’m catching your drift here… 😏

“Ben noticed and caught you quick. His arms came around you, though as the news dawned on him, his face slid into shock.” — Awhhhh look at him protecting his girl 🫶

“I believe that blood transfusion, as well as your pregnancy greatly accelerated the effects, but no, this isn’t an isolated incident.” Dr. Baker shook her head. “Your DNA has mutated.” — My listening ears (or whatever the reading equivalent is) are on rn because this is getting really really interesting and I’m so so curious!

“How often would you say you two have sex?” —AHAHAH!!! AND THERE IT IS!!!

“You sighed and held his hand back. I chose this man. Remember that.” — She probably says this to herself on a regular basis 🤣

““He’s morally opposed to them, doctor,” you said dryly.” — It would most likely be a mission to try and get him to wear a condom, a futile effort.

“Ben blinked, and a frown also tugged down his brows. Are you saying that I gave her my superpowers��like an STD?” he asked.” — I’M WHEEZING!!! 🤣🤣

“If this was what it took to be with your husband, then altering your genetics was a price you were willing to pay…at least in this way.” — They’re gonna get to have a long life together after all 🥹

“He smirked. “You’ve got a supe STD.”” — BENJAMIN YOU CHEEKY MOTHERFUCKER 🤣

“When you first told me you loved me, you said you were holding back the truth. Because you thought that one day, you’d be alone again,” you said, stroking his chest. “That honestly broke my heart. And it made me wonder if I was selfish to be with you anyway.” — That line of thinking makes sense for her, and I really can’t blame her. When you love someone, you don’t want to cause them pain. And being with him, knowing that her lifespan is much shorter then his, and that he’ll have to grieve her, would make her feel terrible. I’m really glad you touched on this 🫶

“And at this rate, I might even live longer than you,” you teased. “After all, you got a head start. Compared to you, I’m still a hot young thing.” — I mean she’s got a point there too! 😂

“You shot him a look, but you were careful not to disturb the sleeping newborn resting on your chest, in the crook of your arm.” — BUBBA GIRL IS HERE!!!!

“And now, his entire world was in this room. He’d never admit it, but it was a terrifying thought, for a man who’d had everything and nothing.” — That would be terrifying for him, especially knowing that he can’t be there to protect them 24/7. Hopefully the bubba has inherited his invincibility, then he won’t have to worry as much 🫶 Actually I’m curious how her aging will go.

“Either way, he knew then that she was going to be a handful. Just like you.” — She’s definitely going to be headstrong, that’s for sure! Am I right to assume she won’t be afraid to talk back to him and stand her ground? 😂

“He knew then that what he said to you before was right. If he had to go back to 1984, or even 1944, he’d do it all exactly the same.” — This is literally such a satisfying conclusion to this series 🥹

This was a wild ride and I adored every second of Ben and Pookie’s journey together! So I would 100000% LOVE to see something about their family dynamic because I can already imagine how funny it would be to witness! What’s the bet that even though he wanted a boy, he’s going to be wrapped soooo tight around his little girls finger!

Strong as Blood - Part 2

Pairing: Soldier Boy/Ben x F. Reader

Summary: After you accidentally break through a solid wood table, you know there’s something wrong with you. You begin to have your suspicions, but can you keep it from Ben long enough to find out? 

(In other words: This is the story of how you and Ben discover that you’re pregnant.)

AN: And here's Part 2! (This two-part fic can be read as stand-alone, but it’s really a bonus sequel to Break Me Down!)

Here’s the chronological reading order for the series:

Break Me Down

Love Actually

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Strong As Blood (Part 1)

(Also, for those of you in the medical field…try to suspend your disbelief on this one. 😅)

Word Count: 6,200 Tags/Warnings: Angst, hurt/comfort, fluff overload.

Part 2: “One Year, Forty, and a Hundred”

About a week later, you and Ben told your family the good news.

Your mom, Marie, took Ben’s face in her hands and pressed a delighted motherly kiss on his cheek, and then his forehead.

He very narrowly tolerated it with his usual gruffness, but you knew better. You saw the fond glint well hidden in his eyes, even after Marie released him.

It hadn’t taken her long after meeting Ben to start treating him like a son; always asking about his missions with Supe Affairs, praising a job well done when he had a successful report, and offering a supportive word even when they didn’t quite go his way.

Ben maintained his usual stoic bravado, but you knew he secretly ate up the praise, along with Marie’s genuine, nurturing nature.

Every time you saw your mother, she would give you baked goods in tupperware—for both of you, she claimed. But you noticed they were most often his favorites. You had a feeling she’d won him over early on with her macadamia nut brownies. (She still couldn’t cook worth a damn either, but she’d been taking a baking class.)

So Ben continued to help her do the dishes, even though she insisted he was a guest in her home. He claimed he was doing it so you wouldn’t jump in yourself.

And now we’re family, you had pointed out. Then Ben gifted you with one of those smiles, subtle and pleased, just for you.

You felt somewhat lazy, just sitting at the kitchen table with your sister Luisa. She sat close to you with her arm looped around yours, and she rubbed your lower back, which you now realized had been aching more often. For God’s sake, you hadn’t even realized you were late on your period.

I need to take some time off work, even before this kid gets here, you mused.

Realistically though, you should’ve expected this might happen. You hadn’t ever gotten around to replacing your IUD after you’d gotten it removed a few months ago. And God knew, Ben didn’t know how to pull out. (And he certainly didn’t buy condoms.)

“What’re you hoping for, a boy or a girl?” Louisa asked you and Ben, disrupting the path of your thoughts. You turned to your sister thoughtfully.

She still had her reservations about him, but she seemed to be warming up to your boyfriend a bit more after you told her the news. Especially after Ben had explained one of his plans over dinner.

His first thought was to hire Frank and Loco back as your personal security throughout your pregnancy, and likely even afterwards.

It was a rare time when you didn’t argue with him; the idea made sense, especially if you were going to continue working in Surveillance at Supe Affairs until you went on maternity leave. And, it would just be great to see them again. Frank had already agreed to start on Monday, after giving his polite congratulations.

(You and Ben each got a package in the mail yesterday: a box of bonafide Cuban cigars for him, a maternity body pillow for you, and a hand-crafted toy box for the baby. Inside had been a white noise sound machine to help the baby sleep.)

But now, Ben brightened at Louisa’s question. He crossed his arms and leaned against the kitchen counter.

“A son,” he replied. How brow rose, as if the answer was obvious. “I’ll be able to bring him up right. Strong. Not like these beanie-wearing pantywaists running the fucking Starbucks.”

“Ben,” you warned. He crossed his arms at you, quite literally standing firm on his stance. But your mother just smiled and pat his arm.

“It’s okay, honey,” she said. “I understand what you mean.”

You raised an incredulous brow.

Oh sure, you thought. She didn’t mind salty language when it was Ben, but God forbid you or Luisa bang a toe in your mother’s presence. Nor did it surprise you that she was agreeing with him.

But then Marie turned to him more earnestly.

“The way you take care of my daughter, I have no doubt you’ll make an excellent father,” she told him.

Ben treated her with a charming smile that showed touches of warmth.

Damn, you thought, as you felt the telltale burn of tears in your eyes. But it wasn’t just about what Marie had said. You had hoped for this one day, but it seemed he was finally making room for your family in his heart too.

“Football. A man’s game,” Ben continued. “I’ll teach him, take him fishing. Everything my old man didn’t bother with, I’ll do it all. Bring him up right…”

As your boyfriend chatted away with your mom, you hid a tendril of worry. You wondered what would happen if the baby turned out to be a girl.

With a glance at your sister, her subtle, raised brows told you she was thinking along the same lines. You sighed and got up; once again, it was time to pee.

Louisa followed you into the hall and laid a hand on your back.

“Hey,” she said. “You know how much I care about you, right?”

“And where’s this going?” you quipped. But you turned around and gave your little sister a half-smile. You knew what she was about to say.

“So what are you going to do about that?” she asked, gesturing to your man in the kitchen. “Mr. Macho wants his prized stud. What happens if he doesn’t get him?”

You sighed. “Ben’s wanted this for a long time. He’s got an idea in his head of what it’s going to be like, and…we’ll cross that bridge when we get there.”

Louisa’s lips pursed, like she wasn’t quite satisfied with that answer.

“And what about you?” she asked. “How do you feel about this?”

You blinked back at her in slight surprise, but then your expression melted into a soft smile.

“I’m happy, Lou,” you said. Tears welled up in your eyes, yet again. “I’m really happy.” 

Louisa relented then, squeezing your hand. “Good…then good. I’m happy for you too.”

And that was really all you wanted.

“What? You’ve gotta be fucking kidding me,” Ben said, peering harder at the ultrasound. The kind OBGYN faltered, though she again tried to point out that what he was looking at was actually a small foot.

“Congratulations,” she told you both. “She’s the right size for twelve weeks of development. And look there, you can even see the umbilical cord—”

“You sure this thing isn’t on the fritz?” Ben asked, bumping the ultrasound monitor with his hand.

“Ben.” You looked over at him with a glare. “Are you serious right now?”

He looked back over at you, and you saw his stubbornness in his frown and knitted brows.

“I’m just saying—” he started, but you didn’t let him get that far.

“You heard the freakin’ doctor. We’re having a girl,” you snapped. “I’m the one who has the transvaginal probe shoved up inside me, so shut the fuck up!”

Ben’s jaw worked as he barely held himself from barking back at you. It wouldn’t be the first time you levied your smart mouth at him, but it wasn’t often that you disrespected him.

“Excuse me?” he still groused.

His anger got waylaid though. He watched you heave a sigh and blink quickly, so you wouldn’t release the well of frustrated tears building behind your eyes.

The doctor looked between you both warily. You turned to her with watery eyes, and you sniffed to keep your emotions at bay.

“Continue, please.”

When the appointment with the OBGYN was done, you didn’t let Ben help you down from the examining table. Nor did you let him touch you, all the way to the car.

An hour later, you both made it back to the apartment you shared in Scarsdale. You stomped up the stairs ahead of him and beelined into the bedroom. You had half a mind to slam the door in his face, but you didn’t have the energy to be that petty.

Frankly, you were exhausted with a tinge of nausea. But you didn’t know if that was pregnancy sickness, or if you were just that anxious.

You sat down on your side of the bed, and you sighed when you heard Ben’s heavy footsteps enter in behind you.

“All right, that could’ve gone better,” he said. “But look at it from my point of view—”

That nearly unhinged you. Your stomach roiled, but you got to your feet and turned around to face him where he stood by the foot of the bed, arms crossed.

“It’s not all about you,” you shot back. “In case you’ve forgotten, I’m the one carrying this baby. I’m not just a human incubator.”

“I fucking know that,” he retorted, but you raised a hand to silence him.

“And you’re not the only one who’s wanted this,” you said. Against your will, your eyes once again burned with tears as you held yourself. “You know very well what I’ve…that I didn’t have a normal family growing up.”

Ben quieted. His irritation softened around the edges, especially as your voice trembled.

“Don’t you know what it’s going to mean to me to give our child what I didn’t have?” you asked. “Stability, support, and…and love, from both parents?”

Tears slipped down your cheeks. And when he didn’t seem to have anything to say to you, you shook your head and walked away.

Ben let out a heavy breath. He followed you and stopped you in the living room. “Listen—”

“No, you listen,” you snapped, whirling around on him. “I would’ve been content no matter if it was a boy or a girl, and you ruined that today. You really did.”

His gaze briefly fell to the floor, before it met yours again.

“But even with that, I’m still happy,” you said, as your vision became blurry and wet. “I’m so damn happy…and so scared.”

When you finally broke down crying, Ben got a full picture of just how badly he’d fucked this up. He collected you in his arms and guided you to sit with him on the couch. There he held you as you clung to him and wept into his neck.

The longer it went on, the more he felt like an asshole—with the kind of uncomfortable, gut-churning remorse that only you tended to draw from him.

Ben hesitated, but he knew you deserved to hear him say it. (And you probably wouldn’t let this go until he did.)

“Okay, sweetheart, calm down,” he rumbled in your ear. Along with, "…I’m sorry."

The weight of that fell between you for a moment. You nodded, with a sniff, and he slowly rubbed your back.

“You don’t need to be scared,” he said. “My blood’s making you nice and strong.”

Well, technically it was the baby’s blood, and the super genes they held. You shook your head against his neck.

“That’s not it,” you said. “I mean, that’s part of it, I guess. Dr. Baker didn’t do a great job of reassuring me, but she did say that if the strength lasts throughout the birth, she didn’t expect serious complications.”

Fuck. Ben’s hand tightened in your hair. That...was a thought he hadn't considered. It now made his stomach clench, though he remained silent.

He wished you would’ve taken him with you to see Dr. Baker, but he guessed he couldn’t begrudge you for your worries. He knew he'd be having his own talk with the good doctor soon enough.

“I love my mom. She did her best, you know? But I…I’ve had to take care of myself for most of my life,” you explained, with a hand fisted tight in his shirt. “What the hell do I know about being a mom?”

Ben considered that with a frown. He pulled back enough to see your face, tucking his curled fingers beneath your chin so you’d look at him.

“You looked after your sister, didn’t you?” he reminded. “Made sure she was safe, and grew up right. Not to mention, you take care of me. And you got no problem calling me out on my bullshit.”

That got a slight smile out of you. He brushed away another one of your tears with his thumb.

“You’re gonna be great, sweetheart. I never had any doubts about that,” he said, “The truth is, I couldn’t wait to fuck you raw to make this happen.”

You spluttered a laugh then, even though you were still weeping.

“Yeah, I know,” you said with a wry smile, stroking his bearded cheek. You leaned up and kissed the other cheek. He turned his head and went for your lips. The kiss was slow and tender while he held you where you always felt safe.

Ben grasped the hand on his cheek…and an idea flickered through his mind.

He parted from you, only to say, “Wait here.”

Your brows furrowed, and you blinked through wet lashes. “What?”

“Just stay put for me,” he said.

But he didn’t tell you what he was up to as he left you on the couch to duck into the bedroom. You took the time to wipe at your eyes and take some deep, calming breaths.

Ben came back soon after, seemingly empty-handed as he sat down next to you. You gave him a curious look.

He slipped a hand into his pocket. “Just for the record, I’ve had this for a while.”

And he pulled a black velvet box out of his pocket. You let out a shaky breath of surprise. The ring he pulled out wasn’t a flashy, gaudy thing like you half-expected. It actually looked delicate, and vintage, pale gold with filigree around the hexagonal stone. It glittered, even in the dim lamplight. 

“Where’d you find that?” you asked. But somehow, looking into his eyes, you knew what this was. 

“Besides those old pictures, the only thing I’ve got left of my mother is right here,” he said, holding up the ring for you. More burgeoning tears fell down your cheeks as your heart constricted. 

“Marry me,” he said, rubbing his thumb across the back of your hand. 

Despite yourself, a smile raised the corner of your mouth. “Hmm, I don’t know. Is that a question?”

Ben released a breath. Reluctantly, he smirked.

“Fucking figures that you’d make this difficult,” he said.

“You’re the one who fumbled at the goal line, Romeo,” you replied cheekily.

You then gestured at the ground in front of you. He raised a brow.

But, he obliged your demands, making a show of sliding from the couch, down to the ground. He parted your jean-clad knees so he could move in between them. He knelt one knee on the hard wood, and once again took your hand.

Ben somehow hesitated on the question, even though you both were hanging on his words. With your free hand, you smoothed his hair away from his eyes, subtly encouraging him. 

“If I had to go back, do it all over again,” he said, “I wouldn’t have done a damn thing different.”

You frowned at him. “Really?”

“That’s right,” he said. “Because I’m right where I want to be.”

You teared up all over again when you realized what he was really saying. You laid a hand on his chest, where his fiercest power resided. He squeezed the hand he held. 

“So what’s it gonna be, sweetheart. Will you marry me?” Ben asked. His smirk was almost boyish, despite his age. And yet, it was so very him.

You reached out with your free hand and slid your fingers through his hair, resting it at the back of his neck.  

“Yeah,” you agreed, with a beaming smile. “Let’s do it.”

He slipped the ring on your finger, where it fit well. And it was now the most beautiful thing you owned, not only for its shining beauty.

You pulled him in for a kiss. His hands burned up your thighs, squeezing your hips. But again, he hesitated. His lips pulled away from yours as his hand moved to brush your belly. It was already brimming with life. He’d seen the images, heard the heartbeat.  

“Thank you,” Ben said. His voice was deep and gruff.

You smiled. With a nod, you held him to you, laying a sweet path of kisses from his cheek, down to his neck.

“I love you,” you said.

He just nodded in response. His throat was tight at the moment. But you wouldn’t let him get off that easy.

“Say it,” you jostled him in your arms. “I’m only growing a super melon for you.” 

It earned you an amused look from him. 

“I love you too,” he said. His voice was a bit coarse, and laden with rare emotion. You pulled him into a stronger hug, which soon became him dragging you into his lap when he raised himself up onto to the couch. You took his face in your hands. 

“See? We made it here,” you teased. You knew he remembered the conversation you two had a few months ago, about waiting a little while to take this next step in your relationship. To have a family.  

“Soon. Not someday,” he’d told you. And you’d agreed.

You reminded him of it now while you stroked his face. “I promised you, didn’t I?”

He snorted at that. “You sure took your fucking time with that one, huh?”

“Excuse me?” you retorted.

Ben pulled you into a kiss before you could truly get going. Arguing with him was one of the things you did best.

But what you two ended up doing on the couch was second to none.  

A few months later…

“What the fuck are you talking about?” Ben said. His tone was edged, his brows crunching. “What kind of development?”

You curled a hand around his wrist, shooting him a calming look before you returned your attention to Dr. Baker.

“What do you mean, Tonya?” you asked. Your other hand continued to rest over your belly.

At the seven-month mark of your pregnancy, you felt like you were beginning to resemble a parade float as you sat on the medical examining table in the doctor’s office. But you were grateful for Ben’s warm hand spanning the small of your back. It gave you stability as a coil of anxiety began to bloom in your chest.

Dr. Baker reviewed her charts once more. You didn’t like that gleam of scientific interest in her eye while she perused the data, then looked up at you and Ben from her narrow-framed glasses.

“Not with the baby. She’s doing very well,” she said.

That gave you a measure of immense relief.

“The development concerns you,” she clarified, meeting your gaze. “As you know, we’ve been monitoring you very closely.”

You nodded. The weekly checkups and monthly blood panels served to both soothe and increase your anxiety, but you knew that it made Ben feel better, that you were being taken care of in this aspect of your pregnancy.

To government knowledge, no one other than Becca Butcher had ever gone through a pregnancy of this nature. And Homelander had been created in a lab. This was breaking somewhat new ground (which was only in the top five of “things that made you nervous.”)

“I found something…interesting in your bloodwork,” said Dr. Baker. She pulled out two charts from her files and clipped them onto her whiteboard for you and Ben to see. They looked virtually the same, with one graph’s red bars slightly lower than the first.

“What’s that?” Ben asked.

“It’s your wife’s cell regeneration levels,” the doctor replied, pointing to the second graph. “Hers have become almost as high as yours.”

She pointed to the first graph for comparison. You leaned in closer to see as your eyes widened. With the weight of your belly making you off balance, you nearly slid off the examining table. Ben noticed and caught you quick. His arms came around you, though as the news donned on him, his face slid into shock.

“What?” he uttered.

“That’s got to be because of the baby,” you reasoned. “Is it…just temporary? Like the super strength.”

Even that was somewhat intermittent. Some days, you felt your aches and pains and experienced morning sickness and food aversions, like any other pregnant woman. On others, you were able to lift one side of the couch one-handed and vacuum up the dust bunnies underneath it.

“I believe that blood transfusion, as well as your pregnancy greatly accelerated the effects, but no, this isn’t an isolated incident.” Dr. Baker shook her head. “Your DNA has mutated.”

“Are you serious?” you nearly choked out. She nodded. Dr. Baker never joked.

“By my calculations, this process started before you conceived. Over the course of the past year, or more,” she explained. “Do you understand what this means?”

“Y-Yes, I think so,” you said. Your hand squeezed over Ben’s; it was the hand that carried the weight of your gold wedding bands. A lump of emotion rose in your throat. “It means…I’m going to heal from injuries quicker than normal. And…I’m not going to age like a normal person.”

“That’s likely correct,” she replied.  

That news fell in the room like a stone. You shared a wide-eyed look with Ben. Neither of you knew quite what to think just yet. Even though he was trying to maintain an even-keel expression, you could see his eyes were beginning to brighten with hope. Yours were too…though you were still confused.

“How the hell is this possible?” you asked. “I mean, Ben gave me his blood for a transfusion. But like you said, that was one time, two years ago now. And you said the pregnancy accelerated this, but that’s not how it started…”

Dr. Baker actually smiled. You didn’t like the wry turn of her lips. She crossed her legs where she sat at her desk and tapped her clipboard with her pen.

“How often would you say you two have sex?” she asked.

That was certainly not where you thought this conversation was going. You couldn’t help but blush.

“How is that even remotely relevant?” you asked.

You glanced at your husband, who merely gave you one of his smug smirks, while his thumb stroked your side. Fucking typical. 

“Once a week?” the doctor prompted.

Your face heated up further, and you had to cover your mouth with a hand. Your sex life wasn’t quite as…vivacious as it had been since before you’d gotten pregnant, but it was still a good one, even with your growing size. Ben was nothing if not creative.  

And you were still newlyweds, after all.

“Assume we’re doing a healthy amount of fucking, doc,” Ben remarked.

You gasped and hit his thigh, and finally covered your whole face in thorough embarrassment. He just smirked and took your hand so you couldn’t hide. It amused him that you still got like this.

He then pressed a kiss to the back of your fingers.

You sighed and held his hand back. I chose this man. Remember that.

“Again, what does that have to with this?” you asked, your voice a bit higher.

Dr. Baker’s lips flickered at another one of those smiles. “Well, how often did you use condoms over the past two years?”

You and Ben both snorted in response.

“He’s morally opposed to them, doctor,” you said dryly.

She nodded. “I assumed as much.”

Once again, Ben smirked, but Dr. Baker plowed ahead.

“Let me explain it this way,” she said. “Think of how HIV spreads sexually. The infected DNA is transmitted, and it eventually hits the partner’s bloodstream, affecting the entire body. What we have here is a similar case…if for the fact that this was a gradual effect, over the course of several months.”

Ben blinked, and a frown also tugged down his brows.

“Are you saying that I gave her my superpowers…like an STD?” he asked.

Your eyes became as wide as saucers.

Holy shit! you thought, and another one occurred to you. If this all started from the first time you and Ben ever had sex…then that was over two years of being dosed with literal super sperm.

“Not quite,” Dr. Baker said to him. “Just the essence of what sets your DNA apart, even from other supes.”

“Right. Because how the hell hasn’t this happened to anyone else who’s normal?” you asked. “What makes Ben different?”

Dr. Baker finally set down her pen. She folded her hands in her lap to address you with a patience that you didn’t often see from her.

“Remember, the serum he received was still a prototype,” she said. “Vought continued to refine the recipe after the ‘Soldier Boy’ project was successful. For example, the way his cells regenerate is one of those factors that needed to be weeded out, if Compound V was to be a successful product in the long-term.”

You nodded slowly, as that made sense to you. If every supe suddenly lived over a hundred years, it would make it pretty hard to secretly inject that shit into newborns. They had to package it in a more insidious way.

“This is an unpredictable outcome of your exposure to his unique genetic makeup,” Dr. Baker continued, “and there may very well be more to come in the future.”

You weren’t sure how to take that potentially foreboding news, but on the other hand…

“Oh my God! I’m going to live to be a hundred,” you said, holding tighter onto Ben as shock began to make you tremble. His grip was firm and steadying in response. And yet, his face betrayed how he was trying to process this as well.

“Likely much longer than that,” Dr. Baker said, shocking you even further. And she reminded, “Your cells aren’t regenerating at quite the same rate as his…but it is close.”

Again, holy fucking shit.

You let out a halting breath, and you looked up at Ben, a smile growing across your face. You reached up a hand for his bearded cheek. He looked down on you with his usual stoicism, but it was merely a front. You saw through to the true emotions shining in his eyes.

“Well, looks like you’re stuck with me, baby,” you said, even as your own eyes stung with tears. Your heart felt full to the brim, and even overflowing. If this was what it took to be with your husband, then altering your genetics was a price you were willing to pay…at least in this way.

Though you gave him a more teasing smile. “You’re not gonna be able to welch out of that ‘til death do us part thing. So cancel the caravan of blow and strippers.”

Ben chuckled deeply. He held your hand and stroked the inside of your wrist. For a moment, he just looked down at your face. It had become a bit more rounded with your pregnancy—thighs and arms (and ass) thicker too. And to him, you were still perfectly his.  

“Fine by me. You’ve got something they don’t, anyway,” he said. He remembered the same words he’d said to you just a year ago, in the bed he still shared with you.

Your eyes gleamed with amusement, and so much more. You played along.

“Oh yeah? What’s that?” you asked.

He smirked. “You’ve got a supe STD.”

Your eyes widened at his audacity, but you burst out laughing and hit his shoulder.

“Yeah, from you,” you quipped back. “I should’ve known you were carrying something.”

The two of you didn’t know it, but that was when Dr. Baker smiled to herself. She decided then to leave the room, giving you some privacy as Ben laughed and framed your face with his hands.

His thumbs brushed against your cheeks, catching stray tears as they fell. You bit your lip as your glassy eyes met his once more. Ben became more serious as he let out a sigh.

“It’s not gonna be easy,” he reminded you. “Your family, your friends…they’re going to change, and you’re going to stay the same.”

Your excitement dimmed as that realization hit you. Your hands clenched in his shirt, over his chest. You thought about your mom, your sister, Yvette and Devon, Annie and Hughie and the rest of the team (even Butcher, you would miss).

“Yeah…that part’s not gonna be fun,” you said with a heavy, tremulous sigh. Your heart clenched at the very thought of them growing old, leaving you behind.

But your gaze eventually drew back up to him. You wondered then, not for the first time, how it must’ve been for him. For his parents to grow old and pass on long before him. For childhood friends, old lovers…

“Do you know what I worried about when we got married?” you asked.

Ben’s hands traveled down from your face, down your arms, to finally rest at your waist and thigh. He stared back at you expectantly.

“When you first told me you loved me, you said you were holding back the truth. Because you thought that one day, you’d be alone again,” you said, stroking his chest. “That honestly broke my heart. And it made me wonder if I was selfish to be with you anyway.”

Ben frowned, but you shook your head before he could respond.

“I told myself that after the baby was born, I’d go to Dr. Baker and ask her to find a way to make this happen,” you said. Another smile grew across your face. “But guess what? We figured it out all on our own, super stud.”

Ben smiled then, huffing in amusement as he thumbed at your cheek. You couldn’t really understand the full force of his relief. It might’ve threatened to buckle him into a seat, if he had been standing.

But now, he struggled with the warmth in his chest that for once, had nothing to do with his powers. He moved in to tug you into his arms, and he let out a long breath through his nose.

You couldn’t see how his eyes closed, but you felt his lips press against your forehead. You held him close. Or as closely as you could with your belly getting in between.

You rubbed his back and rested against his chest, hearing the calming, steady sound of his heart beating under your ear.  

“And at this rate, I might even live longer than you,” you teased. “After all, you got a head start. Compared to you, I’m still a hot young thing.”

Ben snorted and shook his head. “All right. Now you’re pushing it.”

You smirked into his chest.

“I’ll have to figure out where you rent those caravans.”

“For fuck’s sake,” he muttered. At the sound of your giggle, he couldn’t help but smile.

He still swatted you on the ass though.

A couple more months later…

He smelled like cigar smoke. For which you had no doubt, Ben had been puffing away with Frank and M.M. outside the hospital. 

The team of doctors (led by Dr. Baker) had finally left you alone with your husband, allowing you to take your first relaxed breath of the day.

“Your mom and your sister are waiting. Blondie and the others are out there too,” he said quietly, pressing a kiss to your forehead. “My girl’s got a whole possy of bitches.” 

You assumed he meant Annie and the rest of the team.

You shot him a look, but you were careful not to disturb the sleeping newborn resting on your chest, in the crook of your arm.  

“They’re my friends, babe,” you whispered. “And they’re your friends now too, you just don’t want to admit it.”

Ben didn’t acknowledge that, but he laid a hand on your shoulder as he sat down on the edge of your hospital bed.

“How’re you doin’, sweetheart?” he asked. “Got everything you need?”

He’d become even more protective, but also very sweet to you in these past several months. More so than you’d thought him capable of, but it warmed you every time, when you considered how rough, how stoic, and how damn-near emotionally repressed he was not so very long ago.

It seemed that fatherhood was beginning to soften him, even before he began. You quirked a smile at the thought, and at his question.

“Imagine pushing a super melon out of your dick. That’s how I’m doing,” you said, tired but still cheeky as ever.

He snorted a bit loudly at that, and you shushed him, as if it wasn’t your fault he was laughing. He expected nothing less from you.

“But I’m okay,” you answered his second question. “All I need right now is you.”

Ben considered you for a moment, a slightly softer smile curving his lips, and he nodded.

“All right,” he said.

Your daughter woke and began to squirm in your arms, prompting Ben to look down at the bundle wrapped in a soft pink blanket. Gently as possible, he brushed the tuft of downy brown hair on her head. His hand shook ever so slightly, touching her small cheek. 

How can this little thing be mine? he wondered. His lips pressed into a firm line.

There was a thought, deep and thrumming inside him, that he didn’t deserve this. That just a couple of years ago, he had nothing to lose.

And now, his entire world was in this room. He’d never admit it, but it was a terrifying thought, for a man who’d had everything and nothing.

You unknowingly stopped the path of his thoughts when you raised a warm hand to his cheek. It earned his attention, and he grabbed your hand to keep it there.

You smiled up at Ben with weariness in your eyes. The super strength had drained out of you a few moments after the umbilical cord was cut, which had made for a less painful labor than you anticipated. But it had also been a long and uncomfortable eighteen hours.

“Wanna hold her for a while?” you asked.

The offer caught him off guard. His brows drew together, but he very carefully took his daughter from you, into his arms. Despite your temporary abilities throughout your pregnancy, he didn’t know if she already had his strength, or if it was something she’d grow into. Ben didn’t want to take any chances.

As he looked down at a small face that already had some of his features, he inhaled a faltering breath.

It was the first time you ever saw true tears in his eyes, as one managed to draw a path down his cheek. You smiled, and the pair of rings on your left hand caught the lamplight as you rested your hand on your chest.   

Ben held the bundle close in the crook of his arm. One of the baby’s hands was free, and he tickled his finger in her palm. She grasped it on reflex, opening her mouth on a yawn. Despite his red and shining eyes, he smiled, especially when she reached up for a strand of his hair with small, grabby fingers.

He let her get a hold of it, smirking when she gave it a little tug. Just hours old, and his girl was already demanding his attention. He didn’t know if newborns were able to do that this early, or if it was her blood that made her special.

Either way, he knew then that she was going to be a handful. Just like you. 

Ben glanced over and found you watching him with soft amusement. He looked back down at his daughter and told her the obvious.

“You know, you’re blessed to have my genes, baby girl,” he said. It elicited a knowing scoff out of you. However, his smirk softened. “But you’re also lucky as hell to have your mom.”

Ben looked back at you, and there was the predictable well of tears forming in your eyes.

“She’s the best damn woman you’re ever gonna meet,” he said.

He knew then that what he said to you before was right. If he had to go back to 1984, or even 1944, he’d do it all exactly the same.

It all worked out pretty damn well, from where he was standing.

AN: I’m not crying, you’re crying. 🥹😭

I sincerely hope you enjoyed “Strong as Blood.” I know I said I was going to be done with these two for a hot minute while I concentrate on “Smoke Eater” (Firefighter!Dean Winchester x Reader - series coming soon).

But now that we’re here, I have another one-shot idea I’d like to sketch out in the near future…

Would you guys want to read about their family dynamic? Maybe fast-forward a couple years to the “terrible twos” stage with their first child.

Along with some cameos from the Annie, Hughie, M.M. and the rest of the team. Maybe even Marie and Louisa, Grandpa George, and the insufferable Aunt Trina?

Let me know in the comments, or just what you thought of Part 2! 😘

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Enemies? Or....

`~Miles Fairchild x Reader~` {Part 4/?}

{Click for Chapters}

A/N : I woke up and my tumbler notifications were just bombarding with likes and comments wow thanks guys, I accidentally mixed up the timelines lol please understand, hope u enjoy part 4 😍

Miles Pov

I was in the room listening to music while contemplating my life choices when Kate entered, WITHOUT my permission.

"Hi" Kate went in uninvited "I, uhm, got you something from town" she approaches me "I-.. its a new CD they released this year" she puts it on the table.

"thanks.." I murmured, what the heck does she want from me now?, I roll my eyes.

A few moment of silence

"So.. I know how close you and Quint were.." she started.

"Yeah.. he was my friend" I stated looking out the window "And also Y/N's" I look back at her.

"Yeah" she nods "It must have been really tough". My hand wrapped around the chair tightened.

"Do you wanna talk about it?" she slightly smiles, slowly approaching me.

A few moments of another silence

"Not really" I said as i stand up, I approach my drums, and of course Kate followed me. Why can't she just talk about this with Y/N?

At least Y/N minds her own business (minds her business a little bit, but she still messes with my business🙄)

"You know something kinda similar happened to me when I was your age and I wish I had someone to talk to-"

!BA-DUM, BA-DUM!

"[sighs] ok, ok" she whispers, "Look I'm not trying to replace Quin-"

!BA-DUM, BA-DUM!

She sighs, oh how fun it is to joke around her lol.

!BA-DUM, BA-DUM!

"Just stop-"

!BA-DUM, BA-DUM!

"Miles?!" she scolded "Can you please stop-" I continue my drum beating until she approaches the door.

I kept beating the drums in annoyance, then it turned into anger, After she left I still kept beating the drums. "I hate this, I hate this, I hate this" I whisper-shouted.

!KNOCK KNOCK!

"Stop making so much noise FAIRCHILD!" Y/N shouted from the room beside me....

But I still kept going and going with the drums.

I hear a door opening and footsteps approaching my room. I turn to my left to see the infamous Y/N L/N.

"Why are you making such ruckus Fairchild? You are so damn annoying" she scolded, I roll my eyes.

"Its a way of me relieving my stress L/N" I lean unto my back.

"Well your way-of-relieving-stress-thing is making me go nuts so STOP IT".

Even if my face on the outside looks monotone I was laughing my ass out on the inside.

"What if I won't?" I teased

"Then...then- I'll call your beloved Neah here" She smirks. Oh no not that witch!.

"Call her then" I provoked her , As much as I hate Neah, Y/N hates her too, so basically its a loss for the both of us.

"Ok then" she grabs the telephone in my room.

"Hello?" she answers "OH! Neah its been a long, long time! how are you!" wait.... she really did call her?! I ran to her at a max speed snatching the phone "her-"

"Do NOT come here!" I yelled at the phone.

a few seconds later

After a few seconds I hear snickers and muffled laughs from Y/N "why are laughing?" I look at her.

"pfft, hah, hah" she hyperventilates "You really think I called her! HAHAHA!" I eye her as I began to realize what she just did.

"The heck is your problem Y/N!" I retorted "Nothing, its just- YOUR FACE WHEN YOU THOUGHT I CALLED HER! HAHAHA" I roll my eyes as she wipes a tear from her eye.

"Get out L/N" She laughs uncontrollably, I hold her wrists and lead her out of the room.

{time skip to evening}

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.

Your Pov

I was reading a book (or not, just imagine your doing something else) when Flora barged in the room excitedly fidgeting "Y/N! Y/N! Do you wanna come with me?" she beams.

"Where though?" I replied.

Before... I would always agree to her without asking anything and she brings me to super creepy places where I get stuck in.

"To the pool! let's play a prank on Kate!" phew, at least she answered and explained what we were doing.

"Sure that sounds fun!" I jump down on my bed with my night clothes on. (any pajamas, your choice!~).

{A little later}

We arrive at the pool to see the one and only Miles Fairchild. "Miles were hereee!" Flora yelled as she hugged Miles.

"I thought it was only me and flora, but here we are with a group of three" I roll my eyes as i stated.

"I didn't agree to you coming, L/N, but since I can't say no to flora, You got in" He crosses his arms in annoyance.

"So? whats the prank going to be?" I ask.

{Miles and flora explaining the prank to you}

"Ahh, ok I get it" I nod.

"Don't make any noise, you got that L/N?" he whispered and I nod.

"AHHHHH!" Flora screamed to start the prank.

A little later we saw Kate running to the pool and jumped in it.

"pfft" I quietly giggled "Quiet" Miles whispered as he covers my mouth.

"don't" I whisper as I remove his hand from my mouth then glare at him. "just keep your mouth shut L/N" he whispers back.

Kate arises from the water super drenched and scared.

"hahahaha" Flora laughed as she reveals our hiding spot.

"We got you, we got you, we got you" she sings.

"You look super cold there Kate" I chuckle.

"Pfft" Miles follows us laughing.

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.

After a moment Kate look at us frowning and our smiles drop.

"Three of you... in the house... NOW!" She yelled.

Miles shrugs as him and flora head inside.

"Were sorry Kate, We thought it would be funny" I apologize.

"Get in there NOW" she looked at me fiercely.

{After all the commotion🤭}

I wanted to properly apologize to Kate tonight so I stride to Kate's room.

Her light was on so I presume she was still awake.

I enter her room with her lying down, I went to her side and looked at her.

The door creaks and I saw Miles there.

"What are you doing here" he whispers.

"I want to ask you the same question too" I replied.

{An awkward silence}

He goes beside me and touches Kate's cheeks but I stop him mid-way

"Creep, what the heck are you doing?" I mutter

"Trying to wake her up duh" he replied "Well, Its a creepy, disgustingly way of waking someone up" I roll my eyes.

"Well what your best way to wake her up huh?" He looks at me.

"W-what are you guys doing in here?" Kate looks at us like she saw a ghost,

"Y-you have a spider on your cheek" I alarmingly said, stupid, stupid Y/N, I mentally head slap.

"Here" Miles shows Kate his hand with a spider and crushes it, "The heck?" I mumbled.

"When the door is closed I'd like you guys to knock" She breaths.

"Your light was on, I thought you'd be awake" I answer.

"Scared of the dark?" Miles asked.

{ few moments of silence}

I sit down on her bed while miles looks at me confused.

"Sorry about awhile ago" I muttered, I just know! she is looking at me right now.

"I-, um me too" Miles chimed in

".... We haven't made the best impression have we?" He continued.

"To be honest ... you haven't" she slowly replied

"Miles?" she looks up at him, "what happened at school?", [Le Gasp] hihihi, I thought.

"Why did you hit that boy?" I smirk looking up at him, "Yeah miles why did you hit him?". I secretly giggled.

"You knew about this Y/N?" she looks at me with wide eyes.

"Yeah... sorry" I mumbled.

"He... burnt all my pictures my dad sent me" he looked sad.

"oh.." I went speechless.

{Le silence....}

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.

"Good night" We both said in unison. "Come on Y/N" he went outside and called for me.

A/N: were in chapter 4!?

[rewatching-supernatural]

s15e03

Here we are again! maybe today I'll only watch one episode though, because I'm tired and I had a shitty day so I deserve to not suffer through two bad episodes

It took me one month, less than 30 days, to watch seasons 1-13

I watched 13 seasons

in one month

and it's been a month since then (almost, it'll be a month on the 12th) and I haven't been able to get through the two shortest seasons (if we don't count the author strike of s03)

anyways

*****

The flashbacks make me want to stop this and go watch something else

but we shall persevere!

I'm really glad I stopped watching when I did at the first episode of season 10, because if I had to wait a full week for this? I'd be fucking pissed

*****

they're under the dome, like in King's story

or in Harry Potter

well Rowena, that's a pessimistic outlook!

"we're all going to die" true

I like Sam and Dean's conversation through the eyes

"Give her your alcohol."

"I don't have any."

"Don't lie to me, I know you've got a flask."

"It's MY flask."

"Come on, give it to her."

"Argh, fine. Fuck."

*****

Cas talking with Belphegor is actually pretty interesting, give us more of that!

*****

some thoughts:

nevermind, I don't have time to think about anything because Belphegor my Beloved has an idea, with Lilith's crook, they can suck them all back to Hell

and now it's the vulvus spell! of course

I have seen the bloopers of this scene so many times

*****

I profoundly hate how the show turned into "here is a nonsense problem that has never happened before and no one should technically know how to fix it. oh, vut no! this one new mystical character --- nevermind that, Dean just decided Cas would go?! without asking?!

Dean what the fuck

*****

Wow Ketch sacrificed himself to save the Winchesters

maybe it's out of guilt for fucking their mom

*****

Belphegor you little shit, you're so mean

the cgi is so. fucking. bad.

how dare they get budget and make me watch these godawful things

*****

Okay, I paused on the text that Dean sent to Ketch

"Cass and Bel are going to hell. Rowena and San are doing a spell--I'm working on the Hellhole solo."

???? none of that looks like a genuine Dean text

Bel? he calls this demon they just met Bel?? and why would Dean text that whole thing out with the entire plan to Ketch? no way. he'd definitely just text like, their location, and tell hin to get their asap and then they'd explain when he got there

Also, I cannot imagine Dean texting full words with proper grammar

this is just so completely wrong

anyways, I have spent five minutes looking at this bullshit text, time to unpause

*****

wow, those sound effects are so shite

Belphegor wanted Castiel there for a reason, and I don't know what it is, but I'm guessing it's bad, or at the very least, questiona-- OH COME ON! YOU CUT AWAY RIGHT BEFORE CAS STARTS SINGING?!

that's not nice

*****

Ardat showed up and hurt my Cas 😠😭

Ah, there it is

he wants to rule Hell

I mean, if it gets the ghosts and demons away from Earth? then great!

//welp just had to take a 1.5h break because of family things, so now I should already be asleep, but I'm going to finish the episode

*****

Okay so it didn't work, it didn't close the gate, and Cas is punching Belphegor repeatedly, and he HE BURNED THE BODY WTF

Rowena's cutting her own heart out?? what

oh no she removed her hex bag thing

and now she's going to absorb the ghosts and demons herself? because she somehow knows a spell for that, mhm

that tracks

🙄😑

*****

So, Rowena needed Sam to be with her because he's the only one who can kill her

because of prophecy or whatever

Dean's angry at Cas and I understand but like, BITCH he's doing his best, stop fucking treating Cas like an enemy

this season so far is making me unship Destiel, wow congrats whoever wrote this shit

*****

so you're telling me she sucked billions of souls inside of her and she's just chilling there next to them, not exploding?!

mhm, that tracks

🙄😑

*****

At least now we know all we've got is Team Free Will, so we should be able to see more of Cas than we did in the last two episodes

*****

oh are we back at the Bunker? yeah, we are

oh right, they didn't know about Ketch

*****

"Why does that something always seem to be you." fuck you Dean

what the fuck

who wrote this

go fuck yourself

go fuck yourself

Cas knows he's in love with Dean

Cas knows he's in love with Dean, and he knows it will never be reciprocated

And he has to suffer through this... this indescribable bullshit Dean's got going on

"I think it's time for me to move on"

after 12 years

12 years, and Lilith, and the apocalypse, Michael and Lucifer, Crowley, the Leviathans, the tablets and prophets and Metatron, the angels falling, the Mark of Cain, Dean becoming a demon, the Alphas, the British Men of Letters, the nyphilim and Lucifer again, Apocalypse World, Nick and Apocalyspe!Michael, fighting God

a lifetime

thousands, possibly millions or even billions years old entity, an angel, who broke God's scripts and invented free will because what's fate in the name of Dean Winchester

who fell from Heaven, betrayed his kind, defied archangels and demons and creatures of all sorts

"I think it's time for me to move on." but how could he?

what is Castiel, who is he, if not Dean's?

he doesn't belong anywhere, not anymore, not for a long time

but by Dean's

I also swallow glass shards as a treat

[shiningsagittarius]

The Penultimate Peril

Er, whoops- wrong franchise

(Book and show spoilers up ahead! And to your right, you’ll see a sign that says “these are my thoughts and opinions”)

1 x 07

STARTING OUT STRONG WITH KATE’S MISSION!!

The m u s i c 👌👌👌👌

HER SNEAKING UNDER THE CONSOLE

The keycard isn’t working omg

I have no idea what to make of the Jackson and Jillson banter XD

“Not. A. Rat.” A very husky mouse?

“Given his memory challenges…” “…His short-term memory is spectacular”

“That’s a plausible theory… I buy it” Rhonda my absolute beloved

The rudder 😰

Oh cool she’s straight up at the edge of a dANGEROUS CLIFF

SHE’S LITERALLY HANGING ON THE EDGE OF A CLIFF, THIS BRAVE GIRL!!

Constance guessed Sticky’s dream!! Reading his mind, or just an accurate guess? 🤔

Sticky is starting to sound like Dr. Curtain……

Reynie actually spoke sternly for once! …And then immediately apologized XD

I CANT WATCH THEM ARGUE IT HURTS SO MUCH 😭😭😭

“I’m telling you, Kate’s fine!”

Again, Sticky has a valid point

THEY’RE DUSTING FOR FINGERPRINTS OH NO-

HAS SHE BEEN HOLDING ONTO THAT CLIFF ALL FREAKING NIGHT???

(AND NOBODY HAS LOOKED DOWN ONTO THE SHORE???)

THE B U C K E T

Are they… having a funeral for Milligan???? 🥺

Well… at least you tried to cheer them up, Number Two

THE ADULTS ARE ON THE MOVE!!!!!!!

MISS PERUMAL!!!!!!!!!!!

Dr. Curtain is actually starting to lose his cool!! Have I praised Tony Hale enough for his performance yet?? Well, I will again!! XD

But seriously, this is the first time we’ve heard Dr. Curtain yell in the whole series.

Go ahead, say “Snakes and Dogs!” Don’t be shy!

What laboratory did this Jack Black clone escape from?

DONT EVEN LOOK AT S.Q. YOU BASTARD

GO OFF SHEPARD QUAID

“Kate ‘The Great’ Wetherall, the Trapeze Goddess!”

NOOOOOOOOOOOO

(Not to be rude but did somebody mess up the special effects? It kinda looks like there’s a clear outline around Kate as she’s falling)

If only someone was nearby….. someone who, perhaps, might have washed up on shore after a terrible submarine accident…..

THEY

MILLIGAN MY BELOVED, YOU LITERALLY WASHED UP ON A SHORE AFTER BEING UNDERWATER FOR HOURS AND THE FIRST PERSON YOU SEE IS KATE, WHAT’S NOT C L I C K I N G

The two of them having a heart to heart…… I Simply Cannot

“I had to act! So I-“ “Fell off a cliff and nearly died. All alone.” KILL ME NOW ACTUALLY

Milligan getting that faraway look in his eyes whenever he’s explaining what he’s been through djhslsgskdhs

Kate thanking him 🥺🥺🥺

Oh thank God the bucket is ok

Uh oh, the Recruiters are patrolling the cafeteria…

“Wetherall’s Widget”

YESSSSS STICKY IS SNAPPING OUT OF IT!!!!

“But the real you won out. I knew it would.” Top 10 Friendship Moments

AND THEY’RE GONNA HAVE THIS DISCUSSION WITH THE RECRUITERS PATROLLING THE AREA?!?!?!!??!

I really wish Kate had overheard Dr. Curtain talking about the Improvement and the server room like she did in the books :(

UH OH REYNIE

“Imagine, he could ask everyone to mail him a dollar and become a billionaire by the end of the week.” Freaking fantastic how this line manages to be a bit funny and quite menacing at the same time. I genuinely love this show

Ms. Perumal and Mr. Benedict have switched sides now!

(We interrupt this review for… me literally having to walk away from the show for a few minutes because I was just so overwhelmed by how good this episode is)

She wrote him a letter. After all of his mental letters, she wrote him a letter. I think. I think I need to lie down. Excuse me.

Ok we get it Nathaniel, you know Reynard means Fox 🙄

Ughhh that screeching noise 😖

Dr. Curtain flipping out on the stenographer 😬

“Then let’s try documenting the exchange without the T-S key” that’s a bit…. Very difficult

Dr. Curtain is menacing as hell, I would NOT like to be in Reynie’s place rn

Reynie’s long winded lie about using the bathroom

Mr. Benedict stressing about the mission and the kids’ safety 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

THE FALCON

SHE STOLE THE LETTER AAAAAAAA

Reynie omg……… I would almost believe his lies, but Dr. Curtain sees right through it

Oh yea, I was wondering what “the dance of the celestial orb” means

DR. CURTAIN IS QUIZZING HIM ON ASTRONOMY NOW????? I CAN’T STAND THIS MAN

Glue on her fingertips? Does that actually work?

MARTINA???????

“ONE ATTACKED ME AS A SMALL CHILD… IT DID NOT WIN... SO, WE DANCE AGAIN”

IM CACKLING AHAHAHAHAHAHA

Building montage!

“You’ve built one of these before, right? Was it functional?”

“You’re the only one I can trust!” PAIN. SUFFERING, EVEN.

S.Q.’s pointillism painting 🥺

THE FALCON STOLE HIS LUNCH HDKSGSHGSJS

OH DAMN THE L E T T E R

S.Q. is probably reading that letter like

AAAAAAAAAAAAA

He must be heartbroken oh my g o d

Dr. Curtain is hanging on by a thread at this point

They’re starting the Improvement 😰😰😰

Reynie told S.Q. everything!!

And S.Q. has a change of heart 🥺

SHE SMUGGLED MARTINA IN THAT BAG?! XD

Martina is gonna make me cry…. I never thought I’d see the day……

FELLAS!!!!! 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈

HE. THE LETTER. MS. PERUMAL’S LETTER. THEY. I’M-

“Of course. 🙂 I always have time 🙂 for my son 🙃”

I’m so unbelievably concerned for S.Q. I seriously thought Dr. Curtain was gonna backhand him or something-

“How do you so convincingly fake a tetherball obsession?” HDKSGKSGSKSG

“I still have a cassette of his talk” 😭😭😭

“Feels good to have the old Benedict back, doesn’t it?” I CARE THEM. I LOVE THEM.

GAH THEY FOUND THE CABIN. THEY FOUND HIS TWIN. OH GOD OH NO

SHE WANTS TO TAKE MARTINA WITH HER

This scene with then debating if they should leave is so close to the book omg

THEY’RE A TEAM AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Milligan is stuck in the ceiling hckdgdksgkdgdksghs

THE K E Y C H A I N

“The clothes of someone who had given up.”

HE KNOWS HIS TWIN IS OUT TO GET HIM NOW THO!!!!!

A FREAKING DIRIGIBLE!!! THEY WERE BUILDING A D I R I G I B L E OH MY SWEET LORD

TLDR:

This is certainly the most suspenseful episode of the series, my stomach was in knots for 90% of the episode! The pacing was also very cutthroat, it worked surprisingly well. They were able to fit so much into this episode! They’re slowly but surely moving back to some book scenes/plotlines (or at least, the echoes of things that happened in the book), but also blending it seamlessly with what they’ve established in the show. I might actually sob while watching the finale. This episode was an 11/10 idec that’s not a real rating this is my blog I’ll do what I want

No meme today, I’ll just leave you with this song (from the official MBS playlist)

[thaliasthunder]

grecia reading The Heroes of Olympus #3: the mark of athena

this story is getting darker and im scared of what will be of my poor heart while reading this saga 🤠

anyway here u have ur food my lovely little opposums

tell me the cover its not jason and percy about to rock each other's shit 😭

oh this gonna be narrated by annabeth

WAAAA LEO HI BABY I MISSED YOU

piper's hello kitty tank top tho

annabeth identifying with reina was deep

that sarcastic troublemaker smile 😭😭 my boy

DIS GIRL JUST-💀 JUST FLIPPED THE SHIT OUT OF PERCY 💀

deadass really laughed while being pinned to the floor i love him sm

leo said ":D✌🏼" love him

"i only attack my boyfriend like that" girl- 💀

percy & jason fist bumping <3 i love how their friendship is rising

WAAA they mentioned thalia my beloved punk daughter 😭

JASON & PERCY'S BUDDING BROMANCE JFKSJSK

"we got a dam hole" SHUT UPP😭

"chicken girl" leo please 💀

LEO PROPOSING OCTAVIAN TO ABOARD THE SHIP AS IF HE WAS A CHILDKSKDJAJ i missed my fire boy sm 😭

people always asking annabeth if she has a belly buttom LMFAO

the fuck? the Argo II went crazy and everyone is throwing shit to the team

man everyone in camp went batshit what the fuck

leo really be thinking of annabeth as blonde & furious

percy u better calm the fuck down and talk nice to leo or i'll rip your neck

percy baby its cute u'r being protective over hazel but if u don't start being good w leo i swear to god i'm gonna be the one to use you to feed the sharks

WHST DO YOU MEAN MY SON NICO IS GONNA DIE

nemesis talking about ethan <\3

jason & piper really been leaving leo aside? bitch im gonna kill them

OH THEY FOUND ECHO

"omg, I <3 N!!!!" 💀

HOT STUFF☠🔥boi- 😭

"yeah baby check me out!" what is this KSAKDS 😭

BAD BOY SUPREME🔥

why is everyone starting to hate each other send help 😭

blackjack my beloved is back !!

NOT JOHN GREEN 💀💀

damn it's always amazing to imagine jason using his lighting power go on boi

oh okay percy & jason rocking each other's shit was interesting

HELP why blackjack knocking percy's lil head to the ground w his hoof was so funny 😭

ASJAKS PERCY TALKING ABOUT HIS FIGHT WITH MY PUNK DAUGHTER THALIA 😭😭

"i don't need an ocean" 💀💀 the way these two's relationship is starting to rot 💀

"you sir are a ray of sunshine" percy- 💀

okay so they need bacchus' help to get a bronze jar, with something inside it, from 2 giants in rome in just 5 days or rome will be fucked up and nico my baby boy will die but this bitch doesn't wanna help

ohh love to see piper using her charmspeak power to the ediolons in the boys' body

lightning boy <3

jason's "percy needs a knock on the head every once in a while" 💀😭 he's not wrong tho

MY SON NICO IS TRAPPED IN A JAR

leo grinning and muttering "classic classic" 😭😭

the prophecy calls nico angel im gonna sob

BITCHES DON'T WANNA LOOK FOR MY DEATH SON IM GONNA KILL THEM

"you're caPtaIn sAlt watEr. anY idEas frOm thE eXperT?" boi  💀

my boy percy developved fear of drowing my heart aches <\3

"im worth like two franks or three franks?" Leo my beloved fire boy 😭

jason apologyzing to hazel <3

noo percy lost his white strand of hair i loved that strand 😭

percy making that avalanche in Charleston and appearing w the knife was pretty baddass ngl

mi bebito leo <3

"Hello, hazel lavesque" catch me crying in the club

shrimpzilla 😭

mr hedge just sold leo & hazel's flashback moment to frank JDKFJFJ 😭

piper kissing leo's cheek so soft 😭

"but they didn't want to meet me?" percy i stg 😭

annabeth & jason talking about the Athena parthenos' theft in peace? blond besties

hercules saying the only one who barely understands him is dionysus reminded me that Zöe said Hercules was a douchebag to her in TTC so im like mmh i dont trust this dude 🙄

piper ain't taking hercules' shit we love to see it

"i could-" "you could shut up" jason hun help 💀

"not forgiving himself for mistakes was one of percy's biggest talents" my ocean son <\3

my ocean child feels overwhelmed with too many expectations leaning on him pls give my boy a break <\3

it's good manners to walk ur date to the door 😭

romans automatically switching to english when percy looked at 'em confused after they spoke in italian reminded me of that one americans-think-the-world-is-USA-centric stereotype ppl have of americans 💀

the waiter's pained smile's "american?" JFKSKFK 😭💀

"mussolini? wasn't he bffs with hitler?" leo i swear to god 💀

leo talking about pi and more math shit gods my fire boi is hella smart and we forget that

i love leo world

"who is it?" "Valdez!" "Valdez who?" him 😭😭

leo just whacking Gaea dirt ass face in the metal mirror as if nothing 💀💀

it's jason's 16th bday 🤧

percy can??? relive drown people??? my powerful son??????

Hagno talking about Pan <\3

WAAAAHH NICOOO 😭🖤

my death son is really fucked up come here baby boy i'll take care of u <\3 :'(

my sky son and my ocean son working together <3

Chinese Spidercuffs? mmh big brained move of her 

???????????? WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK ?????????? JUST HAPPENED ???????????????

grecia reading The Heroes of Olympus #1: the lost hero

OKAY???????? FUCK???????????

WHAT DO U MEAN PERCY'S MISSING WHERE IS MY SON

"Rainbows. Very macho" leo JFDKFKSJ shut tf up 😭😭

AAAAAAHH WILL MY SUN BOY

OH MY GOD LEO IS SON OF VULCAN AKA HEPHAESTUS

love to see how percy's gift is working w the camp being always crowded w new kids  <3

annabeth & rachel getting along <3

leo speaking spanish dIOSSS 😭😭😭

leo cAN FUCKING CONTROL FIREEE

clovis my sleepy child

oh so we're getting into roman mythology too now, gotta revive my 13-year-old-obsessed-with-greek/roman/egyptian-mythology era

leo winking and doing finger guns 😭

piper is daughter of aphrodite 🕊

leo's "she's got makeup! A miracle!!!1!" i hate him sm 😭😭

bestie really got a metal dragon as a pet

jason was raised by wolves 😃 (oh just like romulo & remo, makes sense)

thalia's pics in zeus' cabin my beloved gothic daughter <3

annabeth saying thalia should be in her twenties reminds me of how i used to think in The Titan's Curse woahh thalia's older than them she's so cool AND NOW THEY ARE OLDER THAN HER SHUT UP IM GONNA CRY

jason... is... thalia's brother... 😀😀

Happy the dragon 😭

leo yelling when piper punched him as jason set her feet right 😭

not leo talking shit right to his father's face boi 💀💀

jason apolozing to leo and leo being a little shit about it oh i love my fire son 😭

the boys being all soft when piper told them she had to kill them 😭😭

THALIA MY EXPLOSIVE POWERFUL PUNK DAUGHTER IS BACK HI BABY I MISSED U

not leo instantly falling in love w thalia god i know boy she's amazing 😭

“We were absolutely destined to meet your hot sister.” leo for the love of god shut the fuck up 😭😭

leo spontaneously combust everytime he gets excited why do i think this is adorable

GAEA IS THE ENEMY

jason's pledges to zeus in the battle <\3

leo's deadass reading the helicopter's data as if it was implanted in his brain tf baddass fire boy my beloved

jason's rome speech to porphyrion 😃 power

oh my fucking god jason didn't close his eyes while hera turned into a supernova

AJKSKAKDJS THALIA GIVING PIPER A HUNTER CARDJSKD GIVE IT TO ME I WANT IT

AAAAAHHH THEY HAVE TO SAIL TO GREECE IN ARGOS II

....so there was an exchange of leaders and jason will be a peacemaker in the two groups.......

oh gods they need to go the Roman camp to get the other demigods before going to greece im nervous,,,,

😭😭😭 MY SON PERCY IS IN THE OTHER CAMP BRING HIM BACK TO MEEEEEEEE 😭😭😭😭

[myshkinthedummy]

I forgot we're starting with the shock factor early

also I thought the dead-people symbol was going to be way more relevant way earlier but NOPE

smarmy, overconfident fuckers get what's coming to them

*remembering later seasons* well eventually at least

you gotta respect a show with an on-screen beheading within the first 7 mins of it's runtime

The Intro is STILL so Good mmmm, it's long as hell but it hits just right

the music's genius, the map's imaginative, and it takes you through the main settings, and it increases with the expanding worldbuilding

love it

BABIES BABIES THEY'RE ALL JUST BABIES I'LL CRY

Sean Bean my beloved

oh and Arya my baby even if I'm the same age as Maisie W.

Winter is fucking Coming ahhhhhhh he said it

like cinemasins guy would say Roll Credits

ICEEE

you just can't not love Ned, like obv he's not perfect

but you just gotta love a guy with a strong sense of justice

"The man who passes the sentence should swing the sword"

still one of my fave quotes

P u p p i e s

just the coolest animals.. all my mary sues had a wolf

ah yess the typical "Ok, but you have to walk the dog" talk of a caving parent

Jamie both deserved what he got and he deserved better

and Cersei, one of the most Characters ever

she has a moral compass it's just that it's less of a compass and more of a needle on a cork and it points wherever she needs it to

even when I was a bratty teenager myself, I knew Catelyn was the proof that life would be easier if people just listened to their stressed moms

the weirwood is just such a good set design mmf

ooooooohhh the scene where they're all flexing

boys are ridiculous

Bran stop running on roofs you're gonna get freaky eyes!!!!

it's strange seeing Jeoffrey's smug face and knowing that

someday he won't be the most punchable character

he's such a sweetheart irl

Fuck off Rob 👏🏼Ned👏🏼doesn't👏🏼want👏🏼to👏🏼go👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼

well would you look at baby peter dinklage

where's the beard and the baroque locks 😭

Tyrion's main character flaw is forgetting how much Jamie loves him

Danydanydanydanydanydanydanydanydanydany

call me a basic bitch but I'm such a sucker for white hair and Emilia Clarke

ah shit I forgot about the Little Bitch TM

fuck Viserys with a chainsaw

he's icky and annoying and bratty and entitled with and undeserved superiority complex

and he doesn't even make it fun

like you think Ahh yea this guy has the making of an interesting villain

but he just whines

but at the same time, he's just a kid too

massive manipulative dick, but a kid

I have such mixed feelings about khal Drogo.. and it always goes in unproductive circles, I rly don't want to get into it

but the worst thing is, no matter how horribly he treats dany, even when in the very beginning, viserys still sees her as even less of a person

or an animal

she's just a moderately valuable trinket he can barter

anywhoo

oh sansa baby you don't want to go to KL

the tragedy of childhood naivete

"Never forget what you are. The rest of the world will not. Wear it like armour, and it can never be used to hurt you."

yet another character-shaping Banger of a Quote from Ty

Cersei being "nice" to Sansa breaks my heart She's so happy

Stark kids rly are Peak Siblings

Arya throwing the food, Sansa going apoplectic, Robb laughing until Cat shoos him and then just picking Arya up with a "time for bed" ♥️♥️♥️

wonderful

I'd just watch a show about their family dinners

Ned and Cat have the only good relationship in all the seasons combined

and I love that they get even one playful moment

before everything

JORAHHHHH everyone's fave pedo

but I still love himm

she has the eggs And so it begins

I really really don't want to watch the rape scene gdi 😔😔😔

I don't care how good her arc gets, it shouldn't have to start with this

Of Fucking Course my dad walked in at the Worst Moment

ffs

jesus Bran your mom told you to stop climbing

but also.. the Incest duo just couldn't've waited a few days 🙄🙄🙄

fuckin allos

aaaaaaand the iconic Push Scene

and that's the first ep 🙉🙉

jfc but that's a Lot.. I get they have to introduce the main players but they don't pull their punches.. and we don't even get to meet all the main players.. I mean Littlefinger doesn't even have a cameo

I'm still glad I'm rewatching this, it's a harrowing epic but it's cohesive and it does tell a complete story, unlike some shows cough cough spn cough that go on like a turkish soap opera even if this has even more sex and blood

Winter is Coming

S01E01

ok here it is, no idea if anyone'll read this but at least I'll have a diary I might do this in the future for every show I rewatch hmm

I haven't seen s01 practically since it came out, but it's still the one I remember most from that being said I watched I watched the first 2 episodes with my parents when I was 14 😬

[thaliasthunder]

grecia reading Percy Jackson #4: the battle of the labyrinth

i told a friend thats obsessed over pjo that im reading it for the first time and she went feral 'bout it this good

notes from chapter 1-20

oh fuck percy & annabeth are starting to date

I KNEWW RACHEL WAS GONNA COME BACK

nico my beloved is back 😭

nico started to wear black and a aviator's jacked. boi got emo 😭

nico is trying to get back his sis ohh alright

"nico di angelo would come looking for me." SE PRENDIÓ ESTA MIERDAAA

not me crying when nico talked to bianca

the sphinx's part god annabeth pls sweetheart this ain't the moment just answer the goddamn questions :))))))

love to see how tyson & grover start to get along <3

percy somehow saved himself from being burnt alive.... my powerful son...

oh jee jee ah

the way i just,,, self implaced myself thru all calypso's part

not annabeth being a little shit w rachel in the maze 💀

nico entered into the labyrinth looking for them because he thought they needed help <3

nICO'S THE GHOST KING

"i won't do anything stupid" boy- 🙄🙄🙄

kronos is alive 😃

nico's powers at escaping from kronos damn

grover my sweet satyr met and gave a farewell to Pan <3

grover's panic scream woah

percy & nico's chatter in the woods <3

nico talking about mythomagic again and apologizing for being a little brat <3

NOT PERRY JOHANSSON 💀💀💀😭😭

poseidon visited percy on his bday and said he's his fav son 😃 well that's something

nico visiting percy in his appartment 😭😭 my two sons united for once 😭💙🖤

grecia reading Percy Jackson #1: the lighting thief

IT'S HAPPENING