#: DW THEY WILL BE OK I'M SURE

[mwagneto]

15 revealing that apparently the bigeneration was hugely traumatic and not something he could survive again is already insane but especially considering that when he was with 14 neither of them acted like it was anything other than amazing which makes me think 15 was the only one who felt that it was something incredibly damaging but he didn't wanna tell 14 coz he wanted at least one of them to be happy which is sooo.. ough....

[expelliarmus]

[robo-dino-puppies]

(quickfire questions with david tennant and catherine tate)

[prettyflyshyguy]

Hi everyone it's fucking monday

Over the weekend I: helped out with a 12 hour mini painting challenge, onboarded three players to Horus Heresy (the cooler Warhammer 40K trust me) in a lovely 6 player group game which I made up some narrative for impromptu off the cuff (I was told I did a good job!), and then slipped on the tiny three step stairs leading into Coles and fell on my ass, twisting both ankles and catching my fall with my right (DOMINANT) hand and wrist.

Edit: woops I was supposed to type in here what I'm gonna try and do today/tomorow: I gotta do a mail run (i have so many orders and not enough letters!! Huge shoutout to the people who bought stickers)

There's things I need/want to draw for Virtual Ground cause naturally I immediately was unhappy with the thing I drew the other day and I want to further refine the art approach.

I'm looking at compiling some zines I've had in the working for a while now - mix of fandom, serious and just for fun, probs gonna throw them up for digital download on ko-fi for a couple bucks - I'd like to do it sooner rather than later but I keep making more art that I can put in them so when does it end!!

Aaaaaand since October is right around the corner; I've gotta finalise the patreon rewards for this month wahoo!! Pages need roughing up, coffee stains and hand written notes for that extra authentic feel!

[sillyfreakx5]

i might have just started to solve my Ethical Crisis II. because like... it doesn't matter. it doesn't matter if i know what's ethically correct right now. I'm not influencing anyone else to do whatever, i just want to fucking experience this. I'm gonna do all of [thing] regardless of if i extensively think about the ethics of it, worsening my mental health in the process. so why just... NOT try to figure out the right answer?

i don't need to have all the answers right now. i just need to live.

[corallapis]

things i am thinking about... the way turlough talks to ileana both out of Jealousy and, i fear, bc he actually believes that the doctor might leave someone (him) behind if they make the wrong choice. how long have they been travelling together in planet of fire when he sabotages the tardis to stop the trion ship signaling & then blatantly lies to the doctor’s face about it? because he still can’t say anything abt his past? boy he FORGAVE you for the black guardian thing. he keeps choosing you even though he knows you’re a coward & a liar & a sneak. what are you still so ashamed of?? why are you running??? AND THEN! when he is forced to tell the doctor a very limited (& possibly sanitized?) summary of his past, he leaves even though he doesn’t want to go. do you think he’s preempting the doctor???? leaving so the doctor won’t tell him to? god. i know i’m way extrapolating here but it would explain why it literally looks like he’s walking off to the gallows even though he says the words ‘my exile has been rescinded’

[juliamccartney]

finally got blackout curtains and it's sooo dark 👀❤️

[yuriyuruandyuraart]

i hope yer happy with yourself YURI CAUSE CROSS HERE MUSTVE HAD HER SPEAR AND STABBED MY HEART AND THEN PULLED IT OUT TO KEEP IN HER TROPHY ROOM OF HEARTS SHE HAD STOLEN /LHJ

overall, tiddies rating 10/10

DAMN ten outta ten??? she wouldn't know what to do with all this flattery dude cmoon HHGFSHGF fr fr waaa thank youuuu >:'D <333333

[autumn-applepie]

This was probably the worst trip back to my parents house ever but like, I just thought of something. When me and my dad fought, the computer was on and we were fighting in front on the computer...

I'm going to be very stupid (mainly because I'm desperately trying to keep my sanity intact), but it just makes me somewhat giggle that Kinito would've definitely killed my deadbeat dad after witnessing that scene, would've been awesome

[thevalleyisjolly]

I am nothing if not a backseat writer and I find it somewhat repetitive to continuously defeat the villain through "They were so afraid of my reputation that they just turned and ran" so I'm choosing to believe that the real reason the Vashta Nerada let the Doctor pull off his plan is because they recognized that the planet was about to self-destruct, taking them along with it, and the Doctor was the person best able to prevent that outcome. They weighed letting all the people go as an acceptable one-time price; they could of course renege on the agreement and just eat everyone after they popped back out, but they couldn't guarantee that CAL wouldn't 1) start downloading people again the second anything went wrong, or 2) go into self-destruct mode again. Losing a one-time meal of 4000 odd people is better than losing your life and your planet altogether.

[fagdykevash]

getting on t would prob be such a pain and take forever and i have no idea if i even would want the results but also. i'd have first-hand experience for my projection fanfiction.

[chuu-huahua]

this is something about what @downbadforpixels told me today during the cheerleading performance for our school’s sportsfest (something along the lines of “chuuya would look good in that red skirt”) so have some CHEERLEADER CHUUYA for the PROFESSIONAL SQUASH PLAYER DAZAI au :D

because yes, i do agree, chuuya would look splendid in the red skirt as he twirls around jumping and making formations with the cheerleading team at the sidelines as dazai is on court having a match

dazai would sneak a quick glance to his side and at chuuya through the transparent walls of the court as the opponent is making their serve, and he would absolutely lose the point because chuuya took that chance to wink at him

after the match, dazai would definitely come up to chuuya to give him a big sweaty hug as his hands slide lower to- /smacked

ok but yes, chuuya in a red skirt.

[neonvvaves]

[ ✉ : 𝙨𝙚𝙤𝙠𝙢𝙞𝙣 ]

from kaye / @amoreemioo ────── ─ pre-reveal .

[ ✉ unsent : ] ─   would  you  be  open  to  sharing  a  mailing  address?  if  not,  that's  totally  ok!!! 🙂🙂 i  was  just  thinking  of  sending  you  care  packages  or  even  like  handwritten  letters  or  something  like  that [ ✉ unsent : ] ─   i'm  rly  glad  i  fucked  up  w/  trying  to  unalive  myself.  so  that  i  could  meet  you. [ ✉ unsent : ] ─   SAMMMMMM! 💗💞💖!💕💗!!!💗!!!! i  miss  youlots  and  lot  s  ! 😭😭💕  ii  usually  dont  g  et  drunk  but  i  yad  a  loTTTT  of  whisjey  WOW!  !!  hehe  kept  telliing  my  team  about  howe  i  have  lik  the  bestest  🥰🥰 cutest  funniest  s  exiest 😉💞🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 bf  everr  !!!b!!!nn  ! 💞💕🥰💖💗❣️💕🥰🥰 [ ✉ unsent : ] ─   i  know  that  we're  only  a  yr  into  our  r/s,  we're  young,  etc  etc.  but  i'll  be  real─  i  never  cared  about  getting  married.  or  even  dating.  or  love.  but  that  was  before  i  met  you.  the  future  used  to  scare  me,  but  now,  i'm  excited  for  it.  thinking  about  /our/  future  together.  like  maybe  we  can  go  to  korea  someday?  still  never  been  in  my  life.  if  i  go,  i  want  it  to  be  with  you. i love you, sam 💗💗

────── ─ post-reveal .

[ ✉ unsent : ] ─   if  we  weren't  working  on  this  shoot  together,  would  you  have  told  me  the  truth?  or  is  it  only  bc  we  met  inperson? [ ✉ unsent : ] ─   it's  my  sh scars,  right?  like.  that's  ok.  i  get  it.  trust  me,  i  don't  like  looking  at  myself  either. [ ✉ unsent : ] ─   i'm  not  mad  at  you.  or  disappointed,  resentful,  anything  like  that.  after  thinking  about  it  for  a  while,  i  understand  why  you  did  what  you  did.  i  just..........  idk.  is  something  wrong  w/  me?  am  i  wrong?  shouldn't  i  be  fucking  ecstatic  that  we  see  each  other  almost  everyday  now?  i've  thought  so  long  about  all  the  dates  i'd  wanna  take  you  on,  esp  since  we're  here  in  LA  together.  maybe  i'm  scared  that  you'll  look  back  on  our  relationship,  and  feel  like  you  wasted  your  time  w/  me.  maybe  i'm  even  /more/  scared  of  how  you  /won't/  tell  me  that.  are  you  happy  with  me  now?  are  there  other  secrets  too? [ ✉ unsent : ] ─   paniic  attack  s  too  man y  wouldn't  stop.  finall  y  gave  in  and  drank  a  lllllotlMAO  somy  hear  t  woulldnt  beat  out  of  my  chst  lol  mmaybe  i  shiuld  get  some  xan  ny  f  rom  nmy  friwnd . sou nds good rihgt? u get kittyfiish pics fr oM urbestf riend and i get drrug ss s sSs s 4rm mine 🌟🌟😎 [ ✉ unsent : ] ─   is  it  bc  of  the  sex  that  you  kept  me  around? [ ✉ unsent : ] ─   i'm  scared.  you.......  you're  everything  to  me.  idk  if  i'll  ever  be  able  to  fully  express  how  much  you  matter  to  me,  how  i'm  so  fucking  in  love  with  you.  but  did  i  ever  really  even  have  you?  i  guess  not.  what  reason  would  there  be  for  you  to  stay.  you'll  find  someone  better.  hotter.  probably  famous.  or  at  least  someone  who  enjoys  the  spotlight,  wants  to  be  seen  by  the  world.  and.....  that's  okay.  you  deserve  to  be  happy,  loved.  even  if  it's  not  me  who  gets  to  be  with  you.  i'm  sorry.  i  love  you.  i  always  will.

[furby-organist]

// As much as Alexa is openly Not Straight and very Gender Chill (like, has dressed up in all sorts of fun presentations on this blog for stuff), he's not exempt from toxic masculinity.

He still has an affinity for some archaic gender role stuff (not in a "women belong in the kitchen" sense, because first of all, that's his kitchen, but more in the sense of whose duty it is to provide & protect),

being a Gentleman (chosen gender) is still something he takes decently seriously,

he's not open about much of his dysphoria beyond "lol I'm eldritch radio waves stuck in a human body" and it never gets close to admitting any transfem feelings,

and he jokes about things like his (premortem) ex-gfs trying to kill him;; buddy you're a victim

[thepandalion]

my sideblog has 4 unanswered questions from the week (month? Oh geez time really does fly when you're struggling huh) I am having a mild panic

[whatcoloristhatcat]

raises hand What is a chimera and how does it work <- this is me giving you the opportunity to infodump, if you'd like me to google it instead i can lol dw <3

i'm sure i've explained this at some point but i can't find it everyone says thank you tumblr search function

simply, a chimera is when two zygotes fuse in utero and become one cat (this can occur in all sorts of animals and plants and other kinds of organisms as well but we're talking about cats here)

it does NOT mean all chimeras have some kind of genetically impossible patterns or are inherently visually striking. there are definitely many kinds of chimeras out there that simply go unnoticed because they are two solid black cats or a red and a white cat fused, for example. chimeras can also have patches with xx and xy chromosomes if a female and male cat fused

here's a graphic from the messybeast about it

however, chimeras can of course display coat patterns that are generally otherwise genetically impossible, for example (chimeras from the messybeast):

dense and dilute colors (red and dilute black (blue)):

point and non-point, xx and xy (red (flame) point male and non-point tortoiseshell female):

(probable chimera) shorthair and longhair:

(probable chimera) solid and tabby (dilute black (blue) and red tabby):

genetically, they're really cool. i would love to see more actual research into them!

why i get so fired up about it is the misinformation that flies around online about chimeras. if you look at that graphic from the messybeast up top, you'll see a note that a split-face appearance in tortoiseshell is not an indication of chimerism.

anyways, let's google chimeras for a second

ok.

i'm in the trenches with seeing all these "we said so" chimeras because i'm constantly tagged in them. please note! i'm not mad that people tag me in them and don't know! it's not common knowledge especially with all the people trying to catch some internet fame with their super real for sure chimeras

so i could write a dissertation here about how it does still matter because it's misinformation and there could be some health consequences we don't know about and how it's skewing the public perception of chimeras and that could have some influence on what research is done in chimeras (which again occurs in all sort of organisms, including humans) but you didn't even ask about any of this. so i'm going to end here. please remember that a split-face tortoiseshell is very likely not a chimera ok. i love you