#< for anyone who Hasnt played both. pls play both

[nyatbinary-81]

god i fucking need isat and oneshot to blow up like undertale did. theyre a similar flavor of indie game and theyre SO good. the spritework is all gorgeous, they have good quality of life (like run buttons), theyre made by like 1-3 people each, they each have unique gimmicks, theyre SUCH GOOD NARRATIVES that im genuinely hesitant to spoil, theyre chock full of optional dialogue, you the player are a Character in one of them, isat is timeloops which is Like undertales resets but its actually About the 'resetting' thing in a way undertale Isnt and also its queer and also its GOOD. if you dontnhave 20-40 dollars or arent sold on Buying them yet, jelloapocalypse has a good isat video on his main channel and a full (voiced!) playthrough on his second channel, and markiplier has a playthrough of oneshots first half, as well as there being existing fandubs and such.

^ they look like this for reference. arent they so cute and compelling. dont u wanna see these little guys and their big hats and cloaks in their Narratives.

[solplease]

OKAY. DONE. the update was SOOOOO fucking good i enjoyed that sm

[biggestfraudyoullevermeet]

01: Do you have a good relationship with your parents?

its okay and improving

02: Who did you last say “I love you” to?

my friend azzie

03: Do you regret anything?

not apreciating her more

04: Are you insecure?

yeah

05: What is your relationship status?

single and probably getting bailed on

06: How do you want to die?

old

07: What did you last eat?

candy

08: Played any sports?

i started with dance and now i do judo

09: Do you bite your nails?

yeah

10: When was your last physical fight?

in 6th grade lmao

11: Do you like someone?

always

12: Have you ever stayed up 48 hours?

even better 56 hours

13: Do you hate anyone at the moment?

aint nobody got time for that but yes

14: Do you miss someone?

yeah

15: Have any pets?

two dogs

16: How exactly are you feeling at the moment?

im good, a little tired

17: Ever made out in the bathroom?

no but im open for anything lmao

18: Are you scared of spiders?

no im the one who kills da spiders

19: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?

nah hell nah

20: Where was the last place you snogged someone?

uhh summer camp 2022

21: What are your plans for this weekend?

going out with a pretty girl but im pretty sure i got bailed on and im baking my mom cookies

22: Do you want to have kids? How many?

a maximum of three but id rather just have one

23: Do you have piercings? How many?

i have two earrings on both sides

24: What is/are/were your best subject(s)?

english

25: Do you miss anyone from your past?

yeah, i do

26: What are you craving right now?

a real good thick milkshake

27: Have you ever broken someone’s heart?

yeahh i have, sadly

28: Have you ever been cheated on?

i mean who hasnt these days right

29: Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?

yes, sadly i have

30: What’s irritating you right now?

my mascara is sticking my lashes together

31: Does somebody love you?

yeah, platonically, romantically idk

32: What is your favourite color?

yellow and green

33: Do you have trust issues?

who doesnt

34: Who/what was your last dream about?

idk

35: Who was the last person you cried in front of?

my bestfriend

36: Do you give out second chances too easily?

yes

37: Is it easier to forgive or forget?

i aint jesus nor do i have alzheimers, but it depends on the person i geuss

38: Is this year the best year of your life?

pfff no

39: How old were you when you had your first kiss?

they say its about the first one that matters so last year i was 14 if were talking first first then i was 11

40: Have you ever walked outside completely naked?

nahh

51: Favourite food?

chili

52: Do you believe everything happens for a reason?

no

53: What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?

brush my teeth

54: Is cheating ever okay?

no.

55: Are you mean?

yes.

56: How many people have you fist fought?

2 in total

57: Do you believe in true love?

yes, but not in that theres only one true love for everyone

58: Favourite weather?

chilly but sunny

59: Do you like the snow?

ehhh

60: Do you wanna get married?

maybe someday

61: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?

yes pls

62: What makes you happy?

seeing my loved ones happy

63: Would you change your name?

in a heartbeat.

64: Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?

no id do that in a heart beat

65: Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?

laugh, cuz i am so not his type also id be supportive

66: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?

yeah ofcourse

67: Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?

viggo my bud

68: Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?

my bestfriend emily

69: Do you believe in soulmates?

yeah sure

70: Is there anyone you would die for?

i geuss so



70 horrible questions ... Fuck it

01: Do you have a good relationship with your parents? 02: Who did you last say “I love you” to? 03: Do you regret anything? 04: Are you insecure? 05: What is your relationship status? 06: How do you want to die? 07: What did you last eat? 08: Played any sports? 09: Do you bite your nails? 10: When was your last physical fight? 11: Do you like someone? 12: Have you ever stayed up 48 hours? 13: Do you hate anyone at the moment? 14: Do you miss someone? 15: Have any pets? 16: How exactly are you feeling at the moment? 17: Ever made out in the bathroom? 18: Are you scared of spiders? 19: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? 20: Where was the last place you snogged someone? 21: What are your plans for this weekend? 22: Do you want to have kids? How many? 23: Do you have piercings? How many? 24: What is/are/were your best subject(s)? 25: Do you miss anyone from your past? 26: What are you craving right now? 27: Have you ever broken someone’s heart? 28: Have you ever been cheated on? 29: Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? 30: What’s irritating you right now? 31: Does somebody love you? 32: What is your favourite color? 33: Do you have trust issues? 34: Who/what was your last dream about? 35: Who was the last person you cried in front of? 36: Do you give out second chances too easily? 37: Is it easier to forgive or forget? 38: Is this year the best year of your life? 39: How old were you when you had your first kiss? 40: Have you ever walked outside completely naked? 51: Favourite food? 52: Do you believe everything happens for a reason? 53: What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? 54: Is cheating ever okay? 55: Are you mean? 56: How many people have you fist fought? 57: Do you believe in true love? 58: Favourite weather? 59: Do you like the snow? 60: Do you wanna get married? 61: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby? 62: What makes you happy? 63: Would you change your name? 64: Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed? 65: Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? 66: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around? 67: Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to? 68: Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? 69: Do you believe in soulmates? 70: Is there anyone you would die for?

[theojamez]

okay sooo i have this gist of a plot that i wanna play out where a cast in a movie (trilogy style action - think spiderman or divergent) start hanging out during shooting and muse a and muse b are seen together whether sitting together or walking together in various instagram stories and fan pics - they’re lowkey hooking up but no one knows unless ur reallly paying attention. they end things as post production rolls out, muse a goes back to new york and muse b stays cos they have back2back films theyre going to work on for the next year. muse a has a few relationships during then w some actress n ig model

while muse b is in l.a they meet muse c who is also famous at the met gala or SAG awards and instantly hit it off, they’re a lot more public w their affection but its rocky because muse c is a l.a native and muse b is a nyc native. muse c is also super jealous and lowkey possessive but theres so much passion so its fine (think jb/sel in their early years) muse b’s filming is ending which means theyre going back to nyc in a few months for a much need break at home but muse c wants them to stay in l.a. muse c ends things because they inevitably will when muse b goes home and muse c doesnt want to do long distance.

the cast of the movie are back in l.a for the premier of their movie which means muse a and b are reunited. they start seeing each other because muse a confesses he hasnt stopped thinking abt muse b and wishes he made things official when they were hooking up. basicallyyy if u wanna do a jb/sel/hailey type beat plot where both couples are on and off please hit me up. i want muse a to be theo james fc and muse c to be jean luc bilodeu. u can also offer fcs for muse b as i don’t have anyone in particular in mind that i have chosen. i also wanna do side characters and pairings for the cast so if u wanna do a mumu on discord pls

[brushes-of-sage]

If all 8 parts dont come thru blame tumblr and their ask limit frozen au idea: ok so yeah varian was born with ice powers(btw i have no idea if hugos adopted in this au or not, it might come back later, my brain is just spitting things at me atm)Varian hugo quirin and ulla were a happy family until one day and accident involving alchemy, ice magic, and a startled alchemist involves in both parents getting trapped in a giant amber trap(Hugo comes in just as the amber finishes consuming them)(1/8)

After this, varian is scared of himself and his abilities both in magic and alchemy. He now wears his gloves 24/7 as opposed to just during experimenting(varian is 9, hugo is 8 kinda like elsa and anna but flipped(i think)) Any confidence he had in his abilities is immediately shattered and try as he might he cant seem to free his parents with magic alchemy or both. Hugo tries to help as much he can but varian is too scared and doesnt want to hurt him. After doing some research,(2/8)

he tries to ask for the trolls help but they cant so he requests they erase his memories of varians power, for fear of hurting his brother (he cant seem to keep hugo out of his lab. He feels horrible about it but cant risk hurting his only family left) Btw i dont c varian hurting hugo accidentally as well i dont think he could emotionally handle it, but all u angst writers, knock urselves out. Fast forward a few years and varian is 21 and about to be crowned king bc he still hasnt found(3/8)

a way to free his parents. While at the coronation party hugo meets donella, quickly filling the mother role he wished he had. Little does he know, she is only posing as a foreign dignitary bc she heard rumors about a magical prince hiding in arendelle and wants to exploit/study it. By the end of the evening she determines its not hugo, but hopes getting in hugos good graces could help getting to varian. Fast forward to the ballroom, the brothers argue (about what i dunno), ice spikes, (4/8)

varian runs, hugo leaves to follow him, and leaves donella in charge. I also headcannon he gets his memories back as the movie goes on bc reasons. Along the way, he runs into belle, a hardened ice harvester whos seriously annoyed about this snow storm in july.(dont worry guys hugo and belle dont fall in love, theyre just friends)They trek their way up the mountain while varian builds himself an ice lab cuz hes a dork. Along the way they meet ice ruddiger("Im sorry u 2 made a snow raccoon but(5/8

not a snowman?" "shut up Belle")So they make it to the lab, Hugos impressed, he wants to reconcile, but varian still has Confidence Issues, insert first time in 4evr reprise and whoopsies Hugos heart is frozen and his hair is turning blue(its already blond) and Belle takes him to the trolls. They tell him “an act of true love” like b4 but they interpret it as familial/platonic love bc that love doesnt get enough love. He thinks its donella bc just like how anna was desperate for love,(6/8)

hugo was desperate for some sort of parental figure, and rushes back, insert evil monologue by donella here. The rest of the movie pretty much plays out as b4: varian is captured, donella continues playing good guy, hugo gets out of the locked library, slowly freezing as he makes his way across the fjord insert art by mom, love heals, parents are finally free, gates are open roll credits. This is honestly something ive been thinking about all day and this au now lives in my mind rent free.(7/8)

I know there are plot holes and missing elements, but this is what i have so far, i lowkey love it, and if u have any questions pls ask, i wanna elaborate this au as much as possible and questions will help and pls tag mom i want her to c this. Sorry if this is too long i just have a lot of thoughts. And oh my goodness that means so much that you've gotten invested tysm(8/8) -💙

Response under cut

Okay, first off oh my heart, I need this movie now akfjakfja (and tagging @cinn-a-mom too ‘cause bless)

So lil Varian is the partial cause of the encasement, right? ‘Cause oh gosh, this poor kid being so enthused by alchemy and now has powers and all of that building up to encasing his parents?? Someone give him a hug 🥺🥺 (and omigosh if this does end up being where Hugo is somehow adopted into the family, just ohhhhh, him coming in at that moment is just *tears*)

And ohhhhh, I love how you slightly changed it to, if I understood right, Varian requesting that the trolls take away Hugo’s memories of his powers - ‘cause this kid is just wanting to help and Varian is scared and worried of hurting him, so he sees this as an option to protect him. (And ohhh, while the angst of him accidentally hurting Hugo with his powers is definitely wonderful, now I’m just imagining smol Varian going to the trolls and pleading for them to help and then coming to the decision to take away Hugo’s memories. Like OH MY HEART-)

And ohhh, I don’t think it’d play such a big part in the story, but as they’re both growing up, who’s acting regent at the moment? Or at least I’m just musing how things would be as they’re growing up since they were kids when Quirin and Ulla were encased (and if you don’t have any thoughts for it yet, that’s totally cool 🤗)

Ajfkakfjka Donella posing as a foreign dignitary to find the ‘magical prince’ to study is ahhhhhhhh- And then Hugo being drawn to her as the mother figure he’d always wanted and lacked for so long????? Lemme just

*sobs*

(Ajfkakdj Varian is SUCH A DORK OMIGOSH I LOVE HIM)

And omigosh, the whole dynamics between Belle and Hugo would be hilarious (“Shut up Belle” while she’s laughing yessss) Also snow/ice Ruddiger is absolutely adorable ahhhhh!

Hnnnnnngggg First Time I’m Forever Reprise and Hugo believing that Donella could break the spell (and ahhhhhh, I can just barely imagine how that monologue would go down - how she was never there for him, why would anyone want him - oh gosh, insert “More Than Just the Spare” ‘cause that’s literally how he’s feeling ahhhh - aldjgjlad even more so especially if he was adopted/taken in because he’ll feel even more isolated after all of this had happened, which is another reason why he was drawn to Donella in the first place)

And then cue Cinn’s art where Hugo sacrifices himself for Varian and we’re here to see all of the tears and sobbing and feels akfjakfjaj

BUT OMIGOSH I FREAKING LOVE THIS - Varian and all of his issues in confidence and his struggle to overcome it, Hugo and his issues in wanting to feel loved from having been pushed away for so long, you mentioned Belle was hardened so I’m excited to see her soften up ajfkakdj, and then DONELLA HECK YEAH - I was not expecting the route you took but I love it so much that it gave me chills ahhhhhh.

Wonder how Quirin and Ulla react to all of this once they get out ‘cause they’ve all grown so much and their kingdom as well

I freaking love this AU and the angst lord in me, while quite enjoying the soft and the fluff, is grinning quite malevolently at the angsty scenes hehehehehe, but seriously, this is AWESOME 😱

[normal-thoughts-official]

I'm ignoring my responsibilities in favor of watching the All Malec Moments video compilation so get ready for a livewatch no one asked for

Hodge is so incredibly wrong about everything he says about Magnus and it's kind of impressive because all he says is heavily supported by the Clave's files, which. Is proof of how great Magnus is at manipulating them and having them think exactly what he wants them to, tbh. Especially considering that as much as Magnus closes off emotionally, he was always very caring and kind to all other downworlders and warlocks, like, they all know they can trust him, he was named HWoB, he has a thousand kids, he took them all into hiding, etc. But the Clave and circle members are still 100% sure he's a super greedy lothario who's good for nothing but partying, and like. Obviously it's because they racist but they have an intelligence system and a file full of pictures and information and it all seems to support what Hodge is saying about him. So like Magnus was quite literally living a double life, with a whole personality he put up for shadowhunters and enemies, and another for his allies and friends, and even that one isnt 100% him because he was still trying to protect himself by closing himself off from relationships. and thats fucking impressive like my man is so smart i love him

Their first official talk is so funny magnus literally goes "I'm magnus" and Alec goes "Alec" and then he smiles and then he just goes. "Oh yeah right we should uh we should go to the hmm youhavebeautifuleyes what's it called hm" and its hilarious because they exchanged three (3) words and Alec is already all lost because Magnus is just That Beautiful. also all Magnus has to do is introduce himself and Alec smiles for the first time in 4 episodes like bro. bro. seriously. help him

he's SO frustrated when Alec doesn't get the "i love a dirty lair" flirt like he does that little eyebrow raise and hes just like "what the hell i thought that was GOOD" but Alec's head is legit playing wii music

Magnus pays izzy for "defending the warlocks" i had forgotten about that and it makes me so soft ;-;

Magnus and Izzy were just vibing with magnus asking her what presents Alec likes and clary immediately interrupts to ask about the memory demon like homophobic from day one i guess

Magnus is positively impressed by the way Clary goes "I'll do anything to save my mother" you can see how much he values loyalty right then have i mentioned that i love him

we talk about the "I'm talking to you" part a lot but we never mention how Magnus just throws that one and yeets off with clary not even waiting for a reaction he's just like that's RIGHT bitch you have beautiful hazel eyes too! do with that what you will i am now summoning a demon goodbye forever

the second him and Clary are away from the rest he tells her not to trust anyone and to be careful, like... ugh he cares so much it's unreal and again very deliberate, flirt a little, give izzy a necklace, throw in some innuendos, make it seem like it's all very innocuous so no one bothers to follow them or listen in when he goes away with Clary alone, and then immediately warn her about the clave when he gets away from the others. like he cares so much and he's so good at keeping that visible only for those he wants to it's astounding, my man is so talented and i hate that he had to learn to do that to survive but god i admire him and how committed he is to helping others too. like he could say "welp who cares it's dangerous imma go fuck off" like ragnor did but not only did he stay but he had a huge vulnerability with all his generosity and he never gave that up not for a second, even as he closed himself off from having any close friends or family or lovers, he never was anything if not generous and kind

the way he deliberately calls Jace shadowhunter in the most uninterested and even lowkey condescending way after the "pretty boy" incident idndjdndi we stan a king

the way Alec and magnus hold hands to summon the demon and even Magnus seems a bit shocked at the intensity of the sound and the bond that they make like. obviously they have their little staring contest and Alec is doing the Lightwood Intensity™ thing but like you can see Magnus frown just slightly and be a little confused because it was so strong right off the bat. even the sound of when they hold hands is louder than when the others do, like you can just feel their connection and the way magnus' magic flows so freely through Alec like god the soulmate energy tbh

Alec has a full body jerk when they hold hands too and he's the only one like damn we get it u 2 r vibin get a room

Izzy going "you ppl are pathetic" straight to the hets is so funny especially after Alec reacted to holding magnus' hand like he had gotten a 1000W electric shock or something. but i get the feel maybe she did that deliberately so they wouldnt pay as much attention to Alec's reaction too

the special effects were truly so bad like we all knew this but damn

Jace is such an asshole like Alec made it to kill the demon because it was you know about to seriously hurt them all and Magnus had just said that he couldn't contain the demon for longer (and like we know that Alec is the only one who ever cared if Magnus overexerted himself out of the shadowhunters but like bro this affects you) and Jace just???? shoved him??????? against the wall???? like a fucking piece of shit??? they should have let valak kill him tbh

the first time magnus calls him Alexander is when he calls Alec to see if he wants a drink and it's just like very clearly a thing that's supposed to be between them two? like he never did it when there were others nearby and i dig that

the fact that when asking Alec out he said "it was nice getting to know you, you seem sympathetic" like he could have gone with a lot of better more flirty adjectives but for a second the truth slipped out and he said what he thought - that while Alec was objectively you know tall and strong and all what really attracted him was the way Alec clearly gave a fuck whether or not Magnus was struggling with his magic to keep the damn demon at bay. and that was before the magic sharing shit too when Alec proved him right by cleaning up his things and saying that he had exerted himself enough for one day. like so many ppl see Magnus as the All Powerful Son Of Asmodeus Who's Also There To Service Shadowhunters and Alec just shows the faintest signs of caring about his wellbeing and he's immediately drawn to him like damn Im sad

also maybe this might be why he asked Alec to come so he could draw from his strength specifically, like he knew from the little hand holding thing that Alec was open and receptive to his magic (which probably adds to the "sympathetic" stuff like the fact that Alec had such an intense reaction to his magic and yet didnt try to push it back or draw away from it basically shows that he's open to Magnus if that makes sense? not only because magic is a part of warlocks but also because shadowhunters are all taught that magic is like, dirty and evil, so it would be instinctive for Alec to be resistant to demonic magic in his body, but he wasn't, he accepted it so readily and intensely it was a shock to the both of them) and also that he cared enough to support him. he kinda had Magnus' back from the beginning, first killing that circle member in the club before Magnus even saw him, then helping Magnus kill the other, then immediately making it to kill the demon when Magnus said he couldn't hold him back for long. like im aware I'm reading too much into this but s1 malec was very kept to the between-the-lines and its very interesting to me to think what Magnus was thinking, even if obviously on a subconscious level. Alec was showing himself to be open, reliable and caring, and magnus values that, and hes attracted to him and he hasnt had that in a while, because he wouldnt allow himself, but now he's healing and the pull he feels when he finally gets that while being emotionally available enough to accept these little gestures of caring is really strong. love that for him tbh

i go FERAL over everything about the magic sharing shit okay i always have. the way alec shows up and Magnus is kind of falling over, exhausted from trying to hold onto luke, and Alec immediately runs to support his weight and make sure hes okay? and magnus even as he was about to fall over never had his magic falter, my man couldn't keep his balance but still wouldnt come close to stumbling and risking luke's life further for even a second. so when Alec gets there he's just quite literally having his back, supporting his weight, when even Magnus didnt care about that (which like. unhealthy) and was focused on luke? and like Magnus can focus on luke because Alec is there to give him his support and make sure he's fine and how long's it been since he last had someone to do that?? and it's clearly alec's first instinct and like we know Jace or even Clary wouldnt fucking react like that. and then they have this ridiculous fucking staring contest again like we get it alec you're gay panicking at Magnus' beautiful eyes but like pls? and then we get to the most important part which is TAKE WHAT YOU NEED

like JDNDJSNSKDNDJDBSHSBSUSNSISNSIBSZJBZUZBSJSBSISNSSINSIS *SCREAMS INTO OBLIVION, SENDING SELF OUT OF EARTH'S GRAVITY ZONE*

his reaction is just SO intense and immediate he's just like "take what you need" he just offers himself fully to help Magnus just like that, no hesitation, and like Magnus is literally drawing from Alec's strength/life force, there should be some kind of resistance, even from a regular person or a friend, like its a very natural instinct. but Alec just grabs his hand and goes take what you need and he doesn't resist he just lets him do it and lets Magnus take his strength, because he genuinely worries about his wellbeing and safety just because he does, he believes in protecting others and being there for them, same as Magnus, and to Alec it's the most natural thing in the world but to Magnus it's shocking because he's always been self reliant, he has to be, he's been alone too many times and he's been used too many times and he's scared of what he'll let people take from him if he opens himself up because he always gives and gives, and he hasnt even let anyone be there for him to have his back and give him support when he needed in these last few centuries, not fully, not since Camille. but Alec shows up and just immediately cares for him in both small (like later when he refuses to let Magnus clean his couch magically because he knows he's tired and does it himself) and huge (like literally not hesitating before letting Magnus use a super intimate and presumably draining spell on him without putting any kind of limit, so Magnus can not overexert himself like he always does) ways and it means so much to him? and hes just so drawn and attracted to him and suddenly he realizes he's catching feelings that he had forgotten how to, because of course he had been healing and opening up, but he still kept people at some kind of length that didnt allow them to take care of him even if they wanted to, but Alec got that opening and he dived right in, and Magnus realizes how starved he's been for this kind of care and support that he's been denying himself and he decides to chase this, take it seriously, and i just aaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

and like again Alec doesn't even think twice about it, because he's always been the protector and the support anyway, and he doesn't want to let anyone struggle and also most of that is just him being a Decent Human Being, but just like he got that opening that no one else did before, he met Magnus at the right time and he was sympathetic and caring and that sparked so much in Magnus, made him realize just how much he's been craving affection and care and close contact with people, and being vulnerable emotionally, and all of that that he's been denying himself. obviously magnus is romantically attracted to him but right then Alec is unlocking honesty with himself inside of magnus, he's unlocking vulnerability and not using it against him but really making a good thing out of it, and magnus' forgotten it could feel like this, safe and nice instead of hurting and scary. and again it's such a simple gesture but fuck my boy's been starved!! for so long!!! okay! and he can't help but want to desperately clutch to that feeling because against all odds he trusts alec to see his vulnerability right then (and he deliberately lets him see it further when he gives Alec that drink, tells him he's been closed off, that alec's unlocked something in him. you can see all the sadness and hope and vulnerability in his eyes right then, pretty much for the first time in the show, hes just so open and vulnerable and that's deliberate! first time was a fluke but second time he's choosing to because he wants to see where this goes, and if the magic sharing scene is the spark, the drinking scene is the fire, because they're not in a life or death situation anymore, Magnus is choosing to give Alec a chance by showing him a glimpse of his insecurities and Alec answers in kind, letting Magnus see his own confusion and want, and also again shows his caring and doesn't betray or use magnus' vulnerability and fuck!!! Magnus falls in love right then because this boy stays with him all night and talks, and he sees Magnus look at him with shiny eyes and admit that he's been scared of relationships, and he tells magnus not to overexert himself, and they click and Alec is open to his magic and hes funny and hes compassionate and also passionate about what he believes in, and they have so much in common with the way they hide and care so deeply and protect others always and are so loyal and i just. udndjdndidjdjxnxjxnskxndk SOULMATES god)

I need to lie down actually this was a bad idea I'm not strong enough I'm too feral

Might continue this later who knows. I'll be tagging malec livewatch and also long post as always if you want to filter this nonsense out

[oldserah]

Ultimate Ship Meme

“Your All that's left, But I Cannot not Love thee”

Eden Genesis Rook ✂❤ Joseph Seed

[this is late/rushed as im still unpacking stuff into my uni accommodation]

Tagged by @clutch-wept​    [thank youuu]

Tagging: whomever wishes

General

Rate the Ship:

Awful | Ew | No pics pls | I’m not comfortable | Alright | I like it! | Got Pics? | Let’s do it! | Why is this not getting more attention?! | The OTP to rule all other OTPs

How long will they last?

Long time most likely even if they took breaks, they would be the couple that would stay together even if they hated each other 

How quickly did/will they fall in love?

It was slow and happened over time from back when they first met and Resparked when they met again and through out the game, its an underlying thing that they dont really admit to [?]

How was their first kiss?

It was Slow an unexpected, a kiss and walk away situation

Wedding

Note: In the Canon Fc5 Timeline they dont really get married, its just a spoken commitment to one another.

Who proposed?

Joseph did, Genesis had been married to many times that she started giving up on the idea of it and was settleing for realtionships she belived would inevitably end

Who is the best man/men?

Jacob, He’s the oldest brother

Who is the bride’s maid(s)?

Gen Most likely would of had her siblings / daughter be a brides maid with a friend or two like Kim. Joseph may of asked her to allow faith to be one aswell.

Who did the most planning?

Joseph primarily with Faith and her sister Joyce aiding him

Who stressed the most?

Genesis, she started to get cold feet as marriage just never worked for her and guilt as Joseph was her best friends husband before she died.

How fancy was the ceremony?

Back of a pickup truck | 2 | 3 | 4 | Normal Church Wedding | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | Kate and William wish they were this big. 

[Joseph and Gen would of made it pretty but more simple, alas others thought a bit differently]

Who was specifically not invited to the wedding?

less of who wasnt invited and more of who may not of accepted, which would likley be members of the resistance [i havent thought about this sooooo i dunno]

 Sex

Who is on top?

Gen preffers to be on top more often than being on the bottom but they switch it up

Who is the one to instigate things?

they are both good at initiating, but Joseph sometimes more likely

How healthy is their sex life?

Barely touch themselves let alone each other | 2 | 3 | 4 | Once a couple weeks, nothing overboard | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | They are humping each other on the couch right now

How kinky are they?

Straight missionary with the lights off | 2 | 3 | 4 | Might try some butt stuff and toys | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | Don’t go into the sex dungeon without a horse’s head [Joseph may be more Missionary than most, but Genesis sure isnt]

How long do they normally last?

Varies, short in quickies, but normally long sessions.

Do they make sure each person gets an equal amount of orgasms?

Joseph is a Pleaser so their less Equality 

How rough are they in bed?

Softer than a butterfly on the back of a bunny | 2 | 3 | 4 | The bed’s shaking and squeaking every time | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | Their dirty talk is so vulgar it’d make Dwayne Johnson blush. Also, the wall’s so weak it could collapse the next time they do it. 

[they have their Rougher Moments and then the more Slower Romantic moments]

How much cuddling/snuggling do they do?

No touching after sex | 2 | 3 | 4 | A little spooning at night, or on the couch, but not in public | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | They snuggle and kiss more often than a teen couple on their fifth date to a pillow factory.

[Joseph can be touchy in public but Gen like minimal pda unless she starts it]

Children

How many children will they have naturally?

they have 7 in fcnd soo, 7

How many children will they adopt?

Dependant, Gen Technically Adopts Ethan [and its still being decided if all of the 7 are biological or adopted]

Who gets stuck with the most diapers?

Equal, Gen has always been more motherly as she basically took care of her siblings and she had kids young, but Joseph is touchy feely so he wants to equally take care of the kids, but if Gen knows about what he did to his kid she is Paranoid and hovers / doesnt allow him or anyone in the cult near or alone with the first kid.

Who is the stricter parent?

Both ish, situational

Who stops the kid(s) from doing dangerous stunts after school?

Gen as she’s typically taking care of the kids when Joseph is absent [unless shes working if shes still working]

Who remembers to pack the lunch(es)?

Joseph as he makes meals more

Who is the more loved parent?

Genesis Because she stayed/around [que fcnd abandoment issues]

Who is more likely to attend the PTA meetings?

They attempt to Attend together more than not, if not Joseph

Who cried the most at graduation?

The other Parents

Who is more likely to bail the child(ren) out of trouble with the law?

John

 Cooking

Who does the most cooking?

Joseph

Who is the most picky in their food choice?

Neither try to be picky, but they have their prefernces

Who does the grocery shopping?

The Cult loves to serve the Father, Gen will go get her own stuff when she has time

How often do they bake desserts?

Gen cannot bake to save her life, Joseph will when he has time to.

Are they more of a meat lover or a salad eater?

They eat both, but Gen is More a Meat Lover than Joseph

Who is more likely to surprise the other(s) with an anniversary dinner?

Joseph

Who is more likely to suggest going out?

Gen because its  a treat and while she can cook its not her fav thing to do.

Who is more likely to burn the house down accidentally while cooking?

Joseph if he gets Distracted by the Voice or something.

 Chores

Who cleans the room?

The House is Generally Clean to begin with, the cult may clean the rest of the house [which Gen hate] so she has a rule of noone is allowed in the personal spaces like bedroom. Normally its the last out of the room will clean it if its messy.

Who is really against chores?

Neither they like a clean house.

Who cleans up after the pets?

Gen more typically as she belives that if your gonna get a pet they you are responsible for clean up after it, that and she knows how to take care and handle a snake where as joseph really doesnt.

Who is more likely to sweep everything under the rug?

Neither

Who stresses the most when guests are coming over?

Both to a Degree, Gen is normally more lack about it but wants things to look clean but like its a home, Joseph has an image to maintane so he wants to to look good with Guest. Their Calm Stresser’s.

Who found a dollar between the couch cushions while cleaning?

A Lucky Cultist

 Misc.

Who takes the longer showers/baths?

Gen Takes Quick Showers, Joseph takes longer baths. 

Who takes the dog out for a walk?

Gen will, specially when shes going for a run.

How often do they decorate the room/house for the holidays?

Gen will Decorate if she has Family coming over or Kids, But Joseph wants to spend them with his family so he likes to gather them all to do it for memories, Gen tends to sit out during this.

What are their goals for the relationship?

Joseph wants to save Everyone and build a family, for him Gen is a Person who is lost but is a good mother from experience. He Belives he could save her despite all her wrongs.

Gen is just looking for an Equal who will accept her for all she is and for all her faults and failings. She’s not perfect and her past hasnt been the best, but deep down she wants a home for her where she feels safe.

Who is most likely to sleep till noon?

Joseph if hes been up all night writing or talking to the voice. Gen if shes been out all night, but they tend to be early risers.

Who plays the most pranks?

Neither

[geekyjoys]

Japan’s National Catcher, Miyuki Kazuya, Accused of Doping During Recent Baseball Season

Posted seven hours ago - December 1, 20XX - by Japan Professional Sports author Kitamura Kou

Miyuki Kazuya, Yomiuri Giants’ main catcher, and recently promoted Japan Team Captain for the World Cup, stunned the world when he led the Japanese Team to win against the Puerto Rican last season at the World Cup, before losing to the American Representative Team, landing securely in second place. The Yomiuri Giants' orange "Miyuki 22" jersey has been increasing steadily in sales until it peaked as the most-sold official NPB merchandise in a single season. Although still a relative rookie—three years as the starting catcher for the giants, and only six total under the NPB—Miyuki's reputation as the up-and-coming superstar came as no surprise to most avid watchers. Especially because of his skill.

However, it seems some officials have gotten suspicious of his near-perfect gameplay (a 0.402 batting average, 37 home runs, and 98 RBIs all in a single season!). Miyuki is currently being investigated by the NPB for suspicion of the use of PEDs during the recent season, and possibly prior seasons. His managers and the Yomiuri Giants’ have yet to comment on this scandal. However, it has been confirmed by NPB officials that Miyuki has submitted samples to a lab to be tested.

Comments:

baseball-fanatic lol i knew he was too good to be true. how do we know he didn't send in someone else's blood to scam the system?

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miyumiyukazu he’s been playing this good ever since he was in high school??

yomiurimiyuki it literally hasnt even been proven yet, theyre just investigating so stop acting like he's guilty. and there's a thing called DNA in blood that EVERY SINGLE PERSON ON THIS EARTH has unique to them. if he submitted someone else's blood, they'd know

catcherintherye all lies come from SOME place of truth

pitchtomepls that… that doesn’t even make sense...

tigertime stay pressed, hater. peace!! (-3-)

lovekazukun i can’t believe this because remember that one time the team went out drinking at a bar and miyuki only got a soda and waited outside because he can’t stand alcohol or the smell of cigarettes

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baseballislife OMG YES!! during the “team diaries” video last year right?

miyumiyukazu yes!! you expect me to believe miyuki kazuya, the smol-but-tol-and-angry team captain was doping??

npbfollower what i’m more surprised about is the fact that the npb actually started the whole thing. the news didn’t come from an outside leak, npb information spread and went viral.

lovekazukun but he’s the darling of the npb… why would they want to destroy him like that??

meisan because the mlb is offering him bigger contracts once he becomes a free agent next year

101pitching oh yeah next year will be his seventh season and the end of his contract with the giants

pitchtomepls you guys think it’s a warning to miyuki? like they’re blackmailing him not to go?

npbfollower idk but something’s fishy here

meisan the only reason miyuki wants to go is because he wants a new pitcher. he’s said it before in interviews. he wants a real partnership with his battery mate, and he hasn’t found that in japan. not even with narumiya mei (as much as i hate to admit it lol)

pitchtomepls and the npb doesn’t wanna lose their international advertising cash cow to the major leagues. pffft typical.

101pitching if he signs with an MLB team, he's probably going to get a nike or adidas contract but Asics has their claws DEEP in the NPB board so they might've done something here to prevent him from leaving and signing with a rival

miyukikazoo what, ran out of dating scandals to throw at him, so you accuse him of doping??

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miyumiyukazu HAH OH SHIT !!

baseballislife at least it's right after the season, and not during or right before. that way, the scandal can be proven false and he'll have plenty of time to forget

furuyaaasss ikr i was getting so pissed off at the dating scandals,,, like, he's already confirmed he's GAY so stop trying to pair him up with the first actress he greets at a business party

pitchtomepls wowowow we have some shots fired in the area

101pitching wow these insults are almost as sharp as miyuki's would be hahaha

miyukikazoo what can i say, we miyuki stans learned from the best

furuyaaasss ive stanned him since his seido days and his battery with furuya so ive had time to learn lol

tigertime you know what they say, don't mess with a fangirl in a miyuki 22 jersey

anonymousbaseball why did they make kitamura write this shit?? his expertise would be much more useful taking a look at the upcoming college drafts, not this "scandal" or whatever. stop tarnishing his reputation as a credible author.

goldeneaglefan hes just really good, why does that automatically make him suspicious of doping? he had like 50 something career homeruns in HIGH SCHOOL, so 24 in a single season, SIX YEARS after becoming a pro isn't all that surprising tbh

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kazuyaaa thats the truth right here. being naturally good at something DOES NOT make you a cheater

kyotobaby lol what about that one volleyball player who was accused of doping last year?? or the hakone runner?? and weren't they both proven false?? haven't we had enough of these flase allegations by now?

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tosstome you mean kageyama and kurahara? https://vleaguenews.com/kageyama-tobio-doping-scandal-disproven https://collegeathletics.org/hakone-issues-official-apology-to-runner-kurahara-kakeru

sssportsss KAGEYAMA TOBIO DESERVES AN APOLOGY FROM THE V-LEAGUE AND I WANT IT NOW!!

rahrahrakuten welp looks like ill have to find a sports fandom that isnt toxic. anyone have any suggestions?

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npbfollower swimming?

lovekazukun nah dude, matsuoka and nanase (japan's star swimmers rn) are always at each other's throats. it's like they want to kill each other 24/7 and its so horrible

npbfollower please tell me that's a joke. you're joking, right? i might be dense but pls tell me thats a joke

lovekazukun no...? why?

npbfollower sis, they're literally dating. they have been together since like college https://sportsshipping.org/matsuoka-and-nanase-are-official

nautilusshell hopefully he'll be back for the annual college tournament! my brother goes to waseda and he was kind of excited to play against miyuki

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baseballislife yessss its a tradition! and as as the starting catcher, he should be there to scout out potential threats or assets to the giants' team!

nautilusshell he has some say in who the giants sign next, right? as the superstar catcher, i would assume they don't take his opinion on who to sign lightly

baseballislife yeah he does. i've been following some of the college teams not associated with schools and i wanted to see how miyuki would fare against the nagano jets... they have four pitchers currently and are looking for a two new ones ever since the two oldest ones moved on/graduated. one of their pitchers has been giving all the other universities and independent teams some trouble, though...

nautilusshell ah yeah i've heard that! mihashi ren, right? the nagano jets have an impressive lineup this year... kominato haruichi, abe takaya, and then the newcomers, seto, okumura, asada, kuki, yuuki (who is the younger sibling of seido's assistant coach!!)... i wouldn't be surprised if they swept the college series and minor-leagues this year.

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Author’s Note: The NPB actually has a nine-year free agency rule but, for the sake of the story, I’ve cut it down to six years like the MLB.

[deliverydefresas]

masters of the scene

i was supposed to post this yesterday but one of my pups tried to kill me so, it was a sad day. (no but really, i felt like crap yesterday, sorry) 

there’s a bonus of this part coming v soon that i’d planned for today but it obvs hasnt happened so pls be patient if it takes a bit more ily 

as always, not proofread, and, just like last one, this is half matteo’s pov half luna’s thanks

in case you’ve missed any part:  1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6  (this one is 6.5)

AU: Matteo Balsano is a famous singer who has been crushing on this one girl he saw every day behind a window many years ago, back when he first started recording his debut album and inspired his first big hit, “Princesa”. Luna Valente, professional Olympic skater turned actress is at a local (and very popular) talk show to promote her breakout movie. This is where it all starts.

IS THERE TROUBLE IN PARADISE FOR SOLTTEO?

New pictures of what looked as a strained interaction between the couple have surfaced today. If you’re wondering why, we’re here to tell you it’s got a name: Ámbar Smith.

The young actress and singer were seen – and photographed- in the middle of a heated argument moments before Matteo was left alone with Sol, leading us all to believe Benson’s cold attitude was caused by Smith’s presence in her boyfriend’s life.

Witnesses affirm Smith was ‘all over’ the singer before he confronted her in the middle of the restaurant. “She was attached to his arm as soon as she was close enough. [Matteo] looked angry and whispered something to her, probably to leave him alone. After that, she went nuts. [Ámbar] started talking louder about how it was all [Sol´s] fault.” According to our source, Smith calmed down as soon she realized Sol was in the room with them. “It was like a switch had turned on her. She smiled at [Benson] and her friend, and then left with the other girl, leaving Balsano alone with his girlfriend.”

What happened after that? “Sol’s smile looked forced, while he tried to lighten the mood between them. It didn’t seem to work, because she got all serious and told [Matteo] to join the group upstairs, saying they’d have ‘a talk’ later. I would act the same if my boyfriend’s ex were all over him.”

Smith and Balsano had been on a on and off relationship for over five years, before Balsano started seeing ex-professional skater, Sol Benson. Are you #TeamMambar or #TeamSoltteo?

For more on these three, click here!

She was getting dizzy. It was probably a downside of twirling in her dress so many times.

She just couldn’t help it. She didn’t know how Yam had done it, but the way the skirt moved as she twirled not only looked pretty, but was a lot of fun, too. Luna must’ve twirled at least fifty times the last half an hour, having Yam finished with her in less than fifteen minutes after they arrived at her shop. She’d done enough dresses for her not to get them ready on the firsts fittings, or so she said. She couldn’t say the same for Nina, though, as she’d been with Yam for over thirty minutes by now.

“Red looks so pretty on you.” Jim complimented her, “me, on the other side, will probably need to die my hair a shade darker if I want to look decent on it.”

She stopped her twirling, casting an incredulous look to the redhead. “What? But it looks gorgeous on you! Yam picked it up thinking of you!”  

“Yam picked it because she’s getting married on Valentine’s Day, and the theme is ‘love red’.” Jim snorted. “I’m sure that red being Ramiro’s favorite color, and Yam’s favorite shade of lipstick play a nice part on it, too.”

While Luna admitted she was oblivious of her surroundings like, 60 percent of the time (or maybe 65. Or 70. Sometimes even 75%), when it came to her friends, she was anything but. Something was bothering the sweet Valencian woman. “Jim, are you okay?”

“Of course, I am, why do you ask?”

Was she imagining things now? “I don’t know, you just- I mean, you sound a little off, that’s all.”

Her friend opened her mouth then closed it quickly after a second. She repeated it a couple times, until she ended up pouting. “Yam’s getting married.”

She almost retorted with an ‘obviously’, but figured it was probably rude. So, she went with the universal answer to everything. “Oh?”

Jim sighed. “You don’t get it, Nina’s not dating anyone, much less engaged and soon to be married!”

“Well, no. Maybe if you explained to me what the problem is? I thought you liked Ramiro, and how he treated her?”

“I do. It’s just… She’s my best friend. And she’s getting married. Soon she’ll be having babies, creating a family, maybe she’ll get a dog and I’ll be here, single, and alone!”

Yikes. “You’ll have me! And Nina! Besides, I seriously doubt Yam’ll have children any time soon. And I doubt even more she’ll forget about you. You’re Jim and Yam, and like Yin and Yang, you’re interconnected!”  

“That’s super cheesy, but thanks Luna.” Her friend sighed, smiled, and went to hug her. “I guess I just got the jitters… It feels like everyone is pairing off and then it’ll be just me. And Nina.” That only confused her.

“Who’s everyone?”

“Y’know, Ramiro and Yam, Pedro and Delfi, Matteo and you, Simón and his new girlfriend…”

Luna had to take a step back, breaking the hug altogether. “I’m going to ignore the part about Matteo and me, because it’s a lie, but, Simón has a girlfriend?”

“You didn’t know?” Jim gasped, covering her mouth with her hands. “I thought you knew! He’s your best friend!”

“Who is it? Why hasn’t anyone said anything to me about it?” she cried out, both surprised and offended they’d kept it a secret from her. They had no secrets, never had and she thought they’d never have. Of course, someone always tried to keep them, but they usually told someone else and that person told someone else and that person- it went on and on. Point being, keeping a secret was pointless and she couldn’t believe her friends, much less Simón, would do it.

“We thought you knew, you’re his best friend after all! The thing is, no one knows who it is. He keeps insisting there’s no one, but Yam told me, that Ramiro told her, that Pedro told him he’s been writing love songs. And we all know he only writes love songs when he-”

“When he has a crush! That idiot is seeing someone, and he didn’t tell me!” She huffed out, her excitement for twirling completely gone now. Now she just had to wait for lunch, and that man better be prepared because he was going to meet her bad cop side, all interrogative and annoying. She’d have to apologize with Ámbar for it but- “Oh. My. God.” It hit her then. Was this why he wanted Nina and her to have lunch with them both? To present Ámbar as his girlfriend to his best girlfriends? Now that she remembered it, the day Matteo had called her last, and she’d implied Matteo had written Princesa for her, Simón had flinched. It made sense, right? That he didn’t want to think about another guy writing a love song about his girl? Is that what had prompted him to start writing love songs?

“What?! Why that ‘oh my god’?” Jim asked excitedly, eager to gossip.

“I think I know who it is.” She had to take a deep breath. “Out of all possibilities I didn’t, for sure, see this one coming, holy chalupas.”

Jim squealed. “Who, who, who?!”    

“Jim, who are Nina and I meeting for lunch today?”

Her friend frowned, confused. “Simón and Ámb-” Jim interrumpted herself with a gasp. “NO WAY! That’s like, impossible!”

But was it? She’d seen weirder things happening. “Do I need to remind you of the Nico incident two years ago?”

Jim pursed her lips. “That was a mistake, but you’re right. I just can’t picture those two together. It’s like a bad-ass eagle dating a mouse. One of them will end up eating the other. And it won’t be the mouse.”

“What are you two talking about over here? Mouses?” Yam asked, coming out of the fitting room’s door, with Nina right behind. Jim squealed again.

“You won’t believe what we just found out!” Luna was quick to stop her, pinching her arm. “Ouch!” the redhead threw her a puzzling look, not getting why she couldn’t tell Yam.

“We don’t know for sure what’s happening there, we could be wrong for all we know.” She said in a hurried whisper, knowing well that Yam and Nina were getting more suspicious by the second.

“But-” Jim tried to protest. When she pinched her arm again, she relented. “Fine. But I want all details of your lunch or I will spill to Yam, and she will to Ramiro, and he will-”

“Yeah, yeah. I get it, Jim.” Luna had to giggle at the situation. Jim trying to be intimidating was like a puppy trying to be intimidating, adorable. She turned to her other friends then, giving them an innocent grin to their inquisitive looks. “We were just talking about… computers. Mine is giving me problems and Jim said the cause won’t be the mouse.”

Damn, she was a terrible liar. Jim was turning red from holding in her laughter, while Yam looked skeptical. Nina, looked thrown aback. “You don’t have a mouse.”

“Which is why it won’t be the cause, Nina, please. Catch up.” She giggled nervously. When her best friend tried to talk, she changed the subject. “So, are you done with Nina’s dress, Yam?”

Yam nodded, her eyes shining with pride. “Yes, I still have a couple modifications to make, but it’s mostly done, thankfully. Now all you two- “she pointed to Jim and her “-need to do is to not gain or lose any weight, so they’ll fit perfectly on February.” Her tone was cheery, but even Luna could tell she was warning them not to mess it up. She wanted to say she could’ve left all the tailoring to Mora but contained herself from doing so. Yam wasn’t a bridezilla by any means, but she could be scary when it came to her designs, and who could or couldn’t touch them up, especially on her wedding.  

“We promise we won’t mess it up Yam. Are you ready to go, N? I bet Simón and Ámbar are waiting for us right now.” Nina threw her an odd look.

“Are you okay, Luna? Did your hot chocolate have too much caffeine in it? This is Simón we’re talking about. He’s always late.” She had her there.

“Maybe so but I’m starving, Nina!” Her friend still had that odd look on her face. The one that said ‘I know you’re up to something’ look. After what felt like a century, Nina nodded.

“Alright, we’ll go. We’ll meet you for dinner tomorrow, girls.” She said her goodbyes to Jim and Yam, waiting for her to do the same.

Luna apologized to Yam, who simply waved her off with, making her promise she’d bring dessert tomorrow’s night. Jim threatened to burn down her skates if she didn’t call her after with all the scoop. As soon as they were out, Nina started questioning her.

“Are you going to tell me what’s going on?”

She really wanted to, really, really, wanted to. “Not yet. Sorry, Nina.”

Her friend opened her car, waiting until both were in it to talk again. “Is this about the interview?” she asked softly, turning on the engine. Luna sighed.

“No. And I really don’t want to discuss it right now, please? And before you tell me I only have a couple of days, I know, I will think about it later, just not right now.”

“Okay, okay. I’m here if you want to talk, you know that, right?”

She smiled at that. “Yes, I know, thank you, N.”

“Good. Now, I might’ve done something while you went for the coffee with Tamara…”  

“You asked out Matteo’s friend?” Luna guessed with a laugh, expecting a rotund no from her.

She choked on her own saliva when Nina answered with a “kinda.”

“What?! Are you serious?!”

“Again, kinda. I just told them they could join us for lunch.”

“Them? Matteo, too?” Nina nodded. “Why?”

“I felt bad for him, Luna. He looked so sad you were mad at him, and he promised he was going to tell you the truth.”

“But I told him to call me, so we could talk, and he could explain later, Nina. Not today. I’m still mad at him!”  

“That was before you did that! How was I supposed to know you were going to give him a chance this soon? I thought it’d take another week, minimum.”

She sighed exasperatedly. “I don’t want to fight with you about this.” Nina looked at her regretfully.

“I’m sorry, Luna. I know you’re stressed with everything that’s happening right now, I truly thought I was helping you… that’s why I’m telling you I did it, so you’re not taken off guard when they appear out of nowhere.”

“I know, N. Do Ámbar and Simón know they’re coming, though?” If they were thinking about announcing their relationship status to Nina and her, she doubted they’d do it with Matteo and Gastón there. She knew Simón enough to know this.

Nina grimaced. “No. And it worries me.”

“Why?”

“Delfi mentioned her while you were gone, and Matteo seemed very mad at her for some reason. I don’t think they’re on the best terms.”

“Mad? Why would he be mad?” Last time she spoke to Ámbar she didn’t sound mad at him, so it had to be a new development. She couldn’t think of a reason eith- Oh. Maybe he was jealous of her new relationship? It had been years since they broke up, though, so for sure they’d moved on by now, no? Or maybe he saw her as the one that got away?

“Luna?”

“Huh?”

“I said, I think Ámbar did something she wasn’t supposed to do. I heard Delfi telling him she tried to stop her but couldn’t.” Why would Delfi try to stop her from dating Simón?

“That doesn’t make any sense.” She thought to herself out loud, but when Nina looked at her questionably, she tried to come up with an excuse. “I mean, this is Ámbar we’re talking about. She’s always professional.”

“Are you sure you’re okay, L?” Now she was getting her friend worried.

“Yes, yes. My brain is just jumping to conclusions about stuff.”

“About Ámbar and Matteo?” It should scare her how much Nina knew about her without telling her beforehand; however, the relief of knowing she didn’t have to say it out loud was bigger. Besides, she doubted this was something to fear. “Simón told me you two had a talk about them before he went M.I.A on you. Does the thought of them being together years ago bother you?”

“What? No! I didn’t even know him back then, Nina. And right now, we’re mere acquaintances, if that. We’ve both dated people before we-” she cut herself then. They weren’t dating each other, she’d say so just two seconds before and yet, her brain didn’t seem to think the same. It was overlining ridiculous.

As always, Nina knew when not to push it. “I know but you have to admit, babe, that even your mouth is already thinking of you two as more. I’m not saying you have to date him ASAP, but maybe if you acknowledge to yourself the possibility of being, y’know, that, then maybe it could get easier for you and him. Lying to yourself will only delude your judgment.” Not.

“I’m not even sure I want us to be ‘that’, N. I don’t know him that well, and quite frankly, not for that long either.”

“It’s been three months, Luna.”

“Two months we didn’t see, much less talk to each other! Then he goes and ignores me for other two weeks. That’s roughly a week-ish of time!”

“So, it’s a crush, nothing wrong with that. The possibility is still there.”

“Even if that’s true – which, I’m not saying it is- there’s also a possibility he isn’t interested. And crushes come and go, soon one of us will move into someone else.”

“That only happens when you don’t let the crush grow into something else.” Nina pointed out, daring her to contradict her once more.

She was never one to back out.

“Maybe I won’t.”

“Okay, so, do we come up to them and say ‘oh, what a surprise, can we sit with you?’ or like, wait for them to invite us over?”

“Luna doesn’t know we’re jumping into them, though, so I doubt she invites us over. Besides, where would we wait for them to notice us? We don’t even know when they’re arriving either. Are we going to stand in a corner for who knows how long just waiting for them? You’re already confessing to your creepiness later, the less creepy we can make you look today, the better.”

“If I’m already confessing to it later, why not go all out?”

“Because we want to get you a girlfriend, not a restraining order.”

Gastón had him there. “So, what do we do?”

“We look for a table and wait until they get here. Nina knows we’re planning to meet them, she’ll make her sit with us.” He was about to agree, when a hand grabbed his left arm. Thinking it was a fan, he prepared himself to politely ask them to let it go.

He couldn’t help but scowl when he realized who it was.

Ámbar arched her brow, “what? We just came to say hi. Right, Simón?” she drew attention to her companion, who smiled at his friend, frowning at him when he looked his way. Ámbar’s satisfied smirk confirmed to him, that she knew he was pissed and was using the guy as a public shield. If he had to guess, he’d bet Delfi had warned her. “I told Simón I thought I saw you getting out of your car from our table.”

“She did.” He confirmed, extending his hand to shake Gastón’s, and then his; the grip a bit too tight. Nina wasn’t the only one offended in Luna’s behalf. “Are you waiting for a table?”

Gastón answered for both. “We just arrived, so no, but we’re hoping to get a table on the private terrace.” Ámbar faked surprise, her small gasp being a tell-tale, as she only did that on her movies. Simón’s frown deepened, not really buying it, but he didn’t comment on it, either.

“What a coincidence! We’re sitting over there, maybe we can ask the manager to bring over two more chairs?”

“I don’t know, Ámbar, we’re waiting for Nina and Luna, remember? Maybe we should wait until they’re here…”

“Don’t be silly, Simón. I’m sure they’ll be fine with it, what’s that that Luna always tells us, huh? The more the merrier.” The poor guy either bought the excuse, or he simply knew it was pointless to fight with someone as stubborn as Ámbar. “Excellent. Shall we return to our table, now?” She tugged on his arm, still being held by her hand, nudging them to walk. Knowing her like he did, she was probably trying to avoid talking to him alone by dragging them all to a more crowded place. The small waiting area wasn’t as filled with people as one would think. Yelao’s was, after all, a low-key place.

“Actually, why don’t they go on first? I wanted to discuss something with you.” He told her, loud enough for their companions to get the hint. Gastón was about to protest, his eyes telling him that it wasn’t a good idea.

“Can’t it be later? It would be rude of us to leave our friends alone.” Her nails pressed into his arm, her blue eyes staring right at his own, a silent warning. He couldn’t have cared less.

“Oh, if you have stuff to discuss, don’t worry about us, it’s okay. The girls aren’t here yet, and I’ve been meaning to talk to Gastón about something too.” He mentally thanked Simón. If he wanted to talk to his friend, too, then Gastón couldn’t join Ámbar in her objections.

Before they left, Gastón made sure to give him one last ‘be careful’ look, shaking his head in disapproval.

“I’m going to kill that idiot later.” The blonde muttered lowly, letting out a huff. She sighed before turning her body towards him. “Okay, I know you’re upset but this is not the place, nor the time to bitch out to me, remember?” She showed her pinkie finger, moving it around for a couple of seconds. He slapped it away.

“I’m not just ‘upset’! Do you know how much crap has been said about me and Luna thanks to your little stunt?” he hissed quietly, trying his best to not raise his voice.

“Oh, yes, poor you. Being linked to a wonderful girl and getting painted as a monogamous boyfriend for the first time in six years. Tragic.” She put her hand on her chest, mocking sympathy.

“Can you be serious for a moment? Put yourself in her shoes, she’s been harassed by fans and media about a non-existent relationship thanks to you.”

“Oh, yes, give me a moment while I try to wonder how it must feel to be linked to you by the media, in a romantic way.” She deadpanned, “how it must feel having people discrediting your talent and projects, for years, by always bringing up your name and wondering if I’d still be relevant if it wasn’t for you. Gee, I wonder how that must feel.”

“This isn’t about you-”

“Ah, no, of course not. This is about you and her but somehow, it’s my fault.”

Matteo gripped his hair, trying hard not to scream in frustration at her attitude.

He wasn’t blind. And he’d never been when it came to her as she was, after all, one of his closest friends. Matteo knew it hadn’t been easy for her to deal with all the shit the media had said about her in the past – to be painted as the woman on the side, the one who’d help him ‘cheat’ on other imaginary women. He also knew that, while some papers (mainly the ones both had exclusivity with) said it was Luna who he was cheating with, the majority painted Ámbar as the one who just couldn’t let go of him and see him happy with Luna. She’d expressed her discomfort a couple times before but knew there wasn’t much that could be done. He felt bad, had done so since they broke up all those years ago.      

“Ámbar, please-”

“No!” she interrumpted him, “I’m done with your superhero complex. Yes, Jazmín and I planned for her to ask the question, but we didn’t make Luna answer what she did, and it was obvious she was helpless, I stepped in and stopped it. You might not agree, but I helped her back then. You think she doesn’t know? I came clean to her while we were on the promo tour, she wasn’t even as mad as you seem to be on her behalf!”

A blink. “What?”

“The fact that you’re here, acting all mighty protector on my ass, is ridiculous!”

“How was I supposed to know?!”

“By asking before you start shit, dumbass!”

He groaned lowly, knowing she was – probably- right. “I’m sorry, but I just can’t help but want to protect her. She’s just so…”

“Ugh, don’t get mushy on me. As your ex, I honestly want to know minus zero business of your new love-life.” Ámbar made a disgusted face, pretending to gag at the thought. “As your friend, though… I must admit I’m happy you’ve found her. She’s a great girl and her song does her justice.”

“I didn’t even know it would.”

“No, but your subconscious hit the nail extraordinarily.” She smirked. “Does she know about it, yet?”  

“Not yet. I’m planning to break it to her slowly today.”

Ámbar sighed, “ah, yes. Delfi told me about your plans. Are you sure she’s going to agree to the group interview knowing how much of a creep you really can be?”

“You dated me, and you knew, didn’t you?”

“Well, to be honest, I thought your brain had made her up to trick you into writing songs.”

“That sounds even crazier.” Ámbar just shrugged it off. She didn’t claim sanity, either. “So, you and Simón? Don’t give me the bullcrap Delfi told me, if this was a collaboration with the RB, they’d be here too.”

“Aw, there you go again with your superhero complex.” She rolled her eyes, “we’re not dating, if that’s what you’re asking.”

“Hooking up?”

“Nope. He’s doing this project as a solo, and he hasn’t told his band yet.”

“Why wouldn’t he?” Ámbar pursed her lips, as if she wasn’t sure to tell him. Finally, she sighed it out.

“You didn’t hear about this from me, okay?” He nodded. “Pedro’s planning on proposing. If everything goes right, Delfi and him will be married in like, a year. She wants a baby right away, and Pedro will ask for a three-year break if it does happen.”

“I’m not getting it, how’s that related to Sim- Oh.” Simón was planning a solo career.

It was her turn to nod. “He’s preparing songs and working on small solo projects to help himself get used to it.”

“I still don’t get why he can’t just tell them.”

“Well, don’t quote me on this, but I’m sure this must be a hard decision for him, especially when you’ve been in a band for over ten years. I’m 99% sure he’s talking to Gastón about the legal stuff that comes with it right now, which sounds complicated AF as well.”

“How come you know all of this?” Matteo teased her. She rolled her eyes.

“Contrary to popular belief, I’m an awesome friend.” She then turned her eyes to the entrance of the restaurant, waving over to someone. “Your princess is here.” Ámbar whispered to him, alerting him of her presence. “I’ll take Nina and give you some time, yeah?”

“I don’t know, Nina suggested a full stomach first.” He whispered back, slowly turning his body to Luna and her friend.

“Smart girl.” She said, before throwing the newcomers a big grin. “Hi girls! Simón and I arrived a little early and look who we bumped into!” Nina returned the grin, while Luna looked like she was forcing hers. That worried him immediately. “So, Nina, want to go up first?” Blondie extended her arm to the girl, who looked at Luna for approval. When the girl nodded an okay, Ámbar lost no time in pushing Nina towards the stairs that led for the terrace, throwing him a wink before disappearing.

As soon as they were out of sight, he spoke. “What a nice surprise, no?” Luna smiled.

“Not really. Nina told me she invited you when I was out with Tamara.”

“Yikes. I’m sorry, I just… I wanted to make it right between us again.”

“I think this is becoming a habit of sorts. You, apologizing every time we see each other.”

“Well, that’s what one does when they feel bad about something.” He tried to joke, but Luna frowned. “What?”

“Matteo, do you- I mean, why do you- crap.” She fumbled over her words, her frown deepening more after each word was said. “This is a conversation I need to have with food in my stomach because I’m not making much sense right now.”

“Are you okay, Luna?” he worried over her, to which she nodded.

“Yes, sorry. I think we should go meet the others now. I’m guessing you want to have our talk later today?” He smiled.

“I would like that.” She nodded.

“Then let’s go.”  

[snickwrites]

quarantine hcs | song series edition

am i bored? yes, but i’ve also wanted to to headcanon how my song kids deal with quarantine. when i was washing dishes and really thought about it, i amused myself so now i wanna write it down.

ignore me, as per usual.

WENDY CAIN.

it would drive her absolutely mad

but shes also a little freaked out at the health connotations, so shes very serious about following health protocols, like she laminates them and spreads them all across the house + rooms

therefore, welcome clean freak wendy

obsessively cleaning surfaces, is seen furiously scrubbing and spraying

but she looks absolutely adorable whilst doing so; like, shes got a bandana on, shes in gloves, maybe a summer dress ( because quarantine hits just when its summer dress season ;-; ) if shes feeling up to getting dressed a bit

shed still do her regular walks, but keeps it around the house and liminal spaces she knows doesnt have much humans

she already does walk by herself even before quarantine hit so its ok

would start getting into the bread-baking trend

house is constantly smelling like freshly baked bread, mans in love all over again

would absolutely try and keep herself busy by planning through it and asking leon to join with some activities (if shes quarantining with leon, if shes not, she’ll video call him all the time, and isnt afraid to say how much she misses him)

if she is quarantining with him, they plan dates once a week and dress up all fancy

my girl will probably start sending letters like shes from a past century w/ gifts for friends

she’ll take up all kinds of hobbies too omg, baking being the primary (will obsess over making the best bread, like, legit. Michelin quality fucking bread, your honour), some sewing (enough to make a few clothes, cute), and even botanical (quits while she’s only kid one plant. my girl doesn’t have a green thumb, sad face)

if she’s not quarantining with leon, will cope better than his ass lmao

will prolly bond a lot with her parents, map out movie nights and game nights (her stepmother is competitve as fuck and its hilarious)

LEON SONG

mans ok with it honestly

doesnt leave the house much so??? sure might as well

also gives him an excuse to take long naps with wendy in his arms so-

as long as he has internet, books, and food, hes ok

seriously, this man would be ok

would seriously get fat tho, bc if hes quarantining with wendy, man wont forget to eat since shes in charge of the kitchen

if he’s not quarantining with her tho, oh boy

will absolutely break down, have wendy on video call 24/7 he doesn’t give a flying fuck

this man cannot function without her being phyiscally present

as soon as quarantine restrictions get a little less tight enough for him to leave the house, you bet your bottom dollar this man is rushing to get to her period. he’ll either take her to his house or he camps out at hers, he doesn’t care as long as she’s within reach

co-depent motherfucker

JAMES BRACKHAM

oh man, he’d go insane on the first week

he’d get into all kinds of crap

he’d replenish all the movies/shows he’s missed, would start cooking, be active on social media ( esp when he started working out; phew, mans horny, in need of release, send help )

honestly. would get ridiculously horny

would work the fuck out

mans gonna get built

will learn creative recipes tho and get really good at cooking food

built af? cooks well? H-word?

please, a thirst trap

QUINN FONG

would get back to teenage quinn: mangas, animes, shows, films, and prolly start webtoons herself

would send thirsty photos to james just for the hell of it

will dye her hair numerous times, pls save her poor roots

would get into makeup trends

will do the tiktok trend of like, cooking food from different eras

but will not cook ordinarily, still too lazy

will get into tiktok

both pranks + dances

will lose it after the first few months, she’d be so lazy

will video call all her friends bc she misses them

pranking government agencies get intense and more ridiculous

will befriend someone from each agency; cia, nasa, mi6, and even mossad

will start a dnd group w/ them

FARIS HAMEL

god, i see this man get bombarded with video calls from family members, pls save him

would lose it in a month but will not show it

will also become a gym nut

boi would meet the gang after quarantine looking jack as shit

oh my go,d he’d go into an online shopping spree addiction

and since he only really spends expesivenly on particular things, it gets out of hand fast

like, intervention status stat!

pls, he’d also start journaling

but he sounds like a mid century polish boy afraid of the plague outside of his house

gets obsessed with cleaning as well

CORDELIA SONG

another online shopping spree addict

will completely refurbish her house, pls

new !! outfits !!

will be that annoying friend/relative who wll constantly call/video chat bc shes vv lonely, no matter how close you are to her

she does this daily

will dress up everyday, regardless

social media presence? uh, yes pls

will probably start lives just bc

most likely to be drunk before 3 o’clock

BONUS:

+ KEI TANAKA

hes surprisingly ok with it too

he’ll start cooking more and more than going for takeouts, will shyly have a more social media presence, prolly get into a dnd group (Accidently gets on quinn’s tho whew), and go for the shows/films he hasnt got time to watch

will not walk away from online relationships tho

chill about it

will actually forget how much he misses human interaction until like, someone calls him or like, he passes by his neighbours

will pamper himself tho

buy some bathbombs, some bath salts, oof, get some face masks

mans coming out of this looking young as shit

will start a random hobby?

mixing cocktails? do puzzles?

+ DOMINIC PRINCE

man will prolly lose his mind

one week? nah, third day this man has given up on life

will be the MOST annoying; will call anyone who doesnt drop his calls bc he craves human interaction

will play music like a madman

start watching some musicals

sends rando ass gifts to his friends only to fuck with them, followed up by an actual decent gift

will legit start adopting left and right

mans found an ad and became feral

come end of quarantine, he introduces his 12 new children

[juunshua]

No pls I love rants on music, especially vocal techniques (had a couple of classes, quit because of life in general, most of my expertise is on the piano side anyway), and would really, seriously love to hear your thoughts on the members vocals (although I do understand that this is time consuming to do) just wanted to say that there's no need to apologise for ranting, we all wanna hear you speak anyways :)

sorry this took forever to respond to! akdjf youve went to more vocal technique classes than i have so maybe you might know more than me ahaha! tbh i really want to formally learn vocal pedagogy so i know what im listening for and what im not. like having that professional opinion alongside telling me ‘ur wrong’ or ‘ur right’ i really want that so i can solidify my learning in a sense…ive been doing that kind of through youtube videos and stuff but still idk. omg ur a pianist? please i love you automatically now so idk why but i’ll probably just summarize in units? and like maybe short comments about each member or more than one member or something idk. under a readmore bc it got longwarning: i am no way, shape and or form a professional. 

hht: im going to start with hht…tbh i have another name for hht haha its called ‘baritone team’ alsdkjf isnt it a coincidence (not really) that all of svts baritones ended up in hht…thus is the fate of most baritones in kpop sadly :( they either get pushed to subvocal or to the rapper position even if its not what they want initially bc of their like natural (basically) biological disposition of not being able to hit, with the same kind of ease, high notes that tenors can…like tbh tenors cant hit those notes ½ the time either but its less obvious bc theyre tenors…that made no sense lasdj…in relating to current events though heres a classic example of baritone (vn) vs tenor (sk) singing in basically the same high note range but vn has to go into falsetto while sk is trying to mix up there…both of them arent really singing it well (laskdj fmaybe sk is a bad example bc he has a good approach to his voice…but like nonetheless that isnt a healthy sounding note from either of them) but its less obvious with sk bc hes a tenor and more obvious with vn (well maybe the falsetto vs mix also had to do with it but like idk a bari who would want to mix that high ljldkajf). anyways in terms of technique, no one in hht team particularly stands out. All of them tend to either sing with their throat or sing with lots of air in their voice, which isn’t particularly healthy but also to be expected from rappers. tbh rappers i find tend to be more throaty, i think why in this group they also are airy is because of wz lol and his vocal directing. within the entire group though (like not just hht), ww has my fav vocal color and i tend to think from within hht, he has the most potential to become a decent vocalist. its mostly (like 95%) because of his continual expressed desire in singing (it makes me think that when he does actually get proper vocal lessons he would take them very seriously and be very disciplined about it and tbh that just goes above everything else) but also because of that one performance of city escape (here) ? and it sounds really pretty and the range that he’s singing in that song is starting to be in the higher part of a baritones register too. and in some of his other vocal performances too, whenever he is in the range where he doesn’t have to mix, his approach to his voice really isnt bad at all. i say he has the most potential but that doesnt mean the other hht members cant become awesome vocalists they can if they put the right time and effort into it. pt:the rest of the units are composed of all tenors (at least from what i know) btw so yeah all of pt are tenors. again in terms of technique no one particularly stands out. they all seem to approach singing similarly but with putting emphasis on different things which makes them sound different….actually upon closer inspection most of the members of the entire group (not just pt) are like that laksjdl….well maybe with the exception of sk. anywho…jh pushes air a lot which is why you get those like ‘hiccups’?? idk how else to describe it but an example is here. like do u hear how his voice rises at the end of a lot of those notes? hs also gets those same hiccups. jh is also quite nasal, and probably the most nasally member within the 13 members when it comes to singing. nasally voices are my number one pet peeve rip thats why my fav jh singing moments is when hes singing in his comfortable range and esp when its words/syllables that force him to place his voice not so much in his nose (ie this part in my i). being nasal is not really as damaging for the vocal chords as much as it is the individual not really placing the voice in the correct, most optimal place. he also gets really tight on higher notes esp when hes trying to mix that high. same with hs (you can hear the both of them sounding tight in the habit perf i linked to earlier). also jh has tongue tension but im not sure if thats a reflection of him trying to sing in kr…him and hao are probably at a disadvantage when it comes to singing because of the fact that they aren’t singing in a language that theyre comfortable in/fluent in. when it comes to hao, when he said in the seasons greetings video that he was working on singing but no matter how much he practiced, he couldnt improve, that made me really sad :( because that basically means is that the vocal lessons he is getting arent actually good vocal lessons…unless he expects results to happen in a week (which sadly no it takes months upon months). ur vocal chords are a muscle so they take time to develop (like when u first go to the gym u arent going to try and lift the heaviest weight right? or run at the fastest speed or whatever u have to build urself up to that slowly). and then he also compared that to his dancing which he said he could get better at by doing over and over? but its the same when it comes to dancing like u cant be improving dancing if u learn the wrong choreo or the wrong ways to dance a specific type of dance right? like no matter how much u practice a wrong choreo its still going to be that wrong choreo…so if u sing with bad technique no matter how much u practice u arent going to get better u’ll just develop bad technique. but yeah singing with correct technique should yield some results eventually (i can attest to that). anyways im biased and i really want to hear hs get proper vocal lessons bc i find his vocal color sooo pretty i literally listen to campfire like 90%for his part in the chorus (and the other 10% is cheols rap aldjsf)….i also think he hovers around being able to support or maybe its my biased ears talking who knwos… i didnt really talk about dn but hes kind of along the same lines…maybe a bit more dependent on his throat than some of the other members in pt…which kind of makes sense bc thats what rappers tend to dovt: ok js and wz are both similar in how they approach singing i think its kind of obvious too with how much they sound alike at times. oh yeah wz probably has the highest vocal range within the group idt anyone in the group can go higher than him (not that it really matters when it comes to vocal technique but its a neat tidbit of info). jh for one has a lot of tongue tension (just like jn) when he sings and is kinda nasal (not as much as jn but still there). just like the rest of the other members in the other units, these three dont support either. we can finally talk about support when we talk about sm…although his supported range isnt too much he does have that basic down…he gets super throaty though when hes outside his supported range. he does that same hiccup thing that hs/jn do. he hasn’t shown the ability to resonate but at least he can support.  despite singing a lot of the groups high notes, he hasnt developed a connected head voice, as far as im aware of. technique wise hes really similar to a lot of the main vocalists in groups that debut these days. but ok NOW SK aka the member who has the best vocal technique. he supports consistently and he has resonance too its so beautiful and wonderful to listen to like esp since a lot of kpop group vocalists that debut these days for some reason dont really want to resonate. its so nice to listen to his voice. like hes fooling around here but still manages (what i think is) a resonant F#4? (not the high note he holds out, its like the note he sings before he slides up) and if that note isnt resonant then it is at the very least supported very very very nicely. heres a really pretty g4. tbh i really want to hear him start trying to conquer the fourth octave like what a good day itd be if i could say ‘yeah sk can sing up to b4s with good technique’ like thats kind of hard to do but definitely attainable! and he has the potential for sure! i think within the fandom hes really quite overlooked for some odd reason that i cant seem to figure out why. he definitely has the healthiest voice, at least his mixed register for sure. he seems to prefer mixing over head voice for whatever reason when it comes to high notes so honestly speaking i havent paid much attention to his head voice but i wouldnt be surprised if it wasnt connected considering how much he doesnt sing in it…but tbh the fact that he mixes pretty decently is amazing in it of itself. CONCLUSION: with proper vocal guidance and technique ANYONE can become a decent singer. 

[alexandrasrivers-blog]

hi friends its krista again idk why i keep posting these intros u all know who i am

anyways this is lexi and she’s the worst

there’s some bullets under the cut if you wanna plot with her :-) and her bio is right here

her real name is karlene alexandra gothel, and she is the child of the infamous mother gothel from tangled.

make sure you remember her middle name bc it plays a key role in the story

she definitely does not go by karlene anymore

she goes by lexi instead for reasons that i will explain momentarily

honest it would be best if you didn’t call her karlene tbh you’d probably get punched or spit on not sure which

though she doesn’t introduce herself as karlene gothel anymore so like y’all might be safe from that

okay so the first thing to know about her is that she pretty much hates everyone and everything. i wish i was exaggerating but i promise you that i’m not. she’s genuinely the worst. like, she truthfully doesn’t care about you or your feelings and that will probably never change.

i should probably talk about her birth now though shouldn’t i because like “woah how did gothel have a kid what no way !!” Alright, here’s the story. So, a loooong time ago, a droplet of sunlight fell from the sky and from it grew the infamous magic golden flower that set everything up for the events of Tangled. That night, though, a droplet of moonlight fell as well, thus growing a magic silver flower. I know, creative, right? Anyways, that magic silver flower was never discovered, because it ended up being covered up by weeds and vines. Fast forward to when Rapunzel’s hair is cut and Gothel falls out the window of the tower. It’s implied that she’s dead, but that wasn’t the case. What ended up happening was that Gothel used the last bit of magic she had left and used it to disappear, ending up deep in the forests of Corona. After wandering around for days, looking like a frail old woman who should have died hundreds of years ago, she came across that Magic Silver Flower. You can imagine how shook she was. I know I would’ve been shooketh as hell. She probably thought she was seeing things. anyways she dug up that flower and washed it off in the river to get all the dirt off the roots and then she ate that bitch right then and there.

surprise surprise it turNED HER YOUNG AGAIN !!! and by young I mean like she looked to be in her early thirties.

And then she moved into a village on the outskirts of Corona where no one would find her, and met a man named Henry. Gothel felt absolutely nothing for Henry whereas he was beyond smitten with her. tbh Gothel used him for fun but then she found out she was pregnant so she packed up what little she had and ended up back in her tower.

When Karlene was born, the first thing Gothel noticed was that her eyes were a startling silver color, and the baby’s skin had a sort of ... glowing hue to it? And it was then that Gothel realized just how special this child was, and that the effects of the Moon Flower passed down into her daughter. 

Realizing this was what awoke the greedy side of Gothel, and she felt the need to covet this child the same way she coveted Rapunzel. The only difference was, Karlene fucking despised it growing up. She literally hated that tower. If you were to ask her about the tower now, she’d clench her fists and say she wants to burn it down. She hated that tower so much that when Gothel was away on a trip to the market, she left.

This is both the best and worst thing that Karlene had done for herself. The best, because she was finally free of that godforsaken tower. The worst, because she was only free for a good six hours.

Homegirl took off as soon as she was outside, and ran until she got to a river bank. Keep this in mind, because it’s important.

At that river bank, she was approached by two really big, scary looking dudes. If you’ve ever seen Tangled, I’m just going to tell you that said dudes are the Stabbington Brothers aka the two guys Flynn went to steal the Crown with. 

She tried to fight them off and ended up pushing one of them so hard that he stumbled back, and this was super surprising to the brothers bc that didn’t happen very often. So they talked her into following them (( stupid girl )) and led her to the Snuggly Duckling, where they proceeded to show her the secret entrance into the Mines of Corona. As they got deeper through the mines, they came upon yet another secret door, which led to a tunnel that brought all three of them to a warehouse of sorts. In this warehouse was a giant red mat, and some of the most malicious, nasty looking people you’ve ever dreamed of. Adults, and teenagers alike. 

basically !!!!!! they brought her to an illegal fight club !!! and threw her into the ring without any experience with a lot of money bet on her winning !! and shE GOT THE SHIT BEAT OUT OF HER !!! but honestly karlene is one of those girls who is like definitely not going down without getting a punch in (( even though she’s never fought anyone in her whole life #yikes )) so she got back up and spit blood in her opponents eyes and punched him as hard as she could and ended up knocking this kid out.

she ended up living in that warehouse in like apartments above the room where the ring is and stayed there until she was eighteen and p much became the main event like she was a real money floater every criminal around had heard of her and wanted to face off against her and a lot of them lost but some of them won u kno how it is

BUT THEN GOTHEL somehow heard thru the grapevine where her precious moonlight was and hopped her ass into that warehouse and honestly the sight of her shook lexi so much that she wasnt paying attention to her opponent and got the shit knocked out of her

and when she woke up, she was outside in the grass being scolded by gothel

who pulled the whole “mother knows best” shit on her to which lexi was like “lol hell no” and gothel was all “wow the disrespeCT !! if u think ur so big and bad lets truly see how u do on ur own” and shipped her ass off to wda

where she has been for a year currently

she is very into provoking people honestly like she doesn’t have a fight club here yet (or at least she hasnt found one) and is rlly itching to fight someone again 

she likes to see who’s going to take the first swing

but at the same time she rlly doesn’t care

im so !! abt her so doesn’t care abt anything sighs how will i even deal with this kid

i think im gonna post random fact about her now?

she’s 5′3 and uses her lack of height as an advantage tbh it gives her easier access to punch guys in the dick and chicks in the tit which is always fun

she loves blue raspberry cotton candy ok dont question it

SHE WILL NEVER HURT AN ANIMAL OK SHE LOVES ANIMALS she has a year old gray maine coon and his name is oscar and he’s a dick tbh like he has those hateful eyes

honest meme is oscar likes u then ur doin somethin right friend

her favorite color is pastel pink dont judge

she wears a lot of athletic clothing bc its comfortable and she doesn’t care what she looks like so u kno catch her walking around campus in sports bras and leggings bc why the fuck not i guess

idk whAT ELSE TO PUT MAN FUCK 

i really love her though and im hoping you guys do too pls come plot with me

[tuoremehumoved]

shit son i got tagged by @rinniekins my gayest friend goddamn

Answer 11 questions, tag 11 or more people and create your own 11 questions for them!

1. How are you? - im very gay and gay means both homosexual and happy in this case im gonna see my long distance boyfriend next month and hes coming to see me for my birthday but also im kinda stressed bc final exams are in like two weeks and guess who hasnt studied? this bitch 2. Favorite season? - fall bc its mah birthday and also its not too hot but not too cold either and usually bugs are dying then and also i like rain 3. Your top 3 favorite characters? - junkrat, mercy, lex luthor 4. If you could travel anywhere in the world, where would you go? - uhhhhh well atm i just wanna throw my ass to england so i can see my boyfriend but if i ignore that part, i guess my first destination would be like... uhhhhhh i dont fucking know russia? and russia for its culture and shit not for its politics fuck that but also i kinda wanna go like to lithuania or latvia or somewhere small 5. Any nicknames? - oh jesus well the usual nicknames are sanders, sandels, sandel, santelimanteli, santti, santtu BUT then theres my boyfriend and hes rlly embarrassing im not even going to list the most embarrassing ones hes so fucking gay but theres also gay, cabbage, potato, jellybean and the rest shall stay hidden forever im not ready for this diabetes cuteass sugary shit to come online 6. How tall are you? - i have no fucking idea like........ 168cm? 165? i really dunno 7. What are your favorite colors? - deep blood red is my absolute fav but in general deep vibrant colors are nice 8. What’s your favorite Pokémon? - i dont play pokemon i dont give a shit about them but i do have a pikachu plushie with a hole in its ass that my friend drunkenly cut there so he could make fingering jokes, so um pikachu 9. Righty, lefty, or ambidextrous? - righty and not ambi at all i cant even wave with my left hand im so shit 10. A random confession? - uhhhhh im gay? not enough of a confession oki i buy a shitton of books but i never read them bc i cant focus on reading anymore like i used to but im still proud of them and treat them like babies 11. What would you say if the whole world was listening? - “hello world i think we should just chill and i know this is my chance to make something good happen but im just a poor student bby thanks for letting me waste your time, peace, religious ppl pls pray for my grandma i dont believe in god but shes going nuts okay and i want her to b okay even if im an asshole”

im not going to tag anyone so im not going to write questions either lol b y e

[tripoverheelies-blog]

hey guys im back at it again with another ugly child omg okay but guys you need to understand heely is near and dear to my heart he was one of the first kiddos i played when i got back into the rp game two years ago so i thought it was only customary to bring him back again with the first rp i joined since i started university but sAPPIES ASIDE 

okay so heely was born and raised with his older brother alex in birmingham, england until he turned twelve years old, before his father moved him and his step-mother and step-siblings out to new york city which is where heely spent most of his life leading up to bondi. his mother was killed in a breaking and entering situation gone bad when he was only four years old, leaving him in the care of an alcoholic father and an older brother who was just barely growing into his own bones. alex took care of him until he turned eighteen, before he just picked up and left heely behind to pursue a career in medicine. now, nine years later, heely still hasnt forgiven alex for abandoning him.

heely started a band when he was fourteen years old with his closest friends in new york ( gonna be putting out connection requests for those fuckers !!!!! ) and has garnered enough acclaim over the years to actually secure them several openings and even a small concert across australia and new zealand, which means they might be sticking around for a little while ( or a long while who knows what’ll happen wink nudge wink )

you’d think that heely’s biggest fear is to end up like his father, who coped with the loss of his wife by drinking and being a monster to anyone who got too close, but his true biggest fear is to end up like alex. which is why it’s impossible to ever contact him or reach him on sundays, because that’s the day he spends skyping with his younger siblings and his step-mother he’s on pretty okay terms with his step-mother, but he adores the fuck out of his siblings, so they’re his first priority tbh

listen i even wrote his aesthetic way back when and its perfect okay

- having a discussion with someone across the room by using just gestures and facial expressions - ending up sharpening all the pencils instead of just the one you need - both judgemental eye rolls and friendly and teasing eye rolls - cutting your own hair - never letting fate decide - high-fiving someone so hard it hurts your hand - catching things right before they hit the ground - buying dozens of notebooks but only writing a couple of things in each of them - drinking/eating straight from the container - explaining things with your hands - constantly changing your ringtone - smoking your own cigarettes but getting drunk on other people’s alcohol - standing in a grassy field with your friends on a warm summer night as fireflies light up

this is my soft child with a hardened exterior tread lightly and hmu for plots pls he needs love sdkgnskdj 

[aitaijini]

ANSWER THE FOLLOW FOR YOUR MUSE SO PEOPLE KNOW HOW SHIPPING WORKS ON YOUR BLOG.

REPOST. don’t reblog. TAGGED BY :: @nonviiolent​ TAGGING :: whoever hasnt done it yet !

01. WHAT’S YOUR OTP FOR YOUR MUSE? ::

shunsui and katen !

02. WHAT ARE YOU WILLING TO RP WHEN IT COMES TO SHIPPING? anything. fluff, angst, gore, etc ! platonic, romantic, hateships ( i love hateships with tension <3 ), broships ! everything! with katen, i prefer angst at the moment. it just suits my suicidal bae. but my favorite is banter with ships. i love it when someone can outsass me. <3

03. HOW LARGE DOES THE AGE GAP HAVE TO BE TO MAKE IT UNCOMFORTABLE?::

unlike most, age gap doesnt bother me too much ? as long as it is legal and reasonable. shrugs. i feel like it depends on the characters and situation. idk idc. with katen -- i feel like she would want someone close to her age. she doesnt really care for immature/childish people. too young and she wont consider them her equal, let alone a partner.

04. ARE YOU SELECTIVE WHEN SHIPPING? ::

aahahahaa ;; unfortunately yes. i love shipping?? and i honestly want all the romance and all the ships and everything ! but i am very selective. super picky ! the best way i can explain it is the ship has to make sense to me ?? idk. i like to keep my characters as canon as possible. there has to be chemistry. and they would develop slowly ! -- but dont let this deter anyone. i honestly love shipping. if anyone has ideas hmu. and i will prob angst you up. ;^)

05. HOW FAR DO STEAMY MOMENTS HAVE TO GO BEFORE THEY’RE CONSIDERED NSFW? ::

when it gets sexual .. ? i mean. genitals get involved ? idk. being nakkid ? again depends on the situation ! i dont consider kissing or making out nsfw, tho !

06. WHO ARE OTHER MUSES YOU SHIP YOUR MUSE WITH? ::

MMMMMM. well again. shunsui and katen with the bae @nonviiolent. i love them. the dynamic ! and most of all the banter. <3 their little game of cat and mouse is very interesting. and their random moments of strong sexual tension.. how katen plays the mean/cold bitch card to cover up her true feelings for him. i love how shunsui puts up with her yet knows he is overall in control somehow ?? but he also loses himself in her, he seems easily tempted in her dark tendies. fighting with himself to not take that eternal slumber with her.. he is clearly very tempted and i just love that.  i also like what is developing between katen and grimmjow with @skyvar. i wasnt expecting that and it instantly caught my interest. grimm is sharp ! he is challenging her-- i like it. ( again -- anything with banter i am all over ) katen just wants to put him in his place ! skin the kitty and punish him :’^) and maybe smother him in her chest, if he is good. the other ships i can think of for katen would be.. umm.. idk ! i kind of like the idea of katen and stark ???? the tension because she fought him -- killed lilynette and even him ! he never even got to see shunsui’s bankai and he wanted too... also the fact of her being all about a lover’s pact in suicide.. i think that lonely boy would eat that up !

07. DOES ONE HAVE TO ASK TO SHIP WITH YOU? ::

asking is always nice. it confirms it, you know ? but if our thread takes off that is okay too. again chemistry needed !

08. HOW OFTEN DO YOU LIKE TO SHIP? ::

how often do i like to ship ? always ! come @ me

09. ARE YOU MULTISIP? ::

yes i am !

10. ARE YOU SHIP OBSESSED OR SHIP MORE-OR-LESS? ::

ehhh. i like it a lot but i dont need it ! so both ? :^)

11. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SHIP IN YOUR CURRENT FANDOM? ::

ummmmm.. well, of course shunsui and katen ! but i also like shunsui and jushiro... aizen and shutara <3,  kisuke and myself :’) ,  and the idea of riruka and shinji ! again that is just currently ~ my mind wanders around with bleach ships !

12. FINALLY, HOW DOES ONE SHIP WITH YOU? ::

message me, pls ! seriously if you have an idea just message me, i will probably just gush at you. i am a shy mun to begin with so i would appreciate anyone reaching out to me on the matter ! but if you are like me and arent that bold -- flirting with my character is always a good way to start ! 

[leaughrilke]

TELL ME! I always love your thoughts!

BLESS U

so the all the kids love their moms a Whole Heck of a Lot right and obviously kara and lena love their kiddos more than words can describe and its not that there’s any favoritism??  at all, like none, its just that stella is sort of naturally closer to lena??  in the same way that finn and maia are sort of naturally closer to kara, like there’s a certain sort of distance created when you’re a kid and you physically can’t Be a certain way around one of your parents

so there’s not distance per se but just....things that kara can do with finn and maia that she cant do with stella and things that lena can do with stella that she cant do with finn and maia 

and its not a Thing but then it sort of becomes a Thing ??  not so much for finn and maia bc lena and kara have gotten creative in making sure that lena’s always been able to be as involved in their lives as kara 

but heres the deal: maia and finn have kara’s powers and kara trains them.  that’s cool, thats fine, stella gets why she does; kara takes them to the deo with her a lot and they punch cars together (especially maia, she’s got a Lot of Rage to work through) and they go flying and kara helps them practice control over their powers and stella can’t help but feel a little left out??  bc for the most part, because her siblings are in control of their powers, they have the option to do everything she can with lena but stella doesnt have the same option with kara

and she hides it rlly well!  she does!  bc its not kara’s fault and its not finn and maia’s fault, its just how they are, and stella decides it has to be her fault which in turn feeds into the dark thoughts she already has bc, you know, empath that acts as an emotional sponge for the world

kara and lena both notice little stella withdrawing, kara notices its more around her than lena and is like..heartbroken.  just fucking devastated bc holy shit what did she do how did this happen she fucked up she fucked up and lena tries to comfort her but she’s p worried too like fuck whats going on 

and it doesnt help that stella can literally feel everything that they feel???  so she just shoves her feelings down even more and bounces back and then it boils over and this one in her class says her brother said that her brother is a word that makes stella shake with anger and she just hauls off and punches the girl

lena’s usually the parent the school calls first but she’s in opal city for a conference so lena calls kara, then the school calls kara and she’s in the middle of an interview and she let lena go to voicemail bc if its urgent she’ll call back but then she’s like “crap, it’s my daughter’s school” and her subject (idk wonder woman or smth) is like “omg no don’t worry, family first” and is super understanding when kara bolts

and like.......she would have expected this from maia, maybe (maia, who still takes the supplement that suppresses her powers bc she doesnt trust herself not to, maia, who gets so numb she just sometimes hits stuff just to feel something) but not stella??  not tiny little stella that used to sob when she accidentally pulled lena’s hair as a toddler or completely forgot kara had superstrength and would apply bandaid after bandaid when she bumped her elbow on the table

so she gets to the school and stella’s just Not Talking, in full shut down like she gets when she gets fried from the world (its sort of sensory overload??  thats the best way to describe it) and she shies away when kara reaches for her, tries to tip her face up to get a better look at the black eye she’s got forming

pls note that stella’s maybe eleven and still Small and she looks even tinier to kara now, looks more like the baby she pulled out of an abandoned car on the pier, and kara’s heart twists and twists at the way stella wont look at her

so she lays her phone on the chair next to stella and marches into the principals office and, while she agrees that stella shouldnt have resorted to violence, she also fully trusts and believes that her daughter wouldnt do anything without reason and she just verbally eviscerates the other mom, who tries to make it out like her daughter hasnt been harassing stella for years or anything (bc kara fucking commits every name to memory, every person that has ever hurt her kids, remembers their names what they said or did and she seethes bc she cant ??  fix all their problems for them???)

and when she marches back out, stella’s playing candy crush and has managed to escape with only suspension for the rest of the day and she still wont look at kara but she grabs onto kara’s hand with surprising force and kara’s like Okay, everything is going to be Okay

eventually stella says it, not to kara, but to alex bc she cant face her mom, either of her moms, with this, not when she’ll feel everything kara feels and she cant handle how it’ll hurt her to know that stella feels so angry and so useless, feels like she cant keep up with kara so she doesnt feel like she should even try, like she doesnt deserve to be kara zor-el’s daughter 

so alex asks if she cant tell this to kara and stella sort of sobs out a please and alex is a lot better at compartmentalizing, which is a skill stella appreciates bc it means all she can feel is alex’s love for her, kindness, warmth, not the way alex’s heart is breaking for her youngest niece

so alex tells kara and kara is fucking devastated like holy shit how did she not see this and alex and lena both are like hey its okay, she buries her feelings, thats part of her powers and lena’s like i didnt see it either but none of it helps bc kara’s like i failed her, i failed my kid

stella usually carpools w/ her best friend home or to lena’s office after school but kara all but demands an afternoon off, storming into snapper’s office and throwing him for like.....several loops with the way she basically tells him she’s taking this thursday and every thursday hereafter off.  and she calls ari’s mom to tell her that she’s picking up stella and she’s the first car at pick up and she picked up stella’s favorite drink from starbucks on her way over and her heart sort of twists a little at the obvious surprise on stella’s face to see her but she works extra hard to box that up and it must be working because stella’s stormy expression has already cleared a bit by the time she makes it to the car

when they pull up to the deo, stella figures that it must be time for her like biannual brain scans, to see how she’s matching up with other telepathic aliens bc they still dont know that much abt her species, but then kara’s guiding her down a different hallway, still just chatting with her abt her day and stuff like that

they walk into one of the Many training rooms and stella’s like ?????  and kara tosses her a gym bag from a locker that stella notices has her name on it and is like i know it’s really hard to not be able to do what your brother and sister can and i am so sorry that i never saw how much you’re struggling.  and i know its not fair that you dont get to punch cars with us, but you can punch this punching bag and talk to me and stella’s sort of overwhelmed??  but in a good way for once

so thats how they start spending thursday afternoons.  kara has alex teach stella proper form after that first day and then they figure out a routine—kara greets stella with a snack afterschool and they head to the deo and dont talk about the heavy stuff until after stella’s changed, after kara’s wrapped stella’s hands, until stella’s gotten a few good punches in, kara steadying the bag.  then it all starts coming out, all the terrible thoughts stella has, all the horrible things she feels that arent even her feelings to begin with, all these awful orphaned emotions that she takes on without meaning to

the system works rlly well bc stellas too wrapped up in her own head, in her words and in making sure she’s in the proper stance, throwing her weight the right way to notice anything kara’s thinking or feeling which is good bc she’s a kid and she shouldnt be worried about her mom’s stuff, she should just feel safe enough to let kara carry some of the burden

THIS GOT RLLY LONG AND I HAVE MORE SO ITS UNDER THE CUT SRY

IM GOING TO SCREAM ABT THE DYNAMIC BTWN THE KIDDOS FOR A MINUTE OKAY

finn is the Ultimate big brother but he is So Soft oh my god.  like??  he Will Not hurt anyone, he refuses to but the absolute second it looks like someone’s fucking with his sisters he makes it seem like he is absolutely willing to hurt someone.  he’s only hit someone once, and that’s this one guy that was pulling shit with stella he shouldnt have been (stella was visiting finn at college and definitely wasnt supposed to be at the omega phi party but well u kno how dumb teenagers can be) and finn punched him once, with nowhere near his full strength and the asshole cried and finn only felt a little bad

but !  for the most part he’s not the beat ppl up for my sisters kind of brother, he’s the do you wanna talk about it brother, the you’re on your period so i ran over to the corner store and got those stick on heat packs you like and also three pints of ben and jerrys brother, the your date bailed and youre crying in your room and think i cant hear it so i cancelled my plans and now we’re going to have a movie night on the couch, mama ordered chinese food brother

he’s the one that follows maia and cleans up the mess she’s made but only after he’s wrapped her up in the tightest hug he thinks she’ll tolerate and promised not to tell moms anything.  he’s the one that helps her keep a lid on it most days, appearing from a classroom and pulling her into it when it looks like she’s about to rip a locker door off its hinges.  the one that intervenes with teachers on her behalf after she blows up in class, smoothes things over so their moms dont have to get involved or ever know about it

he’s the one that acts as a buffer for stella a lot of the time, especially when they’re very little.  he keeps by her side when she’s very small, still unsteady on her feet and that’s their holding pattern, her stumbling and him right beside her and offering her his hand.  he’s the one that acts as a go between for her when the world overwhelms her and, ranking just below their moms, is one of her favorite people and one of her Certified Safe Places.  the list is a small one (basically consisting of lena, kara, finn, alex, maggie, eliza, and j’onn), it’s v prestigious in his opinion

sweet child of mine, i could wax poetic abt how soft and gentle finn is with his sisters and his mothers and the world in general

MAIA IS SUCH A FIRE STARTER OH MY GOD i love her i love her so much but she is destructive as hell.  like the best way to describe it is this—u know how soft finn is?  he’s kara danvers.  maia?  kara zor-el when angered.  she screams and she rages and she’s a hurricane and she breaks things and burns things but she is so fucking careful with the people she loves and even though she loves flying, she loves not worrying about hurting them more so she keeps her powers suppressed for like.....basically from birth to when she’s about twenty or so and she’s a mess but she’s a mess you call when you’re in a fight in a denny’s parking lot and you know she’ll show up even though it’s 2am and you started the fight

and she loves her family so so much??  so much it hurts???  and she’s not good with feelings like finn and can’t read ppl like stella so she doesn’t know what to do with the way she feels most of the time so she beats ppl up for her siblings without them even having to ask 

she finds finn locked in the girls bathroom once and doesnt even say a fucking word, she just storms into the boys locker room and starts threatening ppl until they point her to the ringleader and he well he never messes with finn ever again and quite honestly flinches whenever maia danvers walks into a room

stella gets called a freak?  technically maia doesn’t beat the kid up that said it, bc he’s like twelve, but she still intimidates the hell out of him.  in college, stella comes out and like most ppl r cool w/ it but this one dude in her freshmen seminar calls her a dyke and stella doesnt even necessarily tell maia, but she’s in the city and has brunch with her the next day and can fucking see it in her face and so she does beat him up

most ppl at school dont realize their mom is Lena Luthor bc she’s mostly known as mrs danvers or maia/finn/stella’s mom/other mom and she rlly looks v different when she’s at the school or at a recital or performance or game, usually in casual clothes with her hair down and sunglasses on, so no one ever rlly puts it together but once maia heard these kids saying that any luthor still standing is a threat, you know? and she sort of destroys them

i mean, to be clear, they r alive

they also dont ever say the name luthor within their high school ever again

when she gets older, she sort of mellows out thanks to age and maturity and also a fuck ton of therapy but she still verbally destroys ppl and is that person that’s always like they’re not treating you right?  leave their ass

and stella oh little stella

she’s like very much the baby of the family, like there’s abt five years btwn her and finn and three btwn her and maia and she idolizes her siblings even if she’ll never voice it

she is also a giant brat sometimes like she mercilessly blackmails them for rides and party invites and whatever else she wants (obviously not mercilessly, never about the big stuff, never about anything real) and they know she’d never follow through on her threats but they give her whatever it is she wants anyway bc that’s sort of part of the game they play, you know?

she also takes like.....a lot of care for them.  like as much as they protect her, she protects them.  she’s usually the first line of defense when things get shitty, bc she feels it??  and is sort of forced into noticing first.  when finn starts getting nightmares, it’s stella that clambers into his bed and starts telling him stories.  she’s the first to get a Bad Vibe from maia’s bf and she fucking acts on it, tells their moms.  she knows when her siblings are happy and she cheers them on so fucking loudly and she knows when theyre hurting and she’s the first to bring them kleenex and snacks