#<- for the mention of oding

[sw-x-rm]

this feels like every dph overdose I've experienced multiplied by 10 holy fucking shit

minus the crippling anxiety but like it's still bad

[birdbrainss]

Well... here he is. After throwing away a sculpture of him I was working on when he passed, starting a new one a year later, and working on it intermittently between not being able to even look at it for weeks or months... he's done.

Alongside the sculpture is a pic of really old fanart, plus some stickers I found at work the day he passed. Funny seeing how far I've come with my art. Even just through making the sculpture, there are these giant gaps in skill all over it. I got so much better at sculpting throughout this process that you can see which are the older pieces, just due to the quality being worse lol. In a way, that just makes me so much prouder of it. It's the first polymer clay sculpture I've ever finished, and the third I've ever attempted. There's a lot wrong with the sculpture, but I'm happy.

Other than that, I can't thank Techno enough for being a funny guy on the internet who made some of my worst days a little easier. I would never want some new person to replace you, because you made me realise just how great it was that there could only ever be one you, and made me think that maybe it's a good thing that I am the person that I am.

[toxetta]

girls when the streamer is needy. idk i never overdosed

[chrisrin]

THIS HAS TO BE REFRENCING THE CURSES LAST LIFE ANIMATIC RIGHT!!

(third paragraph!!)

WHAT WHAT WHAT WHAT WHAT

[the-forestry-system]

you're immune from ALL reblog bait now

[weirdestcornelius]

Also, as someone who has seen the effects of overdosing first-hand, I do genuinely hope that Kc can pull through and recover.

Despite all she has said and done, at the end of the day kit does not deserve to be harmed. I only wish her to get away from her enablers and get the help kit truly needs.

[silliest-angel]

Sometimes I feel like I'm not myself, I'm just a ghost possessing it's own corpse

not in a metaphorical way either, like I've killed myself at some point but didn't get the memo and just... stayed

Sometimes I think back on some of the attempts I've done and realized that there is no way in hell someone should have survived that by any means.

No way in hell someone should be able to have almost four bottles of pills without even getting a small effect, no high, no dizziness, no nothing.

I think I might be divine.

[kernsing]

the child from omelas but instead of the city’s survival and happiness being built on the suffering of the child it’s the child’s survival and happiness being built on the suffering of the city. that’s the oldest dream.

[dailyunstable]

Day 31

Yeah ok.

[bell-askblog]

i don't want to do this anymore.

[incorrectly-quoting-murderdrones]

Lizzy: You look like a corpse that was just pulled out of the river.

Uzi: Wrong. I look like a cool rock star who just OD’d in their own pool. Big difference.

[pistachi0art]

doesn’t matter anymore 💊

[livebloggingmydescentintomadness]

the wonders of an adhd: i still regularly forget my qpp's birthday despite knowing her for almost two decades, but 10+ years ago i memorized the lyrics of the ode to joy in german (i language i don't speak) and i can still sing them at the slightest provocation.

[orviposition]

thoughts on plotja??? and spod???

plotja is my third favorite jd variant (after joongdok and joonghak) orz i love it a lot. the (face-value) toxicity? sp being kdj's glucose guardian? the age gap? they're definitely the kinkier variant

as for spod, i can enjoy the pretty fanarts but i don't look for it necessarily. i do ship the 0/51 version of spod though, if it counts

[starry-bi-sky]

catch me looking up nightingale symbolisms for tales of the passerine. if danny's using the name of a songbird for a hero name, regardless of familial connections, i will utilize the symbolism tied to the bird. Anyways general gist of the nightingale symbolism i've seen, other than what wikipedia told me, is that nightingales were frequently symbolisms of spring renewal, loss/death, love, etc. catch me about to incorporate music into Danny's character

[weirdestcornelius]

genuinely im probably gonna be stressing about this until we get any kind of update. not an OD but a few years ago i lost someone who meant the world to me after they took their life and i genuinely dont want to see her dead. she made some bad choices but fuck. i genuinely really hope shes still with us.

I know, it's incredibly hard to lose a loved one, even when they're not the best people. I understand. As far as I am aware, Kc is still alive, but of course there could be further consequences to her actions. Not only can there be physical consequences afterwards but there's also her home situation to take into account.

I can tell you that this is nobody's fault. Not any of yours, not mine, not anyone's. If you're feeling stressed out or upset please take a break from the internet for a bit and connect with your friends and do things that comfort you. I'm wishing all of you and Kc well. 🩷