#;; i needed to scream into the void
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I've been so stressed at work lately and so depressed that I find myself not enjoying things anymore. I just... Exist. I work 60 hours a week, I don't really like this project I'm working on, I go home every day and I just watch stuff I used to love and I don't feel anything. I read, and I can't really retain information and I can't concentrate properly. I wanted to check out so many shows that came out lately (like Masters of the Air, which I waited for years and I was so so excited about) and so many movies but in the end, I don't have the energy to do so. I feel drained. I feel empty. And I know that I should be patient because grief and healing are not linear.. but I can't help but feel that I'm wasting my life. The worst thing is I don't know how to get better. I feel miserable. I can't talk to anyone about what I'm going through because I feel like they wouldn't understand or they wouldn't care.
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Gravity Falls when i was 11: i wonder if Stan really does have a twin brother
Gravity Falls when i’m 19: what do you mean Stan’s twin brother fucked the triangle
#but what if i were to tell you i’ve been a billford truther since day one#anyways this gravity falls fixation is driving me insane#i need to scream about them into a void#billford#standford pines#bill cipher#gravity falls#the book of bill
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Grown adults but also Highschool bullies fr
#jjk#gojo satoru#satosugu#geto suguru#my art#artists on tumblr#jujutsu kaisen#They call you gay then go home and make out#They are the highschool bullies that are doing so much worse after highschool asdfghj#Screaming into a void#I've been begging all of my friends to watch jjk knowing it's the most heartbreaking story#gojo twirling getos hair just bc he can#I need to shut up#and go to bed.... help
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aaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAWHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH
my thoughts exactly, thank you
#that was me#yes I did scream into my own void#twas needed#ask#the hellsite answers#hellsite hall of fame curator’s bullshit#anonymous#hellsite hall of fame curators bullshit
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season 4 jon moment
#rowan screams into the void#the magnus archives#tma fanart#jonathan sims#tma jon#listened to that episode and i was just GRIPPED by the need to make this
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ive been thinking about taco and balloon forming a little alliance post s1/ pre s2 where they'd (begrudgingly) work together planning on how to break into hotel OJ to steal stuff to take back to their makeshift camp like food, blankets, pillows, etc,,, anything that could be useful to them
#UGH TUMBLR DIDN'T SAVE MY DRAFT R U KIDDING ME WROTE A TON#ok let me go over this again as i remember#balloon ends up encountering tacos makeshift camp wandering in the woods#i like to think balloon makes close to zero noise when he walks around#kinda floats around if u will#taco figures she could use this to get balloon to sneak into hotel oj to get her stuff#well. she tells balloon its “for the benefit of both”#balloon and taco parallel eachother in so much#both of them put up a “mask” as a strategy to further into the game which lead to both of them losing all of their relationships after s1#although both of them eventually ended up feeling guilty for what they did it took taco much longer#i think their alliance worked decently well for a while but balloons guilt and need to apologize is what drove them apart#by the time of that one scene s2 ep7 where balloon goes up to apologize and has his conversation with oj they'd already drifted apart#i think I'll doodle some more stuff with them eventually im still waiting to my charger to come in the maaaailllll#all of this has probably already been pointed out but im having fun and they've been on my mind a lot lately#so#shrugs#im screaming into the void#ii taco#ii balloon#inanimate insanity
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They are just so father & daughter, your honor.
#The Last of Us#Joel Miller#Ellie Williams#Pedro Pascal#Bella Ramsey#tlou fanart#my so called art#LISTEN#...listen...#I look at them and I want to scream into the void#to see them being both sassy and affectionate with each other ended me ok#yell daddy issues as loud as you want I cannot hear you over my own pterodactyl screeching because he is *such a dad*#and I love ellie SO MUCH#the softness#oh man#it hits hard ok#I saw the cheek squish and I needed a moment#SHEEESH#no I will not be normal about this#they mean everything to me#that scene was just. feels
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I’m such a slut for this fine man istg
#lucanis dellamorte#Lucanis#rook x lucanis#he could step on me and i'd thank him#screaming into the void#I NEED HIM THIS IS NOT A JOKE
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idk why I never thought about it, but if we're assuming that this
is the brochure Bucky got at the Smithsonian in 2014, that must mean that he held on to it for two whole years. possibly carrying it in his pocket at first (you can sort of see the marks where it was originally folded), then carefully straightening it and smoothing out the inevitable little crinkles, with a tenderness he'd long forgotten he was even capable of.
moving it from journal to journal as he went through them, so he wouldn't risk losing it.
using it as a bookmark, so it would be the first thing he saw every time he flipped his journal open.
maybe tracing Steve's familiar face with his fingertips, with the odd but unfaltering certainty that he used to know what that felt like. that the memory must be somewhere in the back of his mind still, waiting to be unlocked like a treasure chest.
recalling how, during the war, he'd wished he could have carried a picture of his sweetheart on him like all the other guys did. how he'd wished he could see Steve's face every day, just for something good to hold on to, to keep him going when he felt every last shred of hope slip away from him.
and how, when Steve appeared with his new body and his old recklessness, all too eager to throw himself into battle, Bucky had learned what people meant when they said be careful what you wish for.
just. the notion of Bucky taking this fragile piece of paper in the first place, and then deciding to keep it, and then going out of his way to make sure it wouldn't tear, deliberately keeping it close at hand, cherishing it like it was his most prized possession– yeah no I need a moment
#bucky barnes#stucky#cacw#yes i know i'm like the only dumbass who never even considered this before but GDJSDHFGKFJHFLGKJ#i'm having emotions tonight#they needed to go somewhere so here they are#heheeee f ck#*screams into the void*#rillers has feels
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Anyways. Arcade's dork-ass 'heh'.
#Static screams into the void#Static plays FNV#Fallout#Fallout New Vegas#FNV#Arcade Gannon#Hi yeah I'm very normal.#(Shaking him violently by the shoulders out of cuteness/dorkiness agression)#Anyways. This quest was pretty fun.#I have a few funny art/animatic ideas for Riley and Arcade in this quest that I still really need to do.#(But in short- Riley is constantly 5 seconds from vaporizing Fantastic.)
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best friends!ted and schlatt are the first people you go to after your boyfriend has the nerve to call you a slut and other mean because of a dress you wore to a night clubbing with him but then ALSO having the nerve to send pictures of him with other girls all over him as 'revenge'
so when you stop answering your phone, he's trying to call you over and over again, but finally, one of his calls gets answered but it's not by you: it's ted.
"yesssss?" he answers with the smuggest, sing-song voice, clearly amused at the audacity of your boyfriend calling you after that stunt.
"dude, where's my girl at?"
"your girl," ted laughs. "you're not that smart. you don't realize you just lost any right to call her that after today."
"what? dude, give my girlfriend the phone!"
"mm, okay, i'll put it on speaker for you," ted hums, pressing the button. instantly, the sound of you whimpering and mewling schlatt's name hits your boyfriend's ears. "that's it, such a good girl, my pretty girl," schlatt praises, a little lovesick smile on his face as he thumbs your clit.
"sorry she's not responding. she's busy gettin' some well-deserved comfort right now," ted says, eyes lidded as he watches the way schlatt's fingers worked at you. his mouth is pressing kisses all over your neck as you sit in his lap, your legs over his thighs.
"who's a good girl? say it, say you're our good girl, say you're our pretty baby," schlatt coos into your ear, wanting you to respond. he knows you were hurt by the names and things your now ex said, so he wanted that motherfucker to hear how pretty you sound when getting praised like you deserved.
"'s me, 's me, jay, i'm your good girl," you manage between moans, grinding against his hand. "please, please lemme cum, please?"
"ohh, when you sound so good like that, I'll do anything you fucking ask for, princess," schlatt groans before picking up his pace, the room filling with the wet noises coming from between your legs.
as your moans got louder, ted just chuckles into the phone. "mm, you don't need to hear any more of that. thanks for fuckin' up, though, pal! we finally upgraded from best friends with our pretty girl. and don't worry, we'll be better boyfriends than you ever fucking could be. bye-bye!"
yeah...i like them a lot 🖤
i am gobsmacked… going to go and touch grass.
#screaming without the s#crying throwing up#i need them both at the same time#i hear paris is lovely this time of year#jschlatt x reader#schlatt x reader#jschlatt smut#schlatt smut#asks#void
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God but think about the whiplash Phoenix experiences between Miles and Dahlia.
When it’s said and done, and whenever they do finally cut the shit and get together, him being in the midst of feelings and it makes him scared.
Why wouldn’t it? To our knowledge he never has another serious partner (though Dahlia wasn’t exactly a serious one, it can be argued Phoenix in his Young Dumb Obsessiveness absolutely felt like it was) between her and the idea he does get together with Miles. (Kristoph we will put aside for terms of discussion.)
But to imagine an older, more jaded Phoenix who is looking at Miles Edgeworth and feeling that old swell of absurdly strong feelings. The echo of his tendency for reckless devotion, for putting the people around him on a pedestal, the all encompassing love he has inside his heart. Imagining that he feels that swooping sensation before the plummet into immersion and it. Scares the SHIT out of him.
Because realistically? He has almost only ever been hurt by this pattern. He must know it’s unhealthy and dangerous, even on a subconscious level. And despite all he has been through, it’s still there. He can still feel it.
Phoenix Wright, loving Miles so much it hurts, being for once absolutely terrified that it will all come to crash down on him again. He was almost killed, framed, and injured by Dahlia while she was alive. She came back to literally haunt him and cause havoc on his life, threatening those he loves, resulting in the situation that sent him falling through a burning bridge in effort to save his family. Because his ability to LOVE. His willingness to sacrifice everything to protect the people he clings to around him.
Just thinking of this realization, and how Miles can meet it not as a savior or a saint, but proof that even those who have hurt Phoenix at some points could still be eventually trusted with his heart. Miles, who goes through such an arc of growth and maturity, at a point he can promise Phoenix to take care with his feelings. To be able to be trusted, and trust in turn. That though they may argue, may hurt one another, at the end of the day Miles is not another devastating chapter in Phoenix’s list of reasons to never allow himself to show his full heart to another.
He is proof that Phoenix can trust someone who knows of this tendency. Who won’t use it to manipulate or gut him. Who doesn’t secretly despise every breath he takes. Maya and Pearl and Trucy and Apollo and Athena are all people in Phoenix’s growing family, who stick around and support.
But Miles Edgeworth has seen Phoenix through hell, tribulation, and devastating lows on both sides. He knows Phoenix has such intense depth of feeling. And if they come together into a relationship, Miles taking this onboard and loving Phoenix for it. His passion and kindness and selflessness and drive.
#narumitsu#ace attorney#miles edgeworth#mitsurugi reiji#naruhodo ryuichi#wrightworth#phoenix wright#just me thinking about them#analysis#your honor my brain is rotted#my ao3 is full of ramblings about them#I’m trying to incorporate this dynamic but I need to scream into the void first lmao
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i don’t know if this was posted here but yesterday, the official account of isnotreal posted this. post malone and ed sheeran met noa argamani (a former hostage) and who set up this meeting was scooter braun. they even tagged him and this isn’t the first time scooter is tagged in their official account.
i just need everyone to be aware of the fact this could be anyone under hybe. he is now the ceo of hybe america and he can do that with artists if he pleases and nobody at hybe is gonna stop him. so i hope you know he is not just “some white men” he is someone who helps spread propaganda for this “country” and is incredibly racist. this is why the hybe boycott exists. this why he should be fired. i want everyone to see this and think about joining the boycott if they haven’t yet
#idk how many times i will have to scream into the void#this situation has become dire#this man won’t stop#and yes he is threat#do not downplay him or his influence#this is a problem and we need to be loud#scooter braun#hybe boycott#hybedivestfromzionism#hybe labels
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Fellas….
Is it gay to move in with ur bandmate, call yourself his boyfriend, and also constantly mention that you’re generally happier, healthier, and sleeping better since you did?
#guys pls#skz#you all know who this is about I don’t need to explain myself#minsung#it’s minsung#fellas#i just…. ????#sigh#I’m trying to work my 9-5 and these fuckers come in with this curveball#lemme scream into the void for a bit
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"I will fall in love with you Over and over again. I don't care how, where, or when,
No matter how long it's been, you're mine."
#screaming crying throwing up into the void someone help#IM NOT OVER IT YET#GAAAHHHHHHHHHH#epic: the musical#epicthemusical#epic the musical#epic odysseus#odysseus#epic penelope#penelope of ithaca#odypen#epic the musical fanart#artists on tumblr#my art#why do i need so many tags ;-;#editing this post because i forgot one tag#and the blood on ody#oopsy#anyways at least its better quality#epic the ithaca saga
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you have never met a man so hands before in your life. he knows how to use hair clips. i promise
#rowan screams into the void#the magnus archives#tma cosplay#michael distortion#i love that i can be like 'oh i need 60s and 70s clothes where do i go' and the answer is always My Mother's Attic
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