#/0\ i cannot X"D

[sanjisleggy]

let your husband help you (red-haired shanks x reader)

req: [...] with a fem!reader (if possible) that has wings and sometimes the wings with feathers require molting and there are areas that cannot be reached closer to the back and requires help to remove the loose feathers

a/n: (i am playing valorant as i write this help) ty for the request anon! :D the enthusiasm is very endearing ;;0;; hope you enjoy reading! also man i love writing for Shanks :3c

contents: a bit of angst (fem!reader is having a hard time), descriptions of itchiness and pain, comfort, fluff :D, a tad bit suggestive bc it’s Shanks

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i.

these past few weeks have been torture. today especially so.

alone in your bedroom aboard the Red Force you writhe in itchiness and pain as your back aches in a way it hasn’t in a long time. lying face-down on your bed, you feel your wings twitch and tremble as you contort your arms to reach behind you as far as humanly possible; only to groan in defeat when the most you can do is brush the offending feathers with your fingertips.

for days now a small part of your brain has been nagging at you to go get Shanks for the sake of your poor back and wings but you’ve heard from your crewmates how busy he’s been so you’ve pushed the urge aside. now, though, the idea has forced its way to the forefront of your mind out of desperation, no doubt.

holding back a sob of frustration that threatens to make its way out of your throat, you nuzzle your face into your husband’s pillow, hoping that his scent can serve as a distraction of some kind. more than anything though, it simply acts as a poor placeholder for the real thing and only makes your aching heart (and wings) yearn for him even more.

“c’mon, (Y/N), don’t be shy,” his gentle voice called from outside the utility closet in which you’d chosen to hide–away from him. you felt your face heat up at Shanks’ persistence to help with something he wasn’t even totally aware of; he just knew you were in pain so he had to help.

“it’s okay, i can deal with it myself,” you lied, wincing when one of your wings brushed against a shelf behind you. most of the molting feathers had already been dealt with but your wings had grown a lot since the last time you molted and now they were far too big for your hands to reach. “just leave me alone.”

“if you don’t tell me what’s up, i’ll tell Rayleigh.”

“no!” you protested instantly. as much as you trusted the first mate of your crew with your life, this was far too embarrassing to get him involved. “if you tell anyone i’ll leave the crew, you asshole.”

you had meant it only as a false threat but the sudden silence told you Shanks took it a bit more seriously than you thought he would.

“okay, fine,” he replied and you could hear the pout on his face. “i just wanna help. there’s nothing to be embarrassed about. you know you can trust me to take care of you.”

a particularly sharp pain shoots through your spine from your right wing and the whine of discomfort slips past your lips before you can help yourself. too far gone to care about anyone hearing from outside your quarters, you let yourself sob aloud, the relief from crying doing little to ease your discomfort. 

the immense helplessness of your situation makes you realise how pampered you’ve been all these years. how lucky you are to have had such a loving friend-turned-lover who always took it upon himself to care for you. now here you are: alone in your bedroom, struggling with a task that you long should’ve learned how to deal with yourself.

you nearly give in to the urge to seek out the one person you trust to alleviate your pain but at this point, you’re too tired to even get off the bed. maybe it’s for the best, you wonder to yourself. your eyes flutter closed as you pull Shanks’ pillow a bit closer and bury your face deeper into it as you allow yourself to be lulled to sleep by your exhaustion, hoping that at least you can sleep away the next few hours of aches and itching.

ii.

letting out a sigh of relief, the one-armed Emperor takes his time returning to his ship after a grueling few weeks of settling disputes between several smaller pirate crews. normally such tasks would never take this long–hell, most of the time he didn’t even have to step in–but civilians’ lives were at stake so he had no choice.

now, as Shanks nears the dock and sees the Red Force coming into view, all he can think about is taking a nap with you. not only have his duties kept him away from you all day every day, he’d also been going to bed at ungodly hours, crawling under the sheets beside you long after you’ve fallen asleep. though he can’t wait to spend some quality time with you, he wants nothing more than to rest by your side with the knowledge that he’ll finally be able to wake up after you for once.

“hey Captain,” Benn calls out from aboard the deck once Shanks reaches speaking-distance. “i think (Y/N) needs your help.”

“see, what’d i say?” you could practically hear him smiling as he sat behind you, tenderly plucking out the final few loose feathers. “there’s no need to be shy around me.” Shanks tugged at a particularly stubborn feather and when it finally came loose, you couldn’t help the moan of relief that came out of your mouth.

you felt your cheeks rapidly heat up in shame as you buried your face in your hands, fully prepared for the boy to make fun of you. but it never came. instead, Shanks stayed quiet as he soothed the particular spot of skin with his fingers in a manner so tender you couldn’t believe it was him.

“there, all done,” he said. you were grateful but you couldn’t bring yourself to turn around and face him even though you knew you had to in order to thank him properly. 

as though sensing your dilemma, Shanks leaned forward to press his lips against your shoulder blade, right above where your wings sprouted from your back. it sent shivers down your spine and goosebumps appeared all over but you didn’t tell him to stop, if anything, you wanted him to continue.

you’re ripped out abruptly from your dream when the door of your quarters slams shut. from your face-down position in bed, you’re unable to see who it is but only one person in this world would be brave enough to make such an entrance.

“welcome back,” you groan, using your arms to push the upper half of your body off the mattress as you turn your head to glance over your shoulder.

“why didn’t you call for me?” your husband responds, tossing his cape onto the floor before rushing over to guide you back down into a resting position. Shanks pulls over two other more pillows and places them in a way he knows, from years of experience, makes you the most comfortable. “how long have your wings been molting?” 

there’s a slight hint of frustration in his voice but you know it’s not directed at you. it doesn’t make you feel any less guilty, though.

“it started… two weeks ago…” you mumble into Shanks’ pillow.

“you–” he cuts himself off with a deep sigh before he says anything impulsive. the Emperor understands you just didn’t want to disrupt his work and he appreciates the sentiment greatly, he’d just hoped that after all these years of marriage, you’d know how he’d do quite literally anything for you. this, he decides as his eyes scan your twitching wings and tangled feathers, is a conversation for another day though.

“poor thing,” Shanks coos instead, leaning down to press kisses all over the back of your neck and around your shoulder blades as he runs his hand down your side. you can feel his lips smile against your skin when your body shivers in response. “you must’ve been in so much pain, hmm? let your husband help you out.” 

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[k-hippie]

k-707 2025 BOLD UPDATE INSTRUCTIONS

Hello everyone :)

The new k-707 is going to be released in the coming days :D but as it is a kind of new experience, we have some kinda instructions in order to get everything working fine.

Step right up, folks, for the grand unveiling of our biggest project yet! The K-707 isn’t just a mod—it’s a green revolution. Taking on almost every flower, patch of grass, bush, and tree makes this even more massive than the K-505. And trust us, our brains are already feeling the strain! :D

But before instructions, let me tell you the k-707 story ;)

We really hope you'll enjoy it. We worked hard on it with 5 rules :

Replace EVERY tree of the game

NO overrides with crazy high polygons amount

Follow as much as possible the Maxis directions ( trees style )

Decrease amount of polygons where it is possible

No trees defying gravity and laws of physics

It took long for few reasons ...

At first, we always knew the first version was a vast experiment. When ea made its direct x11 update, it was time to make a bold update ... but we didn't want simply remove the non-strictly-dds-x2 images and replace them ... we wanted more. We always wanted more, even we are not kinda ea gurus :D ( hey EA ! don't you want hire some true creators with a long term vision of your game ? ) <- poll : would you like k-hippie as maxis creators or not ? :D

Joke apart, it was difficult. Almost 1 year long, we searched and searched solutions to get rid of all problems we met when replacing foliage on a debug tree, or modifying anything on a debug tree ( for info : we are not blender gurus nor sims 4 core users )

All we knew was few lines :

When cloning a tree, you cannot lose the any of the vert color data. I suspect whatever tool(s) you are using to do the cloning is losing this data, since this setup is somewhat unique to trees.

The vertex color layout for trees is as follows. Green and Blue are ignored for channels 1…4 : Color 0 RGB Surface color tint Color 1 R Rustle direction X Color 2 R Rustle direction Y Color 3 R Rustle direction Z Color 4 R Rustle phase ( game generates two wind scales that change over time, this term interpolates between the two )

The pipeline keeps the rustle information in a vertex color format for what the game engine will load, which means it’s in the range 0 and 1. The shader remaps this into a 0.5 to -0.5 range before scaling it and applying the offset to the leaves. Note that these directions are clamped but not normalized ( they’re allowed to be different lengths ) The WindMagnitude material parameter acts as a scaling factor.

So, we started with this information, begging in vain for some help, both inside the Sims community and outside ... but nobody helped us. And frankly, it interested no-one except us and our beloved followers :)

We found multitude of tutorials ( funny how many they are as soon as it is clothes related ) but nothing related to our specific target. We paused our research many times, made direct x11 updates for our other k-mods and so on. Until ... zaceitorius in July 13rd 2024

Who is zaceitorius ? We do not know. A simple member of sims4studio with 6 posts who gave us a simple bright clue which seems obvious after all, but yet very very precious indeed !

And here we are today. 300 trees and numerous plants later ... <- another reason why it took a long time :D

We made a lot of vertex experiments, we lost data colors, remade again and again some other experiments and well, we are still experiment, remake small details which seem important to us and so on ... And for now, it works :D And now you are warned : the k-707 is far from perfect.

And now, the instructions :)

The k-707 covers both trees & plants, both debug and lot trees & plants

What's new ? No more than usual. We tracked all the non-strictly-dds-x2 images, reshaped some trees ( such as the multitude of oaks ), added some flowers ( where we removed them in 2021 ) but kept many foliage we already did. We tried to simplify many details but added some others and replaced some plants.

How many stuff it represents ? We do not know. Many indeed. We stopped the count :D

Because of its size ( and our love for our sanity ), THE RELEASE WILL ROLL OUT IN PARTS ( not slowly but piece by piece ). If we waited until it was all perfect, you’d be seeing it around ( maybe ) September 2025 ... Let’s not tempt fate—or burnout! :D

The K-707 is neatly organized for your convenience :

Each DLC gets 2 folders : one for plants, one for trees.

The base game gets 4 folders ( a bit different since most of the greenery is drawn from there ) divided into lots and debug folders.

Expansions which have very few greenies ( City, Get to Work, University ) get the same folder named : k-hippie-k707-multi-greeny-2025

IMPORTANT :

Leave them in each of their folders ( or create your owns based on a similar methodology )

If you merge files : we can’t help troubleshoot if it doesn’t work anymore, so be smart ;)

You’re free to do as you like, but we strongly recommend keeping this tidy folder setup. If you need to troubleshoot down the line, it’ll save you a major headache.

And for the mavericks out there who love merging files—go for it, but know this : we won’t be able to help if things go haywire.

Now, we could wax poetic about how stunning the K-707 is, how every leaf, petal, and blade of grass is crisper, richer, and beautifully integrated into your worlds—but hey, we'll do it later, inside the release post :D

We could do more, more realistic trees and so on but we do not want integrate crazy high poly models. We do not want an unplayable game isn't it ? ;)

The k-707 is not yet finished. We got some more work to do on it, shape the last details, and some re-checks.

But here is what is new compare to the previous version : we kinda cracked ( a bit only ) the code. Trees swinging in the wind like it’s a dancing contest ? No more. Trees defying gravity and laws of physics by groveling into the ground ? No more. Just remember we do not have the hands upon the worlds construction, so, when trees are not into the ground, well, call your reseller aka EA itself ...

[aajjks]

Mommy Issues (IV)

synopsis. They wanted you, they needed you.

pairing. yandere!single dad!jungkook x fem!reader.

warnings. yänd��rê bêhãvïöür, 0 tö ä 100 rêäl quïck, ängst, jk ïs kïnda än äss ïn thïs, mänïpülätïön, dëprëssïon, mëntïöns of vïöliêncè.

note. hello y’all. 😳 umm it’s surely been a while… but here’s another update, enjoy! and please share your feedback and thoughts! also send in asks for mi characters as well. AND PLZ DONT FORGET ABOUT MI KOO.

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Jungkook regrets saying that out loud because now you’re gonna think that he’s a creep, or definitely a weirdo. You’re staring at him completely caught off guard and he doesn’t blame you.

But before he can overthink and let his anxiety take over, because of how creeped out you must be at his remark, why did he even say that out loud it was unnecessary… you give him a small smile, and all of his nerves immediately calm down. The effect that you have on him… he’s so in love with you.

“U-Uh I’m so sorry how inappropriate of me… yeah, I remember not in the school, right.. Ms yn I’m so sorry.” Jungkook looks down in his lap, but all he sees is Jeon Seol staring back at his father, with a confused look in his Bambi eyes, even though there’s no no one left except for him, you and his son he still feels really bad because you must feel really uncomfortable.

“Well..” you clear your throat, “I don’t think there’s anything in particular that I need to tell you about the progress of his studies because he’s doing good in them but behavior wise,” your smile, fades a little and you’re all serious now, he notices every inch of your expression.

You look concerned.

“you don’t have to worry about Seol getting lost in the school the assistant teacher will take care of him because there is something that I need to discuss with you about him in private.”

Jungkook looks at you with confusion, because what possibly could you be telling him that you need Seol out of the room for?

“I-Is everything all right?” Jungkook stutters out, his nerves are back once again. You don’t say anything and that just scares me one more because what did his five year old do for you to be so serious? But jungkook has got your hint and he whispers something in his son’s ear before Seol runs off.

You sigh before saying, “Mr. jeon.. I’m a little concerned.”

“On Thursday, Seol punched a student because he said I loved him more than Seol.” You cross your arms across your chest. Your demeanor has completely shifted and you look so serious.

Damn, you look really hot- he’s so focused on you that he doesn’t even listen to what you’re saying that is until the word punched settles in his brain.

“what? W-What?” he’s so confused right now. Jungkook cannot believe that his five-year-old punched someone. “Uhh what?” Dumbfounded he asks you once again.

“Yes… the child was even bleeding…” you shake your head, “as his teacher, I feel like I failed him because he wasn’t an aggressive violent child..” Jungkook doesn’t like the way you get a little sad.

No, it’s not your fault.

“Mr Jeon.. he’s a little possessive… for a five-year-old I don’t think that’s healthy… I mean I love him with all my heart I love all my students, but.. it seems like he wants me to only love him.”

Jungkook wants to scoff. And what is so wrong with that? Yeah he shouldn’t have punched the kid, but the kid must’ve instigated him. But he decides to keep his expressions neutral.

“Is everything all right? you’re his parent and I think it’s my responsibility to let you know everything about him.” The way you speak is so tender, so professional and gentle, but he feels a little pissed off.

You have left a bitter taste in his mouth.

“A-Are you saying that you don’t love him? Or that he’s got a problem?” His could you- can’t you see you’re breaking jungkooks heart right now?

“If only he had a mother…” he sighs, sadly.

Jungkook nods, coughing so he can clear his throat, he doesn’t want to come off as mean, but.. he cannot help it anymore.

“I understand… I think that my son has misunderstood you.” He begins, as he gets closer to your face. “he has confused your role in his life, I’m so sorry for that, but the truth is that he sees you as his mother-rather than a teacher and..” he takes a breath, “you’re not his mother. You’re just his teacher.” He barely manages to resist Make sure that his tone is appropriate.

And you’re speechless.

He immediately sees a change in your expressions and your mouth is a little wide when you hear him say that. “ I’ll make sure that he understands that and he will never do it again I am so sorry.” Jungkook smiles, Before he leans back in the chair.

“I’ll even apologize to the boys parents.” Jungkook just wants to get away from you now, first his father and now you.

This is the worst day ever.

And tomorrow he has to meet his father. Someone kill him.

“can I go now? Also, please could you tell me the boys name?” He is not speaking to you with a smile. As you tell him the boys name and his parents names, he can tell that you’re almost about to cry, for some reason.

That’s how he feels right now too. Maybe you’re not what he thought you were. You will never understand him or his son.

“Well Ms L/N have a good day.” he chooses to address you with your last name as compared to your first… jungkook doesn’t know why he’s feeling so bitter right now, but he feels like you’ve crushed his heart.

He just made him feel like his son has a problem and that you don’t love him. He almost feels a sense of betrayal.

He can just sulk in the car so he gets up before bowing to you, as his son’s teacher, he has to show you some respect, and he picks up Seol’s bag that was on the floor before he ran off, and he’s out of the room.

What a heavy heart, and a heavy conscious.

It’s about time that jungkook lets his son know that you’re not his mother. You’ll never be. You’ll never understand them. Truth is that you’ll never want them and need them like they do.

[dropthedemiurge]

Love for Love's Sake | Things You Didn't Notice #3 | Learning Korean with the boys

I have (barely) emotionally recovered after the ending of this series, and so I'm back with my usual translation notices and cultural specialties posts ^^ Long post ahead!

// Read previous posts with translations & comments I pointed out //

This time I'll look at the Episode 3 [Yeowoon's Affection level from 0 to -99]. Disclaimer: I'm not fluent in Korean but I've been learning it for years and I've lived and studied in Korea for a while. However, in particular Sangwon and Sia annoyed me so much this episode because their banter is so funny but I cannot decipher their wordplay 100% by ear without KR subs so I have to skip over their dialogues %)

Anyway, there's still some fun language stuff to point out!

- "You're late, Senior (hyung)" - "Senior? (Sunbae?)"

Fun fact: Sangwon, who's the same year as Yeowoon, addresses Myungha as "hyung". Meanwhile Yeowoon addresses Myungha only as "sunbae". Hyung is a term guys call their older male friends (if you're familiar with Thai BLs as well, it's same as "Pi"), meanwhile gender-neutral sunbae means senior, someone who's been longer than you in the industry or some institution (like school).

If I remember correctly, Yeowoon keeps calling Myungha 'sunbae/senior' until the very end of the show. Even when they are sleeping over in the same house after school hours, Yeowoon doesn't call Myungha hyung but sunbae only. In Korea, you use titles or formal full names to people older than you or acquaintances, and you usually use names with the people younger than you. That's why, if you think about it, there wasn't a moment in show when Yeowoon says Myungha's name :D Only sunbae. And that's normal. (this is also why Myungha never mentions Writer sunbae's name at all)

Also, we'll return to Myungha's usage of Yeowoon's name a bit later.

"Keep doing it if you want to die young, Sangwon-ah." "*gasp* You call me by my name when you're mad?"

But Sangwon is talking to Myungha in a very familiar way, using 'hyung' instead of 'senior' every time, making it feel like they are friends (and most of their interaction this episode revolves around Sangwon trying to make Myungha talk to him like a close friend as well xD).

Why is Sangwon so thrilled every time Myungha calls him by his name? Because there are many other Korean words you can use for people, especially if you're angry with them (ranging from the impolite 'this guy' to swearwords). But every time Myungha gives a casual warning to Sangwon who's annoying him, he still says "Sangwon-ah", which is how you'd call your younger friend who's just being a brat. No wonder Sangwon keeps pushing Myungha to get his attention and affection^^

On the topic of names and intonation: I noticed Myungha uses aegyo (acting cute) often when he talks to his grandma. However, with other school students, like I mentioned in my previous language posts, most of the time his speech feels like a patronizing talk of a 29-y.o. adult.

But! I found that one scene when Myungha is deliberately using aegyo with Yeowoon! The reason for it is that Yeowoon finally responded and wanted to meet up after avoiding him for so long, and Myungha is extremely excited.

"Yeowoon-ie, you're waiting for hyung?~" "Don't use that voice".

Two things: Myungha calls himself Yeowoon's "hyung" which feels closer than "sunbae", he wanted to take the next step and make their communication less formal. And instead of saying friendly "Yeowoon-ah" like he always does, he changed the pronunciation of his name to "Yeowoon-ie" — which is, together with the playful intonation in his voice, is so. fucking. cute. However, Yeowoon instantly rejected his aegyo and Myungha returned to the way he always spoke x) RIP.

I already pointed it out briefly in another post but – Myungha cooked a curry rice for dinner with Yeowoon. It might not seem like anything, but I thought it was an amazing detail to show later in the series that even when Yeowoon almost forgotten about Myungha who disappeared, he kept bulk buying rice with curry (yellow packages) for his dinner.

"You act like you're my parent (guardian)." "Well, you're not wrong."

I thought that Myungha telling Yeowoon he's not wrong about him being his "parent" was a bit weird, and indeed, the word they are using here is 보호자 (bohoja), which is "guardian". It can be said about parents but also about anyone who's protecting something or someone as well. Which is exactly what Myungha is striving to do in this world and in this game. To protect and take care of Yeowoon.

"My mom split (ran away) but my dad said she died." "I wish I could split (run away)... I kept running around the field because I felt frustrated. But how could I run away?"

Here I'll need some help from native English speakers, which I'm not, can 'split' be used in this dialogue with the same connotation? Because in Korean, Myungha clearly says "My mom ran away", to which Yeowoon responds "I wish I could run away" and immediately remembering about the reason why he became a runner. And I just loved the accent the show made on this word, which got lost in Gaga subs.

"Don't slack off because you think no one sees." "Maintain your image (Do some mental training)"

This one is surely a mistranslation. The coach says "Do Image Training", in Korea and in some other Asian countries, as far as I encountered this term, this basically means "mental training", or "meditation" and has nothing to do with maintaining one's reputation.

Think "breathe in, breathe out and think how well you'll do and imagine yourself running that race before it starts".

Yeah, probably no one cared about that dialogue or scene anyway, but I hope you're still enjoying my hyperfixation on this show xD Anyway, it's been a long post and I'm done for Episode 3 — but as a bonus, let me share bonus with one of the Sangwoon x Sia scenes.

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I tried hard to figure out the word that Sia uses when Myungha pleads her to get rid of Sangwoon, and the closest I could get was 분력 (the power of Buddha), but one thing for sure — following Myungha's begging, Sia cross-sprayed Sangwoon with perfume like holy water and ordered him like "Begone, demon!". Lmao :D

[ruumirmir]

𝘐𝘯𝘤𝘰𝘳𝘳𝘦𝘤𝘵 𝘔𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘘𝘶𝘰𝘵𝘦𝘴 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘗𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘓𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘣𝘰𝘺

ੈ♡˳ Author's note - I simply have too many unfiltered thoughts about them Sorry not Sorry. This is entirely self-indulgent and completely male-reader centered. Don't worry ladies,, If you're imaginative enough!! You too can self-insert into this yaoi!!! If any of these don't make sense to new readers Don'tttt worry about it :) Probably didn't make sense to ME either but the vibe matched. @eluxcastar my trusty co-pilot for this ship,, do you have any memes to add perchance 🎤🎤 I'd love to compile everything here.

If you think Pantalone isn't a possessive prick you're WRONG. Lucky for him some people are into that.

Being gorgeous and evil go hand-in-hand one cannot exist without the other

*Sighs dreamily* Dont we all

Synopsis of my first two Pantalone x Male reader requests everybody:

Im sorry but it would be fucking hilarious for the plot. Loverboy being soooooooo normal about the rumours going around that Dottolone are Such Close Business Partners,,

but actually dottolone fucking hate each other. Group projects tend to do that to people. Its the biomechanical malpractice doctor vs business unethics banker. And dottore getting a massive kick out of this one fatuu agent hating his guts . Idk Just a Thought :0

What being microwaved does to a man. Dont worry guys Pantalone can manipulate and gaslight me into a killing machine anyday bc he's hot <3

Hoyoverse canonizing Pantalone's anger-issues is the best thing that happened to me. you can never trust an anime snake with a (^‿^) face

One does not simply work in close proximity with a hot guy and Not think about getting boned atleast once.

Somebody save childe

Makes zero sense in hindsight but the lore is coming. trust 🙏 Something so delicious about finding your way back to the person that changed you forever.

Hes just a pathetic little guy your honor. Let us all enjoy his extreme sad boy demeanor and sopping wet meowmeowism before we put him through the HorrorsTM.

Synopsis of literally the most recent Loverboy one-shot by riri:

Something something blatant favoritism.

Reminder that Loverboy joins the Fatui as a part of mandated service right after graduating school at the fresh age of 18 and kills a guy roughly 3 years later :D

Peak dynamic btw. He can be your angle or yuor devil. As long as he's behind over your shoulder 👍

"I learned my passion in the Good Old Fashioned School of Loverboys"

Thankyou homoverse they made Pantalone a certified Yapper. Him and Loverboy are just the "Talks a lot" vs "Listens" ship

No caption. This was just funni

Hey guys can anyone tell that I love a good corruption arc.

Despite his increasingly worsening state of ethics, don't forget that deep down hes still going to be a sopping wet meowmeow💕

Idk blame @/eluxcastar riri they put the devil's temptation thoughts into my brain

[id0what1want]

Pokemon Scarvi rarepairs I enjoy

throwing myself out there for this one

Arven x Penny

I'VE SEEN LITERALLY NOTHING FOR THIS WHICH BAFFLES ME. Friends that bicker about everything (old married couple), opposite relationships with their parents, Arven cannot physically go two seconds without pointing out how Penny is short (which isn't a dead ringer for a crush, it's just that Arven specifically is the kind of dork that would do that and Penny does not give a single shit WHICH MAKES IT FUNNIER) and they're like TOTAL OPPOSITES which people go FERAL for in shipping, one is outdoorsy and super into home ec, the other is a cave gremlin that is surviving solely on every flavor of mountain dew like it's ambrosial nectar, one has zero relationship with their (dead) parents and the other literally moved regions to escape their loving overbearing father, and yet above all else they BOTH LOVE THEIR POKEDOGS I'M GONNA BE SICK. Arven dragging Penny out of their gamer cave to experience Vitamin D in increasingly interesting ways so she gets watered and fed but it escalates to the point where Arven is practically taking Penny on dates?? YES PLEASE?? EVEN BETTER IF THEY BOTH GET ASKED ABOUT IT AND THEY'RE LIKE "EW FUCK NO, THIS GUY? WTF" whilst holding hands staring at the sun setting over Casseroya Lake. Tsundere on Tsundere violence. Chat please see the vision Chat

Jacq x Raifort

Purple. That's the ship.

ALSO ALSO ALSO I'M NOT DONE

two very scientifically minded people, two different fields with overlapping needs. Raifort wanting somebody to keep up with her theories and Jacq that's just happy to talk science with anybody. Cold calculating woman and her dumb goofy sweet house husband wife. Also picture either Jacq being absolutely ENAMOURED with the most aggressive hallway crush for Raifort for years and never acting on it to the point where his STUDENTS notice and start bullying him relentlessly, OR Raifort trying to drop the most backwards nonsensical hints (that probly look like death threats) that she likes Jacq to World's Most Oblivious Man TM (bonus points if the students are like 'WTF NO ONE IS GONNA CATCH THOSE HINTS' and once Jacq finally receives the messages he's like 'YOU LIKE ME' and everyone is shocked that anyone could decipher that). Also their League Club interaction is LITERALLY THAT ONE MEME LIKE "Me doing whatever my hot witch wife wants me to do, haha" with the guy in the summoning circle.

They are bisexuality, idk how to explain it. Purple, I think.

Larry x Player's Mom

I don't know actually I just think this one is funny. Came to me in a vision.

Specifically, because the player as Champion is Larry's coworker AND BOSS

Very cute Ghibli style scene in my head where they meet at the bar in Medali and the Player's Mom outdrinks Larry and drives him home cuz he gets plastered, and they have a very funny conversation

Also the player being Not Ok with this makes this funnier in my head. Scrolling PokeGram and seeing their mom and Larry and mid conversation with the gang being like, haha excuse me :) and they turn around, make a call and the first thing they say is "STOP TRYING TO SLEEP WITH MY MOM"

The player giving all the gym evaluations and they're banned from the Medali evaluation for a while because they, quote "can't write 'whore' as a gym evaluation then give 0 stars." Rika had to tell that to the player with a straight face by the way. Rika thinks this is hilarious. Geeta also does but hides it better.

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I. Objective Definition: What is Anti-Reality?

Anti-Reality = A system of values/logic that exists outside, or fundamentally contradicts, the ordinary laws of existence (mathematics, logic, physics, consciousness).

We are not talking about nothingness, but ordered chaos — a kind of inverse existence.

II. Building a Logical Foundation: Use Familiar Symbols and Structures

We start by establishing the basic axioms:

The Basic Axioms of Anti-Reality (ARA):

1. ARA-1: ∞ – ∞ = ∅ (Absolute emptiness of absolute duality)

2. ARA-2: 1 = 0 (Annihilation of logical identity)

3. ARA-3: x / 0 = ∞ (Explosion of existence from absurd division)

4. ARA-4: ∞ – §(∞) = R (R as a representation of finite reality due to the limitation of the ‘rule’ §)

5. ARA-5: Anti-Reality (AR) = lim_{x→0} [ (1 – x) / x ] – 1

→ Diverges to infinity, implying the existence of singularities that defy logical limits.

6. ARA-6: AR = limₙ→∞ (¬N)ⁿ

Explanation:

AR: Anti-Reality

¬N: Negation of Nothing (which is neither existent nor non-existent)

(¬N)ⁿ: Recursion of negation of nothingness

limₙ→∞: When the recursion goes to infinity, what remains is not the result, but the disappearance of the process itself

III. Design the Main Equation of Anti-Reality

Anti-Reality = Inverse of Defined Reality

So, if we set:

Reality (R) = ∞ – §(∞)

Then:

Anti-Reality (AR) = –(∞ – §(∞)) + Ξ

Where Ξ is an undefined anomaly, a representation of paradox and singularity (∅/∅, 1=0, etc.).

So, the final form:

AR = –(∞ – §(∞)) + Ξ

→ AR = §(∞) – ∞ + Ξ

IV. Symbolic Interpretation

§(∞): Representation of illusory constraints (system, logic, time, consciousness)

–∞: Denial of infinite existence

Ξ: Singular anomaly (existential paradox)

V. Shortened Version for Formal Notation:

AR = §(∞) – ∞ + Ξ

AR = (∞ constrained) – (∞ pure) + (singular paradox)

2. Anti-Reality Logic Notation (NLA)

This is not classical logic (true/false), nor is it fuzzy logic. This is a logic where contradiction is the foundation, and paradox is the basic law.

1. New Truth Value (AR-Boolean)

Definition:

R: Reality (true in the real world)

¬R: Anti-reality (which cancels the existence of R)

Ø: Existential / neutral / non-being void

Ξ: Paradoxical singularity (simultaneous R and ¬R)

2. New Operators

⊻: Mutual Contradiction → R ⊻ ¬R = Ξ

⧗: Merge Anomaly → R ⧗ Ø = ¬R

≢: Absolute Non-Identity → A ≢ A

∞→0: Paradoxical Implication (all infinite implies void)

II. Time Function in AR-Space

Time in anti-reality (let's call it T_AR) is not linear, not circular, but:

T_AR ∈ ℂ × ℝ × Ξ

Time is a combination of:

Imaginary complex (time direction can go to the minus root)

Infinite dimensions (time series diverge)

Paradoxical (exists & does not exist at the same time)

Formal Model:

Time function T_AR(t):

T_AR(t) = i·(–t)ᵃ + Ξ·sin(1/t) for t ≠ 0

i: imaginary unit

tᵃ: reversed time (a > 1 accelerates backward)

Ξ·sin(1/t): paradoxical oscillations as time approaches zero (singularity)

Interpretation:

As time approaches zero (assuming “beginning”), the system becomes oscillates unstably — approaching existential singularity.

Imaginary indicates time that cannot be measured empirically.

Negation of time indicates inverse entropy (chaos becomes order → rise of anti-reality).

III. Application of AR Time Notation

Example 1:

An event exists in AR if and only if:

T_AR(t) = Ξ

That is, only when time reaches a singular point, the paradox of existence actually exists.

Example 2:

Existential transition:

d(AR)/dT_AR = –R

The existence of anti-reality grows inversely to reality when time runs in a negative vector.

Create “Primary Existential Paradox”:

For example: E(x) = x ⊻ ¬x

Existence is defined as its own conflict

2. AR modal logic model:

□R → “definitely real”

◇¬R → “possibly void”

But in AR: □R ∧ ◇¬R → Ξ (existence is still paradoxical)

IV. Radical Consequences:

1. Reality cannot be proven consistent in AR-logic.

2. Time is not just a dimension — it is a function of inconsistency.

3. Existence can be calculated but not proven.

3. FOUNDATIONS OF ANTI-REALITY MATHEMATICS (AR-MATH)

1. Basic Axioms

1. Paradoxical Axiom:

For every entity x, it holds:

x ≢ x

(Absolute identity does not hold — x's existence is contextual & fluctuating.)

2. Axiom of Existential Emptiness:

Ø ⊻ Ø = R

(Two emptinesses collide to produce the manifestation of reality.)

3. Anti-Associative Axiom:

(a ⊕ b) ⊕ c ≠ a ⊕ (b ⊕ c)

(There is no guarantee that the order of operations produces consistent results.)

4. Axiom of Complex Singularity:

∀x ∈ AR, x → Ξ ∈ ℂ × ℝ × Ø

(Every entity in AR always goes to an existential singularity complex.)

2. AR Number Structure (AR-Numbers)

We develop new number domains, ℝ̸, ℂ̸, and Ξℝ:

ℝ̸: Real anti-numbers → real numbers with negative existential values

ℂ̸: Complex anti-numbers → inverse imaginary complex numbers

Ξℝ: Paradoxical numbers → exist in the duality of existence/non-existence

Example operation:

(1̸) + (1̸) = 2̸

i̸ · i̸ = –1̸

Ξ + R = Ø

II. AR GEOMETRY

1. AR-Space

A space where the coordinates are of the form:

P = (x̸, y̸, z̸, T_AR)

x̸, y̸, z̸ ∈ ℝ̸

T_AR non-linear imaginary complex time (see previous model)

Paradoxical Metric:

d(P1, P2) = √[(Δx̸)² + (Δy̸)² + (Δz̸)²] ⧗ Ξ

Note: This space is non-Euclidean, non-orientable, and non-time-symmetric.

2. Negative Dimension & AR Fractal

Dim_AR = –n + iφ

Dimension is a negative complex number. For example:

–3 + iπ → space with negative direction and invisible oscillation

III. ANTI-REALITY CALCULUS

1. Existential Inverse Derivative

d̸f/d̸x = lim Δx→0 [f(x̸–Δx̸) – f(x̸)] / Δx̸

Backward time derivative

Can produce paradoxical numbers (Ξ)

2. Existential Integral

∫̸f(x̸)d̸x̸ = total existential chaos that the system goes through

Interpretation is not the area under the curve, but the degree of existence inconsistency in the range x̸.

IV. ANTI-REALITY SET THEORY

1. Definition of AR Set:

A = {x | x ≢ x}

All elements are entities that deny their own existence

2. Anti-Venn Set

There is no absolute intersection

A ∩ B = Ø even though A = B

3. AR Power Set:

P(A) = {Ξ, Ø, ¬A, A ⧗ Ø}

The power set also contains existential complementarities and singularities of the set.

V. STRUCTURAL IMPLEMENTATION

1. AR-Logic Engine

Simulate the system using:

A loop paradox-based engine

A structure like an automata that never reaches a final state (because reality cannot be solved)

2. Non-Linear Time Simulation

A runtime shape like a multidimensional spiral

Time travel = change in direction of the T_AR vector by contextual function (with Ξ as a transition point)

VI. CONCLUSION AND FURTHER DIRECTION

AR-Math = rebellion against coherence

Not because it wants to create chaos — but to redefine the boundaries of reality.

4. BASIC PRINCIPLES OF EXISTENTIAL PHYSICS (BASED ON AR-MATH)

1. Absolute Uncertainty Principle (AR-Heisenberg)

Not only position and momentum cannot be known simultaneously, existence and non-existence cannot be determined absolutely.

Formally:

> ΔΞ · ΔR ≥ ℏ̸ / 2

where:

ΔΞ: existential state fluctuations

ΔR: spatial reality fluctuations

ℏ̸: anti-Planck constant (negative-imaginary value)

2. Energy Inconsistency Postulate

Energy is not a positive or conservative quantity, but:

> E̸ = Ξ̸ · (iT_AR)⁻¹

E̸: inverse existential energy

Ξ̸: paradoxical intensity

T_AR: imaginary complex time

Energy is anti-conservative → increases as the system collapses.

3. Negative-Transcendental Entropy

> S̸ = –k̸ ln(Ξ)

S̸: existential entropy

k̸: anti-Boltzmann constant

Meaning: The more chaotic the system, the greater the possibility that reality itself never existed.

II. DYNAMICS OF ANTI-PHYSICAL OBJECTS

1. AR-Kinetics

Anti-Newtonian Laws of Motion:

1. Objects will remain in a state of non-existence or existence until viewed from outside the system.

2. Force is an existential reflection effect between two paradoxical states:

F̸ = d̸Ξ/d̸t̸

3. Interaction does not cause a reaction, but rather an existential distortion:

F₁ + F₂ = Ξ_total

2. Existential Anti-Gravity

Gravity is not an attractive force, but:

the tendency of a space to cancel itself out.

Formula:

> G̸ = (Ξ₁ · Ξ₂) / (d̸² · e^(iθ))

d̸: distance in AR space

θ: spatial instability phase

G̸: anti-realistic gravitational constant

3. AR-Quantum

a. Non-Present Particles:

Particles exist only as perceptions of paradoxical exchange:

|ψ⟩ = α|exists⟩ + β|does-not-exist⟩

When measured, the probability is not calculated, but:

Ξψ = α̸β̸ – |α|² + i|β|²

If Ξψ is divergent, then the particle cannot be observed even paradoxically.

III. COSMOLOGICAL STRUCTURE OF ANTI-REALITY

1. Origin of the Universe (Big Null)

There is no Big Bang, but:

Big Ø – collision of two existential voids:

Ø ⧗ Ø = R ± Ξ

2. Anti-Causal Space

There is no cause and effect.

All events are backward projections from a future existential singularity:

P(t) = f(Ξ_future)

IV. AR PHYSICS PREDICTION AND APPLICATION

Time can be compressed or reversed by setting Ξ to ∞

Teleportation is not a change of location, but an existential leap

Black hole = maximum Ξ zone → total reality collapse

Consciousness = Ξ function evolving in iT_AR space

5. AR-TURING ENGINE (Ξ-Loop Paradigm)

I. GENERAL DEFINITIONS

1. Anti-Matter in AR-Math Framework

In conventional physics, anti-matter is matter that has the opposite charge to ordinary matter. When matter and anti-matter meet, they annihilate each other and produce energy.

However, if we adopt the principles of AR-Math, we can suggest that anti-matter is not a separate entity, but rather the result of a difference in existential status in AR space. That is, anti-matter is a simulation of the state of non-existence in the context of turbulent space (Ξ). Mathematically, this can be written as:

A̸ = Ξ' · f(iT_AR)

where:

A̸: antimatter

Ξ': existential distortion (spatial shift towards disequilibrium)

f(iT_AR): evolution function of time in non-linear dimensions

Anti-matter is not just "something opposite", but something that only exists in the potential of the incompatibility between existence and non-existence. When existence and non-existence interact in the AR order, we get a "collision" that produces energy in a form that cannot be understood by conventional physics.

2. Entanglement and Existential Entanglement (AR Quantum Entanglement)

In the world of quantum physics, entanglement occurs when two particles are connected in such a way that the state of one particle affects the state of the other particle, even though they are separated by a large distance in space and time.

In the framework of AR-Math, this entanglement can be understood as an existential entanglement that involves not only space, but also the complex and anti-existential dimension of time. Meaning:

Ψ_AB = Ξ_A ⊗ Ξ_B

where:

Ψ_AB: the combined state of two entangled objects

Ξ_A and Ξ_B: the existential status of two objects

⊗: the existential entanglement operator in AR space

This entanglement explains that the entanglement between two objects is not a conventional information transmission, but a deeper uncertainty relation, beyond the dimensions of ordinary physical reality. This entanglement indicates that both are manifestations of a broader existential reality, where space and time are no longer linear and separate.

So quantum computing can be upgraded using this basis

3. Dark Matter and Dark Energy as Existential Distortion

Now we enter dark matter and dark energy, two very mysterious phenomena in cosmology. Both of these things are invisible, but their influence on the structure of the universe is very large.

Dark Matter is matter that does not emit light or electromagnetic radiation, but we know it exists because of its gravitational influence on galaxies and other celestial objects.

Dark Energy is the energy thought to be responsible for the acceleration of the expansion of the universe.

In the framework of AR-Math, dark matter can be understood as the concentration of existential distortions in space that cause objects in it to be more tightly bound (more gravity), but do not interact with light or conventional matter.

Mathematically, we can write:

ρ̸_DM = Ξ_dm · f(Ξ_)

where:

ρ̸_DM: density of dark matter

Ξ_dm: existential status of dark matter

f(Ξ_): existential distortion of space in the AR dimension

Dark Energy can be understood as the existential energy that causes space-time itself to expand. That is, dark energy is not an entity that "exists" in the context of matter, but a phenomenon that drives the instability of space itself.

ρ̸_DE = f(Ξ_expansion) e^(iT_AR)

where:

ρ̸_DE: dark energy density

Ξ_expansion: expansion of existential distortion

e^(iT_AR): exponential factor describing acceleration in the anti-reality dimension.

Dark Energy in the AR-Math framework is a projection of the instability of space itself, which causes the universe to not only expand, but also become less and less like itself.

4. Particle Dualism in the AR-Math Framework

In quantum physics, particle dualism states that particles such as photons or electrons can behave like both waves and particles, depending on the experiment being performed.

In the AR-Math framework, this dualism can be explained as a shift in existence between the states of existence and non-existence of a particle. A particle exists in two possible states — existence and non-existence — that can be manipulated by measurements.

Mathematically, we can write the state of a particle as:

|ψ⟩ = α|exists⟩ + β|does-not-exist

where:

|ψ⟩: the wave function of the particle in superposition

|exists⟩ and |does-not-exist

α and β: the amplitudes for each state, which are affected by the observation.

When a particle is measured, we are not only observing the "physical" properties of the particle, but we are determining whether it exists or does not exist in AR space.

CONCLUSION

If we combine the principles of AR-Math with these physical phenomena, we can understand antimatter, entanglement, dark matter, dark energy, and particle duality as manifestations of a deeper reality, involving existential uncertainty structures, distortions of space and time, and the interplay between existence and non-existence itself.

These concepts suggest that the universe may not be what we consider "real", but rather a simulation of a deeper existential state of inconsistency, where reality itself can be interchanged with "anti-reality".

Thus, the existential physics of AR opens the way for new discoveries that could reveal how all matter and energy in the universe are connected in a wider web, which cannot be fully understood by the laws of traditional physics alone.

AR-Turing Engine (Ξ-Engine) is an automaton that:

Does not solve problems, but undergoes existential fluctuations

Does not terminate, but resonates in Ξ cycles

Does not depend on fixed inputs, but on initial existential distortions (Ξ₀)

II. BASIC COMPONENTS

1. Tape (AR Tape)

Infinite in both directions (classical), but:

Each cell = status {Exist, Non-Exist, Paradox}

Cell values: 0, 1, Ξ

2. Head (Head Ξ)

Read and write based on local status and existential density

Not only moving L or R, but also:

Stay (still)

Collapse (remove its existence)

Split (give rise to the shadow of the process on the parallel path)

3. State Register (Ξ-State)

Internal state of the engine:

{σ₀, σ₁, σ̸₁, σΞ, ...}

Transition is not f(q, s) → q', s', d

But: Ξ(q, s, Ξ₀) → {q', s', δΞ}

4. Ξ-Loop Core

Instead of stopping the engine at the end state, the engine continues to run through a paradoxical existential loop

The stopping state is neither Accept nor Reject, but rather:

Ξ-Stable = the system has reached its smallest fluctuation

Ξ-Diverged = the system is out of the spectrum of reality

III. Ξ TRANSITION (Paradoxical State Transition Table)

> Move: R = Right, L = Left, C = Collapse

Ξ: Local existential density (+1 = more existent, –1 = more non-existent)

IV. SPECIAL BEHAVIOR

1. Duplication Paradox

If Ξ_state = σΞ and tape_value = ��

→ the machine splits itself into parallel paths with Ξ₁ = Ξ₀ ± ε

2. Collapse Condition

If three consecutive cycles tape_value remains Ξ

→ the machine erases its existential path

3. Ξ-Convergence If the machine loops with density Ξ decreasing exponentially

→ the machine reaches minimal reality and can be used as a synchronization point between systems

V. VISUAL SIMULATION (Optional)

Each cell = color based on existential status:

0 = black

1 = white

Ξ = purple/abstract (semi-transparent)

The machine is depicted with a multi-head: visualizing existential branches

VI. BENEFITS AND APPLICATIONS

Non-deterministic computing paradigm in non-linear reality

Can be the logical basis for existential simulations, AR-AI, or paradoxical multiverse games

Philosophical framework for the “machine consciousness” model in alternative realities

If there is something to discuss, let's open a forum

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Calculating the theoretical downfall of my shrambling empire

We can do this using a little algebra! :3

First to get the equation for the balance of our shrambing empire balance, this is just a compound interest problem since each bet is 3% of our current balance! We started the season with $1000, but we've since had some wins and losses affect our balance since them, we'll just start with our balance before the first loss of this streak as our principal amount: $955.86 on 2025 Jan 14! (Georgiev's 2nd win as a Shark and the 3rd (and final) game in the Pickles win streak!) (also keeping in mind i forgot to bet on that Boston game ;-; but maybe for the better because they lost that one too lol)

We can pop this into the compound interest formula and get the equation "y = 955.85 * 0.97^x", where "y" = the balance after "x" games played. But for anyone following along who happens to not know this formula we can easily derive it like so:

Let y0 represent the initial balance before any given game and let y1 represent the balance after any given game

y1 is equal to y0, minus the amount of our shrambling bet

The amount of our shrambling bet is 3% of our y0, or "0.03 * y0"

Therefore "y1 = y0 - (0.03 * y0)"

We can rewrite this using the distributive and identity properties as "y1 = (1 * y0) - (0.03 * y0)" -> "y1 = (1 - 0.03) * y0"

Simplify to "y1 = 0.97 * y0" -> here is our recursive function! :D we can use this to get the balance before or after a bet, given we are always betting the max on the sharks and know either the amount before or after!

Since each consecutive balance is the previous one multiplied by 0.97, we can get any balance by multiplying the initial balance (our $955.85) by 0.97, one time per each game played (assuming the loss streak continues) since then!

We can write this rule as a function to make an explicit function for our account balance after any # of games: "y = 955.85 * 0.97^x". ta-daaaa :3 all done!

Here's our function graphed on Desmos, plus a table of some key points on the graph! + a bonus graph of our permitted bet amount (3% of our account balance!)

This model will predict our balance values a little low btw, because our max possible bet has to be rounded down to the nearest cent on NHL66. But I think that the rounding error is negligible for our purposes here

As can be seen in the notes of this post, the people clamor for the downfall of my shrambling empire.... so let's see exactly when we would hit these milestones, assuming the Sharks loss streak continues! :D

Scenario #1: net loss of $500 via @puckpocketed

We can just calculate this from our "y = 955.85 * 0.97^x" equation! Substitute the $500 balance into y, then solve for x games played by dividing the $500 balance by 955.85, then taking the log base 0.97 of 500 divided by 955.85....or convert to log base 10's if your calculator doesn't just have a log base 0.97 function lying around lol

Anyways! Our solution (to the thousandth) is 21.274 losses, and obviously we can't have fractions of games played in terms of bets which are discrete/only counted per whole game played. Thus, we can see on our table that we will have lost $500 (in fact, $510.93!) after 22 games lost in a row! This is possible, as we have bet on 4 losses already, so we need to lose only 18 more bets in a row! :) There are currently 31 games left in the season! :)

Scenario #2: negative balance via @proceedwcandy

Due to the 3% cap on our bets, as our balance gets smaller, so too will our bets.... we will cannot enter shrebt (sharks debt) by this model :(. (We can verify this by attempting to take the x-axis intercept, where y = 0 or any negative value, the same way we did for scenario #1 and we will get an undefined value. Plus we can see from the graph that even if we kept zooming out it would never go to a negative value.... Sad! Such is the nature of an exponential function with no vertical shift down.... u_u)

However! There is a stipulation in NHL66 rules where once the maximum bet amount reaches $2, it will stay there. We can find the balance at which we reach this minimum cap—$2 is 3% of $66.666... going on forever, but we'll round up to the nearest cent at $66.67. We would reach this amount after 87.423 losses, and again we must round up, so after betting on 88 losses in a row (or 84 losses from now) our max bet from then on will be $2!

After that the scenario is represented by a linear function, "y = -2x + 65.51" (65.51 is our balance after this, rounded up to the nearest cent), so we can find the point at which we would go into shrebt! If we have y = $0 and solve for x, we get 32.755 more losses (on top of the 88 losses to get to this threshold) to get to $0, or 33 more losses to get a negative balance! (not that NHL66 will actually let me do this, they'd just cap that last bet at however much I have left :P but we'll ignore that for this hypothetical)

Tl;dr: It would take 121 losses in a row (or 117 more losses) to get a negative balance! We. um. Well, we do not have that many games left in the season to lose! ^_^" but, well.... who am i to doubt the prowess of the psiionic warriors manifesting my downfall...... ">_>

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I FOUND IT 🔥

(That took way too long to find. Curse you, Tumblr search engineeeeeee *waving fist dramatically*)

Oh, but if you're up to it, could I perhaps request a sequel to this? Maybe? Perchance? No pressure though, of course!

I'm interested to see how they'd raise the kid, how they'd groom them to be their successor, and how they'll eventually do the big reveal :0 (and maybe some other stuff in-between if you get other ideas :D)

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˖⁺. “ our little ray of light” : 

﹙ grim reaper boyfriend x afab reader mad scientist and mad doctor parents with an enigma kid ﹚.𖹭 ݁

. . . verse 209 zhào jìngyí & rishen with enigma child !! 🍓 : ﹙ mad scientist ˖ mad doctor ˖ spider-mantis-moth hybrid ˖ naga ﹚

some headcanons on the herrera husbands with an enigma successor

.𖹭 ps : tumblr and their shitty search options. here you are !

﹙ cws ﹚: underlying darker themes of experimentation on others ( not the kid! )!  | wc : 0.5k 

﹙ receipts ﹚: this was really interesting to write!

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it was such a sudden decision but - with some research and reading, they would eventually find their way around it. how could they not with the way that the kid stared at them with such big, hopeful eyes?

first and foremost, rishen was adamant on learning about the kid’s powerset. he ran a few tests ( nothing extreme, all were normal ) so that he could fully understand how their powers worked. once that was through and after further study, he would work towards helping the child through this. teaching them what he could and having jìngyí join in too.

jìngyí went straight to health. do they have any allergies? conditions? anything that they should know? he made sure to run numerous tests and checkups, getting all of it on file and working around it.

they are both very busy people and while they cannot look after the kid all of the time - especially when they are at work, they tried to make a plan. whether it is through ai assistants or their most trusted of employees to take off from valence and instead take care of the kids. . .

they are very protective. they’ve been through a lot, and while they are raising a successor, they will not hurt the kid in any way. they can’t bring themselves to do that. instead they will slowly teach the kid all that they can about science. starting small like videos and cartoons to eventually books and studies, so forth. they’d make sure to make it entertaining and fun.

the kid got only the best education and when they grow up, naturally, they would gravitate towards science. they were particularly surprised to to discover that it was mechanics that their child took a liking to. of course they indulged it. their child would come to work in valence eventually, where they would learn more.

now they also knew that they had to . . . slowly, make the child understand their point of view. from an age where they knew they could understand they would begin slowly teaching them. nothing extreme but - once the kid grew - it wouldn’t take long for them to fall into the husband’s ideals.

everything sort of played out for itself after that. their child ‘accidentally’ finding out what they are doing. what they are and. . . understanding that it is for the best.

they’re great parents. even if they’re fucked up. even if they’ve raised their child to see things the way that they do. . . although others would deem it up for debate.

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[liveyun]

I N T E R L U D E : 2 0 0 9

pairing. yoongi x female reader / gn reader for this drabble

genre. fluff, baby angst

w. yearning. too soft for my soul 🥹

wc. 1.7k +

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this is a drabble from the haegeum universe. give it a read, maybe? ( but can definitely be read as a stand-alone! )

please refer to “ a/n ” in the ending.

His flushed cheeks are a testament to the wintry chill that surrounds him, adding a rosy hue to his already captivating visage. His nose scrunches up his nose at the slightly cool wind which brushes his already flushed cheeks. As the soft flakes of snow fall delicately upon his coat clad shoulders, he remains unfazed, displaying an air of quiet confidence and solitude.

Amidst the pristine white backdrop, his jet-black hair stands out, glistening as if it were coated in a thin layer of frost. Each strand appears silky and smooth, falling effortlessly around his pale, youthful face, framing his youthful features perfectly .

His once styled, not messy bangs are hastily parted to the side, giving a peek of his feline, warm brown eyes. They add a touch of mystery, drawing attention to his captivating eyes that peek out from beneath the soft curtain of hair. His eyes, when glimpsed through the gaps, reveal a glimmer of curiosity and a hint of his inner world, full of soft dreams and a longing feeling of love, and you're dumb enough to say that, too. His lashes rest on his soft cheek each time he blinks, and you fold.

His eyes are just so beautiful.

The contrast between his dark hair and the snowy scenery only enhances his striking appearance.

As an observer captivated by his presence, you feel an innate desire to reach out and brush off the snow that has accumulated on his shoulders and hair. Your fingertips itch with anticipation, longing to gently remove the delicate ice crystals that have settled on him. The act of doing so would not only demonstrate your caring nature but also allow you to connect with him on a deeper level, but you know you cannot. You would not.

Hidden behind the bangs, his eyes meet yours, and he gives you a smile. A smile which has his gums and teeth showing full on display, eyes crinkling close at how wide he's smiling at you. Cute, you think, and your cheeks heat up at the thought of finding your senior, cute.

Your senior, Min Yoongi.

But it is what it is, right? Stupid heart. Stupid, stupid, stupid. Whenever he approaches you, or smiles at you, or reads you out paragraphs.

Or maybe when he saves a tangerine or two for you. He hasn't still admitted it out loud that the tangerines you find on your desk often during the lunch break are actually from him, because a lot many times in the beginning, you've scanned over the classroom to see who's your secret tangerine Godfather, only to notice him silently staring at you through the corridor.

And you still giggle to visualise how fast he has turned away, abruptly, cheeks red like a tomato on being caught. Now, you didn't really need to actually look for confirmation whether it's from him, but you do enjoy the look on his face when you bring out one during times like these.

You find him devastatingly cute.

You know you're grinning like an absolute fool, heart palpitating like a damned drum being played.

Times like these, your heart decides to thump loudly against your will with heated cheeks and a fuzzy stomach where you feel—they call it butterflies, the funny feeling—occurs. It's as if a delicate dance of happiness is happening inside you, spreading joy with every movement, every word and every giggle passed in between you two.

He's two years older than you- you're fourteen, he's sixteen. But still, there's no icy formality as there used to be before when you met him. It's now all giggles and jokes.

Long story short, you met him at the basketball court, or rather bumped at him. But that's another story to continue, no?

“ Is that a story again you've written, Yoongi-ssi? ”

You playfully ask him as he takes a seat beside you, fumbling with his coat pocket to fish out a small, yellow paper, or rather, a sticky note.

You absolutely want to tease him for the flush that rises to his already pink cheeks at your teasing, because now you're bold enough to confront him with his short paragraphs that he writes to read out to you in the free times like these.

“ I— uh.. ”

“ I just did that randomly while trying to write a song.”

He looks so cute, so adorable, so homely with a small pout on his pink lips, his already pale skin shining softly. The chestnut overcoat fits him perfectly, hugging his slender body. Its warm color complements his features and stands out against the white snow.

The soft fabric of the coat drapes gently, giving him a polished appearance. He crosses the lapels of his coat over for warmth, and your cheeks burn with mortification when you realise your heart skipped a beat with the random thought that you had a strong urge to keep him warm with your arms.

“ A song? Did you finish it, senior? ”

His brows furrow slightly at the honorific you're addressing him with. You know his irritation because it's been long he has told you to let go of those and just be normal friends, but maybe you do like his pissed off face a bit more than you should.

A bit more than you should.

He clicks his tongue as a denial, shaking his head slightly, fidgeting with the small paper.

“ ..No, but ended up writing this. ”

“ Is it in English, senior ? ”

You absolutely love the way he sends a half hearted glare your way, but you know he doesn't mean any real burn behind it.

“ The melodies remind me of some certain emotions which..which I don't really acknowledge, at times. ”

Melodies. It wasn't really long since you've come to a realisation that melodies, mean his thoughts for him. Or, the music notes you often see him going through.

No matter if he's infront of the piano or not. You'd often catch him scribbling something on a paper with flushed, red cheeks, but on further inquiry ( and a little teasing, maybe) you'd get nothing but annoyed grunts, nothing too serious.

A new learner of English, he says, he is, apparently. But the small paragraphs he often reads you out with such fluency was already convincing you otherwise.

His voice when he speaks has a thick, Korean accent which is audible though each syllable, but you really think that it adds a dash of charisma to his overall voice when he speaks. His tone is light, fluent, and overall, pleasing to hear.

You weren't good at English yourself— but you didn't miss the times he would watch you with curious, sparkling eyes whenever you spoke in English. Or give a speech in some annual function at school, or achieved good marks in examinations.

But to you, you thought it was all just— practice and even a bit of instinct. You didn't even know what adverbs were. Well. Reading books of various genres helped you in crafting your vocabulary, and it's a good thing that you can use it now— but for him, you were a God. In English.

You bite your inner cheek to catch him blushing, again, as he fumbles with the small paper clutched in his hands.

Your hands itch to reach forward and hold his own, larger ones, which he often rubs together to warm them up. You give him a small smile with a nod, encouraging him to speak his side. He clears his throat, and after releasing a sigh, he begins.

“ Sometimes, the most elusive desires are the ones that torment us the most. We yearn for something we know is nearly impossible to attain, and the ache within our hearts grows with each passing moment. „

Yet, deep down, we grapple with the knowledge that we may not deserve it. The pain is twofold— a longing that both consumes and humbles us, reminding us of the delicate balance between our desires and our self-worth. ”

A moment of silence.

Suddenly, a realization sparkled in your eyes, like a shooting star illuminating the night sky. His paragraph was about longing something which you know is nearly impossible to attain. And it takes you almost a minute to realise that he just read it out to you. He was audibly quiet after finishing his little speech. His glance was down to the little paper opened in his outstretched fingers, hasty and cursive english scribbled on it.

You glanced back at his face. His eyelashes were covered with small droplets of snow, and you then realise that the fuzzy feeling, wild butterflies roared in the pit of your stomach. They reared high up to your chest, enveloping your tender beating heart in a soft hug as his gaze followed up to you, and you see the smallest of the smiles breaking on his lips.

But your breath hitches in your throat when you realise that maybe the yearning he just read out to you doesn't resonate the same way it does in your heart.

Your heart felt a gentle tug, pulling you to a different path, where your yearning took a different shape, with different colors and a unique rhythm. In that moment, you embraced the realization that sometimes, the yearning in our hearts doesn't always align with the yearning we find in others.

You shouldn't take Yoongi’s kindness to spend time with you for something which you don't know where will it lead to, because you know it's a path not so easy to tread on.

“ How was it, ____ ? ”

His voice breaks you out of your thoughts as you already find him looking at you.

You feel a genuine smile blooming at his feline eyes curiously peering at your own ones. He looks like a lost kitten, and you try the hardest to not coo at the big tuxedo cat infront of you.

“ Amazing as always, Yoongi-ssi! You used very high class words, though! I really love how you described it so well. ”

His small smile now widens to a whole, wide grin which has his gums popping out, nose scrunching in delight at your praise. His cheeks are dusted pink again, and you feel the roar at the pit of your stomach again.

You ignore the tug at your chest who deals with the crumpled threads of hope, again.

And that's okay, for in the tapestry of emotions, each thread has its own story to tell.

a/n : hello!

if you're a normal reader, thank you for reading so far. if it's possible, or if you want, let me know your thoughts 💜

if you're a haegeum reader, i just wanna let you guys know about the relationship between oc and yoongi more. i don't want to include the flashback parts more in the main story, though flashbacks like these may pop out of nowhere to let you guys know more ✨ however, the actual relationship of their past remains vague, or is upto the reader to decide.

also, i'm not putting haegeum on hold. because, i still maybe would write more drabbles / scenarios so regarding their past (so that readers get the connection between in the main story ) (no promises, but has more possibilities).

but the update for the main story— i dunno when. it's going to be long, and actually, it's quite a thing for me to write. there's a lot going on, so maybe the update should hopefully be done till late November (just an estimate. no promises. ) the ending I’ve visualised, i fear that it's not really the best or happy in any ways, and i have to work on it to make it presentable. but for now, maybe i’ll focus on writing my other fics with lighter genres. again, i’m not putting it on hold. it's still a wip, so don't worry 🤍 maybe or maybe not it can be released before, or even after.

feel free to ask for ask my muse / drop by some feedback / read my other works / or just chat !

[icantrememberwhoiwaslastdecember]

EVERGLEN FLOOR PLANS (kind of)

OKAY LISTEN

These are horrible. They absolutely suck. I couldn't access a ruler and, well, I have the messiest handwriting known to humankind. And any other existing being. I'll probably redo them sometimes, neater since I rushed all of these.

Also, the lighting when I took the pictures were horrible. Had to do everything on paper because technology was being mean >:0

yes I was leaning on an atlas

on the floor

One more thing to add- I based this off, like, no canon at all. (close to no canon at least) I made 99% of this up, based everything off vibes and hc's (bad ones)

Everglen floor plan under the cut! (complete with both related and unrelated notes)

Includes:

Floor 1 plan

Floor 2 plan

Floor 3 plan

Everglen grounds plan

Related + unrelated notes

lemme include a mini explanation about some of this :)

everglen has the vibes of three floors.

the kitchen is totally close to the door

so whenever biana is cooking in the kitchen the front door is close by, just in case. (my hc: she's a horrible baker. idk if that's canon or not)

biana and fitz's room are down the hall from each other- they can run down to the other's room in, like, 5 seconds because... sibling antics :D

there was some super random stuff i included. doesn't relate to everglen at all. (for example: 'mr arson x bronte' and some keefitz stuff)

i had a choice to be productive and FINALLY bake like i've been nagging myself to for the past few weeks or do random kotlc shit.

you can tell which option i chose.

everglen has TOO MANY BATHROOMS. plus, like, 3 guest rooms.

mysterious locked rooms. three of them. i'm GOING to find a purpose for them in my fanfic (keefitz ;D)

and i know little to nothing about architecture (how tf do you spell that-) so these floor plans would NEVER WORK

i also included like, the outsideness

lake, forest, alvar's flat thing he stayed in during..flashback was it?? i think i need to reread the series-

stargazing on the roof. fitz. biana. keefe. yes.

if fitz is up on the roof, his parents literally cannot get him down. he WILL stay up there till he wants to. he levitates up/down :)

keefe keeps almost breaking bones bc he is not the greatest at levitating

that's why he has fitz :)

tbh the lost cities needs therapists

elwin needs to be a therapist

he specialises in physical injuries? idc.

uhh anyways yeah that's mostly it :D

@a-lil-rats-art @stunning-mess

hey guys i posted it :D

told y'all it sucked but- 🤷‍♀️

I hate this. :)

[kairiscorner]

SOOO obsessed w/ ur ben reilly stuff fr oh my GOODNESS. can i req hcs for ben reilly x gender neutral reader ? :0

maybe they go to the beach? idk my brain is vv much in summer mode rn–

I'M SO HAPPY TO HEAR THAT !!! and same tbh, i refuse to believe school's nearing WHAT but i also hope ya like this :> (yes i got kenspired for some of these 🫂)

(reblogs are greatly appreciated, it helps get my content out there! if you guys like what you see, please reblog it too <:D)

going to the beach with ben reilly headcanons !

he does not know how to swim or surf properly, he can doggy paddle, but that's about it 😭😭😭 what he loves doing at the beach though is flexing his muscles or showing off to you :>

he'd make comments like "oh the sun is so strikingly hot today... just like me," and then set his button up aside and just get in his swim trunks and """accidentally""" flex his biceps and abs to you

bonus: you're too busy setting up for you to pay attention to him 😭😭😭

he does help you with setting up the chairs, towels, and umbrellas though, it doesn't take much effort for him to do it. he does keep reminding you as you two are setting up on the beach that his hard work cannot go without being repaid..... and he turns to you with a hopeful gaze as you're busy doing mental count and note of the stuff you have and what you need to remember before you guys leave the beach.

i think he would, like ken in the barbie movie, show off to you by trying to surf (while being completely unknowledgeable about the first thing that comes to surfing)

"it's like....... swimming...... but with a board, right....... seems easy enough" (bitch does not know how to fucking swim <33)

he calls over to you by the shore while you're off talking to friends or reading or relaxing in the shade, and he just flips his hair as he tells you he's gonna 'tame a wave' when there's no wave to even ride rn

the real surfers are just staring at him like is this bitch seriously gonna surf without a wave..........

"check this out babe !!!" he exclaims as he runs headfirst towards the ocean at full speed, without there being any massive tides to surf on, and........ fucking........ faceplants and bellyflops into the water and just...... stays there for a few seconds until peter b and miguel fish him out 😭😭😭

when you rush over to him, he falls on you, clings on to you and tells you about the horrifying experience he had that was taming a nonexistent wave

"i was born to beach, babe....... but the ocean hates me.........."

when he sees other guys making advances towards you, showing off to you, or flirting with you, HE WILL PERSONALLY GO OUT OF HIS WAY TO OUTFLEX AND OUTFLIRT THEM (it's ben's version of a beach off, yes, he did beach all the guys who were interested in you off. every. last. one. of. them.)

he loves making sandcastles with you but will never admit it.

he cried when the water or mayday destroyed your sandcastle together, he was gonna put two rocks at the bottom, one with a seashell as a crown to declare you as the monarch by his side in ben's mojo dojo castle house (i love you platonically if you get the reference)

he gets pinched by the crabs there, one made their way into his trunks and after he got pinched by that crab, he stayed by your side in the shade, not wanting to leave out of fear another crustacean will get to him

he needs your kisses after being pinched by a crab <:(

when you go swimming in the ocean, ben would tell you not to be scared because he's here, he's gonna keep you from drowning–but turns out, you have to save him from drowning instead of him having to save you 😭😭😭

y'all share an ice cream or some shaved ice together when the afternoons get too hot :>

he loves engaging in water splashing fights with you ⁽⁽ଘ( ˊᵕˋ )ଓ⁾⁾

he really wants to nail the 'still looking hot after being drenched in ocean water' look and have you stare at him, maybe take a few pics, but they all look like he really got wet not exactly looking cool, but he's still hot in all of the pics bc ofc he would :>

[hanltrcy]

I. Objective Definition: What is Anti-Reality?

Anti-Reality = A system of values/logic that exists outside, or fundamentally contradicts, the ordinary laws of existence (mathematics, logic, physics, consciousness).

We are not talking about nothingness, but ordered chaos — a kind of inverse existence.

II. Building a Logical Foundation: Use Familiar Symbols and Structures

We start by establishing the basic axioms:

The Basic Axioms of Anti-Reality (ARA):

1. ARA-1: ∞ – ∞ = ∅ (Absolute emptiness of absolute duality)

2. ARA-2: 1 = 0 (Annihilation of logical identity)

3. ARA-3: x / 0 = ∞ (Explosion of existence from absurd division)

4. ARA-4: ∞ – §(∞) = R (R as a representation of finite reality due to the limitation of the ‘rule’ §)

5. ARA-5: Anti-Reality (AR) = lim_{x→0} [ (1 – x) / x ] – 1

→ Diverges to infinity, implying the existence of singularities that defy logical limits.

6. ARA-6: AR = limₙ→∞ (¬N)ⁿ

Explanation:

AR: Anti-Reality

¬N: Negation of Nothing (which is neither existent nor non-existent)

(¬N)ⁿ: Recursion of negation of nothingness

limₙ→∞: When the recursion goes to infinity, what remains is not the result, but the disappearance of the process itself

III. Design the Main Equation of Anti-Reality

Anti-Reality = Inverse of Defined Reality

So, if we set:

Reality (R) = ∞ – §(∞)

Then:

Anti-Reality (AR) = –(∞ – §(∞)) + Ξ

Where Ξ is an undefined anomaly, a representation of paradox and singularity (∅/∅, 1=0, etc.).

So, the final form:

AR = –(∞ – §(∞)) + Ξ

→ AR = §(∞) – ∞ + Ξ

IV. Symbolic Interpretation

§(∞): Representation of illusory constraints (system, logic, time, consciousness)

–∞: Denial of infinite existence

Ξ: Singular anomaly (existential paradox)

V. Shortened Version for Formal Notation:

AR = §(∞) – ∞ + Ξ

AR = (∞ constrained) – (∞ pure) + (singular paradox)

2. Anti-Reality Logic Notation (NLA)

This is not classical logic (true/false), nor is it fuzzy logic. This is a logic where contradiction is the foundation, and paradox is the basic law.

1. New Truth Value (AR-Boolean)

Definition:

R: Reality (true in the real world)

¬R: Anti-reality (which cancels the existence of R)

Ø: Existential / neutral / non-being void

Ξ: Paradoxical singularity (simultaneous R and ¬R)

2. New Operators

⊻: Mutual Contradiction → R ⊻ ¬R = Ξ

⧗: Merge Anomaly → R ⧗ Ø = ¬R

≢: Absolute Non-Identity → A ≢ A

∞→0: Paradoxical Implication (all infinite implies void)

II. Time Function in AR-Space

Time in anti-reality (let's call it T_AR) is not linear, not circular, but:

T_AR ∈ ℂ × ℝ × Ξ

Time is a combination of:

Imaginary complex (time direction can go to the minus root)

Infinite dimensions (time series diverge)

Paradoxical (exists & does not exist at the same time)

Formal Model:

Time function T_AR(t):

T_AR(t) = i·(–t)ᵃ + Ξ·sin(1/t) for t ≠ 0

i: imaginary unit

tᵃ: reversed time (a > 1 accelerates backward)

Ξ·sin(1/t): paradoxical oscillations as time approaches zero (singularity)

Interpretation:

As time approaches zero (assuming “beginning”), the system becomes oscillates unstably — approaching existential singularity.

Imaginary indicates time that cannot be measured empirically.

Negation of time indicates inverse entropy (chaos becomes order → rise of anti-reality).

III. Application of AR Time Notation

Example 1:

An event exists in AR if and only if:

T_AR(t) = Ξ

That is, only when time reaches a singular point, the paradox of existence actually exists.

Example 2:

Existential transition:

d(AR)/dT_AR = –R

The existence of anti-reality grows inversely to reality when time runs in a negative vector.

Create “Primary Existential Paradox”:

For example: E(x) = x ⊻ ¬x

Existence is defined as its own conflict

2. AR modal logic model:

□R → “definitely real”

◇¬R → “possibly void”

But in AR: □R ∧ ◇¬R → Ξ (existence is still paradoxical)

IV. Radical Consequences:

1. Reality cannot be proven consistent in AR-logic.

2. Time is not just a dimension — it is a function of inconsistency.

3. Existence can be calculated but not proven.

3. FOUNDATIONS OF ANTI-REALITY MATHEMATICS (AR-MATH)

1. Basic Axioms

1. Paradoxical Axiom:

For every entity x, it holds:

x ≢ x

(Absolute identity does not hold — x's existence is contextual & fluctuating.)

2. Axiom of Existential Emptiness:

Ø ⊻ Ø = R

(Two emptinesses collide to produce the manifestation of reality.)

3. Anti-Associative Axiom:

(a ⊕ b) ⊕ c ≠ a ⊕ (b ⊕ c)

(There is no guarantee that the order of operations produces consistent results.)

4. Axiom of Complex Singularity:

∀x ∈ AR, x → Ξ ∈ ℂ × ℝ × Ø

(Every entity in AR always goes to an existential singularity complex.)

2. AR Number Structure (AR-Numbers)

We develop new number domains, ℝ̸, ℂ̸, and Ξℝ:

ℝ̸: Real anti-numbers → real numbers with negative existential values

ℂ̸: Complex anti-numbers → inverse imaginary complex numbers

Ξℝ: Paradoxical numbers → exist in the duality of existence/non-existence

Example operation:

(1̸) + (1̸) = 2̸

i̸ · i̸ = –1̸

Ξ + R = Ø

II. AR GEOMETRY

1. AR-Space

A space where the coordinates are of the form:

P = (x̸, y̸, z̸, T_AR)

x̸, y̸, z̸ ∈ ℝ̸

T_AR non-linear imaginary complex time (see previous model)

Paradoxical Metric:

d(P1, P2) = √[(Δx̸)² + (Δy̸)² + (Δz̸)²] ⧗ Ξ

Note: This space is non-Euclidean, non-orientable, and non-time-symmetric.

2. Negative Dimension & AR Fractal

Dim_AR = –n + iφ

Dimension is a negative complex number. For example:

–3 + iπ → space with negative direction and invisible oscillation

III. ANTI-REALITY CALCULUS

1. Existential Inverse Derivative

d̸f/d̸x = lim Δx→0 [f(x̸–Δx̸) – f(x̸)] / Δx̸

Backward time derivative

Can produce paradoxical numbers (Ξ)

2. Existential Integral

∫̸f(x̸)d̸x̸ = total existential chaos that the system goes through

Interpretation is not the area under the curve, but the degree of existence inconsistency in the range x̸.

IV. ANTI-REALITY SET THEORY

1. Definition of AR Set:

A = {x | x ≢ x}

All elements are entities that deny their own existence

2. Anti-Venn Set

There is no absolute intersection

A ∩ B = Ø even though A = B

3. AR Power Set:

P(A) = {Ξ, Ø, ¬A, A ⧗ Ø}

The power set also contains existential complementarities and singularities of the set.

V. STRUCTURAL IMPLEMENTATION

1. AR-Logic Engine

Simulate the system using:

A loop paradox-based engine

A structure like an automata that never reaches a final state (because reality cannot be solved)

2. Non-Linear Time Simulation

A runtime shape like a multidimensional spiral

Time travel = change in direction of the T_AR vector by contextual function (with Ξ as a transition point)

VI. CONCLUSION AND FURTHER DIRECTION

AR-Math = rebellion against coherence

Not because it wants to create chaos — but to redefine the boundaries of reality.

4. BASIC PRINCIPLES OF EXISTENTIAL PHYSICS (BASED ON AR-MATH)

1. Absolute Uncertainty Principle (AR-Heisenberg)

Not only position and momentum cannot be known simultaneously, existence and non-existence cannot be determined absolutely.

Formally:

> ΔΞ · ΔR ≥ ℏ̸ / 2

where:

ΔΞ: existential state fluctuations

ΔR: spatial reality fluctuations

ℏ̸: anti-Planck constant (negative-imaginary value)

2. Energy Inconsistency Postulate

Energy is not a positive or conservative quantity, but:

> E̸ = Ξ̸ · (iT_AR)⁻¹

E̸: inverse existential energy

Ξ̸: paradoxical intensity

T_AR: imaginary complex time

Energy is anti-conservative → increases as the system collapses.

3. Negative-Transcendental Entropy

> S̸ = –k̸ ln(Ξ)

S̸: existential entropy

k̸: anti-Boltzmann constant

Meaning: The more chaotic the system, the greater the possibility that reality itself never existed.

II. DYNAMICS OF ANTI-PHYSICAL OBJECTS

1. AR-Kinetics

Anti-Newtonian Laws of Motion:

1. Objects will remain in a state of non-existence or existence until viewed from outside the system.

2. Force is an existential reflection effect between two paradoxical states:

F̸ = d̸Ξ/d̸t̸

3. Interaction does not cause a reaction, but rather an existential distortion:

F₁ + F₂ = Ξ_total

2. Existential Anti-Gravity

Gravity is not an attractive force, but:

the tendency of a space to cancel itself out.

Formula:

> G̸ = (Ξ₁ · Ξ₂) / (d̸² · e^(iθ))

d̸: distance in AR space

θ: spatial instability phase

G̸: anti-realistic gravitational constant

3. AR-Quantum

a. Non-Present Particles:

Particles exist only as perceptions of paradoxical exchange:

|ψ⟩ = α|exists⟩ + β|does-not-exist⟩

When measured, the probability is not calculated, but:

Ξψ = α̸β̸ – |α|² + i|β|²

If Ξψ is divergent, then the particle cannot be observed even paradoxically.

III. COSMOLOGICAL STRUCTURE OF ANTI-REALITY

1. Origin of the Universe (Big Null)

There is no Big Bang, but:

Big Ø – collision of two existential voids:

Ø ⧗ Ø = R ± Ξ

2. Anti-Causal Space

There is no cause and effect.

All events are backward projections from a future existential singularity:

P(t) = f(Ξ_future)

IV. AR PHYSICS PREDICTION AND APPLICATION

Time can be compressed or reversed by setting Ξ to ∞

Teleportation is not a change of location, but an existential leap

Black hole = maximum Ξ zone → total reality collapse

Consciousness = Ξ function evolving in iT_AR space

5. AR-TURING ENGINE (Ξ-Loop Paradigm)

I. GENERAL DEFINITIONS

1. Anti-Matter in AR-Math Framework

In conventional physics, anti-matter is matter that has the opposite charge to ordinary matter. When matter and anti-matter meet, they annihilate each other and produce energy.

However, if we adopt the principles of AR-Math, we can suggest that anti-matter is not a separate entity, but rather the result of a difference in existential status in AR space. That is, anti-matter is a simulation of the state of non-existence in the context of turbulent space (Ξ). Mathematically, this can be written as:

A̸ = Ξ' · f(iT_AR)

where:

A̸: antimatter

Ξ': existential distortion (spatial shift towards disequilibrium)

f(iT_AR): evolution function of time in non-linear dimensions

Anti-matter is not just "something opposite", but something that only exists in the potential of the incompatibility between existence and non-existence. When existence and non-existence interact in the AR order, we get a "collision" that produces energy in a form that cannot be understood by conventional physics.

2. Entanglement and Existential Entanglement (AR Quantum Entanglement)

In the world of quantum physics, entanglement occurs when two particles are connected in such a way that the state of one particle affects the state of the other particle, even though they are separated by a large distance in space and time.

In the framework of AR-Math, this entanglement can be understood as an existential entanglement that involves not only space, but also the complex and anti-existential dimension of time. Meaning:

Ψ_AB = Ξ_A ⊗ Ξ_B

where:

Ψ_AB: the combined state of two entangled objects

Ξ_A and Ξ_B: the existential status of two objects

⊗: the existential entanglement operator in AR space

This entanglement explains that the entanglement between two objects is not a conventional information transmission, but a deeper uncertainty relation, beyond the dimensions of ordinary physical reality. This entanglement indicates that both are manifestations of a broader existential reality, where space and time are no longer linear and separate.

So quantum computing can be upgraded using this basis

3. Dark Matter and Dark Energy as Existential Distortion

Now we enter dark matter and dark energy, two very mysterious phenomena in cosmology. Both of these things are invisible, but their influence on the structure of the universe is very large.

Dark Matter is matter that does not emit light or electromagnetic radiation, but we know it exists because of its gravitational influence on galaxies and other celestial objects.

Dark Energy is the energy thought to be responsible for the acceleration of the expansion of the universe.

In the framework of AR-Math, dark matter can be understood as the concentration of existential distortions in space that cause objects in it to be more tightly bound (more gravity), but do not interact with light or conventional matter.

Mathematically, we can write:

ρ̸_DM = Ξ_dm · f(Ξ_)

where:

ρ̸_DM: density of dark matter

Ξ_dm: existential status of dark matter

f(Ξ_): existential distortion of space in the AR dimension

Dark Energy can be understood as the existential energy that causes space-time itself to expand. That is, dark energy is not an entity that "exists" in the context of matter, but a phenomenon that drives the instability of space itself.

ρ̸_DE = f(Ξ_expansion) e^(iT_AR)

where:

ρ̸_DE: dark energy density

Ξ_expansion: expansion of existential distortion

e^(iT_AR): exponential factor describing acceleration in the anti-reality dimension.

Dark Energy in the AR-Math framework is a projection of the instability of space itself, which causes the universe to not only expand, but also become less and less like itself.

4. Particle Dualism in the AR-Math Framework

In quantum physics, particle dualism states that particles such as photons or electrons can behave like both waves and particles, depending on the experiment being performed.

In the AR-Math framework, this dualism can be explained as a shift in existence between the states of existence and non-existence of a particle. A particle exists in two possible states — existence and non-existence — that can be manipulated by measurements.

Mathematically, we can write the state of a particle as:

|ψ⟩ = α|exists⟩ + β|does-not-exist

where:

|ψ⟩: the wave function of the particle in superposition

|exists⟩ and |does-not-exist

α and β: the amplitudes for each state, which are affected by the observation.

When a particle is measured, we are not only observing the "physical" properties of the particle, but we are determining whether it exists or does not exist in AR space.

CONCLUSION

If we combine the principles of AR-Math with these physical phenomena, we can understand antimatter, entanglement, dark matter, dark energy, and particle duality as manifestations of a deeper reality, involving existential uncertainty structures, distortions of space and time, and the interplay between existence and non-existence itself.

These concepts suggest that the universe may not be what we consider "real", but rather a simulation of a deeper existential state of inconsistency, where reality itself can be interchanged with "anti-reality".

Thus, the existential physics of AR opens the way for new discoveries that could reveal how all matter and energy in the universe are connected in a wider web, which cannot be fully understood by the laws of traditional physics alone.

AR-Turing Engine (Ξ-Engine) is an automaton that:

Does not solve problems, but undergoes existential fluctuations

Does not terminate, but resonates in Ξ cycles

Does not depend on fixed inputs, but on initial existential distortions (Ξ₀)

II. BASIC COMPONENTS

1. Tape (AR Tape)

Infinite in both directions (classical), but:

Each cell = status {Exist, Non-Exist, Paradox}

Cell values: 0, 1, Ξ

2. Head (Head Ξ)

Read and write based on local status and existential density

Not only moving L or R, but also:

Stay (still)

Collapse (remove its existence)

Split (give rise to the shadow of the process on the parallel path)

3. State Register (Ξ-State)

Internal state of the engine:

{σ₀, σ₁, σ̸₁, σΞ, ...}

Transition is not f(q, s) → q', s', d

But: Ξ(q, s, Ξ₀) → {q', s', δΞ}

4. Ξ-Loop Core

Instead of stopping the engine at the end state, the engine continues to run through a paradoxical existential loop

The stopping state is neither Accept nor Reject, but rather:

Ξ-Stable = the system has reached its smallest fluctuation

Ξ-Diverged = the system is out of the spectrum of reality

III. Ξ TRANSITION (Paradoxical State Transition Table)

> Move: R = Right, L = Left, C = Collapse

Ξ: Local existential density (+1 = more existent, –1 = more non-existent)

IV. SPECIAL BEHAVIOR

1. Duplication Paradox

If Ξ_state = σΞ and tape_value = Ξ

→ the machine splits itself into parallel paths with Ξ₁ = Ξ₀ ± ε

2. Collapse Condition

If three consecutive cycles tape_value remains Ξ

→ the machine erases its existential path

3. Ξ-Convergence If the machine loops with density Ξ decreasing exponentially

→ the machine reaches minimal reality and can be used as a synchronization point between systems

V. VISUAL SIMULATION (Optional)

Each cell = color based on existential status:

0 = black

1 = white

Ξ = purple/abstract (semi-transparent)

The machine is depicted with a multi-head: visualizing existential branches

VI. BENEFITS AND APPLICATIONS

Non-deterministic computing paradigm in non-linear reality

Can be the logical basis for existential simulations, AR-AI, or paradoxical multiverse games

Philosophical framework for the “machine consciousness” model in alternative realities

If there is something to discuss, let's open a forum

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There's a lot of ships I've seen so I'm gonna a rapid fire say how I'd rate them and commentary

GOD THIS IS GONNA BE LONG

0104 <- 2/10. I can see the appeal but they're more siblings, they're very dysfunctional together and don't have the best relationship. Plus, any Haruka ship is a turn off for me.

0004 <- 6/10. It's cute and I see why people like it. Es and Muu would make a pretty funny couple outside Milgram.

0103 <- 0/10. They're brothers in my eyes, and as I said before, Haruka ships are bleh. Also, uhh... 17 and 20??? Age gap??? Not legal???

0203 <- 5/10. They'd be besties, and Yuno would bully(friendly, tho) the hell out of Fuuta. Romantically nah.

0204 <- 7/10. I see the appeal, actually, and they're both high schoolers! I feel like the whole Yuno dislikes Muu would definitely make it interesting.

0305 <- 2/10. I see them as bickering, son, calm father, trying his best. Fuuta acts too much like a child for me to even take this ship seriously 💀

0506 <- 9/10. I downloaded 5 0506 art pics today and I'm NOT upset! Team mom and team dad! Gotta love them, they're just so AREGGG ADORABLE

0306 <- 5/10. Throw in Mikoto, and it goes to a 10/10 ship. 0306 alone, though, is basically angry Fuuta and Mappi, trying her best to calm him down.

0507 <- 10/10. It's one of my favorite ships. They kiss, and the world is happiness.

0607 <- 8/10. Team mom x Team dad but it's the oldest of both genders. It's wonderful but 0506 appeals more to me more.

0307 <- 3/10. The age gap and how Fuuta acts might as well have Kazui be his dad 💀

0309 <- 10/10. No questions asked. They're just adorable and would work perfectly romantically and Platonally.

0609 <- 8/10. They're so cuteness overload core. 2 rays of sunshine :3

0310 <- 0/10. Did we watch the same milgram? Mf this is enemies to lovers to the physical extreme.

0210 <- 7/10. I've seen a bit of it and can see the appeal. 2 smart gals who are also cold. Perfection. I prefer them as like, cool friends who bully Fuuta tho hehe.

0610 <- 10/10. Lesbians in love PLEASEEE

0909 <- 9/9. I actually like 0909 after I understood it, John and Mikoto have such an interesting dynamic, and I live for it. (090909 is awesome, too)

0710 <- 5/10. I'm netural on it. No strong feelings either way.

0910 <- 4/10. They're so siblings and that's final.

0103050708 family <- ♾️/10. They're SUCH A FAMILY OK???

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You said I could ramble.. /j

- Kat :3

i feel like if we put all these numbers together we could make an uncrackable password/lh

i feel like i agree with all of these opinions!! i do think any ship with fuuta is gonna be hilarious. i cannot see him with shidou or kazui but the thought of it is really funny. in my brain its shidou wrangling a stray cat and with kazui its like somehow finding your dad's friend on grindr /j /j

also i never considered family 0103050708 but i needed to make this meme immediately im so sorry