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this feels like every dph overdose I've experienced multiplied by 10 holy fucking shit
minus the crippling anxiety but like it's still bad
#kicking and svreaminf internally#delete later#<- for the mention of oding#speaking of lemmejust#tw overdose#tw drugs#there we go.
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THIS HAS TO BE REFRENCING THE CURSES LAST LIFE ANIMATIC RIGHT!!
(third paragraph!!)
WHAT WHAT WHAT WHAT WHAT
#NO FUCXKING WAU???#OH M YGOD??#IT MIOGHT NOT BE ME IT DOESNT MENTION ME DIRECTLY#BUT IM TRYING TO THINK OF WHO ELSE IT COULD POSSIBLY BE REFERENCING IF SO???#OH MYG OD??? OH MYGOD?? HELLO!!!#THIS IS SO FUCKIGN COOL?? /WHAT TH EFUCK#chris talks
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you're immune from ALL reblog bait now
#your welcome#immunity#reblog bait mentioned#mOCD#moral ocd#ocd#actually ocd#mental illness#cw mentions od reblog bait#mental health#actually mentally ill
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just finished malevolent relisten. needless to say the obsession has been rekindled tenfold its previous magnitude
#im so fucking isnane about this podcast#ok notable reactions:#john.. Oh my god. It’s so insane to go back and hear how much he’s changed in the way he talks and reasons and treats arthur#i love you john doe malevolent#fav trans allegory ever!!!!!#definitely relate to him a normal amount (liar voice)#and then. S2. I really need to make that animatic with lonesome dreams#godddd i forgot how painful the ep18 divorce was#and then!!!! the canna mentions helping noel escape!!! completely forgot about that part#s3. oh my god. absolute fav season. soooo many crazy moments.#like coda??? “You want him back.” “I want him safe.” You want him baaack.” “I want him back”#KAYNE I FUCKING HATE THAT RAT BASTARD.NEED TO BASH HIS HEAD IN WITH A ROCK BUT HES A FREAK AND HED ENJOY IT SO I CANT#piece od shit#and then 23/24??????? arthur’s happy cry-laugh???? dead#part 25. “I killed myself. For a voice in my head. Do you know how mad that sounds?” what if IIII killed myself#26. god. Then 27. And 28. Literally my fav season ever#followed closely by s4#ohhhh my god i forgot how hot the butcher is like genuinely#i completely forgot prelude somehow???? giggling kicking my feet twirling my hair the whole time#i need to be this homicidal gay irishman hes so hot oh my god#the 29 divorce. with the movie lmaoo#i need to draw them going on a night out and seeing a movie and getting dinner and drinks and dancing and (gets shot)#gooddddd i remember listening to 31 for the first time and being so fucking confused#PART 33. HIT ME RIGHT IN THE EMOTIONS. OH MY GOD. BELLA SALTZMAN I COULD’VE TREATED YOU SO MUCH BETTER#34….. i can’t speak about 34 without barking and howling like a rabid dog#dog. Is that a butcher refere(gets shot for the third time)#NOELLLLLL MY DARLING WIFE I LOVE HIM SO MUCH#this has just inspired me to keep writing hofth with ella tbh#lowkey don’t even get the obsession with oscar tho i can’t be talking#to each their own or whatever
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...Note to self: don't try overdosing on morphine.
Nothing feels real anymore.
#bsd#bsd beast#bungo stray dogs#bungou stray dogs#beast dazai#bsd rp#tw drugs#tw od mention#tw sui attempt#tw derealization
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Lizzy: You look like a corpse that was just pulled out of the river.
Uzi: Wrong. I look like a cool rock star who just OD’d in their own pool. Big difference.
#source: unknown#incorrect murder drones#incorrect quotes#murder drones#uzi doorman#md lizzy#tw od mention#tw overdose mention
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the wonders of an adhd: i still regularly forget my qpp's birthday despite knowing her for almost two decades, but 10+ years ago i memorized the lyrics of the ode to joy in german (i language i don't speak) and i can still sing them at the slightest provocation.
#my mom mentioned the ode to joy and i went 'oh yeah i can sing that in german'#the way she stared at me after i'd busted it out#i do not control what does and doesn't get saved to this fat-based hard drive#a soft drive if you will#personal
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doesn’t matter anymore 💊
#yummy yummy lore#tw implied death#tw od mention#hlvrai gordos feetman#hlvrai benrey#arden#oc#ghost au#hlvrai
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catch me looking up nightingale symbolisms for tales of the passerine. if danny's using the name of a songbird for a hero name, regardless of familial connections, i will utilize the symbolism tied to the bird. Anyways general gist of the nightingale symbolism i've seen, other than what wikipedia told me, is that nightingales were frequently symbolisms of spring renewal, loss/death, love, etc. catch me about to incorporate music into Danny's character
#dpxdc#danny fenton is not the ghost king#tales of the passerine au#musician danny ftw. as someone who loves music i am more than happy to make this boy a frequent singer. this au is still baby#i can squeeze singer/musician danny in pr easily.#some favorite lines i saw while looking for symbolisms is that nightingales in roman culture were associated with venus and were also said#to provide comfort in the hours of darkness. eh eh? i saw a summary that in chinese folklore they were seen as symbols of hope#it didn't specify which dynasty but it did say it was a famous tale. cite also mentioned that in John Keats' “Ode to a Nightingale”#the bird’s enchanting song transports the poet to a world of transcendent beauty providing a temporary escape from the suffering and imperm#anyways looks like nightingales in gist symbolize comfort in dark times among other things#while robins in gist symbolize renewal. celebration of life. good luck. rebirth.#nightingale's color scheme in my mind is very much a dark purple-blue and black. maybe some gray too.#he'll probably try and ditch the black and white just out of paranoia. argh i need to come up with a suit design nooooo. superhero suit#design is my weakkkest design skill. have to balance between practical and a unique silhouette thats in line with their character.#esp since danny's not using his ghost half to be nightingale -- way too risky. also not using his powers/using them very little.#maybe i can work in an ocarina batman reference lmaoo. i can lean into comic/cartoon realism and have fun with that. as a treat
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I don’t understand why the hotel didn’t call an ambulance, the first time Liam came down acting erratic and passing out/convulsing. that’s clearly a medical issue?? like I know it was drug and alcohol induced but that’s still a medical issue and they should have called whatever the Argentina equivalent of 911 is. I wonder if they would have handled it differently if he had been sober and was still passing out/acting strange. it makes me think it’s some stigma thing surrounding substance abuse. so sad and tragic and could have been prevented in many different ways
I agree; both that they should have handled it SO differently (and treated it as the medical issue it clearly was at that point) and that the stigma of intoxication was absolutely why they didn't. It's so fucking sad.
#this is such a fucking universal problem too calling the cops instead of medical help when someone is intoxicated#you see it here (USA) every fucking time too#and what happens as a result PEOPLE DIE#OVER AND OVER#hey everyone: NEVER CALL THE FUCKING COPS#and (US and UK at least) if someone is having some kind of an episode or ODing#call emergency services and JUST SAY someone is having trouble breathing or similar that will tell them it is urgent#DO NOT MENTION DRUGS#if you mention you think drugs may be involved they will send cops as well as medical responders#and it will make everything much much worse and they might arrest you for trying to help#when the medical peopel are on site that is when you give them the info which they will need about substances#but on the phone only describe symptoms and what is happening#no extra detail#cw death details
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my fave way to put the canon dynamics of husk & alastor and val & angel into a human au is alastor and val stepping into their respective situations and essentially saving their lives
alastor steps in when husk gambles away his money and fails to repay the debt he owes a mobster and val finds the disowned black sheep of a mob family coked out in a gutter on the verge of an od.
instead of any kind of literal contract, angel and husk just have to live with the fact that these two horrible people saved their lives and will hold it over them forever
#LOVE having to work around canon vs aus it’s SO FUN#husk#husker#angel dust#alastor#hazbin valentino#huskerdust#casinohearts#tw od mention
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I was talking to a professor on the train home this week and asked her if she was reading anything interesting, and among the things she listed she said, “A book by a german book reviewer from the 1800s; I’m unfamiliar with everything he’s reviewing, but he has such a captivating style,” and I KNOW we all joke about online needing a 1-4 hour long video essay on a topic we know nothing about on a piece of media we will never consume and we think that sounds ridiculous but IT’S SO NOT!!!! THAT’S STYLE BABY!!!! if someone’s style of speaking captivates you and entertains you, that in itself is entertaining and FUN AND GOOD!!!!! this weird little experience, it isn’t a lonely internet one, however much it might feel like that in our little echo chamber. others do the same thing, not everything has to be engaged with on an intellectual level, not everything has to be an essay or a debate, sometimes things can just be STYLE BABY!!!!
#video essay#jacob geller#defunctland#hbomberguy#jenny nicholson#I know this post doesn't mention people by name#but that's who this post is an ode to for me#if I remembered your name mr 1800s german author#I would list you too <3#drift speaks#studyblr
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**long Rp entry**
Yes, Morgan has asked for him to come over. And yes, he's promised that he was on the way. He's also promised to look after Morgan. But sometimes, having the double identity as a superhero, means that you have to push back promises a little. He even thought about texting Morgan that he'd be late, or to apologize for canceling. But judging by the time, he could reasonably claim that he got held up by traffic, or by an attempted train robbery.. Whatever sounds more believable in Gotham yeesh.
All this to say, Conner knew he was late. But he was here *now* and he was planning to make the most of what time they have left of the day, to be honest, he's still not sure what's really up. That cryptid request from Jacyn sounded more serious than a twisted ankle, or maybe Tim's paranoia is just rubbing off on him.
Conner knocked on Morgan's door. And waited. And waited. And knocked some more. "Mo?" he called from outside. "Morgan? I'm sorry I'm late, I got heldup on the way. Can you open the door?" he asked again, louder this time. And nothing. And suddenly, Conner had this sinking feeling, and twisted the knob open himself, with no care to the finger-shaped dents he left behind.
"Morgan!?"
@conner-kent-central
Morgan’s tired.
She had never been tired like this before and Morgan doesn’t know what to do. Things happened, more issues were formed, and everything just started to spiral down too fast, she couldn’t control it.
And Morgan threw out her meds out impulsively. She doesn’t need it. It doesn’t work.
Running away and going out as Carnival was her form of escape. When she twisted her ankle, she lost that.
At worst, she thought she might fall back into bad habits. Not feel empty as she sat in her bedroom everyday. Morgan had never felt so trapped in her own safe space before and it was the worst feeling she could feel, she wished to scratch it away.
And sleeping was getting harder to reach.
Ani and Vice were over at some point, Morgan thought they could ease her. It wasn’t help but it was company while Jacyn her moms were away. It didn’t help. Conner was her last try, he was supposed to come over like Jacyn promised but he never came like Jacyn did.
It wasn’t intentional, she supposed. One pill to help to sleep. One more for good measure. But sleep never came. And Morgan was tired, she just wanted to rest and she was desperate.
By the time Conner came, Morgan was far from conscious and her heart beat was too slow.
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"People are creatures who cant live without loving someone. But since they're creatures who can't love something that's strange or revolting, then by process of elimination, they can't live without loving something they can love."
It's her. The meat woman.
tbh, I don't really know anything about her asides from the stuff that I read on her wiki / Birth of Authority from Wish document and stuff that people in the fandom have said about her, so idk how accurate this would be to her lol but I think I have a gist for what her deal is XD
For Capella, I was going for a kind of butcher aesthetic, but with some touches of demon / dragon elements because iirc she transforms into a dragon at some point (also I think she already has a demonic vibe to her + just... how she is in general), and she 'butchers' people's bodies into grotesque shit. That's also the reason why her weapons are meat cleavers, to go with the whole 'butcher' theme. I also wanted to have a sort of clashing of cutesy / risqué elements in her outfit to go with the contrast of her appearance versus her personality, hence the ruffles + bows in her outfit paired with the latex top, gloves, and pencil skirt. I had no idea what to do with her at first, because her outfit in canon is literally just. A bikini. And some other shit. Aside from a color scheme I had no real 'theme' to go off of, just scantily clad outfit. I was at first gonna go for something like a mad nurse / surgeon vibe cause of how she alters people, but being a butcher just fits so much better for her and goes with her vibes really well. Also I think she's been called 'meat woman' in the LN or WN before so it makes sense lol XD
The authority from a wish document basically says that she wants to be loved by everyone and believes that people only love someone's appearance / looks are all that matter, so she wants to make everyone else around her look disgusting so that they only love her, and says her 'wish' is to turn others into something revolting, so that's what she probably wished for, giving her the ability to transform herself and others into whatever she wants.
#re zero#re zero starting life in another world#re zero kara hajimeru isekai seikatsu#re zero fanart#pmmm#puella magi madoka magica#madoka magica#pmmm fanart#puella magi madoka magica fanart#madoka magica fanart#capella#capella emerada lugunica#capella re zero#the document also mentions some theories that her true form is actually ugly and she got some kind of trauma from it#which i find really interesting :)#could be a possible scenario which “”“something”“” would approach an emotionally vulnerable capella to make her a magical girl :):):)#it also mentions that she transforms people by changing the shape of their od / soul? don't really know how i'm gonna incorperate that lol
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Poison Control (DC x DP)
Very often, DC x DP fics have either Lazarus water be ectoplasm or have at least one story beat where a DC character thinks Lazarus water is ectoplasm. And that makes sense! They're both spooky, death-related, green glowing water!
But, you know what else is green, glowing water, and the intellectual property of DC Comics? Venom. A rage-inducing, incredibly addictive, super steroid taken by the villain Bane to give him super strength. In one arc, Batman struggled with a Venom addiction. Yes sometimes it's not glowing green but it's comics, canon is a spectrum.
I know there's a whole plot here where the Bats think Danny is on this dangerous drug but I can't think right now... So, maybe I'll come back to this one?
(Something, something, Jason's mother died due to an OD and if he's already dating Danny....something, something)
#whoops!#sorry it's so so hot here#still in birthday girl mode#mine#notfic#dc x dp#dp x dc#dc comics#bane#venom#batman#batfamily#bruce wayne#od mention#jason todd#catherine todd#danny phantom#danny fenton#ectoplasm
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Touya: Remember when you didn't try to solve all your problems with abuse? Akito: Stop romanticizing the past.
#An Ode to the Call Boy#incorrect quotes#incorrect project sekai quotes#incorrect pjsk quotes#project sekai#pjsk#prsk#pjsekai#prosekai#hatsune miku colorful stage#shinonome akito#akito shinonome#aoyagi touya#touya aoyagi#aoyagi toya#toya aoyagi#akitoya#(?)#abuse mention
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