#;outofenergy;

[iinexorabile]

aeons ago, in a time now mostly forgotten, two intellectuals once said;

[midnightmoonfighter]

Es zieht und zieht

Jeden Tag immer mehr

Jeden Morgen denk ich mir, nur noch ein bisschen weiter durchhalten..

Nur noch ein Stückchen weiter

stark sein

Aushalten

Warten

Doch es wird immer schwerer.. die Energie immer weniger..

Mein Lächeln immer mehr gequälter

Die Augen immer trüber

Meine Kraft immer weniger..und nirgendwo die Chance auf ein funken Ruhe und Frieden hier vor Ort ..

Überall nur Chaos und Streit

Die Luft gefüllt mit Stress, jeden Atemzug den ich in ihr nehme schnürt mir die Kehle zu.

Bringt mich näher ans Ersticken ran.

Aber eine Wahl hab ich nicht

Die Zeit ist mal wieder mein größter Feind

Ich fühl mich schon wieder wie ein Gefangener, anderer Ort.. selber Schmerz

Das Leben prüft mich jeden Tag ob ich es wirklich will und verdiene.. ob ich meine Freiheit verdiene.

Es heißt erst Schatten dann Licht, nur das mich die Dunkelheit hier wortwörtlich auffrisst..und nur du bist das Licht.

Diese kleine Kerze die nicht erlischt..

Zu der ich versuche zu flüchten wenn alles zu viel ist.

Dort find ich dann kurz Ruh und mach für Sekunden friedlich die Augen zu.

[fastestboyalive]

(( WOKE IN A COLD SWEAT AFTER DREAMING ABOUT A THEORETICAL TEEN TITANS CARTOON REBOOT, IT WAS WILD, IT WAS VERY ROUND,,,,, I JUMPED TO DRAW EVERYONE BEFORE I FORGOT, DETAILS UNDER A CUT OH MAN

okayokayokay, not everything makes a ton of sense, it was a really long, disjointed dream of misadventures. it was also a much “happier” teen titans, all of them were doofy teens?? just. doofy.

Terra is the team leader of this “v2″ Teen Titans- Robin was the leader of the last one, then went through an identity crisis, then Terra took charge on a mission and he was like “listen how would you like to be leader for a while? i can help you out, but i just can’t do this rn”

she’s GREAT at it.

......... it’s twice as heartbreaking when she “betrays” the team. :’( she couldn’t handle the gig, and had shit goin on y’know

Beast Boy is the NEWEST member, shows up on a mission and offers to help the team.

in the dream he just kept giving weirdass nicknames and refused to call people by their actual names; robin was “Main Character Guy” bc his hair was “main character colored, like in anime”

he is so skittish

he is also weirdly cat-boy-shaped??? tail n’ all. HIS HANDS ARE NORMAL, BUT HE WEARS PAW GLOVES?????? sure, whatever why not

Raven is very chill. very quiet, doesn’t talk much. she has headphones on usually.

her skin is purple-y. cartoon demon-y.

because she can’t allow herself to “feel” emotions, she expresses herself thru art. fashion. music. poetry. she has a lot to say when she DOES speak. she is always listening to heavy metal, it keeps her calm.

wears nazars/evil eye charms and has them ALL OVER her room.

Starfire has a different accent like every day. that’s it that’s the hc. 

she uses she/her pronouns, but she is NOT a girl!!!!  her gender is “glorzmek”.  demigirl or nb is probably closest.

she’s seven feet tall, what a goddess

hair has.... “eel dynamics”. and it color shifts like an oil spill, it just looks like it’s always moving.

curious about EVERYTHING!!!!!!!! also free love hippie vibes.

Robin is doin’ great and is having a good time!!!!!! good for him!!!

used to be team leader w the Fab Five, but the Teen Titans is sort of a revolving door of members lol. following an identity crisis though, he decided to take a step back, for his mental health and everyone’s sake.

he is REALLY REALLY BESTIE with cyborg and kid flash!!!!!!!!!

HIS HAIR.... IS DIP DYED................. ROBIN’S EGG BLUE. I CAN NOT MAKE THIS SHIT UP, THAT’S JUST HOW IT HAPPENED,,, happened during his ‘identity crisis” and bitch, same.

Cyborg is also much happy-go-lucky-er!!!! 

only half of him is really robo-cyborg-ish??? and also his right thumb is a prosthetic??? he thinks it’s very funny to detach it and just place it in friends’ hands; “I’m giving you a thumbs up :’) .”

i, uh... i can’t explain the mechanics of his design, not even a little. his limbs/joints are encased in clear puffy plastic, like... baymax-style. the “blue” parts are compartments of “coolant liquid” around his brain, heart, and... shoulder?????? oh yeah his brain, it is. visible. think Boskov from “Evil Con Carne”?

idk he’s a delight and makes the worst jokes

Kid Flash is basically the team medic haha. he loves extreme sports, but is VERY safety conscious.

always has his trusty backpack on- cushions from falls, has a first-aid kit, extra snacks, etc.

elbow/knee pads and wrist guards. his sneakers are just... normal. idk, seems like bad design but he just wears converse??

VERY friendly, VERY enthusiastic. also very calm??? team therapist.

The “bad guys” in the dream were Cheshire, and this other chick??? i had no idea who she was in the dream, and she was nameless, but as i was drawing her i was like “guhh this is Tigress now i guess, only makes sense??” i know, they’re swords not archer shit. i didn’t make the rules. maybe she reforms later on down the line and trades the swords for her old childhood archery equipment, decides she prefers the detachment of long-range combat from short-range,,,,

that was super rambly about a theoretical non-existent reboot/character. anyways, they’re both the “huntsmen” for some big secret evil organization. idk what it is. probably the Brotherhood of Evil.

both of them are silent. they communicate through body and sign language. totally wordless.

EXTRA/MISC HC’S???

Terra and BB are besties, but it’s her helping him come into himself.

Raven, in dream, did very monotonously say, “Gay rights”, so jot that down

Robin/Cyborg/Kid Flash are BEEEESSSTTTIIIIES, absolute troublemakers, “boys-will-be-boys” shenanigans. idiot jocks.

Star is tight with EVERYONE. she and cyborg have a secret handshake.

Robin and Raven will sit on the sidelines and just gossip.

BB’s eyes do that weird fuckin cat nocturnal thing and just go RED in the dark. terrifies everyone. 

Kid Flash is literally just vibing!!!! you know Hermes in “Lore Olympus”? that’s kid flash in this reboot i guess.

Robin will pop up out of fucking nowhere. he’s real smug about it. no one hears him, and he just. Poof. startles you.

when Terra is frustrated her skin... dusts? just puffs dust around.

Kid Flash and Terra have Sunday Morning Brunches together. helps her unwind/vent, mostly an excuse to get SO MUCH BREAKFAST FOOD.

i cannot stress enough how goofy the teens are, this dream had a younger target audience, they absolutely did not take being stalked by evil agent hunters seriously one bit. and it was an intensely choreographed fight-chase-dodge-tease scene, the fuck, why can’t i write that shit in real life. god i would pay money to watch this show. ))

[museapalooza-archived]

(( hey folks!! 

(( i want apologize for the anxiety i’ve caused on my end. as much as i try to present a calm aura, the truth is that my emotions are like a rollercoaster, going all over the place. i was caught up in a lot of paranoia this month and a lot of that was self-inflicted. so, to anyone i might have worried, i want to say that i’m sorry.

(( despite my extremely impulsive farewell (which now i feel sorta embarrassed about ^^;), i do want to steadily return to Tumblr RP. tho it’s not gonna be the same. 

(( see, as much as i love Tumblr RP, a lot of other things are starting to take precedent. i also genuinely prefer using Discord for RP, as it’s more private and i feel less pressure to respond, less pressure to present perfect writing, etc.

(( but i do enjoy the community aspect of Tumblr RP. and i love that the Tumblr format challenges me to exercise my writing! which is why i plan to return to Tumblr RP in specific fandoms.

(( i have plans to create 2 blogs. (( - one will be a multimuse for my Pokemon characters, both canon and OCs. (( - another will be a Sonic blog for Knuckles, as i’ve grown completely attached to the little guy and want to further develop him with other Sonic RPers. 

(( the creations of these blogs will not be instantaneous. but once i’ve created them, i’ll keep you all updated. 

(( anyway, before i depart, i want to give a huge thanks to the friends and acquaintances i’ve made through Tumblr RP. i’ve come to realize through so many people’s kindness and understanding that i have more folks who are there for me than i do enemies. that i have nothing to be afraid of.  

(( thank you. ))

[welcometothepokepalooza-archive]

(( want to state in advance that the way @rarepokcmon​ and i portray our Mewtwos, as well as their relationship to Pikatwo, is completely different.

(( my Mewtwo harbors a lot more guilt over the origin of Pikatwo and the other clones’ creation (essentially the fact they were created as battle machines so Mewtwo could test their question of, “who is more worthy of existing in this world, the clones or their originals?”). because of this, my Mewtwo is extremely caring, albeit overprotective, of their clones. despite everything, Mewtwo and their clones are family. 

(( i am allowing Pikatwo to have different types of interactions with Mewtwos since i like exploring dynamics! but i want to clarify this so i don’t have messages sent to my inbox chastising my Mewtwo for the way they treat Pikatwo. again, my Mewtwo is completely different. ))

[so-to-rabiscando]

Yes. I see... (acabou a liz!) #outofenergy😩 #night #artoftheday #light #me (at Jd 3 Corações - Grajaú) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cfm5ryBLFhA/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[imnotalittlekid]

OutofEnergy: I'm watching Gohan dance around in his great saiyaman get up. I love it. The support he gets from Goten is the sibling goals I live for.

[iinexorabile]

smth smth, this blogs muses have a main connected universe via their fandomless au's

[silencemyworstfear]

Ich schreibe dir nicht, weil ich denke, du willst das nicht

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Dabei fehlst du mir unerträglich...

St...

#lost #tired #missyou #depressed #cutmyself #outofenergie #silence #alone #somewhere #love #thinkofyou

[fastestboyalive]

(( never forget #whoworeitfirst ))

roy calling wally ‘red’ compilation

i like to think that’s what they both call each other. which is funny when you think about them constantly also arguing about who wore it first lmao

[fastestboyalive]

(( haunt actor life is so much pain, when will my body return from war ))

[museapalooza-archived]

(( i genuinely support using RP as a healthy coping mechanism for intense experiences. sadness, anger, intrusive thoughts, trauma... obviously RP isn’t gonna solve irl situations, also a balance between RP/irl life must always be struck. but i think the wonderful thing about RP, especially with your chosen community, is that it helps you explore and grow alongside your muses. )) 

[welcometothepokepalooza-archive]

(( i realized tumblr rp truly doesn’t work for me. I want to thank a lot of you for sticking around as long as you have, tho. i greatly appreciate it. ))

[energyabsxrption-blog]

since everybody else is doing these

[piercethesteph91]

Patrick made me tired. • • • • #casperlapom #spongebob #patrick #stuffedanimals #dogoftheday #sunday #sleep #naptime #tired #outofenergy #pomeranianmix #playtimeisover #blackandwhite #dogsofinstagram https://www.instagram.com/p/BvHgxgygxEW/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=lll5ovs9az0i

[theloyalservant]

Nate: i deserve to be hurt

Rexuin: hey n-

Nate: LOL BYE BITCH NOT BY U, U FUCKING THOUGHT